Can we please have a feels thread?
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Can we please have a feels thread?
>>708648467
OP here. Can we also have a few of these kind?
>>708649370
Jump and end it all, or deal with the monster known as depression which has claimed many before them.
Art has a way of expressing what words cannot.
>>708648467
You guys seem to dislike femanons, but I will give you some feels and a reason to dislike some of us.
My boyfriend is a pathetic man, who I have slowly worn down to think he cant do any better than me. I cheat on him all the time, he knows it. He cries to me and begs me to stop. I pitty him, but I cant help it, his sadness makes me feel happy and quite loved. I have been with his brothers, best friends, random guys. He knows about them all, I sometimes even deny him sex lol
>>708649139
omg that's one rare pepe. Can I trade you for another rare pepe?
I hav cripplin depresions :-D
>>708649617
Bad bait but I'll bite with you have no proof and just someone here for the lulz
>>708649617
I have an ex I'm still obsessed with after 3 years broken up. We talk sometimes but I'm friendzoned now. I'd probably pick this scenario if it meant I get to be with her again
>>708648467
baby shoes, never worn.
>>708649617
I don't believe you. Nobody is that fucking selfish
>>708649758
Share the pepes
>>708649847
well im not gonna prove ites true because this place has a reputation for exposing people haha.
>>708649890
I do honestly feel sorry for him and dont undertstand why hes with me, but he is. And I enjoy it I suppose. It is sad, I do feel bad, I wont stop until he leaves me and then it will be too late to get him back. I would honestly stop if it meant losing him, but it clearly doesnt mean that no matter how much he cries.
>>708649995
Unfortunatly I am
Here OP. Cry.
>>708649617
femanon here
>>708649890
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=p37_Ux1G_BI#
Here to help you come to grips with being friend zoned
>>708650150
This place has also a reputation for bullshitting to get a good lul here and there for anyone new that comes around. Your previous post is copy pasta for all we know
>>708650303
Thanks helped a ton
>>708650620
That was a troll post sorry, here
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bCaw_26Z2BU#
>>708650484
i suppose so, Im not here to prove anything to strangers. Just thought Id share, maybe give you some feels for my bf.
>>708650877
Nobody cares about your fucking cuck boyfriend, kill him and then kys
>>708648467
Why should /b/ make you happy
>>708651075
He actually reminds me a lot of the kinda guys that go to /b/, because he does go on /b/ kek.
>>708650814
Thanks for real this time
ITT
>Dere wuz uh grill
>Duh grill left meh
> I iz so awkward!!!!
>Why she no likey me!?!?!?!
>FEEEELLSSSS!!!!
Rinse, repeat
>>708650877
Hmph, may your "boyfriend" wake up from his stupidity. If he even exists that is, but nonetheless
Just what I needed.
Typical "hurr I can't get over my ex".
Been apart for over 2 years. In a new relationship but just learned I pass her university every day on my way to work. Can't get to work without being upset now.
>>708651419
who is this nigger?
>>708651200
suprised noone demanded tits so:
>tits and timestamp or gtfo bitch
>>708651419
in a way I hope he does. Its sad really.
>>708649368
I coul've become way worse or way better than I am. So...?
>>708651569
A cave man who tries to blend into society by making vlogs about his daily life.
>>708651488
Same position here /b/ro. Except the work thing.
>>708649031
that's because you're a shitty boring person
>>708651625
I never understood that meme, people are just a search away from seeing tits yet still ask. Same with voyeurism, if you want to see a pussy just go to a porn site
>>708649617
have a (You)
I refuse to believe you're not just another fat fuck troll
>>708650814
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frGbGBKDhaI
Medicine
caption:shady unisex
>>708652092
fucking newfags
>>708650173
I would torture the shit out of that step mom and let her die from shock and blood loss. Let the father die alone. And kill my self in the end
>>708649758
Ive always seen it as a gif
>>708652370
Dont worry /b/ro, the newfag above is likely some cuck neckbeard.
>>708652254
That's good ole joji
>>708649218
this one always gets me
>>708649817
and hell, I've reached around 90% of the state described here
>>708650900
does anyone have the normal version of this image? but theres a 3rd panel where its just say Her all over it and the guys sad again?
Anyone have the greentext about the guy who got his girlfriend pregnant and then she died dli during childbirth and his daughter has the exact same eyes? Idk why it's my favorite feels. Probably because my wife almost died from a molar pregnancy
>>708652984
>>708648847
Strong and Clear
Diamond-like Practice
Behold the Way of the Buddhas!!!
Namu Amida Butsu!
>>708653565
So fucking true
>>708653565
thank you so much! ive been looking forever for this
>>708653341
Here ya go anon baw your eyes out
>I know I have
>>708648847
Damn I've always wanted to be as cold blooded as a buddhist monk
I'm a big fat mistake and I don't really want to change.
>>708649031
Everyone is that person
>>708649323
That friend is suppose to be your spouse
>>708649031
Nah, everyone who knows me well loves me but I don't love myself.
>>708649617
you can't get me with that b8, what does it have to accomplish, make me feel bad for an unexisting cuck ?
>>708654065
Fake and gay
>>708653976
No problemo
I'll go ahead and share my story, about the relationship that fucked me up for good
>be me, 16 y/o
>played xbox live a lot as a teenager and developed a decent network of friends
>one day when I'm playing with one of my buddies, some girl joins the party
>turns out it's his sister
>now being the 16 y/o that I was, I crack a few jokes about how girls can't play games, tell her to make me a sandwich, etc. all in good fun
>she gets annoyed and ends up leaving, me and my buddy are cracking up
>fast forward like two years, about to graduate from high school
>turns out she's a pretty decent gamer, fun to joke around with and decently attractive as well
>eventually one night we're all playing together, and buddy says he's got to get off because he has work, leaving us two in the party
>we play for a bit, talk a bit, and then shit starts to get flirty
>asking each other questions that get more and more sexual as the night goes on
>after a few hours stuff is starting to get pretty intense, i'm sporting a raging boner
>"mmm all this talking is starting to make me... a little 'hot n bothered' if you know what I mean..." she says
>fuckyeah.jpg
>proceed to have "phone sex" over xbox live until we both cum as she's moaning my name over the mic
>we talk for a little more and then decide it's getting pretty late and decide to hit the sack
>last thing she says is, "that was pretty fun, maybe we'll have to do it again some time"
>get the best sleep ever that night
>>708655141
>from this point on I'll refer to her as Megan
>after this night, Megan and I start talking all the time, and not just on xbox live
>we text constantly throughout the day, and spend an hour on the phone every night, with phone sex becoming a regular thing
>eventually we decide to start "dating"
>I had been in relationships before, but none like this, I was so happy
>we would always tell each other about how glad we were to have finally found someone we truly "loved"
>now remember, I was just about to graduate high school and was in the process of applying for college
>she lived in south texas and one of the schools I was applying to was UT because of it's great CS program (ending up transferring to another major anyway)
>Megan was also graduating and would be going to another school in Texas
>this meant we might actually get to have a real relationship, not just online
>we would talk all about how great it was gonna be when we were finally able to really be together
>I still remember the day I told her I was accepted and would be moving down there, she started crying out of happiness
>it seemed like everything was going perfectly, a magical future awaited us both
>but, as I'm sure most anons know, things rarely turn out as perfectly as imagined...
> Find out she's actually 12
> Get arrested and spend next 10 years being pounded in the ass by other inmates
>>708650173
Holy fucking shit, I'm so furious after reading this! At his stage of life I had nothing left to live for and probably brutally murder my stepmom and dad before offing myself.
Horrible deforced parents choosing there new life partners over their fucking children makes me sick
>>708648847
Hot tbh
>>708655372
>over the course of the months following that first night, I started to notice a bit of a change in our relationship
>she was becoming more and more distant
>the time it took her to respond to texts become longer and longer, sometimes hours at a time
>our nightly phone conversations experienced a similar decrease in frequency and length, along with the phone sex
>I started to get worried
>why was she taking so long to respond?
>was it something I did?
>no.... that couldn't be it, nothing had changed that I could see, and the time we did talk was still great, she still told me she loved me all the time and about how excited she was for me to move
>but then, over time, even that started to decrease
>less "I love you's", less excitement
>I didn't know what was going on but I was afraid to lose her
>foolishly I thought if I showed more enthusiasm, she would do the same as well
>little did I know this is rarely effective and can even be detrimental
>our relationship was on a downhill path and there was nothing I could do to figure out why
>and it started to eat away at me, little by little
>>708655841
>I had to get up early that day to catch a flight to visit my dad (parents were divorced), so right before I left I sent her a long text wishing her a happy anniversary and the usual love filled comments about how soon it would be before we would be together
>as I got off the plane, I remember turning my phone off airplane mode and closing my eyes just praying there would be a text, some sign of reciprocation of my feelings
>instead I saw a voicemail
>Megan never left voicemails
>still remember the exact quote, "hey.. anon..."
>long dramatic pause
>"I can't do this anymore.. It's just not working... I'm sorry"
>and that was it
>no explanation, no attempt at consolation, nothing
>just a simple statement of fact, "it's over"
>I walked through the terminal of the airport somewhere between shock and utter grief, trying my damndest to hold back the tears
>I thought it was the end of our "perfect" relationship... if only that had actually been true
>>708656147
Fuck man sorry, literally just happened to me too. The whole no explanation shit is the fucking worst
>>708656147
>needless to say, I was devastated
>everything I had tried so hard to keep was gone
>for about 3 weeks I just moped around, feeling totally at loss
>but eventually I started to get over it
>after all, college was just around the corner and a new bright future awaited me
>By mid august, I had registered for my classes and was ready to start my adult life and move out on my own
>but then, about a week before I moved down there, Megan texted me
>”hey anon… I’m sorry about the ways things turned out. If you can, let me know when you move down here… Maybe we can try again”
>I should have told her to fuck off right then and there
>Instead, a week passes and I move down there
>settle into my dorm, got a cool nerdy roommate on a pre-med track, looking like it’s gonna be a good semester
>foolishly I decide to text Megan, “Just moved in to my dorm”
>we proceed to chat nonchalantly about our different schools and how it’s going to be different living away from home
>no mention about getting back together from either of us
>eventually she mentions, “yeah I’m excited, I’m just a little worried about how I’m gonna fit in, I don’t know anybody here and think I might be kinda lonely at first”
>my idiot brain tells me “this is my chance”
>”Uh, well maybe I could I could come over the weekend, ya know, just to hang and see the campus”
>Nice going dipshit
>>708656147
I'm just starting to date a beautiful girl named Megan that plays games.. We actually see each other though
My memory is going to shit but I'm only in my lower twenties, I feel more and more scared by the day.
>>708648997
danm. this got to me
>>708656336
Sorry to hear that happened to you man, seems to be a female specialty
>>708656502
>"oh... well if you're sure, I'd love if you came over for the weekend :)"
>literally insta-boner
>two days later I'm packing up all my shit and about to head to the Greyhound station with 2 nights in a hotel booked near her college (didn't have a car freshman year and her dorm was girls only, guys not allowed to spend the night)
>it was about a 5 hour bus ride, and I could barely sit still from pure excitement
>this was finally it! I was finally gonna be able to see her in person! No more talking over phones, no more webcam chats, this was for real
>5 hours later I step off the bus, and she's there, leaning against her car with the most beautiful smile I've ever seen
>we rush towards each other and give a huge hug
>the feeling of giving somebody a hug who you have a deep relationship but have never physically touched before is beyond words
>the warmth of her body, her arms around me, it was like a fucking orgasm
>we stop for some fast food and then head back to her dorm
>while riding the elevator up to her dorm, I get the brilliant idea that we should call her brother (my buddy)
>I call him from her phone, and he picks up, "what do you want, home sick already? jeez it's been like a week"
>I reply, "sup bro?"
>"HOLY SHIT ANON IS THAT YOU??!! WHAT THE FUCK?"
>lulz were had
>later on I'm up her in dorm and we're just sitting on her bed, joking about her brother and just generally enjoying good conversation
>eventually the conversation dies away and we're just looking in each other's eyes
>we kiss, smile at each other, and kiss some more
>after a bit we're full on making out, and then she pulls back a bit
>"let's go to the hotel anon"
>>708656882
>spend all weekend having fucking amazing sex, the first time for me
>couldn't be happier, it's literally exactly like I had dreamed so many months ago
>after the weekend's over, we finally talk about whether we should get back together
>she's all for it, and of course I am too
>I feel sad as I get on the bus back to Austin but happiest I've ever been at the same time
>over the next month things go back to how they were in the beginning
>texting all the time, calling each other daily, no phone sex since we both had roommates but our texts tried to make up for that
>all in all, shit was just going fucking great
>>708657606
>then something happened
>after about a month of getting back together, I get a call from her brother, also one of my best friends
>he's telling me about how some girl he used to date broke up with him and was spreading lies about him all around school (he was a year younger and still in high school)
>he was practically in tears, started saying some crazy shit about how maybe it would be better if he just offed himself
>but then said nah, he could never go through with it... "maybe I'll just call 9/11 and go death by cop"
>throughout all of this I'm telling him it's gonna be okay, pleading him not to do it and that I'll come and visit him soon, not to worry
>"look bro, I'm here for you, okay? Don't do this shit. Don't let some bitch ruin this for you"
>finally he agrees I'm right and we end on a good note
>everything seems like it's going to be okay
>then I got the phone call
>>708657683
>Megan calls me sobbing
>she keeps trying to get the words out but every time fails in a mixture of agonizing screams and hyperventilation
>"it's... it's... about... my brother"
>to this day, I have never had such a sinking feeling in my chest
>it was disgusting, revolting, complete and utter horror at the prospect of what was going to come next
>I felt as thought I could never take another breath but at the same time wanted to vomit out my entire digestive tract
>"he's...he's.... DEAD" followed by a burst of sobbing
>for a second I was speechless, literally incapable of making my vocal cords work
>eventually, I managed to spit out, "jesus... oh my god... no .... Megan I am so sorry. I am so fucking sorry"
>she cried into the phone for another 10 seconds and then just hung up, and I didn't hear from her again for the rest of the day despite my texts and calls
>that was the single worst day of my entire life
>>708657683
> He'd been fucking his sister the whole time.
> Finally offed himself by hanging himself with her used panties
> Feels bad man.
>>708657872
>the following is information I gathered over the course of the next few weeks
>turns out his dad come home from work and was wondering where his son was
>he wasn't in his room, anywhere else in the house, or at the grandparent's house next door (she lived on a ranch with her brother and parents, along with the mother's parents in a house on the same plot of land)
>his dad walked around the property and eventually found him
>lying on the ground, .38 revolver next to him, flip phone still open and lying next to him
>bullet wound through the skull a few inches behind the temple
>>708649817
This pretty much describes me 95% accurately for the past 7 years of my life.
I'm diagnosed with crippling depression and i couldn't be happier tho
>>708658100
>Megan's aunt drives up to pick her up the next day and takes her back to her house
>the whole time I'm in fucking shambles, in grief for the loss of my friend, and incredibly worried about Megan
>I hardly hear from her at all over the next few days
>I try my best not to send her too many texts or call her but it's difficult
>end up simply asking her when the funeral is and that I want to come down and pay my respects
>she agrees and says I can stay at her house
>however, she makes sure to make sure clear one important fact, a fact that will ultimately destroy our relationship years down the road
>her parents don't know who I am, that I went to see her, or that we're dating
>all they know is that I was her brother's friend on xbox live
>>708648467
My girlfriend of 4 years left me for my best friend of 14 years
Haven't heard from either of them since. I technically don't want to and I wouldn't even know what I would say without getting angry. That man I spent 14 years with, we did everything together: road trips, cook, played vidja, talk about our feelings, bro stuff
But he betrayed me harder than anyone who ever been in my life
That says a lot because both my parents are dead
Thanks for letting me share this /b/
>>708658333
>hop on another Greyhound and get there around 11PM
>Megan's sitting there waiting for me with a bunch of her brother's friends
>we silently hug and then file into one of the friends' car and drive 40 minutes back to her house
>upon arrival we walk into the house and her mom is sitting there, quietly crying into her hands, dad's nowhere to be seen
>she looks up, sees we're there, and immediately gets up and hugs me without saying a word
>"you only knew him over the internet... and you came all this way just for him... you don't know how much that means to me"
>the next day we attend the funeral
>sadasfuck.png
>Megan and her mother both had to excuse themselves for a few minutes to cry their eyes out in the back
>stay the rest of the weekend, try to console her as best as I can, and then hop back on the bus to Austin
>over the course of the next week I give my best effort to see how Megan's doing, but don't hear much from her
>about a week and a half after the funeral, she breaks up with me
>so now it's pretty clear right? this relationships is a failure. too much shit has happened, it's time to finally move on, right?
>wrong
>>708658338
Your parents betrayed you by dying?
>>708654065
JIZZUS CHRIST!!!!
Not even green texting, just will write the story of my life so far. Bear with me.
Was a happy child, enjoyed life, chopping up worms and shit like a happy little Lad, then when I turned 8 my life got blown apart as I watched my mum pass away. She was 32. I was 8. She'd had breast cancer, but obviously I had no idea what that was. All I really remember was how red the rose looked in her cold, blue hands. I think this was the start of a downhill slope for me.
Soon as the funeral ended, and life rolled on, my dad became an alcoholic, drinking 3 bottles of whiskey a day. He'd only wake up to shout at me or my sister, then go back to sleep.
He never bought any food for us, washing up powder, and this is when we're around 12 years old. I remember washing my school shirts in shower gel and hot water just to try to do something to clean it.
Fast forward a few years and I'm 15. My dad's looking like an even fatter homer Simpson. Yellow all over, swollen stomach, he was rushed to hospital and given weeks to live. Somehow this pulled him out of his 7 year binge on whiskey, and he survived and stopped drinking for a few years.
When I was 17 I moved in with my gf who I'd been with since 16, and she was the only girl I'd ever loved. I'd have done anything for this girl, walked miles over broken glass barefoot just to see her. You can imagine how delighted I was when I proposed at 18, and she said yes.
Then, after 3 years or so, I just got used to her being around. I didn't treat her like I used to, and I became a bit of a dick towards her. She had enough and ended it. I was heart broken.
And then I moved back to my home town, and my lord did I find alcohol and drugs. Even though I'd seen my dad go through all his problems with his liver, I was drinking every single day. Cocaine just fuelled the fire and made me able to drink far more than without it. Ecstacy, coke, speed, these all mixed perfectly with alcohol to numb the pain I was going through. Continue?
>>708658473
No because my best friend was apart of my life
My parents were never in my life. They couldn't have been
>boring life
>living in the uk
>want to kill myself but have only sister to look after so never actually try
>meet a cute Asian girl my age a month ago
>end up going out after 3 dates or so
>Now i have 2 reasons to not kill myself rather than 1
>>708658604
keep going but in greentext format plz
>>708658727
How did you first start talking to her. Where did you 2 meet?
I want an Asian qt who won't betray me
>>708658604
Yes give me more.
>>708658873
I'm on phone, so I'll be doing it as I have done there. Easier to just type it all out.
>>708658915
Tinder
>>708658727
> find out both of them are secretly riding big black cocks
> kill myself
> post about it on /b/
>>708648467
I've just got a gf, feels good man
>>708658461
>for the next month and a half, I'm in the worst state I've ever been
>this made the previous breakup look like a fucking cakewalk
>not only did one of my best friend's blow his brains out but my perfectly relationship that had so much potential is gone
>I sink into a crippling depression
>I'm up till 4-5 AM every day because I can't sleep
>every time I close my eyes I hear her voice sobbing about her dead brother
>all the while, I've never told anybody about the last conversation I had with him
>find out that his parents honest to god believe it was an accident, trying to tell anyone and everyone that's what it was and he was so excited for the future and would never do this
>inside I know I have the inconsequential proof that they're wrong, that it was suicide without a doubt
>but I keep it bottled inside
>not really sure why, maybe to spare their feelings, maybe because I felt like I would be blamed for not telling someone
>and there's even a small part of me that questions, "are they right? could I have stopped this?"
>not fun questions to ask yourself in the pits of total despair
>>708658942
Now I have motivation to download this app
Where I live I wonder how long I'll swipe until I find 1 asian?
>>708659006
>pretty much stop going to class unless it's necessary, just wallow in my bed
>because I'm up so late I'm constantly tired, never hungry even though I should eat, and unable to derive enjoyment from anything
>I remember patiently waiting in the mornings until my roommate left for class so I could sob into my desk and slam my fist against the wall over and over
>slowly these horrible feelings being to manifest into dark thoughts
>any point of continuing life is slowly evaporating and there's nothing I can do to stop it
>over time my thoughts become less and less abstract, more and more vivid
>how would I do it?
>what about my family?
>I used to aimlessly walk around the city for hours and hours contemplating what lied in store for me
>I eventually made the decision that I would go and see my family one last time over winter break, just to finalize things the way I wanted
>had I not made that decision, I doubt I would be here today to write this story
>>708648467
We've been saying "I love you" and being physically intimate but she told me a few minutes ago that it isn't romantic in nature. I'm dying inside.
>>708658338
That's sucks bro I'm sorry. I haven't been in a relationship but when I was younger I really liked this girl and we talked a lot until she found out I had an older brother. I can still hear them fuck in my shower.
Also when I tried to tell the first girl I "loved" ( I was like 12 ) she threw rocks at me with her 3 girlfriends. That sucked a lot.
OP here
>>708659075
>go back home for winter break
>being away from all my old friends and family for so long really made me realize how much my suicidal notions were being fueled by loneliness
>I simply didn't have the option to just wallow in my room all day because my life was suddenly full of plans
>at first it sucked, but as time went on I began to exclude Megan and her brother from my mind more and more
>now I want to make clear I was a long way from being content, but the mental downtime was enough to make life tolerable
>I wasn't suicidal anymore, just depressed, and it seemed to be waning
>and of course, right on cue, who sends me a text?
>fucking Megan
>she asks how I'm doing, I do the same, and the usual nonchalant chat
>no offer to get back together this time though, simply a greeting
>she seems to be doing a lot better, albeit still sad, and this boosts my spirit immensely
>we chat on and off through the break, but there's never any indication we should get back together or anything of that sort
>even end up almost fucking another girl but her mom decided to randomly wake up at 1 AM and spoil our fun
>honestly, things seem to be on the rise
>go back to school for the second semester with a totally new outlook
>making more friends, going to classes regularly, even asked a few girls for their numbers
>Megan and I are still chatting on and off but we're both pretty careful about avoiding the subject of our relationship
>the semester goes by in a flash
>shit's going really well, I have a dope ass job doing web development lined up for the summer and loving the CS program so far
>even Megan's doing a lot better, seems to be more light hearted during conversations and is able to talk about her brother without breaking down crying within 10 seconds
>right as the semester is about to finish with a good summer in store, she asks if I’d like to come hang out at her parents’ ranch for the weekend
>>708659313
>what could go wrong, amirite?
>I head down there and things seem to be much better
>her mom is in better spirits and I actually get a chance to talk to her dad
>the night before I leave, Megan and her mom start arguing about some bullshit in the kitchen
>I’m sitting in the living room watching the second Transformers movie trying to ignore their bickering but feeling increasingly awkward so I decide to step outside and walk around the ranch for a bit
>after about 20 minutes Megan comes out, “I was wondering where you went”
>I reply, “yeah sorry I felt kinda weird about overhearing you guys so I decided to take a walk”
>She smirks and says, “Eh, mothers and daughters fight sometimes, it happens, but we’re good now”
>we stand there for a bit in silence, looking up at the stars, and then she says, “anon… what if we-…. I dunno…”
>”what?”
>”well, what if we gave it another go? for good this time”
>I pondered it for a sec
>I should have said no. I really should have fucking said no
>”for good this time? You promise?”
>”Yes. On one condition. I want you to ask my parents if it’s okay”
>so I went in and asked her mom if she would be okay if we dated
>As I asked her, I distinctly remember that she was facing toward the counter cutting up some onions
>”that would be fine with me”, her tone seemed pleasant enough but she continued to look at the counter
>if only I was wise enough to decipher the magnitude behind this seemingly insignificant fact
>turned out it made all the difference in the world
>>708659182
I can relate
I had more female bullies in high school than anything
I told my bff I liked this girl and I told her don't tell anyone
Well, she thought it was cute and blabbed to a bunch of people
The girl I liked ended up making fun of me the rest of my high school year
It sucks liking older girls
>>708658604
Obviously, the mix of drugs and alcohol that was blocking out the pain was sending me down deeper than I'd ever gone into depression. I was holding a job, but I went on one day, off my head, threw up and collapsed on the floor. I lost my job, I lost the respect of my family. But I didn't care. I just now had the freedom to drink as much as I wanted.
And boy, did I do that. I spent most days drunk, I'd go days without food, just fuelled by alcohol. I'd wake up and the clock would say 8 but I'd no idea whether it was am or pm. I didn't care.
I became an aggressive drunk, and it all came to when I punched through a window of a strangers house, climbed through and went berserk for no reason. I ended up in the cells and luckily got away without any charges. I'm 22 at this point.
I remember being laid in the cell the morning after, realising that if this wasn't rock bottom, it wasn't far off. I promised myself to get off the drink, but the same day I was released, I headed straight to the shop, and got more alcohol.
My family had enough of me and kicked me out by then. For months I was stuck in this drink sleep repeat, and I couldn't get out of it. I ended up back at court for throwing a brick through a moving car.
Again, I got away with it, but had fines to pay, and a 12 months conditional discharge.
I got kicked out the home I was in, and was on the streets. As I was drunk, I suddenly had a sobering thought. I'm a waster, I contribute nothing to society, I just drink and cause unnecessary pain and harm to anyone and everyone I can. I didn't want to carry on, I didn't want to be on this planet anymore. So I attempted suicide. As you can see in the photo, I was incredibly drunk, and didn't get a straight line, but the intent was there. I cut 3 tendons, a bunch of nerves and was bleeding heavily. That's when I realised that I didn't want to die, it shook me right to my core, and I knew I needed to change.
>>708659477
>so it was official, Megan and I were back together again, “for good”
>that summer was a fucking blast
>I was working 50-60 hours a week but I was loving my job and making a shit ton of money to boot
>by this time I had a car and was making trips every weekend to go see Megan who had moved in with a friend near her college
>sex all weekend every weekend, while making a fuckton of money during the week working on a multi-billion dollar web project
>after a very successful summer, I went back to school for my second year
>things were going absolutely great
>I continued to make trips to see her every weekend and we had a great time, playing video games, drinking, smoking weed, and fucking like bunnies
>we used to get high as fuck with her roommate in the garage and just surf threads on /b/
>there was one problem though
>even though her parents knew we were together, they didn’t like the idea of us spending weekends together (because of the obvious implication of sex)
>as a result, Megan neglected to tell them that I was coming over on a weekly basis
>I knew this wasn’t the best situation, but I didn’t care
>they were HER parents, not mine, we were both legal adults, and frankly, I could have given two shits
>I was having weekly sex with a girl I loved who played video games, surfed /b/, and preferred to spend the night getting high playing Mario Kart over going to some shitty college party
>literal perfection
>>708659748
>this continues for the rest of my sophomore year
>the end of the year rolls around and I’m about to go back to the previous job I had before
>but one day her mom calls me out of the blue
>starts telling me how Megan failed all of her classes and that apparently she hasn’t been going to class for the last 2 months
>in this time frame I actually DROVE her to class one of those days
>I immediately drive over there to find out what the hell is going on
>she’s at work (at a video game store, like are you fucking kidding me), and when I get there I can’t find her because according to her coworker, she’s in the backroom “sorting stuff”
>I go to the backroom door and knock several times and then I just get this text, “just go to my place, I’ll be there later”
>so I drive to her place and chill for a bit until she gets home
>she opens up the door to her room while I’m sitting there watching Breaking Bad and just bursts into tears
>says she’s horribly depressed and that’s why she hasn’t gone to any classes and how every night driving home from work she has fantasies of just driving off the road into a guard rail at 70mph
>don’t even know how to respond, just try to comfort her
>so much for the “perfect” relationship
Dear friends, I know my english is shit but I hope you still read.
Don't be sad. Don't give up on life, don't give up on love and most importantly: don't give up on you.
Many of you know sadness, suffering, loneliness and all the pain that lies within those things. And many may have tried to end all this, I tried too, 4 times, if I remember well.
But if you came this close to the very brink of your own demise, lean back and ask yourself what could be worse? The thoughts and experiences may vary, since we're all unique beings.
But even if everyone has their unique fate or destiny, no one is destined to be sad or unhappy, for his whole life, same as no one will be happy and joyful his whole life.
So please cherish things you love and even little moments, because joy comes only in little drops. But if you maintain to catch and hold them in your mind, you'll collect a big basin full of happiness in which you always can dive down into if times get tough. Only good deeds and happy thoughts are what can take us through our darkest hours.
Those who seek to be always happy don't understand concept of happiness, joy and luck.
I am stable for 6 years now, with girl, home, work and cats. I am happy, but I haven't been happy all the years before...but maybe there will be times when everything goes to shit and then I will remember, maybe the purr of a cat, the new years eve on czerny most or the way that autumn smells... and then I will think those times come again.
Think of good things.
>>708659961
Fuck dude...
>>708659739
So how are you now?
>>708659739
I rang the ambulance and got rushed into surgery, 23 stitches and my tendons all put back together. I realised now that I had a second chance in life, and I decided to make the most of it.
I didn't complain when they transferred me to a mental hospital. The most important part of this was that I knew I needed help, and I wanted the help. I didn't want to be like this anymore. When I was deemed safe to myself and others, they moved me to a hostel.
They put me in touch with counselors, my local AA, and many other wonderful organisations who helped me achieve what I never thought was possible. A smile. A happy time. I loved it. I wanted this more and more. I now knew that life could be enjoyable, only if I put in the effort to do so.
My dad is now dieing, they've sent him home to live his final moments at home. He has a few days, due to liver disease.
I haven't had a drop of alcohol for 18 months now. I'm sober, I'm pleased with how my life has turned around. I just want to say one thing now, to anyone who is depressed, suicidal, or has just given up on life, it does get better. I don't know you, but I've been there, so trust me when I say this. Suicide is never the best option, get the help you need, but only when you want to become a better person. Good Luck to all depressed and suicidal anons, I wish you all the best.
Is a suicide note worth it?
>>708660148
I'm glad you are doing well my friend, and enjoying the small things in life.
>>708660085
>summer goes by like nothing
>I continue to go and see her and everything seems like it’s normal, usual activities resume, but I know deep down it’s fucked up, something’s coming
>in the beginning of August she calls me and has a long talk about how she went home and saw a psychiatrist and that she’s been put on anti-depressants and will be moving back in with her parents
>of course, I do nothing but support her, tell her I’ll always be there for her, the usual stuff
>and thus begins the decay
>>708660351
No, because not even suicide is worth it.
Don't end your life with a flickering sadness, because if you light a new candle with a flame of sadness, the sadness wont leave the cycle.
Live on and learn to see all things good.
>be me 17yo
>get send to psychiatry because of dysthymia and difficulties with regulation of emotions
>meet this girl 7/10
>she seems nice and i enjoyed to taking a walk with her through the park next to the psychiatry and talk
>tells me she has the same issues i have and that i'm not alone
>like her very much, maybe love her
>since i'm out now i get audio messages of her and my shitty room partner( fucking jerk who told me all the time how he wants to fuck every girl he sees(he is a virgin by the way)) laughing and telling me they miss me
>they are happy without me
> be so fucking jealous now
>kill me
>>708660491
>I continue to see Megan every weekend but the dynamic has changed considerably
>Now she’s always at her parents’ house, and they seem to very strict about any intimate contact
>I always have to sleep on the couch, noticing that her mom seems to get up frequently making sure I’m still there, as if I’m always under suspicion
>On top of that, she works most of the time I’m there anyway so I’m usually stuck awkwardly waiting at her house
>her dad doesn’t’ seem to care as much as the mom, but that could also be because he’s usually drunk every night I’m there (not that I’m complaining considering he was always offering me beer)
>and there’s something about the rest of the family too
>I constantly get the strange vibe that I’m not welcome there, like I’ve done something horribly wrong, but I don’t know what it is
>>708660451
You should too.
Because there is much to take in and see and learn.
Even sad eyes can see the beauty of a sun that rises over the great nature or even cities turned to ruins...
>>708660619
>this goes on for several months
>and then one night, shit hits the fan
>Megan, her dad, and I are all out drinking by the fire
>eventually, everybody’s pretty wasted and we decide to call it quits
>once we’re inside, I lay down on the couch and close my eyes to prep for sleep
>almost asleep and then Megan and her dad start arguing
>her dad starts saying stuff about how he knows I went over to see her without them knowing and he calls her a “fucking whore”
>she screams back “Yeah? Why don’t you beat me like you beat your wife?!”
>holyfuck.wma
>I hear the sound of two solid punches land, and Megan screams
>still lie there like a pussy pretending to sleep because I don’t know what to do and I’m afraid if I get up her dad will fight me (he used to be in the army and weighs 250lbs)
>mom comes out and starts yelling at the dad that he’s going to wake me up
>pissed off dad stumbles into his room and passes out, mom follows suit shortly
>I get up off the couch and try to console Megan who is crying in her room
>”This is fucked up, this is ABSOLUTELY NOT OKAY, you need to get out of here”
>Megan turns towards me and viciously says, “why didn’t you try to stop him??!!”
>don’t even know what to say
>eventually drunkenness overcomes us and we pass out
>the next day I say goodbye to her parents (who think I was asleep the entire time) and go home
>>708660684
>barely sleep for the next week, the event of her dad hitting her playing over and over in my head just like when her brother off’d himself
>go home for winter break again, my parents know nothing
>the day after Christmas, Megan tells me she can’t stand being with her parents anymore and asks to move in
>without thinking, I say yes
>later that night as I’m about to go to bed, I get a call from her mom’s cell phone
>I answer and it’s her dad, I can hear Megan crying the background
>”So I hear from Megan that she’s gonna come live with you.”
>I begin to reply but then he says, “Nah don’t give me any of that bullshit. You’ve been going over to see her every weekend, haven’t you? Yeah you have. You think you’re a man? You’re not a man, you’re a spineless piece of shit. So please, come pick her up. But don’t you dare take on step on my property because if you do I will fucking shoot you dead. And even if you aren’t, I still might”
>I’m practically shitting myself at this point, but try to respond, and he cuts me off once again, “And you better take damn good care of her, because if I EVER find out that you did her wrong in ANY way, I swear to god it will be the end of you. I know more than a few people in Austin who would do some time in prison for me.”
>he then insists that I go wake up my parents so he can tell them “what a little shit I am” and after I refuse, he hangs up
>literally quivering in my bed all night
>>708650173
Bruh
>>708660770
Does this story ever come to an end?
>>708660770
>next day, Megan finally texts me back, “hey so I’m sorry about what happened last night”
>sorry??? Oh, you’re FUCKING SORRY?
>proceed to argue with her over the next few hours about how this is totally fucked up and there’s no way in hell I’m endangering my own life to pick her up
>she gets super pissy with me and says she was counting on me and now I’ve let her down
>notthistime.wav
>tell her it’s over, I’m not picking her up
>she says, “FINE, DON’T BOTHER CONTACTING ME AGAIN”
>2 days later I get a message, “anon , we have to talk”
>I’m about to go full rage mode when she says, “I think I’m pregnant”
>another sinking feelings hits me only slightly better than when we she told me her brother was dead
>out of all the situations to get a girl pregnant, this has gotta be one of the worst
>she tells me about how her period is a week late and that she’s been getting cramps and feeling all moody
>”but I thought you were on birth control, wtf???”
>”Yeah, but I forgot to take it for a few days”
>forgot to take it for a few days
>are you FUCKING kidding me
>says she’ll buy a pregnancy test tomorrow and let me know
>literally shit bricks (no I’m serious, I had massive diarrhea), for the next two days
>finally she sends the texts, “Well, happy ‘Your Not A Father’s Day’”
>I had never been so relieved in my entire life
>>708660902
>>708649617
Here's your (You)
>>708649577
More so when you consider that the people trying to talk him down can't see the monster. They don't know what he's running from.
>>708661073
Conclusion:
>despite the relief of no kiddies on the way, I was still mortified
>I continued to remain in contact with her after that but it was clear from that point there was no future for us
>never talked to her parents again, haven’t seen her since, but I still hear from her every now and again (this was over two years ago)
>there was one night about half a year after this where I woke up and saw that I had a missed call from mom
>I asked her about it and she said she didn’t know anything about it, but I highly doubt that was the case
>she’s been a few fucked up relationships since then, although I think her parents’ and her got along a lot better after I was out of the picture. Guess they really fucking hated me
Some things in life just aren't meant to be, I guess. Hoping some day I can finally push past all of this, but until that day, I wait...
Hope you guys enjoyed the story. If not, feel free to go tell me to suck a thousand black cocks. Thanks for listening
>>708650150
Just break up with him. Jeez, poor guy.
>>708661310
It was a legit cool story bro.
Thanks for the read.
>>708661310
That was quite anticlimactic
>>708661100
Fuck thats hard
>>708661310
Should have endangered your life/10
I'm late to the party. I lost my wife and two little girls a little over a year ago. I've thought of suicide a few times but I onow that's not what they would want. I had a house filled with my kids laughing. Now it's just my dog and me in my apartment. Some days are better than others. I just miss them so much.
>>708661310
Not bad, it was a good story
>>708660271
Thanks anon. I really appreciate this.
>>708661635
Fug
>>708661911
No worries mate. What's your story?
>>708650173
And now I'm angry
>>708660518
I can't fake reality. I'm already planning this week.
>>708662046
I lost a pregnancy...
>>708649617
i have friend who has gf like u. True story bro
>begin watching movie "Adam" in class today
>about this guy Adam who has Aspergers
>realize I'm ridiculously similar to him except a few things
>ask myself how I became so socially awkward, why do I fall in love so easily, why do I turn people away who want to make friends when I only have a few people I am close to, etc.
>struggling to hold back tears thinking about all this on the way home
This'll be a fun couple of days
Is distancing yourself the only way to get over being inlove with a friend whom you already confessed to? Or can you still be friends and find a way to bury it
>>708662235
Damn. Sorry to hear that. But if it helps, there'll be plenty of chances in the future. You have WhatsApp or anything?
Love of my life left this week. Been engaged and planing to move in together in 2 weeks. Been already picking stuff to buy for our flat. I am devastated
>>708662423
>>708650173
Fucking lost...
>>708650195
Prove it
>>708662423
I'm so sorry man...
>>708662491
>>708662413
Top 10 stupid responses to a lost pregnancy. lmfaooo
>>708661310
damn bro some things aren't meant to be but at least you're still pushin to tell the story.
an on and off relationship like that never works
>>708662588
>>708662626
Worst thing is the way she left. Without a single word. Blocked me on social media and won't reply since days. I've asked her friends. I know she's fine, because at first I've been afraid that she had an accident. Been crying every day since then...
>>708650173
I'm honestly just in cold fucking fury and shock at how that must have felt, that woman should be fucking sold to ISIS nfgdjghjkahjk
>>708662413
I sometimes use kik.
>>708650173
Honestly this is the worst thing i've seen in these threads over the years
>>708649429
caption: this is a little after his wife died
>>708662803
This is me. Right here, right now.
And now, the heavy artillery
>>708662990
>>708662863
Add me, peeendy
>>708648467
I'm going to kill myself on Sunday for many different reasons. I don't want anyone to know I wanted to die, so it needs to look like an accident.
I'm thinking about drowning myself in the canal by my home, at night. It's getting cold outside so maybe I'll just hope to freeze to death Instead.(Scandinavian). Anyone have any better ideas?
>>708649339
how, when...
Also read this. It's worth the time it takes.
https://imgur.com/gallery/iw6SIlV
Pretending that you are a normal human being every day
>>708663202
Fuck, i just lost my childhood dog so this kills me.
>>708663273
It's a horrible death to drown, full of panic.
Get all your cash and travel to the continet the furthers away from you. You still can kill yourself afterwards. But why not visit italy before. Or Thailand. The world is huge and full of adventures. Sometimes you gotta reach the bottom to realize and find the courage to DO it.
I have had a golden retriever for about 11 years now im afraid soon he will be gone
>>708650173
TLDR
>be me, 13yo
>move to new high school because previous one had bullies
>Family in new school
>hangout with my cousin who is in my classes
>Introduces me to his friends
>1 friend name Joel and has a gf
>Look at his gf and think she beautful
>realize im ugly as fuck and will never be with nut has slight hope
>Me and joels gf (lets call her cunt) become close of a few months
>joel and Cunt break up
>Ask Cunt to hangout oneday
>Wanted to ask out but to much of a fagguette
>misss oppituinty
>become sad but we're still friends
>She gets a new bf 3 days later after we hangout
<hes called nathan
>Me and Nathan had alot in common: Music, same hair style (emo fag), shit talk ppl, etc
>nathan brags about him and Cunt
>Pisses me off
>Start to lose intrest in both of them
>few days later they brak up
>ANewHope.jpeg
>me and cunt become closer than ever but still didnt have the courage to ask her out
>she had bf's one and off for the next year and a half
>One day after a year and a half of knowing her , i ask her out
>she says yes
>FeelsGoodMan.png
>Go on a few dates, never kissed eachother yet
>At halloween party with her (on a break with eachother after argument), cheat on her wityh an ex whilst drunk
>Tell her later that night after she went home
>She forgives me and we daTED ON
>I was happy for a good 3 months until she broke up with me on christmas eve
>Feel extremely fucked
>we became friends 2 months after we broke up but she had bf's on and off between that time
>Still was pissed at her tho we were friends
>start to like her again after a ferw months of being frineds again
>One day i find out that she cheated on me wtice with 2 different ppl whilst we dated and didnt tell me
>mfw i told her i cheated on her
>mfw she didnt tell me she cheated on me twice
>mfw i realise that we were on a break because of that
>hate her again
>she thinks we're friends
>play along
>fast forward 4 months (july 2015)
decied to destroy her by telling her everything i felt over the 2 years
>>708663877
>she cires
>feelsGREATfam.wav
>she hates me, love it now
>Cunt begins to show off her bf's once in a while at school
>donest faze me
>Fast Forward to september 2015
>start talking to an old feamle friend from when we were very young
>Hit it off and we start hanging out
>we had a lot in common
>Dm's were deep
>friends start asking about her
>They kept asking if we had sex
>kept saying no but they kept asking
>one day decide to tell them i had sex with her and we started dating as a joke
>they bought it and they asked me what i was doing with her
>Lied about shit
>One day i decied to stop the lying because this grill could be pissed at me since we were close if she found out
>tell them we broke up to save from embarresment
>Cousin (from school) tells her sorry that me and her broke up
>shes confusded
>Cousin explains
>Get fucked over by cousin
>grill is pissed
>thought thus grill was the one
>she hates my guts now
>mfw i realized everything thatr happend because of Cunt lead to this (didsnt explain very well but did)
>Because depressed
>its been 10 months since we spoken but still stalk her instagram and facebbok
>even tho ive spoken but havent dated any grills since because of this
>feel like ill repeat
>feelsbadman
Sorry, felt like venting this shit sorry
>>708660271
>Suicide is never the best option
No absolutes, Anon. Great read still.
>>708649617
Are you my ex
>>708662402
Take this from experience, I beg of you. You can't be friends. Your feelings for them are always going to be there and they will never go away. The knowledge that your feelings for them are not reciprocated by them will eat at you little by little until you think very little of yourself and harness an unreasonable amount of resentment towards that person. You need to see yourself out of this situation. You had a good time while you did, the best time of your life thus far, but you can't put yourself through maintaining a relationship with a loved one who can never love you like you deserve to be loved. There's better situations out there for you than that.
You're very strong for admitting your feelings for them to them. That is the first step of acceptance in what was unfortunately not meant to be, as it was for me in this same situation. But it's time to move on.
Countryman feels.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzQ6gRAEoy0
>>708649617
Kys
>>708661310
the story was nice,got pics of grill?
>>708663202
I had to put down my cat who was horribly injured a month or so ago and this takes me right back. God damn it.
>>708650173
How can I start again if i've already given up?
>>708662803
same happened to me a month ago
gf of 4 months was noticably distancing herself from me, not replying to messages and shit, i was the only one who kept the conversation alive
then one day i got tired of that shit and decided not to text her, see if she cares enough to text me first
well she did. the text read: im tired of this as she blocked me.
havent talked since. still miss her like retarded, but its been better the past week, even though every time i see her face pop up on facebook it feels like a shard of metal going through my chest
>ill be better. i always am.
>>708649429
uuuuugggghh FUG
I remember this episode aired around the time his wife had been diagnosed with some sort of cancer, and died soon after.
>>708663547
It's not like that.
I don't have the willpower to go happily somewhere whilst still carrying all this shame and guilt.
When I was at my lowest point, I was given a chance by a man I almost see as a vague father figure these days.
But I've let him down too many times.
I was given too many opportunities to do well for myself and others, yet I threw it all away every time. I'm tired. Tired of putting my family at shame, tired of letting everyone down at every turn.
If only he would have come sooner, I could have been salvaged and repaired.
But I was too long gone, my head infested with stupidity, hate, sorrow and regret. I can't do this towards the people I love so incredibly much. They always deserved so much more from me, but it's too late now. I'm sorry
>>708663409
same bro,dogge was 16 yo,i saw him 2 times a week,since i was 2 or 3 years old,thats a lot of time
Pic verry related
>>708664684
4 months is the time you're still IN LOVE. We've been planing to move to the US. Were engaged... She has a tattoo with a diamond and the letter of my name in it. Several other tattoos. I don't get it.
I'm sorry for you loss. Best bet would be to block her completly off social media.
For me.. I don't know how to handle the sitation. I gotta move out in 10 days. Gonna spend my birthday this weekend alone. I fucking miss her so much
>>708665064
Seems like you do care about the people around you. Then DO them a favor and move away. Start from scratch. The first job may suck. The flat will be tiny, no friends. But can it get worse? if you're planing on killing yourself anyway, might as well give life a second chance
>>708657856
well shit, that's my post... i guess ill answer questions if anyone has some. -Adonis
>>708649617
So you're a complete piece of shit.
>>708650150
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>>708649139
heres the gif version guys <3
Took me a lot of searching to find it haha
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=52XzdR3gAMc
Can someone link some other good soft simple sad songs to help me cope
So i met a realy cute girl , but i don´t know how to handle it without fucking it up so ,feelfags feel free to help
>>708661310
I read your story and all I've got to say is
>that feel when it's your fault
From your 4th or 5th post, and the fact that you made about 20 posts for this story, I can tell 100% that your personality killed the relationship.
Good job.
>be me
>16yo fag
>finished highschool
>Before i got me results i apply fort an apprentiship
>get accepted
>got results late august
>See that i failed everything GCSE
>become serverly depressed thst my life in now over
>friends get decent results
>become even more depressed
>Contemplate suicide
>No gf
>No life
>No frineds anymore because it makes me sad to see what they become
>Meh why not, suicide it is
>Plan on how i do it so my family doesn't think it's their fault
>As i figure out what to do, a grill messaged me
>we met in january that year at a friends party (like her)
>We spoke for a few days and she made me happy
>Didnt tell her i was depressed
>We start to get close over the next few weeks but she was "In love with this guy"
>Made me jealous
>Try to think how to make her not love her and like me
>Over a few weeks i manage to get her mind off him completey (i hope) and onto
>we started to hang out in person and become close
>We had mutal friends so things kicked off well
>One day i told her that i was severly depressed and she replied with "No you're not"
>I asked why and she said "Because everytime you see me you smile and don't even notice, and everytime you look at me you smile with extreme joy"
>mfw this grill cured my depression by just looking at her
I think ill ask her out soon, ill let you guys know what happens :)
When someone says "you're not as funny as your used to be" ngl I was gutted
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eM213aMKTHg
>>708665776
https://youtu.be/WpWvlnMqLXc
Here ya go anon
>>708655141
someone better screen grab this story as i definately aint
>>708649086
got me
>>708663877
Dario, if you call her a cunt again, I'll come over to your house and smash your fucking teeth in.
>>708666205
prove it fag
>>708664143
i feel all these Sweden YES! is really just a meme
>>708664572
You asked, so have you truly given up?
>>708648467
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT PICTURE SUPPOSED TO BE?
ITS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT HEARTBRAKE??? BUT ITS WRONG
WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOOK
HE HAS HIS HEART, EH DIDNT LOSE IT, SHE LOST HIS HEART...
he lost everyrthing BUT his heart
you know what
that picture isnt about love its about divorce, hes looking into himself thinknig... "ok my heart remain untoched because i didnt care for that bitch for years, but she took everything else, the house, the car, the kids, my physique (thats why his abs and pecs are missing, he got fat during the marriage) SHE EVEN TOOK HIS BALLS
>>708666333
666 333
nice
>>708650173
I honestly think that's a good reason to commit a murder.
>>708666052
Not bad thanks anon
>>708666303
I'm getting in my car right now. If you're not at home I'm swinging by your work.
>>708662510
damn. iv had these dreams to many times
>>708666583
ofc im home you cunt, im getting my bat
>>708664684
This might sound cold, but delete her from social media. Trust me it helps a lot. I made the mistake of keeping my first ex on all social media, she kept interacting with me. It reminded me of the times we spent together and how much I wanted to keep going.
>>708665936
Thanks for your input anon. I've grown a lot since then but I definitely agree that a lot of how it ended up was my own fault
>>708649617
>>708665716
thanks! for some reason it makes all the difference
>>708665464
meh what is love anyway
when we were together she came up every 10 seconds in my head, even if i started thinking about something else, or even tried to stop thinking about her, she was just there. she just wouldnt leave my head. it was 10 times worse when she blocked me, for about 3 weeks.
i dont feel anything anymore, i think about her only like 5 times a day now
the thought of her being as close as she was with me with someone else used to kill me inside. it was the only thing that would ever get me mad. not anymore, i just dont care. im fine
>>708666664
Shut the fuck up, spic.
>getting my bat
Get whatever you want, I'm kicking down your door if you don't come outside.
>>708666644
Same, Anon. Dreams have a way of manifesting such extreme emotions.
I've had dreams where I finally meet the perfect girl and we instantly click and the love is so powerful and full of awe, something you only see the in the movies. And she slips away as my eyes open.
I wish I could sleep forever.
>>708649617
maybe he's a cuck fetishist and the jokes on you after you get aids
>>708663202
>>708664380
for you
>>708649595
I never understand why the feels guy and pepe sometimes hate each other, they should get alogn
>>708666722
we dont interact, and we are never going to be together again. only if she apologizes sincerely. which she never will, she is the most stubborn person ive ever known.
>>708666664
You know who I am. The Canadian.
I know you're terrified of me and I know you're insecure and intimidated by me. I've heard everything you've said.
Just call the cops now, they might beat me to your house, I'm about 15 minutes away.
>>708666902
such a fag, you wont do it
>>708649617
>>708667101
You already said it hurts each time you see her picture, do yourself a good one and delete her man.
>>708667232
do it
>>708667028
I just came here to have a bad time and I'm feeling so attacked right now.
>>708649617
I pitty your grammar, you 15 year old edgelord.
>>708667407
I'm already driving. I'm just coming up to the highway.
>>708663550
>>708663273
Do you happen to live in Norway? Come hang out with me instead bro/sis.
>>708649086
..fuck
>>708666880
You know whats funny? I jailbroke her phone the day she left. The messanger app we're using usually shows when you're online and if the other person received your message, also if the receiver did read it.
She asked me to modify the app & I did. Now I don't see her being online. It appears that my messages don't come through (they do) and it won't show me if she did read them or not.
I still have it open the whole time... Just watching at her picture.
I've sent her texts that took hours to type. All the feeling scrumbled in words. I got 2 replies.
1: Don't msg me.
2: Gn8
>>708665776
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5h0qHwNrHk
And one of my favourites of all time:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9EzeW5KoPUI
>>708649086
this
>>708661310
>>708661310
Have you told this story before? I know I've seen it before but the guy didn't finish it. So we thought he offed himself.
>>708663699
>Anon hates christian stepmother
>Anon meets girl at college
>Starts dating
>Girls gets cancer
>Pays for hospital bills
>One random day no more money in account
>stepmom took it
>talks to father and step mother
>"against our family's religion"
>punches step mom
>1 month left for the girl to die
>dad threatens to get anon arrested for assaulting step mother
>random day in appartment 3 day after warning
>is with gf
>police at door
>gets arrested overnight
>comes back in appartment
>girl dead
>>708649617
I know its bait but I'm saying it anyway
You ma'am
Are a fucking cunt
You are a cunt and you deserve to have a cactus shoved in that std ridden crater you call a vagina
Ok /b/ here goes:
> Be me, 22 years old
> Going to college (law school), have a job as a bartender
> Have some very close friends and then a boatload of people I can have a good time with but wouldn't really share everything with
> Usually end up in the friendzone with girls, never had a serious relationship.
> One night go on Omegle because I'm bored and kind of horny
> After a while I start chatting with this woman, conversation starts with her saying '39 F, you don't want me'
> Took that as a challenge
> She's a British lady, elementary school teacher somewhere in North Africa
> I'm in Europe
> We hit it off and talk for a couple of hours till 3/4 am and exchange email addresses
> We start emailing each other multiple times a day
> Start developing feelings
cont.?
>love my dog
>been with him since i remember
>recently my dog's been feeling less active than before
>starting to shiver uncontrollably at night
>one night, it's too much, any sort of movement makes him yell in pain
>bring him to the vet first thing in the morning
>turns out he has an enlarged heart and a fractured bone in his hind leg
>pretty much only has a year to live, even with medication
i... can't feel anything. I don't know what to feel
>>708661310
You did the right thing not going to get her. He may not have done anything, but why risk it? Get yourself far away from that dysfunction as you can.
And think about this: If you did get her, what guarantee would there be that she would have stayed? She obviously thrives on chaos, so let her get it elsewhere.
>>708667666
Please record.
Sleep well thread
>>708668273
Yes.
>>708665912
>>708666002
>>708662233
>>708661755
this is fucking cancer
>>708668580
Very, very sad photo.
>>708660562
this hurts my eyes to read
>>708663273
Smoke out your window. One leg in, one leg out. Keep doing this and people will see you. One day you fall.
>be going to shrink since I think I have autism
>shown signs of it since I was a little kid but mom never did anything since she an alcohol
>shrink is really nice
>was there for the 2nd time and I can't even express myself to her
>she sighs when I talk to her and seem bored
>doesn't seem like she cares at all
>not even people who work with complete retards wanna talk to me
