The Feels Bar is open and running again.
Sit down, Have a drink and just let it all out
>>710367744
Bourbon and coke please mate
>>710367842
Here ya go. So whats your story?
>>710367744
The feels she isnt thinking about you.
>>710367939
I'm about to get my first girlfriend in 3 years. I dont know how i feel
>>710368000
Im happy for you. Nicee
>>710367744
sing me a song you're the feels man, sing me a song tonight
>>710367744
>tip my fedora
>turn 360°
>walk away
>>710368070
cause we're all in a mood for a feels thread, and you got me feeling those feels.
>>710367744
scotch on the rocks and i'll spin a yarn for you barkeep.
Hey Chief. Can I get a black cherry slushie with a raspberry poptart, toasted, with butter? Oh, and do you charge tax here?
>>710367744
Accepted it's not gonna happen. I realised it along time ago, but I made excuses and hoped too hard and thought maybe she did like me, but after several months I need to call it quits and continue getting my life together. Also sorta forgot my life's not together, and re-realizing that is kinda heavy.
I think im mostly stressed because I can't smoke right now, and I haven't driven in a few days.
Anon at the bar is a friend of mine,
Gets me my drinks in a bucket-
With cum on his chin, he says with a grin,
"If my ear was I cunt I would fuck it"...
Ne ne ne....
>>710368371
Here ya go sailor
>>710368395
Sorry bro were out of poptarts
Even when things turn up (I finally lost my viginity and got a job) I just cant escape this crushing lowness. I hate myself, so bad, and I am to much of a coward to do anything about it. I drink all the time, nightmares all night long, and everyday its getting harder to keep my shit together at work. Its just this constant background roar of fear and desperation and the worst part is I can see myself and my behaviors alienating everyone around me in some fucked up self-fulfilling prophecy. I just want to sleep or feel that I have worth.
Upshot? It is kind of cool (in a scientific way) to actually feel myself decompensate and note how I am losing ground.
Sorry, I will take a Southern Comfort and 7up
>>710368692
Hope it helps a bit
You should seriously go for profesoinal help. I was in a similar situation a few years back and also saw my life spiraling down more and more until i had my first sitting at a psychiatrist. Its always good to have someone to compleatly open up to that knows how to help you
>>710368690
No worries /b/rother, I'll just have some of these cheetos here...
You know at the Feels Bar you're always going to have cheetos & Mt.Dew in quantity...
<Sighs, loudly sips from slushie straw & then blows nose theatrically>
>>710368636
i'm in a relationship with gf of 1 year after being in a long term relationship with ex for 3.5 years. only fucked one girl in the 6 month intermittence between realationships. I dont have my shit together and think my life could improve if i were single. this gf does anything for me though and is very comforting and makes me feel better about anything whenever i'm down. i just feel like i'm missing out on the best years of my life by having this commitment. i do genuinely care for her. i just dont want to have more regrets down the track. if i met her in 5 years i wouldnt be a such a piece of shit human being to love.
aaaaand she just texted me that she cant be in contact with me this way
what do
I used to hate anime, now I have a tattoos and shit of it where did it go wrong for me
>>710368938
Thanks Drink-Monger. Yeah, I know I should but I feel incapable of doing so. I feel that by getting help I am publicly admitting to those that I care about that I am broken, and no one like doing that. Am I vain for that? probably, but at this point whatever. My mood lately can be summer up with the line: "Hope for the future is but a stillborn dream".
I am failing to see the point anymore, outside covering up the fear and boredom with alcohol and anonymous sex, which make me feel good and in control for the duration. But after I just feel empty. I feel so isolated.
>>710367744
h..hi Im not used to bars. Get me something for noobs please. I got plenty of feels but can't express them, because Im nervous around people.
>>710369306
Kyo-ani finds a way
>>710369412
Drink this, its good for ya
Give me anything. My life and relationship is in shambles what do?
>>710369482
thanks. What is it? how much do I owe you?
>>710369243
Its always a better idea to stay in a relationship if you still genuinly love her. If you kick her off now and just run of to fuck random chicks youll have regrets i guarantee it. Just tell her if there is improving todo in your relationship. Thats the best way
>>710367744
Got some rum n coke there OP?
This girl, obviously still in love with me and going back to her ex is giving me the most mixed signals ever and has now told me she doesn't want to have any form of contact
>>710369563
Long Island Ice Tea, It'll put lead in your pencil kid. Owe me nothing but a confession of those feels
An Irish coffee, please...
I just Need someone to recognize my miserable existence.
>>710369306
Dustin?
If not, I'm with you on the ink tip anon.
I used to loathe folks with piercings and tattoos and now I've got sleeves, full leg pieces and even my neck and face done.
What the fuck happened?
>>710369754
Here you go bro. Now tell the old drink-kicker whats wrong
>>710367744
I'll take five shots of Green Fairy.
I too have a tale of woe
doubleshot of single malt scotch neat.
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>>710369715
sorry, I gotta go.
<pays>
Hit me up with some spiced rum friendo
>>710369340
You shouldnt just sit there and watch yourself die because you are too proud top seek help. And don't worry about "showing that you are broken" Its not your fault. Seeking help is in the best interest of you and your loved ones
>>710369816
Thanks, mate.
I don't know how to put it into words. I'm just Feeling numb towards anything in my life. Only joy I get is making miserable suicide jokes around friends, making other People laugh while I'm dying inside.
I feel like there's nothing in life that's worth living. I feel like death is the only, most Logical solution to everything. I'm living with shitty roommates, work a shitty Job, have no friends or any social interaction besides vidya and work.
I'm not that bad looking, I just want to be by myself and die. It's this weird urge of a death wish.
>>710367947
Who are the frogs friends?
>>710367744
I just can't motivate myself to do anything any,ore. Big test coming up? Nah, I know thing and even if I do study, I will still know nothing. Doesn't matter.
I fucking payed for this college? Welp that's just all money down the tube.
Hell I'll even start a game, get halfway through it then just won't complete it. The last game I got through fully was dank souls and that's because it was my fav game.
I just feel like I can't do it anymore.
>>710369966
Here you go. Hope the ice doesnt bother you
'Sup bartender. I'll just have a jack and coke. A Lemmy, if you heard all the stuff about him.
I don't know how to cope with the fact that my ex nearly bit my head off and gave me near depression because I kissed one of her female friends a year after we broke up, but suddenly when she goes into a full blown relationship with one of our mutual friends, who once said he has a personal rule about not dating friends, everything is alright and I'm the only one who did something bad. It's like I'm not allowed to feel.
I want to let go of this girl so bad, but it's like she won't let me.
what now
>>710370135
Hey you just described myself.
I think you should do stuff that you genuinly like. And if you really think theres nothing left to do, lend yourself a shitload of money, buy a gun and go on a fucking awesome adventure If you still feel like killing yourself after that go out with a blast. Thats how my brother did it and i guess its a better alternative that slowly dying inside
>>710370131
Thanks, I'll look into it. It's nice to hear advice rather than "oh don't think that way" or "that's not true" or some other bullshit abstraction
>>710367744
my anus is loose, and i'm hungover from watching the game last night. i'm working from home today, but jesus, it's gonna be rough. thanks for being here bartender-- you nigger.
>>710370362
Here ya go boy
Just break of contact compleatly. Block her phone number if you see her walk the other way, ignore her. Thats what i did with my batshit crazy ex. It worked
>>710370593
That's actually good advice.
Don't think it'll be that easy to get firearms in Berlin/Krautland.
>>710370135
I feel that. Using jokes and dark humor as almost a cry for help. But no matter how serious those jokes are, no one will notice. And if they do, they don't/can't care
>>710370924
Versuch entweder in den schützenverein zu kommen (Lange variante) Oder kauf dir welche übers Internet. Das ist extrem einfach
>>710367744
evening /b/
i'll have a scotch on the rocks and meanwhile entertain you with my story
i met her on here
i actually met her in real life and i had something going with her for about 6 months
we had something going on for half a year
yet decided at the beginning of that year she needs to go back to her ex
why?
because she, and that we both established
>fears to be alone
>knows what she's getting out of him
>thinks he is immature (she is his first), childish at times and inexperienced
>she sees me as her mature, experienced guy
>she's clinging on to that teenage relationship because every other failed around them and she wants to show everyone that it can exist
over a month ago
>can we get some more distance between us? aka not write with each other?
>need to make myself clear what i want
>writing with you is making me sorta just look into one way
texted her on her birthday, a week ago
she thanked me and told me she appreciated that
wanted to start some smalltalk
but got shut off with "i don't wanna ignore you, that's why i'm answering you. you know i don't want any contact at the moment"
>talked to her two days ago
>asked her how long we shall remain on each others contact list, not texting while we both want that
>she tells me she just doesn't want contact with me for an indefinitely amount of time
>actually declares me her "ex-bf", although we never established a real relationship
uhm what?
now she's telling me she can't "do this" anymore and wants to cut contact for good this time
>>710370874
Thanks man. I'll try it
>>710368094
You'd just walk straight into them faggot.
>>710369852
What is your tale? Unfortunately I have no green fairy
>>710371040
Here it is.
I actually have no idea what to say about that, sorry /b/ro.Maybe another anon can help?
>>710371419
Thanks man
When you wake up with a fat girl feels bad.
>>710369340
I can relate to you man. My life wasn't that good but not too bad either I had what I wanted but this didn't stop me from spiraling down to depression. After a couple of years I told my parents that I want professional help and no questions to be asked. My father never agreed with me going to a psychiatrist but my mom did. So I told him to fuck off and went for it. Took me a couple of months and some tears that needed to be shed, but I am better now. Not perfect... I will never be truly happy but the pain from my existence was lowered. And I am better now. Most of my friends didn't even understand that I went there. Always lied that I was going to math lesson or some shit. Stay strong /b/uddy and seek help. No one will judge you. And if they do, just tell them to fuck off.
Can I have some coke and vodka
>>710369340
Not much we can do now anon that shits there for life
I am starting to realize how bad of a problem i have been. Most of my relationships have been screwed up because of my end. i would like to blame it on an ex that shes the reason i'm like this. but its not.
>start getting close to a girl shes nice which is a good change from the sluts n bitches i normally go for
>she tells me she doesnt really want a relationship
>its cool i understand
>as time goes we get closer but i still think she doesnt want anything
>another guy comes along starts hitting on her even more annoying when guy does it infront of me
>last ex was a hoe, another guy did that and she ended up hooking up with him
>turn insecure
>end up leaving next time it happens
>she tells me later on that she was upset that i just left
>tells me she was willing to give me a chance but doesn't know how she feels now
>she just wanted someone to fight for her
>im tired of fighting for girls im not sure if they want me
>well i ruined something with a girl that woulda been nice because i didn't want to risk wasting time with someone that doesn't want me.
>>710371778
i dont proof read
>>710371269
I guess I'll tell it anyway, hopefully thread doesn't die, cause I haven't pretyped this
Basically, I lack passion for anything in life, all I know is that I don't want to be poor, but that's it, I have no real goals or plans in life
I'm the type who sees highschool as my glory days, not because I had no responsibilities at the time, but because it was when I truly enjoyed doing things
I was quite good at parkour, it was actually what took me from being "That weird loner kid" to being "That cool kid who can do impressive flips"
It's been two years since I stopped doing parkour, I don't even know if I can still manage a backflip.
I felt so much more motivated back then, I loved doing dangerous things, but now here I am, close to 21 and living with my dad until I can get a job, which I'm failing at.
I want to go back to thrill-seeking, but it's nearly impossible now that I live in the city, and I don't have any friends here either.
I believe this lack of passion will end in me being homeless.
A funny thing that I keep thinking about though, is that when you're younger, you never think that you might end up homeless, unless you grew up with that.
Even though I knew that people could become homeless, the thought never crossed my mind that I could become one of them, but now that I've got just a little more life experience, I can see that it's a very real possibility
i want to know how my ex is doing but i cant after all those shitty beta texts throughout the last 2 years
liked a girl for years , went out ...all OK 10/10 date, we go home ,(my first time) we have sex couple of times that week ...fast forward 1 month of excuses (work/study).check her FB/instagram...she is tagged with a guy, realize he is his new BF...
TFW u realize ur only 1 more to the list...but she is your first....
feel fucking bad
>>710371127
>newfag doesn't know the meme
i don't know what's going to happen to me. i don't know if i can go on feeling like this. i feel less than human. god i'm pathetic
>>710367744
I will have some cherry coke with some jack Daniel
>>710372061
In my opinion you should start doing parkour again. Especially in the city it almost always better to do than in the countryside.
>>710367744
Can I have some red wine mixed with Kool-Aid?
>>710369560
You should do the only logical thing.
Go to Tibet and study with the monks for 10 years
i'm on antidepressants but it takes time for them to work and it's hard to resist the urge to drink which inhibits their functionality god dammit i'm so awful
>mfw it's over
>mfw i feel like it should be this way
>mfw unsure
5 years till 30
no idea where to find a gf thats not stuck up
>>710367744
can i get a godfather
I'm sitting at a table with a bunch of mexicans and a retarded white girl and it's just depressing how she tries to fit in.
>>710372451
Sorry bro were out of cherry coke
>>710372966
tell them how you're gonna make america great again
>she told me she was taking a break from dating
>that I always was just a friend
>bullshit
>it's been a few weeks, she didn't take any break
>I've been led on, and now I feel betrayed
>fuck this shit
>didn't want it initially, but won't turn down casual sex anymore unless there's really nothing going on
I don't know where my life is going, and I'm too scared to find out
>>710373043
Regular coke then
my gf cheated on me with my best friend
>>710373486
Here ya go. Put some cherrys in if that helps. So whats your tale stranger?
il take a neat whiskey
>>710371778
i dont read. But that sucks anon.
Have a hug.
>>710372061
Im basically exactly like you. But i have a plan.
Im going to bullshit my way through my life until everyone i love dies and then kill myself when i cant disappoint anyone.
>>710367744
>French Fag
>Smoke too much marijuanga since 16yo
>be 22
>fail study because of marijuanga and sex friend (yeah, get his nose into vagoogoo isn't time in bookino)
>Now i'm anxious as fuck
>when i try to work by myself get fucked by fucking Generation Y attention disease so anxiousity get over 9000
>be Neet, so bye bye flat, so bye bye sex friend, so byebye last pleasure on earth.
>fight Marijuanga addiction, which is the loser's fight most of all
>got a too good life to complain about, and too good opportunity too say it isn't my fault.
>Also my country will have to choose between Mini-Tatcher with penises and Blond Musolini for president in 2017
>god bless us
>Fuck i'm atheist
Well...
All my life I've been the lonely guy in the class. Since I was a little boy I used to play more vidya instead of playing with other guys, mainly because they used to bully me because I was bas at football soccer. Seven years passed and I changed school, things were better but still couldn't get along with girls mainly, boys were alright. I played vidya with them a lot. During 14-18 yo period (I think is high school in the US) I tried to date a qt Asian girl, but it failed. I put all of my effort in her but didn't work, now I see her talking to other guys in a happy mood and when I talk to her she doesn't seem very happy. I was 18 yo last month and all I do is to masturbate over and over again without even getting laid.
Also, I don't like too much mainstream music, I listen more to rock or metal. And yes, I watch anime, in fact I prefer cartoons over live action series.
>>710372824
"CAN I GET MY FUCKING DRINK!"
>>710374459
Sorry it took so long.
>>710367744
I just want an orange juice
>>710374149
>Blond Musolini
more original than calling him Hitler but your still such a ill informed fag but you're french what can you expect from those leaches
>>710374538
FINALLY
>>710372397
ouch
>>710371703
Thanks, I appreciate hearing that.
>>710374601
>Also my country will have to choose between Mini-Tatcher with penises and Blond Musolini for president in 2017
>Also MY COUNTRY
What do you know about the French election then? Not everyones talking about Dump vs Shillary
Two glasses of straight whiskey....actually just leave me the bottle.
>>710374904
i wasent talking about dump vs shillary not everything's about america frenchy go back to Mohammed's cock
>>710374859
kek
>>710373711
As pathetic as it sounds ill take any kind of comfort lol. It sucks fighting for people when no ones willing to fight for you
>>710375014
Kek
>>710367744
Hit me up with a big ass bear OP
>>710372354
>newfag doesnt know the counter-meme
no feels here. but i'll take anything mixed with jager.
>>710374575
I changed my mind, make me a mimosa
>>710375203
i found this i guess
>>710374949
Here ya go pal. Also heres a glass just for decencys sake. So whats your story?
>>710375014
Lepen is against Vagoogoo abortion, against Health care in case of AIDS, against University study, against Art, against Gay rights, and she go to neo-nazi and fashist festival (she's honor guest there) ... Oh, sounds familiar ....
>>710374601
Troll detected, stop feeding or you will be vagoogoo cursed.
>>710375057
I can't reach you, but here.
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1477369243651.webm
Look around >>/wsg/ for nice feels
Hope you go okay on your way anon
>>710371703
Maybe I should seek for help too... Thank you for posting that. I had no idea that I'm not alone with such problem. My life is not bad, I don't want to complain, I have almost anything I want, but I feel depressed anyway and it's slowly ruining my life... Sorry for bad English.
I really fucking miss and love her.
I've never loved someone as much as I loved her. And it's a long, complicated story but I fucked it up after a huge misunderstanding.
I really fought for her and ended up fighting too much and driving her further away. I gave her space but I think it's too late. I've never been so fucking heartbroken.
But we spoke for the first time in a while last night. While there was part of her that showed she still cared about me (apologising, reminding me that time will heal my heartbreak, saying she wishes she could give me closure, etc) she was mostly extremely cold. And she ended up listing issues with our relationship, none of these issues had ever been brought up while we were together. I was completely unaware of them all. I never knew she felt this way. But they painted me as possibly emotionally abusive/manipulative. She blocked me so I can't ask her if I was those things.
So I've made a decision.
Over the next few months, I'm going to make my mind up. I'm going to look thru our conversations, I'm going to think back, I'm going to really work and really think. Maybe ask for outside opinions. And if I conclude that I was emotionally abusive/manipulative to the person I loved more than anything, I'm going to commit suicide.
I don't know if she said the things she did because she was angry with me, I don't know if it was exaggerated, I don't know if it was all true. But hopefully I'll find out soon, and find out my fate.
If I really was that kind of person to the girl I love more than anything. The girl I'd catch a grenade for. The girl I'd put myself in harm's way to make happy. If I really was that kind of person to her, I don't want to live anymore. I couldn't live with that. I'll kill myself.
>>710375359
Thanks mate.
Left my girl friend cause she wanted to move up north for God knows what reason. Been lost ever since. Nothing motivates me anymore, been doing college but I feel like I still no nothing. Heard from a friend of hers that she's doing great up north. Might even have a new boyfriend. Just sucks man.
>>710367744
Southern comfort and lemonade, please.
I don't know why I want to do with my life. I've gotten myself into a psych degree with the aims o becoming a therapist, but every day I'm realising how hollow this pursuit is. I love analysing humans, I love philosophy, but fuck me I don't know if I want to follow it into a life long career. I feel like everyone i love is relying on me to do this and the pressure is insane.
I just want to write music, lyrics and create things. Creating emotionally moving content is like solving the most beautiful puzzle over and over, in different ways. I want to solve that puzzle, to create that picture. Some of me thinks I can do that with therapy, but then I start to feel like I'm painting myself into a corner. I'm torn, and I feel stupid for it. I'm hooked into a drug dependency, so my faith in my ability to follow through with studies is low as it is, without the surety and passion behind it, I tend to think I'm bound for failure. I just want to find fulfilment in what I do, I find it in snippets but I feel like I'm too muddled to chase it with clarity.
Help, barkeep, I need to hear someone's perspective.
>>710375416
>against Vagoogoo abortion
good
>against Health care in case of AIDS
less fags and niggers good
>against University study
dont know how to feel about that
>against Art
arts gay
>against Gay rights
only humans gets rights
> and she go to neo-nazi and fashist festival (she's honor guest there)
i like the sound of this woman
>>710367744
a cold beer for me please
>>710376321
I aint the bartender but, maybe take a year break from study and write something.
Just pour all your resources into it and see how it goes.
>>710375567
Thanks man, sincerely. The only comfort from a stranger online, but it did help. So thanks
>>710376435
Watch out guys. The 15 year old, alt-right is on the loose again
>>710376566
watch out guys the most gullible guy in the world is on the loose again seriously is bait written on the ceiling
>>710376321
Barman here
Just start creating. Start a soundcloud or youtube channel to post your music. If you do good stuff people will apreciate you trust me
>>710376655
Wait lemme grab my ofically licensed Trump tinfoil hat and my "The jews did it" Coffeemug so we can read conspiracies on how Bernie Sanders is just 6 Muslim Koalas under a suit
Here's my little story.
My long time friend and 19 years old cat is sick, and she's too weak to even take her medicine. The only choice left is to take her to the veterinarian, and administ a lethal injections. The appoitement is in 1 hour. It hurts, pretty bad.
>>710376868
>still thinking the bait was serious
>>710375188
>I was just pretending to be retarded
>>710367744
can i get my beer plz?
>>710376891
Know that feeling. But its for the better. If shes termanally ill put her out of her misery. Its no use to have her around a few more days that she lives in agony
>>710376546
I have a funny story you might be interested it.
probably about 5 years ago there was this girl i was madly in-love with. I think i met her in senior school. Absolutely amazing person, but unfortunately severely depressed. I spent so long building up the courage to tell her, would've been about 3 years. Finally when i did she said thet she didnt see me in that way, which i was alright with, but it kinda deepened my love for her. Anyway, after that was i think the first time i didnt sleep because i was thinking about a girl. This was the same time as i got my first girlfriend and i remember sleeping with my gf, and worrying that i'd say the other girls name in my sleep.
To be fully honest, looking back at that now, im glad she didn't want me. It would have ended badly. We talk maybe once or twice a year. She tried to kill herself not to long ago. Idk why im telling you this part of it...
I just want a soda, I'm straight edge
>>710377026
Here ya go .So whats your story?
>>710376530
>>710376662
I want to, so badly. Im scared that if I do this I'll disapoint those close to me. Im also afraid that if I do that, I'll end up with a shitty job, making nothing from my creative pursuits, and wishing I had pursued school. I just don't know. I'm so fucking torn, this is infuriating.
>>710376948
pretending to be retard is more retarded
>>710376321
I would deal with that drug dependency first.
>>710377180
Try doing both. At first you wont make mad cash with music if youre an unknown artist. But when you gain an audience you can start to use it as a main source of income
>>710377026
I know, I really do. But man, it hurts. And thanks.
>>710377145
i'm a 18 years kissless virgin and probably for life
>>710377180
he speaks truth >>710377302
I saw secret documents.
>>710367744
Fuck Anons, I had plans with my girlfriend on my birthday and she blew me off, ended up sitting home alone playing Vidya like every other day, fucking feel miserable and depressed
>>710377431
>>710377363
18 and kissless means literally NOTHING
don't let this Society tell you anything different...take your time because it is YOUR life that you're living...noone else's
>>710377551
did you atleast get some pussy
I thought it was over. But realizing she's forgeting about me is even worse than the fights and the tears...
Give me something strong... and warm... what's that song he's playing at the piano? She use to play too. Never played for me...
>>710377431
mind telling us about them and where you might live
>>710377615
Fuck nah, she's been avoiding me like the plague lately, had to fight just to get a call on my birthday
C-can I have a fanta zero and Donald Duck pocketbook
>>710368539
what happened?
>>710377752
no pussy no boyfriend DUMP THE BITCH
can I have some pepsi
>>710377654
Here you go bro. Its a Russian Coffee. Basicly just Espresso with Vodka and Cream
Let it all out pal
>>710377117
it helps, but i do remember someone once saying
“Sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger than someone you know. Why is that?”
“Probably because a stranger sees us the way we are, not as they wish us to be”
>>710377841
I fucking wish it was that easy, I feel like I can't get another one if I lose her, I've got some fuckin problems
>>710375567
and what song is this
Everyday I like to try and pretend that everything's ok, it isn't but I get tired of worrying. I just want a day that I can dedicated to sleeping without anyone or anything bothering me.
>>710371127
Fucking new.
>>710377766
Here you go bro. Whats your story? And nice dubs
>>710378000
Trips checkt
>>710378000
dude theres 3.52 billion woman you'll find someone else
>>710378000
You've already lost her if she doesn't even wish you a happy birthday. Just leave her and move on, or leave her and be miserable but don't let her turn you into her puppet.
>>710377990
Yeap. That's right.
Time to open another beer I think.
>>710378017
Sorry man, not sure. Its on the chills thread in >>>/wsg/
I'm just here for the drink meme, surprise me OP.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VnwD8zsGl2Y
any good tavern needs some music
>>710378142
I know, It's just been a few years since I've had to try to meet new people, I'm incredibly fucking awkward meeting new people
>>710378152
You have a point, I'm just holding on to hold on, She's probably fucking someone else, it's just hard to let go.
>>710378367
theres tons of fucking akward people theres websites for that shit
>>710378074
Im extremely anxied about the fact that Im going to apply to university and getting in is very hard.
Also I recently left my girlfriend for another girl who turned out to be the stupidest person ive ever met. Long story short now Im alone.
Thats all for now, could you recommend me something to drink?
>>710378327
Sorry to dissapoint you but the Feels Bar has its own smooth Jazz Ensemble
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMfGXHIM5vM
>>710373657
I had too buried my dog last night
had me since he was a puppy
the only real reason I got him was because I wanted someone in my house beside from myself posting on 4chan
I had good time with him in my house
>>710378494
thats works too man you take one side ill take the other
>>710378409
You're right Anon, I'm just trying to make excuses, Thanks dude, I needed some kinda push
>>710378367
Everyone's awkward meeting new people, it's just that most people try hard not to be and it gets even weirder.
>>710377597
i'm fucking ugly i can't have anyone who love me
>>710378550
rip doggo you will forever be missed
>>710378588
True, I guess I try too hard to impress people, just gotta be happy with myself
>>710367744
I would like a large beer, because I'm beginning to be a huge failure.
>>710378748
m8 i'm a huge failure
>>710378654
Bullshit your attitude is the only thing stopping you, I'm also lonely but because I choose to be.
>>710367744
I'll take an Amaretto and coke please
>>710378896
Here ya go
>>710367744
I have to repeat second year at uni for second time and my mother just went mental and causes me shit tons of problems , so i feel like shit. but i gess it will be better in few days
>>710378221
thanks barkeep, so you know you did cheer at least one person up. and i cant find that god dam beautiful song
>>710378829
srsly m8 i'm so fucking ugly and social retard
>>710378550
Hope he wasn't too young.
But thats the deal with pets. They don't live as long as we do. I also fear the day i have to bury my dog
>>710378829
We're all lonely here, even the fags who try to troll... They just want attention
>>710379138
I'm telling you it's all in your head, I know it because it's in mine too.
>>710379229
can you shut up plz i just want to enjoy my beer
> tfw even the feels bar doesn't acknowledge you
>>710378670
Thanks
>>710379139
I had him for 7 years
seemed pretty long to me
Can I get a little drink please?
>>710379346
ill acknowledge you
>>710379463
Thanks anon, these days nobody cares for me
M8 I have made three posts and nobody answers me
I think I reached the ultimate JUST level
>>710379658
Same but I'll answer you, tell me what's bothering you
>>710379443
No fuck off you normie with your huge wallet with money
>>710379553
Stay strong man , i also have a shitty period in life but i give my best not to fall down even more i try to be optimistic, think that after that better times will come
>>710377973
Thanks, how did you know vodka was my thing? Wwll, it was back in the days when I was younger and my liver didn't make every hangover last for two days. But what the hell...
I was born too soon. All those years wasted, waiting for her... I was 21 when the world just told me I wasn't welcome. After a suicide attempt I fall in a depression that got me hidden at home for almost ten years. This february I become 30 years old. My life didn't have change a bit in all those years. Well, I became fatter and fatter every year.
And someday I find her. At a fucking bdsm web site, no less. What are the chances to meet an actual girl, one that is into the same stuff you are (in your fantasies and your littela adventures with professionals), that lives in your city, just att he edge of the appropiate age difference (21)? What are the chances for that? Well, it happened. And I fell in love. Madly.
She had her issues, a lot, but that gave me a purpose in life...
What about another drink? I don't know if I'm making you guys bored...
>>710378986
Thanks mate
Here's my story
>Hadn't had a girl in years
>Virgin
>Every love song bothers me because I can't relate
>Even my nerdy younger brother has a gf while I'm lonely
>Every time I get close I either fuck up or something outside of my power fucks it up
>Have resorted to using datings sites
>Most are awkward to use, except one
>I still fuck up on there
>Had dates promised several times then they keep delaying it until they forget
>My only solace was the devil's leaf
>Parents found it and would kick me out if they caught me smoking it again before new year's eve
>Have a job but it's not paying enough at the moment to live on my own
>My psychotic cunt of a mother keeps trying to shove her bullshit Pisslamic beliefs down my throat and would interrupt me and shout whenever I try to argue my point
>My dickless bitch of a dad keeps taking her side. I think she keeps his balls in a jar somewhere
I'm sick and tired of having to face my problems. I just want hibernate away from them with the devil's lettuce until they all just go.
Strongest Vodka you got barkeep
>>710379839
Optimism isn't really my kind of game I've always been pessimistic and it's worked out. I'm tired, almost no friends left, kissless virgin at 20 just because I don't care enough to make a move and everything's beginning to feel dull, vidya, movies, studies, even conversions with my colleagues and the few 'friends' I have.
>>710379929
How old are you?
>>710380176
Yeah i get you even for me sometimes its hard being optimistic, but you cant give up. i am. 24 year old kissles , hugless virgin, not even fucking held hand with girl , nothing....but i guess it will be better , i am improving , but somehow always end as a friend.
>>710379870
The Keepers listening dont worry. And here take the whole bottle. I think you need it more than i
>>710379841
I'm not American so I don't know if that's hs age. I can commend you about trying to date the girl, as I used to be an obese fag who knew he had no chance with girls in hs so I never tried, lost alot of weight but it didn't help my self esteem, I would recommend you to find yourself a job or start studying something to get your mind off things and better your social skills and don't worry about the virginity you can always sell it to a whore if you're so desperate but since you're only 18 I'd recommend waiting a bit and trying to get some girls before eventually selling it.
>>710379929
My parents are OK except for trying to guilt trip me into shit but otherwise I feel ya, I just want to be locked somewhere where I can sleep all day.
3 shots of vodka, double black russian, and 3 pints of alexander keiths, put it on anons tab
>>710380560
Bro... that's nothing. Your real life hasn't even begun. I was still a virgin at that age. Now I have a gf that loves me more than her own life. Things will change. For sure. Don't give up.
Start worrying when you hit the thirties like me
>>710378986
>disarongobongo
literally kill yourself if you drink this horse piss
>>710381043
stop lying to people you anti natural selection shill life doesn't get better things will not change just end it
My shitty story
>18, college student
>Meet cute girl at event
>It's week-long, so get to talk a few times
>Get her number and ask her to go to the movies
>We text a lot
>Was going to go, but parents came for a surprise visit since they're moving across the country
>We hang out later that week instead
>Ask her if she wants to hang out again
>Says she'd like to
>Was going to this week and ask her out then
>Cheesy shit planned
>Reincheck because of her schoolwork
>Fine, just do it next week.
>Another guy asks her out with her roommates help.
>>710381172
Im just serving it not drinking it
>>710380480
I know I'll eventually lose the virginity maybe sooner than I think but it will be a disappointment to the girl because I look and act like a completely normal dude until it gets to the point of making a move, then if I like the girl and vice versa I spew all my spaghetti and hoverhand her, can't look her in the eyes etc., and if I don't like the girl but she's into me i unintentionally act like a dick and completely blow my chance at pussy that's literally all over me just because I think she's annoying or too slow in the mind department. Also the lack of a social media account destroys my chances at making first moves. I used to get hugs and even held hands with a girl although she was trying to play it off like 'help me because it's hard to walk on these heels', basically she was waiting for me to make a move.
>>710381043
Thanks man. But what should I do about my self righteous, psycho mother.
>>710381395
Ask her out anyway, if she likes you you still have a chance.
I'll take a scotch on the rocks my good man.
I like a girl, but I'm so confused as to whether she feels the same and it's got to the point where I was so ready to ask her out; didn't end up doing so; and now I can't work the courage up to do it. I've been waiting for a good time to do it, which is never good to overthink it but y'know.
Atop of that, I've been really depressed recently, and everything's been going wrong- college work, motivation all that important stuff. It's all just been crushing me recently and I can't see a resolve- I need to ask out this girl but I can't find a good time to do so.
>>710381172
>boohoo the taste of almond is too strong for me
>>710381719
I might. Probably still gonna ask to hang out again next week, I'll figure shit out then.
Alright guys im glad id i could help yall but the barman op has to go. I hope i made your day a little bit better atleast. MAybe some other anon can jump in for me
I was going to go with my story, but I think I can't. You know you have a problem when even here, masked as an anon, you still can't talk about your feelings.
Thank you for open the bar anyway.
>>710382053
Thanks barman
>>710381553
Ah man for me the hardest part is to first make a move, like you said it i also spill my spagetti and end ud being weird. if only was. ot for that part, but if i want to change i guess i will have to overcome that fear. and also i somethimes get pessimistic and think even if i get a chance to have sex with a girl , when i say that i am virgin i will blew my chances.
>>710367744
I'll have what the first guy was having. Bourbon and coke please.
>>710367744
Can I get a corona please?
living in a shithole in eastern europe.have an income of about 200 euro per month. My dad has water in his lungs and cant afford medical treatment. Dont have enough chopped wood for the winter.. Have no plans for the future just wanna make it through the winter so maybe in the spring i can make more money so i can get my dad to hospital.pic related this is our pathetic barn.
>>710384452
well shit uh ask putin for help
>>710384452
I'm also from Eastern Europe, I fucking hate the damn politicians that steal everything and only decrease the wages while people are busting their asses working, then they have the nerve to ask us to vote for them and make voting obligatory and then complain because most young people go to live in western Europe.
>>710384907
so what you're saying is dont go to eastern europe
>>710368000
Checked congrats
Just a glass of milk waiter
>>710385011
If you're poor don't. That's what I'm saying. I'm lucky that my father works on ships and gets a decent payment so I had an ok childhood but many of my friends were not that fortunate. The only non poor people around here are either working in other countries or are fucking mafiosos.
>>710385343
i have 5 dollars do you think its a good idea to move to eastern europe
>>710385462
tbh in my town almost enough to buy a grl for a night
>>710385529
welp time to go to eastern europe
>>710385529
mind telling me what town this is
>>710385529
I've been feeling pretty lonely and want to know what town this is.
>>710367744
will alcohol wash away the pain caused by it?
pic very related.
>>710385529
dude give these por sods>>710385560
>>710385577
>>710385626
your town name they're willing to give you tourist money
>>710385756
who did you kill anon
>>710385560
>>710385577
>>710385626
i live in moldova. for 15 euro u can buy a girl in every town that has less then 1k inhabitans. that means in 95% of the country
>>710367744
I'll take a scotch on the rocks
>>710385822
so anyone down for a group trip to moldova
>>710385822
Time to save up for some flight money. I'm not that picky but they aren't obese and super ugly are they?
>>710385980
>poor country
>obese
dude use common sense
>>710386038
I know poor fat fucks.
>>710385980
they arent fat cuz most people dont have so much food to waste. since the girls get married young you should buy one at the age of 15-17 so you know they are still virgins.
>>710386077
How?
>>710386038
so only people with money get fat? you use common sense.
>>710367744
Im 4 grand in debt. Car keeps breaking down. Girl of 5 years wants to get married, job is threatening to let me go.
.... whiskey stright bar keep.
>>710386121
well when your eastern europe levels of poor i dont think you can be fat
>>710386120
I don't know. I don't ask them how they're poor and fat. I may have shit social skills but they're not that shit.
I found an old audio cassette from the 80's or so, that has an audio recording of me babbling as a baby and my mother talking. I just wanna go back to when I was happy and had living parents and also didn't need to worry about my massive loan.
>I feel like shit
>Can't even an hero
>>710386250
i assume its good old mcdonalds
I can't seem to talk to girls. About to graduate high school. Haven't gotten laid, or laid, yet even a gf. Am I a failure? I can't seem to relate to most girls at my school and I've tried outside but too socially awkward. I always tell myself that this will be the year. And I have been telling myself that for the past 3 years with still no luck
>>710386285
you can always an hero if you try hard enough
>>710386361
I didn't get laid until after high school. You're fine. And it was with a girl I met on Omegle who only lived an hour away from my College. You're not fat and extremely ugly either are you?
>>710386367
I can't afford it.
>>710386361
You are a late bloomer. Its okay. It will happen. Go work out, get a bike and cycle. Weather you like it or not females like men who look healthy and confident. >>710386361
>>710386584
jumping infront of a train is free
>>710386653
There's no train stations for miles, I live in the middle of nowhere. Also there's little to no trains.
>was going to work tomorrow
>found out I was being replaced
>manager didn't even bother to tell me directly
recommend me some shitty games while I finish half bottle of Stoli
>>710374859
Fuuuuck
>>710386549
No I'm somewat fit. I run plenty of marathons and try to keep a constant diet.
>>710386812
jumping off a high place is free
>>710386616
Thanks anon any workout recommendations?
>>710386835
You'll be fine. Develop your social skills a bit more. Try not to stutter and seem weak. Fake it till you make it. If you're going to college find a club and make friends immediately. Don't be like me and wait around until everybody has their own friend group and you're too shy to talk to people who don't talk to you first.
>>710367744
1 meter of shots of rhum please
>>710386948
Well what worked for me was cycling. But really depends on your frame.
Im broad shouldered with a large back so cycling slimmed me down. Weights kepts me proportional.
24yo, lost my mom few days ago.
>>710386240
that's because they don't have a McDonald's on every corner
>>710386937
From a field? There's no high places. I live in a small town.
>>710387320
Not yet
>>710378000
I've felt this way with my ex also. If she can't visit you MORESO call you without you begging for it on your birthday, she doesn't love you. Trust me.
Please get out of that relationship, you will find someone better I promise. Don't settle for less.
>>710387310
sorry about that, man. How are you feeling?
>>710387170
Yes. That's a good spicy meat advice
>>710387395
starving to death is free
>>710380662
Yes, I will try that, I usually go to conventions related to my interests (games, anime) and when I have been in concerts I usually met a lot of nice guys, I touches a tit two years ago. Also I talked a lot with the seller when I go to buy videogames.
>>710387310
Condolences
>>710378654
You're not ugly, you're just not your type :)
Theres someone out there for you.
should i look what she texted me?
22 yo first felony doing community service so I dont lose my entire world kids life ect.. Pic related
>>710387683
I'd say no, but you'll do it yourself eventually.
>>710387759
just saw the beginning of the text
>i don't want to be in contact like this...
welp...
>>710387170
Currently in that stage right now. It's pretty lonely tbh.
>>710387554
It's not that easy, I tried.
>>710380176
Have you ever tried yolo-ing?
I mean, get a haircut dress nice and go say hi to that cute girl in your neighborhood. Try to talk to yourself in the mirror make sure you act normal when you talk to her.
Take a step back with vidya for a while and chat with complete strangers.
I was a total pessimist like you, then one day I just opened my eyes and started to do something, You can do it! I believe in you random internet guy!
I'll take a bleach antifreeze cocktail
>>710387735
What did you do to get community service?
Thanks for not giving up on your kids.
>>710388236
it's on the house
>>710387462
It's hard for me to realise that she is gone
The other day I encountered her purse in the house and I was like "Damn, mom forgot her purse, I am gonna give her a call to inform her", then I burst into tears realizing it won't be possible anymore
>>710387613
Thank you
Everything around me is starting to turn grey...I find myself clinging to any possible thrill and I desire to feel intensity in a positive way.
>>710388060
Quick question. How did you randomly talk to strangers and have the conversation last more than 3 seconds without it seeming like you're bothering them?
I won't even bother such a generic story. So here are just two sentences.
>i loved her so much
>now she is a fucking some dude who used to be my best friend
Why am I even alive?
>>710370019
tfw when the bartender ignores you in feels thread
>>710371778
Same here. Only in my case the guy hitting on her is also my best friend.
>>710388495
I know what you mean. I used to enjoy playing vidya until it feels like it's more of a routine rather than an escape.
>>710388619
hold on buddy. that's all i can do for you.
>>710388843
Vidya is so fucking boring to me now. I have no desire to continue playing after completing one mission/level/tutorial etc.
Pint of Guinness and a Jameson with ice. Cheers
>>710388501
I just usually talk to people who seem approachable and not busy.
Try going to your local music joint and discuss about the Artist/their musical preference.
Anything from Art galleries/Coffee shops are great places for socializing, since most of the people there are open to talk.
Some pretty recent shit hit the fan for me
>perfect girl
>brings me a happiness that ive never known
>could see myself being with her for the rest of my life
>7 weeks ago she dumps me
>tells me she still loves me
>tell her i will wait
>she plays with my feelings constantly
>I still love her
>I will for a long time
guys....
she wrote
>sorry but i don't want it like this anymore. no contact. ( 100th time ive said that i know )
what answer?
