FEELS THREAD, TIME TO CRY ANONS, TELL US ABOUT HER.
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FEELS THREAD,
TIME TO CRY ANONS, TELL US ABOUT HER.
>>709204913
girl i've been with for 6 years just told me today she found some girl online and that she didn't want to see me or speak to me ever again, she was my fucking everything man, she was my motivation to work and support a family, she made me quit drinking, now shes fucking gone. I'm just sitting here drunk, waiting till i have to go to work, a shell of who i was, nothing is a nice as it was with her
>>709205495
I was going to propose to her in a fucking week man, the ring is waiting for me at the jeweler to pick up
>>709205626
god damn man that sucks bro
>>709204913
after 5 years with her it took us 5 min to broke up
>>709206160
i couldn't even try to argue about it, I don't know what she's going to do though, she has a severe back problem that prevents her from working, and the girl she's with is literally a retard who is unable to work, like, she has the mind of a child, neither one of them can live on their own. fuck them
>>709206547
Fuck. I know that feel
>>709204913
I'm not going to green text this shit
Be me
Be 11 at the time (now 17)
My dad was sick
Very sick
Doctors didn't know what to do
Then "apparently" they found a cure
Not at all
I wake up
Go into my dad's room
He had a Ps3
He ment for it to be mine
But I didn't care for it that much
I played on it
It crashed
I called it worthless junk and sarcastically thanked my sleeping father
I leave
I go to a friend's house
I get a call from my mom
She says dad's not waking up
Go home
Paramedics are there
He'd been dead since around midnight
He passed away in his sleep
I got his PlayStation
Turned it on
It had run better than it ever had before
It never crashed
And I still keep it to this day
>>709207877
i wish i never left the void /b/
I wish i never met her. I wish ta i wasnt so naive.
I met a cute girl but really wish I hadn't. I know it's not going to work out; it never has. Thankfully she barely knows who I am, and hopefully I'll forget her soon enough.
Sometimes I wonder if it will ever work for me. Could I ever meet someone who likes me as much as I like them? I still haven't figured out the answer to that one.
>>709209088
Same here. But the loleliness is killing me.
>>709204913
ive started talking to myself
>>709204913
I'm dating this girl, and having little to no experience with this I don't know whether if things are going good or not. For example a few hours ago some friends of her were leaving the place, (we all study at the same university) and she told them how they are busy and never go out with her and shit (when they went to eat a few days ago, and I know this because I went with them), and when I said I left which was almost at the same time she just kissed me goodbye.
I don't know /b/. Am I just being a jealous bitch?
>>709209599
Don't we all?
>>709209276
That was stunning
>>709209599
Been doing that for years now anon. Try talking to someone else, anyone. If you feel alone, it helps. Trust me. May not be the solution but it does help.
>>709209633
Come on. Anyone?
>>709209633
>>709210483
I would love to respond but your post makes no sense
If you're crying over a woman who doesn't want to fuck you, you're literally a cuckold.
>>709210961
>If you're crying over a woman
I hate you fags and your "real" problems, I really do
>>709209633
I get the first half not the second half of the post
>>709207674
>(now 17)
hehehe now you're dad is dead and so are your hopes of posting in future.
bump
>>709211688
Pro Tip: The author of this quote is unknown because he's a cuck and a loser.
There's no such thing as a perfect woman.
>>709210438
fuck took that one right in the feels.
i think tonight is the night i finally kill my self
preparing suicide note now.
>>709205626
fuck man thats shit as
life's a rollercoaster man, just wait for the ups
>>709211925
no such thing as a perfect human, but we tend to idealize ppl so they become
>>709212220
so close
>>709212220
*become perfect
>>709212075
If they are only two and one of them died off- the other one literally will stop eating, talking etc...living without him. And die soon after.
>>709204913
She died
>>709212794
And now you're digging up her corpse to try to garner sympathy from strangers on the internet because obviously the most important thing about another person's death is it made you feel bad.
>>709212946
Lol nawh op asked what happened to her I felt like saying she died.
I know I may seem like some lost, love-blinded idiot and maybe I am but I've loved a girl who doesn't love me
I've loved her for 5 years
I've told her how I feel
I told her how I think she's perfect
>how I love the way she stands up for herself
>how I love the way her hair is so beautiful even when she just wakes up
>how when she thinks she's at her worst, i think she's flawless
She knows /b/
She might even care
She just doesn't feel that way back
She feels that way about my best friend
And he's at her house right now /b/, sleeping over.
>how do i make the pain go away
>>709212794
I just burst in tears.
Feel so sorry for you man.I can't imagine wat is feel like , but i hope you never feel that feel again.
>>709213324
Stop being a cuckold and putting other human beings on pedestals just because you want to put your penis in them and they'll talk to you?
>>709213324
pain wont go away man
the only thing you can do is be happy she's happy, but i know that's not reality.
life sucks sometimes anon, but you got many more years to live so look forward to it
>>709213795
yea look forward to many years of a life where theres only extremely short moments of happiness sprinkled across a lifetime of disappointment, pain, lonelieness and regret
>>709204913
I developed feelings for an old friend. We know almost everything about each other. I asked her to be my girlfriend. She laughed at me and told me she's gay. It hurts but not as bad as would have years ago. Every day I wake up and look in the mirror. I tell myself out loud that there are certain things in life that I can't have and that I shouldn't be disappointed, no matter what happens. Today I was denied love and happiness. Tomorrow I will go back to work and type endlessly. This will continue until I die. I have accepted my place in life, at the bottom.
>>709213546
fuark you must be so cool and alpha
>"no im just not an idiot pussy that gets cucked'
>'i look at life objectively so im #1 you're all faggots'
good onya mate
>>709214248
>betacuck asks how to make the pain go away
>tell him how to make the pain go away
>throws a fit because it doesn't fit in with his self flagellating cuckoldry
>>709210836
>>709211386
Sorry, what I'm saying is, things like that bother me, as if she didn't really care about us. It's not how I imagined things were going to be, but now then, they never are the way we imagine, are they? Whichs makes me doubt, does she really care? Is that how things work? Am I just whining for attention? I don't really know since I am slightly socially inept.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s
>>709214155
thats what life is though, sure its 80% cancer but i'd rather look forward to the 20% than dread the 80%, even if that means turning from reality.
we have one shot at life so just enjoy the small things, the other option is suicide, in the end it's your life to decide which route to take
>>709214575
i wasn't sad-anon, but wasnt thinking straight, very fair enough
>>709212727
Surgery will be able to fix all that after puberty.
Always gives me chills
>>709204913
Doesn't matter. It's not the end of everything. She didn't make you feel better. It was you. You can still feel great. Don't dwell on her. I've been through this shit twice. One was a 5 year and this one was 8 year relationship. You are more than what you believe you were when you were with her. Pick yourself up. I sat many nights in my room till I fell asleep feeling like shit. I know it hurts. It's okay to cry. Naw your fucking eyes out. There's nothing anyone can say to you that's going to make you feel better. Get all your sadness out and keep on moving. Same goes for anyone who has lost anyone.
Is anger allowed to be on feels threads? I'm currently pissed.
>>709217188
Anger is a feeling. Feel it. What's got you so pissed man?
>>709217073
Baw not naw. Dammit.
>>709217305
I'm not even sure if I'm mad anymore. I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I've had some really bad depression these last couple weeks. I don't see the point in living. It all feels pointless. The one thing that I actually want in this life is sex (what a surprise, amirite). I was hanging out with my friends and one got a nude pic from a girl I've had a HUGE crush on for two years. He showed us, and she has the most perfect virgin pussy. And of course it isn't me that is the one thats gonna get the fucc. I probably sound like a fag right now, but I just had to vent all that.
not gonna green text this im too much of a new fag.
be me 21 have a gf for 2 and a half years
cute new girl starts working at my job
i have gf issues and the new girl says i should break it off with her.
later we start hanging out with my friend who cock blocks me
he gets the cute girl
and im alone.
>>709218020
I don't really know what to tell you. I guess try and use what seems to be sexual frustration as an outlet to better yourself. Maybe work out, go on runs. Build something, shit. I guess have a power wank whenever this happens. It'll rebalance your brain and testosterone, all that good stuff.
>>709218321
Damn man. That really sucks.
>>709218321
No sympathy for you newfriend. If you wanted to be with the girl you should have made more of an effort. If you're unhappy with your girlfriend now, dump her. Find someone else, better yourself.
>>709218398
Thank you. I needed to hear that :)
>>709218590
I hope it is helpful in someway, not too sure that it was but I'm sure you got the gist of it.
>>709218581
thats exactlly what im doing ive been going to the gym now, trying not to be a fat fuck.
Just a little sour that my co worker cockblocked me so tough even though i put in so many points. and then he had the audacity to thank me and say his dick is raw from fucking her so much.
im asking out this girl who I've been talking to for about two weeks now, hopefully it all works out ;_:
>>709219296
I'd be pissed too. I do have to agree with the last guy though. Try to move on to a different girl.
>>709219449
don't be a bitch and just do it you could be very happy, and if it doesn't work out it doesn't work out
>>709219296
I understand why you would be bitter about it but if you keep working on yourself, your life and your general attitude (which it seems you are); you will find a better girl, a better job with better co-workers and feel a lot better.
>>709204913
I'm so lonely. I want to be with her so bad, I want to love her. She is so close but I can't begin to think I can approach her, I'm too afraid. I lack any type of social skill or courage to be able to do so. I'm starting to think all I can wish for is to live the rest of my life never knowing love. I'm not even ugly, at all.
I've had my heart broken years ago, and I'm afraid to go though that horror show again. But at the same time, I have a deep urge to risk my heart again, just for the small chance that maybe she'll love me back with all the love I give her. I sometimes think I'm too idealistic. Maybe I should wait for it to happen. Wait though my thirties, my fourties, etc. Wait until the day when I just don't give a shit anymore, can't take the stabbing pain in my heart and my throat and I throw myself onto someone just as desperate and alone as I am. Someone I have no interest or attraction in, but I have nothing left, no reason left to keep going in the cycle of mundane and trivial tasks to fulfill for some power and money hungry boss up top.
I never want to look down again. I want to look straight into her eyes. Even if it is just for once more. Then look at the stars and remember for a few seconds how brief we'll be together.
Why do I want it at all? Should I even bother asking her the initial "want to do something together?" question? I want to, but the fears are overwhelming. help me, somebody
Tomarrow I am going to have to put my cat down. I've had him for 8-9 years. He's gotten so thin, won't stop having diarrhea, and, it's just time. I thought I'd be more sad but I'm just used to losing people/animals in my life. He's asleep now. And I'll be burying him tomorrow. I need a hug.
> wall of text incoming
I think I'm falling out of love with my gf. We've been dating for a year now and it's had its ups and downs but it hasn't been terrible. I went back to school this fall and I work weekends so Ive only been able to see her fridays and saturday nights when we're out with friends. I told her that we'd see eachother less and she seemed okay with this until last week when my manager scheduled me to work friday and forgot to tell me so i had to rush in and wasn't able to see her till saturday night where she just sat there and ignored me with one word responses and shrugs the whole night. She later said that she was meaning to talk but didn't get the time to. She was upset that we didn't get to see eachother and says she feels depressed when we don;t see eachother for almost a week. This is really freaking me out because I'm more independent and don't handle well when people are "clingy". I still havent told her that I want to apprentice over seas when i finish my program, I don't know if this dependency is nautral/healthy for our age (21), I don't know if we're just both stressed out, i don't know if im an asshole. i don't know how i feel about her anymore.
I don't know what to do
>>709205495
Caught my gf of 4 years fucking around cheating on snapchat Thursday. Booted her ass on the spot. We did everything together now i come home to a quiet house and her room i could always go to and talk to her is empty.Shit fucking sucks. Youre not alone bro.
>>709220589
>wall of text
>6 lines
>>709220358
Man, let me tell you something. I was really close to my best friend. I have been in love with her for 2 years but nobody knows. Last months we were talking almost all day and we looked like a couple. But 2 weeks ago we started to talking less...And Im a fucking coward and didn't text her cause she always used to start the conversation. So, today I texted her with a shitty excuse and...fuck it man, I think she just found another one. I feel like shit rn. So please, go and tell her you love her before she leaves or smth. Don't think anymore. Just say it.
>>709217073
This guy fucking gets it.
Been through two bad long relationship breakups. Going through 2nd one now. Sucks at times but ain't shit you can do but push on
>>709204913
The first love is always the worst. I never stood a chance with her. We were friends, shared laughs, and memories, but I never knew all of her. She had a really fucked up past, but whenever we were together she seemed happy, I think. The one time I got the courage to kiss her, she had a panic attack. She was the only one I ever felt anything for beyond physical lust. I don't think I'll ever feel the same way about another person.
I just want to feel anything again.
>>709222623
I'm still trying. Still nothing.
>decide to look up ex today
>got really fat
>apparently married some creepy sandnigger dude
glad i destroyed her pussy and ass with my fists and various bottles while she was still hot
These threads are the only place I can vent anymore. I just hate putting that stress on my friends, I can tell how much they hate it.
>>709221739
Honestly anon I don't think you (or me) will ever feel that same way about someone like we did with that one first true love. I literally dated the girl I thought was perfect for 3 months and I still haven't spent a night since not thinking about her and what could have been. It's been 3 years and I've only dated one other girl, who was nice but I never felt anything close to what I felt before.
I feel you bro
>>709207671
Bernd you beautiful bastard i want to find you and hug you
>>709221585
Thanks much friend. This shit just sucks so much. I want to ask her so bad, but I always tell myself I shouldn't put myself in that situation and vulnerability again. I always make an excuse at that moment that [this] or [that] isn't a good enough opportunity to walk up to her. I don't know how to "just do it" "just do it" "don't let your dreams be dreams."
I think I should just drink and get really shitfaced before talking to her, thats the only way I can concieve actually walking up to her and not giving a shit if my heart is broken later on.
Other than that, it's printed in my mind that if I get my heart ripped out of me one more time I'll just an hero. I wouldn;t be able to handle that shit.
Posted this before, whatever.
>Body is in shambles from various contact spots
>Am pretty much an alcoholic.
>Constantly think of my ex even though she left me very suddenly.
> Why aren't I dead yet?
>>709211481
This hit me like a truck, I had to go in my attic just to find my tigger plush again
>>709215493
who is she
>>709204913
I used to be sad when relationships ended, now I don't know why I ever cared. If it ended, then it wasn't worth crying over.
>>709223787
It's the little things that really haunt me. Her smile, her laugh, every once in a while I'll smell something that reminds me of her. It's like I can't escape.
Simple wisdom from a kid. Do you really care if you don't get married, get to keep all of your money and don't have some angry person around who never has sex with you anymore after the children come along? pic related
I was in these threads early sep whining about being cheated on and wanting to move out of the country to start fresh
Well I didn't move out, but I went to a few parties with people I've never met, connected pretty well with one of the girls there and we've been seeing eachother for actually, 1 month exactly as of today, feels good man.
I have a friend who was sad about a girl who he loved. She really screwed him over, cheating a lot. He was sad for two fucking years. Still crying drunk about it to us two years later. I saw him again the next year and he is fine and he was banging some other guy's hot petite black chick. We did coke and all was well again.
>>709204913
Drake is a fucking faggot kill yourself
>>709221739
>>709223787
>I don't think I'll ever feel the same way about another person.
You will. I know exactly that feel. But that feel is only a feel, not logic. I felt as if I would not go on from my first love. No one would ever be as perfect as her. But, you will meet someone whom you will love just as much if not more. Just because you feel like it won't happen doesn't mean it won't.
I think the hardest part for me is that I want to cry but I can't, and I'm not saying hurrdurrdurr I'm so manly I don't cry, I just have a hard time doing it. I've cried 4 times since the breakup 3 months ago, 2 because of alcohol and the other two because of a movie, but atleast it lifted some of the weight off my chest
>>709222997
This made me smile. Thx Anon.
Break up with cheating gf
She downgrades to some dude way older than her with no life and she gets fatter
I get fit and upgrade to a girl with an amazing body and way better looking than her and I got fit and a good job
>I start posting pictures of me and new girl in Australia, somewhere everyone that knows me knows I've wanted to go for almost two decades
>she un friends me when I'm in Aussieland
Oh god fellas, when it rains it pours. Chin up, the best feeling in the world is having everything work out for you while someone who fucked your life over wallows in misery
What makes you happy?
>not her, what makes you happy, Anon?
>>709204913
>mfw after the break-up
We all know that feel anon...
HER? HER? If I had a HER at lest I could focus on something for a while. No, I don't have a HER I just have tons of pretty women who I have once lusted over and fantasized about who still seem to plant themselves into my mind from time to time. To remind me of how much of a failure I was for not making a move, or making the wrong move or just literally pissing myself in front of them. No, having a her would be too simple, too easy, I need to remember all of these women throughout my life who have left a detailed imprint upon my memory. Who have me shakled by their smile, or laugh, or by something they said or maybe that one time one gave me a hug goodbye. It's obviously better this way because I can beat myself up over multiple things at once, no it's not a HER, it's not even just romantic feelings of the past, no it's the life I have had which makes me feel like such an idiot I shouldn't be surprised if I forget how to tie my shoes when I wake up in the morning.
>>709224582
>it's printed in my mind that if I get my heart ripped out of me one more time I'll just an hero. I wouldn;t be able to handle that shit.
I don't know this feel. But I know THIS feel.
Can someone explain to me why do I keep coming in these threads ? They always make me sad, and then they leave me with a bitter taste like I won't even have the satisfaction of the pain ending...
>>709226642
Because one of these days you'll be happy. And you'll come back here and see how far you've come
>>709205495
>>709205626
>>709221083
I've been married and divorced, and I have to ask you honestly: you didn't see any of this coming? There were no warnings, no flags, no moments of doubt? If so, she was either a ninja or you guys were the most blind faggots on the planet.
Gotta recommend Hector and the search for happiness for all y'all. Pretty motivational for a Simon Pegg movie
>be me
>have a dream
>man of my life is dancing with me
>"Young & Beautiful" plays in the background
>in dream, it transitions us to cuddling
>his right arm wraps around me
>instantly wakes up
>finds out that my sheets were piled up against my back
>asks him "Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?"
>goes back to sleep crying my eyes out
I just need someone to love me.
>>709226904
I love you anon
>>709204913
>Drake
The first time i almost passed on a feels thread
Don't let it happen again
>>709226904
I love you and your aching soul
>>709226904
A lot of people love you here, just remember that in your hardest times
There is no her, for a her never gave me the time of day. And you know, by this point I am used to it. Its pathetic yet true. Moreso I feel like i have fallen into an abyss that i cannot climb out of. Never had friends throughout high school, all friends everywhere else regarded me as trash. Tried my hand at writing, game design, anything to alleviate the pain. But it never goes away. Though through all the hard times, you guys have been with me. Thank you, /B/, for all your wonderful goofs that temporarily make me forget the pain. May all of you have a wonderful day.
>>709209276
>>709210438
Why
>>709212727
This is not what I came here expecting to cry about
>>709213724
I can't feel bad for this fuck.
>I'm only wanted for my body
>All my girlfriends didn't want to know me, so I cheated on them
>Nobody wants to know the real me
Yeah, and I'm a divorced 30 year old alcoholic with no friends, family. I'm about a 5/10 who works 80 hours a week and prays for death every day. I haven't been laid in 5 years, so eat a cock.
>Well, She tried to get in my pants and I told her no.
>She insisted I let her
>I tell her I need to get some sleep
>I start to throw a tantrum.
>She is upset too and gives me a spanking.
>She wants to really get whats in my pants.
>I'm seriously adamant about it.
>"I have school the next day, I'm tired."
>She looks into my eyes
>I look into hers.
>She say's drop them.
>I Still says no, I have school tomorrow.
>She asks me if I ate supper.
>I told her that I swore I did.
>She still wants in my pants to prove it.
>Oh shit, she knows...
>I sigh, and stand up and unbutton my Sonic overalls.
>I pull down my underwear and the meal she made was spaghetti... there was sauce and spaghetti everywhere...
>That was the last time I let my mom in my pants.
Theres this girl. We've been best friends since kindergarten. I would trust her with anything
>jumpforwardafewyears
Prom rolls around, friend asks her, she says yes. I thought about life that week. People lie, people decieve, people hurt each other. Im glad she's happy, ive never been more at peace. Later anons.
>>709229594
Is it so hard to find someone male or female that likes to work on cars and build stuff? Fuck.
Try 5 year old boys and farmers
I come on these threads because I know my best friend visits /b/ a lot and enjoys feels threads. I read every post wondering if it could be him talking about me. or him saying his troubles, so I can secretly help him. I love him.
>>709232018
Location?
>>709227016
>>709225836
I'll be posting it every fucking single day. Enjoy fags
>>709232195
I live in the Northern US. He lives around the New England area.
>>709232391
Wish I had a friend like you anon
>>709210438
....I've honestly never seen an animal look so human.
>>709232391
Shit. Not you. I wish
>>709232391
Looks like a lot of people wished they had a friend as good as you, me included anon
>>709232467
>>709232558
>>709232888
I hope you all find someone. I know you will, keep trying.
>>709233362
Thanks man
I just hate that she's able to move on unscathed, while I'm broken
>time to cry
>tell us about her
Doesn't anybody on this site have problems that involve something other than fucking women?
>>709233362
Thanks anon
>realize i have essentially no friends at all
>only friend i do have cares infinitely more about their boyfriend than me and maybe gives me table scraps of interaction despite us being "best friends"
>>709216443
Reminds me of FLCL. Thanks for sharing.
lost my dream girl because of a stupid mistake i made. one of her friends became really nice to me and i wasnt used to people being nice to me so i really enjoyed it at the time i had the time of my life i had my dream girl and everything was looking so perfect but i made the biggest mistake that friend asked to spend the night at my place bc she had no where to go so i let her nothing happened that night no sex nothing just let her spend the night. didnt tell my gf bc she would be mad ik she would be. she found out eventually and i stopped talking to that friend untill i needed someone to talk to so i spoke to her again after a year and then my gf found out and i hurt her again i didnt want to i just needed someone to talk to. she ended things bc she said thats what i wanted when thats not the case at all. she says all she has ever wanted was me and how much she loves me and stuff so why cant we be last thing she told me was if its meant to be then it will be. i hate myself so fucking much im all alone now no friends or anything i didnt have any before but atleast i had her.
>>709233618
ik how you feel bro, i am so fucking broken right now i cant keep it together cant go to school or anything and no one is here to help me get through this
>>709235254
screw her if she wont let you talk to other people. what kind of shit is that?
>>709234956
>be same person who posted this
>attempt to talk to "best friend"
>they don't respond, and shortly afterward start playing a game with their BF
>whatwasiexpecting.png
>log out of steam
>>709235682
I dont care about any of that she could be the only person i speak to and it wouldnt matter i really felt like i was in love and i finally felt loved finally someone cared about me only for me to ruin it
I've already dated her twice and I've done something both times to fuck it up but she's still my best friend. Literally the best fan ever always cheering me on with life goals and girl advice an i do the same. I think I'm good looking but she perfect and a fucking genius I barely graduated she's becoming some special type of doctor or something. I feel like she has the same tension as I do that she wants it all back but I'm to scared cause I'd rather feel the pain of watching her be with other people and just being able to talk to her at all then fuck up again and loose her forever.
We have a pact when we're 40 if neither of us are married were gonna get married. That's mostly all I'm holding on for at this point I think about it everytime I hear our favorite band which is atleast 5 times a day at work and it hurts so fucking much
Pic related senior walk out she's the blonde. She didn't have a date and mine was just a really good friend so she was cool with it
>>709234956
I'm your friend
why does it always hurt so much no matter how many times someone leaves it hurts so much. you think youd get used to it
>be loser obsessed with romance despite 22 kl virgin
>take interest in romance-based movies and tv shows along with "girly" things on occasion
>have few social skills and never had a girlfriend
>pathetically bad at trying to hit on girls
>wonder if being obsessed with romance while being abnormally old to be a kissless virgin is darkly humorous
is death a preferable path to my own pathetic life
>>709235651
We have eachother Anon, don't worry. I know how much it sucks but we have to move forward
>>709236091
no you're not you're some dude on /b/ in a fucking feels thread i dont know even a single thing about.
>>709236370
Probably. I'm in the same boat, and that seems to be the same destination I'm headed in.
>>709236404
its so hard she's always on my mind in my dreams no matter how hard i try to not think about her she's there i wonder how she is doing and probably a lot better than i am
>>709236370
Nope. There's literally nothing worse than death.
>>709226839
I have to agree with you
>>709236370
I am in the exact same position but I'm sure that if we try hard enough we could find something that will make all our lives worth it
>>709236685
I just love this pic so much, it goes right in my folders
She's my cousin's wife and I'd probably never get to fuck her.
>>709236370
i wonder why girly things are even labeled as such. is it to spite me into disliking things i like in fear of being called a faggot? if i want to sit and watch gilmore girls for five hours while drinking wine, i'll do it and not give a shit if it's 'girly' or not.
Fell in love with this beautiful girl in early spring of 2014. Never had a first date that amazing. I'm usually pretty hesitant to use the "L" word, but we both said it at the end of the date (which ended up with me staying over for more than a day.) Spent every possible second with each other for months. We lived about 2 hours apart, but since I worked 3 12 hour shifts a week, all in a row, I'd finish my work week, then head to her place. She worked in politics, and I'd help her as a volunteer. We were really bonded, until one day she apparently saw some old pictures of myself with a girl on my computer. There was no cheating or anything. I just forgot those pictures were on my computer. She saw them, and was apparently horribly affected by them. She said even though she knew I wasn't cheating, to her, it felt like I cheated, and that was enough. We tried to make it work over the next couple months, and we still very much were in love, but she just couldn't get over it. We broke up, and she ended up moving to DC for a new job. I haven't been able to move past her at all, I'm still very much in love with her. I believe she's moved on, however. Kills me knowing she's getting to the point where she'll likely start looking to get engaged.
Does anybody want to talk? Pretty lonely tonight.
Just had my first one night stand since my ex, realized I didnt care about her from the beginning.
>>709237629
Nobody is stopping you, it's still girly.
A rough day made rougher by work. Work was slow, but it made me begin to think since it was.
>>709237629
dude i cant watch gilmore girls for five minutes, that show is so annoying
i feel so empty..... i want to feel passionate again, i want to be motivated, i want to love and be truely loved in return. but i feel either terrifyed or dead inside. i turn 30 next year. im losing hope of finding someone i can truely mesh with, that lives at least on the same continent.
