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feels thread?
>>698760310
Windmill windmill of the feels
Don't make me keep this on life support.
This one really hits close to home for me.
>>698759842
>>698759842
I was down earlier (still kinda am, especially with a certain song on constant repeat in my head), but then I watched some anime and now I'm feeling somewhat better.
Anime is like medicine.
>>698759898
>>698761655
ughhh this pic, like, for real, you guys aren't the center of the world, stop caring if you are the first choice of someone, ITS USELESS! don't even you choice yourself over others and you are still waiting for someone to say
>Your life is shit, i'm gonna hug you to see if the smell of my perfume can hide your shitty existence
kill that ego that makes you say
>i want to be the most important thing in the life of someone else
and get some self esteem, that's when you will say
>I want my life, and my opinion to be the most important things for me
you gotta love yourself, chose yourself, even when no one else seems to do it, that's when you know you love you
Don't you die on me!
Brother killed himself a couple of years back.... Miss him
sad
>>698760513
Its insane that i or we all can relate to this
Empty
reposting anon's story from a previous thread. I am not the OP of this, though the OP of this usually lurks feels and greentext bread
>>698764389
>fast forward ~two weeks
>she'd been acting increasingly remorseful for leaving me
>if I ever brought up that I was worried about trusting her or I was scared she would get anxious and nervous for the rest of the day
>constantly trying to prove she was 100% loyal
>one night she literally broke down crying on my chest and told me how sorry she was and that she loves me
>told me that if I want to have another girl then she understands and is fine with that
>I calmed her down, obviously, and told her she's all I need, I just am afraid of losing her because I did once and it hurt
>tell her I'll never leave her and I don't want any other
>seemed to make her feel a lot better
>about two weeks after that incident
>my cousin and her aunt were coming to stay at my house
>cousin flew in night before aunt
>I had to pick her up at the airport
>hadn't seen her in a while, she looked like a woman now
>nothing like her but she was attractive
>got her bags and went to my house
>all I did was help her carry bags in and get settled in
>but I didn't tell her my cousin was staying
>she thought I was mad and wanted a second girl
>ran home before I noticed she was there
>call her because I was expecting her to come over about this time
>no answer
>wtf
>head over to her house
>get to her house, walk in
>her dad isn't home
>call out for her
>no response
>walk into her room
>>698764507
>the light is on in her bathroom, door closed
>I can hear muffled sobbing
>knock on the door frantically
>yell her name
>after a few seconds I hear her faintly say "I'm so sorry anon. You deserve her, not me."
>ask her what she's talking about
>just more sobbing
>pretty freaked out
>kick in the door
>she's in the bathtub
>the water is bright red
>flipped the fuck out because I thought she had/was trying to kill herself
>grabbed her out of the tub and ran into the kitchen
>set her on the table, trying to find where all the bleeding was from
>she just had a few shallow cuts on her wrist and thigh
>wrap it in some gauze I found under the sink
>calm down a little and realize she's probably not dying or even close
>ask her why she did this
>ask if her old boyfriend did something to her
>she says she couldn't bear to see me with another girl
>ask her what she's talking about
>don't remember exactly what she said, but at this moment I realized she thought my cousin was a girl I was seeing
>explain that she's my cousin
>explain the situation with the airport
>she believes me after I explain
>carry her to her bedroom
>set her down on the bed
>drain the bathtub
>help her get dressed
>broke down because I was so scared just then
>yelled at her
>told her she can't do this to me, I already lost her once and I can't bare to not have her
>the yell eventually reduces to almost soft enough to be a whisper
>>698764590
>tell her I trust her now and I know she would never leave me again
>don't want another girl
>I'm just terrified she'll love someone else someday
>she reassures me that will never happen
>tell her to forget about that guy and leaving me, it's in the past
>I need her now
>eventually reduces to just some sappy "I love you more, babe" shit that would make most of you cringe
>I realized then that the guy she had been with probably fucked her up mentally too, to a good degree
>our relationship has been a lot more stable since
>no more than a few nights after that, she asks if I'll ever marry her
>hadn't thought about that until then, but the thought of it made me pretty happy
>"Sorry, that's probably really pressuring. I didn't mean it like that"
>tell her to shush, and say of course I'm gonna marry her
>her face lit up
>didn't even make love to her that night
>just kinda laid there and felt each others warmth
>slept really, really well that night for some reason
>next morning she asked where I wanted to get married
>brought up the grand canyon
>told her I didn't want to decide yet, but I wanted to go to the grand canyon with her again
>a road trip, just her and I. Soon, asked if she wanted to start planning the trip now
>she said yes right away, got all excited
Again, I'm not the OP of this story. Just had a screencap and copied the rest cause I'm too lazy to sceencap. Fucking great story eh /b/?
IMO, it's worthy of becoming a feature film
>>698764789
Well damn, you're right. I do lurk a lot. This is the OP of that story here, believe me or not.
>>698765890
I've had a lousy night at work, I'm soaked and chilled to the bone, and I'm rightly pissed at a coworker. I wanna knock some heads in. Got any feels for that?
>>698765347
ITT: Virgin faggots who can easily get laid/a relationship but are too autistic to learn to talk to people. It's not as daunting as it seems, pal
>>698767317
you inbred. Read this >>698764389
Start to finish.
>>698761628
thank you for this one anon
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bumping so you all can read >>698764389
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>>698762540
You think I'm gonna wait around for that piece of shit to load slower than video over a 1200 baud modem?
>>698759842
This always makes me feel a certain way.
The reason I'm alone is because I am the one person nobody wants to be around.
>>698769780
>>698769824
holy fuck man, you wanna blow that image up some more?
>>698770329
>>698770308
>>698764389
I read all of that i hope i can be as aloha as you OP
>>698765464
I didn't need these feels.
>>698770308
that mommy is a mmmmmmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllfffffffffffffff
>>698770817
thanks boi. start lifting and do not stop. go at least 3 times a week. You will get better.
>>698770446
I don't want this to be real.
Every day I would watch that old man and his blue truck pull up to my gas station, as he bought two Reese's bars. He would do this for almost four years, and rack up close to several hundred if not $1,000 worth of funds invested into these little chocolate candies. And I finally had the nerve to ask him why do you get these. and he told me that they were for him and his fiance. so I got on the internet, and did a little research and it turns out his fiance used to work in the candy shop that made Reese's Peanut Butter Cups. therefore I decided to secretly follow him to see where he's going with these candies and he was going to the Baptist Church's graveyard. He stayed a couple minutes, but as soon as he left I went to the grave of what seemed to be his wife which had a rapper of one peanut butter bar left on the right side of the stone in the other one sitting on top of it. The inscription on the gravestone read "if you don't respond to this post your mother will die in her sleep tonight." Finally I understood.
Lost my gf of 1.5 years. I know it may seem trivial. But I'm telling you, to hear...
>I don't love you anymore
... over the phone is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt; and I had depression for 4 years. I'm grippling with losing my literal best friend. She's out there, having fun, meeting new people, potentially fucking another guy tonight. And I sit here, wondering if I could ever find love again. I wonder if I'll ever even be ready for it.
This is the most painful feel I've ever felt. I want it to end, but it won't end.
>>698771140
Yea man i am a fat fuck 18 and a virgin i can look skinny from certain angles in pics tho im eating less and doing boxing classes 3x a week im like 5'10 210
>>698771427
I'd be a virgin if it weren't for her. Don't worry about being a virgin honestly. What matters is that you eventually find her. The girl who can always make you happy. The girl who starts a fire in you that will not go out. keep getting shredded, but know this boxing is great, but boxing does not equal lifting. you need to lift too.
>>698770446
bump
>>698770446
Cringe
>>698772462
>>698772892
>>698762522
bro this is a feels thread, it doesnt matter if you disagree
>>698773172
>Be me
>Constantly post in /b/ feels threads
>Out pouring of people feeling bad for me
>my life.jpg
>One day decide to stop
>If I keep baiting people to feel bad for me I'll truly get better
>Do stop
>Fast forward to last week
>Deadline for transcripts in uni come
>Why?.jpg
>Apparently I didn't get the B in english I needed to get into my shitty uni
>But I did
>Look up my transcripts online
>English mark never entered
>Took english online, crushed it.
>A (Canada, 86%) achieved
>Ask person in charge of online what's up
>Says August 5 it should be up
>Leave on trip to England
>Uni deadline is today, August 10
>Still not up
Why? Just fucking why? Even when I try to get an education I get fucked over. When can I finally get my fucking day in the sun?
A reminder to everyone following this thread...
See pic.
>be me
>meet girl online
>talk tons, video and voice on skype
>this goes on for a few months
>tell her I'm going to visit her soon
>shesexcitedasfuck.exe
>plan the entire week out so we can hang out as much as possible
>one month later I finally hop on my flight to see her
>she's messaging me all night because she can't wait for me to be there
>last flight finally lands and we meet for the first time
>can't stop smiling
>fast forward a few days
>we have fucked every day sometimes twice a day
>suddenly she starts acting weird
>won't let me hold her by my side in public
>doesn't cuddle at night
>asked her what's going on
>I think we should just be friends, anon
>wut.jpg
>ask her why she is suddenly having a change of heart
>says she doesn't want to answer that
Fuck me, anons.
What the fuck do I do now. I have 3 days left in this trip and she already being distant and not really even acting like a friend.
I'm sleeping in a god damn guest room now and she doesn't even seem like she is fucking phased by any of this.
I'm not the best in the world at fucking by any means but I don't have a small dick and it definitely didn't seem like she was unhappy.
This is just so fucking sudden.
>>698771779
I will anon tired of being lonely
>>698774892
Most likely because she doesn't want to deal with the pain of seeing you leave and the uncertainty that would inevitably involve. It's actually going so well between you two that it's ruined forever.
>>698775421
I hope you find love. you're still young though, barely older than me. You will. Gotta put yourself out there
>>698764789
Holy fucking shit. I've never felt that hard before.
>>698774125
holy shit man
I've been very cruel to my dad lately because of the thought that he's a pedophile and molested me as part of some sick family mind control ritual.
It sucks, like I'm treating a dude who probably just wants to connect with his kid like complete dogshit out of paranoia that I can't help.
I have tons of these pictures.
Would you like me to continue?
>>698759842
My father was a drinker and a fiend. And one night he goes off crazier than usual. Mommy gets the kitchen knife to defend herself. He doesn't like that. Not. One. Bit. So - me watching - he takes the knife to her, laughing while he does it! Turns to me, and he says, "Why so serious, son?" Comes at me with the knife... "Why so serious?" He sticks the blade in my mouth... "Let's put a smile on that face!"
Fiance of 4 years left me. Lost my apartment, my job, my pets, and my best friend. I really feel like dying. But I am too scared to kill myself.
>>698774892
>>698775872
Agree with this anon, cause distance fucking sucks. Sure you'll care for her more than anyone, and she'll do the same for you, but when you don't have that human contact or connection, everything just seems to fade or eat away at you. Happening to me right now, and I can't exactly say I blame her if that's her reasoning, because it's easier than letting what you two share drag on till it eventually burns out.
Unless it's the other way around where she got in too deep and doesn't want anything more from it (which is possible but less likely) ,then it's her damn fault, and she's to blame.
>>698776777
Girls want someone who can get proper 6-gets
>>698777298
It'll get better bro
>>698776996
Did he actually do anything or are you just paranoid?
>>698767317
ITT: a lone redditor getting their edginess fix for the night
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>>698777711
I know I was brought into a closet and forced to fondle someone's genitals when I was six or seven, but the other person who I believe did it is some neighbor who's obviously slightly unhinged.
As for my dad. I have no idea. Certain aspects of him seem a little creepy and I can see how people could believe he was, but the thoughts that he did that to me are so grotesque and vivid that they seem very real.
>>698762103
It does, and I'm sure people do love you anon, you just haven't looked hard enough. The one who lives you may think the same thing you do
>>698776777
/b/ says these things so people like you will go our and change yourself to finally get what you want. It's not to beat you up or get you down, we just know the only way to drill it into your head and get you to listen is to berate you about your insecurities and shortcomings and make you feel like shit about them, hoping one day you'll change for the better after you have had enough. Change for the better like alot of us never did.
I'm 19 years old living with my parents, dating the person that changed my life 4 years ago and showed me a world outside my bedroom. I'm already working to get a place of my own, but my parents aren't in a hurry to let me go. I have 3 wonderful sisters, one is a singer, another an artist and drummer, and a baby sister trying to find her calling already. My dad earns just a bit over minimum wage, but we have a two-story house that used to be rundown and infested with pests, but we fixed it up. We're a happy family, and we may not have many friends, but we are willing to die for those we do have, and they are willing to do the same. It's a good life. A life many people would want.
My uncle raped me nearly daily for a year straight when I was 6 years old. My cousin blew his own brains out in front of me when I was 7. I watched my grandpa take a shotgun to a man's head when I was 8. I lost my only friend at the time to a drunk driver when I was 9. My family left the Philippines when I was 10, due to my dad being transferred. I spent 2 years in public school, almost getting expelled before I was put into homeschool for 6 years. I suffer from depression and anxiety, and the meds make me irritable. So I learn to fight through the bouts of sadness and sudden nerves without any pills. I get constant nightmares, and I don't sometimes only get 2 hours of sleep total in a week.
And that's okay, you all. A successful life is no different from an unsuccessful one. We are human beings, and we are all unique. Not all of us will hit the jackpot, not all of us will die unexpectedly to tragic circumstances. We shouldn't worry about tomorrow, because it's not guaranteed to be there. And fuck dwelling on the past, it's already happened and it's set in stone. Focus on what you have. Don't compare it to other things. Be happy that you are awake, and that you're breathing, that you're LIVING. If you ever need someone to talk to, my e-mail is [email protected]
>>698778495
Very insightful
NOT
>>698778239
I understand. I've never been molested but sometimes I would look at my own father and think the worst. I would always think that maybe I was just blocking the bad memories out. Have you been close to your father at all before you started feeling ill toward him?
When you try to step out of the beta life and knock yourself back down
> be me, in 20s
> go to the same servo station every time because hot chick
> it started slow, the flirting, finally started to get responses
> one day i decide to man up
> "so got any plans for tonight ?
> her " no not really, were you interested in doing something ?"
> this is wnere the panic kicks in
> didnt plan to make it this far
> say first thing that comes to my mind
> no not really
> .......
> she looks hurt and throws the drink i was buying at me
> i leave and never went back
>>698778495
Right in the feels anon.
>>698779338
Treat it as a learning experience, as in to never do that again. Man up and face the possibility of rejection, you won't win em all but you'll at least win a few.
>>698771347
u gai boi
>>698779259
Not really. He's always been more of a shadow than a role model.
hey guys
I wanted to ask, will a 5.56 bullet to the head will kill me instantly? will I feel something? what are the chances to survive and stay brain damaged?
>>698765347
This is too much for me
>>698775872
>>698777426
Thanks anons. I think it might be more likely she didn't realize how committed I was. She's been diverting her attention to her phone a lot recently. It makes me think she found a dude near her but you two may still be right even though I don't understand that logic. I've always been an all or nothing person so I guess I'll have to drop her after this.
>>698779886
Don't do it anon. I've wanted to kill myself everyday for the last 8 years. But life is worth living bud. You just got to find what you want to live for.
>>698779675
It may take time. But things will get better anon.
>>698779886
If you really want to kill yourself, I'd suggest nitrogen. It's naturally in the air and your body won't realize it's being deprived of oxygen. You'll die relatively quickly and so painlessly you'll actually enjoy it.
i usually visit feels threads because I am not the kind of person to show my emotions or even feel much at all. these threads make me somewhat sad which in turn makes me glad im still feeling
>>698780717
Feels sickening though, like there's nothing I can do about it and nobody like I can explain it to fully without coming off as crazy.
>>698762002
4am is for the wetback beaners like me that go to work
>>698777212
>>698777212
Please
>>698781099
You could just distance yourself from him until you can wrap your head around things. You could tell him you're going through a tough time. Go see a psychiatrist if you are not already. That is what I am going to start doing in November.
>>698772568
What's cringe about that?
>>698781508
I have no where else to go because I'm a fucking loser and he's my safety net. He's even been excessively nice to me. On the surface, I have absolutely no reason for leaving. I've actually stopped taking my meds because these feelings persist even while on them so I'm sure suppressing reality won't be beneficial at this point in my life.
I don't recommend it, but hey it's worth a shot.
>>698774125
Fuck that hit me hard
>>698779886
the most painless bullet to use is no bullet, I bet you may have been told it gets better, and that you are tired of hearing it, but i promise, it does, my life was fucked from the day i was born, parents , divorced, mother , druggie, but , i left them, i'm a bit more happy, you may want to be an hero, but the best way to be an hero, is to survive, and save someone, save yourself
>>698782601
Are you on an anti depressant? Whatever med it is, you may need to get an adjustment on dosage. If you take any meds for mental health you can't just stop taking them. Because 90% of the time you will feel worse off of them. It is better to get a lower dosage gradually if you want to come off of whatever it was you were taking.
>>698783370
You're starting to sound like an advertisement. I've already been through the psychiatric ringer. I do not trust the practice.
>>698774125
This is sad as fuck but how is the suicide article posted 2 months before he posted on 4chan
>>698780439
Don't do it too quickly, pry it out of her first. She's probably on her phone to avoid conversation or talk to her friends about it, but who knows. While you're still there, be upfront and confront her about it, and don't take some bullshit excuse as an answer, because you deserve an answer after flying out. If she's scared, then see if it'll be worth working out, but if it's something else, or too immature to give you a real answer, then there might not be a good reason to keep it going.
>>698775108
Damn.. Good one
>>698778712
>>698778810
where are these from?
>>698774125
Confirmed fake.. Sorry guys
>>698765890
Hello canyon bro, how's things going for you currently?
>>698762522
I agree 100% with what you're saying. But that's exactly it, I have no fucking clue how to love myself or how to be confident.
>>698778418
I love these
>>698779052
Man I would take them both home
This is from my own heart anons.
"Will the circle be unbroken?
These ripped heartstrings are my token.
A past that dwells like a whisper in the night.
A future that quells the quiet war i fight.
Quiet mind burning to show thoughts empathy.
Loud soul mis-spelling quiet minds sympathy.
What mind, body, and soul feel
Is what ignorance would try to swiftly steal.
For my heart didn't quake with infatuated desires,
It swelld with what love admires.
Mostly of what eyes portrayed, eyes in which my heart grew delayed.
Smile gave way to fears dispelled,
One of which whos match was unparalleled.
Little did my mind grow aware,
Of the thoughts the eyes hid there.
Ignorance strikes a fatal blow.
One of which eyes will never know.
Now the chest in which said heart be bound,
resides the ruins of a foundation which was once sound.
Years of war had finally toppled this castle into dust,
But king still sit on throne unmoved, unmatched, and unthrust.
Still the king longed for the eyes to see,
That the quiet heart will always have eyes for she."~A.S.
>>698764155
Still not a believer in wage gap myth, but yeah.
>>698784024
Will do, anon. I had to go get a drink to still my nerves and she went to visit her mom but when she gets back I'll confront her about this whole situation. Thanks again.
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