Lets post something else than porn for once.
How are you doing tonight/today?
>>709472343
Im good just chilling and avoiding doing any homework
what'bout u hon?
>>709472343
If more anons were like you, we wouldn't have so much cancer. You are the kemo therapy of /b/.
Seeing this made my night a bit better, and I just started writing my novel. I'm doing pretty well, dude. How about you?
Pretty good. My gf wants it. She is as much of a basement dweller nerd as i am, and she loves when daddy touches her. So yea things are going well.
>>709472343
>>709472343
I'm mad as fuck, thank you for asking.
>>709472343
im bored as hell OP what are you going to do about it
>>709472790
Tell me why, dude. If you want to, that is.
>>709472343
We need more threads like this to break up the monotony of this board.
I am doing quite well, thanks. How about you?
>>709472343
chilling and drinking chamomile tea.
also, snowy out, so extra comfortable.
how 'bout you?
>>709472867
cus youre taking away space for a porn thread
>>709472626
What is the novel?
>>709472849
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PjaKZHueP8&list=LLPHNod8mQEs3A-e2woOPDeQ&index=5
check this out
fuck you i do what i want
bretty good. Gotta go to sleep soon, mineralogy lab early in the morning. God I hate that class. just finishing my beer.
>>709472790
What happened, OP?
>>709472955
Or... you could just go to a board already dedicated to pornography? Like >>>/hc/ just a thought.
>>709473148
Even when you make a safe haven, cancer always finds its way in.
Looking for weed want to celebrate my promotion but no luck
>>709472343
Could be better, really hoping things will look up for me soon.
>>709472343
All good, OP. Just got back online after a rough move coupled with my dying computer kept me off the internet (except for the most basic access on my shitty phone) for like four months. Finally, I'm once again reminded
>You're here forever.
I've missed you, anons. Except for the faggots and the cancer and the cancerous, faggotty redditors that think they're slumming, which statistically speaking is surely most of you. But I've still missed you.
>>709472343
like this should be a porn thread...
>>709472986
It's about three people who find a place a lot like this one, and who are changed by it. Feeling empowered to do something, they try to make their voices heard, and it fucks them over. If you want more ambiguous details, I'll provide them.
>>709473445
Sounds cool
>>709473703
Thank you, dude. I'm planning on, once I find a way to ensure it can't be stolen, posting up some chapters on here to see what people think.
>>709473311
We welcome you with open arms you fucking faggot.
>>709472343
I'm good, OP. Getting myself in physical and mental shape for university next year. Gotta say, things are looking pretty good, other than bills and money.
I'd like to put a new question out there for you, fellow anons.
Anything you need/want to talk about? Let's make the most of a non cancerous thread.
>>709472867
Well, my girlfriend is talking to her ex boyfriend again. He's having a kid with some other girl, and she went on and on about how I should trust her and curb my paranoia. I do trust her, she's wrapped around my finger for sure, but I'm still mad as fuck about that for obvious reasons.
On top of that she cleaned my zen-zone, fucking up my whole system. The main effect being I drank out of a makeshift squirter water bottle with pine sol in it, because she moved it from the predesignated area to where I keep my actual water bottles.
But I love her, as much as I wanted to verbally berate her to tears for being a stupid bitch.
>>709473884
I love this website so much.
>>709473286
Congrats on your promotion anon
Made a nice dinner for a girl I'm seeing and watched a movie, went to my home bar for a nightcap and now just back home watching 3rd Rock From the Sun.
Thanks for asking anon, I hope you and everyone else is having a good night.
>>709472343
Pretty good actually, though rejected by my crush a few days ago. Steady job, awesome friends, enjoying my free time untill i'm recruited for the army. How about you?
>>709473116
Hmm. I would say nice try but Id be lying. How about something that doesnt suck dicks OP
>>709473990
I get that feel, bro. If you want advice, I can give it. I'm usually pretty good with this kind of thing.
Same as always. I'd an hero, but i'm too much of a pussy for it so...
>>709474052
Thank you
>>709474346
Dont destroy the integrity of your family anon. It'll work out.
>>709474257
Sure man, hit me. I'd appreciate that.
It's basically a boy cries wolf situation. I'm constantly on her ass about all these guy friends because she's hot as hell and had been sexually assaulted in the far past and recently as well, despite, AFAIK, being faithful.
Except this time I feel justified in making a big deal, because this guy was a big part of her life and evidently is trying to be that again.
Just woke up and had a crazy dream of my brother killing me as I try to protect the cop trying to kill him for killing a lot of people
These threads are why I love this place. 21 fuckers, just talking. Not yelling, not trying to tell jokes, not any posturing. Just people talking.
It helps me. I feel like I'm at a party with a bunch of people who just get along. There's nothing crazy, even, just a house party with my friends. I love you guys. I love every last one of you, and I just wish I knew you all better.
Thank you all so much.
>>709472343
Good, just chilling watching some weaabo stuff,this month's really stressing me out,i have a shitload of university works to do.
>>709474640
honestly, thats the only thing stopping me. Like no lie, i can recognize that i'm a walking failure, but i'm not dropping that on my family.
Everybody listen to this in the background right now. https://youtu.be/EsC4zTr77oI
>>709472343
>girl I used to work with told me that people thought we had been fucking on the regular
>a year after I left the company because my progression stalled
>friend talked me into going up to Seattle tomorrow
>I really wish it would stop raining
>found a mx-5 for a reasonable price but the owner lied out his ass on the ad and it turned out to be a total piece of shit
>>709472343
I fell in my constant cycle of depression again and been that way for about two weeks, enough to get surprised with a sudden weightloss of around 17 to 19 pounds
But overall weed and some friends kinda saved me two times when i really felt like killing myself
>>709473286
I would totally hook you up with some of mine but im totally sure you're not living in mexico or are over here for holidays
(been wasting muh life in this shithole for over 10 years now btw if anyone is interested)
>>709474830
Oh, also,why dont we have this kind of threads every night?or i'm just missing them?
>>709475010
Because honestly, /b/ has been taken over by horny as fuck 14 year olds who constantly post porn.
>>709474805
i love you too
all homo
>>709474768
Well, I don't know the full scope of the situation, but here's what I would do, from the sound of things.
Just relax for a bit. Get yourself someplace you're happy, play some vidya or something and take your mind off things. Then, once you're separate from the situation, talk to her and let her know, without being too emotional, exactly why this is effecting you, what you're worried about, and why it's a problem. If you can, suggest some way to fix it, or suggest you both try and figure out a way together.
Best of luck dude, I'll be thinking of you.
>>709474843
Good on you. Suicide is the most selfish and terrible thing a person can do. Always remember that.
>>709475010
If ya'll don't make another one of these threads tomorrow, I will.
I don't really know...
I guess you can say that I've became numb to everything around me except of course physicality but over all I feel empty inside. Every time when I'm walking down a sidewalk and I hear someone speak it ruins my whole day, each thought of happiness obliterated with feelings of misanthropy and pure boredom. I've been unable to enjoy my favorite past times yet all of this doesn't create any tears and throughout the night I just lay there thinking of the universe and even that bores me.
I don't get the same feelings as I used to when I browsed /b/, I would even settle for one glimpse of rage if that were to help me in this situation. I thought that maybe killing something would give me a little pleasure but after my first cat again, I was still utterly apathetic.
Maybe hurting another human will give me the same kick that I got out of /b/ years ago, should I?
>>709472343
Can't sleep, I feel bad about my gf coming over for the holiday. I haven't seen her for a month, nor did I much talked to her these past days.
>>709475224
dude you killed your fucking cat ?
>>709472343
Not bad, got a university offer to study law today, and I've finally started being interested in things (anime) after many many months of apathy. Things are looking up.
>>709474976
where you were working?
Life could be better. I'm 30, haven't had a serious relationship/sex in about 5 years, and I've been trying dating sites for about a few months, with no luck. I'm not a bad looking guy and not at all an autist, just wondering why I'm having so much poor success with women as of late.
Also, got notice that I'm getting laid off in January last month, but honestly, it feels as if getting a new job almost seems to take lower priority.
>pic unrelated
>>709475491
That's good to hear, anon.
Listen to music rn and studying for my physics exam tomorrow
>>709475491
Good on you! Always glad to hear about somebody dumping their apathy.
>>709475224
what's the feeling you had on /b/ before?
I have the urge to splurge
>>709472343
I broke up with my gf 5 year relationship i just ended a cool side relationship with this badass chick that was into bdsm or whatever i honestly can say i forgot what the fuck it felt like to be alone..... But it's okay wish i had more friends that could chill and didn't have kids
>>709475224
No. Seek help. And thats coming from a person who never wanted help.
I think its funny how people say, "I'm good" or "OK" or "I'm doing well" when someone asks how they are doing. Its such a cop out and usually a lie most of the time. The only thing worse is when people ask how you are doing just to be nice. Most of the time I feel like it would put them on tilt if you answered honestly.
It creates a viscous circle of politeness. Its a barrier between people that only invalidates the intent of the original question as soon as its asked.
But thanks for asking, I'm doing well.
>>709472343
Trying to get my ex out of my head so I can heal.
Been two weeks, but I still think about her often.
Just doing my best for me right now.
I don't know how long I'll miss her.
We'll see...
>>709473286
If you live in tx i will hang
>>709475841
i feel you man, i really do. Time is about the only thing that'll help
>>709475561
We all hit a wall bro. You'll find that one. Just like i did.
>>709474843
Things will get better anon, and you can only be a failure if you do nothing about your current situation. You can do it, anon.
>>709475492
Production and distribution of cartographic products.
>>709475599
Thanks, and check'd
>>709475629
you don't want to get the old chick back?
>>709475899
My ex lives in tx im in fl sadly -.-
>>709474865
THIS IS TOTALLY THIS THREADS THEME
Not bad. I'm working on this complicated-as-fuck provisioning dashboard, and I just finished it. The numbers kinda-sorta line up, and I figure that'll have to be good enough. (IT work.)
My wife's making the Kaylee dress from "Shindig", but ran out of pink dye. She's soft-butch, so wearing pink is a little odd on her. Costumey.
My cats are being little bastards and jumping up on countertops and tables. I got a really nice compliment from a friend via FB messenger, and I'm trying to decide what to say back.
It's been a pretty good day. Spent a lot of time working; could use a break.
>>709475224
To be honest and not really trying to talk you out of your situation?
Hurting and killing someone else wont change it, you might get some adrenaline out of it and could try it again but after three you start getting more bored of life than anything, remembering how you're able to take lifes as easy as breathing and withouth even thinking about it.
(besides to be honest being a hitman is not that well paid lately and most good contracts would actually require you to have some skill at least at veing quiet while at it)
Buut anyways, let my speech not discourage you and do think about doing it
It starts of innocent enough, were relaxing and doing bro stuff. As the years progress he's going through changes and starts to get more blood thirsty. He ends up gunning a hospital and disappears for awhile. I get caught by the cops and protection and try to help find my brother. He finds out and comes gunning for me. Cue me and the cop who looks like my father sitting in the family living room he and I are talking. We hear a knock on the door and I slowly approach it while he gets in position. I open it a crack and my brother grabs my arm and twists it as he shoots me with a pistol. I try to pull back but he starts firing at my head hitting me. I stumbled back on the floor and and he shoots the cop as he shoots my brother. The cop falls in the ajasent room and my brother lands on me. He starts shooting my body as I hit him in the jaw. Finally with my final breaths I bring him closer and tell him I love him and he tells me it didn't have to happen like this. He kills himself in front of me. The cop gets up slowly and takes off his bullet proof vest and calls an ambulance. Everything is fuzzy and White is starting to take my eyes when the cop comes to me and set the bones in my legs back in place, bringing me back. My brother became paralyzed and I didn't make it.
>>709475954
Thanks man.
>>709475693
it's barely the same when you greet someone you don't know, I never intended to wish them a good day or to see them back.
>>709472343
Wonderful girl I fell for is dating a friend of mine
>>709474865
Thanks for the music /b/ro. Finished watching Cowboy Bebop about a month ago and I love this type of music.
>>709474987
You should get that weight loss checked out. It could be a damaged organ of some sort, at the worst.
>>709475127
Hmm... that's actually sound enough advice.
Thanks, anon. I actually feel slightly better.
>>709475224
Yeah, you should talk to a therapist.
>>709475666
SATAN COMANDS IT!!!
>>709476082
Sounds cozy
>>709476279
Yo, I just picked up Cowboy Bebop!
>>709476078
It totally is
>>709476058
Naw man i haven't hit that part where i start crying because " i lost something special" the girl let herself go but she's also talking to some dudes can't blame her i was having sex that i thought i would never have... It just sucks coming home and being alone i forgot what that felt like everyone is always to busy or has kids i like basic shit too like walking at the park or anything that is outside
>>709476318
I'm happy to hear it, man.
>>709475224
Reading this made me happy I'm alone.. God you must feel terrible
>>709472626
>kemo therapy
and you are fucking cancer
how ironic
>>709472343
Not much. Just depressed and bored as always.
>>709475491
Congrats bro.
Check out Drifters if you get the chance. I'm watching that one right now; pretty good so far.
>>709476059
.... Fak
gotta say... this is nice. We should have more of these threads.
>>709476444
So chill. I remember why i love this place again. You're doing God's work op. Thanks. I really needed this.
>>709473445
I'd read that
>>709476318
If you feel so much like you need to punish her and yell at her, why are you with her? That doesn't sound like a very healthy relationship, anon.
It was nice talking to you people a thread like this will never happen and if it does it won't be the same
>>709476662
It rules the land, it rules the sea.
>>709476371
I have to admit it's my favorite anime so far (not that I've seen many anyways...). I don't really know why it appeals to me, probably the way that each episode is a different genre of music, accompanied by an awesome story and soundtrack to match it. Now that I think about it, it's the music.
Not that it really matters because I doubt I'll finish it ever but I started an SFM animation of the intro of Bebop with TF2 characters. I've barely got the first scene done.
>>709476631
Im not even going too ruin the mood by throwing insults at you. Just please leave.
>>709476279
Well its actually a thing from me, i did check it out and i got the answer that it was my liver overworking and making my metabolism faster at the cost of geting the liver fucked more faster.
Good thing about it is that i can drink like fucking russian and not gain that much weight to get overly fat
>>709475098
>all homo
Perfect response.
>Not the guy you replied to
>>709476748
Think you will enjoy this image
>>709476492
I feel you, I moved out to another city leaving my 5y relationship behind some months ago. It hurts to go back home with nobody waiting for you.
Yes soon cancer will apear due to the high amount of replies =\
>>709475098
yeah, i guess i love you too
pic related.
>>709472767
>>709473148
you are so cool and edgy. What's your 9gag name so i can hit you up
Things are looking pretty good. I'm not sure what I'm going to do for college, if I want to stay in my state or go somewhere else. I've been dating this girl for about a year now and it's going really well. She doesn't know where she's going to go to college either, but I feel like if we split up because we have different plans for college I will be really sad.. I don't want to have to split up from her, but im not going to be in a long-distance relationship. Is it worth it to compromise the schools we want to go to so that we can stay together, even if it means avoiding the adventure of going to school in a new state?
Fine, thank you. How about yourself anon?
>>709476152
>>MFW.jpg
Dafuq I just read?
Well ive got to get my 6 hours of sleep for school. Im glad i stayed up late. Thanks bros. I'll see you tomorrow. Ill start one of these threads tomorrow night if this one isnt gone. Goodnight brothers.
>>709476230
Just thinking out loud, my friend. This thread made me think about the hollowness of almost everything and how much I cherish the few real things and people that grace my life.
To the guy that killed a cat. Quit being a weirdo. You sound like a serial killer. If you want a real experience that involves murder why not go legit with it. Learn to hunt, experience the beauty of nature, then kill a majestic creature that will provide you with some dinner. Killing for a blood list is so gross. What is wrong with you? You are better than that.
>>709476278
Sucks man sorry
>>709477345
I knew some people that has a long distance relationship, don't do it. It's not worth the pain.
Unless your plans matche, don't run straight to the wall, you are still young and university is a long time to pass.
I'm going over to a classmates house today to do some assignment. The problem is that i know she likes me, and she is kinda cute.
She's way younger and i have a girlfriend so i hope nothing happens.
>>709472343
I'm doing well. Job I don't hate, bills paid up, Internet turned on.
>inb4 wageslave
>>709475693
Check out sartre's writings on bad faith. It covers almost exactly what you're talking about and how it relates to identity. Pretty neat imo, cause I think you're right.
>>709476278
>time for a threesome
But really that is the suck
My question for the thread - what do you think is a minimal lifestyle? What are the baselines you need to be happy?
>>709475224
You can make a start by saying out loud what is that you want that will make you happy. Like your situation etc. and that you will find ways to get or become this and then do things and investigate ways to accomplish it. Do this everyday. Don't verbalize your misery or situation as something you are or have become. You'll get out of this situation and find fulfillment in life. If you have a creative art that you do then do it like there is no tomorrow.
I've felt very self destructive once and my art saved my life and I realized it was the only thing I was living for. Now I'm living for more but it got me through.
Killing for it's own sake is not creative and is probably like a drug for a lot of people that do it.
I'm not hanging around here so I won't reply to any questions if any. Anything that is possible can be achieved when you say you will succeed and then take the steps and don't give up.
>>709477829
What do yiu mean don't run straight to the wall?
>>709476278
since a long time?
>>709477898
food, shelter, 3 or 4 changes of clothes, good company
>>709475491
Watch an anime called GunGrave you won't regret it www.kissanime.to has all the episodes trust me this anime is fucking amazing
>>709478052
Pretty much this. Warmth is not a must, but it is really important.
>>709477345
From my own experience, I've seen lots of couples break up after attending college. Doesn't necessarily mean that you will, but college can change people.
Also like >>709477829 said, you're still young, try to get over it no matter how much it hurts. Don't build a barrier between you and everyone, try to make more connections. Also remember, you go to college to learn, but don't forget to have fun as well. ;)
>>709476815
She's great most of the time, and I rarely ever lash out at her maliciously. I'm the cool logic and she's the hot emotion, though she would say otherwise.
She's been through a lot and has problems seeing her self worth. Used to be a real top notch slut, family is a foreign concept to her, growing mental problems and no one to stand with her.
And all of that breaks my heart because she's a beautiful flower, in many ways. Yeah she causes me a great deal of stress but she's worth all that hassle, even if that's not really the dialogue I'm reinforcing here.
Great gal. Beautiful red hair and freckles. Huge tits. smart enough to hold her own in a casual debate. Always wants to fuck. Short temper. Plus she's a social butterfly, so she always pushes me to get out of my introverted zen-zone.
I was mad at her when I first came to this thread, goddamnit. now I'm just.. gonna see what she's up to...
>>709478009
Don't follow her only because you want to be with her.
>>709472343
Twas my 2 year wedding anniversary today. Went out for some Hibachi. Got the table and show to ourselves. Good eats (shrimp, lobster, and steak). Went 16 seconds on the sake squirt before I needed air. Went home and played some WoW together. She fell I to a good coma 2 hours ago. I'm currently on the toilet exploding my anus. Generally awesome!
>>709478171
>>709478252
These are good points. Thank you, based anons. I'm pretty excited for college, mostly to have good resources to help me learn what I've been trying to learn in my own for so long.
>>709475979
i hope so
>>709478009
I tell you this because I made that mistake, I will be done with uni this year and I passed my 5years "stuck" with my highschool girlfriend.
On these 5years I made 2years on another city, you never get used to the distance.
>>709478533
What are you going into by the way?
>>709478431
Congratulations! The one thing that bothers me is; shrimp, lobster AND steak? What the fuck why so many meats? Were they all put together into a dish, or separate? Did you at least get a salad or something with that?
>>709477898
I'll check out Sartre, friend. I don't know why that's on my mind. I guess its the nature of anonymously posting and the futility of interacting this way. But I don't think that's necessarily true. Its strange how this can be more real than speaking with someone in real life because we have no need for the pleasantries and invisible barriers of ego we place between ourselves and each other.
For me, to be happy, I need family/community. Its vital to a healthy life. It took me a long time to realise this, bit I'm glad I finally have.
>>709478431
I'm envious of your relationship, not of your explosive diarrhea. Hope I can find something like that soon.
>>709478627
Languages and music. I taught myself Spanish and am almost fluent, took me about 2 years of daily practice and studying. With how quick I learned it and how much I enjoyed it, I figured I might as well learn some others, so I'm learning Russian right now and plan to learn Japanese and a few others down the line. As for the music, I hope that I can be in a symphony orchestra one day with my tuba. :) What about you anon? What do you do?
>>709478716
It was a coupon dinner.
>>709478596
You spent two years apart but stayed together the whole time? That must have been pretty hard.
>>709478983
Me? Just a simple grill cook for now working little more than minimum wage. Got no more weekends but I'm finally making extra money and work is a longboard ride away. I'm studying computer engineering with a concentration in robotics. Right now I'm just getting GE's out of the way while taking it easy. Tambien soy de Mexico, pero he estado en lost Estados Unidos casi toda mi vida. Espero que todo te va bien en tus estudios.
I'm doing alright. An overall decent day, actually had time to think outside of work
>>709476886
Yeah I really enjoyed it, I guess you don't always have to be hostile on /b/.
Will post artwork.
>>709478052
Solid, no frills answer. I like it
>>709478165
This answer really puts my life into perspective. Maybe I ought to restructure some of my priorities...
>>709478778
Right on, my dude. A lot of it is based around how commercial society depreciated our individuality, by assigning roles to interactions. For example, a drive through guy will tell you to 'have a great day' but chances are he doesn't give a shit - It's just what's expected. Since we do that 8+ hours a day, it sinks over into the rest of our lives.
I think family is really important as well. I've often wondered how differently my life would look if I didn't have the support group that I have
>>709479709
Gracias amigo :) ese es chido, eres muy suerte. La mayoría de los inmigrantes que vienen de México no tiene tantas oportunidades. Estoy en una clase ahora, se llama "La historia de México a través de las películas" y hemos aprendido mucho de los retos en México. Dos semanas pasadas, vimos una película sobre 4 hijos de 9-12 años que estuvieron cruzando la frontera, sin padres o ayuda. Uno llegó aquí, los otros no podían cruzar.
>>709480570
Is this bernini?
Just boned my wife. She's passed out, exhausted. But I'm depressed. Because it was 98% my hands.
For the first time in my life, I had a problem keeping an erection. I was relaxed, in the mood, no psychological shit in the background.
I'm not huge, not small. 7". No self esteem issues. 6'4", 200lbs. Not unhealthy. Don't smoke.
I just don't understand it. She didn't seem to mind, cause once I pulled out (halfie) the hands went to work. Didn't skip a beat. Took 15 minutes of fingering her to get it back up enough to nut.
Feels bad, man.
>>709481197
Even the pros strike out sometime dude. Could've been something you ate for all you know, just shrug it off and hit the ball next time you got this.
>>709472343
Hi, I'm good OP. Just got back home from a midnight delivery after working 8 to 4 today. Soon gotta go back in for 8 again but I'm so damn awake now.
How are you?
>>709481197
It happens to the best of us.
Just be ready to saddle up next go around.
>>709481367
Here's hoping. For the last two weeks I've been stepping up my health game. Normal shit I never realized before.
Apparently I never hydrated before but I never noticed it because coffee is fuel.
So I started drinking a gallon of water a day about two weeks ago. I feel AMAZING in comparison. Somehow shoot smaller loads... which is confusing... but i feel good, so whatever. Right?
>>709480400
Thanks man. Well I'm getting off for now, thanks for sticking around.
>>709472343
Thanks for asking OP, My night has been going well. I finally got a new phone today, my old one died like 2 weeks ago. I'm laying here on my bed, thinking about this girl that I've had a crush on for a long time. I'm hoping I get to see her tomorrow. How about you OP? how has your night been?
made this spoooky gif in time for halloween
>>709481934
Nice.
10/10.
Spooked my up good.
>>709481604
Significant change in diet equals change in body balances. You're body is probs just adjusting to being a little healthier, and that means your organs too. It could also mean a decrease in blood pressure though, so just give it time. If it's still going on two weeks from now, then I'd be concerned
>>709484070
Appreciate the insight, my bro. That's good to know.
>>709472343
Good, tired as its almost 2 am here.
Listening to MCR and laying around a bit before bed.
Things are finally looking up
Been on a diet, trying to get my weight down to a reasonable level
I was feeling suicidal for most of last year, but I've found some people who I enjoy talking to.
