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The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
s/fur
IT IS FRIDAY EVENING
AND I AM FREE TO DRINK
OPEN THE CASKS
>>701393978
I've always smelled something "different" on you. You have uncanny abilities.
Are there specific reasons for suicidal ideation? Or is it just "I don't see the point anymore"...
I dont have any sneks with money, just pimp snek
>>701393863
>Going to go to Reno in a few hours to get drunk and gamble
Alpha as fuck
>>701394612
not really, my family wants to take me because I turned 21.
I'm just hoping I get drunk quickly so I cant get over my crippling social anxiety.
>>701394501
Yeah, same. I always felt a different kind of connection with you than with everyone else. I can't figure out what, or why.
I'm just sick of living. Life sucks, it's not getting better, and I don't even care about getting better. Nothing matters to me. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I don't want to hurt those who care about me. That's why I've been trying to lay low, so people wouldn't have to worry about what happened to me. But you just so happened to show up right when I was seriously trying to set everything into place to end it. It's kinda creepy.
>>701394787
hurray cultural celebrations!
>>701394978
Hey Ethereal, how are you?
>>701394978
>>701395054
I HAVE TODAY OFF! WOOOO
>>701394787
What's your favorite drink?
I wish I liked casinos and stuff. I like being in a resort-like atmosphere, I like the alcohol that flows, I like the hotels attached and the restaurants/buffets or whatever...
But for some reason, gambling itself is lame as fuck and about as exciting as solitaire
It's cool if other people like it, no problem at all
>>701395261
Good to hear it, man. I hope it ends up being a great day for you.
>>701394319
>>701394332
Fuck off
>>701394319
>I'm going away, guys, so many personal problems
>You all will never understand me or my bisexuality
>JK I'm back and posting memes again
>>701395335
nah
>>701394942
How were you going to do it?
>>701395283
drink discussion???!? Drink-Discussion!
I prefer Klarer to Multivitaminsaft 1:1.
It's sugary as fuck but i dont taste the alcohol and i barely ever have to go to the toilet
>>701395349
If you've been following what I've been saying, you would realize why I'm back to posting. Even in the last thread I did everything I could to seem as inconspicuous as possible. I was trying to plan this shit out, but one of my favorite namefags just so happened to show up as I was doing so. It makes me quite happy.
>>701395283
I dont have one.
Ive only ever drank at my own home with family.
We always drink Jack or some kind of vodka.
I just drink whats in front of me.
>>701395542
My dad's .410 shotgun. I've been looking for the shotgun shells for months now, but never really had the opportunity to look for them since I have to do it when he and his girlfriend are gone. I found them about a week ago.
>>701394332
>experimenting with hormones
>>701395564
No, you didn't plan anything, friend. You're not really capable of doing so. You're a southern failure with no life and no future. You have a decent meme collection, though.
>>701395796
k
juice, mostly orange
water
hot chocolate
havent had much outside of that in a while.
i have this crystal skull vodka bottle as my water bottle.
Hellou
>>701395879
Hello Graham, how are you?
>>701395830
:-)
>>701395555
Deutschland...?
I like Tanqueray gin with tonic and a twist of lime or Ketel One vodka with cranberry juice.
Always a 50/50 mixture. I love the taste of alcohol.
I'm gonna pour a gin 'n tonic now, actually.
>>701395868
that reminds me
as im a 4chan regular
i made some piss bottles
and since they're recyclable but the machine doesnt recognize them when theyre crunched
i blew one open with my mouth and i thought i tasted something but i wasnt sure if it was one of those
>>701395683
Were you going to go to a remote location where nobody could find you?
>>701396028
You could have thrown my words at a translator and it could have told you i wrote german, of course im german
i've been awake since 7 and drinking since 13. I should have started earlier but i had to buy food and you cant really do that drunk
>>701396081
cool story bro
>>701396260
thanks
NO POSTING TIMERS ON B WEEEEE SHITPOSTING
>>701396135
Yes. I was going to go into the woods behind my house, and take the shotgun when everyone was at the store. I didn't plan on writing any kind of note or whatever because I just wanted to get it over with.
>>701395762
M-moar?
>>701395542
dig the more overtly Satanik depictions
>>701396465
>>701396340
>i dont want to hurt those around me
>i want to kill myself
paradox #1
>hat's why I've been trying to lay low, so people wouldn't have to worry about what happened to me.
>i want to splatter my gore out in an arch as big as possible in the woods
paradox #2
sorry i like being an ass
listening to shitty music on repeat weee
>>701395906
Another day of work, my internet provider have problems with network... I need some beer
>>701396682
I don't know what you're talking about nor do I care.
>>701396721
Well that sucks. Sorry man.
>>701396854
nor do i
i like shittalking
if there were a score of how many people ignored you in WoW i think i should have hit 10k by now
>>701396340
I wish you could come live with me.
What are your prospects for getting out of your environment? Would it require the usual "work 60+ hours a week to I can barely afford a shitty apartment" type thing?
>>701396978
I don't even care anymore. Nothing matters to me, except you guys I guess. I'll never be happy no matter where I am, and no matter what I do. I've put a lot of thought into it, and that's why I've decided that I want to kill myself. There's nothing for me in this life, and I doubt it will ever change. I just have to work up the courage. But I guess I'm going to hold off for just a little bit longer.
>>701397259
omg me too?
also, how old are u
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>>701397362
I'm 19. Why?
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>>701397401
Just curious. I dont care whether or not you kill yourself
i think have never met a person that i was sure he/she was gonna kill himself in near time
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>>701396973
do you have a high res of that?
lurk mode
vidya'n
shits kickin in....
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>>701397628
That's the highest res there is.
>>701397259
Dude you're young theres soo many good things that will happen. Suicide is the worst option you could ever choose
>>701397711
good boy
i would like to enjoy some but i dont have a source
isntead im gonna go ahead and annoy you guys
>>701397809
im 22, there were a ton more bad things happening than good things
most of the good things were linked to drugs or completely random occurences
if youre a basement dweller life wont get better. take that iron and shove your brain out, you dont need it anyway
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>>701397809
Trust me, I know. I've put a lot of thought into it. But I doubt I'll ever be happy. I don't enjoy anything. The things I tolerate now just become more and more uninteresting to me, and even annoying. I'm only getting worse, and I just want it to end.
>>701397259
I'd like it a lot if you stayed around for a while.
I'm not one to try to talk people out of suicide, though. The flesh is temporary; the spirit is eternal. You'll be back at some point.
>>701397401
>is 19
>wants to kill self
>tfw ur fucking 19 you can do anything literally
Two weeks after I turned 18 I ditched my parents and stole like 200$. I walked to the nearest homeless shelter and the next day I got a job as an intern at a huge stock office (good grades in highschool). Eventually (after about a year) After about a year I had a real job there and I bought a decent sized apartment.
Yeah the homeless shelter was shit but honestly what you need to do is ask someone at the counter to keep your valuables safe for you and most of the time you will and if you just get clean and then get out of there you can go straight to work.
the only thing I took with me when I left was my mp3 player ;) gotta keep those spirits up
>>701398150
awesome
>>701398127
man, youre living in america. You go to someone in a random shop and hand him your money?
>>701398127
when you have no car, no phone, no residence its a lot harder to get a job than you think. you must have been really lucky
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>>701398038
I know. I know many others would as well, and that's the main thing holding me back. As for the spiritual stuff, I've completely fallen away from it. I don't believe in anything anymore. I've become extremely nihilistic. Whether that's good or bad, I don't know or even care. I'm just sick of living. Sick of trying and failing at absolutely everything. Life is nothing but suffering for me.
>>701398127
I've been severely depressed for a very long time, since I was about 5. My life has been pretty shitty to say the least. Again, nothing matters to me, and certainly not any kind of material objects or money. You're encouragement is appreciated, but I've already made up my mind.
![1465790124.belayalapa_[fa_wingit]_ragdollii_couplebondagecute_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/wEWDiMp.png "1465790124.belayalapa_[fa_wingit]_ragdollii_couplebondagecute_clr.png")
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[relaxed bat noises]
>>701398489
do it faggot
i have been depressed for 8 years and i havent even gotten close to killin myself
step it up
![1466130494.belayalapa_[fa_ych]_no_212_phantom_hands_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/0OIGVdr.png "1466130494.belayalapa_[fa_ych]_no_212_phantom_hands_clr.png")
>>701398489
Are you saying that there is no external cause for your suffering and there never has been?
You've said things alluding to such, but I'm eager for clarification.
If life were very easy, flush with cash, care-free and full of friends, you'd still feel suffering?
>>701398489
You should just go outside, change the environment talk to some people, seek help. Have you even tried enough to change your life, make it better?
>>701396430
sorry sexist bug i could possibly find theres not many good ones maybe someone else can help you
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>>701398932
>Are you saying that there is no external cause for your suffering and there never has been?
There is, but I don't care to go into detail right now though, too much to explain.
>If life were very easy, flush with cash, care-free and full of friends, you'd still feel suffering?
Probably. I enjoy fewer and fewer things as time passes, and I've never really cared for having friends at all. I just like talking with certain people to pass the time. That's about it really. I don't really care about people in general, as harsh as it sounds.
>>701399166
I have tried for years and years, countless times. And I never even cared enough to do anything. I don't want help at all. I just want to stop suffering this pathetic and pointless existence.
![1466482399.belayalapa_[quickcom]_vivyx_flat_nsfw_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/nVUwsZh.png "1466482399.belayalapa_[quickcom]_vivyx_flat_nsfw_clr.png")
![1467418268.belayalapa_[quickcom]_lyrastrong_ssmillie_flat_nsfw_clr2.png](https://i.imgur.com/Ik6ldmf.png "1467418268.belayalapa_[quickcom]_lyrastrong_ssmillie_flat_nsfw_clr2.png")
![1467515273.belayalapa_[wip]_blackrook.png](https://i.imgur.com/zAQnynb.png "1467515273.belayalapa_[wip]_blackrook.png")
>>701399560
>Probably. I enjoy fewer and fewer things as time passes, and I've never really cared for having friends at all.
drugs, take em
>>701399560
So, there you are Dash. I've been wondering if you'd show up again. So, how's it going? Still need to pay back for the 4chan Pass, or what else keeps you in the mortal world?
![1468022603.belayalapa_[quickcom]_faedelity1flatsfw_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/rDUgyT9.png "1468022603.belayalapa_[quickcom]_faedelity1flatsfw_clr.png")
>>701399944
Tried, don't care. Doesn't interest me.
>>701399946
Harpo said I don't need to pay him back, and that it was a gift. I was actually trying to stay quiet until I decided to end it, but I guess it's just not my time. Every time I try to plan shit out to die, something always happens. It's really making me wonder.
>>701399560
I wish we could trip balls together a few times.
It'd be a life-changing experience.
>>701399560
If you dont want help at all why did you tell us that you dont want to live anymore?
I clearly see that you're trying to get attention. You dont want to do it. Give a life another chance. Im pretty sure that YOU WILL find happines.
Kek, fucking idiots still giving that attention whore attention. You should all kill yourselves.
>>701400213
then youve taken the wrong ones
>>701400502
You first
![1468115683.belayalapa_[quickcom]_faedelity2nsfw_flat_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/MjZ5EUn.png "1468115683.belayalapa_[quickcom]_faedelity2nsfw_flat_clr.png")
>>701400296
I smoked a fuckload of weed a week ago. My friend gave me some a year ago, and I finally decided to throw all of my stupidly high morals out the window and smoked it. It was okay. It's just not my thing.
>>701400329
Here we go, back to the attention shit that I'm so sick of hearing about.
Look, I didn't bring it up. Once again, I was trying to stay as quiet as possible, and I was doing a good job until Radzyn showed up. I don't mean that in a bad way either, it's good I suppose. But it only made me happy for a few minutes, and I'm right back to feeling as terrible as always. It will always be like that. Nothing will ever change. I don't want any kind of encouragement. Basically this is just delaying the inevitable because I've already decided.
>>701400523
I don't like drugs. I don't see the point in them. They don't help me, and I think drugs are recreational drugs are stupid altogether.
![1468434508.belayalapa_[quickcom]_poonani_nsfw_semiflat_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/717qWOt.png "1468434508.belayalapa_[quickcom]_poonani_nsfw_semiflat_clr.png")
>>701400925
>drugs are recreational drugs are
I'm very tired.
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>>701401076
What do you do all day, Dash?
Do you watch TV, game at all? Do you spend a lot of time in s/fur threads?
Are your dad and his girlfriend friendly or do they brush you aside? Perhaps...treat you badly?
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smoke weed erryday 420 holla bling
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>>701401414
I do absolutely nothing all day. I've been sleeping a lot just to escape reality. I haven't watched TV for years, and I don't care about video games anymore. Literally all I do is post sfur. My dad and his girlfriend don't really care it seems. But I also choose not to talk to them because I don't really like them to be honest.
![1470590403.belayalapa_[quickcom]_homuah_baramom_flat_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/Iv1D1zQ.png "1470590403.belayalapa_[quickcom]_homuah_baramom_flat_clr.png")
>>701401506
This
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:
steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=751916981
>>701401689
Well, you have pretty good taste in s/fur!
If all you do is post s/fur, then by all means, post s/fur.
dum vita est, spes est
>>701401154
I guess you could say our thread was... derailed
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>>701402143
I don't like doing it though. I don't even care. I just do it to pass the time.
>>701402204
mea navis aƫricumbens anguillis abundat
![1472312958.belayalapa_[quickcom]_serena_valentine_nsfw_semiflat_clr.png](https://i.imgur.com/ZKNQSEg.png "1472312958.belayalapa_[quickcom]_serena_valentine_nsfw_semiflat_clr.png")
Anyway, I need to sleep. Gonna leave when the thread caps.
>>701402259
Dude you sound like you're unhappy with this world and not your situation.
>>701402423
Both.
>>701401689
What is holding you back from doing the deed? Are you worried that you might end any potential greatness too early? Do you dislike how the physical pain of suicide will hurt? Does interacting with others in fur threads feel too good to end permanently?
Why later instead of sooner? You surely can't be seeing it from only your viewpoint.
>>701402443
And unhappy with myself most of all.
>>701402520
What's holding me back is the people who care about me. I've spent so much time here posting and talking to people that, for some reason, many people have come to like me. That and I just hope for something to change. But I know it won't. Nothing matters. The only reason I put my trip back on was to talk to Radzyn because I like him and he hasn't been here in a while. I would have kept it off, and very likely killed myself at the next opportunity. Hell, I still may. But it was nice talking again.
Anyone have anything Zootopia?
D
Nulla dies umquam memori vos eximet aevo.
>>701403013
pax tecum
>>701402867
Zoophilia might bring you back to life. It did for me.
We'll talk later; go nap!
sup, guys?
>>701403444
Maybe. Love is about the only thing I care about anymore, and it seems that I'll never get it from a human.
Anyway, see ya.
>>701403651
>>701403651
>>701403651
>quidquid Latine dictum sit altum videtur
>>701403352
pax tecum
>>701402867
Believe it or not, there is life beyond responding to someone's made-up fursona name on 4chan. It feels nice to see your posts replied to; a being other than yourself injected entirely new ideas and feelings into your consciousness.
Go pull out loans and go to school. Even if you drop out for a while, you can defer them or go into forbearance indefinitely. There is nothing to worry about. Undergraduate studies are easy, even for someone with depression. Don't bother with finding a new hobby while funding is limited. The feedback loop of starting the process of becoming a real person cannot be matched by anything else. Yeah, you get to die in the future, but at least your entire existence wasn't spent being miserable, living paycheck-to-paycheck and considering dying every day.
Ditch the 1.jpg, and go do something. People with 90 IQs can do it, and be quite successful.
