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Feels Thread
>>708720541
What's got you down OP?
I feel like I'm gonna kill myself by 30 because I don't want to live through more tragedy. Is that selfish?
>>708721480
I love shellfish
>>708721480
Kinda. But i understand.
>>708720541
bump OP tell moar
Why is Pepe black
>>708721480
Not at all, man. Its selfish of other people to want you to be unhappy with your life because of their feelings.
>>708721480
take the courage to talk to ppl in your life around you anon. It's too much to go through tragedy by yourself; share the load
>>708720541
looks like landing at o'hare
Two months since she left me and I am still not over her. Was with her for two years. Still hurts every day. Bt at least I not drunk anymore and being productive while I cry like a bitch.
At this point in my life I've given up. Sick of bullshit, sick of excuses, sick of judgement and so many other things. I love people and heck I'll even protect those close to me. 25 to life is no issue for those I love but in the end, they don't care. I don't care anymore. Resorted back to my old ways, thought I had changed but I haven't. Still the same man I was before, still the same man I am now, alone, depressed and wishing to go. Nothing changes, nothing ever does, just the chemicals in our brains.
>>708723105
get over yourself OP. Focus your attention most on fucking loving yourself again m8. I'll let you know from experience you'll never really get over her, though. Tell someone you know about how you feel, not a faggot thing to do at all anon, we all need that sometimes.
Dont self medicate anon. If anything anon, pick up escitalopram from your doc, they cost only a few bucks if you have insurance
>>708723105
This pass mate, give it time and focus on yourself for a while. Everything has a purpose, clearly she wasn't the one and she brought you to the one that you are meant to be with. Whomever she/he/it is.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BkOLA_cPeRk
>>708723597
Yeah I think you are right that it never really goes away. Its more a matter of learning how to deal with it. The thing with talking to people is I do not have any close friends. No meds though. just going to try to learn from it and stay sober. One thing I have noticed is that men seam to take this sort of thing harder than women.
>>708724149
For the most part men do. Unable to express themselves often resorting to self harm through drinking, drugs, abuse, cutting etc. Most men take it hardier then women. Different anon.
>>708724318
So true and I have done all of those things over a bitch. maybe I should st stay away from them. maybe women are just more heartless.
>>708724691
I've long since given up on relationships to be honest. Nothing serious ever came from them nor anything benefiting. Don't give up on women in general. Keep a healthy connection to them in the end you'll need one someday. When I do myself in if I don't recover from this depression I hope she can talk me out of it. I truly do but in the end its doubtful. Lately, been resorting to anorexia and cutting. I prayed I'd never return back to this but here I am. The joys of this world eh?
>>708725075
I swear they have this way of really fucking us up in an almost demonic way. And the culture is so toxic with dating in the modern world. They have too much choice and it is too easy for the to ride the cock carousel once infatuation wanes. Like cock junkies chasing the dragon. The thing is they will wind up miserable and unfulfilled in the end too. Yay feminism sexual liberation.
>>708723105
I know where you're coming from dude. The girl of my dreams left me 2 months ago because she wasn't ready for a commitment. Were both late in Our 20s and I fallen so hard in love with her and I loved her kid too. Instead of arguing with her and begging to reconsider, I told her that I will always love her and to take care of herself. I was in love with her and she didn't know how to love anyone but herself. I'm not gonna lie. I too think about her almost everyday but I focus on the good things and move forward. The time we shared together and learning that I am capable of loving another woman. I'm focusing more on my job and studies. Life moves forward not backwards and so should we. Luckily my depression didn't lead to an alcohol addiction or any other addiction at that. Hope my words help you in someway dude.
>>708725805
Pretty much sadly.
-A man has to cast his rod out and hope a fish bites while a women can bite any rod.
>>708721480
Do you have friends and family you want to put through a crushing loss? Yes. It's very selfish.
>>708726043
mine had a kid too. Told me she could not be with me because she wanted to focus on her kid. Was out chasing cock the night after dumping me. Nice huh?
>>708726097
>>708726758
I know man. Almost the exact same thing happened to me. A week after my brother saw her out with someother guy. I know that shit feels like a slap in the face or like a punch in the gut but we gotta live with it. I care for her and her well being but I love myself too. I didn't want to give her anymore time out of my life than I already had so I didn't even bother lurking thru social media or texting her. I can get jealous like most guys but what's the point. Were both in our late 20s. Both turning 30 next year. Life's too short to cling on to the past. Yeah she was a big part of my life just like yours was but if we live it right were gonna have plenty of more years to spend time on people who want us in their lives. Trust me, it won't be easy. I'm not even 100% over her. But I think its time we started focusing on ourselves than focusing on being in love and finding the right person. In due time my friend. Shit happens for a reason. The fucking universe lead me to the this post to see that another /b/tard like myself is going thru the samething. When the time is right we'll be in a good place in our lives and when we at least suspect it. We'll fall in love again dude. Not that forced obligated love. Some real ass love. But first we must love ourselves my nigga.
>>708728263
Yep it stings like a mother fucker. If you will pardon the pun. For me it will take a long tie yet for the bitterness to dissolve. I have moments where I a very forgiving but then it turns into this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oojVDRegR3o
>>708721349
Why the hell can't you learn fucking CUT
>>708728263
fucking peace amd love and hope that the feels domt break you
>>708729052
I'm sorry?
>>708728960
You can't always count on /b/ to be supportive. This was one of those rare posts where a troll didn't fuck it up. I do have some close friends and I did need to vent to my 2 closest ones to motivate myself to start moving forward. Idk if you have any close friends but if you don't, try your closest relative. Don't feel embarrassed or weak about it. Heartbreak happens to almost anyone and just being able to speak to someone helps ALOT. Trust me. Just try man. You have nothing to lose.
https://youtu.be/l9bsJ7oGokg
>>708729642
No fuck you. You're useless, the worst pokemon ever in existence.
>>708730060
Yeah that is true. No close friends here but my sister has been a big help.
>>708730238
Oh that's actually pretty clever, I'm ashamed I didn't catch that sooner. Thanks for the laugh anon.
>>708730556
Laughing is good for feelings, anon
Ive been unemployed for 3 months. I had a decent fedex courier job lined up, but I ended up still having pot in my system a whole month after I quit smoking. Time is flying by quickly. Ive been drunk for 2 weeks straight and I just stopped today. I felt like the hangover was going to kill me. I started getting the shakes too. That fucking scares me.
The only people Ive talked to in the last two weeks have been on multiplayer video games. Im depressed as shit. Nothing is interesting. Im drunk sick all the time. Im entirely unmotived to do anything even clean my house or wash my body. I think if this keeps up much longer Im going to off myself.
Read the filename
>>708732010
Hang in there dude. I know it's not much from someone on an anonymus board, but still. I have these periods like you are going through where I'd rather end it all, then I somehow (after weeks) find a little strength to pull everything together and in those times, I can't even imagine how I could have thought, that offing myself was a good idea. Or even an option.
Does anyone have that green text about guy wishing he had the courage to say something to his girl best friend, but he never did and when she died, her diary said she wished she said something to him? Looks like it's being read by some anime character. Been looking for it forever.
>>708734582
This probably isn't it, but it's similar(?)
>>708735376
It's more like reading from her diary after she passed away and she's writing about how she feels about anon and she wished she had the courage to say something. Thanks for the attempt though.
>>708734582
>>708735651
Thank you. This is exactly what I was looking for.
>>708735789
it wasn't very hard to find
>>708721480
age now?
>>708722437
If I could be with <i>her</i> for another two months, I could live my life over again.
Lots of misery wrapped around that though. But the times I was miserable and hopeful would definitely be worth living over.
>>708735865
tears
>>708728060
>apologize to my manager
So many of use have to live our lives being some manager's bitch
Q: How old does a post have to be before I can delete it?
Girl I liked just moved halfway across the country, fuck everything
>>708726929
2 years ***
>>708726929
Fuck that's me.
>>708737092
Right in the feelings
>>708737455
>>708735865
crying
>>708721480
31 year old here, life doesn't get better ever, even if I had a million dollars I doubt I would be much happier.
Plus you get ugly, harder to stay fit, most men lose their hair by now, at least when you're young you can ride the waves and still get laid.
>>708735651
cries
>be me, have a birthday
>the day after my birthday, wonder how many of my facebook friends left me a message
>most of my facebook friends are people i knew from high school with a couple from college
>i haven't really talked to a lot of these people in a while but expect at least a couple of my better friends to message
>go on facebook
>the only people who left a message was my mother and father
>suddenly remember that i don't have any friends from current times and the people from high school i mostly havent spoken to at all in over two years
>look at my wall with the posts from parents and feel embarrassed and ashamed and depressed
>delete facebook account
>nobody at all has asked me why i did it because nobody cares
>>708737455
Soda. The fucker had to bring soda. Knowing it's what his brother would want. Fucking soda. Why am I crying
>>708740960
You are a stupid attention whore, stop pitying yourself and stay in contact with the ones you really care about.
If you don't talk to them, you're teaching them to live without you.
>>708742533
Ever consider why he didn't drink?
Maybe he drove while drunk and crashed, resulting in his brother dying.
708711864
>>708742881
It says a drunk driver killed him when he was 15, not him.
>>708740960
Kinda wish i had your problem anon. I tried to an hero at a party nobody will leave me alone. Im very sorry this happened to you
>>708728060
10/03/2016
"OC"
i've seen this one a couple times already but nice sharing it again
>>708746094
wow this is some new shit and I'm saving it
thank you
>>708746358
No probs, mah nigga.
>>708740960
I fucking hate facebook.
I feel like saying "Fuck you" to a "friend" who moved to England and never hardly messages me. I fucking hate waiting for him to say a couple things then disappear for 24 hours and i gotta wait again for him to come on for legit only 2 minutes and then he goes off again for 24 hours.
I also fucking hate those who say "ohh I missed talking to you" but then they NEVER reply unless you send them a message.
>>708746094
This is my life right now
Does hell/heaven exist? Will there just be blackness when we die? I cannot understand ceasing to exist when dying
Why did my grandma have to die? My cousins and their family side never communicate with my family now.
All the fun childhood memories are long gone. This life fucking sucks now.
I try to pretend that my childhood memories are from another person and not me. That helps a bit
cripple here, I'm just tired of all the pity I get, weird stares, people just gotta look at me in stealth but I notice that shit everytime
fell in love once, took her to all this shit, thought she had feelings for me, but deep down no one loves a cripple. Just like you wouldn't.
>>708746672
You bought a bar and now you're on heroin?
>>708746847
Love/lust is killing me. It drags me down so much because I think of a life I wish I had
>>708746753
you know what it was like before you were born?
thats what it will be like.
I'm pretty sure this post will get glossed over seeing as these threads are mostly about people not getting women but fuck it.
I've been fighting with intense brain problems over the past few years and I'm not sure how much longer I can hack it. It feels like I can't feel any pleasure in anything, even music which I love, at times. I get these strange horrible sensations, kinda like deja vu but much more disturbing and when it happens, it'll happen weeks at a time, every couple hours to every couple minutes. It's as if my brain is trying to recalled some long lost memory that never even happened. I wish I could get used to it but my body responds with so much anxiety it drains me to the point where I don't want to leave my house. Sure I can force myself to get out and half ass my responsibilities but I feel I'm living a shell of the life I could be. I mean it will let up for a few months, even more than a year a couple years back but it always seems to return, and always when I get on top of my shit. I don't have the slightest clue as to what the hell it is and no money nor time to devote to doctors and pills and that bs. It usually leaves me in a persistent state of derealization as well and the only thing I feel that I can enjoy is alcohol and sometimes that doesn't even work or even makes it worse.
I don't really want to kill myself but I wouldn't mind it if something happened tomorrow and just took me off the map without me knowing.
Why is Tinder such a bitch? Whenever I match with people they never continue to talk nor ever seem interested in me.
Only people that are interested are people I meet on omegle who are far overseas.
I dont want a relationship really much anymore. Hell I wish I was a cuck now. Something to help my lust instead of being so antisocial and scared of females
I just miss her
>tfw she already left me 3 years ago
>>708747076
But that makes no fucking sense anon... no sense
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-0zSDi37UL4
>>708746972
I stopped hunting. I'll wait for someone who actually is interested in me. This one milf gave me her number once but all girls my age think I'm a weirdo
>>708747100
Go up to women and slap their asses, go sexually wild before it is too late for you
>>708722437
Definitely I would live my life over again for those two years with her.
>>708747160
I wish I could find a milf on Tinder who had a fetish for neckbeard losers
>>708747158
it makes perfect sense if you arent a retard.
>>708747112
At least your life hasnt been a lie and the only females you have communicated with are overseas and online.
>spoke to a girl for over 3 years
>she then blocks and unfriends me few months ago for no reason
My life doesnt make sense it just seems like a glitch
>>708747268
>implying you never existed before you were born
Its impossible. Reincarnation makes more sense
>>708747205
I'm messing around with this girl at the moment but to be honest I'm not enjoying it. Sucks cause it had been quite a while and now that I met someone, all this shits come back and it almost completely kills my sex drive.
>>708747395
just because it makes more sense doesnt mean its a fact.
I wish I had a friend to watch porn with. I will never get rid of myself being an antisocial so this is the only option. Yet I dont wanna creep out any of my friends so..
Fapping is tho starting to feel boring or pathetic
>>708747234
me too
>be an alien from a galaxy far away
>somehow end up on earth, dunno how or why
>have to work and shit, pretend im a human being, but im a fucking alien, all we do is take drugs
>wonder if my "mom" is an alien too or how the fuck did i even get on earth
>im not sure how to get back to my planet i think i need to kill myself, i just cant think of anything else
>>708747434
Well I am a 23 year old virgin who now has to wear glasses so...
Life is tough
Why continue living after say age 25 if you are still a virgin and dont have any girls as friends at all?
You will never meet new people if you have no friends..
It turns out coming down from antidepressants really fucking sucks monkey, donkey and pretty-much-any-species-you'd-care-to-name dick.
I quit Venlafaxine (an SNRI) 3 weeks ago. I'm still not sure if I feel like trodden-on dog shit just because I'm still "coming down" or if this is my baseline.
Hell, I'm not even off antidepressants in general, I still use Wellbutrin/bupropion.
All of that aside, I'm still depressed (duh), have anxiety and avoidance issues, no social life, am fat, my skin is shit, and in general don't know what to do with myself. I don't really see an "out" - no energy to do anything, let alone actually exert myself (even if I did have the energy to work out or something, I fucking hate most kinds of exercise) - and I generally feel like I'm deteriorating and that ways out are disappearing rather than appearing.
I'm considering dropping the bupropion as well, maybe trying a tricyclic or another atypical. I may take up a drug habit or something. Psychostimulants seem like an obvious choice, maybe I'd actually be able to drag my ass into some physical activity.
>>708747679
>Why continue living after say age 25 if you are still a virgin and dont have any girls as friends at all?
>You will never meet new people if you have no friends..
This.
>you will never have college friends who are like family
>you will never have young college qt gf, feeling young and loved
>at best you will have divorced saggy 28 whores
>>708747772
A cold drink of Coca cola is the best stres srelief drink
>>708747823
There are some college girls who are into older men but trying to find a qt college girl when you are approaching 30 will be too hard...
Time to die hmm
>>708747772
quit all your antidepressants and start running, exercising and shit you drug addict and you'll feel better than ever
I don't usually post, I honestly have no real interest in making my posts look great either, so enjoy a wall of test. Around 3 years ago I was visiting my mother shortly after she had given birth to my 4th younger brother, the older two of the aforementioned brothers were playing games with me on the couch while my mother was browsing facebook when she suddenly started having a hard time breathing. We called ambulance, and she died for a short while but was successfully resuscitated by paramedics. We found out that she had a genetic condition called EDS and it caused aneurisms to form, one of which ruptured. I suppose "we" would be a strong word though, as I myself was not informed. A few months after this I was forced to get a job by my father, he thought it would be good for me to get out of the house as I was struggling to get over a breakup from well over 3 years prior, and he was right. It helped my open up and socialize with other people, and I even ended up in a relationship with one of my co-workers, helping me get over the prior breakup. I've been with her for more then 2 years now. After a year being together we moved into an apartment together. Being just out of highschool and not having too much of an idea of what to expect, and with too much pride to ask for help with bills, we tried are hardest to keep up with bills and life. My father and step mother ended up moving from iowa to colerado and my older brother took over the house as they weren't able to sell it. A few months after that, once we grew tired of trying to keep up with bills, we decided to move in with my older brother. However, not even a couple weeks there after, my mother informed me that she had broken up with her husband of the time and would appreciate help with bills, house work and the kids. We decided it would be nice to get out of the area we were in, and as such took up the offer. While bullshitting, my mother filled me in on the condition she had, and that it was genetic.
weekend for me, i feel like dumping some feels
>>708748516
>>708747597
I was a virgin with glasses at 22, whats ur point?
>>708748553
>>708748692
>>708722481
My name is Pepe I'm not black only a nigger
It was 4th stage Ehlers-Danlos syndrome which is a connective tissue disorder. One of the things which was visible with me and my brothers were abnormalities in our chests. My older brother, and 3 of my younger had bottom ribs which stuck out further. The other younger brother had a pigeons chest, and I have a concaved chest. This was confirmation to us that there was a high chance that we wouldn't live much past the age of 40, and would suffer from chronic pain. This was rather crushing to think about, as one of the only things I really want in life is to have a family, but I don't think I would want to have kids if they would have to deal with horrible chronic pain early in their adult lives. Further more, my mother informed me that she was given 3 years to live by her doctor over a year ago, though she didn't think she would make it past this coming Christmas. You see, my older brother and I come from one dad, the two eldest of my younger brothers are from a different dad, the 3rd oldest comes from another dad, and the 4th from yet another dad. The 3rd and 4th would go to their fathers respectively, however the 1st and 2nd oldest would have to be taken in by family, which I know none of them will care enough to properly raise, or go into foster care because their father is unfit. The only other option would be for me and my gf to take custody of them, if at all possible, however I don't know how capable we would be. We would have to move as soon as she passed, while juggling funeral fees and arrangements, and we would have no benefit from her passing as I doubt she has very good, if any life insurance. We would also be juggling debt of our own. It's a lot to think about for me, and there's nothing I can really do to prepare for the shit storm...I'm just sitting here waiting for it all to come crashing down.
>>708748800
>>708735376
This is the first image that's ever made me cringe from feeling.
Fuck.
>>708749072
>>708749196
>>708749260
i don't know, /b/ros.. if our number 1 purpose on this earth is to procreate, i should really consider offing myself right here right now. i jus have absolutely no sex drive and i've never been so attracted to another human being to the point of wanting them to viciously fist my anus. i'm not even trying to be a supreme edgelord or anything.. in fact everything i say or do makes me cringe myself to sleep every night desu. i jus want to be a normalfeg bros
>>708749421
>>708748959
Just never lose hope anon. I believe in you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rdwi4QXHwV4
>>708749458
no sex drive like you dont even jerk off? For me sex and fapping at least make me feel good for a short time
>>708726199
Right, the life I was forced to endure is about them and not me, the sole actor I actually have some control over
>>708749777
>>708749553
Damn dude quite the library you have there
>>708749876
>>708749942
it's not that much, just saved some stuff over last few years that made me feel something. what do you think bout it?
>>708750203
>>708750321
>>708750203
mein nigga this song truly makes me feel the feels
>>708750203
Sauce?
>>708750792
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXcV6dOMUZs
>>708750730
>>708750792
>>708750927
didn't even know that vid. thanks helpful anon
I don't see hoe people do it. Now do they fill up years with bullshit? I don't know how I'm going to make it to 30.
First off, I have no friends. I have no high-school buddies or early childhood pals. I never got the chance to make them. On average, since I was born until I turned 17, I moved once every year. Not just to a new house but to a new school. By the time I reached highschool my social skills were so stunted I became the cliche creep. Well, here I am now.
I work part time in a grocery store, living in my mom's house in a room not bigger than most peoples' kitchen. At this store I met a girl who is the only girl I've ever felt attracted to. After months of restraining myself, I finally asked her out. She said yeah, surprisingly. I held myself fine at the date but since then it's been a while. I'm still trying to get her and I think I can.
Regardless, my mind keeps going back to everything I hear about girls these days. Now she is almost guaranteed to cheat or leave me. I'm hoping that since she's a bit older she will have outgrown these things but I try now to think much about it.
I know I shouldn't be looking for happiness in another person but all my life I've pretended to be happy and that I didn't need people. I just want to feel what it's like to "love" before I almost certainly kill myself
>>708723105
It'll pass man. Was with a girl for 5 years, she just decided one day she wanted to fuck other peeps; which she proceeded to do & bring them into our group totally alienating me from literally everyone I knew. Took me about a year to be aight, two to be back to myself. 1/3 of the time you were together, that's how long it will take to feel better. Go drown yourself in other women, or vidya, or weed.
>>708751069
Well.. you can't tell much about other ppls personalities and if they are cunts or not until they rly cheat or something.
But good luck with it
>>708751351
That's all. I'm out
>>708746604
I feel this on another level!
Been in a long distance turn open relationship (for her 'needs') with a girl from England for 6 fucking years. You know what's the fucking worst, I'm 18... I can barely look at other girls without feeling guilty and she's off with different guys every few months and still says I'm the only one for her. Fuck women and their mind games but I'm fucking trapped. The 24 hour response stings worse with every new boytoy
>>708753209
>btw I live in Australia.
>>708753209
>auss dating a brit
shitpost detected
>>708723105
Healing has to begin in the past.
>>708753209
Why are you such a cuck.
Just tell her it's over and stop acting like a victim.
You're the one trying to keep your corpse of a relationship warm, it's sick. You're 18 go get laid idiot.
>>708753316
Her conservative parents aren't fans.
>>708753542
My exact thoughts these past few weeks.
She cancelled her trip here for whatever stupid reasons.
Ending it is the only way. ty anon
Got any feels music to post guys ?
Kik:gameover169
Skype:kamiofthewest
I just wanna talk and listen
>>708754128
im not joining your gay little club but this song is all I want in life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xpsEaEXMPk
>>708753629
No parent would be a fan.
Naw, just messin mate. I really like yinz guys accents n'at
>>708754395
There's actually a qt at my job who I think is an aus
>>708754395
You seppos love us aussies deep down.
>>708754338
Its not a club it's a way so people can contact me And talk about their problems
>>708755050
irregardless, no.
The hardest part is to keep that fake smile.
>>708735651
Dude, that Hits home.
