Life is pointless
We live meaningless lives, working towards death.
I can't think of one good reason not to smoke this for the first time.
Dubs I smoke it
Trips I do a line
Quads and a mainline this shit
Do it
What is that, meth?
Just smoke some weed, yo
>>709027951
do it
do
it
Rollin
>>709027951
It all depends on how you want to go out. Godspeed
Roll
>>709027951
Let's see what you are, man or mouse.
>>709027951
You lying fuck, theres no reason why a first timer would have that much gear.
Roll
Bump it
Do it while thinking about your mother. It may be funnier.
>>709027951
What a faggot. You might as well mainline it.
>>709027951
Tits or it didnt happen
Trip 3s
have fun
roll?
>>709028371
>>709028420
Should smoke for this.
>>709028420
420 has spoken. Drop that shit OP
>>709027951
roll
I'm gonna smoke some weed. have fun OP
>>709027951
>dubs and i smoke it
Just smoke it you faggot
>>709027951
Dying is a die worth living for
you gonna post a video?
>>709028850
Day
don't smoke meth you fuckin autist
>>709028344
Go on then OP
Timestamp
Mmm meth. How retarded are you ?
>>709027951
Reason is teeth health and your dentist bills afterwards.
>>709028879
bump for video
>>709028923
is it ok to inject it though?
Roll
>>709027951
Youre an idiot: smoking is worse than doing a line. Thats why they made crack cocaine. Its just cocaine that you can smoke. It gets in your system more in your lungs difusing as smoke than it does into the capillaries in your nose as powder
>>709027951
>dope fiend trying to make a game out of something he was going to do anyways
quad get
>>709027951
Be a Muslim and you'll get everything and anything you want in Heaven.
how has no one gotten dubs yet?
>>709027951
Do a line. That ice is cut to fuck. Those shards are at least 55% msm. If you smoke it, blow off at least the first two rolls. Shoot it and you'll have boils because of all the impurities. If I were you with that mid tier Meth, I'd parachute a half g and do a rail to get the most bang from my buck. Also, why the fuck would buy that much for your first time. I don't really believe you or that this isn't bait but on the off chance this thread is real, take my advice. I used to make red phosphorus dope and then shard it up because people wanted ice at that point because it was new. But hey, do what ever feels good.
rollo make webm like this faggot said >>709028879
>>709029241
Peace be upon you, and before heaven you get brown lolis.
>>709028442
Every. Fucking. Thread...
Make a meth sandwich.
>>709027951
Roll, if I win, you do that shit anally.
>>709029711
>>709027951
Looks like you are smoking it.
>>709029711
>>709029529
cringe. delet
>>709029711
chekd
>>709029537
I guess being Christian and getting white lolis is better
>>709027951
>We live meaningless lives, working towards death.
>>709028879
>>709028946
>>709029013
I left it at my friends house. In fear that it would be found by family or friend (cause I only have one )
Here's another pic I took with size reference.
It's about 200 dollars worth, 3.5 grams
>>709029891
You mean mormon? 9 white lolis.
>>709029946
Your friend will do it all, never leave your shit with a friend... you will loose both.
>>709030088
He didn't know I left it there.
Hid it.
>>709029994
No I mean Christian. 1 high quality loli
Rollin for quads
>>709030088
Double dubs, smoke that shit OP.
Rolllll
>>709030433
Dubs already gotten
OP here. Driving to friend with meth at house.
I can smoke it (in my dab rig)
But at this point I'll be a phone poster, how do I make a webm that I can post from my iphone? Also there will be a timestamp, but no face
>>709030422
>>709030433
What is this sorcery.
>>709030578
just upload it to youtube
Tinychat, periscope, facebooklive
If you don't stream then it's not real
>OP might be a faggot
>>709030715
Don't do it op
You will get v&
>>709030578
webm converter or sum shit? it should exist
>>709030857
I remember the days when a timestamp was enough.
>>709030924
>>709030924
I remember when /b/ wasn't 95% cringey newfags
>>709027951
roel
>>709031198
That too monfrier
I'll be at meth in 20.
If breads not ded by then I'll post webm
>>709031273
ok, for now we discuss bathroom politics.
whilst at a urinal, do your peepers steer towards your fellow man's shlong?
>>709031438
Op here;
Afraid of public restrooms and the social anxiety that comes with it
If I can hold off I'll wait to use my power ranger toilet. If I have to go in public I'll legitimately wait for it to be empty.
>>709027951
bump
>>709027951
Overdosing on meth sounds terribly unpleasant.
I'd rather painkillers, it's a drug that doesn't particularly make me happy, so i wouldn't regret my decision right afterward.
>>709031649
Apparently painkiller od is painful.
I can't find a helium tank that doesn't have 30% oxegyn or whatever.
>>709031649
painkillers are boring. I dunno why people get hooked to them.
>>709031825
You didn't do enough
>>709031639
>>709031438
I wait til a cubicle is free so I can pee in peace. My shlong is small so I cant risk some alpha spotting it and silently judging me
>>709031905
I've been bed ridden for 9 days on dilatid IV, I think I've had enough of them.
I'd rather do amphetamines than a painkiller, I won't even buy opiates, but I'll take them when offered some for free.
>>709029383
You are the biggest faggot itt
>>709032042
Op here. Come to socal and I will share with you monfrier
Why not do heroin so you can just be happy?
>>709027951
The good reason is that it will make your already painful existence even worse. That said, smoking it and then killing yourself when you crash and your whole world starts becoming a waste of human life because you crave more and will do stupid, degrading things to get it might be a good option for you. Please stream somewhere and post link!
>>709032192
How did I miss that post. Wow.
Can't you just not smoke it?
>>709031905
That's it, people get physically addicted to them after doing a lot, not because it's a nice drug. So why bother doing it enough to get hooked, if it's not amazing.
>>709031761
How could death by PAINkiller be painful....
You go to sleep, dog.
>>709032539
That's a great point actually. But pain can outweigh the painkillers. Now I'm going to test this for science.
>>709031761
EMT in a pretty heroin heavy area and can attest that heroin OD looks to be pretty painless.
Post proof
Rock Salt isn't going to fuck you up that bad. Inject it with a horse needle and mow the lawn in the hot sun with a coat on.
>>709032859
I'm outside of my friend house waiting to be let into the garage. Where the meth is.
Going to take a dab so I can mentally prepare to put the final nail in the coffin that is my life.
>>709032042
You should get clean, everyone hates your addict ass.
>>709032994
You're already going to fuck yourself up, so why not just break in faggot?
>>709031761
Doing heroin is like being hugged by love. I imagine od'n is like being hugged to death
>>709033010
Your family hates you. You have always been a burden to them, as well as your friends.
>>709027951
Timestamp now
>>709032192
Awww. Thanks newfriend!
Bumping.
>>709032678
the problem with ODing on pills is that you might throw them up or have an alternate effect like liver failure instead of death. but, if you cold water extract say 50 hydros 10/325 and drink the whole thing, your chances would be better and the high would be fucking amazing. remember kids, your stomach can't hold down a bottle of pills, but a glass of water? easy. also antacids are your friend. i'm rambling now so i'll just stop
Don't be a pussy, crush it up do a line and roll a bowl. Just remember the euphoria and focus are not worth throwing away your life for and never touch it again once you come down.
do it faggot
>>709031761
It's not I've done it, other anon is right ypu just go too sleep. Pro tip add some benzos if ur serious
hotrail that shit nigger
October 23, 2016
Surrender
Page 309
"By surrendering control, we gain a far greater power."
Basic Text, p.44
When we were using, we did everything we could to run things our way. We used every scheme imaginable to bring our world under control. When we got what we wanted, we felt powerful, invincible; when we didn't, we felt vulnerable, defeated. But that didn't stop us-it only led to more efforts to control and manipulate our lives into a manageable state.
Scheming was our way of denying our powerlessness. As long as we could distract ourselves with our plans, we could put off accepting that we were out of control. Only gradually did we realize that our lives had become unmanageable and that all the conning and manipulating in the world was not going to put our lives back in order.
When we admit our powerlessness, we stop trying to control and manage our way to a better life-we surrender. Lacking sufficient power of our own, we seek a Power greater than ourselves; needing support and guidance, we ask that Power to care for our will and our lives. We ask others in recovery to share their experience with living the NA program instead of trying to program our own lives. The power and direction we seek is all around us; we need only turn away from self to find it.
Just for Today: I will not try to scheme and manipulate my way to a manageable life. Through the NA program, I will surrender myself to my Higher Power's care.
>>709027951
Only smoke it if you wish for it to overtake and control your life
Do it you cuck, hard drugs are the shit
>>709029212
This. A line is way less powerful than basing that shit on some foil or in a tube.
please QUAD
>>709033256
Some projection going on here druggie?
Who is an addict?
Most of us do not have to think twice about this question. We know! Our whole life and thinking was centered in drugs in one form or another – the getting and using and finding ways and means to get more. We lived to use and used to live. Very simply, an addict is a man or woman whose life is controlled by drugs. We are people in the grip of a continuing and progressive illness whose ends are always the same: jails, institutions and death.
What is the Narcotics Anonymous Programme?
NA is a nonprofit fellowship or society of men and women for whom drugs had become a major problem. We are recovering addicts who meet regularly to help each other stay clean. This is a programme of complete abstinence from all drugs. There is only one requirement for membership, the desire to stop using. We suggest that you keep an open mind and give yourself a break. Our programme is a set of principles written so simply that we can follow them in our daily lives. The most important thing about them is that they work.
There are no strings attached to NA. We are not affiliated with any other organisations, we have no initiation fees or dues, no pledges to sign, no promises to make to anyone. We are not connected with any political, religious, or law enforcement groups, and are under no surveillance at any time. Anyone may join us, regardless of age, race, sexual identity, creed, religion or lack of religion.
We are not interested in what or how much you used or who your connections were, what you have done in the past, how much or how little you have, but only in what you want to do about your problem and how we can help. The newcomer is the most important person at any meeting, because we can only keep what we have by giving it away. We have learned from our group experience that those who keep coming to our meetings regularly stay clean.
Why are we here?
Before coming to the Fellowship of NA, we could not manage our own lives. We could not live and enjoy life as other people do. We had to have something different and we thought we had found it in drugs. We placed their use ahead of the welfare of our families, our wives, husbands, and our children. We had to have drugs at all costs. We did many people great harm, but most of all we harmed ourselves. Through our inability to accept personal responsibilities we were actually creating our own problems. We seemed to be incapable of facing life on its own terms.
Most of us realised that in our addiction we were slowly committing suicide, but addiction is such a cunning enemy of life that we had lost the power to do anything about it. Many of us ended up in jail, or sought help through medicine, religion, and psychiatry. None of these methods was sufficient for us. Our disease always resurfaced or continued to progress until in desperation, we sought help from each other in Narcotics Anonymous.
After coming to NA we realised we were sick people. We suffered from a disease from which there is no known cure. It can, however, be arrested at some point, and recovery is then possible.
How it works
If you want what we have to offer, and are willing to make the effort to get it, then you are ready to take certain steps. These are the principles that made our recovery possible.
1. We admitted that we were powerless over our addiction, that our lives had become unmanageable.
2. We came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
3. We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
4. We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
5. We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
6. We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
7. We humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
8. We made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
9. We made direct amends to such people wherever possible except when to do so would injure them or others.
10. We continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
11. We sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him , praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
12. Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to addicts, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.
This sounds like a big order, and we can’t do it all at once. We didn’t become addicted in one day, so remember – easy does it.
There is one thing more than anything else that will defeat us in our recovery; this is an attitude of indifference or intolerance toward spiritual principles. Three of these that are indispensable are honesty, open-mindedness, and willingness. With these we are well on our way.
We feel that our approach to the disease of addiction is completely realistic, for the therapeutic value of one addict helping another is without parallel. We feel that our way is practical, for one addict can best understand and help another addict. We believe that the sooner we face our problems within our society, in everyday living, just that much faster do we become acceptable, responsible, and productive members of that society.
The only way to keep from returning to active addiction is not to take that first drug. If you are like us you know that one is too many and a thousand never enough. We put great emphasis on this, for we know that when we use drugs in any form, or substitute one for another, we release our addiction all over again.
Thinking of alcohol as different from other drugs has caused a great many addicts to relapse. Before we came to NA, many of us viewed alcohol separately, but we cannot afford to be confused about this. Alcohol is a drug. We are people with the disease of addiction who must abstain from all drugs in order to recover.
>>709035059
tl;dr
>>709035173
>>709035059
>>709035012
>>709034955
gtfo, i wanna see OP smoke some shit and die
Time to mainline dat shit
The Twelve Traditions of NA
We keep what we have only with vigilance, and just as freedom for the individual comes from the Twelve Steps, so freedom for the group springs from our traditions.
As long as the ties that bind us together are stronger than those that would tear us apart, all will be well.
I. Our common welfare should come first; personal recovery depends on NA unity.
2. For our group purpose there is but one ultimate authority – a loving God as He may express Himself in our group conscience. Our leaders are but trusted servants; they do not govern.
3. The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop using.
4. Each group should be autonomous except in matters affecting other groups or NA as a whole.
5. Each group has but one primary purpose – to carry the message to the addict who still suffers.
6. An NA group ought never endorse, finance, or lend the NA name to any related facility or outside enterprise, lest problems of money, property or prestige divert us from our primary purpose.
7. Every NA group ought to be fully self‑supporting, declining outside contributions.
8. Narcotics Anonymous should remain forever nonprofessional, but our service centres may employ special workers.
9. NA, as such, ought never be organised, but we may create service boards or committees directly responsible to those they serve.
10. Narcotics Anonymous has no opinion on outside issues; hence the NA name ought never be drawn into public controversy.
11. Our public relations policy is based on attraction rather than promotion; we need always maintain personal anonymity at the level of press, radio, and films.
12. Anonymity is the spiritual foundation of all our Traditions, ever reminding us to place principles before personalities.
>>709028303
no shit. that's a lot of dope.
>>709028303
I think he means he'd be a first time smoker. Probably snorts it.
Go for it op wish I had that much on me rn.
>>709035295
Did anyone get quads? Just checking while I scan past
go get some hugs and one of these today. stay for the meeting and just keep an open mind and listen.
>>709027951
I'm more of a opiate type guy but first time you should snort it, it's gonna feel like glass just went up your nose for a second though so be ready.
yolo it
>>709035506
not yet my friend
>>709027951
>>709029383
how do you know it has msm? the only way I know to tell is it tastes like a dirty sock when you smoke, or has a rainbow sheen when you break it down to shoot.
>>709035611
Winrarrr
>>709029946
Where do you live that it's so cheap. That's what I pay for a gram north east coast murica.
Were is smonk
>>709035514
This
>>709035840
This
>>709035173
>. We humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings
and? were they removed for all of eternity and you never struggled with addiction again?
>>709035739
200 for an 8th is going rate in the midwest/south. I've payed as little as 40 a g in TX
>>709036007
No, it's hard fucking work.
Better than using.
>>709036302
just pointing out how bullshit that list is.
>>709036007
http://www.naws.org/meetingsearch/
snore that shit
>>709036393
i like my addictions just fine, thank you. down to just cigs and weed.
>>709036083
Damn. I should make a trip down there.
>>709036007
Clearly.
God already knows that im "using", he knows why and how much, and he knew that for all time before and will know it for all time past this very moment.
An all knowing and all powerful god is the REASON anything happens, including everything bad and good, therefore he is absolutely neutral and meaningless.
I have yet to see anything actively DONE by him.
I have yet to see him build more than destroy, or destroy more than build.
>>709036348
It's not a cookie cutter program.
Get a sponsor, and work the steps in ways that relate to your life.
Get help man, life is worth it.
>>709035173
Haha o shit more 12 steppers, aa=best 12 step program u faggots!
>>709028026
Weed and meth are just as addictive and as fun as one another. I do both and have a decent life
>>709036928
The majority of addicts dont see god as a man, or a religious entity.
Keep denying that you need help.
If you dont understand it, go to a meeting, and ask that question before or after.
You're in denial pal.
>>709037168
You're a special kind of faggot.
>>709037131
AA is for a bunch of ignorant old bigots who actually don't even grasp what addiction is fully.
>>709037374
I was just talking shit, I'm in AA for my heroin use and I prefer it. NA is great too because they both work, I just prefer AA rn. 12 stepper= 12 step program attendee. The other anon is right it's hard work but better than being a junkie
>>709035669
Those are cut shards. Not clear and no straight lines.
>>709028420
Obey 420
>>709037530
You're right I won't argue that point but my home group is mostly young heroin addicts. The majority of us are in our 20s and dope heads so that statement dosent apply. However alot of times it is just dry old assholes
Because it will lessen your quality of life greatly in the long run.
You may think life is short, but living miserably for decades, with the lifestyle it will lead you to won't be nice at all.
Don't do it.
>>709035669
I'm the same poster as 666. The other than way to tell us how it resolidifies when you melt it down the first time to smoke. The purer it is, the more fractal the recrystallized form is. I once extracted amphetamine from a fuck ton of Adderall and made it smokeable. It reformed with a completely geometric, symmetric pattern in the crystal. Don't believe me? Make some shake and bake, wash the oil in non ionic water and see how it reacts when you smoke it.
>>709038401
There's no point arguing with these dude, we all know drugs are bad. What we don't know is if he actually did it, well op?
Ruined my uncle's life. I wouldn't advise it.
Rollaroo
>>709038545
he could have abandoned a bait thread or he actually did it and he is off wanking till he breaks his dick
OP's a faggot
>ABANDON BREAD
>>709038853
So the concensus is op is a massive faggot?
>>709027951
>I can't think of one good reason not to smoke this for the first time.
I started selling weed since I was 14, started selling harddrugs (speed & X)since I was 15-16. Used at least 10000 worth of drugs in my 'career' and became a big dealer and a fuckup. Was always tempted to try Heroin, still am to be honest. But really glad I didn't. I know the burden of addiction, but I'm still gratefull to not try different opiates than opium.
How old are you OP? Why try meth? I remember being awake for 100 hours when I was 16, got my first drug-induced psychosis then. Don't do it. But I know I can't stop you, I was once just like you. Why not try DMT if you want to have a really intense experience?
>>709027951
In the name of communism, do it.
>>709027951
I'm from the ACLU im going to need this thread deleted. Disperse other 4chan users.
>>709038448
i believe you, and I've heard the cloudier it is the less pure it is. I just didnt know what the signs were. Ive also had some that was cloudy but it was a kind of peachy color and that shit was awesome
>>709028303
He means it's the first time he can't think of a good reason not to smoke not that it's his first time smoking
>>709029946
200 for 3.5? I think I can get a gram for 20
>>709027951
Do it.
I used to be a strong advocate of doing what was right. Then i had a manic episode. Crippled myself. Had a sociopath gain interest in me. Hack into my computer and phone and reveal it to everyone. Destroyed my life to the point i have to leave my home even with a limp and i plan on getting so fucked up on drugs for the next year, you have no idea.
There really is no point. You can spend your life trying to be the good guy but they lose in the end. Fuck it. Just enjoy your life the way you want and i have heard drugs make it very enjoyable. So do it.
Fuck it. Try it once.
>>709039608
this. at least rethink it once OP
