Lit some coals in my room and will slowly let the CO build till it reaches a lethal concentration of 2000 ppm. Any questions for a dying man, /b/?
But why /b/ro ?
Why are you doing this? Just done with life? I feel same way all the time.way more lately.
>>710971242
NEET, stuck in shit apartment, no friends, I just don't think this world's for me.
>>710971422
seems real. remember, you are our /b/ro. How much time left? can you tell?
stream it
Did you vote trump?
read this story At night I click on your profile. Oh the excitement, it fills the air. With one hand under the covers, the other firmly placed on my nipple I begin. Working on my throbbing penis to the thought of your chiseled masculine body, wrestling me into the ground. You overpower me and punishes my weak body, oh my boipussy you have conquered. And then I squirt with the force of a thousand elephants, with the sound of a thousand screaming children and the might of a titan. Thus my fantasy ends, and I clean up and sleep, cuddling my pillow with a picture of you on it. Sweet dreams my prince, I say, kissing you tenderly.
>>710971537
It takes a while. Probably an hour or two to get lethal concentration in a room this size.
Farewell my friend, hope you find peace on the other side
Remember, fire is cleansing, But all things that burn can clean. Ill see you in hell anon. Wait for me.
>>710971185
I don't know how to stop you, but know that the world could use someone like you, often time we who self harm understand others in a greater sense, ifor you die I hope there's peace in your dreamless sleep my friend
>>710971185
i hope you added a paper on the door saying
toxic gases inside, do not enter, call the cop
tbh if I wanted to kms I would just vote Hillary but I think your way gives you the choice of reconsidering and not bringing down the world with you.
>>710971690
I'd imagine I'd get light headed or something when the time is near, but since the bodies asphyxiation response is based on CO2 concentrations and CO simple stops the uptake of oxygen, I probably won't feel much.
>>710971690
Where are you from man
>>710971185
Your going to have to get to 5000 ppm at least. Good luck
>>710971185
Life after death is worse than you could imagine. Use your final moments to learn about Islam.
Aside from that, how will we know if ur trolling or not? Some form of identification? Name? Alias? State?
>>710971728
I'd like to think that but honestly I'm pretty self absorbed and apathetic towards others, one of the big reasons I don't have friends.
>>710971185
Your just going to wake up with a massive headache and feel like shit. The coal will stop burning well before the O2 level drops low enough for you to actually die... All youll do is end up with brain damage
there's still a lot of beauty to be observed in the world. Don't tap out until you've seen your share of it.
>>710971892
Who knows, the numbers are all over the place. The beauty of CO is that it binds way stronger than oxygen so a little goes a long way.
>>710971971
Sounds like youreal still someone who is capable of change, how old are you
>>710972035
You don't need O2 levels to drop, the CO prevents O2 from binding with haemoglobin.
This is how I was going to do it too. When my wife left me in 2005 and took my kids I lost everything and didn't want to go on. They said life would get better. It hasn't really. I always regret not doing it because now I can't. My mind-set isn't there. I've just given up on everything. I had a nice house, great job, good education, nice things, cars. I never drank or did drugs.
Now I'm an alcoholic.
Fuck it if you don't have friends. Anon just go sell everything and do some backpacking/traveling. I highly recommend doing the El Camino in Spain. It's a month long hike but after it you'll fall in love with life and everything it offers. You'll make a shit ton of friends from all over the world as well. Don't kill yourself cas that's too easy. Take the harder route and challenge yourself
>>710971185
any waifu ?
>>710971971
There's still hope for you man, there's a whole world of people who are scared and sad sometimes just like you, and those same people are also hopeful and happy sometimes just like you, this post wasnot a goodbye it's a cry for help, let us help you
>>710971580
I was actually tempted to do that a while back, I was thinking a stream where I just sit in the woods and ramble about shit for a few hours, then just pull out a shotgun from under the leaves and off my head.
https://discord.gg/FbVzcTG
>>710972268
I've had a few short flings, all ended when I refused to meet their families or they realised I was a hollow pathetic pleb just using them for sex and emotional venting.
>>710971878
Michigan. Great state m8
Don't do it!
Don't you want to see who wins the election?
>>710972609
When he finds out he'll probably kill himself anyway
>>710971185
can you open a window? it's better to die in a well ventilated room.
Don't you want to live to see the next Fappening? It will be glorious, and worth it, /b/ro. Put out the coals.
>>710971185
farewell /b/rother. see you in the otherside
>>710972945
Nice one m8 <8
No lovely death fumes getting out on my watch.
>>710973026
but seriously, don't do it (yet). do something crazy memeroable, you might get a boost or maybe not.
Come on man, get it together.
If you're posting on here you're probably 15-25. You have you whole life in front of you. The only one holding you back is yourself. Plus, you'll really, really hurt people who liked you.
It really is permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't kill yourself please
>>710972609
>>710972901
damn just go to canada, we don't have fuck up politic like in the usa.
Any suggestions for last music? I've been listening to some softer stuff from Aphex Twin, Nirvana, Proem, Modest Mouse, RHCP, Boards of Canada, This Will Destroy You, Mazzy Star, Pearl Jam. Suggestions for more mellowish stuff greatly appreciated.
>>710973311
dance gavin dance. their album whatever i say is royal ocean. it's pretty mellow you might like it /b/rother
>>710973311
Prefuse 73, Flying Lotus, Blue Sky Black Death
>>710971185
hydrogen sulfide is way deadlier than carbon monoxide.
and damn way much faster,
>>710971185
wish i had the balls to do it
>>710971833
Yeah OP don't let someone else be fucked because you can't achieve anything
Post pic of self anon
Listen to some gong
>>710971185
I just contacted your local police.
>>710973515
Meh, probably not very easy to make. I'm already getting a bit light headed less than an hour in.
>>710973633
this
show us ur cock before you go
>>710973633
Checked do it anon
Post your name so we can look up an obituary
>>710973311
reckoner - radiohead
good luck dude but honestly, you should just go to mexico and fuck a bunch of hookers and do blow. some guy on reddit said he was gonna kill himself and then he took the trip and it changed his life
>>710973656
I'm using 10^100 proxies m8
>>710973817
This
Let the hookers ease the pain muh mayne. It's not too late to turn it all around
>>710971185
tell us your story anon
>>710973633
Checked,
>>710972242
This. Seriously, you could do whatever you want now!
>>710971185
Op?
We, the users of 4chan /b/ are the lowest of the lowest on the internet, especially in this era. Where furry shit has become a regular hourly thing. I understand your decision. 4Chan, the place for friendless piece of shits has died. And we're being left alone. My prayers go out to you anon. It makes me sad that yet another /b/ro dies cause of his inflictions. Call me a faggot but even though I don't know it makes me sad to know that someone felt the need to kill himself. That he was unworthy or just not made for this world. I feel the same. But I just don't feel the need to end it. There's still hope. Hope to accomplish something. What are your hobbies? My hobby is gaming. Without gaming I would've fucking hung myself. I'll be happy, even if I was poor. With almost no food to eat. If I was able to play my games. If you do continue this shit, and if its not a bait. I feel bad for you and my condolences go out to your close ones. Even if you think there aren't any.
>>710973633
You're gonna kys anyway, might as well
>>710971185
Quit fucking around op don't squander your opportunity to be a badass motherfucker, doesnt matter what you look, act, or live like people change dont be a pussy and take the easy street to death live a long badass life
>>710973817
https://www.reddit.com/r/casualiama/comments/2lbqym/traveled_to_mexico_to_buy_chemicals_to_humanely/
>>710974250
that's not how depression works
>>710971185
Open a window. Put out the coals and go OUTSIDE. Go for a walk, life is awesome.
Do whatever the fuck you want, you clearly arnt afraid of dying so whats holding you back from living?
op is a liar
>>710973983
this
>>710974299
It makes sense to me. If I were to kill myself it would be cause my current life would be no fun. That sounds like fun, if you already want to die. Why not do something reckless to make a small chance to make a turn around? I would do this.
>>710971185
You still with us OP?
>>710974440
such logic is easy when you don't have the depression that keeps you from taking action
>>710974568
Would you cucks stop arguing op may be dead he hasn't posted in a long min. Now
>>710974568
You don't know me. Maybe I tried killing myself and I'm currently on a watch so I don't try it again, till I 'get/feel better'.
>>710973225
I just don't see a point in living. I'm completely incapable of having real relationships.
>>710974621
>>710974648
I speak from decades of experience
>>710974656
Op show me your face and tell me your name maybe I wanna be your friend
>>710974568
Quit thinking you retard.
>>710974621
Okay Mr . experience how do you know he was depressed
>>710971185
not to long ago i saw some arsenic on sale on ebay 100 gram for 15$, its take about a gram to die, you could have shared it with your friend and family.
>>710974801
Wrong poster m8
>>710974717
and deprive you of your gimmick?
>>710974656
i'm clinically depressed and had pretty crippling social anxiety that I overcame through drugs and alcohol. I'm completely serious about this and it's worth a shot.
>>710974893
tell us your story /b/ro
Still here, just warming up a pop tart
>>710974946
Show face op maybe you could make a few friends tonight
>>710973311
put some explosions in the sky - the only moment we were alone on
>>710974893
Boohoo. You should off yourself with a shotgun and spare us your millenial bitching
>>710974893
Hehe, same thing. in my case speed was awesome and opening me up, just gotta make sure you get off it eventually
>>710974946
I know it could be scary. But show us your face or give us a name. Heck it, just give us your social media. If your fully confident of dying. Make this a story we will still talk about months, maybe years later. Become a legend.
>>710971185
Not enough proof unfortunately but if you're being serious, goodbye anon.
>>710973277
>Trudeau
lolk
>>710975096
Seriously this,
Did you seal it up very well? You'll likely not reach 2000 ppm if there are any kind of cracks or gaps. Also, smoke a blunt and accelerate the process.
>>710971185
its charcoal lump or brick ?
Bye OP. Good riddance when the weak kill themselves
op you are a perverted piece of shit
why do you post this? you getting off on this? delete this post and take a long fucking walk and think about all the People who clearly have less reason to live than you, yet still enjoys every second of IT. you are killing yourself because you cant get along with others? what kind of special faggot are you? are you Even trying to fit in? Just shut the fuck up, and smile. you will master shit socially within a month and you know it. you dont even truly believe your reasons to kill yourself. Jesus you fucking suck op, an hero for us. you are a miserable asshole, your dad should have hit you more.
Mate, if this is real, don't fucking do it. I'm not going to tell you about some magical life changing cure all, but I can tell you it isn't worth it.
>>710971185
are you religious or atheist ?
>>710971185
Good lord don't kys before fucking Voting fro Trump. Your going Full Retard at least do something with your life. REEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>710971185
God Speed OP.
>>710975539
i am sure he is too young to vote yet,
>>710971601
Underrated post.
>>710974943
>outgoing as fuck child
>somewhat socially awkward but I was in my own head all the time so it didn't matter
>puberty hits
>gain awareness of social interactions, girls, popularity hierarchy
>I do OK because I have established friends
>get transferred to a new school at the start of highschool (14 years old)
>no friends
>bad acne added to the low confidence
>in spanish class one day and I see the stoner kid with some weed.
>he sees me and winks
>later in the bathroom asks me if I want some and I buy some
>asks me if I want to smoke but I'm too fucking scared
>go home and smoke it and I'm just amazed that I can be taken out of this zone of constant fear and self-pity
I smoked weed as a junior in HS and just buy buying drugs from this kid I got invited to a party
>get drunk there
>alcohol is like a gift from God
>suddenly not so nervous, start cracking jokes, saying the things I've always wanted to say with the confidence to say them
>make friends
>hook up with a few girls before the end of the year and senior year is like a beautiful dream
The cycle sadly repeated itself in college. It's not a solution to your problems but it can help immensely. The only problem is that it is now a crutch, I drink a six pack pretty much every night. But I can also get on with people a lot easier, even when sober. Furthermore if you go and meet people and get drunk with them the next time you see them sober you have this shared experience that you both can reflect on and it will create a bond.
Without alcohol for me personally, I'd be a shut-in. Just try not to drink alone because it will establish an "escape from reality" association with booze and you could become more depressed.
I moved to a different state recently and the process is repeating itself. Right now I'm lonely and abusing drugs and alcohol but I have hope of meeting people through work, mutual living situation, going to bars in a college town, etc.
Go to a music festival.
>>710974893
its just some pussy chemicals in your brain. lol you dont even have a story to tell, pathetic op. how can you kill yourself?
>>710975630
TL;DR
>>710971185
i am pretty sure op lost conciouness.
>>710975077
not a millenial, 90s kid. I don't bitch about it in real life but I'm trying to give OP something to relate to. I never blamed anyone else other than myself, so why don't you just go re-assess your life and marvel at the fact that you are posting stupid shit on an anonymous image board.
Dum dum girls- coming down
Deftones- anniversary of an uninteresting event
My morning jacket- dondante, it beats for you, run thru
Gorillaz- el manana
Saline dion- calling you (from bagdad)
Kavintsky- night call
I hope you find peace in whatever happens today.
wheres the live stream link?
>>710975433
I just want a sense ofcompany in my final moments.
>>710975536
Atheist
>>710975630
I ocasionally drik or smoke a joint, it's fun bt not that much worth it.
>>710973311
>that taste
I'd tell you to kill yourself, but apparently you beat me to it
>>710974073
>>710972242
This is such bullshit and actually an insult. You can't do anything without money.
>>710975651
yea no shit you fucking retard. ever take high school chemistry? everything is a chemical including the neurotransmitters that make you feel happy even though you are a total piece of shit.
>>710975659
maybe for your dumbass but all OP is doing is waiting to die and monitoring this thread. if you didn't have time to spare you wouldn't be browsing 4chan. you can off yourself. OP's life on the other hand might be worth saving
>>710975886
Why not use another method?
I feel you are using a method that takes time because you are uncertain that you actually want to die. Do you really want to? I'm not saying that you should or shouldn't, it just seems to me that you are uncertain.
>>710975886
Goddammit, you shit, open the window!
Hey OP, fuck the moralfags, good on you for killing yourself. Life as we know it is malignantly useless, mass suicide is the best we can hope for as a species.
>>710975931
I don't see much to being a music snob these days. The point of music is whatever floats you boat.
Live stream faggot.
>>710975630
you drink a six pack? my mom drinks a six pack.
you seem to have No problem writing about your apparantly disgusting life, sure you arent doing this to get off? imposter, drink your sixpack and eat your disgusting food. THAT is your last meal, think about that. probably all the shit food you eat that caused this imbalance of chemicals in your brain, that and all the unhealthy sitting inside 24/7 fapping and being a disgusting pig. wow you really should not kill yourself now you little bitch.
you people..
>>710975987
Well yea, I'm pretty sure I want todie at this point though
>>710975746
Hopefully
>>710975886
drugs guy here.
not gonna argue with you, it worked for me but if it hasn't worked for you then I'm sorry.
you like music obviously. try going to a festival or a show. even if you go alone just buy some drinks. if you're poor get some booze and sneak it in. wait outside the bathroom and when people are around pull it out and drink it. you may strike up a convo with some girls who want to take a sip or something. let that start a conversation.
it may sound like a lot of work but the alternative is dying.
gonna leave this thread soon but just an fyi you're not completely alone. and as you get older you cope better imo, so don't forget that your situation can get better in the future, even if it feels hopeless now
>>710976150
You say that but I feel you still have a sense of doubt in you. If you wanted to truly kill yourself I feel you would just do it. Then again, I'm not exactly right. Some people do go through what they say. My life has been pretty shit tier before, or at least I felt like it was, but there's always better days. Idk just my personal experiences. How old are you?
>>710976141
I chose pop tart because:
-Acctually pretty good
-Easy to make
-Nostakgic value
>>710976141
you can't even spell and probably didn't graduate high school. you also seem to think I'm the OP because your reading comprehension is total shit. I don't even fap anymore because that shit is gay.
You're jacking off a dude and getting jacked off by a dude at the same time.
>>710976141
Fuuuuuck
Right in the feels
I'm 29
Surviving off of pizza
(Not fat though because I don't eat a lot)
Suicidal
Depressed
Crippling Anxiety
Don't leave my house except for work
(Quit job 3 days ago, haven't left since.)
I don't have the motivation to eat and act like a human.
You just need some Dillard's in your life.
>Killing on election day so you dont find out who wins
Op pls.
>>710976303
Well yea I had doubt but not really anymore. 22.
>>710973311
Always look on the bright side of life.. obviously..
https://youtu.be/jHPOzQzk9Qo
Is OP kill
>>710971185
Yes. Proof of coals, and none ventilation
and your method for measuring.
>>710976880
>mfw
>not op
thanks buddy
>>710971185
put your PC on top of the coals it will be over quicker and we wont have to read your pathetic bullshit.
>>710976746
Are you sure?
>>710975886
Hey OP, what do you enjoy, or do you think you would enjoy (if you haven't done it) , just mention one thing, there has to be something..
>>710973311
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-HUgzYPm9g
>>710977024
You're welcome, but not sure I understand. You didn't know the song?
>>710971185
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIgZ7gMze7A
>>710975975
sorry but this so fucked up if not bait. this is the most horrible way I can imagine someone going, its not human.
seriously op in your fucking dark room? with a pop tart?
Ded yet? Or just hickory smoked?
>>710976371
didnt read much lol
>>710976371
your story is shit
>>710975886
you should definitely try lsd before you kys
>>710977398
This...
.dll
i also feel pretty down these few days with no set places i wanna go or can see myself going, i have nothing at all now except my genius. But still i never really seriously considered killing myself. I hope you dont kill yourself op. Reading the new testament of the bible would help.
>inb4 you wake up in a psych ward with minor brain damage
dont kill yourself dumb ass
>I'm speechless
>>710971185
What's it like knowing that your time here is going to end, and that you're not going to be able to experience anything new or fresh from this point on? Something amazing could be invented, or some form of media that you keep up with has updated. You won't know, or ever be able to experience that, because you'll be dead. I consider killing myself sometimes, but honestly, I really wanna play Breath of The Wild, or watch more Rick and Morty, or whatever. Sometimes it's just that that keeps me going. Those are things that bring me joy, and I don't want to end my time because I don't wanna be left out of that joy. That's not even considering my friends and family.
>>710975886
DID YOU VOTE FOR TRUMP? DOO EEETTTT
