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eternal darkness and despair edition
>>708204615
sometimes you just have to be sad. its okay.
Is this ok?
>>708204859
>you will never hug the fluffy tail
>>708204859
Yep.
>>708204891
No sadness; just emptiness.
I try to keep my furs happy or sleepy.
>>708205126
>>708204859
pretending not to care as I watch those around me slowly pair off and get married and coming to the realization that im turning into that one guy.
and where I save images like pic related just in case I need an emergency shot of tertiary feels
>>708205327
everyone is always alone
you are trapped in your skull
get comfortable
>>708205126
>emptiness
yeah I feel that. broke up with my boyfriend this past summer. did not set well. like all my friends told me to just snap out of it and go out/shopping/be a bitch. but emptiness just makes everythinggg seem bleak.
may not be your situation, but i know that feel..
takes time, OP. trust me, it gets better
>>708205548
>>708205610
>>708205656
three in a row, new record.
you fags getting slow or what?
>>708205703
>when the good kush hits ya
>>708205495
alone, but not lonely
What are you watching / listening to in the background?
>>708205718
No, it won't. Everyone says that, but it doesn't get better. I'll always hate myself.
>>708205893
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccenFp_3kq8
>>708205893
Pictures of home - Deep Purple
Also will get some ELO going later.
>>708205893
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtAnGbnLid0&list=PLecmVSL7rdzsIlOmVrdpboAg2XBtzPMnv&index=3
>>708205893
know you dont care, but burn the witch by radiohead
>>708205994
then try to get you mind of it, dude.
not trying to sound condemning or anything o.o
i do though, i feel bad. it just sucks.
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Harrahya!
>>708206797
I can't. My reasons for self-loathing always hover over me. They wait until I'm finally feeling okay, then hit my like a fucking train. Every time.
>>708206233
my fav song from deep purple is hush
i think smoke on the water is a bit overrated
>>708207043
would you hate yourself if no one was around to tell you that you should?
>>708207043
train you say?
>>708207181
Yes because I still fuck up every time I try to do the one thing I care about: helping people. Today has just been a shitty day.
>>708206601
I think it's neat to see what kind of people are in here. It says more about you than what trains and furs can.
>>708207043
have you talked to someone about this at all?
>>708207316
no one
can help anyone
we can try but ultimately one must care for oneself
>>708206601
got to see them play that live at acl last weekend
>>708207453
Not yet, but my family is forcing me to go to this mental health clinic. I'll be seeing a counselor sometime next month. I don't even want to though.
>>708207559
I know. It just makes me feel terrible. I have no reason to live other than to make others happy, but I only cause the opposite.
>>708207363
Let me be honest? I really couldnt care less what you jack off too. Hell, i was a full on brony for a while, and its still my prime meat-beat material. I just like posting trains for the memes and because i dont want porn on a computer i use for work unless i can remove its hard drive.
>>708207620
youd be suprised.
I decided to do group therapy, and then a regular therapist. group kinda sucked because it was mostly drug addicts and a bunch of guys. didnt fit in at all.
but the therapist worked out well, just being able to talk to someone about whatever every week did make me feel a bit better about myself.
dont go into it negatively. just be open about it.
>>708207791
do some thinking
read some philosophy or poetry
by the act of living, you are worth something
you should never let your own well being be beholden to others
>>708205804
That ain't kush that's autism
>>708207059
Yeah, would have to agree on that. Hard for me to pick a favorite, but flight of the rat, hard lovin' man, pictures of home, and highway star come to mind. Deep Purple In Rock is my favorite album, that I do know.
>>708208029
thanks for being here with us
>>708208038
I absolutely hate talking to people I don't know. That's why I come here. This place is a nice little community and I know the people, but I don't want to talk to some stranger about my problems.
>>708208131
Thinking is my biggest problem because it always becomes self-loathing. I don't care about myself, only others.
>>708208249
this is a topic you should explore with your therapist/counselor
it is very difficult to help others if you are not comfortable with yourself
>>708208241
no problem
probably gonna sign off though, got to get some sleep
later, furfags
>>708208249
but thats why you keep going and seeing the therapist. kinda get a little bond, and youre able to open up a bit.
and youre talking to a stranger now, dummy!
but I understand. I felt the exact same way before I did it. But like I said, if you put in the follow-through, and keep going, you get a bit more comfortable and able to loosen up a bit more, and talk about stuff
>>708208619
sleep tight dude