An hero, ask me stuff? Cocaine and over the counters.
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An hero, ask me stuff?
Cocaine and over the counters.
>>710373647
Could you repeat that?
>>710373851
Im killing myself by over dosing on cocaine and over the counter medicine.
Ask me anything thread
>>710374004
Just shoot yourself, less chance of waking up like a fucking potato
What otc's are you using and specific quantities of everything you're taking
>>710374228
Mostly random shit. I have done a lot f coke this morning so far
Just hoping ive got enough coke to do the trick
>>710374439
Don't take the nyquil, you'll be asleep before you can finish the job
>>710374945
Thanks, ill takeit last
>>710373647
dont do it
>>710375111
Trips has spoken
>>710375111
oops
op here have done more coke just now than all together in my life
>>710375269
famous last words
>>710375269
Update: heart is racing, head swirling. Its a mix of terror and euphoria. Honestly feel like im riding a roller coaster all the way down. Captchas are done in like half a second. Dear lord
Stream when?
>>710375796
My last words i spoke were "please dont get into a car accident, im sure there are people back at home that love you, drive safe" to the woman than almost got in a head in collision with me leaving my apartment complex. She was on the wrong side of the road . Couldnt hear me but i said it anyway hoping it would help
Why do you wanna die?
>>710375950
Dunno how to stream on phone. Did i mention im practically autistic for a normal person?
>>710376067
Well, its not that i want to die. I lost hope. Childhood was fucked. Air force dad always out on assignments that would last a few days or a week, shit mother who didnt cook, smoked around us all the time, fucking alcoholic - drove me to 2nd grade dance drunk and danced with my friends parents and teachers shit faced. Told me i ruined my family and i reconfirmed i was never meant to be convceived in highschool. It all sort of snowballed to me being a dissapointment at a dead end job at a bad apartment and me wanting to kms.
Tldr, i grew up hating life, i now have the resources to end it lol
>>710376166
Youtube should be ok.
>>710376067
>>710376493
I hope that was a decent explanation.
Fuckint store front captcha is also pretty cancer
>>710376560
Dunno how to go live only post but i KNOW youtube will shut it down quick. The dont wanna be know for the kid kiicking it live lmao dude
>>710376689
Nah there was a dude a few weeks back from /b/ who was smokin a J for ages and naked and preparing to off himself. All they did was make it 18+.
Going through these, will finish big boy drug in a little bit
>>710376778
Thats fuckin nuts, how do you go live lmao? You just click a button or?
>>710376846
You should have got heroin too, a heavy speedball and the otc would almost be guaranteed. I think you're gonna live m9
>>710376992
I couldnt get heroin. I really hope i dont get back up from this ..
>>710376914
damn u fast son
No idea, sorry! Try under the "live" section when you're signed in?
Try fapping OP and tell us what it's liek.
>>710377082
When you take the nyquil tie a noose or belt around your neck and attach to doorknob or something sturdy for when you fall over or lie down, you'll suffocate painlessly in your sleep
>>710377138
Ill check it out.
Sent out some 4 am messages. People i wanted to give a little closure. Hit me with this. Sorry girl, i probs wont be here next summer.
>>710377356
Oh damn, i got belts. Did not think about that. Shaking prety hard core right now, i think a lot of this is getting to me already
>>710377370
Man
Youu could have put your willy in her
Why you wanna an hero before that?
>>710377452
Might wanna hurry and get that set up then so you know the belt will hold and it's not long enough to fail. Slip it through the buckle and tie the end to the knob hardcore and that way the loop will automatically tighten with weight
>>710377658
Not like that, we talked a tiny bit in highschool but we are j>>710377763
ust friends
>>710377763
Hhave not drank yet
This is getting really intense, not sure im gonna be able to type for too long.
>>710377370
people care about you, you can still call an ambulance, save yourself
>>710378016
>Im killing myself by over dosing on cocaine and over the counter medicine
>call an ambulance
doin it worng
Only taken 24 tylenol says 10 in 24 hours
>>710376846
>>710378223
DID IYOU NOT SEE THE NEW WARNING?
>>710378091
correct!
You wont die... mb 3days later in a painful way cuz ur liver failed from >8g tylenol
>>710378305
I smelled the warning of a line of cocaine through a 20 dollar bill
Only faggots don't have the mental fortitude to convince themselves to wake up tomorrow morning. Stop being a faggot OP, you're taking the lazy way out. You're going to work your shit job and be miserable like the rest of us because it's marginally better than being dead.
How u doin OP?
>>710378857
Just shakey, thinking i need to get something else to get the this really going. Either that or my heart is about to stop and im just waiting it out to see if i gotta go to the store or not
>>710378857
Oh my bad, also feel like everything inside me from my throat down is mashed potatoes.
>>710379036
Cool, I could go for some mashed potatoes right about now.
Good luck faggot hope u feel better or die trying!
>>710373647
How old are you op?
I just entend to die in some 72 hour drug induced comatose. Not really looking for better
>>710374519
Hope it's some decent quality blow
>>710379637
dude, youre my age. I think it's really really sad to see this whole thread go down. I was in your position a year ago, and honestly, go to the hospital, get all that shit out of your system, and live.
>>710379737
granted, I do smoke, take paxil, and xanax to be a little normal now, but I have not have had a single suicidal thought in a very very very long time.
>>710379661
It really is. Just puked up like two tylenol>>710379737
Still puking, sweating so bad, violent shakes. Pretty sure the coke is not cut with anything btw. Stopped puking while typing.
>>710379637
At 19 you haven't even started your adult life OP. If you're going to an hero, at least stay a bit longer before you do.
>>710379812
Man i have been wanting to do this since i was in like 7th grade lmao, its been a long time coming. Not surprised its happening now
>>710379952
Obviously, I don't know you, but I obviously care too. Coming from someone your age and was in that position. Whats your name OP?
>>710379912
Think its too late. Did all the coke. Heart is pounding, sweating violently, shaking uncontrollablyx i am really fucked up
>>710379912
Agreed, go to college, find a fulltime job and a nice lady and good friends.
>>710374004
>over dosing on cocaine
Yeah I doubt it. How many grams do you have?
>>710380049
I dont want to get into namesz, op os fine
>>710380072
Thats why I was saying to go to the hospital. You won't be in trouble with the law when you go there.
Good luck brother, go feet first and don't fear the darkness
>>710380121
None now lmao.. my limbs fell really big lile they are full of water and inflated>>710380121
>>710380072
You realize that these types of suicides are hardly ever effective right? And just end up with you in a mental institution for a month. It's a cry for help suicide, not a statement suicide or a true suicide. If you really want out, use a gun, or helium and exit bag.
Exactly how big is your dick right now?
>>710380141
I understand that OP. All I'm saying is, your life has just started, so even though you had a really fucked up life, you can leave it all behind and still live.
>>710380211
Thank you man
Pussy, don't do it. You are 19 life can't be that hard, unless your name is Chester then do it you filing coke whore
>>710380275
Pvsmall, it only really gets and size when erect tbh
>>710380271
It'll make OP really fucking high, lethargic, achy, and always out of it.
>>710380271
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods
Here's a helpful chart. Good luck OP.
>>710380331
Not chester lol im not gay just a fag op
>>710380389
I feel you. 6.5cm wrinkle donger when flaccid, 16.5cm lady boner engaged.
>>710380410
Fuck i have seen that. But thatsbreallynwhy i gotnthe coke. To just fuck it up. Dont knowbifbits working.
Another day, another suicide thread on b/
It's worrying how common these threads are. When I tell my normie friends about them they're horrified but I'm just so used to them now.
>>710377370
We feel bad for them not you.
>>710380614
What is that, a 2 inch boner?
>>710380614
I think mines p much the same except not as long hard . Ameri fag so i cant do the conversions while trying to kms
>>710380699
New fag here how often are they bait
Man, when I kill myself I'm gonna have a week-long marathon of crystal meth and heroin. Gonna die like a rockstar.
>>710380699
You're an absolute fucking faggot and if you can't reread your post and realize that then you should an hero yourself. You don't belong here
>>710380820
Ill post pics of my vomit and empty powdery coke bag
>>710380820
All the time. Lol
>>710380743
6.5 inches if I have done the math correctly.
>>710376846
Kek take too much Tylenol you'll just die a slow agonizing death as your liver and all other major organs begin to shut down..I say go out this way
>>710380820
Start by not posting anything for the next 2 years. Lurk more faggot
>>710380614
>16.5cm
Pretty average
>>710380957
Op: think im closer to 5 in tbh, but i guess good at sex when i do have it because they cum a bunch of times before i nut once
I call bullshit.
>>710380820
I'd say most arent bait exactly, but very few of them actually kill themselves. It's usually 'I have this bottle of medicine gonna take it all and die' and then everyone tells them what a stupid idea that is and they should just shoot themselves.
>>710380994
Op, sounds good to me
>>710380882
REEEEEE GTFO NORMIE FRIEND HAVER
>>710381094
One sec will turn lights on
>>710381081
>because they cum a bunch of times before i nut once
Haha oh poor boy. No, they dont.
>>710381094
Puke hard to see, very watery, all ive had to drink or eat in the last 12 hours was alcohol
>>710381143
What? You just said you talk about 4chan to your friends, kill yourself newfag
>>710381094
Stopped doig lines and just took hits from bag
>>710381302
What kind of barbarian doesn't puke in the toilet
>the world is better off without you
>>710381302
M9 you're not trying very hard to kill yourself, do something more extreme
>>710381307
That wasnt me. And dont be a retard if you had actual friends you'd know you end up talking about a lot of things.
if legit dont do it op.. more 2 live for man..
Also its a waste of cocaine i could have that
>>710381393
Trying to stay away from roommates so they dont wake up and also it was coming too fast, had to puke here and now
You're gonna feel like shit 2moro OP. But an alive piece of shit.
>>710381463
It is already used. I am thinking about running to the store and just trying to pick up a shit ton of meds that have lethal overdose effects, like a ass ton of acetminophen so i can slip into a coma and die
>>710381428
Oh interestingly enough I do happen to have friends, I guess I'm just not as big of an autist as you that I have conversations about fucking 4chan
>>710381511
Hopefully not if i keep going like this for the next three days
>>710381610
>slip into a coma
That's not what happens bucko. You'll be slowly dying in agonizing pain over the course of like 2 weeks
>>710381618
Lmao fighting on a suicide thread about social status when you are both here to he entertained by someone try to takentheir life. Both of yoy are losers
>>710381477
This thing you do- attempting to justify every action to you take- is what got you to the point of trying to kill your self.
I've seen you try and justify your dick size and now your puking. And that's to retards on /b/.
Maybe you should stop apologizing for your life and enjoy it instead. Especially if you aren't afraid of death.
>>710381618
Just get heroin
Feelsgoodman
>>710381713
Okay, that sounds good enough for me.
>>710381754
It's not about social status, it's about some fag being an autist
>>710381618
Wow. You've never had a conversation about the internet. You're so awesome.
>>710381671
How are you gonna stay up for 3 days when you've finished your coke?
>>710381774
Im not justifying, im givinf my reason. The dick size and good at sex thing was weird. Youre probably rigjt there but if im gonna autist about that, you really want me walking on your streets and driving on yoyr road?
>>710381790
Literally have no plug for heroin. Would have done that already lmao
>>710381874
I can tell you're one of those fat little faggots that think 4chan is le secret club better brag to my friends I hang out there
>>710381947
Getting more. I have like $90 cash and a decent savings account ifnneed be
>>710381012
Thanks for the advice faggot
>>710382107
No problem fag
>>710382107
Wanna join me and kys too?
>>710382049
Hardly.
"Hey anon, what websites do you spend the most time on?"
"Blah blah blah 4chan etc"
"The place with all the autists?"
"Yeah some of them are so retarded they have this 'fight club' rule about the place, like it's a big fucking deal to be on a website"
>>710382049
Im a fat faggot. Used to be lile 360 lbs freshman uear of highsxhool. Now m like 220 230, 5'8 short fag
>>710381973
>>you really want me walking on your streets and driving on yoyr road?
Yeah actually. It sounds like you have common courtesy, humility, and empathy. Rather have people like you around then the people who would NEVER want to kill themselves. The people who think they are so special and entiled and oblivious to their own shortcomings.
You at least seem to be self aware and even quite pleasant.
>>710382440
Fuck im kind of upset that youre right. Im still going though. Gonna go ahead and get some more acetaminophen and look to see if i can get some ibuprofen
>>710382180
Na I've had my suicide phase, learned to live and enjoy drugs the proper way
>>710382838
Lol yeah i did that before this 'phase' . Just quotes for if i actually suceed
>>710382923
Just cleaned up. Gonna go to the store, if any of you are rooting for my death, i put out some requests for more illegal drugs and on the way to get more legal drugs
>>710383130
Dont kill yourself yet. Dont you at least want to see who wins the election? Plus, there's some good tv on these days.
>>710383204
Lol no not this election and my roommates got xfinity, tv makes me want to kms, tv nowadays is not for me
>>710383371
Do i look completely fucked or am i at least holding a decent appearance
>>710383130
What are you getting?
>>710383556
You're eyes are probably ticking, just don't make much eye contact
>>710383556
You look fine.
>>710383590
More Acetaminophen, ibuprofen, and cocaine if possible
>>710383655
Eyes seem okay in mirror, hands and legs are not thougj>>710383590
>>710383556
Wtf you're not ugly go out and get pussy you'll feel better
Loser.
>>710383768
I drive a fucking stick.
>>710383716
>cocaine if possible
What you're just hoping to bump into a dealer?
>>710383833
I have two plugs
>>710381143
it's WRYYYY you newfag
>>710383953
Seriously get heroin.
>>710384011
Ill see if my supervisor has some.
>>710381365
You need alot more than some fucking half gram sack to do pal why don't you go take a shower then jerk off to porn until you come down. Start the mission tomorrow with a shotgun fago
>>710384011
I'd agree with this. As long as he has the means/no how to take it.
>>710384220
I mean, thats tying a band around your arm, vein, release right?
>>710384220
He probably doesn't have a rig, if he snorts a whole 40 sack with a 40 of blow he has a chance with all the otc he's taken
>>710383130
Maybe some molly for the fuck it better to go out on a high note
>>710384219
Honestly what's the LD of cocaine anyway? I've seen people do 5+ G's of the stuff be up and partying, never mind dead.
God speed, OP. See you soon, buddy.
>>710384179
Dude just stop.
Go make yourself puke some more and get some booze and pass out.
There's no reason for you to kys.
You are an articulate handsome white male. You won the lottery of genetics.
This world does suck shit at times, but you are just a baby @ 19 still. Don't you want to see what else there is?
I promise you that there are good times waiting for you, and that you will be a different person at 30 and 40 than you are right now.
Don't give up this way man.
>>710384489
If you're gonna take molly buy 2 grams and ingest it all at once. 1 gram should be enough to kill someone with zero tolerance so go for 2
>>710384339
Yeah but snorting heroin is the 3rd best way to take it. If he's gonna die he might as well experience the true joys of H first.
>>710384540
Thanks dude, i appreciate it.
>>710384603
>1 gram should be enough to kill someone with zero tolerance
What? That's not true. People do 1 g first time out all the time.
I highly recommend the car exhaust
>>710384681
He probably has no idea how to shoot heroin tho, it's not hard but people get nervous their first time
>>710384547
Im actually pretty fat still, face doesnt show it
I highly recommend the car exhaust
:)
>>710384803
Not all at once, they do it over the course of like 5 hours
Could you atleast livestream it on some shite website
>>710384603
Molly is pretty enjoyable, not very threatening feeling. what would it do that is lethal
>>710384826
Nope no idea, i assume slap veins and aim well. Using that rubber band tie thing. I dont know alot of proper terms for drugs
>>710384989
Have you ever taken a large dose of a stimulant?
>>710380271
prescription meds work great too, especially benzos
eat a shit ton and get shitfaced for good measure, be sure to pass out while lying on your back, if the pills dont kill you choking on your vomit will
>>710384967
Probably, i bet ill puke a littl3 more
>>710385149
tinychat so others can talk
>>710384860
So what? Lots of people are overweight, or have a bad self image. You can work out, or jog, or starve yourself or something.
You can fix your problems, but you can't fix killing yourself.
Don't listen to these pieces of shit that are encouraging you to kys man. They are not your friends. They don't give a shit about anything in their nihilistic mind set.
I promise that the way the world is changes when you change your own perspective. You can choose to view things as negatively or as positively as you want, and your reality will adjust based upon your viewpoint.
There is a better way to deal with your pain and suffering bro. Stop this.
>>710385322
Nice dubs fag
>>710385101
Other than cocain just now no
>>710385318
Okay ill look at it, but im on my phone
>>710385468
Check em you sick fucker.
>>710385471
Well it's a huge shock to the system, over a gram of molly will not make you feel like everything is ok
>>710385322
Dubs doesnt change the fact that i have extra loose flappy skin from losing over 100 pounds too fast, but its just an additional note to the people saying im good looking, its basically my face and calves only
>>710385522
itll work
>>710385605
Yeah idk, i think i took a point or half a point my first time and it didnt really hit that hard, dont remember how much a point is thougj
>>710385322
AGreed
>>710385648
Surgery exists for that issue.
Any problem you can think of there is a solution. Not if you off yourself though.
ITT: a 14 year old lying for attention
>>710385793
I dont care enough about it to get surgery, like i said, just explaining my physique to the other fags
>>710374439
this will only make you delirious not kill you
>>710385812
do you want proof
>>710385916
also ditch the ibuprofen, just gives you liver damage/stomach ulcers, wont kill you for 30 + years at least, gl op
>>710385916
I have more acetaminophen, working on coke and heroin, maybe molly. I also sole ibuprofe and antihistamine
>>710385965
Yes
>>710386034
Thanks man, ill probably do it anyway just to mix them
>>710385812
Maybe, maybe not.
Nothing lost by trying to talk this guy off the ledge but a little of my time.
I can spend a little time, even for possible bullshit thread.
What if this guy is serious? Do you guys really want to see him die?
>inb4 edgy replies
>inb4 this is /b/ etc..
>>710385903
Ok so it's not a big deal then.
>Told me i ruined my family and i reconfirmed i was never meant to be convceived in highschool. It all sort of snowballed to me being a dissapointment at a dead end job at a bad apartment and me wanting to kms.
Bitch did you a favor. She showed you how little she cares, so now you are free of her.
>Tldr, i grew up hating life
Aren't you the least bit curious what the opposite perspective and experience in life is like?
>>710386103
What for proof
>>710386195
Timestamp of u holding the coke bag
>>710374439
OP i am sorry to tell you but you are not dying tonight from this shit
what is going to happen is that you wre gonna suffer greatly the coming days from liver, kidney and spleen complications due to all the otc shit in this picture and most likely feel youc an barely breath
you're either going to end up in an ER after somone find you passed out or die in horrible agony a few days later
and that blow is nowhere near enough to kill you either.
you better stop right now and rethink your strategy OP. you need better chems for the job
why the fuck die in pain if you can go out tripping balls
>>710386167
Ive had a lot of good experiences recently, sand dunes, music festival, camping, moving into a new apartment, just general life bs but its the day to day thats what really kills me inside, im only relieved for those couple of days at a time
I still say don't do it, there's a lot to do in life, but it's your choice
>>710386302
Okay let me run inside really quick
>>710386302
Show face as well
>>710386309
Yeah it just the end goal, the agony isnt really what im worried about
>>710386167
but this is /b/
>>710386366
Dude the day to day kills all of us unless we were born with a silver spoon (i'm not suck huh?) we are going to grind.
You like froding camping music? You would be a ok in my book. I have a built Toyota that i put together over a 5 year period. Take it out to Ocotillo Wells OHV park all the time.
> im only relieved for those couple of days at a time
Everybody is living for the weekend?
>>710386447ñ>>710386447
Here u go fag
>>710373647
How do you afford the coke?
Do you get it off the DNM?
How do you deal with the comedown? One coked up night is enough to put me off for a while. I feel so shit the next few days, and even benzos can't take the edge off. This is off top notch pure stuff too..
>>710380261
Not oding you would most likely have a heart attack first
>>710386873
idubbbz noooo don't do it!
>>710386780
Well, i like working on cars but im sort of strapped on spending money and dont have the most time to get around to doing the weekend things
>>710386873
Cool and nice
Oh btw i think one of ur eyes is broken
>>710386890
Been bumping once or twice in the mornings prettt frequently, coming down later in the day isnt so bad. mdma was a little more harsh but my coworker likes me so i get a hookup and she basically just resells it same price with as pure of stuff as she can find.
>>710386925
Yeah thats one of the outcomes i was thinking would happen>>710386978
This girl showed me idubbz, not sure if i wqnt tobe like him
>>710387060
No my glasses are
>>710387012
I hear you dude.
I'm broke as a joke, and I get down on my situation sometimes.
I was a cynical as fuck person for a long time due to life circumstances, but I met somebody who was much wiser than me, and she taught me how to change myself. I'm not perfect, but it's better.
I never thought I would meet anybody again (divorced with kid at 27, single alone miserable until 38), but something good actually happened to me despite my best efforts to sabotage any potential happiness.
Now I am 40, and what I would give to be 19 an unencumbered with a clear sense of direction....
>>710387288
>girl showed me idubbbz
Obviously, she maybe opening up to you, cmon man, put away the pills and go talk to her more.
>>710387382
Yeah, my dad really did a lot when he was younger but i keep fucking up and maling really poor choices
>>710386873
Son. I know your feel. I'm not going to denigrate you by telling you not to kill yourself. It's your right to choose to die, but hear me out.
Before you go through with this try dmt. LSD if you can't get dmt. But some strong hallucinogen of that family. If you still feel death is the answer after that then I support your decision and wish you a painless journey into darkness.
>>710387403
Lol i already did, it isnt a thing
>>710386873
Ayy OP
Do you have steam
>>710385749
A point is .1 of a gram
>>710387519
So now it's time to make better choices that enable you to find peace and live your life the way you want.
brb phone call
>>710387569
Then keep trying for someone lol, that's giving up. Dont give up bro.
>>710387563
I like acid a lot but its expensive and temporary
>cold and shaking a lot, what do y'all think that is?
>>710387177
Today I'm on approx 70mg of pretty pure Amphetamine Sulphate, personally I find the high much more enjoyable than coke. Lasts all day and is more energetic.
If you're going to smash drugs, try broaden your horizons a bit. Coke is shitty and way overpriced.
As for your OTC meds, DXM is the way to go, 6 hours of dissociative bliss
>>710387660
Not with monetary value
>>710387924
Just trying to die, dont care about the high
>>710388114
In that case, chug an OTC bottle of codeine linctus, and drink a lot of vodka at the same time, combine with DXM too for extra respiratory suppression. Should do the trick..
You're only 19 though, open up to someone about your feelings. You can get through this.
The term 'slide over' is a phrase used in the southern United States. Pickup trucks have bench seats. When a dominate male begins to occupy the vehicle while a lesser male is behind the steering wheel, the dominate male tells him to "slide over" in order to allow him to operate the vehicle.
It has become a common phrase in the southern U.S. to mean someone is taking control of a situation.
>>710388114
Round 2, also took a lot of ibuprofen before the thread so i forgot to mention that
>>710388294
Dont have a 21+ to buy, roomie would be suspect
>>710388421
If you take all that Benadryl, (Diphenhydramine) You're just gonna go into a delirious state, see a lot of spiders everywhere and maybe hallucinate friends/family talking to you. You won't die, just have a shitty time.
>>710388421
im just hoping youll end up falling asleep before you do more damage, and someone will find you and take you to the ER.
>>710388421
So no one on the freezing and violent shakes?
>>710388605
>>710388421
You said you had housemates? Surely they'll check on you eventually?
>>710388421
You can't really OD on ibuprofen, will just make you puke. The Tylenol will kill you but it will take about 4/5 days if you don't end up in hospital on dialysis :/
>>710388605
Naw roommates will probably just think im sleeping been up for lile 28 hours now>>710388605
>>710388725
Probably wont, turned in my badge at work so i have no reason to be going anywherd
>>710388705
Did not grab this post, will thiñk just asleep
>>710388816
You're going to be in the worst possible pain for several days before your organs shut down then. Would be less painful to cut your wrists.
Man, whats got you feeling so blue?
Fuck you OP. You're not allowed to die, stay alive and suffer with the rest of us you coward.
>>710388725
You know, actually already took same amount of tyenol earlier, vomit 3 or 4 up and started sweating, like i am just now
>>710373647
My father in law wrapped a phone cord around his neck in the nursing home the other day. Can't walk, can't wipe his butt, so he can't stay at home like he would like. I don't see how any healthy 19 year old could an hero with so much to live for. Don't you want to see President Trump made fun of for the next 8 years?
>>710389008
Like some other anon said, its my choice if i want to die, i know its selfish but hey, i chose this. Now its either commit or locked in a hospital
i would have sprung for a shitty motel room, so your roommates cant do shit or get into shit and you get the added security of no one knowing where you are but whatevs
OP you are fucking hot, just sayin'
No but seriously now. Don't do this to yourself, and the people around you. As someone who is suicidal myself and have had close people to me committing suicide - good times will come and there are people who care for you. Please get help.
//swedish swede from swedonia
>>710376493
Killing self over the past... weak af. go become a rinzai monk
>>710389261
Youre not wrong i am pretty weak and im bitter about my mother. But ill be honest dont lnow who those monks are but they sound like they have more dedicatiom than me
>>710389608
trying to figure out tinychat or youtube for those anons who were whackin it to my attempt at a suicide here
>>710389608
so you hate your current life, you hate your family. Life sucks atm.
But this isn't anything to do with you, none of these problems are your fault. You can easily get out of this shitty situation and turn it all around.
Fuck, its as easy as saving a few hundred dollars, getting the fuck out of there and then just living as you go. Go volunteer somewhere, get free food and accommodation. Leave all your shit behind you in the past.
You can easily turn your life around, it sounds like you've got the money to do so as you have a job. gtfo your shitty situation and you'll see how easily things turn around.
You're hot too, so you've got that going for you.
>>710389984
Used to volunteer at an animal shelter
>>710390099
Bloody boogers
~update
>>710390099
You ain't making it easy for us to get behind you're an hero mission, op.
Don't take any more of those medications. Get some sleep and re evaluate shit later.
>>710390099
So you've already got some experience. Apply online for volunteering somewhere out of town. Get out and see what the world has to offer. You can start fresh, meet new people. Get shit sorted.
I'm only 23, had a shitty upbringing. Dad walked out, left my mum to look after me and my sis. I ended up having to take on the role of father. Took me a while to realise it wasn't my responsibility to do so, made sure everything was stable at home and left. Went to university, now a final year Chemistry student with job offers already coming my way. barely spoken to the family since.
>>710389608
Dude what your stressing about now won't mean shit in a month or less. I have suffered way more than you and I find a way to keep going. Your good looking and can get cocaine. Wtf is the proleg you pussy. Call some girls and start shoving that dust up there nose.
>>710390198
Probably just from snorting coke. Were you able to find heroin?
really OP
take your drugs and just wonder from city to city trough the world as some druggy hobo
you can still always just kys but atleast you are away from all the shit that drags you down
>>710390330
Kms44chn
>>710390469
Not yet man
Just go into a black neighborhood and call people niggers. Easiest fastest way to an hero
>>710390635
Thought about it actually
>>710390828
No body wants to tiny chat?
>>710390828
>>710374004
ahahahahaha faggot, how long did it take you to think that one up?
>>710374519
Yea better inject like a whole gram bro. I've had my heart feel like it was exploding from shooting a half g but I'm fine, i guess. Imo that's gonna be super painful way to die and you'll be lucky too die
Pull a fake gun on a cop. Try to look black.
>>710376493
youre probably 20. dont be a beta faggot
>>710376493
Fuck you. Eminem had it worse. Just use your hate as fuel.
>>710391117
Op this won't be enough, you gotta inject a large amount to die like this. Prepare for terrible comedown and hospital trip. Plus Tylenol and coke is a terrible way to die, it'll be painful
>>710376846
Hey OP, just realised, your puking so much because the tylenol you're buying contains Guaifenesin. This shit is meant to make you puke, its in all OTC drugs that can be abused. If you wanna OD on acetaminophen you need to buy the cheap generic brand which has no other active compounds. GLHF.
r i p?
>>710391624
Well ive taken in like 15000mg of acetminophen
>>710392016
OP still alive?
send status pic
>>710392016
How much of that have you puked up? 15g of acetminophen is stilll survivable if you're an otherwise healthy person. It'll do a shit load of damage and you'll feel awful, but its survivable. If you really want to end it, try upping by another 5g.
Prepare for a lot of pain. Should start feeling the OD effects in the next day or so. Its a delayed effect.
>>710392016
15 gs, good start. How much blow?
>>710392494
Im on tinychat
OP IQ SCORE?
>>710392514
Like three or four is all i felt, they r 325mg tablets
>>710392579
link?
>>710392514
>>710392016
First 24 hours:
Nausea, vomiting, stomach pain, and loss of appetite
Paleness
Tiredness
Sweating
24 to 72 hours after the overdose, you may also have any of the following:
Pain in your upper right side
Dark urine
Urinating less often than usual
Skin and the whites of your eyes turn yellow
72 to 96 hours after the overdose, you may also have any of the following:
Blood in your urine
Fever, lightheadedness, or fainting
Fast breathing or trouble breathing
Extreme weakness or tiredness
Feeling very hungry, or shaking
Blurred vision, a fast heartbeat, or headache that will not go away
Trouble staying awake
Confusion
Coma
Have fun with that op.
>>710392525
I dont know, emptied my bullet then a good size rock i had just straight from a baggy
>>710392605
3 for doing this on 4chan
>>710392673
The chatroom is kms44chn
>>710392656
:/ Well, good luck on the road ahead, whatever it may hold for you. On a lighter note, you've made me crave a bump. Breaking out the baggie for you.
Hope everything works out for you man, in one way or another.
>>710392847
Have fun man
>>710393032
Just wondering, did you start doing coke before everything started going downhill? Or did you just pick up that coke for the first time recently with the intention of using it to kill yourself?
>>710377370
Mate, might be (Definitely) too late, but go to the fucking hospital. I have no idea how bad your life is, no idea whats going on, but suicide is never the answer. If you have the time, read the myth of sisyphus by camus, it'll change your mind.
>>710392830
>>710392579
HES DOING IT LIVE BOYS
tinychat /kms44chn
op is live my boys
come support this sexy man be our hero!
tinychat dot com slash kms44chn
>>710393133
Sort of inbetween
>>710393313
Ffs not loading for me. Think my flash is fucked
>>710393234
I am tinychat kms44chn
>>710393518
are you putting the actual .com and stuff retard?
>>710393518
OP dipped for a second
>>710393159
THIS
>>710393517
>kms44chn
just wondering if potentially your coke habit has made you feel this way. These kind of feelings caused by drugs can sneak up on you.
For example, 2 weeks ago I went on a big night out, did about 0.8g of coke over 7 hours and drank alot. Felt incredibly down for the whole week afterwards, took me a while to put two and two together.
maybe your drug use is making your feelings 10x worse?
>>710392579
you look young as fuck
>>710393159
DO IT!