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>>703681442
Mew!
>>703681559
Likewise! Where have you been? I missed you!
>>703681558
>Mew
Hey man, so nice to see you again! I know I vanished and stuff, lemme explain..
can anyone help me in finding where this came from?
>>703681704
is it normal that I get hard when the cat touches my face with her paw? dat paw btw dayum
>>703681976
the original artist, i mean
>>703681976
Google image search puts me here:
http://bacontits-and-trix.tumblr.com/
... oh, don't mind me. I'm just lurking around a bit.
>>703681976
>>703682160
>>703682349
... and apparently, on that page, the image was reblogged from here: http://birddibits.tumblr.com/post/149792468887/so-what-things-make-birddi-blush-the-hardest
>>703681681
>Where have you been? I missed you!
Missed you as well man, I felt really bad just leaving you like that.
The thing is I was involved in an accident a while ago. I was on my way to fetch some stuff from the gas station late at night, on foot. Everything was normal but then while I was crossing the street some car came up and smashed into me. It fucked up my lower body parts like knees and legs in general, and it still hurts like a motherfucker.
Anyway, I was having a really fucking bad time and me having the worst health care ever didn't exactly help. So I had a lot on my mind other than furstuffs you know.
Some time eventually passed and I was kinda ready to do the stuff I usually do again, so I wanted to come here. ..But for some reason I felt irrationally bad for leaving you guys (& you in particular) just like that without explanation or anything that I was too anxious to come back. (I know, doesn't make much sense but it's just how it goes for me)
But I thought about it again and was just like fuck it, I'll try. And here I am again, ..and am sorry.
Fucking knees will probably never git gud again, fucking hurts.
>>703682124
>is it normal that I get hard when the cat touches my face with her paw?
You mean your cat at home? Lol naw probably not normal but what's normal when it comes to furries anyhow..
>>703682555
>>703682349
oh my god, thank you~
>>703682674
>The thing is I was involved in an accident a while ago. I was on my way to fetch some stuff from the gas station late at night, on foot. Everything was normal but then while I was crossing the street some car came up and smashed into me. It fucked up my lower body parts like knees and legs in general, and it still hurts like a motherfucker.
I'm so sorry to hear that. How bad was it?
>But for some reason I felt irrationally bad for leaving you guys (& you in particular)
It's fine, man. I knew you would have had a good reason.
>I was too anxious to come back. (I know, doesn't make much sense but it's just how it goes for me)
I know exactly what you mean. Thinking that what you did was bad and feeling anxious about it makes sense, but it's fine. I'm just glad to have you back.
>>703683304
what's wrong with her face
>>703683063
I'm happy to help.
Now that I've revealed my presence, I guess I don't qualify for "mysterious lurker" status anymore. Here, thread, have some fur.
>>703683344
>How bad was it?
Could've been much worse but still pretty bad. It's been a while but I can still only walk with crutches. I had two surgeries so far to put everything together and it's making progress. The docs think that I should be able to walk or even run without crutches again eventually, but it can take time. And there's a good chance that some pain will remain forever.
So right now I'm doing every kind of exercise they propose to promote smoother healing and shit. I've never really followed doctors advice but in this case I do, not being able to walk sucks dick.
>I knew you would have had a good reason.
Thing is it wasn't even a good reason, that what made it feel awful. I mean I had a phone and laptop at all time.. I was only on the Internet to research treatment options though, and got pretty depressed because there's not that much they can actually do.
But I didn't only not come here again, but cut ties for a while with pretty much everybody I know, everywhere. I just couldn't take it.
> I'm just glad to have you back.
That's awesome to hear man! Believe me, it means a whole lot to me.
So how have you been during these months? What are you up to?
>>703683704
>what's wrong with her face
Butterface grill, I like her face tho
I'll be back in a few
>>703684529
>The docs think that I should be able to walk or even run without crutches again eventually, but it can take time. And there's a good chance that some pain will remain forever.
Damn. I sure hope the pain goes away. But at least you'll be able to walk right again.
>But I didn't only not come here again, but cut ties for a while with pretty much everybody I know, everywhere. I just couldn't take it.
I completely understand. Don't feel bad. You were already stressed, and having anxiety doesn't help.
>So how have you been during these months? What are you up to?
Man, I've been up, down, all around. Got really close to suicide twice, and literally had a loaded shotgun in front of my face two nights ago. I've mostly felt like shit really. On the bright side, on Wednesday my psycho mom finally got me a phone, and gave me $1k cash as well because she got my bro and sis Macbooks. Even so, it doesn't make me feel better. I was really happy to see my doggo while I was there though, and that's honestly the only reason I went to see the rest of my family. I've gotten really close to her recently. It's a long story, but the time before that while I went to see them for my birthday she was in heat and was miserable. I figured I'd do her a favor and help her out, and it brought us very close together. She never left my side the whole time I was there, both times. That's about all the good that has happened though.
My grandma also forced me to go to the doctor 2 months ago, and I was prescribed sertraline. I didn't work for shit, so he doubled my dosage. She's been trying to get me to go to a psychiatrist, but I really don't want to go. My terrible social anxiety prevents that, and a part of me just doesn't want the help.
Sorry for the text wall.
>>703685054
A'ight.
Comics?
>>703685707
>She's been trying to get me to go to a psychiatrist, but I really don't want to go. My terrible social anxiety prevents that, and a part of me just doesn't want the help.
You could try thinking of it as an "investment" of sorts. Seeing the psychiatrist might "cost" you some happiness now, but in the long run you'll make it back tenfold and have an easier time keeping it that way since you'll be more at ease with yourself.
>>703685707
>I completely understand. Don't feel bad. You were already stressed, and having anxiety doesn't help.
Thank you! It really doesn't help with anything.
>Got really close to suicide twice, and literally had a loaded shotgun in front of my face two nights ago
Aw man, that sounds fucking awful. Glad you're still here!
>Even so, it doesn't make me feel better.
Eh, at least you've gotten something out of it. Better than nothing, but I get why it doesn't make you feel better.
>Heh, guess for normal people that's a weird way to get close to your doggo. Pretty normal stuff around here tho, I lold. Pretty nifty that it actually brought you closer together. Having a great relationship with your pet helps big time, it sure does for me.
>I was prescribed sertraline
That's an SSRI right? Do you still take them? That can take quite a while until it does something at all, maybe you need to give it more time.
>My terrible social anxiety prevents that, and a part of me just doesn't want the help.
Uh-uh, I feel you. I still think that it could help you, especially if you start SSRI treatment. Being forced to it doesn't exactly help tho, damn. I hope you'll at least give it a try sometime. It can't really get worse can it?
>Sorry for the text wall.
No worries at all dude, I'm happy to read you again!
I need big butts and I cannot lie.
>>703686777
I guess so. But I don't even care about being happy. I've been depressed for so long that I've grown fond of it.
>>703687177
>Better than nothing, but I get why it doesn't make you feel better.
Because I don't care about material items in the slightest. I don't ask for anything because I don't care about them. They don't even make me feel happy. Items like that are simply a mask for happiness; true happiness comes from within. Yet I can't seem to find it, nor even care.
>That's an SSRI right? Do you still take them?
Yes. They haven't helped at all. It's supposed to take 6 weeks to work, but it hasn't helped. I wasn't hopeful anyway.
>It can't really get worse can it?
I don't know. It's certainly not getting better even being as privileged as I am. But that's because I don't care about trying.
>>703688090
Hey Sunshine.
>>703688246
howdy
Hiya peoples. How's everyone doing?
>>703689341
Meh. You?
>>703688199
>They don't even make me feel happy. Items like that are simply a mask for happiness; true happiness comes from within.
Maybe, but they are useful. Items don't make me happy either, but I need a laptop for things and a phone is useful to me as well. You need a computer to come here as well, so it's not bad to have one right. You've got to be pretty shallow to gain happiness from items alone, but some can help. Shiny macbook or old clumsy machine doesn't make a difference there, tho.
>I wasn't hopeful anyway.
That's making things too easy. Try others, some may work and some won't. You actually managed to try some, am sure you can be strong enough to try some others. You'd be a perfect candidate for SSRIs if you ask me.
>But that's because I don't care about trying.
You actually cared enough to try some things now, and I'm really glad to hear that. Now try some more things! Not everything is lost yet..
>>703688090
Heya!
>>703689341
can't complain, I suppose
>>703689436
Also Meh, but I was finally a little bit productive today, so things are looking up.
>>703689839
Well I suppose that's pretty nice to hear!
>>703689341
>Hiya peoples. How's everyone doing?
Hai dude! Wasn't here for a long time, and am physically a bit broken but other than that aight. You?
>>703689938
I want to fuck that mouse.
>>703690069
I want to kiss her
on the butt
Has anyone played Undertale yet?
I've seen Undertail, pretty hawt comic with two chars from that game (Undyne & Alphys) and it definitely got me hooked. Gotta get me a copy.
>>703690009
Aren't we all? Hope you feel better though.
>>703689460
>You need a computer to come here as well, so it's not bad to have one right.
Yeah. I guess. But I don't even enjoy coming here either. It's just something to do. I don't dislike it (usually) is a better way to put it. I even had my own hoard of anons that followed me around for a while and harassed me, and did everything they could to make me start talking about my life so they could bitch at me. I had to disappear for a while myself. They're mostly gone now, but I still don't really enjoy being here. Except to see you, as sappy as it is. The only reason I didn't kill myself was because I made a promise to you that I wouldn't.
>You'd be a perfect candidate for SSRIs if you ask me.
What do you mean?
>Now try some more things!
Oh yeah, that reminds me. I finally ordered those socks a couple months ago. They were nice for a while, but of course I'm already bored of it. I smoked that my friend gave me, and got way more high than I meant to because I'm a dumbass, then tried it again. Still didn't help, didn't even care. I also played my grandpa's bass because I've been wanting to play bass for years. Of course, the fun only lasted for a week. Honestly, the most fun I've had was putting a shotgun to my head knowing that I was two little actions away from death. It was quite exhilarating for about 15 minutes, then I went back to crippling depression.
>>703690471
*smoked that weed
>>703690470
>Aren't we all? Hope you feel better though.
Yeah I guess you're right, thanks! Hope you'll feel a lil less meh as well.
Hey gents. Checking in for a spell.
>>703691609
Hey Hotshot.
>>703691692
Howdy Sloth.
>>703691609
Hey
>>703682674
Holy hell, I hope you feel better. Did they catch the other guy?
>>703691609
Howdy hottest of shots. How's life treating you?
>>703691790
Heya Wint.
>>703691871
Prot. It goes, that's for sure. Yours?
>>703690471
>I even had my own hoard of anons that followed me around for a while and harassed me
>I had to disappear for a while myself.
Wow that's fucked up. It's /b/ after all, but even for /b/ that's a low. Everyone on here is fucked in the head in one way or another, I don't get why other anons would do that. But yeah, it's the asshole of the Internet for a reason.
>Except to see you, as sappy as it is.
Aww, I don't know what to say. I'll say it like that, if I could purr I would purr like mad right now. I'm real happy to see you as well, always was.
>The only reason I didn't kill myself was because I made a promise to you that I wouldn't.
I remember that, and it was a reason why I actually thought of you a lot even tho I didn't come here. I was just hoping that you didn't went through with it, but was too anxious to check. Fucking glad to hear you didn't believe me that!
>What do you mean?
Well SSRIs can work wonders for people who are depressed & anxious for a long long long while already. While other stuff is more useful for short term depression. Doesn't mean they have to work tho, unfortunately.
>>703691892
wow dude i wanna shove my face in that
>>703692066
it goes exactly the same.
>>703690471
>Still didn't help, didn't even care
You didn't have any panic attacks or other negative effects getting high as a kite? That's quite ..surprising actually.
>Of course, the fun only lasted for a week.
That's kinda how it works for most people no? Then there's hard work for more rewarding fun. Obviously that part doesn't work for you.
>Honestly, the most fun I've had was putting a shotgun to my head knowing that I was two little actions away from death. It was quite exhilarating for about 15 minutes, then I went back to crippling.
I get that. I kinda had the same feeling when I was suicidal, but with drugs and pills and shit. For some reason it always made me feel better when I knew that I had enough stuff to kill myself right there and then, even tho I never went through with it.
