Is it too early for a feels thread?
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Is it too early for a feels thread?
Tried to start one earlier and it pruned. How are you doing anon? What's going on in your life?
>>711873154
7:35 where I'm at. Never too early to feel worthless. Will be contributing a few of my favorites. Were you on last night, OP?
>>711873154
It's never too earlier. Never too late.
>>711873154
>>711873313
Tfw every girl you try to date is super into you but you can never develop feelings for them, dooming you to a life of trying to succeed and be loving, only to always end up in a pit of regret and depression because you broke another heart.
>>711873873
>TFW I can't easily become attracted to girls, and so I go super try hard for the ones that I do and shit never works out for me
>>711873313
I'm working on expelling the garbage from my life and bringing in some good, but even that's turning to shit
>>711873400
Yeah. I'm pretty much online on a nightly basis
>>711874086
I would rather be constantly be rejected than constantly feeling like I don't want to be with someone. Sure the sex is good but its like taking an aspirin for an eternal headache.
>>711874397
It's after that constant rejection that you realise it's not worth being with someone desu
>>711874330
Ah, then I'm sure you remember this one. I'll try to bring in some other stuff that wasn't posted yesterday, just to keep things fresh.
What sort of garbage, Anon? Toxic people? Bad job?
I just miss her
>>711874126
what a beautiful word
>>711874772
The first guess was right
Wooo
>>711875612
Well it's good that you're getting rid of them, Anon. Far too many people hold on to people that do nothing but hurt them. I've never really been able to understand it too well, despite being one of them myself once. Good on you for picking yourself up and fixing it.
Can someone post the Keanu Reeves picture that explains his humble life?
/b/rothers, It's been years since I last cried. I get close, but nothing comes out. Please, post the saddest most depressing shit you can. Last I remember crying was here on /b/ summer of '14 in a feels thread. All I remember was it was about a dog named max.
Keep seeing trailers for movies depicting how teenage/highschool life is supposed to go: Parties, Relationships, Sports, Friends..
Meanwhile, I spent my entire teenage life on my PC in my office, or lying in bed watching dumb youtube videos.
My parents are beyond disappointed in me, and my lifestyle rubbed off on my little brother, so they're pissed.
I've got one year left until I graduate, I have missed out on so much in life, but all that seems so alien to me. I'm so comforatable talking to people on Teamspeak while playing Overwatch.
How was HS for you nignogs?
>>711875933
The only issue is that right now it's only at TRYING when I should be at DOING
Betrayed twice in a cluster of months and yet I still on occasion think about keeping things how they are
Feels get too strong
6 years ago i was in Afghanistan, a road side bomb killed my battle buddy.
i drink a lot because of him, i keep to myself because of him. i talked to his dad last year on thanksgiving, i don't know if i want to call again.
>>711877689
Fucking Sandniggers man...
>>711876970
Are you in any way forced to be physically close to these people in a way you cannot change? For example, if you and one of these people are in the same class at a university or something like that.
>>711877689
fuck man, that's rough. I'm assuming you knew him well..?
>>711876765
>never went to dances
>never hung out with school friends
>McFucked up a bunch
>partners came and went
>all fucking traitors
>3/10
>>711873154
>Is it too early for a feels thread?
Anytime's the wrong time.
>>711876765
Literally in the same exact boat as you anon. I haven't done anything my high school career and I just feel like I missed out on so much. All I fucking do everyday is watch youtube browse this shitty site, or play league. Its fucking awful
>>711877953
Not anymore, but removing them from my life 100% could cause some negative repercussions that could probably screw with me for a while
>be me, 22
>alcoholic
>no job, lost them all due to alcohol
>debts are adding up
>probably gonna have car repoed
>live with parents
>have beautiful gf who loves me, but she is slowly starting to see how worthless i am
>just had sex
>she gagged on my dick for a few minutes
>i put dick in
>lasted less then 2 minutes
>she is obviously disappointed and asks me to eat her out
>i oblige
>feel empty as fuck while doing it
>now i am posting on /b/ and she is watching netflix
>she is making me coffee for me to drink while i shitpost
>smoking this worthless vape pen
fuck /b/.. im so fucking sad. can other sad anons share how their day has been?
>>711877984
meet him after basic, but yeah around 4 years.
>>711877689
DS Pellanda?
>>711878478
>my thread is pruned
>>711876765
I'm in very much the same shoes. On the bright side, there's only nine months to go, Anon. We can make it. I hope. But my grades are starting to suffer. I've been a bit emotionally unstable recently, but it's been getting worse since January. I think there might be something serious that I should get looked at. I hesitate to use the word "depression", but at this point it's seeming more and more like that may be what it is. I want to talk to my parents about getting me to see a psychologist just to talk through some things and put some of my worries and insecurities to bed. The biggest thing preventing me from doing so at the moment is the fact that they'd be reluctant to waste a bunch of money if it turned out I was just being a lil bitch. That and I don't want to talk about my emotions with my father. He's one of the few people in my family I feel I can't really open up to. And if I talk to my mum about it she'll just tell him, so that doesn't exactly solve any problems there.
>>711877939
welcome to the suck
>>711878454
Yikes, that's a tough spot to be in. I obviously don't know the nature of these repercussions, but the only advice I can think of might be to involve some peers. Help you work around the obstacles between you and breaking it off with these people. Also, the easiest solution is not always the best one. Is there any other option for dealing with their toxicity other than severing these people from your life?
>>711877689
shit man, sounds like hell. but thank you for your service.
>>711873873
tfw this is always better than loving too much
>>711878478
>best friend, cousin, and crush are all sleeping in the same bed.
>cousin is a fuccboi with a sex addiction, literally fucking anything with a vagina
>crush is a sweet genuine girl who doesn't deserve this shit man
>friend trying to sleep when he feels mattress move
>cousin and crush start rustling
>friend gets out of bed and leaves room
>sleeps outside in car instead
>get text from cousin&crush later saying that it wouldn't have been weird for him to join in
>friend is one of the best people in my life, crush turns out to be a hoe, and cousin is back on his same shit
>been invested in this girl for 3 months
>this all happened last friday
>didn't find out until today
>feelsbadman.jpeg
>>711879113
agreed man, nothings worse than actually putting emotions into someone and getting left in the dirt because of it
>>711878478
>>she is making me coffee for me to drink while i shitpost
relationship goals
>>711876765
Socially retarded. Couldn't really seem to include myself. I was the poor kid in the small school too with the crazy mother that nobody would let their kids around. Blamed it on mom but it wasn't her fault. Regretted it when she died when I was 17. I dropped out of highschool at 16 though, after sophmore year. Was homelessish after that. Went to Job Corps and built myself from the ground up. I just got my computer back today. It was at my mom's house when she died and I haven't seen it since I was 17. 19 now, in the Army. Did a lot to improve myself, but it doesn't matter because my mom never got to see me become a man.
idk man. What's the point anymore?
>>711875005
i miss her too
I know nobody cares, but I need to get this shit off my chest.
>hate my job
>I'm bad at it
>no social interaction with my coworkers
>single
>only single woman I know is a coworker
>I can't date a coworker
>hate my commute
>tired of my roommate
>want to move closer to work
>roommate is unemployed
>if I move, I fuck him over
>gained a lot of weight recently
>being with friends makes me anxious
>everyone else is getting married, having kids
>drinking has been giving me headaches
>weed has made me feel like I was going to have a heart attack
>video games are not fun any more
I'm realizing that nothing is bringing me joy any more.
I realized today that all my problems are in my head.
I thought that would make things better, but... I don't know how to fix my mind.
>>711877939
He shouldn't be fighting a war for crony capitalist and their agenda. There hasn't been an honerable war since ww2. Learn your lesson
>>711879165
Fucking women, man...
>>711879034
Repercussions include:
Ex killing themselves
Woo fun
People have gotten involved and advised me to just break shit off with them but I'm too attached and I know I'm going to feel guilty about shit that wouldn't be my fault
They fucked me over twice, after promising the first time that it'd never happen again, only for it to happen again immediately after and yet here I am insisting that this time things will be different
"Three time's the charm" I keep telling myself but fuck man that doesn't change the fact that they're a traitorous human
>>711879490
Honestly bro, start over entirely. Seriously. It happened to me, not voluntarily, but it changed me. I used my mother as motivation.
>>711879382
My post ^
I got /fit/, learned a trade, improved my social skills, and enjoyed my life. People respected me. Chicks came after me. Do it bro. It is in your head. You can be great, you gotta find it in yourself to push for it though.
>>711879967
Start over how?
>>711876765
switched schools recently but i'm socially retarded so i don't really have any friends, already crushing on qt that i share half of my classes with that i know i'll never get anywhere with.
went through bad breakup and at the end of the day i always end up thinking about it when there's nothing else to occupy my mind with and usually my mind just goes to the thought of her anyways.
my grades are taking a plummet.
>>711879439
>>711875005
I miss her too /b/ros it sucks. Would give anything to go back to it.
>>711880081
Fucking uproot yourself. Move to another place entirely, meet new people, apply for jobs elsewhere. Make a workout routine, AND THEN go find a gym and utilize it.
I lost every single thing I had besides $40 and a phone. In one year plus 2 months, I have $10,000 in my bank. Army kind of helped with that, but I learned how to weld pipe, learned how to be a soldier, learned how to have a conversation, and got some self confidence.
M8 wtf do you have to lose? You hate your sorry fucking life. Fucking fix it.
There is this girl I hang out with twice a months or maybe even four time a month. We stay up until 4am skyping while watching movies. We share interests and she laughs at my jokes. I really feel like she's into me sometimes but then she's all bitchy and ignorant again. What do /b/ ?
>>711880510
my ex was the same way when we were dating just make your move anyways anon
I've always been honest with the girls that I like and unfortunately I've always been seen as a friend or brother. I respect their decision but its always hard having to suppress those feelings and having to face that answer time and time again...
>>711881083
>wishes he had swiped left
>>711881227
I do.....never replied back...
>>711881401
Damn bro.
>>711881083
"Sorry, the answer we were looking for was 'some neato burrito pussy'"
>>711879439
>>711875005
>Be me
>New fag
>Literally first time actually responding instead of lurking
>Attempts to greentext
>Change schools every 2-4 years
>Date best friend who i've known since i was in the 6th grade
>Absolutely beautiful, first person ive ever really been attached to and shared my feelings with
>Things go great for a year
>Makes me the happiest guy on earth
>Her smile could melt my heart
>Her eyes could pierce my soul
>Just seeing her makes me happ
>Lose job
>Two days later dumped
>Spend summer playing video games ignoring everything
>Upwards of 90 hours a week
>Clean room and see pictures of hear
>Lose will power and decide to text her
>Talk for a bit, she didnt want to be rude but she didnt want to talk to me
>Half of an hour passes before she decides to tell me that she hates me and doesnt want to talk to me
>Let the tears fall knowing i messed up the greatest thing in my life
>"Lose" her number
>recieve apology on skype with her just saying that she was just getting a rush of emotions
>Continue talking to her
>Apologize for all the things i did wrong, listening to her
>3 Months pass and i ask her out again
>2 months after that we're back together and she makes me the happiest man on the planet
Sometimes it's worth a text
I can create a more detailed story that this if wanted, just trying out my first post
>>711881083
Girls will never say that they want you unless they already had feelings for you.
If you could have a bank giving you free money, would you sign a contract with them or go with another bank and get money with both? If i woman can keep you as a friend and still get a boyfriend that's what she'll do. Sometimes a little distance makes all the difference.
Online dating seems to be the thing I need, but I feel like I'm too ugly and not interesting enough for it.
>be me
>27
>baby momma just cheated and left me
>told people she was only still with me because she felt sorry for me
>raise beautiful 2-year-old daughter basically by myself
>meet amazing girl
>beautiful, smart, funny, mind-blowing sex
>most importantly, excellent "aunt" to my baby
>10/10 stepmom material
>almost loves my daughter more than I do
>but she's only 20
>not ready to settle down
>we aren't "together"
>is seeing other guys
>tells me she loves me
>tells me she hopes I still want her when she's ready to settle down
>try to be cool
>but I fall more in love with her every night we spend together
>fall twice as much when she's with my daughter
>wtf do I do
>>711880510
Garrett?...
>>711882628
You know you're just her anchor for when she gets pregnant with Tyrone's niglet right?
all I do is smile when someone talks to me after that I go to my room and play games all day until I get tired and go to sleep I miss my friends.. do you guys like to sleep? I love to sleep
>>711880510
wait... Garett?
>>711882909
It passes the time, that's for damn certain
>>711882628
Try to seem less attached, refer to >>711882395
>>711880510
I feel you dude.. her name was kim we'd stay up all the time play csgo and constantly message each other I thought she loved me I was happy but she turned out to be a bitch sending me fake nudes telling me how she used me and shit
>>711882995
I had a friend named garrett, he was the center of my group of friends, we all liked him a lot, but one day he got really sick and had to drop out of school. We talked at first and still hung out, buy he eventually wouldn't respond anymore, we miss him a lot, but he just won't talk to us...
>>711880264
>>711879439
>>711875005
same but she's married now and probably happier than she ever was with me
Maybe I am too and just don't know it
>>711876765
It was shit. Half the time desperatly trying to impress everyone, the other half on drugs. It was probably the same
>>711878401
You didnt miss jackshit. The good things are yet to come
>rejects love at every turn
>fucks at parties, drinks but doesn't seem right
>meet someone I actually enjoy
>give my heart to her
>cheats on me twice
>still believe it could work
>drops me for older guy
>absolutely crushed
>asks if we can still be friends
>still care so yeah
>get pissed after a while
>call her and I quote "Slimey Potato Nigger"
>completely drops me
>sometimes regret it but holy fuck it was funny
>>711883345
same, she's already moved on and started to fuck the next dude
she's already happier than she ever was with me
>>711883338
I once had a friend named Adonis. I never knew adonis in real life. Id never spoken to him. I dont even know where he lives. Thats because Adonis was just a guy that sat in feels threads the same as us. Adonis was always there for me oddly enough, any given feels thread i could vent to him, and he would offer advice. Adonis is just as much as a friend as anyone else. i guess what im saying is, friends are forever.
>>711879490
Find what you love.
Take however much time it takes to figure out what you want to do or what kind of life you would enjoy living
Then do it and fuck the rest.
>>711878478
From alcoholic to lasted less than 2 minutes i feel you :(
>>711883711
My life is falling apart, my true friends moved away, and the rest of the people I thought were my friends, are all turning out to be fake and none of them actually care about me.
>>711882891
I could think of worse fates if that's the case.
Not sure what that says about me, but there you have it.
>>711883082
See, I know that. And I try, I really do. But this girl is not only the love of my life and my best friend, she's almost my only friend. I've never had very many friends, and %90 kinda left with the baby momma. The very few who remain, I'm not able to spend much time with due to distance, conflicting schedules, etc. So when something noteworthy happens, whether good bad or just funny, she's the first person I want to talk to. It's so hard to break that habit.
>>711884513
Jesus that got me.
>>711876765
Highschool can eat a bag of dicks. For some people it's the best time of their lives, and we should feel sorry for them because that means the next ~50 years or so are a huge disappointment. For others it's the worst time of their lives; We should still feel sorry for them for what they suffered, but it DOES get better.
So are you gonna let HS be the best days of your life, or are you gonna work hard and make it the worst?
>>711884513
I honestly don't know what to tell you. I want to call you a fucking idiot and get over her but at the same time its only because i was where you were. Maybe not exactly but under it all its fairly similar. Though not as old as you i got so tired of being the back up, i got tired of being there just because she wanted to make sure she wouldn't be left alone. Love is a crazy thing, but if you love someone how could you sleep with another? You dont have to stop talking to her but wait with your messages a bit, dont be at her beck and call, learn to treat yourself better and try to reconnect with your other friends otherwise you'll probably be left alone again. True friends will be there no matter who you're dating, and a lot of the time they help the most.
This is OP signing off
It was a pleasure feeling with you gents
Good night guys
>>711885511
I got dubs and shit nice
>be me 19 Canadian
>ldr with 17 yo girl in England
>we were together for a year and a half
>she never told her friends or parents about me
>broke up on October because she wanted a real relationship
>wanted to be friends
>so heartbroken so I said sure
>yesturday she told me in every single detail how she had sex with a 23 year old off hot or not
>she thinks I'm over her but I'm not
>I'm so mad and lost right now
>feels like our relationship meant nothing to her
>I was saving my virginity for her
>now I have to except that I fell in love with a slut
>I've decided to block her out of my life completely on Thursday
>might be the hardest emotional thing I've ever had to do
>angry part of me wants to email her dad and tell him about the guy that's 6 years older railing his daughter
I'll never hear from her again or see her again so what do?
Would I be helping in the long run but telling her parents or would it make things worse for her?
Well guys finally grew a pair and told my toxic ex good bye
Blocked her for good and deleted my account
She called me an asshole for not saying good bye, she cares so much to read what I said
I'm the same guy who's in feels threads a lot talking about a girl named Lizzy or Elizabeth
>>711885573
20***
I texted my ex-girlfriend today /b/. I regret doing it now. She doesn't care much for me anymore but I still care for her. I just wish I can get her out of my head now. It hasn't gotten easier even after 2 1/2 months. How long did it take for you /b/?
>>711878733
you could tell them to me anon...
i wont tell them
>>711885777
17 years and counting.
>>711885777
What was said?
>>711885995
I'm so sorry.
>>711885777
Listen here you dirty cuck, do not message her again you hear me? It's just gonna make you feel worse, I know how you feel but it'll get better and you'll find someone who actually deserves you, now go fuck yourself and be a man
>>711885078
It's ok, I AM a fucking idiot. I understand this about myself, even though I don't know how to be differently. She tells me that I'm a beautiful person because of how thoughtful, kind and considerate I am, and I don't want to lose that part of me whether it's for her or anyone else. I'm a romantic, you see; a very large, very stupid part of me believes that it's better to give endlessly of myself to anyone than it would be to protect myself, especially since that is what drew her to me in the first place.
My girlfriend wants to readmit herself back into the hospital. She failed a suicide atempt a month or two back and she told me she sat atop a highway and thought about jumping tonight. Can any one cheer me up?
>>711885556
One off quads stay and commiserate.
>>711886178
Thanks. Me too.
>>711885777
If it makes you feel any better you got trips. I'm on the same boat as you. Getting over my ex feels impossible. I'm the England to Canada guy from a few posts up. I can't imagine what it's going to feel like wanting to call her back after I just blocked her on everything. I'm getting physical pain from my anxiety, loss of appetite, trouble sleeping, panic attacks, feeling faint. It's really sucky. I know I'll get through it but what do you guys think the best way to go about this is. >>711885573
I loved her and respected her. Am I in the wrong for thinking I'm doing her a favor by contacting her parents. If needed I'll post the draft email.
I finally hit the gym yesterday after I decided I had enough, i still ache today, I can't wait to go again.
It finally feels like i have something to wake up for, I've reconnected with an old friend whos the one who motivated me to go to it when i told her i was feeling sad on monday, my girlfriends been helping a lot recently too.
I'm glad I cut my ex out of my life, my roomate mentions her or my old friend who she cheated on me with every now and again. I just tell him not to mention them and he's generally cool about it.
Lifes getting easier to deal with, university is getting better and i've quit smoking.
Doesn't mean that i'm getting happier though.
>>711886028
I asked her how's life and she said it's good. Pretty much ended there. Being left on read and there's not much point in bothering her
>>711886179
I blocked her on most social media. I keep looking at her IG account though which is a bit depressing. Keep unblocking her phone number too. Need to resist that urge
>>711886662
It's because you wish she'd text you something. You wish you'd unblock it then get a bunch of messages of her wanting you back. I know that feel. It's depressing.
>>711886444
Don't call her parents. It's not going to help anybody
I sit in my room all day and night feeling like shit or sleeping, remembering the days when I still was in school, thinking about fancy clothes to get so my friends would think im cooler remember getting my louis vuitton belt in italy being so happy for the moment, then I started not wanting to go to school, I withdrew and didnt do any of my homeschool.
Broke up with the one girlfriend I had because she was annoying and always wanted my time, don't regret it although I do sometimes want to hold someone in my arms again, and regret that i'm still a virgin, knowing i look good enough to have gotten rid of it if I actually tried.
dont expect any of you /b/tards to sympathise for me but just wanted to give part of my long pathetic story out to some people so I feel "normal" and "cool" again.
Go every day feeling like shit not wanting to do anything, I having talked to any friends in weeks as i cut them all off, the only real physical contact I have is with my mom.
The worst part of this all is that a couple days ago I was on a faces of /b/ thread and I saw this girl on their who I had a short conversation with before the thread ended, I saved her pictures and dream of being able to talk to her and living and loving her one day, knowing that will never happen, and i'll likely never see more than another picture of her again.
feeling bad my fellow /b/tards hopefully I resonate with some of you sorry for typos and shotty writing :/
>>711876765
Pretty fuckin great compared to you aspies. I had good grades, was involved in several clubs, and made lasting friendships even after I moved to a different school halfway through. Then I got a full ride to a nice school. 8/10 would do again.
>>711886821
That's right. Whenever I get an e-mail notification I wish it was her. It never is
>>711885777
My first girlfriend cheated on me and gave me the clap. Took me about 5 years to get over her, although a lot of that was because we were off and on in that time period. My baby momma left me about 8 months ago, and although I've made peace with that fact and don't miss what our relationship became, I think I will always wonder if I could have fixed things and saved our family.
Probably not, though.
It's like a toothache. You never really stop hurting, it just fades into the background until it suddenly hits you again. But that happens less and less over time.
>>711886830
I was gonna email them. If you were a dad wouldn't you want to know you daughters making bad life decisions?
>>711886541
I'm the old bastard. I'll be okay because someday soon I'll be free.
>>711886179
As someone who was told this by every single person i shared my feelings with, i can tell you it didnt help me. After the 2 months we spent apart the thing thats made me the happiest is hearing her say "I love you". Everyone says you deserve more, but whats left when you are always looking for the better. Maybe things werent perfect, maybe you both have a lot to change, but what im experiencing right now is the happiest i've been in a long time.
>>711886952
As a dad I would ,but I don't think it'd be worth ruining her life for the next year or two. Not like you're going to see the outcome to get satisfaction from it anyways
>>711885608
I drink to you, you fuck. I had a shitty ex. Toxic as fuck. Took a while for me to drop her ass, too. Cheers to better tomorrows, nigga.
>>711886541
If you really still care deeply for this girl then i say its worth trying to talk to her. I kept trying to text my ex until she finally snapped. Sometimes your message just brings back painful memories, but ask yourself this - Do you miss her or do you miss what you could have been? It's a scary thought to lose someone you care about, but its also not right to yourself to be walked on because youre afraid to be alone.
>>711886952
But you're not doing it out of genuine concern. You're doing it to be a petty, spiteful bastard. Don't be that guy.
>>711887379
It's taken me a little less than a year
Just cheers, better days will come my friend
>>711885036
HS really was the worst. It's not like a job that you can just quit or be transferred from. You're stuck there. The only ways out are expulsion, graduation, or death.
I went to a black HS so the graduation proportion was pretty low
>>711887554
It's a little bit of both. I'm genuinely concerned. She's really easy to manipulate. It sucks sitting here knowing what's going on. I want to know that if I can't protect her someone else can. If you guys can give me a second I'll post my draft email
>>711877689
I'm more or less in the opposite boat. In Afghanistan I killed a few people and I feel shitty about it.
>>711885573
shoulda told her to stfu once she started on the sex story.
>>711877689
I'm sorry.
>>711885573
>>711887769
This is 1/2or3 of the email
Dear Mr. Anon,
First off I'd like to apologize that I have to introduce myself to you this way. This will be the first and last time you'll ever hear from me unless you wish to contact me again. There's no good way to break this to you so take your time and try to understand that I know there's some things a father never wants to know about there daughter but I care a lot about Emily which is why I'm contacting you.
Em and I were in a long distance relationship for the past year and a half. I wanted her to tell you about it for the longest time but she refused to tell anyone, not even her friends. I live in Canada and I met Emily online almost 2 years ago. It was on an app called kik where we became friends and we started calling each other daily on skype and FaceTime. She would only talk to me when no one was home or when everyone had gone to bed usually after 10:30 and she did this in secret for the entirety of our relationship. We had so much in common that after a few months I genuinely had feelings for her. I cared so much about Emily that I fell in love with her and she fell in love with me. It was tough at times but we made it work. The thing I struggled with most was not being able to be there for her. We were planning for me to fly to England next summer so I could meet her and meet your family but she insisted I visit when she's in university so you'd never find out. It was complicated and around August of this year I noticed she had started distancing herself from me and eventually we ended things in the first week of October. That was the day before she lied to you and your wife and drove all her friends to Birmingham. Since then she wanted to try being friends and we tried but I've decided thats going to end this Thursday. I need to move on because this whole mess is holding me back in my life.
>>711888164
>I honestly think this is me just venting so I might not send it 2/3
I can understand if you don't believe me and this will all come as a big shock to you. I have the utmost respect for you so I'll answer any questions that will help make this easier but I ask for the time being that you don't tell Emily I've contacted you. She's going through enough right now.
The reason I'm messaging you is although I no longer want her to have any part in my life, part of me still wants someone to protect her. I know you're an amazing dad and she talked so much about you. This really sucks because I would have loved to meet you in person. Honestly, as you're just finding out now, there's a lot going on behind your back that you don't know about and you can't be there for someone when you don't know what's going on.
Emily is very insecure and she's always struggled to find confidence in herself. She's very self conscious and she doesn't think she deserves self respect. Because of this there have been a few situations where she's been taken advantage of. There are two guys in her past that have caused her a lot of pain and I fear there's one more on the way.
This is the main reason why I've reached out to you and this is the part where you might want to sit down. I don't know how to put this in a respectful way but I'll tell you the blunt truth because I'm concerned for Emily's safety. I know it's none of my business who she sees now and it's not my place to get involved but if it was anyone else I would have stayed out of it.
>>711888322
>finally 3/3
She told me on Monday that she had met a guy online and that he had come to the house the night before to have sex. The concerning thing is the guy was 23 years old and she was well aware that was his intention when he showed up. She barely knows him and plans to have sex with him again this Friday the 17th when no ones home in the afternoon, but who am I to decide what's morally right and wrong. I can only decide what's best for me now. So I feel morally obligated to not be the only one who knows, yet at the same time Im cutting off all my connections with her because I can no longer sit by and watch her do these things. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I was carrying this burden on my own so that's why I'm telling you. You can decide what you want to do with this information.
If you have any questions please feel free to email me back. I want nothing to do with Emily anymore and she's going to hate me but that's fine as long as I know she's ok. I'd never do anything to hurt her physically, emotionally or mentally but if I didn't say anything wouldn't that be worse? I'm helpless from here but I'd like to think you'd be able to do something now that you know.
Im sorry if I've upset you. If you were me what would you have done? I understand it's not my place to control who Emily's with but she's a very smart and talented girl, and I don't want her to look back and regret these decisions one day. Since she won't listen to me maybe she'll listen to you.
Thank you, I wish you and your family all the best.
~Canada
>>711874772
that strip cartoon really gets what the lyrics meant
>>711888322
It's good that your writing your feelings out. Come to your senses and don't send it.
>grew up in the ghetto
>poor as hell, living in a trailer with 12 other people
>parents despite working their fingers to the bone were ultimately too busy to influence their kids
>have 4 older sisters, 3 of which were constantly against me in my childhood, although I hold no grudges
>The last was the only real rolemodel I had
>She actively tried giving me advice and actually helped when I asked as apposed to shooing me away or giving a sarcastic reply
>now I look back a regret how I acted towards her
>I always got her in trouble and refused to do even the simplest things she would ask
>she was just as naive as I was though
>so she messed up pretty bad
>left home on bad terms and moved in with her boyfriend
>she's still there
>hate myself for being too young to do anything at the time
She's doing pretty well, so I'm glad for that at least.
Still can't bring myself to tell her about it.
If there's one good thing that came from it, it's that I did eventually drop her bf years later.
>>711887560
Aye. Already have myself someone better, and my life is getting back on track. There is hope. There are better days. And for all else, a drink.
>>711888429
>>711888322
>>711888164
So do you think it's too much. Talk me out of it please. I've had no one to talk to and I come up with shit like this. I can't decide whether I'd be making the right decision. Is it wrong to tell? Or is it worse if I say nothing? What would you do?
>have many interests
>not willing to put in the effort to learn about, or get good at them
does anyone else know this feel? i am so fascinated with cooking, and really want to become great at it, but the only things i make are uncreative and housewife tier.
>>711888617
Friend, I have no idea what's going on other than what you've said in these three paragraphs, but I honestly think that you should think this one through very carefully. By sending this email, you could help her dad get her the help she needs, or you could make matters worse for her within her family. What I can guarantee, however, is that she will be mad at you in the short term. Proceed with caution, friend. And good luck.
>>711889086
I don't have the effort to start any of my interests. Haven't touched my giant stack of vidya in weeks. Haven't cooked myself a simple meal in a while either. Shit sucks.
>>711885573 <---
>>711889248
This is what happened
I just ruined a relationship with a girl who genuinely loves me and cares about me and treats me good because I can't get over a manipulative bitch who treats me like dirt, all because I'm emotionally numb and she can make me feel something. Usually negative emotions, but after not feeling anything for so long feeling something is like pure bliss.
What's worse losing someone you love or to never loved at all?
>be me
>25
>come home from work
>fiancée had some drinks at home before i was off
>had a rough day at work
>juvenile corrections officer
>got bit by a mental kid
>had younger brother staying with us at time
>starts arguing with my girl about bills
>they get into screaming match
>im trying to seperate them for about an hour
>brother drunk too throwing shit at her
>he leaves and calls cops
>my girl tries to leave out front door
>tell her please dont leave shitfaced
>she tries to dart
>grab her by the hood and take her keys
>cops came to door right as i do so
>>711889644
it all depends. I fell in love at a time where I needed someone most and it literally saved my life. Now we broke up and she treats me like shit and I wish I never loved her at all. It all depends on how it started/how it ended
>>711889644
Losing someone you love is nothing compared to a life without any love at all. Going through life without any love is like walking through monochrome, there is no color to it.
>>711889361
Ah, I see. It seems as though you may be simply venting your feelings, friend. I think it may be best for you to give it some more thought. To be honest, I think it may be best to simply silently slip out of her life, though I know firsthand how important it can be to find closure. I only feel as if this email may make things worse. If you haven't I'd open up to her about the way you really feel, talk it out, and then cut all communication. It may help you move on.
>>711876765
was in love 9th grade carrying on from 8th grade, shit was nice
10th grade it went to shit, broke up, stopped going to school, started drinking
moved for 11th, was decent, no gf until I met this girl on a school trip who asked for my number and we talked
I fell in love with her ignorantly, and always talked to her
12th grade she told me she loved me, then broke up with me a couple weeks later, for another guy who I've only assumed is her ex-boyfriend, I never pried even though it killed me constantly
now I'm a miserable asshole with nothing to show except 30 credit hours and a 2.2 GPA in community college
3/10 I suppose, could have been worse, I at least had a couple friends at school even though I never hung out with them outside of it
everything reminds me of her still
>>711885777
That is one of those things that everyone knows is a bad idea yet most of us end up doing it one or two times after a breakup. I did it too and it was awful. Just made me feel like the ultimate cuck. It was like I just couldn't stop humiliating myself. The only answer really is the first rule of holes. Stop digging.
>>711873154
It's always too late for a feels thread
>>711889907
I like the pictures you post anon
>>711885777
delete her number. hope you don't have it memorized.
>>711873154
Sometimes I pretend like I'm a brave and strong knight.
I like pretending like I'm important.
>>711889907
I think that's what I want. The part about the other guy makes me really jealous. It really hurts because I thought I had helped change her to be someone better. It sucks to because I went through this relationship and I never got to see her. It was all hope. I feel like I earned everything I deserved. Then hearing how she just let some random guy fuck her crushed me. I can't describe the pain. He didn't go through what I went through. He doesn't care for her. And yet he will continue to get what he wants if nothing is said so how do I come to terms with that. What should I say to her?
>>711890192
Thanks, friend.
>>711889644
I've never been in love. Lust, crushes, sure. But I've never loved someone and I've never been loved. I feel like a ghost, drifting here and there, never feeling anything worthwhile. It's one of the reasons why I'm killing myself before I turn 30. Which is a year and five months from now. I don't want to grow old and be completely alone.
>>711890662
i have the same plan but for a slightly different reason
>>711889660
I was charged with a domestic for grabbing her hood. I spent 23 days in jail waiting to get out on my own recognace. I wasnt trying to hurt anyone. I came to realize that legally it wasnt the right choice but at that time i didnt want her to take off and wreck or get hurt. Im worried now that this will fuck up my career.
>clean record
>4 years in the Marines
>honorable discharge
>one year as correctional officer at prison
>two as a juvenile corrections officer
>had just applied for state police
I got to keep my job. My boss thinks the police reports were bullshit, as do my lawyer. Im still worried though. This whole situation has been a strain on our family. We have a daughter and my girl is in school to be a nurse. We were forced to relcoate over an hour from my job because of family issues, and im driving that far to work, sometimes staying a few nights away from my family.
>>711890359
You obviously are still attached to her but I think there will come a time when you laugh about this. Or laugh at yourself a bit. I've been emotionally attached to sluts before and I know it hurts like a motherfucker. But when I look back on it all now it's just amazing when I think of how I let myself get so messed up over them. It's weird like that. Right now it probably feels like you'll never get over it but trust me you will. You just have to give it time and the first step to getting better is to drop contact with her. Then you need to remember what you were doing with your life before you came obsessed with her.
>>711890810
It's not the only reason, but it's certainly one of the main ones. I'm willing to keep on living if life gets better, but I don't know how realistic that is.
>>711890662
Have you tried getting a date on tindr or plenty of fish or some other dating website. If you go through enough girls you might find one who's worth sticking around. Love can come from some very unexpected places. Sucks that it's taken so long for you anon
Im 18, about to be 19. when high school started i was getting into trouble and hanging out with the drop outs and i lost a lot of long time friends because of it. In 10th grade my friend who id known since kindergarten was diagnosed with brain cancer. He started undergoing treatments and surgery and by 11th grade it had gone into remission. Fast forward to Senior year, one day he stops coming to school, figure hes probably undergoing treatment again, assume he'll beat it because he was strong, and he had before. April 9th 2016 i wake up to a text from another friend saying he passed away. He was 17. At first i thought it was a fucked up joke and i didnt believe it til i went to school on monday. Every day since i wake up with the regret of the choices i made driving us apart. I regret not knowing the severity and not being there for him. The 4th was his birthday, he wouldve been 18. Today i was driving to work and Tupac's "Life Goes On" came on, and hearing the lines "eyes bluried
sayin' goodbye at the cemetary
tho' memories fade
I got your name tated on my arm
so we both ball till' my dying days"
Reminded me of the last time i made the drive out to New Jersey to visit his gravesite, and broke down on my friends shoulder. Every day i wake up and look at the tattoo on my arm with his initials and his favorite quote "live life to the fullest" and since that day i havent taken a single day for granted. Sorry for the jumbled post, i just had to get these feels out. Rest in Peace Kenny, i miss you.
>>711890662
I know that feel. I planned on overdosing at a concert when I turned 25. But that's all changed now. I'm 20. I believe in faith. Like one day it will happen when it's meant to be. I got my first blowjob of my life on the first date of my life this Sunday. Now the girl was a complete freak (talks to spirits n shit) but it was a huge confidence booster. And now I barely remember it. It'll happen anon. One day you'll find that one. You just gotta be patient
>>711890359
In the end you have no control over how she chooses to live her life. This will probably be the hardest thing to accept. She may be seeing someone different, someone that doesn't deserve her, but ultimately that's out of your control. I can certainly empathize with the desire to get her father to intervene, but I feel as though that may be somewhat petty, and would only draw out this turbulent period. As for what to say to her, I'd tell her the truth about everything you've shared with us. Your feelings for her. Your opinion on the man she's currently seeing. Your desire to intervene (emphasizing that it's for her safety rather than your need for control). Leave nothing unsaid, because you've only got one shot. And when you've said it all and talked through it all, as non-confrontationally as possible, bid her a final goodbye and then cut it off for good.
I'm no expert in human affairs, but I've gone through something similar before. Chances are you both want to tie up loose ends with the other and let it go, so do try to be compromising when/if you end up going through with it.
Here's some music for you, friend.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkLz5_55Sh0
>>711888617
You're just trying to get into her life with this. Sometimes you just have to let them fade from your life. Maybe she will screw up her life, but calling her out won't do much. She'll have to learn for herself what wrongs she did. Then, she might look back and see the people she discarded. It's not up to you to police other's lives and you don't have to feel guilt for it.
>TL;DR Give up.
>>711890889
Lmao very good advice but I became obsessed with her because I had been kicked out of my house, was homeless, jobless and suicidal. So nothing good was happening before. Definitely don't want to go back to those days
>>711890965
I've tried Tinder for two years. Got two matches that didn't respond, they were most likely bots as I saw a similar profile but with a completely different bio. I'm trying pof but I'm not a good looking guy, and I don't think I'm very interesting to most people. Geeky hobbies and such.
>>711891019
Things don't happen, this isn't a movie. I'm 28. Things just get worse. You get sadder and people leave you, because they don't want you to make them sad or they're unable to understand you.
>>711890946
yeah i tell myself it will get better but ive been saying that for so long im starting to lose hope that day will ever come
Pretty sure my oneitis just told me she doesn't respect me.
>>711890874
The distance, the bad days at work, staying with friends or relatives while im in the area. It all gets to me sometimes. Getting older sucks. My old friends are on dope or moved on and my family has always been like a bunch of robots. I pride myself in taking care of my own, but someone once told me even the strongest of people need a shoulder to lean on. I hate to get sappy on you niggers but im needing it now.
>>711891097
Who ever you are out there thank you. Reading that brought tears to my eyes and you deserve all the free hugs. I won't email her dad. I'll tell her everything I want to say and don't want to say all at once. It'll be done on Thursday. Thank you anon
>>711890662
This is basically how I feel. I'm only 20 but I have never really felt love or much else. At this point I'm not sure if I ever will. I'm in college but like you said I feel like a ghost, just kind of drifting through life without anyone or anything to look forward to.
>>711891746
Hearing you say that makes me feel incredible, thank you. Good luck with it all! Wishing you the best.
My dad had a heart attack about a year ago and because of that he only has 25% of his heart still functioning. Growing up he was never emotional with me but I always knew it was because he did not know how to show emotions because he was a single dad for so long and my mom treated him so bad. He sent me this the other day and Immediately my heart get heavy. I love my old man guys....
>>711892503
This
>>711891012
It's okay, anon. We're here for you. The loss of a friend can be hard, but you shouldn't blame yourself for the way things turned out. In the end, everyone has things they wish they said, wish they did, and wish they didn't do. I don't know how close you two were, but I'd wager that if his initials are permanently tattooed onto your body then you two were probably very close. And if that's the case, anon, then you probably meant a lot to him, too. In the end, we all forget the bad times. When your life flashes before your eyes, mother nature is kind enough to skip past the sour parts. If he thought about you in his final moments, I guarantee it was only the good things he thought of.
It's not much, but please don't beat yourself up, anon. He wouldn't want that. He'd ask you what you're kicking yourself for, and if you told him, I bet he'd tell you not to worry about it, man.
>>711892503
So true. Do you think she ever feels that way about us?
>>711892671
if she did she wouldn't have left.
>>711888617
dont send it as it is delete any part that makes it seem like youre sending it make her and them wonder whos sending it u dont want her finding a way to talk shit to you or come back to your parents about some shit
>>711892645
This is the only thing I can think of when i read the way you give advice to people. It's warm and truthful and no bullshit. it's perfect and you're an amazing person.
>>711892503
The amount I can relate to the top panel of this comic strip is... haunting.
>>711873154
>>711893011
Thanks, Anon. I'm genuinely flattered. It means a lot ^_^
>>711892987
Ya but no matter what I say she'll know. She never told anyone except for me about that guy. She never told anyone about me at all. It all comes back to me. So it's either I send it knowing she'll find out that it was me who got her in trouble or I don't and live knowing that I'm helpless and can't stop her from making bad decisions
>>711893171
Every. Time.
>>711893171
I hate making eye contact with girls on the train because it feels like if they catch me looking they'll think "What a creep, why is he looking at me?" It doesn't help that I'm tall and if I happen to be looking at them, I'm usually looking downward so it's not like I just turned my head.
>>711877302
I felt that way when my mom died two months ago, muy world is still falling into pieces and I cannot do nothing about it, my whole life is gone :/
>>711892645
We were very close for a long time. I didnt have many friends growing up and was always the kid that got picked on and bullied at school and home. Which is probably why i turned out the way i did when High School came. Unfortunately he was one of the long time friends that i drifted away from because of that. But no matter what he was always the kid that could brighten any room with his smile and he was friends with everyone. He didnt have a bad bone in his body and was such a light of inspiration and hope for anyone who knew him. i think thats why his passing hit everyone as hard as it did. Thank you for the kind words, and yeah, i know if heaven is real and he is up there he's probably looking down laughing at me wondering why im sad knowing that he found his peace with god before he passed and hes happy. Even knowing that though, its hard not to be sad about it or beat myself up over it. Its still very recent and still feels like yesterday, so maybe as time goes on it will get easier. But the tattoo was an assurance that i never forget him, and his kindness, and everything he represents.
>>711892455
He sounds like a wonderful man, anon. You should do something special for him. It sounds as if he's got a lot of weight on his shoulders at the moment. Why not do something to show him how much you care? It'd make him feel like a million dollars, for sure, and you'll be glad you did it.
does anybody have good coping strategies for dealing with anxiety. I'm not talking like how to say hi to a girl. I'm talking about how to be in that moment and get over that feeling. I was at work today and I was thinking about somebody else making my ex happy. If was an image I couldn't get out of my head. It branched off into a million other thoughts and questions and it got to the point where I couldn't concentrate, I couldn't eat lunch, I wanted to throw up and pass out, I was having trouble breathing and I was having an anxiety attack. None of my old coping strategies worked for me today.
>>711876713
Watch a clannad or something
Tfw you're tryna get over a break up and these ads ain't helping.
I was bullied from kindergarten through highschool. Kids beat me up a few times.
My family says it's not my fault. But I can't help the feeling that I am bad. Maybe I'm defective. Maybe I deserved to be beaten up. I mean what other explanation would there be for all those kids to hate me and the teachers to do nothing? I kinda want to die.
>tfw no energy anymore
>tfw don't go to class because I don't like waking up
>tfw have a negative demeanor all the time
>tfw interested in a really cute girl that might like me back
>tfw don't want to bring her down in the hole that I'm in
Time to drink beer and watch cartoons, I guess.
>>711893741
He sounds like a wonderful person, anon. I wish I'd had the chance to meet him before he passed.
It's tough, anon. You'll never forget about him. The tattoo is assurance enough of that. But I think that that's for the better. It sounds as if he lived a short but wonderful life. And if there's anything you can take from that, it's his spirit. Rather than resign himself to his impending demise, he decided to use his numbered days to make life just a little bit better for those around him. If that isn't a lesson for us all, I don't know what is.
There was once an anon on these threads that overcame his depression. He told us about it one day. In short, his secret was "be happy". Lose your job? Be happy. Lose your girl? Be happy. That's all there is to it. Life throws you a sucker punch every now and again. The mark of a good character is to take what life gives you and still find a way to be happy. If your friend can do it, even in the face of such insurmountable odds, then so can we all.
>>711893871
Do it, thank us later (:
>>711894179
You need to go through life now thinking every day you're alive is a big fuck you to everyone that tried to keep you down. Take this from an ADHD/Aspergers/Autistic guy. I tried to kill myself in grade 9 when someone stole my gym tshirt before a marathon and wrote retard on the back with big permanent black marker. I ran the whole marathon without anyone telling me what was on my back. I've never felt so humiliated. I tried to hand myself using bedsheets but my dad found me and took me to the hospital. Since then I've been running my life long marathon and every time I pass someone I used to know I get to grin and think fuck that guy. I'm proud of who I am now but it takes time man. You gotta hit rock bottom before things get better
>>711894601
I wish I could. It just hurt me so bad and screwed me up. I can hardly function as an adult because I can still hear those voices screaming at me, telling me how worthless and bad I am. I've almost died twice by my own hand and wasn't even good enough to do that right.
I hate my life. I fear for my feature. I'm smart enough but when it comes to tests no matter how hard I study I fail. Every. Single. Time. I have been trying my entire life to do good but it never works. I just can't seem to do it.
I just think maybe they were right. Maybe I do deserve to die. I just wish I could end it all. I hate this life. I hate this existence. I just want it to be over. All I do is sleep these days because every day I wake up makes my chest hurt. My dreams are the only good things in my life because for one moment in my stupid life I can finally be happy.
I am literally falling apart right now. I don't know how much longer I can do this honestly.
>>711894991
Ya I don't know what to tell you man. It's tough. You just gotta get used to it. Sorry. It looks like the feels train is at its end.
>>711894462
>>>711892645
You're right. In his short 17 years he made more of a difference and positive impact than most people can do in a whole lifetime. Thank you, anon. Your words have really helped me today. I hope you know you yourself are a great person, taking the time out of your day to respond and help me feel a little better about this situation.
>>711887863
I'm sorry you had to do that anon. And sorry for how you feel.
>>711894601
Some great advice, anon. Thank you. I like your outlook on life. As is the case in marathons, he who exits the gate the fastest rarely finishes first - if at all. And if you can read the word written on the back of someone's shirt, well that just means you're behind them, doesn't it? And what does it say about you if you're being beaten by that man?
"Retard" comes from the french word for slow, but we all know how the story of The Tortoise and the Hare ends.
>>711894991
Nobody ever deserves that kind of treatment, anon. I know guidance counselors and motivational speakers like to say it over and over again until it loses its meaning, but it's true. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemies. As much as I can empathize with the mindset of blaming yourself for this sort of thing, please understand that there are some circumstances which are just completely out of your control.
What's interesting is that you sound very similar to my ex-girlfriend. Right down to the smallest details. Your circumstances may be different in ways I cannot possibly imagine, but I'm going to try and tell you the exact same thing I'd tell her in this situation:
You may not realize it now because you can't know what others think of you, but you mean more to so many people than you can possibly imagine. You have touched permanently so many lives that it staggers the mind how you manage to even consider the idea of your own worthlessness. I know you have a lot going on in your life, and I know my words are effectively meaningless at this point because of how often I've repeated the exact same mantra, but it holds true every time. You are one of the greatest human beings to ever have walked this earth. And were it not for you, I would be far worse off than I am now. In fact, I'd probably be dead. So just imagine the number of people that, without knowing it, you may have saved from an early death at their own hand.
If you died, I'd die.
>>711895588
My pleasure, anon. helping people like you is one of the few things I have left that helps me feel secure, so hearing that I made a difference... well, it makes a difference. Stay warm, friend.
>>711895907
That blew my mind. You took my deep memory and took it to a whole other level of deep understanding. You're a wizard.
>living at home like a loser
>dad and I not really getting along
>so many job rejections I'm embarrassed to tell my parents or friends the number
>even rejected from old job I was great at, left on good terms, despite friends still there guaranteeing it
>car shits out today
>no money to fix and so without transportation
>suddenly cry for the first time in years today
>dad starts asking about certain friends during dinner
>see a pattern and he goes for it
>"So why don't you have your shit together like them?"
>no words, just get up from table and walk to the park
Shot what I thought was a haji. Turned out to be a teenager around my age running to us for help. Squad gathers in the dark room over the dying kid and we all decide to call In a confirmed kill to the guys waiting outside and put a knife from the kitchen next to the guy. All this was done while the man was still probably alive. He was still trying to breath while we left to go to the next house, though I could tell his lungs were filling with blood pretty fast. Only myself and 6 other people know about this. I don't drink but sometimes I get sleep paralysis and look up to see the same kid staring at me from the foot of my bed.
Feels really fucking bad man.
>>711892455
congrats anon, really refreshing to hear that SOMEONE likes their dad in this world. :)
I see my dad generally once a year and that's when I'm working at McDonalds in the drive thru and he comes through inthe morning during deer hunting season. I think we've both given up and realised there is no point in trying..
>>711896218
Hey helpful guy it's long distance relationship guy again. The email one. I spoke with her because it's 7:23am in England right now. She said she can talk on Saturday. Do I wait? I wanted to get it done on Thursday because I know she's seeing that guy on Friday. I wanted her gone by then but I want to be able to get everything out like you said. Do I accept it and wait until Saturday or just slowly dissapear
>>711880510
Kinda in the same situation anon.
Hope it Works out Good for you.
Happiness is a "feels", right? Well I am pretty happy. Life is pretty awesome. My wife is expecting and I love my job. I am about have a dance performance this Saturday in which I have a solo for the first time. We don't have a lot of money but we're managing enough that we just bought a house. Things are looking really great and it's ideas from great thinkers like this that kept me going.
I don't mean to gloat, I guess I just want to let everyone here know that through all the accomplishments I've had, there were great struggles and many sacrifices. Not all of them were easy and some seemed like they would never end but ultimately they did pass.
I just want you all to know "this too, shall pass." Find your philosophy. Discover your meaning. And forge a new path, one unique to yourself that no one else has ever done. You owe it to yourself. I guess I'm just paying it forward to anyone who would listen.
>>711889086
You're supposed to suck at first. You practice and get better.
>>711896975
Thanks anon, I know you're not trying to gloat man. It helps me out knowing it's a struggle to get something you want.
>>711890037
probably not good to couple that quote with a man drinking....
>>711873873
I feel you man, i was dating this 9/10 natural redhead, petite, pale with blue eyes flecked with green shy bookworm. Note i'm a 6/10 max, when she left me her excuse was that school was getting the better of her and that she wouldn't date until she finished her degree. That was a few months ago and now shes dating a 4/10 short anglo Indian dude and that really fucked me up, note that, that guy is her ex that cheated on her. Like how the fuck did i loose her to that guy?
not that it matter'd anyway, i dont i was ever really into her, i never really felt anything for her, even when we were dating our relationship seamed so stale, i cant seam to figure out why it hit me so hard. but hey anon just know you're not alone
>>711897363
I'll never understand why girls do that. My ex used to talk to the guy that leaked her nudes to the her school back in highschool. She said they were friends now. How tf do you allow someone like that to be your friend?!?!
>>711896708
I'd say wait until Saturday. It may be worth the wait to get it all off your chest.
>>711874772
it turns into a scar eventually. you start to remember how it made you feel, instead of feeling what it makes you feel if that makes sense.
a few years ago I was in a 3+ year relationship that she ended, partially because things were going bad for me with a hardcore stem degree which made me grim and haggard. Spent years :::feel:::ing about that and it hamstringed me socially and fucked my school career. became an alcoholic, etc.
it scars over eventually. I haven't talked to her in years. where I used to think about her daily, now I just think about the ringer I went through when I see things like this.
I'm not going to say it gets better, but it will get easier. Just don't drop off the map and find interpersonal connections, romantic and otherwise as quickly as possible or you'll end up like me drinking at 2:30 am on a tuesday evening.
>>711897105
No problem, brother. Change is inevitable so all struggles eventually lead to better places. Do not lose hope or strength of will. You will persevere. You will endure!
>>711897609
Ok thanks buddy. Gnight
Just ended things with a girl I've been seeing for about 2 months. She's the first person to make me forget about my ex of 3 years... she says she wants to be with me but she doesn't know why she's pushing me away, and doesn't think she deserves me so she wants to be friends but I don't know if I can do that.
>>711897618
Nice image. Wise words, too. I also find those to be the best ways to move on from something like that, though admittedly I've never had it as rough as you have.
Don't worry, anon. It may be 2:30 on Wednesday morning where you are, but Anonymous will always be here for you, no matter the hour.
>>711897724
Of course. Good night, and good luck with it all!
>>711897903
Inner dialogue.
>>711897751
>more of our conversation
>>711898010
And one more just to add to the story
>>711876765
senior here, i spent my whole highschool life playing tf2, and company of heroes, and now overwatch with my friends, i never went to any parties since i was never invited and was never popular. i barely got my first girlfriend last year since i starded working out for the summer and such, to ths day i still talk to my friends and play overwatch with them as you do
>>711897363
i doubt*
pic related, shes the girl on the far left
>>711896561
Jesus fuck
Jesus guys, what do you think this all means? Have these emotions always been here and are just starting to show or have us humans evolved to become more emotional? Fuck man, I see so many sad anons and I am sad too. Where did we go wrong? Why is this happening?
When will it end.....
Alright, folks. I've got to get to sleep. I hope you all find the answers you're looking for. When you do, don't be afraid to pass 'em on. I could use some of my own.
Until next time, Anons. Goodnight.
>>711898727
Good night, anon.
>>711889985
Similar situation about college. Sitting at a 2.08, barely kept myself from being academically suspended from school for a full year, during which time any credits I earned from any other school would not be accepted by my original school. Can't fucking bring myself to study more than a day before any exams. Have started missing assignments in most of my classes, significantly concerned I may not get my gpa high enough not only to get a goddamn job, but to get into dental school, or even stay at this fucking school. Basically been going on adderall and caffeine binges for 4-5 days, no sleep whatsoever to even get my shit done. Every time I talk to my mom I can feel the disappointment. She had me see a psychiatrist over the summer, as she could clearly tell I was depressed from my last spring semester, during which I got a 0.85 gpa, which brought my cumulative down to 1.7. Fucking cried in front of her when I thought I fucked up my final exam for the class I had to retake over the summer to replace the F I got during the spring. I'm fucking 19 and I cried in front of her at 2 in the morning after I finished the exam. Can tell my dad is always worried about me and is clearly disappointed as well. My older brother goes to the same university and is preparing to graduate this spring. Clearly the more successful son. Far better at hockey than I was. Wasn't a fuckup in school. Had an internship at JP Morgan/Chase as a financial analyst over the last summer, and already has accepted the job offer they gave him for after they graduate. Already going to be making $85k a year, plus benefits, a signing bonus of $10k, and a great car from the company. I can barely get the grades to stay at school as a biochem/pre-med student, probably will not get into medschool/dental school. Just want to fucking be able to figure it the fuck out.
>>711876765
My high-school life was wrought with anger, feigned indifference and at sometimes depression cause a bitch cheated on me and wouldn't let go
But there were times there when I felt like king, no one could peg me down. I felt like a actual rebel, actually having fun in my youth, cursing out teachers and doing what I wanted half the time.
But it all comes to the hollow realization that the only person that stuck with me through highschool is one I endlessly admire as a role model, and I feel unworthy as his friend, like I had always held him back with my status among others in the school.
Where he was getting compliments and happy birthdays in person and all that, I was always ignored, never really acknowledged by anyone. So I spoke out a lot in class, like a class clown, only problem was it was to hide how low I think of myself sometimes. I have a girlfriend but it feels like sometimes she doesn't understand me. I'm glad me and her are together, because she's one of the only people that keeps the bad thoughts at bay, she helps me feel like a person again. I'm glad for the life I have been given, but I'm haunted knowing I've done nothing to deserve it
>>711882541
Same. Fucking chubby shit lord with no personality or experience with relationships.
>>711876765
I was with the same group of 40 kids from kindergarten to 8th grade, and we were all a very close group. Not everyone talked to each other daily or were best friends, but everyone knew each other and was kind to one another.
When highschool came, everyone went to a different school than I did. I tried my best to make friends here, but I feel so alone at this school. All the people I talk to feel more like acquaintances than actual friends. Everyone here has known each other for years, and I'm the odd man out. I try to talk and joke with them but it feels like I don't belong. I'm never invited to parties, never invited to a friend's house or to a movie. Nothing. And it makes me feel so empty.
All of the crushes I have are dead ends. My freshman year I crushed on this girl from the first day to the last, and even now I get butterflies when I see her. I fucked up with her. In the first month of school during fifth period she came and talked to me, but I couldn't keep the conversation going. She talked to me two other times that year. During the last week of school I had almost worked up the courage to ask her out when she started hanging out with this black kid named Brandon. In class. It hurt, but I thought I wouldn't have to experience that same feeling again. This year, I saw a girl in my Spanish class who was stunning. Not the perfect girl, but pretty damn close. Since the first time I saw her I was in love. Today I found out she has a boyfriend when they made out in front of me.
I feel so alone /b/ros, everyday I wake up and go through the motions of life, each day the same as the last. The only time I ever feel good is when I talk to online friends, people that I will probably never see in real life. My parents only care about the grades that I get. I feel so alone.
>>711876765
2nd tier social life under the "popular" kids. had friends, had a gf, ect. went to "parties" relatively frequently but only 10-20 people First time we "partied" I was 18 and a few friends of mine had an older brother get some liquor and we just got drunk. No girls or american pie style shenanigans. I was in a major metropolitan area with a 2000+ person school so the hollyjew version of highschool with one 75 person graduating class didn't really apply. everyone stratified and the "nerds" ended up in our own AP and honors classes and stratified amongst ourselves into "popular" and so forth.
>>711876765
same man, I dont feel confident in any social context. spent my time dicking around on skype with people I didnt know in real life and now I feel lost when it comes to actually making friends.
>be me 18 newfag attempting to greentext
>graduated high school work trash demo job
>quit after 3 months due to leg injury
>soon develop depression
>family notices and talks to neighbors and friends
>stop attending church because all i get is stares
>start getting joked about by friends
>i stop going outside all together
>only things that interest me is sleeping but still always tired
>cant show my face to family and friends they only make fun of me they joke (the devil took hold of me)
>leg is ok now and everyone says i got my whole life to live
>still no gf lost only chance when i had to switch schools
>lose entire work ethic and future perspective
>19th birthday friday am conisdering sleeping through it
>feel like i dissapointed parents, lost my friends, and dont care about my future
>but only time i have a will to get out of bed and laugh now is when i look foreward to /b/ and /pol/
>thanks bois for helping me wake up everyday
I dont think ive ever gotten a compliment that wasn't just someone taking pity on me or trying to make me feel good about myself
>>711900837
i know that feeling, friend
>in sales for my shitty job
>goddamn slick at it
>can talk to people all day
>instigate conversation all the time
>sell shitload of merch and upsell people all the time
>completely dogshit at interpersonal communication
it makes me feel like I'm fucking autistic not being able to interact normally with my coworkers but being able to be 110% engaging with customers. It's like when someone gives me a job, whether a school project or pays me to do ___ i fire on all cylinders but left to my own devices I shitpost on 4chan and purposefully neuter conversation.
I take pride in looking and dressing decently and am in shape, but I'm entirely unsocialized and hate dealing with people in a personal capacity.
t. inb4/r9k/
>>711901030
Yeah it sucks, starting to lose motivation in the things i liked doing and feel like noone gives a shit
Anyone have a working dump/archive of Pictures for Sad Children?
That faggot pulled his website down and has been issuing DCMA takedown requests because people want to see his work but he's bitter over his failure to monetize it.
>>711901037
>looking and dressing decently and am in shape
get over yourself you worthless faggot
>>711885608
can u share that wallpap
>>711873154
If you need to expose how patheticaly weak you are in order to feel better, you have a serious problem.
But I have the cure
Grow the fuck up.
>>711885608
Fucking good job mate, it took me 2 years to do this shit and I've never felt better about it even though honestly i still hold alot of hatred and angry for that whore. Im proud of you
>>711902335
>this mad you're fat
>this mad you think a trilby is formal wear
>implying I haven't suffered ego death long ago
I don't give a fuck m8, but it concerns me I can only connect with people by selling them something.
>>711885777
took me a year or so. funnily enough talking with some friends made me figure out i was attracted to my idea of her, not actually who she was. i hit her up again since we broke up on goodish terms, we went out, and after a couple trips out i figured this was not a person i'd want to date. hopefully it works out for you friend
>>711885777
5 months, but it eventually cleared up. it always dose eventually and i can promise you that.
just unfriend her on facebook and delete all her contacts eg. number, kik, insta and phone contacts. also get rid of anything that reminds you of her eg pictures of you and her, just try to get her out of your life completely and you'll heal up alot quicker
