I wanna feel something.
post things that make you feel.
The feeling at the end... i felt the silence...
fuck your reposts
fuck these fake ass stories
I just wanna feel dammit
don't you ever feel
I will post a pic of my awesome bewbs
just make me feel something
they are crazy awesome, unlike the rest of me
nevermind, it looks terrible, and I tried to write a timestap on my veiny boobs while drunk
it's hella gross, I'm way too old for this, I am gross and old and fuck me. I am 28. What the hell is wrong with me. Tyring to get teenagers on this shit site to tel me I'm hot. Fuck off me. You suck.
we dont give a fuck about your self loathing bull shit show tits
>be me in highschool
>played magic the gathering in the library before class starts every morning
>white knight, 4.0, boy scout wants to play
>plays with a deck ive never seen before, mortal combat based
>me, playing mono-blue takes control over game early
>wanted to see how his decked worked
>i won the game
>white knight got really upset
>told white knight its ok and had a good deck
>white knight said it wasnt the game
>let white knight walk out
>next day found out he hung himself by another anon
Not over the game, but other issues
>have white knight's card on my fridge as a reminder
When was the last time someone fuck you hard?
No, this little shit is gondola.
that's me. a bad hernia
what the fuck is wrong with you. imma fucking teacher. i'm not ruining my life cause i'm sad and drunk tonight
no moar until I feel something
jesus guys, this was the one rule of the thread. I took some more gross pics of my sad tits: just make me have a feeling other than emptiness.
Come on my dudes. I don't care if it's sad, mad, or happy: just help me feel a thing. and then moar tits. Okay?
suck a butt, I'm a fairly attractive female. I can have a gross dude in my gross bed any night I want. I've had boyfriends and girlfriends and better yet, I've had a dog who was happy to see me every day.
I want to feel something tonight. And fuck off: i suck on every level. Despite being acceptable attractive, no one will ever want me. I am gross and needy and have the personality of spoiled milk.
I was hoping I could self-pity myself into a feeling, but nope. All my feelings are gone now. Shit.
Jesus fucking christ you are not special. No-one gives a fuck about stuff like this. Maybe if you stopped being such a pussy about fucking nothing then your personality wouldn't be as bad as cheesy milk.
lrn2fuckinhuman you retard. It's not hard.
You want to feel something, go out and experience art and nature.
I really hope you end up feeling some kind of emotion OP. I get that way too where life just feels empty, and you kind of start to feel numb to everything. I get that way more than i would want to admit. You have a nice pair of boobs, i want to motorboat those boobs. I like boobs, a lot. You have boobs. Boobs.
This self-pity is fucking unattractive. Sitting here posting tits and saying right after it that you don't need to do it is just straight up boring shit to see from a woman.
Get the fuck out there and just be. Get on with it and shit will fall into place. Not this self-pity shit.
Life is empty for you because you are an empty person not filling your life with any meaning.
The universe owes you nothing. You are the only one to blame for having an empty life.
how does this make you feel?
Wow 4chan is getting more autistic everyday.
Look OP what you did, a thread full of bullshit. Please kill yourself
It's pretty fucking hard for a woman to not get into a reasonably rewarding relationship. Practically any halfway decent woman can land themselves in any relationship they want. It's a piece of piss.
If any woman is floundering about, moaning about not being able to find love then they're intentionally sabotaging their chances.
everyone leaves me because I'm bad at sex
I might be asexual, but maybe it's just a lot of religious upbringing shaming me. Or maybe it's all the molestation. Or maybe I'm just fucked up. Either way, every relationship has ended because I am a dead fish in the bed room.
When I post pics online, no one stick their dick in me. No one compares me to a dead fish. No one says "what's wrong with you." No one leaves me.
This all sounds very self-pitying, but I'm stil not feeling. Too much vodka maybe?
Exactly. Sad woman barely posts tits and the autists are falling over themselves to comfort her.
Picking /b/ of all places for this is a pretty good indicator of how OP values themselves. She knows this kind of attention would be available.
Any woman really set on making things better would just have a fucking shower and put on her best dress and go out and get dicked.
>oym a ferly atrictave FEEEEEEEEMAIIL
>who can hiv a ugly boy in me whinever I wants
>oyve had boyfrinds n girlfrinds AND A DOGG
>n they all loved me
>I can't feel anything
>and that is why I car so much abot getting random inter net strangers to compliment me
>AND TELL ME IM PRETY
>Despite being acceptable attractive, no one will ever want me
>accept my dog, all the romanitc partners iv had
>even all of you lonley virgons
Leave 4chan immediately.
I can't breathe. Fuck that every day and twice on Sunday.
oh no, unattractive? that's definitely worse than hating yourself and not having feelings. Do better
English in foreign countries. Every year I go to a new country because hey, that's kind of like accomplishing something. also, kids are always nice to you. if you feel like shit, hanging out with kids is a pretty good way to spend the day
Jesus fucking christ. You are literally making things worse by thinking about poor old you.
Do you know how to be better in bed? You just be better in bed. Men are fucking animals and their performance in bed is gated by not wanting to seem like a fucking hedonistic sexual deviant in front of a person who has graced their presence with a welcoming vagina.
Men fucking love a woman who just fucks. Just do it. The man isn't going to be freaked out.
Too much vodka indeed. If I could start out as a woman again, it'd be a piece of piss to get anything I wanted knowing what I know as a man.
there is a lot more to a relationship than sex. You need to find someone who isn't going to use you just for sex. someone like you needs to connect with someone on an emotional level and build a mental relationship and the sexual part will transform itself. Stay away from guys who only want you as a cum dumpster
all of this is true
except the bit where you shit on dogs, dogs are awesome.
I came here to feel... and feel I have done.
OP don't listen to this beta cuck fag white knight shit.
Good relationships have fucking horrific sex. Good horrific sex
The other parts of it are also important but missing out on something like that is far more detrimental than people give credit for.
I wasn't shitting on dogs, those majestic animals. I was shitting on how OP said she was unlovable except for all the people who love her, including her dog.
OP you're not unlovable you just have a shitty personality and are an attention whore. You have shown us your tits, and you know what's next.
the best sex is between two people who feel 100% comfortable with each other. If she's worried that she's going to be a bad lay, it's going to make it worse. If she has sex with someone she is comfortable enough to open up to and she knows that he loves her whether she's a dead fish or not, she will enjoy herself and be better at sex.
try having a relationship with someone before you run your mouth, you fucking cunt
FFS. White knighting at its best. Can you really not see the blatant attention seeking here?
"maybe it's all the molestation"
Right OP. Right. aaaallll the molestation. Modern life has all the amenities to fix all these problems and yet you come to 4chan with a bottle of vodka.
What a fucking waste. Good women are hard to find and now it's clear why. A bunch of whiney cunts that can't understand how easy they've got it.
My dad used to do this, I used to hate and never wanted to see home again. Posts like these made me reconnect with him, I just start imagining him coming home from work hoping it would be the day he got a reply, and them just sitting there waiting with the phone close. He broke down when I finally went to his apartment to see him. My heart fucking shattered when he said he thought I wanted to forget him. I never took the time to realize how much pain I caused him.
I'm so sorry dad, I wish I could take those years back.
listen, if you have great sex all the time, more power to you. but some people struggle, and saying "just do it" to me is like telling an amputee to just run a marathon. It's not impossible, but it's a hell of a lot more work than just thinking positive.
that's actually sweet. here's another pic for you. be nice to whoever you end up with.
Whatever. Believe what you want.
I just know that when I embraced my masculinity I was much happier for it. My marriage blossomed, better sex and things just work out.
We're not all that different and fucking is some good fun. Putting barriers up and thinking it's a big deal is all in your head. It's not. It's just two people getting down on their biological imperative.
I second that emotion
Just do what you love and stop focusing on making other people happy. I broke up with my gf of 7 years because I was just trying to make her happy and forgot about myself. It's a big jump but it's possible
If you really want to feel something, listen to elliott smith. Just all of it. Has changed my life to where I am asexual (don't care for sex at all) and have a layer of suicidal thoughts. Trust me, I want to feel something too. Just something human...
Modern life can fix being molested for years? Cool beans.
Come on dude. Everyone's been molested. Like, 1 in 4. It's not attention seeking to admit it. Well, a little bit, but it's like having cancer; no one give a shit anymore.
I'm not a rare special snowflake just because mormons used temple trips to feel me up every fucking month from 12-18. Hell, being unmolested is probably more rare these days.
Listen man, whatever you've got going on that makes you angry when other people get sympathy, I'm sorry. I'm sure it's intense. I want you to know: it's not a competition. And I'm sorry for what happened to you. I am. As much as I can feel for other people. Which is about 0, but hey. You don't seem to have any empathy either.
What I'm saying is, heeeeey baby, how you doin?
I feel bad for saying that now but thank you for the tits. :D Naw but for real sex isn't everything in a relationship. I sometimes don't find pleasure in just fucking anymore, maybe because I'm an oldfag but yeah.
Op id give you a hug. every one like hugs... right?
Unless you're in some third world shithole like America without access to easy healthcare then getting help with mental trauma is very simple.
It's practically negligence avoiding going if it has such an impact on your life.
As for not having any empathy. I think what you're missing is that I do have empathy, providing I've not been duped in this thread and what she says is true I totally understand the lost and the feeling of unfulfillment. It's all just bullshit reasoning she's given and that's usually all it takes to feel like that.
Also, 1 in 4 being molested, fucking ridiculous.
Exactly this. People make these huge internal lists of reasons why they're blocked from improving but it's just bullshit.
Step 1. Go on a diet. You don't need it but you'll feel better. Step 2. Go dancing like this dude said. Step 3. Fuck some dudes.
You'll feel weird at first but then it'll all make sense. Trust me.
Thats not the wrong way you stupid fucking faggot, tits or GTFO is a thing for a reason. You bring up the fact that youre a female for LITERALLY NO REASON on anon image board. What the fuck? How new are you have you never heard of this.
I have tried to get help multiple times (in America, in China, in Peru, now I'm in buttfuck Ukraine so whatevs, I fucked myself over).
America put me in 72 holding facilities, told me I needed to just "loosen up", and other helpful info. Finding help in foreign countries has been HILARIOUS (by which I mean terrible). I keep having one night stands, then fleeing the country when I try to fuck someone I work with and it goes to shit. Doing well so far, but hey, eventually one of these male coworkers will be nice to me, I'll try to fuck, and then it'll all go to shit.
Time is a flat circle and all that
I'm so alone man. 23 year old kissless virgin. I'd do anything to have a shot with any gal out there who I can get to know on an intimate level. I'm starting to become truly dead inside.
Your outlook is all wrong. You seem to have some goal you're trying to reach.
We're all just bags of meat trying to figure things out. Go with the flow.
If what you're saying is true and I find some of it hard to believe (72 holding facilities makes me think this is attention seeking bait, for example).
Personally I'm in Poland, so not that far from Ukraine and I can wholeheartedly say, despite what the US cuckolds probably think when reading this that even here, the level of care you can get from the basic healthcare service vastly serves the needs of any one who needs it.
You really do seem like you need to loosen up. It's not all supposed to be so hard so stop making it hard on yourself. Just be. You got some tits and you're obviously not a hambeast so accept the good things and get on with it.
you are telling someone without arms to play the piano
you are acting like I, a 28 year old crazy old ass bitch, have not tried just fucking. have you seriously never had it just not work? have you not experienced turtle vag? the fucking iron curtain descending?
jesus christ, I am surrounded by babies. fuck this board, you kids are way too young for any of this serious bullshit, i can't even. fucking boys
Step 1. Grow your hair long. Step 2. Get a job in a shitty restaurant. Step 3. Buy a motorcycle. Step 4. Go boxing.
Watch Gavin McInnes and really try to understand some of the points he has on being masculine in this day and age.
Once you get past his sometimes weird presentation of things you can see he really understands how to carry masculinity and wield it how it's supposed to be used.
This kind of "dead inside" shit is because you don't fucking do anything.
See this adorable little goofball right here anon? I guarantee you it is 6X better than any woman. Sure, you can't fuck it but it won't be like a woman, where they're only worth keeping around for sex. If you want something that will actually love you unconditionally without ever leaving you, something that will give you actual joy (instead of what normies call joy) get a cat or dog. I know getting a cat was something I won't regret.
Just make sure to keep you living area clean and take proper care of it. It shouldn't be as hard as taking care of a woman.
I can confirm, cats will always love you
women (and people for that matter) can change their mind in an instance
I'm 28 myself and of course I've had terrible sex. That's just par for the course when you're learning how to play.
Not chalking it up to just learning how to carry your sexuality is what's holding you back. There's no points. No-one is keeping score but you.
Once I learned that literally everyone has the same kind of insecurities it came much easier to me. I've had some pretty disgustingly good sex now and a reasonable number of partners. Now very happily married.
It can be done. Just trust in yourself and realise we're all in the same boat here. Just bags of meat trying to get other bags of meat to touch our meat.
I go to school and work. I just have zero ambition and hate myself; probably something to do with upbringing I don't know. Don't shove that alt-right coonery down my throat you prick!
have you been to the US? do you know what happens if you mention suicidal ideation? you get put in a fucking 72 hour holding facility and it is hella boring.
it doesn't matter if I'm attractive if i can't fuck. don't tell me to accept the good things. being unable to fuck means forever alone. I've been dumped a lot. a lot. and it's always for this reason. don't act like it's not important.
jesus christ what the hell am I trying to accomplish.
where are you in poland? I was in radom. where you at. Pilonki? Zwolen? Warsaw?
I'd like to do some dirty dancing cosplay with you. You could be Baby Houseman and I'll be Johnny Castle. I'll wrap my hands around you and show you how dance seductively as we grind and gyrate on each other and then we'll fuck in a cabin and hold each other while we listen to the patter of the rain on the roof. It will be magical
I've been to the US, yes. I thought you mean you were in 72 individual holding facilities. Misunderstood.
My point isn't that you can't fuck. It's that you don't know how to fuck and that you're overthinking things.
If you fuck a dude you're literally the best at sex that dude likely has had. It's just that rare for most guys. Any attention from a woman is a godsend.
Who cares if you don't get into your flow the first 10, 50, 100 times. Point is to just eventually get there. Like I said, no-one's keeping score. Just be mindful that the idea is to have fun. Not reach some goal.
I'm in Krakow. Visited the places you've mentioned, though. Where in Ukraine?
Growing up my dad didn't like me. My mom divorced him for being an abusive asshole. One older brother. He looks like dad I look like mom. Live with dad. Every time he gets pissed he beats me.....hard. Fists, belts, kicked on the ground. Brother leaves for army. Beatings get worse. Scars, fractured arm, locked in garage in December wearing only tidy whiteys. (I slept on the square reserved for the dog that had just died so I wasn't on bare concrete, got sick anyway and then yelled at for having doctor bill)
Turn 15. I've had enough. Dad always bought me guns. Load 12 gauge with double ought rounds and sit at the bottom of the stairs. Every other night or so he'd come down in the middle of the night to have a glass of milk and some cookies.
I wait. And wait and wait. Fall asleep.
He never came down. Wake up. Panic, put gun back and go about my day. Take more beatings. Years pass.
Moved out. Army. College. Married.
Dad is older now and has signs of dementia. Sometimes he thinks I'm my brother and he tells me how much he hates me.
I sit and listen.
I don't have the heart to tell him I was ready to kill him if he'd come down that night.
op, I don't care if you're good at sex or not. Would you like to come to America and live with me for a while? If you like it you can stay and we'll be together, if not you can go on back home. I will try to help you be happy and enjoy life.
I have a phd and masters in psychology, i can tell your right now. You love feeling self pity, you love self depreciation. Wanna knkw how i know? Because you keep staying in that state of mind like most of 4 chan. Its literally as simple as perception you fucking idiots. Yes im drunk ask me anything you downers
I appreciate you trying to make me feel better, but srsly. I've never had an experience where the dude was happy after being unable to get his dick into my frigid hole. Sometimes I can lie and emotionally manipulate my way into a couple extra dates, but since that makes me feel like a cockroach, I've been moving away from that.
Since I've stopped lying about being raped, about the guy hitting the wrong hole with his dick (sorry alex, you did not stick your dick in my urethra, that was the vagina, I lied to keep you around for an extra couple weeks), and other shit lies (great thing bout 4chan: since everyone here loses their shit when you bring up gender, you can admit to being the shittiest and everyone will still treat you the same) most dudes just dump me after the first shit sexual encounter.
Anyway. How'd it become about this? I just wanted to feel something. And so far, I just feel kind of vicariously embarrassed for future me. She's not going to like that I posted bewbs, 10 years of 4chan and I finally gave in: good job me
starts off like
>come on take em off...
>kek funny face
then it gets to
>what the bloody hell are yre doin?
untill /b/ drive kicks in
>hmm kindda like this
>shes kinda cute kek
and then it gets to that feel again
>ah man i feel so different
>when is this over
>yikes woman when do you stop?
and finally she grabs her boobs
>she was so cute 11/10 would fuck
>love self pity
dude, I'd agree if I could feel things right now. but I'm pretty sure I fetishize my own sadness, even if it's not working this minute
>simple as perception
see, now I know you're not a psychologist. because no shit, everything's in the mind. pretending like it's easy to change your perception means you don't know shit about the brain.
but hey, hit me with your best shot. you say anything not vague and stupid, I'll draw whatever you want on my saggy bewbs
It's strange how conversation shifts.
Treat yourself well and try to stop putting so many requirements on yourself.
Assuming you're an English teach in Ukraine? I started out like that in Poland too. From the UK originally.
Life takes you to weird places. I've accepted this. I love the weirdness. The strange fuck ups and the fleeting feelings that it's all for nothing.
I keep saying it but I hope you remember: no-one is keeping score but you. The fact you keep trying is pretty hardcore and no-one can take that away from you.
I wouldn't feel embarrassed. Neither of us know who each of us is. There's no permanence to 4chan so only us will remember this conversation even happened.
I'm going to bed guys, hope you liked some of the pics
whatever helps people cope Anon
She just uses you.A beautiful person with a bad character..:^) google eliza/ciara r9k youll get your information
fuck you you stupid whore, youre so fucking low in your life rn that your posting tit pics for 15 year olds probably bc u took something lazy and retarded in college like english. gtfo fucking stupid bitch
I don't even feel like i can cry anymore i just feel nothing when i get like this , it's horrible
there we go
>no one's keeping score but you
Oh shit. Two feels. Thanks kids: here's some old lady tits for you. I drew an owl on them.
Seriously, why not just look at porn, who gives shit about this pale ass milk bags
Hey OP, psychology student here, have you tried Cognitive Therapy ? Working on your bad patterns of thinking and all that, those things that make you deep into anxiety or depression or things.
Most importantly ... You've talked about kids and sex, but do you have friends ? People you can relate to frequently ? Please tell me you do
>who gives a shit
People love presents, more so when you put good will into it.
You look enjoyable, and that whole "I'm an old mental wreck pls help me" instinctively makes people interested in you, (or not give a shit at all for some ofc)
I have some coworkers that I get along okay with, but I just left China after my best friend said he had feelings for me. Left the fucking country.
I have tried Cognitive Therapy. Maybe it worked? Who knows. Could have been the meds. It's been a long time since. I've been abroad for three years, fuck finding an english speaking therapist.
i think someone wants a hug more than me..
how old are you ? your body seems pretty young though...
have ever tried to find something besides sex..
i guess no one really tried to make you smile... instead they waited you to make them..
I know it's kind of stupid, but this comic always gives me the feels
Why, were you afraid it would go wrong ?
At least it didn't work well enough to make you see the world differently over a long time. Too bad you can't get help, it sounds to me like the best way to help you. That and friends with which you share more than just getting along okay.
Also, like anon said before, valuing your sadness like you do is terrible, can't just ask you not to though.
Heres some OC for you then.
>Friend of mine, knew him for a good while
>pretty cool guy, his names Seth
>we chatted about a lot of shit and gamed a lot together
>im an artist and i gave him pointers and references to help him get better
>he really tried to live life normally and enjoy himself
>had a lot of passion behind everything he did
>he had insane depression due to family abuse so he lived with his grandparents
>they didn't know how to help him
>he went through dozens of doctors and different pills to try and keep him stable but they always made it worse for him after he got use to them
>got bullied a lot as well, made fun of more than most
>even still he was always nice and chill to hang around and have decent conversations with.
>wake up to skype message saying he was sorry
>find out he offed himself and still have no idea how or what caused him to go over the edge
>pic is of his steam account and the last time he logged in a couple days before he did it.
I'm old like you. based on how you describe yourself, I've been with a girl like you, and yea, I left her. but It wasn't because she was bad in bed, anyone can get better at that. I left her because she had a shit attitude about everything.. Btw your tits are great... and you know it.
>be me 2 years ago
>it's my 17th birthday
>dad has cancer
>he's the only thing that helps me feel better about myself everyday
>wait for him and mom to come home from hospital so we can celebrate
>they come home around 7 pm
>they instantly go to bed
>next day everyone forgets about my birthday except my little brother
>mom and dad constantly arguing
>dad come and tells me about my mom
>says she ran off with a guy 17 years ago
>mom came back pregnant but dad didn't know
>dad thinks he got her pregnant
>I'm the only reason why they're still together
>5 years later my mom tells my dad
>dad tells me day after forgetting my birthday
>spiral into a deeper depression than I was already in
>still love my dad tho never will stop
>fastfoward 5 months
>dad's cancer gets worse
>spiral deeper into depression than I already had
>run to hospital everyday after school to see him
>2 weeks after
>2 months later
>mom tells me to pack my shit and move out
>give no resistance because I've always hated that fucking bitch
>almost 18 anyways
>homeless for a good month or so
>get into hardcore drugs to numb myself
>graduate highschool by scraping by and get a decent enough paying job
>enough to get by plus some
>got a car and apartment
>every few months I travel up to NE from Texas
>talk to my dad's headstone everyday that I stay there
>still feel like a disappointment to him even though I never was
>never got closure on him not being my real father
>cut off ties with my mom
>barely able to see my little brother
>he's still the only one who remembers my birthday
>afraid to let him get to know me so he doesn't become the self loathing piece of shit I became
>19 and a functioning junkie, somehow
>feel like a shitty brother constantly
>watching him grow up from a distance is the only thing keeping me from blowing my brains out
you got me there bro