Feels thread. Let it out /b/.
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread.
Let it out /b/.
feel pretty decent, a bit scared of the dentistsurgery in two days.
>>710047764
>>710047764
its only the dentist! least youll get fucked up
>>710047512
I cant get the image of them together out of my head. Dobt they know it fucking hurts.
>>710048264
I feel you man, I feel you
>>710048522
Any tips on how to forget?
>>710047512
Law school applications are due tomorrow. Although I haven't written the LSAT yet, and I think my applications are pretty good, I have this feeling deep down inside that I'm not going to be accepted anywhere I've applied.
My grades in university were shit and I graduated 2 years ago. Since then I've worked at my dad's lawfirm doing meme work.
I'm 25, had a bunch of health issues which held me back in my undergrad. I've put hat behind me and law school is my only chance to get ahead in life again. Now I feel like I've put so much effort into these applications for nothing.
>>710048522
Any tips on how to forget? I even dream about it.
>>710048614
Alcohol. That or murder them.
>>710048733
Murder crossed my mind allot of times
>>710048614
Ive been trying so hard man.
delete the numbers, the facebooks and dont forget to block.
you gotta try your best to do something that occupies your mind and everytime they come into mind, just instantly nope... way easier said than done but we gotta try.
>>710048809
Murder also becomes easier with alcohol. It's technically not even murder. They hurt you, you hurt them. Eye for an eye kind of thing. Bible approved.
>>710048929
Dont kill anyone not even yourself
An eye for an eye makes the world blind and as cliche as that is I learned that shit through experience.
I wish I could take my own advice but ya gotta forgive and forget.
>>710048871
Did this already. But the betrayal hurts lije hell. And the images in my head wont stop.
>>710048929
You dont even know how good this sounds.
>>710048871
Exhaust yourself by working out. It gives you something to do, makes you feel better and you'll be tired at night, which guarantees quick sleep without agonizing thinking.
>>710049106
Topkek
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gao7FlscV7M
>>710049117
It fucking kills man
This aint gonna be easy but you just have to think of other shit until one day it goes away.... hopefully
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTOiMteH0cQ
>>710048264
i've got some sad news for ya anon, you'll never be able to let go, you're going to "move on" and have a lot of other relationships in the future, but none of them will ever be the same again, that's where i am right now..
>>710049613
Man I love these guys
thanks for the feels
>>710049872
>>710050189
Thats the thing i think i can never trust people like i did. There will always be something in the back of my head
Just when i thought im over her she texted me
>>710050590
Dont respond its for the better. I dont know what happend, but there is a reason why you needed to get over her
I'm glad she blocked me.
But I just feel lonely now..
you are right anon
>>710050717
>>710050907
What happend?
>>710050568
Me too dude, the abandonment issues are real now... so nice how one day some one just makes you jaded.
Good luck man, I believe in you. Dont do nothing stupid.
>>710051103
She blocked him.
>>710047512
>friends and family moving on in life without me
>feel more and more left out each day
>literally no one believes in me anymore
wat do?
/b/, what should I do if I fall in love with my best friend?
>>710051141
Thanks. Good luck to you to.
>>710051377
Ask yourself if you want tondo something with it.
>>710048871
>>710051377
You'll probably break up with for some other bitch and the friendship and relationship between you and her will end she'll hate you but overtime she'll learn to forgive you
you'll start caring about her again but she'll never date you again
>>710051377
unless u have a shitty friend compass u should be good to tell them how you feel and they be cool with it either way its nice to know someone cares more for you then u knew
>>710051311
theres no doubt that they still love you
no matter what life goes on, its your choice whether or not to go with it. Believe in yourself!
>>710051377
don't do it if you don't get any signals from her.
>>710051396
I second this>>710051843
Whether you break up with her or she breaks up with you either way its probably gonna ruin the relationship and if your humble as fuck through it then yeah you might make it out as friends.. you'll catch feelings and she wont, it will hurt but you dont know unless you try ;)
>>710052120
Thanks. I've decided to just stop caring really. I've adopted a new policy: if they don't ask (about anything going on in my life), then I don't tell. Even if/when I make it to back overseas to live and work, I won't tell them a thing until they look up one day and realize
>oh, you're in Japan/Korea/Thailand/China?
>when did that happen?
>It happened when you were too busy tweeting about donuts to notice me moving up in life
>>710047512
not sure if any of you have been keeping up with the adonis story, but he completed it.
>>710052687
Friendship is a 2 street so I think you'll be doing the right thing. Do you and forget about the ones that dont care. People will realize your awesomeness and wanna be friends! trust!
Great, time to be a petty shit. My ldr girlfriend's got a lot of school related shit to deal with; music prelims, and mock exams, and her phone broke so she can only talk by her laptop which she barely gets access to. I just feel like shit because she's not been as loving as she used to be, and I keep telling myself that it's just because she's got a lot of stuff to deal with and it'll be fine once all her exams are over, but my paranoid fucking brain keeps telling me she doesn't love me anymore. It's some fucking petty shit, but I just feel like shit
>>710053125
2 way*******
>>710053070
glad to see you liked my story. ill leave you with this, The very thing you want the most, might actually end up being the thing you'd least want. If you're not mindful, you might find out too late. -Adonis
can someone post some stories?
>>710053125
>>710053196
I get it. I find that I'm usually the one who initiates conversation (or at least tries to), yet they rarely ask ME how I'm doing out of the blue. I can understand it from my foreign friends (most of whom are Japanese and live in Japan) since they're really busy with life and not on all the time, but the ones who are right here and on FB every-single-day have no excuse. It takes only 2.5 seconds to ask how someone is doing through Messenger.
>>710053325
Adonis, your wisdom never falls on deaf ears, im glad you are finally at peace.
>>710053157
I hate to say it but your feelings are valid and it could very well be that she is stopping loving you. Long distance relationships are hard on a person and love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight...
I hope however that the love you share is strong and cant just disappear. Stay positive my man, cause in the end you never really know what bitches are thinking.
>>710053070
What did i miss
>>710048614
I know it doesn't seem like it will ever pass, but believe it or not it will. My ex-girlfriend broke up with me about a year ago now, and it really hurt for a long time. Logically, I knew that she had screwed me over. I knew that even though I had helped her and forgave her for so much in our relationship, she tossed me aside like yesterday's garbage the second something went wrong for her. That doesn't really mean anything, though; you can't just decide how you feel about someone, and even though I knew she was horrible, I still loved her and thought I would never get over her. Then, about six months after she broke up with me, over a very short period of time I just stopped caring about her. It helped that she was a complete bitch towards me after we broke up, even though I tried to still be friends with her (we were together for almost 3 years, and had spent nearly all of our free time together). I haven't talked to her in about six months now, and in all honesty I don't even want to see her again. Even if she spontaneously asked to get back together now, I would say no. That is a far cry from how I felt about her for almost half a year after we broke up.
tl;dr: It will get better with time, even if right now it doesn't seem like it ever will.
>>710053707
just me meeting up with her again, and finally gaining closure for me and my story -Adonis
>>710053456
Definitely dude. People live busy lives and you got to understand that (which it looks like you do) but at the same time you're right it takes nothing to say hey to someone.
>>710053629
Too right, it's hard to tell what she's thinking, it'll be about a month until all her exams are done, so I'll see how she is after it, because I don't want to bring it up cuz I'm a bitch. But thanks for showing support
>>710053850
Thanks. I hope time will heal it for me.
>>710053951
Im happy for you. Closure is a important thing.
alright faggots i know youre basically all weeaboos of however its spelled. Thing is i watched a couple of animes and they were kinda alright, point is I wanna get the feels and cry. I watched both anohana and angel beats and they just got me a little emotional. got any better NIPPÒN?
>>710054405
Dont watch anime.
Jesus Christ, tell me, what do I do with my life?
Studying on a course that will propably get me nowhere. I try living like a normie, but it doesn't bring me any joy, what do?
any body got any stories??
Can someone give me some easy way's to kill myself?
My gf, possibly ex, is off partying with a bunch of friends and I'm sat at home like a sad faggot.
Yay
>>710054746
Im a firm believer that if something makes you un-happy you got to change that shit
>>710054853
Gun or hang yourself.
Theres a method that involves helium but itll take a while to get a tank by the time you get it you probably wont wanna kill yourself.
dont be a selfish asshole anyway, killing yourself isn't the answer
>>710054940
No shit, the thing is being a proper anon sitting in my home isn't better. Only recreational use of drugs helps, but I'm not going to go that way either.
No one will nevet look at me and see just a normal girl
Ill allways be a freak, a poor imitation of the real thing
I just make people around me unvomftable
I wanna get of the ride
>>710054865
Why possibly ex gf?
>>710055220
I think she's found someone better than my sad ugly ass.
>>710055173
Well fuck dude, you think I have some magical words for you that are gonna fix your crisis?
You know what you need to do, so do it. Go through with your course cause well you mine aswell and if it goes no where than fuck it. Just travel the world, snort drugs off of boners and shit.. fuck idk,
>>710055206
No worries friend, I wanna get off the ride too.
I find that getting drunk helps me coping with social anxiety. Worth a try for anyone struggling.
Or maybe not..
>>710054746
Do what you want to do, you don't need 4chan or Jesus to tell you you don't like your courses, you figured that out yourself. It's your life, don't waste your time trying to figure out what everyone else wants you to do with it
>>710055206
Normal girls suck dont feel bad about not being normal! Im sure you're super interesting and normies just cant handle it!
>>710054210
Thank you anon, seeing as you are in a feels thread, i hope youpersonally feel better as well, or at least begin to feel happiness again.-Adonis
>>710055206
are you a tranny?
>>710055727
I find that it helps too but only when you are drunk after that it just kind of makes it worse.. thats what I found.
>>710055682
Lets jump of the ride at the top
together
>>710055866
If being emotionally unstable is intetesting
Then yea im really interesting
>>710056012
Yea sadly
Also sorry for my awfull spelling
Its hard to consentrate atm
>>710055849
I actualy like them, just little to no job after that, at least where I live. My problem is how to find out what do I want, I'm an undecisive person with focus problems.
>>710056199
Im sure emotionally unstable is not all you are
Im emotionally unstable as fuck too but theres still interesting feats beneath it all and I hope thats the case for you too.
>>710056046
I was pretty bad yesterday from having been out acting horrible at various clubs. It was not me at all to shit like that.
Hangovers are the worst when you suffer from anxiety.
>>710056673
Yeah dude I got drunk and did stupid shit too
Hangover was cared for by water the night before but it still made me anxious as fuck, so i got loaded again.. its a vicious cycle.. stay safe.
>>710056618
Eh maybe
Just feel like giving up right now
>>710056952
yeah me too. me fucking too.
I have given up about as much as you can without offing myself. Dont think I could ever take the final step though~ So why not take a step forward instead of back??? easier said than done right.
>>710056908
Even with only 1 hour of sleep i wasn't even hangover physically, it was the guilt and shame of what i did throughout the night that got me feeling very bad.
I'm drinking tonight too, just to forget it all. Kinda helps actually-
>>710047512
>Early 00's
>Go with my younger friend at a rave party
>younger friend is underage and goes only because he sold mdma
>go with him because we're very close
>take half of whatever pill he had
>warmup dj starts few seconds later
>get lost raving, friend nowhere in sight
>don't care, keep raving
>fuck loads of time later
>see the most beautiful girl right in front of me
>typical 00's rave hairstyle, piercing on her lip, a croptop and typical somewhat baggy pants for that time
>kinda typical rave girl for that era, yet she still looks like she doesn't belong here, nor any place that you could think of
>makes eye contact with me and stops dancing
>as soon as this happens, insomnia - faithless plays, or at least some version of that song (it was still a warmup dj set)
>hollyshitbutterfliesinmystomach.jpg
>approach her, start dancing
>she follows
>rave our asses off, eventually started making out
>tfw you feel like you finally belong somewhere
>tfw mdma makes my brain burst out of happiness
>actually feeling love the entire time
>loose track of time eventually
>check my Motorola V50 to see what time it is
>See SMS from my friend saying: Help Anon, narcs got me, I'm at anon police station
>Tell this girl I have to go get my friend out cause he's a minor
>She makes the saddest look on her face that still haunts me to this day
>Start pushing trough the crowd
>Eventually get out, catch a taxi to the police station
>Remember on my way there that I didn't get this girl's number, not even her fucking name
>Say fuck it, Anon's friend is more important than a girl, knowing I will regret this
>Tfw I've never seen that girl again
>tfw nothing ever felt like that with any girl ever again
>tfw I managed to find and lose my soulmate in one nigh
>>710057216
Eh this world doesnt need anothet degenerate tranny
Today is my 1 year anniversary and it is the scariest thing about Halloween
>>710056199
well the reason girls dont accept you, is because you are NOT a girl. PEOPLE ARE INDIVIDUALS, gender doesnt change who you are, you've legitimately made connection between two vastly different things, you are a man get over it.
bump
>>710057820
I transissioned becuse i hated my male body soo bad
Not becuse i liked girlythings
>>710057376
Early 2000 rave girls were the best, not too slutty not too prude
>>710057376
Saying that she was your soulmate might be a bit of a stretch lol. MDMA gets me feeling love for everyone and Ive been in your situation where I take that girl home and realize i was just high as fuck lol.
>hungry as fuck
>order pizza from dominos
>name pizza gas the jews
>get call from dominos saying they can't deliver the pizza
what do?
>>710058502
To be fair, it was not my first nor my last time taking mdma, couple of other times i've been with girls while shitfaced but never got that feeling ever again. Ofcourse, the mdma had it's share on my emotions, but it wasn't only that...
>>710058319
>your s man get over it
>>710058319
i said get over it
>>710058319
you are a man got it?
>>710058319
you better fucking get it
>>710060035
>>710060148
>>710060298
I know im just a dumb boy who was naive enought to think i could acctually be a girl
Still hurts
It hurts so goddamn much i just whant it to stop
>>710060298
i feel like this is some sort of projection
who cares if someone whos a dude wants to be a girl or vice versa. theres no fucking way it directly effects you so fuck off.
>>710058319
criminalize gay marriage
>>710060573
hes a man, why arent you?
meme themed disses aside be whoever the fuck you wanna be
>>710061519
Wow this is deep
My repressed anger just got me into a fight which I ran away from. ama : ^)
>>710062859
whyd you run?
>>710062987
I'm 5'10 and ~130 pounds and he was ~6'3 and 210 pounds. Also I am fairly drunk and didn't want to get hospitalized. FeelsBadMan
>>710058648
Go get Pizza Hut or shit. Domino's pizza sure is cheaper, but that stuff is bland and awful, now don't tell me you like the company that came up with the idea of mixing mustard with pizza? Spend a few more bucks on a good pizza anon, domino's ain't worth it.
>>710063146
looks like you made the right choice.. is this gonna come back to you?? and how hard?
>>710063316
Not really. I met this guy after clubbing and I don't think he has the mental capacity to care about me (thankfully).
>>710063146
Lift some more anon. Get the "insurance" you'll need just in case you're gonna get yourself into another trouble. This time around, you've got the means to end the fight.
>>710062110
>>710063530
I started lifting a few months ago. But still I don't want to get even one broken bone because some guy thinks, he's tough for hitting someone way smaller and less fat than himself. I like your way of thinking though.
>>710063502
Ah thats okay then, just drunken stupidity
as for the repressed anger, obviously you gotta let it out better or your gonna get your ass beat
>>710063978
How does one let out his repressed anger though? Netiher drinking nor lifting seems to help for me.
>>710064140
you got to talk about it man, i know its not easy but you got to.
>>710064435
Sounds like a good plan man. Imma try that sometimes. Honetsly every time I tried to talk about that with one of my friends, but usually it just ends up with them trying hard to not act serious. Thanks for the advice though.
You have to find someone who actually cares then, a lot of the time it can make people uncomfortable and thats why they dont take it seriously .. just be honest and let them know it really bugs you.
>>710064702
forgot the reply
>>710064924
>>710064924
Alright, cheers mate. Thanks for listening to my story and actually helping me out. Have a good one.
>>710065146
no problem and good luck man.
>>710065255
good luck with whatever took you to a /feels/ thread man.
welp im out pictures.
>>710065514
thx man, there were some i never saw in any feels thread before. It's 3:31 here and i feel like dying. Your pictures helped me escape my mind for a while. have a great night
Im glad they could help man.
I hope that you feel better soon enough anon. If you wanna tell me what bugging you, you can.. if it helps.
>>710065804
wow im horrible at replying tonight
>>710066077
>>710051311
Do something with your life and stop sitting and complaining about your current situation. The only thing complaining will get you is further behind everyone you care about.
>>710066077
gonna tell a little of my story cuz of dubs
Gf dumped me, lied and cheated on me for weeks. Dragged my name through the dirt and said i was violent, to the point where i'm now persona non grata from any gatherings. I have done absolutely nothing wrong, i've been good to everyone. But in the end, they all leave me alone. I now have two people in my life and they will soon leave and go abroad to study.
I'm pretty sure that i'm sick now, like official sickness. Some kind of personality disorder. I talk to myself all the time. Like every conscious minute. I feel like there are two me, one who is the alpha male i'd like to be. And the other one, the weeping sack of shit. It is the latter that prevails. God sorry for those ramblings man i'm drunk.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to vent a little
>>710053157
I am going through a very comparable situation. been dating the girl for 3 years, she's studying abroad in denmark, 6 hour time difference and me being in the shop til 3 pm est. makes our window to talk very narrow... I don't worry about her not loving me, but the lack of affection makes me feel pretty empty. Distance sucks, plus she's really depressed and homesick so when we do talk, it's always kinda sad. Part of me wants to break up until she comes home, I don't know if the relationship is negatively affecting her, and I just want her to be happy. I'm not very worried about her and I not ending up together when she comes back, but dealing with it now sucks.
Wew lads
So I've had a boyfriend for several months (I'm a faggot btw) and lately he's been abusing me.
I can't do anything about it or he'll tell everyone that I know that I'm gay (I have super conservative parents, as are a shitload of people that I know)
Should I off myself /b/?
if you want someone to talk to tonight or just to vent your problems feel free to come by
https://discord.gg/U34yy
>>710053157
Literally had the same thing happen to me. You need to try and be supportive and be her safe haven. Just don't be an ass and try to blame your feelings on her. Not even subconsciously. Good luck fam
>>710066758
Sounds shitty but if those people dont realize shes lying then maybe you are better off with out them. fuck her for doing those things to you. I have faith that people will realize shes a cunt and hang out with you again but if not refer to what i first said.
Im going through similar shit and im pretty sure im legit fucked up in the head because of it.. all i can say is seek help, im on my way to taking that first step.
>>710066758
put yourself out there and try to meet new people man, I know it's easier said than done, but don't mope about crappy break ups
And to think everyone believes /b/ doesn't have a heart.
All you fucks have been hurt so much that the only thing you can do is hate the very thing you care so much about.
Look at yourselves, you can do so much better then this but because some faggot in the back of you head telling you that you're not good enough or you belong with the filth, you can't move on and learn to avoid the attacks of every day life.
Yeah the world sucks ass, and it's the real nightmare we all want to ecape but where do we go from this place. Back to the void that we so abruptly was pull from?
All you cunts are so smart and have so much potential.
Put that shit to use. Not for others, but for yourselves, in the end i hope you understand that you are the center of your own life, it begins with you and ends with you.
Anyone got the comic with the stuffed rabbit who tried to cheer up the girl?
>>710066907
You have two options that don't include offing yourself. Either you just out yourself or you start telling people about how he's been trying to get close to you and how he might be a faggot (only works if he doesn't have any evidence of you being gay). Don't kill yourself because of a cunt like him though. You deserve a better reason to take your life.^
>>710047512
>Feels
Well, I'm stuck sitting at home not doing anything with friends on a nice Halloween night, which is the only "October 31, 2016" that will ever be in all history incidentally.
And I imagine there are countless others here in the same boat.
When I was younger I was in an accident that almost killed me and my mom. She was mad at me for something dumb and I didn't want her to yell anymore. I yelled bavk at her under the pressure, it caught her off guard and she crashed the car. I blamed myself for years and hated myself because of it. I tried so hard in that time to take care of myself and keep other people from feeling the sadness I was feeling. I just wanted someone to tell me I'm a good person, I know that's selfish but no ones ever told me that before.
>>710066907
dude thats fucked. dont kill yourself
come out and move somewhere not so conservative. I fucking ate conservative bullshit. Fuck the conventional route.. break out your cocoon and fly like the beautiful butterfly you are motherfucker!
>>710067355
True words.
Not that easy though, here im sitting trying to make use of the worthless piece of shit i am.
I still believe in myself to some degree, but i can't deny i'm getting older and i have not a lot of time left.
You are real Anon!
>>710047512
My wall. This is how low I've sunk.
>>710067415
Somewhere out there there's a nigga feeling up some slut in a revealing costume. He's gonna blow a load in her eager face while you jack off into a sock.
Wow... a nice thread... in /b/...
>>710067223
good luck to you then, i might see a shrink myself. Only 26 but I feel so old and tired.
>>710067318
downloaded some silly aps like tinder and happn recently. no matches and no dates but i feel like giving it a real go. Anything to beat the empty side of my bed and the loneliness that creeps in my head. thank you and have a good night
Remember who told you about /b/?
Remember how excited you were the first time you visited /b/?
Remember how disgusted you were when you saw gore the first time?
Remember how much you laughed in YLYL threads?
Remember how awesome it felt to make your first post on /b/?
Remember the day it stopped?
Remember the day you realized your feeling turned numb?
Remember the day you posted something and felt nothing?
Remember the day gore wasn't disgusting to you?
Remeber the day YLYL threads 404'd before you laughed?
Remember the day when you realized /b/ killed your feelings?
Remember the day you realized you can't live without /b/?
Remember the days you could remember what you ate in the mornings?
Remember the time you knew what time it was without looking it up?
Remember the last time you cried?
Remember the days you had friends?
Remember the last time someone texted you?
Remember the thread that 404'd a second ago?
Remember this day?
Remember me?
Does anyone remember you?
>>710067618
Hey man feel better, you are loved.
>>710067618
who is them ?
also that shit is unhealthy my man. burn those and write some positive notes
>>710067527
I dont know you but im sure you are a good person, if you are nice to people.. you are a good person.
>>710067939
BUCKLE UP BUCKAROOS
>>710067830
the best approach to those apps is download as many of them as you can find, say yes to every single girl, when you find a match decide whether you want to talk to them or not. it's very much a numbers game on those things, but I'm in the middle of nowhere maine and I have like 90 something matches, but I only messaged maybe 10 of them. oh, and use bumble
I actually tried to do some fitness this morning.
Felt good afterwards, and now i'm just going back to shit. Don't know if i'm just an idiot.
>>710067415
yeah man i feel ya. i went out this weekend and partied and i still dont feel any better if that makes any difference to you..
>>710047512
Breaking up with my gf of 4 years right now.
I'm just a shit boyfriend, no ability to connect or care about people enough. Doesn't feel like it based on the feels I got though.
>>710068042
Them = All my friends, and basically anyone who isnt someone I have to see like a close family member or a doctor. I do love my friends but its gotten to the stage that spending time or talking to them does more harm than good.
And yeah it's probably not healthy, but I've been fighting mental illness for a long time and whenever I get enough confidence to think I can lead a normal life or be happy I get crushed. These notes remind me of my place.
>>710067618
I've seen one of my mates go through this. But instead of self doubt and pity, he wrote that he must stop doing the things that lead into this sorta of trap.
Do the opposite and you'll start to see what you really wanted your life to be.
It's hard at first but gets easier as you learn.
Find the things that make you happy but are healthy for you.
Whats the worst that could happen if you give it a try.
Remember though, lossers whine about their best, winners go home and fuck the prom queen.
>>710067939
this fucked me up
i wanna go back to flavortown
>>710067568
Problem is, I'm stuck here for like 2-3 more years. If I come out or deal with the abuse it's going to be hell. I'm trying to think of something other than suicide, but it's hard. Real hard.
I am slowly building my trust . I get tested left and right , i am good to everyone . I feel like i cannot be me . I have controversial opinions , I like attention specially in classes and everyone sees me as weak because i dont impose myself . I find so much disapointement in this world ...
>>710068303
Do more fitness. Lifting is good for feels.
>>710068547
Destroy what destroys you . End that relationship Now
You're all a bunch of fagots.
>>710068370
I had a couple get-togethers with friends this weekend and would probably have another if they didn't have school and shit getting in the way.
And if I hadn't caught a monster cold this morning I'd have probably fucked my girl earlier this afternoon.
Still. Every second.
>>710068547
Don't give up anon. You are a beautiful individual, embrace yourself and the world will embrace you.
Everyday is a new beginning, start making those changes and don't postpone em for shitty reasons.
I believe in you.
>>710068696
says a guy lurking in a feels thread because he's sad
>>710068258
Thank you, I shouldn't expect anything in return because that creates an obligation, it would just be really cool to have one person who validates me.
>>710068303
Did the same a while ago.
I started taking notes of what I did and rewarding myself for it. For example I could only have one cigarette for every 10 minutes of whatever kind of workout. Worked like a charm and not it kinda feels like a habit. Almost like closing your door after leaving your room.
If the treat-system doesn't work for you, I've heard some of my friends motivating themselves by trying to do one more pushup, 100 more metres, one more situp or whatever every day or so. And if you mess up and only do 30 pushups instead of 35, just remind yourself, that a least you did something productive and you *tried*. Just keep at it for a week or two and shit'll become natural.
>>710057376
twas the MDMA not the girl
>>710067939
>Remember when it stopped
I was smiling up until this point.
You motherfucker. Take me back to flavortown
>>710068779
Thank you very much anon U made my day . God bless people like you :D
>>710068537
I've tried many, many times. I'm 30 years old soon, I spent years trying relationships, or going out every weekend and partying, or signing up for different group activities in my neighbourhood like art or creative writing.
It sounds so self-pitying and faggy but I just dont think happiness is on the cards for me.
>>710066907
That's terrible that he would put you in that situation, emotional abuse is how people like that latch on to you. Is there any way you could convince him to leave you alone?
>>710068947
So why do you believe that happiness is not in the cards?
Everyone always has something that makes them happy.
Or is your sadness what makes you happy?
>>710068303
The routine is the real hard part to maintain, once you have your workout schedule down and get accustomed to it it becomes so much easier. Just keep going and pace yourself at first.
>>710069184
This. some people can't be happy, because deep down in their hearts, they think, they don't deserve to be happy. Just embrace live as what it is: a giant fuckfest of nothingness where everybody wants to be as happy as can be. Or you could try to devote yourself to something to give some meaning to your live. Just stop stopping yourself from becoming happy. Hope you get yourself back on track fam.
>>710069184
People dont reach their 30's and suddenly find happiness after being miserable all their life. That's Hollywood garbage. And no, my sadness makes me bored and annoyed as fuck.
>>710069428
This. Also, pic very much related.
>>710054405
Welcome to the NHK
Even though I'm a nerdy virgin with no friends, my parents are proud of me, and that alone is enough to feel good for a few minutes.
I feel like I'm supposed to hate her after the way she treated me but the feelings I have just don't go away.
>>710068947
You are expecting too much of yourself.
What is happiness for you? Start writing down that list and don't let society rule the best way for you to be happy.
if you want to be a introvert that's fine. Many women are like you, they will find you likeable if you just act like yourself.
We can all do better, but sometimes enough is enough.
>>710069921
I wish I had more friends
>>710063276
fuckin cried nigga
>>710065159
Me
>>710069184
That's a very unhealthy mindset that is probably a leading cause of depression. Sadness is momentary off switch you use we you need to reflect and take a break, it can be very enticing to procrastinatinators who want to put their life on delay. It's the same with suicide.
"I kill myself because I'm so frustrated
And every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I gotta race the clock"
>>710069654
Well stop waiting for a miracle.
Go out and find whatever it is that gives meaning or makes you happy. None of us nor me can click our fingers and make you happy.
But we're not here to do that, we're hear because we want to feel something. Mostly sadness i guess but still.
>>710070147
You can be my friend.
I don't know you, and you don't know me.
But, I don't give a shit who are, what you have done or what you look like.
You are my friend now.
>>710070040
Im in the same boat and I feel like the biggest faggot on the planet cause I cant get over her. I just cant.
>>710070368
>>710070437
Thank you both!
>>710070053
>>710070280
I havent been 'waiting' for anything. I've spent my entire 20's going out and trying different things. Not even 'trying too hard to be happy', just trying to live and enjoy life.
Thanks for the words fellas, I'm not going to change unfortunately but I just felt the need to post since I've been in hermit-mode the last couple of weeks and just wanted to vent a little.
I sometimes just look at the reply box because I want to say something, but I can't
Know the feeling?
be me
sophomore year of college
be at a party
see a girl I've been in love with since high school (we both went to the local college)
start dancing and ask her out she said yes
then friend zoned me
>>710047512
im an 18 year old kissless virgin that just dropped out of college im really contemplating suicide
>>710070040
madyson
>>710071117
been kissless virgin until my 21st birthday
then had sex with my gf
then she left me
and i'd give anything back to return to the eve of my birthday. so that i would not fall in love
Don't worry about sex. it IS overrated. it'll come soon enough
>>710071101
I mean that sucks, but at least she was being honest with you and was not leading you on forever.
>>710063446
>bad times friend ahead
>maybe no computer
>maybe no home
>i go away but we are two of soul
>i will return
indescribable..
>>710071079
Do it faggot.
We are here for you.
>>710070040
You can't look at people who treat you poorly that way, it's the same as treating yourself the way she does. Don't do that to yourself.
>>710071269
Maddie*
/b/ kills me. Not in a bad way. Just in a special way. I see all these people posting dicks, chicks and gore. Well all fight amungst ourselfs. Call each other fagots. To the outside world /b/ is a horrible place.
To us we are a very disfuntional family. We are all alone so we go to a place where we aren't alone. With like minded people. A family of one thread at a time. We are people who stick around and call each other friend for no other reason then to not feel alone.
But know one thing. Since were in a thread together we aren't alone.
>>710047512
I still love you. When you put makeup on my face it made me so happy and a bit horny.
Idk about a traditional relationship, if we are in bed together again once a month that's fine with me.
Do I email him? Do I text him? I haven't spoken to him in a year, yet I still worry about how he's doing...
>>710071382
Sad thing is, you only realise how overrated it is once you've had it.
>>710071117
Don't anon. Take a little time off right now to re-assess what you want to do with your life. You're young. That's a value. Talk with your parents; family too.
>>710071269
Remember who you were before her, don't let the idea of her in your head stop you from doing you because you're the same person without her.
/b/ my friends are all leaving me to move across the country. I've never felt so alone. I have gf but she tells me to stop whining about my friends all leaving. I'm not even sure what the point is to have a phone if no one talks to me. I care more about cars than I do about people. Anybody that does contact me wants something from me. It's hard going about life just for someone else's needs.
https://telegram.me/joinchat/DTvISUEwvQQLaDeLU6wFEw
we have a feels on wheels telegram group if any bro from here wants to join
>>710047512
I feel sad that my only friends on steam are 3 people from 'roll to win' threads. I've had the account for years.
>>710071838
a email would be good
>>710048871
personally i skate. it just keeps my mind off of her and everything else, its just you and the board beneath your feet. and for a few hours nothin else matters.
>>710071990
Thanks man but i did not even get that far
>>710071117
School isn't all there is to life, it's just all you've known so far. If you really think about it, you have everyday for the rest of your life free to do anything you can.
>>710072082
You can still feel sad and lonely even with IRL friends.
First step anon is to take a look at yourself.
Do you get satisfaction from playing your games anymore, do you want to accomplish some more?
>>710067355
Thanks...I saved this.
23 and Depressed, gf dumped my ass a month ago. Was in a new relationship 2 days later. Cheated on me while dating me and was very emotionally abusive and controlling. Even after it all I still love her, even though I know I shouldn't. I don't feel much anymore. Been no contact for almost 2 weeks, while I'm here on /b/ I'm thinking about the fun she is having tonight on this Halloween.
>>710072208
I think that's a good idea. I'm just not sure what to say. I guess I'll take all night to think of what to say to him.
>>710072301
What do you mean?
>>710071541
I know and its still hard to let go. I kinda hate myself for it
>>710072689
The more you value her the more she can take from you. There are tons of other girls who would treat you better but you need to lead by example, ne good to yourself and youll get someone who is good to you.
>>710072654
Cropped if anyone wants to use it.
>>710072806
We talk for a bit but her asshole friends fuck with her poor navie mind one of the things they did was make her avoid me and put ideas in her head
>her friends told her I stalked her and some otherstuff like that
>>710072773
make it sweet and short start off simply you will do just fine :3
Spent 6 years with someone and suddenly it all just stopped.
It's been 4 years now, I can't get over it.
>>710072905
Well it's good you're getting away from the idea of her and realizing the problem is a distaste for yourself. Now you just need to build yourself up to where you want to be, it'll take time though
>>710073193
I know I deserve better, I just can't get past how when she wasn't abusing me she was the cutest girl I've felt with. She knows me inside and out. I though I knew her... But she's the biggest pathological liar on the planet. Makes me think was any of it real? Almost 2 years together just to end up like this..
I am 26 now
Came on here when i was 16
I am a big mess and i am fucking tired of me slavin to keep my slavin routine to not give completely up on life.
The last time i was fine with everything is 10 years ago or so
Fucking kill me
>>710073310
If you haven't got over it in 4 years, you probably never will. Deal with it rather than trying to get over it, approach it from a different angle/see it in a different way. It will get better, but you need to do something other than just wait it out.
>>710047512
>>710073243
Thank you, anon. Have a good night.
>>710063276
Ouch, right in the feels man...
>>710073475
Protip from someone with experience:
Fuck it lul, in 3-4-5 months the days will come where she's not popping up every day in your head. Fuck that bitch. You'll get a new one. Even cuter. More love. Then the same thing happens again but you know now that its all hoes and you'll be fine. Just hoes man. Try not to love the next one too much
>>710073475
There will be more girls man, you just got to get over the oneitis and move on from her. You can't change the deception now, but you can learn from it and know if the next one is treating you badly before it goes on that long
>>710073555
There is nothing I can do about it now Anon, the most human relation I ever had was with her, the only person I was able to see straight in the eyes was her, the only person I was able to comfort, and the only person that never hurt me. You don't know what you have until its lost. Speaking only to one person for so many years, being hated by everybody else. One day it all ended, suddenly. There is no way to describe this pain, it's a never ending wait, nothing.
I have changed so much since then, but the betrayal and guilt feeling still remains the same.
The only thing that ties me to the only time I was happy is something that hurts.
I had a horrible night and just found out the first person I truly felt something for is dating our other friend and I'm having a rough time dealing with it
>>710074093
Thanks man, I've been thru this before with a girl that I dated for almost 2 years. thought I couldn't live without her either. I got over her eventually. I know it can happen again, I just didn't get hit as hard as I recently did. I just cared sooo much, and I will learn from that this time. Thanks a lot anon, it means so much to me. Cause I hate talking about this with people I know. They just ignore and don't care and I know they don't want to hear my complaining and problems... I'm just disappointed in all of it.
>>710074112
Thanks, I know there will be more out there. My mind knows what needs to be done. But my emotions are still here wanting to be in this toxic relationship. I took a huge blow to my self-esteem. I lost trust in women and I lost motivation to better myself...
I'm fucked. I'm married but I'm in love with my wife's cousin. Literally in love with her. Something bad happened in her family tonight and I want to call her so fucking bad to make sure she's ok but I know I can't. I'm sitting here waiting for her to post something - anything - on social media to start a conversation but she hasn't and probably won't tonight. I just wish I was there for her right now because I feel like no one else is :(
>>710074461
Yeah that's a rough feeling. Just gotta ride it out man, they wont be together forever and you wont feel this way forever. Does she know you like her?
its kinda hard to be sad with that fucking skeleton in the corner
>>710074695
Women are taught to value themselves more than you, it's the curse of the prude. But not all of them are that way
>>710074768
Yikes. An actual adult problem. How did you wind up falling in love with her? How old are you and how long you been married?
>>710075026
*Doots sadly*
