feels thread, how do you feel anon ?
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feels thread, how do you feel anon ?
>>699942063
fine thx
>>699942063
like your pic
faggot
Pretty gay pic you got there OP...
>>699942063
the pic remind me this scene, top tier feels scene
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7RdKyOs-M4
>>699942063
Tbh I feel like utter shit mate. A Level results day is tomorrow and it's reminding me of last year. At results day last year I got fucking awful results and had to my second choice uni even though I was super excited to go to my first choice.
I went their and was fucking scared of my room-mates, so I hid in my room for the first semester and had to drop out because it became such a debilitation.
I've done nothing with my fucking life since Christmas and I just don't see the point of anything. Any self esteem I had before is completely non-existent and I hate myself.
Best case scenario, I'll end up at a decent paying job with a bunch of people I don't like and I'll die after spending 60 years working a job I don't like, and 20 years pissing myself in a nursing home with no friends or family.
Just wanted to get that off my chest. Someone post some feels pics I want to cry now.
I feel like this shit tier thread.
>>699938394
>>699938394
>>699938394
Worthless.
>>699942063
A bit tired from my earlier workout, but worried that my dinner (which was just Korean cold buckwheat noodles) might have been a bit 'too heavy.' Also worried about my financial situation with my Uni.
>>699942063
I don't. Sadly born with psychopath
>>699943787
This stupid ass gif actually made me feel a little bit better...
Fucking frustrated both at current events and myself
Current events because a few hours ago I got a message from a mate I was going to be living with at uni this year saying his landlord found someone for the room I was going to have, meaning housing plans have yet again fucking fallen through and for the third fucking time I'm back at square one and term begins in one fucking month. I don't think I said "fucking" enough
Myself I'm annoyed at because I'm a lazy fucking faggot that can't get his arse into gear and actually step up and take any responsibility both in relationships (someone I'm seeing seems to have lost interest, pretty sure it's because I wast forward enough. Happened before and fucked me up for a good year, no bloody way I'm letting that happen again though so I'll be alright with that in a couple of weeks I hope) and in general essential life shit - I left it far too late to look for accommodation and now I may well be fucked
I'm very stressed and I don't usually get stressed by things and it really is disconcerting. Fuck, why is it when things go wrong it always happens in bursts?
I'll be fine in the morning I hope, just gonna shitpost and forget for now
I feel lonely, sad, depressed, insecure and utterly empty. I've hit rock bottom this week.
No job, no girlfriend, no friends and no life. All of this and I'm only 20.
I honestly want to die. I can't stop crying.
>>699944201
where are you from?
Kinda good actually, one of those days where I don't actually want to die. It won't last long of course.
>>699944405
Norway.
>>699942063
I feel fine, plenty of good things happening to me. But I'm lonely. Loved by familly, have quite a few good friends. But no gf, no gf for years.
So actually I feel fine, but this cannot continue
>>699944067
>not a psychopath
>>699944528
uh, that's too far...
two years ago i actually met one guy the same way, turned out he was living in the same city as me. we met up and shit, became friends.
>>699943488
Mate i'm in the exact same boat as you 2 Es and a U last year not looking good this yeah either... Stay strong lad
Whatever happens, you can always come on 4chan and cry for hours on end
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6W2YIJyGMYQ&sns=fb
Pretty much this
Still wallowing over a breakup. Ten years of 4chan and I was content with being a permavirgin until she fell into my lap. I don't regret what I had, but I'd consider trading it back, knowing it wouldn't last.
>be me.
>edgy, Angry, bitter middle schooler
>eventually begin to uate everything about anything
>fuck you trees
>fuck you sun, don't be fucking bright
>FF 4 years.
>1styearofhighschool.jpeg
>had a few friends from middle school
>tight group
>eventually disband because grills
>18 chubby gal takes notice of me
>ohboi.ping
>eventually lose Virginity to her
>end up becoming a dilldo
>dontreallycare.booya
>build endurance and knowledge on pleasuring.
>18 year old cheats and leaves
>doesnthurt.sadness
>stay single but grow bitter with time
>eventually meet this Cute asian gal
>we both fall. Hard.
>i was her first love and she was mine
>haveifoundhappiess.question
>No.
>she leaves because she sees me on a bad day
>hooks up with some football guy
>now my light is gone.
Pic related Asianish gal
>>699945459
For almost all my life. I was raised in anger and hate. Bitterness and resentment were my drive in life . Anger fueled my actions and my goals.
Till she walked in. She shone a light in my dark desolate world.
And it hurt my eyes at first but i grew use to it.
I fell for her every time i looked at her.
>FF 1 year
>I'm a Junior in highschool
>hate eveything
>bitterness at max
>meet this cute Mexican girl.
I'll call her "S"
>S was shy and so was i.
>become retard when near her
>stutter, blush. Whole shebang
>eventually ask her out
>onlyknownherfor3days.risk
>says yes.
>literally jump in happiness and hug her
>we're completely different, But we're similar.
>we're happy
>ff about 2 years
Pic related S
>>699945760
>i take her virginity
>we become even closer
>i know every detail about her
>how she breaths when shes happy
> to the way her nose flexes and eyes crumple when she's un-amused with my actions
>FF to 4 years later
>we struggle to see each other
>but thats always been the issue
>i was financially insecure
>she didnt have a car
>i always found a way to see her
>gonna propose soon
>one day i get a Message
>"this might be a mood killer but.. what would you say if i said we need a break"
>get angry but figure
>"hey she'll come back. Its only a day or 2 haha"
> 3 says later
>only a few days from my birthday
>"hey, we should break up. I don't feel like this is a real relationship between us"
>>699944885
I pisses me off so much though. I'm constantly seeing people around me that are starting careers, getting degrees, making friends and being happy. But every time I'm in a social situation I just fucking spaghetti all over the fucking place, and since everything in life that has any meaning has a social aspect, I'm fucking missing out.
fell ugly
>>699945921
>oh
>oh
>devastation ensues
>but think
>this is a bad joke
>she'll come back, right?
>it's been a month
>she already has a new boyfriend
>its the fuckboy that would flirt with her at work
>ANGER.FUCK
>go on rampage
>absolutely ruin any chance she had at a proper argument
>we haven't talked in a month
It hurts because i knew she stopped loving me. I prepped for it
But what i didnt prep for was that my old world
That anger and hate.
The bitterness and resentment.
It came flooding back
She didnt shine a light in my world
She brought a fucking sun
And brightened my hell
She showed me things that i can't just forget.
And now?
She's gone.
And I'm left in my different yet familiar world.
How do I know if I'm actually depressed instead of just sad?
>>699944111
Me too anon
>>699942063
I'm not sure what that makes me feel. People have spent so much time screaming about how undesirable and faulty I am that it just looks like it's suppose to be a metaphor for their anatomy but then there should also be a hole in their head too.
>>699942063
My friend on steam goes offline whenever I send him a message he buys me a game says "enjoy it" and never talks to me again but still plays hid games in offline mode, whatsm I doing wrong? And I feel like fucking dying, thanks
>>699945939
We're all missing out mate that's why we're here
i'm insecure, i fall in intese sadness at least 2 in 5 days, even if i don't have a reason to it, people are worried about me and it makes me feel even worse about been sad.
>>699946143
Man anon that fucking sucks
>>699942063
I'm bored. I'm bored of drinking, bored of women, bored of porn, bored of programming, bored of having my own company, bored of cooking, bored of people. The only thing that really makes me happy is walking around in nature and admiring its beauty. At least the fresh cold air and the smell of wet grass is honest.
>>699944938
It hit home bro. Skipped a networking party at a bar with game developers while my gf went(she was there for her career anyway). Went and chilled at the park to smoke and lurk/b/
>>699946143
I for one have only been in one relationship my whole life and that was only for less than a month
>>699944201
same here, only 19 years old, the netherlands
>Try to do running for cardio and losing weight
>Not overweight at all just a skinnyfat
>First few nights are a bitch
>Getting into it and the top back of my foot where it joins the legs starts to become extremely painful after about 1-1.5k
>Pisses me off because im barely stressing cardio or even muscular wise, I could ruin twice this no worries and i've been running just over a week
Fucking my weak piss shit body. Cant even light jog for more than 10 minutes. If I had less impulse control i'd have cut this weak fuck of a foot off and ran with a prosthetic.
Oh and im becoming more and more concerned about the social stigma of being a virgin who's never had a girlfriend at nearly 21. My nerdy as fuck friend managed to land a kinky little european teenager girlfriend on WoW and here i am stewing in my own toxic thoughts. It makes me angry. A lot makes me angry. I can't remember a time I wasn't angry.
>>699946695
Usually they go hand in hand
>>699942063
Bleach?
>>699948447
Well at least I know someone out there knows how I feel. Hope you dig yourself out of this hole sometime soon anon.
I'm gonna miss the 700000000, how the fuck am I supposed to feel? Like I want to kill myself
>>699948651
Time to go to /fit/ anon, pay attention and learn
>>699947211
I fucking bawled
>>699946143
I feel you anon. Sometimes it's better to just let girls go. Either that or know your limits. Dated this Russian chick for 3 years. We were really into it, but then it became toxic. I don't miss her a bit, but I miss having someone next to me at night.
During the day, you don't think about it too much but at night is when it really hits you.
Fortunately, talking to this girl now. I don't plan to date her because fuck expectations, but it's some comfort.
Feeling shitty. Keep getting cucked by my friend, I do a lot for her and always try and show her a good time but can't get anything from her. She's pretty much the only girl that makes me comfortable in my own skin. Also I'm a virgin
I have been on this emotionsl rollercoaster for years. But we are not talking about no six flags shit...noooo this one goes a steady pace down shit creek, only to skyrocket maybe ones every 2 years. Im a besutiful person yet i am filled to the brim with self hatred and disgust of the world.
>>699949856
Also, i have fat fucking fingers so i type like an autistic nigger
good [spoiler]for once[/spoiler]
>>699949997
Niggers are illiterate though
>>699947980
Ain't that the fucking truth.
>>699948314
win
if this failed they didn't like them anyway
>>699949261
>/fit/
Don't make me laugh please. Its half memes and half roiders/dirty bulkers. I've been there quite a bit, its an awful board.
>>699943787
>>699948447
Enige die er wat aan kan veranderen ben jijzelf.
ITT:
Whiney beta faggots whining about their pathetic lives instead of walking outside and creating a better one.
Sack up and be men, already.
Fucking millenials...
>>699950479
Oh yeah your life is so great
I can tell by the fact that you come into other threads and maliciously judge on the internet.
Oh anon. pls teach us to be cool like you.
>>699944885
Me too man, I really dont want to go get mine because I know they are shit :/
>>699946695
If you can force yourself to do the things you enjoy, you're not depressed.
>>699949586
Fuck a grenade anon. Go for lower tier bitches. Just like World of Warcraft, you have to grind low level enemies before fighting the boss. Get some experience lad
>>699949586
She's not your friend.
ITT:
Whiney beta faggots moaning about their pathetic lives instead of walking outside and creating a better one.
Sack up and be MEN.
Fucking millenials...
>>699950479
"Fucking millennials"
Our generation got handed an absolute shit sandwich by your cucked generation. I can't even buy a fucking house of a car.
Eat shit.
>>699950479
Of course you got fired from your job as psychological therapist, didn't you?
>>699950777
>house of a car
Done.
>>699942063
based on the fact that I just buried my brother, pretty much how the picture in the OP depicts
>>699948314
>>699948314
>>699948314
I can relate to that. I always try to start a convo but whenever I write something I immediately refuse and patiently wait until the person I've wanted to talk to start a convo with me.
>>699950479
although feels threads are stupid and i never post in them, bitch faggots like you sound just as pathetic. you are on 4chan you fucking pussy.
>>699950777
That's because you sit at your computer that your parents bought with their hard-earned money blaming other people for your lack of achievement instead of working hard to GET YOURS. How many hours a week do you spend playing video games?
>>699950479
Oh shit, you're right! Why didn't I think of this before?!
I'm just gonna pack up and go down the street to work at the old steel mill factory, stay there for 10-20 years, and by some miracle, become a manager or owner of the business with nothing greater than a high school education. I mean sure, it'll be rough, but if I work hard enough, pray hard enough, bitch about the Soviet Union, and treat the planet like my own fucking trash can, I'm sure I'll become a big success like you. Skills? Who needs them? It's not like my job is going to get replaced by a machine any time soon, because after all, God doesn't like those atheistic scientists and 'engineers' anyway. Yep, it'll all go great with my beautiful wife, and piece of shit kids I'll only love from a distance, because I'm too busy driving a gas-guzzling Ford, smoking 3 cartons a day, drinking beer, and 'enjoying' my shit job down at the mill. If those kids don't learn anything because I didn't teach them, I'll just rage at them for not trying hard enough.
Fuck you old fart.
>>699950778
Actually, I'm a mechanic. My wife is a doctor.
>>699951452
Lmao you're a fucking dumb cunt.
I'm on 4chan on my iPhone that I bought with money I earned. I don't play video games. I'm actively trying to make my life better.
At least people in here are venting their life problems and maybe it's therapeutic for them. You're just in here being a retard.
>>699950957
holy fucking shit
i wasn't ready for these levels of feels
>mfw every word is true to my life..
>>699951453
HAHAHAHA THIS IS FUCKING PERFECT. Wow. I'm saving this to send to old cunts.
>>699950479
what year were you born? 1986 here and I'm considered a millenial. (millenials = 1982-2002)
>>699951453
I'm only 31, and although that's pasta, I can't help but see it as a lazy attempt to justify not working for a living and pulling your weight...
>>699951453
Also, you'd probably love Adbusters...
>>699951897
>31
Then you're a millennial like the rest of us, so spare the elitist bullshit. And just so you know, I work as a software engineer and likely earn at least 3x as you. But, that doesn't mean I can't have feels from time to time.
>>699951897
see
>>699951876
fuckin millenial
>>699951713
If you paid money for an Iphone, you've already gone full retard. I'm sorry, but you're lost. I made 57k last year (not much, but more than a pittance), and I spend $20 a month on my flip phone.
>>699945459
I know this is a feels thread and all.
But that girl looks like filthyfrank
>came here to feel
>stayed here for keks
>>699950957
this is how i try to live my life
>>699952137
I'm studying to be a software engineer. Is it worth it? Do you enjoy it?
>>699951876
'85, but I win because I'm not a college-brainwashed pokemon playing trap-loving faggot. Also I have a wife and child, so I am doing my part to preserve the last vestiges of civilized western morals.
>>699952522
var enjoyment=(true);
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>>699951897
You haven't got a fucking clue.
Lets see you earn enough money to rent a dwelling, eat well and have basic comforts without having to work 60-70 hours a week.
Here in the UK, the average age of somebody moving out has gone up to nearly 30. An entire generation doesn't get lazy mate. The country ceases to run if 20 million people suddenly become lazy. The world doesn't work like that. The money for survival level jobs no longer guarantee survival. Everything is rising in price. Tell me what happens when we're on nearly half the effective wage at minimum wage from 50 years ago shitstick.
Minimum wage at 40 hours a week doesn't even lift you out of poverty anymore. You haven't got a god damn clue you fucking imbecile.
>>699952715
>I was too bad at math and couldn't go to college
>I still win because I'm arguing with people in a feels thread on 4chan
>>699948651
Whatever you do don't run on it until it heals. You'll just make it worse
>>699942063
Holly shit it's a hollow !
>>699952921
>An entire generation doesn't get lazy mate.
but we're lacking skilled workers, that's what we need all these refugees and immigrants for after all. What's that? 25% youth unemployment? well those people are just unfit for the workplace :^)
sorry for >>>/pol/ but it always annoys the hell out of me.
>>699952812
Motherfucker, I never played Legend of Zelda and those feels just made me cry
>>699952921
I do all of that at about 50hrs/wk, and with no college degree. Skilled trades ftw. I'm sorry that your people have let your country go to shit, and mine is not far behind. That said, where there is a will, there is a way. No excuses.
Me and my girlfriend finally had our last fight.. I should say ex now..
>>699950414
A great alternative for running that includes extensive cardio is swimming.
But that would imply taking your shirt off, and I've been in your shoes, and people seeing my bare chest was the worst case scenario.
Try dieting anon, works wonders and you have no idea how easy it is.
What are your measurements? (Height/Weight)
>>699950744
You're 100% right once the semeater starts ill try and find some 5/10 bitches i guess. this girl is a total cutie with a perfect body and pretty face. Shes out of my league but that doesnt stop me from trying.
>>699952992
lol, I failed calculus in high school because I refused to do the homework, despite acing every test. Fuck jumping through hoops.
Feeling rather mediocre.
My best friend who i conveniently also have a crush on was here today. She complained about the wrong guy hitting on her and another friend told her how to let him down gentle or not so gentle. One of his suggestions was literally what she told me once. On one hand it was kinda funny on the other hand it really wasn't
>>699945459
>be me
>dad had an accident
>double hernia and nerveconstriction
>gets operated
>recovers a lil bit after 2 yrs
>goes back to check everything
>something wrong with his heart
>gets a pacemaker
>runs in the family, i had same complaints
>probably need a pacemaker at young age
>school tells me i cant finish this year if i need to recover that long
>dad falls off the stairs needs another back surgery
>mfw i have to get my drivers license asap since my dad is unable to drive now
>mfw i have to be the man at home
I fucking hate this shit
>>699953736
You're still jumping through hoops, except now, the prizes are much less than they would be if you had just done what you were supposed to do the first time. Now you're upset at the rest of us for doing what you refused to do.
>>699953325
>No excuses.
I love this word that people throw around.
Like you even understand what an excuse is. There aren't excuses in this equation. Theres just facts that are telling you that the minimum wage has gone to shit and working hard no longer works. Fuck you, your entire generations went on 40 hours a week, why the fuck should we work more just to survive when you cunts could work little for large rewards, and then scream at the younger generations about your 'back in my day' shit?
I'm just waiting for all the old cunts to die off so we can finally breathe without smelling their fetid old bodies clogging up the entire system with their toxic outdated shit.
>be me 21
>have good job
>good pay
>great co-workers
>awesome friends
>been working out, feeling good about myself
>have a nice apartment
>nice car
>colorado weed
>the feeling of no gf still haunts my dream and while im awake, not allowing me to be truly happy. i just want to hold a woman in my arms, falling asleep
>>699953138
lost
>>699942063
Feeling pretty good anon,
Totaled my motorcycle a few weeks back, insurance came threw today lost my no claims bonus but i aint a cripple (Never assume the Asian in front knows how to drive in a straight line).
Now looking at a new motorcycle or maybe a car.
Been invited to two party's a gig and some celebration drinks all on this weekend, Mix that in with some Pokemon hunting with friends and i'm set for a decent weekend.
Just need to get an abroad internship to finish my degree. But i cant start that for a month or two.
Life 's good.
>>699953447
Im 6ft1 (185cm) and 189lbs (85kg)
Can do 10 proper pushups, 25 crunches, and curl 15kg (3 reps its my max)
I wouldn't mind swimming, just that it costs money and im a poorfag.
I want to die in suffering
People keep comparing me to fictional sociopaths because I lack expression or emotion. I'm stoic because I'm so painfully depressed.
>>699954187
Be less of a faggot about it and I'm sure one will come, anon.
Seriously all that shit you wrote is cringe as fuck.
Also, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel right now, OP. I've kind of stopped seeing the point in telling other people because their insights will eventually get drowned out anyway.
>>699954109
Dude, again, I'm only 31. Hardly an old fart.
I was a pissed off young rebel like yourself, and then I said fuck this minimum wage pot smoking bullshit, learned a trade, and now earn a living and support a family.
The world owes you nothing.
>>699954083
There is no more carrot on a stick. I have what I need, and that is all that I need. You are projecting your own fear/hatred of success on me.
>>699954603
i made it sound cringe on purpose
it's not that im some beta faggot, but im just unattractive in ways that i can't fix, and don't want to settle for whales
>>699944528
Where in norway you from m8
almost 22 myself, finally have a job, but no life
>>699954367
What's stopping you?
>>699954904
I sincerely hope so.
Yeah it seemed out of character. Why? Are you just a lardass as well?
>>699954647
>The world owes you nothing.
Why do you think I assume it does?
I work for significantly higher than minimum wage, I live comfortably. But a lot of people dont and cant because of circumstance and wage inequality. Deal with the fact that people are pissed off at the fact that non skilled work will end up with you being borderline homeless.
>>699954855
>fear/hatred of success
Or maybe *you're* just upset that people who are younger than you are able to make more with less effort, and did so because they're doing what you failed to do.
>>699955098
Third party here.
You're the one who seems upset and antagonistic, buddy.
>>699942063
>Balding at 20
You know how it feels knowing that you feel never attract anyone and find someone that loves you? If I had no parents I would have killed myself already.
>>699955062
Again, no excuses. If "non-skilled" work is a dead-end, BECOME SKILLED. College is a racket, buy some tools and learn to build, make, or fix something.
>>699952384
will somebody lend me the penis , sir ?
I feel... average
Middle class from a not poor but not rich country, barely above average height, average penis, average looks, average job, not really bad at anything, not really good at anything...
I guess it KINDA sucks
>>699955061
nah, i'm 5'4" 125lbs (and gaining more in muscle)
obviously height is a major issue as im shorter than the average woman
>>699955351
get over it nigga, im 22 and balding (super fast) too. stop feeling sorry for urself.
>>699955276
Really? Because he's the one who came into a FEELS thread to literally try shitting on everyone here for having emotions.
And I'm not your, "buddy."
>>699955414
College costs money.
People below the poverty line dont have money you fucktard.
>>699954325
Oi m8 thats not bad at all, when I first started at 17 i was 175cm and 94kg.
Have you friend joining a gym? Or is anything money related ruled out?
>>699955826
You're missing the point. You don't need money. You don't need college. You have the FUCKING INTERNET. You can literally teach yourself ANYTHING. All you lack is willpower, and that's on you.
>>699955869
Money related is ruled out for the meantime.
I have dumbbells, boxing gloves, a wooden beam for Incline pushups, and my bodyweight.
Oh and lots of eggs & cooking bacon. That shit is so cheap its like £2 a kilo, I buy it in bulk. Its the cheapest fresh meat by a large margin.
>>699956099
You're a fucking moron
Here is a feel for you
>be 22, peice of shit, no job to speak of, leeching off of my family, but generally enjoying life/adrenaline (snowboards, rollercoasters, skydiving, skating)
>join navy a year later and get a sweet job fixing jets electronic components
>Boss hates me and sends me to paint things
>chemicals in the shop poison my nervous system, cause incredibly rare neurological disease
>cant poop on my own, cant stand without a cane, take 23 pills a day.
>sex life destroyed because erections hurt so fucking bad
>still on active duty because its taken them over three years to seperate me from service
>get bullshit write ups (for using a cane. going to appointments for my life threatening disease)
>have a two year old that i cant pick up or play with because im either in an opiate coma or in agony
>zero control and a genuine desire to cause physical pain to someone else, but knowing if i do the three years i spent fighting for what i deserve gets thrown away and i get nothing.
>went from being a family man with everything to being an impotent failure that gets treated like a high school kid because everyone at work already is.
>wife said she wont leave me because i cant function on my own
>contemplate not taking my meds and letting the disease drag me away
>>699955592
>5'4"
Hah.
Is height the only factor or do you have a fucked up face as well?
>>699955637
It's not the balding, rather the consequences. All my friends are out here fucking and enjoying life. I'm afraid to leave my house and I have no chance of banging anyone
>>699955716
He made rather benign comments that you sensitive little snowflakes got triggered over. You're really do project a lot, kiddo.
>>699956099
>You don't need college for a skilled labour job
You're under 18 and have had it pumped into your head that hard work solves the worlds fucking problems by some faggot ass dad with an inferiority complex.
Shut the fuck up faggot. You know nothing. You support nobody. You're just a piece of shit who doesn't understand how this world works.
Let me ask you something. What do you hope to accomplish with this line of reasoning? What happens when everyones a skilled labourer? Nobody is going to pay you 30k a year for being a carpenter or an electrician or a fucking brick layer for that matter when theres 50 million more pining for the same job.
The world needs a shit ton of unskilled labour, not everyone can be successful. Thats the cold hard truth, So why the FUCK should the vast majority of people be belittled and disgraced for their choice of hard unthanked toil with a pittance of a wage that you can just barely live on?
Twat.
>>699944201
same
>>699956541
my face is always rated average or a bit above average, however it was destroyed by acne scars during my late teens
>Be me
>25 years old, no job but positive outlook.
>Feel like shit lately.
>Go to doctors, they think heart issues.
>Im scared
>No heart issues. Bullet dodged.
>But I have Polycythemia Vera. Blood disease.
>5-15 years. Why me?
>Curl up in a ball most nights.
>I now have a time limit.
>Why?
>I cant take it.
>>699956868
Actually, I'm 31 with no degree, and make a good living as a mechanic. The premise of your argument is thus refuted.
>>699956683
>benign comments
>using kiddo to gain leverage
His comments were inflammatory to say the least; he was TRYING to offend by doing exactly what you're doing: pretending to be a big shot in an online Vietnamese talking picture forum.
In the end, he is no better than the rest of us, and the same goes for you gramps. If you have nothing conducive to contribute to the thread, you can both fuck off back to >>>/k/ or >>>/pol/.
I just need to admit to myself that I'm a mess right now and I will be for a little while. She was such a bitch but I miss her so fucking much. She was my best friend and my worst enemy, the sacrifices I chose to make and now it's all for shit.
>>699956683
>He made rather benign comments
>>699950479
I mean I know this is 4chan and all but you gotta be a special kind of retarded to think this wouldn't stir up shit. In fact looking at it now I'm seriously thinking this might've been bait all along
>>699957138
>Actually, I'm 31 with no degree, and make a good living as a mechanic.
Nice story, but dont stick to it.
>mom and 2 siblings left me and my father earlier this year
>mom was a retard anyways
>living with father
>father no longer can work because health issues
>father having hard time processing this up
>Im always by his side
>still, never seen him cry
>>699957138
Sorry, I added an extraneous comma in that last post, I'm sorry if that offended your civilized sensibilities.
>>699957138
If your life is so 'great,' why are you shitting on people on 4chan?
>>699957184
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xORf6opWlY
>>699957176
I never said kiddo, and I AM better than you. Keep trying.
>>699957124
Navyfag here
I understand your feels faggot. i have about 10 years left myself. Not crying yourself to sleep after getting such news so young is a challenge. cant stay like that forever man. i passed that stage suprisingly early. you have to live the years ya got. im going to try to anyway. I love you you beautiful faggot
>>699957403
I shit on no one, I am only trying to make you realize your own potential. Self-pity is self-destructive. Creative use of willpower leads to success. Pearls before swine, I know...
>>699957441
>I AM better than you
Whatever helps you sleep at night. And here I thought older generations were supposed to have thicker skin and be better tempered.
>>699946968
I'll just roll over and die thanks.
>>699957447
In the process of accepting. Its tough.
>>699956683
>You're really do project a lot, kiddo.
>>699957441
>I never said kiddo
you need to delete the post first idiot
>>699957607
>I just want you to see your potential
Save that shit for your own kids then. If you want to help anyone, you could try not starting your brand of 'help' by basically telling everyone involved to go fuck themselves. I know you old fucks like to pride yourselves on "tough love" and "back in my day, my parents used to beat me over the head with stuff whenever I showed emotion," but that style of shithead "parenting" doesn't always work, does it? If it had, we wouldn't have shithead kids today being looked down upon by the fuckups like you who failed to raise them 'properly.'
>>699942063
1/3
>>699957837
Different posters, idiot.
>>699955826
Really don't understand that American way of charging for college. Where I'm from, college is free 'cause we understand the importance of education. Help a eurofag understand why a basic education should cost money.
Feeling pretty decent today, got a fun day planned then work tomorrow.
>>699957773
i know. Acceptance is the hardest part. You have very little control here. Thats okay bro. you can control other things. plus if you face it like a boss and use it (if your single...or not, whatever) women dig the strong dude with an expiration date. sounds like a stupid consolation prize...it is, but have some fun with what you have left bro. Its all easy to say, getting there emotionally is something else. Dont just cry and rot until you go though, do something awesome, even if its not memorable. love you and fuck anyone who doesnt
>>699958029
3/3
Honestly pretty fucking worthless. I can't tell if I do the things I do because I like them, or if I'm just psychotic. If I stay home and chill, I'm a sloth. If I go out and do something, I'm anxious. Every good part of my life just feels like a dream that dissolves away in the wake of this saddened reality in which I live. And just as my eyes grow heaviest before sleep, I believe my life will flicker out in the same way, like the struggling flame of a candle. I hope someone can enjoy watching me burn, even for just the last while.
>>699957870
Take responsibility for your own life instead of blaming everything on "old people" (which is apparently everyone over the age of 30 to you).
>>699957999
>>699957176
clearly responded to the poster saying kiddo
so now you're saying that you didn't say kiddo when no one even said you did?
That's even more retarded. What the hell is going on with you mate?
>>699958226
I pooped a hammer.
>>699956590
Same here. 20 yo and my confidence has never been so low. I'm afraid to go outside.
>>699958226
He's on 4chan. Is he supposed to make sense and think?
>>699958213
The same goes for you: if you feel your children are a disappointment and/or you're not satisfied with the way the world is today (or even your own life), remember that it's because somewhere along the line, you fucked up and didn't do you what you should have done. Accept and admit to that instead of being angry at the younger generation(s) for merely existing.
>>699944201
Crying is just self pity. I'm pretty sure most people on 4chan are depressed, the one thing I try to do is not cry. (Sometimes it gets pretty hard)
>>699942063
Not like this haha. Just friggen smoked
checkem
>>699958400
benzos help a lot but the withdrawal can literally kill you so careful if you take this road
>>699958198
Sounds like you need to get control of your life, do you still live at home? How old are you? Girlfriend? Going to college? Work?
>>699942063
like shit,the girl i used to be fuckbuddies (with feelings for her) only sees me as a friend. she wont even kiss me anymore.feels bad.
>>699958157
I appreciate those words. To find them here kind of blows my mind. Ill do my best. Thank you bro. It means more to me then you realize.
>>699958473
I think about those things every day, and strive to lead my son by being the best example I can be. Thank you for the reminder, though.
btw, he could never disappoint me. He has free will, just like everyone else. His choices are his own, as are the consequences.
I'm getting sobsick of drinking every evening. I dont want too, but I still do it to just feel not so bad 3:05AM here.
And you Anons?
>>699947211
I remember the first time i saw this one I got very emotional
Damn the feels
>mom found out dad was having an affair
>trying to catch him in the act
>all the males on his side of the family doesn't exactly have the most stable of mental capacities, but are clever tricksters who use psychological gymnastics in these situations, has happened several times before with other male family members on his side
>asking me to do stuff to help her catch him, she can barely keep together without breaking down crying
>i just want this to either blow over or mom says "let's go" so we can leave this place
>been 2 weeks of straight up agony, can barely eat and i'm skinny enough as it is
>can't sleep, have shaking fits in middle of night
>here's the kicker: they are both in their 60's and I'm a 28 year old NEET with social anxiety, no job, very little college education because parents didn't believe in saving for their children's future
>non diagnosed because being sick in the head is a sign of weakness for them and instead of seeking out help they'd rather disown a family member for coming out about it or just plain doing something crazy; has already happened with two of my uncles on dad's side, we do not speak with them or their families because if one is weak they are all weak (mentally). If I came out as having "brain problems" i will be a confirmed failure in their eyes and they will distance whatever feelings they have towards me into absolute nothingness, no interaction, no communication, no eye contact. It would be like trying to avoid the crazy homeless guy by not looking at him or responding to his begging for change
>also non diagnosed because parents don't have the money to afford therapy, neither for themselves or me. They put everything into the house in hopes that it becomes their nest egg, and are currently (along with my help) fixing it up to put it for sale (this is in california so chances are it will easily)
I feel like shit because I know i'm shit.
>>699958994
Maybe try going to bed rather than staying up so late?
>>699958905
>he could never disappoint me
Heh yeah...parents always say that despite knowing/feeling the complete opposite.
Also, let me just say that a person DOES need a degree depending on what they want to do in life. A person like me needs one, because s/he (I) doesn't want to be stuck in the U.S. for te rest of their lives.
>>699959254
I was planning to sleep soon I stay here a bit and can be there for some anons.
How are you feeling?
I don't feel much of anything anymore. I stare blankly into a blank wall with a blank mind throughout the day. Life's gray. My voice has become monotone, and people say I lack expression and emotion. My body is simply a husk.
>>699954187
I know this feeling
>>699959501
Should try and do something with your life then anon
>>699959384
You are brainwashed and totally wrong.
If you can run wire, piping, fix cars, repair/install HVAC, or build houses, you can honestly move anywhere in the world and find work. None of those things is particularly difficult, either...
>>699958148
Nice. What are your plans for today?
>>699942063
I don't like how the holeft doesn't shine light through it. Probably omitted due to the positive feeling that may invoke.
>>699959206
Anon, please seek help. It seems like doing nothing in this situation will do more harm than good, call a helpline or go to a clinic or something. California has very good state resources for mental health, there is help out there for you, none of us are strong enough to do it on our own
we want you to get better, /b/ro
>>699953138
haha good one
>>699959668
>implying I want or even need to 'run wire' in a foreign country when I could be making 3x as much in an office
Have fun marking off this graph as you continue to 'mechanic.'
Quite terrible, turned 18 3 hours ago and here I am browsing 4chan while trying to find reasons to live
>>699944201
i said the same thing half a year ago in a similar thread
i was told until youre 28+ at that same point only THEN have you hit rock bottom
and i agree with that
you;'re young, its fine
>>699959735
Just to hang out with my partner, play games, go grab some sushi later on and go out and about
Its my 18th bday today.
Been here since i was 14.
Today i woke up, my brothers, my sister, nobody wished my happy birthday. I have no friends and work a dead end walmart job, my gf who i was in love with broke up with me 2 months ago. My bday consisted of a small chocolate cake and my mom singing me happy birthday. Oh and on top of that my dad went to prison last year for molesting a 9 year old.
How the fuck do you think i feel OP?
>>699960022
That sounds great.
Do you know what is under the microscope in your pic?
>>699959833
Whatever, I have permanent job security.
Enjoy the ever-present fear of being laid-off and the knowledge that you couldn't survive a week in the forest, let alone months or years. My self-teaching is not limited to one small skillset...
>>699959966
Keep it up anon.
I dont have a reason either. Just find some good job and see what livebwill give you
>>699960289
Salt, really wish that anon would come back, he had a thread where people requested what they'd like to see under the microscope and I really like crystals so I saved this one.
>>699942063
Like my life is running away from me. The world is spinning on faster and faster, people I knew at school are marrying their childhood sweethearts, seeing the world, working their dream jobs and I'm standing still. I have absolutely no drive beyond short term impulse because I don't see the point of doing anything when I'm staring down the barrel of a future I'm unable to avoid. I've had a go at love, and decided that it isn't for me, the whole trauma of opening myself up for someone is too horrifying to contemplate.
I'm type 1 diabetic and my control is shite and I can't really be fucked to fix it because I'm pretty certain it'll kill me before I achieve anything meaningful anyway, the crushing apathy of everything has led to me self harming for a cheap thrill and I've not had a day without alcohol for about 2 weeks and I worry that's how alcoholism starts.
All in all I feel like I'm screaming on the inside as the lights go out one by one.
And the only people I can tell are you
>>699960289
I'd guess dirt, if anon doesn't answer.
>>699960349
>you couldn't survive in the woods for a week, let alone a year
You don't know what I could survive, or have. Stop assuming shit just because I'm four years younger than you.
>>699942063
Dealing with depression my entire life
things getting a little better, decided to pick up Feeling Good by David Burns, I feel pretty hopeful for once. Or I'm going to blow my brains out by the end of the week who knows
>>699960584
>>699960289
Very confident dirt, if >>699960498 doesn't know for sure.
http://www.vacaway.com/images_dumpster/
>>699942063
I feel like that
because I have a gf
>>699944201
>I'm only 20.
I mean, you have lots of time. It would actually be depressing if you had nothing at 30+. Who expects to have a job or girlfriend at 20?
>>699959762
I want to get help but I'm more afraid of them disowning me (thus leaving me with no place to go). I've applied for section 8 housing and contacted my local mental health clinic but at this point its about timing. I need to have a place of my own to go to (i can't live with other people; when i interact with others I hear myself saying the things my dad would say, since he is the only authoritative male figure in my life I even pick up on his mannerisms and habits, thus repeating this cycle of mental instability that runs on his side of the family) as soon as i can get some kind of assistance for my social anxiety. That way when I tell them what is going on with me they can disown me (or not, i'd prefer or not) without them having to worry if I have a place to go to or not.
>>699960622
TELL ME I'M WRONG.
Fatalistic little turd...
>>699960498
Yeah, doubt it's salt, google images, at least, shows salt is much more regular. Unless there's some kind of salt I don't know about, like some kind of crushed BS?
>>699960498
That's great. I always wanted to go out with my brothers catch some microorganisms in a lake here and show them under the microscope.
The pic is from a crinoid I think I took ir a few months ago. Cant remember it though
>>699946968
I call bullshit
>>699951452
are you trolling, or 45+ years old?
when you have to have 5 years experience for an entry level job in a high-rent area that pays $1 more than minimum wage, "going out there and getting things done" doesn't actually work.
ALL OF THE FUCKING MONEY is being sucked out of everyone's pockets by the rich, the last 20 years have been an absolute fucking JOKE and people still want to keep giving this "free market" capitalism bullshit a try because they learned in school that it's the best.
>>699946968
People with anxiety and depression don't decide "to do whatever it takes".
>>699961000
Wait it was either salt or sugar plus his microscope wasn't as high quality as the one in your picture but either way it's a crystal and I like it you know?
>>699961025
Looks very pretty and thanks for the talk anon but I've gotta go now (just in case you kept talking and saw I didn't reply) gonna go watch an episode of Star Trek cya have a good day/night!
>>699960538
Where are you from bro?
>>699942063
Pretty good, actually. I've only ever had one girlfriend, she was fucking great. But then all of a sudden one day she got super distant, wouldn't respond to anything I sent her on skype/text/phone calls/snapchat/anything. When we DID talk, she was cold and snippy. After 2 months of being a little bitch and trying to make it work, I broke up with her. She literally didn't care. At all. She acted like nothing happened whatsoever, which leads me to believe she wanted me to break up with her in the first place.
AND THEN YESTERDAY CAME AROUND, she texted me asking if we could get back together, she was lonely, she wanted someone to hold her hand and cuddle with her and go to the movies, etc. I flat out told her I wasn't interested, I never want to get into a relationship like ours again, and rehashed some of the problems I had with it. She then got snippy again, said some shit like "oh how DARE i want to be happy in a relationship. Thanks a lot, bye."
So i'm feeling pretty good. Breaking up with her was pretty bad for me, even given how she was acting towards the end. I'm glad that I passed up the opportunity to be with her again, i'm glad that i've finally moved on and don't feel anything for her any more.
>>699960828
Hm yep. Thanks for searching this anon.
I only watched cells and stuff like this under thr microscope. I used to go to a little lake here and analyze the water and watch the microogranisms there.
>>699961166
Bitching and moaning doesn't pay the bills, but I guess that's what mommy and daddy are for, eh?
>>699961166
This. It especially sucks if you live anywhere close to a major metropolitan area. Job demand is high, pay is abysmally low if you are just starting out.
>>699961227
Sugar sound about right, actually, with how many different ways there are to make it.
>>699952757
>no C++
that thing is garbage
>>699942063
I feel kind of like shit m8. It's a long story, but the short form is, my ex and I broke up in May. She had cheated on me with this guy that was one of her best friends last November. I took her back, and the guilt that she had ate at our relationship. We eventually ended it, and she figured the only way she would be able to ever be with me again was if she pursued it. It didn't work out with them and by the time she figured it out, I was dating my rebound chick. She's stuck in the wings, I'm stuck in a relationship I don't want to be in, and I'm just too scared to end it and get back with her because what if the same shit happens again?
>>699956315
Jesus dude
>>699960999
I could tell you anything, and you still wouldn't believe it regardless. Cognitive dissonance in people like you isn't even worth refuting, especially in a FUCKING FEELS THREAD. Seriously, fuck off already.
>>699961532
Flowchart that includes C++:
Do you want to make nothing but 3d physics engines? --> C++
>>699961227
Thank you too. I needed to talk to someone.
Have a good day Anon and fun with star treck
>>699961428
You people should check out Wilhelm Reich and his work with bions, but it didn't come from me, I'll probably get "suicided" just for saying th
>>699942063
I'm doing pretty good
>>699961635
What about C? Lots of things and business applications and operating systems use C.
>>699957610
You're a goofster and a gaffster? Papa Bless.
>>699960622
I fixed your pic
>>699961670
Thanks I save it and check it out tommorrow.
What do you mean by that?
Hungry.
>>699958117
Because republicans exist in America and think government shouldn't do much at all. Unless of course they want to tell a woman what to do with her own body. Or if you want to smoke weed! Ohh scary!!!
They're fucking utter morons hence why Trump has become their nominee. The future of America is Bernie Sanders which is very much like Europe whether older people like it or not. He won overwhelmingly among young people. His politics is the future.
>>699962065
I mean his books were the only ones ever burned by the US gov. There's a reason for that.
>>699942063
I don't know.
I found out today that I got an A- in my Computer Science course, I'm staying on schedule with a cardio routine (hurting the fuck out of my legs though), and, weirdest thing, I woke up today with an impulse to apply for a job at my university as a CS tutor, and I got the job without even going through an interview. Pays not amazing ($9/hr), but I'm just glad I got the job.
In spite of all that good shit that happened today, I still feel like I "lost" somehow, like I'm missing something and no matter what I do, I can never get it back. I also feel like all of it was a fluke, and someone's going to come up to me one day and tell me "Hey kid, you know all that great stuff you did? Well it was all an accident, and I'm going remind you just how much of a fuckup you really are."
>>699962439
Hm. This is interesting. Could you tell somethinf abou them quick?
I am pn my phone amd going to sleep after that smoke
>>699962669
That's just your inner self reminding you that you can do better. $9/hr? You think that's winning? Niggaplz...
>>699944721
How can you tell? The vast majority of psychopaths are non-violent and undiagnosed.
>>699961290
Britbong here anon
>>699962922
Pretty good seeing as how I just walked in and got it by barely lifting a finger.
Also, I never said it was good. Hell, I'm happy I'm even being paid.
tfw theres no more happiness. Times when you arent sad is because you just distract yourself from the misery for a short time doing what ever you do.
>>699962744
Wilhelm Reich
Rudolf Steiner
Goethe
Viktor Schauberger
Rex Research
Radionics
READ.
That is all I can give you for now.
>>699962669
You know that you are a fraud. That's why. Luckily I've never had that problem. You will be discovered one day, and it will be traumatic for you. You may even an hero.
>>699943488
May have another go trying to get into your first choice uni? if you live near SL7 or PO5 ill be your friend :D
>>699963335
I get the feeling that you're projecting.
>>699962402
If you think that there is a difference between the two parties, you are an idiot.
>>699945459
>Bulletdodged.exe
Pic related
Would rather smash with the thug then that piece of dropped stir fry
>>699962924
>vast majority are undiagnosed
So you're going to believe this edgelord faggot when he calls himself a psychopath? There is no actual diagnosis called that either, it's Antisocial personality disorder or AsPD. He also said that he's "sadly" a psychopath when in reality a real one wouldn't give a shit.
>>699958904
i hope you pass the hump of misery soon bro. its okay to be terrified. its okay to cry. do not let it own you
>>699961582
yea, fun times. if your ever miserable beyond consolation. You could always say "hey my diaphram still works properly, and i dont need synthetic heroin just to make sure i dont wish im dead!"
im outie faggots. No one here can really relate except for terminal fag. Peace faggots
>>699963514
Oh, you wish that I was.
>>699963632
This.
Hell, a real psychopath would've showed his hand in his youth by doing something absolutely depraved because he was bored one day.
There's no such thing as repentant psychopath or one that goes under the radar for that long.
>>699963228
Thanks!
Saved them to my notes app.
I wont answer from now on gonto sleep.
Goodnight anon
>>699963086
well if you'd like someone to talk to i can add you on steam or something
>>699963790
In my experience, someone is only cruel like that when they need to make themselves feel better.
Seeing as how you could have picked anyone to target, you would probably have gone for the ones that looked like they'd give a more inflammatory response.
But no, you picked me. What does that say about you?
>>699942063
What does /b/ care how I feel?
For some reason I have been feeling pretty down the past few days.
A little back ground, I'm 30, male, healthy 160lbs 5'11". Married, with a son.
I work 8pm to 8am three nights a week as a data center technical analyst.
I make decent money.
I'm wondering if its just the night shift and my trying to have a normal sleep pattern on my days off that is doing it.
Sex is regular as my wife and I are trying to have another kid.
But thought of death, and wanting to be dead cross my mind often.
>>699946695
I've been depressed for so long, that I don't even feel sad, per say - just empty. I can't remember anything, and every day is just meaningless.
>>699943488
Lol wtf, this pretty much sums up my last year
>>699942063
Alright so long story short:
The only thing that's wrong with me is that I didn't live my early teen years, I have absolutely zero experience in relationships, and probably developed some sort of social anxiety; I don't really know how, but a girl fell in love with me, she asked me out and kissed me, and she's is now my gf. This destroyed me, the few times we went out she told me that she loves me, I never said a word; I don't feel like I love her, we didn't go out much because I traveled a lot during summer, but now I'm back and she texted me a couple of times, I didn't answer, pressure is building up, I can't take this anymore, i want to break up but I don't know how. I'm scared to go outside because of fear of meeting her somewhere, the more time passes the more I want to bury myself somewhere deep and dark where no one can find me.
>>699964320
Ever seen that one scene in Fight Club, the one where the Narrator says how, unless you're dying, most people don't listen to you, they just wait for their turn to speak.
If you're willing to talk, I'm willing to listen.
It's on my to-do list.
I'm sad, Jim.
My ex and I broke up about.. 3 ish months ago because it wasn't going anywhere after 8 years. It wasn't like we fought all the time or weren't compatible or anything. It's just I wanted our life and relationship to be here, she was fine with it there.
Seen her today, she's got a new man. I'm not jealous or anything, just sad. I wish it could have worked, and it won't. And she'll move on and maybe be happy, and it wont be with me.
It won't be with me, Jim.
>>699964755
Holy shit, kek.
Thanks bud, I needed that.
>>699945459
Dude. That's filthy frank.
>>699957124
motherfucker, you get an excuse to die early
I feel NO sympathy for you. Eat a dick
>>699963515
Bernie was that difference. He was an independent his whole life and only ran as a democrat for the media coverage. He knew third parties have no chance.
He was that change and America let it slip by. There'll be another Bernie Sanders though.
>>699945459
ey b0ss
Is Jen Bush a cuck? Discuss.
>>699942063
Today my crush said she found two people attractive in this school. One was another female and the other was an annoying cunt who stole my old gf
>>699966316
CUCKED
>>699944111
Nice 2 sets of trips and some dubs
I was like many of you guys. I used to do nothing but laze about and be an antisocial fag. I have a small family but I just didn't feel like I connected with them. I couldn't get any girls. I dropped out of school cause I was a lazy no motivation scrub.
Then I decided if I was going to die I'd rather do it in a big blaze of glory, like in the video games and movies you know? But life ain't a video game or movie. I joined the military and met a couple guys like me. I feel like we just had that sense that we could finger people just like us out. My drill instructor was one of those guys. I feel like he pulled the sorrow, loneliness and self-hate out of us with his barehands because he knew. He forced all of us to work together. He motivated us and pushed us because he knew that we knew we had nothing left in life. He literally forced us out of our shells, making us leaders and even forcing us to various religious services until we found one we liked. A few months ago I fell in love with a girl, or at least I hope I did. I've never know love, just infatuation. But this girl is different than all the rest I've fawned over. I actually feel things now, and there's hardly ever a moment without a smile on my face and a close friend by my side. I'm not telling you to join the military but it worked for me.
Anyhow, I'm a Buddhist now so I believe in the karma stuff. Honestly it makes scientific sense to me, laws of thermodynamics and all that. So when ever something shitty happens I feel good, because I know it's just a precurser to a good thing. Your life may be filled with a bunch of negatives now but maybe it's because you've had a really positive childhood, or that you'll have a super good future. I know it's hard and just saying, "look on the bright side" or "just be positive" is corny and cringe worth. But it's true.
Doing work and travel. 3 months after high season, so all the “friends" I made already left. Am alone. Move place. Meet new flatmate. Looks good but is 27, me 20. Nice character tho.
Hang out a lot. Tell each other deep shit. She's kinda having an affair with her boss. Boss and girlfriend split up. Flatmate stays at his place so she can sleep longer and go with him to work +other benefits. Tells me how bad he treats her and stuff. Tell her to leave, care too much for her. Think of her a lot while working, actually getting kinda depressed and shit.
Texts me how much she misses me and that she thinks of me much.
5 weeks ago Planing to get high and stuff for the weekend 2 weeks ago. Shes trying to get the weekend off so plan could work out.
Drops in on that Saturday. Says shes sorry but shes doing other stuff.
Well... thought so, since its not the first time she lets me down.
Am fucking pissed and disappointed in her. Ignore her texts for a week. Havnt seen heer since that Saturday. Drunk on Sunday, decide to answer her texts, tell her how I feel being always the second choice and that im only good enough when her bossfriend has no time for her. "Dont want to be your emotional tampon anymore"
No contact til yesterday. Asks if I want to take a walk on the beach with her(did that a lot the first month we knew each other). Am actually happy to see her annd hope she apologizes or whatever. Tell her ill be home by Xx:Xx
Msg unread.
Havnt heard from her since then.
Feel like shit. Want to be angry/mad at her but like her too much. Afraid to break contact even tho my brain knows its the right thing to do. Yet my heart cant.
Fml
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FyM8NVl4yBY
I'm okay. Just lonely.
>>699966510
Thanks man. Feel fantastic. You're newfagging ways from someone who probably just heard about /b/ are really helping me get through this with a smile on my fucking face. Because i teach comedy to little kids. Im not a full time teacher but these kids need to learn proper joke structure now. Before they end up like you. Now go back to the gay furry thread where you belong
>>699963632
But you know what he meant, obviously. I don't know if anon has ASPD or not. Sufferers are able to feel sadness, btw. They are not robots. It's empathy that they lack, just as with NPD.
>>699966781
Life isn't the moments of valor, victory, and happiness that's glorified in movies, games, and TV. Nor is it the rock bottom pain, deep grief, or heart wrenching feelings of loneliness that are also glorified in movies, games, and TV. Those high peaks and low valleys only make up 1% of life's moments. Life is the moment between the peaks and valleys of emotions. The grind up and down between memories. The things you hardly remember because they're so mundane. That's life. So live the mundane moments like they were the highs and lows, because it doesn't matter what you do at the top of the mountain, it's how you get down. And its not what you do at the bottom of the valley, it's how you walk out. That or you give up and die. Chose.
That's all I have to say for now. Hope it helps guys. Maybe just find solace knowing because you're taking in all this negative karma someone else, somewhere is living an incredible life.
>>699963962
Clearly you don't know anything about ASPD. It's not what you see in movies.
>>699967101
Life is a brief chemical reaction and nothing more. Were all gonna die and there is nothing after that. Just black forever. But no you to perceive it
>>699952812
lol gay
>>699967008
This is my 3rd year on /b/, you dirty shit ape. Who's the newfag now?
>>699964312
Your comment was telltale. Sorry, but it is true. Textbook example of a statement that someone of low self esteem would make. I almost thought that you were trolling.
>>699967008
How does it feel getting cucked?
>>699967367
Reincarnation is a fact, and you would do well to study it.
Friend-zoned, ugly, stupid, wrong, useless, broken, talentless shit.
>>699967177
I'm not saying they would've flayed a cat, but they would have done something that demonstrated a total disregard for the lives of others, like beating the shit out of someone or breaking up a couple because you were jealous of them and nothing more.
I understand most psychopaths aren't bloodthirsty monsters, but that doesn't mean they can't be spotted over a long enough time period, and especially in their youth.
>>699967428
This is my 5th year and i doubt thats true
>>699967367
Ah but there is. If the universe is nothing but energy experiencing it's self endlessly in a cycle then your mind, or soul if you want to call it that, is nothing it energy as well. And energy just changed forms. It make take 1second or 1000 centuries but your mind will find its self the body of something that's alive, and you'll have another shot at it. I'll see you in a couple millennia then? We're all gonna make it.
