Feels thread?
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Feels thread?
>>700279086
cryingfag looks like a melon
>>700280821
>Sitting through life
Here's your problem, you fat faggot.
I have man titties and it's ruining my life.
>>700280952
This is a feels thread not a You Rage You Lose thread.
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>>700278982
>>700278982
im not good at anything. Not even playing games
>>700281422
I have had man titties since I was a lad. I'm 30 now and I still have man titties. I want to kill myself every single day but don't have the courage to pull the trigger.
Anyone here been through benzo withdrawal?
>>700281628
Same man. If I could afford the surgery o would be so much better off.
>>700281701
Yeah I was even in the military and fucking ripped and still had man tits. gyno sucks
>>700280083
well, maybe if you want to show respects for your dad don't use a photo of him at hooters. kek
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>>700279006
Kill yourself anon. 90% knew what they were doing and they payed the prize for becoming a legal murderer so i dont care about them and so should you.
My little kitty "Peeper" just died in my arms about 3 hours ago.
>>700280952
Words cannot describe the rage that burns within my heart every fucking time I read this.
>>700281404
>>700281857
>faggot with inferiority complex detected
Shutup you whiny bitch. You type like a damn 15 year old.
>>700281857
Fuckin lol.
So edgy bruh. Kys
>>700282379
Don't give the newfags attention anon
>>700278982
No. Fuck you. There are three different toppings on that pizza, and a third person is taking the picture. Clearly its a family event and Grandma and Grandpa get to sit near the pie, Grandma only has one slice yet 4 are missing already, and someone is taking a picture. Grandma is sort of smiling, and Grandpa is considering his options before diving in, as age has brought him the patience to choose wisely rather than jump straight a pepperoni when he might enjoy mushroom more.
>>700281857
as long as they keep the sand niggers at bay they got my support :^)
>>700281857
>so i dont care about them and so should you
what language you speaking there summer fag?
>>700281918
Fuck, i'm sorry man
>>700281918
I'm so sorry, anon. :(
>>700282503
i dont know what image you are looking at but clearly their are only 2 pieces of pizza missing from that picture. one for grandma and second for camera man/woman
>>700282379
unfortunately I agree with him.
They were not conscripted into the military or had to fight in the defence of their loved ones. They choose to go to a country to kill innocent civilians who are defending their homes and families, from them. expecting sympathy is not really gonna work.
Remember the 100's of 1000's of civilians fucks like this have wiped off the entire face of the earth.
These guys could have just got an everyday mundane job, like the rest of us, but they wanted to go on a killing spree and get paid for it.
They knew the risks, they chose their own fate.
>>700278982
what's with this trend of pizza shops having these jumbo pizzas? it used to be just 3 sizes, small, medium, and large. now most pizza shops have this jumbo size. why not just get two larges?
>>700278982
OMG I don't know why this pic is so sad but holy smokes I feel like killing myself :'(
>>700283037
because Murica thats why.
>>700283145
>>700280952
what a fucking terrible mother that is, i would have beat the shit out of her, seriously
>>700281857
Don't get me wrong anon, I hate soldiers, too.
But when you present it like that, you're going to get some shit flung back at you for being edgy.
>>700283079
ow, that fucking hurts right in the feels
>>700281857
BACK TO TUMBLR
>>700283037
It's 'Murica. Eat a lot. It's what we do.
Aside from that, food is really cheap here. So to stand out, you have to make people feel like they're getting a great deal. So you provide massive quantities of food. Profit margins aren't so greata, but you make a killing on the sodas and sides.
>>700283302
Hey t-that's ......pretty gay i guess.But i'l let this pass....
Old people living sad lives cuts me deep OP. Give me sweet release tell me it's not what it looks like.
>>700283037
whats the deal withyou americunts and pepperoni
>>700283323
>terrible mother
The sad part is that that's a normal mother.
>>700278982
https://soundcloud.com/bacd/rising
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>>700282966
fuck u anon, :(
If you need something sad to listen to...
http://youtu.be/VEpMj-tqixs
>>700283488
I think birthdays are for kids.
After you turn 18, you don't need any acknowledgement or especially a party.
Or maybe this is just sour grapes. :(
>Live in southside chicago
>White
>Only have one friend, because everyone else is on some bullshit
>gets shot and dies
>no friends anymore
Might not be the best pace to ask, but why is it that my exs before we dated and after we dated dont want me to join the millitary? I feel as though I'm missing something there.
>>700278982
https://soundcloud.com/bacd/rising
>>700279006
Maximum faggotry achieved
>>700284494
>be in southside chicago
>black
>have all the friends because niggers and we all on bullshit
>see guy with one friend
>shoot his friend
>laugh about it with fellow criminal black guys
>>700283789
because it's delicious and our economy wasn't tanked by bolshevik jews
>>700284465
I believe that everyone should have one day in the year where they can celebrate their own life however they want.
Parties are for kids and teenagers but birthdays aren't
>>700279006
>>700279086
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>>700279044
its these pictures that really hit home
>joined in too young
>was apart of force marines
>killed a couple of kids while on first deployment
>watched friends die
>got out after first 4 years
>realized that none of this suffering is worth it
>everyone is disconnected from me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdBJ1X33rXM
>>700284972
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>>700280952
why does everybody forget that the father was either fucking stupid as shit, or the story is fake.
>20+ years of no contact. are you fucking serious? the cunt had every right to go see his kids once they turned 18 and talk to them about it all.
fuck, he could have even gone to court, got visitation rights and shit.
what a bullshit fucking story.
>go to family reunion
>my sis and parents are in the living room
>decided this is a good opportunity to tell them about the sadness I've been feeling for a while
>they all laugh at me
>they then go outside and tell the rest of the family about it
>they all mock my voice and roast me the entire day
>fake smile
>I go home and think about stuff
>>700285299
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>>700278982
>having all that pizza to themselves
>being sad
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>>700285609
It was probably for the grandkids who never came
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>>700285609
some times we give no shit about food and stuff if our inside is broken.
it's like feeding the best gasoline into a car with a broken engine, only the love of a blackfinger will make it right,
i need a blackfinger in my life
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>>700285343
Fucking hell your family are a bunch of savages
>>700285817
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>>700285343
dont be such a winging faggot anon
do some exercise and drink plenty of water. if you get /fit then still feel depressed then you need to worry. then go see a doctor.
dont purge your negativity n others, that is just selfish, essentially where your sadness comes from.
>>700284825
Best of luck
>>700285922
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>>700285343
Same here, my family is full of tough strong men. If the family men show any weakness it just means you're a bitch in their eyes. Which is why I don't talk to my family about anything.
>>700278982
I see no feels? He looks puzzled that it's possible to get a pizza that size and she looks impressed
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>>700285716
I get that reference Anon
>>700286318
>>700286343
>>700286209
IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>700286343
I'm literally in love with an anime character. And this aint your standard hurr durr weeb waifu thing. This time its real. Is this rock bottom?
Pic related: It's her
>>700286478
Go get her, anon
>>700286478
first of all sauce
second of all dont worry fam it will pass it always passes....
>>700278982
more like waiting to die thread...
>>700286514
>>700286628
>>700286581
Shes Hanamaru from Love live Sunshine
>>700286657
>>700286688
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>>700278982
I feel like this picture causes you to project your relationship with your grandparents.
My grandparents are dead and I barely have any memories of them, so I see this and think,
>why be sad? they have so much pizza!
Whereas other anons, like >>700285716
probably neglected his grandparents, the fucking bastard
>>700286789
>>700286576
If only she was real...
>>700281857
What about the people who didn't get to choose? The people who got drafted. In those wars, it was way more than 10% of people who didn't choose to be killers. There's no sympathy for people who were forced into those circumstances and forced to watch friends die or even die themselves?
>>700286159
feels good man
fuck america
>>700286866
>>700285931
I'm not obese. And my family has always been like this. They're all a bunch of cunts who only worry about themselves.
>>700286925
>he's canadian
>>700286832
It's a reference to a twitter post where a man made burgers for his grandkids and only one came but when the tweet blew up all of them turned up... wonder why...
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>>700287030
I expected to be called sandnigger
how disappointing
>>700285299
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>>700282990
They chose to enter the military, its not like they are in a command position where they decide to invade another country, and you can't very well refuse to do so because then you're court marshalled and sent to military prison and dishonorably discharged, and fucked for life.
Here's a little secret about soldiers.
Just like doctors, priests, firemen, and the police, most young people join the military because they are young, stupid, and idealistic. They wanted to defend their country and by extension, their family. Then they get used and thrown away, and if they do survive, they get fucked via loopholes that are abused to avoid giving veterans what they're supposed to get.
>>700281857
some of those soldiers are ww2 soviet veterans tho.
They were protecting their homeland, they didn't exactly choose to become "a legal murderers".
>>700284972
fuck this was too much for me
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>>700287358
Bring the memes boyz
https://discord.gg/nMn3E
>>700287415
>>700287465
>>700282966
brutal.
>>700287430
Fuck of faggot
>>700287510
>>700281918
why did it die
>>700281918
Assuming you're not lying, I'm sorry to hear it.
How old/ what happened?
>>700278982
pic related
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>>700287009
>I'm not obese
I said do exercise because if you are in a state of self pity and sadness it is normaly remidied by regular exercise, which gives you good feelings and something more positive to spend your time on/think about.
>They're all a bunch of cunts who only worry about themselves
isn't that exactly what you are doing? it is not other peoples job for them to be n emotional punchbag for you to purge negativity on them.
People dont want to hear others winging about how shit their life is or how shitty they feel.
We all feel shitty, rich, famous, good looking...they all still feel shitty sometimes, its the human condition.
Only a shrink is one who wants to hear that bullshit because it is there job.
your family will be there for you if you have serious drama in your life, like you lose a child, or a limb.
Not because you feel like a special snowflake.
Life is tough for everyone.
so, exercise, drink plenty of water., if it persists after 3-6 months of regular training maybe you have depression, go see a doctor.
>>700286832
My grandpa was killed, grandma died, uncle died, went to the graveyard to visit my dad yesterday was a year he died, anyway for some reason I always find my grandpas grave.
So many regrets but we all die sometime
>>700287802
>>700283789
it's just an association thing. when people think of pizza, they think of pepperoni
>i don't give a fuck about pickles or shit on my hamburger, but that's just what people associate with a hamburger
personally, i prefer sausage. or beef and bacon. or ham an pineapple.
i think pepperoni is just the lowest common denominator - if you're getting a pizza, pretty much nobody is going to be unhappy with pepperoni
>plus there's the mystique of it, since most people don't know how pepperoni is made
>>700287465
There's actually a pretty big group working on this. I forget what it's called, but you can find it.
>>700287903
>>700284972
I'm done posting. If you have 10 minutes, watch this video. It's the saddest thing I've seen, and it puts life into perspective.
>>700284825
pussy
i'd love to legally shoot people
you never heard WW2 vets bitch about how they got sand in their vaginas. it's only this modern PC-era, coddling, PTSD faggotry.
Choo choo
>>700282990
YMMV on that one. Iraq was bullshit, but A-stan was invaded to get Usama for WTC and take out his Taliban supporters. The initial war fit the "just war" definition.
Trying to make A-stan into a modern democracy? Fucking hopeless.
>>700286478
Hanamaru is literally too new dude, I have a crush on Ayukawa Madoka since 1987.
>>700281918
I'm so sorry,anon
>>700282503
>>700282818
as you are both wrong the upper right as two pieces missing, and matches up with the piece on the ladys plate enough to fit, and the third piece is missing and then the lone missing piece by its self on the bottom
>>700288090
i saw it and fucking hell that hurt
>>700281918
I know that feel bro.
This was my first pet, a little newborn kitty
Mom always hated animals and whenever I took one to house, she would freak out and rage
And one day she gave me this one that got from a friend.
I always wanted a pet, and a cat.. it felt so good.
I even made a thread but no one came and didn't last long.
That night was cold, and I was afraid that if I took him into warm bed with me Mom would kill it or me.
But in the morning she indeed took it to her bed.
We layed it in the sun for a couple of hours to try to see if something could be done.
Few hours later he stopped breathing.
RIP Mootkins
>>700288520
this make feel bad.....anxious....make think my gf can cheat on me.....
>>700281857
You edgy little faggot. Those men laid down their lives to stop the likes of Hitler and Osama Bin Laden. Do you even fucking know what freedom is or do you just not give a fuck?
>>700288487
I liked rei ayanami as a waifu since 199whatever, but this is something new. This is not just waifu, this is literally being in love. The hardest part is either that she aint real or that im so ashamed of myself
>>700286789
This is one of my biggest fears, especially when i pour out to my best friend.
great now am crying 3 o'clock in the morning
i cried
>>700285488
That one is really sad
>>700284641
>Might not be the best pace to ask, but why is it that my exs before we dated and after we dated dont want me to join the millitary? I feel as though I'm missing something there.
Because they feel threatened or something. No one who is not either a veteran or has worked intimately with the military (ANY military) knows shit about it so best to ignore them and decide for yourself.
You will get many different opinions from vets and active duty G.I.s because the variety of military experience is enormous, and different people even experience the same events differently.
I and my AF bros mostly had great careers and many of them retired then began second careers. I don't need to work so I do what I wish. (It's rather nice not having to work after age 47, and I enlisted late at 21.)
I suggest you get useful info, and not in this thread.
god damnit 4chan, right in the feels
>>700288520
>>700288869
This made me sad, he is king cuck.
Stop making me cry on this bus you utter faggots
>>700282503
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>>700288530
All of you fags are missing the point, camera man obviously arranged a party or some gathering expecting lots of people to be there (hence the huge pizza), and only his grandparents showed up, nobody else.
>>700280083
gofundme com/kntup2tm
> "He has left behind a 17 year old son with autism"
> Autism
Makes sense
>>700284825
>apart of force marines
>... first 4 years
No US Marine EVER writes like that.
What country are you from, Summerfaggia?
>>700288939
Good for you, its still a fear not a reality
>>700287759
Roy's comment :(
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>>700288605
I never asked for these feels.
>>700281857
Kys
>>700285212
Little story about my bird bros
>always had around 4 birds
>got most them from friends
>mostly old birds who lost a partner so they wouldn't have to live alone 1-3 years
a really long time ago
>get really old, female bird, pretty much a dick to every other bird
>former owners thought she was blind
>probably just crazy/sad/sick bc no interaction with other birds (could see well after a few days with mine)
>slowly warming up to younger, agile male bird
>starts chirping and being happy
>couldn't fly well but tried bc yong bird was out
>tried to be young again
fast forward to a few weeks back
>gets more tired, less agile
>I know it's time soon
>go to cage to clean it one day
>old bird fell down
>struggeling to get back up to higher ground
>flying doesn't work, tries to climb
>icanttakethis.jpg
>snap her neck, bury her in the garden
>mfw her young lover seems so exited
>mfw I feel like he tries to mask his sadness with being overly chirpy
>>700284641
Because real combat and digging a fox hole to sleep at freezing temperatures on a fucking mountain while thinking you can be shot at any time is not that fun as it sounds.
that would be my guess but everyone has a different story.
On my opinion enjoy life or do extreme sports
>>700287802
Shit I remember reading this in the paper.
>>700288605
At least nothing matters in this world
I take comfort in this
>>700282966
lost
>>700278982
they know they'll get arterial clots and die if they eat that pizza.
>>700282966
god damn you anon
>>700288180
They did have problems, the same way Vietnam vets did and even WW1 mental disorders just hadnt been documented during those times.
>>700281918
Your kitty is in a better place. I bet it's running around playing with it's kitty friends in heaven. You'll see Peeper again someday, and Peeper will be happy to see you. :')
>>700280083
This honestly gave me chills. My dad was born the year before and also went to Towers High School. One of the people in his class keeps a record of everyone who has died around that time period, and he checks it periodically. The other day he told me about an old classmate that was found only a mile or two from his house, dead in the woods, and how he left behind an autistic son.
I come to these threads for feels, but I have never, ever, felt personally affected by any of that shit until now.
Fuck.
>>700290603
Now that's bullshit and you know it.
Why would you play with someone's feelings like that?
>>700281857
End yourself. Those people fought for our country fucking faggot
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>>700287358
Fuck I'm done
>>700287271
Trolls don't care about the details of history. This is /b/ after all.
>>700290809
Yup. If not for them, the Afghanis and Iraqis would be in your street raping your women.
Oh, wait, no they wouldn't, they'd be in Iraq and Afghanistan.
I've never posted in these threads because nothing's ever got to me.
>3 years ago as of 10 days from now
>Meet with girl from okcupid
>First date
>She's too hot for me and really nice
>I'm a sperg back then and she's still inviting me over
>On her couch talking about technology and shit
>She seems mildly intrigued by what I'm saying(singularity, etc)
>I say "my goal is to become immortal"
>Her face lights up, she smiles and says "I think that's a good goal."
>Find out she's suicidal with severe depression
>She killed herself 2 months ago.
That's the saddest thing I've ever experienced. I would've wanted to help her in anyway I could.
>>700291052
When you say she's too hot for you can you provide a pic?
>>700281685
Yup. Was shit. Go to a doctor to get checked out anon. Weed helps but booze will make it worse. Good luck anon. My thoughts are with you.
>>700286628
This hit me incredibly hard.
>>700287205
wow...this hurt
>>700291300
I wouldn't want her photo getting reverse image searched.
>>700286657
thats fucking rough...
>>700291767
there's a lot more to the story, it's got a great ending.
http://abcnews.go.com/US/thousands-wait-line-burgers-papaws-cookout/story?id=37979163
>>700281857
Trim that neckbeard you fedorable faggot.
>>700285488
came for feels got tears
>>700282966
this story never made me sad if this autistic fuck cant make friends there is something wrong with him
>>700281857
You're a little cunt and I hope you have a slow and painful death
>>700292128
>never been loved (other than their own family)
>no friends
Doesn't that apply to most people on 4chan?
>>700288180
>you never heard WW2 vets bitch about how they got sand in their vaginas. it's only this modern PC-era, coddling, PTSD faggotry.
Lots of people who love to shoot people and fight still get PTS from losing their bros in combat. Don't confuse one process with the other. I've plenty of vetbros who gave no fucks about the enemy but deeply grieve the loss of their buddies.
I'm a bit older than most Anons and grew up among WWII vets when most were still in the workforce. They did indeed have "shell shock" and PTS, with PTSD being quite common. My father fought in Europe and had blackouts (not from drinking) after the war.
I'm a career AF vet and didn't see any direct combat except a couple of Scuds come into KKMC at a distance which was pretty cool, but I've been around vets and active duty G.I.s all my life. PTSD is not fucking generational. It's present in all wars (though of course not for all participants, I don't have it) and its effects have been observed throughout written history. Traumatic stress from combat and elsewhere is an interesting subject.
Assumption is the mother of all fuckups. Don't assume you know shit. Go learn and really know shit.
Bereavement in civilian life can also be traumatic stress. If someone you love dearly dies that shit's no joke. Lesser bereavements somewhat prepare you for worse ones, but some you cannot prepare for.
I'm done with 4chan but just realized that I'm only here because I have nothing else to do.
>>700285212
That's some sad shit right there
The worst thing to me in these threads is that I always realize that I just don't have anyone I really care about. Yeah, I have friends who care about me but I haven't felt connected to any of them, not even those who I am closest to.
I just try to get away, mask it by meeting new people and surround myself with them instead of those who I've known all my life. The "thrill of the hunt" so to say.
Sometimes I feel some kind of connection to people. Not even romantically, it just fits, for me at least. It always comes crashing down faster than a friendship could build up.
Maybe I need to stop running away but it is so much easier than trying to build from something that is already... there, set in stone.
>>700283091
It's just old people looking at fucking pizza. When you are old enough your facial expressions may not be exaggerated. They are bemused because it's a BIG FUCKING PIZZA.
A pizza that huge is clearly not typical to their experience. They've had a lifetime of experience, but that was not part of it until now.
Spend some time in a hospice or nursing home. They aren't all sad though sad things happen towards end of life. It will give you perspective and volunteers are always welcome. It can do you good.
>>700292301
same, this got me bc unfortunately i know roy's feel. months after she passed from cancer i baked a batch of cookies from frozen cookie dough my mom had made. she was an incredible cook and baker and i made sure to savor every bite of every cookie. and i cried a lot.
>>700281857
Then if you don't support the ones who defend your freedom to speak as you like, stand in front of them.
My grandparents who were together for 59 years killed themselves recently. My grandmother had cancer, very bad arthritis and was constantly in pain. She lost the will to live and my grandfather didn't want to live without her, so they took their lives into their own hands, drove to the family graveside and shot themselves in their car. Lot of sadness with this story in general, but there was one detail that hit me hard specifically. I need to give some background information first:
>Be me.
>8th grade.
>Find a plastic piano in a closet in the basement.
>Fuck it, I am bored. Let's play with it.
>First thing I learn is the melody in the first 6 seconds of this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWWwM2wwMww
>Instantly hooked.
>Fast forward to Junior year in HS, 2012
>Learned a lot more on a real piano, right and left hand.
>For my birthday, Dad takes me to a recording studio
>"You can record any song you know and make however many CDs you want"
>Do it and make maybe 50 CDs to give out to close family, friends, and relatives.
>Give one to grandparents next time I see them.
>Grandmother cries.
>Loves it to death and loves my piano playing so much.
>Grandfather loves it as well.
Now here is how this relates:
>Fast forward to 2016.
>Be me several months ago.
>Funeral service for grandparents is over
>Winding down with the family and sharing a few drinks
>Talking with dad, making sure he is okay and all
>Ask him about going to get their car
>He tells me it was hard, but it was a peaceful location
>He pauses for a second and then looks at me
>"There wasn't much in the car. Son, there was one CD playing when they were found and was the only CD in the car."
>Can't bring myself to ask which CD it was.
>I already knew the answer.
>Dad nods his head teary-eyed.
>"Yes Anon, it was yours."
In their final moments saying their final goodbyes, they were listening to my piano playing. That fucking killed me, but if anything I am happy they loved it that much.
>>700293408
These are 2 of the songs I had learned to play and had recorded on the CD. I like to imagine it was one of these 2 songs they were listening to when they made that impossible decision.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdDDY5nVA3A
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2K7D-uMH2g
>pic related, somewhat similar to the graveside's look but smaller and ranch-like
>>700293349
meant to highlight>>700287759
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
>>700292388
I feel sad about the dad and not that autist personally. Having such an massive failure as a son must suck.
>>700285424
>Anonymous 08/19/16(Fri)21:57:23 No.700285424ā¶>>700
they probably infected eachother with a pathogen
>>700293408
goddamn man this shit hited
Today she went to a nice dinner with this rich daddys son douchebag. Inquired "how was it? :)" at midnight. She replied "still at his place". She never stays longer than 10pm at my place blaming it on her beeing tired. Know she drank alcohol because "it was his birthday like 3 months ago". My birthday is next saturday. Already told me she won't drink because of her "diet". Offered her to sleep at my place or that i'd drive her home so she can drink. "My parents don't like when i sleep at boys places". I know she sleeps at this douches place. I know she fucked him. She knows about my feelings for her. It fucking tear me apart inside.
>>700293865
Nah, it's super common for animals/people to die close to each other after sending their lives together.
http://nymag.com/scienceofus/2015/11/science-of-longtime-couples-who-die-together.html
>>700283079
that hit too hard anon
>>700285299
Oh god damn dogs don't deserve to outlive people.
>>700293408
WHY ARE WE HERE! just to suffer?
>>700287572
holy fuck this one gave me shivers
>>700294466
>posts picture for third time
>>700293408
Ever since I got married, I've become more acutely aware that at some point either my wife will have to live without me, or I her. One of us will have to go to the other's funeral, bury them, mourn them, and live without them until dying at well. They went together, though in a bad way, listening to something that gave them happiness; you. Never stop playing, anon. Never forget their pain, but never forget their love for you and for each other either. Also the Game.
>>700293988
Let it all out anon, we may be a cloud of raving voices, but we listen too.
We feel your pain through cyberspace.
>>700293988
Discard toxic pussy. Not doing so is useless self-torture which will get you nothing. SHE is a douchebag. No matter how hot a bitch is or how desperate you are, if they are an asshole there's naught to be done about it.
Stop being a tampon and walk away.
>>700286628
Fuck. This hits me on a very real level. Not even about an ex. A girl that I met at an old job several years ago. I don't want to say I got dealt a shit hand in life, because I didn't. I had incredibly supportive parents who were willing to put me through college and everything. I just made poor life choices for a few years because I was 18 and felt like I knew best. Well, all it takes is a short time to royally screw you and make your life a struggle.
But her, she was something special. I met her and it didn't matter how much I fucked up. She wanted to be around me. She depended on me emotionally, and vice-versa. For the short time that we worked together, I was in a happy place for the first time in my adult life. Then we weren't working together anymore and over time, we stopped talking.
I remember a few years back I got a "Happy Birthday, handsome :) Miss you" from her on Facebook. My girlfriend got all douchey about it so I never responded. I still regret that. I was her birthday yesterday and I just watched my cursor blinking on her Facebook profile, deciding what to write. I ended up not saying anything.
Thinking back, I didn't know how I truly felt about her back then. It wasn't until the bad times kicked back in when she was out of my life that I realized how much I loved her. It's been something that's fucked with me for years. I wish that bridge was wider than it was. The rain has been coming down pretty hard lately.
>>700285817
this is really sad for some reason
>>700293988
honestly this >>700294681
if you walk away and get with another girl and word spreads, she may even try to get at you. it's time for you to be unavailable to her my dude
>>700293408
While you've lost their company, dying together is a GOOD death I envy and which you should consider saluting.
They, lovingly CHOSE to go together instead of miserably dying apart.
That's beautiful, courageous, and most people don't have the balls to do it.
>>700283488
That reminds me that I have not celebrated my birthday for 10 years, maybe more
>>700288520
That woman looks fucking miserable. Do cucks honestly not understand that the videos they see online are the 1% of people for whom cuckshit doesn't destroy multiple peoples' lives? What a shit fetish.
>>700292166
I cried of joy.
>>700279327
the bench sit alone now
RIP in peace
>>700295191
Right there with you anon, its been 2 decades since i last acknowledged my birthday in any special way, and 3 decades and some change since anybody told me happy birthday.
>This whole thread.
>>700293408
saved
okayfuckers call me an underage betafagbut ive been her for quite a fucking so here i am
>be 15
>meet shy girl in geometry class
>talk to her
>become friends
>find out she cuts
>drink alot like you regularly do because you're a fag
>help her
>she gets better
>still friends
>hang out more
>talk about how shitty both of your abusive parents are
>you're always stoned but shes always sober, good girl
>friends for a while
>16 sophomore year
>reunite after summer
>whats this? shes more extraverted now?
>go to parties
>do shit that makes everyone laugh
>life of party (but she still doesnt drink)
>life is good
continuing
>>700286007
she was just in the bathroom r-right?
>>700294677
>>700294681
First girl to ever pay attention to me. First girl i ever cuddled with. That was just one night and it was the best day in my life so far. The next day she held the greatest distance possible and didn't even look in my direction. So i asked what's going on and told her about my feelings. She told me it was to soon and she didn't want to get hurt again and that she couldn't develop real feelings for men. Made my live hell the next weeks and just genuinely ignored me. We're friends again now but never got as close as before and she never gave me a chance. That was february this year that i told her i want more than friendship. Never regretted anything so hard in my life. And after this "to soon" bullshit she's now fucking this dipshit without even giving me a chance or warning or whatever. I just feel like killing myself
>>700295265
Projecting much or a virgin? That's an orgasm face. plus reaction to a camera flash.
Not everyone is you. Not everyone is me. Assuming your own beliefs should be universal is the height of vanity and ignorance. The world is a large place.
>>700294630
lol
>>700278982
>This entire thread
pic related
>>700295720
B8.... chan
>>700295800
Just drop her from your life anon. Don't even talk about it with her, she's made her position clear enough. Cut contact, delete her from your friends list and erase her phone number. Don't respond if she tries to contact you. If you see her in person, just pass over her as if she's not there.
Also, she was probably waiting for you to make a move when you were cuddling. She was insulted when you didn't, that's why she distanced herself.
>>700285488
Too much feels thread for tonight, gonna cry myself to sleep now.
>>700283079
fuck
>>700295800
You are young, and cannot help being a ball of hormonal emotion.
You need to gradually realize waves of emotion are more to do with chemistry than accurate perception of reality.
Humans imprint like baby chickens. All of us do. It was your bad luck to imprint on a bitch, but SHE is young too and neither of you should expect the other to have their shit together!
Growing up need not mean being cynical, but it should include thoughtful appreciation of reality and not emotionally investing so easily.
Silly kids suffer because they haven't the life experience or developed awareness to understand how things work AND because no one warns them. Well consider this an educational warning.
She's not, and was never, anything special. YOU projected YOUR wants onto another person. Instead of being hurt, how about treating this as a USEFUL learning experience? It's fucking PRACTICE. Learn, grow, move forward with life.
Learn to desire better pussy, and learn to become what you desire, desires! Sounds to me like you dodged a fucking bullet.
>>700283079
Goosebumps...
>>700296491
Fuck. That is probably true. Fuck. I never realized that up until now. You hit me with a brick wall right there. Didn't think it could get any worse i already regretted this day so hard. But now i now for sure it was my own miserable failiure to function as a normal human beeing and man up for once in my life. I really do feel even worse now wow. And yeah i know i should ignore her but it's so goddamn hard to do that as i still have feelings for her
>>700283079
>played ps2 so much mom has to mention it
>never play ps2 for 4 years
pick one you terrible writer.
also if:
>never came home
>never got my hugs and kisses
then you never have to stop playing ps2 dipshit.
your mom killed herself and your sister to make sure that you could play ps2 forevers. she is like your playstation jesus.
>>700279006
>>700279086
>>700279133
>>700279162
these make me kek
>>700281918
Nerve gas??
>>700281857
Underage b&
>>700286336
Fuck.
>>700292751
shit...
>>700297085
>>700297556
>>700297600
>>700297646
>>700297682
>>700297710
>>700297751
>>700297795
>>700285972
let me drive my van into your heart
>>700297835
>>700287205
Fucking hell, man.
I wish I still had my Grandpa.
>>700297869
>>700297932
>>700297974
>>700278982
Got a story about my grandparents and my coming of age. Kind of boring and long but I can post if any of you want to hear it? Was going to post in other thread but it 404'd on me before i had a chance
>>700278982
>join urrmy after terrorisors murder our buildings
>smart
>like animals
>Dog handler
well why the fuck not
>Dog is trained to sniff explosives
>deployed to demine roads
>terrorisors get wise to dog sniffer
>put out huge bounty on dog and handler
these sandmonkeys want a fight, I will rape their entire family.jpg
>deployed with squad one day
>intel about possible roadside bomb
>confirmed disturbance in dirt with drone
>doggo must snif
>dog alerts
>start to trace primer chord to exposive charge
shit hits two fans
>ambush waiting for doggo and me
>dog gets shot
>bomb blows up
The minute I thought they killed my dog I lost my fucking shit and ran towards the hill they were firing from
>zig mother fucking zag
>rounds cracking over my head
>only thought is training doggo for four goddamned years for some camel fucker to shoot
>start returning fire while slowly making my way up a ridge line
Found you camel fuckers
>I shoot the three men and proceed to beat them about the head and kneck with my rifle and small rocks until rest of unit catches up to me
>dog lives, recommended psych eval for what looked like me beating three men into soup.
>doggo lived.
>>700297710
>>700285333
He wouldn't have wanted to see him, maybe he left some shit out
Also dads never win in court
>>700293988
Should I somehow feel sad for a beta cuck?
>exploited by pussy
>doing it for free
>>700285887
those soles
hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggg
>both my parents died before i was 21
>no siblings
>get type 1 juvenile diabetes at 6
>have complications from 15+ years of poor diabetes management
>no friends
>actually don't know why i don't kill myself
>atleast i have memes
>ha
>>700297085
So what do i learn from this? Don't trust women? Don't have feelings for them? I just don't know how to move on. How do i end this friendship of ours without beeing a fucking dickhead in everyones eyes? How do i stop caring for her even tho she so obviusly doesn't care for me? It's just so goddamn hard.
>>700283037
Ever had a party before?
>>700298146
Fuck it going to post anyway, prepare for incoming wall of text.
>>700292128
I set up some dating site profiles for myself to see if I could find someone, never have I been happier than today, because a pretty girl sent me a message out of the blue saying "You're very handsome"
No one has ever told me that before
>>700298476
>How do i stop caring for her even tho she so obviously doesn't care for me?
Shouldn't that be the only thing you need to know? Read pic related, I saved that shit a long time ago just for fucks like you. It helped me quite a bit to get over mine.
>>700288520
ylyl
>>700278982
>>700298146
>>700298694
> Mom had me at a young age, 17. So I spent alot of time living with my grandparents in CA as she stayed home with her parents. I had enrolled in school there, known it as home. Eventually my mom and dad decided to move to AZ, housing cheaper, this was shortly after my brother was born. I was in 1st grade and told my mom I wanted to stay in CA with my friends and Nana and Popy. Money was tight so mom agreed and would visit me during summer. Cousins were living with grandparents after uncle spent time in Fed Prison for cocaine trafficking. They were twins, Eddie and Eric, 8 years older than me. Not the twins that look the same though. Me , my cousins and grandma all had our birthdays in April (this will be somewhat important later in the story). Cousins became rebellious at 16+, although Eric was more of the "mature" one. Eddie eventually moved out at 18 when I was 10 to live with his friends. Eric went into the military at 19. Around 7th grade my gtandma started getting more and more sick. Would often stay in bed. My grandpa started having deep talks with me, telling me I had to become a man and be strong for them. Would often tell me stories of him growing up in the 1940s on a farm with other orphans that served as a home/school. Where they grew their own food, found a random dog and they all had it as a pet, had horses etc. Anyways, grandma always babied me, would give me anything I want and always hugs and kisses kind of thing. Her son moved in with us towards the end of her life, alcoholic , no job, nowhere to go. Never got along with him from the start, never did chores and always complained. Would argue with grandma as she was sick for not letting him take money to pay for speeding tickets. (He had friends in San Jose which was an hour away and would often go back and forth, getting there in 30 minutes speeding through the mountains in Northern Cali).
>cont
>>700281857
Agreed, stupid weak emotional /b/... Please tell me all those triggered fagots are baits
>>700299007
Grandma eventually died and things got worse. Grandpa couldn't work anymore and lost his new truck. 8th grade and he had a operation for pneumonia in his lungs. Went on dialysis like grandma so I knew what was coming. Learned how to cook so he wouldn't have and could have some sense of comfort. Although with dialysis had to watch salt, sodium, etc. 8th grade promotion was really hard. Uncle didn't want to take me (it was in our cities media hall, basically a big building where all the concerts were) said it didn't matter and was a waste of time. Kind of agreed. School was down the street and really all anybody cared about was the dance after the promotion from 8pm to 11pm which was dope because no other school had events that late. Anyways girlfriend ain't having it , can't believe I wouldn't want to go. Tells me her parents will take me
"Oh god no please no (embarrassed to ask anyone for help , the faux pas "adult in me") Says they're already on their way. Well fuck. Go anyway, parents have a bbq and cake for gf at her house, her whole family is there. Food is bomb.com Kind of sad seeing how awesome this party is when back at home there's nothing for me because uncle doesn't want to get groceries for my grandpa to plan something.
>>700287251
>people who become doctors are stupid and idealistic
>people who become firemen are stupid and idealistic
nah it's pretty much just military anon
I don't know what to say and i don't really have an opinion but I know this
People who join up know very damn well they are at the disposal of their government and will have to do whatever they say
Not once has someone joined then later on went "Oh i didn't know i'd be put in a position where i'd shoot innocent people and kids"
they had a faint idea what it would be like
>>700299114
>Fast forward.
Waking across the stage.
>Oh shit, have no one to look at when I get my little 8th grade promotion"diploma" , state at banner over entrance,
Walk off stage feeling absolutely worthless, like a joke.
Gf's parents give us a ride back to the dance.
Pretty fun but still can't help feeling like shit.
Me and Gf's friends in a group looking at graduation pictures (yeah high school fuck yeah we so dope! xDD)
Walk off and out the building
Gf think I'm mad at her
"Wow really because I talked to Nate about how cool it was he got promoted "
>friend of friend who was failing but barely passed, she thought I was jealous
>no it's not that, I just. I have to go, stay here and have fun. I'm not going home yet so don't come looking for me
>Go to park and throw random shit into lake (Only good thing about Cali is weather and scenery)
>get home later so grandpa doesn't think I missed out on dance , tell him b.s. story about having awesome time with my gf and friends so he doesn't feel bad for me
> Gf shows up after dance at my door, dad outside in truck
Oh fuck.
> "I know why you left, I'm sorry. Your grandpa loves you, I love you, don't forget that. I'm sorry for fighting with you.." Lost our virginity together a week later so silver lining I guess
Fast forward to H.S.
>cont
>>700298441
Not that me saying this shit means much, but don't kill yourself. Just find something you enjoy, and do it. Happiness will follow.
>>700299177
Birthdays , Christmas, were no longer a thing, thanksgiving always was though.
Grandpa had an old school cowboy personality and would make sure we could at least enjoy a turkey. Uncle started arguing with grandpa over will for some ass property in El Salvador would get mad and leave for weeks. No car. 9th grade I usually walked 2 miles to the grocery store to get essentials , often making multiple trips. (Bank was another mile down the road where I could take out money for grandpa) Eventually got to the point where he was in a wheelchair and needed help just getting up and getting dressed. Would wake.up at 6am to help him to the toilet, iron his shirts, make his eggs toast and coffee breakfast. Always wanted it over easy , on top of toast with coffee with 2 teaspoons of sugar and a bit of cream. Eric would save up his leave days to spend all of April with us back home to celebrate all our birthdays in April , even after grandma passed. 15th birthday , gotten used to not caring about one. I understood how money was and it would be selfish to go get gifts if it meant grandpa had to eat corn and fish for a month. Stopped telling friends and putting in social media what my birthday was to help forget. This year Eric came up to me and told me to take some steaks out of the freezer. Open it up and see the new GTA V (yes I'm a youngfag but still 18 so suck my dick) hardrive for xbox and some new shoes, wrapped up in a plastic bag. Opened fridge and there was a cake , soda, and some godly filet mignons. Made steaks with mashed potatoes and gravy with some biscuits and cake for desert. Grandpa at dinner , "wow this must be a special day, food looks great anon! Eric go tell your brother to come eat" (he had started getting dementia like grandma and forgot Eddie moved out years ago). I was washing dishes and Eric comes up to help, I hug him and start just breaking down crying, he asks if I was that happy for GTA V.
>>700283302
Fuck dude... 7 years here and I've never actually been hit this hard
>>700287759
My Mom died when I was on deployment in 2012.
I was in the Navy so we got mail pretty regularly. About a week prior she'd sent a big ass care package with beef jerky, shoestring potatoes and a big ass basket of home made white chocolate, marshmallow macadamia nut cookies.
I flew home, put her to rest, went back on deployment.
A week later I got a letter, from my Mom. It had been delayed because the ship had to switch ports for a visit while I was gone.
It was an apology letter to me, from my Mom. See, she was an alcoholic in recovery at the time she died. It made growing up hard, and two months before she died she'd hit one year of sobriety.
I mean life growing up with her as a Mother was hard. She never beat me or abused me or anything like that, but being a kid and having to get your Mom ready for work every day, basically being a kid raised by another kid, it was tough. I still loved her for the times where she didn't drink and we'd stay up late to watch Rocky for the thousandth time, or when she'd be on a good sober streak and we'd get back into DnD for a few weeks.
It's so fucking crazy how even if I want to it's hard to remember the horrible shit now that she's gone.
I'll never get those cookies again, anons.
>>700299177
"No, thank you for remembering , thank you for making it feel like a normal birthday" He just hugs me I just let all the bitterness out.
>Fast forward 2 years
>Gang banging and slanging pills and weed , to actually help gramps with bills. Yes like some clicheƩ Kendrick Jay Z ass song.
Didn't move with mom yet because I couldn't just leave my grandpa with my uncle who didn't really care about him.
Eddie reconciled with grandpa and moved back in to help and things were going pretty nice, was good having some help.
Uncle and me still fighting, fist fights now. Eventually grandpa couldn't hold on anymore and passed away. Would often tell me before he went to sleep that he was going to be going soon, but to not be sad because he was so proud of the man I had become, and so was nana.
Day he dies he was in the hospital , I come home from school and uncle tells me "Popy died, pack your shit you're going on the greyhound to live with your mom. Bus leaves tonight I already bought the ticket"
Mom gets a call from him and finds out. Is fucking pissed
My other uncle drives 4 hours to get me and let me stay with him for a few weeks. Movies and taught me to drive and other fun teen shit. Takes me greyhound when I'm ready and sees me off, even raced with the bus to make me laugh, hell of a guy.
Riding in bus, alone, for 700+ miles with some old Jordan's and a backpack and suitcase with just my Xbox, 20 in tv, and 3 changes of clothes.
No pictures of grandparents because they were all in my grandma's room along with legal documents, baby pictures, THE WILL, etc. Uncle placed a lock while I was at school.
>>700283079
Dont be a sad bitch if she diddn cum home u can plai games for evar
>>700299304
Come here to AZ, give up gang banging, focus on school , honors, graduate. Make mom and dad proud for how independent, respectful and mature i am. Never complain or want for anything because everything here is so much more than I grew up with me.
Part of me strongly dislikes my siblings for how entitled they are. Complains for not getting newest iPhone / Beats / Xbox.
Audacity to call my parents worse than Hitler when they've successfully moved to a great neighborhood where gang , crime, and drugs aren't part of our lives like it is for literally everyone else in my family. Literally only success story.
Became pretty emotionless, didn't let myself feel anything, lots of childhood friends dead either by gunshots, OD, or even getting run over in a hit and run (how my best friend Richie died after I moved out to AZ with mom, happened my second semester of junior year)
Rarely cry or feel anything aside from hatred and disappointment. Pretty alright with girls cause idgaf if they argue or even cheat, just break up and move on and don't even miss them.
>They all literally come back, eventually , wanting me to want them. Doing anything they can
> usually use it to get anal
Anyways got my first job after graduation , $13 hour. Get up early first day and making breakfast , two eggs over easy, 2 pieces of toast, and 2 cups of coffee.
Mom comes over and asks why I made 2 (she doesn't like eggs or coffee at all)
Tears flowing
> "The other one's for Popy I think"
She doesn't know how to comfort me , never talked about my feelings to anyone, especially parents. Had to be strong , had to be perfect man, for grandma and grandpa.
>>700280083
Wow, I honestly have no empathy for this person. All I can think is that his dad may have been a dick.
