im killing myself tomorrowAMA
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im killing myself tomorrow
AMA
>>704306334
WHY NOT TODAY ?
Can i watch
>>704306334
Age?
Gender?
From?
Why?
>>704306334
who's that little semen demon?
dont give up anon, you'll get out of bronze one day.
Will you livestream it?
>>704306334
livestream dat shit nigguh!
>>704306334
Spending your last day licking windows?
>>704306383
because i was making this post today :^)
>>704306393
sure
>>704306421
22
male
Colorado
been clinically depressed for a long time, ive tried to take my life into my hands, worked out, got a job, hobbies etc, its literally biological as ive done everything to become happy and it hasnt worked, i just dont have a will to live anymore
>>704306334
You're mother caught you wanking didn't she?
>>704306334
tomorrow never comes. no time like the present.
>>704306467
some pale thin white girl, they're all the same
>>704306467
/g/ >>>
>>704306334
Why are you telling lies?
>>704306631
>been clinically depressed for a long time, ive tried to take my life into my hands, worked out, got a job, hobbies etc, its literally biological as ive done everything to become happy and it hasnt worked, i just dont have a will to live anymore
Have you tried taking pills?
BJ before you go?
>>704306507
>>704306546
idk how to im computer dumb
>>704306554
just chilling out
>>704306467
no clue but i wish i knew
>>704306490
ive tried since i was 13 when my parents got a divorce and my dad said he would never talk to me again
>>704306334
DO IT FAGGOT
anon are you fuckin retarded? there are so many faggots out there who are still alive, don't do them the favor of killing yourself. Because you, OP, are the biggest FAGGOT of all. Stay positive.
are you gonna stream it, bro?
>>704306634
she was the one wanking me
>>704306641
deep
>>704306697
im not sadly
>>704306735
ive taken pills for over 8 years, several different ones, they dont help
>>704306744
sure babe
>>704306334
Before killing yourself could you please post nudes of you? So we can remember you
Become an hero faggot
>>704306779
will do
>>704306809
< 3
>>704306815
idk how probably wont
>>704306950
dont have a phone on my computer sry
>>704306631
I feel you 24, male, same clinically depressed since 12, worked out, tried to enjoy partying hard, a lot of travelling, job, hobbies, and yet nothing clicks..
But still don't understand why to kill myself, I want to many times, but it is just stupid, at least I will keep trying, I try to be very rational about it.
Can you at least call the hospital before you do it so they can find your body in time to get your organs fresh for somebody who actually wants to live
>>704306334
PLEASE LET IT BE TODAY
why do so many ppl come on here saying there gonna kill themselves. if the ppl closest to u dont give a fuck. what makes u think random anons care and lets be honest yr all cowards anyway. i known 2 ppl that did kill themselves and both never told anyone before they did it they took themselves off and ended there lives. one left a note that siad he had been feeling bad for a while and that he just couldnt hold on to life anymore and we still dont no why the other did what he did.
What is the last thing you are going to fap to? Last meal?
>>704307018
im on the donor list already
>>704307000
ya i just am so tired, ive really put in the effort, nice trips btw
>>704307035
tomorrow
>>704307018
Fuck people. Someone needing an organ sounds a lot like not my problem.
>>704306334
What are you doing to enjoy your last day on Earth OP?
Pls dont do it. Im cring her. Pls
>>704307150
idk, some shitty porn probably, last meal ill probably order a shit ton of pizza and other shit and tip the guy like 100 dollars cause why not
If dubs you'll do it today
>>704307185
deep
>>704307192
posting here like the degen i am, probably drink a bunch later idk
>>704307239
)^:
>be me
>orphan, grew in a foster family, I am adopted.
>physically and sexually abused through the childhood
>they're alcoholics and fight a lot
>20 now, diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder, social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder
>I couldn't even do groceries due to severe anxiety
>I'm put on 6 different types of medication
>am I dead yet? am I a zombie ? Who am I...these pills are...are killing me
>I had 2 boyfriends(yes I'm a fag), I caught the first one with a hooker in his bed, the second one beat the shit out of me because ''he's the leader" then left me heartbroken
>I...I'm just looking for love,
>attempt suicide by overdosing
>gets hospitalized 3 days, I run out of hospital because I needed one month more
>under no medication right now, I'm anxiety free, patiently waiting it to return, I'm also in therapy.
>I'm thinking to start self-harming again
>this world is just not for me....
There's one advice I wish I knew before, anon.Be strong, FUCK other people, trust and love ONLY yourself so you won't get disappointed when others inevitably break your trust and focus on what you like.
Stay strong and don't do it OP.
>>704307283
Use ur money for funeral expenses instead of sticking your family with the tab like a selfish prick
>>704306334
can I have your stuff?
>>704307283
admit your love to a female before you kill yourself, because it's a win/win situation
she says no, you still die
she says yes, you'd still probably kill yourself
Op should smoke weed. It helps
>>704307283
Have you tried ketamine?
Do you have money?
If enough to come to europe, I will invite you to drugs and bed, no homo
>>704306830
ACTUALLY its YOU that is the slimey basement dweller
my way of thinking is that if i can't reach out and grab a girl I give them none of my attention, so that includes pornography
im the one getting laid and you're requesting "sauce" on a girl youve seen on the internet and then you're gonna jack off to it like a creep
>>704306765
Ok OP, here's how you do it: Don't jump in front of a train or off a bridge, you will only traumatize other people. I recommend death by hanging!
If you do it right it's only around 15 seconds until you black out and suffocate after 2 minutes. Be sure to buy a thick rope, something like 5 cm thick, natural fiber. Then, place the knot behind your left ear. That is where the artery supplying your brain runs.
Bonus points if you do it in free nature, since your body will be eaten by wild animals. Great gore for anyone who finds you.
Good luck!
>>704307442
my moms dead, brother died a few years ago because he had a heart transplant at 56 days old and stopped taking his anti rejection meds, dad doesnt talk to me, i dont have family
>>704307480
i dont have much stuff, you can have my chair tho, its nice
>>704307502
i do smoke pot
>>704307508
never tried ketamine, i have enough money to live a shitty NEET lifestyle, also never been to europe, sounds neat
>>704306467
Someone called "rose" something on insta. she's like 15
>>704306334
Hey OP. Would you give all your money to some lucky faggot on here, or do you plan on leaving it for your family?
Stream or fuck you.
>>704306334
>absurd 12 year old solution to a temporary problem
k
>>704306467
Edit: Rose.yume on insta
>>704307710
>>704307557
Lol. triggered? I didn't request sauce. Just making an observation. That girl is way too young for me. I'm a MILF guy.
>>704307571
are you fucking stupid
if you hang yourself properly you break your neck not suffocate
>>704307571
thanks
>>704307489
maybe lol
>>704307723
i have very little and itll go towards my funeral if someone cares
>>704307732
fuck me amirite
>>704307812
you are correct
>>704306334
Why are you so beautiful?
How will you do it?
>>704307981
t. indian male
>>704307881
depends on how high you jump, you can just suffocate to death by strangulation.
Pls i beg u. Ill give u 100,000 dollars. Dont do it.
>>704307893
i mean, if it's a situation you can't lose, then what's to worry about?
>>704307881
Well there are two ways of suicide by hanging: One is to jump down somewhere high and hope it breaks you neck. Often though, it doesn't. These people will end up being a vegetable. Not cool.
If you practice my method, you will lose consciousness from lack of oxygen and then suffocate without noticing.
>>704308060
hanging while drunk or jumping off of a highway, live in colorado so theres a lot of high places (lol)
>>704308096
ok
>>704308112
ok ill do it, why not right
>>704307981
fruits and veggies
>>704308096
Not op. But I won't kill myself for that much
>>704306991
Wow faggot, if you don't have the will to live you have a golden opportunity, no social stigma, no worrying about what strangers think. Don't off yourself in a normal way and be a boring fuck, go skydiving without a parachute naked, sing the entire moonman song in a ghetto, go and kickbox a grizzly. Do something crazy, carve your name into history with a rusty fucking spoon.
Make your death awesome.
>>704308093
>>704308167
yes indeed
>>704308259
I have 100k lined. Up. Im flying to colarado pls.
Hey fag! My buddy billy is really into weirdos like yourself. Hes 26, kinda chubby, crazy hairstyle to go with his full blown Schizophrenia...not kidding. Maybe you guys can hook up and LIVE a retarded life together!!!!
>>704308397
this
don't do it OP, just man the fuck up and you'll get through it... it does get better eventually
>>704308290
wish it was b8, its really not tho, idk what to say
>>704308322
ok realistically what should i do, less painful would be nice since im a bitch
>>704308371
ok
>>704308397
im just out of energy, it sounds nice but ive traveled, done cool shit, its just in my head, im a mess, trust me, ive tried
>>704308564
sounds nice
>>704306631
You haven't tried everything. Since you have a deathwish anyways try some new ways to force happiness like kidnapping, torture, rape, etc.
>>704308397
Nah man, I'm staying here jerkin my gherkin
>>704308612
not gonna make someones life worse to attempt to make mine better
>>704308612
Be sure to apply for asylum in Europe first, then you cannot be prosecuted.
DO IT.....
and also nudes?
>>704308609
I will be in denver.
>>704306334
8chsuicide net
Hey, OP, here's a faggot from Omegle's story. Maybe it'll make you feel a little better. Maybe not. I wouldn't know.
>>704306631
try drugs you fucking idiot
You pussy, you aren't going to do it. We all fucking know it. Tell us your full name, where you live, and fucking do it so we have proof cunt.
>>704306334
yo man don't kill yourself don't put your family and friends through that. I know shit seems pretty fucked but don't end your life. Get a gf or talk to someone don't listen to the internet.
>>704308609
Hang yourself from an over pass or a busy bridge so your body will be there for everyone to see, go to a subway station and lay down with your head over the tracks, use your imagination, make it spectacular. Make a Rube Goldberg machine of death for all I care. You only die once make it awesome.
>>704306334
WHy THE FUCK HAVE YIU NOT TRIED KETAMINE YOU STUPID FUCKER!!!!! IT WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING
Do you have a stream set up yet?
Hey OP before you go you should try some things that would normally ruin your public image, ask random bitches that you don't know to fuck randomly out in public.
>>704308609
One-time grill, because you live only once.
just seal your basement with a tape and fire up a grill. Absolutly painless.
Only cons is that u are going to look like that:
>>704308923
no phone i would sry
>>704308973
shitty hipster town the mall is cool tho
>>704308831
lol
>>704309109
i do drugs
>>704309125
i am, dont wanna give you my name tho, sryfamily you know
>>704309199
dont have much family that really knows about me, i waited till most of them were gone or didnt care about me to do it, dont worry
>>704309222
ill try, nice trips btw
>>704309310
idk where to get it, ive tried DMT tho
>>704309347
no
>>704309365
i will, other anon said i should
>>704306334
i want to fuck your asshole :)
>>704306334
Can you schedule it a day earlier?
>>704306334
drama queen
>>704309553
ill let you why not
>>704309564
wanted to spend one more day chillin on /b/
>>704309582
ur right
>>704309463
nigga K Is the next level. Post your phone number I'll call you right now lol
>>704309310
Not OP. I tried LSD, 2C-B, MDMA and loads of other shit before, but I'm kind of scared of the K-Hole. Have you experienced it? What's it like?
in da woods
>>704306334
DO IT ON STREAM FAGGOT WE WANNA WATCH IT
OP here
If someone get trips I wont kill myself
at ops home
>>704309875
I say it's the next level when it comes to fighting anxiaty and depression. I've had crippling anxiaty my entire life, tried K and went Howard Roark mode in a month. I cannot stress enough how much it helped me.
The trip itself is very surreal, I'm not sure if I would even call the experience a trip.
It's usually an out of body experience, not really like hallucinogenics. Like being strangely drunk and dreaming at the same time.
Honestly, you should ask jesus for help
>>704310005
not OP
>>704310036
why is she wearing a vive?
>>704310146
ive tried
>>704310036
nah its better to go outside than to stay in home on such a nice day
OP, if you are still here, drop me your telegram or set up some account on any social media so we can talk about it, I'm the eurofag
>>704306334
show your credit card?
by gun in ops bathroom
>>704310382
I like jumping better
>>704310634
I am so fucking unlucky that I would end up like this
>>704310548
It van be splatty
>>704311013
yeah it would but that wont be my problem anymore
>>704310218
op, try K.
You've tried everything else. Why not try and enjoy existence while you are here?
Has OP delivered and killed themselves yet?
LOL @ these white knighting faggots trying to talk OP out of cleaning up the gene pool just a little.
G8t b8t m8t
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JP42y28GTqc
>>704310143
Interesting. I've heard of other people using it against depression, there are even medical studies of that. Might give it a shot sometime. What do in case of horror trip? I heard you cannot really communicate to others and are basically trapped inside.
>>704312705
Yeah OPs friends and family should do that, not some fucks on the internet lol. Like anyone would listen to that.
>>704312705
negative.exe
WTF not dead yet..
Okay lets break it down for you..
Option one Death by bleeding, take a very hot bath and cut deep into the inside of your thigh bing bang boom your out in 30 seconds.
Option two Death by hanging, tie a hangmans knot put it round your neck and UNDER YOUR CHIN and take a little jump.. snap lights out
Option three Death by drowning, row your ass out to sea and then pop the fucking boat try and swim back you might make it...
>>704308167
>your method
You act like you are experienced in hanging yourself. Fuck off.
A proper hanging will snap your neck and kill you instantly
if dubs you go on a rampage on a local school instead
>>704310782
I'm guessing this was just an accident. Who just puts their legs on the tracks in a suicide attempt?
>>704314354
Why kill innocent people? Why not go kill a bunch of ghetto nigger thugs or muslims. Improve society a little.
>>704314590
because of the media outrage. nobody cares about some dead niggs or terrorists.
>>704313648
You should join OP.
>>704306334
dont kill your self, get a job where you can kill other people
>>704306421
Did you try the Wim Hoff method, it's known to fix hormone levels (Which cause depressions)
>>704314354
Like I posted in another thread, do what Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold did and off yourself after it's over
>>704314906
you seem a little mad friendo :)
Why not suck daddys cock and chill?
>>704306334
Pic related?
>>704306334
U live in Colorado w/ LEGAL WEED which is great for battling depression... Have you even tried it? It helped buddy of mine with PTSD!
newfags help him!!!
OP
Are you serious?
Cause I'll offer you some CP for a final fap if you send me a pizza.
>>704316265
Now we're talking. Offer up some of that CP and a pizza is a comin
Not hearing any really fucked up reasons for wanting to die. Most people who go through with it never tell anyone. Usually don't wan to talk about it. You sound open to change. Just need something more drastic as far as change. You sound bored to death.
>>704315511
sure
>>704315843
i smoke pot it makes me feel calm for a bit but
>>704315995
oh
>>704316265
fbi gtfo
>>704306334
real talk though, why? is pain really that unbearable?
>>704316425
>>704316506
I'm trying to figure out how to properly post some as proof, without getting banned up.
>>704316623
ya it is, ive tried but its just too hard
>>704316437
i am bored to death, and i have put myself out there, nothings interesting
>>704306334
always too late
>>704306334
Do you have a terminal illness, has everyone you love and care about just died, or are you just a pussy?
>>704315017
how
>>704316888
nice trips, my mom died when i was 18, brother died 2 years ago from not taking his heart rejection meds, dad doesnt talk to me, dont have grandparents, i dont have terminal illnesses but i have clinical depression, anxiety, fucked up migraines (had to go to the hospital many times because of it, had strokes due to them, suck ass)
>>704306631
Smoke weed faggot jeez
>>704317151
i do
>>704316721
Well just post a pic of your 18 year old ex, the one you always talk about.
>>704316751
Maybe it's just been a bad venue. All this Online shite. Get a pet, OP. Something to distract you more. Distraction can help when all you have is mirrors, so to speak. Going to have to make the changes you need, main.
>>704317092
I'd classify that as a gray area. Your life sounds adequately miserable for you to be legitimately considering this but still seems like it has potential to turn around, if only because you are so young. So while I am lead to believe you shouldn't follow through with it I don't think you're a 100% pussy for contemplating doing so.
>>704317363
ive tried to make changes, i really have, i dont just sit in my room feeling sorry for myself, doctors dont know what the fuck to do,
>>704317410
i would instantly try to turn it around if i knew what the fuck would make me happy, ive tried everything, but nothing makes me happy besides smoking and drinking, and even then its eh, i just feel so hopeless and alone
>>704317659
Lift
>>704317925
i did
>>704317659
Hey, cheer up!, at least now you know it's all going to be over tomorrow.
>>704317925
This. Do it every day and for real, and you'll feel like a fucking king. Especially when you actually look like a greek god.
>>704317993
So why don't you keep doing it?
>>704306334
Will you post the webm when you are done?
>>704306334
pls dont do it
>>704317659
I've dealt with depression myself, certainly nothing as bad you. Most depression is a result of shitty life circumstances that get pathologized as a brain disease, but yours does sound like it may at least be partially neurological. In which case the only remedy is a two-pronged attack of responsible medication/therapy and changing up your life as much as possible. I'm sure you've heard it all before, but exercise, (new) routines, improving your relationships, etc are all avenues for trying to improve your life situation.
I'm well aware that you can't just prescribe or advise someone into a better life. A lot the depression and anxiety people feel today about their lives is completely justified. What it isn't is productive. Feeling anxious and depressed about how shitty the world is and how shitty things are for people isn't going to correct those shitty conditions, unfortunately.
But life is nothing but constant motion and change. It always has the potential to get better as much as it has the potential to get worse. Some of this, if not all or even most of it, is up to us and how we deal with it. That much of life is worth attempting in my opinion.
So I hope you don't actually kill yourself but it is ultimately your decision.
>>704306334
quitter fag
Can I have your stuff?
>>704316751
Yeah, trust me, if you want out sure fine. But, if you have any reason, any at all... go a little bit further... travel, sell everything you have and just go. cut call your strings and just live another life, a different life.
Why you may ask? because if you don't know the meaning of life... then why make a decisions to end it when you don't have all the answers.. .you could be wrong, you could make a mistake.
>>704318109
starting feeling really physically ill, lifting would give me migraines and shit
>>704318386
sry
>>704318812
you are correct
>>704318867
you are also correct
>>704319039
gave my chair to a guy above, you can have my computer
>>704318012
:)
stream it
Do you have any family/close freinds?
>>704319310
thx m8
>>704319454
nope
>>704306334
Before you kill youself experiment with all types of drugs first then kill yourself.. so u dont miss out
if you have nothing to live for why not try herion? then you can live for herion
>>704319902
ive done heroin before
>>704319632
DMT was the biggest drug ive taken, cant imagine anything would top it
>>704306631
You live in Colorado, smoke some weed.
>>704306334
Can I have sauce on hot gril pls
>>704306334
since your gonna kill yourself whats your name?
Way too permanent of a solution
Please just give it more time, your still so young, you can turn things around.
You need to dedicate your time to something you feel is worthwile. Maybe do some volunteering. Helping others who need it. I dont know.
>>704320016
Are you willing to try not smoking weed for a month? I'm not some str8 edge just say no fag but it does worsen depression for some people. If you are committed to being one of the million people who commits suicide every year whatever, odds are pretty good I don't know you. If you want to feel better try laying off the weed. If it doesn't help you'll only be a month older, eternity won't care.
>>704321148
lmao fucking blow it out your ass faggot
an hero on cam
>>704306334
Stop procrastinating anon do it nao
>>704319045
this
A Permanent Solution to a Temporary Problem.
Atleast post some nudes before you do
>>704306334
sure you do
OP, eurofag here, still waiting for you to drop me your telegram, I wanted to try ketamine for the same reason
>>704306334
Good luck
>>704307123
Because unlike loved ones, some of us are interested in it actually happening since we don't have any ties with an hero.
Who do you hate the most.
Can i get your possesions ?
Pls hear me...u will die anyways...try to live your live and go on,u arent alone,trust me
>>704311013
geez.. good thing that guy pointed out what i'm supposed to look at.. might have missed it otherwise.
>>704323749
>trust me
STRANGER DANGER
>>704306334
Why not right now? DO EET WEEK MINDED FAGGOT!
Can you send some of you to Germany? I´m very hungry.
What are you gonna do today, besides shitpost on /b/ that is? I would definitely be out on a charter boat fishing for marlin and eating a good dinner after. Might as well spend that money. It can't do anything for you when you're dead.
>>704306735
Try to make it to 25, your hormones start leveling out then. Do one positive thing each day to better yourself, things will get better.
>>704306334
Hey man, I've been in major depression for a long time, 27, male. I have a wife and a good family, but my childhood was god aweful and cripples me for life. Mom won custody and left me on the streets and drank herself to death, literally, add rape and extreme neglect on top of shitty ass social school shit. I get through this hell hole one day at a time. If you want to kill yourself, fine. Just remember there are people that have the same feelings as you. I often go on walks to convince myself to not kill myself. Shit sucks. Enjoy your day while you can.
