Trigger those feels /b/
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Trigger those feels /b/
>>698861817
oh well fuck you man!
I've been thinking for her during the whole day and just as I got my mind off it you decided to bring that back.
op u a fag. :(
>>698861987
go kill yourself nigger
No she's not, I ruined that bitch ehuehuueuheuheuhe
I hug my arm when I lay in bed...It sorta feels like I'm sleeping next to someone if I close my eyes...
I'm that fucking alone.
The only reason I haven't an heroed is that you bastards have talked me out of it..
>>698862236
Well we change our minds; kill yourself
>>698862102
>>698862441
Yeah we get it, you are cool and edgy for going on 4chan for almost 3 months now. Now fuck off
>>698861817
White men are being ostracized and attacked by every other race, including their very own women. Mainstream media pushes the "evil white men" narrative (including every movie, tv show, storyline... you automantically know the white dude is evil.) The globalists have infiltrated every Western nation and are crashing them with no survivors. Liberals are running rampant including feminists, BLM, lgbtqrmnop. Hillary Clinton may very well steal the election. /b/ has stage IV cancer and there's nothing I can do about any of it.
>>698863568
I'd say /b/ just has a bad case of summer right now. And Tumblr raiding as usual. I guess the faggots that are raiding should get bored after they realize we don't really care anymore
>>698862819
Kill yourself
>>698861817
fuck u motherfuckin cocksucker ur mother will die in her sleep tonight dont even bother replying
Your dirty Scorpio lover still misses you Kelli, you gorgeous yoga princess.
I hope you think of me sometimes while your husband is working on you with his little dick.
>>698863812
I've tried to OD three times now, didn't die. So, I guess I'm lucky?
>>698864949
Do you think family members would accept your death from overdose more easily than from suicide?
>>698861817
>>698865573
>>698865599
>>698865628
>>698865658
>>698865702
>>698865735
>>698865775
>>698865815
>>698865872
>>698865908
>>698865384
Do you really think I have any family left?
Most if not all of my family have either died or cut off all ties with me.
I'm betting if I'd finally do it proper, the only person to show up to my funeral woul be my landlord.
>>698865946
Last week I went to my dying stepmother stepmother Last birthday party.
>>698864949
hey, same here!
>>698865970
Kek get laid bro
>>698862236
I've been there anon, and trust me when i say that shit gets better eventually.
As long as u keep moving forward you'll reach the point where you find that special someone, sooner or later, just hang in there, mate
bump
>>698866459
Hookers are too expensive nowadays in the shithole I live in.
>>698866375
What did you try to OD on?
I tried to OD on Heroin
>>698866687
THat's what everyone keeps telling me, but it just doesn't seem to be happening
>>698866832
No get laid without paying for it m8. Lower your standards
>>698867189
My standards are:
>Be female
>Don't be so obese that you can't move without help
That's it. Are those really high standards?
>>698865872
Shit thats fucking horrible, fuck that Julie bitch she deserves to die
>>698865983
This one got me
>>698866832
Honestly it sounds like youre feeling way too sorry for yourself. Why cant you get a girlfriend? Is it because you havent found anyone you really like? Is it because you keep getting friendzoned? Is it because you feel like youre not attractive and you have a shit self esteem? More detail needed
>>698861817
You can't just fell in love with a woman that will never take you while breaking up a wonderful relationship with your current girlfriend for said woman. But i did. And now iam hating myself but i have to eat shit till the dust settles and iam ready to move on.
>>698866832
It wont happen if you keep waiting for it to happen, just live your life and make the best of it and the rest will work itself out
>>698867471
Send us a pic of your face and we will evaluate why you cannot get laid
>>698868106
Do it
This thread really don't help me... What the fuck im doing here?
>>698867585
Why? Because I'm a anti-social loner who'd rather spend his time working than going out. And my self esteem is shit, but hey, I haven't found anyone I really like either.
>>698867839
If you say so man...If you say so.
>>698868106
If I had a phone or webcam I'd give you a pic.
I'll give you a basic description:
>I'm a 1.94m tall guy with light brown hair and green eyes. Body wise I'm fairly fit. My nose is more or less fucked because I get into alot of fights with cunts that try to rob me. I'm covered in stab wounds/scars and I generally look like I was just beaten up.
>>698868843
First u gotta tell us what ur problem is, anon
>>698869025
Deadpool?
lurking bump to keep it alive. Breach my walls.
i was until i realozed today that she is yhe physical representation of all of my flaws. i probably have some kind of social disorder, but its not bad enough that i can't recognize it. looking back, i was a total aut and a pussy when i was with her. losing her made me grow the fuck up, and i have no interest in going back.
>>698869327
No, I'm not mental just yet.
i think shes getting married soon; only thing that keeps me lurking. are they gonna split before the wedding or is the beta gonna get fucked over in divorce?
>>698869747
Be confident, you shall be laid one day
>>698869940
My bets on divorce, have fun with that I guess?
>>698865908
I don't get these. Like literally just go up to a random person and say hi.
>>698865872
What a fucking asshat.
Six pills of what, cyanide? Good luck finding that at a pharmacy.
Also if your girlfriend fucks you over like that, dump her ass; don't beg her to stay like a little bitch.
>>698865908
iktf
>>698869031
Hmm. I don't really know. I have basic life. One good friend and few colleagues. Ex girlfriend. And no willingness to live anymore. Probably depression, but my psychologist is not sure. It's the worst feeling in my life that stretches from a few years. I wake up and go sleep with the same fucking felling. Thought it was hormones, adolescence, but it wasn't.
>>698861817
no, I married her... and to be honest I think I'm getting sick of her already.
>>698867471
In the current year?
Yea. Unfortunately.
>>698870073
I guess, thanks for the encouragement?
>>698870501
>In the current year?
>Yea. Unfortunately.
That made me chuckle for a brief moment, Thanks..
>>698870348
When did you start to feel this way? Was it when you broke up with your ex gf?
>>698870765
There are niggers worse off than you
I was a fit boy, with a lot of friends. I only cared about myself. Then, she left, once and for all.
I gave up everything. Working out, school..
I started drinking alone almost every days.
It's funny that nobody care about you when you go down.
All my "friends" left me.
Then I understood that I deserved this. Cause I left her down.
So I left my city.
To go to her city.
My only chance to meet her again was to be accepted in a new university.
To left my family. My friends.
Friends didn't wanted me to leave, so they hated me.
I ended up alone.
But I did left my city.
2y later. Today.
I'm going to make a Master Of Business Informatic.
Mom & Dad are happy about me.
I even have a car.
A good life.
But sometimes.
I search for her on internet.
I'm happy to be disenchanted when I found nothing.
But sometimes. I found a picture of her and her boyfriend.
She is happy as fuck.
She forgot me.
People call me a successfull boy.
But nobody knows.
How bad I feel.
>>698871037
Niggers are always worse off...I guess?
>>698870948
Since i was 14. I broke with her month ago. We still talk with each other. She want be with me again, but i want her to do one thing without which we can't be together. Long story... All this situation is not about her. She just made me emotions which is closest to the love. Its about all this emptiness in my life. I don't want change anything in my life. I just want to be happy.
She's been my for 10 years and I got her at 13. She's still mine and we're finally moving in together in 3 months time.
Sorry to disappoint
>>698861817
fuck. I'm so fucking sad :(
>>698870948
And im sorry about my english. It's not my main language
>>698872066
I know that shit so good, mate.
Felt like that for as long as i can remember. But shit got better eventually. Just dont give in to that shitty feeling, go outside, meet new people, spend time with your friends, get a hobby or travel. Thats what helped me to finally get over it. When your life feels "empty" you gotta turn it into something great by yourself. Make it a life worth living
>>698872593
Its all good, i can understand you just fine
>>698861817
Faggot loser
>>698865702
This is so accurate
>>698862236
Same but with pillow, and I talk to her.
>>698861817
She broke up with me yesterday. Spent the night at his house last night.
I know she did, because I drove by his house every hour on the hour last night and her car never left his driveway.
>>698873978
Ew shitskin, you did good Anon. Pump and dump. Unless you're a shitskin too, in that case sterilize yourself.
I may have lost the girl of my dreams. I don't know what to do and I'm unbelievably lost.
I met her when I was briefly living in her country but we now live 5000 miles apart and have done for the past 2 years. We were both head over heels for each other but we decided that because of the distance we didn't want to jump into a relationship just yet, and instead we would just be upfront with our feelings for each other for the time being. So we weren't exclusive. We could see other people, although as far as I know she never really did.
But I kissed an ex a couple weeks ago and she flipped. She said she wanted nothing to do with me. After a while she came back but she was still very distant and didn't want to start talking to me again. After a long phone call, she agreed to try us again, but when I started texting her she was clearly uninterested. I expected this because obviously I've hurt her and she doesn't want to get hurt again, but I'm really hoping she'll let me in again.
She said over the phone that there was still a part of her that wants to be with me but she's been completely blocking those feelings out since the incident. I promised her I'd bring them back and she said we could try again, but as I said before, it hasn't been the same and she quite clearly hasn't been in it.
I requested that we have a couple weeks of normal regular conversation and if she isn't feeling it by the end then I have to let her go. As of now she hasn't replied.
I don't know what to do. I can't lose this girl. I refuse. We loved each other.
>>698873978
I don't have respect for a girl who dles something like that, you should beat the shit out of him if she slept with him
>>698874078
She's half white, have Japanese. Speaks fluent English, but grew up in Kyoto.
>she's also a contortionist.
>>698874215
that's a crime. he could go to jail for years for doing that.
>>698873978
Hahaha retard
>>698874243
Do you know if she slept with him? And was this guy an ex?
>>698873978
Pic related?
>>698874521
She ripped my heart out yesterday. I'm entitled to act a little crazy for a day or two.
>>698874571
Her car was in his drive all night, so I assume she slept with him. He isn't an ex. He's a guy I introduced her to who started coming to my study group two weeks ago.
>>698874682
Yes.
>>698872645
But you know.... I am not most social person on the earth. I can't maintain more than 3 friendships at once. I just feel
overwhelmed when i must be social. About hobby, I just can't find one. Reading books? Vidya? I go out with my friend pretty frequent. Yesterday we watched suicide squad then gone to our favorite pub and got wasted. Worst thing in my life is me being fucking ashole. I can't appreciate the presence of others. Sometimes i just see something that i can't stand in other person and any attempt to interact is doomed to failure. You know, like this weir suckers who think that they are better than others. Im this type of person inside. And im fighting with it. But telling myself that im inferior won't help. Saddest thing is that i see them as someone worse than me, but i also see that they compared to me are happy. And no. Im not asshole when i talk with others. Im pretty nice
i hate it how i always come for a feels thread when i fall in love with someone...
Anyway this one had me in tears.
>>698874108
>agrees you are not exclusive
>Flips out when you kiss an ex
It is obvious she wants to end things with you, move on...
>>698875054
Bro, life goes on, girls come and go.
>>698875265
No I genuinely did hurt her, I know she wasn't looking for excuses.
I think it was the fact that it was an ex.
But I know for a fact she was very much head over heels for me before that incident.
>>698875446
This one was very special. We were together for 3 years.
I doubt any of the next girls will be even close, because i don't like American girls and there aren't many foreign girls where I live.
>>698875785
Dont worry, you will find someone better,if she left you like that she isnt the one
>>698861817
I'm probably the one she's sleeping with. I'm sorry for your loss, I can't help I was born semi attractive into a family that is well off.
>>698875785
At least she broke up with you first. If she had fucked him behind your back and you found out about it, you'd be in an order of magnitude more pain.
>>698870076
dudes an asshole so im kinda hoping for that, but also would like to see her get fucked over and lose everything she has
>>698876306
I seriously doubt last night was the first time she fucked him. She went out clubbing with her girlfriends last Saturday and I found pictures on her friends instagram the following day that had him in it. He was with them at the club she went to last Saturday with her girlfriends.
She told me that I couldn't go with her because it was girls night out and then magically ended up dancing all night with a guy who is in my study group. That's too much of a coincidence. There is no way in hell that happens unless she told him that she was going to be there and that I wouldn't be there.
>>698868695
That's fucked up
>>698875059
Seems like we re pretty similar anon.
But you gotta put yourself in social situations, trust me. It's like a skill that you slowly improve over time.
>really want to kill myself for a very long time
>think about how terrible my life was
>it wasn't
>I'm just a whiny faggot
>I just want to feel bad for myself to feed my ego
>this just makes me want to suicide even more
>>698877094
A perfect women never won isn't comparable to a true love lost. Stop with this bullshit.
>>698877251
Ok. I'll trust random anon from internet. Maybe it good time to start socialize. Maybe its way to not having suicidal thoughts. Im leaving this thread. And thanks for advice.
>>698877360
You've never truly been in the friendzone. Unrequited love is much, much worse.
Not only do you suffer from never receiving the physical affection you crave from the person you adore, but you live with the realization that the reason you don't receive that physical affection is because she fundamentally believes that you are inadequate in some way. On top of that hell, you also lose the respect of every male in your life and eventually find that without her, you wouldn't have a friend in the world at all and would be totally alone.
You don't know what the fuck you are talking about.
>good career, one of them a normie
>wife, kids etc
>let myself fall hard for coworker
>rejected
>now continue meaningless life with fat normie wife and kids
>ready to die
>no longer care
>>698861817
I still think about her, but she got knocked up by the somebody else, but then she went and died on him.
Considering it was from a thing when she was born and that she would have died on me in about the same timespan? I dodged some bullshit.
>>698878012
It will get better soon, i promise.
Best of luck to you, anon
>>698873978
>>do you want aids because this is how you get aids and BONUS she has a high ass crack and a possibility of being Asiatic. you can dew the dew better.
>>698875054
>two weeks ago
Jesus christ anon, it might hurt now BUT SHE DID YOU A FAVOUR.
This kind of girl is 100% not relationship material. She might get with this guy, then do the exact same thing the second another cock she wants comes along.
Remove her from your life now. Be civil if you have to be around her at anytime but keep it to an absolute minimum. ZERO contact outside of time it's absolutely essential, no messaging, no texting, no REPLYING to texts, remove her from your FB news feed (unfollow) etc etc.
You need distance now so you can heel, so you're ready when a non whore comes along.
>>698861817
I don't think she is, but I know I am and it FEELS GOOD MAN
>>698878140
Faggot. You're a fucking faggot. Having years and years with your loved one. Making love. Thinking about child and mariage. Make your first time together. Sleep together into your boy room into the summer. That's what I call love.
You're just a pussy that could not accept that a girl didn't wanted you. + She was probably a bitch to never have the balls to kick you off her life.
Pussy. Faggot. Grow up.
>>698878844
this /thread
Where do you see yourself in five years /b/?
>>698878844
>>698879016
Alone with 72 cats.
>>698879016
dead
>>698878844
>having a front row seat to watch the woman you love share all of that with someone else because she sees you as being a pussy hurts less.
You're a moron.
>>698879016
dead or still in collage
>>698861817
>"wallow in your own sorrows" threads
Losing touch with someone close to you is a bitch, I know. But if most of you guys got over "her" and moved on with your lives, you'd be a lot happier.
https://youtu.be/ONKi2S6YBSU
>>698879016
bar owner knee deep in college pussy
>>698879315
You never shared something with that girl. It's like saying "I'm more depressed because my friend dad is dead because I loved him more than my own dad"
Emo faggot. Grow up.
>>698870765
Nig, stop lounging around. Get some enthusiasm in your voice. Find some thing you like and endulge in it. Go out and walk in the park and look for a cute girl to chat up. Sometimes all you need is to get out your comfort zone
prepare to cry
>>698879831
Amandine. Bitch.
>>698879643
>It's like saying "I'm more depressed because my friend dad is dead because I loved him more than my own dad"
If you were an orphan and your friends dad actually raised you, yes. It would hurt worse. Not only would you have lost the only father figure you have ever know, but you also go back to being an orphan and have to wallow in the reality of having no family.
>>698879689
lmao
>>698879968
Grow up.
>>698880022
I'm 42
>>698879968
We have an huge faggot over here.
>>698879831
fuck you
Kamerin
>>698880081
So, I was right, you're just retarded.
>>698879968
GTFO emo
>>698880155
>>698880155
I never said that I was currently in the friendzone. I said that you've never been in it.
My wife died from cancer two years ago and I still consider the friendzone I experienced in college to be more painful. I thought about the girl who friendzoned me the entire time I was married. I thought about her even when my daughter was sitting on my lap, wishing the girl who friendzoned me was her mother.
You don't know hell, you spoiled brat.
>>698880315
fellsbadman
Actually, I have never had someone to be really thinking of that often, if at all.
>>698867471
Yes. The ones that can't move are easy prey
>>698880383
I think that you're kid and you are a lier too because you can't win an argument with your "edgy emo life".
Btw, if it's true (even if it's internet). You still a faggot to tell this to me, because,
1) You try to make me feel bad
2) But I don't care
3) She is probably better dead than with you
4) Huge chance that you're just a kid
5) A retarded kid
6) You probably lie
7) You're a faggot
8) I was baiting edgyfedoralord saying that friendzone isn't comparable to true love
9) You got baited
10) You're an huge faggot
Are you a newfag ? Because you looks like cancer.
Oh wait, your "wife" died from cancer ?
We know why now. Faggot c:
Are people really sad over stuff like this? I can't wrap my mind around it. Why is another person so important to you? And more importantly, why do you halt yourself from being happy just because you broke up with someone else? I don't understand this stuff at all, I can't sympathize with you people at all. I don't mean this out of disrespect either, I just rely on myself so much that I can't understand why you people make everything so complex.
>>698861817
There isn't anyone I'm thinking about...sadly.
>>698865658
That hit home tho.
>>698865775
I wont click that thumbnail.
It's the only image that brings tears to my eyes ;_;
>>698880894
>Why is another person so important to you?
Do you lack any emotion? Are you literally autistic?
>>698880894
Well, when you see that a faggot come to you to say :
"being friendzoned is very important to my feeling because you know, I'm a white knight good boy, she did not toyed me, she was just out of her mind, I loved her so much, more than people with real girlfriend. She was my girlfriend in my mind, it was so much more important than you all will ever understand"
Then, you know that 4chan has a lot of faggots.
BTW, I agree with you.
>>698880761
u seem upset
>>698880383
>ITT: bitchtalk
>>698880383
lol
>>698881316
Wait, I'm searching for my thankyou.gif
>>698861817
No OP, dont, no no no please.
>>698880894
I was just going to skip other this thread, but you said exactly what I was thinking.
Good on ya and what the fuck is wrong with everyone else in here?
>>698874215
dles?
>>698881316
>>698873978
This isn't his gf most lie kelt. I've seen this girl posted here before.
>>698874243
>She's half white, have Japanese. Speaks fluent English, but grew up in Kyoto.
>she's also a contortionist.
yeah, that's going to be difficult to replace.
>>698881145
I have emotions but I just can't sympathize with this specific brand of people. It's something I just don't understand. To be honest I can't really describe what "love" is, I've had crushes on girls but other than that I just don't feel anything else. I've been rejected multiple times, been on a few dates, they always seem to think I'm just not as "emotionally invested". It's just not that important to me as it is to them it seems. Maybe I am autistic, but I've always thought myself pretty normal. That's the best I can explain it really.
>>698873978
I cringe when I think about how I was once sort-of this guy.
Here it is, if anyone is still around. Several years ago I had this guy as a TA in this Bio class and I'm pretty sure he was into me; the biggest give away was when he waived at me when I walked into class late one day. I should have asked him about it, he was really cute, but I wasn't really ready to date a guy. The irony of the situation is that I haven't learned enough to justify in not taking that chance when I had it; I just missed an opportunity. (i did realize i could tell him that i really wasn't sure where this could lead; this might amount to something that could only be short term, an experience I used to learn that I'm not actually bi).
The biggest thing about being with a guy is not having a woman to have sex with. Even though I don't like sex all that much (i find everything that comes before sex to be far more fun), I still eventually want to get someone pregnant (turning, I admit, the act into a fetish). This isn't to say I don't want children, I do, it's about being honest. And obviously, you can't do that with another guy.
I don't expect anything to come from this, it's just something I wanted to tell someone. There are a couple others I'll tell, to see if something unexpected comes of it, I just hadn't made the decision to do it until now.
Furthermore, in a weird case of pathos, I can't get this guy out of my head; it's literally been years since I saw him last. He was my TA for my biology class and had I knew, even at the time, not making a move (even if only to ask if he had in fact waved at me when I had walked into lab (I'm completely serious that I think I saw him wave, btw)) was a mistake. I just wasn't sure if I'd want to be with a guy in the long term (the irony is that I'm still not). I thought about that at the time but I didn't want to lead him on.
>>698878385
>this kind of girl
There is no such thing as a faithful woman. The only thing that separates a girl from being a cheater and not being a cheater is circumstance. Show me a girl who you think is faithful and I'll show you a girl who has never been exposed to a skilled play with impeccable game.
>attraction isn't a choice.
>>698880761
>lier
I wish I could have this feel but I've never been able be friends with a girl after the breakup, and I'm 29.
I just can't do it. I think it's my stubbornly high amount of pride, not allowing myself to let a girl enjoy my company when I know at some point she got bored/stopped feeling attracted to me. Totally fine around other girls I've liked but was never "with", it's just exes & fuck buddies.
>>698881606
*Does
>>698873978
>>698874243
Poster Noods
>>698882021
Believing this
>>698881673
>I know her
>She goes to my school
Literally, every thread.
>>698881876
Well, you seem somehow autistic bro.
You got a point tho. Loosing a loved person shouldnt halt you from being happy. But it does for some time. It's really hard to adapt to something this impactful like loosing a partner in life. Also you start lacking some hormones you produce in relationships. So i guess if you broke up with someone, its legit to say "it hurts"
sorry for tha bad english, im quite drunk rn
>>698882086
That's relationships, man - they don't step backwards. They escalate until they end. There are exceptions, though.
I was hoping to have that with my ex when we split up. We got our own places and don't talk. Then she started telling everyone I raped her.
>>698882215
http://www.datingmess.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/The-Game-by-Neil-Strauss.pdf
>>698879689
Would you guys like to see this story adapted into live action? I'm putting together a show adapting all kinds of feels stories and I really want to include this one too.
>>698862236
Dude fuck it, if you really loved her she would be having your kids right now. Dont let you inhibitions destroy you, either show her she means everything or move the fuck on.
>>698882178
fine. here.
>this is the only one I'm giving you
>>698879689
I feel sorry for anyone who would actually take the time to read all of that.
>>698863568
/b/ has had its days, its time to remember fondly and go on with our lives
>>698879831
laurence
>>698882587
It's easily the most heartbreaking and powerful greentext of all time. Do you give up on other stories because they're longer than your coloring books, faggot?
>>698882086
Totally legit bro. I thought I'll try to step over my pride, but theres no chance to be friends with my ex again. We broke up on good terms, but i cant handle this shit.
>>698882380
Idk I looked up many of the symptoms of autism and I just don't meet the criteria. There is one I'd say I roughly fall under, but that's more because I'm introverted.
>>698882746
>found one of the pathetic souls that I feel sorry for.
>>698879689
SMH Every story in this thread is about a bunch of faggots bitching that their girlfriend dumped them, someone posts THIS story here and everyone whines "boohoo it's too long" fuck off. Read this story. Learn what real pain is like.
>>698882443
I would absolutely love for it to be adapted into live-action. If you do adapt it into live-action, would you still try to make it set in the late 90s? And would you get actors that are around 14 years old?
Sorry for so many questions, I'm just wondering how faithful it will be to the story. And honestly, you could make them a bit older and make it set in the modern day, and I'd be fine with it. As long as you get pretty much the main story down, I'm good.
>>698882886
You illiterate negro.
>>698882519
>contortionist
>English speaking Japanese woman who grew up in Japan
>half white
Yeah, you're going to miss that.
>>698888888
>>698882391
Well that escalated
>>698882949
Hello! Yes, I intend to make it as faithful as possible, though I will do the hollywood thing and use dolled up 17-18 year olds to play the young teens.
I intend to make an omnibus series that adapts many of the most popular feels threads around. The premise is the Personifications of Life and Death showing each other these stories in an eternal argument over human nature and the meaning of life. The premise allows me to adapt as many different feels stories as possible, as well as other types of stories too (funny ones, cute ones, happy ones).
Check'em faggots
>>698861817
>Never been in love in my life
I guess I shouldn't feel good about it but it's nice not to have to think about all that
Guys I have a problem, for the past couple of weeks I've had episodes, usually late at night or when I'm high or when I'm at work and really really tired, where I'll be so convinced that I am nothing and everything I've done has been a fuck up and I know for certain that I want to kill myself, then I'll wake up and be fine( well, sort of I'm still pretty depressed but not suicidal ), what does this mean guys? It's starting to scare me because I'm worried I'll actually off myself one of these days, I hope this isn't too off topic I just don't know where else to post this
>>698882840
You seem to have some lack of understanding of interpersonal things tho
>>698883271
That sounds really cool. I'd like to keep in touch, so whenever you get more information about it, please contact me at [email protected]
Will it be on YouTube or some other place?
>>698873978
Sorry to hear that, anon.
But it's better than no love at all, even if you lost her now, trust me.
And btw don't look back, keep moving on.
DON'T BE THAT GUY.
>>698882756
It wouldn't be much a problem, but having mutual friends is a bitch.
I hate there will absolutely be gossip going on. ugghhh.
When I was a bit younger after my first proper relationship ended, I made a rule to not get with a girl if we were closely linked socially. I break it every time, pretty much every girl except one who I've got with have started via meeting them through mutual friends/groups.
>>698882418
>Dedicated to the thousands of people I talked to in bars, clubs, malls, airports, grocery stores, subways, and elevators over the last two vears.
>If you are reading this, I want you to know that I wasn't running game on you. I was being sincere. Really. You were different.
Da fuq am I reading?
>>698882746
>>698882897
thank you
Everyone says it's "too long". Like, if you've ever read a fucking book in your life, then you'd easily be able to read this.
Sorry, had to get that off my chest.
>>698883356
Interesting, same lol
>>698883166
No shit mah dawg. Guess she decided that sex during a nearly 10 year relationship was suddenly rape.
>>698861817
Not really, I got my gf right next to me
>>698882949
>>698883550
Thank you! I will, and if you're around Milton Ontario I absolutely invite you to come out and help!
Oh and also, I wanted to add that I have a season planned out now. I'm going to be adapting other stories first and reserving Elisa's for season 2 just so that I can use the possible success of the season 1 to allow myself to make 2 bigger and better, and also so that if 1 fails then I won't drag down such a beautiful story with me. I'm pushing for filming this winter, but that's only if I can confidently say that I have everything I need to make it happen.
When it's done I intend to put it on YT and share it with /b/, who delivered the stories that will become the series. Ultimately, I feel like many of these stories deserve to be told properly and that doing this show is a good way to honour these people.
>>698883489
But I can get along perfectly fine with others. It's more the concept of hurting after loving that I don't understand. Since I can get over it very easily and move on.
>>698883902
enjoy it for now anon
>>698883902
Cherish her. Because one day you may not have her.
>>698883356
If you are in your early-mid teens it most likely is hormonal inbalance, it will go away, If older, i suggest some change in life
>>698883747
“I could not become anything; neither good nor bad; neither a scoundrel nor an honest man; neither a hero nor an insect. And now I am eking out my days in my corner, taunting myself with the bitter and entirely useless consolation that an intelligent man cannot seriously become anything, that only a fool can become something.” -Fyodor Dostoyevsky
>a book about pic up artists
>quoting Dostoyevsky
da fuq?
>>698883637
>It wouldn't be much a problem, but having mutual friends is a bitch.
dont worry bud, her female friends should already know a fucking lot about you. also, who the fuck cares about gossip.
also, wtf. never happened to me, my ex-gfs always had their own group of friends and i didnt even try to bring them deep into my group of friends, because why should i, kek
>>698861817
no it's over. I let her go...
>>698861817
Sure she sleeps with someone else... But I ruined her pussy for the next person. I also introduced her to smoking cigs.
So whoever has her, has a very loose pussy that's been jazzed in like 1000 times and also has her nasty cig mouth lol
>>698884065
>If you are in your early-mid teens
well I'm in my late teens (but don't tell anyone else here they might have me lynched)
thanks though, I hope your right
>>698883356
Sounds like a high level of anxiety. It's not SERIOUS, but not healthy either.
You're definitely not happy with your life, so you have to decide if it's something you can work through yourself, or you need some help with (see a doctor for advice).
>>698870481
>le marriage
You fell for the oldest meme in the book my friend
>>698866020
That's sad mate.
>>698883974
You better not quit this project, Anon. I'm getting hyped already.
I saw an feels thread once when I was young. Now they're everywhere. The world went and got itself in a big damn hurry.
The parole board got me into this halfway house and a job bagging groceries at the Foodway. It's hard work. I try to keep up, but my hands hurt most of the time. I don't think the store manager likes me very much.
Sometimes after work I go to the park and feed the birds. I keep thinking Jake might show up and say hello, but he never does. I hope wherever he is, he's doing okay and making new friends.
I have trouble sleeping at night. I wake up scared. Sometimes it takes me a while to remember where I am.
Maybe I should get me a gun and rob the Foodway, so they'd send me home. I could shoot the manager while I was at it, sort of like a bonus. But I guess I'm too old for that sort of nonsense anymore. I don't like it here. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I've decided not to stay.
I doubt they'll kick up any fuss.
Not for an old crook like me.
>>698883356
from what you describe those episodes you have are called panic/anxiety attacks. theyre different, i forgot how, but the main jist is that you have such bad anxiety that your body triggers an instinctual response to danger to make you wanna escape the current situation you're in (even if nothing is wrong)
>>698885066
I hope that I do a good enough job with it, I'm more scared of disappointing people with it than anything, because I AM going to go through with it. I'm thinking of leaving an email or a kik for people to get in touch if they want to.
>>698883902
Why are you here then?
There's a word in German, it's "Schadenfreude".
That means something like, the pleasure or joy some people feel when they see someone else suffer or being worse off than themself in general.
tl;dr
Do you feel better now?
>>698885316
Too long. Nobody cares
>>698885738
Not him, but fuck off.
>>698879689
Holy Fuck that hit me hard, had a fight with my girlfriend 3 hours ago before she went to work over stupid shit. Once she gets off work im going to make it up to her I feel so bad.
>>698880315
Better not even than side character
>>698885580
I'm sure you'll do fine, Anon. I let my email up there so you can contact me about it, btw. And please do, because I'm truly excited about this project. Perhaps you should make a kickstarter to get some funds?
>>698886032
I don't have a girlfriend, but that story has made me realize how valuable life is, and how quick it could be taken away.
>>698885471
that is exactly what happens and it happens frequently, every single time I get high in a social situation I need to get the hell out, something it happens when I'm sober but not as frequently and not as harshly. I remember being on the verge of suicide after one particular bad experience from taking my first dab at a party, I went to my car and it felt like I was going to die right then and there and then I had an out of body experience and then everything was black and then I woke up still high freaking out (honestly felt like I had legitimately lost my mind) ready to kill myself and then I passed out and woke up next morning and was A ok. Should I be worried or is this normal behavior?
> dated my highschool sweetheart for 5 years
> married for 15
> she left me because of stupid choices i made and anger I cant seem to let go of
> i feel like dying every single day
> its been two years, it isnt getting better
>>698865735
The fuckers who made that book probably didn't realize that the dude would look just as sad, even with "cool friends"... That just hits me...
>>698884460
if this were true, you wouldn't have replied to this thread.
>>698885738
>Too long
Adhd?
lets get some feel tunes in here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6WXqehY5Nw
>>698886232 Because of that story I contemplated the choices ive made that made her feel upset. The story made me want to cherrish every moment I have with her in hopes to prolong the inevetable.
>>698861817
hahaha no she isn't.
she is dead.
>>698886063
I've tried a kickstarter for a different project in the past and it failed. I'd rather not set myself up for that. I don't want to have this project dependant on a charity drive with a 0.001% chance of success... I've been disappointed too many times in the past by trying to depend or rely on others, so I'm going to do as much as humanly possible myself.
For now, I know exactly what I need:
>Green Screen space
>Audio equipment
>Actors
>Props
>Costumes for 2 characters (since Elisa is a season 2 endeavour I wont worry about that right now. Those costumes will be a bitch though).
I think I can solve most of those drawbacks by asking for help from local theatre clubs, including high school drama/film clubs/students. Hopefully that will help. I'll be sending out a lot of emails once I finish the scripts (They still need editing).
Ah, my email is [email protected] . I don't care if people find me irl with this, I intend to attach my real name to the project anyways.
>>698886680
sure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-seRFY7-cw
>>698886957
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD6_QXwKesU
>>698886538
>stupid choices i made
What have you done tho?
So judging by this thread it seems to me that depression and wanting to kill yourself is pretty much inevitable
You're either:
>sad and alone and never find the one
or
>find the one and happy for a while until eventually she leaves you
or
>happily married for years until you get annoyed with your wife and want to take your own life because you regret getting married
it's a fucked up world my dudes, you can't escape the sadness
>>698886952
Really excited about this. But, yeah, those lolita dresses will be difficult.
>>698879831
Charlotte. Damn that's hard to think about.
>>698885568
That's hilarious
I always knew i would die alone. I just thought it would be my choice, until now
>>698886368
>I need to get the hell out
Especially if you're high?
Are you sensetive to bright light, a room full of people or loud music when high?
>>698887256
I'll likely have a more concrete announcement and maybe a teaser by late October.
>>698879831
Already was.
Kelly.
The perfect human being.
>>698865872
Oh god im crying. I lost the love of my life. I haven't seen her since December 23rd 2014. Im dead inside too. Fuck, trust me the overwhelming pain is like nothing else ive experienced
>>698887918
Bruh, C-2
>>698888888
>>698887647
Music, no
Room full of people, yes
really if im high with anyone even if theyre a close friend I at least feel like I'm being judged pretty badly and that they see me as a loser and that they're only hanging out with me because they want something from me. I don't smoke anymore because of this but it seems to have left scars because like I said I still have episodes, though less intense. I never had experienced things like this before getting into smoking.
>>698879831
Sofia, Faggot
>>698888582
>>698887647
Oh and also I'm pretty sensitive to bright lights as well
>>698879831
Faith. I haven't lost her yet but it's going to happen soon...
>>698865983
When Milhouse stopped being a meme
>>698883986
Then you never really loved in the first place
>>698861817
I'm one of those lucky (or unlucky, depending on who you're talking to) bastards who never fell in love or even developed a crush.
Seeing how sad you sons of bitches are makes me think I was very fortunate indeed.
Rachel.
But that whore BEEN sleeping with someone elses. I finally met someone who is much prettier than her and seems to actually like me quite a bit. So fuck that bitch, and your thread, life is good
>>698863805
I was thinking the same anon, 4chan it's getting boring
ITT: pussies
I know what depression is and i'm actually depressed right now (tfwnogf, just a bit more complicated than that) but hell no, this is the wrong way
get out, do stuff, keep yourself busy, and if you feel tired think that after your last day on this earth you'll rest
>>698889081
Have Faith!
Sorry. I am ashamed of myself
>>698890106
It's okay. I was expecting someone to make a joke like that sooner or later.
>>698879831
katie
I'm back, surprised this thread is still up
>>698880894
>Are people really sad over stuff like this?
Yes.
>Why is another person so important to you?
Once you end up relying on somebody is when it can either make or break you. A connection like that and a face to look forward to everyday is a great feeling.
If self-reliance is what you've got then I envy you anon.
>Why do you halt yourself from being happy just because you broke up with someone else
Honestly I can't give that one a proper answer. Personally, it left me with a dull ache of frustration and loneliness that get to me when there are no immediate distractions. Happy moments are ruined by the drive home.
When the actress playing Stephanie in Lazytown was arrested for prostitution ;_;
>>698888582
>>698888861
Because something similar happened to me like 8 years ago.
Full rooms just make me want to get out of there, loud music and bright light makes me feel extremely anxious when I'm high.
And that feeling kept getting worse.
And I stopped going outside talking to people and so on.
Until 2 years ago when I went to a psychologist, because of depression, and he told me things in the first sitting that made me question my whole life.
That diagnosis was the biggest shock in my life like I've never really existed.
And I thought you're maybe the same, but I really hope not.
If you're worried go to a specialist, he won't bite or anything.
>>698879831
Giulia
>>698879831
Sasha Grey
>>698890735
lawl
>>698879831
Sharon
>>698865735
The noose is too low
A great man indeed.
>>698891147
Thanks for making me giggle it made me feel better
>>698880383
>Implying the friendzone is real
You're just a fucking beta
>>698879831
Sydney
>>698879689
Oh yeah I remember reading this one
Ugh that ending gave me some real feels
I mean like SHE GETS RAPED AND KILLS HERSELF
Spoiled the ending for you all
>>698891534
Not who you're talking to, but the friendzone is real.
And anyone who either happened to meet the girl at the wrong time or is just a straight up pussy can find himself in it.
I got a couple txts from friends this week saying "I think Katy really misses you..."
I really want to feel something but I don't.
>>698880383
Anons here just even wish to be acknowledged by a simple decent looking girl
Stop being a ungrateful bitch and disrespecting your wife's memory
>>698892346
Friendzone implies it lasts forever, it doesn't. She might not be attracted to you at the time but if she wouldn't be friends with you if she didn't like you, step your game up
>>698879831
Cheyenne
>>698890565
I might see a professional soon, it's tearing me up pretty badly and it's not something I can really live with, thanks for talking with me about it you're the first person I've really talked to about this
>>698879831
fuck you , i didn't say her name since 2008
Laura
>>698880383
your poor, poor wife.
>>698887918
literally just shake the thing, 4 free milks
>>698880383
>Implying the friendzone is real
Jesus, you're an entitled fucker aren't ya?
>>698880383
>>698861817
She's back in town, I promised myself I'd tell her how I feel if our group gets together. I know they won't even think of calling me.
>>698861817
Jokes on you OP I already have broken feels
>>698861817
sleeping ? the bitch about to be married to somebody else .. ah , win for me ... my life sucks
Does anyone have that depressing Cyanide and Happiness comic where the guy contemplates suicide, but a friend shows up and talks him down from it.... but it turns out the whole thing is the guy's dying dream after he shoots himself in the head?
I saw it in a feels thread a long time ago but gave never seen it since
>>698893972
>even if I couldn't really help you.
don't say that anon, you've shown me that I'm not alone and I'm not the only person who has gone through this, you have helped me quit a bit and I appreciate it (:
>>698892871
You don't need to thank me.
>>698894210
sorry /b/ro I think you hallucinated it
dead thread
>>698895439
dead men post no threads
>>698894210
You didn't hallucinate it, I saw it in a feels thread, too, but I don't have it. Sorry.
>>698896755
At least there is another
her name was laura. even tho we never really met only skype and text. she well never be replaced. and i well never be fixed. best 3 and a half years of my life. first time posting and its in this thread just so someone knows what she meant to me. she was the one /b/ but now shes the one that got away
>>698861817
Tbqh, when I tried to visualize it, I felt happy for him, even if I am lonely now and I resort to thinking about him everytime I am down.
>>698896755
That anon already asked in the other thread and got it there.
>>698896844
The other thread 404'd.
sorry
>>698894210
I'm tryn find it...
>>698897705
I love you, anon. I will compensate you with Clarissa
