Feels thread? Did you get over her? Probably not.
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Feels thread?
Did you get over her?
Probably not.
text her if dubs
If you want to leave, leave.
>>706780214
Its all you do anyways.
Fuck off and don't bother coming back.
>>706779975
I'm not, and now she's with someone else. I hate this
>>31885029
>this
she was perfect in every way. she wasn't a stacy. she wasn't a fembot. she laughed off all of my imperfections. she loved me to death and wanted to prove it. despite all of my EXTREMELY HUGE mistakes and fuck-ups she still loved me. we did almost everything together. we called on skype practically every hour. we stayed up late at night having meaningless conversations. then she decided to go to a party with her friends since she noticed that she wasn't spending as much time with them. she was missing me the entire time. she denied all men who came up on her. i was alone, practically 0 friends at the time. i was always in constant worry of her cheating on me because i hated myself and couldn't believe that anybody would truly love me. i broke up with her after because i was a fucking autist and i'm fucking sorry amanda. there's no possible chance of ever meeting anybody like her again and it's all my fucking fault. i still miss her after 5 months. she sees me as nothing more than a sociopathic rapist now. i never wanted her to be terrified of me. i am now terrified of her because of this. i wish i wasn't such a fucking imbecile.
>tfw 4:50 am
>>706780269
Nah, I'll stay.
>>706779975
ok OP, I've posted this before but i hope maybe you or other anons who are going through some shit can take something away from it.
You want to talk about loving someone? Giving someone everything you can? Well that was me with my gf.
I was with her for 6 years. 4 months ago she broke up with me saying that she doesn't feel the same anymore. Turns out, that was bullshit. I come to find out weeks after the break up the real reason she broke up with me is because she cheated on me with her scumfuck coworker. After 6 years, she couldn't even be honest and own up to what she did. She even had the fucking balls to say I was still her "best friend"
I spent a lot of time angry, and i spent a lot of time in a downward spiral of drinking and despair. I even thought of an heroing a couple of times. But from that spiral, I learned something. I learned that just because you love someone, doesn't mean they are obligated to love you back. And just because you love someone, doesn't mean that its meant to last.
Its been 4 months since she left my life. I know It sounds like bullshit, but take it from someone who went through it. It does get better. It takes time, but it does get better. Focus on yourself, and live life for yourself.
>>706780571
>706780571
>>706779975
Fuck no I aint over her. Being single is fucking awesome but lonely after being with someone for 10 years.
I gave up on relationships. Sick of the shit U gotta go through to stay in one.
>>706780634
>I come to find out weeks after the break up the real reason she broke up with me is because she cheated on me with her scumfuck coworker.
It's always the real reason. The won't leave you until there is another bed already warm for her
>>706779975
I'm starting to move on, helps my sanity.
Plus, she's pretty boring anyway, so it's not like she's doing anything with her life in that shithole town.
Bullet Dodged I suppose
Ive been in the 'honeymoon phase' for 10 months now and we havent argued once.
Its not too good to be true is it?
>>706780745
yea. its a real shitty way to treat someone.
someone who was extremely important to me passed away several years ago in a hit and run, the driver fell asleep at the wheel,
never got to tell her i loved her or what she meant to me.
anyone else drinking their depression away?
>>706780634
>Its been 4 months since she left my life. I know It sounds like bullshit, but take it from someone who went through it. It does get better.
It's been 1 years and it's not easier
>>706781070
its been a year? how did it end?
>>706781070
>It's been 1 years and it's not easier
2 years and still no relief
Don't look for a woman to make you happy. Don't look for another person to make you complete.
You gotta be happy with yourself first. You've got to be okay with who you are. Find yourself first, otherwise the right person will never find you.
Being alone does not make you broken. I've been to the bottom of that pit a few times now, and it never gets easier to just forget about, or get over, or get past. But you can't make your life about it, you can't stew in misery - it might feel noble but it's just destructive.
Being alone makes you lonely, but you need to be able to be alone without falling apart. If you're sitting there thinking that a girlfriend could solve everything or one girl could make you happy, you need to be satisfied with the one person who will always be with, and the one person who will always be there for you - yourself.
>>706781070
>1 year
Hahaha, try 6 years, I still miss her.
>>706781336
>>706781070
what are you holding on to /b/ro? whats stopping you from moving on?
>>706781383
this is some real shit right here
>>706779975
Nope
almost 14 months for me and i feel great
>>706781743
>>706781463
>what are you holding on to /b/ro? whats stopping you from moving on?
I dunno. Having an empty life isn't really helping.
>be me, 19
>be tonight (5ish hours ago)
>be with friends
>need to go pick L up from work
>get elected to drive to pick him up
>fuckit.jpg
>get to five guys
>walk up to L
>"im your ride so get me a shake"
>waiting for him to get off
>friends and I sitting around table
>catch eyes of one of his qt workers 8+/10
>happens over and over
>L gets off of work
>brings shake, tells me qt made it
>it did look pretty nice
>we leave
few hours later
>smoking with the homies
>someone telling a story
>all of a suddden L explodes laughing
>maniacallaughter.mp3
>ask him whats so funny
>"so i'm texting [qt from work]...
>"...and I was telling her about you guys"
>"and I explained that anon is our party" animal"
>(no idea why I have this reputation btw)
>"and we were talking about that..."
>"then she says, anon is attractive."
>no one really finds it funny
>not offended just making a douchey face at him
>"well IDK, I just thought it was funny"
>"but uhh...shes single and looking to fuck someone"
>tfw your the only virgin in a room
>tfw everyone tells you to go get some
>tfw i'm sick of being single
>tfw i have no idea how to be with a girl (i can talk to them, and apparently attract them, but no idea what to do next)
>tfw i'll never get a chance with her anyways
>mfw all of these emotions hit me, but I'm high
>>706781000
It's been little over 8 months. I got over her but I didn't get over the subsequent loneliness. I'm still alone.
She's seeing someone new. Up until she began seeing him, she was with over 9000 guys, some of whom are friends of mine (bitch). And i? Still alone.
Worst part is that she is still a friend of mine. We still have several mutual friends and go many of the same places, so it would be stupid not to; at least I'm not interested in any more of that bullshit drama.
It might sound as though I'm not over her, but I am. It just hurts to think about her getting along with every guy around her while I haven't gotten laid once since our breakup. I just makes you feel lonely. And it sucks.
Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of good friends. But I miss the intimacy, the sex. And I envy her for having that.
>>706781505
Maybe just one person will take it in and make a change.
You can't think that somebody else will make you happy. You have to make yourself happy.
If you aren't happy with yourself, you've gotta know that nobody will think that they will be happy with you, either. This is another person, and they want to be happy, too.
So look within. I know I've fucked up a lot in my life by blaming others, so don't blame your unhappiness on somebody else, because they aren't with you. Don't blame the world for taking away things you care about. Don't blame yourself.
This thread is full of anonymous people who will never see you or meet you and you are yourself. You can throw your misery out there to us. Leave it here, in this thread. Dump your sadness here, and bury it here.
You aren't really alone. Somebody has the same kind of sadness you have. You may have the same sadness I have had. But you can't carry that with you everywhere. You can't bring happiness into your life if you're too busy carrying your regrets.
And fuck no, I know it's not easy to do. But you can't let it weigh you down. I can't solve it for you in words. A girl can't solve it for you with company. The only person in the whole fucking world who can really make you happy is you.
Good luck bro.
>>706782529
https://soundcloud.com/cyranosweet/blades ,,
>>706782460
Just try it. Drunk before if you need it.
You friends seem to be cunts tho
I actually did! I went from caring about her a great deal to deciding I never want a relationship because I don't need someone else to complete me! I have hopes and dreams but they're not with some other person. The more I think about it, I don't want anyone cause it honestly a waste of time really. Woo I only have to worry about me!!!!
>>706782658
that's what I had in mind. And their usually pretty cool, dunno why L was laughing so hard, probably cause I give him shit all the time. no hard feelings
>>706782575
>>706782776
Pretty spot on, dude.
>>706782460
Shut your brain up and just go and meet her, enjoy what you're doing and don't feel pressured, if you think she's stupid as fuck then don't talk to her again.
>>706782460
Go meet up. Be confident. Compliment her, but not too much. Just let yourself go, man.
>>706781463
wishful thinking and hope
>>706782621
This is cringy, stop.
>>706779975
What is her name /b/?
...Emily
>>706782460
You don't have to do anything.
Just hang out. Get some dinner or something. There is no secret, there is no plan, or hidden rules, or anything like that.
It sounds cheesy, but seriously, you be yourself. Don't try to impress her by pretending to do things you don't, or "act cool" or whatever the fuck.
You are thinking about it way too much, I promise. All you have to do is hang out with her.
You want to ask her out? Have your buddy text her saying that you asked if she wanted to come hang out and smoke sometime. Fuckin' super easy, non-specific, no pressure.
Seriously, you've overthinking it.
>>706782955
welp, kek wills it, guess I have no choice :P
Yeah I want to. Idk, talking to girls isn't hard, I just never know how to get past the "talking" stage
>>706783090
>>706783042
>>706782460
This
Just go and have fun, if it works, and she is into you, you'll find out.
>>706782460
Get a hobby
>>706783090
this
>>706783124
Nicole.
>>706783184
It's a sign, bro. Fuck her (figuratively) and move on.
>>706783169
Let it flow, fam, release your feelings when you feel you need to after talking for a while (not too much though), but don't act compulsively.
>>706783303
that's a guy
was my only friend
>>706783367
thanks m8, you right.
>>706783379
then stop being gay, take his advice and you'll be fine
>>706783169
mfw can't even get to 'talking' stage.
>>706780004
Rerolling
>>706783087
you should try it
>>706783379
Not the same anon, but my "bestfriend" told me something like this and added "if you want to fucking die that much then just go jump off (nearby) bridge" good times...
>>706779975
I texted her today. Bad decisions were made
>>706783448
here to help <3
>>706783124
Melanie
>>706783481
Well great, now I'm going to have this feeling all the time
>>706783481
>>706783531
greentext it
>>706783481
>>706783607
It's not very interesting. It ended with her ignoring me after 2 texts then responding hours later.
>>706783379
Go make some new friends.
You like music? Go to some concerts nearby.
You like sports? Go see a game nearby.
You like anime/comics/similar stuff? Go to the nearest comic book store.
Just find some place where people with similar interests as yours hang out, then go hang out there. Even if you're shy, if you go there frequently enough, someone will recognise you, or you might recognise them, and engage in conversation. Put aside your problems, no one wants to hear about that kind of stuff (well, except us, but we're weird). Talk about positive things, and you'll soon see that life becomes more positive along the way.
>>706783708
if she responded, that's probably good news
>>706783870
I'd like to think that's true.
>>706784110
I had that same problem, we can only hope that they are "busy" and merely skimmed it.
>>706784110
Do you hope she'll come back to you?
>>706784149
"busy" sums it up pretty well
>>706784365
To some extent. I'd be ecstatic if she did.
>>706782621
>be me
>last year of high school
>never had a girlfriend
>there's this girl that I'm crushing on hard, and she actually gives me attention and doesn't think I'm a spaz
>we share all our classes together
>says shit like 'you're the only person in the class I like' and 'you're probably my best friend atm'
>she laughs at everything I says, and obviously likes me
>she's 100% out of my league, so I'm too much of a pussy to ask her out
>we continue to flirt for the span of the year, both being to much of a pussy to say anything
>last day of school I specifically wait around to see her
>I found her, she hugs all my friends, gives me a high five and says good bye
>never see her again
>>706782102
Fuck you
>>706780820
Story of my life.
anyone want a greentext about a dead dog
>>706784542
Don't. She won't and and even if she does it will be a lot harder the next time she leaves you.
And she's probably in some other man's bed
>>706784704
Bring it
>>706784704
take it out fam, I only have an hour left of sleep
>>706784704
>>706784579
>>706784749
That pic made me a little sadder knowing she could find somebody easily. I should really move on one day.
>>706781383
Related advice from an anon.
Story time advice
>be me 23 y/o male working night shift as a 911 law enforcement dispatcher
>get a 911 call same as usual
>75 y/o male stating he is having a heart attack and his pace maker isn't working
>go through normal questioning Medical dispatchers send ambulance
>because nature of call have to stay on the line with him
>guy lives in butt fuck sticks in the middle of nowhere TX
>start making chit chat to keep him focused and awake till ems gets on scene
>"what's your name?" He asks me
>"my name is anon"
>"anon, I'm gonna tell you something. My whole family doesn't care about me and my life is hell. Getting old is the worst thing that can happen to anyone. I always wanted to travel and see the world, but never did. If you have anything you want to do in your life, do it before you're 50."
> I tell him I really want to travel as well and reassured him that help was coming.
>man struggles for breath and eventually no longer responds to me.
>ems arrives and starts CPR.
>transport to hospital and passes on the way there.
>next day I plan my vacation and book a flight to Seoul South Korea
>Now I am going to see the world.
>>706784637
Why would you not ask to hang out after you completed school? Too shy?
>>706780004
Roll again dude
You know what just text her, you have nothing to lose
>>706784986
Too shy and terrified of rejection. She was definitely keen - she even gave me her number on the last week. Plus as I said earlier, she was total way out of league. I'm definitely not ugly, just a total spastic and awkward retard.
Alright.
>be me
>mom and dad divorce at age three
>mom dates some asshole who's addicted to drugs but swears he's clean now
>dad has weekends but it's obvious even to me then that he doesn't want to
>only doing it for fear of judgement from rest of family
>leaves my sister and I at grandparents nearly every weekend
>mom gets pregnant and has another girl
>drug addict shows true colors and mom decides to take us kids to a different state
>literally kidnapped by single mom at age 5 and forced to live with single mom and two sisters
>estrogenocean.gif
>move to place where there's nearly only white and Mexicans
>poor cuz single mom so only white family on the block
>All friends and enemies are mexican but I'm white as fuck
>sourcreamwithchocolatechips.png
>make friends with some dealers for coke and weed
>obtain coke addiction at 14
>make first white friends at 15
>lose touch with my old mexican friends and have some cringe moments in high school
>slack off hardcore because fuck homework, sex and coke is better
>mom gets good walmart job and we get house
>junior year hits, going to need another year to graduate
>been trying to get a job but nongrad in 2008
>explore military careers by sending requests for more info
>USMC Staff SGT shows up to door to tell me about it
>holyshitimpressed.jpg
>join Delayed Entry Program after kicking coke
>all this time hadn't heard from dad or grandparents
>sister gets in touch with dad via fagbook and we go to visit
>find out kidnapping never reported
>dad remarried a chick 10 years older than me
>have half brother now
>wtf
>come back
>mom was forced back into contact with drug addict cuz bastard sister
>he cons her into marrying him and sister sees him as a god instead of the shithead he is
>convinces mom to quit best job she's ever had so he can provide for her
>he doesn't, surprise surprise
>graduate and prepare for marine corps
>say bye to friends and stuff
>tbc
>>706785188
Check em and cont.
>day I leave for USMC drug addict gets arrested
>he was on parole in another state and violated that parole to drive my mom into debt
>started smoking at 16 btw, that becomes important later
>go to boot camp
>no smoking
>develop bronchitis bordering pneumonia
>not getting better
>muscle through and get to go home
>smoke three packs in one day cuz missed it
>mom lost the house cuz no job cuz drug addict
>spend first day back helping mom and sisters pack up house
>can't get it all cuz not enough time
>most of my friends didn't write to me in boot camp
>live in trailer that should be scrapped
>rest of boot leave uneventful
>go back and do mct and mos school
>permanent duty station is 29 Palms
>try to quit smoking and get bad bronchitis again
>deploy, tear ITB 3/4 of the way
>medical discharge
>go back home on birthday
>epic party followed by job apps
>get job at Walmart less than a week later
>minimal walking cuz deli
>friend gives rides for cash cuz I have no car and he has no job
>he suddenly stops providing transportation
>can't walk the 5 miles there because knee, gotta quit
>apply for jobs closer to trailer
>use credit card for phone and internet bills
>2 years unemployed
>get job as general contractor's apprentice
>doesn't pay well but can keep internet on
>meet girl through friend and get job as tech support through same friend
>live with girl and her roommate for sex and rides to work
>girl and I start dating officially
>year later buy out the lease from roommate so girl and I are alone in apt
>financial troubles cuz her job pays shit
>mom is alone in trailer and can barely afford it cuz rental price boom
>gf says mom should move in to spare bedroom and we can split bills in 3
>hate it but okay
>ff 2 years
>coughing happens and can't stop
>affecting job cuz can't breathe
>see ton of docs
>finally figure out it's cystic fibrosis
>had to quit job
>bad financial troubles
>tbc
>>706785221
Cont.
>gf gets good job finally
>spend what money I've got left on a ring
>gf becomes wife
>wife gets pregnant
>wtf
>98% of people who have cf are sterile
>not being treated cuz expensive, ibuprofen and benadryl work
>baby comes, it's mine
>shit gotta be a dad, unlike mine
>huge baby, 9.3 lbs
>be 26 years old, probably going to be dead by 40
I'll be dead before he graduates high school most likely. How the fuck am I supposed to play catch and football when I can't breathe? I could get treatment and buy some time maybe, but it would mean living in this 2 bed apartment forever and hr can forget about college or a graduation car.
>>706785102
She's only out of your league if you believe that yourself.
>>706784821
I've never understood these feels threads they seem so out of place here I've always though they were unironic shitposting
Led me get this out of the way I've never had a gf
Its not because I'm ugly(I'm fairly good looking),I'm pretty successful in nh education and I'm very rich.
I've tried to hit it off with many a girls in the past and they have said they like me but at that stage I just block them out of my life and move on.i could never convinvce myself to take time out of my life to spend with them(or for that matter anybody).I've never understood the necessity of needing a constant partner in life.
Am I right /b/ or is there some thing wrong with me
Pic unrelated
>>706783591
>Oh
All the emotion pressed into two letters.
>>706783184
fking true
>>706785311
You are probably just a high functioning sociopath. No need to worry. If it isn't your style you shouldn't allow yourself to be persuaded by peer pressure.
>>706784704
>only child aside from a half brother i never really knew
>grow up in abusive home
>dad doesnt hit me but hits mom frequently
>mom always tells me how much she doesn't want me etc
>social retard no friends or siblings to talk to about home issues
>the only friend i had was my dog
>she was a little boston terrier named Boogie
>had her since before i can remember
>at least when i came home she was there
>remember hiding in my room with her when parents would fight
>hold her and say "shh, it's okay" and hold her to stop her shaking
>spend a lot of time with her
>talk to her since i have nobody
>"i'm glad you don't judge me like people do"
>6 or 7 years old we get another dog
>dopey in the head but hes nice
>like him but favorite was always Boogie
>he knocks her up a couple times and she has a few litters
>fast forward, about 16 at the time
>she was very old with too many health complications
>remember holding her on the couch crying
>"i want you to know i love you"
>parents then take her to the vet and have her put to sleep
>stay in my room for the next couple of days
>feel nothing except sadness
>she was the only thing i had and now she was gone for good
>mfw my pet treated me better than any human ever did
>sometimes wonder if she knew it was her time even if she was just a dog
>wonder sometimes how much pain she was really in
>i know it was the right thing to do but even now i still miss her
>we kept two of her pups from earlier in her life
>every time i see them now i think how much they look like her
>it's been more than three years since she died
pic related. her before she got fucked up from having seizures and before she had to be put on medication. she has cataracts but otherwise she wasn't nearly as bad here as she was at the end of her life.
>>706783640
Stop.
Pls.
>>706785242
True. But the way she utterly dismissed me the last day of school totally put me off. Not sure why she seemed so interested the span of an entire year, only to give me the complete cold shoulder the last time we see each other.
This is the girl I have a crush on, but her friends hate me and it makes her act indifferent towards me. Everyday I begin to feel depressed and self loathing because she's the girl who I think is the one. What do /b/ros
>>706780369
Dude.
>>706779975
Nah I haven't, But at this point I don't care.
I have to many financial woes to worry about her.
That and I've got another girlfriend, who I sometimes wonder if I'm with to simply use as a crutch?
To anyone who is that heart broken over her, just remember that there is an entire lifetime left, an entire lifetime of fuck ups.
>>706785486
Hahahaha. What are you, 13?
>>706785486
If you are as young as she looks you can expect to feel this way about at least two other women before your hormones calm down.
>>706785486
dude she looks like she's 12 or 13, how old are you?
>>706785450
She was happy to finally fuck college boys
>>706785524
>that there is an entire lifetime left, an entire lifetime of fuck ups.
Yeah not when you are 42 years old like me!
>>706782460
>>706782658
yes, your friend especially seems to be a cunt.. and whats more, he's a jealous fuck, the laughing si because he never gets that. The cool thing is, she probably realises that too. Soo, follow all the other advise here about being normal not trying to fucking hard and go hang out with her! Cunt head is going to be going around your back doing oh really, you're doing on a date, with him.. bwahahhaha.. any way.. good luck with your cunty friends..
>>706784637
>Being this big of a bitch
you did this to yourself man.
>>706785583
She's 16 going on 17, I'm 17 going on 18. She's a junior and I'm a senior. She looks young because she's flatchested
>>706785649
If you play your cards right, you could suffer another 40!
>>706785679
underage b& gtfo
>>706785278
HAHA BITCH FAGGOT! SHE PROBS TAKIN IT FROM ALL THE NIGGAS. I KNOW SHES HAPPY HAHA I FELT THAT SHIT MATE. BTW GOOD PUSSY. HARDEN UP U QUEER CUNT
>>706783479
Why not?
>>706785450
Maybe she was waiting the entire year for you to make a move and by the end she figured you weren't interested and gave up
>>706785679
you're still way too young to think that she is the one, dude you have a whole life ahead of you, girls come and go, just go for it, confess to her if you havent already, if she rejects you because of her friends, then she doesnt deserve you, just move on and before you know it, the right one will appear
>>706785450
It was probably because she hoped it wouldn't be a goodbye but rather a "see you later".
>>706785779
Hell of an advice thread>>706785782
>>706785403
Isn't sociopathy a mental disorder ? I'm pretty sure I don't have that.
I just wanted to know what I'm missing out here
How do you get up each day knowing that you have to spend YOUR time for someone else I mean we all work on a reward based system right, what is the reward for all the hard work you put in.If its for sex I'm pretty sure it isn't worth .
I can't wrap my mind around having to talk and spend time with the same person every single day I mean its fun for a day or two after that its just a slog.
>>706785679
>I'm 17 going on 18
here i'll fix it for you buddy
>I'm 17 going on 32
>>706785708
Women are just married at that age. I'll just end up alone and slowly die like my 70 neighbour.
>>706785830
Emotional validation is a hell of a thing.
Look up Maslow's heiracrhy of needs.
>>706783151
>>706782460
This
Fuckin just go for it, just do what you feel like and be honest, if you're nervous she'll probably find it cute if you tell her
>>706785943
Well they have to text her
>>706785357
>>706785830
It's basically a mental disorder that takes away the need to socialize. High functioning sociopaths don't feel a need to be around people and can even be irritated by being around someone for to long.
There is also an indicative lack of empathy towards others.
>>706783090
this hits hard, i didnt make any friends till highschool i went through that same shit
>>706783090
This shit hits hard man..
I've outgrown it a bit and now am a pure normalfag, but the memories are still there...
>>706786111
Check'd dude
And fucking hivemind
>>706786120
>>706786002
I just looked those up and they seem very wishy washy
If the basic 4 layers are not met one of which is love the individual will experience anxiety and will generally be depressed.
I don't agree with that I'm pretty happy .
>>706779975
>>mfw All my ex gfs still wish they were together with me.
>>706786306
Then again most anons are saying you're the exception and not the rule.
We were together for 9 months and I broke up with her before 2,5 years because I couldn't anymore.We were fighting,talking trash to each other but we loved each other and had many good times.Now I'm with another girlfriend for 2 years literally never had an argument,I feel bad for her because I still can't move on from my ex.I think of her almost everyday.Sometimes when I'm drunk after a night out I get real sad because I think of her.Now she is with someone else since right after we broke up,so I can't do something now.My current girlfriend is like the perfect girlfriend but I am thinkin of broking up with her as I do not have feelings for her and can't lie to her anymore.I don't know what to do.
>>706786078
Well I generally can't stand most people and secretly hate most of my friends and collegues
Most of the time I try underhanded techniques to pull them down (when one of my friends scored more marks than me in a university final I send an anonymous letter to the council that he had cheated which resulted in him getting debarred for 2 years,and another time I've took my friend's final project and he wasn't able to submit it which resulted in him failing(many such incidents though I don't feel any remorse for any of them))
But I've always been able to emotionally bond with certain people (my mom).
No
>>706786415
Yeah I suppose you're right
>>706781000
i know that feel fam, my gf died when I was a 2nd year and I still feel her presence sometimes, she fell off a ferris wheel
>Be me
>High school
>Lurking b and mlp since 2012
>Ultimate cringe lord
>Decide to make that what I'm known for
>Scream like an autistic howler monkey at people to make 'friends' laugh
>Fast forward to senior year
>Quit mlp a few months after start of it
>Real life meming hits an all time high
>Fuck it
>Takes Spanish class because you need foreign language to graduate
>This is usually a class you take in 10th grade
>Anyway teacher is super chill and puts up with my autism
>Make friends with guys in my class
>TF when I could be non autistic and have friends
>Had gf in 11th grade who I knew from 7th grade
>A lot of my friends in HS were people I knew from elementary/middle school because pretty small town
>Being autistic cringe lord ends the best relationship I ever had
>Old friends will only talk to me out of her presence
>Eventually just cut them off too
>Only got cringe friends and 10th graders
>Graduate never talk to anyone
>Nobody hits me up
>Always make plans, willing to drive people and pay for their shit
>Should've mentioned I was considered one of the 'rich' kids just because both of my parents worked so I always had money in my wallet
>Nobody comes through for anything
>Go to fb
>fb group for depressed people
>tf when no feels
>ask for the feels
>kys faggot
>leave group and social media
>mom is only friend
>planning on joining marines soon and just fuck off out of everyone's lives
>>706786613
The thing is that as a sociopath you wouldn't be able to know for sure what an emotional bond is. All sociopaths feel some level of emotional connection, it's simply dulled more than most people.
Those bonds aren't the same for you as they would be to others, and usually they are for selfish reasons. Mom is obvious because she is a person who can provide aid if needed so it's good to feel close to her.
The key question is do you feel guilty for hurting your friends?
>>706786613
Lol nvm just read the whole post. Yeah you're sociopathic. No remorse for ill deeds is the biggest symptom.
>>706786487
I knew this feel.
Girl undated for almost a year broke up after too many arguments
In essence dating one of my oldest friends after he broke up with his gf.
Fast forward a year and a girl asks me out, date a week, could've lost virginity, can't stop thinking of other girl.
Learn new gf is pregnant with baby from old boyfriend. End it.
It's better to move on. You should be at your best before you get another girl. It's unfair to be so selfish whilst she gives you her all.
I read these because I am young and don't want to make the same mistakes
>>706787383
Yes.
>>706787498
So like I'm normal and shit right
>>706787383
You need a suprisemotherfuckings Doakes
>>706787600
Nope. Classic sociopath. It's just untreatable as far as I know.
>>706787730
What?
>>706787383
>>706787498
>>706787585
>>706787730
>>706787802
Well if it turns out you guys are right then its pretty ironic
I just started out at med school and I've always wanted to be a psychiatrist
Jeez, 4chan is full of pussies.
Get over it, go out with somebody else.
>>706786991
Indeed she gives me her all,the thing is I can't move on for 2,5 fucking years.It feels that If I won't be with her again I won't forget her.
>>706787967
sociopaths do make the best doctors though
>>706779975
I'll never get over her. But I can get past her. Loved her so damn bad for around 3 years. Things were swell. Then the fighting. The insecurities. The lies. But ultimately it was trust. Cant prove anything, but she avoided topics and I had my suspicions of her cheating.
I cant say that it never gets easier, but it becomes more numb.
Never give someone your all unless they are willing the same. Never enter a 50/50 relationship.
>>706780634
a year and half after, still down, feel totally retarded
>>706788055
16 year old edge lord detected. Go back to bed.
I have crippling depression
>>706788231
Welcome to the club. We at least have fresh feels if we're out of donuts.
>>706788212
This faggot lets girls control his emotions.
>>706788406
>girls
>>706785405
Man you got me feels
>>706790113
She's clearly in love with you m8
go get her!
>>706783640
an hero it is /b/oys.
>>706791532
>>706786613
Nah brah, it's psychopathy. If you look up the disorders and how they differ you'll find that sociopaths are far more reckless and impulsive in their actions and emotions. Where as psychopaths are far more calculated across the board. The two do intertwine in a lot of ways however.
http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2015/02/12/differences-between-a-psychopath-vs-sociopath/
For further reading if you wish
sad
>>706792405
who?me? yeah
hory fucking sheeeiiit i love this site DARK HUMOR
>>706786043
You're so fucking stupid
How can you continue to text her
I don't even feel bad for you at this point
Go fuck yourself
>>706792607
Do you realize how often this gets posted? And how often people don't visit the site?
>>706792642
but I miss her so much. I can't live without her
>>706792642
He did this in another thread earlier, its bullshit and he's a fag
>>706793015
Thanks dude, he's fucking ridiculous
Haven't seen her in over 3 years. Still flip through our photo album every now and then. Think about her every day. It was a good run
>>706786761
it's the only way
>>706780840
You WILL argue eventually. But some couples don't get angry when they argue. You might be that couple that can peacefully disagree.
>>706793060
>>706780369
goddamn
>>706779975
Try Tabletop RPGs. There's a great online community built up around tabletop roleplaying games, and it really helps fill the void betweenness sexual roleplaying. Dice rolling and character development are like nerd orgasms. Do you want to become a heroic adventurer? Try tabletop RPGs today.
>>706793477
Best advice ever yo.
Sad because you're all alone and girlfriendless? Go play fucking tabletop rpg so you can see how you're missing on real life even better.
"heroic adventurer" haha you trolling or just a youngling?
>>706780634
This pretty much sums up my last relationship, except they didn't even care enough to break up with me. Just gave me some bullshit story about how they are sick and don't want it to drag me down, then cut all contact when I tried to be supportive and they led me on - asking for friendship, then telling me they wouldn't rule anything out if we could make it work. They're now with a coworker they claimed had given them an ultimatum - a relationship or nothing. They said they weren't interested. I guess I was the idiot for trusting them.
Fantasise about an hero every day. It's been 6 months now and every day it's getting harder. Significantly harder. The pressure in my chest increases every day and I'm struggling to learn how to function with that pressure increasing every day.
>>706783124
Sarah
>>706780369
Good job faggot. You know what needs to be done now.
>>706792285
I don't know dude
I don't come across as charming more like a nice guy kinda touch and I'm kinda squeamish about blood.
>>706779975
https://youtu.be/ENxbxIX9hY0
>>706779975
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hNH54VSu4o
>>706780369
this thread is still up? it's already 9:12 am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZ_WVsP9RkE&index=12&list=RD5U7pSWmpfeQ
fuck
>>706780004
Rolling lol
I have 2 hers
My ex and my current crush
>>706792904
she's talking about high school, b& this underage fag
>>706794925
> what are time zones?
>>706787746
i fucking hate people who type like this
>>706792427
KillthemKillthemKillthemKillthem
HOLY FUCK kill these people
>>706781429
Ouch, it's been 2 for me :(
I know i am this girl for someone. I know i hurt him so much, but I tried so hard to make it work.. we'd been together for almost 2 years, but I wasn't happy anymore. It wasn't his fault. And I tried.. I really tried.. I'm so sorry..
>>706780004
hehe luckily she's happily in love with me.
Imma text her anyway. She can't get enough of this dick, nam sayn?
Feels threads are always so sad, why not be happy sometimes?
>>706795232
A-are you my her?
You know I post here.
>>706780369
See I read this, and I know my ex feels the same way. I'm sorry you feel this way, but jesus fucking christ am I glad she feels the same way.
If dubs I tell her I miss her
We haven't really spoken in about 5 months
>>706779975
No, because I never had her to begin with.
I don't know exactly when it hit me or how it came to be, but I've accepted that I'm borderline retarded when it comes to girls and am likely going to die alone and an outcast.
>>706795232
How did you try?
>>706795142
i'm the same guy. i just woke up
>>706782460
Bruh feels when high are the worst.
Just smoke more bruh.
Bruh
>>706782776
But why is that.
Why must men suffer much longer?
>>706783591
Fuck this hurts
>>706794878
too soon!
>>706795493
Guess it'll be an eternity waiting for her then
Why has this hell found me?
My grandpa often gave me advice on love. He told me that if I ever find myself with a broken heart that I should list out all the things she did wrong and all her negative points just to make me feel better. She had none, she was perfect, I messed up another thing in my life. Another thing that I'll always think about before sleeping at night, something I'll always regret. Fuck. She was perfect.
>>706795529
If I could muster up some courage and finally ask one out (mfw when 1st time and it works), everybody can. Just give yourself enough time to get fed up with current state of events, and gather some patience (for me, took 28 years)
>>706783640
You know, I read these. And I know exactly what it feels like to be on the other end of this.
Just put yourself out there. Put your heart on the line boys. Obviously, don't go for the 10/10's, but at least try with a 6/10. You have literally nothing to lose.
>>706793958
I've just been up for like 32 hours and I do play d&d so I decided to go on a bullshit rant. So trolling
>>706779975
Yeah, I did. Now she's miserable and wants me back because after 5 years of douschebags she's realizing I was the best thing she's ever going to get, and I've realized she was shit and I could have got way better the whole time.
>>706784914
fucking glorious
>>706795342
If you're Jordy and you're dutch, then yeah. Of not, sorry man..
>>706795232
If your name is Hailey and the guy who you broke up with had a name starting with E and this was like 6 months ago then you can go fuck yourself, you didn't try worth shit.
>>706783640
I... I know. I've seen this one before and it still stings a bit
>>706780990
I think about this all the time - Sonder
>>706796127
I'm not a Jordy. I'm not dutch.
Now I feel fucking sorry for Jordy.
Oh Poor Jordy i'm here m8, I'm here!
Yeah, I was pretty fucked up for the longest time but I found someone better than she ever was recently.
The greatest scam of all time is that women convinced society that men cheat more. Not even fucking close.
>>706796374
this so fucking much !
idk where it comes from but I have known a loooot of cheating women, and not ONE single cheating man. I keep good and respectable friends and that's why they don't cheat. But tales of girl going for other dicks while in a relationship are so common it hurts man
I just want to feel wanted.
Not accepted. I know people accept me.
I wish someone actively wanted me
>>706779975
Had a guy steal over 1k from me and fuck me over multiple times. Lasted for about a year, I was too puss to tell him to get out. He refused to work while I was pulling 60+ hours a week and eventually he got lazy on chores.
Anyway, I recently met this really nice guy who we can connect in so many ways and are so much alike but he lives pretty far. He stopped talking to me so it just sucks. Why is it so hard for me to find a dude that just wants to stick with me? Any helpful hints?
>>706788055
This. With how many people there are in the world, why waste any time at all on someone that doesn't want you back?
>>706794878
You, sir, are an asshole.
It's pretty funny. Threads like these, I mean.
You go on any other thread on /b/ or the entire 4chan site, and anons just shitpost and bait. But when you go to a feels thread, you see the humanity. And the pain. It'd be laughable if it weren't so sad.
>>706795562
We had so many arguments. I know women can be a pain in the ass, but he was the one starting most arguments. I alaays said sorry, even tho I wasnt always at fault. We were in a long distance relationship (3,5 hours by train) and when he descided, the day he was supposed to come over, that he was 'too sleepy' to see me after a month, i went over to him even tho I was drowning in schoolwork and even had to work. He meant the world to me, but his ADHD sometimes made it impossible. Our relationship was a secret, because he was a dick to my parents. When i finally broke, I realised he wasn't making me happy anymore. I broke up with him and he completely broke down. He still texts me he misses me and that he is depressed without me. I'm sorry, I gave him my all for almost 2 years and he didnt appreciate it then, so why would he now. I'm genuinly so much more happy now, and i wish he will be too soon
Sorry for bad english, i'm in a rush rn
>>706796168
Nope, not her. Sorry tho
>>706793364
My fiance and I get on these threads to read what people get upset about. This got us pretty hard because we both dealt with so many bullshit relationships where the other person cheats on us. Now we just laugh it off.
>>706796662
>and i wish he will be too soon
But he won't
>>706780369
>last day i talked to her
>around 3-4 months ago
>she wants to see me after classes
>be reluctant, say i have things to do and for her to hurry
>wait at the front of the school
>she's there
>i tense up
>she gets closer
>she gives me the teddy bear that i gave back to her after we broke up
>she gifted it to me during our trip to universal studios
>hold it in my hand
>memories come flooding back
>before i can say anything she looks down and hugs me
>frozen in shock
>hug her back
>she says she loves me but wants me to be a better person
>she already makes me a better person
>tell her i love her too
>almost cry
>kiss each other's cheeks, foreheads, noses, never the lips
>she says she has to go
>i have to leave too
>final hug
>she smells absolutely divine
>let go
>we part ways
>go on bus (i'm a poorfag)
>stare at that bear the entire time
>think about all the memories we had together
>close my eyes and wait for my stop
>go home and cry
>text her for a final conversation
>just a recap of what occurred that day
>cry softer and fall asleep
>wake up to /b/ and youtube
pic related, i still have it
>>706796657
Truth. I like these and I'm not even sad, I just like seeing /btards having actual conversations.
>>706796751
Well I hope she won't cheat on you. or you on her.
You've won Anon!
>>706796807
I know. And it hurts. But there was no future together
>>706780004
Roll
>>706796916
While you are in the warm arms of that other guy, better in any terms, he's all alone at home, probably drinking, crying like a little bitch, just thinking about you, and - that's the worst part - wondering if (perhaps!) you're missing him.
Of course, you don't and deep down he knows it.
Oh. Jordy.
So why don't we start a match-up here then? Or get to know each other better to help us forget about them and move onward.
>>706779975
Wish I had someone to get over. Got a fucked up brain so I lack Internal motivation and the ability to connect.
all of you guys are amateurs... I've loved and missed my ex for five years now.
It doesn't get better
>>706796589
>>706788055
whatis:love
kids
>>706780634
Much similar story here, anon.
4 1/2 years though. We graduated highschool together, and went to college together. We broke up after a month or two of tension. 3 days later I tell her I might leave town for new years (We still lived together at that point, so communication was still mandatory) she kept pushing me to go, until I finally asked her why she wanted me gone so bad. She said she had made plans to have another guy over. 3 days after the breakup. Looking back it was fairly obvious she was cheating. We tried to do the whole friend thing, because we'd been each other's best friends for long it seemed weird not to be. Looking back at it all now, it doesn't even feel like my life. In hindsight, the relationship was awful. I was giving 100% emotionally, and she was cold af. I am a much better person without her, and you will be too, in time.
>>706797126
I loved and missed my old ex for 4 years and indeed it doesn't get better.
But then I got that girl. She did all the work and I just let her. Wasn't I broke after all? Dunno why but she found me beautiful and clever and cultivated and she was in love with me and I fell in love with her because SHE was the clever and beautiful one. Clearly she save me from eternal loneliness and then of course after 3 years she left me. She's happy now with some other-not-broken-dude.
I know that in 2019 I will still be thinking about her.
Yeah it doesn't get better.
>>706795828
Fuck are we kidding I'm dying alone
>>706780004
looks like ur texting her dude
>>706781070
>>706781336
>>706781429
You fuckers are killing my hopes and dreams. xD
>>706797676
What? Where are my dubs?
>>706797731
Right here, beta.
>>706797957
nope. Roll again
https://youtu.be/Bh3UJOHoxK0
https://youtu.be/kMyuzydvI-o
I have been in a relationship for 4.5 years and I dont love her anywhere near as much as I still love my ex.
>>706781070
six years bro....Six years.
>>706798408
Did you fuck other girl during these 6 years?
>>706797126
try me faggot, been fucked up about my ex for 7 years and been doing coke and heroin to dull the pain this year. It's getting worse.
>>706798770
Did you fuck other girls during these 7 years?
>>706780225
Thinking about you Anon. This one hits home.
Hope you're okay
>>706798770
>he fell for the drugs will make you feel better meme
>>706781547
You're special to me, Anon
>>706799004
DELET THIS
>>706785450
Because she gave up on you and she gave you the cold shoulder so she wouldn't have to deal with the way you rejected her.
>>706790113
Been in that thread
>>706785237
I have a newphew with CF, not as bad, though.
>>706798887
Had a few opportunities but when it came down to it I couldn't do it still fucked in the head thinking about her. One girl i used to work with was dtf one night and I couldn't get the condom on and lost my erection being completely overwhelmed with feels I've had to crush and kill over the years in order to survive
>>706798979
As much as you're right in this sentiment I probably would have an hero'd way long ago if I didn't do shitloads of drugs. Cocaine is fucking amazing when it's pure as fuck. Actually useful for those social occasions where you need to trick everyone into thinking you're ok.
Here's something for the feels, can't wait to see this shit come to an end someday.
>>706790113
kidnap and kill
>>706799489
>where you need to trick everyone into thinking you're ok.
With me nobody is tricked but, well, nobody cares; I don't even try.
>>706799627
>>706799004
>when you get the captcha wrong but ticks anyway
Give me the GPS coordinates, I'll fuck her
>>706793364
fuck. This hurts to read
>>706799611
I guess I just like going the extra mile when it comes to being invisible
Also realized i forgot to embed music lawl I'm such a fucking failure at everything and should have killed myself in 2009
>>706799627
>>706799672
Got the same images in my feels folder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJhgwxSTHDs
>>706799874
>>706799943
>when it comes to being invisible
You when you don't go outside for months because nobody is thinking about you?
>>706800030
Honestly the only social occasions I can be fucked with anymore are birthdays and stuff, otherwise yeah I just live in my room as a part-time wagecuck 25 year old failure who lives with his parents.
I'm going to bail out of this thread and either figure out how to get some /comfy/ in my life or plan to kill myself, either would be ideal at this point.
>>706783124
Bethany
>>706783124
amanda
>tfw bible will be entirely rewritten in the next decade
>>706801959
Good hopefully stupid fags will stop believing fairy-tales.
>>706802140
Never loved anyone. Have one kid. Not as good a dad as I could be, but still plugging away.
A year and a month ago I split up with a girl I was with for no longer than two weeks. I have yet to go a single day without thinking about her. After 6 months I started talking to a therapist, turns out I have attachment trauma, probably because of a bad relationship with my mom as a child.
Please if you are obsessing for a very long time talk to a professional, there can be some serious underlying shit.
>>706783124
Her name is.. Jeff.
>>706798058
Implying youll deliver
>>706802652
You clearly don't understand the rules fucking idiot. Stop posting.
>>706802453
>reads symptoms of attachment trauma
>holyfuck.jpg
>litteraly me
>im so fucked my gf broke up with me 2 weeks ago and shit is not improving at all
come on man why d'you have to break me even further. I just want to forgive her man, I've been thinking about being under hypnosis just so that I can erase her from me
>>706802755
>2 weeks
s-seriously anon...? it's been 2 weeks, it's completely normal to miss her still.
>>706802698
Kek point proven
Kys newfag
>>706802869
well she cheated on me when I thought we were the very best of lovers and every aspect of the relationship was goig perfectly.
Now she's back with her ex and I hate them both so much. They keep posting shit on instagram and facebook for me to see and I can't stop myself from seeing her happy
>>706802946
You're a fucking retard who can't read.
>>706803096
Kek point proven
Kys newfag
>>706802755
You can't erase this shit, you have to come to acceptance with it. If something like that is really breaking you sometimes its good to talk to a pro.
>>706803096
Kek point proven
Kys newfag
>>706803096
Kek point proven
Kys newfag
>>706803096
Kek point proven
Kys newfag
>>706803096
Kek point proven
Kys newfag
>>706803247
wat do when every goddamn person I know is telling me to just "get over it" ? Money's tight and i'm 21 so I can't really go see mama and ask for a shrink
Until then I drown my thoughts in cheap liquor. Don't know how's that gonna work out either
>>706802486
Wow.
He did kill himself lmao XD wat a betacvck
