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>old
>much money
get a fucking job?
>>703651612
>9gag
>>703652614
He's not American & wasn't put in a home where nigresses abuse him by his kids
>>703652833
Yo man my little sister died 8 months ago and this is gonna ruin my evening shit...
>>703651612
> old
> much money, much time
> take a look at the fucking economy and how soon people still die
>>703653024
I am from europe and elder poverty will become and already is a problem all over the world
>>703653359
this
>>703652833
nice guy grim reaper
>>703651612
>fixed
Old people here have spent their entire lives living mostly paycheck to paycheck, and the pension money actually doesn't cover living costs.
If you don't have family to help you, you're left for dead.
This just happened.
Have been away from my wife for about three months...
>>703654365 feel bad for you
>>703652833
Sauce?
>>703654365
that sucks
it's funny how she'll still think she's in the right and any anger from you isn't justified.
>>703654365
Don't know where you live but prepare for hell if she's planning on staying with you and ripping you for any penny. A woman who did that can make you responsible in my country for taking care of that baby if you're married to her. Divorce her and she takes the money and the baby. You're fucked bruh.
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Kinda related but this just happened at home; my mother got a call from my sister's husband telling her my sister had driven off after a mental breakdown. They have a one week old baby and she's collapsed before... : /
im gonna dump, been depressed my whole life, alteast i dont know when i was happy...
this is my best one, always get to me
>>703654365
Grats faggot, enjoy paying child support for a nigger baby that will grow up to be a piece of shit.
>>703652614
You get much money being a kike or a nigger fag like Oprah.
>>703655748
I love these faggy feels threads, it's always full of people who have lives that are about a million times better than the majority of the world but they think they have it so hard.
>>703654365
Post pix of the nigger baby.
>>703656300
Posted by a fat sjw who was molested by their uncle or a fat neckbeard who whiteknights every other woman at the net
>>703655748
no fucking joke this exact scenario has happened. with the girl and everything.
thanks for making me cry, anon.
>>703656949
im alwyas crying :|
>>703654365
More
So, you want to feel bad?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSuEhY0pjWA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqUa_G1h3pw
my dad was the base player to this band, believe it or not
>>703651612
Here's what feels bad: Knowing your mom dates black people.
>>703657354
im amazed how you are still alive anon
>>703654365
Call a lawyer and check your options.
Also, don't be a cuck and raise some other dude's kid. Get a court-admissible paternity test.
>>703657166
This works better:
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xlcen7_nik-the-greek-allegro-non-troppo-valse-triste-animation_creation
Didn't notice the Youtbe video was cut.
>>703654365
Wait. Im going to need some context.
This makes me fucking cry every time
I have these constantly
>>703656137
seriously, imagine having a front porch you could sit on
>>703656536
fuck
fuck
I ask myself why sometimes
Why do we suffer?
Why does it hurt?
Why do I exist?
Do you guys ever think that way?
>>703654365
>>703651612
What are you doing all day that you have so little time and nothing to show for it?
>>703657926
Daily
Do we deserve this anon?>>703658076
>>703652833
Lost incredibly hard
>>703657137
this one always makes me tear up, fuck you anon
>>703656300
Saved - broken hearts love the best,
>>703657089
Only thing I lost to here tbh
>>703655827
This is actually some really good shit for greentext
>>703658213
I don't know, all I know is that I'm alone and I'll probably die alone and forgotten or better yet, die in a war as a Lone grunt
i hope this is the right picuture
>>703653128
topkek
>>703653371
>must be a dirty eastern euro
Hey guys, figure I'll post here, not trying to be a blog post, just need someone to talk to about this because I can't really talk to anyone about in real life:
So I have an ex gf. We were going out for a little over a year, not too long I know, but it was a very close connection. She was my first gf, and the first person I said I love you too outside of my family. And it seemed like she loved me back, she would always tell me how she loved me more than words could describe all that jazz. We would stay up until 4am talking regularly and start talking again once we woke up. Now it wasn't perfect, nothing is, and I had doubts on whether I wanted to spend my entire life with her, but I was willing to give it time to make a more informed decision. Well, went off to graduate school and even though we were in the same city it ate up a lot of my time and she became distant and cold. I did everything I could think of to try and keep her near me but eventually she dumped me. I was pretty broken up about it but after a few weeks I realized that I can't let the past hold me back so I find a new gf (still with this one) who studies the same thing I do and its great. She is amazing but i have been more reserved about sharing my feelings this time around. A few weeks after me and the current one are going out my ex coincidentally runs into us (pretty sure she meant to as it was an event she knew I was going to be at and that she would never normally go to). It was super awkward, she apologized and I told her she had nothing to be sorry about (in fact she did hurt me but I didn't want her to feel bad). Well a few days later she tried to text me and I just ignored it, I didn't want to talk to her because I was still hurt and I did not want the temptation of going back to her, plus I had my new gf and wanted to nurture that relationship.
Cont
>>703654365
That is sad on so many levels
You guys are my only friends
Thanks you all
>>703659139
Germany actually.
>The money the gouvernment spends in refugees has to come from somewhere
They think about raising the retirement age to 72 years or something like that
>>703656804
Fuck outta here with that emo weeaboo shit
>>703659380
Love you too man, you people are the only people I feel close enough to talk about How I feel...
>>703659380
My brothers in arms as well
>>703654365
The thing that sucks the most is that if you try to divorce she will just take all your money and ask you to pay for child support
>>703657320
That's fucking gay kill yourself
>>703656536
Damn that guy deserves to die
God you people are cancer just fucking kill yourself already
>>703660072
We would, but we lack the courage.
>>703659241
Cont
Well after about a week of more calls (from different numbers), texts, emails things came to a head. One night as I was out with my sister (who used to be friends with my ex before i met her but dropped that as soon as I was dumped) I got a lot of messages and as soon as I got back to my dorm she was waiting right outside my room. She had to sneak into the building to get in as this graduate dorm is key card locked to everyone but graduate students. My sister blows up, starts calling her a crazy bitch, telling her she needs to fuck off that I am not interested etc. I try to calm everyone down, and I tell her that I don't want to talk, that there is nothing left to say and if she wanted to ask something she could have asked in the month leading up to the breakup when she hardly spoke to me at all. She kept insisting that she just wanted to ask me one question and it was super important and that "she wasn't going to hurt me". I eventually convinced her to leave and that there was nothing more to say. My sister was still fuming and coerced me into calling campus security on her, which I reluctantly did and they called her to tell her not to contact me again. That was about 8 months ago. I am still with my current gf and things with her are good. We have had some fights but we are both stubborn so I expected it and we always hash out a solution. No complaints. Thing is about 2 weeks ago I started thinking about my ex, a lot. Haven't had contact with her since she tried talking to me. And i know I won't get back with her, I will never go out with an ex again as just a policy rule. My family also despises her so there is that. I realize that she didn't treat me well, but I can't get my mind off of her.
To that extent I had a dream about her last night and it was just us getting back together and when I woke up I felt guilty, like i cheated on my gf.
So I guess I want to know why I am thinking about her so much and just to be able to talk about it
>>703659743
>>703660072
Maybe someday my friend if I nut up
Always gets me
>>703658866
this made my day a little brighter. thanks
>>703651612
Want some feels?
>be me 21 yo (22 thus week)
>handicapped in a "mild" way
>brother accidentally burnt house down when I was a baby
>cover in scars while life but I'm rocking it
>lose all my friend in 1st grade cause we learned about diseases and washing our hands
>"anon is contagious don't be around him"
>it's cool I ended up moving the next year anyway and make new friends
>middle school me tries to make friends with girl for months
>"why won't you be my friend" I finally ask one day
>"I hate you because you're ugly"
>rolling with the punches I learn to stay away from shallow people
>it's been years since
>can't be active because scars
>not supposed to lift heavy, not supposed to run
>people dont understand
>im only covered in scars, no wheelchair, not even a funny walk (slight limp)
>because so people feel no remorse making fun of my looks and if I don't do a "man's work" (all the heaviest of lifting) I'm being lazy and inconsiderate
>develop a sense of self deprecating humor
>develop a stoic attitude and cut the bullshit
>I'mnot gonna let my body run my life
>been in a job training camp for almost 2 years
>no one expects me to do well but ill show them wrong
>starts getting tough but I'm pushing through
>one day scar start bruising and tearing from stress
>first time that serious but not first time work has caused such adverse reactions
>after 20 years of being all I can be I face the possibility that the one thing I love to do above all else may not be something I can do with my life
I don't know what to do with my life. The past few months a fear has been surfacing, that one day I will be specifically told I can't persue my passion, and now its coming to the point where I am the one who says I can't work. I literally was scheduled to work with my class today but because of scars had to opt out. I just don't want to love a meaningless existence.
>>703660507
This isn't a cringe thread
>>703656536
that guy was fucking edge lord...
>>703657089
sauce?
>>703660581
Its going to be alright dude we love you
>>703660586
>too autistic for emotions
wew lad
>>703654187
That's where you are tho
In america most people over 60 are very well off and are mostly retired
That wont be the case in 50 years tho
>>703660776
Avatar are you stupid is this bait IS THIS BAIT
ill dump a few
>>703660921
>>703660842
You think that's sad
We've got a new level of retardation here boys
>>703661112
>>703661172
>>703656137
So true, every single "im so alone" post in this thread is a product of feeling sorry for yourself and not being man enough to go out there and own the world
>>703661172
>Bench.jpg
>finished college
>moved away to actually get a job
>Stepmother "Your dad is pissed off you never went to University"
>actually have a job I love going to, meeting new people, no longer depressed, recognised for hard work
>old world mentality=we don't understand your career=we're scared of what we don't know=let's shit on it
>parents will never celebrate my elevation in my job because they don't understand
>the constant brush off
>>703661287
>>703661381
>>703661506
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnhKiRFPifw
Anyone?
>>703651612
Old people don't have money either normally
>>703656804
Lmao how the fuck is life a lie, whoever drew this had to be alive in order to do so
What a bunch of middle school edgy horseshit
>>703657089
Lost
I love all you guys
- A /k/omrade who likes a /b/it of fun
>>703660884
>In america most people over 60 are very well off and are mostly retired
Guess you don't shop at Walmart
>>703656137
Have you never heard that one man's pain does not invalidate another's? I have livved a pretty shitty life but when I hear the pain of those more fortunate I still hear them out. They have feeling, and they feel pain. If you someone could eleviate your pain but instead told you "man up people are dying in africa" how would that make you feel.
i just want to die
>>703660586
why is it cringe?
>>703660581
post pic of self
>>703654365
couldnt this just be that shes pregnant with that dude's baby and hasnt told him yet? why does 4chan always think its some nigger's?
Reminder that these threads don't help anyone. You're deliberately wallowing in your feels instead of going full cognitive behavioral therapy mode on your brain.
Proceed.
>>703653128
Stop being a fag, look what you're on right now. I hope she was raped to death,
I just miss her
>>703651612
>>703658270
Me and my ex just agreed to not talk anymore because it was too hard for both of us.
This hits to fucking close to home.
>>703662576
what happened?
>>703660835
Thanks, funny how after 20 years it's taken me finally telling my story to /b/ to get that kind of response. Most people just tell me I must be blessed and theirs a plan for me, or that I'm lucky and it could have been way worse, a doctor literally brought out pictures of people with scars worse than mine saying "at least your have a good pigment" (can post a few pics if desired). Everyone dismissed my problems....
Thanks /b/
>>703657089
DLET TYHIS
>>703653128
Sorry dude. Maybe heaven is real. Maybe shes having fun playing around up there.
>>703662105
>>703662136
>>703662147
Guess China needs better engineering education
>>703663136
But seriously, these people around you are fucking assholes. I'd like to see them get burned to a crisp and see if they can do the same jobs as easily!
>>703662057
>Friends asks me how i'm.
>I'm fine.
>Cut the bullshit tell me the truth.
>Tell the truth.
>Grow Up
>Today he asked me again i ignored his msg and phone call.
>>703654365
Kill her anon. Kill her.
>>703662900
We grew apart.
We both found reasons to break up, for her it was because I started talking to a long lost friend of mine she didn't like and for me it was her reckless use of money.
But we just grew apart. You slowly build up baggage over time and that will, eventually, kill most couples. Our baggage got too great and it was over.
She's handling it a bit better than I am, much better in fact. She's been in two other serious relationships before me.
Me though? I didn't do that kinda thing. I drifted from "relationship" to "Relationship", things that never capped 6 months. I didn't really care. I loved the hunt, chasing girls, that feeling of not really knowing if you had them or not.
But for her I stopped. Something about her man...I don't know. She just got me, faster than most people. It was new to me, actual love. I don't mean like that bullshit "omg ily" shit. I mean I loved this woman, heart and soul. I used to make fun of people who said "well you love them for their faults too", but it's just true. Every little thing, even the annoying things, you love about them.
But sometimes love isn't enough. And sometimes people don't work, not because they don't love each other, but because you just meet at the wrong time in life to make it a permanent thing. So instead you just get to spend a few good years together.
We tried to stay friends, but I couldn't handle it. The other night I had a meltdown, she asked me why I was acting weird. I told her it was because I had no clue what I was doing. Our relationship was new ground for me, actually committing and giving a shit. And now that's gone. She didn't mean to, but she broke my heart in a way I didn't even know it could be broken.
We decided then that we can't talk anymore. We were just circling a dead relationship to make ourselves feel better, and it wasn't fair to each other.
The only thing I can say I'm grateful for, is that I got to say goodbye in the right way.
>>703662168
>>703662136
>>703662105
>implying communists have souls
>>703662053
It's funny cause that kid doesn't have a Wii to play it on
>>703660176
Stay intact with your gf u faggot
Anyone got the image with the guy having bad thoughts that go away when he's with "her", before she gets the reason of his torment ? That fucking picture describes my life perfectly
>>703660581
Bro, it WILL get better. Please hang in there
>>703663753
Sorry to hear that
>>703657639
I still remember her name: Veronica. I loved her and made love to her. That was 10 years ago. Haven't had a dream with her since, still love her
>>703664168
With my current one I do, talk everyday, see each other regularly, we are doing great. I just want to know why for 8 months I was fine with the breakup but now I am thinking of my ex and missing her.
>>703662332
Sure first includes time stamp and a stomach scar that pits almost a hole in my stomach>>703662332
No idea why it's upside down and hope the pics I took aren't all like tha....
>>703658555
welcome newfag now kill yourself
>>703656137
I guess no one can talk about anything bad that's ever happened to them except for 1 person out of the 7 billion people living on earth who has had the worst experiences.
>>703664425
Don't be it's life.
But I'm gonna be an old man and soap box to the faceless horde that is this website.
If you find someone, someone who you really love and someone who loves you back. Don't fuck it up. Don't hold grudges. Fucking talk to each other. Learn to communicate meaningfully and don't go to bed with issues unresolved.
Because you might not realize it but love isn't enough to carry a relationship. Love is a strong foundation but you need responsibility and maturity on top of it.
And if you don't man up and figure things out the correct way one day you will wake up, and realize that the thing you loved is gone. You killed it somewhere with your stupidity. And that, right there, is one of the emptiest feelings in the whole damn world.
>>703664763
My leg, my toes are literally melted together (can take close-up if you want)
>>703664229
>>703663753
i had something similar happen to me man except i still am not sure of the entire reason on why we broke up. But yeah, it ended with the dreaded "maybe we should just be friends."
We tried being friends, but the problem was that she couldnt make up her mind if she still loved me or not. We hung out a few times after we broke up.
One night we hung out she had the fucking tits to not only flirt with me, but to kiss me as well. She then proceeded to tell me that she loved me, but we couldn't date
>whatthefuckdoesthatevenmean.sql
Yes. I still had feelings for her. So I, being my depressed and edgy self, ended up having a mental breakdown for the next two weeks straight. I call her up one night to settle this shit for good to find out what's really going on.
"Maybe we shouldn't be friends" "I'm not stable enough for a relationship," "You can find someone better than me."
^direct quotes from her.
Pissed off, I say "Fine, delete me from your life. Get rid of everything you have of me." I hang up.
A month passes, and I guess you could say I calmed down. A lot. So I call her up and try to explain what the fuck I was thinking and maybe it wouldn't be bad to just "be acquaintances." Not friends, but not enemies. She ripped my head off in a fit of rage.
We haven't talked since.
The difference between you and I, anon, is that you got to say goodbye.
I'm going to bed.
>>703665072
Only decent picture of back I could get of back (and it's apparently sideways)
>>703665263
Damn I feel for you man
Both hand look essentially the same except.....
>>703665494
Upon closer inspection I have no middle nail
>>703665258
Time heals all wounds.
Give it time, maybe one day try reconnecting again. Even if it takes years.
My ex told me this when we decided to stop talking, I think it's from some movie. It was advice she gave me in terms of getting over this
"Wake up each day, take a breath, go about your routine, and go to bed. And one day, you'll wake up and realize you don't need to remember to take a breath"
One day at a time. Good luck anon.
>>703654365
shiiit nigga, my condolences. hope youre able to split from that bitch without much trouble
>>703665622
thought it was your dick with the thumbnail
>>703655954
why?
>>703655954
I was thinking about this one just yesterday
>>703665709
I'll try man. The problem with that is, we see each other every single day, friend groups overlap, same classes, clubs, etc. I can't get away from her. I just shit on the opposite side of the room hoping that we don't have to interact.
Weirdest thing is, I have some shit to thank her for. Maybe I'll grow some balls and write her a letter or some shit.
>>703665095
Thanks bro, I may feel in peace now
>>703656536
we are the monsters
>>703656536
christ, this made me mad
It feels like there's a shitload of people here who are just being lonely together for just a brief moment until the thread finally dies
is keeping in touch with other anons really such an absurd idea?
tell me where you're from and who you're looking for
>>703657750
>tfw when all those stories about life, death, friendship, war, get into me, but I simply don't understand those love stories
I've never been to war yet I can empathize with those, but love just doesn't work.
Never posted before
>In kindergarten
>Have a friend
>The best friend someone could ask for
>We hang out all day in kindergarten and all day after it's over
>Always playing in the woods
>Always playing with fire
>Amazed we didn't burn it down
>Skip forward to around 6th grade
>Still bestbuds, he get's a girlfirend, we all hang out, always fighting other kids
>One day he comes over to talk to me
>Tells me he's moving away
>It's a 5 hour drive to get there
>He says he'll visit, I say I'll visit, but the distance is too much
>Texts become less frequent
>Life goes on. have difficulties making new friends
>Friendship with his girlfriend ends too.
>A few years later facebook becomes a thing
>We get in touch again
>We meet for the first time in years and he looks like shit
>Started drinking and doing a lot of drugs a couple years after he moved away
>He doesn't do much.
>No work, no school
>Not a fan, guess we just went different ways in life
>I don't enjoy hanging out with him, and it shows
>I deactivate my FB after a while and contact is lost again
>One day I get a letter in the mail
>Never get letters except for bills or paychecks so I'm really excited
>It's a letter from my friend
>He writes in detail about how after he moved his mom got a boyfriend
>He molested and beat the shit out of him
>He has never told anyone
>He turned to drugs and alcohol to deal with it
>Letter ends with him thanking me for being the best friend he could ever ask for
>Tears in my eyes as I read
>Reactivate FB account to talk to the guy
>His wall is covered in hearts from people
>I send his ex gf a message asking if she knows anything
>He overdosed and hanged himself
>Can't believe it
>Filled with guilt
>Didn't make the funeral
>Days later
>I take a walk through the woods we grew up in
>Memories everywhere
>Sit down on a bench we lit on fire with hairspray
>I realize I just lost the best friend I ever had
And I break into tears on an old bench that still has our names carved into it.
>>703665263
Stay strong anon
>>703665962
Nash one stroke of luck was the fact that wet diapers are surprisingly fire resistant......
There has always been a misconception with these "feels threads" they are not a place mean to make people feel sad, its a place where the thoughts that are to disgusting, or frowned upon by our peers, can be listened to, considered. but theres one thing we all don't want to admit, we all feel the same, here is the only place we can show it.
>>703653128
It's ok man, I rape goats.
>>703655999
fuck those trips
>>703654365
Keep this shit saved anon, it will help you keep all your shit when you divorce this whore
>>703652833
>death shall never be this gentle
>>703667446
That will be my eulogy
>>703660586
Every fucking time the picture is posted , I see the same fucking comment . /b/ has died a long time ago
>>703664166
got him a wii too, doofus
I have no direction in life. No purpose. No reason to live.
I've been two years out of school now and haven't done anything with my life. I can't find anything to do with my life.
Every day is fucking pointless. Nothing matters as I sit and play video games all fucking day wasting away hours upon days.
It doesn't help that these aren't "real problems" either. People have things a lot worse than I, and I feel like a piece of shit for feeling like a piece of shit.
My friends are all off doing important things in school and their jobs. They've all left me, one by one, and I am all alone.
My friends of 8+ fucking years. The ones I used to rush home to play video games with online, because they accepted me for who I was.
Now all I have is /b/.
I could greentext about stories of girls that have rejected me, or dates that have gone wrong, but honestly that all doesn't really matter in the end. What matters is that I've been a waste of space for two years, and a burden upon my family.
God. How time flies. Four years ago I was making a ton of money off of Youtube, enjoying making videos and playing video games all day free of any responsibilities or obligations.
I don't know what to do, anons. I'm just going to kill myself if I haven't done anything in a year or two.
Just felt like venting. Love all of you.
>>703660581
Bro honestly don't give up. You Can do it. I promise you.
I can, so you can.
I've been there. I've been there when it was all black and I wanted out. But eventually it wasn't black it was just Grey. And now I can honestly see light again. Just don't give up. Please. Keep digging in. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. I promise if you do you'll make it. And I promise you'll show those motherfuckers who spat on you. You'll show them all.
We both will.
>>703655954
This is horrible
>>703654365
Hooo... That's a bitch of a friend for your wife... She knew from the beginning that you wouldn't know ;)
>>703657639
>>703664541
Have some dreams too. As emotional as a real kiss. Her face was different parts of differents girls i used to like. And she was a loli. The most beautiful one. Come back one night my dear, I'm waiting.
>>703654365
That whore's lying dude. No way would anyone wait 3 months, she just fucked another faggot. I'd keep going but you got cucked anon.
>>703660581
It will get better anon.
>>703655999
Nah, finding the right partner in your early 20s is way better that stupid relationships in your teenage years.
Source: me
here's a song...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMTlthu5V0g
>>703656948
i dont remember pepe the frog being so emo
>>703666837
Oh boo fucking Hoo. Grow up and get over it you little bitch.
>>703662415
Edgy
>>703666837
He's finally out of pain it's selfish for you to grieve. It's like you wish he was still in pain.
>>703656604
nigga that doesn' t make any sense
This is gonna be a steaming pile of uninteresting shit but this is the only place where I can get all of this out.
Today was the last day that I could've gotten the acceptance notification for MedU.
The dream of studying medicine has been the sole driving force behind every single tiny thing I have done and been able to achieve in the past 8 years. In some weird, autistic as fuck way I always managed to connect anything I did to one day following my dream.
About a month ago I received the e-mail telling me that I wasn't accepted.
Didn't get in by 28 people.
Of course, if someone were to refuse their spot, the next person would move up. The time for that to happen was until today.
I don't specifically feel sad, angry, disappointed.
I feel a weird mix of a lot of negative shit.
The only thing I can do is keep reminding myself of how it is 100% my fault for fucking up my best shot at making my dream come true.
And now the people I disappointed so much (namely my family) have to deal with me being a sad sack of shit.
And like I said before, this was the one thing holding me together. No matter how much I reminded myself of how much of a failure I am, I could always think that one day, I'd be able to study medicine.
This is probably incoherent as fuck since English isn't my first language and like I said, just needed to get this shit out.
>back in 200-2009 had a friend and we derp'd around on 4chan all the time
>always jumped on the gore threads for the kick
>smoked a lot of weed together in highschool
>best friends
>both loved heavy/melodic/death/black metal
>damn near inseparable
>I got an electrical apprenticeship
>worked too much and too long hours
>she deleted facebook and couldnt pay her phone bill
>knew she had mental stability issues and found me a few times to help her out
>lost contact for 2-3 years
>found her via a fb group
>she an hero'd last october
>>703666837
Sorry to hear that
>>703668979
2006-2009*
>>703665622
Major feels for you anon.
>>703666837
>You've never had any friends
>You just posted this story to get sympathy
>You're a sad pathetic person
>>703656159
This is beautiful.
>>703666837
My god how could you not see your friend needed your help. You should feel bad.
>>703661346
all my keks
>>703667802
What was your youtube?
>>703668974
Go study be a medicine man abroad Anon. Europe, USA, Australia, or even South Africa.
Nail the MD and specialize in a Univeristy you always wanted to go too.
First hurdle on your way. Surgeons dont get discouraged they know what to do and then they do it.
Trust yourself and dont give up
>be me, like 16-17 (so 5-6 years ago)
>never had a girlfriend because i used to change schools often and ended up in an all male school where there was no chance to even meet women
>since a kid, cultivated online presence and get a clique of friends who i talk to on skype and stuff
>randomly meet a girl online, first person i really talked to who had nothing to do with my 'clique'
>have so much fun talking to her
>we start talking way more than i talk to anyone else
>start thinking about her all the time
>one day after we had been talking for a month or so, she tells me that she is in love with me and wants to start a long distance relationship
>tell her i love her too
>that feel when gf
>we're both immature and never dated before especially online so we have no idea what to do
>our idea of dating is just talking to each other every day, don't send pictures or anything even really
>one day after we had been 'dating' for six months or so, she asks to exchange pictures, nervously agree
>she says she thinks i'm cute
>i get her picture
>tfw she's not attractive to me at all
>tell myself that she's not that bad and that she just couldn't live up to the image i created in my head (she actually wouldn't have been attractive to me either which way)
>know that this would probably end up being a dealbreaker for me (we didn't really get much of an emotional connection, just talked about nothing all the time) and try to break up
>she begs me not to leave her and after a while i give in and we just sort of keep dating
>enter into a state of denial and guilt and we don't talk as much after that
>one time she talks about where she is on vacation and sends me some pictures of the area
>says offhand "dont worry none of the pictures have me in it"
>say nothing
>we aren't really having fun together anymore but we continue like that for another six months
>we just both wanted to say we had someone
>cont i guess
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdHpRAad_-g
I have come to the end of my line
With these final steps I take back my freedom
Unchain the shackles that never could hold my mind
Time keeps running and running
Outstripping the dead tired ones
The hours will run out from us all
And in the end no one differs from the other
Only the blue sky and the green grass
Go on forever in this world
Where seconds feel like eternity
And years pass in blink of an eye
When the last rays of light
Set behind these shores
Night wraps me in its blanket
And leads my way to the stars
Through the fear and the ache
Past the storm and the rain
I have made peace with the world
I am born again
I may be gone in the flesh
But my love will stay here
I am always with you in spirit
So just stay strong
>>703669271
I just wish I knew what was going on. He always had my back, and I should've had his. Instead I just wrote off a broken man as pathetic because I had become shallow asshole. I blame myself every fucking day, and it breaks my heart that I agree with what you are saying.
>>703669730
2/2
When the last rays of light
Set behind these shores
Night wraps me in its blanket
And leads my way to the stars
Through the fear and the ache
Past the storm and the rain
I have made peace with the world
I am born again
Through the fear and the ache
Past the storm and the rain
I have made peace with the world
I am born again
No one wins tonight
No one gets a closure
No one walks away victorious
But don't forget me
Don't you forget me
Burn a candle for me when you can
Don't forget me!
>>703662415
get a load of this little troll.
>>703669710
is that a repost? i smell a repost
>>703651612
You have no time? Really?
>>703670100
i posted about this a couple weeks ago i think but i'm doing it again because i felt like it
>>703662510
aww shit man, always gets me
Spring brought the two together
Married the wind with the fire
Under the secrecy of lush birch trees
Opposite hearts became one
One day followed another
Weeks passed, months lapsed
Until wind grew to a storm
And fire to a burning pile
Cold gust of whirlwind
Fiery flames, burning sharp
Adoration all too strong pushed the two apart
Different from the start
Fate that never was written in the stars
Led to a change of hearts
The fall split the one in two
Under the pouring rain
Dressed them both in loneliness
And led to their separate ways
The fire could not be tamed with the wind
Or the wind suppressed by the flames
As blending the light with the dark
Merely results in grey
>>703670175
don't actually remember much other then the start, keep going reposter
>>703657623
Mr Fucking Rogers, man. What a God amongst men, what a fucking golden prince.
>>703661592
Every day son.
>>703656536
I hope that guy has something terrible happen to him
>>703658701
Biiiiiitch....
>>703666837
Damn, I had a similar experience except my best friend alienated himself from everyone including me and just disappeared. Never heard from him after 5 years. I called his mom to see how his family is doing because his family loved us equall, like we were brothers. His mom replied happily and was excited to hear how things were with me. I asked how my best friend was doing. I hear a slight choke and heard her say he's doing okay.
Found out a year later from his step sister, he ended up having a massive panic attack and committed suicide.
>>703660507
kills me inside everytime.
>>703670537
I just realized I made a ton of error. I'm super tired and using a iPhone crap to type this.
>>703666837
fuck
Go read any insomnium lyrics and tell me that the writer of those has experience feels
>>703662022
Sad and funny.
>>703657926
fag
>>703651612
>>703662057
Did you just assume my gender?
>>703669732
He was broken but he was your friend. You shouldn't have turned your back on him.
>>703662415
who are you trying to impress?
>>703669710
>at this point it becomes 100% clear that we don't even really love each other, we were just swept up in wanting to find love and ended up together
>aren't really that compatible and we barely talk about serious stuff
>we were just "together" so we could say we were dating someone
>i did enjoy talking to her but otherwise it's a hollow and false type of relationship
>i'm in full denial mode and refuse to accept or even think about these kinds of things at the time
>to compensate for my guilt and denial i start becoming more controlling and demanding
>she randomly drops off the grid for a couple days sometimes
>returns with no fanfare and i angrily demand to know where she has been
>one day she disappears again
>never comes back
>get angry again at first
>after a while get remorseful and beg for her to come back
>she never reads any of what i say to her because she blocked me
>go to anywhere i can find her accounts and try to say anything that will get her to talk to me again
>she never says anything
>contact her friend
>her friend doesn't talk to me either
>after about a month it sinks in that she doesn't ever want to talk to me again
>don't get what i did wrong
>keep telling myself that we were in love and that our relationship was real
>takes me about a full year to finally get over it entirely
>realize that aside from the whole thing being fake, i was a terrible, terrible boyfriend
>think about all the times i hurt her
>she was a sweet girl
>she probably stopped talking to me because she couldn't find any other way to just have it end
>it probably would have just kept going, loveless and hollow, unless she up and left
>whole thing was online too, feel as though this makes it even MORE fake and hollow
>the clique of friends all drifted apart as we became adults
>have maybe two people i can say i normally talk to now
>feel like a pathetic idiot
>hate myself
>haven't really tried to date someone since
>>703652833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUO_5EALZoM
THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE DIE EVERYDAY...
>>703657623
Who was he?
>>703655954
Edgy kids on 4chan real life edition
>>703668936
He's talking about when people forget...
>>703653128
Her time had come, this is a fact you must accept
>The face of god has always been disguised
>As the mother / giver of all life
>But the keeper of the ledger for the cult of nature
>Only concerns that your body returns on time
sorry for your loss anon
>>703671160
But it's instinctive. We shun the most damaged and pathetic, cutting the weak from the herd, because we see ourselves reflected.
It's something every single one of us has been guilty of
I'm not saying it isn't wrong, but it's hard to push against that instinct.
A moment of silence... but not one moment more
The dead are to be forgotten, we are here to be...adored
Return to the earth, Pay the price for your existence
Into the hand of earths domain,
For there is balance to be maintained
There is always hope, of course, that one day, we will rise again
but this modern life architecture, Is crumbling, under the weight of the world
When we have all gone, to the silence of eternity...
To first be forgotten, and lost in, the records of the earth
Could I still miss you, then, in the time and space after life
When no one is searching anymore, and where we are nowhere to be found
David Gold - 2011
>>703658602
fuuuuuuck
gonna go hug my pupper
>>703660581
Te amo mucho , mi amigo
>>703653128
That's edgy as fuck, anon.
this is what i thought for a long time, and.. i still believe in it. nice post bru!
>>703667198
zoinks
>>703655827
this is what i thought for a long time, and.. i still believe in it. nice post bru!
>>703660176
You think about her because you once loved her and you'll always carry that memory of her with you. Eventually though it'll pass... Sometimes I still think about the first woman I fell in love with, its totally normal.
Just remember that its over between you two, and to make sure you dont lose sight of whats in front of you already.
>>703656300
what a fucking waste of gold
>>703660581
I have scars in my face due to a skin condition. Its a tough life and I cant imagine how hard it must be for you. I feel that no matter what I say, it wont change the way things currently are. Just know that somewhere along theres someone around the world cheering for you. I know it sounds bad but you can find love and comfort among the ones deemed disposable and loveless by society. I found someone similar and in our brokeness and inconsistencies were able to support each other and demonstrate love that was never reciprocated during our lifetimes. People are outthere anon, I found true happiness among the broken and loveless and theres nothing bad in that. We have a beautiful 5 year old that loved us now, I wish the best for you.
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>>703674320
yes
>>703658602
>really want to rehome my dog
>Read shit like this
why does it all hurt
>>703660581
Please post a pic.
I can't belive it that some body can be so ugly that nobody loves him...
>>703674581
Read the fucking thread dumbass.
>>703662022
i kinda wanna make a short film of this.
>>703673818
I guess you're right, rather I know you are. It's just weird that for 8 months I don't think about her and then, randomly, I think about the way her eyes would light up when she would see me or how she would look at me in the eyes and tell me she loved me after passionate love making.
I guess the way I feel is best summed up by the great Bob Dylan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAzcPg5LR5k
Let me ask you something /b/...
What's better:
A) To hurt all those around you before you die so they won't be as sad?
B) Tell them how much you valued them and cared for them before you die?
>>703651612
So people should feel bad for you because you're worthless stoner scum that hasn't done anything with his life?
>>703656804
Edgy
>>703675642
B
maybe do B then ask them for help before taking the easy way out.
>>703673337
Him she die?
>>703675642
B
While I would want to punch the shit out of people, I would rather tell them how much I valued each person and how much shit of pain they put me just to make them look at themselves and realize how much an asshole they were to people.
>someone pays attention to me and hangs out with me and says they care
>feel happy again for the first time in a while because at least one person cares about me
>shower them in affection to return the favor
>feels good man, friendship is great
>they start dating someone
>i am put, not even on the backburner, but off the burner entirely
>talk a lot every day turns into maybe not even talk at all for a few days in a row
>see them doing stuff with their SO that we used to do together
>they dont seem to care about me anymore
>feel used
>almost wish they had never been my friend because it would make it a lot less painful to be ignored by them
>>703655827
This is absolutely retarded
>>703656536
>"US"
still cant accept the full blame
>>703666837
Life isn't over boy
>>703659552
T O P C U C K
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>>703676364
No, they figured out that the little cunt was probably still alive, after they already had the funeral and had buried her.
She was just being all stiff, because it was a game to her.
>>703656906
underrated
>>703656536
that is a terrible thing to do, but a pretty good punchline.
>>703677003
has literally happened to me 3 times in the past 1.5 years. i think its a new trend with girls. they feel guilty about it, trust me, but chances are they will never tell you about it. and they stop feeling guilty once the new guy distracts them enough
>>703671248
Faggot
>>703678499
kek'd and check'd
