Feels thread?
>24
>Live with parents
>kissless virgin
>play games all day
>no friends irl
Did a IT diploma in college, have a rare eye condition making my eyes red af and sore/irrated alot.
Had an eye surgery before made it worst than before sadly, have another 1 in 2 days nervious as hell.
The only joy I have in life is just playing games and watching movies, I know this sounds terrible but im just being honest, any advice will help.
Look at Africa, or parts of Asia. And realise that you are still better off, so don't beat yourself over it.
Anyone have that video where its starts with an enthusiastic old man talking about his wife in ww2.. then ends with her death and just generally breaks your heart while watching it
But moveis and videos games are the best, i love them.
>>710096524
If you are talking about this
https://vid.me/P4im
Hi dood im 23
Still a virgin here
But going through college full time, in the military, staying with family, love playing games n watch anime, had a gf but got backstab 5 year ago but im not complaining about it and still hav friends and making new one too
Finding friends is easy too
Talk with them and find something in common
Just live a little
All you need is baby steps towards things
I believe you can do that :D
dank way all the way.
Been breaking down in to anxiety attacks, hurts to breath.
She is literally every single direction I look. I can't get away. Ive blocked her, un friended her. Yet I still succumb to sending her texts.
On top of her being gone I have tremendous pressure to get a job, get out of this depression.
Suicide is on my mind 24/7. Im spiraling out of control.
I know what I have to do and I can't do it... what the fuck do i do, im at my wits end. I cant even bring my self to get professional help. Fucking kill me now.
>>710097645
I read this one a while back, I hope that guy keeps that thing in a goddamn frame
>>710097717
And your eyes will get better dood
>>710096368
anon stop playing games and go to a university to do a degree
chicks dig guys who has financial security
trust me i learned this the hard way
>>710097938
god fucking damnit this hurts
OP here,
Anyone had a limbal excision with graft eye surgery?
Im scared of the pain and risks but Im also worried my life will never change coz of this condition. I only have 1 good eye
>>710096368
get laid its honestly not that hard
>>710096368
I have a story that I tell once and a while
Some of you guys may know it when you see it
However, I find that when I write about it differently it helps me cope with the sadness
A form of catharsis if you will
Any anons interested?
>>710098329
never had one but you can trust your doctors.
>>710098302
>continued
moping around 4chan wont do you any good... i've been hurt many times, i've lost a lot... but it never made me gave up just do things that will make your tomorrow a better situation. otherwise u will be a forever alone loser
>>710097938
So much this
I love u guys
>>710098367
Pretty sure I know the story
If it helps let it out.
>>710096368
Honestly anon, I've had sex more times than I can count, but I'm not saying this to brag. I'm saying this because I still love video games and anime. Doing what you like doesn't dictate your worth or your character. If you want a girl then go out and find one that shares your interests, if you want to play video games, then do that. Do what makes you happy anon. When you're happy the world is a better place.
>>710098259
god bless 8bitfiction.
Doesnt look anybody's here.. almost out of pics anyways
>>710096368
Guys, I really don't know what to do any more. I've tried all this shit, working out, drinking, sex, whatever else and none of it helps. Everything just fails and i don't know what to do any more.
Everyone just fucks off and leaves, every single time. They go off on their own or they mature or they die and i try to keep up but i just fucking cant. I'm 33, i work a good job, I own my own place, own car, blah, blah, blah. I laugh a lot, I like to think I'm good to be around but no one fucking stays, ever. And people, they say you can talk to them whenever you need to, they like to say they care but honestly, why does everyone always have something better to do? why don't they just fucking tell the truth?
i don't get it and i really really want to. i want to know why this is happening and why it won't end. why won't it fucking end guys? i'm 33 and i dont know how much longer i have to wait until it ends. i don't want to die but i don't know what else there is now and if i keep trying to change myself to suit others, then what does that say about me? i don't know what else to do. i've never felt this lost or alone before and i'm fucking scared
>>710099615
I can't offer you any sound advice nor can I tell you it'll get better.. but you aint alone here man. I feel you.
>>710099615
It sounds like you have my old problem, I used to care too much.
So long as you're meeting your goals do what ever you want with your time and money... and if you want better friends that might take a while. Most people only care about themselves and they usually fail at even doing that.
Do what ever makes you happy, keep being decent to people and getting rid of the parasites, fakes, and the generally malicious people and hopefully you'll find one or two people who compliment your personality and interests.
Never had suicidal thoughts until a few nights ago, and tonight has just been a sad one. Ya know, loneliness, emptiness, other bullshit feelings I can't even identify. Anyone else?
>>710096368
Meh, your life doesn't sound so bad. I'm married, late 20s but have a shit job due to being a convicted sex offender. I alternate between being happy and feeling like shit.
I need help tonight, just answer a single question for me. I can't enjoy anything tonight and i don't know why. All i want to do is get fucked up, I'm 20 so i can't buy liquor and i'm looking for a new job so i can't smoke weed. Iv'e been popping klonopin and ambien all night in an attempt to be happy. but it's not working. Lately iv'e been spending literally hundreds of dollars on video games so i can emulate "happiness" it's my one hobby i usually enjoy., I found this one video game yesterday and it's the perfect video game for me, it's exactly what i was looking for. But i can't have fun. I don't know what's wrong with me i'm just miserable and i don't know why. Any thoughts feels /b/ros?
I always dump what I have when I come across a feels thread. I know most of my images won't help, but maybe one will help one person somehow. I don't know /b/ros, life is just kinda shitty.
>>710101313
In my experience some nights just fucking suck and all you can do is fall asleep and hope you don't have another nightmare.
>>710096368
Just start exploring drugs. If youre lucky theyll kill you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwGnCIdHQH0
I'm out /b/ros, have a video on youtube that personally is the one that always gets me
>>710096368
Did that fucking faggot of an artist not realise his creature would drown instantly ? What a world has this become.
>>710097752
Why the fuck did he stop playing ps2 after they died?
>>710101844
Mfw im doing uni and its still full of tight hotties for me to fuck
>>710101513
I just don't feel like it's going to end. I don't even have the motivation to type this. I don't have the moitivation to come up with a coherent response. I know other people have problems worse than mine, but i didn't cry when my gf broke up with me, or even my coworkers all ended up hating me for various reasons. or when some traumatic flashback from my past hit's me. I can brush it off. But this fucking night has just been non stop awful. I don't feel like eating, sleeping, reading, or playing anything. I really just needed someone to talk to but that wont help, i don't know how to help myself. This is my night off, i don't have many so i want to enjoy it. but it's already 5am and it's all gone to waste. Now i have to be miserable at work and i'll probably be miserable after that. I don't even want to post this because i know other people have it worse. I have other stories that could make you cry but tonight, for some odd fucking reason is hitting me harder than anything in the past few years..
>>710096368
You need to put all of your effort into getting a job. I know it sucks but having an employment and a purpose and something to care about other than games will make a huge difference. Get a job and save your money. Make a plan to move out into your own apartment. You can do this you are old enough and it's time. With a job and an apartment you may be able to meet a girl depending on how you look and act. But until you have employment and a roof over your head that you pay for, don't worry about being a virgin or whatever... That comes later when you get your life together. Man up and get that job.
>>710101313
Either stop doing drugs and drinking for a little while and read a book, or start on opiates... Honest opinion
>>710102025
cause he never finished the chores
>>710097599
>>710097645
>>710097678
>>710097708
god da- I say god damn
>22
>molested as a kid
>epileptic
>girlfriend of three years died a slow cancer related death
>was inches from death in 2014 and hospitalized for quite a while
>feel amazing about life and take great pride in my accomplishments
>know that in any moment of hardship that I have the ability and choice to overcome or die trying
>am thankful that life isn't easy and relieved when I can resolve a big problem and create newer small ones
>>710100797
dudemanbro
you have no idea
and the thing is
I'm beginning to think there's no cure
I kissed my sister once, Am I kisseless virgin?
>>710101054
I love this one
in a sad sorta way... but I love it all the same
Soon to be 31 anon here.
It's never too late, guys. I moved out and stopped being a NEET when i was 24, i just woke up and realized things couldn't go on like this. Just find some things that fulfill you, go see a therapist if it's necessary (helped me), get your shit together piece by piece. It ain't that hard if you really try and look at all possibilities.
>>710102951
Nope, that makes you a rapist
>>710101171
>for that one brief moment, the pain goes away
fuck man
>>710103107
She's 2 year older than me, that make me a raped?
I miss you Kevin. I would have really liked it if we could have traveled for a while and gotten to know each other. You were kind of special to me, you got my mind off Aaron. You were just the type of relationship I needed right when I needed it; I was looking forward to that.
And Victor, my friend. I still think about you from time to time. I wish I knew what happened to you, why you broke contact like you did. I hope I didn't get you in trouble with the parcel I sent you. But what ever happened, I hope you're doing well. It would have been nice to see Spain and France with you; and to have you next to me when Aaron left.
Cont?
>>710098475
It's not even fucking AI. It's just a fucking robot controlled by humans without any consciousness and feelings. Stop spreading this bullshit.
You are doing better than me lol
>24 next january
>got kicked out from medschool because of shitty grades
>never had a job
>virgin but not kissless
>0 friends i play as you videogames and guitar for self amusement
>i havent went to a proper hangout outside my house with friends in years
>balding
Pic related
>>710096368
ITT a bunch of faggots cri about their crippling depression bawwwwhww :_;
I am sometimes sad too and I know what's it like to feel depressed, but unless you actually have chronic depression that's confirmed by a doctor, sftu.
22 NEET, i am a weak and passive piece of shit. i live day by day and i don't have any plans for the future. i have isolated myself for so long that i don't even enjoy talking to people anymore.
also i am really fucking bored and going to bed again even though it's only 10:30 AM and i woke up a few hours ago.
>>710104020
No one cares if you're balding, you're literally living in the 1980s.
I flunked out of college, too. Not many people do, overall, but you're in good company.
I go on CL to make friends, in the M4M section: just stay or of the casual encounters, there isn't much to be found there
>>710104016
you are missing the point
>>710104190
>sleeping too much
I do that, too
>>710098302
Hard way?
Please elaborate
>>710104268
beats being bored and wallowing in self pity like a little fag doesnt it, well good night friend
>>710104233
It. Is. Not. Human. Nor. Does. It. Feel. Any. Emotions. >:/
Bump
Bork bork
>>710098302
I don't want chicks I just want to be happy
>>710104920
Nothing wrong with being gay, faggot
Just experienced my first breakup. Why does it feel so freeing? I thought I loved her. Hell, I told her I did all the time.
Does any one have the screen cap of the guy who put down his cap but it was from the cats pov?
>>710104446
its a metaphor towards abandonment
>>710105342
Nevermind I found it.
>>710105672
I'm glad
