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ADHD thread faggots
It's finally ruining my life at 30 yrs old. I'm being sued for defamation, my marriage is in shambles, and my finances are a wreck. This is a debilitating condition.
someone tried talking to me for longer than 30 seconds today
walked way aint got time for that shit lifes good niggah
>>708476697
have u tried meds? or smoking pot?
>>708476916
please go on
>>708477936
Addy. I love it. I hate it.
>>708478485
there are other options... always new meds coming out and they work differently for different people.
Had to take it as a kid, felt like a drone.
Now I'm drug free and WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENSHBDJDKELAKSJDNEJALSKDJDKENEISLAJDJEJAKAJEHRNRJDOCOELWLAOWJRJEJICAOLALQOEJRIDUXNSAMHGWJWKDIDJDN192848481001193847289101101010000010101011101011000000101010101101110101010110110100010101101101010100101010101010101010101010201010001010101010101000
>>708478924
ya a lot of ppl say that... Im a psychologist so I wonder what its like for kids.... would you recommend or no?
>>708479173
Honestly no, when I took it I almost seemed devoid of emotion. I feel like it could morph someone's brain chemistry as they're growing up. I'd stick with good ol vitamin B.
>>708478790
But the thing is once you go to addy you can't turn back. I always miss the euphoria, but when it turns against you it fucks you up. My addy fueled delusions of grandeur have landed me in deep shit lately.
>>708479173
Btw do you think Hillary Clinton is a psychopath?
>>708479678
>>708479721
ya ive heard that.. parents have told me their kid was a zombie which I totally understand not putting them on meds. currently thats the most effective thind for ADHD. If it helps you concentrate in school is it worth it? Also, from what Ive read, it works differently for different people
>>708479725
Trump def. Clinton likely. US is fucked :(
>>708479971
I've consistently heard across the board from parents that it turns their kids into zombies which is peculiar, but I guess that's how kids brains are maybe.
I found out I have ADHD in college about a year ago and I've been on addy since. Until college I wasn't really challenged in school tho, nothing was really difficult so doing things last minute or half assed was great or enough to get by.
Then I actually needed to read textbooks and do 15+ page assignments on bullshit I couldn't give a shit less about (at least most of the shit in high school was easy enough to get through it and turn it into a game).
>>708480228
Ya I have heard of your situation happening too. Developing brains are very vulnerable, much safer to be on meds if you're an adult... Its scary what is allowed in some countries and not in others ... Do you find exercise helps? Diet? Constant reminders to concentrate?
Ayy
>>708479173
I got really high doses of Ritalin and Concerta (methylfenydate) when i was in elementary, like the other guy said it makes you a robot, yet you're too young to understand what's going on. I told my teachers i didn't want to use meds on a school trip because i can't laugh anymore with meds. It's sad to hear a kid say that.
>>708480439
I haven't been able to work on diet and exercise because school is going and I don't have much liberty to plan out a diet and exercise routine. I try to keep an upper body stretch with a pull-up bar and my campus is hilly enough that my legs and calves are good, but diet is just all over the place with food.
I have no issue concentrating on something I really care about like coding but if I'm burned out after a long day I can't find myself focusing on even things that I love without addy.
I have noticed that with addy it's a powerful tool but it has to be used in the right manner. I take an XR 20mg in the morning before class and it keeps me going literally like clockwork but if I don't get enough sleep, eat enough food, or if I sit at my computer at home then I lull into distraction.
>>708480893
that is fucked up. kids should be able to laugh and play. giving kids medicine that afects their chemistry in the brain is fucked up. their are so many connections being made and for it to fuck up during such a huge learning process is horrible.
would you like me to post a conclusion i was reading in an article about the developing mind?
>>708480439
I wonder how long ADHD has been around though. I wonder if it's some deep dark government social stigma that was intentional; to make us all wacked out of our minds while being partially autistic.
I remember just yelling in class as a kid to relieve some extra energy and blacking out while sitting at my desk and then 20 min was just 2 seconds and I come back to and I don't know what's going on.
>>708479971
i take adderall but i dont get that "zonbir" feeling. honestly at this point its only purpose is waking me up
>>708481093
If you want to, go ahead. I quit meds when i was 12 and starting to understand what was going on. At that moment i started to believe into my own mental strength and tried to fight against ADD myself. I still believe people can achieve more with a good mindset than with meds. I worked in a kindergarten for a year too and the teacher there made some Kids parents go to the doctor because they needed meds for behaviour according to her. Breaks my heart to see toddlers get medication...
>>708481599
fuck i can't remember it. im sorry anon
>>708480944
ya it will help everyone concentrate. parents always ask why kids with adhd can play vids for hours but thats cuz vids give you immediate reinforcement whereas studying does not.. try exercising more it might help, go for a morning jog or something. and when you start to lose concentration, take a break and go for a walk to something. movement breaks are good
>>708481427
there were medical documentations from the late 1700s reporting concerns with inattention.
>>708480893
so sad. I am very weary of recommending parents take their kids to the dr cuz drs always prescribe meds
>>708482098
Aww mennn, have any questions tho?
>>708481599
I was on Ritalin for awhile but then switched to dexadryn (?). Stopped taking my pills when I was around 12. Now I feel almost as if I didn't even really have ADHD. The odd time I might find it hard to focus, or what not but it's definitely not as bad as it was when I was a kid.
getting over a 100mgs tomorrow. To plug get shit done, feel amazing, and then crash and feel like an utter rek.. I dont know why i continue to do this shit.. Most ive plugged at once was like 180mgs.
>>708482515
what is it like not to feel? my friend that is bipolar and schizophrenic says she feels numb some times
adderall instant release fucked my life up for a bout a year. abused the shit out of it staying up 5 days at a time and dropped down to like 90lbs. i dont suggest using it.
>>708482822
Some people seem to outgrow the negative effects of ADHD yes. I have ADD tho which makes the hypersensitivity absent in me. I am currently in university and i find myself having troubles concentrating. I am considering taking meds again Just for univerity....
>>708482355
I've been considering more exercise including jogging, mostly because when I run for an extended time I get out of breath really quick and it's shamefur dispray.
Also, screen time is likely to make things worse. limit yourself to 1-2 hrs per day
>>708482860
Uhhh, like the person in your head that watches the movie of your life in your head usually gets to feel the emotions too, but the meds Block any impulse/ reaction you might have, which does help you not responding to stuff, but you Just know and feel something is not right. Something feels missing and you feel so slow...
5'0
101 pounds
i take 30 mg of adderall xr in capsule form once every day and twice occasionally on nights where I have a shit ton of studying / homework to do
>>708483686
This board is not for 12 year olds.
You have to leave.
>>708475996
Starterra vs retalin? Any experience with these two (pros and cons)?
>>708483686
>5'0
>101 pounds
are you like 13
>>708483851
i'm just a short, ADD fuck, u fuck
>>708483518
why would anyone say that it is okay to do that to a kid??!! that is fucked up! im surprised they haven't banned meds for people under a certain age
>>708483967
Is this you?
>>708478485
Mail me all of your adderal please
>>708484136
i'm not stinky nor brown, sir.
either way, i'm constantly jacked up on legal cocaine ;) so i'm gut
>>708475996
You must be retarded to think adhd is a disease to be treated loooooooooooool I do ADHD and my own will sustain me really good! Do you have the same iron will than I ? if not start thinking about dropping meds and focusing on personnal work!
>>708484271
Fine you win
>>708483967
ADHD 6'0 130 lbs no medication.
>>708484056
Of course they don't ban meds for Kids. Teachers are lazy fucks that only care about 'that one child' being quiet. When i worked in kindergarten i saw it happening first hand. There was this boy, 5 years old, everyone (adults) was having problems with him. But i never haad these problems because i acknowledged i was working with a kid and i used love, imagination and fun to stimulate him. Promised him he can go outside or on the PC when he did his work,it worked great. Yet the teach convinced his parents to go get meds near the end of the year. He turned zombielike too, GG
>>708484747
jesus fucking christ. really? they really don't realize how much they are fucking their child up in the long run
>>708484136
how did u get this photo pls delet this
I find it interesting all the fucks with ADHD arent sleeping yet haha.
was on Ritalin, then dexasomeshit and then adderall xr strongest mg until I was 18 .
Can confirm the dead zombie feeling. RItalin fucked me up as a kid though. body didnt react well to it
>>708484844
Yup, breaks my heart, i hope to make a change when i am done studying.
>>708485005
I'm glad i don't have ADHD and only depression that is on off
>>708484928
Heh, getting to sleep is horrible, i can only fall asleep if i am so tired i cant open my eyes anymore. If i go to bed early i end up lying in bed fully awake with my eyes closed for like 5 hours. Usually i get frustrated as fuck by then and the anger makes me even less sleepy. Its no fun.
>smoking crack with a milf at local flop house
>she talks on an on about her special needs child
>can't work because special needs child her 24 hours a day
>special needs child needs special classes
>blah blah blah special needs
>finally ask what's wrong with her kid
>ADHD
>mfw
Addys help me, but i abuse addys.
Without addys i can't work, but with addys im killing myself
Are any of the posters above still here?
>>708485174
ADHD and ADD arent even bad things in my eyes. I am still very social and people love the ADD parts in my personality. The pro's of ADD are strong inside me and actually do feel as a part of me being myself. And with on off depression you mean bipolar i assume?
>>708485246
I know the insomnia feels all too well
>>708485524
I usually say it isnt really insomnia, i mean i easily sleep for 12 hours straight and very deep. Just getting to that point takes forever. Like i am set to a 28 hour day or something.
>>708485436
obviously a few of us are running circles in the field with squirrels anon
>>708485756
Yea thats insomnia lol.
Theres the kind that doesnt let you get to sleep.
theres a kind that doesnt let you stay asleep, and then theres the kind that you sleep very easy but wake up every 5 mins
>>708485518
i don't want to seem like an attention whore so i don't say i think i have bipolar because i don't like people feeling bad for me. but in honesty i do think im bipolar. during the day im happy as fuck, social, non perverted. during night im perverted, sad, sadistic, and wanting to cuddle my girlfriend to sleep.
I have adhd and have been on daytrana for a couple years. It's transdermal so I get a low dose throughout the day and I can take the patch off whenever I choose. It has been a godsend for me to finally be able to focus and live my life properly. Nobody should say that it doesn't help because it does. It may not be for everyone but for me it allowed me to live a normal life. If you want to deal with your adhd by sheer willpower I commend you, but not everyone is capable or willing to deal with the stress from that.
>>708475996
i have adult adhd at the age of 21 its fucked i cant concentrate on shit at all and thats bad as a fucking sparky. constantly make dumb fucking mistakes and take ages to do shit cus i drift off. worst thing is doctors in aus wont give me meds for it. i get depressed from fucking up all the time and feel like shit then get depressed knowing i cant fix it. then forget about all of it when the weekend comes as i do drugs im in a constant cycle of self fucking adhd rape
>>708485916
Oh, i didnt even know that haha
>>708475996
I just smoke a bunch of weed. Has been amazing for me, I am finally getting places with work, friends, etc.
>>708486142
weed /b/ro its been a god send for me
>>708486278
hmmm maybe there need to be some ADHD pot studies conducted
>>708486342
nah man i get paranoid as fuck when i smoke weed now so i cant
>>708485939
It's okay, i have friends who have to live with being bipolar too. One moment they're super happy, next moment you get called at night you need to Come right now, Finding out they cut themselves in some negative trance they were in. Pretty intense to witness.
>>708486142
stop being a fucking pussy
>>708486491
AH good ole paranoia. That sucks, id say try different strains but a lot of that shit is pure mental and cant be unfucked in your mind
>>708486552
sorry my bad
>>708486491
also SEE >>708486552
gotta weight your options there
>>708486519
speaking of cutting, one time i was about to take my life because a girl i used to love didn't love me back. so i had the scissors up to my throat because life hurt too much without her. but now im so much better because i have my loving gf. im so glad i had my friends during that time or else i may have not made it out alive. anyways kind anon. what would you like to learn?
>>708486586
yeh i used to smoke a lot but now i cant smoke even a cone. dont want to fuck myself worse than i already am. No one knows im fucking sad or anything act like the happiest fucking guy in the world cus i hate fucking bringing others down to a shitty mood.
>>708486808
As familiar as all this sounds, all I can tell you is try to make the days worth it. force yourself to do something you like instead of something you are dreading doing etc.. Basically start being a bum and pick yourself up by having fun and making crazy choices you wouldn't normally make. Especially if you are feeling depressed enough to end it. Why end it before a funstraveganza
>>708486750
I am always intrested to learn anything, or just listen. I am a certified teacher for elementary and currently studying for Social Worker. I want to specialise in mental troubles and most probably i am going to work in a middle/ high school observing/ helping troubled students.
I wanna get meds again, the overstimulation keeps me up at night. :/
>>708487036
I do this too, i make choices i usually won't Just for the sake of steering things up a bit. Makes life more interesting!
>>708487173
I am also considering meds Just for school again
>>708487043
do you mind if i share a little bit of what has happened to me to you?
>>708479173
It actually doesn't do that with me, makes me feel more energized and puts me in a more positive mood. Although it's very wishy washy when i take it. Sometimes it works and sometimes i feel like i literally took nothing.
>>708487274
Same here, I was in college for a fucking semester before I quit from the stress.
>>708487315
Tell me everything ;)
>>708487204
AYE that it does laddie
I'm in college and take Concerta (methylphenidate, closer to Ritalin than Addy) twice a day. 72mg (2 pills) in the morning so I can focus in class and then 5 mg (1 pill) in the evening for homework and so the drug wears off more gradually, which makes it easier.
It's 4:15 AM EST and I'm on multiple short-acting pills trying to get a simple 6-8 page essay done (which I can do) but keep getting distracted and then it's an hour and a half later.
This girl I've been seeing (and most of my other friends) tell me it's like I'm a different person when I'm taking Concerta - I'm much less outgoing and energetic - but can't get shit done well if at all if I don't take it.
I'm 19 and unless my still-developing brain magically gets rid of ADHD this is my life.
And people tell me "Oh you're so lucky that you have an actual prescription for ADD drugs" on a regular basis when they find out.
>>708487466
Sad to hear that mate. Stupid thing about college is that they make it just bearable for 'normal' people, giving us distracted people a hard time.
I have a five year old, who had (still has, but now under control) several allergies (including lactose intolerance), and also "Hyperkinetic syndrome in. obs.) for now. Due to both some hearing problems related to allergies, he's late developing speech.
Now he talks, but mostly repeating phrases, and it seems he has a real problem focusing on speech. When he does make an effort he can speak decent (still under norm for age), and also has attention problems. Gets angry easily, has problems following preschool .....
For now he's on no meds what so ever, and I'd like to keep it like that as long as possible. We do speech therapy 3 times a week, and behaviour therapy 2 times a week (psychomotoric reeducation), plus some extras depending on season (hypotherapy - on a horse, when the weather is nice).
If anyone with adult ADHD can relate and/or give advice from experience I'd appreciate it much. We'd like to help, but don't want to turn him into a zombie and/or impede his learning process.
>>708487665
Cant stand hearing stupid drug addict whores talk about snorting adderall for parties
>>708487665
eat healthy, take nootropics, practice meditation and mindfulness, and train your willpower, being conscious of your habits, patterns and desires. and detox your mind and body from that shit before its too late, you still have some time.
add/adhd is a scam meant to cheat you out of your mind and body
please trust me
>>708487765
Cant really give you advice to help the child. Only thing that worked for me was weed, will power and video games
>>708487520
okay, when i was 8 i had a friend come over that was 14. he is guy friend. we decide to camp out in my camper that i have because why the fuck not? little did i know that i was going to suck his cock and take it up the bum. so that has left me with a distaste for men. now lets fast forward it bit. i have been using google plus because its better than fag book. too nervous to hook up with girls in real life and i don't want to watch porn so i do this thing called RP(basically sexting) after doing some rp with this latina i ask her if she would like to date. she says sure. during that week i cried every night. i tried contacting her several times and she ignored me. and continued talking to other men. i then broke it up because i didn't want to get hurt any more. the details are fuzzy now but ill go up to now. okay i keep on doing rp and get a gf that actually loves me. she is bisexual and prefers females more than males. whateverimcoolwiththat.jpeg
i keep on just being a sweet talker to her and take an interest in her art work.(a genuine interest) she is okay at art and i like it. it makes her that much more beautiful. after a bit more in the relationship i find out that she is masochistic. i know what that means and the sadistic but somehow loving side in me comes out. and the words my gf sends to me are like pure heaven "you are the first guy that has ever made me horny" continue?
>>708487665
You sound alot like me. Can you imagine i got prescribed 54 mg Concerta daily when i was 10? I think it's a pretty high dose. I am 21 now and considering taking Concerta again to finish college and then stop again. ADD only gives me positive vibes except from school related stuff.
>>708487765
buy some meth from a local street dealer (easy to find around casinos late at night) and put some in his food or let him smoke up. this helped me tremendously when i was a kid and had similar problems.
>>708475996
I'm so ADD I can hardly read this thread
>>708487999
Trips represent.
Can you imagine being prescribed 90mg of adderall xr at that age?
>>708487765
Some people dont turn into zombies, it may help alot! Don't forget that his bad concentration might have other causes than ADHD, because i would feel like there is more important stuff thand school etc if i were in his shoes.
>>>>708487924
Yes you're right. All I have to do is think better thoughts and not put anything into my body that helps my brain work as it's supposed to.
>>708487989
Please for the love of god don't continue .
It was fine at first but then you got into the beta RP cuckery
>>708487999
Jesus fucking christ that's a lot for a 10 year old. How did you manage it/what made you stop?
Same here, ADD generally gives me positive vibes and (I'm told) makes me more fun to be around except when it's time to get shit done.
>>708488218
Some people crazy! Sounds horrible, how was it to have such a high dose of that stuff. I dont think they prescribe it here in my country.
>>708488328
beta rp cuckery? at what point did i say i wanted my ex gf to look for other men to sext? of fucking course not. i wanted to talk to her but she just threw me away like trash and it still hurts to this day.
>>708488275
Don't fan the flames of their own monumental ignorance.
In all seriousness, good luck to the rest of you Attention Deficit High Definition cable providers
>>708475996
Took addy as prescribed as a kid. hit 14 started crushing and railing it. Did coke a lot and meth twice. Nothing compared to Coke / addy line mixed with mush.
>>708488511
DId you ever have actual human interaction with this "gf" anon? cause if not thats proves my point entirely
>>708475996
What's helped me out an insane amount lately with my ADHD was the realization that I (and many like me) don't actually have a problem with paying attention.
We have a problem with breaks.
Either we let a break last indefinitely, or we don't take one and it becomes destructive.
For whatever part of my brain causes the condition, is the same one that allows me to hold tasks in RAM basically, but never never process them. I'll keep feeling like I AM accomplishing X Y and Z, while I'm over here on F telling myself that W is going to be easy once I start on M. Before I know it I'm balls-deep in L (and generally doing it in a way that's a MASSIVE waste of time) and every other task is half-done to the point that it's now a larger task to unfuck everything.
So then,, I'll work on something so ferociously, and so intensely for so far beyond the point where a normal person would take a break, that it ends up getting tagged as a "chore" in my brain and I avoid it because of the exhaustion I reach repeating the same thing over and over.
What's left is a half-evaporated brain brain, sapped of all of the hormones that balance a person out and tell them what they like and what they don't, and unfortunately life doesn't move that slow so while you're recharging you have to do something else.
It's like if "being in the mood," used as a true qualifier, for normal people is almost like catching a bus. It's probably on time, but if it's not you can adapt because there are a couple things you can use to get where you're going. For us it's like someone marked one horse in a stampede with a small tag and we get to jump in and find it. Just sorting out the path to our goal is exhausting and disorienting.
>>708488507
To be on that high of dose became normal for me, I was super zombied out for the most part. GREAT at taking tests in school, but always had perpetual cotton mouth
>>708487989
Haha, you may continue if you feel like it~
>>708488667
no, she lived two timezones away from me. but she still made me happy for a very brief day when she said her and i were bf and gf. anyways now im going to focus on my current gf that seems like we are completely in love. i miss her right now and is why im still up is because i couldn't say good night to her
>>708488275
the way you say that makes me believe you havent learned much about how habit is formed and the brain trains itself to seek constant cycles of reward/release. also current research now more than ever shows the importance of diet and mindful habits on proper neurobiological homeostasis.. sure, you /could/ take the easy route and simply directly ingest the chemicals that you instead should be training your body to naturally release. but if you do that you are cheating yourself and setting yourself up for a life of dependency and weak will. you are young enough to get out of that sink hole before it is too late, whether you choose to believe and listen to me is up to you.
trust me. i have experimented with about every drug on the planet, have had and overcome multiple addictions and now finally have myself stable and in a good way after years and years of experimenting with different functions and systems of the mind and body. i have more experience with these things than you could possibly imagine. if you choose not to listen to me then you are a fool, sorry.
medication in 90% of cases is a crutch, and if you are in the 10% that does legitimately need these chemicals then i am sorry and god help you.
>>708488754
well my current gf is kinda like a loli. she is 5'1" and weighs 74 lbs. so if that helps with any ideas
>>708488842
holy shit man, meet real women. Not some role play fantasy you get off to online. I mean actual meat and bones. And you fuck the living daylights outta her. You aint in love if you havent been up each others actual asses day in and day out(not counting virtual asses)
>>708488448
Yeah, and that makes it frustrating as fuck. People love being around me and tell me i am smart and caring. Yet school says the complete opposite. It's confusing and bad for your self esteem. Sometimes in school with some teachers or subjects i am genuinely interested and get super high grades, after that happens i get blamed by school all the time for 'not wanting to work' while we all know 'i can do much better' bla bla bla
>>708488866
gtfo lord xenu
>>708488866
full house
i was on this same medication for about five years and the only way i can describe this is that it felt like that the 'productivity' i got on it was a shallow, 2d form of the ultimate 3d truth of motivation i now can access. artificial, muddy, tense. not like liquid clarity of a clear mind. it has been a long and hard road getting to where i now am but im really very serious when i say that taking an amphetamine on a daily basis will seriously screw up your mind in the long run. i have seen it happen to alot of people. they are just not the same at all.
seems like most people in the thread have taken big pharma hook, line and sinker..
>>708488986
yeah yeah yeah, i know. the day i get to see her im going to make her walk funny
More questions from the same parent as above:
If I understand correctly, playing games (to practice attention) plus trained excersises (classes with a defectologist) are a good way to go? We let him play with model trains, and on a Wii U and he can do that for a long time, seems to have no problem with attention.....
I'm still worried about speech issues. Does any adult with ADD/ADHD have those? When it's easier to use a phrase that to come up with a sentence? Is it difficult for adults? Could you help me understand my kid any better?
>>708488866
"trust me im a drug addict"
You want a cookie for how dumb you sound?
Even I completely question the morals of the medication provided to ADHD / ADD patients but I still know many, many people need that shit to not bounce off the god damn walls and get thrown into violent mood swings. You need to learn more about the inner workings of all this shit faggot. not just drugs and addiction
>>708489255
Only time i had issue with speech was from a concussion / mild traumatic brain injury
>>708488931
Pics
>>708489365
im not gonna send any pics
>>708489124
How old are you
>>708489255
I have severe ADD but i speak perfectly, people tell me i speak slow tho.
>>708489255
honestly your kid might have more problems than ADHD.
>>708489263
not a drug addict. a curious self with an insatiable desire to understand how the mind works. proclivity to use mind altering substances has absolutely no demerit on the validity of one's statements or observations as long as they are of sound mind. also see my previous post to this.
about 10% really need it, and that is only because they were set up for failure from childhood. the majority of this is delusion. you have no idea how truly and incredibly powerful the mind and conscious will can be. best hidden secret of the modern age, in fact.
you claim i need to learn more about the inner workings etc, but i have observed and experimented with these same 'inner workings' on a mental, physical and theoretical level for well over a decade, observed the different functions and systems of the mind and how they all interact both in myself and others. i admit i may sound a bit self-righteous, but i feel as though i have the right to be with the things i have found out. i still know next to nothing, its terribly complicated, but i know enough to say that all of this medication shit is for the most part a huge delusional scam. if you want to keep your head in the clouds and try to attack me over it, that is your problem. i am just trying to help everyone reach the full potential that we all deserve to achieve.
>>708487665
>>708487806
getting a script for adhd or add is like literally the easiest thing ever
>>708488866
tl;dr go watch anime you fucking queer
>>708480893
Thats exactly how i felt too, im not on any meds anymore but i still feel kind of hollow even 16 years later
Went on something called equasym Depot to "treat" my ADD. It worked for three years time, but after that I got nothing out of it. And now my sense of hunger is permanently broken. I'm now in high school I guess you call it. (not an amerifat)
>>708489847
that's because you take dick all the time
>>708489737
>full potential
confirmed Hubbard
But seriously, you act as if you are the only one that knows of mind altering substances. Smoke more DMT bruh become one with the trees and suck gods dick for all I care. What you need to invest time in is more in the biochemistry of things, not the pseudoscience . Im allfor LSD and DMT and shrooms but holy shit pull your head out of your ass and enlighten a fart
>>708489810
youll have to try harder than that, anon
all you have done with that post is show me that you are 1. a bigot and 2. unable to entertain high-complexity thoughts
>>708489938
Basically you're just a fat fuck?
>>708489938
Forgot to write more:
I used it from 6th grade to 9th and it was terrible. Made me so emotionally dead that I basically never had friends.
>>708489847
The hollow feeling never went away haha...
>>708490092
Not quite the opposite really. I never have the craving for food anymore.
Thought it was ADHD. Turned out it was paranoid schizophrenia. my b
school wasn't for me i guess
>>708489986
Yeah im just trying to fill the hole
Kek
>>708489737
I'll gtfo saying this...
After taking myself off the drugs at 18 and doing many various other drugs and things since (im 27 now) I can completely see the use for adderall and the like. Some days are much much worse than others and much harder to simply "will away the bad things in your head" sometimes no amount of anything will help and thats when weed helps a lot , but even then thats just to calm your mind, not for attention purposes. Keep believing that magical lord xenu will turn you into a god fag and have a good one
>>708490021
but i never once mentioned lsd, dmt or anything of the sort. sure, they provide very useful perspective, but in the end that has nothing to do with the points ive made
nor have i said anything pseudoscientific? nor have i claimed that a subjective truth is the same as an objective.
these are all things you could observe within yourself if you had enough patience and willpower. you would not be able to deny the way in which we train ourselves to perform actions, seek and release chemicals and the viable mechanism to essentially metaprogram these functions if you were doing it yourself. this is not unique to myself. we all possess this capability.
>>708490116 ha i just reread what i posted and i guess its pretty edgy..
But for real that shit fucked me up
>>708490295
see>>708490272
>>708490295
I like you
>>708490272
i still take drugs sometimes, when i have one of those bad days.
the point is to, as a whole, train yourself to thrive on a day-to-day basis as opposed to using chemical intervention on a daily basis. because after too much of that it becomes harder and harder every day to unwrite those habits and subside entirely on your own.
it is also alot easier to focus and pay attention when your mind is not constantly racing, seeking stimuli... this is where a good diet, nootropics and mindful meditation come in. as well as limiting time with electronics, keeping physically fit and active, etc..
>>708490473
I like you too, hey do you want to tounge punch my fart box for a little
>>708490371
No i understand. It's fine.
>>708490226
My concerta does this. I forget to eat sometimes now and then i start feeling lightheaded and my stomach feels wierd and i realize what i did. Then i go to eat and i can't keep it down because i eat it too fast. Little sense of hunger can be very not healthy. Only happened a couple times though.
>>708490515
AH yea fitness, cant believe I forgot that one.
Working out like an absolute madman will keep you from thinking about much and it does help calm you. Luckily i havent touched any meds since 18, but now I must ass leap or at least try
im 19 i have been on adhd medication since i was 8 and i have to say it certainly makes you void of emotion. smoking a little pot goes a million times farther then all the prescribed medication ive had over the years.
>>708490741
>void of emotion
It makes me more angry and irritable. But it's worth it for my productivity and making me feel better. I'm much less depressed on them.
>>708476697
You should look into this stuff called Selegiline. If you take it in small dosages (generally lower than 6mg a day) it has very low side effects. It really does wonders for focus. It is typically prescribed in the states as an alzheimers medication but has off label uses for depression, bi-polar disorder and adhd. It is not something that you want to take more than 5mg of a day imo. Generally you can take a 5mg pill every few days, in my experience it is that effective.
>took meds at 4th grade
>stopped at 6th grade
>currently 1st in college
>been off for 6-7 years
>>708491548
I'm 24 and just got diagnosed.
Been taking 10-20 mg of adderal for the last 4-5 years. I have ADD not ADHD but somtimes I wonder what long term affects on my body is this drug causing? Iv never abused the drug but I usually do drink coffee while on it.
>>708492277
10-20mg *each day*
>>708492277
I wonder too
>>708492550
I expect to have some cardiovascular issue down the line but I also often wonder how much my mind has changed. I dont get the "emotionless" feeling ppl refer to but when I dont take it for a day I really notice a difference. I feel lethargic and unable to get going with my day. since Iv been planning on getting off of Adderall either this year or next all I can think about is how difficult those first few months off will be...
>>708490649
Pretty much all day for me. Maybe twice a week or so I get a craving for food and eat myself way to full.
>>708493438
Oh i don't usually feel hungry. I just eat because it's time and i know i don't feel hunger normally anymore. So i don't usually do the binges. When i said it only happened a couple times i was refering to times that i forgot to eat and felt bad because of it and then ate and threw my food up.
>>708478485
Vyvanse.
>Always thirsty
>Drinking water constantly
>No appetite
>Dropped 40 lbs
Oh yeah and doing way better at school and work.
