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It's time.
No need for any context. Just vent and let it all out.
OP is faggot
I quit my job today because my boss threaten me with a pay deduction if I didn't work a day (when I had work all day for a week)
I fucking hate people who smoke weed, they are
pathetic human beings who don't know how to
function when they get home so they try to alter
their mind state and 'feel good'. They are pathetic.
My 15 year old sister just said she would pay me $50 to buy her condoms. I refused and told her to ask someone else.
Am I wrong?
mfw my 15 year old sister is going to lose her virginity before I do
I have a below average penis size and I'm scared to have sex with girl because of this.
I want to watch my wife fuck my autistic brother
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>>702729976
No, you just hate the fuckboys you look down on that smoke weed. So you just associate everyone that smokes weed to them, and look down on them and look for reasons to hate them.
>>702730183
Why the hell would she need you to buy them for her? Condoms aren't age restricted purchases.
>>702730395
877 CASH NOW!!!1!1!1
Im team instinct in a college cam9us.
Im laughable
I still think of her, haven't talked in a long time. She is getting married to some other guy soon.
>>702729716
My liberal friend is voting for Hillary even though she knows Hillary is a corrupt and horrible person.
>>702730395
The are celebrating 25 years
>>702730341
m'lady
>>702730483
Pathetic
broke into an abandoned house and stole some shit that retards left there. kinda regret it
I hate almost every aspect of my life.
I first tricked into having sex when I was about 6, and I belive it fucked me up mentally to the point where I have trouble viewing women as nothing but sex objects
>>702730452
She can't drive and I guess she thinks I've had sex before.
I want to date my co worker :/
Reddit is actually kind of cool.
>>702729716
The sharp pain of depression never really does go away.
As a youth, I always used to be sceptical of people who said they had been experiencing years-long depression. And now, here I am. Three solid years of waking up feeling like I'm deflated, sleepwalking through life, feeling like I'm living through a shell of myself.
I was in a car accident years ago which is going to cause chronic pain for the rest of my life. I've mainly been desensitized with that and I've learned how to live with it. But the pain from depression... that's as raw and as sharp as it was in the beginning.
I continually wish I could wake up one day, and it'd be about 5 years, 10 years, 20 years in the past and start over. What I've made of my life is not a meaningful existence. The only things which keeps me going are the little joys: supper with family and friends, flirting with girls, and so on. But the pain never goes away, and I feel guilty about it because I actually live decently well. I don't know where it's coming from, or when it will end.
Fuckkkkk the one chick I dig more than anyone else, and are on good terms, with is dating a guy two grades above, a varsity rower, and way out of my league. Is murder acceptable in some cases?
I AM 22 FUCKIN YEARS OLD AND I HAVE ONLY HAD SEX WITH PROSTITUTES
>>702729976
agreed
>>702729716
The bitch is a fucking cunt, psycho cunt. Fuck you you stupid fucking whore, if you ever hit me up to fuck again I'm taking your fucking asshole by force and smacking the shit out if you while I do it. Youre lucky if I don't fucking kill you you fucking bitch cunt whore, I hope you fail at life you unambitious fucking psycho bitch, all your future boyfriends will never respect you and cheat on your stupid slow ass... Hmm I feel better now.
Fucking honestly though watch the zeitgeist series you wagecuck cocks god damn.
two things actually:
i fucked up real bad a little over a week ago, and hurt my girlfriend a lot. not physically, but i just lashed out at her all of a sudden because i was feeling distant. i had the right to talk to her but i just started acting like a disgusting piece of shit. but something i never told anyone ever, after i realized how bad it was, i was thinking about how shitty i am, how much i deserved to be punished, and then i understood why people cut themselves. i didn't cut myself, but i honestly considered it for a hot minute or so and that's terrifying.
the other thing is that im starting to question my gender. still identify as male, the same gender i was assigned at birth, but i don't feel 100% 'cis male' the best label to describe myself is demiboy (sounds like a made up gender, but i just see it as a label) but even then that doesn't fit me either. i feel more of a male than that. it's not like im uncomfortable with he/him pronouns, but i just feel like if i presented adnrogynously or even a little femininely, i wouldn't really matter. :/
Since my 'friends' and family want to treat me like a fringe/as if I don't exist, I'm going to just return the favor and not bother with them anymore. I won't like their statuses since they don't like mine, I won't try to initiate conversation, and I won't tell them jack shit about what's going on in my life anymore. I won't remove them entirely, because I still want them to witness it when I become the success no one believes I can become.
Fucking yearly convention just came to town this weekend, and NO ONE invited me or even talked to me about it, and they ALL KNOW just how much I love going (but I couldn't this year for a number of reasons). Fucking hell.
And don't even get me started on the daily disrespect I get from the average mouth-breathing troglodyte. Like earlier at the train station: did that fucker REALLY have to kick the roach in MY direction? Why even kick it at all? The benches are dirty and aren't cleaned regularly; those broads shouldn't have been sitting there in the first place. But no, they just had to sit their fatasses down, and THAT ONE ASSHOLE had to come over and try to remove the roach for some reason by kicking it practically at me. Fuck, why not just leave it alone? Oh, and to that fat fucker talking shit about me at Publix? Man...
It's a good thing I'm a better person than I was when I was younger. Fuck, man.
>>702730971
Get help pal, you need it, and probably won't ever regret it
DAMNIT YOU CUAGHT ME I HAVE BEEN SPAMMING /INTH/ ON COPY CAT CHAN FOR 3 DAYS AND NOW THEY ARE GOING FULL NUCLEAR
I have a fear of changing in locker rooms and avoid it at all costs even at school
>>702730666
sorry bout that, satan. but technically, you're not alive.
>>702730666
why?
got in a fight with my gf today and said some shit that must've hit too close to home for her. now shes not talking to me and im genuinely concerned we may break up tomorrow.
PLOT TWIST THOUGH
i dont think ive ever been truly happy in our relationship. if we break up tomorrow it'll 100% be me doing the dumping because shes too in love with me to do it, and no im not just pumping my own tires. its not that im looking to dump her right this second, i kinda figured itd happen inevitably so ive had time to come to terms with it, but i genuinely do care for her and hate to see her heartbroken. no matter what i'll be the asshole when its all over and done with, and it'll suck for a while but ill be able to move on and eventually she will too.
basically how fucked am i /b/, how do i do this without being the king of douchebags, or is it even too late at all to do anything? should i try to redeem myself and save face to keep her from doing anything regrettable (like shanking me in my sleep) or am i too far past the point of no return?
I'm a teenage girl with the kinks of a lonely 40 year old man, and i wish i felt like killing myself, but instead i'm probably going to end up hurting kids
Im in love with a friend of a friend. Sadly the first friend has a crush on me.
>>702731177
I've thought about it off and on, I've actually tried it in the beginning but all they've suggested was for me to take medication. I've heard horror stories from depression medication, so fuhgetaboutit.
Psych services are a joke.
I broke up with my gf of five years. Seems like an eternity. We aren't talking and it hurts my chest. I cant eat.
I constantly numb myself with porn or alcohol or whatever happens to be available because I can't deal with my own emotions like an adult. I project my own self hate on to others and push them away. I projected on to a girl I love and who loves me and now she's gone.
My best friend died in a car accident when I was eight
>>702730493
what do you think that says about trump? that people who are fully aware of how shite hillary is are still voting for her?
I have posted my girlfriend's pic in countless local sex apps and chatted to guys and secretly hope someone will force her one day
>>702730999
at least you got trips
>>702731355
/b/ is not who you want to be asking relationship advice.
>>702731588
Not him, but Hillary supporters have told me that they'd vote for her even if she were in jail.
>>702731269
Always have, as long as I can remember. Through ups and downs, good times and bad, I just hate existing. I honestly think it's a curse.
Why the fuck do I keep coming back to /b/ and wasting my time
what do people think of kim kielsed? (the greenlandic president)
>pic related its him
>>702731986
>implying you can leave
>implying you aren't here forever
i love you
>>702731560
Your own fault. You at least had a chance cuck, you were lucky good job blowing it...
>>702730688
buy them for her and poke holes in the condoms so you'll be the true winner
>>702732366
I know. Thanks fellow shit lord.
>>702731905
and ive heard of trump supporters say they'd vote for him even if he'd killed someone. it's a fucked up election no matter what side you're on eh?
>>702731437
What do you mean by kinks of a lonely 40 year old man? What specifically?
>>702731588
they've both faced jail time in the past. hillary was for lying, but if you want a candidate thats honest, bernie sanders may be your only option. ever. but hes not a candidate.
trump has been accused of rape and sexual assault more than once. a don't want president that is a fucking sociopath. a president who lies is nothing new.
>>702730971
6 years of solid depression here. Happier than ever now even though my position hasn't changed that much. It'll subside, man. It just take maturity and motivation to lose it. Just keep trying to improve yourself, and I promise it'll get better. >>702730971
First step is getting off 4chan, ya dingus.
>>702732547
Well hillary actually has killed multiple people, so if Trump killed one person, it wouldn't even be as bad as Hillary.
i think i'm a sperg
i dont know man there is much to begin with
>woke up at 3:00 AM
>phone call minutes later
>its my gf
>she says that she want to talk to me in person
>i ask what is going on and she just say that she needs to talk
>we met in person and she says that she was dating another gay
>feelsbadman.jpg
>reply to this post or your mom will die in her sleep
>>702730258
If it's not too small it wont matter much. Getting the girl to have sex with you is already a win.
>>702732610
>>702731437
the only 40 year olds I know have diaper fetishes so I bet its that.
I still think about her
Get angry aswell as sad
9 years of my life now seemingly wasted
My first true love
We split when i needed her the most
It still fucks with me even though its nearly 2 years later
Im seeing a new girl who is amazing in every way but for some reason it still isnt as good as you
I hope this feeling fades so it doesnt ruin my new relationship
I dont understand why my head thinks you were so special i put it down to the fact it went on for so long
Im glad it happened before we bought that house and you got pregnant
Im the one who seems to have matured where you seem you have gone backwards socially
Just as everyone said you are single but im the one whose grown up and come out on top of everything bar monetary
Your looks will fade and you took after your mother which wasnt a good thing we all know the youngest sister is the only one not destined to have saggy tits and fat unproportionate lower halves
But out of all this i still would start a fight with any guy i see you with to show you im still the only bloke you will have in your life
I look back at our relationship and realised you added nothing to my life you didnt want me to improve , you just wanted me to have an easy trade so i could work and care for the kids like we planned
You didnt challenge me to be a better person you would just act like an uptight cunt and your friends would always side with you
You still dont know how to make make up look good
Noone will want to be with you once they real kne appears you arent that good a person like you made out
Im glad no bloke has stuck with you
You always were destined to be a single cat lady working long hours for no real job of importance
You became a robot with shitty style & make up
Ive had my shocking spots no doubt but you just seemed to of drained my life essence while i was with you and cause me mental problems which still affect me but are getting better
You said you were a good person to me but all i see now is very average
I love Kevin, at least in some sense of the word. He's a dreamy guy that I want to be the one for. The fact that I get, and lived through some of his problems, makes getting along with him all the easier.
Flirting with him is extremely exciting and I can't help but daydream about being in his arms & waking up with him in the morning. I just hope I can do something positive for him, that we don't just drift apart.
He knows this, so there's at least that. I wish he was on-line more often; I wouldn't worry about us drifting apart so much.
>>702730999
Hey nice trips.
how the fuck do i get out of the friendzone? have to make her look at me as bf material
i had a chance to ask her out now she's with some chad https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZGonRaKYPA
>>702733312
you don't. own up and either move on or fucking tell her.
>>702732920
Hey
I was banned from my hometown years ago for making a bomb threat against the elementary school as an edgy 8th grader. I went to a psychiatric hospital for a month, therapy for 2 years after that, seriously considered suicide daily. Years later I look back on those moments and see it as a real turning point in my outlook on life. That one mistake followed me from town to town for the rest of my school years, people kept finding out about it, I was expelled from numerous schools for bullshit reasons. It separated me from my family, whom I haven't spoken too in 3 years. My life has taken a turn for the positive in recent times, and I don't plan on looking back
>>702730950
Agreed
>>702730999
I get this, though I'm too awkward to even have sex with prostitutes.
I like to fuck girls AND boys. And I love it
I keep day dreaming about what the world would be like if WWII never happened.
>>702733543
>for making a bomb threat against the elementary school
kek how'd you get caught? cellphone? landline? mom's booby phone?
>>702730990
Plant a forged note in her locker from her boyfriend confessing he is a /btard and is addicted to cp
She will come running for you
>>702733714
Cool.
My stepdad started abusing me when I was nine. He would film what he did to me. He also made me do the same things to his sons who were older than me. One was twelve the other was fourteen . My mom knew what was going on but was more concerned with her next meth fix. This became my normal and I thought it was what I was supposed to do so I did it happily for a long time. I gave my body up to boys for pretty much no reason other than they were being nice to me. I did a lot of things I regret and I know it screwed me up a lot... But I still touch myself to the memories sometimes. I know what they did was wrong but it didn't seem so wrong at the time and when I remember the times I don't have any bad feelings attached to them I only remember the thrill and pleasure of the experience. I know it's wrong but I can't help it.
>>702732920
>>we met in person and she says that she was dating another gay
>she says that she was dating another gay
>another gay
>>702733802
kek
>>702729976
>>702730409
Like 90% of the people i know who smoke weed are old friends from high school who went no where in life. Their only aspirations seem to get through their dead end job and light up. Yeah there are a few high functioning pot heads out there but it's kind of the exception that proves the rule.
How do I get my niece/gf to open up more sexually?
(don't worry, it's not incest cause she was adopted)
>>702731106
Just becasue you are more feminine than other males doesn't make you another gender. Gender is actually not a thing, sex is.
>>702733914
my brother ended up like that i don't smoke but i see me ending up like that too in the near future
>>702734002
>how to open up more
crowbar
>>702730999
whoa that's really young for pay to play. It gets easier to get laid closer to 30. As long as you're still in school you have insane access for date/hook up material tho. GIT IT
>>702733862
Talk to a psychiatrist.
>>702730999
checked you fat ass pimp
Why is justice failing, still nows.
>>702734162
But i love her.
>>702734002
>niece/gf
I think Harambe deserved it
>>702731355
if she genuinly loves you and you dont want to see her hurt than why be a prick and dump her? Think about it.
I'm practically pulling out my own hairs because I can't find a way to start a conversation with a girl I once knew. Used to be close friends with her, but we grew apart. Pic related.
>>702733862
i would kill my self being you long time ago
>>702733796
I posted it on some forum, and the post was reported to FBI. They traced it directly to my laptop, and I got pulled out of school and into a room full of guys with various badges. Of course, I tried to say it wasn't me but black suits know bullshit from 10 miles away. I was actually cuffed on my way to the hospital.
I used to date this rich girl and i'm very poor. She'd take me out for like $80+ dinners drove mercedes worked as a project manager. Family comes from old money she was born taken care of financially for life. Used to spend weekends at her parents beach house that was also built in a golf course. Put jazz on my phone pop some champaigne and have sex in the jacuzzi. I wasn't feeling it after awhile and didn't feel like i loved her so I left her. Poor as fuck struggle everyday did i fuck up?
>>702733862
Are you girl or boy?
>I did it happily for a long time
Was it ever a negative experience? Did they hurt you, as in cause you pain then?
>I know what they did was wrong
Why do you believe it is wrong now? Did social media and normality play a role in you now believing it was bad/wrong?
>I don't have any bad feelings attached to them I only remember the thrill and pleasure of the experience
So why complain about it? If you enjoyed it then it was good. Don't let society tell you whats good and what isnt
>>702734598
I guess it's a good thing I'm not as weak as you
>>702734002
Turn it into a fun game full of rewards
"Lure them with the prospect of gain,
Discourage them with the fear of loss"
Sun tzu
>>702734298
I said she's adopted, so it's good.
>>702733480
feel safe, thanks anon
IT!
>>702734618
Well that depends anon. Do miss the money or do you miss the girl?
I have been best friends with this chick since the first day of high school and we briefly dated but generally have been best friends for over a decade now. She's been dating this guy she met in college for almost 8 years now, but I recently told her that I'm still in love with her.
She's told me that she loves her boyfriend and nothing can happen but she's also told me that she has loved me and it would be easy to fall into that again. Our relationship has always been very close and I can't help but feel like there's still something between us. I don't want to force the issue, even though I think she would pick me, but it's really hard pretending that I'm okay with this situation.
I don't want to stop being friends with her because of how important we are to each other, it would hurt her as much as me, but I don't see how else to move forward in my life.
https://youtu.be/VBQSYWWdP_M
don't watch my new youtube video it sucks, OP is not faggot
>>702732791
> the point
> you
>>702734618
>>702734904
Money > girl
>>702734618
bro i would kill for that opportunity
>>702734454
Shes hot anon
>>702733480
Good doggie
>>702735130
Get back with her anon. Fake that she is abusing you. Sue and get money.
>>702732746
exactly, she may be corrupt or in the pocket of big business or whogivesafuck, so's every other goddamn politician. and id happily take any of them, democrat or republican, over a guy that's literally been compared to Hitler. not tryna live through WW3 here thanks.
>>702734618
Money isn't worth being in a miserable relationship.
>>702734603
hospital? thanks for the quick response btw
>>702734685
It's not society. I don't believe adults should touch children. I don't touch children. What they did to me was wrong and the fallout of the mindset they put me in made my life hard for a long time. I didn't value myself. So fingering myself to the memories that caused this isn't a good thing. But because of what happened part of me always wants to feel desired sexually but just about Everyman I meet. I don't have sex with most of them but I want to feel like they want my pussy.
>>702735130
yeah but i mean it wasn't my money. She'd also have me sign a prenup if we got married she was smarter than me mensa shit. My dad literally asked me if she was slumming it when she met me. I took her to her first 7-11 she'd never been inside one before lol
>>702734904
Miss the money and financial security. She was super neurotic and the sex was terrible. Shit was always interesting but usually not in a good way.
>>702735177
Yeah, *very* hot. To the point that I don't care about her "tendencies".
>>702730666
Try a bunch of different stuff until you find something you can become passionate about, then do that thing.
>>702732756
Wow. I don't know how I'm going to get through it if it's going to take another 3 years for it subside.
The only quasi-remedy is to distract myself from it: studying, talking, playing vidya... which is probably why it's always the worst when I get up and when I go to sleep. Thankfully I'm doing enough with my life where suicide would seem pointless. But if things ever got sour, it very well may be on the table.
Anyway, I wish you luck.
>>702735177
Yeah it was pretty nice but I wasn't happy. Maybe i was being immature i was like 25 at the time. I just wanted some real love not marry for wealth. Maybe disney brain washed me :|
>>702735286
I moved away out of state. Living with a different girl now. I'm happy in the relationship and in love. I just think about about how I could have been living high life on easy street instead of the grind.
My drug use has ruined my parents' already pretty broken lives and even after all of the pain I've caused them, I don't think I'm ready to stay sober yet. My dad caught me red handed shooting a speedball Friday night. I looked him in the eye and finished like a champ.
I kinda want to stop studying Japanese and take up Mandarin, but I feel like I'm 'in too deep.'
>>702735482
Do you think you'd feel better about it all and have a more normal life today had it not been "abusive" in the sense it was? I mean, it being filmed clearly means your well being meant nothing and then to make you perform it on others? Yeah, I get what happened to you was definitely wrong.
But what if it was someone nurturing, someone who really cared for you and just wanted to be with you on the most intimate level? Totally private, no filming, no force or bribery. Just kind of go with the flow, see it where it leads and you actually enjoyed it with good memories?
>>702734454
Generally girls with dyed hair and nose piercings like that are damaged goods. I'd stay away anon. You can do better.
I like jailbait
>>702736251
Do both
>>702736251
Your taste is terrible, anon.
>>702730183
buy them and screw your sister first to establish dominance
>>702729716
My wife is not sexually attracted to me and hasn't been for a while. She only loves the idea of having me around.I'm 28 and sex is not a part of my life. I feel okay with this because she's not emotionally abusive and controlling like my ex. I effectively traded sex to get my friends and family back.
Sometimes you just can't win.
I also have a small dick. It's made even worse by the fact that I'm 6'7... proportionally it's actually laughable.
>>702736274
do you not see
those funbags
also
>fucks on first date
>loves it rough
>sub as fuck
>>702736251
Same here. Just swap Jap for German and Mandarin for Norwegian.
Such is the linguist's dilemma, right?
>>702733480
Who's a good boy????????
>You are, Psychich Rottie, you're the good boy!!!!!
>>702729716
I know I come off as a cunt but it's just because I'm terrified of vulnerability, every little offense hurts me but I'll never say it, but I'll hate you for it.
Forgive me for not being there, but I can't deal with the anger that I know is there.
Love you pal, I just can't be around right now because you hurt me
It's not the Jews. The abos are behind it all.
>>702736599
checked
>>702736487
sounds like you hobby on the side
>>702736599
Checked
>>702730950
Not gonna lie, i love 2 subreddits. Everything else is anal cancer
>>702732920
cunt
>>702736256
No I don't think it would be any different nurturing or not adults shouldn't touch kids. It's purely for the pleasure of the adult I don't care how much hypothetical you throw it it just doesn't happen that wsy. The adult is not doing it for the benefit of the child ever. That's why I hate masturbating to memories. I'm getting off on being abused and I know it.
>>702736378
Thinking about it. I'm pretty far in Japanese as it is, but I love Chinese characters and culture so much.
>>702736450
I don't recall where I saved her/him from.
>>702736565
B-but I don't want to live/work in Europe....
>>702729716
Sometimes I wish I was a 16 year old upper class, white girl living in suburban michigan with an older sister.
>>702736251
You're never gonna get fluent in Japanese unless you put in a major hurrah involving at least 1-2 years of continual work. So feel free to switch. Mandarin is worse. You'll have to pick your poison.
>>702736677
checked
>>702731924
how old are you?
women! STOP FUCKING PULLING THE FACES!!!
>>702736565
> two foreign language
> linguist
Slow down anon
>>702736703
How do you mean? I don't follow
I made out with my niece
>>702733868
topkek, i only realized after i posted
Stop asking me when we are getting married. I've told you countless times I'm not marrying you or anyone. Ever.
>>702736977
>>702736879
I've been...studying Japanese since 2011. My progress was kind of stalled when I transferred to my current Uni, because we like using books that haven't been updated since 1985 instead of Genki or JLPT prep books like most schools in the U.S. Even the main textbook here is all-romaji.
is it weird i eat my cum every time after i masturbate? easy clean up i guess, im not even lying ... im fucked..
>>702736977
checked
>>702731437
The wrong place. You came to it.
>>702736977
*languages
You too anon.
>>702737144
checked, na anon, thats some good slurp
>>702737057
good man. godspeed
why the fuck did kirigiri die
>>702736855
I am sorry your life was effected so negatively by it. It was wrong what happened to you. I'm just a believer that sometimes it can be for both adult and minor's enjoyment. If both can get off and both can enjoy the relationship, be it purely sexual or committed, it shouldn't be considered wrong.
I know it can never be an acceptable thing, kids and adults being sexual due to the fact there are so many evil fucks out there that would abuse the tolerance even more. But sometimes the situation needs to be analyzed by unbiased people and not sheeple.
>>702737224
MODS MODS MODS
737373 GET
cried manly tears
I have alcoholism and nobody around me knows. I've tried quitting about 5 times and each time I don't remember how I bought another case of beer. Discovered a beer belly today. Can't figure out how to properly an hero
fuck yall
>>702736977
checked and lost
>>702729716
Galen went too far berating egghead
I don't care that you broke your elbow
I want to admit my love to a girl but am too much of a pussy piece of shit to say it. I also know that she's too good for me any way.
>>702729716
>>702737477
filthy frank?
I broke up with my ex a few months ago. I haven't had sex since January. But I don't miss it. I jerk off sometimes but no where near as much as I used too. Now I find the human body and everything it does disgusting. I think I've finally reached that point where I'm ok with being alone. I'm not sure what I think about it.
>>702737433
checked also kys
i hate myself i cant stop lying and its destroying my relationship i have no friends anymore the only thing that keeps me going is my gf. i have no actual friends my parents prob hate me i can see myself ending it all by the end of the year
>>702737477
>>702737617
not me, I hate that guy.
>>702737667
Tonight she ended our 3 year relationship because she can sense that I'm not in love with her.
Its true.
i luve miencreft.
>>702737357
I hate to ruin your fantasy but it will never be like that. If I were a teen maybe what you say could be true but 9 year olds may have a curious nature but not sexual desire. I didn't desire what they did to me I didn't really know what I was doing. I had to figure what to do with cum in my mouth from three people the first day anything ever happened I had no idea what cum was but I tasted it at 9. That will never be ok.
>>702737745
>exactly what frank would say
he's alright. if he were here right now, i would say: UPLOAD MOAR VIDS YOU FUCKING JAP NIGGER FAGGOT!
>>702737874
dodged a bullet then anon
>>702737874
conglaturations. you're free now, little dove.
>>702729716
i fucking hate how all girls are just whores in this day and age. im a very attractive man(i know this because i can get alot of girls) but i cant fucking keep them because im a sensitive prick. im in the 12th grade and virgin but i dont care. i just want someone to talk to and who wont judge me because i may have a bad day and wanna just cry... whats so wrong with being human..
Some background first: I don't like being touched or hugged, and I'm incredibly uncomfortable with intimacy in general.
When I was in the 8th grade a bunch of girls in my class convinced me they had a friend who liked me. Faked a facebook account and they talked to me every night for a few months invited me out to the movies didn't show up, then revealed to the whole grade that I had been tricked into having an imaginary girlfriend.
I was mocked viciously by everyone in the grade and ever since then I can't really trust women. I also can't believe that a girl may have feelings for me. Even when they explicitly tell me they have feelings for me I can't help but feel like they're trying to trick me. It's caused a lot of insecurity, and I can't get 'attached' to people easily. I'm terribly afraid to text, or message people first because I'm convinced I would be annoying them. What's worse is that when I think about it, I know it probably isn't true; but I can't help but feel like it is.
Even though it was grade 8, it was around the time when attraction to women was just starting to get 'real', so to be hurt at a time as delicate as that has really done some damage.
>>702737357
WTF??? MODS MODS MODS
My head hurts and I'm nearly out of meds.
I want to sleep, but I've got so much to do...
>>702729976
God damnit I h8 that I allowed this to b8 me so hard. You're right, plenty of potheads are garbage. Plenty of alcoholics are too. But being a substance abuser isn't associated with being a poor worker or an unintelligent person. A great deal of very intelligent people abuse substances because it's the easiest way to turn off the constant thinking.
>tldr smart people are often substance abusers even though they know better
I feel I'm not capable enough for the research project I'm in and kind of want to back out
>>702729976
fuck you, piss head faggot
>>702738405
Don't do it. Finish the project, even if you're the lowest achiever if you don't get kicked it's a resume point
>>702737477
Get some datura or brugmansia plants or leaves. Eat a leaf whenever you are close to drinking. This could either cure your alcoholism, or kill you if you are able to keep yourself in your own house. If you leave you will likely end up in jail, an asylum, or in the hospital.
>do not do this.
>>702730395
I used to sing along when i had cable
>>702734922
I went through the same thing recently... I was best friends with this girl and we dated for awhile and we both loved each other, then I broke up with her but wanted her back almost instantly but it was too late. She still said I was her best friend but since we broke up it would never be the same blah blah anyway I still have pretty deep feels but she's with another guy and I told her I can't be friends while she's with him because the romantic feels are just too strong and it sucks but we don't talk any more. I see it like she chose him over me but she says its not like that but idc
>>702729716
I plan to change schools for my girlfriend. I'm a year above her, freshman in college while shes a senior in hs. We've been together for two years and we're the only ones each other have ever had. I really love this girl, and I'm convinced she feels the same way about me, but I'm just scared of the future. Just based on personalities I definitely think we are capable making it through this but... It's hard, and I'm afraid. Any thoughts?
>>702730395
ma nigga
My last year at college i ran into financial trouble and had to pick up a second part time job. It was extremely stressful and I started to drink at night. At first it was a few beers before bed or a glass of wine or two. Slowly it became 3 beers every night until a full 6 pack every few nights all in the same night. I graduated from school and started working a really stressful job and live with a girl now who works at night. Kept my drinking hidden from her started drinking two 6 packs and hiding the bottles in spare room closet. I keep telling myself i'd quit or that I should tell her. I keep trying to quit and keep finding myself on the way for some more. Eventually started getting health problems and quit my job to take some time off to get better. I drink now more than ever and feel like a complete POS. She's the sweetest girl in the world and loves me and I shudder to think if she found out... :|
>>702738558
pothead low life detected
I have a crush on a guy that only texts fuckbois
>pic related
>>702729976
and THIS is what sober people do when they get home from work. complain about everyone else on the internet because you live a "clean" life. litrally suck your own dick
Tard story
>me when I was in eighth grade
>8 grade gym locker room
>200 lbs tard named hunter has locker next to me
>goes to shut his locker
>slams finger in it, breaking it at weird angle
>screeches in pain
> shits his pants for some reason
>sprints out of locker room with a poop filled pair of boxers and a broken finger
>60 yo wrangler has to chase him down
>class doesn't know how the fuck to respond
> don't see the tard again for two weeks
i should kill myself but im too scared to do it.
killing myself is the solution to a lot of problems around me of people that i care
My girlfriend of many years thinks I have depression and is doing everything she can to help me feel happier.
What's really happening is we don't have a lot in common and I tend to cave to what she wants, so I don't have a lot of fun when we hang out.
I feel like I'm missing out on life because of her, but I also know breaking up with her would end up being the biggest regret of my life.
I also want to fuck a friend of mine really badly, and I know she'd get with me in a second if I was single.
>>702738844
Chekt. Don't hide it. Either accept it and tell her or tell her a few get better. Those are your options. We believe in you. You can do it, faggot.
>>702729976
I actually do agree even tho selveral friends smoke weed.
Im engaged to a woman i don't love. She's carrying my child. We plan to get married. I plan to an hero before that happens.
>>702738331
>they are
>pathetic human beings who don't know how to
>function when they get home so they try to alter
>their mind state and 'feel good'
anon he never said potheads aren't "smart" or don't have the capability to excess. Your reality is a matter of perspective. If your life sucks so bad you'd rather go numb for a quick feel good instead of work harder to improve you're situation then that's a shitty person. That's why he refers to them as pathetic.
I wish I tried harder in school and wasn't such a lazy loser who spent all his time playing vidya when he should have been doing homework. When I was young, I was a genuinely smart kid, but I wasted it all. I hate myself
>>702738813
Choose your school based on your degree and your future success, not a person. If you guys can hold out through college you'll make it either way, if not, being at the same school won't change it. It's your first love and I understand that, but college is expensive and what you need to focus on is being successful.
>>702730183
Tell her you changed your mind and come home with $50 waterbaloons
>>702729976
>implying it doesn't "feel good"
who are you shilling for, faggot? no, seriously? i need to fucking know
The only friends i ever had were from a chatlog website. I am practically mute. I can't speak to anyone other than family members. I am graduating highschool this year. Having a girlfriend or friends at all doesn't bother me. I guess it is because i have nothing to offer them, and that it is better to not be a parasite. I am content as long im not being a bother.
>>702730258
I said to my gf I.thought im way under average she thinks its way over and om brigger than her x. So dont feel bad maybe its not big but size doeset really matter too much.
I miss him as if hw was the love if my life. I want him to show me how much he cares. I adore him but he doesn't likes me so bad. My bf is possesive and manipulative and i just want tondie this relationship kills me.most of the time
I kind of regret signing up for the JLPT.
>>702738128
I know how you feel man, except it was my own family.
My mother died when I was 3 and my father was put away for it, though no one on his side of the family believes he did it. Neither do I, so I see him every weekend.
Anyway, I spent most of my childhood getting passed around to different members of my family.
First my grandmother, on my mother's side, but she died of heart failure, and my grandfather just totally lost it afterward.
Then I was with my aunt on my mother's side, and she made it painfully obvious that she didn't give a shit about me, that she just held onto me to hurt my dad. My cousins were fuckheads who beat me everyday, and my uncle just went along with what my aunt did.
Then my aunt and uncle on my father's side adopted me after I reached out them. After a long legal battle with my mother's sister, they finally got me and my brother. I think they really love me, but it's conditional. They already kicked out one of their own kids cause he stepped too far out of line, and I don't want to push my luck. How much leeway are they going to give a changeling?
As you might imagine, I developed trust issues along the way. But along with that, I got in touch with my survival instinct. It keeps me going and keeps me succeeding, even when I can't see any real reason to do so. Now I just live for myself, only letting people get close enough so they can help me, but I never actually let them in.
I know how stupid this sounds, and I know that it won't apply everyone, but I just want to tell you everything's going to be fine. Death waits for all, and he's kind enough to let you rest once you meet him.
I'm glad my gf of two years dumped me. Hurt like a son of a bitch at first and nearly drank myself to death over it but now comes the relief, dodged a bullet phase. Funny how that happens.
I have a feeling my college degree no matter what i get will be useless if it is and i wasted 4-8 years of my young adult life chasing it i am probably going to an hero
>>702731219
Same also never shower with others than my gf
>>702739825
The school that she will attend is much better in one of the two fields that I'm currently interested in than my school anyways though. I guess switching schools isnt really my issue. I'm just scared for the future and what it might mean for us. Shes really the only thing I care about in the world. I know I need to keep making myself a better person for her and be confident, and happy about what I have now. It just sucks. Scared of losing her.
I talk to a girl on a online game I used to play, she get attached to me even when I didnt even start the conversation. Months later she turn to a full time bitch because "why not?", she began to threat me like shit and whatever. I dont ask to much, ever, never, if someone talk to me I only ask to be a bit kind with me, I have enough with trash in my real life, I don't need that too online. She's just a spoil normie girl with a shitty mentality about life and everything that surround her. I don't understand why I can't just tell her to fuck off of my life, I hate to send away people because I'm not good making friends and knowing people, but I hate bitches like that fucking girl.
I'm completely obsessed with someone that lives 12000 miles away.
i want to ask her out but shes out of my league. I dont even know if shes into me.
>>702737906
And I agree, when you don't understand something but are forced to do it, of course it's wrong.
And yeah, it's fantasy. I'm looking at it from a perfect perspective which can never be but certain aspects, can make it okay. Being informed of what cum was and why it was ejaculated, learning all that before anything else happened, would have allowed you to be more comfortable around it. Maybe not in your case but some it could.
>>702739638
Pot doesn't numb you at all. You can work as hard as you want but being satisfied with the job you've done doesn't get you a mental break. I've excelled past all my own expectations so far in my young life but that's specifically because I think and work towards them almost literally all the time. If I want to get hammered or smoke weed a couple times a week just to avoid thinking about serious shit for 10 total hours that week that doesn't make me pathetic. Stop being a faggot, smoking pot is definitely less pathetic than the amount of times the OP of the post jacks off per week and that's an absolute guarantee
>>702738573
yeah, I guess I'll try to stay positive and get things done. I really do hope something positive will come out of this, because sometimes it makes me feel like shit
>>702738052
I think women generally lack empathy and they are even worse now what with feminism and all that shit. Heartless bitches they are. I'd get a dog anon.
>>702740511
what degree?
>>702740546
Been together two years as well, not sure if that's a long time but it feels significant for high school/early college age
I can't stand this fucking state. Don't fit in with the majority of people here. I've been job shadowing other positions at my work just to waste time here before I can move back to Texas. I either fly to other cities or pick up shifts on my days off here.
Not a drugs, high adventure, or music scene person which happens to be 80% of the people in this godforsaken state. Get me out of here /b/. Praise kek. Whatever I need to do. Please
When I was younger I never ate my vegetables, which left me fat, extremely low intelligence, malnourished, and short. I'm gradually improving myself, however I have to live my life acknowledging that barely accomplished anything in life, as I try to remember my past.
>>702729716
I love him. I'm not in love with him, but I love him to the point that it makes me physically ill. His ex-wife was terrible to him, and I want so badly to undo all the bad she's done and all that he's been through during the marriage. Knowing that I'll never be able to take away the abuse he's suffered throughout his life makes me feel so low.
>>702740902
Do that. Doubting yourself is useless in this scenario where you have plenty to gain and no harm to risk. Do better, try harder, doubt less. God speed
>>702741326
I know it doesn't undo whatever's happened, but I didn't eat my vegetables either and still don't. My height and weight are average, and I'm within normal parameters for all the standard stuff (blood pressure, cholesterol, etc). Basically, I guess what I mean is, don't give up on yourself because you might yet be able to help yourself.
>>702741326
r u me?
>>702731924
why not kys
I licked my sisters pussy when her and I were kids
>>702731924
you have to be 18 to post here
>>702741807
Usual kid curiosity or what?
>>702731437
>I'm a teenage girl
can you spare some pics before being banned
i wanna fuck the bunny
>>702742018
>stories
>here
>works
>fiction
Got in some trouble at work today because one of my managers is a vindictive bitch
>>702734002
pretend to kys and she will admit she actually loves you, but here's the important part, make sure you actually kys.
I love my best friend, like a lot. And we keep joking around about dating each other but what he dosent know is that I would totally be down to date him, weather he could see or not. (He's partially blind) and he keeps sending me mix signals and just....id do anything for him, and I mean anything. I love him so damn much.
>>702730183
Why isn't the dude who is gonna get laid go fucking get them?
I can only get an erection from cartoons of japanese school girls
>>702741560
thanks for the advice, appreciate it
>>702742544
fucking normalfag
>>702730183
Condoms are free??? Go to a hospital, go to a clinic, go to any university... And they're not age restricted. They rather you have one than not.
Im madly in love with my male best friend (im a guy)
Its the only feelkngs ive ever had for a guy and im avraid if i tell him it will not only ruin our friendship but hes also like my only friend fuck
>>702741367
If you love, if you're going to treat him right, then you go to him. Now.
I dumped him because he was ugly and I was using him for sex
>>702742458
Learn the difference between weather and whether, even if he can't see when you write it. What's your deficiency? A half blind kid can't exactly be killing it with the ladiesx or in your case presumably the men
>>702730183
>mfw my 15 year old sister is going to lose her virginity before I do
maybe this could be a joint venture, anon. kek
Quite acting like you're so Fucking depressed you lying piece of shit, you left me for a manipulative weaboo Bitch and told everyone i was sexually abusing you because there was one time i wanted to cuddle with you after you finally decides to stop wasting all your Fucking time playing a video game from 4 years ago and you STILL didnt want any type of romance even though we were in a goddamn relationship you massive hypocritical piece of shit.
>>702742558
You're gonna do alright. I anonymously believe in you.
>>702730258
Yeah, getting a girl to have sex with you is a win already. Like they say, it's not always the size of the package. It's how you use it. I read up on this article that women actually prefer shorter penises because the men who have them perform better in bed. It's like we have something to prove. We have better sex. We all wish our penises were bigger. But it's how the world is.
A year ago I was going out with a girl and we both really enjoyed each other. Albeit I acted like a fucking faggot on all dates. Eventually we stopped seeing each other often and we stopped going out all together. We are still acquaintances in a sense. I really want to ask her out again but I'm too much of a pussy. My friends say she's a bitch but everyone else I know has good impressions of her. I dont fucking know what to do.
>>702729716
when I was 16 i rubbed my 15 year old cousin off in a movie theater
I quit my job to learn piano and I am not making progress anywhere near fast enough to have justified leaving stable employment. Have a good 2 years, because after that, it's curtains, you employment gap ridden nog.
>>702730269
That would do wonders for your brother.
>>702741016
my dream job is being a history professor but i may honestly switch to statistics i suck at certain math categories but statistics isnt that difficult and actually has a high employment chance.
brother just had a kid and other brother has been d8ing a lady for years now. meanwhile i havent had a gf since 8th grade
>>702742683
I mean, we're really close as it is. He knows how I feel about him, and I'm doing my best to support him through his divorce (he was with her for around 10 years). I think he wants to be single for a while, which is obviously understandable.
>>702742997
Well then do it. You already had the balls to ask her out once. Just admit to her you still have feelings for her. Maybe she still likes you too. And don't be an asshole this time.
Since I was 14 I've had a reoccurring nightmare where a twisted demonic version of myself hunts me down and slaughters me. This nightmare happens every night without fail sometimes even 2 or 3 times. I wake up sweating and sometimes screaming. The only thing that calms me down is my fiance. I've lost so much sleep and sanity over it I don't know what to do. I just want it to stop.
>>702739638
>>702740846
Waiting on a response faggot
I still love her
>>702729716
I hate my life. Sometimes I wish I could just end it, but I'm too much of a pussy and I know it would just be an ordeal for everyone else, and I couldn't handle that. I don't even like the burden I am on them now.
But I can't see any possible way out of this mess. My anxiety and depression have been getting gradually worse over the past six years (slight upturn, I thought I was getting better but apparently not), and I'm at a point in my life where I'm too old to not have experience for a job, but I just don't have it. I'm skilled with nothing, I don't even have a driver's license because every time I even think about getting behind the wheel again I panic and think about how the last time I took the driving test I was nearly in an accident. The only two times I ever had that happen were on the driving tests. I can't take the pressure. I can't take any of it. Every time I apply for a job I question the monotony of the process, and every time I go into an interview I panic because there is no way I can make myself look interesting. And just like any pursuit of a relationship, there is the looming inevitability of rejection and slide back into a bitter loneliness, a reminder that I'm nothing but a worthless failure. A waste of space.
>>702743428
Tried seeing a psychiatrist yet?
>>702731235
kek
>>702741367
tell him that else ur stealing his life
>>702743235
Same here Anon. My Oldest brother has a kid. My Middle brother has dated his girlfriend since high school. I've been single since forever. But Ive been on tinder and bumbles dates and managed to scored once but thats about it. I think it's time to work on yourself career wise or go travelling. Go back to school, go on hikes, pick up a new hobby.
>>702742996
Femanon here. I've been FWB with a guy who's smaller than average. He was always really determined to make sure I was enjoying myself and I got off. Most other men haven't been as considerate as him. I'd favor below-average over average based on the amount of effort I've heard and experienced that men who are below average tend to put forth. Sorry if my grammar went sideways there, I did my best.
>>702729716
i need monei
>>702743622
Yeah. Once when I was 16 and once when I was 23. Both didn't help much. Nightmares still persisted.
>>702732920
BITCH
>>702743691
I did, he knows how I feel. We're very open with each other.
>>702743933
I think you have to see a priest dude.
>>702729716
I'm tried of all the drama turgid. I want to be my true self. That should be means for legality.
>>702743428
Have you done something terrible, anon?
>>702732920
nigget
>>702733862
GOOD FOR YOU THAT UR TOO STUPID TO SEE THAT YOU ARE IN DEEP DEEP HOLE
>>702729716
She didn't respond, not even the sounding of a skype instant message. I'll see her again tomorrow. Is she just disinterested? Will she even talk with me? Am I being put on a shelf? Notice me again Senpai.
>>702743736
Well there you have it. A Femanon agrees. I guess it's whatever floats your boat. Love isn't always about penis size. Its more of a passion and effort you give to the other.
>>702743599
Dubs chekt.
See a doctor, get on anxirty mess
Become a regular person
>>702744176
No lived a decent middle class life. Join the National Guard at 17. Graduated college. Loving fiance of 6 years. Just a shitty horrible nightmare
I've been really bored for the last few days and dont know what to do with my life. Not depressed, just really bored.
I miss you
>>702743428
Heavy. I have regular nightmares and uncontrolled extremely vivid dreams almost every night as well. Feelsbadman.jpg
>>702744033
Fiance prays for me all the time. I'm not really the God fearing praying type myself.
I hate when my wife behaves as a 15 y.o. Girl
>>702744488
Huh. Normally I'd ask if you could blame PTSD, but you sound like things have gone pretty well other than this nightmare. How odd.
>>702743736
>>702743736
Time-stamp with tits, please.
>>702736855
Well remember that you are still perfect for somebody,me for example
>>702733862
meh, half chub
i was in love with this girl for almost a year now but never had the courage to ask her out and when i finally man up i realize now it's too late because she started dating last month with some fucking guy and i hate my guts so fucking bad rn more than i hate him because he had the balls to do something i never have the courage and i guess it goes to show to myself how much of a pathetic loser i really am so i'm probably gonna go back to jerking off 3 times a day and do nothing with my life
>>702744746
My unit hasn't been deployed since I joined so no ptsd. The shrinks I've seen haven't been able to come up with an answer as well. Just ways to cope with it.
it's not fair. it's just not fair.
Brazil is a fucking cancer
Full of shit, worst shit hole ever
Thread gonna 313. I loved you all
>>702745184
We're all fucked up in southamerica :(
>>702744688
Last thing i can think of is finding a way to lucid dream and then kick its ass.
>>702745184
not worse than india or china
