Feels thread...?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clI-Oswg1ZA
must suck to be you guys
having brains that don't function properly and constantly fuck you up
Well at least suicide is easy eh
>>699237762
Actually, no. It isn't.
>>699237912
stop
>>699237980
sure it is, just get a gun and a bullet and shoot yourself in the head
If you can't get a gun then jump off a high place
Toaster in the bathtub
Death from CO2 apparently isn't bad at all
OD on sleeping pills
list goes on
>>699238545
The ignorance is real.
How I feel...
>>699238872
don't be scared friendo
No one would miss you if you died now or 50 years from now
Just save yourself the trouble and kill yourself
This gets me everytime
>>699239371
So edgy...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GifS4zwggE
>>699239138
Been there, shes states away or probably forgetton me by now. Looking for someone like her is like finding the smallest grain of sand.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX4X2I4HQ7s
>>699239371
>>699238872
Go bitch somewhere else
>>699239564
As much as I dislike my father for being such a piece of shit. This still hits home.
Sadly though, he never got cancer.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyaG4oUYtaA
>>699239628
Story?
>>699239628
>>699239698
Oh...
You ever start getting a little bit better for once in your life, thinking that things might finally go right? Then life decides to fuck you over again?
>>699240331
Yeah, seems like thats how it always is. Life's a bitch.
>>699237912
kek
:L
more people post
You all faggots should go to the same school together, at the same day.
>>699240549
It happens to me every time. Then I get so depressed where I can't fucking function anymore. Like I wish there was a switch that shuts off your emotions when you need it.
>>699239628
A few months ago my girlfriend never responded to my texts. Got worried and and in the end she broke up.
>>699238545
>jump off a high place
That's stupid, and the odds of you surviving as a potato are too high to be worth the risk.
Hanging yourself does the trick, and isn't risky.
>>699241620
Why wasnt she responding?
>>699239647
I can relate to this. My father was respectable to someone who meets him, but he never wanted to hang out with me. We simply just never speaked to each other. I hate him for that, but I respect him for not being a deadbeat as in paying all bills, cooking food, things of that nature.
Recently, my Mom has been accusing to my Father that he has been doing acts to my Sister, who is a stepdaughter to him, such as peeking outside the window into the restrooms while she was there when she was in her teens.
I really want him to die, but I know I'll regret wishing that upon him. I genuinely don't know if to depise him or just ignore him completely as if he is a stranger.
>>699241620
>IKTF anon.
>be 19
>first year of college
>she is a total dork like me
>into the same vidya and animu
>think I've found my soul mate
>talk with her about future, marriage, kids and shit
>plan all that out with her
>one day she just doesn't reply
>find her after one of her classes later that week
>"can't you take a hint anon? I wanna break up.."
>...but why? what about all our plans....the marriage the house the kids....don't you still want that
>just bluntly says "NO, anon I don't want any of that with you."
> just stare broken as she walks away
>still don't know what I did wrong to this day.
>>699242020
Dont know. Maybe she got bored of me.
>>699242108
That sounds quite a bit more tricky compared to my father. He's just your usual abusive type that most people with father issues have, so I won't bother going into details.
I don't talk to him anymore and he despises me for this. And he doesn't even know I'm gay, kek.
Best you can do is treat him like a stranger and forget about him. Worst thing you could do is carry horrible people like himself around you on your shoulders. Moving on is my best suggestion if you haven't already.
>Be me
>This morning
>Walk across street to party store
>Buy some drinks and a few slim Jim's
>on the way back here a few meows
>Spot cute kitty that's so skinny it's on the verge of death
>Click my tongue and kneel down with hand extended
>It rushes up to me and nuzzles, obviously in desperate need of Lovings
>Sit down and rip slim Jim into tiny pieces and feed it
>Walk back to party store and buy a bag of cat food
>Kitty is waiting patiently at my door
>Pour a healing bowl of food and fresh water for her and leave it at the door (don't know if she has fleas yet)
>Go to work
>Come home and see that food is barely touched
Huh, that's weird, she was obviously starving
>Find her about an hour later, dead
>She was pregnant and so malnourished that the strain of birth killed her and the baby kittens
Why didn't she come to me sooner?
>>699242185
I don't think there's anything wrong with planning out a future with the person you're in love with, but other people may find that overwhelming. I think next time if you ever find a new girl don't do the planning out stuff.
>>699242185
The exact feel. Broke up a few months ago. Deleted her number and FB to create distance. But I couldnt help but read our old msgs.
You guys are annoying
>>699240331
background size?
>>699242414
Damn fam
>>699240331
push on through. Was always a fatass, one day I decided to change my diet and start working out. A week later I get a pain on my back, diagnosed cancer. I kept working out anyway. I'll die soon, but I'll be damned if I won't be a fine looking corpse.
>>699242982
Yea.
Anyone have that web.m of the korean guy smoking after a break up?
>>699242777
nice trips, this had been after dating for over a year. I'm married now though
>>699242840
>Reading old texts
No thank you, enough feels for today.
Why do we enjoy being sad
>>699242445
This. Really miss her, she'll be home soon
but trying to talk feels like I'm...idk interupting or annoying her. Pic related, love her to death. Can't help but to show off I guess idk really. Honestly never thought I'd ever get the chance to be with her, but you probably don't really care and I'm rambling so bye.
>>699242552
I wish I could ignore him and move one. I live with him since I can't afford an appartment or to live on my own. Although I am in the process in finding a job.
I'll go more into the specifics on why I respect him. He works nearly everyday, under the sun, 12 hours a day 6am to about 6pm washing cars just to maintain us. Heck, he works tomorrow which is said to be above 95. He can't get a decent job since he's an illegal immigrant.
I can understand why he wouldn't talk to me since he was always in a pissed mood, fortunately he would never lay a hand on me or my mother.
>>699243779
One day you will, can raise kids of your own and learn from his mistakes. I hope you find a job soon and can live a better life.
Difference between having respect for someone and liking them. Father was a seasoned war veteran, doesn't make him any less of a horrible person.
Not exactly justified considering you're his son. Neglect isn't the best route to take if you're constantly angry/working. At least he doesn't hurt anyone physically. That's a plus I suppose.
>>699243034
Damn anon, I really wish I had a strong will like you. I'm complaining about depression and here you are fighting off cancer with still a positive attitude. What are you going to do with your life since it's your last days?
>>699243631
I don't. These threads at least give me something to empathize with. I'm 26 and a virgin, I have never had a friend in my life, I haven't spoken to another person in 3 weeks. Some of you may have lost, but at least you have loved.
>>699243631
Kek
>>699242719
Jesus man
>>699243340
Cant stop myself
>>699239976
Fuck my life, that actually got me.
>>699242840
I dont trust any of relationshio
>>699244535
*of my relationships
>>699240331
>You ever start getting a little bit better for once in your life
Not really, no.
>be me
>have a friend that's really cute, bubbly type
>we've been friends for about 2 years
>go to college
>we're 2,900 miles apart
>still talk online just about every day
>I'm not even attracted to her at this point, she's just a wonderful friend
>haven't talked to her for about 2 months
>sent her a message and she just never replied
>go on facebook for the first time in a long while
>the green active dot is next to her name
>don't have the courage to talk to her
>realize I've lost someone I really considered to be my friend
>>699244730
I know a lot of people but obly a few I consider friends
>>699243631
>>699244469
>>699244635
Its a feels thread
Stop making me laugh
>>699244948
We need to cheer up
>>699244127
Thanks for the words of encouragement, anon.
I suppose you're right about the neglect stuff. I've had completely different interests and hobbies than what he had if he had any spare time, which was very rare.
Again, thanks for talking to me, anon. It was nice to let it out.
>>699244703
Worst part is just a few days later I saw her with another guy
>>699239976
Fuck. You.
>>699243340
>tfw you have 2 out of commission flip phones with tons of old texts and pics
>haven't touched the phones in over 2 years
>I've kinda forgotten what she sounds like
>but the love for her is still there the same as the first time I realized I loved her
>>699242445
I have never had a girlfriend but what I have had is my friends and slowy but surely they all disapeered out of my life and the last one just spilt his guys about why he no longer want to talk to me and I wish I could tell him this. But truth be told I don't think I matter to my friends like they matter to me
Tried to hang out with a friend over the summer. They always turned me down or were doing something with someone else. Now they want to stop being friends with me because I didn't try hard enough.
I'm 20 and we've been friends since we were 13. Idk what to do /b/
>>699240330
Oh man just thought of a girl I meet a few weeks ago, Eva..
Found out I'd stop getting financial aid completely today. No bog waiver even. I want to die.
I'm ready to get off this ride /b/.
Nothing fucking feels like anything any more.
Everything seems like a blur.
Days feel like hours,
Whole years feel like only a few weeks.
>>699244730
A girl I knew only through xbl and Facebook for about 4-5 years up and deleted me from everything 2 months ago. Funny thing is, the week prior to me being deleted, we were taking a lot and joking. A friend of ours thinks she probably got too attached and did it to distance herself since she just moved across the country. I want to believe that, but it's easier to stay mad at her
>>699245610
yeah i just got my heart torn to pieces by the first girl i ever loved
>>699245610
Where are you from? I know a few Evas, and this world has mysterious ways to prove just how small it really is.
A good friend had passed away not too long ago and i'm a complete wreck.
How do you guys deal with it when you find out your not inportent to your friends? Because I don't know how
Well im going to sleep. Its been good /b/
>>699246532
What happened?
Good night guys. Maybe we will feel better in the morning
>>699245987
Its 2 Am now
>>699239976
IT GETS ME EVERY FUCKING TIME. I almost threw my phone you shitord.
>>699247407
Yes...
Yes it is anon...
It's 2 AM now...
>>699247194
He was in a car accident a few days ago. I don't even know the details of it but i really miss him and i cant stop breaking down.
>>699239138
And when you tell those around around you.... they could give a shit. I dont think they could shrug any harder
>>699244411
Delete that shit man. I delete every conversation after it dies to help make sure my mind stays in the now. Looking back doesn't do anything but hurt you.
>>699247407
We know anon. We know.
>>699247845
I tried
>>699246957
Beautiful
>>699238545
as a man who has been in multiple comas from suicide attempts, i don't think its easy unless you use a gun, which not everyone has.
as a man who has a gun now, i say goodbye
>>699239797
From the picture I assume that was his gf or wife that is texting his phone depressed that he has died so suddenly.
>>699247777
Well,it's okay to mourn for a whlie,but you should move on sooner or later,he wouldn't want you to suffer because of him now would he?
>>699248323
“PIPPIN: I didn't think it would end this way.
GANDALF: End? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path, one that we all must take. The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass, and then you see it.
PIPPIN: What? Gandalf? See what?
GANDALF: White shores, and beyond, a far green country under a swift sunrise.
PIPPIN: Well, that isn't so bad.
GANDALF: No. No, it isn't.”
As an atheist, whether it's now or later, hope there's another side we can all meet on!
>>699239371
Go away fag
>>699242869
Why are you here then?
>>699248066
Not hard enough if you're still reading them. You can still be miserable as fuck, just get rid of the source of it.
>>699243677
Its alright bro, I feel ya . I hope you ask her out or go hang with her.
I'm 25 I have rheumatism
Its story time.. You wanna hear?
>>699248501
That was just Gandalf literally talking about meeting Eru Lluvitar (their god) and just what the after life is. Read the Silmirilion nigga (pic related)
I'll post what i have.
>>699248890
>>699248820
Why I posted it for the guy ending it all. Atheist or not, an afterlife is nicer than nothing. But in the same way riding unicorn is nicer than being shit on.
>>699248957
>>699248998
>>699249021
>>699249087
>>699249115
>>699245987
>>699249168
>yesterday i met up with the girl who i had something going with for half a year
>she ended things with us to be with her ex
>months passed with no contact and we started texting again
>she started reminding me of things we had
>she came to my city for her country trip
>we had 2 nice days
>talked about everything
>she still has feelings for me
>told me she wants no contact at all
>deleted each others numbers
the sad part about this was
seeing this outgoing girl
always happy, making others feel happy when youre around
start crying, tears running down her eyes
and genuinely looking sad.
going to bed so here's a few.
>>699249199
>>699248957
Well this.... This has just hit very close to home.... fuck you
>>699248323
People fail at committing suicide because they don't actually want to die. Dying is very easy - it just happens to be a sucky experience. Lets be real here, this is your first time attempting real suicide. Chances are you will succeed. You will shoot a few important pieces of your brain all over the wall, and then you're sort of going to choke on your own blood. It ain't hard, but if it was manual labour you'd fuck it up. Because 2 billion years of evolution didn't happen so you could kill yourself.
On the otherhand nobody really cares of your problems. You're a big boy and you got to get shit done.
>>699249397
>>699240215
If real, parrot was a real bro
>>699249531
>>699236087
>>699239119
>>699239457
lol. with content like this I really wonder how many of you are actually depressed or just going through puberty.
last one and the one that always gets me
>>699249701
Don't think that some people get a shit hand at life and that continues? Whether it's depression or wallowing in self-pity only you can decide that about yourself
>>699239628
holy fuck why am is shedding tears right now...
>>699239976
nigger
>>699237762
Suicide is actually statistically difficult. But yes, it does suck.
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>>699249845
I guess there is no real difference. The narrative of depression is justified by its beholder. Or their brain chemisty.
>>699249531
this one always gets me
>>699248975
Slaying Orcs for the freedom of men and the kingdom of Gondor is just as noble
I constantly lurk these threads to try to find a story so unbelievable sad or pathetic i decide to try to get my life on track. So far I find shit that reminds me of myself and i just feel like nothing i do will change anything.
>>699248463
You're right but Im really going to miss him.
>>699239138
It didn't work out for a reason. Every relationship is unique, every girl is unique. Find the weird one that you like and just go for it. If it doesn't work, it wasn't meant to, and you have to just try again.
It doesn't matter how hard it is. She's out there, the one who will stay. But you have to find her first
>>699250472
Should've been in the last one. Started with a guy who's gf wouldn't drive an hour to see him but was staying at a random dudes house for a party. Poor bastard.
>>699249719
Too close to home dont give a fuck if you salty niggers call me a bitch this fucking hurts my gut.
I bet hand cunt is in here.
just this..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frGbGBKDhaI
>>699246342
This would have been so true.
Too bad that from the half of the 2nd paragraph further, it's just bs.
>>699250567
not him but
there is no "one"
>>699248998
shit, KND was the thing
>>699236087
fuck, that's been me exactly for the past few months
>>699249199
Rip Robin. You are a true angel
>>699240195
cats are for fags
>mfw I start an exercise to list what I like about me to cheer myself up
>>699251666
I got you fam.
>>699249701
there's no difference to what you just said, do you actually believe the label?
>>699252096
Lol, what the fuck is g.i. armless doing in a uniform?
>>699251666
>>699236087
I just miss her
>>699243631
its an addiction. you want to feel something different. it kinda like drugs if that makes sense
>>699252540
>>699236087
I just don't get why she threw it all away. The drugs, the worthless parties, the scetchy decisions... Such a brilliant human being thrown to the dirt. I get why she left me, and I don't blame her, But why did she throw herself away?
>>699245601
fucking talk to him. call him out on his shit you have nothing to lose. you can still be his friend if you guys work it out
Hey /b/.
There's this girl that I'm dating, but I feel so desperately inadequate with her. Whenever we talk I just lock up and can't help but be quiet. When she talks I respond with curt "Yeah"s and "Mhm"s and I can't fucking help it. It's not that I don't want to talk, I just have no fucking clue what to say, I can't just let go. Anyone else know what I mean?
>>699243631
Because it's easy.
>>699239515
Im not edgy im smart kill your self
>>699252973
Because she wants to fit in with her friends/society. As with 90% of girls, they dont want to "miss out" and think they have to do as much dumb shit as possible before they settle down.
Its selfish really
>>699239515
Im not edgy im smart kill yourself
>>699245601
>they want to stop being friends with me because I didn't try hard enough
There is some fairness to that, if they were new friends like people you barely knew. They don't hear from you in a while and their instainct is to say, "how does this affect me"? Jesus christ. Not a "hey pal what's been going on"?
Just going off that they sound kinda shitty, sorry. But seven years, fuck.
>>699248957
>2005
>>699243340
>>699236087
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTHlJT8VCns
>>699254377
>>699255694
Probably bullshit, if it's true though, i take like 20-30 minute showers feelsbadman
>>699237762
I too like to project my autism on people with regular human emotions. How are you friend?
>>699255694
Well I dont take long showers, so I guess I live a really really happy live.
Man I love myself.
>>699256999
also check em
>>699252096
>his nose though
I didn't know voldemort joined the army
>>699253142
This is going to be difficult for you but the best thing to do in this situation is straight up tell her.
>>699240319
When the boss is killing your whole team, but your just a bard.
>>699240879
fuckkckckckkckckckc
>>699237762
Ah yes, the typical cancerous Dark Souls fan.
>>699243034
Thats the spirit, anon
>>699242185
Maybe she doesn't loved you as much or strong as you do to her
And that really suck by the time theres a serious relationship
>>699242719
Hey, be optimistic
At least the cat dyed with a last touch of human afection
psot you queers
>>699245734
Go check your brain
Get med, you're ill
post faggots
>>699249531
Jesus
is thread kill?
>>699239976
I always expect it to be the spiderman one
WHERE IS THE SPIDERMAN ONE
>>699260637
my life is kill for sure
>>699244179
I'll be your friend, anon.
>>699244179
But I'm here Anon
I haven't spoken to another person in 2 weeks. And it was to my mother.
>>699237802
fake and gay
>>699237802
you're fake and gay
It never gets better doesn't it anons
>>699264243
she seems pretty fucking idiot
>>699264313
Long story short we use to be good friends i never even tryed talking to her she came to me always smiling saying im strong and inviting me to play cards until one day i decide when im drunk if she had feelings and she straight up told me no other girls usually say "im busy with work and not looking for realtionships" i thought i had a chance anon but i dont even love myself i could see why she wouldnt like me im probaly gonna drink or do some xanax right now
>>699245953
Shiiit. Same here. Fucking hurts man
>>699236087
>>699237762
>am i edgy yet guise xD
>>699249115
he gona die in toystory 5
>>699243631
Because it's better than feeling nothing.
>>699264243
Alex is a fucking cunt, anon. Tell her to fuck off.
Then try to get over her, which in truth shouldn't be hard to do since she's a fucking bitch.
Find someone else to like, you don't have to love them, just find someone you like and try to spend time with them.
Speaking from experience.
>My fiancee left me about a year ago, turns out she probably was cheating on me for years, and when I found out and called her out on it she changed up to the point of me wondering if I ever knew her at all during our 10 years together.
>Tried to kill myself, pretty much stopped eating, stopped doing anything, retreated into mind-numbing phone games (not even vidya) and sleep.
>By chance I went to a game night about a month or month and a half after she left me, just because my one friend kept nagging me to go and my mom was on my back almost 24/7 for suicide watch, but there I met this Finnish exchange student. Her name reminded me of a song that kept playing in my head that night.
>Can't say I really fell in love with her, but liked her and was interested in her enough to keep my mind somewhat off my ex some hours per day.
>Asked the Finnish girl out and stuff, but no luck.
Still trying to recover from my breakup to this day. Still hoping it might get better.
My fiancee's name was Alex.
>>699265220
wow. this is pretty accurate. haven't left my room in over a year
>>699265220
>>699265600
The anime is about a person that's dont want to leave home or do anything and is called "welcome to the nhk"
>>699240195
That's... ugh... my feels
>>699236087
itt austistic manchildren complain about nothing and create a mini-tumblr
>>699239628
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>>699242719
/b/ro's, right in the feels.