Tell me about her /b/
>feels thread
>>709172668
The smile that makes my depression go away, the scent in her hair, eyes I can get lost within, voice so soft and gentle that it feels like shes actually petting me, open minded, always listens before she talks, her character, her manner of speaking, the way she moves, the stuff she does and stuff she likes... I miss her :(
Say /b/ro. Do you ever stay up at night, thinking about her? Do you sometimes think about all the chances you had and you ruined them? Because you were too much afraid you'd ruin your friendship? The fact that she's now with some other dickhead, sucking on his dick while you still long for her, for her touch, for her love. Do you? I hope you don't, because I do, and it hurts...
>>709173123
We all miss her Anon
She's being a cunt right now but I'll get over it because it's not that big of a deal to me.
>>709173411
Don't you just wish to go back sometimes, back to when you were at least friends. When you used to talk, when she gave you at least the tiniest of attention. I know I do.
>>709172668
She doesn't exist, because I'm too particular.
If she did exist, I wouldn't be good enough for her.
>>709173304
I feel u anon but except she isnt with a guy and i could get with her but im just afraid ive thought of every possible way this could go wromg in my head like she texts me first all the time and i dont know what to do
>>709173673
I was the same /b/ro... I thought she didn't exist. I found her later. Only to lose her, and watch her leave me behind. I am still following her steps, but I don't think I'll ever reach her again.
If i dont text first she doesnt even make an effort to talk.
Im losing her /b/ and i dont know what to do
>>709173794
Same here... she was the one texting me, she always listened, she gave me the most attention, she spent nights talking to me, didn't sleep, only to make me feel better... I was a dick back then, I then realised the mistakes I was doing a couple months later and asked her out... it was too late...
>>709173965
I am sorry to inform you, but the same thing happened here. She left me.
?
Straw is that you
>>709174125
I don't know who you're talking to, mind if you tell me more about Straw and his story? :')
>>709174080
but why'd she tell me she loved me man
>>709172668
bitch cheated on me and then went back to her ex, I won't miss her, I miss the days I was happy though.
Now I have trust issues and see the women as nothing more than sexual objects.
Is love a thing? Should I try to trust people again? Tell me /b/
>>709174015
Fuck /b/ makes me feel im gonna go talk to her tm and i'll do it right
she used to love me now she wants me to die
>>709174276
I don't know me she did the same here, she said she liked me, she spent so much time with me and gave me so much attention, but in the end, she left me.
>>709174457
same, she sent some guys to beat the shit outta me.
>>709174257
You really have changed
>>709174433
Talk to her while you can. I wasted that chance. It is too late for me now :')
>>709172668
She's far from perfect, but it feels like my mind wants someone so bad that I'll accept her just because she cares about me. Even if I don't actually care back, she's the first person who's been like this in years.
In situations like this I feel like I'm not in control, I'm just watching myself make mistakes and not have the confidence to break a relationship like I have the confidence to make one.
>>709174569
Thanks champ, you too. Its funny how we don't notice the changes, we all wake up every morning with the same pain in your chest, realising we're not loved by the ones we hold dearest, yet when we look back, everything has changed. She is no longer there, she no longer cares, she has moved on, yet you're still there, staring at the mirror, re-tracing memories.
>>709174276
man i dunno why that image hit me so hard
she's cute and funny, she's a joker at the very least. and beautiful i like her an insane amount but i dont think she feels the same way about me. i would want to tell her but if it went wrong it would ruin our friendship, shes one of my best friends
>>709175085
Holy fuck this is so me.
Rip thread.
Ugly ass story of me
>be me, 19
>meet cute grill
>friendly, cute, nice hair
>probably 6/10 but fuck yeah i fell in love with her
>star talking to her day and night
>fucking love her so much
>think she loves me as well
>One day, buy a ring
>give it to her, thinking it would be a nice gift
>(we go to same school, last year of high school)
>she wears it everyday, and i just fall in love so bad with her
>one day at her house
>grab balls, take a breath
>i fucking kiss her
>Mfw that was my first kiss
>later that day she tells me that it's too soon for us, we should wait a bit before we can become a couple
>whatever.jpg
>time passes, she becomes strange
cont?
She does not want me, she hates me.
All the shit went down 6 months ago.
>>709176213
Yes please :')
>>709176255
All the shit went down 2 years ago... I still think about her, every single day, every single night, there has not been an hour that has passed without her on my mind...
She doesn't even know I'm in love with her. I just want to tell her and than, go to sleep for never wake up again
>>709176213
Continue please I wanna hear this
>>709176463
I'm in better condition, I slowly forgeting about her, but I fap to her about 5 times a day
She's a cheerful, intelligent and tall brunette. Tomorrow we will cook corn cream and some meat together :) Then, a while later we will fuck like crazy. She likes anal as much as I love her tight ass. Then we will study and sleep together. I'm a happy man, guys!
>>709176901
You can do it Anon. Go for it.
>>709176213
Just wrote everything and internet fucking crushed, gonna rewrite
>>709174433
Best of luck, anon. Worst case, we'll see you again tomorrow.
>>709177586
And the rest of his life
>>709177131
Thats not love, thats lust :/
>>709176213
Cont.
>she becomes cold, won't even text me ifi don't
>answers after 1 hour (being online all the time
>replies with one word
>days pass
>eventually ask her if she wants to meet at her house
>says she has something to do that day
>"day after?" Same
>starts ignoring me
>my heart starts feeling like a shit under the rain
>i decide to "forget her"
>seems easy af
>can't do it man, she's everything for me
>think about her day night
>slowly forget
>be cool with her at school, threat her like a school student & shit
>the there she goes
>hugs me
>feel her smell
>my heart just crashes in million pieces
cont.
>>709172668
She's amazing. Horrifically awkward and sheltered, but in an endearing way. Grew up in a deeply religious family in a cult and is only just now getting out of it in a significant way now that she's out of JC and into a university 200 miles away from home. We don't see each other as much anymore but she drives down about once a month and I drive up there when I can. We do alright. It's worth the effort. And the nice part is that it's mutual. I don't feel like I'm dragging her down or slowing her enjoyment of being away from home.
I'm sure people will insinuate she's getting stuffed by 9 linebackers a day but I know what's up. I know how to pick the loyal ones.
>>709174276
She probably truly did but things change. Try to move on and know that you will love another someday.
I'm with her atm.
She's been through a lot of trauma and as of late she's been getting voices. It scares her and all I can do is hold her until they go away, or until we can get to her psychiatrist
>>709174413
Yes to both, you'll find another girl b/ro don't let one bitch destroy your life.
>>709178056
That experience made me a diffrent person, a person which eats, sleps, faps, smokes cigs, and drinks. I don't even feel any more.
R
>>709178125
cont.
>i just can't do it anymore
>next day, she's a bitch again
>says she's depressed,so i decide to let her alone cause that's what she wants
>days after, she's nice once again
>still wears my fucking ring
>still hugs me
>I'm freaking out, i don't know what to do
>should i try and forget her? Or should i "wait" for a miracle and keep texting her even if she won't talk to me that much?
>should i ask her out?
Help me /b/.. i know it's not much of a deal, but this is freaking me out so bad...
>>709178936
The ring is either a complete habit, or a really good sign. Talk to her. Depressed people should not be left alone too much.
>>709178936
Nigga just ask wtf is going on with her
>>709178936
Im sorry anon, but she is most likely keeping you around until something better comes along. Been there done that..
>>709178936
>>709179203
It's like:
Start>lonely>sad>isolation>back to start
If you know what i mean
2 days ago she told me she misses me, she wanted to meet up. finally i felt happy again. but she didnt show up. heard from my bestfriend someone in my group off friends is seeing her.
>>709178936
Watch and wait friend. Watch and wait. Patience is key, just live out your life and wait the right time to act
This one time she was sleeping over, it was 4:30AM. We were cuddling and making out.
I asked her how long she had loved me. She answered... "2 years... anon. I've loved you for two years..."
It was such a relief to hear that. That one the one I love and worship so much loves me back.
But it soon realized she was lying.
For 4 years ago she first fell in love with me. It was crazy how we met, I was a 4/10 and an outsider with fucking autism. She was a 11/10, she was no ordinary. She had scars everywhere. She wasn't your everytime girl.
She loved me so much but I had no idea. I stepped right past every hint. All those times she wanted to hug me... All those times she wanted to hold me... all these times she wanted to be alone with me... and all those times she wanted to kiss me... I had no idea. But when I started to understand what true love was... It was too late. She got into a relationship with some dude I bragged to online. I met him in a TF2 server. First time I actually made a friend without forcing. He later visited her, she lived 10 min away from me. I was really jealous. And it couldn't get worse. Well... It actually did. Turns out the motherfucker raped her. Not rape like in violence, but more like without consent. He got laid with her in the most UNIMAGINEABLE and IRRITABLE way i could possible think of.
She has moved far away now. I still see pictures of her every now and then. She is never lost in my thoughts. She is always right where she wants to be in my thoughts... In my arms.
I will cheerish death over choosing to never be able to even see her once. This love story of mine is very big. I belive I've said 15% of it. I will one day make a whole story. Every little last piece is stuck in my head.
And one day.
She will return.
To my arms.
Where she is safe.
I will never give up.
>>709178936
Im depressed... like, really, REALLY depressed... it actually hurts, its gotten to the point where it physically hurts, cant breathe, feels like hell... then she came along, and whenever we spoke, I felt a fuck ton better... she was the only thing that helped. She thought that giving me space and leaving me alone would be better, since I was depressed... she was wrong. She meant everything to me. Don't leave her, but don't clinge on to her too much either. Be there for her when you need her, listen to her, talk to her, about anything, especially problems. That makes, me, at least, feel better.
>>709179485
Exactly... i just don't want to ask what's wrong with her, i know from someone that it is cause of her ex, but she won't tell it to me, says she doesn't want to
>>709179686
>>709178936
She is going through some stuff, so definitely be supportive but dont go in with expectations. Just let things happen.
>>709179203
>>709179341
>>709179423
>>709179485
>>709179686
Nice unanimity
>>709179797
Be patient. Trust takes time and commitment
>>709179732
What is this feeling that im feeling :(
I hope she does, anon. I hope she does. I hope that I get to hold the one dearest to me as well... I miss her... I wish I could go back :')
i just want to know how i make this feel stop.
>>709180044
Thank you. I wish the same. I wish I could go back and carry the knowledge I have now and know that she needs to hold my hand at that very time.
>>709172668
Got this coworker. Just gonna call her other girl because i had this thing going on with another girl.
>be 22, land job at casino
>meet other girl fot first time, into cars and sings
>instantly hooked
>keeps telling me about her boyfriend that she recently broke up with
>just brushed it off not minding being just friends with. Was okay with just that because things with another girl
>things not working with ankther girl s
just so coincidentally other girl broke up with her boyfriend
>wtf.png
>one day she texts me saying "i thinkni have mild depression"
>firsy thing that came to my mind was
"You dont know what depression really is."
>blankly stare at that text for a good few minutez while y
thinking to myself
"You have all your friends that you could talk to. Meanwhile i dont have anything to run to, toventilate this abysmal loneliness."
>try to ease her down and explain shits gonna be okay. At least on her end
>shit eventually gets better for the both of us
to be hinest, i like this girl a lot still but i dont know why i cant bring myaelf to ask her out, considering i asked out another girl weeks before only to get stood up
>tl;dr
im dealing with crippling loneliness despite the fact my only friends are within working hours
>>709180631
Wish I could as well... I wish I could...
If the pussi ain't worth it then don't try to birth it
Y'all should fap more. Or less, I'm not sure.
>>709180719
Also, i have their numbers but both dont bother replying so im at wits end about to just give up. Luckily ill have my own apartment somi can live in solitude at least
If the bitch is lyin, the pussi needs denyin
If ur gal being a hoe , that's a no no
If the girl got superficial charms, y'all need to avoid the emotional harm
When she puts you in da friend zone, muffle the screams when you bone
>>709173965
This is also happening to me
She's everything to me, the way she looks, the way she is. Her personality is amazing. I fell in love with her /b. She told me she loves me too but doesn't seem to act like it.
We met via my roommate's girlfriend.
Very cute. Laughed at my dumb jokes.
Was robotics major to boot. Basically a unicorn.
She was an exchange student tho, so after 2 years of long distance relationship, we parted ways.
I still kick myself for letting her go.
She's still the one my other relationships or dates are judged by.
I heard from a few years back that she's married now.
...I think I'll go for a smoke.
>>709173965
If she's shy, fucking put more effort in it.
If you'd rather not, let the fuck go.
Maybe you'll learn something if she was the one and you end up kicking yourself.
>>709179732
Wow bro, you sound pretty beta.
Like that one autistic kid that keeps hovering a girl and worships her.
She's pretty, has a fat ass, is going to a school I could only dream of attending and cares very much about me.
She also has a boyfriend and is a crazy Muslim.
>>709173965
Then text first. What the fuck is the problem?
Holy shit.
I see her at least once a day. She is so beautiful. If only she knew how much I loved her. Her hair is so shiny, I just want to run my hand through it. Just a kiss, one damn kiss.
Amazing and a dream come true but now the only thing I wish for is to go back in time and stop me from talking to her.
I'm an idiot for thinking I actually have a chance I'm nothing compared to everyone around me
>>709184062
That's called fucking crush.
Go. Talk. Get that out of your system before it consumes you.
>>709184062
Not only is that creepy as shit but it's also the cringiest shit I've seen today.
Talk to her or be damned with being a beta bitch for the rest of your life.
>be 18, going to see her for the first time
>been talking with her since 3 years but relationship got kind of dull in the last year
>fuck that, seeing her will fix that for sure
>finally arrived in her city, i'm staying 4 days
>first day she stood me up with the promise to meet me the next day
>second day she brought a douchebag with her, supposedly his bf
>after doing the third wheel all day, i returned to the hostel and cried a lot
>third day she stood me up again with a really weak excuse
>texted her something like "hey i'm leaving tomorrow, just tell me if you want to say goodbye"
>no reply
>fourth day, still no reply
>while on train she finally texted me back
>other weak excuses
i still feel like shit for that
i still think about her while she has probably forgotten me
i hate myself
It's fucking complicated but basically we were close friends, we both caught feelings for each other but I moved really far away from her so we couldn't do anything, we stayed in touch and ended up growing super close despite the distance. We both fell in love with each other despite the odds being against us. Ended up confessing our feelings for each other but for some reason we agreed that we should wait until meeting in person before getting into a relationship and until then we could see other people.
The openness worked for a while but then she randomly got mad when I kissed another girl even though I was allowed and now she hates me.
2 weeks after this shit went down, she got a new boyfriend. Don't know if this guy's just a rebound/monkey branch/whatever, but it stings because I know she loved me so much. I don't deny that for a second.
She was meant to visit next summer and I was gonna ask her to be my girlfriend and we were gonna do a full long distance relationship.
Looking back on it, I wish we would've just gone exclusive from the start. We both would've done it because we both loved each other.
I really believed in us, I still do.
I miss her.
I don't know what to do.
>>709175085
I am in same situation :(
>>709184049
>problem
Thats the thing. You cant constantly message her first because it feels like youre the only one who cares and it hurts a lot. Ive been on that boat before and it fucking sucks.
>>709184464
That's fine.
It'll hurt, but time will heal.
You can move on.
>>709172668
She's the love of my life and the future mother of my children. Proposing soon ring ships out to me this week!
>>709175085
>>709175193
>>709184597
>Tell her, and get it over with.
>Don't tell her, and live with the regret forever.
>Don't tell her, watch her get the eventual boyfriend and die inside.
Those are your options. Pick one.
>>709184657
That sounds like a personal issue to me.
Fix yourselves. No one will be happy with you unless you're happy with yourself.
bump
>>709184540
You fucked up. Move on.
>>709184740
it has been more than a year since then and it's still a big deal for me but thanks anyway m8
>>709178125
Reminds me of some crush I had in school, except that she wasn't bipolar or anything she was just secretly dating one of my best friends and gave me mixed signals by mistake
>>709185552
Yup. Take your time. Keep yourself busy to keep your mind off her.
>>709185544
I'm really trying but I can't.
It's been a few months now.
I can't shake her. Never felt anything similar to this before.
I keep myself busy I do shit with myself I've got friends who I'm really close with and I'm doing well for myself but I can't shake her.
>>709185922
>I'm really trying but I can't.
Then get ready for a depressing fucking life, bro. Remember, suicide is always an option.
I just miss her.
No less no more.
>>709186177
Can you call/skype her?
>>709185922
I'm sure that's how you feel.
But let me reiterate: you fucked up.
You really need to cut your losses.
Love hurts. Takes months or years to heal.
But I really can't give you much sympathy, anon.
But I hope you can rebound in time and get better. Call it a learning experience.
Best of luck.
>>709172668
>>>709175085
>>>709175193
>>>709184597
>>Tell her, and get it over with.
>>Don't tell her, and live with the regret forever.
>>Don't tell her, watch her get the eventual boyfriend and die inside.
>
>Those are your options. Pick one.
I recommend the first
>work up the courage to talk to grill crush
>creeping for about 3-4 months
She's a beautiful blonde, nice legs(and knows it bc of the skin tight dresses and short shorts), friends with everyone ect ect.
>"haha, you're funny anon! What's your snap?"
>uses it all the time everyday
>talk to her and some other people on snap one night
>accidentally paste a 'bad' joke I found on the interwebs
>omg,anon that's sooo funny!
>well there's more where that came from
>tell her ones that I find or friend does
> one night I tell her a few and she replies
>"anon me and my bf are DYING"
I still stalk her from time to time and over hear her talking about some of the lewd things they do together. Haha it's not like I deserve her ya'know? Thanks for listening /b/.
>>709186455
>But I really can't give you much sympathy, anon.
Why?
I didn't cheat on her.
She got angry at something we had agreed was okay.
I didn't go behind her back. I never intended on hurting her and I genuinely didn't think it would.
I mean I guess in a sense the agreement was kinda stupid but it felt like the right thing for us at the time and we BOTH mutually agreed to it.
![61f337a7da7c2653fdac41d347f0d8d37129ad65291c08f90722d8a990d630b8[1].jpg](https://cdn.randomarchive.com/b/image/1477/343/1477343278517.jpg "61f337a7da7c2653fdac41d347f0d8d37129ad65291c08f90722d8a990d630b8[1]")
>>709186692
awwww.skritch skritch,,pat pat,,
>>709187066
SOMETIMES it's better not to go as far as you're technically allowed to go, and instead think about if you SHOULD do it.
I don't miss her for who she is, I miss her for who she was.
She left me when I told her I was having a depression, haven't been able to trust anyone ever since.
>>709187795
This is true and I totally understand that.
But it had happened before. On both sides. And there was no anger. Because we had agreed it was temporarily okay.
When I say her reaction was unexpected and out of the blue I truly mean that.
That being said kissing that girl is the biggest regret of my life because it didn't mean anything to me. It was just something that happened and I didn't expect it to lead to anything like this.
Maybe I'm an idiot, I don't know. But while I agree I fucked up because I hurt her, which is something that will destroy me for ages, I don't think I did anything legitimately properly wrong.
>Be 18, freshly out of highschool
>Loser, Self-hate, Weird, Ditched from prom, Can't maintain any kind of relationship more than one week.
>Love to avoid my problems, Can't do anything right in my life.
>Just the type you'd look at nod and say 'Wow he really is autistic no joke'.
>The type of person to go to jail because I wanted to check if I can drive my neighbors car into a lake without him noticing (actually interested not done yet, can you shift into neutral from parking without starting the car?)
>The type of person to say 'maybe you're sick' to a girl saying 'anon whenever I'm with you I feel something special' (apparently she had a crush on me for 2 years)
>The type of person to almost burn his own home because I thought that it's a good idea to pour this weird smelling liquid into a grill (gasoline BTW)
>THIS AUTISTIC
>Yet really popular for some fucking reason
>Girls are attracted to me but only shallowly for some reason, hit on me etc..
>Don't want this shit, want some pure teen-movie/anime level romance.
>But all girls are sluts/not my type (not gay I swear)
>THIS FAGGOT
>help with life, nothing to actually live for to wake up in the morning, no love experience even tho popular (too scared).
>INB4 KYS: Not gonna, tops I'm moving to another country and start dealing drugs or some shit, at least then I'll have some interest in my life.
>>709173304
>Do you ever stay up at night, thinking about her? Do you sometimes think about all the chances you had and you ruined them?
IKTF /b/ro. She took the initiative and I accepted her love half assed like the stupid retard I am. I've had so many chances to show her that I love her too. I hate myself for only realizing how important she really is to me and how uncaring I acted towards her, when it was already too late. I wish I could go back in time and punch my old self in the face for not giving her the love she deserves.
>>709179732
is this grills name rianna?
Cold.
Am I late?
>>709172668
anybody knows a good place to chat when lonley. just need someone to talk to.
>>709190598
> ("yes.")
> "apparently needs help while not needing help simultaneously"
Alright...?
>>709191221
Just call a suicide hotline. They'll listen.
I've known her since 3rd grade, aka 7 y/o
She's a 10/10 in every way.
Physically, she's got beautful blonde, straight hair, the face of an angel and the body of a goddess.
She is the most friendly, understanding and trustworthy person you'll ever meet.
She's funny, intelligent and social.
She has helped me get through the divorce of my parents, the slow loss of contact with my father and generally dealing with my (light) asperger's. She was the only person I could really open up to.
I confessed to her that she was/is my crush, and she turned me down, as expected. But even that ahe did gently.
I'd do anything for her. Go ahead, call me beta. I'm loyal to the person who's kept me from going an hero.
>>709173965
Talk to her about it. Ask questions and see where it goes to
Whoever it is, this person seems lucky.
>>709193017
Classic case of oneitis.
Man the fuck up, get over it, and realize that there are more than three billion women in the world.
Her laugh makes me the most happiest man on earth
She came into my life at such a pivotal point. She helped me through so much. Ahe held me through the nights. She stayed by me while i was admited into the hospital. She loved me for me. Her smile her fucking smile would melt you were you stand. Her eyes would lite up an entire room. Her laugh would cure anyone's bad day. She would oink if you got her laughing to much. I bought her a ring three weeks ago. She left me today. She walked out of my life stealing something from me that i can never give back. I made a home with her. I started an actual life with her. To have it all ripped out from underneath me. And i still love her so much. I miss her...
>>709172668
who is she /b/
>>709193848
Hi, i'm >>709193017
That hit me hard. I'm very sorry for you anon. Did she give you anything of a reason for leaving you?
>>709194363
She couldnt make the leap of faith and commit 100 percent. She is affraid i couldnt provide for her. How can someone love you so much and make so many memories with you and then walk away. Her clothes our still hanging in the closet. I cant even be in the house i owm because its filled with memories and laughter of her. I cant live without her
>>709194982
Do you have a chance to get her back? After giving her time and proving you can and will provide for her?
>>709194123
bump what anime
>>709195468
I honestly don't know. I hope so. Ive never felt so numb before. I would do anything to get her back.
I'M SO FUCKIN' HAPPY
you guys can't make me sad.
>>709172668
She broke 7.5 years of NC earlier this month with an email hoping I'll call her. She's my first love.
I decided to trash the letter. She ended it, I'm keeping it that way.
>>709195579
Kuroi Mato, from Black Rock Shooter. Good anime, shit plot.
>>709172668
She's the one, i know she is. I love her more than i've ever loved anyone or anything in my life. From her black hair to her soft caramel skin. She would always get mad at me when i called her cute or short, but that made her look even cuter. I'm stuck awake at night always thinking about how i could have changed things, or tried harder. Losing her was one of the worst times in my life, where you realize you had the one with you all along. Without her light in my life, it's turned me into the shell of a man i am today, i've just become unmotivated, because everything i did while she was with me, i did for her. I did it to make her happy, and now i don't know what im doing anymore, just living each day not enjoying life. I just want her back.
>>709195811
Same here, man. I'm going into the military, I might be dead by this time next year. There's no time to be sad.
>Loudly requests assistance from the Moderators of the website
>>709196064
*Listens military things loudly*
Heck yea my friend~
>>709174776
it pretty accurately represents the borderline feeling of breaking down but trying to keep it together
She's all I think about. 8/10 perfect body most beautiful eyes you can imagine. She's literally the only girl I've felt comfortable around too, the only girl I've really been close friends with.
We cuddle and share the same bed a lot but haven't taken it farther than 2nd base, she hasn't let me take it all the way and hurts my self esteem. Sometimes I feel like i should drop her when she plays games like this with me, but I genuinely love spending time with her.
We have basically the same personalities, we can make fun of each other and we say mean things to each other jokingly. It feels nice when you can be that comfortable with someone. We both share the same hobbies and that's how we really connected these past months. The other day we were out in public, it was really cold out and she kept getting close and putting her head on my shoulder. Also had my arm around her rubbing her back trying to keep her warm. Felt so good.
>>709195896
does she die?
I've been fucking her for months behind her boyfriends back
Take her out to eat, she takes me out to eat
Exchange gifts
Treat her like a girlfriend she treats me like a boyfriend
Her boyfriend makes her cry all the time and her excuse not to leave him is the time theyve been together and she doesnt want anyone else to have him etc etc
Hurts to see her with him/talk about him but whatever
>>709196922
No, but she loses her mind trying to save her friend at one point.
I said it had a shit plot because the it derives its advances from things like jealousy, irrational action, and the power of friendship. It's still worth watching if you like good battle animations and have a soft spot for sympathy.
>>709196889
Just stay at 2nd man. If you love her that much, it'll be worth it.
>>709197410
Ideally I would to be able to have sex with her. I'm not really experienced in sex and would be nice to fuck a girl I really care about. I feel im just gonna hurt myself even more if we never take it all the way
>>709197755
Would she mind your microdick and premature ejaculation, though?
>>709197755
Just let her get comfortable with the idea. Is she still a virgin?
>>709197904
She's definitely not going to fuck you so she should experience neither.
>>709173516
kek
I have a crush on a semi-famous person. It hurts.
>>709198542
who?
>>709198542
Why?
>>709172668
she rly hot
sucks a mean dick
likes to eat ice cream
>>709198542
Do we know her?
>Last year
>Giving presentation for a class we share
>Wrote with a lot of passion in my paper, and show it while I speak
>Approaches me after class
>"I really liked your presentation Anon, [brief small talk]"
>Always had my eye on her and was happy to talk to her, but I had been head over heels for another girl
>Fast forward to one month ago
>She is friends with a good friend of mines sister and is over at his house
>Day after I watched her play in a volleyball game
>"I want anon at every volleyball game"
>"Why?"
>Because he's awesome."
>He tells me about this, and I'm happy to hear this
>Message her a few days later, give her compliments, basic stuff
>Goes well, but I back off because I realize I don't know if she's dating anyone or not
>Lots and lots of competition (she's definitely a 10/10)
My friends tried to spur me on to pursue her, and I guess I gave it a shot. I haven't talked to her much, and almost not at all since I messaged her. I want to keep going but I don't have much of an opportunity, nor do I know for sure if she's actually interested. I'm so lonely I just want somebody, and this would he a dream come true
>>709198542
You have met in person, right?
>>709172668
I'm probably not going to stick around, but I haven't forced myself to confront these feelings in a while. It's been over 4 years.
I've moved on, but I don't think I'll ever get over E.
I've had the good fortune to be loved by several beautiful, kind women since her departure. I've really tried to find love again, but I just can't seem to get that spark like we had. Every moment was a joy to be around her, and I was enriched as an individual by her. I have NEVER found another human that makes me feel that way, down to my closest friends and family who are few.
It fucking sucks. My girl now rubs my shoulders while I game, and swallows my loads with aplomb, but I can't stop thinking about E.
>>709198597
>>709198639
>>709198680
She's a musician. Used to be kinda famous-ish, but now she seems to have faded into obscurity. Was on MTV, once. That's all I'll say. I don't want to hear something about her I don't want to hear.
>>709199339
No.
>>709173861
God, how is that? I considered the romantic follower approach, because just having her in my life sounded pretty nice. That guy all her friends know just sticks with the group for the maybe on day.
>>709174413
Dude, idk. I know another guy said you will, but I'm fucking broken from losing "the one." I've been with good women after, can't find love again.
So she be just like me, we could actually be twin
Same taste, same kicks, same standards of humour
We have our instances where our madness stood out
We call out to each other and make fun of our madness
But now she seem distant to me
I ask her every time how she is
barely get replies now
meeting her soon
should I just act all cool about it?
or should I bring it up?
I just want the fighting to stop. I love her so much but every night it's fighting and than she comes back in the morning telling me she didn't mean it. I just want her to stay. I don't want to argue, I don't want to fight, I just wanna hold her.
>>709199363
Boooooo anon booooooo
>>709199726
Depends. I want to say yes because it's the most efficient way to answer your questions. I'm not so sure that's gonna work with yo lady, 'do.
>>709199942
What do you fight over? Is she literally just finding shit to bitch about that seems unreasonable? Maybe something else in her life is really stressing her out.
>>709199363
Will it change your mind if i tell you i have a crush on Emma Watson? Now don't be a pussy, it's a feels thread, how bad could it be?
>>709172668
>5years with her
>5 min of brokeup
she moves on , and i'm still trapped in the past
>>709200281
It's usually dumb stuff. One of my friends told me she would cheat on me with him and I asked him to show me what he meant but she caught on to us and started saying we thought of her as a whore. She went out and threw her phone out the window and it's all fucked so she can't text me unless it's on messanger. She texted me today (two days after fighting) telling me she really cares about me and would do anything to make me stay. Other times it was because I refused to hit her. She has this thing (wouldn't say a fetish) where someone punching her is like cutting to her and she wants to get over cutting but I wouldn't hit her, she's 19 for fucks sakes she shouldn't be cutting to begin with and that's not my fault. It's usually dumb little things I do that set her off. She hasn't been the same since she got out of the hospital and on those fucking pills.
I just dont want to be alone anymore.
It happened about a month ago, when a part of me died, I thought I had it all. I came from nothing, sitting in my dark room womdering why god hates me and if I even have a chance at life. But all of that changed when I went on kik to swindle someone into sending me nudes. Until this one woman kiks me, and shes perfect. Beautiful, likes all of the same stuff as me, has the same problems, I thought there was somebody really here for me, I've found that theoretical being that everyone says exists, dedicated to another. We facetimed and she was perfect. We facetimed for hours on end (6 to 7+ hours) watching videos, listening to music, laughing together. The room that was once hell, was heaven. My very own world. We fought a bit. But it always ended in us looking eachother in the eyes. She used to say "I love you, I want my life with you. I promise to accept you, love you, take care of you." I was reluctant. But eventually I felt the same way. I thought it'd be me and her, for life. Through hell and heaven. Until one of us dies in the others arms. It all got better and better, until she was having problems w/ her mom, feeling ignored, scared. Someone even broke into her house so she had to stay somewhere else. She was so scared to sleep alone. But when I was there I saw in her eyes, she felt safe. That made it all worth it. she even moved in with family in my state! And when we met it felt so right. I felt loved. Like it was finally my time to shine. Her shoe broke, so I carried her to our destination. And when she went back to her city. I felt like my half was gone. But I knew we'd see eachother again. She soon changed and became more selfish, not talking to me as much and acting like the typical shit eating woman.
Cont?
>>709200756
Idk man not to highlight a bad part but as a general rule - If they're hiding the phone they're cheating on you. Like....pretty much definitively.
The pill thing sounds like it sucks a lot. It's very likely the root of many of the problems (mood swings?), potentially even the cheating. If things ARE as bad as they seem, you really need to decide if you want to stay. It's gonna be a lot of confrontational work.
Hoping for the best for you, bud. I've got mad trust issues from some bad ladies.
>>709201090
You're not, /b/ro. If I can feel alone in a crowded room, you can feel at home through a screen.
>>709201090
Hold me, Anon.
Know that when I look you in the eyes and tell you I love you I am sincere.
I know you've been feeling down but just hold me tightly and tell me about it.
>>709201288
Go ahead
>>709201288
Go for it, brother. Thought that was the end, tbh
Her family are manipulative cunts. All of them. Her schizophrenic brother tried to fucking take her from me. I hate his guts, and given the chance, I'll beat him shitless. She didn't fall for it and she stayed with me, her "father" is actually an ex stepfather who cheated on her mother, her brother was too selfish to even offer me a ride home after my phone broke. They treated her like a princess. A complete change of life for her. They manipulated her to think she had no time for me, she eventually tells me she has no time for me anymore, the same man whom she'd say she wanted for life, gone. The saddest part is: the woman who I loved ceases to exist now. Its amazing what a change in life can do to commitments. She's unfollowed me, unfriended me, and pays no attention to me. Now, history repeats itself, I now sit in my dark room again. I've attempted suicide. And I don't feel like the same man since she's gone. I wish she'd come back, the old girl I loved. Maybe in the future she will, but until then, I'll remain here, in a state of sadness.
>>709201590
She threw the phone cause she was pissed at me and my friend. I had her old Facebook account but she's changed the password so I'm not sure if somethings going down. She gets mad and tells me I must not trust her when I ask to check it. I have really deep feelings for her and could never leave her. But I know if I was to find her cheating I would go crazy. I don't know if I'd kill myself or her and the other guy.
For whatever reason I can't put into words, she's what drives me to keep pushing myself. I've been in love with her since 3 years now. She's extremely shy but she doesn't mind my presence. Conversation is a serious challenge - we're both experts at being awkward in any situation. There is literally nothing that I don't like about her.
2 years ago we started talking on a pretty much daily basis. It was absolute bliss for me, although I can't really say if she felt the same way. Thinking about it, she might have kept me as entertainment while she was visiting her family in China. In any case, I don't have a problem with it - it was the happiest time of my life. I had broken a stale long-distance relationship with a finnish girl which lasted for about six months, partially because the flame wasn't there anymore on either side, partially because I couldn't handle the waiting involved in LDRs, and especially because I wanted to feel no guilt for flirting with someone else.
Last year we pretty much fell out and stayed with no contact till June this year - quite probably the worst time of my life. I did have my freedom, but the one thing I genuinely wanted to do, I couldn't - be with her. To put it simply, a friend of hers was interested in me, I started hanging out with her friend, and I genuinely thought that her friend had fallen for me. I was seriously wrong - she talked so much shit about me that I lost contact with the one person I care about most, and eventually I was isolated from that circle of people.
We got back in contact via a silly proposal of mine for a roadtrip, considering that we both have one extremely good common friend. She found out that what she was told about me was in its vast majority bullshit, so to put it simply, it's as if we started from scratch.
I still haven't properly told her my feelings for her, because I don't want to be too sudden, nor have her pull away; she just means too much to me.
I'm fucking pathetic.
>had a crush on her for a full year before making a move
>turns out she liked me too
>end up dating
>start to find her annoying
>I become less responsive and less interested in her until she dumps me
>we go to different colleges for our freshman year
>during the summer we hang out with our high school friends
>I don't find her annoying anymore
>I actually really like talking her, more than any other person
>decide not to wait a year to make a move this time
>ask her if she wants to go on a date or something before the next year of college starts up
>she says no
It sucks because I'm aware that she's going on a good amount of dates in college. She's going on a bunch of dates, and I'm struggling even to make friends.
Random question, do you guys feel like you genuinely love her?
I don't think I've every genuinely loved someone, I don't think I know what that feels like. Maybe that's a good thing though.
god damn i wish i had the balls to be the man she wanted i think of her every night but we dont even talk anymore i just cut her off
>>709203191
a lovin heart is leanin towards bein alone
Everytime i see her i get so fucking angry at her and at myself, it was a fucked up situation that should never have happened, if it didn't, we could have been happy I think, either way, my blood boils at the site of her but my heart sinks because i miss her.
She's cute. Funny too, really smart. We're into the same shows, movies, music, and tons of other stuff. She's somehow always on my mind and whenever we would hang out I'd always smile like a retard. She was all I had ever wanted and then some. I told her how I felt and she straight up laughed in my face. She later gave me an actual response, but man. Really fucked me up.
>>709203191
If you don't think you've found it, you haven't. It's revolutionary, it all the ways that word is good and bad.
been with the girl of my dreams for 6 years now, I woke up this morning and just knew something was bad about today. Not even 5 minutes ago she told me that she fell in love with some girl online, and that she doesn't want to see me nor speak to me ever again... I don't know what to do... I've got work in an hour and I'm just drinking and just being a broken mess... I was going to propose to her in less than a week. I don't know how to go through life without her.
>>709202081
Sounds like y'all both need to get your feelings in check. It's okay to be emotional, but throwing shit and killing people shouldn't be on this list of possible reactions.
Btw she's hiding her shit, bro. Dude said it earlier, she gettin' the d down on the daily
>>709204291
she was my everything, I hadn't drank in 18 months because of her, I had motivation to work, I wanted a family with her
>>709204291
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bwqAr8-Rj8
We met at a trailer park when I was 8 and she was 7. It was one you bring a trailer to in the summer for a change of scenery I guess, wasn't a shit hole where people lived all year round and was actually a really nice place.
I was wandering around with my siblings when she suddenly came up and said hi to me. She was wearing a little sundress, and was incredibly shy and really cute from what I can remember. She introduced herself to me as Amelia and asked what we we're all doing. I just said we were walking around and she very nervously asked if she could tag along. I didn't really care and said sure, then we all continued on.
She didn't talk much, just sort of tailing behind us and watching what we did. I was a bit confused and honestly thought she was a bit weird, but I didn't say anything. My siblings and cousin went back to the trailer a little while later while I chose to stay out a bit longer, so it was just me and her.
I decided to go down to the creek to catch some crayfish, while she just trailed behind me and watched what I was doing. After a while I noticed that she was giving me odd glances every now and then. I don't how long she had been doing it, but it started to annoy me after a while. When I asked why she kept looking at me, her face got really red and she mumbled something quietly, pointing to my left eye.
At this point I realized that her fascination with me stemmed from the ugly red scar across my eye, and lack of colour in the eye itself. I had received the injury when my alcoholic/psychotic father tried to kill me in a fit of rage a few years back after I broke a glass. He's in prison now, as my grandfather managed to stop him and subdue him after his first slash at me with a steak knife, but the injury left me blind in that eye and visibly scarred.
I just laughed it off and told her some made up story to make myself seem cool, which seemed to satisfy her for the time being, so she just continued to watch me.
Cont?
>>709204518
Here, /b/ro.
>>709172668
Just saw the girl i was expeting to talk is dating another one. Always like this. i'm done.
>>709173965
This happened to me. She left. it hurts and it will hurt, but always pass.
I don't want to be alive anymore
>>709204518
I continued my crayfishing until it started to get dark, while she just picked flowers and watched me. Once I set the crayfish free, I went over to her and offered to walk her back to her trailer since it was dark, and she shyly accepted. When we got there her face went really red and she handed me the flowers she picked before running into her trailer, obviously embarrassed. I was an idiot and didnt really understand, so I took the flowers back to my trailer and gave them to my grandmother.
The next day me and my siblings were doing our daily wander of the park when she comes running up again, once again asking if she could join us. I said yeah and she followed behind us like last time, still acting very timid and shy. The second day was much like the first, except once my siblings went back and I continued, I decided to go to my "secret fort" which was really just a glorified patch of bushes with a little clearing in the middle which created a sort of room.
I contemplated maybe doing something else, as I didn't want her to go telling everyone where it was. However, for whatever reason I decided that I could trust her and off we went to the fort. She was amazed at the little hiding place, and we hung out there for a long while. I just laid back and relaxed while she sat a foot or two away and played with her hair.
Eventually, she speaks up and out of the blue asks me if I wanted to be her boyfriend. I nearly choked when she asked, but composed myself quickly and sat up, thinking for a minute. In the end I shrugged and said okay, not really sure what else to do. She smiled really widely before blushing and looking down, obviously very happy. When the time came to go back to the trailers, she shyly held my hand while we walked, and just before she went back into her trailer, she kissed me on the cheek and ran inside.
Cont.
Well, I need your guys' help. You've been there for me in my worst times, and things are finally starting to get better because of it.
In the last feels thread I was in, one of you guys recommended I try online dating since I had no luck finding a gf. Well, after a couple weeks on Tinder, which I would highly recommend for any of you guys who haven't tried it already, I finally found somebody who might be worthwhile. She's cute, funny, has good taste in music, plays videogames, and watches anime, but there's a catch. She's 100 miles away from me, and she's 16, which is 2 years younger than me. I don't know what to do here. We've been talking, but I have no idea how to make this work because of the distance between us. I have social anxiety, so part of me just wants to cut off all contact with her and forget about it because it doesn't seem worth it. I could drive over to her over the weekend, but I have no idea what the fuck I would do. I'm kind of panicking right now because of my social anxiety, any advice you guys got would be super helpful.
>>709174276
I hope things work out well for you man
>>709206586
Mmmm. Childhood. I moved out west and nobody says crayfish out here.
>>709206723
does she still live with her parents?
>>709207243
I assume that she does
Cool, down to earth girl. Would always want me to play guitar and sing for her and her friends. Fell for her, but did not share the same feelings
It's been 5 years and I still think about it. When does the suffering end?
>>709207443
16 - 18 is tough. She's in high school living with her parents (likely at least) which makes everything suck. Then when you're 21 she's 19. It just blows, but after that it's utterly negligible. Good luck?
>>709207443
I don't know then. That sucks. I would go for it if you truly think she's worthwhile though.
"she" doesn't exist. I'm a fucking nobody who has nothing to live for. Sure I'm smart, but at the end of the day who cares.
I have football, but I have at most till December when the season ends. After that I'm just another face in the crowd of gray that is my hometown.
Sometimes suicide is the answer.
>chick from work
>short, gothy-looking, but not autist.
>adorable. Always good for a laugh
>always faint but lovely smelling perfume when passing by. Strong enough to smell from arms length.
>falling for this chick
>she looks right through me sometimes like I'm invisible, or even register my existence
>no point trying
>no friends at work
>no friends at home
>I have mead
>cry
>>709174413
Love is a four letter word.
Like shit.
>Over at a common friends apartment
>all 3 of us started hanging out around the same time but me and her were flirting with eachoter
>fast forward to the hang
>sitting in living room watching shit on computer
>friend asks for half her seat cuz laptop
>she hops out so I can grab her ass without him seeing
>sit there for a couple hours stealth grabbing eachother
>every time he goes to the bathroom we aggressively make out until we hear the toilet unlock
Shit was so cash
>>709206586
After we started "dating", I started hanging out with her alone more, and eventually she started to become a bit less shy. None of my siblings really notice, as I often went off on my own anyways, so our relationship was rather secret.
Things continued the same as they had been for the next few weeks. We would go hang out for a few hours, she would hold my hand whenever she could, and whenever we would part ways she would kiss me on the cheek. This whole thing was obviously a much bigger deal to her than it was to me, but something about being with her made me happy, so I just went with the flow.
By the time the summer came to an end and the time came where I had to leave, we went on one last walk together. She was really upset, and was holding back tears for the majority of the walk, but tried to compose herself so we could have a good time. We exchanged MSN names so we could talk until next summer, and when it became dark and we were on our way to her trailer, she pulled me inside this old building that was sometimes used for dances. I was very confused as to what she was doing, but my curiosity was quenched moments later when she wrapped her arms around me and kissed me on the lips. The two of us stayed like that for about 10 seconds before she pulled away, tears now streaming down he face.
I tried to calm her down, sitting her down on the floor beside me. After a few minutes of her crying without me able to do anything, I leaned over and, for the first time, kissed her on the cheek. She almost immediately stopped crying as her face went red, looking over at me as she wiped her eyes. She ended up telling me that she didn't have any friends back home or at the trailer park because she was really quiet, and that I was the first person she become friends with, and that she really really liked me. I told her that I really liked he as well, which made her very happy.
Cont.
>>709201090
Me too Anon, me too..
>>709172668
>she's fat...
>>709196057
Anyone know what manga this is from?
Why do I fear being dead so much when at the same time I want to die.
>>709209054
Because being scared of what you don't understand is as human as it gets
That's why fear of dark and open water is so common, you can't see
>>709208798
We left the building a few minutes later because it had gotten quite dark, and she kissed me on the lips once more when we were outside her trailer before she hurried inside. The next day I went home, and quickly added her on MSN.
Over the 10 months between that summer and the next, we talked for hours every day. Not really about anything in particular, just about school and what we did during the day, as well as how much we liked eachother. When summer finally rolled around again, we met up at my secret fort and she almost knocked me over as she flung herself onto me and kissed me. She went on and on about how she missed me and how she was so happy we were together again, and I told her the same. I was 9 at this point while she was 8, and while she didn't change much, for some reason I found myself thinking she was incredibly beautiful.
This summer passed much like the first, except a lot more hanging out with eachother and kissing. My family was still unaware of our relationship, and for some reason we decided we wanted to keep it a secret until they found out, for fun I guess. The summer ended with another teary goodbye in the old dance hall, and the next day I was back on the road home.
This cycle of MSN chatting during the school year and puppy love hanging out and kissing went on until I was 14 and she was 13, at which point things changed a bit. I remember seeing her standing by the fort waiting for me and being blown away. Puberty had a big effect on her, and she had started filling out very nicely, B Cup breast and slight curves starting to form.
When she saw me, and ran forward and hugged me, almost knocking me over just like the rest of the reunions. We talked for hours about how much we missed each other and how things were going in our lives, often interrupting eachother with kisses. Besides her physical changes though, she was still very much the way she was when we first met.
>>709210664
While she wasn't really shy around me, she tended to hide behind me a bit whenever we passed people, and would get me to talk to the cashier at the little store they had at the trailer park when she wanted to buy something. I didn't mind though, as I found it very cute.
Our families were still unaware of the shenanigans between us, and at this point we wanted to see how long we could keep it that way, as we liked the concept of being secret lovers.
About half way through the summer was the first time we told each other we loved one another. It was very romantic, both of us lying in the grass looking at the stars when she just suddenly blurted out that she loved me. Her face immediately went red and she looked down, clearly embarrassed. However, I told her that I loved her as well after I got over the shock of hearing her say it, and kissed her for a long time, both of us enjoying one another's embrace.
The end of this summer was far more emotional than the rest, with her almost refusing to go home because she wanted to stay with me. I managed to calm her down after many kisses and words of endearment, and eventually we parted ways once more.
However, the next few months wouldn't be the same as they previously had been.
About half way through the school year, she began being very sporadic regarding when and how long she would talk for. She was also not a cheery as she usually was, causing me to become increasingly worried. I tried asking her what was wrong, but she always made up some excuse. I decided that I would find out when we met up at the trailer park, and let it go for the moment.
