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>>707655622
Well, if I had any advice for you, it's to go for you and talk about what's pressing for you, and it sounds like he is. Talking to a therapist sucks sometimes and I remember dreading it but at the end, I always remember that I felt better about it afterwards.
I guess it is, but I shouldn't be, at least about work. It should be a phone call and then I know but I just feel shitty asking for time off, probably because I'm going to leave in December again, unless they give me MFF off, which I know will not happen.
Guh, I'm sick and tired of being fat and lazy. I'm about five pounds over what the max for me is in the Marines, so I want to drop about 20 and keep losing weight and put on muscle again. Probably doesn't help that I'm not on a steady diet of speed like I was in high school. It'll happen, but it'll take a long ass time.
It's not even Friday you ducking faggot fuck you and your shit ass goddamn drawn bullshit you fucking kike what are you ducking retarded can't you have the common decency of waiting for the end of the week to post your fucking faggy ass "porn" go look at some real cock or give someone head instead of spending 15 hours on ducking e621
It's not fucking friday
Fuck you
>>707656228
Yeah. I guess that's what I have to do, as much as I'm not happy about it. I just hope I don't get locked up for being retarded and talking about my self-harm and suicidal shit. I immediately regretting that and felt like a fucking retard for mentioning it. Being brutally honest is hard.
Hey, it's always worth a shot if you ask me.
No better time than the present. That's why I started riding my dad's bike. I'm still not enough of a skinny faggot.
>>707656674
k
>>707656674
>>707656745
Well, the only way to get help is to tell them your problems. It sucks and yeah you have to talk about shit you aren't proud of but that's all you can really do. They won't lock you up unless you're a threat to yourself or others and if I had to guess, despite what you think, you aren't.
Yeah, I would rather just get my birthday off and then take December off. At least that would be ideal but my family in Seattle wants me to fly up for a few days and to be honest, after seeing them all this weekend, I really don't. It's just more and more depressing going there.
Yeah, I feel like it's time to get my shit squared away again. Kinda thinking about getting a commission after college again, or enlisting if we go into a conflict.
>>707652472
Source?
"Yeah"
>>707656745
> never been locked up
> probably has a clean record/no diagnosed mental illnesses yet (emphasis on the diagnosed because you're obviously undiagnosed with "bitch ass pussy nigga" disorder - commonly found in cuckolds like you. Faggot filth
> not being a skinny enough faggot
> resorting to yiff, probably looking at femtwink lookin dogs and shit while moaning (in an unattractive vocal pitch) about how you can't lose weight while eating 30 cheeto bags a day, wishing you were attractive but resorting to accepting your inferior non-twink by birth body type because you realized you're a fat faggot that won't ever be a bottom (or an attractive birch at that)
Fuck you I have a 25" waist, weigh 115lbs and sissygasm like a mf. You bitch ass clean record having puss mf. Fuck you cut vertically you imbecile.
>>707657269
Shadowill
>>707657475
>Fuck you I have a 25" waist, weigh 115lbs and sissygasm like a mf.
I genuinely don't think I've ever heard anybody say that before
Good to see you around cockwiz
>>707657121
You kike ass faggot slit your fucking jugulars or study tomahawk fight styles so you know exactly which veins to cut where and how many you need to slice todrain your futile faggot existence on your parents floor bitch ass squid hoe
>>707657121
I guess that's a good point. I mean, I did get as close to suicide as possible and didn't do it, so that speaks for itself I suppose. I'm probably just being paranoid since I didn't even want to do this.
I'm sorry that it gets more depressing. I can see why it would. I'm trying to think of what would be best, but that's a tough call. Family is definitely important, but if it only gets more depressing then it isn't enjoyable. Of course going to a con would be great, but honestly, as someone with a pretty fucked up family, I'd say it may be better to go see them. Cons will always be around, but family won't.
Sounds like a good idea, man. Do what makes you happy.
>>707657475
What in the fuck? What the hell are you talking about? What the fuck are you on?
>>707658005
Are you even a masochist you normie piece of trash? Ree you sadboi cuckold faggot fucking end your life your parents raised a shit kid bitch ass
>>707658182
I don't know what the fuck you are talking about, but I think you need some help.
>>707657688
Bitch ass go get shot faggot
>>707658354
Was I fucking talking to you
Anyone gonna post that comic I requested? Someone said they had it and were gonna post it in this thread.
>>707658495
Yes, actually you were.
>>707658508
I'm gonna dead ass post myself up at your door with a smile in my back pocket and slug you 12 ways into ICU fucking filth
>>707658508
what comic?
>>707658690
kinky
>>707658587
Mix bleach and ammonium and huff it you retarded ass kike I bet you do crossfit bitch ass do you even smoke unfiltered smokes pussy
>>707658396
i dont know why...but i think this faggot is butthurt.
>>707658692
It had a tan female cat with a green female lizard/snake and I'm pretty sure a female skunk joins in at some point, they were on a camshow together.
>>707658005
I don't think it's paranoia but I think you're just afraid what they'll think or do. I still think it's something you should talk about but maybe when you're a little more comfortable with it.
I would be able to do MFF and see my family. It's just that I don't want to see them. I feel bad, my grandma waits on me hand and foot when I'm there and really all I want to do is chill, whether that's there or with my friends, but if I go with my friends I have to check in like every fucking hour and she /has/ to know what I'm doing. Last time I was there I went shooting with NGT and that sort of imploded because I told her I was visiting a friend, so she called that friend of mine to see where I was because I was actually in the middle of the fucking woods shooting shit and had no reception.
That aside, just going there gets depressing. They never have anything new to talk about because they all just gossip about each other, my brother, my parents and I. It just always sucks. By the end I want to leave because it's just so negative and they're always down my neck. "Why don't you have a girlfriend?" I don't know because I fucking hate myself and the person I do like hates me, get a life and butt out of mine.
Seriously I just hate going there even though they're family. The ones I can connect with are still busy bodies, or like my Uncle Dee, can't get around very well and needs an O2 tank.
I loved living in Washington and love visiting, just not with my extended family.
Sorry I got carried away and rambly again
>>707659070
Damn, I'm sorry to hear that. I can kinda sympathize with that, it's just something that grandmothers do. It shows that they really care.
Why not join in and talk about something new then? I'm sure you have plenty to talk about. Hell, even talking about us is something, though I would probably be a bit vague about it.
I'm sorry, man. I know family can be stressful, but I suppose it's something to take solace in. Not having anyone care is just as bad if not worse than having people care too much.
>>707659940
You don't need to apologize. You're talking to someone who could listen to other people for others. Though I'd be careful about talking about it here because people can get really bitchy when someone talks about personal stuff.
>>707660331
*for hours
God damn it I'm retarded.
>>707660331
Yeah, I know it means they care but sometimes it's just too much. They usually ask me questions about my life but a lot of times it's really personal stuff or about how school is going, or about things I would not like to talk about when I'm on vacation. I don't know man, if you could sit in on one of those conversations it would make more sense. They just want to know everything that I'm doing and then gossip and brag about it to each other, because they have nothing else to do.
>Not having anyone care is just as bad if not worse than having people care too much.
That's some wise shit man.
Also why I'm going to tone it down. I just needed to bitch about it for a little bit. There's more but not today. And it's low on my priority list, of things I should talk about.
>>707661122
Sun and Trugrave are pretty buddy buddy
I wonder how artica feels about that
Even though I'm not too active right now, can I request some public sex / masturbation?
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>>707661415
I don't have as much ad i'd like to have
>>707661078
I feel ya man. That's just how some people are, they always have to talk about something or someone. Personally, my family doesn't ask me about shit like that because I make it well known that I don't like being bothered, but I don't think it's a good thing either. You could try humoring them a bit, just for fun. That's really what they're looking for.
I actually wasn't really trying, but thank you.
If there's ever anything you want to talk about, I'm always here. I love to listen, no matter what it is. Talking is always good. And you can still email me anytime.
Yeah, got remarkably little myself.
>>707661773
>>707661802
I try man, I really do but sometimes it's just too much from them. Not like they don't know already because I call pretty much every other week.
Yeah man, that shit was wise, and true.
There's always stuff to talk about, just not always something I feel comfortable with. Especially when it's the same it's been for a long time.
>>707662273
That is a horse.
>>707662533
Greetings Mer SCF3.
You dont have a MTOD subscription do you?
the new DED came out on there last week and was pretty cool. Could have been even better with a little more effort.
>>707662570
We like horses.
>>707655866
this autistic fur shit reminds me of a girl i knew last year, she used to post furry porn on her ig ironically, we don't talk anymore. I miss her, and the only things I remember her by are these gay threads.
>>707662722
A horse is not a lamb.
>>707662314
I gotcha. It's good that you at least call them though. I'm extremely introverted, and never talk to anyone that doesn't call me first. Which is no one.
Of course, man. I understand. I'm probably not the best person to talk to about that stuff anyway.
>>707662570
You are correct.
>>707662785
But you could call it one.
>>707662857
That reminds me, have you heard from Mer Alex?
>>707662688
Hey man, I do not actually.
I have a subscription to Petersen's 4wheel & Off-Road which is basically DED as a magazine. Fred was an editor until about six months ago when he stopped to focus on the show full time. Pewe before him and before that Freiberger was editor.
I haven't seen it yet, the last one I had was cheap truck challenge. What was this build?
>>707662857
Yeah, I do feel bad if I don't call them. Sometimes they call me but I usually call first. It at least gives me something to do for about 15 minutes that isn't nothing
>>707662885
>solid 3plate deadlift
>good form
>overhand grip and not a shitty mixed grip
Zyzz would be proud.
>>707663063
Talked to him this morning. Said he gets out in a week. Why do you ask?
>>707663136
4wd cadillac eldorado made by removing the rear frame section of one and replacing it with the front section of a second one.
>>707663301
That's right, now I remember. With the two 500ci V8s.
I think it'll be cool to see still.
>>707663164
Just curious if he was still messaging you. I think it's good for him.
Yeah, his first leave starts thursday and he goes back sunday.
>>707663469
Yep, that's exactly what I said. I'm glad that I can keep in touch with him.
That's pretty cool. It's a lot sooner than I would have thought though.
>>707663462
Yeah that one.
the only real disappointing part is they didn't connect the throttle to the throttle pedal, so the 2 motors were controlled separately.
>>707663632
Oh that sucks, if they got them both hooked up to the same pedal it could have been one sight to see.
>>707663469
What happened to him?
>>707663958
He got conscripted. Gerald and I still talk to him though.
>>707663958
Mer Alex?
He was drafted into the SDF
>>707664067
Where's he from?
>>707664075
I've been looking into getting a 2.3 Duratec motor for my race car. Probably from a Ranger, If I had a complete Ranger though I might just build that as a race car.
>>707664174
Singapore
>>707664174
Singapore. Which sounds pretty shitty from what he's said.
