There's absolutely nothing stopping me right now. Merely seconds away from freedom. I live a rather privileged life, yet it seems that nothing can bring me happiness. So why live? Should I just do it /b/?
>>703439823
just do it
hell no don't do it, you'd be missing out on free slushie day from 7-11 each year. fucking crazy bro
go sandyhook a place first and post pics. then do it
>>703439823
If it's chronic depression, then there's nothing you can do. If it's that bad you literally need pills and therapy to be close to normal.
>>703439823
I have the same fan as you.
>>703439823
>daytime..B8
It's late af in the states.
>>703440069
No. I don't want to hurt others.
>>703440138
I've been on sertraline for two months, against my will. I don't even want help. I just want to die, but I don't want to be the one to do it.
>>703440287
what makes you think its day time?
Stream it
>>703440425
timestamp
>>703439823
Stream it
How old are you OP? If you're in your early twenties, don't do it you have so much more time ahead to change everything, and killing yourself would make your parents and loved ones cry, and suffer. Your funeral would be pathetic aswel. "Killed himself because some random faggots on b told him "to kys nigger."
>>703440465
>>703440533
>>703440662
I don't have any way to.
>>703440627
Fine. Just give me a minute.
>>703439823
Fake gun, what kind of gay gun is that?
>>703439920
>>703440686
I'm 19. I've been severely depressed for as long as I can remember. I've failed at everything I've ever done, and I'm a complete genetic failure. I know how much it would hurt my loved ones, but I just don't care anymore. I'm so sick of everything
>>703440686
This.
>>703440806
Its a 4 10
>>703440753
Drive straight into area 51 at full speed and livestream it
>>703439823
happy America with 7-11 you'll mever fail a walrus with your butt illuminati!
timestamp
Only two things you can do, seek therapy, or blow your brains out. Quit attention whoring though.
>>703440627
Excuse the horrible handwriting, I'm terrible at that too.
>>703440806
It's my dad's girlfriends'. New England Firearms .410.
>>703441415
do it with a 12ga or shut up
if you're gonna do it, make sure it's done right
>>703439823
No, go get a man caliber. I wouldn't be caught dead blowing my brains out with a .410
>>703441415
.410 is like a .22, it won't do shit
>>703441413
Sorry. I just don't know what I want. I don't know if I want help or what. My family tried to force me to see a therapist multiple times, but I refused. I don't even know if I should do it or not.
so why are you posting a thread about it unless you're going to make a stream?
The world won't be the same without you
>>703441794
>I don't know what I want
Seek therapy. It'll clear your mind. You sound like you just need to talk to someone.
>>703441794
Why did you refuse? See the therapist and stop trolling for hugs on 4chan.
>>703441581
>>703441611
>>703441696
I don't have anything else. It's not even mine.
>>703441805
I don't know. I guess I just want someone to talk to, someone who has been in the same position.
>>703441922
Yes it will. Nothing matters anyway.
>>703441998
Because I don't want to talk about my problems. I just want to die, but I don't want to do it myself.
>>703442022
so you don't actually want to do it? that's good.
what areas of your life are lacking to make you want to kill yourself?
>>703442136
I hate my entire existence. I don't think I deserve to live.
Can one of you sad ex-suicidal autists just call this kid and talk to him.
I'd be no use, I'm very happy with my life. But it used to be super shit... so maybe that's done consolation.
>>703441989
Maybe. Thanks anon.
>>703442369
>very happy with life
>/b/ is life
No live stream no fulfilling connection? Thread is shit...
>>703439823
yes cut the powercord to the fan with those pliers, it will short out the rcd/ fuse in ur place and u will have only killed ur fan. fuck you dicksucker.
>>703439823
hey
i have that exact same fan
>>703442615
>/b is love
>/b is life
>welcome in hell, u will never leave
>>703442573
Kys, nigger. All you do is bring waste into this world everytime you shit,breathe or continue living you produc
>>703443128
We all do.
>>703439823
Give me your stuff first. I work for a living and will actually appreciate it.
>>703444044
Wouldn't make a difference. It would just be a waste of time.
Suck it up OP
If you're going to kill yourself at least call the hospital first so they can show up and save your organs to donate to people that'll appreciate their life
If I get hexes then I'll an hero.
here for the gets
>>703444463
I expected nothing less
>>703439823
Film it live
>>703439823
Eh you get the barrel in your mouth. Finger on the trigger, cry, then bitch out. A few weeks you will be glad you bitched out. Been there done that.
>>703444481
g 3 T
I was going to an hero before until I fucked a trans a couple days before and realized I would be missing that sweet trans asshol
>>703444310
Those people don't matter either. What's the point?
>>703444662
THIS
>>703439823
OP, why kill yourself?
I mean, what's the fucking point?
Why don't you just stop caring about whatever makes you feel like shit and just do whatever the hell you want to do.
>>703439823
Dude, you have one of those high current samsung chargers. I left mine in a hotel and my life has basically never been the same, mail it to me before you off yourself please
>>703444662
I can't cry anymore. I don't even feel anything. I've already tried it, and I hesitate for some reason. I just can't bring myself to do it.
>>703444794
Exactly. What's the point? There's no point in living.
>>703439823
You're not going to do it and you know it. You're just wasting a bunch of strangers' time for reassurance. Life's hard, get the fuck over it.
>>703444851
Good, suicide is pointless. Maybe be you should just feed wild cats. It would be pretty hard to be a failure at that.
>>703444956
Theres no point in fucking killing yourself. That's what I'm saying. There isn't a point in either.
>>703444956
That's subjective af. Really this boils down to how you think others feel/think about you, and I can assure you don't. Grow a personality or do it.
>>703445153
*and I can assure you they don't. Whatever
Kill yourself or not, it doesn't really matter if you do it because your conscience will be disconnected so you'll feel 0 regret :)
but better days are ahead if you don't
KEK
>>703439823
grow up
>>703439823
Get off the SSRIs and smoke weed.
>>703444444
>>703445032
Don't underestimate me. Given my luck I'd just get mauled by them, but still survive.
>>703445153
I have a lot of personality, too much in fact. I'm pretty sure I have some kind of personality disorder.
>>703445266
I don't see how it could possibly get better.
>>703445484
I tried smoking weed for the first time a few weeks ago. It didn't make me feel any better.
>>703441611
Kek
>>703444851
>>703445618
Smoke more
I have the same wind creator.
>>703445945
I don't have any more, nor do I want more. My friend gave it to me a year ago, but i didnt smoke it because I hate drugs, but at that point I had just stopped caring.
>>703446237
It's not a drug man it's an experience that will make America great again
>>703439823
Dont off yourself yet, you slob
You are good at something you just havent found that thing yet.
Being forced to go to therapy wont do shit, you have to want too, its not that bad.
Stay around for the sexy ladies.
>>703439823
why do it?
>>703446758
But I don't want to. All I want is to be someone else because I hate myself.
>>703446814
They don't like me. I'm extremely ugly, and a total genetic failure.
>>703447043
Why not?
>>703446814
What? Real live women?
>>703447055
Listen, just stop being a bitch. If you want to do it, do it. This is either a troll trying to make an interesting thread or someone trying to be told by strangers online that they're cared for. If you truly wanted to die, you would have already.
>>703447055
Just dont kill yourself , youre young and really dont know who you are yet
>>703447055
So be someone else, start a new life, leave your city and go for it...
You want to die but first you have to try all possibilities... And if nothing works, you will do it with no regrets... But i'm sure you won't.
.
Hey guys I'm on this thread and just saying I rather die from starving or another effect of mother nature.
All that matters is that you know only one creator exists.
Be yourself and let others be.
I know.
It's like what's the point? The point is you follow rules. When you start following the rules, you will become more aware of its loopholes and start acknowledging other people.
I'm a hypocrite and fuck you /b/
f(^_^;
>>703447453
I don't even know what I want other than to be someone else. What keeps me alive is hope that I'll wake up one day and magically be someone else. It's so fucking stupid.
>>703447535
I'm an abomination, I know that much.
>>703447653
No, I mean I literally want to be someone else. I'm a monster, inside and out. Maybe I could change what's on the inside, but it won't change the fact that I'm a disgusting freak on the outside.
Don't do it. You have so many people that care about you.
Ohh woe is me, my life sucks, no one knows what it's like to be me wahhhh
Shut the fuck up kid and grow the fuck up. You're not a special little snowflake destined for greatness, and it's sure as shit not just gonna fall in your lap. If you want a nice happy life then you gotta suffer through the bullshit like the rest of us. What you're doing now though is being an inconsiderate selfish little prick because you think life owes you something. Get off your ass and do the work to make your life into something less shitty, no ones gonna hold your hand and do it for you, time to be a big boy.
Hey OP.
Lost count of how many times I've tried to off myself.
Advice is not to do it unless you're ready. The way of knowing you're ready to die is when you don't actually care either way.
The fact that you're struggling with the decision tells me you're not ready, you're just depressed and probably lonely in your thoughts.
Anyway if things are really bad, I'll talk with you if you want. You can emaIL me here: [email protected]
>>703447947
I don't know why. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with them because there's absolutely no reason to like me.
>>703448035
that's because you're mentally retarded. it's not like your little attention whoring party was your own decision anyway, your handler just forgot to put you to bed.
>>703447975
I never claimed to be a special snowflake. I've been fully aware that nothing great will ever happen to me since I was very young.
>>703448010
I know I'm not ready. I probably never will be because I'm too much of a bitch to do it. I really just wanted someone to talk to. Thanks anon.
>>703447926
so make fucking money, study, be a fucking master and you will buy all that you want... You will change your destiny with that!!! If you can have a GF, buy whores... or increase down your levels (i'm french and i was very bad in english at school so i don't know the right words for all) and you will leave free in your mind and happy. Try and don't give up, my school best friend hung himself when we were 18, it was a fucking bullshit
>>703448363
I started attention whoring by my own volition. I've made it very clear that that's the exact point of this thread.
>>703448386
Because you're a fucking coward, thats why
>>703448386
>not a special snowflake
>LOOOKK AT MEEEEEEE XD XD XDDDD
too sad that nobody is allowed to beat the shit out of you to be honest.
>>703439823
You shouldn't use a gun, use a toaster and a bath tub.
>>703448442
I don't care about money or any material items. I just got my first phone on Wednesday along with $1k in cash from my parents, and it doesn't make me feel any better.
>>703448723
>i don't le care
>i'm a spoiled ass fucking brat who has a carefree life of luxury look at me give me attention i'm so sad lol like everyone else
>>703448621
You're a fucking retard, dude. I've tried to ignore every retard in this thread, but you made me break that silence.
>>703442733
does that make jesus gay if he watches me masturbate?
>>703448723
Jesus fucking christ kid. Your parents give you a phone and $1000, along with what ever the fuck else they've given you, and you're basically just throwing it right back in their faces. You should be ashamed of yourself.
>>703448386
It's not about being too much of a bitch, anon. It's about that little bit of hope you still have left in you that keeps you going; killing your body to escape yourself or your circumstances is a solution, but not the best one. It's a lot like using violence to end an argument--- it works, but not in the long term.
If you want to change things then change yourself. Go explore shit, figure out what makes you happy. There's no point to existing so you have to make your own personal point. A lot of people turn to god, drugs, drinking etc to make that point, and if it works, then it works.
Since you're young, I wager you have a lot more potential than you can see in yourself, so you have to build your confidence and go find out who you are.
>>703448856
obnoxious coddled pricks like you make me sick familia. you are the 4chan version of a feminist at work.
>>703448842
Are you literally retarded? I've been very poor for most of my life, and it's only the past couple years that my parents' business picked up my I never gave a shit before then and I still don't. If you still don't get back what I'm saying then I'll say it outright: money doesn't buy happiness.
>>703439823
I care for you. Either way.
>>703449149
>money doesn't buy happiness
>says the faglord who has plenty of it and is crying for attention
>>703448918
Ashamed of what? The fact that useless items are given to me? Don't you get it? I don't give a fuck about anything and want to fucking die.
>>703439823
It's your decision. At least do something small you enjoy before.
>>703448723
no spirituality, not a winner, not want to change... maybe you was right about yourself... Let the place for those who want fight the life... My mother will die probably soon by fucking cancer and she want to live. and you are 20, life is front of you and you won't... ask you the rights questions dude
>>703448982
I've tried. Nothing makes me happy. It's why I'm here and made this thread.
>>703439823
You just need to find people that care about you and spend time with them
Humans are social creatures
You can't spend your life alone and expect to be happy when we need relationships to be happy
>>703449309
>wants to die
>will keep eating his rich boy food, sleeping in his nice bed at home, letting mommy take care of him, playing video games, and annoying strangers on the internet about how unhappy he is
>>703448982
This.
No fucking shit money doesn't buy happiness, and neither does a bullet in the head. Maybe I was a little hard on you and said some shit I shouldn't have said, but my point remains the same. Quit being a little bitch about life, tuck your chin and push. You don't want to die, you just don't know how to deal with shit because no one was around to teach you. Well guess what, some of us have already been there and got through it. We busted our asses to be able to sit back and be proud of something we did because no one else was there to say "hey, good job kid, I'm proud of you. Keep it up" Get off your ass and do something about your situation rather than cry about it on the internet.
Take my situation for example. I had a good job, moved out of my parents house to live with room mates. Shit happened, I lost my job, got kicked out and ended up back at my parents house where I am now. I didn't give up. I'll admit I went on one hell of a fucking drinking binge and blew all the money I had left because I was fucking retarded, but now I have a new job and I'm slowly making my way back to where I wanna be. It's not that you can't do it, you just don't have the balls to figure shit out for yourself.
So what is it actually OP? Gay, want to be a chick, cant acknowledge your feelings? I was raised in a household where my father beat my mother until her retinas detached. Then I went through child protective services and foster homes only to end up back at my dads. After neglect and abuse I lost enough weight to join the military. After 3 years in I weigh as much as I did when I started but they're trying to get me out for medical reasons. I've never had any sort of abundance. My whole life has been failure after failure, sorrow, no money, the only person that loves me is my mom. I think about suicide every single day, you know why I don't do it? Because my whole entire life I've had to be alive in the terrifying moments I've ever experienced. You have a gratitude problem as well as a problem understanding that you don't get anything out of killing yourself.
Dead?
>no drugs
>no achievements
>no sex
>no children
>no dogs
>no nothing.
You get everything that I never got. That I have literally worked my fucking ass off for then lost because I'm a fat fuck. Do I give up? No. And you shouldn't either.
>>703449024
Coddled? I've been neglected most of my life by a fucking lunatic schizophrenic mother who literally believes she's dead, and the only attention she ever gave me was to beat me and fight with me. I was the middle child of 5 kids from 4 different fathers and I grew up in the ghettos of Atlanta and was the only white kid at every school of went to, and was bullied and beaten up on a daily basis
I couldn't defend myself because I was so small and malnourished from my mom who never made food and just spent all her money on drugs. So fuck off and stop assuming shit.
>>703449510
I don't live with my mom. She kicked me out and forced me to move back in 5 times since I was 11. I live with my grandmother and my father, and we're completely broke.
>>703450025
>because my whole entire life I've had to be alive in the most terrifying moments I've ever experienced.
Fixed
The screams never leave buddy. When I got anxious or start to panic I hear my mother screaming as he beat her. So STOP BEING A FUCKING UNGRATEFUL CUNT.
>>703450042
there it is, the whiny little dumbfuck who had mommy issues growing up is opening up. better write down your little feelings on paper i heard it helps cope with this type of boredom.
you can't claim to just "not care bla bla" and then bitch like that though.
>>703449933
I guess you're right. Thanks anon.
>>703439823
You need some Jesus, anon.
>>703450244
>misses the point completely
>not a moron who makes up retarded stories
>>703450401
Because I fucking hate ignorant shit heads like you.
>>703450042
All I'm hearing are excuses. All you're doing is trying to pass the blame off on someone else so you don't have to be held accountable for your own actions, and now you come to us looking for sympathy? We can't help you, only you can help you, and I'm sure as fuck not going to sit here and tell you what you want to hear.
>>703450546
I got your point but I ignored it because you're obviously not going to provide any valuable input.
>>703450594
that means a lot coming from the "suicidal"* dickhead on 4chan who wants everyone to know how fucking worthless he is. wow yeah proud of you kiddo
*not suicidal at all
>>703450742
>i got your point i am just too stupid to address it, i say edgy shit for fun but i'm not happy lol!
>>703450753
Go fuck yourself. All I wanted was someone to talk to because everyone else hates me. I don't know what I expected by posting here. I should have known better after being here for 8 years.
TL;DR: is the guy dead by now or he still commenting?
>>703451017
1 week*
you're suicidal self centered retard number 4 billion on this board, you would have known better if you got your head out of your ass for once.
>>703450837
>all I know how to do is comment with greentext without ever addressing the point because I'm autistic
>>703451204
Well I can't because my head is too fucked up. I figured that was obvious.
>>703451017
Don't do it OP. Life sucks, everyone hates it and whoever enjoys it is an oblivious cuck who has everything given to them or they are just 30 years old and from a retarded generation that fucked everything up. You gotta supress your emotions and find something you enjoy doing.
There is someone out there for everyone nigga, you'll find someone when you least expect it.
>>703439823
its an oc imgae so yeah
>>703451076
he's the type of guy who says something pathetic for some pity, and when he gets it he says something even worse about himself. you know the type...
they love themselves too much to ever do anything.
Take more pics of the gun?
>>703445618
>>703446237
I smell bullshit
>>703451275
It's not that he's retarded, he just refuses to understand he needs to learn how to take care of himself. He's scared. I get it, the real world is a fucked up place and there were quite a few times I layed in bed at night and cired because I was so fucking scared, but you gotta decide that only you can take care of yourself in the long run. You can't depend on anybody for everything, some shit you gotta go through alone.
>>703451378
That's what I keep telling myself, yet nothing ever changes. I don't enjoy anything except arguing with retards on here, and occasionally attention whoring. And I don't think there is anyone for me. I don't even deserve it anyway. I'm an abomination.
>>703451371
is that because you're still here showing off how easy you have it? you could always read a book or do something for yourself. ignorance may be bliss but you'll find more fulfillment out of being on your feet.
Hey man don't do it alright? Put the gun away and just drink a little water for now.
Come on op, take a pic of that single shot laying on its side
>>703440157
Yeah dude sick fan. Winemaker. Sucks that it's so loud though.
>>703451932
>>703440064
/Thread
Kys nigger
If you're going to kill yourself at least be a hero and do it at a place where you can meet Hillary Clinton. Kill her, then kill yourself. Do us all a favor pal. Don't let your death be in vain.
Like what's up man. Did you do something really bad and are ashamed of it? no reason to hate yourself. Who cares if other people hate you. So what if you aren't genetically perfect. Drink a little water.
>>703451562
I know. I know I can't depend on people forever, and I know the real world sucks. But that's not why I'm so depressed and suicidal. It's because the real world hates me and says I shouldn't exist. Not only would I perish on nature, but even society hates me because I encapsulate everything that society hates. I don't deserve to live, and shouldn't exist at all.
>>703452110
/thread
>>703451747
I don't have it easy, obviously. I don't know where everyone keeps getting that idea from.
>>703452133
This.
Kek wills it by the power and holy evidence of dubs
>>703440425
How long you been on sertraline op? I've been on it since April and in the beginning it helped but now I'm getting back to normal and they won't up the dosage because they're worried I'll get worse
>>703439823
fuck you dude, you have it so easy and you still want to kill yourself smh
>>703452161
If you didn't deserve to exist you wouldn't. You have a future, you just need to have some confidence in yourself. The sooner you get out and try to make something of yourself the better. It's hard, I wont lie to you, but it does get easier with time once you have a schedule going.
put the gun in your butt and jack off while keeping a finger on the trigger. Pull the trigger when you cum
Don't do it.
>>703452152
Well, if we want to get personal then alright. I'm bisexual, and I hate myself for it. Not only that, but I'm a zoophile as well as a bit of a necrophile. I'm also extremely ugly, and extremely short, and not very smart either. The psychological problems go without saying. Like I said in my other post, I encapsulate everything that society hates, hence why I call myself a genetic failure and an abomination.
>>703452372
2 months.
>>703452499
>just be confident bro
I hate this meme. Confidence won't make me any less of a fucking freak.
>>703452764
>>703452764
oh ok I get it now, op massive fucking faggot as usual abandon thread
>>703439823
I have that same fan
>>703452764
Live stream the cleansing or fuck off Opie
>>703452997
What? You think I'm trolling don't you? Well I'm not. That's the terrible part, I'm actually not trolling.
>>703452686
Why? If he's feeling that badly about things, why stop him?
>>703453123
Then kys nigger. No one fucking cares about any of this other shit. An hero and claim your 72 golden ipods in the after irl
>>703453123
Can you please take a couple pics of the gun man...b0ss please b0ss...plz
>>703453361
And I don't care about you either. I made this thread to talk, and if you don't like it then fuck off. Or don't, it's not like I can stop you.
>>703453488
Why,
>>703453524
Because i love four tens and i have a big nostalgia for them, growing up rabbit hunting for food.
>>703453639
Fine. Just give me a minute.
>>703440138
He could always try LSD. Heard that can help sometimes.
>>703439823
>privileged
>>703453507
Of course you made it to talk. You're not going to do shit you fucking pussy.
At least amuse us with a selfie of your goblin face
>>703453639
This is the last picture I'm taking.
>>703439823
Start a family.
Live separated from society.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kWI-rUBGa00
>>703452961
Psys before suicide bruh
>>703439823
what's the point of doing it? would you really rather end your life than to see it all play out? you're not interested in what the future has to offer? you might meet some great people, have great times, and see amazing things. you could even make an impact on society. if you're not interested in finding out, then do it. but just know that you will never find out what your life could've been if you end it
What shitty part of the East Coast do you live in?
>>703453827
Christ. Alright, hold on.
>>703453897
I knew that was going to be Varg before I even opened it. I love you. But the reason I haven't done that is because I don't want kids that will suffer like me.
>>703454093
The outskirts of Atlanta.
>>703441020
There is more to life than what you have experienced.
You will look back on these times and be thankful for how life improved
>>703452961
>fucking freak
Plz, no one is normal you centric whiny bitch. Everyone feels like an outsider. Fake it 'till you make it, that's all people do. Go take acid or something, get some actual perspective, not your self-served thought loops.
>>703453827
I guess I don't have anything to lose anyway, so here's my disgusting face. And I'm 5'2 by the way. Nothing I've said in this thread was a lie or an exaggeration.
>>703454328
B-b-but I like my thought loops like I like my fro-yo Senpai :'(
>>703454398
At least you're not a nigger
>>703454513
Couldn't be much worse really. Everyone still hates white people.
>>703454513
/thread
>>703454398
Cut your hair,lift, get a decent job and a car.
You're not nearly as fucked as I imagined little dude. Depressions just got you fucked in the head right now
go ahead do it, I myself will applaud that you chose to take your own life instead of dealing with the bullshit
>>703454444
checked quads
>>703454601
This is just a nigger meme. You're near Atlanta, which should really explain a lot to you.
Go to /pol/ and don't come back until you've straightened out your shit
DO IT ON PERISCOPE
>>703454444
Witnessed a fine get wasted on stuttery weeb faggotry
>>703453870
I love you man, i do, I'll be praying for you. I was going to anyway, but man you couldn't have taken a better pic. Stay safe.
>>703439823
suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
look for something that'll fulfill you.
>>703454888
>>703454647
I don't want to cut my hair, I like terrible with short hair. And I haven't tried to get a job because I'm a high school dropout and don't even have a GED. Not to mention that fact that my crippling depression, anxiety, laziness and general horrible luck means I would get fried immediately anyway. So why bother? Nothing matters anyway.
>>703454796
I hate /pol/ because they're all fucking retarded. That isn't to say I don't side with them on many things, but they're still fucking retarded and obnoxious.
>>703439823
i'm in the same boat. just find something that you enjoy and pursue it. find a passion and keep with it. mine is simply just jjba, and that's what keeps me going. cut your hair and be more sociable. it doesn't matter if you fail at it, if you fail you know what not to do. just keep at it until you can comfortably talk to people and not be awkward. you will find your happiness one day
>>703454398
You look pretty normal to me. It's like Eliot, all he had to do was not try forcing it so much, and he wouldn't have ended up like that. Even if there really is something chemical, a large part really is just in your head. The rest doesn't matter.
>>703454647
He's right. Cut your hair. Not saying this because it makes you look bad, just that people have a lot of attachment to their hair, and a lot of the timeline with "negative" things get associated with their hair, especially if they find comfort in having long hair. I know this from experience. There WILL be a mental change from cutting it. The brain works by association. I'm not saying it will fix a chemical imbalance, it won't. But it will remove a lot of the negative emotion being held on by that timeline.
If you still end up feeling like there's nowhere else to turn, the fuck it. Find some acid/buy it online, get in the best mindset you can, and have a trip. I know I've said try acid twice already in this thread, but with nothing else, why not? It can't kill you, but at least it's something else.
>>703454938
You're welcome, anon
>>703454398
You're face is feminine I bet you have a feminine penis too.
>>703439823
Oh look, a faggoty little thread.
If you were serious about doing it, you would have done it.
You haven't done it which means you aren't serious.
That means one of two things:
1) you are a massive, overwhelming bitch. In that case that's your problem, stop being such a bitch and actually go live your life. Go outside and do something, maybe you'll feel happy.
2) you are an attention whore little "cry for help" fucker. In that case, here's your shoulder to cry on. Don't fucking kill yourself, certainly not with a .410 or else your tombstone will say "here lies a little tiny bitch faggot who couldn't get a real gun"
Go outside, live your fucking life. Fucking ugg and oog in the year 10,000 BC weren't offing themselves like little bitches, they were clubbing deer and fucking women. You are the culmination of thousands of years of not being a little bitch, fucking act like it. Pussy.
>>703455352
I meant your face* not you are face
failfish
>>703455273
I'll cut all my hair off when I was 15 and I hated it. I swore to never do it again. You're right about having an attachment to it, but it's literally the only thing I give a fuck about as strange as it sounds.
>>703455164
>fucking retarded and obnoxious
Posts a "waaah I wanna get kil" thread.
>to /b/
Yeah enjoy your faggotry. I hope you don't get the help you need and blow that albino-Neanderthal head right off
>>703455273
i would say shrooms over acid. it changes people drastically
no...yes...no....yess.,,,,,noooooo,,,,,,yesssssss,,,,,,,,,,,nooooooooooooo
Don't do it original poster.
The new call of duty is out this fall and you wouldn't want to miss that.
>>703455273
And yeah, I guess I'll try acid if I can. I kinda knew one guy who was a weed dealer, and I think I can get some acid from him. But getting over my extreme social anxiety will be and challenge. Thank you for actually giving advice and talking to me anon. That's really all I wanted.
>>703455352
I don't. I have an ugly, mutilated Jew dick.
>>703455758
I hate Call of Duty.
>>703455666
>>703455784
Start lifting, I guarantee you will feel better, and eventually you will be proud of what you have accomplished, and what you see in the mirror. Also no one will fuck with you when you look like you lift, which will help with social anxiety.
Kurt kobain that shit
>>703456013
I tried once before, from last December to this February. I ended up skipping days until I completely stopped. But I was trying to do a 6-day-a-week PPL program (/fit/ has actually been my secondary board for over 4 years), so it was probably too much for a beginner. I'll was actually going to try again anyway, but 3 days a week this time.
>>703455526
Exactly. You're 18-20 now, yeah?
>>703455579
Haven't gotten a good plug. Only one I know sells little chocolates with barely any in it. My weed guy finally hooked me up with some L. Had a pretty nice time. Personally I stay away from anything else. Only want weed and psyches. caps, L, and MAYBE dmt.
>>703455784
If you're really the same guy, that's good to hear. About social anxiety, like I said, just fake it 'till you make it. You feel like a lvl 1 while everyone else is like lvl 10. You have to learn to ride a bike and crash a few times before you can ride easily. I still very much suggest cutting your hair, before turning to drugs. They are not, nor will ever be "the answer". They are something in life some people choose to enjoy. Using them as a crutch is what fucks people. Psyches at least give people perspective who are lacking it, kind of like a brain reset, but it will always be what you make of it. You can trip really hard and still not learn a thing, or you can change your life. It's a tool.
But, cut your hair, go to a quiet bar and practice pool, give your mind something to focus on. People will try to talk to you, especially in small ones, trust me. Just make sure you don't get your shit stolen, lol. And remember that alcohol is a drug too. Something to enjoy, not need.
>>703450042
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goddamn, i have a schizo mom too, that is some tough shit to live through. the bitch of it is schiz is heritable, i have had episodes, maybe that is a big factor in your mood problem. i did a meditation retreat which helped after a few months of bells and chanting
>>703456511
19, yes.
I'll try all that. Truthfully I do want help, but my extremely poor self image always gets in the way when I do try to improve myself. But I guess I'll just have to keep trying. Thank you very much for the advice anon, I really do appreciate it.
Allow yourself to feel sad, otherwise you won't know when you are happy.
Depression happens when you block out your emotions for long enough, which you tend to do with sadness. Then you start blocking out your happy emotions because of it. So allow yourself to feel, both good and bad
>>703454398
Loose the hair dude
>>703451017
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8 years? you must have read hundreds of suicide threads then. i read a few every week. did we either of us learn anything? hahaha. failed suicide here btw
live on twitch ?>>703439823
>>703456702
I don't know if she's actually schizophrenic but she probably is. She claims to be "psychic" and has told me that her grandmother was diagnosed with schizophrenia as well, but she says that she was actually just "psychic" as well. I probably have it to some degree as well, or some kind of personality disorder.
>>703452764
are you black too?
>>703440425
suicide by cop
>>703439823
Before you kill yourself would you please send me money to my account?
>>703456904
I don't know what either happiness or sadness is. The rare time I feel something is just anger. Not even sadness. Most of the time it's just nothing.
>>703457055
I sorta tried to kill myself last year by cutting both of my arms from elbow to wrist. I wasn't really serious about it though, I'd call it more of a practice attempt.
>>703457216
Thankfully no, but everyone hates white people anyway.
>>703456851
Just stop worrying about your image so much. You'll realize there are more important things to focus on or enjoy. Speaking of needing a job, though, I need to get looking again. Ended up pissing off my manager and getting fired.
And remember: C'est la vie. I'm not saying you should live life on a saying, but it's a good thing to remember. Never define yourself with titles, though. People are much more complex than that.
>>703454398
jeebus, you look just like me as a kid. it freaked me out.
>tfw broke as fuck
>tfw I'm still trying to make something out of myself
>tfw OP has all the money in the world and still wants to kill himself
Seriously? What the hell. If I had fuck you money I would bang 10/10 VR Broads with my top of the line PC and customized Tenga in perfect shape for my dick.
>>703457522
Dynamic life
>>703454601
only in SJW safe spaces like tumblr
>>703457522
I wish you the best of luck in finding a job, anon.
I need to get some sleep. Thanks again to everyone who talked to me and gave genuine advice. I do appreciate it.
>>703455784
extreme social anxiety is on the schiz spectrum, i have it too, my mom is schiz. stay away from weed and drugs, they can flip on the schiz gene then things get extremely not fun
>Buy LSD
>Take LSD
>???
>Profitt
But seriously though, acid helped me understand a lot about myself. It really makes you lose your mind, and if you give in, you will wake up when the trip is over with a new understanding.
You might not be interested in drugs, but psychedelics is definately something to look into. It makes you realise how absurd and meaningless everything is, but in a way that makes you not give a shit, and still sets a new spark in your life.
At least try it before you off yourself. And hide the gun before you take it.
The dark net is your friend.
>>703457808
>>703457722
Remember this. Dynamic life. There is no real definition for something so fluid.
>click all squares with signs
I need to remember to change it back to legacy captchas
>>703457335
watch that doc movie 'the bridge' its about suicides, its pretty real
>>703457393
so imagine how blacks feel living in a culture that hates them, read some black lit like autobiog malcolm x etc
If dubs, become astroman
>>703439823
Do it pussy
>>703445684
how u do the cool text
