What's the worst thing you regret you did in your life?
Found /b/
I can't say, because the investigation is still open.
>>711955156
seconded
>>711955247
edgy
>>711954834
Post in this thread.
Had a dumb slut girlfriend in 1994. Knocked her up, but knew there was no fucking way, so she had an abortion. Dumped her psycho ass soon after, but the abortion still bugs me. Worst thing I ever did all around.
Can't say 'cause it's illegal as fuck but I still have nightmares about it out of guilt and it will bite me in the ass in the future. Let's just say that I did something to someone and they won't forget.
>>711954834
Asked every girl in school for nudes and had the worst reputation in the whole school.
Still got the nudes though
stole nudes off a friends phone.
feel guilty and regret i've broken her trust, even if she doesn't know, hasn't stopped me fapping to them sometimes.
I have no regrets.
>>711954834
Set a guy up to get busted by the cops for weed.
>>711954834
I didn't call the ambulance sooner.
>>711954834
Performed psychological trauma on people that loved me, at the time I hated myself and I was a REAL certified POS, Tried to apologize to some of the people I hurt but there are a few that I think would be worse off to know I'm still alive to feel like a piece of shit.
This guy wanted to do anal, so I said okay and he fucked me with the bristle end of a hair brush.
>>711954834
i said yes
>>711954834
Marry my wife.
>>711954834
OBLIGATORY
>Had sexual intercourse in the missionary position for the sole purpose of procreation.
>>711956118
Story ? What happened
>>711954834
Dropping out of school.
>>711954834
My dad was beating my mother when i was kid , and kinda manipulate me to do it too i guess .. he wasn't forcing me but i was for some stupid reason , really fuck up . Mom died 6 years ago and dad 1 years ago tho , now i'm alone
>>711956203
Story?
>>711956316
Supposed to be regrets, not awesome stuff.
>>711956378
That's fucked up man
>>711956638
>>711954834
Listened to/trusted the wrong people, and didn't make efforts to stay in Korea like I should have.
>>711955886
post
Started browsing 4chan.
>>711955269
thirded
>>711956366
Do you hate her or what?
I once killed a man.
No one ever found out it was me, and no one has ever found the body.
To this day, he's still listed as a missing person.
It was an accident, but I didn't know what to do so I stashed the body.
Started smoking marijuana
>>711954834
Never sticking my cock in that mouth
>>711954834
Took about 5 years out of my life after I split with my high school / uni GF. Hit rock bottom and battled depression. Made awful life choices.
Started to get my shit together in my mid 20s but it's taken me a long time to sort out my debt, retrain for a decent job etc.
I bitterly regret every wasted day I spent in fucking limbo not being strong enough to sort myself out.
Spied on a friend for his mom. He was a junkie and had turned into a POS. I might not feel that bad about it.
>>711954834
Getting kicked out of university because i was too lazy to do literally anything. Upon reflection i may have been depressed.
Numerous women wanted to sleep with me over the years and i lacked the confidence and/or experience to execute.
Regardless, life is going ok right now.
>>711957232
this
And cigarettes.
>>711956433
No impressive story or anything. Just my Mom had a stroke and I had now clue, looking back all the signs were there, it was like she was drunk without having a drink. Just didn't really think anything of it. Hours later she was barely able to function. Called an ambulance she died in hospital. Probably would have survived if I called right away. Yeah people have said before it's not my fault and how was I supposed to know. But can never shake the fact I knew she wasn't herself and I just left it until it was too late. So yeah not some crazy story just something I really wish I could change.
>>711955615
grow up idiot just say it
Smoking weed daily for the past 10 years, lost my job, aka not able to pay rent. Yesterday i got a letter: within 15 days im homeless
>>711955522
same here, this was 2007 though. Due Date on Christmas. would be 9 this year.
spending my early twenties alone at home masturbating and playing video games
27 now
Getting in debt because of college, where I was not sure what the fuck I wanted to be or what I was going to do.
I publicly supported the invasion of Iraq. I think this was before social media. Actually wrote a letter to a paper, and they published it. Fucking dumbass.
Had sex with a sheep. Literally.
Fell in love with Laurel and cried over that chick when we broke up. Interesting experience looking back on it now that I'm totally over it but man it was fucked to feel that deeply for a bitch.
>>711957403
I know your pain my friend
Sucked on my cousins toes when we were 6. Mom walked in mid ways and started crying.
Also, babyj.
>>711956543
Used, cheated on and manipulated the fuck out of people, just a real piece of shit. Not a cool story or good reasons for it, I can't say why I did the things I did and I think about it endlessly. Someone showed me what I was and I became horrified and each day since I try to do better and rejoin the human race.
>>711957959
Lol wat, really? You were fucking 6..
>>711955615
Pedo detected
>>711957304
I'm just getting back after wasting 10 years in depression and alcohol. I'd give anything to have 5 of those.
>>711957037
Nah i couldn't, i know some people that at least used to browse here and she has distinctive tattoos. Maybe... my phone is the other side of the room so if i can be arsed getting up before this thread is done i might
>>711958000
Maybe you're BPD or APD.
>>711957515
So, you basically killed her. What a fucking asshole!
Rubbing my erect penis over my younger brother's bare ass and jacking off while masturbating my younger sister.
>>711957900
same
>>711956378
I hope the mods ban you, you piece of shit!
>>711954834
giving a shit
>>711958247
That's pretty much how I feel about it.
>>711954834
Not choked on umbilical cord
>>711958422
>Oh, but it's fine to wanna fuck the bunny...
Fucked a black chick and acquired herpes.Even though she was an uncle tom, I should have seen it coming.
Agreed to anal sex with a guy I worked with. Now I get extremely horny to get fucked in the ass every couple of months. I have a guy on the side that fucks me when I need it...but my wife's cool with it. It's really weird being a part time bitch.
>>711955156
I hate this place as much as I love it.
At least this place is consistent
>>711954834
almost killed myself three years ago but chickened out
>>711954834
Your Mom.
>>711958780
Just do it faggot! I killed myself three years ago and life has been awesome since.
>>711954834
You live with the things you did.
You regret the things you didn't do.
>>711958000
I would check trips but it doesn't sound like you deserve them.
Washing out of the military a second time.
Majoring in Computer Engineering.
I have wasted 2 years of my life doing bullshit now gonna start over by an apprenticeship or a new major.
not asking my girlfriend in my senior year to marry me. I didn't ask because i thought it was cliche and not smart because we were young. I regret it every day...
not posting this earlier https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMF3QnmhbLA
Come out to my family
saving my best friend's and his sisters life - know that sounds fucked up and all, but it's ruined my life in turn. I had to walk out of my job without saying a word to rush to them, cut up a garden hose and sanitize it with a bottle of good scotch I was gonna drink to sanitize it, pump their stomachs before rushing them off to the hospital to stabilize them. Next day comes around I get a call from their parents asking to watch over them, and if I can escort them to their relatives (800 miles away).
At that point I figured I was already screwed out of a job, because I walked out during a customer inspection process (I was the only sane voice of reason telling them to stop, but they ended up shipping thousands of defunct monitors). The problem was that the new vendor we were ordering them from shipped them out with an outdated hdmi protocol, this caused a pink tinted screen when playing video from an apple device - the entire reason they were being bought. I told the engineer that I just QC'ed a hundred yesterday with no issues, today we start stock from a new vendor - you think that'd be reason enough to stop, but he just signs off the order 'relieving' me of any fault or responsibility for it. Goes to show you can go to college for six years, learn about everything that plugs into a wall, but still not have a lick of common sense.
cont.
>>711955659
result
>>711960492
Go on
>>711958710
you beta cuck
>>711959088
thanks granddad
>>711960492
anyways despite taking it all the way up the chain, because I had the companies interests at heart, they still fucking go through with it, and after I walk out they quoted me on that exact issue being what started this inspection mess, as if they never remembered a damn thing about it.
Anyways after carting two people halfways to the lofty realm all the way to colorado springs (from assdisaster, NE) I hand them over to their great uncle, give them the hospital bills and records (which I already paid out of my own pocket) and declined his offer to stay overnight because I needed to get back asap so I can hopefully keep/get my job back and explain this whole mess. Now that I don't have to worry about two near death people in the back seat I crank super eurobeat and floor it back to assdisaster. I get about halfways through Kansas when I hear a rumble as I'm about to go through a blind corner at 80 mph, and just as deja vu kicks in I hear this POP and the car sinks front and left as I'm turning right. My inner dagumi instantly kicks in and send the car at an angle for an all wheel drift (3 wheels at this point). and just as bleeding off speed I knock the front left rim on the pavement a few times before safely spinning out on the shoulder, avoiding a 40 foot ditch into some yokels crop field.
still a little more to it
Married a whore that only cares about money and her career
I touched a little girl's bum when she was sleeping. I was the babysitter and one time I masturbated to a pic of young ballerinas. wtf
>>711957701
best use the rest of your time on 4chan. u do not deserve any better..
>>711959153
that meme doesnt make any sense atall
>>711961646
I get out of the car and it's pitchblack in the country side and pooring rain, thanks to the rockies rainbelt. I might be a bit more proud of somethings than I should be, but changing a tire in that darkness, guided only by the flashes of lightning is something I take great pride in, but I'm not out of the woods just yet, because the spare is essentially flat and my front right looks it's about ready to pop any second, and then I ain't got shit to replace that. It's just after midnight and I have to crawl alongside the road at a modest 30mph because the population density of Kansas is essentially nonfuckingexistant as I'm trying to find anywhere that sells tires before my front right goes fubar. Hours go by as I'm still rolling at the most modest pace as to not fuck my tires anymore, after hitting the exact geographical center of the US, I decide that Kansas is a fucking desert of corn fields and head north to NE, where I can hopefully get a tire. Now I know I pass people that go too slow on the highway, but some yokel is going along I-80 at 30mph and you can't help but wonder what the fuck is he thinking, that was me for a day.
It wasn't until lincoln did i find a tire shop, well a bit north of Lincoln because I had to get off I-80 after the state troopers pulled me over and told me I'm just going to damn slow. Best part is despite being a common tire size this shop is gouging me for 80 bucks for a single tire, but what other choice do I have?
I'm starting to think I should just write a novel out of this.
Gave this chick I was getting high with a used needle that was previously used by someone with HiV
>>711954834
didnt hook up with any girls in high school. now Im 25 and cant get teen pussy without being a creep
Felt up my cousin when we were both drunk sleeping together
>>711963310
I know I wish I woulda fucked all those girls even the nerdy and fat ones
Protip from an oldfag:
The things you regret not doing are far more painful than the things you regret doing.
>>711962900
Don't bother. Your story is very boring.
>>711962900
damn u americans have really shitty tires
>>711963532
DONT BOTHER FAG
>>711963475
exactly.
coincidentally, just yesterday, I found the facebook of this chubby nerdy girl that went to my highschool, and of course shes skinny and hot as fuck now. I hate it
Molested my nephew.
>>711954834
Letting her live. Ten years inside plus lifetime registration sucks.
>>711963703
Lol hey! That is the great thing about social media! We can still fuck them now! I've banged sec chicks I never had a chance with in high school and they are still hot af. I caught herpes from one of them but I just tell everyone she gave it to me and even other chicks still fuck me (they make me wear a condom)
sucking dick and paying for sex
>>711962900
Let's fast forward this a little, so I'm finally back in assdisaster and it's 1500 hours, basically it about time to go home at the ol factory, and it's friday to boot, so I figure I'll just call them Monday and see what comes of it. Well Monday comes and I call my boss and I explain the situation, the briefest I can, and she just sits there for a second before asking why I never said anything before I left, and I say that's what I regret the most, but as it was every second counted - the time I would have spent explaining to her what was up, could have very well put my friend over the point of no return.
After another awkwardly long pause, she says that my position has already been filled by a temp, and that I should put my application in a couple months (most people get so bored of pushing buttons on radios all day they quit before their 6 month probation period). Although I waited a year and a half, putting my application in every two weeks it started to sink in that 2 years of blood, sweat, and tears I put into this company was for naught as they continue to ride the carousel of dime a dozen temp workers. I was the best they ever had for that position, I was told from coworkers that most of the factory left early friday because they were distraught over my disappearance, my boss included - even I did decide to turn over to work after getting back from colorado, there'd be no big wig to speak to.
>>711963628
well if I had any clue I was about to drive 800+ miles I'd have bought some quality rubbers, or at least checked the air pressure before speeding down Kennedy freeway (offut AFB) at 130 mph
>>711958289
greentext of sister story
>>711963825
Billy? is that you? My son is just fine even after your shit.. fuckin sicko.. wish his mom had the balls to beat your ass when she caught you..
>>711957007
b oo hoo
>>711954834
smoked 1 majiuwana and died
Ruined highschool years of some girls
>>711957515
jesus fuck dude, I'm sorry.
got any nudes of mom?
>>711955615
>what is the statue of limitations for $500?
>>711964633
I do every goddamned day.
>>711956378
Green text please.
Got addicted to opiates, they fucking suck getting off of. When I can't get a fix, I drink a bottle of Imodium to get thru the withdrawals but I have to take two heartburn meds before hand and it works just like poping a Vic
>>711957701
Me smoking weed daily since highschool, 32 now, family, kids, good job IT mgr circa 90k, no college, never went to school, never did homework
Choices you make are yours and yours only
>>711955659
post pics or it didn't happen
>>711963668
I'm sure it is, my entire life is one unending sob story, right from the second I came into this wretched world with two half broken ears. The only reason I haven't an hero'ed yet is because I still got some family to care for - and one day I'll be free.
>>711964140
More than anything I missed my coworkers, I was a on a chatty basis with everyone, knew everyones name, their kids names, etc. It actually felt like I was adopted by another, and much larger family than my blood family which has died off in the past few years. Sure some people thought of me as a snitchy whistleblower, but that was my fucking job, and if I catch you and politely tell you off, that's the end of it, anyone else catches it and your ass is finding another job. Even though it felt a bit cut throat at times, I was finally a part of something bigger than myself. Although, most of all I miss a girl from the packing department, this poor girl, just works goes home, sleeps, then comes back to repeat the cycle - 30 something and still single, and as worthless as I think of myself because of my broken ears, complimented and hit on me for MONTHS. I've never wanted to date a girl more than her, even if she's 6ish years older than me - she fucking deserves a pity fuck at the least for that diligence.
while I can't be sure if pic, is really her, but it's a spitting fucking image of what she looks like - still looks teens at 30+
Thinking that having faith in "God" would help me with my mental problems. Now things are bad. Really bad.
>let cousin and friends stay at my house while I evacuate from hurricane matthew
>return to find panties in my room, I believe they are my cousins friend's.
>wear them on my head and masturbate while sniffing intensely into them
>later that week cousin calls saying she left her panties and wondering if it's cool to come by and pick them up
>>711965134
your time will come,
>>711960492
No offense bro, but I ain't reading all that shit. Wish you well with "it all" tho.
>>711954834
Smoking meth. Would have saved me years of trouble if I had just avoided it.
>>711965286
I bet you burned the ribs.
>>711965495
How exactly? 20s to 30's transition is the hardest for most .. having fun gets serious in late 20's especially with a fam
>>711956087
True faggotry
>>711965286
my name big frog
>>711954834
hmm, when I was like 7 or 8 yo, living on the 6 floor of the large building, using stairs traveled naked to the first floor and back. Ha, no one see me, so no regret!
Race mixing. Now there is some half google crotchfruit that may come out of the woodwork for child support.
>>711954834
I caught my old man cheating on my mom with my aunt (not by blood). I just peeked through the not fully closed door and saw them, then made my way to the front door and loudly opened and closed it to make it sound like I just got home and make them stop fucking. confronted my old man about it later that night, but fuck me I should have kicked down the door to the room when I first saw it happening. should have beat the shit out of both of them when I had the chance. now a days I try to keep things civil between me and him, but there are days when I just wanna fuck him up. haven't told my mom, and thats killing me, but I think she knows how shitty the old man is. If I ever see my bitch of and aunt again though, I'm going to kill her.
>>711965259
but as I turned 26 the clock for family insurance ran out, and now I'm stuck with a job, that while owned by a fortune 500 company, works people to injury and quitting in a matter of a week, and every week there's a new wave of new hires as if the entire fucking city is their reserve pool of potential workers. The numbers they expect are so high that I pop caffeine pills like they're goddamn skittles just so I can be superhuman, if only a few hours, just to keep the job and get benefits.I'm almost to the point where I'm smoking a pack a day of unfiltered cigarettes.
I just want this shitty ride to end, but I keep riding it. At any rate I'm feeling another cig, so I'll stop with my shitty triade and stop hogging post slots, thanks for anyone that actually read even half of this shit.
>>711965558
none taken, I guess I typed it all out to vent it all off, even if it's all lost when this thread 404's
may the 'it all' goes well til the day my heart fucking pops from being caffeine incarnate 10 hours a day.
>>711965259
hnghhhhhh
>>711966575
I know right, and for all I know, I'll always regret not tapping it, because she's essentially a 30 something shut in.
>>711955156
This. I just had to see what the hell The Fappening was.
>>711964420
Not sure if you have the right Billy. Post pics of son spread eagle to clear up any confusion.
>>711958710
why don't you get your wife a strap on and have her fuck you in the ass? cut out the middle man.
>>711955522
Hit me in the feels. Same here. 1994 lost my V to this ghetto, white slut and knocked her up. She had an abortion. He/she would be 21 today. I was only a junior in high school. Fucks me up every now and then.
>>711966712
i feel you anon <3 thanks for the pics tho will probably fap to it later
>>711957007
Were you a teacher?
>>711956378
absolute madman
>>711954834
being born
I killed 2 homeless kids when I was younger. My closest friends tell me it was self-defense based on the story, but I laugh like a maniac everytime i remember it.
>>711967121
If I was her boyfriend, I'd be plastering all over the net - pretty much the closest I've ever had to my 'dream girl'
I like em tan, even if it means sending the blue eye genes to hell in the process.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfuWXRZe9yA
>>711957900
me too fam
>>711967209
A student, but I was living on the economy (in an apartment) with my parents, taking college courses on a U.S. military encampment/base. I was there for three yeas, but attempted to reenlist in the military, so I was working with a recruiter who ultimately just left. I could have stayed, but I trusted him and my academic adviser when they told me, "don't get comfortable."
spent most of my 20s playing video games instead of working.
>>711958710
>part time
>>711954834
Not trying harder in university would be number 1. Then a bunch of other regrets of shit I did while in university. I regret getting involved with partisan politics. I lost more friends than I made with that, that's for sure.
>>711967543
Never trust a military recruiter...been in for 13 fucking years now.
>>711956378
i threw up
>>711956316
like raped?
>>711957515
Not a good feeling there.... You've single handedly turned this into a feels thread bro
leaving school at 14 i still have no friends because of it
>>711967829
I definitely know that now. Worked with him for a year and a half (the later portion of me being there), and he just up and left without a single e-mail or phone call. All of my info, my re-tested ASVAB (third time), medical records, security clearance, etc.....gone. Had about 5 months left, no savings, and had no choice *but* to come back to the U.S. Came to find out from other recruiters that I had just wasted all that time with him, and that he couldn't have helped me even if he had wanted to.
If only I hadn't listened. If only I had known what to study and taken the proper steps to stay there, I'd be living and working in Korea today, earning, saving, and living comfortably. But no, now I'm stuck here in the U.S. for who knows how much longer, and I'll be struggling with my generally-worthless degrees. I didn't even get fluent in Korean, dealing with them.
>>711954834
I rarely regret doing a thing because I regret a lot more things i didn't do. I don't wanna make this a typical /feels/ post so I'm just gonna sum it up as regretting not leaving my comfort zone and feeling like a significant part of my life just never happened.
>>711958780
>2016
>not killing yourself 3 years ago
>>711956087
Ah it's you fuckers that make me paranoid. Was it a you or him type deal?
>>711956060
Ignorance is bliss
>>711957202
lol story pls. How'd it feel?
>>711958189
Do eet!
>>711968069
Nah you're just a retard
When I was a kid, I didn't want my older sister going on holiday with her friend. I'm sure if I tried hard enough and cried, she would have stayed because she loved me so much and cared for me like a parent and I loved her because she was always with me.
She got meningitis and died in Spain aged 16. I regret I didn't throw more of a fit or cry and ask her not to go.
I introduced my girlfriend to someone who loves anime 1 year later and she's acting like a kawaii slut who plays innocent while teasing guys
>>711957341
Did you get to fuck his mom
>>711967829
note taken, and I would have been recruited if it wasn't for my broken fucking ears (from birth)
I was always a supernatural shot though - Some family and friends went pheasant hunting and I blasted a bird so fast out of the blinds I had blood splash back at me. I even had to use an autoshotty because I catch shells with a pump.
I'd give a jerry michelek a run for his money...
IF I COULD AFFORD IT
still I worked an overnight shift at McD's for 2 years that made a former chairforce member ragequit.
I showed up for a 'demo' a marines scouting contest, put 5 shots out in less than 2 seconds in a 5 inch group at 800 meters with an SR25 - they call my jitterfingers, but once it's wrapped around a grip, it's rock steady.
>>711968456
wow you sound like a selfish asshole. This sentence still could be the finishing line of a short story
>>711959766
At some point, when you're older and wiser, you'll realise you dodged a bullet.
>>711954834
I actually don't regret anything. I have made TONNES of mistakes but I always learn something from them. I analyse my failure and move on. You can only move forward. Win or learn I guess.
Also, fuck going to university. Shit is a scam. An apprenticeship or just getting a full time fucking job and working my way up would have been so much better.
Committed to this shit now. I'm gonna be a debt so need to get something out of it.
>>711954834
Caused my mom and dads death.
>>711956087
what was in it for you?
>>711964113
>paying for sex
It's what all guys do, one way or another.
Fucked my sister when she was passed out drunk after a party. Most stupid thing I've ever done. Luckily no one found out about it, the only people who know are me and my wife.
>>711955522
>regretting an abortion and you weren't even carrying it
but why
>>711957701
Ive been homeless anon. Youll be fuckin' fine. Just cant lay down and whine like a bitch.
Get your shit together /b/ro.
>>711958189
Post it you fucking cuck. At least do one thing right you unloyal fucking twat.
>>711954834
Not learning to make better choices earlier on in life.
>>711955659
then why regret
>>711967829
>Never trust a military recruiter
Getting paid for suckering the poor into risking their lives ...those fuckers are the lowest form of life.
>>711968857
thats heavy...
>>711958681
/thread
i regret being born
>>711969015
what did your wife say lol? what was your age?
>>711969468
cant regret something u had no control over idiot. blame your teachers
>>711968763
sempai teach me your ways of autism, and I only say that because people call me autistic for remembering trivial shit from 3 weeks ago, or more
truth is, I've just been attached to computers to computers for so long that I've essentially formatted my brain into a neat and organized filesystem.
>>711969620
She didn't believe me. She kept saying "seriously?"
I was 17 at the time.
>>711963482
This.
>>711957959
lol good way to start a complex, your mom's a piece of shit
>>711963482
no shit sherlock
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYZdKEGTeGg
fuck my sister under the bed
>>711954834
Let social anxiety control my youth. I missed way too many opportunities because of it and now I'm trying to make up for it.
>>711954834
Fucked those girls I shouldn't have fucked that will torment me for the rest of my life
>>711958189
Nigga do it!
>>711956366
I wish you were my best friend saying this. His wife is a controlling mega bitch and he's a pussy.
spent all of my early teen years learning magic still got a shitty rep because of it
>>711955156
only thing i can think of
>>711968254
nigga, you're FROM the states, and have lived in the place before... you literally need to work in mc donalds for 6 months and that will be enough for you to go back. Just fucking do it. Im latin american and worked for 2 years to make it to europe. This is definitely not going as i wanted... but its going. Just do it, just fucking do it!
>>711957793
There's still time. But you're also going to be the oldest one trying it. Assuming your peers got their lives together and got over the party stage as we are wont to do in our late 20s
>>711971143
Like magic tricks?
>>711971190
Yeah, I'm making moves to go back to Asia (preferably Japan), but I wake up everyday filled with regret, shame, and self-loathing. I swear to whatever 'god' exists: if/when I leave this time, I'm never coming back.
>>711971143
Awww... hahahahahahahhahahh
Not inventing a time machine so I can go back in time when I was conceived so I can tell my dad to wear a rubber or tell my mom to swallow.
>>711969929
Pics of your sis bro, you know the deal.
>>711956087
Awesome, doing lords work anon.
I used to beat my ex girlfriend
started to take up to 3 grams of oxycodone a day..
got it on recipe.
now I'm down to 130mg a day. feels like shit.
>>711957793
Same - 30 in a couple of days. Don't regret it though, got no one to hold me down and also I'm not a burden to anyone. Just peace and quiet, all I want.
>>711971828
why?
>>711966736
>the fappening
Fucking newfags
>>711971894
Because it was fun. And she was a dumb cunt.
>>711972014
ok. tough guy. you are a cunt
>>711970644
Instead of blaming yourself/beating yourself up, it's healthier for your mind if you realize it's more to do with you being young and not having the necessary resources to deal with your challenges. I'm in the same boat as you but shit man, time only goes one way, play with the cards you've got, not with the ones you wish you had.
Looking up child pornography when I was about 19-20.
I fucking hate myself for it now.
>>711971828
Shouldve just dumped her you fucking retard
>>711971851
How do you even afford 3 grams of oxy a day? Thats insane, wouldnt that kill you?
>>711972014
next Springer...
Fucked my sisters, both of them.
Was getting too serious with a girl I could never have something with. I didn't think of it that way back then. I wanted to support her, be her friend and then I got too involved. It hurt her a lot and now I don't have contact anymore. It sucks losing someone who cares for you because of your own stupidity.
During this time I was talking to my now current girlfriend and it made her lose my trust in me cause I made some huge mistakes. I changed my ways, trusted myself and our relationship as it is, is perfect.
It still bothers and hurts my gf a lot how she knew what was going on and she didn't talk to me about my mistakes while I was making them. That's not her fault though.
I feel bad for being the cause of trouble in an otherwise perfect relationship and I don't want to lose her. I want her to be happy and if possible to stay with her but I can't change my past. Shit sucks
Left my family without telling them. I lived in a very small town Norway until I was 17, and then moved to Italy, it's been 3 year now. I'm almost certain they think I am dead. But it's all I think about. I miss my brother so much.
>>711971944
Pretentious dirt-bag little teenager.
>>711972151
Now buddy when you say cp what age are you talking about?
I regret smoking. It gave me strokes. I miss playing the guitar. I miss seeing things clearly. I miss the memories that are gone. I miss driving.
>>711968456
She would've gone anyway. It's Spain.
dealt with a rotten animal that was rewarded for all its wrongdoing. Should have smacked him in the head with a bat and dealt with the grease ball onslaught off the bat.
>>711972205
Yeah he should.
I got it from my doctor, in my country we get meds for free.
that's what I thought when I read about people taking 1-2 grams. I thought they lied..
few months after I did it myself..
I asked my doctor 2-3 times a week for a new recipe, 98 pills a time.
>>711972379
Call them or have someone tell them you're okay. Hell, I'll do it
Age / Yearly income / job title / howd you get the job.
>>711972379
Whoa man, why did you leave?
>>711972529
:( Sorry man
I threw my toddler on the ground once when she was being a total fucking shit. She landed hard.
I've whacked her in the head a few times too. Again, when being a total fucking shit.
I would die for this girl and do everything in life to make her happy.
I fucking hate myself for those bursts of anger. It's disgusting, I know.
I will never throw her again (one off), and I can only be eternally grateful for the fact she won't remember.
I lose my temper too much. I know I got my anger from my mom, who is an alcoholic. She's not a part of our lives any more.
She fucked me up bad (started to get really bad when I was 15) but it's not an excuse.
I am a piece of shit for losing my temper those times.
I fucking hate myself for it.
All I can do is acknowledge my temper and know who I don't want to be.
>>711972379
morn gutten.
Fucked a fella for 220K, two properties and got him in the deepest shit with the IRS. I was a careless kid then, end up in Federal Pen for a good while. Out on good behavior but left with nothing. (Really got lucky that my liability insurance didn't decide to fuck me too or I'd still be in shit).
Now I'm thinking of starting an MLM company based around California's new Marijuana laws. Stoner culture and California Liberals are so stupid I can't imagine it not working.
Once scum, always scum I guess.
>>711972741
Well hello there
>>711972938
If true, the regret will get ya.
>>711954834
I fucked too many guys and had liberal values.
>>711972379
At least send them an anonymous message or something, you selfish cunt
>>711972379
Did you want me to call them and tell them you're okay? Or email? I am happy to do it. Truly.
>>711973121
bbqhaxx much
>>711972615
Thats crazy man, you couldve made serious money where im from. What country are you in?
>>711972938
Bitch this is on you not your mom. Man up, and quit being a bitch. Kids are tough, you can't control them. Stay away from her before you kill her.
>>711954834
Made myself avoid doing things... more than once, all the time.
Pretty much regret not doing things.
>>711954834
Have kids... Such a fucking disappointment.
>>711973121
This.. Saying that though, they might've come to terms with you being 'dead'. Probably better off that way you selfish bitch.
>>711973285
Yeah.. I had those plans too... but I was, and still am, so insanely addicted to that shit... I hate it but I LOVE it... you know?
Sweden. you?
>>711973400
Dad?
>>711966510
Get over it. You have no idea what adults go through, or what was going on for your dad and your aunt. Sure on the face of it it sounds shitty, but you really don't know why they did it.
no the worst but i saw a guy with his gas cap open on the street the other day so i honked and pointed at his tank and while i was pointing he was looking back at his tank and rear ended the car in front of him lol
>>711964900
Keked so hard
>>711972938
I'd recommend some therapy/anger management. Since you have remorse it would be unfair to call you a "bad" person BUT you can't be rough with your kid. Get some help bro.
>>711973590
Lol'd
>>711973779
newfag pizza
>>711973400
You get out what you put in.
>>711973751
I'd call him a bitch
>>711973878
Not at all. You get out what others put in.
>>711957515
Sorry man.
It's not your fault.
And she wouldn't want you to carry that burden anyway.
>>711973489
They don't. Having someone missing is far worse than dead. The not knowing tears people apart. There is never any closure.
>>711973547
Howd you get them prescribed in the first place? It seems sort of irresponsible for a doctor to give you 100 at a time lol. I'm from the US. Good luck staying off that shit too man, maybe get on suboxone or go to rehab.
>>711965039
same.. oxy... so fucked.. maxxed 3grams a day..
>>711965879
well as a 20 year smoker i can say that over time you will start to slowly become braindead form the pot, more forgetful, lazy, unable to handle complex movie plots ect. chat with a 50 year lifetime smoker see how they are.
>>711973878
Old fag knows
>>711973893
>>711973339
If you're this guy, then you're being a bit retarded atm. You'd probably benefit from some therapy or perhaps acquire a better understanding of how people work.
>>711974067
thanks.. Im trying. hard af.
I have rheumatoid arthritis. back pain. but.. yeah. I am an addict. need more help then I get.
will try to get sub or methadone..
u on anything?
>>711974729
Good luck man, knowing you're an addict is the first step to recovery. I don't fuck with painkillers anymore, but i used to do them.
Ruined a 12 year relationship because i couldnt control my drinking. She tried many times to tell me i needed to get my shit together, but I always blew it off. I slowly pushed her away and started drinking more and became distant. Towards the end I became suspicious that she was cheating on me, which she wasnt. One night we got into an argument and she tried to leave the house, but i took her phone and smashed it and bascially held her there all night. The next day she told me we were done. That night we were having what would be our last dinner together and I flipped the table and destroyed the house. Years have gone by and i am a completely different person than i was back then, unfortunately the damage is done and she no longer speaks to me and the few times we have crossed paths she avoids any kind of contact with me. we had been friends for years before becoming a couple and had I not fucked up the relationship we would have been together for 15 years this past october.
>>711975248
Yeah.. but it's a long way.. been using oxy daily for years.
good, glad for you. keep away from them.
fagget lol
Got hooked on jib and down, homeless for half a year, thank god for NA, so Much wasted time though, and all those dark memories
>>711975402
hard knocked life
I spat at a muslim.
Wait, you said regret right? Nevermind.
>>711975956
no u didn't
>>711954834
Survived the abortion.
>>711975765
Yeah, shes happy with her husband and new life, and im happy for her. I just wish that I wouldnt have screwed shit up to such a point that we cant even be friends. I have done a lot of really dumb shit in life, but hurting her like i did resulted in me losing the best friend i ever had and undoubtedly putting doubt in her head about anyone she chooses to befriend.
>>711958185
I guess it's all relative, huh?
Welcome back, man.
>>711976126
I know the feeling...
been there...
on the edge now, with my wonderful gf.
dunno what I would do without her.
I'm the one who takes oxy if you've read that..
trying benzos
>>711966988
why the fuck there is people so fucking old in 4chan?
Dont you have a family or something to do?!
>>711957007
dude you dodged a bullet, they just found out that crazy feminists have been ruling the country for years. They brought out guillotines in the streets.
>>711977076
how old are u fag
>>711977076
not everyone is a 16 year old faggot living at moms house sucking up resources, being a leach.
I still date girls trying to forget her, and when i see that they're falling in love with me, i just feel bad cause i can't feel a single thing.
>>711977076
shit doesn't always get better fam.
Trusted my former 'best friend'.
Was young and naive and trying to hold a failing relationship together with my then fiancée. I should have bailed a year earlier but you are stupid like that when you are young.
She saw the opportunity for an exit and hooked up with him. Ended up her never comng home on the eve of my 20th birthday and me having to move out of our flat on that day.
She was a stone cold autistic cow whom none of my friends liked, but I really regret losing my best friend.
Karma is a bitch though and she got pregnant by her actual asperges-suffering flatmate and kept the kid, neatly ruining her career chances, her parents' retirement and the father's access to his child.
Ah well. It was the only chance that guy was going to have sex.
>>711954834
I ruined a life-long friendship between two girls by fucking them both, one behind the others back.
They both blamed me initially but I eventually turned them against each other and kept fucking them separately without the other knowing.
I kind of feel bad about it.
Swimming into that egg
>>711957701
Don't you fuckin dare blame weed for that, you have addictive tendencies.
That's the fault of your dumb ass choices and your overwhelming depression as a result of not doing shit while high for 10 fucking years.
>>711974729
Probably but I was abused as a child.
Thylane Blondeau is 10/10
Saying yes too many times when I was better off saying no...
And eventually having to learn the hard way why...
>>711964900
telling my ex i hoped shed OD on heroin. pretty fucked. but I guess objectively it would be that time I trolled a girl to suicide. but really, turn of the damn internet for a week, dont fucking kill yourself. not really my fault totally, she was probably not right in the head to begin with.
>>711954834
Kinda feel bad about being a total dick towards my ex-girlfriend. Got five year long relationship with a gorgeous girl ruined.
>>711977379
I know the feeling man. It's been over two years now and I wonder if I'll ever feel love again.
>>711957515
Sad story, man. But yeah, you couldn't know. In my country people say: "Everyone is wise right after tragedy happens".
>>711954834
broke up with long-term qt3.14 gf because of her emotional and mental issues as well as fucked up family
regret it everyday, lonely fag now
>>711958000
>>711957304
Sounds very familiar..
>>711978306
wut
keep moving from town to town every 2 years because I don't want to settle down
https://media.giphy.com/media/Z4BPYU3QvA8Za/giphy.gif
>>711979371
kys?
>>711954834
I didn't abused any of my sisters.
I fucked a two year old
>>711954834
Married/kids
>>711977379
I'm in the same position since some months ago. Can't believe I can't feel anything to anyone anymore.
Yah I guess I keep moving is because I don't want to feel my emotions
Trading my friends for girlfriends
Friendship is better than pussy
>>711954834
I dont regret a thing I've done
I regret things i Haven't done
Met a chick on craigslist. Banged her for 4 months and put up with all her bi polarness. Find out she is pregnant. Tried to talk her into an abortion or adoption. She is now 20 weeks pregnant and decides to keep it. This is my first child and im relinquishing my parental rights to a crazy bitch because i dont want a kid, cant afford one, and want this chick out of my life for good without having to pay child support.
Drugs, if I'm being honest with myself. I was happier before.
>>711956506
hey thats not your fault man, parents that beat their wife/husband get the kids involved sometimes, you were young and you did what you thought at the time was the ok thing to do because you didn't know any better. To you dad was the big man of the house so you strived to be like him, you can't beat yourself up over that.
>>711954834
Not fuck a girl that looks like girl in OP.
In fact most of what I regret is not going for girls, there are a few things like not figuring out money sooner and stuff like that but for the most part it was not fucking girls when I had the chance/opportunity to make a move.
I mean, I'm over 30 and have been with more girls than my age but it's not enough, you've always got these memories of these ones you really liked and would've enjoyed. Regret is for losers anyway.
>>711977379
I feel you man, she was perfect, my friends helped me out and got me another girls, but man, no one can replace her. i feel like shit
>>711977298
26.
All Im saying is that if Im over 30 yo and still in 4chan I really have waste my life, unless Im a millionaire o something like that
>>711958710
>Agreed to anal sex with a guy I worked with
lmfao, did you guys negotiate it on the job?
>>711955886
Stole my bestfriends polaroid of his ex sucking dick.
He kept it inside a secret box I think I was the only other person that knew it was in there.
He told me about one day looking at me oddly.
I chipped my tooth opening that box's lock like a fiend
>>711958708
how was she an uncle tom?
>>711981025
I'm 36. I had everything, fiancee and a baby on the way. She was perfect, we were perfect. She was killed in the hospital by a new doctor by mistake...had a severe reaction to a medication. She was in a coma, miscarried and died after a week of seizures. I wasn't there. I should have been there. Lesson learned: work is not more important, and don't trust the girl you love and your unborn child in a medical system set up for profit. My life is over. So this, I regret.
self harm
