Post your most depressing confession right here
/b/! Step right up!
>>705456615
Nah.
I hate faggits, niggers, and the islam religion.
My girlfriend cheats on me all the time, but i love her too much to break up with her even tho she destroys My Life
I once peed in my crush's water bottle. Just enough to watch her drink it without noticing.
>>705457194
Dude don't you ever feel like you have to take that shit. She is shit and you should know that.
>>705456615
i am a liar, so i deserve to be alone, hated, and forgotten. which i am
I only loved one girl but I let her get away because I was scared that I would lose her..lost her for not being able to make up my mind
>>705457194
Fucking beta, get a frickin' grip and get rid of her.
She clearly doesn't love you. No one deserves this treatment.
I want to kill myself so badly but I have too many loved ones counting on me.. I'm too weak to leave them behind and waste all the years they spent trying to fix me..
>>705458773
Don't give up, life is a bitch and then u die. But don't rush it because you'll never know what could happen in between that time
I have two cocks and have been unable to be sexually intimate with a woman my whole life. I have to come up with excuses as to why I can't do it, then they think it has to do with them. I've given up on dating. The only people who know are my parents and my doctor.
>>705456615
When I was a teen, I was a gifted tinker and self-taught myself a lot about science and technology. After 10 years of "having fun", some of the relics of those days... I cannot figure out how they work and my old notes are far, far over my head.
>>705458506
Winning the presidency might just be what you need. Good luck in the debate tomorrow.
>>705456615
I'm insanely tired of living life at this point. It literally just feels meaningless but everytime I face death I pussy out because it still scares the shit out of me. But I just wanna die.
I have used hard drugs. My job is to stop people who do this. I feel like a fraud.
I don't have a girlfriend.
>>705459057
A guy like you helped me quit. Consider it insider help.
>>705458773
I miss my ex
>>705458877
I have a fiancé, supporting parents and a nice start out on my life after graduating but I'm still insecure and dreading how I might fuck up everything. I should be happy for myself but I can't. I thought I had my depression under control, I went to therapy and the deemed me better, I went off my pills. But it's back and it knows what I fear and what breaks me down easily. I can't take the pain the words they say anymore, I just want to die man..
>>705458877
Ur so right
>>705456615
I've wasted somewhere in the high five-figures worth of money on weed since I was 18. I'm 24 and am back living at home with my parents. I'm a huge fucking loser and it sucks.
>>705457194
you're either lying or are a huge pussy
>>705457194
>i love her too much to break up with her
She doesn't love you, move on.
>>705457855
dude that's awesome
>>705459235
Congratulations on making it this far. I know how you feel though, I come from a really over achieving family and I failed my senior year and was the laugh of the family. But just you do I believe
I've tried killing myself 3 times.
>>705458506
been there, man
only way to go is up now
>>705456876
You forgot about OP
When did you accept you would be alone for your entire life?
Ive cheated in some form in every one of my relationships, to this day, and I rarely if ever feel bad.
>>705458773
>>705459235
These two are me (OP) just so you know. Feels good to let out shit, huh?
>>705459816
Same..
>>705456615
Emma Watson is jealous of anyone heavier 20 lbs on account of me.
>>705459160
I no longer do drugs but I still can barely live with myself. I am a cop.
>>705459524
Boy, you can't even do that right.
>>705459480
Thanks anon
>>705459160
I no longer do drugs but I still can barely live with myself.
>>705459816
>>705459922
How is it depressing if you don't care?
>>705459974
That's what I thought. The cop who helped me was the same way.
>>705459816
at most i just flirt w other girls. the worst ive done is get a bj
>>705459990
Blame the cops, shitty leather, and my own seeming immortality.
>>705459800
After I realized that I was genuinely a special snowflake, and failed three suicides. It hit home after I had to walk home by myself, in the middle of the night, during winter, across town, with only my memory as a map.
I fucked my best friends gf. And never told him.
>>705459167
We all do /b/ro
Gotta move on though
>>705460078
I am happy for you anon. Stay clean.
>>705460116
>After I realized that I was genuinely a special snowflake
Care to explain?
>>705459524
>tried
Oh let me guess you took too many pills you found in your mums cabinet? Fuck off with you attention seeking bullshit. You don't fucking try to kill yourself you either kill yourself or you don't.
Told boyfriend about being molested as a kid. Now he talks about it EVERYTIME when we have sex. Feelsbadman.jpg
All (literally) the girls I been with just used me, in many diferent ways and for diferent reasons, I'm 23, never had a girlfriend, the girls I had a crush on now hate me.
Nobody ever loved me, not even my parents
I hate my work and I feel like I'm never going to finish my studies
I don't see any friend since 3 months ago, I'm pretty sure they even forgot about me
My life is my most depressing confession
>>705460044
Only because you don't care doesn't mean you don't know what you're doing wrong.in my case I think it's depressing because I've tried to better my self but never cared enough to
Haven't had sex in 9 years, and I don't care anymore. Really. major depression, anxiety, ocd.
I dislike what society has become. Technology is nice, but people are nothing to me. May be a psychopath. Who knows. I rarely even fap to porn anymore.
>>705460210
U2, bro. ;)
>>705460079
Ive fucked a lot of guys and i also flirt shamelessly
>>705460044
im obviously a terrible person and thats depressing.
>>705456615
I had a gorgeous 12 year old confess her undying love for me and said she wanted to be with me forever and do anything i wanted. Never took advantage. regrets. Shouldve locked it down.
Everyone laughs when I say I'm going to kill myself.
>>705458932
Ummmm...pics...?
>>705460494
Hi Kitty
>>705460267
I tried hanging myself and the belt snapped, I tried jumping off a bridge and some asshole cop stopped me, and I tried to stimulate heart failure once when I was really out of it.
>>705460220
Certain clusters of neurons fire alongside others, and I hear what I see.
You'd think it was great, and it's not like it's not without it's benefits, but it's god-awful, and it creates this entire world of experience and happening that distances me from people so much, that I hate myself and want to die. It also gives me photographic memory and shit, so I'm a smart gay retard who doesn't forget anything he's seent. Thanks to the fact that you can't just beam your mind into other people's minds, I am that much forever alone.
Life's a shit. And absolutely nobody is going to have a care for helping me, unless it benefits them, because that's where I've found myself.
>>705456615
i'm only alive right now because If i killed myself, my girlfriend would kill herself, and then noone would be around to raise my son
>>705460149
Whilst they were dating?
Married 12 years and never slept with anyone else ever but my wife.....and she cheated on me.
>>705460676
Well shit, I'm sorry to hear that.
>>705460821
That sucks. You chucked her?
>>705460770
Yeah they had been dating for 6 months at the time and are still together
>>705460149
Wow, you're kind of an asshole.
i browse /pol/ but im not a nazi
in fact i cant stand nazis, im a libertarian
trump 2016
>>705460694
The state would anon
>>705460912
No she cheated like 3-4 years into our marriage. Still haven't gotten over it. still together
>>705460974
Pretty brutal man. Does it bother you? You ever talk about it with her? /10?
>>705461047
I'm aware of this
>>705460821
Fuck another woman Anon
>>705461096
yes, the state raises well-rounded, productive members of society.
OP here and I'd like to say I'm super depressed, great job guys. Keep the train rollin
>>705456615
Ive been on this site for 10 years now im pretty sure ive become desensitized to literally everything my transformation into a metaphorical sociopath is complete
>>705461097
You'll never get over it
>>705461097
How'd you find out?
Why are you still with her?
I took the virginity of Mormon gf when we were 16, still jack off thinking about it a year later
I'm a lazy no good high school drop out
>>705461255
>m pretty sure ive become desensitized to literally everything
I highly doubt that.
>>705461260
She Flat out told, felt bad she said. And I made the mistake of asking every detail, Dude was Fit with a big dick, She even let him raw dog her. Sucks. And I love her and we have kids together so I can't leave nor do I want too. But shit gets to me
I have mental illness and because of that I will never allow myself to be happy for the entirety of my life.
Any time I achieve, succeed or build meaningful connections with people, I eventually mentally flip a switch and set fire to it all.
I wish I could control it, but medication doesn't seem to prevent that "switch" from flicking, it just helps on a general scale.
I must accept that I will always be lonely and emotionally satsifactory for no fault but my own.
>>705461198
It bothers me all the time when they invite me to go do stiff with them and whenever I see them on Fb together. I talked about it with her once and we agreed to not tell anyone. We were both drunk when it happened and I know that doesn't make it any better or excuse me from making the mistake.
She's like a 6/10 her face is alright,, and her ass is flat but her fits are fucking huge.
I'm a 20 year old kissless virgin
>>705461512
Not a big deal anon. 20 isn't a weird age to lose your virginity. You're ok.
>>705461460
I grew up in two separate households with my parents and I'm not that fucked up. I know it may be hard to believe, but trust me I'm not upset about the situation.
>>705461460
Jeeeeesus. That just sounds fucking awful. I'm so sorry anon.
You ever think about leaving her? You definitely should...but I don't have kids so can't really compare.
>>705461710
Isent like 17 the average though?
>>705459800
At first I was depressed as shit but now I'm happy I know I'll die alone I've found my comfort in it being alone all the time really helped me understand myself I don't need people there for me to live my life I can live it on my own
>>705461488
Shit. Yeah that's terrible bro. But reap what you sow and all that...
>>705461809
I think its older than that. But even still, who cares. No girl (worth being with) will turn you away for being 20 and a virgin. Relax.
>>705461809
Who fucking cares? Don't be a faggot about it and get scared to tell girls about it and you'll be fine.
Be nice and normal and they won't give a shit.
>>705461792
Yeah from time to time I think about it, I'm sure she does. But its been so long and like I don't think there is any point in starting over with someone. I just try not to think about it. I would love to get some other Pussy, just to see what it's like. But she hot can post a Ass shot too If ya want Anon
>>705461473
Narcissism? Sociopathy? Psychopathy?
All of these you can easily and i do mean easily adapt to
The only two i can think of are bipolar which you can still adapt to and borderline which you cant
I'm a diagnosed social anxiety teen that is very good at hiding depression but I always contemplate kms.
>>705461980
This
I'm married to a woman I'm not in love with and no longer attracted to, because I knocked her up and don't want my child to grow up without both parents like I did. We've since had a second child. I love and care for her like one does a close friend, I'm completely resigned to this, and am fine with it. She's an amazing mother, a good wife, and I'll gladly play the perfect loving husband for the rest of my life for the sake of my kids.
I'm also in love with her sister, and nothing will ever come of that.
>>705462119
So literally everyone.
>>705457855
should've cum instead tho
>>705461992
I mean I can appreciate you thinking that and I hate the fucking cliché but it's definitely not too late man.
You owe it to yourself and your kids. Doesn't sound like it's the best environment for them to grow up in. If you're not truly happy it'll seep through in ways you don't want it to. Give it some real hard thought but there is always someone else out there. Kids look upto ppl who strive for the best. Be that guy.
And obviously I want some hot pics of your wife...
I allowed this girl to use me in a shitty relationship for about 3 years.
Also I'm a weak willed betafag
>>705462196
Sad truth of today's yuouth
>>705461974
>>705461980
Thanks anons
>>705462320
true. here ya go anon tell me what ya think
I know my girlfriend loves me, like, for real. But I'm just too fucking insecure about myself and always expect the worst
>>705462528
It's okay to be pessimistic but just focus on the little things. They add up
>>705461512
Don't sweat it, anon. I was a virgin until 22. Now I'm 32, been with almost 40 women since, then settled down and now happily married with kids.
>>705462489
I'm not the anon you were talking to but that is a nice ass
>>705462671
Is pussy better than just my hand anon?
>>705462489
Would definitely bang. You're right. Hot ass.
>>705462784
Can't tell if this is serious...
>>705462784
Some is. Some isn't worth the effort.
>>705462822
thanks Anon it's Good sex too, i'm totally happy. Just times when I think about the shit that went down then i'm bummed
>>705459800
i didn't yet. i still have hope that i can change within the next couple years. very very slim hope though.
>>705462867
It's a legitimate question.
>>705462070
I honestly can't determine if I'm narcissistic, because I'm actually very caring and aware of other people's emotions, and sometimes behave altruistically.
However, I have noticed sometimes my motivation to do good deeds is for the reward.
I can certainly say I suffer from sociopathy, but not psychopathy.
Bipolar has been a very likely possibility since I was a teenager, but it's just not consistent enough for doctors to believe it's bipolar. So if it is borderline bipolar, I'm screwed eh :\
I quite literally this month had a "switch" flick, and it resulted in my girlfriend ending the relationship. She had too much on her plate to also be able to deal with my destructive behaviour. I tried my hardest to overcome it for her sake and to keep her in my life. Even misusing clonazepam to just keep me sedated in a sense.
But I ultimately failed her.
>>705457194
This don't make no sense, pal. It's cliche, but you don't love her, you love the idea of her. End it asap. It will be difficult at first, but I promise you, if you keep your head on straight and gain some perspective you will be a million times happier. It's better to learn this lesson now than when you're middle aged or older. End it.
>>705462784
get a hooker anon, I mean, not a cheap, AIDS carrying one. I mean a fucking goddess who will dry you out for months. Not all first times are good or even as you expect them to be, better to put yourself in some pro hands
I'm using my girlfriend to numb the feelings I have for my first love
Here's a pick up guys.
>>705458506
Everybody lies.
You are just one of the unlucky ones who feel guilty about it.
>>705463176
I did that too. The feelings go away eventually anon
At least we all have better chins than this guy
>>705463312
Somewhat on topic, but has anyone else become so proficient at lying that it's somewhat startling to really think about?
OP here guys, and I hope you liked this thread but I'm done with 4chan for the night. Ya'll have a good night
>>705463594
I can look the person I love the most in the face and lie to her with ease,I do have a twing of guilt later though
>>705463668
Good night op,sweet Dreams
>>705463594
I've got so good at lying that sometimes I believe my own lies.. Not even in a bragging way.some of of my common consist of "I'm happy as can be"
My father molested my niece. Now he's in jail. I want him to die there. None of my friends know about it.
>>705463314
>b
the feelings for the first love you mean? how long did it take you? and did you stay with the girl you used to get over your ex? sry for all the questions
I dread sex with my girlfriend because she is absolutely fucking awful at it. I can't tell her there's a problem, or even suggest things she can do differently, because she has borderline personality disorder and there is a genuine risk that she'll kill herself if she thinks she isn't good enough for me.
been with my gf for 8 years and i love her.
but im so god damn sexually frustrated.
shes been the only gf ive had.
dont want to leave her cuz shes perfect for me.
but god dammit the curiosity is killing me.
it makes me feel like a bitch sometimes.
>>705463936
i feel your pain anon
>>38855536
prove me wrong, you haven't. trump wouldv'e destroyed bruce lee and made china pay for the wall across the pacific
>>705463844
It's ok anon. It took me about 6 years for the feelings to completely go away. I stayed with the girl for 4 of those (it wasn't a sexual relationship I used her for emotional reasons) and if you have any more questions ask away man the only thing I have is time.
>>705464127
>>>38855536
prove me wrong, you haven't. trump wouldv'e destroyed bruce lee and made china pay for the wall across the pacific
>>705463918
Dude be as transparent as you can be with her I'm sure she will understand.
>>705463936
Talk it out with her anon.
>>705464217
thx dude. im in a similar situation. broke up a year ago with long time gf and have been trying to develop a real relationship with this new girl. she wanted to wait till marriage to have sex, managed to even get that from her. so now i feel like im just using her for sex and theres a doubt in my mind that ill be with her forever. should i drop her? i feel like she brings my emotional stability. always felt like i've needed a partner in my life
>>705464394
lol horrible advice.
>hey gf i wanna fuck someone else
>oh, fascinating
I genuinely feel like I've never been happy and I've never felt normal. Most people can say they were at least happy as children, but I don't remember being happy then either. I've always been odd. I'm not a sociopath or autistic, and I don't think I'm crazy. I just always think too much. I'm always too aware of everything and I can never relax. Things bother me, things that are so simple for others to deal with are very difficult for me. I feel uncomfortable all the time. I don't want to be miserable. I'm too sensitive. I don't know what to do.
>>705464506
Does she make you truly happy?if not mybe consider dropping her.your emotions will stabilize regardless.
I broke up with the girl I wanted to start a life with because I was young and naive. I was too selfish and too depressed to care enough about anything or anyone else. She was the only person to make me feel something for the longest and I cheated on her. I hate myself and I haven't told her and I don't know if I should.
>>705464770
not as happy as my ex did. i was alone for a few months and it fucking sucked, felt miserable. this current girl is hotter and smarter too. sigh too fucking stuck on the old one
>>705464546
I mean like maybe try dropping hints about threesomes or something of the sort
>>705464905
Try finding a interest like maybe piloting a drone,fishing,huntingD&D,excessive masturbation,video games,making moves. What I'm trying to say bro is find a passion it truly helps take your mind off of her
>>705464621
autism/aspergers
>>705464621
Stunted emotional growth in childhood (usually due to shit parents) is what leads to sociopathy and psychopathy if the kid looks for it in other places. Its not necessarily a bad thing it helps you rely on yourself for happiness and life but your technically supposed to be on the antisocial spectrum at that point.
>>705464621
Oh yeah you could also legitimately have autism
>>705458773
When the feeling gets unbearable i just read the "parents of kids who attemted suicide...." askreddit post. Gets me down everytime
>>705465109
drones sound fun. ill try to find something besides excessive video games lol. thanks
What's it called when you can only feel sadness and anger?
>>705457194
You life the idea of who she is, or who she was. But you holding on to dead memories of who she used to be just because you don't want the idea to die, and to be left with pain. But you already know it's over, sooner or later.
End it now and salvage what dignity you can and move on dude
>>705465432
Glad I could help anon
>>705458932
So....why don't you tell them?
>>705457194
Post pictures of her?
>>705456615
I constantly worry about money even though I'm worth over half a million and work with people who are literally starving.
That makes me sound like a complete SJW cuck
>>705458932
Bulllshit nigger give us pics NOW!
>>705458773
>>705459235
Chris, if you an hero I will personally sail down the Styx to take you back.
Don't be a faggot man, we have too many things going for us.
>>705457194
I agree with this guy>>705465549
It might help you to get back at her in away
>>705465588
Shit send some this way, I'm worth about any other Mexican
>>705459816
oh I've done that. Cheated on every woman I've dated for more than 24 hours - more than 100 women. Its just in my DNA, I'm otherwise a kind and charming person. If you date me, you just have to learn to live with it
>>705465588
Donate some to charity it might help make you feel better
>>705459935
ok, I'll bite
>>705460494
kys
>>705465666
>>705459235
>>705458773
Well shit anon you cant an hero anymore anon satan just offered to take you back and we both know were certainly not making it into heaven any time soon
I'm a 22 year old guy and the girl I love is single and interested in me and for some reason I can't ask her out on a fucking date.
>>705465443
I propose aggrimessed. The well known mixture of aggressive and depressed.
>>705460149
I fucked my best friends gf. And told him. And told the whole of our social circle how I'd turned her into a complete anal loving cockslut when actually she is rather sweet and quite demure.
>>705465737
Wtf
>>705465856
.........
dont be a fucking bitch and just do it
>>705465856
Take something that helps with anxiety and ask her.for me personally cannabis helps.
>>705465737
Bro that's fucked up
>>705465201
>>705465409
>>705465234
I mean I knew I would be called autistic no matter what I said because it's 4chan but I honestly don't think it's that. I don't have a problem reading social cues or really communicating with people or shit like that. And I'm definitely not a sociopath, as I have a conscience and I care deeply for other people. I'm too self aware to not be sure of that.
>>705465856
Thats ok anon il ask her out for you just give me her number and info il be sure to tell you how she felt
>>705459049
kek, underrated
>>705466104
Its only fucked up if you get caught. Then its really fucked up.
>>705456615
I am slowly becoming an pol nazi
>lurk board
>begin to understand international jewry
>hate it
>"haha no way I will ever associate with nazis though"
>start to post
>feel a gwneral bond within the anglosphere I've never felt before
>Realize it is because they are the same race as me
I am kind of ashamed of it, and my gf has mixed feelings but supports me none tje less. I don't want to be consumed by hate guys, but I can not deny the truth right before my eyes.
