Feels thread? Feels thread!
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Feels thread?
Feels thread!
>>703513419
Anyone got the drawed image of a guy celebrating alone then opens a present to find a noose and hangs himself with it? Thought i saved it :/
This sums it all up for me
>>703514179
I was confused but then it hit me so fucking hard, this is top writing for greentexts
Today is my birthday and I don't expect anyone to congratulate me except my best friend but he doesn't even got time to tell me that in discord not even for a brief moment and it sucks because he even ignores me after I wrote that because we didn't talk much since 3 weeks
>>703514024
too true, im only 19 too,
>>703516124
wait so ur a ghost? how did you post this if you are a ghost lol
>>703516850
Happy birthday anon!
>>703516850
Happy birthday, Anon
>>703516850
your social life sucks, but it kinda cool your born on 11/9. happy tower day anon, i hope its still a spescial day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yag41F7eCLU
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>>703513944
I don’t get those. Can someone explain?
>>703518069
father getting ignored by his child
>>703518105
oky that kinda cute rite? not very fee- oh ded? oh boi
>>703518155
actually kid is ded rip in peace
my ex-gf was with two other girls last night and i dont know how to feel.
>we are planning to get back together
>in the future tho
>we're in an open relationship now
any advice? :/
>>703518303
if you're willing to let other people have her, you don't love her
if you really love her, stop having an open relationship
>>703514024
fuck me, that hit way to close to home
>>703516222
This gets me everytime.
>>703516850
lel
>>703518418
it's long distance. that's why
you think id let her fool around if i was there?
>>703518778
then you still dont love her
just let her leave you
>>703513595
The feels :*(
>>703514024
Holy fucking shit. This is me
![1463215180277[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Jh4guvF.jpg "1463215180277[1].jpg"){kind=small}
>>703516850
Happy birthday man, wish I could give you a steam key or something, but I'm broke as fuck
>>703516850
Wow man, that fucking sucks :/. Happy Birthday man.
>>703519645
psst humble bundle is giving out tropico 4 keys, give him one of those ;)))
>>703514828
This one, Anon?
>>703516850
Happy birthday man. We'll always be here for you.
>pic sorta related
>>703518230
Anliyorum
>>703517616
I'm still in denyl
>>703520173
or he could just get it himself. Besides, I have no way of contacting him
>>703520619
boi you need to see a psychiatrist
>be me
>be last night
>go for a walk on my own
>get into a cafe to kill some time
>place is pretty crowded so I approach the bar and wait
>after a while, the bartender approaches
>not really sure what I want
>"ehm... I'd like...", I say
>"i'd like..." someone says on my right at the same time
>turn my head and see this qt3.14159265
>"nevermind, you go first", I say
>"you can order first", she says, again at the same time
>i blush, she blushes, we laugh
>she goes first and gets an ice cream
>i don't want anything in particular so I order the same
>we talk for a while and she tells me she just got here and is staying a few days on vacation
>after some more talking I ask if she wants to go for a walk and offer to show her the city
>"sure!"
>we walk and talk for a very long time
>i show her some places around here
>she seems to enjoy my company
>tfw I've never got along so well with anybody
>shesfuckingperfect.cpp
>fast forward some time
>"listen, I'm quite tired from the trip, I think I should get some sleep", she says
>"oh... okay"
>her hotel is quite far from here and I happen to live nearby, so I take my chances
>"well... if you don't want to walk all the way to your hotel you can stay at my place. My flatmates are out for this week so I have plenty of space"
>i wait for her answer nervous as hell
>i've probably just fucked it all up
>she smiles and slowly opens her mouth to give me an answer
>suddenly, I hear this loud noise by my side and I can't hear her response
>just some drunk kids passing by, nothing to worry about
>things start fading away
>wtfishappening.java
>i wake up
>fucking kids are actually talking right below my room's window
>everything was just one of the most realistic dreams I've ever had
>mfw
>>703520173
4chan is about anonymity, about not being important
if we give gifts to anons who say its their birthday would be to remove whats special about 4chan
I've been living in the storeroom at my job. I am always afraid of getting caught, but I don't have anywhere else to go right now. The hardest part is finding somewhere to go when I'm not scheduled to work and the store is open. Mostly I just sit on benches, or at the library when it is open.
>>703521221
thats too bad anon but also really funny
>>703521230
dont spew your shit on me faggot, go flame on the other anon
I win
>>703521221
Dream girls are the worst.
I had one a few months ago. The most vivid memory I have of her is her perfume. Sometimes I smell it in the real world and then I can remember what she looks like for a few seconds before my mind scrubs it again.
Thanks brain.
>>703521486
I just quoted the first post related to that that I saw, sorry anon
>>703517713
>>703517909
>>703517674
>>703519645
>>703520285
>>703520101
Thanks guys I really appreciate that :)
>have nobody to hang out with
>no friends
>had clinical depression 2 years back-got out of it with meds and therapy
>probably will get depression again soon
>playing video games to kill time
at this point i'm wondering how much time will it take to get me insane
>already talking to myself, rarely reply to myself
>saying out loud numbers when stressed, 22 is my fav
how fucked am i
>>703521967
>>saying out loud numbers when stressed, 22 is my fav
I can relate to this. Whenever I'm stressed I say out loud "Where will I go tomorrow?"
The answer is usually "Work".
>>703520237
I've been meaning to do this for a while
>>703522185
I repeat 22 over and over or count to it, from it and so on
Why is it so calming?
>>703521581
Mine actually looked like a girl I met around a year and a half ago. Talked to her only a couple times and it was nothing remarkable, but my brain just decided she had to be my perfect dream girl last night.
My most usual dream girl is my gf from when I was 15, tho.
>>703513419
He killed himself AND the painting? O lawdy
![1463946255765[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/SGmWCDR.jpg "1463946255765[1].jpg")
Have bday today. Sat alone with my uncle and cousins to celebrate bday cuz parents are dead...
Wohoo happy 16 birthday me
Life sucks and it always will. That desn't mean we can't enjoy what we have. Take time to notice the little things. The taste of a good coffee, a nice meal, or a good view. The majority of life is bad and it always will be. It's all about taking note of the good things and making them last. Never give up /b/ros
>>703524227
Sorry to hear that man, happy birthday. Have a 9/11 meme as a present.
>>703521581
Dream girls that are your exes honestly wanting you back are thé worst dream girls of the lot.
![1464140447703[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/9Koazm4.jpg "1464140447703[1].jpg")
>>703524591
thanks man, turned 1 on 9/11. Im probably related to Bush somehow
![_20160604_015656[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/r7XXZ7Z.jpg "_20160604_015656[1].jpg"){kind=small}
>be me
>get fired on day I had scheduled off
>friends leave for military/back to college
>add equal parts unrequited love and alcoholism
>tried killing myself
>gun jammed
>twice
>took a bottle of dramamine and washed it down with a bunch of whiskey
>woke up after 3 days of fading in and out
>can't even kill myself right
>friends don't want to hang out because I'm "not the same person"
>Julius Kessler is my only real friend
>and he's a cheap whiskey
>fuck
At least SMT: IV Apocalyse comes out soon.
noticed another tf2 sadtext
here have another one
>>703525521
You must be 18 to post here.
>>703518007
is that... Mccree?
>>703525521
MODSSSSSSSSSS
i already spend two hours on a feels thread yesterday, not falling for it
>>703513788
>>703513944
These sting, I didn't talk to my dad for like a year because I thought he was a shithead, I realize many go far longer than that. He is now the person I depend on most in my life. I can imagine him sending me messages like this.
You should talk to your dad if you don't already. I'm not telling you specifically, just in general.
Just finished this game. if you're a brother, it will give you feels.
>have only two friends who somewhat actively talk to you on a regular basis
>one of them is my ex
>the other is just a plain fucking asshole because hes insecure af
>get drunk one night on a skype call with him
>tell him he means a lot to me
>tell him i love him
>he doesnt
>next day hes acting like a fucking tool
>completely disregards anything i say
>block him on skype and ignore him
>sit alone in your room with only my pets being the only rational reason for not killing myself
![1464038919819[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/P5VnjCq.jpg "1464038919819[1].jpg")
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>>703527322
Wrong pic
>>703525692
dont kill yourself, spend the money travelling and not alcohol.
>>703527322
Share more if you want to.
>>703516850
i feel you man. it sucks when no ones there for you. even though were just anonymous losers on a cancerous imageboard, for what its worth, happy birthday
I Miss you
I Miss you so fucking much
You are the best
You don't know how perfect you are
But I know
And now I can't say this to you
I should have said this
I should have tell you this every every day
Every fucking second
I want to talk with you
Are you happy now?
Do you like the place where you are?
I can't get you out of my brain and heart
You hate me right?
It's Ok
It was my fault
Like Everytime
I can't help you anymore
I'm sorry
>>703528354
What happened? Do tell
>>703527874
Don't have any more of her, but reverse image search says her name is kacy anne hill
>>703514179
I don;t know what;s sadder.
The guy who lost his gf and can't remember her face yet still visits her grave at least once a year.
Or the happy little girl who visits her brother's grave with her mother often enough that it's a normal occurence.
obligatory
>>703525925
how many of you fags can relate to this pic?
>>703528451
But not much
Lost my only friend
Now the only thing I can think of is my friend
Can't think of anything else and I hate him for that
And hate me because I shouldn't have these thought because he did nothing wrong
Well fuck, /b/ros, it's now exactly one year since this happened so I thought I would share
>be me, little kid.
>there's this one girl my age, our older sisters are BFFs and moms are friends
>get introduced as babies, inseparable
>go to same preschool, inseparable
>school comes, she goes to an all girls school, I go to an all boys school
>still besties, see each other almost every day after school and families usually spend all weekend together
>lived kinda far from my school, on,y went there because my dad was an old boy
>so only people I could play with was my bro, and her becuase she lived a couple of houses away
Mfw all my other friends were at least 20 minutes away
>then we get to high school
Bit of background: both of the schools were private schools with the prep and high schools integrated, however as soon as you get into highschool they are both completely different
So this highschool has the reputation for producing the bitchiest, occasionally sluttiest bitches out there
>start growing apart in highschool, she's being a bit bitchy.
>no time to hang out anymore either, we are practically strangers now
>couple of years later, in grade 10, she starts getting the biggest reputation as a slut
>completely bitchy too
>complete party animal too when before she never left the house
>whathaveyoudonewithmyfriend.jpg
>don't even have her phone number anymore, fine by me
>now in first year of varsity, she's at the same one
>see her on campus, said hi to her for the first time in years but now I just walk past her, sometimes don't even listen
Then the fire nation attacked and changed everything
Get message: "hey Anon this is femanon, (cousin of hers I went to school with) gave me your number, how are you doing?"
>who are you and what do you want?
>we arrange meeting at a restaurant on campus, fuck it but I actually miss her a lot, these past few years felt like a pet had just died the entire time
>>703529930
>go there and wait
>still wait
>okay fuck it you bitch, make a fool of me if you want but you don't just get to ignore me for years then mess with me
>decide to play to my strengths and be passive aggressive
>"femanon, don't worry about leaving me hanging, I'm sure you had something important to do"
Message back:
>"Anon, this is (femanons sister), please call me when you get the chance"
>oh fuck
>femanon was in a car crash, that morning on the way to university she got sideswiped by a truck and her car ended up completely crushed under it
>go to hospital, she's drifting in and out of consciousness
>never recovers, catches encephalitis and pneumonia in the hospital a week later and dies a week after that
>before she died I spent every waking moment by her bed, she managed to write out what she wanted to tell me
>she felt exactly the same way I did, she missed me and was so sorry we had been strangers all these years
And /b/ros, the most fucked up thing is that she couldn't even speak because of the tracheotomy. I never even got to hear her beautiful voice one last time.
Don't let pettiness fuck up your lives anons
>>703525925
i started crying for the first time in two years
gg anon, g fucking g
>>703529677
The Egg
By Andy Weir
Nice story
>>703516850
Happy birthday man! Go buy yourself a drink or see a movie you wanted to see
>>703522348
i as well my friend. just a matter of time really.
>>703529085
shed enough tears to make myself some tea
>>703527745
I have 15 dollars. Can't exactly travel.
>>703529606
hm
This sucks at All. All of my best " internet girls" Just stoped respond to me. I shoud do something but right now i get only 1 Day of work. The rent is 230 euros And I earn 160 per mont so GG. I don't know what i shoud do but right now im watching fucking series of narcos... Damm world.
>>703531320
I can start tlaking to you! I'm an " internet girl'' :^)
>>703516850
Happy Birthday anon. Take care.
>>703531320
why not move somewhere smaller? Stop paying for netflix if you do. Find a better job. Easy situation to fix, pal
>>703516124
where i this from ?
1/6
>>703513944
Oh man that crushed my heart
>>703518191
I came here expecting to cry, not to weep...
>>703531832
3/6
great, the fuckin captcha kicked in again...
>>703531320
Why not give me a contact. Chat with me Internet Girl or whathever
>>703513595
Kid's mom was a bitch.
Internet Girl Come one. You can be my best person to chat with but. How i can be sure that you are not a fag ?
>>703513944
>super bowel
Kek
btw, the original(?) Little Mermaid is sad as fuck (at least the probably still extra kids-friendly version i had).
something about the mermaid being cursed and she has to kiss her guy before midnight or else she's gonna die and in the end it was something like she heard the bell ring but at the same time it didn't hurt at all cause she had already turned to sea foam
i ruined this word-wise, but i was quite surprised and actually teared up a little when i recently read this story again for the first time since my childhood.
>>703532461
I could talk to you..like i do have a microphone thingy.
You have to make an better story. More fellings moreee.
I got only an 80% on a quiz
>>703532461
So how i can find you. by some way of comunication ?
>>703516850
Happy birthday man! I really mean it with all my love. /b/ loves you to, chin up buddy <3
>>703521221
Lel
>>703532461
Does it matter?
I would talk to a fucking stone if he ask me
>>703533282
>/b/ loves you to
>implying /b/ is a person
when will small things like this stop getting me mad?
>>703516850
Sometimes the life is just bulshit. But happy Days annyway. I hope than you will be very happy even if you woud not to be.
>>703533533
"You can judge a man by the size of the things that disturb him"
>>703521353
That's too bad anon. Take care man
The world would be much brigher if I didn't know I could never truly be with her....
inb4 9gag tag, but it's truth..
>>703533920
>being beta
Kek.
More of fun on the internet you can find here.
http://efukt.com/
>>703516850
Happy birthday man do something different today go to a bar a coffee shop and just talk to someone
>>703534129
I dunno, didn't really feel beta.
Started out as us having sex, but she pretty much completely matched everything I look for in a girl. She started talking about "missing me" and such, tried to match her emotional state. She left.
>>703533855
you can also judge little faggots who quote things. Fucking faggot making my anger worse
>>703519471
Art.
>>703527464
Fuck man
>>703513419
>be me
>deleted my ex' number some weeks ago
>moving on, working out n shit
>get drunk as hell on a birthday party
>ffw to 8 in the morning
>all friends left the club we were in
>talk to some strangers, they ask if i want to get high
>surewhynot.jpg
>leave club, take a walk in the park
>can't remember from here on
>wake up at ex' place with her in my arms
>we have sex, talk a little and i leave
similar thing happened a month ago.
i know we can't be together, but i clearly still got feelings for her.
i seriously dont know what to do. i dont even fucking know what to feel besides emptyness
The True Guide To All Annons.
How to find out that girl with you chat has a fucking cheating on you.
And you are not on to the her Heart List . or pussy
whathever everything is going to pussy ...
IF SHE:
#1 Is she writing to you. Without your interaction ?
#2 How fast she responding (slow mean bad )
#3 Is she write sentences or words (words you fuck up)
#4 IS she says goodbye.
If all of those = Yes. Stop writing to her.
>>703530098
Hahaha!
>>703513595
>>703513788
>>703513944
>>703515732
>>703516222
Das feels are the hardest ones for me
>My dad died in a motorcycle accident when I was 8
>It was a mondy, the weekend before my mother visited friends of hers
>Me, brother and dad spent all this time together, it was summer time
>Grilling in the garden, camping outside on sunday night, best time in life
>Next morning, wake up in tent with my brother, go inside
>Dad went to work in the morning
>me and brother were watching Power Rangers, waiting for mom to come home
>hear the door , bell it's the police, we say mom will be home soon so they wait outside
>Don't know what's going on, here mom crying and screaming outside as they tell her he died in an accident
>They all get inside, we all are crying
>Shit fucked me up real bad, have next to zero memories of my childhood, kinda traumatized
>Time is rushing, got used to growing up without a father, never had the feeling that there was something missing
>Today, 20 years old
>See feels thread
>Realize I never had these dad-moments
>Not hanging out with him, seeing his son become a man, finishing School
>Not being able to make him proud
>Not being able to talk about Girls, what he did in his youth, drinking a beer with him
>I was in the military for one year (which isn't obligatory in my country), he was in Iraq when he served for Russia
>He couldn't see me in the unifrom, he wouldve been so proud
>He won't be able to see my future wive, be at my wedding, get grandchildren
>Realize what a big part of growing up and living i am missing
I started listening to the music he used to listen to, some russian classic rock which I remember him having listened to when I was a child. When I heard this song again the first time after all these years, I began crying and sobbing for about 40 minutes, couldn't handle the nostalgia and sadness, still gives me tears into my eyes:
https://youtu.be/qSYouIbLthM
>>703516850
Happy birthday have a drink on me
>>703525999
The main character from Red Dead, his name escapes me
Is there anon, who hasn't received any gift for 7 years, in this thread tonight? His/her birthday is on 22nd September.
>>703513595
Jesus I got chills
>>703536683
I haven't gotten anything for my birthday for 3 years but love from my family.
>>703532249
God damn it
>>703516850
Happy birthday, we all love you here.
You faggot.
>>703536165
This song let me feels things I don't even know where there
>>703516850
Happy birthday anon
I've never met you and I probably never will
You don't know me and you probably never will
But just know that I love you anon
You're the best you there is and you're going to do amazing things
Stand strong friend, we're all here for you
tldr
>be me
>13
>have a crush on a hot girl in my class
>problem is...
>...Class level
>My family middle class
>That girl her family is upper class
>Even worst Im not american
>Im indian (the loo people)
>Our main goal is "Be doctor or engineer, if u cant achieve that, then go work as a tech support scammer u cunt"
>I was a pretty big geek at that time
>I had good grades n shit like that, however I was not popular at all
>So I started mastering my guitar and music skills (I started to get interested in music)
>School ending cermony - Play pumped up kicks with my friends (we had a band)
>best thing of all were teachers reaction
>However thats how I started to get fame
>Then I continues with singing and plating guitar but now I had to go to gym.
>me goto gym everyday
>10th grade - finally get my crush tobecome my gf
Never give up anon! Do whats needed.
>>703535236
this
>>703527464
This one got me
>>703536165
Be strong, Anon.
>>703514024
Being a nihilist helps in this regard. I may fully realize that I'm an unfulfilled manchild and most of everyone else is living a more conventionally acceptable life than me, but in the end what does it matter? I got my set of shit to sort out, they got their own shit to sort out, we are all gonna die anyway and then there'll be nothing for both of us. Just a few short decades to endure and then an eternity of oblivion to not give a fuck about anything anymore. And the people left won't give a fuck about either of us.
>>703516850
Happy birthday bro. Can't give you anything because I have nothing to give, otherwise I would.
>>703514024
The message in wallpaper
Someone know how I can win my crush?
>>703538477
True words spoken
>>703514283
No words
>>703530098
I'll screenshot it bro. Made me feel
>>703538477
But nobody care....
This one always gets me
>20 years old
>About to finish what I guess would be 13th grade in Denmark?
>Anyhow, came out of 2 year relationship with a girl who was a bit crazy, we didn't have time for each other, and had different future plans, the classic
>Anyhow, I have this female friend
>My female roommate is seeing a boy who fucked my ex, just after we broke up
>Ask if I can sleep at my female friends room since my roommate wants to sleep with the guy
>It's at a party btw
>She agrees, and I sleep in her room, we end up kissing, but she doesn't wanna have sex cause she has a flirt with some other guy
>Take it as a challenge
>Eventually sleep at her room again, again denied
>3rd times the charm, we have sex, no one knows what we're doing
>We end up having sex often for the rest of the year, we both agree that it's only sex (but it's really more, we both kinda know)
>Summer comes, I finish school and move home for a while, she has 1 more year
>I visit her at home a few times during summer, go to amusement parks and shit even. Acting as if we were a couple.
>I try to keep some mental distance and it's actually fine,
>Go to the US for 3 weeks
>Write with her every day
>End up almost hooking up in the US, can't do it cause she is in the back of my mind
>Return home, see her a few times before school starts
>Still write every day
>We go tree climbing together, we kiss a lot even tho a lot of ppl are around
>Basically unofficial couple
>School starts, see her a couple of weekends
>We still text and snapchat every day
>She starts talking about how she misses me and stuff
>I naturally try to match her, slowly falling deeper into the hole of love
cont
>>703514024
No Man's Sky was hard on everyone, but damn dude take a breather.
>>703539117
>Last weekend we talk about what we should do
>She doesn't want a "long distance" (2 hours) relationship
>Tells me we can never be anything else than friends
>During all this time she just matched everything I look for in a girl
>I feel like this could be really great
>Anyhow, now a week later.. We still write a lot, I can't give up hope that she still wants something
>Should just let her go but I can't...
I'd like to add that in the midst of all of this, my grandfather died and my parents got divorced.. She was basically the bright point, and the distraction and comfort I needed in life. And now she's gone...
>>703525925
The TF2 ones always hit me. Every single time. Even before I finish reading them.
>>703526439
get new friends
>>703526439
Are you a girl?
>>703532249
ah fuck
thank you for the happy ending
>>703519471
This actually hurt me
>>703525979
He knows, he's being real with you guys.
>met the girl of my dreams in kindergarten
>friends with her since the day we met
>once we start hitting puberty I devolpe a crush
>too much of a pussy to say anything for months
>friend finally convices me
>she lies to avoid hurting me but that just hurts worse
>no idea what to do don't want to lose a friend I've known since we were 4
>stay friends die a little inside every time she gets a boyfriend
>insecurity builds so can't move on because I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone
>best friend didn't love me why would anyone else
>by highschool I was heavy into drugs running from the pain
>after graduation she gets a job and moves away
>we keep talking until one day she just stopped
>less and less replies until finally nothing
>15 years of love/friendship just gone
>finally able to move on but still have horrible self esteem from it
Love kinda sucks /b/ros
>>703514024
Bingo
>>703524671
Wtf man, be with her
>>703516850
Happy birthday my dude. I hope it gets better.
>>703533920
What happend pal?
Oh my god this thread.
I just wanted some laughs not some feels.
I swear to god I almost cried with ugly the cat.
>I have this gay friend I used to help in HS
>Really nice guy, Spent a lot of time with him
>last June arrange to do a sushi thing with him
>this guy fucking loved sushi
>He passed away 2 weeks later
>he had an seizure in his sleep
>The day I found out, I went to see my aunt
>shes battling cancer
>I talk to her for hours
>Constantly telling her i loved her
>she passed away 4 days ago
>Im so fucking sad /b/
>>703516124
Beautiful. I hope I go the same way.
I was with my friend, sitting in my dad's machine shop, sometime in the middle of the night. We were talking about stuff, and some of it involved the death of his Grandpa. His grandpa died last year, and he's still really shaken up. He really loved his grandpa, loved hanging out with him. Still misses him really bad. We're just sitting, listening to the radio, and a song comes on. In the middle of the song, I look over at him, and can see he is getting progressively sadder and sadder. After the final verse, he puts his hands up to his eyes, and starts weeping. He starts crying harder and harder, tears streaming down his face. I say nothing, and go over and hug the shit out of him. And then the radio dj said, "that was Pink Floyd, wish you were here."
>>703516850
Happy birthday, Anon. Keep going, for us.
>>703513419
> Entire World is Fucked
> Shake UP Weeple!
>meet girl
>develop crush on girl
>ask girl out
>no
feelsbadman.virgin
>>703513419
>rich
>popular
>gf
>kills self
What a pussy
>>703536396
John Marston?
One of my best friends killed himself two weeks ago. How long will that shit keep hurting anons?
>>703536396
John Marston
>>703546355
James Marston.
>>703516850
happy birthday, man
>>703521353
I understand your pain anon, it's a completely different low when you have nowhere else to go. Keep your head up man. I'm really sorry anyone else has to feel that way.
>>703529606
Holy fuck this fits me to a T
>>703546872
Mmmmmm ok....
>>703545401
Sure as hell beats facism.
>>703516850
aye anon, happy birthday
>>703533391
snapchat: arcticaquantum
>>703518149
fuck...
>>703514024
wow.
ill drop a few long ones but all quality read...
>>703548911
>>703549068
this is it....stay well /b/ros
>>703524146
This is probably the best depiction of general anxiety disorder I've ever seen.
Please let this thread be alive till 12 when I'll be crying
>25
>repeats a year at uni because bad at math
>drained by unsuccessful job hunt
>living with my parents, coasting on their money
>no further life until I get a good job
>a shitty one would just mean a dead end
>there's no end to this, no amount of effort seems to change this
>no great injustice or betrayal, only my own ineptness
>no loss or cruel blow of fate, just the limbo and void
>ghost of a man, an inert presence in the world apparently
You guys are all sad cunts.
>>703546312
Till you drown it in alcohol
First feels thread, jesus christ.
>>703549793
No you
>>703546434
James Harden
>>703549976
Sadly I think you're right.
Its good to feel sad sometimes because it makes us realise we take things for granted.
>>703546312
it never leaves, anon.
>>703538477
This is a lil bit edgy. But its god damn true
The first one is always the worst
>>703535906
Why did she become an ex? What happened?
>>703533920
I could've written this myself and for me, it comes from a him...
Iktf
>>703513944
>>703513788
>>703536165
I-I think I'm gonna call my dad now.
>>703513419
reading all these while listening to this....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbO6P-_Zx0Y
I was with my friend, sitting in my dad's machine shop, sometime in the middle of the night. We were talking about stuff, and some of it involved the death of his Grandpa. His grandpa died last year, and he's still really shaken up. He really loved his grandpa, loved hanging out with him. Still misses him really bad. We're just sitting, listening to the radio, and a song comes on. In the middle of the song, I look over at him, and can see he is getting progressively sadder and sadder. After the final verse, he puts his hands up to his eyes, and starts weeping. He starts crying harder and harder, tears streaming down his face. I say nothing, and go over and hug the shit out of him. And then the radio dj said, "that was Pink Floyd, wish you were here."
>>703530937
edgy
I like this guy, and I'm not sure how to tell him because I dont feel good enough for him. Even though he's made it clear that he does indeed like me I just don't know how to say it myself. (Yes, I'm gay.)
Only person I ever loved told me today that will never work out. She will, "never give me the 110% of love and care" that I give her and it's "unfair" to me. We talked about what we will miss most of each other for about 20 minutes. Last time I cried that much, I had about 40mg of perc in my nose and a bottle of tequila in me, with a gun in my lap. I drove her home, and I watched her walk up to her door, and out of my life. She was perfect to me in every way. She was my first girlfriend and there's a reason for that. I waited my entire life to find someone who I could seriously see myself growing old with, and it was her. I was diagnosed with clinical depression, severe anxiety, and all kinds of other shit. She made me forget all of those. I haven't been depressed since I started being with her, and today I was, once again, swallowed by blackness. Like, depressed to the point where I hear voices in my head whenever I'm alone. (I didn't even know that was a thing until it happened to me.) She's gone, out my life, and I have no one to talk to this about. I know you don't care, and I doubt anyone will even read this, but I'm so lonely and so tired. The type of tired sleep can't fix. I just want to be happy. I just want to be loved. I just want this life to end. Thanks for at least letting me get this off my chest. Good night anyone who cares.
>>703546312
forever.
>>703516222
When you get trips and no one notices
>>703551889
I read it
>>703552439
Thank you...
>>703536165
my dad died when i was 10 too. Was in the ariforce as an aeronautical engineer. Reading your post made me realize for the first time in years how much i miss him
>usually not a feelsy kind of guy
>you know usual dad stories of when he was a kid
>brush them off for years
>I'm the kind of guy to think of all possible situations in all possible scenarios in possible points in my life and others
>like I could sit for hours just thinking and never get board
>I get to about 15-16 years old
>still getting some dad stories here and there
>always here about how shitty it was for him growing up
>actually start thinking of all his stories
>his dad left him at a young age
>mom never broke up fights/ rough play between boys
>dad nearly drowns from one of his brothers playing too rough
>mother always smoke and drank
>he grows up to 18, marries, realizes she has bad personality
>had one kid with her, leaves her
>goes to my mom at 20, marries and has 4 kids (including me)
>realizes he was doing what his mom did
>deals with his realization that he's too much like his mom by drinking
>soon realizes it effects family negatively and doesn't want to be like her so he stops
>leaves him to love sugar
>starts gaining weight
>hes already had his own flooring company for a while but it's gettin hard with his weight
>one of his nerves are pinched because a bone in his spine moves a little from weight
>doing his job is insanely painful
>hurts his back everyday
>some days it feels like a knife literally stabbing his back
>he keeps doing his job
>can't exercise to lose weight and help with some of the pain because it makes it worse
>just keeps dealing
>doctors offer a procedure that can leave him paralyzed
>doesn't take it up because he's the only source of income, if he can't do his job, his wife and 4 children go to poverty
>keeps dealing with pain in job
>mfw in the middle of the night thinking of all this
>realizing he hurts himself every time he does his job because he has to support his family and doesn't want to be like his mom
>>703551889
Good night anon. Remeber: You are not the only one suffering from depression.
>>703551889
well at least she was honest with you and didnt pull you by the nose "we will think about something" or "ofc that i love you"...find strength to move on, I know that its not easy but you can do it....gl man and eventually you will find someone to get old with.
>>703553033
I know I'm not the only one and that makes it worse. People have it way worse off than I do. I feel like i complain too much and no one cares so usually I don't say anything. I only talk about my problems when people ask me about them. Like even now I feel bad complaining to a stranger over the Internet so I'll stop. Thanks for reading though, and thanks for replying. Means a lot to me right now.
Gute nacht mein Freund
>>703553232
You know the shit part of it? The shittest part? I thought we were completely happy together until a couple weeks ago when her ex dmed me on twitter with screenshots of texts from her saying she will never be happy with me and she can't wait until he comes home. He comes home from the army Saturday and they're hanging out. The worst thing I have ever felt is a one way street of love. She said she loved me and all this and then that happened. My entire happiness came crashing down in 1 message.
>>703553033
>You are not the only one suffering from depression.
Yes but i am very good at hiding it
>>703516124
Holy fuck anon, this shit was deep
>>703513715
damn
this sort of thing has been the only thing that scares me for as long as i can remember
>>703549613
Fill the void with drugs it's a great time
>>703545978
You do not fully know the situation.
>>703551889
Gute Nacht mein Freund
>>703521967
You are getting really fucked up, find a hobby in which you get to leave home and see people, we are not meant to be totally alone
>>703516850
happy day of the birth
>>703554469
Good night, anon. Thank you.
>>703526383
Dat swimming ending, brings tears to my eyes every time
>>703553747
well that changes a lot of perspective i had...in this case it is better for you that you got out of that relationship...she wasnt honest with you,had guts to lie in your face while texting with her ex behind your back...Trust me man you dodged the bullet.It is hard right now, but once you get over this you wont have a second thoughts about what happened...stay strong and remember you've got nothing to be sorry for.
>>703516850
Happy birthday, Anon!
>>703553747
Fuck... But please: live, anon.
>>703516850
Happy birthday, anon. We all care and we all love you.
> be me
>chronic kidney disease from the age of 1
>won the genetic lottery
>fast forward to this year
>Finally have a great group of friends at work, usually just jeep my head down till I can go home
>getting /fit/
>a wild kidney Transplant appears.jpg
>life gets turned upside down
>can't go to gym
>lose girlfriend
>get sick often
>my whole life is fucked
>react badly to drugs
>get acne and sweats
>not the worst symptoms but feel like a monster sweat dripping down face in public
>finally they get the meds right and I'm on the mend again
>suddenly have complications
>Its not going well
>have to have intense drug treatment a week ago
>feels good man
>feel better like I did before all this
>feel human
>forced shift changes at work
>I'm being put with none of my friends
>but I feel healthy and fit enough to work the last few weeks with friends
>positive about the future despite all
>today
>start pissing blood and have severe pain in my side
>and I still think these threads are for little bitches
>seriously grow up you man children
>>703516850
Happy birthdayyyyy!
>>703554929
I know I needed to get out but it's so hard. I hate everything. I'm fucked up, man. I slaughtered a opossum with a pickaxe today just to feel better. (Pic related.) Anyway, thanks for listening. I'll stop now.
>>703521221
Oh, my God...
>>703554948
I'm trying. I promised myself I would for my parents and brother, so I'll try my hardest. Thank you <3
>>703555039
Speak for yourself
>>703544875
Wow that's hard
>>703555392
That's a mattock, not a pickaxe.
>>703550097
Just keep livin, Anon
>>703555392
We don't hate you, anon. You're nice anon. Sleep well.
This thread has been up for five and a half hours
>>703555570
Either way it splits the skull of a small animal fairly easily. Splattered all over me though.
>>703551889
Dude maybe it will take years to find a good one but trust me, there are gonna be girls that you will be able to love and that will love you aswell.
Doesnt mean that you will totally forget this one, or that you will stop believing that you could have spent your life with her, but trust me there are other girls. It will probably take a lot of time for you to believe that someone else could make you as happy but it's just true
>>703555392
be strong...have a nice sleep.
>>703555801
Thats how you know summers over. This place is dead.
>>703555044
you're crying over the fact you got shitty genes and went through some mild inconviniences? and you say these threads are for little bitches? some people have it far far worse than anything your bitch ass can imagine. pathetic
>>703555826
Should'a used the wide end and struck the neck. There's a reason why people own mattocks over pickaxes.
>>703556131
Screenshotted this. I'll read this everyday for a while. Thank you.
>>703529341
Why are we the ones that stay here and not the amazing people that can change lives?
>>703556406
That's what I did. I was turned to the side.
>>703556533
Blood on the wrong end for that to be true. Also, possums are mostly immune to rabies and Lyme disease, people mostly kill them because of stigma.
>>703513788
>>703513944
Oh god.. My heart
>>703556340
I'm not crying over shit retard, thats the point of the post you thick autist. My mild "incovienece" of nearly dieing multiple times, under going complicated surgery and breaking up with my girlfriend whilst trying not to die, pretty much trump every story in this thread with one aspect of my life, meanwhile all you little bitches whine over literally nothing.
>Wah wah my girlfriend left me
>Wah wah I have no friends
>wah wah my grandmother died
If you can't function within the human experience and go through struggles, termoil, grow and get over it you should all kill yourselves.
>>703531589
Dude, you just fucking wrecked me with this.
>>703522445
>>703522185
huh strange. 21 and 2 are my lucky numbers.
My girlfriend is leaving me. My only source of motivation is gone. The one person I thought loved me unconditionally. The one I'd take a bullet for. The one who would text me " Good morning sweetheart. I love you so much, more than you ever know. You are always in my heart, always. And my words may be hard to believe in this day and age because of how often love is taken advantage of. I am adjusting myself and well- we have both been fucked over. But I want us to prove each other wrong, I want us to show each other that we MEAN what we say. I will always mean what I say because Austin I literally want my life with you. I promise to be loyal, accept you, carry your children, be your wife, treat you, and love you as long as your dumbass doesn't up and leave me. You're my soulmate and damn I got lucky, so lucky. You're such a sweetheart and we came into each others lives at the perfect moment, and for that I thank you. You're so fucking appreciated, even when I get pissed at you and say mean things, its just me being a lil grump, but i'm your lil grump. ️ I love you so much baby, you're so handsome, sweet, hilarious, you have a huge cock, what else could I ask for? (; Have a good day at school baby, I wish I could say I could please you afterwards but I started my period...I'm sorry. I hate feeling worthless like this, so please forgive me for that. I'll ttyl sunshine, I love you baby, mwah. " in the morning but now says she has no room for me in her life. She's leaving me. The one who I'd give all to go back in tume to the day we met and live in that day forever. Shes gone. She's going to find another man to marry, have kids with, and die with, and that thought tears me up on the inside and makes me feel like breaking down and giving up. I want her back so bad.
>>703557222
>wah wah my girlfriend left me
cries about his girlfriend leaving him because of his shitty genome
kek, just invalidated your whole statement
and just to let you know, psychological trauma caused by actions during childhood can be far worse than "ow my kidneys"
you shoulda died on that operating bench fam
>>703557681
>I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
>I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky,
>But why, why, why can't it be, can't it be mine?
>>703516850
Happy Birthday anon, here have some cake!
>>703558375
I've been listenening to that song since its happened. I can definetly relate.
>>703513419
Hey guys, I think I'm about to ask a girl who seems well keen on me out. The only problem is another guy likes her, although she has made it clear to me that she doesn't like him back like that, and regardless he is fucking miles away from us in a week.
After suffering through an insane broken family and periods of extreme loneliness I seem to have broken out. You guys can do it too.
>>703557916
Like I said one aspect of my life, in not talking about my child hood or any aspect of trauma suffered then.
The point is I'm not whining about my girlfriend or my health problems, its an example of shit that happens that I'm not whining about in a cry baby thread, because I'm an adult not a man child like you.
What's so terrible about your life, besides the inability to comprehended argumentative structure and basic narrative?
>>703535236
Ahahahahaha. You're such a fuckin' faggot.
>>703516850
Happy B-day, bud!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aWSG9g0YdI
>>703546872
>>703558654
>I'm not whining about my girlfriend or my health problems
>wah wah look at all my health and gf problems they're obviously worse than all of yours
kys tbh fam
>>703546872
Meh, wasn't really bad
>>703551719
i can't hear that song without crying. reminds me of my grandmother, on the anniversary of her death one of my favorite bands released a cover of it and i lost it really hard in front of family. noone understood, i didn't care.
>>703558654
>I'm not whining about in a cry baby thread, because I'm an adult not a man child like you.
but you were whining, and i wasn't, smartass
should I now "whine" about my life just because you told me to, so I can give you something to go off of? fuck off, it's worse than your stupid kidney issues thats all ill say lmao
>>703556526
As despairing your comment may be. Strangely, it give me hope. Maybe we can be good people. Maybe I can still be
>>703559672
>Still can't comprehended an argument
Is the thing you are here to whine about in the cry baby thread that you were dropped on your head as a child? I mean the symptoms fit, a suburban white kid who says "FAM" and cant understand basic argumentative concepts.
>>703560003
>criticizes people for not understanding his "arguments"
>doesn't understand why your post reads as whining
you can kill yourself anytime now tbh, FAM
>>703553881
You're scared there isn't an afterlife? Or that little kids can make promises to each other that cannot ever be fulfilled?
>>703560133
>>703560003
>>703559965
>>703559903
shut the fuck up and let us have emotions
