Feels thread, Cont
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Feels thread, Cont
Ayy Lmao
>>708049169
I've been part of all of the last thread and now joining this, but I haven't actually shared a story.
Maybe I should think of one to participate.
Kom
>>708049488
You danish anon?
I can slowly but surely feel the love leaking out of gk relationship. I don't even know why, we used to be so close basically inseparable. We'd try so hard to meet up and talk as often as possible. Now it feels like we talk half as much. She rarely calls me by the lovely names she used to. I don't want to break up with her but it's gotten to the point where I feel it'll happen soon if I don't do soemthing.
>>708049586
Open the lines of communication again. Tell her that you worry about your relationship and that you'd really like to work on it.
Best case scenario, this brings you closer together. Worst case, you find out the relationship is dying and then have to deal with that.
Either way I'd say it's better than not knowing.
>>708049169
continuing bus stop story
>don't apologize, figure she'll get over it
>wake up at the normal time both of us get up, she's not awake yet
>meh, whatever, probably just hit snooze
>eat breakfast and what not, almost time to go to bus stop
>she still hasn't come downstairs
>yell up to her that its time to go
>she comes down the stairs, red face, sparkling eyes, obviously was crying
>shit.jpg
>she's really upset about the bus comment, she had been suicidal for a while
>we leave for the bus stop, neither of us say a word
>we get there, bus route is set up so it passes by once and turns around
>bus goes by for the first time
>she moves out towards the road
>fuckfuckfuckfuck
>middle school me is a mess, just stands there and doesn't do shit. Everyone else is wondering whats going on
>time goes by slow as fuck, bus usually takes a minute to come back but it felt like a lifetime
>im shaking a little bit, not really sure what to say or do
>im 12 years old ffs
>i see bus peak over the hill on its way back
>she is now standing fully in the road
>bus is about 100 yards away, shes staring it down
>bus isn't stopping
>bus isn't stopping
>BUS IS NOT STOPPING
Suffered quite a few wounds, but she lived. She is now a complete mess and has tried to kill herself MANY times. I doubt she'll make it to the end of this year, and every once and a while I just think back to the bus stop and feel like its all my fault.
How are you guys doin.
>Be me sophomore in highschool
>stereotypical attractive/popular guy
>Did modeling part time
>The problem was dating
>every girl that ever went out with me, didn't go out for anything regarding my personality.
>my exterior was so amazing, it overshadowed the real me
>i was only the attractive guy, not truly a person.
>knowing how id be worthless without my looks, completely devoid of anything, got to me.
>i spent my time cheating on my girlfriends, for some thrill to take my mind off everything else in my life, or i spent my time isolating myself from those who only saw me as half a person.
>Enter the girl
>the one girl who saw through my exterior, she spoke to me as an equal, to her i was a whole human.
>every other girl i had ever spoken to always tried to do so in a very flirtatious way
>but not her, she was the only person who truly knew me
>We became really close by the end of the year
>Turns out shed been in the foster system since she was 7
>her scumbag biological dad beat her unconscious when she was 7
>She suffered short term amnesia, Brain Swelling.
>CPS took her away after getting checked into the hospital.
>when she was at her most vulnerable, in her most fragile state, she was taken somewhere alien
>she was lost without either parent.
>She told me all of this, and Ive never forgotten it, the true backstory of the one person who'd throughout this year i learned, i was in love with, the one person who gave my life purpose.
>The problem was i was terrified of asking her out, what if we broke up and shed never speak to me again, would i be back to the same person i was before?
>>708049961
>Over the summer i decided to ask her
>the next school year she was simply not there.
>one of her mutual friends told me she swicthed homes again, moving over 200 miles away in some back alley in the middle of no where.
>from then on i was back to being the same half person i was before
>the same person who's only true purpose seemed to have been being stared at like some statue.
>Recently i found her Facebook page, Turns out shes happily married, And has a two year old son.
>I tried to reconnect with her, last month.
>She doesn't remember me
>barely remembers my town.
>The person who shaped my life the most
> the person who made me feel useful.
>the one person i ever truly loved.
Has no idea who i am.
>>708049169
>90% sure my parents and siblings dont like me
>always compared to my older siblings who have been exceptional at everything
>I preferred to keep to myself and was ok with being just ok
>still get told of their accomplishments everyday, even when I tell them what ive been up to
>"oh thats nice anon, hey did you see your brothers new car? Or did you hear about your sisters promotion, it even got her a raise !"
>none of them bother with me outside of holidays or family events that I get invited to, dont get phone calls or invites to anything else
>want to try and change that, make extra effort to try and call them and tell them what ive been doing to stay in the loop
>nobody remembered to call me on my birthday last week
>I tried really hard this time
>>708049169
Im the anon with the LSD story, still lurking and accepting questions.
Godspeed, anons.
>>708049169
>be me, the guy with the girl that's on the 40 people party
>talking to her, but she's taking enormous time to see my messages
i don't want to feel this feel anymore guys
make it stop
>2nd grade
>Every Saturday my parents go to one of their friends house to drink, talk, and play cards
>There would always be 2/3 families there, each with 3 family members
>I always play with the boy that's like 4 years younger than me
>One week there's another family and they bring a girl of my age
>Looked like asian Dora the explora
>3 of us upstairs
>Find out her name is Emily and then she asks
>"Do you like sex?"
>I knew that sex felt good at that age because of porn
>I answer yes and she asks me if I want her to be my girlfriend
>Answer yes and she guides me to a closet
>Other kid doesn't know anything so he just plays with Legos or some shit
>She pulls down my pants and she licks my cock by 1 inch
>I get hard and she does it again
>At this age I was uncircumcised, so the fact that she licked under my foreskin felt good
>She raises her blouse and she's not wearing any panties
>I lick her a couple of times
>We decide to stop and then we kiss multiple times
>Neither of us knew how to kiss, so we were just slobbering on each other's faces
>At one point she tells me to strip completely naked and kiss her
>Idk why but I did it
>We go outside and pretend nothing happened
>3 of us have a sleepover at this house and the next morning she wakes me up
>Pretend nothing happened
>We go to the basement to play roleplay McDonald's
>Im drive thru attendant and shes the customer
>She roleplay slaps me
>It hurt for real
>I cry and breakup with her
>I meet her 6 years later and she pretends to know nothing about this night
>We date for a week and she breaks up with me
>Realize the amount of sex I could have exploited
I have a girlfriend. We were off and on kinda, but have been together for a year really. The thing is I care about her, her family, her issues and am not shy to say I love her. I don't think she'll ever understand me though. I think she expected some burly, alpha, romantic guy everyone expected me to be but when it comes down to it I just chill out, crack jokes, and get goofy. I know so many girls I'm much more compatible with on this sense, I just know it'd be wrong to pursue.
I'm in love with my someone guys. First time i've ever really felt a deep attraction to someone, shes beautiful, shes witty, shes smart, and she looks at me like a person. Most people think i'm dumb, or ugly, but she just... gah, she's perfect.
I just can't bring myself to do anything. Every time I see her, we talk and laugh and have a great time, and then we just leave. It's been a few weeks, so i'm guessing at this point she considers us just friends. I just hate myself every time i come home and realize i still haven't done anything.
Why am I a pussy /b/.
>>708050237
Trying to engage her in conversation via texts while she is at a party is a bad idea anon. Wait until you have a chance to talk to her face to face.
>>708050017
feels bad huh ?
>be 23
>this past summer
>go to 8 festivals
>play 4 of them
>just starting out so dont get paid
>gf couldnt afford to quit job and come
>madly in love
>call her everyday
>come back in august
>hang at her place
>need a job
>cant get job
>still have to tour
>gf supports me
>starts to resent me
>eventually breaks up with me
>living at parents
>heartbroken and depressed
>cant leave my bed
>too scared to see doctor
>message now ex gf, begging for her to come back
>shes in my close circle of friends
>always around
>cant get over her
what do?
Can ppl visit my site to cheer me up? Its not doing well at all and it makes me depressed. Google sikbitz - i post photgraphy art design graffiti skate..just random stuff..you might like..i dont know my life is crap and its the only thing keeping me going right now. Yea sad i know.
>>708050074
If your family does this on a regular basis, I'd recommend finding a group of people who actually see you and like you to make your family.
Don't estrange yourself from your biological family, just put your efforts where they have a better chance of bearing fruit.
Also happy birthday last week anon.
>>708050705
can you say ip troll?
Contemplate why you miss her. You must have seen her as a source of your own improvement. Now that she's gone, that source is up to you friend. Keep your head up. Find reasons to be confident. Focus on your own improvement rather than getting her back.
>>708050546
it's just normal talk, she doesn't even know that I love her (i think)
probably fell into the friendzone months ago
she probably found another chad in the party, that's why she's taking so long to read stuff I send, just simple texts, questions.. not really giant walls of text
>>708050510
Get her to introduce you to a friend.
Either way, she gets jealous and goes to you or brings you to a friend, you find a romantic interest.
I've finally manage to do it.
Forget the one I really loved.
Now tell me.
Why do I still feel so empty?
>>708050546
nevertheless, i am just a stupid scared fucking retard
>>708050924
You're in a negative thought pattern again anon.
You're tripping yourself up with things you have no way of knowing if they are true. Parties have loud music and dancing, she probably has to look at her phone to see if she has any messages, because she can't hear/feel them.
>>708051144
you never really forget the people you genuinely loved
she is a part of you forever now
Girlfriend I love with currently says she is having a quarter life crisis.
It's starting to emotionally effect me. I've felt shirty all day today for no reason. I haven't felt like this since I was depressed.
>>708051019
thanks anon, im trying.
>>708051445
stop being such a pussy maybe
>>708051264
I wasn't made for this, how can one be so good with something, and be so bad with another?
>>708051690
We all have our strengths and weaknesses anon, it's how we choose to deal with it that makes the difference.
>>708049169
my girlfriend broke up with me today
>>708051872
what's it like, to be loved by someone?
not talking about family love, but the kind of love between 2 persons that met each other some moment in their lives?
How does it feel?
>>708052113
do you want to talk about it anon?
>>708052288
It's hard to explain, since english is not my birth idiom, but I'll try
>>708052183
Really nice, it feel really nice. Once you meet a person who really likes you for you, it's just a different way of being kinda.
Now I'm getting all nostalgic and shit. And I'm supposed to be the strong supportive one in this conversation.
If you manage to get out there and interact with people, I'm sure you'll get to know the feeling.
>>708052513
what is your idiom? English is also not my birth one
>>708050125
This entire story made me cringe, I hope OP committed suicide too.
>>708049169
I live in iraq...
>>708052567
I go out, I talk to people, but when the moment comes, when I love someone and i need to say it, i'm too scared to do it, then I start to get angry and slowly get used to it
>>708052513
Spanish
We were together since july 2013. She broke with me probably because I have to leave my town thanks to my studies.
She apologized me, she said it was the best thing we could do.
>>708052967
You gotta just take the plunge man, the more times you admit to having feelings for someone, the easier it gets.
>>708052768
How is it there right now?
Well, I know it's a typical, "oh, she died, now I'm depressed story," but I wanna put it out there anyway. If this comes away as fake, I don't care. This is for her, she would have liked this place.
>Be me. Living in Texas, but around Austin, so I'm kinda a shill (fun fact, still kinda leftist, but I don't get triggered by shit. Have a free leaf from my book)
>Be kinda a loner at school. I was involved with the popular kids, but it was more of a "friend here, favor there" kind of thing.
>Meet a gril, a year older than me.
>Pretty. Not beautiful, but pretty, in a wholesome way that made it absolutely perfect. I won't describe her because I'd remember to much and break down crying
>By the by, I'm a HUUUGE book nerd. I was halfway through the Canterbury Tales when I met her in 7th grade, she was in 8th.
>She is too, and she was into hiking and shit like me, too. I recommend it, by the way. You'll get in shape, and it's nice, being out there, alone.
Helps me forget sometimes
Anyway, I digress.
>We quickly fall into the closest approximation of love that middle schoolers are capable of
>Thing about her is, she's a total good girl Christian
>She told me this later, but she hated herself for feeling this way. Tried to suppress it. Needless to say, it didn't work
>Anyway
>We would get together at school and have the most interesting discussions. I remember the first time I kissed her, we were talking about nuclear physics (the basics) and it got to hormonal reactions, then love, then, well, her having to stop me because she didn't want to commit sodomy.
>In the summer between 7th and 8th (for me), we found out there was a path through the woods linking our houses.
>I knew it, in fact, it was my favorite place to walk mis perros
>There was a really big tree there, that was our meeting place.
>Carved our initials into it, once for each year.
>We really fell in love at that tree.
Cont? Character cap.
>>708053055
I'm sorry for you anon, but don't worry, the future awaits you with good things
>>708053134
you're the same anon from the other thread, right?
>>708053339
Cont.
>>708053321
Full of corruption, jobs are scarce, can't even have sex without marrige (not including whores)
And luck has it that i live in the worse provance najaf
>>708053628
Yeah, I'm the guy mentioning mindfulness meditation in the last thread like I was being paid for it(I'm not by the way, it just really helped me).
>>708053960
Sounds sucky, how are you doing?
>>708054084
Well, it wouod be a lie if i said "fine",
I was lucky enough to get a job as a livestock.vet i. Some village i never even heard of
I get out of bed at 7 and work til 8pm
Only to get back to my cell in this """hospital"""
>>708054647
You live at a hospital?
>>708053974
I really appreciate what you're doing here anon, the world really could use more people like you, people that understand feelings
I think I'd probably be a lot more angry tonight if weren't for you to give your thoughts about my problems
sorry for anything I said, or any english errors
thank you for your patience
>>708050607
Best I could say is keep playing them gigs, /b/rother.
>>708049169
I'm the quite guy of the group (fake friends) and everyone treats me like shit because of it. I just want my fucking shirt back and they won't even pick up the fucking phone for me.
Well, time to unload.
>Be me
>Third year of college
>Focusing on Economics and Political Science
>I dream of ruling the world, but that's a story for another time
>Have a close-knit circle of friends
>Nothing has ever split us, we're all inseparable and best friends
>Lately been depressed
>Haven't been able to find anyone who I actually love
>All my friends have either had girlfriends or just don't care
>I've made sure to let people know I'm not interested
>Never been interested in anyone since freshman year of hs
>7 year gap since I ever felt even a faint interest
>I've been trying tirelessly to find a girl who is like me, someone I can love
>Nothing. Nobody.
>I just keep cracking jokes and having fun with friends
>I see them all move on and become adults
>They all either find their ways in life and decide to never be with anyone or they find their true love
>"Where's my lover?" I always ask
>Nothing. Nobody.
I feel empty. Every day I contemplate suicide. It gets worse every day. I've gotten to the point of putting myself in danger to entertain friends. I smile, but I'm aching on the inside. I try to shock people with jokes so they feel better, but I feel nothing myself.
I'm empty. Help me.
>>708055392
hey its another time, lets hear of you ruling the world.
>>708055361
I get ya man. My friends may not be fake, but I've had fake friends before. Leave them once you get your shirt back and find people like you. Yeah, sounds corny as hell, but it worked for me. I was myself and found the group I'm with now. No regret with my friends, only myself
>>708055392
don't worry my friend, you'll find your one true love, give just a little more time, I am certain that someone will show up
>>708055331
Well my being here isn't totally altruistic. I do this sort of stuff to use as evidence to myself that I'm not a horrible person. So you sharing your problems with me has also been beneficial for me.
I'm not a native english speaker myself, so any fault you may have made is forgiven on the premise that I make them myself. Expressing your emotions, even if they reflect a bit negatively on you is still better than not saying anything at all, so don't worry about that.
I don't really feel like I've had to be patient with you, but if you feel like I have you're welcome.
>>708055585
Heh, alright. I guess I'll tell you my plan to rule the world.
>Be me
>Have had a dream to rule the world since sophomore year of hs
>It started with just a few words
>"Anon, you're nothing to this world. Nothing will change no matter how hard you try. You can't rule the world."
>-Bitch dating my father, 2009
>"Yeah? Well watch me! I'll take this world, I swear to you that."
>I never gave up on that
>Began studying political theories, military strategies, guerilla warfare, things of that nature
>Probably on FBI watchlist
>First time a Christian got on it most likely kek
>I'm a firm believer in the idea of a republic
>I despise Islam
>My dream for achieving power is one of two ways:
>Take power in the eventual revolution to come
>Or
>Run fairly and rile the people up
>"America is for Americans!"
>Next step: invade Canada
>Eventually take North America
>Go to South America
>Build military up the whole time to scare other nations
>Become friendly with Russia (wouldn't be too hard, that is, if someone like Putin will be in charge)
>With relations between Russia and America being friendly, China would never interfere
>Begin to fund revolutions in Europe, Australia, and Indonesia
>Eventual old republican system like in the 1700s shall take foot
>Nationalism will be at an all-time high in funded countries
>From there on, exploit that nationalistic pride
>Pride obscures common sense
>Destroy countries from the inside, then take them over
>Eventually, by the end of my life, make an Imperial Dynastic line
>The Americas would be one country under one language
>Freedom and power in one empire
>Eventual takeover of the world by my descendants
So? What do you think anon?
>>708052183
I get how you feel. It's empty to not feel love, right? Yeah, me and you, we laugh, we find things funny, we cry, we get angry, but we never find love.
Maybe we will find love someday anon. Hopefully.
>>708056259
I'm happy to be helpful anon
And I have to thank you once again, you made me cry, I was trying to cry all day, for sadness or anger, you gave something else for me. You made me feel something that is not deep inside me, something that I was able to externalize.
Will I ever see you again someday, friend?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SHdUOIfPag
>>708055392
Fucking same... :( I wanna drop out of college and turn myself into to a institution
>>708053731
Okay. Sorry for delay. OC is hard work and there was a bathroom break involved.
>So anyways, at this tree, we truly did fall in love. We spent all of our time out there. Reading, talking, when I got a laptop that could, gaming (this was around 2000, story starts in 1997). We first kissed there, and we eventually first fucked there. It was our sanctuary.
>I remember when some asshat came out there to hunt deer. Being the semi-redneck that she was, anonette got her own gun out and shot a deer that the guy had already bagged, right next to him. It was great, and we got away with it.
>As we get to around college age, we start seriously dating. When we graduate HS (well, she graduated, got an associates (we went to this charter school (semi-richfag) and we got college credits in HS), we went on a round the world trip before college. It was probably the best year of my life. It was like heaven, truly
>You look forward to waking up. Every day, you've got some adventure or party planned. You're with the girl of your dreams. You're seeing the world.
Anyway
>After we get back, we both settle into college. >We're both going to UT for our undergrads, and aiming for MIT for our graduates.
>During college, I get a PPL (private pilots license).
>I liked to do it, and I'd been accumulating hours since middle school
>I won't talk about college. Suffice to say, anonette stopped being such a believer, and my god the sex was good. Virgin pussy on the body of a 20 year old.
>So, anyway. We finally graduate, and both (somehow, probably my vile Jew sorcery(thats rite im a kike faggots gime ur shekls)) get into MIT
>We're both uber-poorfags at the moment, and so I, with my shiny new license, decide to fly us.
>It's gonna be about twelve hours
>Yes nigga, plane sex
>Get up at around 6:30. Go through ablutions.
>Head to airport, having dined upon the breakfast of champions, Mountain Dew and cheerios.
Character cap again, will cont.
Pic is flight log.
>>708057477
Life is so mechanical, artificial without love, It's almost meaningless, even more when you love someone, and that someone doesn't love you back, or doesn't even know what you feel
>>708058345
You probably will, if you join one of these threads again. If you really want to find me in here, ask for the danish mindfulness dude.
The time difference might make it difficult, but I'm pretty nocturnal, so you might catch me from time to time.
>>708056802
not him, but it's really inspiring anon, I've had my own plans, but they rely on such impossible things
your's much more realistic
>>708059182
Thanks man. I don't think it's really that realistic, as I'm technically not going to end up conquering the world, but instead my descendants would. Even then, it's assuming a lot of different factors.
>>708058712
Will not be posting license for obvious reasons.
>Anyway, thusly fueled, I head to the airport with anonette. We preflight the plane, load up our meager possessions, and TO at around 8:30.
>Flight was great. I got a BJ, and we remembered to pack food. I should have landed for rest overnight, but didn't.
>Land around 9 oclock. I've been awake for a while.
>Have to drive to hotel.
>I'lldoitshesalreadytired.jpg
>You can see where this is going.
>At 10:02, some asshat in a truck is turning onto the freeway.
>He's drunk, and isn't paying attention
>Trying to get to left lane.
>Doesn't see the Honda civic hurtling towards him at twenty over the limit.
>She's pasted
>Dies on scene.
That's really it folks. You know how it goes from here. I dated again, but didn't really feel it. I'm sorry for shit story, but I don't want to remember.
>>708055392
>kike detected
>>708059644
Sorry anon. Did you ever find anyone else to fall for?
>>708059960
Samefag as >>708055392
Was it the world conquest that gave it away or empty soul?
>kidding, nah i aint a jew
>circumcised tho
>>708059988
Not really. Then again, she was absolutely perfect. She was already big into reading and hiking, and I got her addicted to vidiya. Those three things don't really go together. Add a 10/10 body and, well...
>>708058830
i'll remember you, friend
I don't know what happens next, but there's a chance I'll stop by monday, unfortunately I can't guarantee it
also, my timezone is probably very different than yours (gmt - 3), so maybe i won't be here at the proper time.
If I'm able to muster up my courage (or not), you'll hear from me again
good night for you anon
>>708059590
believe me, it is, all the pieces for it exist right now
>>708060304
Goodnight anon, if the circumstances allow it, we will meet again.
>>708060259
Just look at it this way... you still got to have that year of heaven. Its better to lose it than to never have it to begin with. Or maybe its not; humans are fickle fucks and the grass is always greener on the other side. Truly sorry for your lose though, she sounded wonderful.
>>708060304
Well, maybe I will take the world by storm. Only problem may be with my dynasty since my name ends with IV, so maybe I'd be the first or fourth of my empire all wrapped into one. Heh, be funny.
Anyway anon, hope you get to see me create a new world. When you see the hints, you'll know it was me
>>708060920
Yep. She was pretty much perfect. There's one girl, but she's married. There ain't much for a man my age.
Hey fags, im having "girl troubles" and its kinda making me feel right now. Any of you want a non-greentext story of this girl cucking me? Im basically in the dude-zone and I put myself there.
>>708061513
what do you mean by dude-zone?
what did she do?
>>708054928
It's called a hospital, yes
>>708062133
Why do you live there?
>>708050510
I'm at the same situation as you, except I knew this girl for years and only really fell for her now after she became single. It is weird to think that I didn't think about her this way before, either; I've always thought she was really special, everything she does is adorable and she's pretty much my favorite person, if that even makes sense.
And now, what can I even do? It's really hard to imagine her actually wanting do date me. She must like being around me, of course, we have been friends for a long while after all. But I can't shake off the feeling that she only likes me as a sort of oddity. I'm a really weird person, which means that people will always either be grossed out or become curious about what kind of weird shit I will come up next.
This girl, on the other hand, is way more popular than me. Which means that she is soon gonna find someone who more appropiate. And I will remain her friend after that, until circunstances create distance between us. And then she will probably move on with her life and find new friends and forget about me. But I won't forget.
Being a loner makes everyone in your life so much more special. I wish they could feel the same about me, too.
>>708061945
Dis girl. Basically a 9/10 girl. Really nice and get any guy she could possibly want. She flirts with me a bit and starts texting me more, but when we hang out, all we do is just chill and she doesnt make any moves but we keep eye contact sometimes and I dont know what to do. am I just being a beta fag?
>>708062454
>>708050510
Both of you guys need to let these girls know how you feel about them. With great risk comes great reward and if you don't do this, you'll be kicking yourselves for ages after it is too late.
>>708049961
>>708050017
That fucking sucks man
>>708050074
Happy belated birthday my friend, hope you make it.. you and I both
an exchange student came to my class, the thing is that I started to talk to the girl instantly, idk I felt a connection that ive never experienced, the thing is that we started to go out in something more than friends, but in a moment she stopped talking me, or saying hello everywhere we see, she don't text me anymore, I don't know why a girl would do this, I'm a good guy and she looked and acted really innocent and nice, now it's like we've never met, I really don't know what to do
>>708064924
She might have scared herself by liking you and noped away for a bit. Just try to make it obvious that you are still interested in contact.
>be me 18
>not alpha but not beta
>8/10 brunette best friend
>start to get feels
>she has bad breakup
>she has feels for him and me
>I find out about her feels
>she finds out about mine
>not the right time to date
>have to go back to school Monday
What the fuck do I do /b/ros? I know I'm fucked but please let me know if there's a way to come out alpha.
>>708065130
I have thought that, but that you say it I'm sure is that, idk I don't wanna tell her anything, I've asked her if it's everything ok or if she wants to get out and she still making excuses, and before this she replied always with a yes, I don't want to be annoying or something like that, I have always that fear
>>708065657
Stop thinking like a fucking idiot, "alpha, beta, omega" stop that shit man, what are you hoping that we say? Go and beat the shit out of her ex, show her you're the macho man alpha guy and she's gonna hop on your dick? It doesn't work that way. If she's your best friend as you said it, give it some time, be there for her and offer her support, you two will date when you both feel ready but to be honest, dating your best friend.. well.. that may end amazing but it may also be really terrible, be careful..
>>708066084
10/10 response
>>708065695
Well you don't have to ask her out all the time, just be happy to see her and give her the space she needs. Is she religious by any chance?
>>708065657
>not the right time to date
I'm assuming she said that she doesn't want to date because she just had a breakup? Maybe she just needs some time. She did say she liked you, right?
>>708063538
I'm pretty gross, tho. Chances of failure are almost 100%.
>>708062328
It's where i work most of the time
And also because the village has no suitable accomidations
people and all of society only exists because those mechanisms reinforce successful reproduction the need to socialize is simply the need to form connection for the sake of survivial. all of what we do is dictated by crude biology and soon our egos will ruin the planet and bring us to extinction
>>708066461
Eh gross or not, there's no accounting for taste. If she likes you, you might be the right type of gross to get her engine going. You'll never know unless you try and if she isn't interested in a relationship, you can refocus your attention on someone else.
>>708066628
Oh, well I hope it works out for you somehow. Do you want to get away from Iraq or do you just want to go somewhere else there?
>>708066084
Thanks that actually helps a lot
>>708066461
I told her it wasn't right because I don't want him to feel like I'm the reason because I know those feels.
>>708066891
and there no such thing as higher though, a person living for fucking assholes is not any less worthy or worse than a man dedicated to curing cancer. everything we do is meaningless and there is absolutely no winning over time.
>>708066454
yeah, she's kinda religious, how do you made that conclusion? she is because of her family, she goes on those youth programs and and shit, but she don't seem thaaat religious.
also I've made clear that I want something, we've talked about it and all, maybe should I give her time?
>>708067320
I'm not quite sure I get what you are saying anon.
>>708066461
>>708066084
Either one of you have any clue what to do Monday? We're going to sit down face to face and talk about this.
Here's a sad little song to listen to from the movie "Like Crazy", I would recommend watching that and "Blue Valentine" if anyone's going through a break-up or anything of the sort.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wii-psngYQw
>>708067470
What religion is she part of?
I made a guess based on her being an exchange student. Also religious girls tend to nope out when they start feeling sexually attracted to a guy who isn't part of their religion, it's the shame ingrained in religion that does that.
>>708067498
Just take it as it comes anon. You might not want her liking you, being part of why they broke up, but what if you are a factor in it without even having done anything?
>>708049961
Omfg this is me
>>708067103
Well, any of them will do,but if i'm ever leaving iraq i'll do it legaly to somewhere. Nice like canada or newzealand perhaps i chose these just because i don't want to learn a fifth language
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Thanks man!, i hope life brings you happiness someday
>>708067498
You nor I could possibly know what she's going to talk about on Monday but just reassure her that you'll be there for her no matter what, even if you date or not; she is your best friend after all, right?
>>708067962
So you're saying I'm probably already involved so fuck it go for it?
>>708063459
You need to make the move
>>708068148
Yep I'm there for her not because I want to date her, but because she's a great person. She has an amazing personality and even if we stay friends ill always be able to love her as a person. I'm here for her, the feelings are just a side effect.
>>708068199
I'm saying that you might've been a factor without actually actively doing anything. Don't jump into this head first without testing the waters. Just prepare yourself to be there for her and take it slow. If you end up together, that's what happens, if you don't you'll still have a best friend that you are strongly attached to.
>>708068681
So either way we both win?
>>708067962
she is Catholic I think, the most common one haha, and we've talked about the religion, I've said to her that I think that we are too less to know what created this virtuality, that life has to be lives the way you want to live it, not what a books says, and she looked kinda agreeing with it, she worried a lot before too, when I didn't talk or things like that
>>708068109
My life is already fairly happy and the parts I'm not happy about I'm working on.
I wish the same for you. I've heard that there are small towns in Canada advertising for people to move in as they as slowly dying out, that might be a chance for you in the future.
>>708068850
Basically yeah.
>>708069133
Thanks anon. You don't know how much you helped me. I'm almost excited for Monday now.
>>708066891
Eh, maybe you're right. I should at least consider trying. I'm gonna think about whether I should try to win her over subtly and slowly first, or just come out and say it. The former seems too slow, and second seems way to sudden and would scare her off. Chances are not good.
By the way, if this chick ends up hating me I'm blaming it all on you, anonymous.
Its sad when I remember that the last time I have physical contact with a women was 2 years ago, and its more sad when I remember that the contact only happened because the girl fall asleep in the bus next to me and lean his head to my shoulder.
The worst part of all, I feel great about that moment, I actually fantasized about that anonimous girl being my gf and all that shit.
Feels sad man.
>>708069738
Just get out there Anon. Do t be aggressive or anything, but if you're old enough, go out to bars. Talk to women, leave your comfort zone. Remember one rule. Always take a friend who will make sure you don't make bad decisions when you get drunk if you do.
>>708069099
and also so many thanks for your help, I'm really feeling better with your words, it's like you really know me, or you really know the human mind
>>708069099
Oh man, you've crushed on a Catholic chick.
At least tell me she comes from a harmonious family.
Shame is a huge part of the Catholic faith and you being open about questioning the bible is a thing that will simultaneously attract her to you and make the little judgmental angel her parent put in her head go off about heretics and seducers.
Just make sure you let her know you respect her belief, otherwise that little angel prick will make her feel bad about finding you attractive.
>>708069657
The slow game rarely works, it's a lot easier to see you in a sexual way if you let her know you find her attractive. Just don't go all "marry me and stay with me forever" from the get go. Also you can blame me if this goes tits up, I'm willing to take your anger if that happens.
>>708049169
>>17668270
i met her on /fit/
i actually met her in real life and i had something going with her for about 6 months
we had something going on for half a year
yet decided at the beginning of that year she needs to go back to her ex
why?
because she, and that we both established
>fears to be alone
>knows what she's getting out of him
>thinks he is immature (she is his first), childish at times and inexperienced
>she sees me as her mature, experienced guy
>she's clinging on to that teenage relationship because every other failed around them and she wants to show everyone that it can exist
over a month ago
>can we get some more distance between us? aka not write with each other?
>need to make myself clear what i want
>writing with you is making me sorta just look into one way
texted her on her birthday, a week ago
she thanked me and told me she appreciated that
wanted to start some smalltalk
but got shut off with "i don't wanna ignore you, that's why i'm answering you. you know i don't want any contact at the moment"
>talked to her two days ago
>asked her how long we shall remain on each others contact list, not texting while we both want that
>she tells me she just doesn't want contact with me for an indefinitely amount of time
>actually declares me her "ex-bf", although we never established a real relationship
uhm what?
is that her way of trying to cope with it, labeling me as some ex-bf?
i believe just move on is the logical step here?
what urks me the most ist, that i actually met a girl in this cesspool of a shit site and fell in love with her, because the whole package attracted me.
now i feel like i don't know where else to look like that sort of girl, since this one actually overthroned my ex who was, at that time, my oneitis.
My girlfriend just told me she will never belive me when I tell her I love her
She loves me and that's more than I could ever hope for
How do I make her see.
>>708070160
I was left out for so long during my childhood due to bullying, that I felt like an alien in my teens. I basically had to study people and use trial and error to figure out what worked and what didn't. It's made me quite knowledgable on the human mind, even though I still sperg out like an idiot from time to time.
>>708070695
She needs to love herself before she can believe you love her too. If you support her in that, she might believe you some day.
>>708049169
Only time when I'm happy is when I'm high...
>>708049169
I have an OC greentext I can share about my first love. If interest is expressed and thread is bumped I will share.
>>708070268
her family seems pretty harmonious, she didn't felt weird when I questioned her religion, I did it with respect always, but I think you're right, she's very ashamed about some things, and she is pretty innocent, (I'm the first boy that has go that far with her, and the second one in her life to kiss her) so I think you're right, it feels like she wants to be another thing, or to get out that shame, but she can't, I tried to be just me with her, show her how different I live and maybe she could make a decision in her mind and open it more to the real world
>>708071000
Thanks :)
>>708071119
Tell us why?
>>708071248
Sure, I'll read your story anon
>>708070845
I guess we will always be idiots, but that's the fun in life, acquiring knowledge until the head explodes, I really admire and appreciate your knowledge and answers, you should be happy about it, the circumstances gave you a really good tool, and you made me feel much relaxed today, so I really can't pay all that you've helped me
>>708071119
>>708071248
>>708071560
I will tell you. Give me time to write. Till then bump
>>708071248
>>708071560
Yeah, me too.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=x3RlkpI-2nk If listening to this song right now doesn't make you guys cry, you're not in your feelings :///
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdBJ1X33rXM
watch this if you want to cry
dumping my no words baw folder
>>708072147
>>708072187
>>708072222
>>708072273
>be me
>have huge crush on female best friend, we'll call her C
>senior year
>talking to Bros about what we'd do on prom night seeing as we all knew we wouldn't be getting dates
>next day C tells me to meet her after 4th period
>See her holding something
>cupcakes spell out "prom date? :)"
>holyshit.jpeg
>say yes, obviously
>over course of next months slowly give hints I'm interested
>couple days before C tells me about guy she likes
>feelsbadman
>still happy to be going to prom with C
>another female friend tells me she has no date
>she's a qt314
>already going with C
>prom day comes
>C and I took picture
>go to dance floor
>C doesn't want to dance much with me
>C tells me my best friend looks cute
>proceed to dance with qt314 female friend and other girl more than C
>C tells me we're going to after party
>get to after party
>C sees guy she's crushing on
>C sits in his lap and flirts with him for almost an hour
>I stand in corner awkwardly as I don't know anyone
>feelsreallybadman
>call older cousin to pick me up because having shit time but never end up leaving with him
>mom calls me at 1250am
>asks if I'm ok
>says she had a bad feeling in her heart that I was in alot of pain
>feel like crying
>tell her I'm ok
>C tells me we're leaving to diner for late meal
>after meal get home
>mom and I have heart to heart
>next day we go to coney island
>C's crush there again
>C asks if I'm ok
>Tell C about my feelings
>C tells me she knew all along and wanted me to come out with it but can only be my friend
>later we're on the beach
>gazing out at sunset thinking
>C jokingly asks if I'm having emotional moment
>flash forward to today
>C is now dating my best friend
>qt314 dating another friend of mine
>Tfw never completely got over her but can never have her
>pic related, cupcakes she baked me
>>708071277
Well you can only be supportive with her then and just let her take her time. Just let her know there is no hurry about anything and that you want her to be comfortable with you.
>>708071371
No problem, I know the feeling of not quite believing other people when they like or love you. I've used a bunch of time figuring out how to like myself, so I could believe others do too.
>>708071631
You have no debt with me, doing this is part of how I let myself like myself. Also luckily idiocy is momentary and if you forgive it in yourself it will happen less and less, at least that is my experience. I also suck knowledge to me like sponge, because if I don't I get restless and fuck myself over.
>>708072311
>>708072344
!!!!
>>708072369
>>708072409
>>708072440
>>708072464
>>708070526
bump
>>708072492
>>708072518
>>708072551
>>708072583
>>708072620
Been about a month for me but it might as well have been three or more months to be honest /b/.
Just broke up with my gf of almost 2 years because of some family issues (her family was Asian, I was not; not white and I was also not rich; I come from a very broken family which turned some stuff sour between us because of racism on both sides).
We were doing fine when our parents didn't know were were dating. She told me all the right stuff and said a bunch of nice things like "I love you, lets get married etc," but in the end she's the one who dumped me because she "met someone who her parents liked too."
Anyone suffering from a break up as the dumpee tonight I want you to not relapse.
We have to let it go because in the end you know she never loved you; she never did and she never will.
She doesn't miss you, even though those scenarios are playing in your head, just stop pretending like that's how it's gonna go down.
She's moved on and is probably fucking some other bloke and it's time you either did the same or just accept what you've got and live with it.
Find strength in whatever you've got and take it elsewhere where it's going to be worth your time.
Always remember that you are still you, even though you might have given every last piece of it to her or shown the most vulnerable sides to her that you'd never show anyone else.
Even after all of that you still are here and you now have a long but important task of finding yourself again as that lonely individual.
Remember that you can do this and it's going to be a tough fight but you have to do it.
Just face reality and do not go back to find yourself in someone who has taken it and hidden it away from you for good.
I'm thinking of you tonight too. I hope the best in your situations and whenever it comes up just keep telling yourself it's gonna be okay. It's always gonna be okay, no matter what you think, no matter what you decide to do to make it feel better it's always going to be okay
>>708072656
animals now
>>708072694
>>708072760
>>708072805
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>>708073001
My girlfriend dumped me three weeks ago. I love her dearly. She cut contact with me until this morning when I got a text calling me reprehensible for moving on with my life. I texted back that I hadn't and that I will wait for her forever. She never responded.
I'm in love with a crazy chick and I'm a complete pussy.
I pray for death every 5 minutes. She has me scared that I'll lose her if I fuck other women, but the truth is, I already lost her.
>>708073032
911 stories
>>708073113
>>708071560
>>708071480
Because you asked for it
>Be me
>Sophomore year in HS
>Smartfag and everybody knows it
>Kind of beta but not beta enough to let myself get walked all over
>Am generally aware that most people are using me for my intelligence
>So as a result just decide to go along with all the crap of others. Didn't really see any harm in it.
>Had some good mates that I would hang around with, even in with some potheads and smoke from time to time.
>So not completely beta but still beta enough to be considered so.
>Anyways I went to HS in a tiny little school of only about 1,400 people.
>This meant the town it was in was quite literally Small Town America
>Quaint little town 50 miles North of Chicago, nobody ever really came nor left and everybody knew one another.
>Still remember the name of the fire chief, Daniel, and how his sausage pancakes were amazing.
>The whole place felt like home and I lived there all my life.
>Never really have girlfriend despite living in a town that one would think it would be easy to find one in
>Nobody ever really talked to me unless they wanted some of my pot or test answers.
>Never really thought anything of it, made me a bit down from time to time but overall didn't phase me.
>Was very type A about my grades though, always making sure I was on top of them but not as much as my other friends were.
>I was basically that smart kid that cared but not too much. Not to the point of being one of those tiger mom driven shut ins who did nothing but homework all day.
>As Sophomore year progressed the days started to blur together, there was no difference between them anymore.
>I would question if there was more to life that just going to school all day every day.
>This was when I first learned of the struggle of the intelligent people of this world, and that is a predisposition to depression.
>First time I ever felt depressed
>Didn't show it but teachers parents and even some of my closer friends knew something was off.
>>708073142
>>708073174
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>>708072938
>>708072973
>>708073001
Goddamn it
I'm going to kms
Please stop
>>708073294
>>708073328
>>708073354
can we save these 911 memes for another thread?
I'd gladly give my life if it meant I could absolve one of the few actual images in this thread. Or the poor pilot bastard. He looks legit. But seriously though, I would do this. Even for the dogs. Even for the goddamn sandniggers in sandniggerbad, because they can still know love, and loss, and no feeling being should ever have to feel this way. In fact, now that I think about it, especially the dogs. They don't even understand. Thanks, brain, for giving me another reason to be depressed.
>>708073375
>>708073376
k
>>708073423
>>708072891
Fuck
>>708073461
>>708073484
>>708073520
>>708073543
>>708073143
Fuck off Casey Shuck, you're married and've been teaching algebra to my son this year.
>>708070526
wow man, im happy you could actually find someone on this cess pool.. doesn't seem like she wants you though, might be hard to accept and I mean you can try a little bit more but she seems like cancer and id just forget her.
>>708073573
>>708073610
>>708073647
>>708072683
Read this...>>708073088
There is hope
Just don't fuck it up like I dis
>>708050607
>>shes in my close circle of friends
>>always around
>>cant get over her
That shit fucking sucks ass. I burned a torch for a girl for five fucking years because of that. I still think of her sometimes more than ten years later. It ripped me to shreds.
>>708073607
maybe... but i guess she knows i might be the better choice, yet resorts to being with her ex again because she's afraid
>>708073715
note the teardrop
>>708073610
me today. feels bad man
>>708073777
>>708073842
Fake depressions thread where crybaby faggots whine about their nonexistent problems? No thanks.
>>708073899
>>708051445
shes thinking of cheating on you, not trolling here, but when anyone starts talking like that....their basically telling you, its time to move on.
>>708073935
>>708073904
Yeah
Depression is fake
Half of my friends killed themselves for funzies, you cunt
>>708074014
>>708073143
>October of Sophomore year rolls around
>Start getting really intense stomach pains nearly every day
>Rule it out as a consequence of my depression but they go on for too long
>One day they were so bad they quite literally felt like the alien coming out of my stomach.
>Folks take me to hospital and they do a CAT scan.
>Figure out intestines are inflamed to the point of extreme danger.
>Transfer me over to a new hospital and they do endoscopy
>Get diagnosed with crohn's disease same day.
>Feelsbadman.rar
>Was not really phased by diagnoses more so me missing out on school.
>Stoner buddies texted everyday and one of them, I still remember him to this day, Nick, came to see me in my room.
>Couple weeks later get out of hospital
>Depression slightly worsens because this shit cannot be cured, just treated.
>Nick was the only one who cared that I was gone, all the others just briefly asked me what happened.
>Fastforward to finals week around December of the same year
>Not much happens from October to there
>Accept my condition for what it is and even find out I can get medical marijuana for it
>Feelsgoodman.jpg
>But its finals week and that usually means that people would come to me for study help en mass
>Chem class was the one that everybody had trouble with
>I would get stupid questions like "anon, what's the molar mass of potassium phosphate"
>Or "How do I calculate the energy transfer from this reaction"
>Pissed me off but I would answer for people because that's who I was
>Then there was her
>This one girl who had never really talked in class but I knew had good grades
>She came to me for help
>And this is where it all started...
>>708074047
>>708074097
>>708073904
>Fake depressions thread where crybaby faggots whine about their nonexistent problems?
There's a difference between being depressed and feeling bad. Feels threads are for both.
>>708074154
>>708074201
>>708074256
>>708050332
>2nd grade
>2ND FUCKING GRADE!
wut
>>708074322
i have to click through my webm folder because of the new file restrictions. might take a minute
>>708074020
They killed themselves because they're fucking pathetic like you probably arr and didn't have anything worth living for. I guess it's good that the trash is eliminating itself.
>>708074472
>>708074528
Are*.
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>>708058556
Ayy another bones fan :)
>>708074710
>>708074742
>>708074777
oh boy where do I start?
>be 8-10 years old
>in elementary school
>friends I used to chill and have good times with have now left/isolated me
>one bro I know stayed with me
>I would go over to his house on weekends, because i was a poorfag and he had all the cool videogames Wii/Xbox360
>fastforward 2-3 years
>friend tells me he's moving, to Colorado
>his dad got laid off, but got a better job offer
>get super depressed wondering if I'll ever get to see him again (I do end up visiting him a year later after he moved)
>now in 7th grade
>Lockermates with this really cool kid that I got along with really well
>halfway into the school year
>riding bus to school and driving down the road
>drive by a bunch of police cars a few firetrucks and an ambulance
>get to my locker to put my backpack up and get books
>lockerbro isn't there
>1st hour class starts
>PA announcement tone goes off it's the principal
>"hello students...I don't know how to say this, but approximately 10 minutes ago 'anon' passed away in an ambulance en route to the hospital he was struck and ran over by a car while riding his bike"
>tear up and start crying
>teacher gets up and hugs me and takes me to the library to mourn with other students
>parents find out, come and pick me up from school
>super depressed for a month or 2
>takes a while but eventually I bounce back to my old self...kinda
>now we're in high school
>I never had anything cool or remarkable about me
>so I was picked on/ bullied
>never got physical because I guess I was just lucky
>some kids would throw stuff and call me names
>I just shrugged it off and went on with my day
>the worst part of high school is that a lot of people "knew me" but didn't truly "know me"
>They would be like oh hey it's "anon" or "hey anon can I borrow a pen/pencil"
>I tried to be as friendly as I could, but no one ever wanted to be friends with me
>graduated high school and went to work for a few years to save up some money for college
>>708074809
>>708074186
Depression: a made up "illness" for 13 year olds that aren't man enough to tough it out and get through life. Essentially failures.
Feeling bad: this is okay except when you make a feels thread you generally are just seeking attention. The kind of attention a depressed 13 year old desires.
>>708074838
>>708072187
I started crying.
>>708074865
>>708074904
>>708061513
HOLY MACARONI!
>>708074926
>>708074081
>Dead of winter so feeling really depressed at this point, cold weather all the time, slate gray skies every day...
>So this girl who I barely knew and who hardly anybody knew came up to me for the first time and asked me a few questions
>Thought she would be just like everybody else so contentiously agree to help her with whatever she needs
>This persists for a few days, I didn't really notice anything that outwardly demonstrated she was into me
>Except on the third day she asks to borrow my notebook, one day before the final
>This wireds me out because what studying are you going to get done in a single day?
>Decide to not ask questions and give her book
>She smiles at me for some odd reason and I smile back out of politeness
>Don't do anything yet because beta
>Go home and get last minute studying done then go to sleep
>Get to school the next day
>Girl comes up to me with notebook first thing in the morning
>She obviously looked for me so she could give it to me earlier
>At this point I think something is up
>So i decide to open up the notebook to see what was contained inside it or to see what she had done to it
>Think it is some kind of prank because some cunt chicks did that to me before
>But to my surprise on the inside cover if the notebook is a phone number accompanied by these cute little heart stickers
>Beta me does not know what to do so I rifle with the thoughts for a few days
>Finish finals and go about business
>3 week winter break after finals so I decide fuck it and text the number
>This is where it heats up
>>708050074
Never really understood the sadness behind forgotten birthdays (it's happened a few times). Happy birthday anyway!
>>708074958
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>>708074824
>2nd year in community college now, and 4 years into my job at a deli
>I really don't like my job, just because I'm pretty sure the people I work with don't like me, but the job pays well so I'm willing to work there for another year or 2 before I quit.
>Now my younger brother is high school, now I will say I am slightly jealous, but i'm also proud of him
>he's a star athlete at the school, everyone likes him and wants to be his friend
>but the part that kills me every time is that he still looks up to me
>he's everything that I'm not but he still wants to be like me
>I know my parents aren't too pleased with me, hopefully as soon as i'm done with school I can ditch my home and get my own place where I don't have to worry about anything
>now I'm just kinda stumbling my way through everyday just exhausted, but I still put on a smile and a good attitude on for everyone to see
>but what they really don't know is that I really and dead and finished on the inside
>>708075479
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>>708075610
>be me
>17
>junior year, starting to work through depression that i had since I was 13
>work up the courage to ask a girl that I was interested in on a date
>we actually hit it off, and talk for a long time
>everything is going great until some asshole sexually assaulted her
>dont know what to do
>try to help her and let her know she is safe with me
>her mother also abused her
>she suffers from anxiety and bipolar disorder
>I'm always there to comfort her in her time of need
>In love with this girl
>tell her, and she tells me she loves me too
shit then hits the fan
>over the course of senior year, she decides that I am the cause of her problems
>do my best to save our friendship
>she spirals out of control and tells her friends I abuse her
>high school shunned me
>only close friends believe me
>feel betrayed
years later, still feel like I'll never love again. I haven't cared for anyone like that or remotely close since
first green text if I did a shitty job
>>708049961
>>708050017
Capped, rename as you please. That was kinda brutal.
>>708075643
>>708075678
>>708075720
>>708075754
>>708075785
>>708075652
Same shit happened to me except I'm 29 and facing serious criminal charges because she busted her nose while biting my fucking face
>>708059644
serves you right for being a kike
>>708075843
>>708075882
>>708074710
Its sad that today's autistic little bastards will grow up without being exposed to any show as moral, human or decent as Mr. Rogers.
>>708075911
>>708075945
>>708050607
put those feels into your music (i take it from festivals) and get paid.
Also go see a doctor dude, just do it. No use getting your girl back if you're dead fam.
>>708075984
>>708076017
>>708074984
>I suppose I owe you a description of her now
>Let's call her Liz
>Liz was this qt 3.14 half Asian chick who lived a few doors down from me
>She had been me neighbor for much of my life, my parents knew hers and hers knew mine
>we did not really talk much though because she was sent to a catholic school until HS
>She had long brown hair about down to shoulder length
>An athletic body type with golden yellow skin
>And wide green eyes that looked as if they were always curious, as if questioning and inviting yet at the same time challenging
>Don't know why she was into me but she was
>We hit it off over text and she about a week in confesses that she had a thing for me since the beginning of the year
>She knew of my trip to the hospital and in fact she was the one who told Nick to come
>My mom and hers were good friends so my mom must have told her mom and Liz must have found out and sent Nick as a kind of intermediary
>She was very shy so this added up
>She texts me a few days later, I don't remember how long but she wants to come to my place
>Got Halo 3 for Christmas so we decide to play that
>Head down to my basement for a solid 8 hours and play non stop
>Play multiplayer
>Turns out she's really good and keeps kicking my ass with energy sword
>She suddenly pauses the game and turns over to me to laugh
>She looks into my eyes and me into hers
>She kisses me and we start to make out for a solid hour
>That's when I heard the sentence "I love you." be spoken by somebody other than my mother for the first time.
>Will never forget that moment.
>>708076050
>>708076092
>>708075852
Apologize or say goodbye to your credit rating.
>>708076152
>>708076190
>>708076242
>>708076278
>>708076334
I just found out my dog is going blind and I'm really scared for him
>>708076388
>>708076429
It's strange how I am envious of all of these dead soldiers.
I want to die. I've wanted to die since I was 12 years old. I'm almost 30 now.
My gf left me.
2nd gf of my entire life. I loved her to death.
Legal issues
Under-employed
I am going to snap one of these days and destroy something beautiful before I check out
Sorry in advance
>>708076464
>>708076516
>>708073904
It's alright anon. Something will happen to you and you'll feel like everyone on this earth has forgotten about your existence. Hell most of them will. And when you look at yourself in the mirror and all you see is a shell of a man, you'll think to yourself, "How could this shit have happened like this..." and you'll ask yourself that quite often. People you see daily will seem more distant or not seem to care as much. You'll wonder how you can change so things will be different, yet you know damn well you probably won't change too much. And when you get sick of browsing trap threads and shitposting about hillary supporters, you'll see a feels thread just like this one and you'll find that anons just like you are everywhere. Just like you. The edgy pieces of shit that have made bad decisions in the past, or maybe just some unlucky autists, or maybe some of the greatest people you've never known who just got dealt a garbage hand in life. These are the people who will understand where you're coming from. So in the future, if you so happen to have some feels and don't know what to do with them, we'll welcome you and listen to your troubles.
>n-no homo
>>708076553
>>708075754
fuck this one reks me
>>708076594
>>708076638
>>708076713
>>708073610
I feel bad for this guy because he isnt a nigger :/
>>708076750
>>708076057
>School year progresses and we are madly in love with one another
>Fast forward again to springtime, right before school lets out
>Warm outside so we would go walking through fields together
>One night, the night before the last day of school she asks if we can go star gazing
>Both our parents trusted us so they let us set up camp outside for the night.
>Decide to camp out in this clearing in the woods behind my house where my friends and I would go to smoke.
>Liz was one of those cool girlfriends who would laugh at me while I was high and would laugh at my ridiculous creations I called "bongs"
>Bring my expensive neckbeard telescope out there so we can see some interesting shit
>We both look through telescope and see planets, yada yada yada
>Then we both look up at the stars together for what seemed like forever, with each other in out arms.
>She leans over and says to me "I've always loved you anon."
>I was on this night when I lost my virginity on an air mattress.
>Feltgoodman.bat
>We both go into tent and fall asleep in each others arms
>Both in a state of raw happiness just by being with each other.
>No other relationship can compare now that I think about it.
>>708076873
Happy birthday bro, I know the feel of family forgetting you
>>708076921
>>708076961
>>708076997
>>708077029
>>708077090
>>708075652
That's messed up man.. sorry you went through that :/
>>708076869
sounds beautiful anon
>>708077062
And this poor bastard is all by himself.
>>708050017
Things got better for you? Please, tell me.
>>708050510
I know the feel man. Except I already dated mine for three years and then broke up with her for almost no fucking reason. About a year later now and we hang out all the damn time but won't ever give us another shot. Always hurts to drop her off at night knowing that I'll never have anything like that again.
>>708076869
>Both with each other till the end of HS
>Senior year rolls around and off I go to UNI
>She stays behind to go to community college so she can transfer over
>I trust her enough and we were really thinking of getting married at this point
>Then it all went downhill.
>Come back from Freshman year an UNI to hometown
>Liz and I talked over the phone but our long term relationship game was not that good
>She changed man.
>Lip piercings and shit, purple hair, she looked like Frankenstein's monster to me.
>A face I hardly recognized
>Her voice changed to.
>What was once a soothing motherly tone was replaced with a gruff almost bellowing for a female, party goer voice.
>I was appalled by her transformation but still wanted to be with her because I still loved her.
>Until I found out what happened
>Stoner friend Nick texts me same day
>Tells me he has hard news but news that nonetheless he felt as if i "had a right to know"
>Texts me pic of Liz, my sweet little Liz, giving handjobs to 2 guys at once at a party
>There's more
>Pic of her naked on ground knocked out from alcohol
>Broke up with her that same day
>She did not seem upset
>That's what got me the most, as if I didn't ever mean anything to her
>She meant so much to me and my life and for her to do this was just unbearable to me.
