Hey /b/ psychologist in the making here, come here, take a seat anon tell me what's troubling you?
Drug dealers looking for me for their money, born in 92 family doesn't understand me. Have to live a fake life in front of other family, kinda wanna die.
I feel like I'm an empty husk. I just exist.
>>700013486
Can't sleep. Help me doc
i think my GF its pregnat
>>700014253
Your family knows you're doing drugs anon? Maybe that's a probable cause for the masks you put on for them
Significant other doesn't want to fuck as much
>>700013486
I can't decide if I want to stay with my high maintenance girlfriend. I don't really have a good argument to give her if I break it off
>>700014358
For how long has it been like this anon? Wild guess you're very routinary man.
>>700014428
Fap, go out and take deep sync breaths with your favourite music or maybe try some delta soundwaves (search on youtube) to help you sleep.
>>700014575
Shieeet, don't make assumtions anon. Maybe it's just a psychosomatic thing.
>>700015155
Not OP, but always a no.
Borderline personality disorder, have fun dealing with us.
>>700015213
maybe...pleas be a psychosomatic thing...
tnx anonctor...
>>700014881
What are you doing exactly to get the s u c c anon? Effort always gets you the pussi.
>>700015155
Is she blocking you off from the things you wanna do, or does she motivates you towards your goals? Think about why does it feel like such a burden to you.
>>700013486
Just got done with undergrad about to start at prestigious school for grad but feel empty because I had no time to myself this summer to process anything that's been going on
i dont really go out anymore, my friends ask me to hang out but i would just rather stay at home because i know it will be more fun
>>700013486
40 yo, still dont know what to do with my life, everything is so fuckin easy...
I'm only attracted to girls who are unavailable or can't stand me, like when a girl shows intrest, its a turn off
Pls help
It's 2AM and college move in day is in 6 hours. I'm more nervous Han I've ever been in my life, I'm horrible socially and never got along well with other people my age, I'm also beginning to doubt whether or not I'll be able to keep up with the class work; I think this is the end of the road for me
>>700016108
You can go through most of college without making any friends anon trust me I did it
I get overwhelming feelings of negative self image randomly and I think that everything people say in that time period are direct or indirect digs at me.
Also I get angry randomly for nothing that isnt a minor inconvenience. Advice on how to overcome?
>>700015385
It's what I'll do for a living, I gotta take fun in it anon. Borderline>Antisocial
>>700015534
Yes anon, stay positive. Don't know the context but from personal experience I can recommend you the following, ask the universe or whatever you believe in to give you some more time let you be a father, and prepare your mentality of an alpha that you'll be ok no matter what. Oh and I'm sure you'll never forget the condom from now on.
>>700016277
That's honestly pretty encouraging; thanks man
I'm in a relationship that I'm not sure about. I want to go to the same school. But I don't want to break up because she is really really into me.
>>700016323
>Borderline>Antisocial
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL I think you should study more. It's a nice mix of a bunch of stuff with emotional being the most predominant.
Which in my case is antisocial, wants to see everyone die, mood swings like a bipolar person that happen really fast and to boot on or off drugs I hallucinate.
>>700015870
Take a break from whatever you're doing and take a deep breath anon, treat yourself with your favorite snack and start thinking about the important events that you went through and keep & treasure the most important
>>700016004
Sound to me like you are afraid of something anon, tell me and yourself what is it?
>>700016044
I don't see a problem here, that part of life, to search a drive and make it so fucking easy a pleasant to do.
>>700016719
Welcome to the world of somewhat stable but mostly off the hinges crazy.
how mild/infrequent can the mania from bipolar 2 be;i have some concerns but i havent really experienced mania in a long time so im not sure if im just depressed or bipolar
>>700016323
read this actually made me feel better ...
thanks anon ...
>>700013486
I feel alone, having a hard time connecting with people and feeling any motivation. Got issues with my parents, my brother has just developed a mental illness which is stressing my mother out to no end. Somehow it all becomes about her. I am smoking weed everyday just to forget how much I haven't done with my life so far, I spend my free time thinking about dying.
>>700017101
just to clarify i havent been diagnosed with bipolar disorder but i am suspicious of it
>>700016056
What seem to me is that you're only seeking recognition anon, value yourself and Im sure you'll see there's no need for that.
>>700016277
This, don't worry about it a second anon, just flow with your interest and I can tell you people you need in your life will come by unadvertedly.
>>700016291
For what you describe it fits a paranoid dissorder anon, just take a deep breath at the moment you start feeling like this and think to yourself why should you give a fuck about what they say? They don't know what you've been through.
>>700013486
Weigh 300lbs, gonna kill myself TONIGHT. I live in a filthy house, my best friend (doggo I knew since I was very little) is dying, have weird obsession with cutting pieces off myself, and I'm just never happy, always bleak.
>>700015213
>delta soundwaves
i thought i was to drunk for you to help me but that good
very calming
Riddle me this, psychology man: How can I tell if I'm depressed because I'm a lazy sack of shit, or if I'm a lazy sack of shit because I'm depressed?
Seriously, pretty sure I'm a bit of both.
>>700013486
my gf probably has bulimia. how do I support her the best?
>>700017393
Yes but how do I value myself when I'm full of self hatred. Like, I have nothing really going for me. All of my friends say what a great guy I am, but I think all of them are lying to me, I can't accept it, every compliment I've ever gotten I've felt was either pitty or sarcasm
>>700017562
you might have a little bit of a problem over there.
i feel sorry
>>700013486 hey doc, pretty sure im depressed or something, have frequent thoughts of killing self, hate leaving the house and talking to people, including my friends recently, i have no idea what to do with my life, no girls in my life ever either, wat do?
I used to be in the upper echelons of everything I did in life but now it seems as though my mental and physical health are slipping and I'm in full shutdown and procrastination mode. Help.
>>700013486
Idk what to do with my life. Its seinor year and my mom wants me to go to college, and i feel like i have to just to have a successful life. And i havent even started on scholarships or looked into comunity colleges. What do i do?
>>700013486
I cant stop having fantasies about dying, like sexual fantasies. Had them in some form or another since I was around 10-11 years old. They can be very disturbing, and I don't like violence (like gory movies).
>>700013486
My gf insults me sometimes, starts drama for no reason, is having an attitude because I talk to friends online (some are female), doesnt say I love you anymore, doesnt do those little things that made me feel like she loves me
Ok?
>>700016415
People worth your time happen and it's pretty much impossible to fuck that up. Focus on science, Morty you'll be fine
>>700016778
Thanks doc
>>700013486
only three things you need to know to become a "psychologist".
learn how to say:
"you're projecting".
"its a defense mechanism"
and...
"you need therapy".
there... i just saved you guys 80,000 dollars in "education".
>>700016504
I need more context anon, why are you exactly unsure about your relationship?
>>700016719
I'll never finish studying anon, it's a lifetime learning and discovery process, I meant to say borderline is lets say 'lighter' than what an antisocial goes through, I can tell already you are not antisocial anon, antisocial people aren't really interested in what others have to say, you're here bro, don't stigmatize yourself good times are bound to come if you really want it that way.
>>700017792
Any advice??? Maybe a diagnosis?
>>700017855
not OP, but your chick has low self esteem. tell her to stop the bullshit, you're not looking for other girls and you don't want to fuck any of them just because you talk to them.
don't give in to bullshit or you and her will be miserable. she has to learn and adapt too.
source: years of being a beta and at some point being fed up with bs and experienced that it can work too if you just stop the bs right at the start and set things straight
How do I get a girlfriend
>>700013486
Fell in love for my best mate girlfriend, they both are super nice. I feel bad for this, because I know I should. What do I do?
>>700018076
advice: go seek some help outside of 4chan you nigger. go to a therapist ffs. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. shit can be fixed, but you have to put some effort in it you absolute faggot
>>700018186
Its not rare at all, huh.
Thanks, i'll talk to her
>>700013486
I'm a crazy fuck
I used to cut a lot
heavy BDSM
bicep skewering
cbt
I'm switch though I beat ppl for money
necrophilia
Then as far as mental illness, I'm depressed, high anxiety, bulimic. alcoholic and I like valium a lot
I will be awake for a while until I fall asleep at my chair I nap a few hours every 5-10 hours
My eyes hurt like fuck but I can't sleep at all
>>700018076
jesus
im too drunk for this
baybe you have boarderline syndrome or just regular depression
self harm sounds like boarderline.
advice? good ones? nah
get wasted
>>700018199
Make friends with a bunch of people
See if one of the women around one of your friend groups is interesting to you
Talk to her
It goes from there
>>700018340
Put some distance between yourself and them and see if that helps. If it's still eating at you tell them and keep being distant till you're over it
>>700018602
>It goes from there
optimistic. people around here are known to spill the spaghetti all over the floor
>>700018523
shiiiiiiiiiiiiet boi
>>700016854
Well said.
>>700017101
>>700017302
How does this mania manifest? For what I know a mania is an impulse that overrides your mind and makes you harm others with no remorse, maybe you're just labeling in the wrong way anon, it's proven that what the brain hears, the brain does, so change that label anon will ya?
>>700017131
You are welcome anon, keep up the spirits!
>>700017260
Anon let me be honest, I don't give a shit about all that, let's set that aside and I'll need you to tell what things made you smile today, you saw that one girl today? how many layers of irony were you on, I'm all ears.
>>700018523
Eye drops? Also drink more water
>>700018730
Leaps of faith are the only way to move forward sometimes anon
OP here, oh boy there's sure many anons so be patient I'm replying every single post, not leaving any anon behind.
>>700018834
I drink shit loads of water actually I'm pretty good at that.
Eye drops kind of hurt if I do them too much
I secretly want to get killed by a prostitute. Is that a fetish or is something seriously wrong with me?
>>700018991
Anon I have entitlement and abandonment issues.
FUCK YOU WHY ARE YOU ANSWERING ALL THESE OTHER PEOPLE AND NOT ME? Fine, I don't want your stupid advice anyways. OH GOD I DIDN'T MEAN THAT, PLEASE COME BACK! Or don't, I'm above giving a shit what you think.
>>700018763
Yeh, you're right, I am being a little bitch about this feels. Just saying shit that is bothering me makes me feel better, thanks therapist-anon
>>700013486
Sometimes I get these voices that won't go away, they just talk and talk and talk. Sometimes I have to tell them to shut the fuck up to get them to stop.
wat do?
>>700019636
not op
Antipsychotics maybe?
are you supid?
sorry for beeing rude.
>>700019636
I have those. Do these people have names or are they random voices? I have a few imaginary individuals I've assigned personas to
>>700018763
possible bipolar anon here
i think hypomania might be more accurate mb
well like i said its been a while since ive felt it and my memory is shitty and ive been in a downward spiral since January with a few brief ups that are short lived
the last kinda clear cut "hypomanic" experience i can really remember was around last september i was out on a group date and normally im a shy and reserved guy dont really take risks etc but anyway we were walking around a small little shopping area and i just felt confident yet it wasnt confidence and i was talking more and we went into stores and i was doing dumb shit to try and be funny like pretending to orgasm from how comfy a chair was and yelling in a store that i wanted to buy it in ones and as a random lady left asked her if she was coming to the grand opening
looking back i realize it was all retarded and stuff but in the moment was funny i guess but i would never do this shit normally
>>700019810
>Antipsychotics maybe?
Seems a bit extreme.
>are you supid?
Maybe?
You're forgiven.
>>700020031
I don't name them, but some of them have names.
>>700020205
and i felt that near confidence feeling for a few days afterwards
>>700017562
From what I can tell anon it might just be an OCD anon, things must have been hard for you right, maybe parent were to strict with you, but look at you, you are someone today because of that, in the very least you're someone important to doggo, Anon, tell me some experiences you had with doggo is there really none you can remember that makes you happy? I'm listening.
>>700017613
Glad I could help man, just feel the vibes go through your whole body and think to yourself how you deserve it.
>>700017653
You riddle me this anon, if you know there's depression with being a lazy sack of shit... why are you still being a lazy sack of shit? Git up your ass know, think about the goals and things you love and start looking for a way to do them.
>>700017716
Bulimia usually comes from family being cunts with stereotipic behaviour, it would be best support her by talking to her family, make them know the problem at hand and find toghether the root of it to adress it.
>>700020031
>>700019636
y'all need Antipsychotics
I've had this as well
taking Antipsychotics and lying in bed, feeling like shit for a year solved this. easy thing if you have a low self respect.
>>700020325
>y'all need Antipsychotics
Yo mango, I'm not destroying my brain with some "medical" grade poison.
>>700015155
not OP but fucking let her know the truth and why you feel that way and see if it changes her behaviour. If not then I guess your either gonna have to stay in a miserable relationship or be single.. kek
>>700020470
yeah you are right
i sure lost some braincells in the process.
the voices are gone now.
Op for some reason i get really bad mood swings, 1 minute im with nt friends laughing it up and then the next i dont wanna talk to any of them and i stay quiet for a couple hours or days, my friends refer to this as my man period
Many things, anon.
Mostly regret, dread, feelings of being stuck. Disconnected. Desperate to make a connection with a like-mind. Settled and the resentment is so strong. Loneliness. Desire to live as as animal. Suicidal thoughts taking up a lot of my time. All on top of other mental illness that I am not taking care of.
>>700019636
>>700020031
Hey anons, from what I can tell this phenomenon is a delirium, this is usually a symptom of squizofrenia. I need to know for how long have you both heard this voices?
>>700020217
Mine don't bother me if I don't want them to. Obviously I'll feel bothered if they are offended for some reason and usually we'll just talk about my life and how it's progressing and they offer help.. etc... Basically it's just chit chat. Except I'm crazy so it's like I'm talking to myself I guess
>>700013486
Can psychosis get better without treatment?
Is it normal for psychotic depressant people to have a few weeks of mild delusions and hallucinations then for it to go away for a month or so?
>>700020789
>I need to know for how long have you both heard this voices?
About three years
>>700020744
forgot isolation, cutting off all friends, loss of interest in things i used to consider hobbies, some strongly misguided delusions. Sex addiction. I could go on.
>>700020789
LMAO I'm not a fucking shizo
I'm 23 I've had them since high school
they come and go but only a few have stuck with me
>>700020311
Yeah, just him caring for me so much when I see myself as nothing is heartwarming. I don't know if I wanna be there to send him off or not, I'm really crying right now just thinking about it
>>700013486
I have no ability whatsoever about having a social life irl. And I completely don't care about having a girl, yet I'm not seeking a bf (so not gay). How can I care more about the tits?
>>700013486
I suffer from dysthymia, have less empathy and lack deep feelings, no friends I like and terrible self-esteem. Also heavy manipulative liar with great fear of other people. Psychopaths are my biggest idols and I'm so sad I can't just become one. It would solve almost all my problems. I'm fucked.
>>700020944
i just speak for myself: no
>>700021141
No to which question?
I'm fine! Living the life, getting through everything, staying in my true path. 2 month to finish MADicine graduation, ready to conquer the world
>>700021206
both
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UePtoxDhJSw
>>700013486
i have an amazing gf, but we are both each others first, which means i dunno if i'll ever feel 100% about her. If i broke up with her, i would regret it forever.
help me desu
>>700017728
I see, let's think anon, when it comes to recognition I want you think why do seek it but don't feel like you deserve it?
>>700017793
Hey anon, I need you to think what might be stopping you? Why might it not be worthy? It's not depression, I can tell you you just need time to figure out what you want.
>>700021285
I'm not all knowing even cancer can get better without treatment. you'll know what's best for you.
>>700021290
Not Op but does it matter if she's your first gf? A friend of mine married his first gf, never had sex with another girl and he is happy with his life.
>>700021290
Not op, but don't be afraid of breaking up with her, if the relationship is good, carve a path for it, you break up, fuck it, you got a girl once do it again, if you can't get another either it's you or the women you go for
>>700020311
I do, usually in spurts of productivity, before something stressful creeps up and clubs me in the head, and before I realize it I've lost a full day to just feeling shitty and ducking any and all stressors (IE being a lazy sack off shit).
So riddle solved. Or did I solve both our riddles?
Fuck, I need to get to sleep.
>>700020311
>Bulimia usually comes from family being cunts with stereotipic behaviour
but her mother is a literal pavewalk tank. so is her sister. she used to be pretty chubby too but she lost A LOT of weight. she never throws up when I'm around or when she's at my place though
Im afraid of having schizophrenia, does this protect me from it?
>>700020972
>>700021008
The only positive symptom about this is that you are aware that there's a voice and it's in a way uncomfortable, if you went along with it and other people started watching you weird... well I can tell you you'd be already fucked, good news anons, seeing a therapist is the most optimal measure to find the probable cause and get rid of it without meds.
>>700021774
are you paranoid or do you hear voices? or both?
>>700021396
I don't know, I never got any recognission growing up, it was always "Oh a 98%, maybe next time you can do better" that and the fact I don't feel I'm worth it, I feel like the only reason people hang out with me is because they feel bad. I mean, I'm rarely invited anywhere unless I ask, but then they all say how much fun I am etc.
>>700021512
the only reason i doubt what we have is insecurity, and that 'what if' in the back of my head
>>700021604
relationship is good. breaking up feels like throwing away a good thing
OP here, second brake sorry Anons my time is almost up, I'm deeply sorry but Imma be picky with some post now, and thanks for opening up, I'll try to be making thread to hear you all out.
>>700021882
no im not paranoid but anxius as hell, i dont hear voices either but always afraid of it
>>700021858
Why would I want to get rid of them? I enjoy talking to them.
>>700022165
"time is almost up" the fuck you're talking about, OP? you're a student, you have plenty of time
>>700021858
>seeing a therapist is the most optimal measure to find the probable cause and get rid of it without meds.
What would be the fun in that?
They're kind of enjoyable to talk to, when they don't talk continuously so I can't hear my own thoughts.
>>700022263
you are fucked up to the top
>>700022256
that's some meta shit right here
you're fine, stop worrying.
go talk to a therapist for an hour about anxiety. if you don't think it will help, stop seeing him - it's a matter of budget at the end.
>>700022256
are you 18-22 years old? you will get batshit insane if you dont take that antipsychotics.
you'll go batshit insane anyways
>>700022698
lol dude
>>700022256
take some flokka and it will go away. there's drugs that support anxiety and there's some that will mellow it down. flokka is one of those
>>700020205
Hypomania usally comes along prior a Major Depression Episode, which by now I don't think you had, stop labeling anon. I can tell this experience is the real you in essence, you are probably still young figuring you shit out so this kind of behaviour is normal, being with other motivates certain extents of you you didnt even knew you had, so don't worry.
>>700021011
Dont send him off dear anon, send him in, be doggo the drive to keep you going, I want you to do somehting for me anon, next time you random bum doggo on the street, bring him home, take care of him, introduce him to best doggo if possible, collect such beautiful memories and keep going through there's always a reason if you scratch.
>>700022413
lol how
I never saw the harm in imaginary friends. I have much worse conditions then talking to fucking imaginary friends
see>>700018523
>>700022304
I need to sleep too man, it's 4 am here. but still glad to hear all of you.
My GF refuses to look me in the eyes. Says it's cause of her eczema.
Any ideas?
>>700023161
Just pretend you're a crazy fuck like the rest of us in this thread and stay up later
>>700023089
>>700018523
well okay then Anders Behring Breivik
you are beyond help
do drugs
>>700023268
I'm not OP but it's probably her eczema
>>700023161
3 am here i was already sleeping and then i woke up thinking in league of legends
>>700023307
WOOOOOO HEDONISM
Honestly if you met me I don't think you'd be disturbed, just know the quiet ones are usually crazier
>>700023467
we probably would make great friends.
>>700021697
I think you knew before you even asked anon, you actually have potential, you point out the answer to your own flaws.
>>700021720
HAH. Got 'em. See it this way anon, mother>landwhales I might even assume your gf is the youngest in the fam, this kind of behaviour might be because while growing up her fam was treated like shit for being fat and she became aware of it, therefore becoming a stick would prevent her for being treated like shit, it;s important you adress it with her fam and make the best of it.
Go to bed kat, or tits.
>>700023630
all my closest friends are a little nutty
>>700023806
>your gf is the youngest in the fam
she is. she's 25, her sister is as old as me - 27.
her mother gets out of breath for walking slowly a few hundred meters.
phew and I thought it was my fault.
>>700023925
>nutty
finding out what it means
fits me
I want to kill people... Really badly. Not someone specific, I just want to kill and get away with murder. It became an obsession, I really enjoy hunting, but now I need to go alone to protect my friends and family from what I could do...
I need to kill a person... I want to kill a person... But I know it is wrong and I will probably get screwed
>>700024076
OPs name is kat and I want to see her tits.
>>700022263
>>700022406
Finding them enjoyable is a bad symptom anons, that's why it's usually linked with squizo, I'm not to tell you what to do, but it'd be advisable that the moment this voices interfere in any negative way with your daily life, either socially, work or personally, that you see a specialist, after that happens there's no turning back, you can start hallucitating, talking and moving your body unaware of it, like sleep walking.
>>700024346
start boxing or some shit to get some anger off of you
or start being like dexter and kill those who deserve to be killed but snuck their way out of the justice system. if you don't know dexter, watch the show
How do I make friends?
18, raped when I was 14 and physically abused by my boyfriend. Kicked out of home and have no job and no money whatsoever. Clinically diagnosed with anorexia, BPD, bipolar type 2 and anxiety. Spent most of highschool in psychiatric clinics but now I can't afford my medication. My parents aren't speaking to me at all and I'm stuck between wanting to lose so much weight I die or having a great ass and nice tits.
>>700024346
are you female and 10-30 yo you can kill me anytime
if you have some hacker skills and track me down.
>>700013486
I have a really bad fever.
>>700024554
I've been on Jiu Jitsu, Krav Maga and Muay Thai for 7 years... It just seems empty now, and doesn't satisfact it
>>700024617
>physically abused by my boyfriend
i don't understood this contradiction
>>700024346
Join the marines
I'm concerned about the effect of so-called medical student syndrome and your lack of experience affecting your ability to offer safe and helpful advice.
Please advise.
>>700014575
Do you know the father?
>>700024346
I would pay you to fuck me and kill me violently.
>>700024617
Find a kinkster to be a live-in house servant to. Fetife is a great place to start. The crazier you are the better tbh, some nice sugar daddy would totally take you up.
>>700025008
wow I'm not alone
>>700021937
I know this feel anon, you are aware of the reason now how can you work it out? If you couldn't get recognition while you grew up, give it from you to yourself, you woke up today? Fuck yeah anon, nice. You solved a riddle? Fuck yeah anon well done. You got a nice comment? Fuck yeah anon, you da boi. I know you'll come eventually to understand the most important recognission is from yourself.
>>700024590
Hey, be hopeful. Sometimes being awkward is ok. Do your own thing and people that you will click with will flock
>>700024072
You are now aware anon, I know you can handle the rest, good luck. Let me know how it went if you see me in another thread.
>>700024455
Cmon Katerina show me your titties.
>>700013486
well at least you tried
It needs an army of thousands of psychologists to cure /b/s mentall illnesses
OP here, das it muh niggs, I'm sorry for those I couldn't reply but I hope I helped or at least relieved some of you, I'll make another thread some other time. Stay positive fags.
>>700026119
goodbye space-nigger
>>700026188
>>700026119
forgot pic
>>700026176
i know this problem
it will get better with time
drugs are only fun if they are enjoyed with something else music or food
>>700013486
Generalized anxiety disorder. Neither meds nor CBT helped.
>>700026753
get rohypnol available at your local black market.
try the train station or parks after 17:00 pm
>>700026753
meditation?
>>700027293
It just makes it worse. As a child I was beaten a lot by my mom who meditated a lot
Norm shit , cannot sleep .. shit job broke af all the time.. gf being an argumentative bitch..
and well the girl on the side is also starting to become troublesome. pc always fucking up.. well OP honestly im thinking about leaving this shit country and going it alone.. i figure you sleep half your life and you work the other ¾ of the time your awake.. so ramble ramble ramble i had enough
^ c
>>700027444
You're kidding?
>>700026909
My local black market closed shortly after the end of the civil war. Where do you buy your blacks?
>>700027444
Did she beat you as a form of meditation?
The Zen of Child Abuse
I'm addicted to heroin and seeing s therapist tomorrow about it.
Is there anything the therapist can do to fuck me over for being honest about drug use and sale?
>>700027584
Nope. Whenever I try I just think of her and the beatings and I freak out.
>>700027699
Cool, what's your most vivid memory of her attacking you?
>>700027630
Kek
>>700027741
When she poured boiling water on me while I was taking a nap.
>>700027585
haha
i meant the black market where you can buy drugs and weapons and explosives.
not the one where you can buy slaves. that's only possible in asia today.
Anhedonia, depersonalization, major depressive episodes, ADD, Asperger's, dysthymia, anxiety. You know, the usual. Mostly biochemical in nature, too.
>>700024801
made me blow some air thru my nose, good job
>>700027865
you need to fix your brain chemistry with a truckload of drugs.
>>700027668
nope
good luck though getting off h is harder than killing your soulmate
>>700028183
good comment
>>700027850
Any advice guys? It keeps me up at night and I have flashbacks.
>>700028079
Yeah; the extra-fun thing is that most of the antidepressants I've had stop working after about a median of 18 months. Have a pal who's getting transcranial magnetic stimulation; curious to see how that works out for her.
>>700028700
just be an alcoholic stoner like everyone else with mental problems
>>700028682
Ever used MDMA? It can help in some PTSD situations, if taken as an adjunct to therapy.
>>700013486
I'm crippled in everyday life because I telepathically send everything I'm doing to people I know. so I cant fap and its hard for me to go to the toilet. what think?
being drunk all the time is the only thing that helps. ive been in bed for two weeks now, drowning in empty beercans at this point
had to quit my job, haven't seen psychologist yet. I feel like I want to go into a coma
>>700028910
Doesn't it have a bad interaction with fluoxotene? If so, I can't take it.
>>700029064
you need a second drug
try weed or maybe benzos
>>700028682
Valium
>>700029221
weed makes it worse. benzos help but cant aquire right now.
mdma helps, I do that every other month
>>700029098
Fluoxetine inhibits MDMA to some extent; the reuptake interferes with the serotonin dump. They're also both CYP2D6 metabolized, and so can interfere with each other. See dancesafe.org or erowid for more details if you're interested.
>>700029221
euthanasia is strong with this comment
>>700029439
Wouldn't they just amplify each other because SSRI + Serotonin agonist = a fuckton of seratonin.
>>700029345
well legal drugs are rare
you could do laughing gas for a month
n2o it is sold in regular stores.
stop when you dont feel your legs
>>700013486
I smoke weed every day and don't enjoy life when im not high
>>700029936
welcome to the world of addiction
>>700029936
Fucking pathetic
>>700030016
I have a benzo addiction. It's fucking killing me.
>>700029678
You'd think so, but nope. Don't know the reasons why, but from both what I've read on the interwebs and personal experience, they interfere. (Pals have taken fluoxetine after they've come down as a supposed neuroprotective and to combat the downer aftereffects; no idea if that's bullshit or not.)
>>700030176
oh you poor human beeing
i have alcohol thc and nicotine but i think its a joke compared to opiates and benzos
>>700030268
I've lost a lot of friends after saying stupid shit while on 30mg of zolpidem.
>>700030409
I've lost a lot of friends after saying stupid shit while beeing drunk and high as well.
>>700013486
Schizoid PD, delusional psychosis, and insomnia
Was treated in a few hospitals and an RTC
I stopped taking it seven months ago, I've been lying to my therapist and psychiatrist. I hate medicine, and I'm slipping again. I will never take medicine again, but I still hate this shit. Becoming paranoid again. Have extraordinarily detailed imaginary friends. Medicine kills me, puts a blanket over my Self, but my mind without it is killing me too. Is there any hope for me without medicine? Specifically anti-psychotics?
>>700030852
if you don't like antypsychotics like everyone else there are only benzodiazepines to lower the insanity AFAIK
AFAIK
>>700030852
Would they fuck with my depression? Would they make me more suicidal, or fatigued? These are side effects yes?
>>700031227
meant to reply to
>>700030978
>>700031227
Well i just know antipsychotics.
They made me lazy and fat.
I have very rare experience with benzos.
In the long term they might make you want to kill yourself, yes.
when im sober i have stay up between 24 and 30 hours and sleep for 5 and it happens everyday. whats my problem. when i drink or smoke im fine
>>700031760
Are you me?
>>700031760
addiction obviously
If you would stop smoking and drinking for a week your sleep patterns would return to normal
but you wont do that, right? Just like me.
>>700028682
Hire a middle aged prostitute to throw boiling water at you
>>700031889
tried it doesnt work. went clean for three months same thing
>>700031882
yes
>>700031985
then you have some serious sleeping disorder.
maybe caused by child abuse or something like that. its a nasty thing that can only be handeled with alcohol.
keep on drinking and smoking
>>700032170
thats what i came here to hear thanks /b/ro
>>700032374
You're welcome
>>700032457
now what can i do about my hate towards people?
>>700032546
thats a mystery.
smoke more maybe?
>>700032621
theres not enough smoke to cover the hate.. i need to do something
>>700032676
do you have a cigarette lit?
i bet no
>>700032676
>>700032769
i have
>>700032930
there is your problem
>>700032816
>>700032769
tell me what to do with this hate and if u say light a cig im gonna light a cig then put it out om my roomies lil bitch dog
>>700032930
you are too good for this world.
slowly kill yourself without regret
>>700033033
maybe inject cocaine or meth
i've heard it's the best high achievable
>hating bob marley is like kicking dogs. no sane person do that - jan delay
>>700033210
wow that actually worked thanks.. but now i feel insignificant and feel i must make some mark on society so i can be remembered how can i do that
i feel like i'm so much better than everyone (not everyone but everyone ive evr met atleast) and that someone has to be actually be really intelligent for me to like them. also sometimes i can get so pissed off. i can almost not control it, like if someone has an issue with me whos so nice to everyone, then they should die, fuck fighting i don't want to see them again.
>>700013486
I fucking hate everything and anyone. I've lost trust in everyone even the people who are close to me. I've never felt more lonely ever since I managed to get a "girlfriend". I have a fake girlfriend who says she is there for me but never is there. She values friends greater than me even though we have been together for two years. She thinks everything is ok, however, when i try to explain to her everything is not ok she tells me, "i think we should break up." bs. When we go out she dresses badly like shit, shit you would wear at home. I'm always trying to look good and don't get me started with hygiene no make up, looks like a 5, won't even attempt to put anything decent for me or fking brush her teeth fking disgusting.
I believe she is fking another dude. I've become dead in the inside. I'm tired of helping her from shit and I'm going to do the same shit she does to me, why? Revenge. I'm going to dress like shit, like wear clothes that i use when I'm paint my house doing the lawn and wear that around her not take showers
>>700033296
it is easy to be remembered as a bad person aka hitler
try to be remembered a good person maybe?
>>700033420
narcissism
>>700033421
>move on.. you dont have to break up with her but get use to the idea that u two arnt meant to be.. if shes cheating well get some last plows in if u want before it ends and when she finially decides to tell u that she cheated just be cool with it and say ok i dont care.. that will hurt her more than and angry emotional thing u could say
>>700033547
no i wanna end the lives of others. as many as possible and in the trial and wanna look the victims families in the eyes and say i masturbate to the image of me killing their loved ones
>>700033728
so you want to be a homicidal maniac.
i don't think i can help you with that.
>>700033846
but what if i just kill pedophiles or tweakers?
>>700033926
leave them alone
they have been abused as a child
i dont like giving this kind of advice
kill yourself
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>>700029678
The main effect of mdma is dopaminergic. Serotonin acts as an inhibitory neurotransmitter in many dopaminergic pathways
how can I make the shrink cry?
>>700034044
so u rather i kill myself than predators???u will see me on the news and i will carve the devil sign into my victims.. i wish i knew who u were so i could sho u who i am
>>700034372
but only kill rapists okay
I'd be okay with that.
>>700034372
Real life Dexter
Do you have a boat?
>>700034420
can i keep in contact with u?
>>700034515
how do i post contact info without getting screwed?
Bitch nigger
>>700034642
>accurate self description
>>700034505
no and im not smart or calculated, im just a intoverted kid from a bad neighborhood killed when i was 16 because of peers. went to afganistan at 19 came back and hate what america has become
>>700034841
that is going to be a small killing spree
i am smart. i'd travel to kill.
>go to different states
>kill pedos
>wait for the fbi
>>700034686
Hey fuck you, leatherhead.
>>700035015
travel with me then
>>700035016
>leatherhead
I AM NOT A TOWN
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leatherhead
>>700035080
ffs im german
id love to but my life is binding me here
>>700035084
its leatherface faggot
>>700035 oh course u need to stay for the cause sieg hail
>>700035084
The leather club's two blocks down
>>700035187
>oh course u need to stay for the cause sieg hail
>>700035189
well why did you type in leatherhead then you stupid
>>700033547
narcissism? but most people suck i mean i dont think iom better than everyone just like... almost everyone, noone has goals or do anything i strive hereto make the best music i can
>>700035364
narcissism
sorry
>>700035326
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=430qrbCelOs
>>700035487
that's reasonable, stupid
>>700035364
maybe you are better then everyone else. who knows. i mean a LOT of people have issues.
>>700013486
How's your sophomore year going?
>>700035431
okay another question, why does inflicting violence make me feel good like i'm a god
but seriously i will become a serious music producer soon i'm alredy working but im just experimenting more and more to find a sound you'll see i'll be better than everyone else and with money to prove it, i alrdy live good in the hiils looking down on everyone, i dont think im better because of money, i was born in the projects. but i fucking i was not confident and shit i just looked in my head imagined me just how i wanted me to be NAD BECAME that person i dont know if all those "changes" were real or just a mask but alot of timesi am with people i feel i act a way i cant control it and when im alone i feel like im a much cooler person i just dont feel comfortable around people how come
psychiatrist once diagnosed me with developing psychosis and heavy delusions and that i am dangerious very violent and stuff but hey the other psychiatrist told me to leave when t alked to him so i guess thats good :D
why are traps so fucking hot
>>700035774
May be, i maen i feel i got everything going for me, big dick good enough aesthetics and i heard ive got a good voice so i'm gonna use that voice and all my experiences and other things to teach people in my music. feel wth the people you know, maybe when youre on stage playing that song the crowd feel the same feelings as you feel with that song like they do and i can connect with people thro my music as i cannot seem to do with words.
>>700035841
and i thought i was insane...
>>700036012
i bet a lot of famous people are just like you
Im fat. Depressed all the time. Live with a girl who's mother is a cunt to me all the time. lost my job, decided to go back to school. Girlfriend is being super weird since she graduated and now has to look for a full time job. Feel like she thinks I'm a fat lazy piece of shit. Also she told me the other day all women want bigger dicks. I think she was trying to tell me something. Feel like suicide is the best option but I'm too much of a pussy.
>>700036126
kanyes my favourite
>>700036126
people usually like me and think im a charming nice guy but i dont like anyone i just pretend to care. but i have one close friend, hes kinda like me we have a tight bond no homo
>>700013486
25, male, student soon to graduate, live with my dad until december, and then i can move nack in to my own apartment.
I have just returned home after 6 months of internship on Japan.
I did all the footwork myself, and got no help or encouragement from my parents.
Now I told my father that I intend to go back and do work after i graduate as a Social Educator.
He is not happy, and started out by guilt-tripping and ended the night with mean passive aggressive comments.
This morning i was met with being ignored and short dialogues.
Right now i get more encouragement from my alcoholic mom.
I haven't given in, and i don't intend to, but the fear of doing so is very present, since it was a very used selfdefence technique of mine just a year ago. "Agree and comply" kind of thing...
why are all you losers losers, the power is in your mind, not what your abusor or enviroment did, “You have power over your mind, not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.”
— Marcus Aurelius roman emperor
>>700036240
you GOTTA watch american horror story the latest season
>>700036366
you are either a sociopath or a psychopath
sorry you asked for it
>>700036380
your father has issues not you
>>700036474
why never seen that show whats it about
>>700036567
i used to think that but it cant be true man, am i really straight edge, i cry when sad things on tv show up, not all the time but sometimes. especially if its animals
>>700036600
the latest season (5 i think) plays in a hotel. it is about vampires (lame i know) but over all it is very well made.
>>700036726
is it relevant to me or is it just really good, i loved american psycho, i can relate but not to everyhing
>>700036701
>i dont like anyone i just pretend to care.
>i cry when sad things on tv show up
yup that makes sense.
you have some sort of schizoaffective disorder or some barely known disorder. or a mix of a dozens of disorders. im emty im out
>>700036890
I think you'd like it. If you are into horror.
There is a musican in it "MOE" which reminded me of you.
I have a degree and masters in psychology.
My advice to you is to switch majors or drop out and flip burgers. It's a pseudoscience with no career prospects, unless you're willing to fake and lie throughout you life.
Give up OP. It's all bullshit.
>>700037218
wat.jpg
>doesn't believe ptsd exists
>doesn't believe depression exists
>doesn't believe schizophrenia exists
some people need a cure get over it.
>>700037059
i'm not a monster i just don't like people in general
>>700013486
I have recurring bouts of anxiety. It's obstructing my work and causes me to be exhausted and completely unable to concentrate on anything. Can't so much as read a paragraph without interruptions.
I feel it's residue from severe depression I went through for reasons that ended with me becoming homeless before for the same reasons. I have a lot of work going on, and it's not inhibitions or lack of confidence, but I notice I veer off the rails occasionally for a while and kind of "clog up" mentally.
>>700037218
you have just sucked bad at your subject
>>700037470
that's called Misanthropy
>>700037499
i support you emotionally
Everything just doesn't seem right, something seems wrong.
Like at the start of the year it was the opposite, felt perfect etc
I never felt like I forgot to do something or i don't even know the feeling.
Like when you get into a routine but then break the routine and it just doesn't feel right.
>>700037194
i'm more of a comedy guy i like laughing, like at everything, wow i open myself online and people think i'm a narcissistic psychopath but i dont care bout people because i know theire fake and faking it or i dont even know what goes thro these peoples heads. i ike logic and people i can understand, i am almost considering a face reveal as i know noone i know browse this site, too edgy for them even tho theire scum of society probably in juvenile.
>>700037695
watch a movie
"take shelter"
you will like it even though it's boring
>>700037768
>people think i'm a narcissistic psychopath but i dont care bout people because i know theire fake and faking it
dat sentence
dat boi
oh shit waddup
I'm going to the LACMA I got some whiskey in a flask.
My problem is driving back. I used to do it but It's a bad habit and eventually everyone gets caught.
Thinking about taking the bus.
And I got a date but Im also thinking about blowing it off to go to the museum.
>>700013486
Diagnosed Schizoid PD, some mild Cluster B-ish tendencies too (lack of guilt/remorse, some conduct disorder-type stuff). Recurring MDD too, mostly seasonal.
I've basically devolved into an automaton over the last 2-3 years, and can't see myself ever making something out of my life. I'm studying right now, but it's harder and harder to keep caring about it, and I find it hard to see any sort of long-term prospects for myself.
Problem is, I can't even work up the motivation to feel depressed about it 99% of the time. In fact, I'm usually really chilled out. What do?
>>700038002
For the del Toro thing? I wanna go to that.
>>700013486
Ok where do i start?
Something i would like to know is how far do i need to push someone past the point of breaking them (a sobbing mess that doesn't give a fuck about being slapped, punched, hit, cut, pinched, jabbed, kicked...) before i start to rebuild them and have the Stockholm'd?
And second... how do i rebuild someone after breaking them down?
>inb4 FBI reported BS... Fuck them
>>700038183
That's enought 4chan 4 today im out.
>>700038183
All posts on /b/ are submitted to the FBI with original IP's.
It was a whole when moot turned out to be doing that.
>>700038084
Haha yeah seems dope but the whiskey man its already in the flask.
>>700038383
Take the bus and the whiskey.
>>700038183
Dude just chill jerk off and move on with your life.
Your putting way to much effort in this.
>>700038046
dude fuck everything empty your mind, look what is the world its just oure here everyones here now what do you wanna do here? what do you consider making it of your life? why do you wanna make it?. maybe the thing is you don't like the shit your studying and you gotta soul search and find your thing, for me it took a little time and i found out i like to produce music, without making music i don't feel accomplishments or happiness that is lasting antyhing longer than 10 minutes or so
>>700038433
fuck I got to wake up early then
>>700038433
thanks bro Ima get on it
>>700038453
into what? Its for a "story"
I feel like I'm in a dream
sorry guys my narcissism spammed and killed the thread, i'm such a unique character even for a site like 4chan and thats what deeply disturbs me.
>>700038473
Thing is, I need to do this degree to get into the career I want (it's something I do actually enjoy), but I can't stay motivated without an immediate reward. It's not a career that an amateur can get into either, you really need the right educational background for it.
I've tried other shit, but almost all of the things I like don't give me any pleasure anymore, hah.
>>700013486
psychfag please help
I am 24 and moved to Holland for my fiance. I was so excited and happy, I loved it here on vacation (how we met.) Me and my fiance skyped everyday for hours, when we weren't skyping we were messaging. I was so in love. I was excited to speak another language and live in europe! I want to be a nurse and had many difficulties in the usa, it's fairly easy here to do that and I thought everything was finally going to work out for me! My dad (mother died 2010) and sister were very supportive for me to come here.
I come here, and have a terrible feeling... I am trying to learn the language but I can't seem to get motivated. I hate it here, I just want to die (literally I think of suicide everyday). my fiance refuses to talk about moving to the uk or ireland, even though he speaks fluent english and can be a dentist there (in the usa you need to go through school again and he doesn't want to.) l
I don't understand myself. I have been depressed and anxious since puberty, and now I have never felt worse. I feel so bad I never want to have sex, haven't been turned on in a year. I love my fiance, how can I feel better so we can be together? What went so wrong????? I was so happy to be coming here!
>>700039815
Sounds like you're assimilating into Dutch culture just fine.
Prescribe me some fucking adderall and xanax faggot
I have literally no friends at all and ive found myself talking to myself a lot,99% of my time im in my room and don't go out alot...sex life..im amazed its still dangling and didn't fall off after 27 years of not using it
Hey doc,twoproblems three problems.
1. I dont know how to start a conversation and dont understand how to keep it up, specially with girls.
2. Summer has made my learning ability horrible, how do I get it back for Uni?
3. Today I planned to go to the cinema with my friends and then forgot the right time and didnt go, which has lead to pity, shame and anger towards my own ability to remember things. Questuon is, how do I tell my friends that I fucked up. I'm known for forgetting things easily, but this is new level for me.
There's this girl who I know on kiwi answering my questions with implications that she likes me. I asked her directly on fb if she liked me but she said no and that she was just fucking around so I just brushed it off. The next time we met, she was avoiding eye contact and was acting kinda sulky when I'm around. Did I do something wrong? It didn't help when my friends were teasing and joking that we liked each other.
