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Feels Thread
its shit. you want to be an expressive man and spend as much time with your parents before they die so you don't regret it as much but then everyone calls you a little bitch and girls make fun of you if you go out with them. Then when everyone's parents finally do die they all wish they had spent more time with them.
Fuck
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Why are all these ppl 20.
>>706651510
fucking awesome
Some of these are set ups right? a few too many trays and 20 candles, 2 even have the mom in the same position.
Also is this a girl?
>>706651258
If so bullshit, no girls sit alone on there birthday.
>>706651736
Fuckn true bout girls
>>706651736
Idk, I got feels tho. I empathised.
>>706652166
WELL FUCK
I'm in the 20 section and so far it's accurate, so I think it's safe to say this is where my life is heading.
Should I kill myself or try and do the impossible and become a normie?
>>706652510
You got a wallpaper sized one?
>>706652071
Goddamnit
>>706651246
>but then everyone calls you a little bitch and girls make fun of you if you go out with them.
I never understood this. What the fuck is wrong with hanging out with your parents? I always used to hang out with my parents and now that im a little older i sometimes go out with (one of) them for drinks. I have enough friends, but parents are holy.
>>706651621
I can't imagine this, its so unbelievably sad. To say to the younger me, y'know your dad dieing in your arms, brother molesting you, getting beat up and severely bullied in school, family disowning you? You'll just wind up an alcoholic failure barely scraping a living working a dead end job.
>>706652102
Fuck, I didn't need this
>>706652976
I'm closing in on 30, either bleach it up or change.
Even vidya gets tiring when it's all you have.
>>706654067
am 30. living at home. good job however no qt 3.14 gf. borderline alcoholic, no aspirations. playing bf4 still.
fucked every chance with chicks despite them throwing themselves at me.
>>706654331
You're me from the future aren't you
>>706652475
OP was a jackass
>>706654422
i am. its not all bad. you are gonna be ok man just get used to not having many friends or being able to rely on anyone.
the plus side is no unnecessary bullshit drama and a bit of money to play with.
>>706652166
mfw 9 beers is barely a warm up.
>>706653757
Why did your dad die?
I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you, by the way.
>>706654494
Exactly how my life is going right now, minus the money.. So future me turned out alright after all.
>>706652102
But, happy times were when i was 20 YO, now in my 35 YO the better days are the ones when idon´t want to kill myself
>>706654568
Stanhope is the man.
>>706651258
This photo is awfully familiar.
I feel worse having made plans than I did wishing we would do something
>>706651258
10/10 cutie
>>706654602
2003
>I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you, by the way.
what?
>>706654706
>the better days are the ones when idon´t want to kill myself
I just want the pain to go away
>>706654659
money will come as long as you don't fuck it all with beer. also living at home helps. picking up as we speak can probably move out now but no reason to be alone wasting money on rent to impress people i don't know or make people on the internet stop calling me a fag.
fuck everyone. wait for battlefield 1 and relax old son you are going to be ok
>>706654881
Why, not when.
I'm saying I would have protected you from the bullies,.and from your brother
>>706652475
This makes me so fucking mad.
>>706651258
I have him as a friend on Facebook, chill dude
>>706651246
>>706653469
You and every one else in this thread know why they get made fun off
its because they have no friends at all shit its cool to hang with your parents and all but when they are your only friends due to your social retardation its pretty fucking pathetic
>>706655048
ahahaha having the point out the obvious to make yourself feel superior is even more pathetic kid
>>706652166
Fledgling alcoholic by 27? Yeah, that's a late bloomer. 9th beer? gtg to drive to the party, or the liquor store
>>706654998
how old old were you in 03? I was 12.
>>706651872
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>>706652596
You're all fucking deluded faggots, news flash, the minority of people actually feel teenage love, you have, of course, deluded yourself into thinking everyone has felt it, except you.
Oh you poor special special boy, you beautiful tormented soul, fuck off..... the last thing a boy needs in his teen years is love, it breeds dependence and weakness, hard times make hard people, soft times have never made anything other than soft people.
Love is one of the greatest things in the world, and to be loved you must become a jewel, you must shed all weakness and kill all comfort, you must sacrifice and become something more than the fucking useless cunts that you are, the only pain you feel is the fake empty pain from neevr actually facing any real pain, you all hide behind delusions, this is why no girl will ever love you, and the only emotion you feed off is self pity that you don't even deserve, when you wake the fuck up and realize you are not special, and you have, in fact, taken the easy path in life by wallowing in your own sorrow instead of working for more, then you can actually progress.
Until then, fuck off with your fake ass teenage love, it's nothing more than 2 kids with giant egos who want to show others they have a bf/gf. stop projecting your disney movies onto everything, weak cunts.
>>706654970
One more year and I'm gonna fuck it all with beer tho
>>706651246
This right here. I'm 23 and still live with my parents while all my friends live on their own. I live with my parents because I want to spend as much time with them as I can before I finally say goodbye. I make more than enough to live comfortably on my own in a very nice apartment in the city but I love my parents and want to make up all that missed time I could have spent with them as a teenager. My so called "friends" and my family talk shit about me for still living with my parents yet they always complain and cry about how they wish they could spend more time with their parents but just cant for whatever reason.
I just started smoking because I want to die quickly and I thought it would help me chill.
It doesn't and after only 2 weeks I feel like I'll die if I stop. Wat do?
>>706655230
Who hurt you, hon?
>>706655045
fuck.
>>706655045
that's the saddest thing i have ever read
>>706655239
are you only 20? shit man you got nothing to fucking worry about. No one knows who they are when they are 20 they just congregate together in likeminded groups for fun. Learn to have your own fun
>>706655218
I was 17
>>706651253
Why the fuck would the urn be hiding ? Its not like it has legs
>>706654918
yeah mate, but i fucked so many things in my life that, i simply just don´t know...
you know, i haven't had a birthday party in a long time. i must've been 16 i guess, the last party i had. i turned 20 a couple months ago.
i have like four or five friends that will respond to my texts if i message them. i don't message them though. i dodge them if they invite me on things.
the other day, two of my friends went to a party, and said they would have asked me to come along, but figured i wouldn't be interested.
i probably would have said no, but i still want them to ask.
i'm not alone, but i'm really fucking lonely.
i've trapped myself in this situation. these chains that bind me-- i forged myself. the thing is, i have the key in my hand. i would be happier if i went outside, and went to class, and talked to people. instead, i just skip class and play video games and watch youtube and go on 4chan and read reddit.
why are my desires incongruent with my actions? why can't i free myself from this prison i have created?
there's a quote i wrote down
"your ancestors were those who were successful at being a part of and maintaining a tribe. as long as you are outside of that tribe, you're going to be miserable, antisocial, and generally a punkass."
i don't like the reality i have created for myself. i don't like the consequences of my actions.
>>706655268
bro, I'm 25 and i still live with my parents, nobody has given me a phone call or sent me a facebook message since i hit puberty, if i died nobody would know, nobody has every given me a birthday since i turned 11 and even when i creepily text people on facebook nobody answers me, so why should i care what they think about me living with my parents? my dad is like me, he has no friends, and my mom is always sad and depressed, i wont leave them to live up to the standards of a society that does nothing but judge me, and wouldnt give a fuck if i rotted in hell..
Good on you man, you are a true hero.
>>706654067
What do you mean "bleach it up"?
I'm about to turn 30 and im only not blowing my brains out because my parents are alive and they love me.
>>706655095
holy fuck whoever posted this just described my whole fucking self FUCKING DESTROYED
>>706655397
Don't know what?
>>706655335
thanks for the thoughts, I should mention I have a tumor in my head and they want to do a biopsy, but I never went through with it, this was last year.
>>706655120
did it hit to close to home big boy?
>>706655616
not really brostachio i don't really care what anyone thinks anymore
>>706651119
>>706651226
>>706651239
kek at this
(but crying inside at the same time)
>>706654544
My story life. .. im about to break down. ..
>>706655129
hurt me on a personal level
>>706651119
>>706651226
>>706651239
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>>706651328
Imagine how sad they'll be on their birthdays when their parents are gone and no one makes them a cake. These photos will be the happier times.
>>706655593
Why can't I get a tumor? But I'd take yours, I'm sure you deserve a long and healthy life. You'll find something to do and will make someone haply
>>706652166
i'm 20. this feels very close to reality. hopefully this will help me on my journey to escape the trap.
>>706655672
that's the spirit little buddy
>>706655764
This /is/ the dream
>>706655487
>Dropped college
>Lost a lot of friends, they are doing things in life
>Became a homeless for a while
>Slowly but steadly i removed myself from circle of friends, old hobbies, etc. Ended alone, from time to time i geta pgonecall from my parents, not even FB
I´m now 35 YO, dead end job, no friends, no gf, almost no money, Gain like 3 kilos a year since 2010...
>>706655095
jesus i needed to go to sleep tonight but this sounds like the path i've been on for the last decade
i don't want to die but i don't want to live
it's all so pointless and im in my mid-20's
fuck
im happy and content with my life
>>706655884
I lose interst in stuff all the time too. And even the i can run 2mi in 15:30, I'm still 180 lbs. I finally found a decent job but I'm terribly alone
>>706655200
imagine the gaming industry without Nintendo
>>706655892
I'm 29
It gets slowly worse until you mill yourself
I can't handle another month of this shit
Good luck
Some people make it
>>706656033
How bad is suicide?
Are there any pro suicide websites out there?
I need a little more convincing that it's not incredibly selfish
>>706652166
just turned 27. Describes me almost perfectly, minus the alcoholism and drugs.
remember: if you are gonna do it, do a flip.
>>706655452
Drink bleach, noose and a chair kick, kys, etc
I'm only alive because my sister means the world to me, unfortunately we never talk anymore.
>>706651253
Reads like a shitty year 7 essay
>706655750
I need a fucking bottle of kraken, this is too much. Almost worth getting a early morning drink before work.
This is the funniest thread I have seen all year!! Hahahahahaha so many stupid fagits!
>>706655921
Feels too real.
>>706654511
my dog died a few months ago
my parents had to put him down in the morning, but i was on my way to work.
>mfw I had to work an entire shift and had to have managers and coworkers yell at me all morning
>didnt even get to be with my dog in his final moments
>>706651226
>>706651239
I fucking know that feel and it's awful, I hope nobody get through that.
>>706655036
Liar.... Whats his name...
>>706656110
>the selfish meme
It's not selfish because you would have to redefine the word to include the consequences. It's not a good.idea because you give.up on your life.when you're still able to take a chance on anything to improve yourself
Strangely enough, i remembet this ckear as day. This way my 16th birthday.
>be mentally scarred child turning 16
>dads side of family incredibly well known but family sticks close
>ask deaf to invite people to come to my party at round table pizza
>expect to watch everybody watch me eat large pizza and bear sticks by myself and have a good time bringing entertainment to my family and get complemented on his fast i grew up
>be the day of my birthday at round table
>first person shows up late with my younger cousin Sydney and nit my brother from uncle
>ask where he is
drumking with his band
>oh.jpg
>another half hour later and my cousin with her friend's show up and they're the center of the attention
>go play arcade until i go home with some guitar strings
im 22 now and my birthday is coming up soon.
I'm expecting a 1man party again
how about you?
Any plans for your next birthday?
>>706651872
>>706651872
Autistic as fuuuuuuuuck!
>>706656250
what is that pic from, i really want to watch it
>>706656305
This tablet sucks at typing
Kek even my fat gf is laughing like fuck at you losers
>>706656307
>puts poster tag twice
Autistic as fuuuuuuuuck!
>>706652475
>>706652475
this actually wasn't nearly as big a deal as people thought. the photos in question were taken about two second from each other as you see damn near everyone in the background of each photo has barely moved.so more like a coincidental shot rather than the crushing shame as it's portrayed to be.
>>706656339
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
>>706656305
Fuck man who gives a shit just go do something for yourself instead of sitting alone feeling bad for yourself
>>706654970
Dude I love you
>>706656168
Wow, he put it into words, that's it exactly.
these are the real YLYL threads
>>706656339
Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood
>>706656358
Three times would have been autistic as fuuuuuuck, twice is just gay
>>706656305
I don't celebrate anymore.
Last celebrated xmas when I was 15.
Last celebrated my birthday when I was 17.
An ex got me drinks on my 18th and my grandfather made me have a 21st, got to meet family I'd lost contact with, still think they'd be better off having never known me.
>>706656437
Fuck off homo
Ghiiiiiiiiiiiina
>>706656494
haha
>>706656468
>>706656416
thanks guys
>>706652976
Dude, I know this comes off as harsh, but shut the fuck up.
If you're 20, and you're worried about the future, I've got a news flash, you're fucking normal. EVERYONE feels like that "20" section.
So chill, and literally worst case scenario, if you really are like the stereotypical nerdy 4chan user, just apply for Community College, and get an associates.
>>706651510
you're telling us you found the cure to male pattern boldness?
>>706652976
What do you want to do? Dedicate 30 mins of your day towards doing that. Everyone can find 30 mins of a day to do something. Doesn't matter if that's going on a climbing wall, writing some shit that no one will ever read or painting something. Give yourself that time. It'll help.
>>706651621
This. Fucking THIS. As a kid, I always imagined myself as the hero. The chosen one. Why would I even exist if I wasnt the chosen one, right? I beat up the bullies, went on adventures in the forest, fell heads over heels for every girl I had a slight crush on, swearing up and down that they were the princess I had to rescue, building little shields and swords and bows and arrows...now Im so fucking lame. I cant go on any adventures. I cant rescue the princess. I cant be anything other than an asshole working a shitty job and racking up college debt. The only escape I have are video games, and even then I feel like a sack of shit. Whoop de fucking do, I slayed a dragon. Made of pixels. On a computer screen. I'll never be the hero I promised myself to be.
>>706656684
shut the fuck up
>>706656305
Haven´t made any party since i was 13 or 14.
I prefer to have a normal day than trying to have a party and no one showing up or screwing it
do any of you put in work every day? do any of you go to a job every day or go to class every day?
how do you do it? i don't understand how to motivate myself. i have things i want to do but instead of doing them, i lay in bed all day or post here or other stupid ass fucking bullshit.
i want to change, but i guess not enough to actually change?
my life is on a trajectory to failure, but i am reluctant to stop it.
please help me. my life is purgatory. how do i fix my reality?
The pain you all feel from these birthday pics is because it reminds you of your childhood birthdays when your parents would stick cake up your ass and hand you around to be eaten out - some psychology professor
>>706656784
yeah i do it but i still feel completely lost and empty and dead inside...none of that run of the mill normie shit will change you
you need something big...something unorthodox for both you and the regular world.
>>706656784
Obtain ketamine prescription from Doctor.
>>706651727
God, Napstablook went berserker.
>>706656784
None of that stuff should define your happiness. Don't be blinded by what THEY put in your face. Appreciate everything you have and just enjoy life and the fact that you're even here to experience it. Knowledge is power. Just spread love and keep doing what you enjoy doing. Until you get to ascend. Putting in work is a great thing to do, and making lots of money definitely is a plus, so is going to a great school/having a great job, but don't let those things bring YOU down. Those things are earth bound. You are not. Enjoy and love.
>>706656741
Fuck off faggot let the dude vent
>>706655048
Nah. Family is a good thing to nurture. Older you get the more important it gets. You sound like a real dick.
>>706651352
God, i'd sit next to this man, then take him out and show him how to party.
crying man
>>706655841
Man, a few years ago when i saw this i didnt understand, and i thought it was a tad funny because it meant "monsters walk among us".
Years later, i understand it, and realize the ither statement was true too.
>>706656828
Reply back with "I think you should find another place to live"
>>706651485
livingthedream.jpg
>>706656828
Must have fucked up pretty bad to get that sort of treatment.
>>706652102
Teenage love is super overrated. I'd go as far as to say that it's not even really love, but just teenage hormonal lust. The stupidity only hits as nostalgia when you get older and think it was something different than it really was.
>>706657011
I got fired first week after months of unemployement
>>706656858
?
>>706656909
antidepressants don't help. not really. its just a crutch. antidepressants help me walk. i want to run.
look at all those around me-- they may be dumber or poorer or otherwise less privileged than me, yet they succeed where i fail.
>>706656942
i won't be happy if i continue down the path i am on. this path leads to failure.
i have the opportunity to make my future easier, yet i'm squandering it.
in ten years, if nothing else, i'll be forced to work to survive. i guess the alternative is to leech from the system; to depend on handouts like a parasite.
i can save myself from that eventuality by acting NOW. why am i so unwilling to save myself?
>>706651417
serialkiller.com
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUqHEzgFRoA
I know I could of been happy, and I was close, but I knew it would never be completed
Essentially some people were made to be sad and alobe cold loosers
I can be happy but idk if I want to, I've been sad for so long, idk if I can adjust, being sad is being happy to me
Or atleast,thats what's feels normal
>>706657256
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc
feels similar for some reason.
>>706654643
sauce
>>706657301
>>706655741
>>706655048
Fuck, i hang out with my friends every other day or so, but if i ever hang out with my parents i have to deal with snobby teens sneering at me.
The reason behind this isnt quite what you think.
Alot of teens are trying to become independent from their parents at this time to try to prove themselves and end up being total bitches/assholes for a good 6-10 years of their lives.
>>706652166
So true it hurts.
>>706655741
This so much. I'm so glad i will never experience this since my parents never made me a cake to begin with. SCORE ONE FOR ME!
>>706654331
Ain't shit wrong with bf4
>>706655230
as much of an ass you just made of yourself with this entire ranty wall of text, you do have a very solid point.
Too bad they will just retreat into their little safe places where they are right and nobody else can be.
Because they think they hold the stick of truth.
>>706652475
This actually had a happy ending. A bunch of hot girls found out about it, and a few hundred of them took him out dancing. Was pretty heartwarming, actually.
>>706657772
There is some comfort in knowing it's probably for the best, doesn't do much for the crippling loneliness though.
>>706656784
I just do a mediocre factory job and do out my days.
I got a gf I don't really like but feel too bad to leave her like people left me.
the only way I motivate myself is thinking I can buy more booze the more hours I work.
was thinking about ways to kill yourself to make it look like an accident, just in case.
>>706657803
im glad that neither of you understand and i hope you never will
>>706657803
>>706655230
I felt teenage love, still love her too.
Actually hurts and I sometimes wish I'd never met her, she says she cares but I doubt it.
Have a feel my /b/ros
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGPuEDyAsU8
>>706657914
>>706658024
holy fuck that first one got me watery eyes and the next one pulled tears...
>>706654759
This is an attitude I see a lot and it is kinda flawed.
Sure I had my teenage romances, and the heartbreak that followed.
But then one day you meet someone and things just click. You don't get that rush but you get that relief whenever you see them.
Comfort, consistency, no heartbreak.
I think I would liken it to the feeling you get when you're really young and lost in a big shop, and then you see your mum. That relief, that you're not alone, like no matter what goes wrong you have each other.
And that's something I like more than I ever liked those anxious teenage romances.
Protip for lonely autists: Shower every day (even when you're not seeing other people), brush your teeth at least twice a day and don't wear shirts you have already worn until you wash them.
Also don't be a dick to any girls male friends.
>>706651119
>>706651226
>>706651239
>>706651258
>>706651328
>>706651352
>>706651417
these poor cunts. these photos are heartbreaking
>>706657894
thank you for your input.
i wish you the best.
drugs-- i dunno. drugs don't do it for me. maybe one of these days i'll find something that can keep me moving forward.
right now i'm just staying afloat, and poorly at that.
i wish i didn't have to tread water though.
>>706651510
>lucky star
Nothing wrong here. God tier taste.
>>706658238
for dragon dildo pounding faggots, sure
No self respecting weeb would watch that crap
>>706657926
i got to experience teenager love for myself, trust me its more overated than you fucking think.
I do understand, and i understand far more than you because i am exprienced in it.
Self loathing and making it seem like the world is against you is what makes you into a sorry little loser.
Its time to grow up anon.
Go to bed, wake up look at the sun
Keep on staring
Go blind
Kill yourself out of not being able to handle being blind.
>>706656684
It's called being a child. It's nothing special.
>>706651119
Can someone pretend to love me? Just for a minute? I'm having a rough night
>>706658235
>>706658402
i would, but you are short, fat and your dick is tiny
>>706658218
try acid.
it takes you out of your head to stare at you from a different perspective.
watch some shows you wanted to check out of go into the woods on a moderate dose.
it brings me up when I used to use. but it can also bring you down if you were already depressed.
to sound like a modern douchebag, you only live once man. might as well try to have some fucking fun with it, even if it's all synthetic.
>>706658402
I loves you Anon, for always and ever.
sad that so many of the lonely birthdays are 20 yrs old. What's up with that
>>706658402
Life is rough, get over it and focus on not being a crybaby.
Or don't and retreat back into your perpetual state of sorrow
>>706658402
I love you bro.
don't be so hard on yourself.
>>706658508
Thank you. It means alot
>>706658547
Antisocial behaviour hits you hardest when you're an adult.
Make no friends in school, have no friends when you grow up.
Alright.
>be me
>mom and dad divorce at age three
>mom dates some asshole who's addicted to drugs but swears he's clean now
>dad has weekends but it's obvious even to me then that he doesn't want to
>only doing it for fear of judgement from rest of family
>leaves my sister and I at grandparents nearly every weekend
>mom gets pregnant and has another girl
>drug addict shows true colors and mom decides to take us kids to a different state
>literally kidnapped by single mom at age 5 and forced to live with single mom and two sisters
>estrogenocean.gif
>move to place where there's nearly only white and Mexicans
>poor cuz single mom so only white family on the block
>All friends and enemies are mexican but I'm white as fuck
>sourcreamwithchocolatechips.png
>make friends with some dealers for coke and weed
>obtain coke addiction at 14
>make first white friends at 15
>lose touch with my old mexican friends and have some cringe moments in high school
>slack off hardcore because fuck homework, sex and coke is better
>mom gets good walmart job and we get house
>junior year hits, going to need another year to graduate
>been trying to get a job but nongrad in 2008
>explore military careers by sending requests for more info
>USMC Staff SGT shows up to door to tell me about it
>holyshitimpressed.jpg
>join Delayed Entry Program after kicking coke
>all this time hadn't heard from dad or grandparents
>sister gets in touch with dad via fagbook and we go to visit
>find out kidnapping never reported
>dad remarried a chick 10 years older than me
>have half brother now
>wtf
>come back
>mom was forced back into contact with drug addict cuz bastard sister
>he cons her into marrying him and sister sees him as a god instead of the shithead he is
>convinces mom to quit best job she's ever had so he can provide for her
>he doesn't, surprise surprise
>graduate and prepare for marine corps
>say bye to friends and stuff
>tbc
>>706658547
out of highschool and most people get caught up in their own bullshit.
and plus in the digital age most people don't hang out with eachother anymore. they make excuses calling out anxiety and some other buzzword to avoid seeing other people.
>>706658648
yea i just meant exactly 20. not 19 not 21...20
>>706658571
Normally I'm not a pussy like tonight. It's just 2 or 3 nights a year when I let out all of the negative emotions and have a good cry. It still hurts though. It never stops hurting.
Fuck I don't know who else to tell never felt so lonely in my life recently my grandmother passed away she raised me and was the only happy thing in my life didn't matter how fucking terrible of a day it was I could always see her and everything just wouldn't matter and now she's gone
>>706658598
Thank you man
>>706655200
Ouch
>>706658699
20 is the age when you're no longer a teenager, it's technically the exact age you become an adult.
>>706658792
i usually post that in a YLYL thread. some reason the sudden shift in tone always cracks me up
>>706658478
i overdid it with LSD. i've done it probably 25 times. i've pissed myself, gotten in fights, jumped on cars, gotten detained by police.
it affects me in a different way. i unzip from the matrix and its not fun.
i've done a lot of different drugs. they're all fun every once in a while. nothing is fun enough for me to do it regularly. i've done painkillers and benzos and cocaine and amphetamines, etc etc.
its fun and all, but the fun doesn't last me long enough. why not do the drugs more? and then you're trapped in the cycle of addiction. i take amphetamines every day. i'm already locked in there.
i'm not in a good place right now. i wish somebody would extend a hand down to pull me up. then again, i'm not sure if i would take it.
thanks.
>>706656684
>>706656684
Let your memories guide your future.
That cute girl behind the counter at the pizza place is probably tired as shit dealing with just another face, save that princess from her tower of asshat customers. The woods are right there man, I know whole colleges that go out in the woods to play games with fake swords and capes. And yknow what? Normies to steampunk to cybergoth to neet, they all enjoy the fuck out of it because theyre letting their imagination wander, their hearts speak and their minds grow.
Love
>>706651119
the only reason i wasn't alone for my 20th is because I'm a twin
>>706658739
Fill the void or let it spread and consume you.
classic
and yes we know the mail is auto sent by the game
>>706658309
>weebs
>self-respect
HAH
>>706651119
yeah i don't do shit for my birthdays either. Like my grandfather always says "ahh, it's just another day, grab me another beer would ya" haha
>>706658700
i guess its fine to let it out every once in a while then
Stay strong anon. Even if you don't find love immediately, remember to always focus on your goals and don't expect anything out of anyone else.
>>706659187
>Just another day
Pretty much
>>706654759
fuck this made me cry... I love her so much, whats so wrong with me. i fucking hate myself
>>706659187
the uncomfortable feeling when ppl start singing happy birthday and you don't know how to act.
hate it. one of many reasons i don't do shit for my birthdays either..
>>706652102
met the girl of my dreams at 28, /b/ro. married and first child on the way now, hang in there..
>>706656828
plot twist
The person doing the breaking up is the guy taking the pic. He paid the hooker an extra 20 for the pic of her giving the finger.
>>706658688
(you)
Sorry, I didn't read, but no one else replied :(
>>706658402
I love you, anon. Sometimes all it takes is a good nights sleep. It won't fix everything in your life, but in the morning you feel a little better at least.
>>706656135
why cant she think that
>>706654759
you will never get to learn how much of a twisted bitch she really is
>>706659439
I call bullshit! How did she know it was his birthday?
>>706659328
forreal I hate that too. and then they start taking pictures ergghh speaking of birthdays, mines is next month
>>706658170
Parents are something you usually live with for a very important part of your life. It'd be very hard for me if i lost a parent. Even if i think they had been abusive at some points, I'd be lost if they were gone.
i wanna see if i can feel better with depression meds, but i dont wanna quit weed, weed's my only escape. i read you shouldnt get high when taking meds for depression. what would you guys do? smoke anyways? suffer through sobriety? or postpone it like i currently am
>>706659544
then they start posting those pictures on /b/ and even the worst bastards on earth are getting the feels.
>>706654759
defeatism is a trait of a dying race.
there are always second chances.
youre just making it easier to be miserable, you are literal tumblr tier of reasoning.
>>706651119
Lucky fuckers. I didnt have a birthday party till i met my wife. Went 26 years without em because "Its near xmas" (late january). Was told to "share" my brothers later in the year...
>TFW First bday cake aged 26
>>706659439
damn that was funny.
i was hoping the baby was black though
>>706659681
Weed is the only technical escape. Depression meds don't even help you feel happy. They help you not feel at all. That was a scary feeling to me.
Drinking is also acceptable. Good luck man.
>>706656369
>what is apologism
Fuck off.
>>706652166
turned 30 in february
suicide is coming soon
>>706654940
At least he has friends.
>>706659928
stream it
>>706659928
to a theater near you
>>706659508
Cuz she dont know wtf she doin, shes just along for the ride and wants it to be exactly how she remembers (which can change in an instant)
You love the bowl, it breaks, with time and caring you make it again, taking note of shapes and helping them fit, then adding molten gold that burns just to be near and waiting for what happens, not judging the bowl or the gold. Appreciating growth and the fact that it does its one simple job; to exist, as a kickass bowl.
>>706658238
>Watching that moe shit that is lucky star.
>>706659831
Can confirm. Was on zoloft for a while and it just made me not give a shit. Alcohol and weed manged my problems in a timely manner so i could have drive to go to work.
>>706659831
shit man, how long you take em for? i assume you've stopped, did your feeling come back?
>>706660157
Can confirm weed is god for anti-stress and alcohol is good for tough days.
The way it works with booze is you either have a great time or cry, either way you feel better.
>>706659837
or it wasn't as big as deal as you perceive and you're making an ass out of yourself.
some redditors even threw the fat dude a fucking party and he said the photo wasn't a big deal.
he's fine. quit being a bitch on his behalf.
>>706655431
No one but my parents and brother have wished me happy birthday since highschool. And thats because turned off the facebook notifications that let everyone know. If they really wanted to know they would not need facebook to tell them. Sadly i have to lie to my parents and tell them a lot of friends gave me birthday wishes. I dont care though. I don't get messages or phone calls either. My phone is just a portable internet browser and an alarm clock for me to wake up. But i wouldn't have it any other way haha. I'm not sad or mad because I know that when their parents die they'll wish they could turn back time. Meanwhile when its finally time for me to say goodbye I'll smile and know I was there with them and for them when they needed me.
Also sorry for the late reply friend. I work night shifts and had shit to do.
>>706656927
kek
>>706660392
Status: would be rekt if I jad any tears left
>>706658688
Check em and cont.
>day I leave for USMC drug addict gets arrested
>he was on parole in another state and violated that parole to drive my mom into debt
>started smoking at 16 btw, that becomes important later
>go to boot camp
>no smoking
>develop bronchitis bordering pneumonia
>not getting better
>muscle through and get to go home
>smoke three packs in one day cuz missed it
>mom lost the house cuz no job cuz drug addict
>spend first day back helping mom and sisters pack up house
>can't get it all cuz not enough time
>most of my friends didn't write to me in boot camp
>live in trailer that should be scrapped
>rest of boot leave uneventful
>go back and do mct and mos school
>permanent duty station is 29 Palms
>try to quit smoking and get bad bronchitis again
>deploy, tear ITB 3/4 of the way
>medical discharge
>go back home on birthday
>epic party followed by job apps
>get job at Walmart less than a week later
>minimal walking cuz deli
>friend gives rides for cash cuz I have no car and he has no job
>he suddenly stops providing transportation
>can't walk the 5 miles there because knee, gotta quit
>apply for jobs closer to trailer
>use credit card for phone and internet bills
>2 years unemployed
>get job as general contractor's apprentice
>doesn't pay well but can keep internet on
>meet girl through friend and get job as tech support through same friend
>live with girl and her roommate for sex and rides to work
>girl and I start dating officially
>year later buy out the lease from roommate so girl and I are alone in apt
>financial troubles cuz her job pays shit
>mom is alone in trailer and can barely afford it cuz rental price boom
>gf says mom should move in to spare bedroom and we can split bills in 3
>hate it but okay
>ff 2 years
>coughing happens and can't stop
>affecting job cuz can't breathe
>see ton of docs
>finally figure out it's cystic fibrosis
>had to quit job
>bad financial troubles
>tbc
>>706660176
this is so brutal that it's funny
>>706660272
This one always gets to me. I truly hope that crazy bastard is somewhere with his family and a picture frame of him and the other guy at the wedding.
>>706651119
>>706651226
>>706651239
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>>706651328
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>>706651417
thats why i dont celebrate my birthday...
Everything's a copy of a copy of a copy
>>706660371
Saved.
>>706652166
I'm gonna give some bit of personal life experience tip for anons who can relate to this:
Set and increase standards at what you're good at and enjoy doing.
>like history?
Start reading books about your favourite topics, visit museums
>more into hunting?
Save up for a rifle, get a gun certificate, if you don't know how to then learn how.
>feel dead inside?
Yeah that's ok, you still got to have some interest in something, maybe you don't know much about it? Then learn it. you don't need to start suddenly, need to use a couple of years before you feel mentally prepared? Then use a couple of years, just increase your standards, don't decrease.
Becouse then you're guaranteed to be better at THAT thing than 90% of people.
Personally I found myself in love with math. I'm 19 and my life consists of waking up at 07:00, be at school and mostly self-study to 12 due to social anxiety, then go home and watch anime/play games for the rest of the day. And it goes forward.
>>706660157
did u wean off or na? did your apathy decrease after stopping?
>>706657747
nice
>>706660371
I'd rather the carrot, I'm tired of the stick.
>>706660555
Check'd trips
>>706660462
Cont.
>gf gets good job finally
>spend what money I've got left on a ring
>gf becomes wife
>wife gets pregnant
>wtf
>98% of people who have cf are sterile
>not being treated cuz expensive, ibuprofen and benadryl work
>baby comes, it's mine
>shit gotta be a dad, unlike mine
>huge baby, 9.3 lbs
>be 26 years old, probably going to be dead by 40
I'll be dead before he graduates high school most likely. How the fuck am I supposed to play catch and football when I can't breathe? I could get treatment and buy some time maybe, but it would mean living in this 2 bed apartment forever and hr can forget about college or a graduation car.
>>706652102
If you're the romantic sort, teenage love is probably brilliant.
If you're not, it's pain.
>>706654708
I think this hit me harder, because I never expect /b/ to be nice...
>>706660352
Fuck I'm a faggot. That brought a tear to my eye.
Holy shit. Ok one time for real now anons and then we can get right back to shitposting(inb4 this is one too)
There is probabably just this one life you have anon. You were dead for billions of years and for the rest you will be too likely. Life per se makes so godman no sense and you yes you anon are afraid of talking to that girl, afraid of talking to people because you are afraid of beeing judged.
Guess what? Judgement is only temporarly. You know what happens when you do that autistic crap you don't dare because you are afraid of all the bad feelings in your tummy that you will have because of the mean kids? You will also die aswell as everyone else.
There is no difference. Be an autistic alpha. Live. Become a ripped autist. Become a smart autist. No matter what you do for someone you will be an idiot and for someone the opposite. And if you ever wanted to find out how many forms of autism you can show the world. What a wonderful autist you can be that people admire. Then do it goddamn it.
Look at this text. No one will probably read this and if I will get called an autist too for my confused rambling. But I don't care. Because we are all dead at some point and I want to see what happens when I do stuff. Just because.
I am out of here.
>>706654643
Thats why i never celebrate my birthday again. Never told my wife. Happend on my 10th birthday.
I lie to her and told that a good friend died that day and i wont celebrate.
>>706661063
That one makes me fuckin' bawl...
>>706660186
My cat died like this a few month ago. It still hurts every time i see a picture or video of him...
>>706657368
Sinfest.
I got a story, it is the story of my friend Don.
>Be 18
>Live in small town.
>Have few friends.
>Two of them are brothers
>Dan the older.
>Don the younger.
>The time comes for me to move away to a nearby city for work.
>I move away.
>About a month later go back to visit friends.
>Go to Dans house to visit them.
>Nobody home.
>Think nothing of it.
>Ask around town
>Nobody knows.
>Call, no answer.
>Shrug it off.
>Oh well see them next time.
>Do my visit with my other friends.
>Have fun then go home.
>Next morning at home.
>Phone rings.
>It is Dan and Dons dad.
>He tells me Don is dead.
>Him and his friend were driving and were rear ended by a drunk driver.
>I choke a little and say "What?"
>He says it again.
>Dan is too broken to talk to me.
>They ask me If I want to come to the funeral.
>I say I will.
>I come for the service and leave immediately after.
>There was too much sorrow.
>I go back to the city.
>Dan talks to me a month or so later.
>We never really re-bonded.
>I suppose two musketeers won't do.
>I still miss Don.
>I miss how he called me slim jim.
>I miss his dry wit.
>I miss his laugh.
>Never drink and drive.
>Never.
>>706660178
I'm 26 and have been off them for a while. Was taking them regularly (with some short breaks) from 17-20. While the robotic feeling really can push you through necessary bullshit (college/work), it really makes you not give the shit you should feel.
Example? There was a point where I was no longer talking to my best friend, had a nonexistent relationship with my father who was always my wingman on everything in life prior, and had no interest romantic or sexual to even the cutest of girls that I (may have) had a chance with. Feelings just weren't worth it in that state.
They came back eventually, to some degree. It may be the pills or it may just be me... but I haven't entirely felt a lot of strength in emotions that I once did. Weed gives me the highs of feelings I used to have when I'm on it, and the lows when I'm off it. Drinking is my personal favorite, as it highlights the somber as being a beautiful part of life.
If you're depressed, you just need to find the poison that fixes you the best and hurts you the least. Synthetic medications should be the last of your options.
>>706660337
Oh...
Why does love have to hurt? This girl claimed to love me and i actually did love her but she was just using me to make some other guy jealous and it fucking hurts
I've had plenty of girlfriends before and had a fair share of breakups etc but this time felt so different and i feel emotionally lost. I would've been happy keeping her as a best friend because she made me just feel so great but after using me like that...i don't know what to feel anymore
>>706651941
>not partying hard with dad that wants more than anything for his son to have a blast
>>706654331
Recently started playing bf4 myself. Dat shit is good. I guess...
>>706658402
whats up
Good thread.
Good night, you awesom fuckers.
>>706658688
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>>706660928
For easier reading. Pic for comic relief.
