What are you looking forward to in life or general /b/?
Nothing. I need help.
Trying out my brand new fleshlight
>>708629015
Dying.
dying tbh
I don't feel like doing it myself, but I won't fight it if it comes
oh man ..what I could do to that ..perfect asshole too
>>708629015
having sex with your mother
>>708629015
I plan on having a pretty epic fap marathon this evening. Apart from that, nothing really. Kinda wish I was dead.
>>708629015
Looking forward to the day I croak only then will I know peace.
Going on leave in December.
Mostly fucking around with racing cars more.
Op er'
Good to see I'm not the only one
>>708629015
the next feet thread
Looking forward to the day i kill some niggers
>>708629296
>>708629366
>>708629374
>>708629390
jesus christ kids you should have cut yourself long ago with that edge
>>708629559
it's 9am on a thursday, and we're on /b/
we're just being honest
A wife.
getting something resembling a decent social status. i'm 31 now and i make 20k a year. literally 20k. I pity myself. i studied law, hated it, and since i suck at math and didn't feel like teaching, i started a career in the hotel business. worst decision of my life.
the only thing that gives me pleasure these days is landing knees of justice with captain falcon in for glory
>>708629015
Going to hitch a train next month and never look back. Already have a 65L ruck packed and a good pair of boots.
>>708629559
Or maybe I should use it to cut you
>teleports behind you
>hehe nothing personnel kid
>>708629684
Is that really something to look forward to?
Flying out to russia in a month for a huge gig, pretty excited about that. Apart from that i have a lot of things that i'm very happy about, my stock shares are going great, i just moved to a great city, for once in my life im in good shape both mentally and physically, business is going great and im just generally happy.
But what i am looking forwards to the most is having my ex over for tea next week, i still love her.
>>708629015
The eternal abyss of death
>>708629679
I'm stuck in a dead end mcjob at age thirty, 4pm in a grey and depressing day but I still don't wanna die. Have a bootycall with a poledancing milf 8/10 body and a few oz of dank, soooooo yeah I guess that helps with suicidal thoughts
>>708629015
The end. Death.
>>708629842
Why not? The man wants a wife.
>>708629684
So death basically
>>708630006
Currently in college. Going for law. I don't expect the current state of affairs to even last the 8 years that it'll take me to get a law degree, so I'm just hoping a big war starts so I can drop out and join the army and die.
>>708629015
I don't know. I want to have some Sex in next time and it would be great if I Fell happy in love. And then sucess my exams in study. I'm pretty minimalistic.
building up savings with my gf, advance our degrees, drugs atm cause I have a pinched nerve and am fucking strung out on painkillers
>>708630213
don't wanna sound like a faggy self-help tape but power through. Self-actualization and new experiences are indispensable to happiness.
>>708629015
looking forward to find the sauce on that pic.
>>708630094
I mean I'm just sayin
losing my virginity, building my own computer, making a funny greentext story, making a feels story, killing myself.
My next bag of weed.
91 runecrafting so I can make BANK and get my rs account going so I can start selling gold for weed money.
Transitioning to female.
>>708629015
These dubs.
>check em
>>708629015
I dont know, I hate myself when doing stuff. I litterally get triggered when i do stuff. I hate myself aswell when doing nothing. I can't escape that shit. I have a personality disorder but i told my therapist not to give me a diagnosis. I stuck inbetween everything i hate doing, it doesnt matter what i do. Not only that I hate my Brother and Mother for traumatizing me so much. I hate my ex therapist who fucked me even more up. The only thing i know that would be enjoyable for me is going on a rampage against all those shitheads who destroyed my life and getting justice for the shit that happened to me. I know there are those jsut get your ass up, but as i said i cant because Doing triggers me, i got punished for beeing myself when i was a child(one of the minor things). The worst part about this is I see how my brother lives a normal live while i sturggle everyday with so intense anger, hatred and sadness that I'd say my job would be not to go on a rampage. The only thing i sometimes managed to do is to write down the metaphers and lyrics, to freeze these emotions in words.
>>708630755
>>708630755
checked
>>708630755
Fuck yo dubs, peep my trips yo
>>708630755
Nice
>>708630664
forgot s/fur and sh0ta
Looking forward to my sister leaving for school in a little bit so I can get the panties she slept in last night and fap
>>708629015
Studying to be a school teacher. Will be nice to be finally done with college and be making a real living doing a job I love.
>>708630810
My ex therapist crossed bordrs and used pheromones to make me associate anger with sexuality, now i get an errection to the thought of beeing abused. But not by woman, by men. My therapist fucked me up so badly. It took me literally 9 Months after i left the therapy to get my ass up and get a lawyer. I will sue the shit out of her. Why do i even exist. My whole existence contains out of suffer, and Society doesnt want to help me. I'll take revenge on reality. I don't give a shit anymore what happens to me I'll be the destroyer of worlds.
Selling my house at some point. It's worth around 1mio already and the value will only go up due to an airport opening up nearby. I kind of don't want to because I grew up in there but it's way too big for one guy; even if I had a family it'd be too big.
Getting my sisters abortion over with tomorrow. Use a condom kids, I know I should've..
Looking forward to my new flame to get off work so we can get eachother off and cuddle to a movie
It's the simple things in life
>>708629015
I don't have anything to look forward to. I'm a complete failure and a nobody to boot, in a world that is getting progressively worse each day.
>>708631185
The only thing that prevented me on going on a rampage yet is the wellfare of my state, i get 1.2k monthly for work invalidity Pension.
Second American Civil War in 2017.
>>708630680
You smug motherfucker.
You've got the right idea.
>>708629015
looking forward to my gap year from uni next year
also i cant wait to go skiing, i havent been skiing in 3years.
Absolutely love skiing
>>708631068
>School teacher
>job i love
You go to school, college, uni whatever, then you go back to school
>mfw when you realise you've spent your whole life in a educational environment and go mad from depression
>mfw no face
>>708629559
fuck you, son, i'm 53 and i agree with them. life's a joke. death's the punch line.
Buying a couple of vehicles over the next six months.
>>708631589
>53
You're here by choice though....right?
Physical hedonism
the conclusion
Prison
>>708629372
keked
i love /b/
Living forever
>>708629015
My dick healing up again, Gf jerked me off dry yesterday and she ripped a bit my forsekin and my dick started bleeding.
>>708629015
Sauce or moar nao faggot
>>708629015
death.
>>708629015
Nothing really.
I just numb myself with dank memes, trying to dodge that existential dread for just another day.
>>708629015
a new FWB relationship thats developing
>>708629015
Trying to find my access card for my Washing room of the building. FFS I HAVE WASHING DAY TODAY AND I CANT FIND MY FRAKIN CARD, ILL HAVE TO WEAR STINKY SMELLY CLOTHES FOR ANOTHER WEEK HELP WHERE IS MY FUCKING CARD
>>708632145
woomensexDOTru/127-shalunya-v-vanne.html
>>708630833
Believe in the me who believe in you.. I would want to actually have a personal Kamina..someone who could bring me up when I so down.
My objetives in life?
Just be happy whatever I will be doing
>>708632325
>FRAKIN
just say the word, you mean it, this doesn't get you by and now I don't trust you. you won't speak what's on you mind.
fuck you.
I'm looking forward to Sunday. As I'm meeting my girlfriends parents on Saturday, and am already so nervous that I've lost my appetite. It'll be great to worry them so much by not eating the entire day and being incredibly awkward around them. Maybe I won't shake that much though.. Woohoo for anxiety.
But It'll be over by Sunday, and that'll be nice.
>>708631185
>>708631456
it sounds like you have schizophrenia. please take your meds.
>>708632325
Have you checked the pockets of dirty clothes?
finally moving to italy in the upcoming year for 3+ years.
>>708629015
Trying to earn enough money by making music and if possible trying out as much gear as possible and visiting a lot of places and shit.
Sounds like you fags need some weed.
Why wallow in despair when you could be doing drugs to numb the pain?
>>708632774
just found it it was beneath my keyboard lel
>>708632731
why shizophrenia? I dont have any hallucinations or something nor am i paranoid im just full of hatred against the world. Im going to a stationary therapy soon and they send me to a personality disorder department.
honestly finding someone who would actually love me. I had girlfriends in high school. im 20 now about to join teh airforce but i cant help feeling lonely. I dont know why either its not like i dont have anyone that loves me. I guess sometime in the past year ive just been feeling bad.
>>708633035
Amen to that.
Everyone's a cheeky cunt nowadays. They think they don't need "drugs" but tend to drink 'till they blackout every weekend. Fucking sheeple...
>>708633170
>>708632731
A justified hatred tbh. and a desire for revenge, that is as human as it can be. Ofc if you call it shizophrenia you can get people to take those chemical straightjackets. I took SSRI for 6 motnhs and i was disturbed by how they change me after i put them down. Ill never ever take that shit again, I'd rather go on a rampage than taking taht shit.
>>708630725
Noice =3
>>708629015
That pizza roll I'm gonna have tonight
>>708633035
bouta spark one tomorrow
>>708629015
My next drink.
getting rid of ibs
>>708633676
same my nigga
>>708629015
>What are you looking forward to in life or general /b/?
A cold beer.
And the socio-economic collapse of America.
>>708629015 getting a job, getting a place of my own, maybe own a business, still searching for what I want in life, would be cost effective to end myself, but ya know fuck everyone.
>>708633419
>>708632731
The only problem i might have is I cant be honest in stationary, if'd say the shit that im saying here they probably lock me up and forcefeed me with meds. So its probably not gonna help me anyways. I can only be honest at a therapist cuz they cant do shit.
>>708629015
Currently on a mission of losing weight (47lbs gone so far) so looking forward to getting to my goal weight and looking half decent.
Equally. I've been single for the last 5 months, so having a fuck would be nice when I'm slimmer. Preferably with somebody smaller this time.
What else? Well. I'm thinking of going to South Korea to teach English in a few years time when my phone contracts finished and I'm healthier so that could be fun. Equally. I'm tempted to do a 1 year contract, save up a load of cash then spend a whole year backpacking around Asia. So that's kinda my viable plan at the mo.
Otherwise dunno. Not in a rush to get in a relationship though I am 34 and aware that I'd like kids at some point in the future. We'll see, that'll be nice if it happens.
That's about it. Got a new phone/pc/tv this year so that shits all covered. Not really in any debt bar 150 britbongs to my credit card which should be paid off in a month or so allowing for christmas shite. So erm yeah, weightloss and sex really is the top ones I'm looking forward to.
>>708629015
Dying I guess. Life is utterly meaningless and pointless. Maybe a zombie invasion or something like that, maybe a war or a natural disaster might kick me into changing gears.
>>708633837
backpacking sounds nice, did you ever do sucha thing?
>>708632642
Why anxious? Either they like you or they don't. Pro Tip: have sex before you meet them, it will make you relax and give u self consciousness andu are sure that she will stay with u
>>708629531
This
>>708629015
Getting out of 2016.
Seriously. Fuck this year.
>>708633937
I'll just add. Maybe I just do the classic coke and whores -thing just to feel something.
>>708633937
you just have been brainwashed you shd hate society for giving you not the opportunities rather than hating yourself. Your a man ffs. You shd fight for your rights. Jeez i dont know what the fuck is wrong with society nowadays, so many pussies out there. If Life didn't provide you with the skills to have a happy life, and if your environment doesnt provide you the opportunities you need, there is only 2 ways left, fight or fight. If you flight you kill yourselff if you fight you kill others. If all people like you would do this, THere has to happen a change.
>>708632731
Not every Schizophrenic has hallucinations. I don't think it would work like this with pheromones.
>>708630006
>tells others to kill themselves because they're depressed
>brags about shitty subpar life that is unnderwhelming and dissatisfying enough to require that you partake in activities that flood your dopamine receptors...
You're a fuckin loser bud.
>>708629412
What branch?
>>708633937
Life has the meaning you give it. Having fun is btw a great meaning
>>708634084
Well im not imagining that. Srsly the last few sessions with my ex therapist, it smelled like Pussy/sex around her, i got really arroused, and she allways provoked me and retraumatized me. In the end she wanted me to look her in the eyes and she did some eye movement shit, since that i get an errection when i feel anger. I know what i experienced. I feel abused by her
>>708633980
The anxiety is just me in general. I worry about everything, even small things like taking the wrong train. Her mother can't speak much English but is happy if you enjoy what she cooks.. That's not going to go well when I try to non-awkwardly explain that I lost my appetite at just the though of meeting them.
I agree, they either like me or they don't. But I can't help but feel anxious about it, I won't know what to say or how to act around them. I'll have to awkwardly look around the room as they eat because I won't be hungry and I don't know how to make conversation.. And right now, it seems like the whole thing will just make me come across as an awkward and socially retarded prick.
>>708629015
coding a vidya so good it'll have its own general on /vg/
>>708634080
Nigger, I don't know what the fuck you're saying due to all that broken english but I got a beautiful wife and a amazing kid and a great apartment. Thing is that I only want to get drunk and do drugs and die to end this agony. I don't know what the fuck is wrong.
>>708634229
But the thing is nothing is fun. I might have broken something in my brain earlier due to drug abuse.
>>708633940
Yeah, went around 9 countries in Europe when I was 28 over the space of 2 months or so. Was all I could afford sadly. Would love to do it again. I never had ANY interest in visiting other countries, but suddenly in my late 20s I realised I'd regret not seeing a bit more of the world.
Sad thing is. Ever since then I've been wanting to go and see more but life/commitments have got in the way. Now I'm single again, the temptation is growing again and seeing some of Asia is definitely next on the list.
>>708634361
YOu realized that the tihngs you do dont make oyu happy. You have to find your way
>>708630262
if it's an English exam i have some bad news for you
Getting my ID so I can become and alcoholic and drink myself to death.
My ID came today so technically nothing.
>>708634491
cool im 23, i wanted to do something like that aswell, it was only a 4 day courchsurfing/camping/hitchiking trip through czechia this summer as a test lel. But it was the most awesome thing i ever did.
To owning a house and starting a woodwork shop.
A few more years.....maybe.
>>708634685
Yeah, kinda gets in your head doesn't it! They call it wanderlust apparently, when you just want to keep travelling and seeing new places etc. I had it bad for the first two years I got back. And to be fair it's never completely gone.
doomstarks and bandana
>>708629015
Food
Finally getting my ssi so i can have my medicine. I've had 6 strokes while waiting. I think they want me to die. OTHER Than That I HAVE Zero To Look Forward To.
>>708634260
Never read How to Win Friends and Influence People? You should. It's basically the social cheat sheet for aspies. Just ask them questions. When they answer, ask relevant questions that aren't boring and that don't have easy one word answers. When they ask you questions, don't skirt them, answer honestly and thoroughly but don't go on tangents. Be as thorough as you can while still being concise, then bring the conversation back to them. Just make them feel like they're important to you and like you genuinely want to get to know them, and socializing will be a breeze. Gf and 'rents will both love you.
>>708634846
me too bro, we've been waiting on doomstarks for like 10 years now? I'm not sure how gibbs latest troubles are going too affect his music from now
>>708635075
Thank you so much for the advice, I'll do as you said to the of my ability. Will be sure to check the book out too, makes me glad I posted in this thread.
>>708635075
>>708635294
This sounds like a how to social for autists kek
but i get what you mean its a good advice :)
>>708635289
MF DOOM is a meany
>>708629015
>having sex (again)
I used to have a lot of it, not that I'm incredibly attractive or anything (I'm not) or rich (I'm not) but I'm witty, confident, and I'm a smooth talker so I used to get my fair share of cooter.
Then I don't know what happened. I became depressed, lonely, self-loathing, cynical; I started to do drugs and just hole up in my place shooting dope and watching movies. I cut contact with nearly everyone.
I haven't had sex in 3 or 4 years. I'm clean now, no more drugs, feeling good, feeling confident again, and I'm back "in the game" so to speak.
>>708635567
well he is a villain
>>708635075
>How to Win Friends and Influence Other People
My nigga! That book changed my life
>>708631185
>destroyer of worlds
Sorry bud but that position is already taken.
>>708635289
i just hope gibbs can keep the lyrics as good as he did on pinata
madlib will deliver as usual though im sure
>>708635820
fck :(
>>708629015
I don't remember where I heard it but I think it's probably one of the best pieces of advice I've ever heard.
Don't set dates or points in life in which you will be happy, instead be excited for these things but also look for the every day things that make you smile.
But I guess you could say I'm excited to be moving forward which is a little silly since it's the only way we can move.
Is it possible to lose interest in EVERYTHING after doing things for a long long time? I mean things that you didn't even want to do in the first place. Is this depression?
>Last year of uni
>should graduate next semester
>I was never interested in this field at all
>only reason I went with it was the hope ( or rather expectation) that it'd give me a solid career.
>Now I'm empty. I don't care about anything. I don't even remember when I did something I wanted to do
>Problem is that I don't wanna do anything at all
>I'm empty
Becoming an orthopedic surgeon.
>>708636493
it's not silly because you can also not be exited to move forward
>>708629015
blowing all my money on a binge of weed and alcohol tommorow than regretting it the day after cause i dont have any money left, rinse and repeat in 20 days... goodtimes
>>708634361
you chose to have this life and only now you're regretting it? you've achieved more than a lot of us has. wtf, man. go fuck your wife or something
>>708629015
Smokin weed >:)
>>708634683
underage detected
>>708629015
nothing, im just waiting to die or kill myself, lise is meaningless so i dont really care much, i dont think i will ever kill myself though, im too arrogant for that i think
>>708629015
dat pussy. snm.
>>708636666
>>708629015
Burning down the orphanage
>>708636619
There is an evil truth behind the general understand of depression, most depression comes form an early childhood trauma, thats why they advertise antidepressants so much to keep people in place to not make them remember the shit. Depression often comes from Suppressed anger towards something that is deeply burrie din your sould. Your parents or someone else raised you not that way you are supposed to. And Therapy also often aims to Resolve the symptoms but not the core problem. I hate Psychatry and psychophamarca so much emanwhile. The only tihng that might help you is a proper therapist, one that respects your borders. You have to learn to be in the here and now again. In my opinion SOciety rapes people like you emotionally. We are forced to do things we don't want to do our whole lives. Most people say grow the fuck up and shit, but they are those people who can only happy with their daily alcohol/drugs and some illusion happymaker tv series shit. Reality is different Depression is not a sickness it is a reaction to something wrong with the whole society. WE are still biological createrus, and we get disconnected from nature so much. The only way you can find yourself again, is by taking the time you need, go out in nature and break the rules, do things noone else does. Fuck the world man. I understand you im in the same situation.
>>708632247
this but with games
>>708637094
Sry for mistakes i was in hurry lol
>>708636882
>lise is meaningless
>>708630810
Heather?
Cod4 remastered and pussy.
>>708636619
what do you enjoy doing in your spare time?
>>708637321
uhm what?
losing my virginity
>>708637094
>>708637213
I forgot to mention that the whole career/uni stuff is I think only one cause of me feeling so utterly shit. I myself have done things that sometimes come back and bother me for months, causing great anxiety.
This, the career thing, and the messed up childhood got me so.. I don't even know. It's always different. Lately ( for weeks now) it's emptyness. But nothing like before. I have exams coming up, I have a life to build and yet I do. not. give. a. shit. I'm just so tired of this rollercoaster man.
>"I understand you im in the same situation."
Then good luck dude, keep your heads up.
nothing really right now. life is boring and quiet. rather it be those things then shitty so
>>708637461
That's the thing man. I can not feel relieved doing anything because it just feels forced. Like if anything I do aside from studying is escaping ( which is the case I guess) and therefore it doesn't feel natural.
I had this idea for a video for some time, and last month I decided that I'd put it together. That kept be "busy" for like a month, since I could only work on it on the weekends, but I kind of enjoyed it. It was hard sometimes of course, but that was the first sort of enjoyment I felt in a long time.
>>708637523
Sounds exactly like someone I knew well, who also used to lurk here.
Either or, best of luck coping and making progress on your shit, I lived something very similar and have spent the last couple years rebuilding my psyche from the ground up after it finally all broke me.
I'm looking forward to blasting through the mountains in my hellcat this weekend.
>>708629740
sounds great
>>708637620
Well im lucky i live in a wellfare country lel, i get 1.2k Euro monthly since i am in work inability pension, my monthly costs of Living is maybe around 500€, so i got 700€ Monthly to do whatever the fuck i want to do. I try to save up as much as possible, so i can do alot more of the shit i want to do next year. I want to become artistic and travel around the world. The best thing you can legally do is to throw shit back to society what they throw at you, you are the burden wearer of society, thats the concept of the upside down pyramid. People who cant carry it succumb to it and go on a rampage sooner or later. Others still manage to get along and become the most famous artists. My art contains a message, that society isnt just black and white, it is ying and yang, whilst most people look white, they have a black core, those who are black, are the true good ones, their core is white.
>>708633035
Because it is an unsustainable escape
>>708633035
because it triggered depersonalization for me and made it 100x worse
cant even drink now...
>>708637953
yea thanks, well my next huge step will be to step up against my parents and family. They fucked me up deeply since childhood, my Brother treats me like shit everytime i see him. I just never learned to stand up for myself, and i know the time to escalte things(in a non violent way) comes closer. I fucking hate how my mother and brother act overly nice... Maybe im gonna use the situation at christmas and tell them my opinion. After that i'll leave and cut all contact to those shitheads. I dont want to see those subhumans anymore, they shd be glad i ddint kill them or sth
>>708638203
Fuckin parasite lol bet you got shit not talents.
>>708637094
nice one thanks.
>>708629015
Death.
Absolutely nothing. I continue living, and don't off myself because my family. That is literally it.
>>708638587
Yes im a fucking parasite, im the creation of society noone dares to pay for ;) only if humanity as a whole takes responsibility for all its actions peace can be achieved, as long as shitheads like you exist there will always be suffer, i srsly hope youll never breed.
After many miserable years, my wife is in treatment for PTSD. It has already dramatically improved our relationship and family.
I'm looking forward to her finishing the treatment and being essentially free of the chains of her childhood trauma.
Specifically we've always flirted with fantasies of MMF and swinging but she hasn't been comfortable going through with it because of insecurity. So I'm pretty sure once she is well our sex life is going to get a lot more interesting.
>>708638755
I feel the same way, and I saw a lot of people saying this exact same thing, but recently I've been thinking that maybe we wouldn't do it at all. Maybe family is just an excuse. It is a great holding-back factor from doing something stupid, don't get me wrong, but I think it's not as easy to do as it seems.
>>708629752
I know it's a meme but still, the fucking cringe. goddamn aspie.
>>708638586
No idea what sth stands for, but good luck if you think it's all gonna be worth it.
Handwriting a list might help ensure you don't forget anything you want to say as it will encode better on your neurons.
My own strategy was quite different and is still evolving; forgiveness was the goal but sometimes I just feel like sysiphus and others like Hannibal mind fucking people... doing a lot of reading on psychology and unhealthy relationships with family helped me process a lot outside of bullshit therapists. Beverly engle is a good author to start with if you're a reader: abuse survivor turned psychiatrist/author, even had a whole book devoted to accepting and understanding your anger style.
day of the rope
>>708629015
Finishing college and moving overseas to live and work for good.
>>708629015
I'm looking forward to be death one day. Being dead is nice.
>>708639475
sth= something , and well I tryed it with forgiveness when i was younger, but they fucked with me again, triggered me again. I can forgive but if they never fucking change, i can't hang out with them, they are too poisonous for me... like everytime i just wish I could punch them so deeply in the face that their heads explode.
I'm just looking for someone and hoping to be able to recognize that she's the one when I find her
>>708629920
Get the fuck out of here with all this positiveness towards life in general, happy motherfucker
>>708629015
... idk. i achieved my life goals 3 or four times. i've ran out of stuff.
>>708639475
oh yea and thx for the advice, I'll look that book up
Getting a new boat and moving back to the country.
>>708629549
cool
>>708639610
to China?
Hot girl in a skirt bending down at the shoe store. Look at those thighs, fuck me. (pic related)
link to video: candidgirls.io/v/605e4cbfae
>>708640216
another screenshot from the vid
>>708640190
China, Japan, South Korea, Taiwan, etc. Anywhere not North Korea or Africa.
Preferably the first two.
>>708640216
look at those thighs. Fuck.
>>708631825
Is anyone here by choice? I was born against my will, I don't know anyone who chose this, we all just appeared...
>>708640317
>>708640281
>>708640216
very nice man, how do you manage to record so close up without her noticing ???
>>708640216
Fucking hot, is there more ?
Death. Oh, wait thats not unique.
Guess I should just kill myself.
>>708640216
Oh shit, did you record that video yourself? It’s very good quality, thx for sharing dude
>>708639729
cut ties and move cities; I ate a hungry man turkey dinner by myself last Christmas and other holidays because I'm in the rebuilding stage of my life.
It helped me. So did a lot of books more than a therapist too for that matter; some families are just too toxic to be in your life in any big way for a while. You can only control who you let into your life, sometimes. Spend a couple years without them at all and maybe that can help.
>>708629015
Starting work after 17 years of studies, and seeing my girlfriend and emptying my balls in her asshole.
>>708631825
>53
i'm here because of a lack of choice. there is literally nothing else to do at twenty to three on a friday morning.
since i gave up eve:online
>>708640392
>>708640372
>>708640337
Virus link spam /b/ros
>>708640314
I'm not a weeb, but anime made me want to learn japanese, I like how it sounds. Even though I'll probably never make it to japan, I might look for some courses.
Do you speak any of those? Or will you get by with english?
>>708639953
No problem, hope she helps you on your path.
>>708629015
Opening a business and finding a girl that actually likes me...
>>708629015
death
>>708640537
I am conversational in Japanese (今年、日本語能力試験のN3級を受けますよ), and have begun to teach myself Mandarin. Apparently, China is easier to get into and stay, but it's still not Japan.
Moopy spoops
>>708640216
Fuck off with your shitty malware. I know the gook is desperate for money but this not the advertisement he had in mind.
My long-term goal is to live comfortably, not relying on other people to much, having enough free time to enjoy myself by myself (hiking and fishing mainly) but also having enough free time with my few friends.
I don't really care what job I have as long as it's not actively screwing people over - I care more about how that job will enable me to live the life described above
Looking forward to going part time, currently dedicating about 12 hours a day to my current job with commute. Would love something in IT but realistically I'll probably end up working for another workshop or factory
>>708630680
How much effort for the money you make? I think playing RuneScape for any amount Of time would require a fucking paycheck on my end
My book being finished and the pain ending.
>>708641134
death as well
>>708641134
same
Publishing my own comics, and maybe finish a badass animation. Traveling around the world, cliché but sounds nice .
And I mean falling in love with a girl that this time time will stay.
Fighting my cancer and not to die from being bored between chemo sessions.
>>708642424
post art
>>708642562
Here, not the best example but I don't care too much
Okay picture this.
You meet the girl of your dreams. You're together for 7 years. She revolves around you and is faithful and vice versa. She was a virgin, you broke her in, and you trained her to suck cock exactly how you like it. Pussy is tight every time you fuck. And you are best friends and just enjoy each others company.
Now imagine money issues start coming up and start to nag you and drive a wedge between you. You decide you need space to work things out on your own. Never intending to break up, just wanting some room. You still meet up and fuck, you just don't live together anymore.
Now imagine one day you get together and she doesn't want to hold you hand anymore. And after a night out, you lean in for a kiss and you can tell she doesn't want to.
You get the reluctant kiss, but you drive home and you suddenly feel infuriated. WTF, if you want to break up, why not come out and say so. So you basically text her that. Then she calls, sobbing, saying she's sorry and it's over.
Ok, you're mad but you still feel like things could work out. She used to say things like, "you're IT for me," and "you're the love of my life." She still has the ring you proposed to her with. You want to believe it can all work out some day.
Fast forward 3 months. Browsing facebook. See picture of another guy (with the same first name as you, can you believe it) with his arm around your girl. You bring it up and say something like, "hey not gonna lie, was kinda choked to see another (insert name) with his arm around you, but you have my blessings if you find a better guy" ...still not believing it's true.
You meet her and she confirms she's been seeing a new guy and that they have made out and possibly have had sex.
cont.
>>708643155
Is your character retarded? Holding his axe that way.
>>708643425
So to summarise: she finds new guy with same name as you, makes more money, makes her happier.
After 7 years. 3 months after break up. Boom. Blind-sided by gf rebounding.
The break up tore you heart out. But this? This take you heart and smashes it into a million pieces.
So you ask, what do you look forward to in life...
You tell me, what would you look forward to? Because I have no fucking clue. But I want her back so bad, I haven't been able to stop thinking about it.
I'm thinking I'm gonna call up some escort girls that look like her and just fuck like crazy.
Cheaper than a therapist right?
>>708643155
it has potential I think. I was the one who asked you to post art, I'm not this anon --> >>708643645
>>708643849
lots of fish in the sea anon
>>708643926
>>708643645
It's just an old rendering, it was a decent test of color
>>708644034
Yeah but imagine you're 35 and you've got no game when it comes to picking up girls.
You built something with someone for that long. You wanted to marry and have kids.
Any idea of how hard it is to let go of that?
And people say, "oh you'll find happiness" , "just go on tinder", "theres plenty of fish in the sea"..
They mean well, but FUCK, this hurts so bad.
Can anyone relate?
I'm holding on to her so bad, all I look forward to is getting her back.
Last night I dreamed about having sex with her again.
I haven't been able to sleep properly for a month. Been having suicidal thoughts too.
i'm looking forward to seeing who/what this is: >>708644444
>>708643926
I wasn't critising his art. Just how his character was holding his axe. Art looks good enough.
>>708643926
I have some other shit. But I'm no fine artist.
>>708644483
well moping about it isnt going to help man
>>708629015
Shoving that brand new anal-dildo up my girlfriends ass.
The rapture
>>708644483
Get over it. Life is full of potential disappointment - learn how to get over a woman and you'll be able to deal with just about anything.
Alternatives: drinking, drugs, prostitutes in Las Vegas...a lot more fun than dealing with a crazy emotional bitch in the house who has control and feels issues (I'm 36 and married w/ a kid...trust me on this.)
>>708644665
a'ight
>>708629015
living my life.
deep, isnt it?
World War 3. Or my eveuntual death
>>708629015
to lick an asshole like the one in OP's pic
In order of priority
>Get hired as a firefighter/paramedic
I've already finished all the schooling and am currently working as a medic interfacility but I have had no luck getting on Fire Rescue to run 911 calls
>Have an actual loving relationship that lasts with somrone attractive
I've had relationships in the past but they were a joke and never lasted more than a couole of months
>>708644848
Yeah, this helps, thanks.
That's why I mentioned hooking up with some escorts. Might be the best way to clear my head.
It's funny isn't.
When you're not together with someone, you feel like your outside of a warm house, standing in the rain, wishing you were inside.
But when you're inside, you start to feel like you'd rather be outside, standing in the rain again, or finding another nice house.
>>708644483
Can't be helped, all you can do is deal with the feeling for now, it passes. Trying to get her back in the mental state you're in right now is the worst thing to do. If you still want her back later, make yourself better than you were, a five star man. Make her fall in love with you anew.
>>708629688
Hey bro
>m26
Also lawfag, but don't love it, idk if I should bail.
wat do?
To have sex with her
>>708645625
I like this. Thanks.
>>708629015
Death.
Oblivion
