Mental illness thread
>Age
>Gender
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
>location
>current state of life
>Age
18
>Gender
F
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
PTSD, ADHD, depression, anxiety, BPD
>location
USA
>current state of life
Not the greatest lately. Have an interview next week tho
>>708509087
34
M
None because I'm not an attention whoring unless piece of garbage.
Freedomland
Pretty damn well.
>>708509173
Kill yourself slut.
>>708509549
kill yourself whore
>age 20 >
>male
>social anxiety,depression,substance abuse,asexuality,
>Lisbon Portugal
>state of life: father doesent speak to me,live alone,lost my job again no money,pawning my shit for money for hax and cigarettes,ocasional shrooms to increase the existencial crissis fueling this self destruction path,
I tied a neuce made of an extension cord on my light fixture.... i just like looking at it while i smoke
>>708509087
18
Male
schizophrenic personality disorder
Germany, Hamburg
Got the diagnose 4 hours ago
>>708509173
kys please
>>708509173
Kill yourslef.
>19/M
>Schizophrenia,Bipolar Disorder
>New York, Florida
>I just want to cease existing as me
23
Male
Anxiety disorder
French island near South Africa
No job no friend no gf
>>708509087
>age
21
>gender
M
>illness
Bipolar 2
>location
Southern US
>how's life
Busy. Finishing my Chem degree and it's hard work.
>>708509087
>Age
31
>Gender
male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Normie
>location
UK
>current state of life
Happy
19
M
Megalomania
Usa
Taking a year off school to shitpost in my parents basement
23
M
Psychosis, Anxiety
UK
On the up
>>708509087
> 24
> male
> none
> Switzerland
> student, kissless virgin
>>708509549
>>708510788
>>708510949
I'm confused why you all told her to kill herself
>>708509087
>>708509087
31
m
bipolar, dysthemic disorder, anxiety
connecticut, usa
just got laid off from a job i wasn't doing good at anyway, wish i still had the job because i need the money but i feel a sense of freedom because it gave me horrible anxiety. pretty much just depressed now mostly lurking /b/ to keep my mind off the shitstorm thats gonna happen when i need rent money next month
>>708509087
>Age
20
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have
Asperger's Syndrome, Depression, Entomophobia, Panic Disorder and Social Anxiety.
>Location
The hidden dimension inside my head. My head currently resides in Brazil.
>Current state of life
Stagnant. Extremely dependent of others, running through a large financial crisis, absolutely no social life, no job, obvious kissless virgin, no friends, browsing 4chan.
>23
>male
>bipolar type 2, anxiety
>sweden
feeling swell, just got off suicidal episode, got my studies worked out and hired for new job. hypomania when
>>708509173
Good luck at interview.
>Age
21
>Gender
M
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Depression, general anxiety, social anxiety, pretty bad ADD coupled with mental hyperactivity and self destructive impulsiveness, very slight auditory schizophrenia.
>location
Midwest America
>current state of life
Not well. After being off adderall for a year and a half, I'm about to fail out of college for the second time. I can't keep myself together, can't convince myself to make good decisions, the days are fleeting. I'm working 40hrs a week at a job I hate to pay for a college I don't want to go to to get a career I won't enjoy to fund a life that I don't want to live.
I did however make a song recently and it's pretty alright I guess.
>>708511946
well post the song anon!
>19
>M
>none kek
>Israel
>very happy
>>708511919
Thank you haha
27
M
Agoraphobia (Confirmed by
psychotherapist and not a
self-diagnosis)
Sweden
Life is good, have jobs and kids. I only go outside on wednesdays for work. Other days i work from home. I can't go out and i don't know why.
>>708511919
m'lady
>>708509087
19
M
Anxiety problems, signs of schizo and in danger of suicide
Germany
I'll need to move to a stationary clinc in next 2-3 months. Till then, im chilling and smoking that fat kush.
>>708512015
No.
>>708509087
>>Age
18
>>Gender
male but mental illness
>>Illness you have (or lack there of)
i smoke weed
>>location
finland in a town of less than 10k fags
>>current state of life
skipping school and waiting ages for weed
29
male
depression
poland
end
>>708512233
:^(
>>708510340
enjoy trying to hang yourself and then just falling on your ass with the light smashing into your head.
>Age
35
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Psychosis and Schizophrenia
>location
Australia
>current state of life
Well, thanks for asking! :)
>>708510678
>>708510949
out of curiosity, do you or any others take medication for schizophrenia?
>>708512493
how it started?
>>708510340
dope decoration dude
>>708509087
>Age
18
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
none
>location
Germany
>current state of life
Good
>>708509173
did you get ptsd from the interwebz?
>>708509087
>Age
22
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
OCD (a real one, not the "oh I like everything nice and neat, I'm so ocd" kind of thing)
>location
Germany
>current state of life
OCD is mostly cured now. It was pretty vast about 2 years ago tho.
If you have questions, feel free to ask.
>Age
25
>Gender
male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
depression, anxiety, OCD, drug addicted
>location
US
>current state of life
I work part time and go to uni. I mostly want to work on quitting drinking and drugs, but its hard to get the time I need to make such a change.
>>708512764
How did OCD affect you? It affected me in a weird way with breathing and swallowing spit in my mouth. I was afraid to do either under the "wrong" circumstances
>>708510678
sick dude
>>708509087
23
Male
Bipolar Depression
United States
Unemployed, wishing I could go to school but lack money. Think about killing myself alot. Can't do it cause of someone who loves me dearly. I can't hurt her like that, I won't.
>>708512742
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
>none
>posts little autistic pedophilic chinese cartoon girl
you sure about that Hans?
>31
>M
>depression, general anxiety
>from some 3rd world shithole
>been out of work 1.5 years, living off my meager savings, on anti-depressant and anti-psychotics
23
m
Germany, from the US
none
fine, I guess. making money just waiting to go back home to the states.
>>708510340
Im in lisbon right now on vacation, in the chiado area. Where is a good place to find weed?
>age
16
>Gender
Male
>illnesses
Diagnosed: Hypothyroidism
Diagnosed But Obvious: Depression, Social Anxiety and Social Paranoia
>location
Manchester
>Current state of life
>Lonely
>>708512672
well not right now cause the docs dont really know me
>>708513028
militia detected
>29
>Male
>Might have ADHD
>New Jersey, USA
>Married, own a house, gymnastics instructor and have a kid on the way.
Life is awesome. Sorry for anyone with a more debilitating illness. I got nothing compared to the struggle most of you have to deal with but press on and never give up!
>>708512751
No I got diagnosed with ptsd when I was 14 :) I had to take a psychological evaluation because i was abused by my parents as a child. 3 of the 4 kids in my family including me ended up being diagnosed so how about you shut your fucking cunt mouth
>>708512865
thx man, i dont really know how to deal with it. im stuck in the same patterns for 2 years now.
>>708509087
>20
>aspie, depression, schizophrenia, bipolar, lack of empathy
>hobart, australia
>just meh.
I'm
Autistic
>>708512858
I had compulsive thoughts and obsessive behaviour, means e.g.:
-I switch on the light, think of something bad in this moment (this could have gone from a bad event that happened or just some random intrusive thought)
-I had to repeat that for a certain number of times and think it "right" at the right number.
-At the worst times this was able to take up to an hour until I got it right.
I guess that's very similuar to your "wrong" circumstances, but for me it was not necessarily something specific, but all kinds of things.
Could have gone from thinking something, to doing literally anything.
23
male
depression, anxiety, addiction
germany
going to rehab again soonish
30
Male
Depression, narcissism, borderline split personality disorder, ptsd, anxiety, gynandromorphophilia, sadomasichism, sexual addiction, alcoholism, consanguinity, gambling addiction
Texas
Indifferent
>>708509173
You sound cool. Wanna fuck?
>24
>male
>manic depressive
>social anxiety
>Anger issues
>Michigan
>Alright I guess. Got a decent job and am living within my means. Only thing missing is some pussy but its whatever
>>708513192
>how about you shut your fucking cunt mouth
your angst is showing.
isn't it past your bed time?
19
m
DR/DP disorder (actually it's more like as symptom)
France
Happy, you can live with it.
>>708513147
Im being serious you autistic fuck
>Age
28
>Gender
M
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
PTSD, GID, schizophrenia, psychosis, depression and probably a bunch of other shit I cant think of
>location
'murica
>current state of life
Shitty. Getting booted from military, can't find a decent job, trying not to an hero, but still getting by. Making people laugh helps the depression.
>>708513449
I'm taken
>>708509087
20
M
Don't think I really have anything wrong with me other than some social problems
Las Vegas, NV
I'm not too bad, recovering still from my break up from a 4 1/2 year relationship.
18.
Guy.
None.
Dane of marks.
Feelsgoodman.
21
M
Depression
USA
Pretty great
>>708513122
MODS!
underage faggot get out of here, this is 18+ site
>21 in a week
>m
>Major depressive disorder, social phobia, agoraphobia, Insomnia, possibly schizo
>Murica
>Losing my shit and had to quit work because of a reoccurring injury
Soon enough I'll unburden my family, disappear into the wilderness with some gear; live there until I die. No point any longer in trying to get help when things don't improve and the my toxicity for those who know me grows.
>>708513400
>texas
Im sorry anon
>>708509087
>age: 27
>gender: male
>illness: severe depression, anxiety, paranoia, social anxiety, ruined nerve system
>location: russia
>current state of life: total torture, I don't see any good future for me, so I hope I will die soon.
>>708509087
>18
>Male
>ADHD, it caused me a lot of troubles when i was at school, i left HS a year ago, now i have a job, i had a diagnosed depression and humor disorders by a psychiatrist, i took pills for over i year, that phase is over thanks goodness
>Europoor
>Pretty good to be honest, i have a job, i'm engaged, i have friends, i don't hang out really often but i'm not very sad with my life
>>708513122
enjoy your temporary ban, friend
>>708511762
> her
Go on fag into the gass chamber with you as well.
18
Female
Anorexia Nervosa
England
Getting better
>>708509087
>Age
20
>Gender
M
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
None
>location
Finland
>current state of life
Student
>>708513860
You know I also thought about living in the wilderness to die, but then I thought why not just jump off a cliff? Faster that way.
>>708513989
i forgot Arachnophobia, fucking spiders with your legs and claws
>>708513563
Ever handle two dicks?
>>708514111
Post pic with timestamp so we can judge whether it's actually getting better
>>708509087
21
cis white hetero male scum ( according to my PC genderfluid lesbian classmate )
Asperger's + narcissism + apathy + medium depression
my current state is not swell, it's sometimes not awful, then for a week of 2 fucking hell.
>>708509087
>21
>male
>Dysthymia (inability to produce serotonines --> chronicly varying between depression and mild depression)
>also got arithmofobia (fear of maths)
>Live in The Netherlands
>Doing decently
>>708514401
nope.
why?
23
Male
Nothing 'cause not a bitch
Italy
Nice Job, gf, cool Bros
>>708509087
>28
>male
>still not sure (see below*)
>USA
>6/10
*my family has been racked with mental illness. My mother suffers from extreme anxiety (won't travel outside the town where she lives and hasn't been leaving the house lately), and she also suffers from OCD and chronic depression. My sister has severe borderline personality disorder. My dad is relatively OK, actually.
Me? Yeah sometimes I get anxious, but I think it's within the "normal" range. I don't have panic attacks or anything. I feel depressed sometimes, and a therapist/psychologist once speculated that I may be bipolar. I *was* a drug addict (heroin) at one point in my life, a time when I was so down and depressed and had really low self esteem. (I'm clean now.)
I don't know. I don't know what the fuck I am or what I "have." I just think that when life sucks, I'm sad, and when it doesn't suck, I'm happy. That's normal, right?
>>708514345
>fear of maths
Haha top kek
If true, you're a poor fuck, math is awesome
>Age
21
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
ADD possible anxiety and clinical depression have counseling appointment today
>location
US
>current state of life
Pretty shitty depression has been hitting me hard haven't been sleeping or eating. Gf couldn't take it and left me. I hope the counseling helps.
>>708514622
wtf is that?
>29
>M
>Clinical Depression, high functioning alcoholism
>USA
Fine, ty for asking
>>708509173
Breasts or departure
>>708514822
It's quantum mechanics
>>708514852
if the thread OP asks for gender you can't breasts or gtfo, that isn't what it was invented for newfriend
21 yo male
Living with ADD + Amphetamine withdrawal
1 year clean of amphetamines, including the medication I was prescribed Adderall/Dexamphetamine
Australia
Current state of life is good. Things were bad, things were very bad. Now, I have a new job that pays well, I have patched up relationships with my parents, I upgraded with my girlfriend, and I have plans for my life. Despite having a rather apathetic mood throughout it all, im happy with how everything is going.
/rant
>>708514622
well it manifests in the way that I am not stupid and can do math and statistics. However I get some sort of panic attacks and it takes me a while before my head is calm enough to comprehend the mathematical problem. It's very odd and not really a problem because I study history, but the doc diagnosed me with it though
>>708509087
>Age
26
>Gender
Attack Helicopter (male)
>Illness
Avoidance Personality Disorder
>Location
Cape Town, South Africa
>current state of life
unemployed and hating it
im a common breed around here
20
male
anxiety, depression
uk
surprisingly stable at the moment, studying but still jobless
>>708515025
gj anon. keep it up. apathy will turn into satisfaction soon enough.
>>708514196
Too much of a coward, and at least if I go live in the wilderness I'll have a chance to live for once with my own merits; as long as that would be. Maybe I'd find peace or just finally lose all my shit.
Need to buy a gun before I do though, wonder how far in I'd need to go for the forest service not to find me.
If I finally got the mettle to end it.
>Bottle of single malt scotch
>Get a revolver
>Go on the local pier
>Drink through the night
>Watch the sun rise one more time
Been thinking about it for years, but like I said; I'm a coward.
>>708515008
>newfriend
>28
>Male
>Im a conservative male who drinks.
>USA
>Just terrible, millennials have destroyed my country, future.
>>708515025
>amphetamine withdrawal
... is the worst fucking thing ever. It's not the physical symptoms, of which there are very few, save for maybe a little fatigue. It's the crippling fucking depression and lack of motivation that lingers for fucking MONTHS.
I actually had to take time off from school it was so bad. I wanted to stick a fucking gun in my mouth every day. I felt like such an incapable piece of shit.
>>708515067
Seems like you just wanted an excuse why you are shitty at math, this doesn't seem to be a real thing
>>708515164
you're not a coward, its our instinct that stops us
>Age
21
>Gender
Male i guess
>Illness
See above, Depression, anxiety
>Location
Hanover, Germany
>State of life
Doing absolutely nothing, going nowhere. I hate it. Also currently completely obsessed with a woman.
>>708515748
Share your la'dy obsession story ano'n
>>708515118
Thanks anon. Anhedonia is only temporary apparently. I just didn't think it would ever happen for a while. It happens! Most people having a shit time in this thread should be reminded there's better days ahead.
>>708515887
>be me, 21
>meet woman who has bf of 5 years
>i think she is perfect for me in my current situation
>wither a chance
>fuck it all up as i am a complete loser
>she still wants to be friends
>i want to quit contact, at least for a while cause it hurts too much
>still ill react to everything she texts me and spend all day thinking about her
yup, i am pathetic.
anons, are all these mental illnesses part of natural selection? has it finally caught up with us?
>>708515503
Aha I was worried there would be nobody in this thread that can relate, that's why I put it in the mental illness category. Your body gets a bit of stress hormone; Your mind gets completely torn apart over and over again until you can finally give up.
Unfortunately I was using both dex & meth amphetamines simultaneously + benzos, alcohol, weed, and ecstasy* pretty regularly.
My fault; my mental state was absolutely shattered. If I didn't have ADD from birth** I definitely acquired it since.
>Do not recommend/10
* Rarely just MDMA
* Probably from birth also
>>708509173
Fuck off you dumb skank
>24
>M
>Depression, Substance Abuse, Bipolar, Anxiety (i suspect from to much acid too often)
>North Dakota
>Jobless, and broke. Girl just dropped 10k on a car too, ill never know how she sees anything in me
>>708512150
People get hurt. Best explanation I can give(?)
>>708509173
>Sorry babe, you'll not find any respect here. that doesn't mean any of these faggots are right though.
>>708509087
>40
>M (of course)
>depression (or possibly manic-depression)
>Arizona
>feels like it's all falling apart again, even though it's really coming together
I've been on the depressive side of things for the better part of 4 years, basically since my parents died. My girlfriend at the time kicked me out and took back her ex, whom she married a few months later. I'm living in a 3-bedroom mobile home, and my (adult) niece and brother are both renting rooms to "help" pay my rent (they pay the whole thing). I have to force myself to get out of bed every day, and I head to work literally 2-3 hours late every. single. day. (Cab driver for the win; I make my own schedule.) Once I'm driving, I'm okay for the rest of the day, but then the next morning, it's the same struggle all over again.
>>708516997
That fuckng rocks.
>>708516997
well you didn't kill yourself yet so why not post tits?
>>708517136
Post yours first
18
Male,
Schizophrenia,
BPD,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Ireland, Louth.
Oh I'm havin the time of my life, definitely love life, me, oh yeah, livin the dream
kek
>>708516592
Yeah no I can definitely relate. It lasted months and that was the shittiest part of the whole thing. I've withdrawn from heroin before and that definitely sucked, but if someone asked me to pick one or the other to experience right now...
>a week of feeling really, really sick
>months of feeling the most depressed you've ever felt in your life
I'd choose the first one a la heroin withdrawal.....and I can't even believe I'm saying that.
hate doesn't require intelligence.
>Age
24
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Rapid cycling bipolar disorder, social phobia
>location
Bratislava, Slovak Republic
>current state of life
In ruins
Self-diagnosed tumblr fags gtfo
>>708516238
Sigh
19
M
bipolar, think i have dissociative disorder too
Life's okay...
>18
>male
>faggot
>trap threads
>feminine
29
Bipolar
Overactive thyroid
Depression
Anxiety
Apd
Depersonolisation
Paranoia
Nottingham UK
Feel like deep fried dog poo, but have signed myself into a mental health program
good 1 OP
>>708517757
good luck mate. At least you're in the UK... Mental Health in USA sucks bad.
>>708517356
If I had to explain Hell on earth, it would be meth withdrawal.
I do feel for you anon. I wish you the best in life now
>>708509087
19
M
Dunno sometimes i just feel empty and nothing has meaming
Czech rep.
Up and down
>>708511762
probably because her post in particular screams attention whore. An 18 year old female with a mountain of that self-diagnosed tumblr BS
>>708509087
26
avoidant personality disorder
USA
shit. I don't think I'll ever have the ability to form healthy relationships.
>>708509087
>Age
18
>Gender
Male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
am a faggot
>location
Germany
>current state of life
2y
>>708509087
>>Age
21
>>Gender
Male
>>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Diagnosed with Asperger. Wouldn't be surprised if I got schizoid aswell, since the symtoms of schizoid describe me perfectly. cba getting it diagnosed.
>>location
Narnia.
>>current state of life
Could be better, could be worse.
>>708518870
I've been diagnosed with everything I listed :)
>>708519965
I'm sure. kys
>>708520135
what the fuck gave you PTSD at 18
>age
19
>gender
Male
>illness
Schizoid Personality Disorder
>location
USA
>current state of life
Doing well, have a job and everything so I'm fine
>>708513541
>GID
so you got a penis or a vag?
>>708509087
>Age
24
>Gender
M
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Paranoid Schizophrenia, Social Anxiety, Generalized Anxiety Disorder
>location
'Merica
>current state of life
Uh.. Okay I guess? What does this question mean?
20
Male
Sociopath, Adhd, Smoke weed/hash daily
Sweden
Lifes going good, Working as a service technician.
>>708520504
I was physically abused by my mom and dad. Thrown against walls and heads smashed into dry wall and drug up stairs by my hair and my mom refused to feed us or buy food for us at all. It's been4 years since we got taken and My heart still races when I hear someone walking outside my room or I hear children cry or scream or I hear fucking high heels on a wood floor. It was hell
>>708511869
>>Current state of life
>Stagnant. Extremely dependent of others, running through a large financial crisis, absolutely no social life, no job, obvious kissless virgin, no friends, browsing 4chan.
Same brah
>>708521572
Those aren't symptoms of PTSD, though.
>>708509087
>>Age
21
>>Gender
Male
>>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Autism, dyslexsia, depression, no common sense and no empathy and to top it off ibs and anxiety
>>location
Scotland
>>current state of life
Trying to keep my life together and move away from problems and trying to make friends
>>708521711
The flashbacks are. Everytime I hear something like the high heels or children crying all I can see is what happened to me and my sisters. The mistrust the anxiety the paranoia the anger the delusions intrusive thoughts and misplaced guilt. I've got it all. I remember during the psych eval I was so nervous I broke my flip flop. Everything about it sucked.
>Age
26
>Gender
M
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
PTSD, GID, schizophrenia, and depression.
>location
Ontario
>current state of life
Pretty shitty fam.
>>708517889
Thanks man, it's not all its cracked up to be over here, the cuts on mental health are more than bad, you have to be seriously screwed up to get the help needed otherwise it's just a trip to the gp once a month, it's took 3 suicide attempts and a lot of pleading to get put on this program.
>>708512296
poor fella
>>708521949
>>708521572
Hope you get better anon. Dealing with fucked up families is hell.
>>708521949
did they fuck you too?
>>708509087
23
Female
Depression, anxiety.
COL
Fucked Up.
>>708509087
>Age
26
>Gender
male
>Illness you have (or lack there of)
Had severe hyperactivity and anger management when in my teens. Most gone from self discipline. But it somewhat lingers, I feel.
>location
USA, WI.
>current state of life
Jobless at the moment, but not down about it or anything. And I personally feel okay mentally.
>>708522442
Do you smonk weed?
>>708509549
>34
>lurking 4chan
Sure... Your life seems amazing.
>>708522526
>smonk
>18
>M
>severe Dyslexia, mild ADD, speech impediment?
>USA
>alive
>>708522702
Not the guy you're responding to, but what the fuck does age and 4chan have to do with one's being successful/happy or not? Really think about it.
The guy who introduced me to /b/ 9 years ago is an accountant now and doing very well for himself. Me? I'm not doing as well as he is, admittedly, but I'm doing all right. I've got a career and make a modest middle class income. We're both happy and we still cruise /b/
I know it's hard to believe, but not everyone on here is a loser...
>>708515098
hello fellow 26-year-old avoidant
>unemployed and hating it
me too
>>708511869
>>Illness you have
>Asperger's Syndrome
my mom thinks I have have it anon I'm 22 wew lad
