Feels
I think I might need to seek actual help soon. I don't fucking know what is fucking wrong with me, there’s no logical fucking reason, I just, idk. I feel like I have the mental stability of an insecure preteen my mood just flips to shitty so easily, I've cried more days than not this past week, I don't usually do that. I've been thinking about suicide plans and I tell myself I'm not serious about doing it.
Everything in my life is fine. There's no reason for me to be such a little fucking fgt. I just left early from a friend gathering and they're hanging out without me now and I'm on here ranting to you guys.
I am a fucking piece of shit.
>>709698268
anon i know this is basic advice, but see a doctor. This is less likely to be situational. But its more likely caused by an imbalance of chemicals, that in turn make you feel this way.
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>>709698268
How old are you anon?
>>709699997
Is it possible you are pregnant? Is your period late? maybe take an early detection test
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>>709700659
Don't worry OP, i feel the same way.
Except my life is/was filled with grief, separation, abuse, and neglect.
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>>709698463
I'm not okay
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>>709700824
It'll be okay anon. I know knowing that you're not alone doesn't help, but you're not the only one. Most are big pussies that put a front of dank memes to cover this feeling. At least you're not that pussy, OP.
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>>709700327
Or third shifters...blue or white, that collar is a means of slavery. In debt til death...do your part.
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>>709698268
Dude you are so young and you have so much ahead of you. If I could I would slap the shit out of you be me
>single at 28 girlfriend dumps me
>spend days at gym and surfing porn at night
>go to bar one night in sweats
>girl gives my number to friends to call me
>I call her after I thought I would be alone forever
>fast forward 13 years 4 kids and house in suburbs
My point your situation is temporary
Get out and do it
>>709701272
no hope left AN hero and livestream it pls
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>>709701621
Is anyone even there? Nobody else really seems to be posting images
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>>709701729
I am. I don't have many pictures for these threads though.
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>>709701039
Thanks /b/ro, that really helps
>>709699229
Please no
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>>709701897
Np, I'm just wondering if I should continue to post or not. There isn't much point if noone is even here
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>>709702131
Please do, I need this.
These threads always make me feel extremely sad for a while, but then I get happy and bounce back after. It's like stepping out of the shade of a tree and into the sunlight and the warmth from the sun is more noticeable. And I haven't seen a lot of the pictures you're posting.
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>>709699998
Feels... too much...
Also nice quads
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>>709702434
Alright man, I'm glad to know I'm helping someone out. I come to these threads for the same reason, it's nice to vent. Feels threads have generally made me a happier person.
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>>709699581
Pills don't work.
>>709703102
>>709702934
Its funny. These threads are the only place I ever feel significant emotions. Otherwise I'm just a stonefaced emotionless hulk who occasionally smirks at a thread here or a post on Reddit.
So thank you for allowing me to feel :^)
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>>709703327
Fuck that
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>>709703914
My dog died just over a year ago. Fuck man I wasn't expecting a gut punch like this...
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>>709698549
>edge kid enters
>"lol retards deserve to die"
jk that's fuckin sad and hit me
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>>709704061
I've never even had a dog and that one fucks me up. Animals are a huge softspot for me
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>>709704264
That comic is exactly how it went down. Over the course of a year my little furry buddy went from a jumpy little squirt to barely being able to walk. You could tell he wanted so badly to do the things he was used to doing, but just couldn't.
God dammit I'm actually crying right now...
>>709698549
Holy shit.
>>709704534
And with this post, I'm all out of images. I hope I've helped you guys feel. I'm gonna lurk for a little while and go to sleep. G'night /b/ros.
>>709705073
Good night bro
Sweet dreams
>>709704661
Fuck man that sucks. I'm sure pupper is freely able to do all that shit that he loves wherever he is now
>>709703102
>I have no idea what I'm talking about, the image.
>>709698268
Sounds like you have actual mental health issues dude. You need to stop thinking this is a sign of weakness - it's not, any more than getting a viral infection is. Rather than blaming yourself, go and get some help.
I'm just going to vent a bit.
I don't know how to feel. I'm neither bored or entertained, happy or sad, depressed or alright. I fucked up yesterday, really badly, and let a lot of people down by failing a test including my friends, recruiter, and recruiting station. Games aren't fun and food tastes the same now. But everything just feels solemn, like I'm just making motions. Nothing hurts but at the same time nothing feels good.
>>709705476
The gist of it is that when you have nothing to lose, you have everything to gain.
>>709701332
dude he says he knows all is fine, but clearly he has a real problem cus all is still shit
>be me
>live in America
>Greek ancestry
>listening to Sabaton - Sparta
>realize nothing I will ever accomplish in life will ever amount to what my ancestors once did
>mfw I will never be able to look a dirty Persian in the eyes as my phalanx rips through their horde
>mfw I will never charge into battle and earn my honor
>mfw I will never make love to a tight, beautiful Greek goddess, dressed in nothing but a robe
and that's only on my father's side, most of my mom's heritage comes from Europe.
>>709702131
scary
>>709705882
>mfw I will never be able to look a dirty Persian in the eyes as my phalanx rips through their horde
>mfw I will never charge into battle and earn my honor
>mfw I will never make love to a tight, beautiful Greek goddess, dressed in nothing but a robe
What's stopping you?
>>709702290
That actually hit me.
>>709705882
>listen to Sabaton - The Last Stand
>realize I might have had an ancestor that fought in the crusades
>mfw I'll never lay siege to the infidel, marching on Jerusalem
>mfw I will never launch a 100 kilogram payload 300 meters into the sky from a trebuchet
>mfw I'll never wield a claymore into battle
>deus vult, my dudes
>>709705997
>most sand niggers have AK47's, where as I have my trusty shield, spear, and xiphos
>I was never pushed through the brutal training that the Spartans were forced through. The closest I could get to that would be Marines, MAYBE
>I lost my Greek goddess years ago, and haven't been the same since.
>I remember when she had to do a presentation on ancient Greek culture. She dressed up in robes, with perfect make up and flawless jewelry.
>It was like seeing Aphrodite herself
>heavy sigh
Where have the years gone, man...
>>709707391
>most sand niggers have AK47's, where as I have my trusty shield, spear, and xiphos
But not all. Go in some hamlet and fuck shit up. Bonus points for dressing the part. Literally no one will be missed, since documentation is shit in places like that.
>I was never pushed through the brutal training that the Spartans were forced through. The closest I could get to that would be Marines, MAYBE
You know how they trained though, right? Do it yourself.
>I lost my Greek goddess years ago, and haven't been the same since.
Pussy shit. Your ancestors would not be pleased with this behavior.
>Where have the years gone, man...
Your dreams are in the future, not the past.
>>709700659
god damn it
>notice recently that my dreams normally have some point in it where i'm either shouting at someone at the top of my lungs or crying
what does it mean
>>709698268
You most likely have bipolar disorder... And repressed homosexual feelings considering your coming here talking about it without realizing it, feel threads are cancer your self pitty solves nothing and neither does crying.
>>709698268
Anyone else drinking tonight? I just started, feels would go great with it.
>>709708046
I don't think I've ever been this inspired. I have warriors blood in me. I'm not throwing that away for a cushy suburban life. As soon as I get the chance, I'm heading down to the Marines recruitment center and fulfilling my duty. Thank you, anon.
> Ή ταν ή επί τας
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>>709699674
Didn’t expect this thread to still be alive when I came back.
Thanks guys. I know consciously that it's temporary. I've just been so up and down lately, and it's stressful not knowing why or how to fix it. I'm usually better at managing myself.
After some amount of time I'll probably go back to normal.
>>709709554
I wish I had some drink. My feels need company. I wish I could afford it.
>>709709554
i can't drink anymore, my tolerance level is too high so as to make it pointless.
>>709709837
I'm glad you're being optimistic about it, keep at it.
>>709709908
Move on to heroin.
if its feeling lonely tonight and you want someone to talk to or listen stop by
https://discord.gg/qhERM
>>709709863
I feel you man, i had can't stand sober nights anymore i have to steal
>>709709908
i'm not there yet but its coming soon
>>709698268
what the fuck has happened to us? Jesus
>>709700788
fuck her for taking the picture and posting it just for fuckign likes
>>709710757
>Wanting a bunch of depressed people in your chat.
Kek.
>>709710930
Things change, man.
Have any of you been to comic con sd before? I have, once.
>be me, freshly 16
>lived in sd for years by now
>comic con is a huge fucking deal here
>lots of tourists=lots of money. City gets real into it sometimes
>many people i know volunteer, buy badges or somehow get in each year because when it's in town, its THE THING to do
>but I've never gone
>many things factored into this- overprotective parents, money, inability to get a badge year after year a different thing
>being a stupid teen this bothered me alot, because i felt excluded
>but at 16 i was finally able to get a badge for Thursday!
>i was hyped for months
>july got closer and closer
>i knew that some friends were also going Thursday, reached out to them to coordinate because i wanted to share my happiness with them
>"yeah sure anon!"
>excited.mov
>looked up the panels and shit
>time passes.....
>THURSDAY!!!
>made it to convention center, pumped for the day
>get text "sorry anon, change of plans" from one of the friends i was going to meet up with
>no worries!
>still pumped
>wander around the hall, overwhelming but real cool
>another text, from a different friend but same concept
>no problem friendo
>buy a small stuffed pusheen from angry japanese lady
>over the next hour, all friends cancel with some reason or another
>I'm bummed, but it's okay, right?
>comic con is real cool and I'm so happy to finally be here
>it's getting hot so i go to the hallway, see some people sitting down against the wall, so i sit down against the wall
>many people walk by
>they are dressed up, and having a great time
>talking and laughing with their boyfriend or girlfriend or friend in general walking next to them
>they look happy
>I realize i am not
>i realize i am surrounded by literally thousands of people, but this is the loneliest i have ever felt
>have a female best friend
>at first we would laugh and have fun together all the time, after only a couple weeks knowing each other we decided to be best friends
>she starts acting a little shifty one day, know something's up
>she tells me that she's gotten back together with her ex-boyfriend, who she's apparently been on-and-off with for half a decade
>she never mentioned him to me at all
>after this she becomes much more distant
>doesn't want to hang out or play video games with me anymore
>doesn't really talk seriously with me anymore
>i start to get wrapped up in my own head when i'm left alone long enough
>know that she's going to him instead for all those things
>feel like she was just using me as a stand-in boyfriend
>we talk much less often
>wonder if she even cares about me
>as we spend more time apart i become more and more awkward and nervous
>used to be able to tell her everything, now inexplicably can't say anything
>leave her alone for days on end, agonizing over the problems i invented in my head
>during this time she doesn't attempt to contact me once
>she tells me she loves me but i'm certain it's not true
>want to ask her so many things but can't find the words
>spend all day waiting for her to get home, then don't say anything to her when she comes online
i don't know what to do. i just want things to go back to how they were before.
>>709700788
This is my greatest fear by far
>>709712240
You have to let it go things will never be the same
>>709712021
Fuck you, I've never been to Comic-con, boohoo your fucking friends flaked out on you, lonely with a thousand people, so poetic, JUST KIDDING FUCK YOU
>>709712240
You are the rebound, 2nd choice, safety net-- whatever you want to call it. Will never be the same
>>709700788
Damn man. This kind of shit gets me. Its one thing for the young to go through loneliness like this because its a learning experience we all have to witness, but when its someone who sacrificed and took care of people for decades that dont even choose to acknowledge his existence? It kills me. Truly.
>>709712021
Stopped reading at 16, better catch up on your homework kiddo
>>709712823
We don't know the relationship he had with his grandchildren. Maybe they're heartless bastards, maybe he wasn't as good of a grandfather as he though, or maybe his cooking is just ass.
>>709702131
No two things were ever meant to be together forever.
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>>709712675
do you guys think i should just... well, not break up since we never dated, but... move on without her? i don't think i can do that, but i feel so lonely with things like this.
>>709704959
Being hurt for doing the right thing. Trust me. I know how it goes. You shouldve gotten revenge on their crew just to get back your dignity. Fuck chad.
I am head over heels for my best friend. She is the most important person in the world to me and sometimes feels like the only one who cares about me. I want to tell her everyday how I feel about her but I don't want to lose her or hurt her. We are sadly talking even less nowadays and I rarely talk to her and wait for her to talk to me, because if she wanted to talk to me she would. I know I shouldn't want to be with her like I do but she is just a representation of everything I love about life and she is one of the only reasons I am still alive.
>>709714423
>i don't think i can do that
Then what the Hell can you do?
>>709714704
no idea. suffer?
>>709714563
Then tell her or move on, because I can guarantee that if she is as wonderful as you say, someone else will take her if you don't.
>I only smoke cigarettes when I'm feeling down
>bought a pack today
>>709713500
Even if youre an asshole parent, it sucks because life makes us all bitter. I mean, a lot of us are miserable as fuck and weve only been around how long? think of how much shit that old fucks been through. The only time i could find that acceptable is if the grandfather was abusive to the point of trauma.
this is not original but is true, just don't kill ya bro
>>709714802
That's pretty pathetic, bro. May as well end the suffering early than deal with it for the entirety of your life if that's the case - unless you're a masochist of course. Life is about action, man, take the reins and guide that action so you don't steer the wrong way.
>>709715224
i just don't know what to do. she's the most important person to me right now.
>>709714802
Youre not being true to yourself faggot. Go be true to yourself.
>>709715729
Gotta take the jump fag. Shes not who you think she is, otherwise youd be together.
>>709715818
what does be together mean? you mean like dating? i never wanted to date her dude i just want to be her best friend.
>>709715958
Its whatever you want it to be bub. If its not happening, its not supposed to, and whatever fantasy you have in your head isnt real, otherwise it would be.
Here we go.
>be 15
>parents take a job on another country
>i leave my friends. My 4 floor house and my rich fag lifento live in a 3 person apartment with my parents and 2 brothers.
>after a few months start to feel bad. Say nothing
>one year and its getting worst.
>3 years and im already starting tk think about suicide.
>Now 5 years after coming to this place and my mom found out i am gay.
>mfw christian parents
>mfw mom gives me an ultimatum
>"you get your ass exorcised or you get your ass out"
>dropped off of school cuz parents told me to and as stupid 15yo didnt argued.
>have no HS degree
>my job can barely pay rent for a shit hole
>no where to go.
>no friends
>im into bdsm comunity so i try to fibd shelter there
>mfw my only chance in life is to sell myself to a stranger to get a ticket to the US and serve him as the slave i am and maybe he allows me to have an education and a future without him.
>mfw if i dont get someone to own me ill have to find a way to kill myself painlessly.
>mfw the guy im in love with dosent know it and probably wont even know i died and will probably think i blocked him and dint wanted anything with him
>mfw i rather being a sex slave than live with my parents.
None of this is joke or over reactio . If anyone there is seriously considering to get a sex slave or a slave at all :kik me. Daveicamp
>>709709837
Hey OP, don't worry about lyfe.
>>709699998
I can't fucking handle all these feels. I need my cat.
Anyone still here?
>>709699998
That fucking hits so hard
>>709698549
As a Medic main this physically hurt me.
>>709718473
Ive been here since start of thread
If someone wants to talk about what they're feeling, or want to listen to people, come join us in https://discord.gg/N3Hqw .
You can have someone to talk to, anon.
>>709718918
I've been here for a little more than a half hour. I've read every post in this thread.
>>709709596
If you are up for it, go for the Army into the Green Berets
Love you guys, grave me a great feels night. Even you lurkers.
>>709719177
Ive just been playing minecraft and having this on te side for reading
>>709712021
Well that sucked.
Oh well, time to join in. All aboard the feels train
>15/16 years old I became depressed, 23 now
>Been a long time since I last felt happy
>Resorted to self harming for comfort
>Back to my old ways after years of kicking my old ways (Cutting)
>Back to it and at this point may just off it.
>Been a long time since I didn't think about it
>Got a friend which knows about it and is helping but she doesn't really help me.
>Been faking "feeling" better to make her happy lately
>A jealous, young man who's depressed.
>I wont be missed, might as well commit to something right?
>/End I think
>>709719541
I haven't played Minecraft in years. What are you doing in Minecraft?
anyone got those #iam911 pics?
>>709719730
lol didnt get it
>>709701017
Truer words man.
>>709719744
I am building a giant hexagonal tower with working elevator on my server
I felt like you after watching all the Harry Potter movies.
>>709698268
This makes me have cranky feels bro
Anyone have that pic of the guy with all the words around him and then he's next to a girl and it says "her"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwGnCIdHQH0
Loneliness is the silent killer. I'm so sick of this shit but it only gets harder. We all just have to persevere, I guess
Anyone still lurking?
>>709724562
Yeah
>>709724562
yep too scared to try and sleep and be left to my own thoughts again
If only the stick wasn't usually goddamn pills
>>709698268
Stop watching porn, best advice I can give to literally any guy our age (assuming you're 18-25ish, even if you're younger or older, advice is still applicable; I'm 19). It fucks you up in a variety of ways, one of them being emotional instability. Get a girlfriend, start going to church, get closer to God (this is a spiritual battle we fight). Also get a job and start working out.
I started working out, and I want to start going to church again with my girlfriend of one year. I also need to get a job still as well. But just working out and having a girlfriend have helped me so massively. Just having someone that genuinely loves you, I think that's what everyone looks for in life.
long and worth it
>>709698268
>I've been thinking about suicide plans and I tell myself I'm not serious about doing it.
Im pretty fucking serious about mine only problem is. I wont be able to drink anymore and sadly thats the only time I feel remotely human.
Im almost 30. I've lived, loved, laughed, and cried.
Lately my life has completely fallen apart. I spent a good while building it up from the bottom(4 yrs). I've done it so many times before, and this time looked promising.
I've been so many different people that I don't like looking in the mirror because I'm confused or don't like the reflection I see.
My life has been never ending cycle of chaos and harmony.
I try differently every time but it just ends in failure
And honestly I'm tired of this and just want it to end.
I'm much too crazy to keep going on like this any longer, and I have more self respect then this.
>be 17
>my sis 11
>baby sit little sister
>love and care for her with all my heart
>never had the best temper or word choice
>going back and forth at each other with playful barrage of insults
>call her an idiot jokingly
>we abruptly stop
>it didn't even pass my mind that there was a limit to her shell
>cut to a week later
>hanging out at aunts house
>little sis had just spent the night there and left back home that morning
>aunt tells me how little sis looks up to me
>brush it off "no one looks up to me."
>she tells me that little sis needs help in school
but that she keeps calling herself an idiot
>back at my house shes locked in her room with music blaring
>reminds me of myself
>she listens to the same type of music I do
>always locks door like me
>and was playing the same song on repeat like I do
>think to self if she really is like me than just behind that door is a snot covered mess who really needs a sholder to cry on
>I can finally mend the damage I think
>I can give her a sholder
> i knock
>she opens door
>her eyes where a deep red
>I look at her
>she looks at me
>I say "hey idiot heard you need help with school work"
>she puts on her false grin and gives a cheerful "ya!" in response
>wonder why i am the way i am
>>709725193
I would rather be depressed for the rest of my life than go to church of any religion. God isn't real you manchild.
>>709725427
Take care of her. I have a lot of siblings and we stopped helping eachother and now the only thing we have in common is out DNA
>>709724750
whatever i guess have fun bros im outie for the night after last song plays
>>709698268
I am the worst kind of person.
I don't know how to say no to the whims of other people, so I let them get close to me if they desire some sort of friendship.
Particularly people who are healing.
I slowly become involved in their lives, I genuinely want to support them and be there for them.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't love them, love their joy and their excitement and all their little quirks.
But the darkness in the way they get angry and experience negativity wears at me even though I won't show it.
I ride out the currents of someone else's life, I feed off both their pain and their joy.
But after a while, as in any life, the pain starts to outweigh the joy.
It's then that I start to withdraw to protect myself, after spending months of bearing the negativity something breaks and I just can't do it anymore.
I start to talk to them less and less, I try to make myself nothing but a memory, but I know I hurt them.
I contribute to their despair, I add to it, and I know I do.
I've maimed so many people emotionally, I have created these friendships and let them die.
Do I still love them? Of course I do. But they become nothing more than a collection of memories and a foundation of guilt for the next one.
It doesn't help that I'm so approachable, people just pour everything out to me and I react however is socially acceptable.
>>709725819
thank you
>>709698549
My heart has just been broken.
>>709725837
I don't think I can describe myself better man I do the same shit and i have no clue why
posting again, if somebody wants to make some friends or just talk to somebody..
https://discord.gg/7tBQf
>>709726042
I've just assumed that I'm not destined for friendship.
After this one goes and learns to hate me like he should I think I'll start pursuing being less approachable.
>>709725978
No problem, just be a kickass big brother. I regret not being one.
>>709698268
I'm dead inside.
>>709726191
I just do my best to not let people get too close and all I do is push people away if they do.
Then they try and find out why and it just makes things complicated and I have to start lying to cover it up
>>709726372
I guess I haven't gotten far enough in life to get there.
It was never my intention to be like this...
If you don't mind me asking, what's your sign?
I'm a faggot who believes in that shit.
>>709698268
Everything lately has just gone wrong. I just need one fucking win, just to prove something can work out
>>709726357
Don't worry we all are why do you think we are here.
>>709726575
Scorpio if that is the kind of sign you were talking about.
Any time I am not busy and have a free night and stay up knowing I will do this and I don't know why
>>709726711
They're you go buddy.
>checked
>>709726892
That's a beautiful animation. Was great for the song
>>709727042
If dubs are the closest thing to a victory I'll get I'll tare it
>>709726892
im just too tired guys.
i know things will never get better for me even if i wait or even try everything i can to get better.
im 30, never got someone in my life i could call a friend not even online, kissless hugless virgin that know even a cheap whore will refuse to even kiss me on the cheek for 1000$.
the only thing that make me keep going is the fact i have a family but i know even if i kill myself they would only be sad for a week or less.
i want to do it but i dont want to suffer or miss myself and end up trap in my own body for the next 60years. i dont have access to guns or even a building that would be high enough. i just want to do it but what the fuck is stopping me for doing it
>>709705713
why do people continue to post this shit?
>>709726919
That is exactly what. Maybe it's a water sign thing.
We could try to be friends.
Since we both know how we work in those situation, who knows? It could work out.
I don't think there's a reason why we're how we are, it's just a predisposed way of being.
>>709727393
*makes up some elaborate lie and leaves because I am a faggot and don't like talking much*
I've been trying to get with a girl, I know she's not into me but ai can't handle the feels when she answers my message wi6h hearts,emojis and cute words.
All I need is to get brutally rejected, I need her to broke my heart, I need to stop thinking about her.
I can't wait for the moment she fucked my feels up.
Will never be an hero but damn I hatethis feeling so hard
I need a drink.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nftxDrStny8
take this
>>709727665
I don't lie to my friend, I omit.
There is a part of me that's a good and loving friend, but I spend so long absorbing negativity that I can't handle and it takes its toll.
I'll take to someone who doesn't give me a reason to think they'all invalidate shit I've kept cooped up for years, but I have yet to meet a person like that.
>>709726575
I know that feel bruh, even if I handle to make some friends I pushed them out of my life in matter of time.
Being alone is the only fear I have and it's the only thing I ever know and always experienced
>>709703108
Not anti depressants atleast. I was on prozac, cylexa, wellbutrin, remeron, and zoloft and none of them did a single thing. But then i was diagnosed with adhd-pi
>inb4 hur dur adhd isnt real
and put on ritalin and that shit really did the trick. Never felt the whole zombiefication or laser focus on nothing horror stories you always hear about it. Just leveled out mood, normal amounts of energy and concentration ive never had on my own and overall happiness.
>>709701621
This one, I feel this one
>>709728233
Same. Always thought that this was what life was like. Never wanted to take any medication because fuck pills and shit.
Finally took the plunge and tried Concerta. No super focus or none of that. Just finally felt "normal"
>>709712240
>>709716364
well, to update on this, i stared at the chat window for a solid thirty minutes, fucking with my hair and desperately looking for words to say. i ended up spamming steam emotes and when she didn't respond after a while, i just logged off. i'm so retarded. to be honest i don't want to log back on. i might not go back for days. i just have no idea what i should say to her. i just want to disappear.
Kek
>>709728080
It's the realization that I will never be alone, and that I'll continue my patterns that's frightening.
I'm married, I left my family and friend and every close relationship I've ever formed for them.
Not out of request but out of habit.
I think it might be better to be alone than to destroy the people around you.
>>709705336
Did you not fucking see the picture about not telling people sweet dreams?!?!?! You inconsiderate nigger. Apologize to anon this very instant you sleep sympathizing homeopath
>>709705355
Idk, its pretty hard to move when youre decomposed into dirt
>>709715020
Git gud son. I smoke a pack or 2 a day.
>>709728829
nightmares
#trenchfoot
>>709729308
you ever smoke 2 at once?
Pls can u hit me with some sad song ?
>>709729518
Listen to "stiky fingers" an ausie ban.
They're pretty good but kinda reggae style, Eddie's song is a good song
>>709729366
Always, one in my mouth and one in my ass
>>709729518
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4hGCzQqUUI
>>709729518
An Open Letter to Myself - Architects
I'm too drunk to find a link, but makes me cry for all the people I've met who I'll never see again
>>709723314
sorry for this being so late, but is this the one you were looking for?
the process of concealing or offsetting a psychological difficulty by developing in another direction.
>be 25
>never had a real friend
>never had a gf
>work a shitty soul crushing job that pays the bills but little else
>kill me
The only light in my life is the dim glow of my phone screen in the we ours of the night
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoX3FrBoy-0
>>709729518
Listen to this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSxJe2JWe70
>tfw love someone more than anything in the world but wish i had never met them
Have you ever given thought to the story of Davy Jones?
It's really heartbreaking.
>>709732419
I almost know that feel. But if I never met her I wouldn't be who I am today, even though I hate most things about me I'm able to realise I'm better because of her
Those feels when dubs guy dont get
Hang in there buddy. find somebody to vent to, talk to a therapist/psychiatrist if you can. youll make it. better days are coming.
Not sure of you're still here op, but I was going through a very similar thing. I stopped wanting to be around people and felt like I was loosing touch. I became very emotional randomly like mood swings. And it wasn't that I was in a bad situation. Everything seemed okay in my life. You don't have to listen to a random anon but there's people out there who want to help you in situations like this. You said pills don't work for you but there are other methods. Even just talking to someone helps. Please see someone who can help. It helped me alot to see a professional and I got put on some anti depressants and they seemed to work pretty well for me. Get out too. Make time for yourself. Go outside and just do nothing if you don't have anything to do. Just look and listen and just be present. It's like meditation. You got this man. Stay strong.
>>709730252
does crying help?
I have feelings for my best friend
What should I do?
>>709735538
is s/he seeing someone?
>>709735617
I don't think she is
>>709735538
Regardless of the outcome, you'll be so so relieved once you tell her. If you've been bottling it up for long.
Just cried today for the first time in years. I love you guys.
>>70973569 I'm terrified of losing her over that though
I don't want to push her away
>>709735664
Well....go for it I guess
I've never been in that situation before so I can't vouche for an outcome
>>709735819
We're all just trying to get through it.
>>709735874
I guess I'll tell her when she wakes up
>>709736199
You should do it face to face. It would mean more if you did it in person.
You'll also be able to see her body language.
...
If people are handing out advice/explanations here, I'd appreciate if someone could give me a go.
>1st year of college
>dead end job, dick boss
>literally no social life
>can't even justify trying to get close to anyone, quarters are too short to develop any meaningful relationship
>goes without saying, no girl
>literally so lonely that over the last 2 months I have almost entirely switched to talking to myself, just to hear a fucking voice.
>watching Facebook feed, my 2 closest friends from HS got engaged a month ago, wedding in a week
>neither bothered to tell me
>nor invite me
>hear about Russia's threat regarding nuclear war if Clinton is elected
>wellfuck.png
>moreover, it doesn't matter what kind of afterlife there is, I'm going to hell no matter what
>literal best case is just not existing past death
>done absolutely nothing with my life, no one will miss me when I'm gone
Honestly my main wish in the last few days is just that I could die and be done with it. I'm just... so fucking tired.. in a way that sleep can't cure.
I haven't told anyone about my desire to fucking end this because I don't want to be labeled a drama whore. That's not who I am; if I'm going to kill myself I won't hype it up to loved ones first. I'll just fucking do it.
>>709736448
Then it will have to wait until the Halloween party
>>709736524
I'm just a stupid person chasing broken love so you don't have to listen to me but you should try to find a private place to do it.
I can't imagine loud noises and shit would help anything....
>>709736687
I just hope she doesn't hate me after I do this
>>709736514
To be fucking honest a therapist, has to be male or won't help, helped me with my emotional holes.
I'm still pretty dead inside but at least I don't wanna kill myself...well...when you look at threads like this any sane man would want to kill himself after seeing this dark side of life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZ8S4MuKNTU
>>709736961
i have to go but if she hates you after sharing emotions that have been inside for some time then she is a terrible human being and why would you ever want to be with someone like that.
>>709736977
I'd been considering the idea of therapy. Honestly though, I just feel like it's admitting defeat; isn't this the sort of shit friends are supposed to be for?
>>709737203
You do you. It helped me, I'm a better person because of it.
I don't know.
I never had any irl friends after middle school.
>>709737203
>>709737438
Friends close enough to actually care about my problems*
