How did your dad mess up?
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How did your dad mess up?
By not pulling out
Forgot where we lived and got lost when he went to go pick up my birthday present. He's been lost for 13 years and counting.
>>708220372
He fell out of a guard tower at Auswitz.
>>708220481
/thread
My dad is a short, bald, leftst-leaning baby-boomer whiny faggot
I cannot stand him, in any sense.
That's how he messed up. And because of that I have made it my life mission to never have kids.
>>708220372
beat and spit on my mom a lot, constant arguing, in his defense my mom was a bulimic leetch, she spent the nights puking, stay at home did nothing all day, they fucking sucked
anonymous sperm donor lol
don't do it man. lied to for 26 years.
>>708221335
implying a woman wants to have sex with you ever let alone raise your manlets cuck jew kids
Not being around
>>708220372
Committed seppuku after my mom died. So that was fun.
>>708221665
>8 billion people on the planet
I think you over-estimate how tricky it is to get your dick wet.
My father fucked up by beating my siblings and my mother and not me. Destroyed my ability to say I am not him... Oh and anger issues and my general health is thanks to him.
>>708220372
My mom ran out on our family when I was young. My dad had to work two jobs to take care of me and my brother. Because of this he was never around so me and my brother turned into piece of shit drug addicts.
He did the best he could I just wish I had appreciated it at the time.
>>708220372
Died in a fire on Christmas because he was passed out drunk.
Abusive fvck who ran my mom and I out when I was four, then disappeared off the face of the earth for ~14 years.
>>708220372
That mullet is all man i fail to see where your father went wrong annon. if you had one of them Rat tails you would have been fucked.
>>708220372
He beat me when i was a kid and drank a lot.
Taught me how to fix cars, build a house, how to fight and fix just about anything so overall a good dad i guess despite his faults.
Clinical depression and bi-polar disorder
>>708222508
which unfortunately, has passed down to me
>>708221887
>52% female
>12% homosex
>48% male, 10% homosex
>160,000,000 men minimum will never know a womans touch, unwillingly.
>>708220372
he voted for trump in the primary
>>708220372
What dad?
>>708220372
>didnt teach me anything
>government assisted
>not disabled
>never held a job
>basically raised by my grandparents
>was a alcoholic for years/ still is
>>708222543
> implying most women don't fuck like 50 dudes by the time they are 40
He started drinking again
>>708222745
Millennials on average have 9 sexual partners in their life.
One can safely assume a poster on 4chin is on the low side of that average.
>>708222989
Millennial WOMEN have 9 partners on average? If true that is suprising.
Did too much acid in high school. I met him once. I didn't miss anything good.
>>708223544
Except a father figure, and im sure you are a literal cuck now.
>>708223791
Yeah, pretty much. I'm basically nonfunctional. I won't live to 30 anyway so I'm living fast and living hard, so it doesn't matter anyway.
>>708224195
Yeah, do yourself a favor and don't see 30. Feels like I have lived 5 pathetic lifetimes now and still haven't died yet.
>>708220372
fuck that looks like steve irwin
>>708220372
Alcoholism and an affair.
>>708220372
Yeah that's pretty awesome btw get a fucking Dick and puchohenso xxx
>>708220481
This. And by not killing me in my sleep every time he had the chance.
>molested me.
>occasionally brought friends over to molest me; recorded it for them
>one of those friends got busted with the tape, which police used to convict dad
>How did your Dad fuck up?
He died.
I was 14, he was 38. He didn't take care of his health, allowed himself to become sicker by being irresponsible with his meds and eating garbage he shouldn't. He did this because he was depressed. He had so much self pity to where he forgot that there were still people on this earth like my sister and I who needed him.
I'm fine (earning my B.S degree and in a long-term loving healthy relationship). I struggle with depression which I was diagnosed with at 12 and was medicated to the point of suicide at 18. Once I hit adulthood, I chose to be free of those drugs and learned to control my depression. Because my father was weak in this area, I must be strong so my children will never have to grow up without I Dad like I did.
My sister did the exact opposite, and ensured that her children have no father. She is a wreck: drugs, abusive relationships and two baby daddys. My father must be rolling in his grave.
>>708220372
got loans and refinanced to help his brothers with debt. now were shit poor barely pay bills and all my uncles never payed him back
He raised me well and is still alive. Fishing every other Saturday but never forcing me to do it type of dad. Get fucked.
>>708220372
Raped my mom and here I am
She was a HS student passed out at a slumber party
He was her best friends dad
He went to jail, my mom had me
Got raised by my grandparents
Mom is in jail for shooting a Circle K clerk trying to rob the place for money to buy drugs from her pimp
Thanks dad
>>708222543
That's the whole fucking point of biology. Those unworthy do not get to pass on their genes.
>>708220372
I don't really think he messed up. My dad is kind of awesome. I turned out a relatively successful white dude in America so I'm pleased. Most of my issues are things outside of his control. The parental figures (or lack thereof) are the biggest influence on a child, yes. But Children have free will, personality, their own thoughts and other outside influences. An outstanding parent for one child might be terrible for another.
I guess I am not religious like he is, even though he wanted me to be. But he encouraged me and my brothers to figure religion out for ourselves. His only real fault in my eyes are his prejudices that are influenced by his religion, but he is 60 so nothing is gained by attempting to change his mind.
>>708220372
He was brainwashed by the 80s. Literally so caight in the
>football was best years of my life
>gotta fuck every girl you can in highschool
>metalica is good music
>men should never sit down in front of a man they dont know
Told me I was making a mistake by dating my current girlfriend of 5 years.
He had my brother and me circumcised.
God damn you American societal norms. I want my foreskin back.
>>708220372
waiting till his 40s to have me and my sisters and brothers instead of allowing us to be born in the in the 1970s
>>708220372
Pulling the stingray barb oit instead of leaving it in his chest.
>>708224962
got damn, and I thought I had it bad
>>708220372
seemingly devoting his life to cheating and abandoning his family for his job
Raped mom and here I am. Choked my brothers and beat the shit out of them (he wasn't their dad), raped me and molested me, poor mom dropped everything to get us out of there (she was brainwashed, obvs didn't have a good track record with men), She divorced when I was like 8 I think but I remember trying to pretend I was asleep and he'd come into my room and do what he did. Now here I am, trans and making money drawing furry porn.
Got hooked on Xanax and Oxy
Had 2 grand Mal seizures in front of me when I was 14
Overdosed constantly and would just pass out doing shit
>like driving
Went to rehab twice
And most of all, burned through the familys $180,000 in the bank using it all for drugs.
>hes still hooked on it
>used to be drug addict (cocaine mostly and meth)
>beat my brother, mom and I
>they divorced when I was 4, decided\
>I wanted to stay with him because of cousins
> beatings slowly stopped until I was 13.
>still live with him, feel like "friends" but nothing more
>tfw I never said I love you or he said it to me.
Occasionally we make small talk, joke at each other but it never lasts long. Any idiot could tell we're kinda off when we talk to each other.
Left me and my mum when i was 4, didn't see or hear from him again until i was 27. on my 29th birthday he phoned me up to yell at me about not getting him a fathers day card. haven't spoken since. i'm now 33 and i honestly couldn't give a shit.
he died
>>708226690
I wonder how awkward the conversation was.
>>708221335
Thank your mother for choosing him. My condolences.
This thread is mainly how women choose the most fucked up shitbags they can find and breed with them. Let that sink in for a moment.
He let his fat, narcissistic, alcoholic, junkie girlfriend physically and emotionally abuse me the entire summer I went to stay with him when I was sixteen. I haven't seen him since. Hope that cow was worth your relationship with your only daughter, dad!
The funny thing is, he always used to complain to me about how my brothers from his first marriage refuse to ever talk to him, and now I guess I know why. When 100% of your children want nothing to do with you even though not all of them have met, the problem is probably you not them.
>>708227788
Post 'em.
>before I was born
>father use to be hustler (means did whatever he had to do for moneyou drugs teal etc.)
>decides to stop when he meets my mom
>he is handy man mechanic plumber etc.
>gives an old friend a ride home
>friend stops at liquor store but goes to alley
>friend is a drug dealer sold drugs to undercover cop
>dad knows it is a cop begins to speed away
>friend dumps drugs and gun during chase
>dad crashes car runs
>both caught
>friend tries to tell cops he made my dad speed and everything
>cops don't buy it
>dad is charged same crime
> 15 years
>lawyer sucks dick
>gets him 11 with time served
>early memories of dad is him in prison
>lie about my father at school because idk how else to get by
>comes back home when I am 10
>decides to work and drink
>never spends time with me or sister
>figures I learn everything by myself
>never talk to him since he is petty
>he realizes that I am smarter than him
>talks shit to me whenever he can
>never acknowledge him
>graduate high-school (I went to private school honors etc.)
>go to college
>seems to respect me
>but I don't care
>realize that my father by fucking up made me the best man I could be
>>708226309
When you say rape do you mean penis in pooper?
>>708220372
I'm sure they wanted me to be the unmarried son who takes care of them when I'm the outgoing son & his favorite son is the one who lives at home & is a fat neckbeard
>>708221335
>because of that I have made it my life mission to never have kids.
Sounds like your Dad accomplished a pretty important goal.
>>708220372
Certainly not by giving me shit beer. He always had better beer than Budweiser.
Sounds like you all have daddy issues. Must be the reason you're on this shit website. Losers.
>>708227788
Would you have taken the place of his girlfriend?
>>708220372
He had my dick mutilated so it would look like his.
>>708228497
And your reason is...
Alcohol killed him.
he has never been present
>>708227872
What?
>>708220372
dad? what is that? xD where can i find one?
>>708220372
He smoked 2.5 packs of Camels a day and died a painful death at 41.
>>708228642
He's a good looking guy he could do so much better than that ugly, fat, cow easily.
> Choked my mom when she was pregnant with me and my sister.
> Ran away after that and started a new life somewhere else.
> Came back when i was 19, got into a heated argument with my aunt and uncle.
> Wanted me to join him in his new job, but his boss was an even bigger asshole than he was.
> Tried to beat me up, but i was stronger.
> Let his boss beat me up badly.
> Only came to his senses once my buddies disabled the shield generator and blew up the energy core.
He decided to have a family with my mom. She's fucking insane and an awful person. He's a pretty good dad considering that though.
By molesting me, pretty sure.
>>708229564
Kek 10/10
>>708220372
He didn't drop me on my head as a child, unlike yours
>>708229653
You're not totally sure?
He was great. Best dad ever but died of cancer when I was 12. Not really his fault though.
>>708221335
Sounds like you are worried you will be just like him.
My dads pretty cool. He's an alcoholic but never a dick. More worried about his health and shit. Makes hella money. Overall good dude.
>>708220372
He got killed in a multi-car accident in California. Only thing he messed up was trying to make it to work early.
>alcoholic
>heavy smoker
>no money for nice things
>always money for cigs and bourbon tho
>beat me a couple of times
>died young, taking his pension and social security with him
>mom has way less money to retire than she planned
The best day of my life is the day I left home after HS graduation.
>>708229870
That's rough
>>708229850
Nope, real hazy memories. The most I remember is him walking up behind me when I was 9/10, nuzzling into my neck and fondling me.
He would do this thing where he would shake our mattresses up and down, shake us. It was a little game tat we liked and sometimes asked him to do it. What I didn't ask for him to do was to graze his hand over my dick. My therapist said that was grooming and I was a bit taken a back.
He used the toilet with my brother and I constantly (which I never liked, I can't really remember this too much but it was all weird as hell. How do you say to your child "Let's all use the toilet together" you know?).
He walk expose himself to us constantly (walk in front of us and rearrange himself). It was very deliberate. I have an image of he and I in the shower, him behind me and my therapist reckons that's propbably the first time something happened.
Every since I started going to therapy I get real dizzy when I think about things/get asked questions. I don't like water in my face (which is a common sign of abuse apparently) and it's reckoned that he wanked off on my face.
Always, always hated the cunt.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB9JJIoAdYM
>>708230411
Fuck bro now I'm scared I have some repressed memories or something. I'm pretty sure my dad was cool
>>708230411
>. I don't like water in my face (which is a common sign of abuse apparently)
Kek. I've never heard of that before. Is your therapist trying to send your dad to jail?
I was the lookout for my dads drug deals
>>708220372
he fucked my sister and was far to interested in my bowel movements when I was a kid
>>708230612
Do you daydream a lot? It's a massive problem of mine, I stare off into space something wicked. A lot of my daydreams/fantasies are about control, too. I didn't realise that until a crazy doctor pointed it out to me.
>>708230629
Nah I asked about going to the police but she said wait. I think it'll be pretty hard because I don't remember much.
I walked into class one day and heard girls talking about how weird he is. He came on a school trip with me one year and I was pissed as fuck at my mum for getting him to come (they divorced when I was 3). Found out last year it was he who decided to come on the trip and it all made sense. The girls said he spied on them in the showers and stuff.
>I don't like water in my face
>Kek. I've never heard of that before.
When I shower, for example, I have my back to the water for the majority of the time I'm in there. That's not how most people wash, apparently, as googling "people in shower" shows or when you see people taking shows in films etc.
https://youtu.be/IMfnXXgRdjg
>>708222543
Those statistics are fucking stupid. Maybe If the woman died the fist time she had sex.
>>708222989
How the fuck do you figure that, when most aren't even 25 yet?
>>708230961
>my back to the water for the majority of the time
Totaly normal as long as now one with a camera is there...
>>708224962
That is a sad and terrible story. It's not your fault man. Cure cancer. Do something to validate your life beyond just living.
>>708224660
Your dad looks just like mine in pic on left.
Shit made me sad
>>708232109
>as long as now one with a camera is there...
That's another worry I have.
>>708220372
He would do unforgivable things when he was angry, which was a lot of the time, over trivial things. There's way too much to list everything, but I remember I accidentally dropped my gamecube down the stairs once and he raged at me, then grabbed my ocarina of time N64 cartridge and chucked it against the wall crazy hard. I was already horrified seeing my precious gamecube tumble down the stairs. Having my favorite game smashed against the wall on purpose made it so much worse. The game still worked after that (so did the gamecube), a true testament to the strength of old school Nintendo shit. But if it hadn't, I don't think I ever would have forgiven him. He did a lot of things that other people would probably consider more fucked up, like rage at his wife and kids like a complete fucking lunatic, with an intensity no young kid should have to endure; but that was the worst thing he ever actually did from my perspective as a kid. Thinking back to it makes me think I should hate him. Everyone else does. He ruined what should have been a perfectly happy marriage with two kids. I loved my life before the divorce. Everything went to shit after. I probably would have been better off if it never happened. But that's life. I'm getting by. There is so much worse shit on here that makes my shit seem like whiney bitching.
>>708224642
pics or didn't happen
>>708229105
>xD
get out
>>708232515
This is the epitome of whiny little bitch.
>>708232729
This
>>708229564
This was great kek. Didn't see it comin until the end.
>>708229564
I dont get the reference but I loled anyways
>>708222989
where do you get your numbers? millennials are all sluts that fuck by the time they hit 8th grade. or so it was in my school/surrounding schools
>>708232912
he may be a beta fag
but ones father shouldn't have violent outbursts
tantrums are for children
>>708233183
It's the plot of Starwars man
>>708233344
Ok. Now I feel stupid as fuck
>>708232729
I guess I shouldn't have left out the part about him beating our dog so bad he had hip problems. Or about the time he took me into the backyard to watch him obliterate our furniture with a sledge hammer. Why? He just wanted me to live in fear of him. Not quite sure what he was thinking, but he would go out of his way to make me afraid.
>>708233632
I have this one distinct memory of me, my mom, and sister huddled on the bathroom floor crying, helplessly listening to the sounds our german shepard crying from being savagely beaten outside. That was bad.
Nothing too much, just pretended to be a moral, principled man while having an affair for idk how many years. Mother found out eventually but she thinks he only fucked her once so they are still together. she loves him too much I guess. I've known for years of course, way before mother found out.
best part was playing with his head back when I had first found out. i would throw her name out in semi relevant situations just to make him wonder.
worst part is that I'm exactly like him in a ridiculous level. also trust issues and a fear of abandonment.
i just want to meet that woman and flirt with her. It would be so fucking hilarious
My father was an alcoholic and a psychopath. I'm now 48 and still having Nightmares
>>708233882
samefag. I think I was about 7 at the time. he was beating my dog because he big my half brother. He bit him because he was threatening to kill me with a knife held to my throat. Its a long story. the dog potentially saved my life. got beat in return.
>>708234208
bit*
>>708222989
fucked 10 people this year. the secret is to life by the motto "no standards no ragrets" and use tinder
By dying too early
>>708220372
He didn't beat the shit out or my mom enough. You would have to know her to know what I'm talking about.
damn after reading all this shit i feel bad for having a normal dad.
he was (and is) just a motorsports guy who lives in the boons and works as a mason in a small business he created. he helps out with watching my kid on a weekly/biweekly basis becuase im away at school.
My only criticism is that he used to fly off the handle a lot, but has mellowed out a lot in his recent years. weve duked it out once or twice, hes done stuff like rip my car door handle off when i was trying to get out of there but other than that hes taught me everything i know about guns motors and fixing stuff. I think i observe his negative quality of freaking the fuck out occasionally, and instead of absorbing it I am more self aware that I dont do that. Same goes for my moms negative qualities, so in a weird way i think i benefit from it
Not being strict enough. Sheltering me too much. Being in my early 30s, and living at home with him, and not forcing me to push myself since I was young forced me to be complaisant and a failure in life. Wanting to move out of state, away from him to get myself forced to be a man, and take care of myself.
>>708234651
Oh, bee-tee-dubs, First World Problems... :/
>>708234397
Hit enter and posted by accident, he had heart disease and chose to never tell us about it because he was scared we would worry and not live like normal. We didn't find out he had it until after he passed.
He was very choleric and didn't accept other opinions. So I became still and I hate it when people talk loud or so. I literally want to kill them
>>708220372
He impregnated me.
>>708232729
>>708232912
>>708233632
It's actually a little ironic that you say that, because it's safe to say a little bit of his psycho rubbed off on me. Grow up with a guy trying to make you fear every day of your life, eventually you run out of fear.
>>708235150
tits
>>708235150
Was he still a part of your life and loved you?
>>708234133
Any story?
Had me shower with him until his girlfriend made us stop when i was around 9. Never told anyone, she left him shortly after. Now im 26 and live with him, dont really know if its related but ive never been able to talk to or make eye contact with him.
>>708235332
No, he continued to rape me after my abortion but made sure I was on the pill after that. I left the minute I turned 18.
>>708220372
Well apparently he was an addict and my mom was an addict and they decided that no condoms was a good idea. If you've ever had to interact with addicts on a complex level you know how they manipulate others and distort their reality to get what they want. My parents did this to me to try to parent me but instead of teaching me how to be a good person they taught me how to be an addict really good. Oh I also don't fucking understand reality that well other than what I can intelligently figure out on my own. Half the time I can't even tell what is realistic and what isn't. Pretty depressed and don't interact well socially, life is not good right now, but I'll keep telling myself I'm okay.
>>708235598
That's really hot! Did you touch his cock? Did he ever give you a dry orgasm?
>>708235598
Are you a guy or girl?
>>708235712
Well, he really grabbed you by the pussy, didn't he? ;)
>>708235956
Yeah, it's probably why I only date older men and like hairy men like my dad.
Guy
>That's really hot! Did you touch his cock? Did he ever give you a dry orgasm?
No, but i remember seeing him hard when i was barely old enough to remember it. Always had me stand in front of him to wash my hair or whatever otherwise, i assume he jerked off or somethig while i wasnt looking.
>>708220372
Excessive drinking, like a whole bottle of vodka a day and 4 bottles of beer maybe 2 glasses of wine. Due to this he sometimes has rage fits.
>>708236045
Sure "hairy." And small hands too, I bet.
>>708220372
Oh boy where to begin, it could be the time he shot a 12 gauge at my mother before I was born, or the time he shot the bottom jaw off his old dog, or maybe the time he got in a fist fight with an old boyfriend of my moms while wearing a pink robe and noting else, or maybe the time he beat the fuck out of me after he left the door open and my little brother fell out of it in his stroller, or maybe the time he made me go fishing in the middle of an Ohio winter at the age of 6 and made me sit in freezing weather with wet clothes after I fell in for an hour before leaving, or maybe the time he got drunk and held my mom at knife point got the swat called on him and got pepper sprayed to hell and back, or maybe the time he tried to drive off drunk out of his mind with my 7 year old brother hanging half way out of his pickup truck
>>708236206
, or maybe the time tried to run my mom over with our car only to wreak it into another person and total it, or maybe the time he turned our house into a whore house to fuel his drug addiction, or maybe the time he tried to cut his wrists in front of me and a friend that decided my house was fucked and never came around after, or maybe the time he wrapped a rope around his neck and tied it to a closed door in a way that when you try to open it you choke him further, or maybe the time he did shit loads of heroin and OD'd in the bathroom causing my brother to kick the door down to see if he's still alive "unfortunately he was" then had the audacity to say it was someone else, or maybe the time he broke into my best friends car on my birthday and stole his alternator and the bag of candy he had for his son, or maybe the time he stole my grandfathers motorboat engine days after he died to sell for more drugs, or maybe the time he wrapped another rope around his neck tied it to a beam in the back room shot up a metric shit load of heroin and nodded off with the rope around his neck causing him to die by asphyxiation leaving a corpse to go bad all night and allowing his mother to find his hanging ass in the morning the rope also ate into his neck making his head look like a pez dispenser. Good times with my dad :)
Field was too long had to cut it in half.
>>708236176
WAIT! Let me guess. "I'll tell you what, the biggest hands! The BEST hands. They're amazing."?!?!
>>708221978
You don't owe the guy trophies and a parade anon. You didn't choose to be born
>>708236206
>>708236250
thats to long im not going to read that
>>708236045
Seems like you secretly loved him but was afraid of how society would treat you
My fuckin dad bought be a red 458 for my 18th, when i clearly said i wanted a black one.
Also wont get access to my trust till im 25.
>>708236347
Fuck you then, it's a fun read though.
>>708236359
No we haven't talked since I moved out. I had to stop talking to my brother because he didn't get it.
>>708221335
Is your dad Danny DeVito?
>>708236409
That's hot post pics.
>>708221145
Underrated lul
>>708236088
Wow, I bet he jizzed on you too when your eyes were closed
>>708236478
I was underage, I'm not posting that kind of shit here
>>708236558
fag
>>708236558
How old, and I meant pics of you now, Jesus I don't need pics of you getting hammered by some overweight hairy mongoloid.
Thanks for the offer though.
>>708236558
Was it ever a good experience? Or was he only caring about his pleasure and not yours?
>>708236524
Could be. I dont remember anything more happening but i do have The Gay so who knows, maybe I should thank him for that.
>>708221335
Same deal for me.
I brought up Anita Sarkeesian jokingly once, and he went off angrily yelling off on a tangent about how her "haters" are awful misogynists.
>>708236676
I mean, no and yes. It's hard to really say. I enjoy some dark things now that I would assume come from that place. I don't know if learning to to accept being raped counts as really enjoying it. If you really want to know he did enjoy making me orgasm because he knew I didn't really want to.
He was too nice
I remember idolising him when i was a child. He got sick with 3 types of cancers from Holdens and was predicted to die within 6 months of diagnosis.
But he lived, and that was 11 years ago. I couldn't think of anything happening to him and i basically cry when i think about him leaving again
Thanks dad
>>708236088
Damn, sorry to hear that. At least he never acted on anything. Appreciating from a distance is a least a little better. That's gotta be awkward as hell.
>>708236806
>I didn't really want to
Or did you? This is an anonymous board you can be honest with us, but can you be honest with yourself?
>>708236655
I was in 5th grade when he started. I will not post my pictures here. If you want to call me a liar and not believe me I don't fuckin care but I'm definitely not going to post myself to be associated with this story that is in my past.
>>708236970
When did it end? Post a crude drawing of what you look like then since you're gonna be a fuckin prude about the pics.
>>708236958
An orgasm always feels good but being forced to by your dad when you're 10 isn't good. Do you want me to say I enjoyed being raped and impregnated by my own father?
>>708236806
Oh. I'm just interested in if stories of happy molestations or ones that didn't turn out bad exist. I want to believe
>>708236918
It is awkward but yeah, it beats the hell out of rape. I was upset about it a little when i figured out that it was wrong, but even back then i understood how hard life had shit on him and just kind of retroactively took one for the team.
>>708236437
Danny Devito has a perverted sense of humor. Watch "Throwing Mama From The Train" or "Always Sunny In Philedelpha"
He's always positive even though he's a sick freck.
>>708237075
>Do you want me to say I enjoyed being raped and impregnated by my own father?
Do you want to say that? It sounds to me like you're getting mighty defensive about it. Like I said this is anonymous you'll get no judgements from us, we already think you're shit. Ask yourself what do you remember feeling in the moment and what do you think of now as a result. Do you enjoy these thoughts? I think you know the answer to that question and it seems to make you uncomfortable.
>Set yourself free femanon.
Dad was fairly volatile, mom left him before I was born
She and my sister went to live with her family she left me with aunt and uncle.
Met up with my dad years later,
He was a major player in the imperial force
My biological father got wasted and murdered my stepmother a few years ago. Tried to kill himself a few minutes later. Got off with 25 less years than he should have got because he was such a pain to take care of with his massive face wound and the city bribed the court or some shit.
>>708237257
Goddamn you could not be projecting your insecurity any harder. It's like you need her to love rape so you don't feel sick or something.
>>708220372
Chose to smoke crack and skate instead of following his already well paying career as a webdesigner back in the 90s. then after 13 years of no contact decide to hit me up and ask me to come over to england where he lives (im swedish). once in england i end up paying for all his shit, including a 180pound dinner and a back pack. the back pack is the real sad sroty, his backpack breaks one night when were out drinking, the next day he asks me to come with him to a local skate shop where he's gonna buy himself a new one. he grabs a backpack, goes up to the counter and looks at me and says, -could you get this one for me im out of cash.
that was the breaking point for me, since then we havent had much contact, we started arguing over facebook a couple of month ago, the chat ended with him disowning me.
>>708237576
Thank you
>>708237576
Could you be baiting any harder?
>>708236806
This post she says bits were good. I'm only picking up the subtext she's placing down.
>>708237663
This post she says she did enjoy it which is perfectly fine, she's already in hell might as well as enjoy the sauna. There was no reason to live in her little self deluded bubble anymore.
Take your bullshit and fuck right off with it.
I read what was just recently deleted. I've just been lurking. Is what you just said true? Judgement free zone. Curiosity has me.
>>708237923
She knows the answer to that question, and deep down so do you.
>>708237839
Is that it? Can you you sleep tonight now?
>>708237923
Ugh. Yes. I'm a fucked up person so congrats I am admitting it.
>>708238062
Don't feel bad, we're all fucked up, broken in some way. Your cracks just show a little bit better. Don't worry the mask you wear day to day will do just fine, everyone's too self absorbed to see your pain.
>>708238062
If this is true damn. Really wish your dad woulda let you keep it and raise together
Dad is a piece of shit
Beat me
Beat mom
Loves all the cool kid drugs
Coke in the 80s meth in the 90s
Meth still
Went 10 years without taking to him
Stole everything I owned
Blamed it on my brother's
Stole my car when I was on a trip
Knocked up some other meth head that's younger than my youngest brother
Stopped talking to him
He mooched off his parents for years... Still does I'm sure. Over 50 years old... Still needs mom and dad to bail him out, literally.
Tells them that I'm an ass for not waiting to talk to him
Every time he tries to talk to me, he says he's on his death bed and doesn't have much longer to live so I should forgive him. Shit ploy. Been saying that for 10 years. Fuck face still isn't dead.
>>708237075
How did he make you cum?
>>708237545
Yeah? So how are you alive now if your dad was like 3 years old when he concieved you.
He left before I was born
He´s alcoholic, i have 11 brothers n sisters from various womans but all from my dad, he was having sex with my mom when she was pregnant, he spread an STD and because of that i have a shitty asthma, he´s still getting girls and still being alcoholic, bit at least my mom has left him many years ago, i have insecurity and probably i will never have a good relationship with any girl. He was an abuser, fisically, i´ve watched him bangin my mother a couple of times.
Actually he´s living with a woman that will break up soon
>>708238344
It wouldn't have made a bit of difference, only would have perpetuated the abuse a second generation, besides that child would be a beacon to the world showing everyone what he was doing. There's no way he'd allow that.
>>708238368
He would usually start by eating me out until I came. Then he would finger me in my ass and pussy until I did again. That's all he did until I turned 10, then he started fucking me. Not full penetration at first but he worked up to it. He would rub my clit while making me ride his dick til I orgasmed then he would usually fuck me amd cum inside me.
Is that what you wanted to know?
my dad has bipolar disoder,
rough times for me when i was younger.
>>708238553
Yeah, pretty much. Thanks femanon, where are you btw?
he was an alcoholic and just ended up leaving my mum when i was very young, i never got to meet him
>>708238040
To be perfectly honest with you, I feel the same as I felt before, sickened with the world we live in. It's a cesspool, but there's no reason to delude ourselves about it. Live in the truth of realty, or check the fuck out.
>>708238062
I think it's just your response to a fucked up thing that happened to you. It doesn't make you inherently fucked up. I wouldn't be surprised to find it's actually common in people who have experienced the same thing. Of course, people aren't normally so open about it. But it makes sense honestly, the psychology of it I mean.
>>708238517
No, I'm sorry, but I really believe he would have loved us as a family. Especially if I gave him another son, he treated my brother good.
>>708238623
I doubt she'll be forthcoming with that info.
>>708238580
I once dated a woman with Bipolar disorder. We were both in the agreement that we should not have children. Sad thing, is that I still love her, even though we had a messy breakup. I find it hard to hold her accountable for everything that happened, given the circumstances.
>>708238623
Earth
>>708238701
suppose it was a girl though. You're in no way guaranteed a boy here. If you're going to play the what if game play it to it's logical conclusion.
>>708238666
>It doesn't make you inherently fucked up.
You don't go though shit like that and not break, you just learn to live with the cracks in your psyche.
>>708238784
If he tried it with our daughter I would have protected her though. And he would have loved me better like he used to with my momma
>>708238848
Thank you. I feel like this really sums me up well.
>>708238724
>>708238772
Heh, I was only looking for the general area, no zip code required.
>>708238853
>If he tried it with our daughter I would have protected her though
Like your momma protected you?
You know the truth of the matter what did we learn earlier in the thread about self delusion? Don't delude yourself live in the reality of the situation.
>>708238553
Did you ever suck him off? Did it feel good, in a wierd way, to think you made him feel good?
>>708225575
>implying metallica is not good music
>>708238902
I know a thing or two about being broken. That's why I told you to be true with yourself. Delusion is a method of protection it shields us from harsh realities. Shed the delusion and you'll become stronger for it.
Angry, histrionic, self protecting two face... great at his job, excellent parent to my brother, hates me only because I'm "tainted" with my mom's blood
When he finally bought his mansion on this hill When I was in middle school he had a family crest designed
And had the audacity to invert my colors on mine...
I was called "blighted son" for years
He's a shortfuck rage case as well but all in all a big softie when it comes.down to it
Also would send me back and forth when he didn't want me anymore
Sgt me and my mom.when I was 5 took me again when I was 9 for two months then again when I was 13.for a few months and then when I was 17
Tried to make shit up to me again recently but too little too late and he only did this because we started to fight and he knew that if he kept it going I would be demolished him
He even put a gun up to my head
My only words to him were "Do it... shoot your eldest boy, it's the only way youll get out of this alive" broke down crying and apologizing
My only question is... why do I keep coming back to this place?
>>708239063
Try to keep up you fucking retard, femanon already answered this question and more, fuck off and read the thread.
>>708220372
Sitting in school chilling playing som Enter The Gungeon. Hmm maybe i should browse /b/ for a minute. And then this shit. Fuck you for making me feel self pitty when i just bought a new xbox one controller just to play a single game.
>>708220372
After the divorce he was jellous cause mom was hangin around with a guy so my father come to our new place looking for the new guy adress to beat him to death, but my mom didn't say shit so father wrecked the whole place to the ground screaming and shit, I have to say that he didn't touch my mom. Then neighbours call the police, they come arrest my father blah etc
I was eight years old if I remember so I was terrified
But now I love my father, is a cool guy
>>708239140
y u mad?
>>708239323
I'm not mad I just don't have time to slow down for you. Like I said do try to keep up.
>This is what common core shit gets you.
>came to the states as an immigrant
>his family was meh
>had some stocks in the late 90s, around the time of the tech boom or some shit
>didnt sell, became worthless
>before he had stocks, my siblings and i were given to grandparents to care
>after the stock became worthless, mom and dad moved to start a business
>business was a success and decides to move us with him
>he learnt his lesson, worked really hard, worked 7 days a week hardly ever had time for us
>helicopter parents, pretty made us stay home after school
>died when i was around 18 because he worked too hard
i wish i appreciated and cherished those good times some more
>>708220372
He died.
>>708235150
This bitch fake as hell. You know the rules, post tits or GTFO!
>>708239493
Good call
>>708220372
>dad
whats a dad?
>>708238553
How did getting fingered in the ass feel, do you still enjoy anal?
>>708239570
I'll explaine it later Tyrone.
He was physically and verbally abusive. He would come home drunk at midnight on a school night just to wake me up and say hurtful things. I think it helped me become stronger in the long run. I developed into a man who doesn't implicitly trust anyone; a man willing to gauge intent carefully before deciding whether someone is worth my time. Sure, I'm a bit fucked in the head, but with a bit of discipline most people wouldn't be able to tell without getting close to me. I prefer this to the deluded man-child punching bag I would have become if he had coddled me.
He didn't bother teaching me anything and shortly before he died he was a mean as hell. I don't know where it came from but he wanted me dead. My sister was murdered when I was young and I guess he wished I died instead of her. He then died when I was 16.
Having to grow up on your own without guidance or a role model in your life is tough, especially at that age. I still managed to grow up to be a functioning human being and instead of a role model I have a passion, that guides me in life.
I'm currently trying to make some money off that passion. I still haven't sold anything but I'll keep trying.
https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/thorsten/
http://www.redbubble.com/de/people/thorstendenk
>>708239635
k.
ill be here playing Ultraman on snes
>>708239493
>>708239536
>>708239607
You guys are fucked up, I'm going to GTFO then. If the couple of nice anons want to chat I think I would enjoy that, Kik me at jtanon04. Dont fucking expect pics or whatever shit.
This is why there aren't more femanons on /b/ fucking spergs like you guys.
>>708230097
Nice laugh there. I have no chance of being a tolerant liberal naive shithead.
>>708224642
Sounds like satanist
>>708239808
Well it was fun talking to you femanon, remember what we learned here tonight, live in the reality of the situation. Do not delude yourself further. Remember your personal truth.
>>708220372
Won 10 Million €by selling his company. Lost almost all of it after 4 years of trying to create new companies. MFW
>>708239925
How the fuck you manage those mental gymnastics?
>>708224642
Are you a girl? If so, you kinda had it coming
>>708220372
heroin overdose when i was a kid.
beat my mom on a daily basis beat me twice until i told him a would cut his throat if he did it one more time. Tried to kill my mom once when i was 5 he stabbed her under the Christmas tree. Sold meth and used it was a alcoholic went to Federal Prison for 1 year the best year of my childhood now i'm a adult with PTSD thanks dad i hope when you die you rot in hell.
>>708238441
oh shit I guess you got me man checkmate your logic is infallible
>>708240082
Fuckin amateur.
>>708221823
So your Japanese I take it??
He physically abused me every other day for whatever reason he could think of, generally because he thought I looked at him funny. He locked me in the tiny closet we had full of rat shit whenever I did anything wrong. Meanwhile, I spoke to my mother perhaps 3 times a year, excluding the screaming of course.
>>708240104
Jesus, you thin skinned baby. That is nothing compared to my papa.
>>708236206
>>708236250
Here your story is in there somewhere among all the fucked up. My dad got himself multiple numbers one year aint shit.
>>708240204
Irish Catholic.
One day when I was about ten years old he said to me "You don't think." After that all I heard from him was the sound of ice clinking in his glass of Whisky as he sat in his recliner in front of the television. That was forty two years ago.
>>708221335
you're being a brat.
i have a great relationship with my father and he's a leftist baby-boomer also.
how about you just treat your father with respect and keep your own council until you move out and get your own home. or do what i did and join the army to show dad how much of a hardcore right-winger you are.
He used to beat the shit out of my mom and me, i still remember that time when he was swinging me by the legs and threw me onto the ground on the floor. He never wanted children, wanted to dump me and my sister in garbage bags into the next trash can. I still remember that time after we fleed and he stood outside of our apartement trying to get in by using a chainsaw. He also shot at the playground while we were playing. He was an alcoholic, violent dude who was always taking my mothers money to a casino and lacked respect for women
>>708236250
>>708236206
your dad is a redneck hero. i like him more than i like you.
>>708240854
I can't abide by his political beliefs that niggers are so shitty because they are hated.
They're hated because they're so shitty.
>>708240323
what did your dad rape you?
>>708240908
Good for you, it was fun to say the least. I left out a lot because character limit. Although I don't think I'd call him a redneck, just a sack of drug addicted shit. One time he told me a story about him breaking into the resident drug dealers house and beat him over the head with a 2X4 and demanded heroin from him, there was thousands of dollars on the table in front of him, but he took a few tar balls and left with the dealer laying on the floor in a pool of his own blood.
So if my dad did anything right in life it was giving me shit loads of fucked up stories to tell people.
>>708240973
No rape just lots of physical and emotional abuse. Basically the american way.
>>708239808
shut up
>>708241213
with tits like that i wont mind if you just GTFO immediately.
ITT: Dozens of whining millennial fuckheads who use this kind of shit to fabricate an excuse for them being retarded, petty, mentally deficient, victim card waving shitstains on society.
>>708241213
Bitch either you're Hawaiian or you lyin.
>>708241257
Virgin
>dad leaves me and mom when I'm 18 months
>mom was an entitled cunt and treated him like shit
>takes everything and leaves in the middle of the night
>goes back to his hometown in Cali
>was always a pot head and sold drugs but he got into heroin
>started robbing banks
>robbed Banks for like 3 years
>was most wanted bank robber
>finally got caught supposed to be in jail for 15-20
>got out after a few years cause he did shit for FBI
>I finally meet him when I'm 7
>spend every summer with him
>he's awesome as fuck at first
>super chill dad but at the same time irresponsible and kind of selfish
>starts getting back into drugs, has new girl friend every time I go see him
>have a falling out with him and his family around 13 cause was dealing with other shit with my mom and they didn't give a fuck
>stop going to see him
>he's back in jail and will be for another few years
Should be interesting to get to know him again. Nearly 10 years since last I saw him
>>708241292
I don't blame my dad for anything going on in my life, I just wanted to share some of the fucked up things he's done.
>>708241213
Bad boob job is bad
>>708220372
he left when I was like 6 months old
I had no father figure, could explain why I'm such a pussy faggot who can't talk to women
put me in a diaper and had me dry hump him and then jack him off. Whenever mom was away from 4-8
>>708241470
When will you become a nullo?
>>708241515
Do you have fond memories of this?
>>708220372
Honestly never don't even know. Never met him. Don't know anything about him other than his name. It's a weird situation. My middle name is named after him, but my mum never even told me anything about him. Why would I she do this but never talk about him? Always wanted to ask, but that's a long and awkward conversation I don't feel like having. Plus I really don't care. My life has been fine without him. I would like to know if I've got any brothers and sisters though.
My Dad has Schizophrenia which forced my asian mother to divorce him. So I was raised by a single mother with mixed race.
I'm 23 and am now expected to look after him when he goes into his mental breakdown which happens every 1 - 2 years for 4 months. Now if I'm every diagnosed with Schizophrenia I'll off myself so my mom doesn't have to look after me the rest of her life
>>708225575
>men should never sit down in front of a man they dont know
I never heard that one.
>>708241554
People from the UK are irresponsible to begin with, you father did you a favor by not being there.
>>708241518
what?
>>708241611
That's nice, be sure to call it seppiku ya know for your dishonor.
>>708241652
When did this site become infested with children? I said when will you become a fuckin nullo. You obviously have no use for your genitals.
>>708220372
he didnt, he beat me couple of time but thats because i was fuking about and is understandable
i have learned a lot from my dad, and i love him.
>>708241638
>assuming I'm from the UK because I spell 'mum' the correct way
Kys you fat fucking spastic
>>708220372
My father was a hardass who constantly called us little girls and too stand up for ourselves and my mother constantly tried fighting all our battles, i used to think they could do no wrong and then they got divorced, then i i turned 18, i never realised what a pretty terrible job they had done of raising me and my brother, they turned us into complete and utter pussys.
>>708222671
so why did your mom bang him?
>>708241855
>the correct way
Yeah keep telling yourself that you genetic waste, you know denizens of the UK all have eyes spaced too far apart in their heads, it's believed it's caused by all the generations of inbreeding. You stupid pieces of shit all look like heard animals. You're a failed experiment left to fester in the petri dish that is mother nature. Go drink a pint room temperature because your kind hasn't figured out refrigeration as of yet.
>>708220481
/thread
>>708242098
>america founded by british colonies
>white americans dont seem to think they are genetically english
>>708242098
>still assuming I'm from the UK even though I implied that I'm not in my other post
Kys you fat fucking spastic. You are aware that incest is legal in like half the states in America right?
>>708242283
Damn you're pretty stupid aren't you, American was founded by British colonies but saw massive immigration from all around the world we have shit loads of German heritage, countless Slavic races, Scandinavian, Icelandic ect there's a shit load more than just the inbred English here.
Dying too soon and leaving me and my sister with our step dad. I'll never forgive him
>>708242375
Lol why wouldn't you imply you're not from the UK after I pointed it out. Of course you're playing damage control at this point, but lets play devils advocate here and assume you're not lying just to save face, in that case you seem to have an excessive love for the UK, and probably hate your country of origin, but I don't believe that at all, I believe you are a piece of shit UK. As for states not having laws against incest, you realize laws are created to keep people from doing things right? We have the common sense to not do that shit, where as you stupid fucks need laws telling you not to "not that that helps anyways".
>>708242451
Obviously not as stupid as you if you believe only a few generations would dilute your british heritage. As someone already pointed out America actually has laws that say incest is okay, i would stop before someone mistakes your obvious anger for projecting your emotions you incest baby.
>>708242755
Man this post literally gave me autism. I suppose your 'common sense' that prevents the needs for law is the reason that's like 5 gun massacres every year, right?
>>708242924
And you just gave yourself away, gun ownership is just so damn alien to you that you can't help but bring up guns. If you're not English/Irish than you're some other European nationality. Although I'd be quite surprised if you weren't English.
>>708242887
So German immigrants fuck each other and their offspring are somehow British? Icelandic immigrants fuck each other and their offspring are somehow British (hopefully I'm not overestimating your intelligence) you get where I'm going with this. If not I think you may be retarded.
>>708243078
>if you're not English/Irish than you're some other European nationality
Hurr durr what is geography and how do I understand it?
What's it like knowing your kids will probably get massacred in a school shooting one day? What's it like knowing that if I break my foot tomorrow I'll get free treatment? USA is a second world country disguised as a first world country and the outcome of your upcoming election you collapse your economy and standard of living beyond repair. I hope you've learnt Chinese because you'll need to know how to speak it soon.
ITT autistic 12 year olds spoil any chance of wincest.
>>708243391
All my above posts still stand, and we've established that you're a liar, although I can't understand why you felt the need to lie on an anonymous image board, but whatever you're played your hand and it was shit enjoy your shallow gene pool.
>>708243521
>you're a liar
Kek about what?
>all my above posts still stand
No they don't you subhuman cunt. You're literally too retarded to function and should just kill yourself.
>>708220372
he didn't even try
>>708236206
>>708236250
>>708243284
Come back to me when you understand how genes spread throughout populations, everyone in america isnt a member of the royal family.
>>708220372
Died when i was 2 years old
>>708243900
Kek
>>708232515
You are faggot. He was probably pissed because he dedicated time working in order to buy that for you you little shit. I hope you spill coffee on your computer.
>>708243284
Too retarded for words.
>>708243924
2edgy4me
Tried to please two women, but seemed to love one over the other more eventually.
He was an idiot. I'm glad he's dead now.
>>708243688
>Kek about what?
Your country of origin you herd animal.
>No they don't you subhuman cunt. You're literally too retarded to function and should just kill yourself.
Yes they do, and I find it so funny that you deny being British when you use two insults that are primarily used in Britain. spastic and cunt.
slappin my mom around... and being a meth addict
>>708243968
could be an aussie
>>708240104
>Under the christmas tree
Get your manlet genes out of the gene pool
>>708220372
My dads a really cool guy, but he spent most of my childhood in jail so I grew up with my mom and grandparents. The only real thing he taught me was guitar and even then I really just mostly taught myself.
>>708244095
>enlightening us
>us
Assuming anyone ITT actually gives a fuck about your random drivel. Seriously anon just kill yourself.
>>708243821
An ironic statement when read with the original post in mind, the original poster was saying everyone in the united states had British blood in their veins. An asinine statement if I ever heard one.
>>708222535
Same here bro. Mom also had it. So I guess I got a double dose.
>>708244236
Not everyone but the first colonists did seeing as how USA was originally colonised by the English. Your founding fathers were all Brits.
>>708244236
>ironic statement
But it actually isnt you fucking idiot.
>>708244116
>>708244158
Those fucks are British runoff their accents are the same as a Cockney one, and the dumb fucks have the queen on their money. There's little distinction.
>>708244323
And you have terrorists on your money. Your point?
>>708244318
Hurr durr original post said the exact opposite of what the quoted post said, but that's not irony. HURR!!!!!
>>708236206
>>708236250
Your dad needs a tv show made about him.
>>708239756
What did he die of? I ask because when my dad was approaching the end he got bitter as fuck and wouldn't even talk to us. Then he spent 2 days freaking out because he get ahold on his brother john. His brothers name was Jim.
>>708244398
My point is Aussies and Brits are the same fucking thing, there's no difference. Your accents aren't even different fuck off up a roos ass.
>Terrorists on money
Ok, buddy.
>>708244473
It would be kinda fun to do that, there's enough material that's for sure.
>>708241105
Here's another one.
>>708220372
Did anyone else have parents that fought and as a child had to get between them and don't really think about it until you see these threads. Thinking back on it, maybe those moments are what messed me up once I became a teenager. Maybe my subconscious just burys them deep and doesn't let them out.
>>708243805
First thing that popped into my head kek
>>708244430
The original post doesnt say the opposite though you dipshit, it supports that there is english heritage in the majority of white people as they founded the country you complete and unabashed moron. The number of immigrants that migrated from the 18th century onwards was tiny compared to the population already, you are a fucking retard if you are white american and think you dont have english heritage. The way Brits like to spray their DNA around you shouldnt be surprised to find english heritage in minorities too.
>>708243805
>>708244807
That's my good ol dad. Only he was real.
One time he got high as fuck on heroin at the house, and lost a lot of money he proceeded to call my mom every nasty name in the book, and cause her to have a nervous break down, she proceeded to carve up the love seat in the living room to prove to him that she didn't in fact hide the money in a sealed cushion, I proceeded to throw some money he gave me earlier in that day in his face and told him to get the fuck out "I suspect that it was the same money he thought he lost", but he took it and left. This did not sit well with my mom and she went over to my grandmothers "his mom's" and beat him to within an inch of his life with her cane. He was permanently blinded in one eye that day. He then refused to testify against her when the state charged her with aggravated assault.
Good times.
>>708220372
Abusive and beat my mom constantly. We eventually left him and moved away, he got arrested for being at the wrong place at the right time so now he's in prison, has a new wife and probably already has new kids with her. I came out of it okay, but my younger brother is still angry about it. Are we just expendable that he could have other kids instead and left us out to dry? I don't know dude I'll probably visit him one day, but I wouldn't want him back in my life, just as a way for my brother and I to find closure.
