Feels thread /b/ros . Also share you current problems
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread /b/ros .
Also share you current problems
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
>>704041673
kill yourself
>>704041718
Why? I'll probably get another one tomorrow if not then the day after.
>>704042229
kek
this will be worth the read but its long as fuck
>>704042229
hate to be that guy
but that's not what they're protesting
they're protesting cops killing blacks disproportionately
they're still being retards
but it's over something real
>>704042231
pls leave this thread T_T
>>704042707
That would be good for a cringe thread
>>704042777
God damn, ouch.
Realizing that every failed relationship I've had has been for the same reason so I'm better off accepting I'll die alone and unwanted
>>704041500
>be me
>orphan, grew in a foster family, I am adopted.
>physically and sexually abused through the childhood
>they're alcoholics and fight a lot
>20 now, diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder, social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder
>I couldn't even do groceries due to severe anxiety
>I'm put on 6 different types of medication
>am I dead yet? am I a zombie ? Who am I...these pills are...are killing me
>I had 2 boyfriends(yes I'm a fag), I caught the first one with a hooker in his bed, the second one beat the shit out of me because ''he's the leader" then left me heartbroken
>I...I'm just looking for love,
>attempt suicide by overdosing
>gets hospitalized 3 days, I run out of hospital because I needed one month more
>under no medication right now, I'm anxiety free, patiently waiting it to return, I'm also in therapy.
>I'm thinking to start self-harming again
>this world is just not for me....
>>704042646
If niggers stopped behaving like niggers that wouldn't be happening. All they have to do is literally stop acting like animals and they'll stop getting put down like animals.
>>704043013
be glad you had one
Got rejected by this girl who has a boyfriend. They've been together for 5 years but I know I'm so much better. It's a shame she doesn't see that. She told me a bunch of times to stop flirting with her and she's not interested but I know she's saying that just because she has a boyfriend. I've met so many girls in relationships who always use the excuse "I'm in a relationship" but it's such bullshit. Pic SHE took of me one night all of us were out
>>704042771
Nigga this is a feels thread and i contributed a feel so fuck off.
worth reading if you don't know it
> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWGs
>I broke up with him.
>He told his coworker he wanted me to stop sleeping the same bedroom as him, never told me. He could have told me and it would have made sense to me, I would have gone with it.
>He told her I'm whoring myself out, which he said because I'm having sex with someone else, then complained to me that I haven't fucked him in too long.
What the fuck is the logic here? Does he want me in bed with him or not? How am I a whore just because I'm having sex with someone who isn't him? Why would he not want me in bed with him but want to fuck me?
>>704043080
Find a hobby and put time into it , it will take you mind of it. Good luck ! And dont self harm.
>>704043013
Sucks that happened, but at least you know the happiness when it comes to having a relationship (and the hurt of ending one)
>>704043134
fucking idiot. it's retards like you that get constantly knocked the fuck out.
>>704042646
How about we actually look at that graph. You want to talk about disproportions, how about the rates at which blacks murder compared to other races? Or crime in general, in particular violent crime. Especially when considering how much (or rather, how little) of the population they make up.
But I guess it is white folk fault.
>friends with girl since 3rd grade
>best friends by 5th grade
>she had moved in down the street from me in elementary school
>Had most of our classes together in middle school
>always ate lunch together
>went home together every day and did our homework together
>we almost always ate dinner together at one of our houses
>our families inevitably got really close because of this
>by the 8th grade hormones happened and I didn't look at her like she was just my friend anymore
>skinny, got picked on, no balls so I said nothing
>in the winter we went with her family up to the mountains to ski on saturdays (we live in colorado)
>for the first 20 minutes the car was always freezing
>it also seemed colder because we woke up early and the sun hadn't rose yet
>we would always cuddle under a blanket
>I remember listening to her breathe softly, pressed up against me as we both fell back asleep
>those car rides always felt so warm, however cold it may have gotten outside
>always had a great time skiing, nothing that really stuck out other than she would always hug me when the wind picked up on the ski lift
>we would always go somewhere after, wasn’t always the same place but it was always something great
>a lot of times we went to get food and watch a game or something
>>704043433
>dubs speak the truth
Thanks, anon, but I tried so many hobbies but I just couldn't feel any joy in them
>>704042771
fucking nigger
>>704042231
Yeah me too but i dont come here to write here
>>704043382
Follow-up:
>Told him I'll leave the bedroom since that's what he wants
>Told him I'll move out since it bothers him that I'm having sex with someone else
>He told me he wants me to keep living with him and doesn't want me to move out of the bedroom
I don't understand.
>>704043588
Its OP here actually.
Dubs again
Have you tried a sport or an instrument . I spend many hours practising the drums and i just zone out and it feels fucking good.
>>704043118
>>704043436
It sucks more knowing I can never have another relationship because it'll end the same. It's torture to have felt happiness and know that it's not meant for me
>>704043798
I have tried violin, I enjoyed the fuck out of it but then, out of nowhere, it all gone.
>>704043954
why not?
Every day feels the same, I'm neither sad nor happy. I'm concerned about the course I'm attending because it's supposed to be hard. I don't trust that my friends actually like me. I suspect that most people don't like me but are hiding it. I don't enjoy stuff I'd normally find enjoyable. I hurt my leg so I can't run.
also
tfwnogf
>>704043975
Pick it up again , its good you already know the basics. You just gotts find something.
>>704042961
why does this depress me so much
>>704044164
Fuck the people who you think arent your friends. Find something that brings you joy. Hit the gym , get buff . Get girls.
This might just be complete nonsense, rambling but I'll just put down how I feel when it comes to stuff
I have such a low view of myself, but I know I shouldn't. I have friends and family that care about me but I made sure that everyone only knows me on a surface level. I'm terrible when it comes to opening up, while I have had some friends told me some personal stuff. I hate myself for being like that because then I become unable to convey any true emotions.
>>704044444
QUINTS OF TRUTH
>>704042707
what a faggot ...
>>704044444
OP here
Holy shit , my first quints.
They speak the truth
>>704044164
Dude go get a girl its not that hard. Most college bitches will throw themselves at you if you're not a blatant faggot.
>>704044702
>>704043080
People like you really need to get in touch with their artistic side. The art you would make could be legendary.
>>704043664
God what a fatty.
Yeah, I am worried about your health. I'm worried about your health because fatasses are costing the country 147 to 210 BILLION dollars a year. The most amount of any health issue. You're not going to die a day earlier if you're obese. You're going to die a decade earlier. Which doesn't bother me, because you'll stop costing so much money in motor scooters, medications, and special accommodations everywhere.
Not to mention obese people are unattractive, and walking around with ugly people all over the place sucks.
>>704044852
To be honest I have a musical ear, I like to compose, sing(even though I don't have the voice to), I'd love if I could paint, I'd paint all day long madness paintings.
>>704043719
you are manipulative and should die soon.
>>704043514
>sometimes we would go tubing/sledding after 8th grade year.
>sometimes we would just go somewhere with a spectacular view, I remember one view very well for a special reason. But, we’ll get to that later
>by the time we drove back down it was always nighttime
>her and I usually just cuddled and stared out the window and listened to music, or fell asleep together
>high school started, I was still skinny and awkward, but she was pretty and social and popular
>we have several classes together, she’s still my best friend
>people make a few comments about it, but I don’t catch hell or anything
>her popular friends repeatedly question why she even talk to me
>she always just tells them that we’re best friends and they should shut up
>still always went home, did homework together
>ski season started back up
>back to the good ol days
cont?
>>704043719
Just leave, that fag is playing games with you, leave and keep doing you.
>>704045194
Just get paper , paint and make whatever you can. Whatever you feel like. You will develope your own style.
>>704045194
Start painting, get a singing coach, learn some instruments you don't know. I have some shitty emotional illnesses as well and music is my only escaped if I didn't get my hour a day with my guitars, I'd probably blow my head off. Seriously.
>>704043044
Ivan Grozniy kills his son in anger and regrets instantly ... nice reminder ... also the feels.
>>704045275
Cont
>>704045275
Cont.
>>704044494
A thing I also hate about talking about any problems I have is that I feel like the other person is going through their own shot and doesn't need to hear from me. I realize I ain't no special snowflake that deserves to be supported by anyone. And when it comes to helping out others with emotional problems, I just turn into the clown. A clown that is always there for you. And as someone else has said before, "once the people has seen the clown's façad break then that person just becomes some other guy" I put up the image of the happy guy of the group of peers, and I don't ever want anyone to know that I have evered experience pain.
>>704043134
So because she took a pic of a spaz looking like a spaz that's your cue that she wants to dump her boyfriend to fuck said spaz?
You sound like a douche, so if anything you're just as much of a douche as he is.
>>704045702
this
>>704042777
trips of feels
I've got a story about how I lost three of my best friends separately over the course of a year if anyone's interested.
I used to spend most of my time in feels threads just like this.
There is something about that sadness and lonelyness that is so addicting.
After I started taking antidepresants that sadness is gone, but for what?
Sadness was the only emotion I could actually feel and experience, now I feel nothing.
This sounds stupid but I wanna be sad again, it's much better than being this empty and feeling nothing
i just
>>704043080
>yes I'm a fag
if you're a tranny, go kys and do it right this time. if not, keep keeping on, anon
OP here , gotta go. Hope I helped some people out.
>>704046131
I said I'm a faggot, not a tranny.
What's up with all the tranny hate, tho ?
>>704045194
take your pick
>>704043569
but i lost
Fucking hug box safe zone thread, man up you fucking virgins. What girl wants a guy who cries on the internet? These threads are pathetic you little Emo pussies
>>704043134
I fucking hate people like you.
>>704046119
Sadness and depression has such a fuller and heavier feeling than other emotions. Once you get out of it, you feels so little that you kind of, or do, want to go back.
I'm a pretty decent looking looser who refuses to get seriously involved with anyone because my life fucking sucks and I come with an insane amount of baggage. I don't want to drag anyone into my shit. No one deserves it. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because of my 3 year old daughter. I'm all she has. Her mother abandoned us a year and a half ago. Her mom got addicted to heroin about a year after our daughter was born. She's on thebstreets. I hear rumors about her sometimes. The most current one is that she recently had a son with her junkie boyfriend. My life is fucking shitty. Also I'm poor as fuck.
>>704046298
Guys who demand others refer to them as girls. Fucking worthless faggots.
>>704045702
This is me.
>>704046689
What if during depression you feel mostly emptiness, it wouldn't be much of a change to get out of it and feel empty still.
>>704046298
I bet you like this faggoot
I don't know how to make friends
I think I'm in love with a girl I'll never be with, /b/. I've cared about her for years now, and every time I see her my heart breaks a little bit. Every night I look at a picture of her, just to remind me why to keep going and then I lay there in bed for a while. I think about her constantly, and have conversations with her in my head as if she could actually hear me.
I'm so lonely guys. It's been hitting me hard lately.
>>704046822
No, my type of men are normal and natural men.
>>704042707
I would literally have more respect for a fat nigger stealing every penny I ever made while raping a 6 year old white girl than I would ever have for this utter filth. I have never seen someone who is deserving of not one iota of respect.
This fucking faggot is literally a waste of fucking oxygen and I am literally ashamed that we as a society suffer this man to live instead of lynching him and stringing him up by his throat from the nearest tree.
This fucking shithole country...
>>704041500
>>704043358
fuck ... David Higgs ... R.I.P. ...
Been sad for a while now... :|
>>704042229
>>704043382
Maybe he just doesn't want you to fuck someone else?
>>704042300
>had lots of friends in 7th grade
>was funny, knew how to make people laugh
>time passed
>became sad for no reason
>just stopped being funny one day
>now have acquaintances who i barely talk to
life sucks
>>704042777
Literally me when some girl in Year 10 of Secondary School said to me "Oh Anon you used to be so handsome what happened"
>>704047826
oh shit didnt mean to reply to that
>>704045280
I want this to be real so bad. Please tell me there's more of this glorious tale.
>asked crush Out
>'i thought we were friends anon'
>Feels badman
>Cries in corner
>>704041500
my wife just gave birth to this baby. we are both white.
>>704047998
wut?
>>704046398
how to draw cats please?
>>704048073
feels bad.
>>704042400
![2016-03-03-that-awkward-moment[1].gif](https://i.imgur.com/yI8sReb.gif "2016-03-03-that-awkward-moment[1].gif")
IS THERE more of this COMING?!
>>704041500
For once in m life i actually feel good. I dont have any real worries except for money problems, but money is only money. My life has turned around for the better of it.
>>704045849
Just continuing my spew
I was about 14 years old and it was the weekend. I rarely played with my dog when I turned 11, but that weekend I said fuck it and took him for a walk to the local park. At that time I was real into rollerblading so I put on the blades and let it rip. My dog, a shar pei, was real happy to go out (I rarely took him out cause he would go wild and be hard to handle) we spend the whole day their and when it started getting dark, I headed back home. My dog seemed excited and wanted to continue playing but I was a lazy fuck and told him I'll play a bit more tomorrow. I got ready for bed and my dad took my dog out to sleep. I closed my door since it's right next to the living room, and my dad liked to stay up late watching horror movies. Later that night, I woke up to something falling from a table and the heard someone leaning on my door, being too tired I just went back to bed. The next day I my mom woke me up and told me that my dog was dead. He died sleeping by my door
>>704048201
want some money? i have too much.
>>704048279
Nah, my mom always told me not to accept money from strangers.
>>704043080
Have you tried smoking weed? If this gives you anxiety you can also try cbd by itself. Seriously helped me a lot. Also you definitely need to talk shit out, a therapist is a good idea but anyone you can trust that's willing to listen is good. Congratulations on getting this far, anon. You're stronger than most.
>>704045189
You have to be fucking joking. Please, sauce.
>>704047712
this gave me the chills, fuck
I miss her guys... really do..
>>704045230
Yeah, I'm manipulative for trying to give him what he wants. Sure.
>>704048279
If this is true, youre a good person anon.
Im not him, but i realized even though Im always nearly broke due to bills and taxes, I also always give. If I have extra, i give. Dont know why, i just do.
>>704048479
I get that sometimes to
>>704042631
>>704044164
This is actually exactly how I feel.
>>704046131
Kek
>>704042777
>>704048111
https://mega.nz/#!c8YDBaIS
also, https://mega.nz/#!dtpxjKJQ
>>704043013
>>704048837
decryption key?
>>704043080
>>704043134
Nice pictures fuck face
Fuck people like you. I've dealt with people like you before who can't take no for an answer and can't respect somebody's relationship
Always the whiney fuck holes that complain like this. Find a single girl and take a hint faggot
facebook /kingdavid562
>>704043664
The story of a fat bitch justifying her binge eating with a century old arguments. Move along folks nothing to see here
>>704048279
I'm 120,000 in student loan debt and I didn't even fuckin graduate. I could use some anon lol
>>704046107
I'm interested. I need some feels tonight.
>>704049004
Sorry, never used mega
!y_g9q9zkHbfoKLgJU35rZYCDU_7Zv_g7VpRNfsko7TI for the first,
!jZ7LzzC_meudEv7cfwQl-PbGjXjfQwq4w0P2fSKnG8I for the second? I hope
>>704049136
how the fuck does that happen?
>>704042646
How dare you say something accurate! I use the word nigger in my argument and I'm therefore superior
>>704049186
works. thx
Bump for the feels
>>704045275
typ faster anon
>>704049355
>>704049427
Aw man. ):
I met a girl at a bros party last weekend a d we're going out this weekend. Haven't felt this happy in a while.
>>704049136
ouch. i have a friend in the same situation. 75k
>>704049292
I moved out of state for a relationship and started going to school. I ended up in school longer than I should have because I was working 2 jobs and going to school full time trying to make shit happen and was a major failure at it. I was fresh out of high school and didn't understand or give a fuck about anything and they just kept handing me money for school so I kept taking it because I was practically a teenager and didn't really care. I was suicidal for a long time and honestly expected to be dead before 25 for a very long time. Now I'm 30 and in debt forever. I work hard and pay all my own bills any everything but my credit is destroyed for life and I'll never be out of debt, and it's all my fault really. It definitely makes me feel like a piece of shit human.
>>704049427
aw shit. hes going to eat that dog.
>>704049427
What breed of dog is that?
>>704043080
>grew in a foster family
Are you an orphan or a sexually transmitted infection?
>>704042609
wow...
>>704041500
Well, it feels shit when your boyfriend would rather ditch you, so he can play games with his friends.
>>704050235
Fuck you Susan I told you I'd take you out on Friday night
>>704044800
>tebow
Bad example
>>704042609
ha. dark style.
>>704045189
>>704045275
cont pls
>>704049932
Over there they call it "lunch".
>>704049825
>I was suicidal for a long time and honestly expected to be dead before 25 for a very long time
I was very similar when I was younger, but I'm still in my mid 20s. I also wouldn't consider myself depressed anymore, I've self-medicated with psychedelics pretty successfully and am now completing my masters degree. I just browse these threads every few months or so, I don't know exactly why.
I suppose I managed to embrace emotions whether it be happy, sad or whatever, they're all powerful and worth experiencing.
Did you ever consider just leaving the country and starting something new elsewhere? I've heard of people with heavy debt in the US doing something like that..
>>704049932
That's definitely a male individuum of the breed "doggo"
>>704042609
The resolution is shit.
>>704042646
>>704049325
Same fag
my current problem:
>24yo virginfag
>in ldr with girl for 6 months
>she has mental issues
In first few months everything was ok. She was kinky and horny af but now she is in full scale depression. Her pessimism is killing me slowly from inside. On the top of that she is dodging my every atempt to see her in person. I really don't know for how long i can handle this.
>>704050909
it's not. looks good on my screen.
TLDRIDR: guy likes some chick that's into butterflies, guy thinks fireflies s are butterflies.
>>704051164
break her fucking heart
>>704051164
End the relationship. It's not doing you any good. She's just draging you down.
>>704043358
>Listen to Clam Casino atleast three times a day
>Im not lucky enough to get a gf so might as well
>Read the David Higgs story every night to look at the bright side of being lonely
>Still doesnt work
>Cry myself to sleep
go fuck her.
>>704049017
i have been trying again tomorrow for too long
>>704051281
last time someone did it she attempted to kill herself
>>704050762
My mom consigned on about 20,000 dollars of it. Once I have that paid off, I plan on being of f the grid entirely.
>>704051462
well that's not your problem. If she's that mentally unstable then maybe she's better off
this one fucking gets me
>>704051462
If someone is suicidal it's not because you broke up with them, they are fucked up to begin with and you can't let it destroy your life too.
any other anons with daddy issues?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A22qZhQAwTE
>>704051462
An attempt to kill oneself is in most cases a cry for attention. That doesn't sound nice, but it is how it is. Humans are intelligent enough, that they'e aware they could fail in their attempt, and they'd also be smart enough to use a method that won't fail, if they're actually serious about it and not swimming in self-pity. That's my opinion on the matter - I'm not stating it in a spiteful way, but I think anyone who's confronted with such a situation should know about this. Don't become the victim of a pity-party, you're not doing her a favor, nor do you do yourself a favor, you're making things worse, if anything at all.
>>704051164
> long distance relationship
lol
>>704051835
noose at head height while seated.
>>704052171
You can hang yourself slouching or laying down if you're really determined. People in prison do it.
But I like how you thought of that. Feels
>>704042609
Man. I literally cried. This is the first time a story ever made me cry.
>>704043358
That was worth the reading
>>704052171
>>704052332
No, the noose is clearly in the FOREGROUND you faggots!
>what is a room?
>>704045275
Why would you stop?
>>704041673
Nicee
>>704052119
Ya 99% of the time this is definitely true. When I was in college a girl did try killing herself by jumping off a 5 story building. Unfortunately for her that's not enough when you go feet first. There have also been people shoot themselves in the head and didn't die. But usually "attempted" suicide is a cry for help, if you mean it you do it like you mean it.
Does anyone have that post of anon accepting being the joke/clown knowing he cant change?
>>704045630
lucky fuck
I want a gf like that
>>704051835
>>704052171
>>704052332
>>704045891
Zuckerberg would ban the shit outta that baby
>>704041500
My friend won't say more than a few words to me atm. I guess I suck.
>>704048491
I really love this comic
Reminds me of a dead depressed version of the duck from Dont Hug Me Im Scared
>>704052574
look at the shadow. its right above of his head.
>>704052753
she tried to overdose on some pills, twice
>>704053354
Fuck, yeah, you're right, sorry.
>>704044444
First time seeing Quints.
I can die happy now.
On my way to create an assisted suicide thread.
Best thread in a long time. I'm kinda depressed these days, and, surprisingly, these stories made me fell good. Thanks /b/
>>704042777
Fuck.
>>704043803
Even better because today IS September 15th
>>704053903
good man.
>>704051164
There's a reason she doesn't want to meet you. If she's never cammed with you, she's either been using fake pictures/is a guy or myspace angles (aka she's fat and ugly and has a nasty diseased pussy).
Ditch her and look for someone local. Local distance relationships work 0.5% of the time.
>>704042609
does anyone know what the vocaroo was?
my gf left me today
i feel like shit
>>704054795
she did it for a reason you faggot
Have you guys ever wanted to swap with someone who died before his/her time only because they deserved to live much more than you did.
I think about that shit every day and it makes me truly realise how cruel life is, as soon as something is firmly cupped in your hands it can easily slip away.
But oh well life goes on
>>704041500
my girlfriend which i have strong feelings for behaves like a cunt and goes partying with some old artsy fucktards because i accepted a friend request from my ex on kikebook.
>>704054926
"But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?"
-Mark Twain
>>704054901
i know
but i never cheated on her in three years, i changed everything in my life to be with her and now i don't have anything
>>704048193
U TELL ME
>>704043569
Keked hard
>>704044164
I am in a similar situation.. I'm only worsening the situation because I cope with shrooms and acid.. wat do anons
>>704055278
you'll be fine dude. it will hurt for a while. best thing to do is get a new girl.
>>704042609
guess today im crying early. getting drunk like he did. sleep well guys. just let me tell you people: i love you. i dont know you but i know i love you! sleep well anons and dont you dare not being on the next of these threads because you gave in to the voices in your heads!
>>704054962
ooh, that's lovely. look how close that bed it to the window, same height and all - that's cool. I'd love to have that.
>>704055278
maybe u shuld stop being such a beta cuck
>>704054795
I know how you feel man. Shit sucks
>>704047826
I got the opposite in high school from some half-retarded cheerleader when I started to become more social.
"Anon you used to be ugly what happened?"
What a compliment.
>>704055169
New fav quote
thanks Anon
>>704043080
Fake.
As.
Shit.
Christ, fucking stutter typing ruins the illusion. Kill yourself.
>>704056029
"and you used to not be a fucking skank"
i feel empty
I've failed literally everything i tried during the last 2-3 years, friendships, uni, relationships, I've even lost my family's empathy and support
I don't know /b/ I'm not one of you here that 'never grab their chances hurr I'm 2pussy to send her msg' I really fight for something I want its just that everything eventually ends up miserably
wat do
>>704043569
Dumb & Dumber
>>704045792
fuck
>used to bang 3 chicks
>all same time about
>the man
>friends
>job move to diff state
>no girls, 1 friend
>no longer the man
Pic related, one of the girls
>>704054962
I thought no one else thought about that. But yeah... you're not the only one.
>>704056186
That phase of her life didn't last long. The "Ben fucked her with a hairbrush" rumor started in 5th grade".
>>704056375
1 friend isn't too bad man. post more of her and i'll be your second friend.
>>704056035
No problem man, any good act big or small always makes the world a little better than it was before.
Current issue:
Have gf (ish). She has issues. Not regular tumblr inspired bullshit, more like "raised in abusive meth riddled household" issues. Body dysmorphic and selective mutism. But I care for her, I really do. Just scared that it might never be possible for us to have a conversation, or do normal couple stuff. Do I bet and stick it out or fold and hope I meet someone else?
>>704056567
1 friend works. 25 now. Weird age. No girls. Might an hero soon
>>704055072
Why would you do that if you have a girlfriend?
>>704056728
Life is too short to fuck yourself like that.
Run fast. Or just kill yourself.
>>704056772
25. you're just getting started.
>>704056786
It's a fucking social media site you cunt. Your Girl is clearly a fucking halfbrain
>>704056728
Stick it out, the whole point of a relationship is to support each other in times of need. Every good act is always repaid in kind
>>704056728
actually
you're probably the only thng keeping her alive
>>704056772
also, try not looking at porn for a while. If i'm not getting laid for a while it makes me depressed.
>>704057069
Still, why would you do that? It's easy to decline if your girl minds it. Unless you really miss your ex or something. I wouldn't like it if my boyfriend did that, so...
>>704057199
Longest streak of my life, since I got laid at 16.
>visits backpages next weekend
>>704057362
enjoy prison.
Who's the person in OP's pic
I lost my 750$ phone in the river today, the strong stream took it away and it went into a pipe underground. Is anyone selling a gun and one bullet?
>>704042707
i'd sex hm
>>704057708
cry me a river.
>>704043224
>>704057187
But are these issues that can be resolved? Or is she cursed to spend the rest of her life mute and afraid to show her face?
That's the only thing holding me back
Hi /b/,
Just need to get this off my chest...
I've been feeling really sad (depressed?) for a fucking while now... (about a year or something?)
Now last year, around this time, I was feeling like I was done, I had nothing left to do here except dying.
So one time, I had been hanging out with some friends, but I wasn't really in the mood, so I left early.
It was 11 at night and I decided to take the scenic route home...
Just did a couple of extra blocks as opposed to a single long road (which is the shortest route between my house and the place where we were hanging out).
I passed a church on the way home and decided I'd stop there for a bit, think about things.
Per definition, I'm a christian, but really, I'm one of those I'm-a-christian-but-I-con't-really-care kinda guys.
So I was sitting down on the curb at the churches' parking lot, and all of a sudden, out of a bush came a little hedgehog.
Just this little cute fucking hedgehog, it walked past me and crawled back into some bush.
Don't ask me why, I also think it sounds ridiculous, but I really had the feeling that that was just god telling me 'Hang in there bro, I know you're having a hard time now, but just hang in there, I've got some great stuff coming for you'
A week later, uni started and I met someone...
A girl, we met on the very first day of class, before my first uni-class ever...
She was amazing, like, THE single most amazing person I've ever met in my entire life...
We hung out every day, we met up at our first class and separated at the last.
This was it, the little fucking hedgehog, she is the little fucking hedgehog, telling me to hang in there...
>feels.jpg
>cont
Ok guys, a little green text
>be last week
>go on vacation with brother and sister in law
>sister in law and I get along very well, better than me and any of my other siblings (I have 5 siblings)
>go to Barcelona which is last leg of trip
>brother goes to bed, SIL and I want to drink
>we grt hammered
>go back to the apartment
>watch movie, she rests her head on my shoulder
>I hold her hand, she doesn't say anything
>I rub her leg
>We make out
>we talk for a little bit, I find out she's infatuated with me and I am with her too
>next day
>we get drunk again, brother goes to bed
>we go to beach at 4 in the morning
>hold hands the entire time and make out
>watch the sunrise together
>Come home from Europe and we talk all the time now despite loving a few hours away
What the fuck do I do. I don't want to say I'm in love, because it feels too early, but we're fucking obsessed with each other. It came out of fucking nowhere and feels incredibly surreal
> cont from
>>704058160
After a few days I find out she lives in my town, we apparently take the same train to school every day.
Now we're seeing eachother even more, usually about 11h per day, we get on the train together around 7 in the morning and I get off one stop before her, at 6 in the evening.
We get along great, everything is awesome, she's kinda nerdy, really cute, and just a blast to hang out with.
Then summer holidays hit, I'm pretty busy the first month, so we don't get too many chances to see eachother (The only time we met up was to build my gaymen pc, she had helped a few other people before, so I asked her for help).
Second month comes around, haven't seen her in quite a while, try to meet up, she always says "she's too busy", "no time..."
Right after I met her, my depression got a bit better for a few weeks, after that it just kinda went back to normal.
I make a deal with myself, as long as she is a part of my life, I'm not killing myself, because I don't want her to feel sad.
I spent christmas day crying, alone in my room trying to study but not getting shit done, cuz tears 'n shit
Depression hitting me pretty fucking bad, stays like this for the rest of the year.
She has no idea, thinks I'm a normal happy dude...
Summer holidays roll around, my cousin gets taken in into some institution for being depressed and thinking suicidal stuffs.
Feeling guilty as fuck because, looking back, I should've known...
Don't see uni-friend for a few weeks, start feeling lonely
can't meet up
>Loneliness_intensifies.jpg
>>704058043
no, once something happened as a kid it's with you forever, how minor or severe
BUT there's no reason to say it won't get better with (your) support and therapy
>got thrown out of my parents house years ago
>couch surf for a few years and go through college and working all the time for school
>meet gril in college, Gina
>she seen me get ready in the morning one day before class (got dirty clothes in trashbag etc)
>wound up becoming partners in advertising class
>we become friends
>tells me room mate is leaving and needs help paying the apartment in her name
>tell her I can only afford 5 to 600 because Im trapped in vicious cycle of revolving credit while being poor
>says ok and I move in to her house
>supports me in every way possible mentally and around the house like sometimes shooting me some leftovers or even asking if I am hungry when shes hungry and she cooked shit
>I start doing good in life and having confidence and shit
>after college she tells me she wants to move in like 6 months
>says her mom got real real sick and is gonna die
>she says shes proud of me and how far I have come and achieved and she has and will always love me but shes just not fully super ready to commit to a relationship and just sort of wanted to travel and shit
>everything I did good at in life I heard this voice in my head and it would be her encouraging me
>she left 5 years ago and we'd keep in touch throughout the years
>a year ago she passes away suddenly from an aneursym or something that burst in her head or whatever
>I go out to the funeral and thank her parents for raising such a wonderful daughter
> mom says she knows who I am
>says she texted and emailed pics to her throughout the years on like mine or hers birthday when we lived together
> just lost it this morning because I had a dream and I remembered her so well and she was like comforting my regrets I never could get the courage to go get her or whatever
thanks for listening
> Last part
>>704058289
At this point she's pretty much the only reason I'm still alive.
She still doesn't have a clue about any of this
Today I get a facebook message explaining why she hasn't replied to my fb messages in the past couple of days...
"Maybe you've noticed I haven't been replying to your messages for the past couple of days. I just feel like I'm being smothered. I'd like you to give me a little more space. I really hope you don't take this the wrong way."
...
That's it /b/
...
Greatest friendship I've had in my entire fucking life...
The one person I still cared about...
And I managed to fuck it up...
...
What's a quiet and peaceful way to an hero /b/?
Because I just can't take this shit anymore...
>>704057811
>>704046820
We need our anger and sadness. It helps us grow, and change. These pills tend to make you happy, regardless of shittiness in our lives. This kind of lying to ourselves ends up being way worse in time. When I got out from under the antidepressants, it was clear I had been letting things go that needed changing. It's much more frustrating than real emotions in the end.
Anyone still here?
This was posted today
Hit me right in the feels. I remember being so scared and so hopeful...i remember more than 80 percent of the time all the prep time i spent being in vain because theyd rather be with other guys
Whats wrong with me
Why am i so ugly
Its because im fat isn't
Why doesnt anyone love me?
Fuck guys, please, for me, hit the gym and get fit. Get back at all those sluts that wouldn't pay attention to guys like us. The fact is, we are actually sensitive beautiful white knights that women love but can't see. Women wish all the guys the fuck were like us deep down
We all have what women want bros. Get fit and get revenge, find a girl who understands you
Love you guys
>>704058206
Do the morally right thing to do. Is there any debate? Do what's right.
>>704058420
But what is right?
Their marriage was in trouble before any of this shit started. If they separate, I'm probably gonna ask her out. I actually enjoy spending time with her which is pretty rare for me
>>704058557
Right, but fucking somthing up for your Brother. That doesn't ever go away, not really. Physical isn't forever. But your going to let it guide you into a disaster.
>>704058557
I guess if they do separate, it would be ok to have a relationship with her but don't be the reason she breaks up with your brother
>>704058349
this is sad,bro. You had to chase her a bit imo. but im only making it worse i guess. Thiss sucks, man. chin up, playboy.
why did u get thrown out of your parents house, player?
>>704042609
Jesus fucking christ, this actually made me tear.
>>704058206
Either one
>Begin what likely will be a temporary relationship with her and make your brother and possibly your entire family resent/hate you for a very long time/possibly for the rest of your lives while also ruining their marriage
or
>Tell her your brother is your brother and you two can't be together because they're married and find another woman who isn't married to your brother
>>704043358
the pain of being cheated on...it opened old wounds again.
>>704041500
Nice one OP. Thanks Anon.
>>704058835
>>704058821
>>704058971
We agreed that were not gonna do anything more until and if only they seperate. I also told her that she shouldn't think about me when deciding if they should seperate. She should only think about whether or not my brother will make her happy
If they don't seperate I'm fine with it, I can live, but if they do then fuck my brother, he had her and lost her
>>704058977
I feel ya anon.
>>704042777
>"every time I deadlift I imagine I am lifting the tree"
>"pain goes away"
That got me, I teared up a little.
inb404
was a good thread guis
>>704043358
The fucking feels. R.I.P David Higgs, our /b/rother
being schizophrenic and knowing i should feel sad reading these but not feeling anything
I JUST
MISS
HER
HER
HER
