No monday Feels thread? also Feels thread
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No monday Feels thread?
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Feels thread
>>712525747
Bump
>be me
>be 18 y/o
>virgin sick of life
>nothing goes as planned
>bout to drop out of school
>smokes way too much pot
>can't find job to get money for pot
what do?
Why the hell am I so stuck on her?
Even though nothing will probably not happen, I can't shake that possibility.
And its not like no signs are occurring. In fact so many small things point at something possibly occurring. But for whatever reason, she is seemingly unable to allow this to move forward
Maybe she is just stupidly Socially Anxious? Or just nervous for what ever reason else wise.
Fuck if I know. Just want some sort of answer. Either to tell me to continue in trying, or to just let her go.
>>712525914
get educated
get a original and good idea
work hard at it
thats it and you are a winner in life
Why do I keep thinking we will be together?
She was my best friend but we haven't spoken to each other in months.
why did she HAVE to make those new friends?
why did she forget about me after all I've done for her?
Why do I after all this time still want her in my life after she clearly doesn't want me?
>>712525934
talk to her about it.
get involved in her life.
make it happen.
I believe in your charms
bump
>>712526296
>talk to her about it.
Easier said then done.
I don't see her regularly at all.
So it's via text only, and she doesn't really initiate.
>get involved in her life.
Again, I need actually talk to her for that to happen.
>make it happen.
Yea, assuming I am able to get it moving. Then hopefully all will fall into place.
>I believe in your charms
Thanks.
bump
>>712527252
feelin you /b/rother
bump
>>712525914
Sell kidney for lots o' cash
Postpone the inevitable return of poverty
Win
>Be me
>Lately it feels like my feelings and thoughts aren't connected in some way
>Been meeting lots of new interesting girls, sending me mixed signals and im just confused
>Started smoking again
I don't know anymore. Everything seems so mundane
>>712528345
Just gotta keep going. Give yourself a goal. My current goal consists of 2 things:
>see rogue one
>get too emotionally connected to a character in Mass Effect: Andromeda
While pursuing the goals, maybe I'll meet someone. Just maybe.
>be me
>>712527748
post more ple
>>712528578
I got the first one too. Looking forward to Rogue one.
But all i have done up to this point is fuck up. I dont want it anymore
Been contemplating suicide for over 2 years now too so that doesn't add to the cause
Just looking for a way out.
>>712528756
ill post what else i got not much more tho
>>712528927
>>712528958
>>712528927
thx u anon
>>712528833
The longer you can give yourself a reason to go on anon, the more likely you are to meet someone who will give you reason to live. I can't say it will get better, but I can say there's a chance and a chance is worth taking.
>also checkd
>>712528345
>Lately it feels like my feelings and thoughts aren't connected in some way
That is dissociation probably. It's a defense mechanism against extreme stress that causes you to in some way separate from yourself, it's difficult to deal with.
>>712528848
the person who wrote those messages took the screenshots
>>712529062
Not the OP here but going thru the same
it doesn't seem like getting better.
the longer i go on the more worse it gets...
>>712528848
This post made me feel empty. Holy shit, that's sad.
got some more of these coming up
>>712529155
Thanks, I understand it maybe a little bit better now
>also check'd
>>712529179
Just a picture i found on the internet bud.
>>712529219
Same here, what makes it even worse is my name's Tyler and a girl i was with used to call me Tyty. It's also written exactly how she used to type. She meant a lot to me too. This picture fucked me up in so many ways.
>>712525934
Ask her out and go on a date. If she says no then stop talking to her. If she likes you at all she'll contact you. Then you set up a date. If she never contacts you. She doesn't want it. It's very simple.
You guys can't seem to under simple things. Stop over complicating things.
It's really that easy
This one is my fave as a guy that loves tf2. Keep the sadness coming /b/ois
>>712526227
You probably were too needy and too available and did things to push her away. Happens all the time.
The things you do for someone..don't matter. They're a gift. Sounds like you gave and gave and you forgot she's supposed to give too.
You have oneitus. Go meet new ppl.
>>712529841
I've had friends who are very shy girls tell me that they were too nervous to act on a guy they like. Even if he made the first move, they will just try to avoid it, even if they want to be with them.
This girl behaves very similarly to how my friends would towards guys they were into. But it is not a fool proof explanation, but still
>>712525934
Tread lightly. Give her time but not too much. Slowly show her your in charge, now b4 you go nuts over this let me explaine. Dont just sit together at your place or her place. Go out and do things & dont let her have to decide on everything. If she wants to do something that you dont want to let her know, but have a damn good reason on why you dont want to do it. I know all you want to do is just be around her but if thats all then its not going to work. It sounds cheesy but go for walks, brunches, dinners, parks, hell even go shopping with her. Never take her to the movies. I fucked up and didthe complete opposite of what im telling you to do and now look at me. Im on 4chan giving advice i hope helps
Been having some shitty weeks and this on isn't starting off any better. Of course she had to leave me at the worst of times. I wouldn't have even felt that bad or anything. I didnt expect it to last. She brought me the most joy out of anything in this universe will ever do. I dont know how i dont feel like shit right now. Probably because i let everything i held in out when she broke up with me. I don't even really know why we broke up. I know alot of you /b/ros are probably having alot worse weeks than me. But shit will get better. You just gotta keep going
>>712530079
This is so fucking true for me. I used to tell my girl i loved her all the time. I was cringe and wrote those long messages about how much i loved her, all because she ment the world to me. But she never sent anything like that back. She might say she loves me back but maybe not. She wouldn't even really contribute to conversations or care about me that much. I honestly dont know how i loved her. I guess she is just the first girl to be interested in me and it made me never want to let go when i shouldnt have even gotten with her from the start
>>712530079
the thing which fucked me up is that she just droppedm me like it was nothing
the person i trusted most would just forget about me in a heartbeat. that REALLY fucked me up inside
>>712530472
Honestly, this is all kinda what I would have done if I got with her.
I would do more active shit, and some kinda cheesy shit aswell. But would avoid us alone at my place or hers, and the movies.
Ice skating (It is winterish now.) is probably the leading option for now
>>712530492
that's what ive been telling myself the last couple of months but why does it only feel like shit is getting worse and worse?
you seem like a rational guy could you give me any tips?
>>712530266
If you've talked to her and known her about a month and nobody asks anyone out or she doesn't agree to a date. .
She's just not that attracted to you.
If she never contacts you then that's that. Unless you really want to try again but don't make the same mistakes. It's obvious if someone likes you and is attracted to you.
You meet someone, you build up attraction and things happen.
>>712530788
>I guess she is just the first girl to be interested in me and it made me never want to let go when i shouldnt have even gotten with her from the start
>I guess she is just the first girl to be interested in me and it made me never want to let go when i shouldnt have even gotten with her from the start
>I guess she is just the first girl to be interested in me and it made me never want to let go when i shouldnt have even gotten with her from the start
>I guess she is just the first girl to be interested in me and it made me never want to let go when i shouldnt have even gotten with her from the start
Too true /b/ro
>>712530266
Yeah its like that.
Feelings change slowly and you can not even notice until it's too late.
What a girl says a week or month ago doesn't apply to today. Even if she says she's madly in love with u and her one true love and all that...that's just how she feels then. Doesn't mean she feels that way in the future.
>>712531399
I can so relate
>>712531156
Im not sure man. Honestly life isnt something that like just works. It only gets better if you work for it. It was way better for me during the summer and fall because the girl was still in my life. But to get with her i had to break all my nervousness. I really had to overcome it. I guess what im trying to say is, it wont get better unless you try new things and overcome your fears. Im scared shitless to go ask this girl i like for her number. But the worst you can get is a no. Then life moves on. Just try not to get hung up on things
everything is fine, but i still kinda wanna do it
>>712531209
I've had friends who been "Friendzoned" with their current SO for years, only for it to either gradually build, or for them to finally just to decide to go for it.
So, really what your saying doesn't hold true.
>>712531680
True, but this one has seemingly acted the same for the past like 6 months that I've known her.
So, how much did she change, if she did? No real way to know
I just wish i could forget all the amazing memories. While they are so amazing, i can't ever go back to them. So all they do is flood my mind with sadness.
I wish I had someone to talk to all the time about the trivial bullshit I think about constantly
>>712531869
I guess thats true.
And as far for the girl you like, just ask her number like you said the worst that could happen is no.
I think we are more or less in the same situation. A girl in our life left us and that fucked me up (I don't know what it did for you)
I have to keep going on and I know that but it is just so hard..
maybe its just the winter depression kicking in idk.
Thanks anon for hearing me out and cheering me up you have no idea what this meant to me
>>712532122
Dude id listen to all your shit. I fucking love when people actual contribute to conversations and stuff. My fucking exs replies consisted of yeah, cool, and okay. Fuck that shit. I like how my friend and i can just say random shit to eachother and just talk all day
>>712532122
Dude i know the feeling..
let it out i'd love to hear it all
Relapsed last night. I was only sober for 15 days. Does /b/ have any pointers on how to stay away from my DOC?
>>712532103
Don't give up man.
create new memories with different people..
>>712532296
I fucking love making people feel better so your welcome. And yeah i just need a time away from class to ask her. She works at the library so ill just have to visit a couple times maybe. And losing her did kinda fuck me up. And while im only 18 right now ive gotten very good at getting over stuff. I feel like i think alot differently than most people do
>>712532489
>>712532620
I think what's weirder is when someone is willing to listen, you're not even sure what to talk about anymore.
What're you guys up to?
>>712532759
Thats good to hear man i really hope you guys hit it of well
Recently the only thing i can do to combat the feeling that cutting my fucking wrists is the huge amounts of Morphine Sulfate i have... and morphine sulfate sucks.
>>712532946
okay so im colo(u)rblind and i was just thinking
what if all the non colorblind people were actually colorblind but they were considered normal because they are the majority
>>712532946
Chilling in bed before work. Gonna freeze to death getting carts but i need to buy a car somehow. Will be alot easier to get high with my friends on the weekends with a car
>>712532992
Don't cut man if you do it for the rush try some extreme sports.
if you do it for attention just reach out to someone eventually someone will care trust me
>>712533105
I mean that could be true. Depending on how colorblind you are talking. Cause like black and white is probably not normal. But normal vision could totally have been a mutation that most of us got
>>712533105
It's kind of like the "does everyone see the same colors" thing. Like my red could be your purple. Isn't being colorblind just being able to perceive "less" color? I don't really understand it.
>>712533152
Stay warm, Anon.
I'm animating giant robots right now.
>>712533290
finally someone who understands!
i was also thinking
what if the dragons from medieval times were just dinosaurs and they have been hunted to extinction by the ((white knights))
>>712533255
I didn't mean cutting for relief, i meant suicide. I could've made that clearer.
>>712533483
I think if that were the case, there'd more more bones from the time period.
>>712533484
things will get better.
change your life around
go to the gym get in shape
educate yourself
change yourself to who you wanna be
i believe in you
I'm fed up.
In fact that's an understatement.
I loath my life.
>Be 26
>Parts supplier
>Job is awesome
>Kill me now
>>712533806
thats very true tho
maybe they burned them or crushed them.
idk what the did with human bones at the time maybe they did the same for dino bones
>>712533483
Fuck man. I already like you. You got some cool ass thoughts. And to respond, thats entirely possible. Shit we could be so wrong about literally everything. All we can do is piece shit together how we think it went. And we probably have proof of white knights so they coulda just used the bones for stuff. Who knows?
>>712533822
>>712533822
>go to the gym get in shape
People think this is bad advice. But fuck. My brother used to be 300lbs. He hit the gym a couple months and looked way better. He started partying and shit. He got girls. Probably had alot of fun. He never woulda experienced that stuff had he not. I need to go get my membership this week.
>>712533949
Thanks man
Please share some of your thought im really interested in whatbyou came/come up with
>>712533944
Nice dubs bro. You could be right, there's no human remains at the site of the Battle of Waterloo because the Belgian farmers turned up once the thousands of corpses were going a bit mushy and nicked all the bones to use as fertilizer.
>be me a few years ago
>be 14 years old
>be an anxious, depressed alcoholic guy who's never had a girlfriend before
>meet cute girl 10/10 way out of my league
INSTANTCRUSH.exe
>start talking to her, we become really close friends
>hang out with her daily
>feel so happy, quit doing drugs for her
INLOVE.avi
badmove.jpg
>after some months, we hold hands and hug and kiss
>feel really happy
>she had a boyfriend at that time but he was jealous on me and I didn't care
>she spent more time with me than him
>everyone told me to ask her to be my girlfriend because she obviously likes me
FUCKING ANXIETY
>never say a word, she's always the one who hugs me or initiates holding hands or kisses me
>feel so helpless
cont
>>712526688
see "bad faith in philosophy"
why most people are pussies
>>712534195
Hmm i dont really have a mind thats good for thinking up things. Im good at listening and analyzing. Hmm, is life like a thing? It doesnt have a set path. It really isnt a thing. Its just made up by our minds. Fuck thats weird. Most animals dont have a conscious do they? So like they just go around doing stuff so efficiently because they dont have to think. Maybe thats why im so lazy. I think too much
>>712534362
Ner, stop wasting time!
An hero already...
>>712534362
cont
>ffw a few months, we became closer than ever
>loved her so much
>her birthday was coming
>got all excited, saved up some money to buy her a perfume and some expensive chocolate box
>her birthday came, suddenly I got a text from her
"Sorry anon but I think that we should stop hanging out for a while"
>my heart broke into a million pieces
>that day I traded the perfume for drugs and relapsed after being about 5 months clean
>chats got shorter and colder, the girl who once made me so happy is turning into a stranger
>after some time we stopped talking for good
>ffw a few months
>tried to hook up with other girls and had some new girlfriends too, I'd still think about her the entire time
>she once called me saying that we should meet up cause she misses me
>she broke up with her bf
>it was my chance to ask her out, but instead I didn't say anything
heartbreak again
cont
>>712534659
I like that idea
What if countiousness is something made up by your brain.
Is everything we do based on the primal instinct of surving and reproducing as a species or do we really have a higher level of contiousness that most animals
I'm going to bump some.
I'd like to be sad, instead of just living every moment like it is tasteless.
>>712534930
I mean we have to. Alot of days i have off i just lay here all day not really doing anything. Fuck i guess that could be an instinct though. I feel as if i have enough food and water so i just lay here entertaining myself to keep from using it because i use it slower then.
I guess the only important thing is to hang on.
>>712534831
cont
>after she broke up with her ex we started hanging out again
>shortly she found another boyfriend
DYING ON THE INSIDE
>stopped talking again
>I kind of learned to move on and gave up on girls
>would occasionally hook up to remind how it feels like to experience a woman's warmth
>ffw to last week
>she called me, she broke up with her bf and wanted to go for a coffee with me
>it seemed like she wanted to be in a relationship with me
>we chatted and reminded ourselves of the good times for hours
>it was really good
>I was planning to man up and ask her to be my girlfriend
>I decided to check her facebook one more time before asking her out to motivate myself
>casually browsing her profile until I notice that they got back together
>we still hang out even now and then and talk almost daily, but I don't know what to do
I really care about her and love her anons
Classic one, very good.
Not bad either.
This one is very powerful, one of my favorites.
>>712535150
I like that thought
Also IF everything is based on primal instict do we want to strife for succes because of our personal gain or our social gain?
>>712534659
I disagree, I think animals think.
I'm an animal and I think.
My dog looks at things a lot, silly bitch is a bit strange but I think she thinks.
When a rabbit gets back to its warren does it just switch off?
No it fucks/builds/plans the day ahead.
Everybody thinks.
When my cat was run over my over cat sat on the road side by his deceased friend.
What was he thinking?
>>712535501
Wouldn't it be the same ?
With social status comes the ability to live with more comfort, and to choose a mating partner of better quality, doesn't it ?
>>712535745
Thats a good point you have there
Didnt think of it that way
>>712535501
Dude i dont even strive for success. I dont get how most people do. Like im content beig a normal member of society but soo many people wanna rise to the top and be the best. I guess i just dont understand competition
>>712535737
I think the other anon meant small creatures like flies or fish.
They only seem to feed themselves and walk away from danger
>>712535914
Man, I'm living the situation where I'm obsessed with a girl that would surely treat me like this, and I try really hard to get over her. Could you give me advices ?
>>712536012
Yeah i was thinking like a frog or something
>>712535745
Its been a pleasure talking with you man i feel bad that i gtg
I have to be up at 5 tomorrow and i want a decent nights sleep
Keep on keeping on all
>>712536333
Actually I'm not the guy you talked to, just the author of the very last message.
Good luck for the future, though, you seem to be a good person.
>mfw I could bitch about my upbringing
>mfw I just suck it up and roll with it
>mfw haven't complained and never will
>mfw have been fucked over countless times by shoddy relationships
>mfw I realized it doesn't matter, since a bitch didn't raise you
That's just the way it is.
Christmas is coming up, I hope you fags have a nice one.
The other day I was joking with someone about how everyone has one long existential crisis after they turn 12. That buddy was like, "mine didnt start until I turned 18?" and it fucked me up a little bit.
What improved my mental health about ten fold was boxing. I had no athletic talent as a child, but when I started boxing a couple years ago, I found out that it's easy to learn (if you apply yourself for a couple years) and you will feel so great.
boxing taught me what true willpower is. I used to believe that I had strong willpower for having not killed myself yet. Now, I know that if I applied myself right now -- not that I have anything to prove to anyone -- I could bring america home the gold one year, or be the Welterweight world champion, or be the president.
In philosophy, theres a concept called "the ubermensch", or the superman. someone who can own up to any challenge life throws at them, only ever stopped when they accept failure with solemn dignity.
the ideal boxer is also the ideal ubermensch. its not that boxers dont care about their health, they think about the damage those punches will do /so much/. they just know that there are some causes worth dying for: willpower, and the empowerment of other working class people.
if you don't want to get punched in the head because its dangerous, learn the exercises and just dont spar or fight. being coordinated, important, precise, impressive, athletic. it feels so good.
YOUR LIFE is about THE CHARACTER WITH WHICH YOU LIVE. that is the only permanence in the universe. when you die your character is the only single thing that will live on regardless of time, so be good. Inside of the ring or out, you can be a world champion, just be good
>>712536578
I'm sorry, mate.
I'll try to follow your advice, thank you very much.
Write me on snapchat if you have feels to share or want want to hear mine. Snap is cocyman
I'm waiting for you /b/ros
>>712536012
Flies cruise about all the time. Why do they troll if all they want is your food? Why do they land on you and annoy you even if you have no food?
I think they think.
>>712536306
Yea frogs are the exception.
>>712535088
"Looking for Alaska" John Green
>>712536772
lol I'll add you now.
Add me back ok?
>>712536772
your not fucking aroun are you anon? :(
are you a girl ? juste a question
No Faps
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>>712536582
Happy Xmas anon!
Drink a beer for me.
I'll have 7 for you.
>>712536972
Thank you !
Is the book worth it ?
>>712536582
Goddam man. Are you a wizard cause this is eerily close to describing me
>>712537104
Just text me ;)
I want to tell her i miss her so badly i know she misses me too but it wouldnt change anything. i miss her so much
I want to end it all...
>>712538594
Fuck.
>>712534383
>bad faith in philosophy
Make sense, but in my case, and the girls case, it probably stems from simple Social Anxiety, Not necessarily from that theory
>>712525914
>Same
I just started to don't give a fuck and focus on things that i want to achive and i'm able to achieve.
Don't trust any mother fuck that says you can achieve everything if you have the will.
I want to kill myself. I feel no significant emotional attachment to anyone but my dog. My mother thinks I'm an embarrassment. I've just been playing Pokémon Moon for the last few days and playing around in zBrush for the last few days, I don't enjoy much anymore. I don't feel real, I'm a subhuman waste of oxygen.
I really struggle interacting with people. I try to put 100% into my work (University) but I get shot down every time by my teammates and I have no passion left. I'm irredeemable worthless garbage. I haven't been to class in months. I've already dropped out once from another university because I'm a fucking failure. The people on my course fucking hate me, people outside of my course fucking hate me. I fucking hate myself. My grandmother died two months ago and my old dog just a few weeks after her funeral. Pic related is my new dog and she's the only reason I keep trying but even she'd be better off without me. What's the fucking point. I have a therapist appointment tomorrow but I'd rather jump off a bridge.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gF9MUnkIlQc&ab_channel=mymayapapaya
Here's another one.
>>712539192
how does it feel to have a new dog after the last one died.
i cant imagine to have a new dog after the current one dies.
>>712539192
Grow yourself a thick skin anon.
Don't let any words trouh that skin don't give a fuck about opinion from other motherfuckers even if it is hard to not care.
Fuck these people i was once one of these motherfuckers that hurted other but i learned that they even feelbad when they are alone after they fire these shots.
>>712539646
My old dog was my best friend and I would have died for him. When he died I was completely catatonic for about a week. I was going to kill myself at the end of that week. Ailbe (new pup) was the last of her litter left, something about her felt really special and I went straight away to pick her up. I'm glad she's here. Dogs are too good for this shitty planet and I don't deserve them, but the right ones seem to show up at the right times, when I need a friend the most.
I wouldn't want to live in a world without them.
Pic related was my old friend, I'm sorry I don't have a better picture, it still kind of hurts to go through my phone with so many of him there.
>>712539115
Who the hell holds hands in bed?
Get off me and go to sleep anon.
>>712539192
We could jump you know. I'm up for it.
Quick solution?
>>712540458
This!
Saved and so true.
>I can talk to her
>but she doesnt talk to me
sometimes i feel i can talk to people and theyll like me but them starting the conversation is not worth their time
>got letter from military
>In shit shape
>no stamina at all
>depression
Fuck
Life.
>>712542795
Could just work out and do cardio and you'll be fine
Going to be dumping a lot of stuff
>>712543732
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>>712543901
The nurse is a furry? Aaaahahhahahaahhahahahahahahahaha
>>712539718
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IKddfxkDWk
>be me
>no real friends
>just a few people that put up with me
>xd
Everybody woman I fell in love with always ALWAYS fucking reject me. I HAD ENOUGH! I MIGHT BE A MAN BUT MY HEART IS NOT MADE OF STONE!
>>712543901
The furry-part aside, this was kinda good.
I used to give almost zero fucks about this kind of thing, bot since I've become a dad I have developed a real soft spot for kids.
>>712544618
Same here
>>712525747
>be me
>23 M neet
>finally found a job
>coworkers are nice
>boss likes me
>smoking weed on dayoff
>GF gets upset
"You're a fucking junkie anon !"
We've spent 2 years together and I FINALLY got a job, but this stupid clueless female is wasting everything.
Fuck anons, why will I ever be truly happy ?
Does anyone have that one green text where the guy kind of takes in a little girl but then the girl is raped by her mm's boyfriend and dies of AIDS?
This is more of a rage green text but it's still kind of sad.
>>712535298
Tell her, with all your balls and heart, in front of her just AFTER spending some time together. You have to make her laugh first. Timing is really important.
Does anyone have the green text of that guy's brother who's dad hated and the brother dies and it turns out the reason the dad hated him was because the brother caught the dad trying to molest his daughter. (Sorry I can't explain it with more detail, I haven't read in a long time.)
>>712528848
whaow
dem feels
>>712528848
:'(
>>712538594
>>712529062
"Before you can be loved, you have to love yourself"
Thriving and "beeing" independant sort of, has a shine to it that attracts femanons and life
if me and my ex still love each other and want to be together why cant we be . i understand it a little but still what happened to :the heart wants what it wants"
>>712543961
damn, that shit may have been fake, but it hit me harder in the feels than nearly anything i've seen on this site in the last 6 months!
There's a reason that these feels threads are some of the best on /b/
I've been on 4chan for a few years and these threads are some of the best just because people actually care, (or at least put a facade of friendliness)
>mfw this restored my faith in humanity
>mfw this made my day
>mfw this is a great thread
>>712548979
Thank you anon.
>>712549393
Anytime.
>>712545489
Fuck anons sorry there's no "why"
I just miss her
>20 yo me
>No job, no school
>Sit on my ass all day smoking pot and binge watching stuff
>Lonely as fuck, best friend is depressed too
>Feeling like shit because I haven't been in the gym in months
>Virgin
>Not ugly at all but really socially anxious
>Dad is a schizo
I really wanna change my life and get a job but when I'm in the house I start feeling like the outside world is one nasty place, I just need a way out of this mess
>>712539086
maybe not everything but i'm pretty sure you can learn the material they give you in school. fuck i'm in the second best university of my whole country and even here all you need to do is memorize shit and you are good. how is this so impossible for a few poeple is beyond me. sit your ass down a few hours a day and work for your fucking future or live 50something more years in poverty with a shitty job
20 years old, been depressed for years but have always kept it hidden even from family but cracks are starting to show.
Fall into drugs and alcohol, something to numb myself. Dad comments that I'm looking better and don't seem so glum now.
The only reason I'm feeling better is because of drugs and booze.
>>712551592
Hey man I can relate to your story.
Ever heard that quote "The higher you climb the higher you fall"?
I've learned that being high is great for escaping reality, but reality always comes to hunt you down sooner or later so you can be high/drunk once in a while but all the time is bad for you because when you sober up everything will seem harder than it actually is
>>712552510
Yeah that's true friend. I've quit drinking so much now and cut the drugs. Now my family is questioning why I don't go out as much. Well, it's because all my other friends have fallen into drug abuse and being around them just brings me down too... of course they're still friends but I find it hard to be around them.
Only because thread is dying
>Be me
>Be 16
>Have had one gf who was an emotional parasite who made me love her and then dumped me
>Move to grandmas a state over
>Go to new school
>Even though school started two weeks prior, I catch up pretty fast
>3 weeks go by, nothing eventful happens
>Then this fucking lifter kid comes to my school
>This guy is cool,he is bald (Not cancer, just naturally bald)
>Fast friends.
bump for time
>>712525747
I have no one to talk to seriously. No one in my family, no friends. I'm just "that guy" who's always happy, always cracking jokes. It's tearing me apart inside, because I'm not like that at all. I dislike all of my 'friends', bar 4, and even they wouldn't take me seriously opened up to them. I know, it's a relatively minor thing compared to half the stuff in this thread, but man is it hard to get through a day keeping up the act.
>>712536772
A memedroid user? Pretty rare around here....
>>712553798
Naturally bald? Do you mean he shaved it?
"better to have love and lost than to never have loved at all" tbh idk if thats true i was in love it was supposed to be forever but in the end i learned you dont always get what you want. Fuck love
>>712554346
Least you learned something. We who don't experience love will never learn anything about it
>>712553798
>This guy may be bald, but he is pretty nice, and muscular AF
>I say that because day 2 of chadbro going to school, I see him with this 10/10 QT girl Ive never seen before.
>Instantly jealous, Petty as fuck I know
>Ask him in next class who was that girl,"Oh thats my sister Anon"
>"Oh, thats cool" Jealousy dead.
Ok a little more about me, Im 6'3, taller than Chadbro by a few inches. Im also overweight, but tallness makes it so I have only a little protrusion.
>Chadbro jokingly invites me to work out with him (Guy lives with sister in apartment complex with its own gym) no payment needed
>I say fuck it, All I was doing later was a no detection MGS3 run
>Chadbro and sis take me to their place, we get into a regular workout routine.
>>712525914
quit smoking for a month or two, trust me
and start taking better care of urself
>>712554121
He shaved because his hairline was shit, so he just went bald,
this counts goddammit
bump
>>712528958
fuck that hits hard
>>712554857
Chad lives with just his sister, mom died and dads a piece of shit.
>Fast forward a year later, Chadbro and me are best buds, Im no longer overweight
>Chadbro's sis graduated but they still live together so I still see her.
>I drive to Chadbro's because he got a job and I lifted at his place without him to wait.
>Chadbro is cool with it, Also the sis worked out sometimes
Sister of Chad is seriously the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, Brown doe eyes, always happy, never sad. Amazing smile. Slightly Asian features, mostly white though.
>Anyway, i see sis of Chad working out same time as me.
>"Hey chad sis, you look nice today"
>"Thanks, You dont look too bad yourself"
>Whatthefuckdidshejustsay.jpg
>I gather my testicles and ask her on a date,she said yes.Probably too not make me feel bad.
>We have a good time.We go steady for a few months.
Who else here /fuckingdeadinside/ tonight
My sister fucking cries herself to sleep every night. Shes 3 years older than me, she has no friends and just sits alone at home all day in her room. I know she's severely depressed but I don't know the full extent of it. Pretty sure she has Aspergers or something.
I'll leave for the day for class and she'll be in the exact same spot when I get back. I always remember her as having really long hair but from the looks of it she hasn't brushed it in months. She only really leaves the house to take our dog for a walk in the middle of the night. She is/was a university student but I never see her go to class. She used to do art and play vidya with me all the time (Guild Wars 2 was the main one for a while, I think she liked hanging around with my friends online because she had no one else to play with) but she's lost interest in pretty much everything. What the hell do I do. It just makes me sad, we used to annoy the shit out of eachother as most siblings do but she was a nice person, now it's like she's only half there. It's been like this for years but lately it just seems much worse.
>>712556978
Is she hot?
some anon posted this in previous feels thread.
found out who she is
http://obittree.com/obituary/us/georgia/dawsonville/bearden-funeral-home/arielle-devilla/2769552/
best of luck to anon and the girls family
>>712556801
I feel ya
>>712556545
>Fast forward a month later
>I take Chadsis to her apartment, we share a kiss and say farewell,
>"Wait, Anon I need to tell you something"
>She says "I think I love you anon"
>Jawdrop.jpg
>I go inside with her and go to her room,
>IthinkImgonnabang.jpg
>Only none of this after meeting Chadbro's sis actually happened
>Im going to see both of them at school after the thanksgiving break, I will greet them.I will go about my normal day
>I will never tell her my feelings.
>I will remain overweight, Chadsis will probably get married to a rich doctor
>I tell myself that the story can become reality if I try, Ill never try though.Just continue being a depressing cunt and complain and post on 4chan.
Sorry if not the ending you were hoping for. I do think it is sad however.
>>712557912
meh story / 10
>>712557912
If it helps I wouldn't be able to do any of that either. It's hard being a depressed cunt isn't it.
>>712558374
Aye, it twas lad.
I fucking miss her. She was my best friend and I was closer to her than I have been to anyone else. It's be 5 months and I think of her every now and then but tonight has really hit me. She's still the most beautiful woman to me and I just want her back in my life
>>712558237
Accurate response / 10
-The storyteller.
>>712543901
I am an anesthetist and I work in the pediatric department of my hospital.
This pic makes me cry.
>>712557038
Not really Anon. Sorry. When she puts effort in she looks nice but those days are pretty few and far between. She's kind of overweight too. She was bullied a lot in school I remember because of how she looked, she wanted to leave school. She went through a period where she really just went full tryhard with her appearance, lost a lot of weight but I don't think it helped her much, she still got bullied.
>>712544783
You cant fall in love before you are actually dating them.
>>712556978
It sounds like depression
Thought you guys might like this one
>>712560975
That hurts man. I dont understand how females can just morph their feelings and stop caring about their boyfriends. My ex (and only) girl broke up with me because seeing her ex stirred up feelings. You know the kicker? She didnt even get back together with him. You have a brother in sorrow here, friend.
