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Feels thread
>>707789424
keep goin im interested
bump
>>707789424
>>707789590
I said keep goin nigger im interested
>>707789424
Keep Going pls
bump because im sad
>>707789424
moar pls
>>707789816
Jezus, I may say I won't give a shit if I'm ever that Grandpa - but that shit scares the hell out of me, man.
Bump
>>707790555
Check'd
here's the feels on wheel telegram group of anyone wants to join telegram.me/joinchat/DTvISUEwvQQLaDeLU6wFEw
Feel like venting. Feel free to ignore, if you want.
>be dating literal perfection gf throughout middle school and highschool named Rachel
>I love her, and think she loves me
>want to propose to her after we graduate
>graduation comes and goes
>two weeks later she breaks up with me
>won't tell me why
>hound her for a week for a simple answer
>she finally tells me
>apparently she found out she was a lesbian freshman year
>she genuinely cared about me and didn't want to break my heart
>she started dating a girl named Rose behind my back since Sophomore year
>I'm heartbroken and destroyed
>she stops talking to me
>fast forward 2 years of depression, attempted suicide and copious amounts of alcohol
>get a call from her
>she's clearly upset
>tells me that she's going to marry Rose
>father and brother don't accept it and wont give her away at the marriage
>she says I'm the closet guy to her and that she loves me (just not in love with me)
>wants me to give her away
>tell her that I'll think about it
>friends and family tell me not to do it
>I'm torn
>I still want to marry her, but this is the closest I can get
>tell her I'll do it
>she's thrilled
cont.
>>707791849
>day of the marriage
>her family shows up begrudgingly
>I give her away and she's happy
>I'm still devastated, but I power through
>sit by myself at the reception
>Rose comes up to me
>she's clearly annoyed
>claims that the only reason I'm upset is because I don't like lesbians
>get pissed
>hold back the anger and tell her everything
>she's shocked and remorseful
>she hugs me and apologizes
>I tell her that if Rachel's happy, I'm happy. So take care of her
>decide to leave
>get a call the next day
>Rachel is crying
>she starts apologizing saying that she never knew
>tell her it's okay
>we all have dinner a couple days later
>we all get along well
>we're all friends and hang out a lot
I know I should just be happy for her, but it genuinely hurts seeing the only woman I ever loved happily married to someone else. But like I told Rose, if she's happy I'm happy. Maybe one day I'll be happy like her.
>>707791882
dammit why'd i read this, nice feel, sorry /b/ro.
>>707792167
It's okay.
Life goes on.
>>707792768
that hit a little too close. GF left a month ago
I just wish I had a companion that cared, you know?
>>707789044
>>707789220
>>707789391
>Power went out
>got rejected by female friend I really liked
>sitting in the dark alone with nothing but my thoughts haunting me
>>707791849
lulz cuck
>>707789590
>>707792127
anyone who starts their sentence with "that moment when" deserves to feel like shit.
>>707791882
You might have dodged a bullet
I never have had a girlfriend.
>>707793792
>>707793792
Join the club
>>707794012
>>707793665
Fuck you. I don't know what I expected
>>707793078
I always used to wonder why I loved acting like a lifeguard as a kid.
Now I know why.
>>707791849
>>707793251
plz no
>>707791849
>>707791882
This is what I tell myself in these kind of situations, maybe it will help you too.
You never stood a chance. She is a leabian, so you never stood a chance of getting with her. It's not a wasted potiental, it's not a "could of" situation, it was literally impossible.
You are sad because your fantasy is not real. Not a realistic fantasy, a straight up impossible fantasy. Sure it's sad, but if we are going to sob over fantasies, we might as well cry we aren't rich, that we aren't 10/10s, that we don't have super powers.
Fantasy is fantasy. Just because the situation resembled something close to reality doesn't mean anything. It was impossible from the start. So get over the daydreams, we live in reality and have to make the best of it.
Hope this helped. This is what I tell myself.
>>707791849
>>707791882
Bummer dude. But you handled it like a bro.
>>707794778
It's not like I don't realize that. The moral of the story is, I won't ever find someone to love like that again. Sure, I may find someone that I may fall in love with, but it's not the same. And who's to say that it won't happen again? Just with another guy or something
>>707791882
Well done man. Wish you happy times ahead. Thanks for the read.
>>707795322
I know. I know exactly where you are coming from. I am in a similar situation.
Its just when I be cold to myself like that, it helps me be more logical and look forward.
But trust me, I know exactly what you mean. I'm being forced to move on from a girl I'm inlove with. And I will never find another girl like her. Even if I do, it's not her. It hurts so fucking bad. I cried about it twice just today.
It's horrible.
>>707792197
This one really gets me. Although I did notice all the times she was there, I really miss my cat. She was there through elementary school, to high school, to leaving home just the two of us, through my illness, right up until my 20s. I miss her every day. I never shed a tear without her appearing by my side a second later.
>>707793342
Can you tell me who the artist of this is?
>>707789220
wew
>>707791882
God, she is such a fag :)
But seriously, you did well, Anon. I know it doesn't mean much coming from an Anon but much respect.
>>707789424
Fuck you
>>707796057
It does mean a lot.
These feel threads hurt, but talking to everyone in them makes me feel better. Like I have friends, you know. It sounds pathetic, but it's all I've got.
anyone wanna talk to a really drunik german?
i have skype and a ts3 server
go reply if you want to
>>707792768
shit, now im depressed
>>707796492
I'm thinking about drinking a bit, maybe I'll come for a bit. I might not talk though.
Hey feels thread, I wanted to share my story because Noone else would take the time to hear me out,
>OK so my life starts out pretty good, live in a lower income house my dad paid for by selling coke (my mom was a junkie), he eventually got caught, one year long custody battle and I stayed at my grandmas at this time, as soon as my mom got custody she moved to ohio where we lived in her friends house, she was a hoarder, black mold, bed bugs, roaches etc. So we moved after 2 months, homeless for a year, mom got a nonprofit to give us an apartment, alcoholic for 2 years, she moved to opiates (morphone, oxy, phenol, etc.) This was around the time my grandma mailed me a little shit laptop, my mom got really paranoid, psychotic outbursts were normal, she slept all day unless she needed more pills or to scream at us, she diddnt let me out, I learned my social skills over the internet, because a social wreck, got into fights often pic related now I'm in virginia and I'm a lonely sack of shit, my dad told me there's "no hope" now my mom wants to kill a stray I took in when I lived with her because "she cant find the time" to get him adopted or find a no kill shelter,
![1476405946476[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/jJSxPET.png "1476405946476[1].png")
>>707797755
Couldn't find the pic but I'm a lazy fag and don't like editing
>>707797755
Where in Virginia?
Virginiabro here too.
>>707798107
Norfolk ov
>>707798187
If you ever find yourself in Cville and need a friend, look for the guy with the army truck.
>>707798335 don't thing I ever will but thanks bro
>>707792454
>>707798621
Stay strong, friend.
>Never had a good relationship with my mother
>When my parents split up she left to go back home with my grandparents and such
>From there our relationship got worse and worse to where I just don't care to talk to my mother or them (grandparents) anymore
>I've come to terms with and if they ever pass because I already don't care to talk to them
>Mom texts me saying she needs to talk
>We slowly get into an argument on why I haven't been talking to them
>To end the conversation cause I was so frustrated say "Don't call me or talk to me unless someone dies"
>Mother states at the end that my Grandmother had been showing signs of breast cancer again
>I hope I never have to talk to them again now...if it's for the best
>met this girl in csgo
>I was being cancerous and told her to suck my dick gay shit like that
>I added her and me and my friend matt played comp with her
>didn't really like playing with because she was really bad
>after a while I get feelings for her
>bf breaks up with her apparently he cheated but found out later he didnt and I gave him some shit but I regret it now
>she gets a bf and she said all he ever does is ask for pics not nudes but regular pics and never turns on his cam in skype calls
>they eventually break up
>I get my chance one night and she "likes me" back
>after about a month I didn't exactly feel the same about her
>I tell her I like another person and she's upset It kinda hurt
>she talks shit to the person I like
>I get upset and message her telling her my friends liked her "nudes"
I didn't send them but I just wanted her mad
>tells me she faked the nudes and never liked me
>used me to forget about ex?
I dont really understand what she meant about that
>she told me how she has a disease or some shit and wont live past 30
this was complete bullshit but yeah..
>she told me she was going to sleep
>she went offline and I got up from my floor
had a massive headache for some reason it was hard to move
>I stop talking to her but she constantly messages me and shit
>I talked to her a few days ago told her it's sad how much of a bitch she became and told her I hope her disease is real
>she messages my friend jacob and told him how my mom doesnt care about me and I dislike my mom
>she messages me on skype "I'm sorry for being such a bitch"
>delete her skype and move on
sorry if this is cringy or some shit not worth reading just felt like writing this? I dont know it's cringy as fuck
>>707798187
Am in Norfolk I go to odu
lurking, glad this thread exists
finally went to my university's counseling and psychological services today, they're going to call me tomorrow morning to do 'triage' on me
it was fun taking the questionnaire. they asked me a lot of things, and I got to check 'yes' for the depression and anxiety ones.
feeling nervous for the call, though. hopefully it goes okay.
>>707799485
has anyone done something like this before? can they tell me what to expect?
>>707799485
You knowing you have depression does not mean you have depression. It's like an alcoholic saying they are alcoholics. No, they abuse alcohol. It's two different fucking things.
>>707799530
im actually in therapy right now
>>707799740
my friends made me go because they found me self-harming a few days ago, thanks for making assumptions though
>>707789044
>>707789044
>>707799773
does it help? i'm afraid i'm going to go and it'll just be the same bullshit you usually hear. what is it like?
>>707799740
i think i get what you mean? i have depression because i have adhs but not because i have adhs
>>707799905
Still the same thing dude. Self harming is a symptom of wanting help and crying for attention.
If you really had depression, you wouldn't even have the will to hurt yourself.
>>707800215
i don't think that's true
>>707800215
Are you fucking retarded? Leave the kid alone. https://i.imgur.com/4QepUGR.png
>>707800329
>>707800416
Leave the kid alone?
He needs to just talk about his feelings. not bottle them up, hurting himself won't do shit.
Obviously he needs someone to just pour his heart out too. But real depression isn't what he described.
As I said before, a real alcoholic does not know they have a problem, they literally live it. It's one of the most severe and debilitating situations a human can go through. And it doesn't tale a genius to figure out that working the problem with addictions and depression from the bottom up is the solution.
>>707800095
You don't have depression. You have ADHS, what ever that is. Don't go labeling yourself as something that you don't need to be.
>>707801197
>>707800873
Are you a doctor? Because you're doing as much diagnosis as everyone else here, and you're no more qualified. I'd say you're even less qualified, since you don't even fucking know these people
>>707796466
I know, man. They're uniquely therapeutic - I mean, we have nothing to gain from offering support to each other but we do it nonetheless. Anyhoo, I hope you feel better soon. And remember, we're all gonna die. But not just fucking yet.
>>707801863
Doctors have a fucking piece of paper to 'prove' they are a doctor. When it comes to mental health issues, I am pretty sure grandma and grandpa could do the same fucking job as Mr PHD.
I've dealt with many people who 'thought' they had depression, and was an alcohol abuser myself (not an alcoholic), I've seen the bottom of the barrel, listened to them, helped them, etc. It's fucked up.
Doctors don't do shit, they ask questions, but rarely get deep into a persons mind because they want their cut for their time to vindicate their 7- 10 years of schooling.
Having a really rough time right now /b/ros. I'm trying to shake it all off and not to worry too much. But it's so damn hard especially when you're alone and start thinking. I hope i won't be this lonely forever. Well try to keep your heads up. I'll stay a bit and dump.
>>707803021
But you get how it probably doesn't make people feel like they have actual problems when you just start shitting all over them when they open up, right?
And I think you're probably underestimating health care professionals. Just because you sprinkle the words 'fuck' and 'shit' in with your opinion, doesn't make it legit.
>>707803153
hey man, want to talk about it?
>>707789424
rest of story?
>>707803206
No one is a special snowflake. And this is why so many people put labels on themselves now days. The truth hurts.
People are coming here on a public forum, asking for help, and expect the same bullshit they 'want' to hear from everyone else.
A little dose of reality won't hurt anyone.
>>707803247
Well i once greentexted the beginning of my story with this girl i think i loved. Best memory of my life yet was with her. Well let's say the end of the story is she fucked my best friend on my own birthday party and now they are a couple. They both knew about my feelings for her. I told her about 5 months ago and she kept raising hope in me. Just realized that she used me from the beginning and that my happiest memory was just prediction of hers and never meant anything to her. Also i lost my best friend. Oh and no one liked my greentext because i chose a too slow pace to tell the story.
>>707803710
Saved the greentext anyways. I can drop it if you want but as i said people didn't think i did a good job on this.
Here have one of my favourite pics.
>>707799905
self -harm is a limit you dont want to go again, try to stay in therapy, take care anon.
>be loner
>meet an amazing girl
>she's insanely cute and genuine
>almost too good to be true
>Me and girl fall insanely in love.
>We can't imagine life apart
>goes on for awhile
>Girl goes through rough time
>girl breaks my heart
>cuts me out of her life
>haven't talked to her once since
>such is life
To be fair I'm mostly passed it now but I we did have a real connection and we really did fall hard. I should've realized it though, there is no way a girl that fucking attractive chooses to be single. Something was wrong.
>>707804280
fuck
>>707805101
Most people come to the realization it hurts a lot when you do figure it out tho
>>707804965
it wasn't your fault, anon. sometimes poeple do shitty things
>>707805208
It probably was tho.
>>707803597
I am with you on that one. What the fuck has this place become, fucking safespace Tumblr ?
The kid doesn't have real depression, and THAT'S GREAT. Saying to someone that they have a decease, letting them be convinced of that, that's the real problem. He self harmed, he is crying for attention, he just wants people to care about him and that's perfectly fine.
Anon, you don't have depression, don't let anyone tell you that you have. Your life can be great if you want it to be.
>>707805254
video is better, just sayin
>>707805510
True dont have the link for it sadly
>>707805284
honestly idk still. One night it was amazing and then next it was over. It is what it is, I'm not tripping but some closure would've been enough.
>>707805386
it can't, though. i don't think you guys know what you're talking about. this shit has gone on for years, and i fucking hate everything about myself. i haven't gone to class in weeks, i just sit in bed and fucking fester because i can't even shower anymore. i just feel empty, all the time. my room smells, and im hungry
and my dad keeps fucking calling and he asks me how classes are going and i stopped picking up because i can't lie to him anymore
>>707792322
This is something I've said like a year ago. Glad to see it's been turned into something like this.
>>707805748
Your father loves you!
Can you not see that!?
Call your father, swallow your fucking pride and tell him you need help!
Tell him exactly what you told us here on goddamn 4chan. See what he says. If you're afraid of him making 'man' comments to you, ask to talk to your mother and father at the same time.
You need to reach out to someone, family is always a great place to start.
We are not beating you down for no goddamn reason, we are replying to your comments after all.
Right?
So don't come here and lash out at us because you can't handle the truth.
Here's a picture of a naked chick to calm your nerves.
>>707805748
Do you think pills will help you anon ? Xanax will you make you a zombie.
You seem to have friends. Force yourself to do stuff with them. Do you have a hobby? Find one if you don't, and learn the shit out of it. Once you lost interest, find another one.
I have a girlfriend, I go to a great school and I have friends and family that I should be able to count on. But I always feel alone, empty and without purpose. See, it happens to anyone.
Life has no meaning and no purpose by itself. But you only have one and there is nothing after, don't waste it, just do shit you like.
And if you don't care about your own life, devote it to others, go help in a homeless shelter etc...
I hope you will get better anon, I really do, and I hope you will get your shit together. We are all struggling our own way, you are not alone.
I dont want to like girls anymore.
They always give me signs and hope of love.
That sparkle of hope is what always puts smile on my face.
But when i finally make the move they leave me hanging. Ripped apart played like some doll.
I wish i couldnt like people in that way.
It would save me a lot of heartache.
All the times i thought it was going to be different this time.
Love never changes.
But someone has to take all this punishment right?
It would not be fair otherwise, right?
>>707806583
Was just scrolling and read your reply. You're a good man, anon.
>>707792322
This is terrible advice. Fuck that just grow some balls and change everything.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNxtMIL2Kek
>>707792322
Life can change for the better in so many random, bizarre and fantastic ways. But it's not going to happen if you sit in your room all day on this cancerous, homosexual image board.
>>707792768
Gf is laying on my lap in one of my hoodies right now. My two dogs curled up at my feet. Life is good
>>707806583
>>707806546
you guys might be right, but i'm still going to talk to the therapist tomorrow. things haven't gotten better on their own.
i think if i tell my parents that i saw someone for some of these issues, maybe they'd be willing to listen more, idk
>>707793251
>be 16 y/o me
>met C when we were 15, but never really noticed/remembered.
>start to talk a lot when we were 16
>begin playing games together
>strict parents and not much opportunity to come over
>we only had skype calls and played online coop games together.
>we grow closer and closer every single day by doing so, and sharing memories among other things.
>fast forward to next year
>first day of school, we sat next to each other
>we sit next to each other at school pretty much every day after that
>noisiest fuckers in class, but we don't give a shit
>smartest Asian duo in school
>anyway, we shared secrets and whatnot, and the way she talked to me, and looked at me, like nobody else in the world mattered at the moment, but myself.
>offtoagoodstart.jpg
cont?
>>707807282
And yet here you are on a site which is eighty percent penis and retarded teenagers.
>>707807367
Eh might as well
>>707791882
I know that feel kinda. You only heal when you cut her out of your life.
>>707793342
So fucking weird and gay
>>707806090
Haha, no.
I've been in that position before, the friendless loser. I've had to move from place to place every few years since I was very young, so every place I went to, I was alone. It was, and still is, very difficult to meet people I'm compatible with, but it's not impossible.
Also having friends doesn't really mean shit, because then you start worrying about all the shit they talk about you behind your back, just like how you see them talking about other people with you. The only thing that is better is you have someone to pretend they give a shit about what you're saying. The saying goes "the grass is always greener on the other side", well it's true. I've been single, I've been in a relationship, I've been married, I've been unemployed, I've made 200k a year. I've had hobbies, I've been bored, I've been atheletic, I've been out of shape, I've flirted with multiple girls simulteneously, I've been rejected by multiple girls in a row. What I can tell you is this, it's all shit.
At the end if the day, all you have is yourself. So the only thing you can do is try to figure out the way you want to live and decide if you're willing to work hard enough to get there. Though I can tell you from experience, once you get there, you'll eventually get sick of it, no matter how much you wanted it before. So maybe it's actually better to never reach your goal, so you can always hope for something and dream for something.
currently in a three month relationship and this is the first one that has lasted this long. she's a year behind me so it's hard seeing each other cause I'm in college but that's what the weekend is for. but lately things have been feeling like shit, she's being less responsive to me and I constantly feel like I'm being ignored which is what I don't want out of a relationship. worst part is that I told her I love her, words I wish I could take back, I'm too young for shit like this, I want to let go of this ball and chain called a relationship but my heart won't let me, feelsbadinc.
>>707807656
Eh honestly idc i just post shit i have saved some of it i believe some of it i don't either way its all perspective and opinion
>>707807656
>Though I can tell you from experience, once you get there, you'll eventually get sick of it, no matter how much you wanted it before. So maybe it's actually better to never reach your goal, so you can always hope for something and dream for something.
Fuck, that hit me hard. I can relate to this so much. It's like buyers regret on a much bigger scale.
>>707807356
If you can't outright tell your patents. At least make an effort to see them more.
You have to remember. Your parents raised you, they have seen you grow. Held you as a baby, cared for you as a child, gave you space as a kid and teen, and worry about you as a young adult.
No 'normal' parent goes through life wishing their kids would just disappear from their life.
And trust me on this one, when you get into your 30+ years, family means more than anything in the world. So start making the bonds now.
Here's a funny cartoon frog.
>>707789424
Post the fucking rest nigger.
>>707806600
You lose when you start caring, you need to control your emotions anon, don't let your emotions control you. Don't build yourself around someone else, live the way the ideal you would live. Care about yourself, not people who don't care about you. Keep bettering yourself, keep making new friends. Don't put too much attention into any individual new friend. If you feel some degree of attraction towards a new friend, probe her a bit but be fucking ready to take the hint she gives you, whether it's positive or negative. Remember no one has to love you, and it's not anyone's fault if they don't, you just aren't compatible. If you keep holding onto hope when she's obviously giving you negative hints, you're just causing yourself to suffer for no reason. That's what I always used to do to myself before, so take my advice and only care about people who care about you. You'll eventually realize that when someone likes you, how easy it is to get along with them, vs. trying to chase after someone who doesn't like you.
>>707807986
thank you anon, i will try
you're a good person. sorry if i was standoffish at first
How many of you already accepted they are going to be all alone for the rest of their lives?
>>707799136
Yup, that was cringy as fuck. So did yall like not ever actually meet in person? How in the flying fuck can you have that much "drama" over someone you've never actually seen? What are you, 13?
>>707808573
I already know that im probably going to kill myself soon. Its been a long time coming.
>>707789424
more please?
>>707808401
You are so right. And i fucking hate to admit it.
>>707808843
I can relate to that
>>707793574 wow I feel like Finn right now. I don't know if I should move on or stay with her. It's hard to remain fwb and not get feelings. I need to think this over.
>>707804280
Are you me?
>>707808203
Makes more sense than it should
Every time I look at her Icon on discord I have this instinctual reaction to look away and tell myself that everything's alright.
I have this fucking thing inside me, I know it's my body trying to keep me alive that whenever I think of her it tells me to move on to another thought, it tells me that she doesn't matter anymore.
I wish I could believe it.
Because I just keep thinking, I just keep imagining scenarios with her and I and others, not even ones where we're together, just ones where we're around each other.
I'm never gonna be ok again, not after her.
There are beautiful moments when I've distracted myself long enough, and I feel myself focusing on something else, but never entirely.
She's always that underlying thought, and I know I'll never find anyone better, or even as good as her.
She was the fucking moon, and I was her star.
I had to go and fuck it all up
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm the biggest fucking idiot on this planet, and there's nothing I can ever do to change that.
She was THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON on this earth that could ever make me forget about our meaningless existence on this earth, she made me believe that there WAS something worth living for, something worth striving for, and I had found it.
The thought that tears my heart out of my fucking body and tears it to shreds, is that of her being with someone else.
Of her fucking someone else.
It kills me more than anything ever has, or ever will.
I hope I fucking die of alcohol poisoning tomorrow during the get together.
I hope I die in my fucking sleep tonight,
And I know, fucking goddammit I know, that even when i do get that appointment in about a week to probably get put on meds, as therapy hasn't fixed a goddamn thing, I'm just gonna be miserable. That or numb. There's nothing left for me here, there's nothing in this world for me but pain and darkness now. I ruined everything, I've never regretted something so much that I'd give my life to spend a moment with someone.
Just one those days. You know?
>>707807367
>by now i was confident that we liked each other, it was rather obvious
>confess my feelings one day
>tfw i still remember the look on her face
>i express more of my feelings
>realize it wasnt going anywhere, she was silent.
>we say our goodbyes, and left.
>to this day im not sure whether i regretted that confession or not.
>i got home, and noticed C wasn't online on any of the social media we normally use(steam,skype,WhatsApp,etc.)
>she didn't get on all day, so i gave up on checking if she was there or not and went to bed.
>coldest and loneliest night i've had in ages.
>a few days later at school, to C, I was basically a stranger at this point.
>i tried to bring up a normal conv like nothing happened
>she didnt even bother to contribute.
>Chem class, few hours later.
>See C talking to bunch of guys
>she was the center of the convo
>never seen her laugh like that ever
>tfw never made her laugh that hard
>professor comes in and the fuckers get back to their respective seats.
>try to talk to her
>Absofuckinglutely no response
>my heart straight up died /b/
>i almost cried
>yfw alpha asian faggot cries in chemistry class
>>707791882
I hate that ppl have been programed to be lile "...i hope their happy or as long as their happy" fuck that shit you got hurt dont be happy for her. I cant be happy for mine. I cant be friends with her if she couldnt love me. and you shouldnt either. We both need to meet someone else and say to hell with their happiness what the fuck about ours
>be me
>be tonight
>go to haunted house alone because my only friend in the city is a fag and wanted to watch LoL worlds instead
> buy the ticket, walk up to the gate alone
>two girls enter the line behind me, one is pretty cute
>end up grouped with the two girls, and by the end of the ordeal the cute girl and i are holding hands
>dont have the balls to do anything about it and say my goodbyes
>get in car and prepare to drive back and she taps on my window
>i roll it down and she asks for my number
>mfw
>give it to her and tell her to text me tonight
>she got a hold of me
Did she not take my number down right? And why the fuck didn't I get her number too? Shit, I should have just fucking asked for it in the first place. I was only with her for 30 minutes, but /b/ros, it's the principle of the thing.
God I'm a fuckup.
>>707809382
EDIT:
>she never got a hold of me
can't even greentext right, jesus.
just gonna make out w/ my Beretta
>>707809222
Dude...
>>707809382
She asked you for a number. Quit being needy and creepy otherwise she will fuck off
>>707809382
Hope for the best, she'll text you sometime.
>>707793337
I know.
>>707809382
>>707809530
>tell her to text me tonight
Ya dun fucked up.
>>707809926
How. I was trying to take at least a little initiative
>>707793251
Holy fuck this one hurts
Will i ever not be alone? "Sure kid"
>>707809222
You were 16, so I can understand, but I hope you're not still like this. Who gives a shit, she's obviously a whore for attention. Maybe she thought you were a cool friend but that's it. You shouldn't have made your confession too...uh...serious? Just hang with her and wait for the right time to make a move, why do you need to be in a labeled structured relationship before you try something? If she pushes you away when you try to kiss her or something, just laugh it off and make a stupid joke like "lol oops, that sparkle in your eye made you look way prettier than normal, I just couldn't help myself." That way things don't get awkward and you can still be friends.
Names of things are for labeling things that already are, you don't label something and then try to make it into what you called it. I know that sentence is kind of confusing but if you read it a few times, it will make sense, I promise.
>>707789391
>>707789424
Post the rest you faggot
>>707810041
Made yourself seem desperate, as if you had nothing better to do that night then wait for her call. I know that makes no sense, but that's because it doesn't. Women are shit. You misspeak one line and it's game over. Just move on. If something like that can happen once, it can happen again.
>>707789044
>be me
>2 older brothers
>mom sponsored me to come to Canada
>brothers weren't able to come because overage
>didn't see them for 10 years
>stepdad kept telling me and my mom to go to see our family back home
>didn't want to go because trying to avoid homesickness
>finally went
>didn't see eldest brother because he's working in Qatar
>spent 3 weeks with other brother and his family
>felt nice
>the day of our trip back to Canada, brother had a heart attack
>didn't know if he's gonna live or not
>had to go back because my savings was under the bed
>had to pay the hospital because third-world shithole
>mom stayed with him
>eldest brother's a piece of shit
>mom begged him to help financially because bills kept adding up
>he got mad and blamed our mom for what happened to my brother because, apparently, my mom is selfish
>lost my shit
>told him to forget that we're his family
>mom couldn't believe what's going on
>all the stress financially, emotionally, and mentally
trying to protect my family from my own family is hard. I realized that family is just a word.
>>707810449
...yeah you're probably right. Thanks man, I actually feel better abour it now.
>>707789044
> be me
>Thinks i have second chance with first love
>things go good for a while
>She shows me her kid and husband
>wants to die
>>707810540
>be me
drop daed faggot.
>>707810779
First be me here? Please watch that edge. It's deadly!
>>707808134
god damn it
stupid pic made me kek
I even know what I'm waiting for. But I'm quite certain it won't happen.
>>707810192
It's no longer like that, and it got better. But what happened back then was devastating. I remember it all. It wasn't the worst that could happen but, it still made me upset like the little bitch I am.
We're living together now, it's been a few years. We moved across the country and found somewhere to live together. It's not the best house ever but hey, who cares.
There's a whole lot more detail to what happened between me and C, but it's all boring stuff and span over 9-12 months
>>707793772
Literally the exact situation I'm in. Idk if the facebook guy has some.significance or if its just ro distinguish but still.
>>707804482
This actually made me laugh pretty hard.
>>707808401
Thanks man i needed this
>>707799325
Is odu any good? I was planning on going there and moving to norfolk to be with a friend.
K guys so first time doing this, my english is shit so sorry.
>18 y/o living in Argentina
>Trying to get in a pretty nice college
>Not so good at math
>My luck, I knew this girl
>8/10 brunette, short, cute smile, nice body
>She helps me with math, we have such a nice time studying laughing
>Fast forward couple of weeks
>Party together, get high, get drunk
>We kissed, a lot
>Next day we keep talking
>Oh shit I think I'm falling for her
>She is kind of the party girl
>I don't know what to do man
Personal favorite
>>707793337
>>707798633
Thank you
>>707799905
careful with that, it can be quite addicting.
>>707810347
Every night
>>707797960
I love this one so much.
Alright, so I post my situation and I never get replies. I hope to get some help here. In July I met this girl, we kissed, but nothing advanced further. We were extremely flirty, but one day I got mad at her for something. She was hesrtbroken, but after that day, she was never the same with me. A month of us not talking goes by, and I find out through her friend she started to talk to another dude.
I was over her by then, but suddenly we started talking again. Same old same old, flirty and shit. I don't care much now, but what do you think the endgame is here? We had another argument two weeks ago, and although in younger than her, I was being the most grown up between us. Told her to grow up and realize some shit. Anyways, now we are snapchatting and talking like we used to. Should I read lightly or just go all in with my cards again?
>>707813407
Depends. What were the fights about?
>>707813710
First one was about some shit she pulled where she totally ignored me at this small social gathering. Ignored me, and when I left to go hang out with my bud, she asked where I was, and that should've stayed. I told her that she now cares if I'm there or not when I left. I saw a picture of her the next morning, she was devastated and blank face.
Last one was about how she has to realize she's 21, has to grow up, act mature, and stop playing around. She also left a friend hanging to dry. Told her to go fix the situation and say sorry.
I don't want to go too in detail, but that's pretty much basic info
>>707791849
> She says I'm the closet guy to her
>>707813987
If you want a relationship then go for it, because you could probably make it work pretty easily. If you don't want a relationship then tread lightly.
>>707814751
I do, but I just don't know man. Am I getting played? She's been talking to that other dude, and I don't know what's up. He lives cities away, but they haven't met up in a month, and if they do, it's with friends. I told her my feelings way before this, and she said she doesn't want anything with me since I'm leaving for the marines in March.
But how would I escalate this for a fling relationship thing? I know once I leave, I'll be ending it, but I just want to start something with her. I do like her but fuck man. Life's a Bitch.
You goyim all look upset. lol
Remember when there is nuclear war and the world is on fire, that we are your greatest ally.
How the fuck do I even go meet and talk to women? Online dating is a fucking joke and I'm tired of it. I don't really go to bars so I'm blanking on where to even meet women.
>>707804482
Coolidge deserves better than a slut anyway tb h
>>707813407
>>707813987
> Social gathering
> Snapchat
Fucking normie.
And honestly so is the rest of this, I find you guys really petty, I don't understand if you took her ignoring the wrong way maybe she was distracted with things, but it doesnt matter either way, but then arguing and then saying she was devastated for that? She needs someone to die in her family to understand what devastating means, then second one is wierd id expect a woman to do that to a guy sounds really annoying to force someone into doing something, immature part was alright but if you get into fights because she can't handle criticism then I don't see why you'd keep insisting on changing her but maybe you understand that kind of personality
>>707805566
>>707805510
>>707805254
Found link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s
>>707815573
Why have you given up on online dating I was actually looking forward to that
>>707815775
We talked on the phone the next day. She cried numerous times on the phone and said I made her feel like trash. I never apologized, just told her that it was already said and it was the truth.
I'm just a guy who tries with people. Anyone really, my best bud never talked to his parents, but I told him to fix shit. He is now currently writing to them while in boot camp and is feeling regret. I tell my dad to stop drinking constantly, and after numerous pushes, he's down to a beer a day. I just try to change people for the better. Idk man
>>707815918
That one got me man. Thanks
>>707816166
You sound like a faggot who is a filthy slave to his emotions
I'm 27 years old /b/rothers.
I've never really been in a serious relationship till a few years ago when I met up with a girl I had known for a while. She was five years younger than me. We met on some stupid anime website quite a few years ago as just kinda passer'by friends.
Up until that point we'd had an on and off long distance friendship. She was asian too, (don't start with me; I hate asian chicks to be honest; my brothers and sisters are adopted from Korea and Vietnam), so I never really was interested in them.
Then I got to meet her.
We met up at some geek convention. At this point I wasn't really thinking about anything like women. I was 24, just got into a gym routine and what not and started actually feeling really good about my perpetual single life.
She somehow recognized me among all these people and facebooked me not too long after the convention was over. We talked a bit and caught up. I hadn't spoken to her for a few years now.
We started talking more and more and seemed to enjoy each other's company.
All the while I'm dealing with my broken family nagging me to get my ass back home from college cause my psycho mom wanted to fork more money from me.
I didn't care though. I had found someone I genuinely cared enough about to start caring again and stop drinking, stop all the frivolous spending.
I asked her over skype how this girl felt about me one evening and she said she liked me, we talked more and more as the days went by, dealing with a long distance relationship playing online games together, sharing in our love of Final Fantasy etc.
We start seeing each other and getting physical with each other and she says she loves me. I tell her I love her too. We talk about marrying each other and I ask how her parents will think of it because I know her family is in a tight asian community where she lives.
She reassures me her parents will accept me (cont...)
>>707816864
>a slave to his emotions
>I never took her back immediately
>I was calling her out on bullshit she did
>I help my brothers out
You what nigger. I just try to help in tiny ways. I just want help figuring out this janky situation. Help or help someone else, mane.
Well if this thread is still alive I have a greentext to vent/prove how much of a faggot I am
>18 years old and playing D1 football for an unnamed school in California
>As you would expect, there is no lack of a party scene as a football player in SoCal
>Every single time I go out I make it my mission to get with a girl, or even just get one to kiss me
>Always end up getting laughed at, actually almost got ganged up on by a bunch of drunks because some girl screamed when I started to talk to her
>The more drunk they get the more they want to avoid me
>Try this basically every weekend for the entire school year
>Still a virgin at 21 after transferring schools
I have more stories but it hurts to know that if even drunk sluts won't go after me, nobody would ever be willing to actually date me. And being a football player is supposed to get you girls easily.
Too many thoughts going through at once but ill try.
I'm sick of always pretending to be happy for everyone else's sake. Sick of caring about everyone else while nobody cares about me. Not enough to put any effort in to show it. I used to just equate it all to me being lonely, but I know it's not just that, not anymore. I know I'm fucked up. I don't know how I'm fucked up or why, but I know I am, and I always screw something up one way or another because of it . The worst part is, I'm not even fucked up enough to cause any "real or major problems" in my life so nobody thinks it's important enough to help me. I just want to be important enough to someone for them to help me. Or just to be important to someone.
>>707817007
I'm not white folks; nor am I rich; that was my next mistake; no white-privilege I don't believe in it but I do believe that some people will judge. It's no crutch).
Fast forward to this year. We're so excited because I'm finally going to meet her parents.
All the while my bitch, overly obsessive mother is getting really political. She straight up disowns me for not supporting her crazy political stances and starts calling out my girlfriend and her family. I confide in my then girlfriend and we talk about it, pray about it together all the while we're still looking forward to meeting her family etc. (My next mistake).
We finally do, her family hates me. I'm no good for their daughter. I have different colored skin and won't be able to "minister" in their church to the people who only speak their language.
I'm also stressing out because of job stuff and my transfer down to where she lives falls through.
All the while, her parents are pressuring her to break up with me and she tells me this. Suddenly she starts talking about some other dickhead who's asian who goes to her church, is the pastor's kid and is close in their community. Her parents like him and I'm sure she started seriously thinking about him at this point.
At some point we start arguing more about my family situation. My mom is emailing me that she sent my brother to a group home, and I don't know how to deal with it and the stress of her family rejecting me, my mom has also completely cut me off at this point.
I'm now getting so stressed I snap at her whenever I come home from work, I start to just go through motions because I'm so tired trying to handle all this crap blowing up in my face.
(continued)....
>>707817115
Don't get wasted at parties. I played ball in a school near NoHo. I'd just chill and do doorman jobs. Just relax and never get wasted. Kick back in a group and relax. Never approach unless you catch them eyeing you.
I had so many opportunities, but I fucking ignored them because I was too stoned, barred out, and drunk.
>>707816166
She sounds pretty dumb, regardless of the actual scenario, I imagine that on a schoolgirl, not the mature kind either, and sounds like a lot of unnecessary empathy it's ok to want to help people but you honestly sound like you care too much about petty things too and she sounds petty, if you want to go ahead and deal with that stuff if you like her enough but I wouldn't like even thinking about issues like that
>>707817381
One day we just have it out about some really dumb stuff.
We had had small arguments before where we had not talked with each other for a few days, but we always came back and made up, and took responsibility like normal adults were.
But I'm completely destroyed by the news of my little brother being sent away to a group home. My mom tells me this via some email as if to try to guilt me into sending her more money that I don't have.
I tell her this, and at this point she's hesitant but we agree on a "break." (second to last mistake).
Over the course of the next month, we try to patch some stuff back up. All the while her parents allegedly "make her go out on a date" with that church guy I mentioned earlier. (Bullshit).
She starts talking about him more and more and I keep asking her if he's legit and if she feels anything for him. She keeps reassuring me no and that I'm the only one she loves.
We start flirting again, start talking and falling together asleep on skype again, we're doing everything together like before. I ask her explicitly that if I can move down there if I can ask her out again.
She says to just move down there and we'd be able to do it.
I find myself a job, I find myself an apartment. I'm readying all my things to move to go fix the things between us since the long distance was killing us for sure. I'm so excited we're taking this step.
... Then she tells me she's going to some "youth camp" with this other guy and the rest of her family for their outreach program.
I hesitate to ask her how she feels about being with him the entire weekend but she says not to worry (my last mistake)...
She comes back that next week and her texts are distant. She's distant all of that weekend too. I send her small messages, not clingy but just stuff saying that I was thinking of her and her family and hope stuff was going okay.
Then she sends me a text saying to "not be sad."
(cont...)
>>707817444
Funny thing was, I only got drunk at about 1/4th of the parties. Even sober I was just that repulsive for some reason. Granted I'm a 1.5/10 looks wise but I think its just something about my personality that steers people the wrong way. I've learned how to just stay in small relaxed groups at this school though, it's nice to have a close group of guy friends. Takes the sting of being constantly rejected by women away quite a bit.
>>707817789
She tells me that she thinks we should start thinking about our own relationships separately and she keeps dropping hints about me "seeing other people," but I reassure her I think of no one else but her.
She keeps brushing me off till she finally asks me to come on skype nonchalantly.
All the while she's been out with her "church" (this other guy and her were dating),
she tells me she thinks we should just hang out as "friends" and says she felt something about this other guy. She still says not to be sad and like the little fucking bitch I am I start crying asking her if this was it.
We'd been on a date over the last month where I drove down to finalize some stuff with my job where she was at and she kept saying some similar stuff.
I asked her if there was still some stuff with "us" and if we could fix it.
She keeps saying like a coward, "I don't know... I don't know..."
I tell her the only reason I'm doing all this is so that we can be together. And I needed to know if we could fix it.
She finally hesitates but says "no... we can't."
I dont' remember much of the conversation after that.
She cried a bit after I told her I just wanted her to be happy.
(cont)...
I think I found a solution, bros. We all have a lot of feels, some worse than the others, of course, from a whole life of shit and depression to tfw when no gf.
Why don't you lift your feels ?
I was an alcoholic, bitter and cynical loser, broke up with my gf to get out of a boring and soul-sucking relationship, I changed my diet and started working out to quit drinking. My life improved radically. I met people, I saw my body change, stopped drinking easily and I've been happy ever since. Every time I think I'm not gonna be able to lift a weight, I think about the worst moments of my life. Learning that dad cheated on mom for two years, all the evenings I spent alone drinking at the same bar, surrounded by people but lonely, my ex gf getting knocked up by my best friend and trying to make me believe it was mine, being bullied, etc. And I lift it. We're all gonna make it, /b/ros. You're way better than you think.
>>707792557
lol
>>707817115
> A girl screamed when I talked to her
Mfw.
But I once tried talking to an ugly slut and I was friends with her but as soon as I started being slightly flirty she directly avoided me and never talked to me again, feels great. Not sure what about me did that because I had girls approach me before they knew I had autism. Anyways I think you just have to keep trying man, dig deep and start at the bottom until you figure out what's wrong with you and you can get into actual relations with non ugly sluts
>>707818293
I have been thinking about that and I do for periods and you're right, rage lifting does work but I just don't have any inspiration left for a long time so I end up quitting.
>>707817648
Thinking about it, I do think a lot about small things. So I'll take that into regards and not be so caring about that shit. Now, talking about this chick. It's rare we do fight, but now everything's cooling down. She did ask if I wanted to go do something later on this week, since one of our buds is coming back from marine boot camp. I have been taking this all slowly now, so we don't end up shitflinging at one another again. So far everything's chill. Idk if you were the first anon speaking to me, but any idea what it all means here? Look at >>707813407
>>707818169
We were religious together, so I pray with her and I tell her to take care of herself.
She asks me, "what about you?"
I say I've got this (I don't)...
She says goodbye.
That was three days before I was supposed to move down to be with her. That was also almost a month ago.
Things are still fresh, she texted me a few times telling me she was praying for me and she was praying always.
I don't respond, I've since blocked her from all of my contacts.
I was saving up for a ring, I was saving up for a "dowry" to offer to her parents so that I could marry her the "traditional" way.
I don't know that I will ever want to see her or talk to her again.
The only reason I'm saying this is because I'm 27 /b/.
I've never been officially diagnosed because I'm so dirt poor, but I am pretty sure I have some sort of social anxiety.
I get nervous around people and have a hard time keeping up conversations. It's hard for me to meet girls mostly because my parents (namely my crazy mother) never let me speak to girls or hang out with them because she was too afraid of what might happen.
It really stunted my growth as a healthy male.
So it's not looking to great people. I'm 28 next year and I still have not had sex.
I remember when my ex used to come visit and we'd sleep together in the same bed. We'd had some physical stuff but never the full on package. I was a dumbass and had I known things were going to turn out this way I'd have probably just fucked her and been done with it.
But we wanted to "save it special."
She promised me we'd be married within the next year but I was too stupid to believe that we could hold out with us getting so much push back on all sides.
I was strong, I disowned my family after they disowned me but that wasn't good enough.
Now here I sit, I'm probably never going to meet another person like her. I didn't date in high school, I didn't date in college. I just coasted.
(cont)...
>>707818500
It's not just rage lifting. It's lifting period. Lifting after a day at work to evacuate some stress, lifting when you're happy, sad, lifting whatever your state of mind. But you've got to be committed to it. Read the /fit/ sticky, all that shit is explained. Seriously, it's not that hard.
>>707813407
>>707815775
>>707817648
I'm this anon and no I don't really have much to say besides what I've said since I have poor patience and selective empathy
>>707818703
I'm still trying to adjust. And I know eventually I'll get over it.
But right now I'm struggling a bit. I made the mistake of thinking I was good enough for someone else. And I know that's not true. I don't feel shivers or sadness saying that though because I think deep down the entire time I knew I wasn't good enough.
But that's how it's always been.
I dont' know what I'm going to do /b/ but this is the first bawww thread/feels thread I've posted in for a while.
I don't know how many times I've told this story to my friends, but I'm sure they're sick of it.
It's been getting me bad lately because I know she doesn't "miss" me and even if she does, she doesn't miss me the same way I miss her.
Whenever I think about her crying over me, I have to tell myself to stop and that she doesn't miss me or even love me.
And even if she "loves" me you know it's just the platonic love that you get from your family or friends. I thought we shared more than that. But it was just me.
I made that mistake in thinking it was genuine. I know my side of it was but I'm sure she realized it wasn't on her side.
I just wish she'd have broken up with me sooner. I wish she'd been more honest about her own family. I wish my family would have supported me and I wish I was strong and more smart about my future to be ready for something like this.
But I wasn't. And so here I am. I'm posting in this thread because even if someone reads it, maybe that'll make me feel better.
I haven't been here since I'd been in college and got drunk the few times and needed to feel some stuff cause of "girls" who I was trying to meet and date but never worked out.
And in comparison that wasn't even comparative to the pain I feel right now.
She's off galavanting with some other guy giving him the same things I had for a while and I'm just left here sitting like I pretend that I'm okay.
(cont)...
>>707819128
All understandable my man. To each his own. Thanks for your time and effort my man.
>>707819225
Every morning I wake up and say it, I say to myself it's gonna be okay but it creeps up every once in a while. It's only been a little over a month but it's still so hard to move forward.
I'm still trying to adjust. And I know eventually I'll get over it.
I know eventually she'll just forget about me. I don't know if I'll forget her.
I've made it 25 years of my life alone and I know another 25 will be about the same. But oh man... when I think about how long that's going to be it gets me.
I think about how I wanted to spend the next 25 years with her and how I blew it.
I think about how hard it's going to be waking up in the middle of bed with no one there beside me, namely her.
It still stings quite a bit. If I could go back, I'd tell myself to just keep moving on and not say anything.
I should have just kept my mouth shut.
I know she's not hurting because she's already moved on but here I am, still stationary.
Thank you for listening for a bit /b/. I know this whole thing was a bit tl;dr but sometimes I like to pretend some peoples can read about this and genuinely care.
If anything at all I'm back for now. Thanks for at least being an ear to listen as you have been in the past. I'll need you for the next 25 or 50 years, however long it is. I hope your'e still around then, because I know no one else will be.
>>707818913
Yeah ill give it a read thanks, I mean it is hard to find motivation for me because I often neglect myself but Its a great outlet for emotions and it feels like you have goals with that.
>>707819638
Hi friend i feel you and am sorry for how the situation turned out. I met the love of my life a few years ago shit went south we broke up it broke me. now im a mess still. I'm 25 as well and I don't know how much longer i can take this existence I've got other mental illnesses that have ruined my life to so im basically fucked.
>>707789044
I can't retain work because people can tell i don't give a shit and I can't give enough shits to pretend I do it sucks
GF left me earlier this year. Felt like shit for a bit and then found out she moved onto someone else pretty fucking quickly. Used it as a wake up call to get my ass in gear. I've made a lot of progress and I'm happy about myself for the first time in a long time.
Saw her a couple of weeks ago. She was really flirty and lingered forever. She told me she's been going through a lot of shit and was impressed with how much I've got done since then. Told me to call her sometime.
Felt great. I hardly even think of her now.
>>707819720
Exactly dude, it's all about goals. And if you stop neglecting yourself, your mood will automatically improve, that's not rocket science. Work out thrice a week, follow the diet, and you'll see results. It's a long and hard road, but it's fucking worth it. I had no motivation before, but it actually fucking works for me. And it gives me motivation in other fields. I believe in you.
>>707819420
Sure man, it kinda sucks for me since I'm often replaced by more emotional people, all I could say is it sounds like she cares beneath all that immaturity and superficiality but I find her too buried beneath that to bother but if you think she's worth the effort then try to push yourself just enough so that you can tell whether she cares enough about you to have a relationship
>>707819888
Thanks for reading it. I'm trying to stand back up on my feet as well.
I don't know how religious you are brother but I will think of you and pray for you that you will find something to mend yourself.
I know it doesn't mean much but it's all I can offer you.
I do hope from the bottom of my hear though that things get better.
>>707818703
Dude you're almost a wizard, don't give up now
>>707789590
This was from the video filmed right after his wife died.
>>707819927
Congratulations man ! You're moving forward and making some progress. I'm fucking proud of you.
>>707791882
>>707791849
Dropped the ball on that one, numbnuts. Should have agreed but only if she'd let you make love to her one last time. When she agrees, surreptitiously film the act.
Give her away at the wedding, and wish them both the best of luck. Next time you feel like dropping a load, call the dyke bitch up and tell her you have her on tape sucking you, fucking you, and talking like the filthy pig she is.
Tell her it would be too bad if the bitch bulldog dyke were to find out about it, but that won't be necessary, sugartits. Bring her fatass and a fifth of Maker's Mark by, because this is one secret she's going to want to keep.
Let her know she can expect one of these calls 2 or 3 times a week, so she might as well get used to it.
Tried and true, friendo.
Ruined my life and the life of my best friend. Hooked up blacked out drunk with her, she doesnt remember anything and thinks of me as a rapist now. I miss her so much. Would give anything to take that night back, nothing was worth losing her.
>>707820087
Inspiring stuff anon, thanks.
>>707789424
found the rest of the story
>>707821693
>>707821070
"eww wtf anon?! I told you i'm a lesbian! I thought after all we've been through you would respect that!! Never mind! I get someone else to deliver me at the altar!"
27, I've never had a gf.
Starting to get used to it.
Remind myself that I'm glad I'm not Rico fucking suave for 2 reasons
1) it makes me have to work on a genuine personality.
2) I didn't become chad thundercock and paying child support
Anyways, ff to last night.
My nephew is chilling with his girlfriend.
He tells me her sister is coming over, says she's 20 and pretty hot.
She comes over and I manage not to sperg out
My neph and his girl go into the bedroom
Awkward for me and her qt sister, Kelsey, who literally just met
Fuck it
ask her if she wants a drink.
Whythefucknot
We end up chilling on the couch getting blowed out
It's going really well, a couple times she started to friend zone Me but this ain't my first rodeo
A lifetime of being shit around women lingers behind all of my thoughts and actions
This is going way too well.
Time to pump the breaks and quit while I'm ahead is what I learned from last night. I made a move asked to kiss her, and she was just like "no"
That shit is awk as fuck but like I said before, not my first rodeo.
She says she has a bf, I comfirm that with my nephew, fuck
Oh well she was genuinely having a good time, so was I. We were super touchy feely and it's resurrecting my want to love again. Either way I've made a lot of progress and I'll get that fucking at gf one day, even if it's just to get shit on by her later.
I'll end this with a /fit/ meme. We're all going to fucking make it, bros.
>>707822217
Got your back homie, we gotta make it.
We have no options to fail. Stay strong, 27 years old and in the same boat. Keep the peace, keep fighting the good fight.
Keep carrying the fire.
True Story
>>707822217
You've got the right state of mind. And it's not a meme. We're really all gonna make it. Through blood, through dirt and through bone.
>>707822494
you should immediately kill yourself.
>>707822494
please kill yourself
>>707792822
"You'll never be able to speak without feeling like you're just bothering someone"
Always hits me the hardest
>>707822494
immediately jump from a tall building, please.
>>707822217
Protip 1: never ask a girl if you can kiss her. Do it or don't.
Protip 2: if this was your first time seeing each other, then it was too fast. You should have given her your number and say something like "it was cool seeing you, want my number if you wanna hang out sometimes ?".
Otherwise, you're good. Keep up the good work, mate.
>>707822375
>>707822544
Thanks bros, god speed. It's a fucking jungle out there.
>>707823477
listen to this anon
>>707823329
>>707823329
Yeah that's what I was thinking. I kinda forced it, she had just showed me her tattoo under her tits so I was all fired up and ol booze brain got the best of me. But yeah your advice is solid that's exactly the play to make.
>>707823777
>>707823777
should have just kissed her and risked the slap
always gets me...
>>707810172
Thanks for this man. I was getting really sad, but this gave me a real good laugh.
>>707825293
Glad to hear that. It kinda reminds me of Steve Lichman.
>>707810196
This was me for a good portion of college
>be me, 19yo
>virgin
be week ago
>pick up A from work
>keep catching eyes with his qt coworker
>A tells me qt thinks I'm attractive
>qt adds me on fb
> didn't think much of it
be today
>be out with friends
>get a fb message from qt
>"hey, i think you're attractive"
>chat a little, pretty casual/awkward
>qt: "you can come over to my place for a while haha"
>haven't been on a date in over a year
>never really been with a girl
>terrified of it going wrong
Im kinda totally freaked out about this. I guess the girl isn't exactly a prude and...well I'm a virgin who's never had more than a kiss. Not really sure what to expect from this, i just hope it doesn't go bad.
As I sit silently to myself at this computer, hoping life will get better, I make a sort of self promise to myself to not be alone anymore
And I will try to keep that promise.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egY8rUpxqcE
>>707809177
You will get through this.
>>707826357
You're gonna do great. Don't force anything, be friendly, let her speak, make her laugh, etc. And being a virgin doesn't matter.
life is heavy theres only a few ways to get out of life crashing on you. and that involves putting that weight on someone else.
>>707826583
thanks man. I'm mainly scared cause I guess this girl is all about hook ups which I'm like, not down with. Don't wanna end up embarassing myself
>>707826357
Dude, you're FUCKED. Nah, just fuckin with ya, you sound young. Just try not to worry about it and learn from the experience. Duck tape a cucumber to your leg so it looks like you have a monster wang for the lulz.
>>707826727
Get sexual with her if you see the signs i.e she caresses her legs, gets all touchy-feely with you, etc. But be gentle at first. And read about how to eat pussy. Bitches love that.
>>707825178
I'm finally starting to know what this is saying
>>707826357
Just be yourself dude. She's clearly into you, so it would be mission impossible to fuck it up.
Good luck.
