Late night Feels thread
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Late night Feels thread
>>700565199
I'm in!!
its 7 pm fuck are you
>>700565865
do you have any Feels to tell ?
>>700566083
Germany
>>700566111
>>700566155
Checked
but k lets talk about your feelings
I'm trying to get this shit off my mind. I've been chasing her for a year, we made out in March. She was all that I wanted. But she can't stop leading me on now. she's one if those girls who thinks their royalty. And if a guy wanted to get with her then they would have to put up with all her bullshit. she actually flirts with me on purpose just to fuck with me, then when I tell her if she wants to start something she says "sorry I don't need a boy getting in the way of my goals. If you really wanted to be with me you would wait for me until I say so."
I mean, i wouldn't be so sad about it if she just fucking told me, "hey I don't want to date you at the moment and I'm sorry for leading you on." but of course girls have to find a way to fuck with you.
I once got really bad and almost had a panic attack, I called her at around 9 or 10 and I really wanted to talk with her about it, because I need someone to be there when it gets bad. You know what she said? "Sorry, I don't take anyone's trash. Cool down."
Like what the fuck? Does she really think the world revolves around her like that? How can someone be so self centered like this? Once I realized this and started seeing through her bullshit I was done. she's all pissed at me now, hopefully she learns.
>>700566656
good riddance ...he was a no talent hack
>>700566674
cant get over ex and every time i love someone new i fuck it up
http://www.strawpoll.me/11049080
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>>700567109
i know that feel than jsut tryharder you can do it i think with evrey girl you fucked up you get more experianc
>>700565199
i feel totally disappointed with the fucking world, we live in the extreme impire of the pollitically correct and the fucking fat acceptance, now you dont got a several problem called obesity, no, its called "im a plus size model" go fuck you all im just going to wait my fucking dead looking the fucking world burn in my selfishness and hedonism lifestyle. Fuck you patriarchy, fuck you false feminist, fuck you pollitics, fuck you religions, fuck you all. i give up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGOQfLFzJj8
u can dooit don't give up
>>700565199
I just miss her
so much
>>700567515
my ex destroyed me . and i think until i can talk face to face with her , i fuck every shit up
>>700568032
tell me
i also but i dont want too
Beginning really intense dump, good or awful, this will make you feel. So believe what i tell you about each pic because when i tell you that the next one will make you feel rage like you probably (almost i hope for you) never felt, i'm telling the truth.
This one on the other hand will pick you up
>>700568032
Your fucking life is too fucking short to thing in one person, if you have to care about someone that one must be you, or at least people who love you, she dont.
>>700567840
i hate this shit too but i´m glad that i live not in the usa
>>700568380
Your heart will speed up, your muscles might tense a little bit, and you will definitaly want to punch someone so badly after reading this...
But at least you won't be feeling sorry, like shit, or sad about YOUR problems for a while.
>>700568508
i dont live in USA but the entire world its fucked up. The globalization bring the bad things too.
>>700566719
Yes some women are like that especially if they are good looking. Dated a woman somewhat like that in college for two years. She was a 9.5/10 blond blue eye bigs tits. All my buddies are like you are so lucky. She was hot and knew it and always had guys waiting on her hand and foot cause they all wanted to fuck her. She had mental problems and I ended it after I am 99% sure she cheated on me. Fast forward 20 years married a good woman at 30 and have 4 kids. My point? Don't settle for this shit. You can do a hell of a lot better than that. Do not become a cuck you /b/ fag.
>>700567840
Far worse thing than this liberal bullshit is fact, we as a human race are destroying the planet we're living on and all the first world fucks want in their lives is more distracting shit from internet and tv. The Unnaboomer was right about killing the fucking civilization.
>>700568095
like there 2 good edgy sentenc
If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
and
Don't cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won't let you see the stars.
its edgy but its true
>>700568656
Sad, but heart warming, yet so sad.
>>700568831
maybe you should concentrate on your self and give af fuck about things
>>700568968
yeah there true but they dont help me with my problem
>>700569014
This one i don't really know
>>700569384
Not uplifting
>>700569102
Yes, that is what i don, i just care about me or people to i really care, i do and i say what i think and i dont give a fuck if its becaome and unpopular opinion, i just live my life as i want and not hurting anyone, For me is pure happiness i do what i wanna do and i say i say what i wanna say i dont expect any acceptance for that.
>>700569619
Lets finish with a nice one, in 2 parts
1/2
I used to play video games a lot, but recently I have to force myself to play them.
I know that I need to play, but actually doing it requires me to force myself.
Maybe it's because I played on Playstation most of the time and now I try to play some PC games.
Anyone in a similar situation?
I posted not too long ago here about the girl I love and who told me she wasn't interested a few months back.
I had a few friends over including her. Someone messages her and basically asks her out. She starts complaining about how she doesn't know how to let him down easy. We make a few jokes how she must get hit on all the time. (she studies math but with some computer science mixed in so she hangs around there a lot)
She continues on about how she's not interested in any of the CS guys, then adds something like "except maybe one of them".
Now I study cs but as I said she told me that she doesn't want anything from me so I think nothing of it at this point.
Anyway yesterday she changed her facebook pic to a picture of the two of us and now I started getting my hopes up again but I know that it's stupid and it annoys and frustrates me. I kinda just wanna get over her but it seems I'd have to get her out of my live for that and I really don't want to do that since she's a great friend and everything.
God damn this all seems so stupid and yet it bothers me this much.
>>700568852
Thanks for this. I definitely won't settle for it. You know what I realized recently about her though?
she's toying with my emotions just to pass the time and to boost her ego. now that im done with her she's acting pissed so that I can pity her and go back to her.
It sucks that their deceitful motives can be so obvious yet we are so vulnerable to them
>>700569619
sad
>>700570039
Yes Op here .
I hav so many games on pc and ps3 but every night im sitting there and dont know what i shoul play .
man i miss my childhood with my game boy and Pokemon . i played it the whole day
>>700570439
I had GB Color and Pokemon Blue and Yellow. I never spent this many hours with a portable game in my life. The search for Mew, the Missing.no mystery... good memories.
>>700570074
cut contact maybe ? i have the same problem , i see my ex on fb or skype and than feelings and hopes come up .. i just nee to block her and than is is over
>>700569963
And 2/2
Totally unrelated, i have no idea why i work like this, but i still find it very interesting. I'm really very asocial (not antisocial, but i'm not looking for the company of others), and yet when i am at work i have no trouble talking with the customers, even being really friendly, there is absolutely no weirdness or anything. But the moment i step foot outside the store, i turn into a mute. I would like to have just ONE person again in my life, (un)lucky for me i tasted that pleasure for several years, but i am not capable to engage with anyone for the life of me. I wanted to ask a girl out (she was a customer, i bought stuff where she worked, so a few "hi, how are you doing" while ringing the articles happened), well i stayed for 40min in my car thinking what to say, to (you guessed it) chicken out in the end. Yet when she came to pick up her glasses a week ago we talked so simply and easily...
I hate how our brain can work sometime
>>700570694
i got an purple transparent GBC and a GBA from my uncle and he told me too play pokemon crystal and ruby . i remember the roadtrips on the backseat ..
bump
>>700568380
I hate to read happy ending stories. I realize how I will never be in one
>>700571165
I also had the transparent purple GBC and a purple GBA too. Never played Ruby or Crystal, but I did play Silver.
>>700572146
Me too, it's like the fairytale ending that I will never achieve
>>700569014
this one is my most favorite feels text. gets me hard everytime, its worth it whoever hasnt read it
>>700571803
Don't know why that hit so hard
>>700573402
kills me man
>>700566719
Fuck that bitch boi, act like you dont give a fuck about her anymore, she Will act less of a fucking bitch
You know, I don't get how judgmental people are. they can assume they know the entirety of your character based on fucking nothing. a five minute conversation. i mean, shit, i dont even know myself and ive spent my entire life with that twat. same for most people, i think. so how can we admit we dont know ourselves after a lifetime of being together, and also claim to know anyone else after a fraction of that time? i dont fucking know. its so goddamn arrogant. fuck.
>>700568656
Loterally can't imagine this level of pain
>>700570039
Current situation, feel like i wanna play by Just force myself
Fucking hell I just spent half an hour typing then niggerchan decided to suddenly block my VPN so I had to disconnect, and my fucking post didn't copy to my clipboard. Now I have to shorten it because I've lost nearly all patience and no one will bother replying.
I don't know if I should bother going back to this girl who I used to date but we've just been friends for several months now. She's in love with someone else. I was convinced for a long time that she had BPD or something like that, but lately I've been questioning whether it's just me being an asshole without realizing it. I don't want to make her angry, but I think she's kind of sensitive and I say the wrong things sometimes.
Long story short, and cut even shorter now that I've lost my temper with my autistic computer, I want to be friends with this girl again, but I'm not sure if I really should go back to her and apologize, and most likely end up in the same place, with her not talking to me anymore. It might be best if I force myself to leave her alone because I do still love her and it kills me constantly to think she's moved on, but she's also the best friend I've ever had and no one else I talk to is as awesome of a friend.
When I say go back to her, I mean as a friend, I know she's in love with someone else, but I still want to be friends.
I don't know. Maybe I'll elaborate more when I cool off. Until then, I need advice based on what I've said.
It's 2:27am I can't sleep. Thinking how everybody didn't give a fuck about me thru summer.Nobody invited me anywhere and when I invited them they come up with bullshit excuse.
I hate them all.
>>700575162
How close were you before dating?
>>700575162
Why u want to hurt yourself with this friendship.It hurts when u are next to eachother and you know u can do nothing
>>700570825
>cut contact maybe ?
yeah see I really don't want to though. She's kinda my best friend and it would make so many things needlessly complicated. I doubt my overall situation would improve.
im playing league of legends
>>700568380
I first tought that he will wake up in the end and realise that he made up everything in his head, while sitting in the hospital
>>700575513
We were really good friends before that too. We only dated for a really short time. I think mainly what ended it is she doesn't want a long distance relationship. FFS she lives in another country.
>>700569331
Fap once a week to your favorite fapmaterial.
Really you guys have this much feels? I'm sorry I'm autistic. My mum is dead but I can stop other
Mums being dead by stopping those rich folk killing everyone for Jesus and money.
>>700576098
Go for it. If you think it's possible, you should definitly try and get the friendship back. I have had the same, and she is my best friend now. She's the one who talked me out of suicide. Do it.
>>700576886
The only problem is (would have listed before but as I mentioned pissed off my long post was lost) I've gone back and forth being friends with and hating her probably 20-30 times this year already. And she's just going to assume I'm fucking with her and that I'm going to hate her again in a week.
>>700577544
Then prove her wrong. She'll realize you mean it. With time.
>>700577682
>>700577734
I just worry I'm going to be in the same place again in a few days. I'll convince myself she's crazy because she'll get mad at me for something. Then I'll wonder if it was my fault and apologize, then it'll repeat again.
idk... I fucking hate life
>>700577836
what the fuck is up with all these nu-males
I spent half my day in a thread like this just because everything else is shitposting and porn and these threads sometimes have interesting stories. Now I only feel hungry. I legitimately don't give a shit anymore, I know damn well nobody cares, hell nobody will even read my retarded post, I'll continue doing absolutely nothing until I start uni again next month because I'm too lazy to even log on to some chat program. I'll not see the friends that came back in town for summer, I won't see my friends that are working, I'll not see the girl I like and tell her. I'll not even fix my GPS problem. I'll just wake up at 2 pm eat, read a book, shit, read, shower,vidya,eat,vidya,watch some vids, browse /b/ and go to bed at 4 am all while being miserable and the heat trying to kill me. I hate myself and everything and everyone, wish I could just sleep all day.
>>700577957
>>700565199
Feeling nostalgic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jTC1onUNcE
>>700570039
I have the same problem. I look at all these games I invested my money in and I know I want to play them but they don't excite me like they used too.
>>700578009
what's up with the folder dump taking up 99% of the thread?
>>700566887
Le edge
>>700578219>cya
http://vocaroo.com/i/s16JzJojePKW
I need those wake up messages
>>700566719
dude youre a beta faggot to her. that phone call situation is definitive proof of that. just cut all contact, youre not fucking her.
>>700566887
I wasn't into his comedy..it was kind of obnoxious.
But he definitely had talent.
>one hour photo
>dead poets society
>awakenings
>good will hunting (obviously)
>what dreams may come
>insomnia
>world's greatest dad (edgy for fags like you)
I met this girl very recently through through some mutual friends. We exchanged numbers and have been talking for a few days. She seems pretty cool and she's very attractive. I'm taking her on a date Thursday night... then leaving for college in the morning. I guess there's no time for romance when you're becoming an adult.
no girlfriend to help me feel better and help me with my rehab.
>>700565199
kys
>>700579180
How far away mang?
4 year or 2 year?
It should be doable if it's even within like 1000 miles and 2 year. 4 year may be pushing it. You'll still have a month of winter break and 3 months of summer a year together.
>>700577682
I'm reading every single one
>>700579464
HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT WHAT THE HELL FUCK YOU OMG KILL YOURSELF??? WHAT KIND OF PERSON ARE YOU?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
IM DELETING MY 4CHANNEL ACCOUNT RIGHT NOW
RIGHT NOW
IM DONE WITH THIS ABUSE
Ok faggots, I'm 18 never had my permit had one job working with my step dad, I'm taking my permit test within this week. I'm nervous as fuck and I hate tests, I've been taking those shitty pre-tests I seem to be fine but will they actually help?
>>700568968
Cringe worthy level psych
>>700579898
You'll be fine, also got my permit at 18 and practiced a few of the pre-tests, did fine.
What state are you in? NY fag reporting in
>>700570039
welcome to getting older and trying to figure out what makes you smile again. these days i spend my time watching motovlogs waiting for the day i can finally afford a bike and ride away whenever i feel that kinda way.
>>700579788
go back to ifunny filthy new fag
>>700571165
purple gameboy(not transparent)red, silver, sapphire. The advance was transparent purple, however. I, too, remember the roadtrips in the backseat.
Those were the days.
>>700566905
Man,I used to be the same but I didn't care much.
But what do you know,Someone does smile when they talk on their phone with me.
The thing is you can't see yourself as special so you're not.
that's it pretty much.
>>700580425
Missouri here, did you even read the book? I know it's a different test.
>>700570851
Just invite her to dinner.
Don't think about it, just do it.
After a bit of smalltalk tell her that you want to get to know her better and ask her if she'd like to go for dinner with you.
I know im just a random anon on fucking 4chan of all places telling you this, but don't chicken out again. Appear confident, even if you aren't.
Good luck, anon.
>>700578024
Feel you bro. All i do is to wait for the uni to start. Then i wait for the uni to end again
>>700565199
My idiot furfag for a friend (and his bro) keeps sending me these fucking furry hentai pics. (they're special) I told him to stop and that i'm not even into it. He replied that my statement (I'm not a fucking furry) doesn't hold up and that it is like saying that i'm not totally straight because i'm not into all girls...
I only replied with a "k". I was not in the mood to discuss this shit plus that i didn't even know what he was talking about. He just loves to sound smart.
>>700569014
This made me contemplate suicide harder, it is so fucking full of feels.
Fell in love in the girl who doesnt even notice me as a more than friend.Done so much for her.Ended up in the friendzone as a person who listens about her period,does everything to make her feel better when she's sad cuz of her boyfriend or family problems.Been trying to forget about her for 2 months but i can't.I deceive myself and feel so lonly
i feel so fucking lonely. I just got back from moving some stuff into my apartment. 2 hours away from my parents place. My gf has been really busy with work and she's trying to spend as much time with her family and friends as possible so I've barely even talked to her the last couple days besides a goodnight call and a few texts. I don't really have any friends in the cities right now because everyone else has left for school. So I'm just sitting at my house fucking bored out of my mind and feeling neglected by everyone. I hate this so much. On top of that I'm anxious as hell and I have no more weed or fucking booze.
>>700578219
>tfw can't read this one
>>700569384
was the most wtf ending ever in one of these
>>700569014
Is there like an archive or this can't view on mobile
THEY SAY THINGS ARE GONNA GET BETTER
ALL I KNOW IS THEY FUCKING BETTER
>>700566719
You're pathetic. Don't waste your time with scum like that.
>>700584421
That's how I felt when I moved to Japan. The isolation drove me to the brink of insanity. I started pacing my apartment.
from a dubs decides thread. something ill never see
This one is my favorite, it's so sad.
Story time, if anyone's interested. Told it before once and some people liked it so...
>be me, 3yrs out of college
>white collar stressful job that i absolutely hated, most of my friends moved away, not interested in any of the girls in my life
>daily a zx12r, pretty liberal with the throttle, but also fairly responsible (opening it up only on deserted roads, etc.)
>Anyways, in a pretty bad mental state
> get back from the bar one night after drinking heavily with friends (around 1 am)
>decide to go rip around on my zx12, and I understand and am ashamed of how drunk I was when I got on the bike
>but atm, I literally had a death wish.
>got on the bike with the full intention of blasting around at 150-200 mph on the highway and back roads
>generally stay at double the speed limit
>so depressed and fed up with my life\
>not exactly intentionally trying to die, but going to ride far beyond my abilities, and far beyond sustainable without a fatal crash.
>>700569014
Holy fucking shit...
>>700588136
>took the bike out, turned up my earbuds to deafening levels, put on Ja Rule
>remember tearing through my town in first gear at like 11k rpm
>was completely deserted on the highway, I was low in the RPMs merging on in second gear (like 2-3k rpm), drunken grimace on my face
>went WOT, full race crouch
>remember hearing the engine begin to spool up, like it sounds like a fucking jet-engine whirling up to speed
>when this bike was made, for a brief amount of time, was the fastest production bike ever made, and it sounded like it
>tame, but with steadily increasing noise until around 6k. Then the thing just takes off like a hyena with its ass on fire
>couple of seconds later, I'm at 150 mph, fourth gear, upshifting.
>170 mph. Ja Rule is drowned out by the rush of air around my helmet as I raise my head
>I have become a part of the bike, ready to hold the throttle pinned until I died
>didn't care about my work, I didn't care about my friends, I just wanted to chase that adrenaline
>and also not go back to the monotony of my daily life.
>around this time, I blew by a police charger in the center lane
>he had seen/heard me coming, I guess, because he was probably already doing i would say 110 when I passed him
>lights come on, but I just keep it pinned, blowing by cars. One of them swings to avoid me in the same direction I swing to avoid it
>I pass within a few inches of the bumper
>It's been like 5 seconds but the red and blue lights are already pretty far back, and receding into the distance
>slow down a bit and exit the highway doing a good 100 mph on the off ramp
>rear wheel is sliding around, I still have no idea how I managed to not lose it
>I think mostly I was just committed/fearless, so my grip on the bars was light, throttle was generous
>I was ready to die if the bike wanted to throw me, and I guess thats why it didn't throw me.
>>700588550
>made a few more turns to make sure I lost the charger
>as I came down from my speed high, I had like a sudden rush of what the fuck are you doing, just quit your job, don't fucking kill yourself, etc et
>there is like a weird moment when the adrenaline fades? this was like that, but also included my suicidal thoughts.
>then I remember being lost in my thoughts, still going like 25 over, and misjudging a simple turn
>last thing I remember thinking was "I want to live" and "holy shit my rear tire is now completely on gravel".
>woke up around 4 am laying on the side of the road. Ja rule was still fucking playing in my helmet
>I had a pounding headache, could tell I was still drunk, and my right leg wouldn't bend
>visor was completely road rashed, so opening my eyes was a wierd experience because for a bit I couldn't tell if my vision was fucked
>find my bike, laying about 50 yards away. I limped over to it, adrenaline beginning to kick in
>realized if I called this in, I was getting a DUI and probably also a felony evasion ticket if the cop had called me in earlier
>bike was in bad fucking shape, the instrument cluster wasn't working at all, the headlights were both smashed completely, and the fairings were toast
>key was totally bent in the ignition, but luckily it had been pushed to off, so there was a chance the battery might still be good
>turned the key on, and nothing lit up. Heart was fucking pounding. Cycled the FI button, and head it fucking prime
>I was kinda just in disbelief as it fired up, ready to take me home, bent handlebars and all
>limped it home while trying not to vomit, got home, threw up all over the ground outside from pain, and crawled inside, slept on my floor
>>700588777
>next day I quit my job over the phone
>went to an urgent care clinic, got fully taped up/gauzed, and the next month I left the east coast, and I will never go back
>so much happier now, and also won't let myself be put into a position again where my job takes over my life and destroys my sanity
>for a while I had some serious guilt about driving drunk and I'm glad I didn't hurt anyone but myself.
>>700588937
Go on...
>>700587243
Damn, ice cold
>>700589650
fin, sorry
any other stories you'd like to hear?
The saddest thing is waking up every day know that this is it, it will never end. I traveled the across the ocean and lived in a far away land for the better of a year, only to end up here on 4chan, alone, right where I started.
Tonegawa had it all wrong. There is no point where you can "wake up". You can make the most dramatic leap of your life things can still stay the same.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGL1x40p46s
>>700590422
I just feel sorry for the old man because he looks poor as dirty and his life looks depressing.
>>700578358
Feels good man
>>700584895
>tfw its translated at the bottom
>>700591550
I didn't even notice that since it was so comparatively tiny. Thanks anon.
>>700584895
>>700591550
This is from when anon's mom killed herself because he was just an ass to her for no reason, right?
>>700591820
think so yea
>>700591732
np m8
Hey, /b/. Just wanna get this here off my chest. It's not horribad feels, but it's got me down tonight.
>be me
>started college just a few days ago
>meet qt girl
>let's call her S
>has same interests as I do
>we're at least friends
>we pretty much hang out whenever possible
>both of us beta as fuck, too
>fast forward to about two or three hours ago
>this lady comes in, talks to us about rape and shit
>overall not a half bad time
>I'm sitting next to S
>she looks... sad
>ask her what's wrong
>says her ex pushed her into having sex
>he then broke up with her (after her finding out he was cheating the whole time)
>thing ends
>everyone leaves
>her and I exit the auditorium
>ask her if she's going to be okay
>she's on the verge of tears
>shit, wat do I do?
>try to comfort her without making her feel uncomfortable
>walk her back to her dorm
>her roommate's already in there
>leave because I don't know her roommie too well and I feel awkward as fuck
>tell her bye and that I hope she feels better in the morning
Shit, /b/, I just feel like shit. Felt like I could've done more, y'know? Gonna check up on her tomorrow morning. Any advice, guys?
(I do know that she's not in the best mental health. Looks like she has some recent cut marks on her arm. Just don't want her to do anything horrible.)
>>700592485
I don't see anything wrong. You walked her back to her dorm and comforted her. You're overthinking things.
>>700593044
Probably am. But it's still keeping me up. Shit, man, I just need some sleep.
>>700565199
Hey, mania chick, you lurkan?
It's me, Whimsical sweet teet
>>700578677
You forgot 'The World According to Garp' and 'Jumanji'.
Girl i like told me she loved me. I played it off like it was a meme. Asked her friend whats up with that. Send her some shitty copy pasta from ber friend. She clarified 'as a friend'... i need to get over this girl...
>>700594912
Actually it's your problem you were afraid.
Sorry/ b/ro you messed up.
>>700592140
I feel like I'm driving myself and my mother to that point
>>700594912
Update, she said 'i wanna stay up all night talking to you' is she just toying with me?
>>700592485
trust me dude, you're doing fine just relax. Being relaxed and chill is key. If you do feel like this again though, just think from their perspective, put yourself in their shoes you know? It helps a ton.
>>700596092
how long have you been talking to her?
Fucking feels, b0ss.
>>700596241
I wanna say like 5 or 6 months. That too early, i think i just get attached too early
>all these beta cucks crying over some bitch that doesn't even think about you
>lets start a feels thread I'm sad because I miss my ex :(
>meanwhile people around the world are getting their whole family killed, being tortured, going through hell
>meanwhile on 4chan a bunch of beta cucks crying over a whore that that they will forget about in a couple of days
Grow the Fuck up retards
>>700596384
Stay up and talk to her, the worst that could happen is that she is toying with you, and even then, that's not even that bad of a thing, why spend time with her if you're not gonna take a step forward in your relationship.
>>700596690
Yeah do0d, that makes sence. Thanks.
>>700569384
Hey i remember that thread
>>700592140
>>700578219
Ahahaha what a guy, what a fucking guy
>"oh noes, how could this happen, I don't deserve this. Gee hold me /b/ros I never cried this hard in my life. If only I could've prevented this."
I always like to read the bawww pics, they remind me so much of myself
>>700596883
You're welcome
Also, can You help me with something
I'm talking to a girl on skype, it seems to be going well, but she hasn't responded to any of my skype messages for a few days now, I saw her go online once, I have sent one message for each day saying a simple "hey" today I left a message saying "well, text me when you get the time" did I fuck something up or what?
We've been talking almost every day since May 31st, something happened like this once before, but it was a short period of time, it's been around 3 days now. I'm getting worried. I'm starting to consider the idea that I might be kinda encumbering, I usually text her first, and sometimes I have to leave abruptly. I might just be being paranoid, but I'm still staying vigilant
>>700577533
Hits home really...really hard
>>700597908
Oh yeah, one of my friends dropped on me like that too. :0 idk man, maybe something just came up. Wait a while and if nothing happens, then idk. Shes gone.
>>700598457
I have hope, but I would prefer it if she just told me that she wanted space or something. Why would after only a week of her sending me a tit-pic, would she vanish.
I think the realisation that "hey, she really likes you" put me on edge, the closeness of relationships is usually what kills me, I have missed out on a 10/10 because of this before, still a virgin because of it, I don't know how to transition from friend to boyfriend
this thread
Lemme tell you about my demons.
From age 5 to 12, I had no real solid friendships. I was either sitting alone doodling on some paper, or leeching off of the tight friendship that my older brother had with his friends at the time. Sure, there were some good times with them, but they were few and far between.
Fifteen years later, I still don't have any close friends.
>tfw I never swam with my pals at the river that we were barred from
>I never did stupid shit with them for entertainment
>I never played video games at bro's house
>I never spent the night there
>I never had anyone as close as big bro did
Is this relatable, or is it only me?
Somehow, it usually is.
>>700598995
oh and I should mention, this girl is fucking gorgeous in my opinion, like holy shit why is she talking to me tier.
>>700598995
I cant say i can really help in the experience position. Only advice. All i can say is just go for it. If she says no, then she says no. Its hard to do it, i get it. But its even harder to have your emotions just tapping at the cracks in the bottle, y'know?
Anyone else here use dark dry humor and sarcasm to hide the fact that they are actually falling apart inside? It gives people a good laugh sometimes and it makes me happy to see them laugh.
>>700597899
>tfw I didn't miss out on a fucking thing
>>700599360
Yeah, I find it hypocritical that I am the one to give you the advice to "advance your relationship" I guess I have learned from my mistakes, but I'm gonna have to make a few more to get this right.
>>700599411
Me and my best friend. Only recently opened up about our emotional lives
>>700597908
>>700597908
Same thing with me except its 3 years of talking and she's been slowly ghosting me over the past 3 months. I don't have anyone or anything else to live for so when she cuts contact for good , I'm going to end my pathetic story once and for all
>>700599411
yep
>>700599589
Was it nice ?
>>700599630
are you two a couple? or are you just friends? If it's the latter, you need to make a move immediately.
dont ever give up bros
>>700599898
No hope for me, Fampire. I discovered 4chan three years ago.
>>700599707
We both just explained how we're both lonely and just wanna kill ourselfs. So, if thats nice, yes.
>>700587557
I don't get it
>>700600131
I was wondering if you guys just were able to get through by venting.
>>700600305
Yeah, it helps
>>700577682
Reading
>>700599521
Lucky you
>>700599820
A couple for just over a year now. She didn't even remember when it was one year exactly. In fact she tried to start an argument over nothing that day, I still think she forgot though . Something changed and I think she just doesnt want to be around me anymore. I'm so confused since she was the one who asked me if I wanted to be more than friends. She hasn't said she loved me in months and when I say it she leaves and waits a while so she can start talking about something different. I've always been her option even though she's my priority. It didn't used to bother me but now I'm being ignored. When I ask her if I did anything wrong or if she's okay she tells me I've done nothing wrong and that she's just been really busy with work. She only works 3 days a week, she's just been hanging out with friends a lot. That's totally fine and I'm actually really glad but she used to make some time for me.
I feel empty /b/, my life socially is nothing but rejection after rejection. Mentally I've got depression and social anxiety, here's a story I've got from a few years ago
>be me
>16
>massive fucking weaboo
>do retarded program over the summer
I only did it so I could get away from my horrible fucking family
>meet cute girl
>9/10
>always around 2 friends
>start talking to them
>tell one of them I have feelings towards 9/10
>realize weaboos don't get dates
>sell my weeb shit
>laughs but says she'll check if she's dating anyone
>she fucking tells her
>continuous humiliation from everyone for the rest of the course
>get back after the project, family found out
>continuous humiliation from family cause their fucking cunts
This happened two years ago and knocked my confidence so much I haven't spoken to another female since
>>700601362
There's something wrong, in the few months I've been with my current girl, I learned that if you think there's a problem, be persistent, be there, once she tells you what's wrong, help her out. Women are hard to pry info out of for what ever reason. Have you met her in real life yet? Try to just act casual, maybe the romance is starting to die down, re-spark it.
>mfw giving advice but I still haven't figured my shit out yet
What do I do if she hasn't responded for a week and is still there on my list
I know she's busy, especially recently, but I have a bad feel in my gut. Trying to stay optimistic
hey bros
I got no one else to talk to tonight so how are you all doing.
Myself, I'm feeling slightly hungover and partially hung up over a girl that I've been talking to recently. the situation isn't bad, it's just that I don't know if there's anything really there beyond my hopes.
>>700602377
Never know if ya don't go
hey now ur a rockstar
getcha game on
hey
hey
>>700602377
Its been 1 year since i lost the girl of my dreams, im living with depression, nothing seems to help.
Lost my ability to talk with people, i just cant work that anymore.
In a few days, ill move with some friends, and ill try to do some vidya streams.
I just hope that helps me in some way.
>>700602901
is this a copy pasta? coulda swore I saw it in yesterday's thread
>>700602254
Im guessing she just doesn't like me anymore. Maybe something's wrong idk
So /b/, Britfag here
I just finished school with a level 3 in game design (only taken cause I needed something) and no idea where to go from here. Socially I'm a mess with no friends, no girlfriend and little family who give a shit. I fucked up most my gcses barely scraping D and C grades. Depression since 15, Anxiety since 16 and mild insomnia on top
>>700603040
Well, I'm gonna give you some advice that doesn't leave me a hypocrite for once (well, so long as she responds) Tell her how you feel about her, I know it's stressful, kinda like Russian Roulette, but think about how much it would mean to her if you told her the stuff you told us in this thread
You said you would end your own life if she left the picture, I'm not saying guilt trip her, but let her know somehow.
So /b/, Britfag here
I just finished college with a level 3 in game design (only taken cause I needed something) and no idea where to go from here. Socially I'm a mess with no friends, no girlfriend and little family who give a shit. I fucked up most my gcses barely scraping D and C grades. Depression since 15, Anxiety since 16 and mild insomnia on top. Thanks to this I never made plans for the future in case I offed myself.
Closest thing I came to a relationship, I got rejected cause "she wasn't looking for a relationship" that was after 3 weeks of mentally preparing myself to interact with her, why am I like this /b/? What can I do?
>>700603027
nah mate, i dont usually post. Today, perhaps its a special day
>>700603677
maybe
>>700603494
well, welcome game designer. I actually studied the same thing, working right now. My advice, try to work stuff by yourself to show, specially if is a small game.
About the rest, you must force yourself to talk with people, try to make the best of you.
>>700602254
>>700603040 here again. She's probably trying to get you to notice that something's up or that she's really stressed and doesn't want to bother you. Maybe send her a message saying something like "hey, I know you've been really busy but I'm just wonderng if you're okay? I'm here to talk if you need me :) stay safe"
>>700565199
>das feel wenn the girl that probably loved you doesnt feel shit for you anymore
>tfw the bitch that gave you a chance to fuck her wont do it again even if you still talk to her
>tfw stuck in a shithole nowhere with no future or opportunities
>tfw all your friends are either too busy or live in another city
>tfw your best m8 calls you from a concert of your favourite artist while you are just laying in your bed watching porn in your phone
>tfw you have lost all your social skills and you're becoming the worst you ever hoped for
>tfw have to work as a telemarketer for minimum wage with no foreseeable growing opportunities
>tfw your family thinks you're a failure
>tfw suicide is becoming a feasable option
Im fine
>>700603494
Be happy and satisfied on your own, don't go seeking a relationship if you're going to depend on it to be happy because things will only get worse if that relationship goes down the shitter
tl;dr love yourself before you look to love others
>>700603968
I'm going to give it a bit longer, I'll wait a few more days before I send a message like that.
Thanks though
Stay safe yourself, life comes and goes quicker than you'd like to believe.
>>700567964
I cri evrytim
>>700603871
it is for you?
>>700604520
nah, hopefully tomorrow is though.
She was so in love with me
Summer changed everything
>>700603466
I don't want to say that because that could trap her and if I do something then she might feel responsible. We used to Skype all the time like literally every day for at least an hour and for 4 months she's always had something to do. She's avoiding me and I know it and I'm being pathetic for not just telling her I don't want to be used for attention evey so often. I want to talk to her and tell her stuff like you said but I want to do that by talking to her like on Skype instead of writings a measage .
Keep on trying
>>700566905
You have low self esteem cus. Go fix it
Anyone ever get the feeling everyone else can tell a person they love sweet things and they are receptive and love and appreciate it but when you decide to let it out you are just seen as sweet and get a simple thank you.
FML
>>700604684
*for the past 4 months
Sorry
>>700604684
Tell her you've been thinking about her, maybe that'll spark something
>>700599411
are you me?
>>700604852
Can you elaborate I don't really understand. sorry
>>700605100
Ok I'm talking to a girl that I know likes me but sometimes ill open up and she is OK with it then sometimes she tells me to chill out. This has happened with other girls too. But when I talk to other friends who say and do sweet things for girls they eat that shit up
Why not this guy
>>700604954
Yeah I'll try that. Thanks buddy
>>700574288
He who cares the least has all the power
>>700605402
you're welcome.
I wish you luck and hope it turns out alright for ya, God knows I hope my situation ends well, and I've only known her for a few months, you've known her for years.
>be me
>be 17 year old senior in highschool
>have best friend, we hang out all the time
>friend has sister that's 15, she is kinda cute but I dont know her well
>go to homecoming, she somehow snuck in (she used to go to a private school)
>just suddenly starts dancing with my drunk ass
>me likey
>we hang out one time and exchange nudes and flirt, she has a really faggy bf she doesnt like but feels like she cant end it or some stupid shit
>she basically stops talking to me until new years
>then she asks me to take her to a party that thankfully I was going to anyway
>we kiss a few times, dont know why I didn't go for more probably because we hadn't talked in months
>we go on a date, and we were a couple
>January 7th 2016
>we were made for eachother
>we literally only fought because I have trust issues due to my parents and blah blah whatever
>we like all the same things, and always enjoy ourselves completely when we are together
>fast forward to now, im 18 and shes only about to be 16
>her parents find us doing some shit, so they cut all contact between us
>she is starting highschool tomorrow without me
>all I can think is that she is gonna find someone that makes her happy while I cant and leave
>we talk whenever we have an opportunity but I think its really just over
Should I kill myself now or try and live with the disappointment of losing my soulmate for the rest of my life
>>700569014
FUCK, that ending was something else
I just want a woman to love me again. Feels like I haven't had a connection with anyone in what feels like an eternity
>>700604623
best of lucks then
>>700605704
You haven't lost her yet, don't give up, go get her.
>>700605344
>>700605344
Sometimes girls are just cruel and they don't understand . Or even care. Maybe she was uncomfortable. Make sure you ask what's she's thinking about too so she doesn't just think shes your sounding board. I damn hate it when a girl is insensitive
>>700605952
Her parents will give me a restraining order if I even talk to her
She called me crying because she couldn't let that happen to me because she cared about me too much
>bored on a sunday night
>having an on and off relationship with ex-girlfriend
>told me a week ago she wanted to be with me again
>thought it was a good idea, get sex at least
>started to gather feelings again
>more i talk to her after, less interested she is
>more i talk to her, more interested I get
>dont talk for a day or so, decide to message her tn
>shes smoking with friends, only has guy friends she smokes with
>responds with vague answers, short messages
>call her out jokingly for being vague
>sees my message, hasnt responded in an hour
stop fucking leading me on you fucking cunt. ahhhhh reeeeeeee i need drugs
>>700605701
I hope it goes well for you. Keep your head up
>>700606065
She even told me she's tired of just being my friend but sometimes I don't get the vibe, we also live 2000 miles from each other now. I left the state. We've known each other for 8 years now. I'm seeing her in September when I fly back home for my birthday I have high hopes with heavy doubts
>>700606159
give her a letter or something once a month, if you love her as much as you make yourself out to, you are going to stick it through til the end, you know she needs you, don't give up on her like this.
>>700606433
Yeah, you too.
>>700606526
I just wish I could talk to her more easily
I need to change my phone number or something
I dont know how to trust well enough to live with this feeling for 2 years because I feel like im dying. This is a physical pain in my stomach.
>>700599411
Always i just can't get off this
>>700606746
All I can tell you is that you have to fight through it, it will be worth it.
>>700606433
>>700605779
I'm gonna go now, again, best of luck
>>700605704
If there's something I've learnt from relationships it's that you should never make someone more important than yourself. In time it will start to hurt less, until you see her with someone else. I can't say it's ever going to be good but it sure as fuck will be a little less worse
>>700606972
I know it'll be worth it if both of us fight through it but what if she doesn't? I guess that's when I off myself
Ill do it on a livestream for all of you if it happens
>>700566719
What did she say in response?
>>700607043
I dont know that she is gonna leave me just... Its fucking stupid because I dont see how she isn't going to
She already went on Instagram to tell some fucking faggot who I know I told her I didn't like that she is going to school there now, so I guess Shes already just doing what she wants and ignoring how I feel
>>700607124
>being this young
>wanting to off yourself
I used to be like you, you lack a fighting spirit.
Keep on going, you'll make it.
>>700606249
just kill her and then yourself that way she can't be with anyone but you
29 yr old virgin with one friend, he just got married and his wife wants to move across the country for her job. He says he will come visit. But i doubt ill be alive by then. Why do women have to ruin everything? Its bad enough they turned me into this insecure monster but now theyre gonna take away my best friend? Sweet.
>>700607341
My dad's friend said something years ago, he said "In every girl there's a little whore". He doesn't mean that all chicks are little whores but that you should never be surprised if she leaves you for someone else. I wish I could be in your shoes, at least I would be able to give it one last shot
>>700566083
A different time zone you fucking retard
>>700607388
I did that, once, when everyone told me it would get better
And it did, when I fell in love with her, but it all came crashing down
But now, oh god it is so much worse
I remember getting drunk on homecoming and my friends telling me how I said i wanted to kill myself because I couldn't ever find a girl who really liked me
I am so much fucking worse now
This is the first night I've been sober in a while and only because I was so hangover that I threw up if I even drank water for hours
Is anyone in here a law fag? If someone's parents put a restraining order on me, when she turns 18 can she make it go away? It would really help because if I can just throw it away when she is 18 I dont give a Fuck about having one for two years
Thanks guys
>>700568852
>married a good woman at 30 and have 4 kids
>don't become a cuck
kek
Girl I love left me 1 year 1 month and 21 days ago and I still miss her. Just last month I finally got to talk to her in forever and now she says she's really busy but her friends tell me she talks to them alot still. She says she loves me still and will never stop but at the same time told me she thought of her ex while we were together and she never wants to be with me. I literally spent every day drinking and on coke because it temporarily helps me not think of her. I want to die and I'm just a pussy
I've known her for about 4 years. During that time she's been cutting and tried to commit suicide more than once. I lost contact with her for about a year because my girlfriend at the time didn't like me talking about her, said there was like a spark in my eye or some gay shit (which made me forget about her). Apparently she tried to commit suicide during that time too which makes me feel like a total asshole. Now I've met her for the first time in 1.5 years and I stayed at her place for 1.5 weeks then she came to me this weekend (she lives 4 hours away). We've started kissing and cuddling but I don't know if that's what I want. It feels like I can't really stop with it either because she has a crush on me and telling her that I don't want her would be devastating. I don't really know what to do and I don't know what I want. I just needed to get that shit off of my chest, thanks /b/. Gonna shower, see ya soon
Girl I love more than anything just randomly stopped talking to me. Life just slowly and slowly became more grey again
>>700565199
Going off to sleep /b/, tomorrow work, and college. 12+ hours outside home really makes your day bright.
Just put on your fake smile and keep on working hard, or else you get replaced like a broken cog.
Don't forget, it's Monday, and if someone asks "how are you", they don't want to know if something is wrong with you.
>>700576866
This has got to be the saddest thing I've ever seen tbh
>>700609018
Do you know why she stopped at all? Have you tried asking her about it?
>>700608936
Why dont you want it?
>>700608687
Hey future me, hows it looking over there? On acid I wondered if past me ever talked to future me on this site and it sounds like i found me
>>700609018
>Boo hoo
You can either do something about it or keep your mouth shut,what is it going to be?
all of my wildest dreams have come true /b/.
i still wish i were dead
>>700609127
>they dont want to know if somethings wrong with you
i have never heard a statement more true
Good night anon
>>700609127
You are retarded. People don't know what you're thinking or feeling.
>>700610074
exactly. think about what you just said
>>700609339
She says she's super busy. I've tried talking to her a couple times but she just doesn't answer me. It's odd to me because we used to talk every day
>>700609540
Well I could tell her I want to talk to her and seem like a cringelord fag, or I could tell her how I feel and seem like a retard
