I need a FEELS thread, please. I know I'm not the only one so share your sad stories.
I know. You just miss her.
She doesn't.
>>697944177
I just miss her
>>697944177
I miss her, we never ended bad so o guess I cam still talk to her
>>697944719
You can but should you?
>>697944177
Please don't tell me this is you. Jesus man have some dignity.
>>697944177
hello anons I'm here and feeling bad today...
>>697944966
>feeling bad today...
Why?
>>697944177
Thanks big babby!
>>697944873
theres a mad clip of here fwiw
>>697944999
Nice trips anon, I'll write my feels I just don't want this bread to ded
>>697945588
Link?
>>697944177
So.... just wondering b, what happens when she misses you more, and you want her too, but you've both moved on, wether by choice or not?
>>697945895
agreed. bumpin.
>>697945895
I'm waiting!
>>697944966
Okay, it's not as bad as other anons heartbreak and breakup stories, but it's killing me today and I need to let it out:
>be me, yesterday
>seeing girl for only the second time ever in person (after chatting with her for a while)
>invite her to my place, we chat a bit but it's kind of awkward, but we start cuddling
>don't want to move too quick with her and tell her that but we get real touchy feely, kissy, get her in bra and panties, even spank her twice (yeah we're kinky that's how we met), but I leave it there
>generally it felt amazing, haven't had it in so long, have never spanked someone, I've been depressed for so long
>text her at night then I fall asleep and get the last text but see nothing in the morning
>I'm unemployed (I told her that yesterday, oops), it's hot out and I'm injured so I can't pre-occupy myself today
>At least I turned off my phone to get my mind off of it, but it's running miles a minute
Ran out of space
wanna start my story fast so I can keep the thread going. I'll type more but let me just get it started.
>be me
>13
>7th grade
>haven't hit puberty yet
>constantly picked on/ beaten up for it
>chads at my school make fun of me for not having hair on my balls yet
>humiliate me publicly by beating me to the floor in the boys locker room, drag me outside and pull my pants down
>basically constantly humiliated in front of girls
>hate myself, want to an hero
>one day after being beaten to shit on the way home from school, I felt a presence help me back up
>heard the sweetest voice i've ever heard ask "are you ok? do you want me to get you some bandages or something?"
>>697947207
I mean rationally speaking I know she's busy today (because she specifically told me she's up to something). But I am an anxious self-doubting person, thinking about maybe all the things I did wrong even though I texted her and she said she really enjoyed cuddling. She'll mostly text back sometime but I just hate being in limbo, I've been hurt before by girls who have ghosted and I have little self-trust and confidence. Our two encounters have been amazing, but I am such a broken person right now and don't deserve her.
>>697944873
Maybe I will, someday
this is the most feels I can give
>>697947255
>open my one good eye (one was kinda swollen shut I remember)
>just kinda smiled and said yes
>prettiest thing I'd ever seen
>forrest seeing jenny for the first time is a good analogy
>she held my hand and walked with me to her house
>first time someone who wasn't in my family showed me affection or compassion
>I fell for her right then and there
>she took me inside to her living room couch and sat me down
>brought me some ice, band aids and a glass of lemonade
>just kinda laid back while she iced my face
>that was some warm ice
>end up just watching TV together while she tried to get me to open up and talk to her
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697947951
give your dog DHEA, 50 mg every day.
Prolonged my chocalate lab's life to almost 16 years. 16! that's really good, especially since he had a quality life and was a big motherfucker
I used to really miss her, for a long time. She ended up coming back to me, as a friend. She's now dating someone who fucks with her emotions and she allows it. I don't care too much about it, though. I'm too busy worrying about going to a better place.
Whatever they did to you anon's, let it go. You don't have the time to worry about someone who obviously doesn't care. Just move on and find things that make you happy.
true story
>be a non muslim in a muslim country
>in school
>really like a girl
>girl show quite interest in me too
>try talking to her
>she gets startled when i tell her i am not muslim
>completely changed her behavior and tells me we can't go any where furthur because you are not muslim.
it really broke my heart to the point of going in massive denial that i cant never get girls
>>697948077
>eventually broke down
>close to tears, just tell her everything
>tell her I hate myself, I don't know why people are like that to me, never did anything but be nice to them
>she just hugs me
>after a minute she whispered "well I like you, you're nice and I think you're cute"
>adrenaline.gif
>what the fuck
>I was cute
>a girl liked me
cont.
>>697948500
You think that someone who lets fiction bound them from happiness is worth it?
>>697945169
Fuckin hell you're on all the threads
Also thanks big babby!
>>697947951
my dog of 15 years recently got put down and this really hits me right in the feels
>>697948340
>>697948638
i dont really understand what you are tying to say
>>697947951
Shit. This hit hard. I had to put my 1 year old cat down a few weeks ago, two weeks after the anniversary of my 12 year old cat's death. She had such a short life. I hope she was happy while we had her.
Now, my 13 year old cat has liver problems. Not sure what yet, but I'm scared I might lose him too...
>>697948566
>watched TV until 8 or 9
>she fell asleep on my shoulder
>didn't want it to end
>eventually her parents came home from some dinner thing they went to
>weren't mad or anything that I was there
>I think they pitied me
>got home at 9:15 or something
>parents were pissed at first, but they saw that I got beat to hell again and let it go
>start going over to her house everyday after school
>>697948638
>>
>>697948638
I think he is trying to say that the quran is fiction
>>697949058
I wouldn't get too upset if someone won't love me because I don't believe in the religion they believe in.
>>697949150
Cont
We broke up 5 months ago. She took my dog. No contact since. I never got a chance to say goodbye. Miss you buddy.
>>697949810
Women don't even know how to take care of dogs
>>697949925
She left while I was working. There was nothing I could do.
>>697949810
What a cunt. Was it your dog, or did you adopt it together?
>>697949150
Is that it or does the story go on?
>>697950177
We got him together. I paid for everything, the adoption fee, shots, all vet visits but one, everything.
>>697950361
Was it your name on the adoption papers? You could argue she stole your dog if the papers showed you played for it and technically own it.
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697950535
*payed
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697949150
>become closer as the year goes on
>her family eventually gets to know me and adores me
>almost like part of her family, over there so much
>gets to the point where we are inseparable
>chads begin picking on her too because she's seen with me a lot
>she doesn't seem to care but I feel terrible because of it
>slowly cut off contact because I hate seeing her get picked on
>She catches on and tells me she doesn't care and to stop
>cave in immediately
>sometimes when I had a really bad day I would sneak over to her house at night and cuddle with her
cont.
>>697950732
Boom. Dead nigger
>>697947951
fuck. :(
I just miss her
>>697950838
type faster
>>697950535
We adopted him from a couple who's dogs had an accidental litter before the male was fixed. No papers, no receipt.
>>697947066
>i am this image
>No family
>parents dead
>Older brother is a cunt, dead to me
>Crush getting married
>No money
>Shitty job
>Alcoholic drug addict
>Live in rural village atm
>Killed a dude
>Cant forget his face
>It was self defense
>Still feels
Mfw
>>697951527
Kys faggot
>>697950838
>thought her dad caught me sneaking over one night, turns out his family knew a lot more about what was going on at school than I thought
>her dad kinda knew already, totally fine with it
>tells me I'm always welcome there
>says just ask if I need something
>cuddle her to bed a lot more
>feelsgoodman
>life went on like this for a while
>summer came and things got better
>did everything together that summer
>got invited on a road trip with her family to the grand canyon
cont.
>>697951527
>Killed a man
Green text of that anon pls
>>697951448
That complicates things. If you really want your dog back, you could try getting contacting the couple and ask if they'd be willing to write you a receipt stating that you're the one who payed for the dog. Idk if it would work, but if you got something like that, you could either take the dog from her place while she's out, or confront her stating that you want your dog back. If she puts up a fight either way, get the cops involved and use the receipt as proof of ownership.
Either that or take the dog and tell her to get fucked.
>>697951687
>a lot of the trip was her sleeping on my chest or me sleeping with my head in her lap in the back of a suburban
>when we got to grand canyon national park we spent 5 hours feeding peanut butter crackers to chipmunks with her brother
>walked around some trail with some BS special significance to see the sunset
>it was special to me for a different reason
cont.
>>697952456
lurking for feels
and checking dubs
>>697951974
>Daily walk on beach
>Go to far from home
>Drunk fuck tries to rob me
>Run away
>Fall on ground, grab nearest big rock
>Smash his face as i get up
>He dances then falls on ground
>Go home
>Later find out he dies of hypothermia
>>697952677
feel
>>697952456
Keep going. Got my interest.
fuck her, it's not as if she isn't some random fucking stranger you met...oh and it's not as if you're the only dick she has taken.
>>697952456
>held her hand
>basically just walked around smiling like a tard
>trying to go somewhere with no people
>got to this half ledge thing and sat down
>kinda stared off for a while, very scenic to be honest
>then she leaned over on me and whispered
>"you know anon, I love you, really"
>kinda froze for a sec
>I don't know why, looking back on it, but I wasn't sure what to say
>she seemed to get kinda nervous
>"do you love me back, anon?"
>looked at her and told her that I loved her since the day she put ice on me when I got beat up
>stared awkwardly at her for a good 60 seconds before I finally worked up the balls to go in for a kiss
>I wasn't very good, but she was
>fucking perfect
cont
>Be me
>Be lonley and beta
>never feel like i fit in
>sad.jpg
>>697953720
Iktfb
>>697953693
>we sat there for a long time after the sun set
>I just held her in my skinny arms
>kissed her a few more times
>we forgot to go back 5 minutes after sunset like we said
>her dad came looking for us but was relieved to see we were just sitting there, not dead or stuck
>kids had their own tents that trip so I got to cuddle her to bed too
cont.
>be me
>be a toddler
>parents are divorced
>live with dad
>mom occasionally visits but not very much
>eventually the visits stop happening
>go on a stretch of not seeing her at all for close to five years
>dad makes arrangements for me and my bro to go to a hockey game (bro didn't go, reasons unknown)
>things go great, spend the night @ her apartment
>have another idea
>"Hey dad can we call mom and see if she can pick me up after my (middle school) track meet?"
>"Sure Anon"
>things go great
>chill @ her apartment for a couple hours
>dad says i need to come home for my bro's b-day party
>whydad.jpg
>get home
>haven't seen her since then
>it's been 3 1/2 years since i last saw her
Extra Feels: she lives 15 minutes away AND knows my address. still never fucking visits. nothing's fucking stopping her.
>>697954317
More proof that men are actually more compassionate, I always hear stories of, after a divorce, the mother preventing kids from contacting the dad, whereas here the dad lets the kid see his mom.
>>697953693
Still reading, anon.
>>697945169
Thanks Big Babby!
>>697954118
>rest of the trip was a haze, don't remember the trip much, but I remember her on the trip
>the rest of the summer was magic to me
>I loved her as much as a 13 (and 14 later) year old could love someone else
>people picked on me less during 8th grade year
>didn't pick on her at all, just tried to steal her away from me
>so many guys liked her, didn't understand why she would want me
>to be fair, I didn't either
>Towards the end of 8th grade year, we figured out that we probably wouldn't be going to the same highschool
>didn't care too much, saw her every day for 5 hours afterschool anyway
>but we promised each other we would be each others homecoming dates and prom dates and everything
cont.
>>697952773
This is now a get thread.
>be me
>10th grade, December
>5 year old cousin's mom is addicted to drugs, so state moves him in with my family
>All he does is fight my Autistic brother (he actually is Autistic)
>his mom is comes over high so much
2 months of this shit go by
>In February, my dad has a episode of Marina, and goes to a hospital for 3 months
>State things my cousin is no longer safe, and take him away from the only people who can provide for him
>Almost take me away, but we manage to stay, just cant live with him once he gets out
>My Friend Trevor comes out as a racist to Irish and Mentally handicapped people (my mom is from Ireland.)
>Try to distance myself, but it does not work, and he is starting to catch on that I dont like him
>Dog dies overnight April Vacation
>Tie a noose, but chicken out last second.
>Fail half my classes, and when I go for help, nobody is there
>School is out, and people just stop talking to me
>Lonely as fuck, and also bored
>Start to think my friend hates me
>Things I was looking forward to over the summer pass, and I lose the will to live, but I dont want to die
>Tell parrents, and they do nothing
Eventually they get me help, and I can now say I am no longer depressed
>>697955026
no, don't continue
Every feel thread in a nutshell
>I wish i had a girlfriend
Literally the same stupid shit over and over again.
>>697954118
Sure continue
>>697955611
Wasted dubs
>>697955026
>but as highschool went on we naturally drifted apart without realizing
>still close, but couldn't always see each other, busy with school stuff
>she played volleyball and was a cheerleader, which took up lots of time
>eventually, some guy was always around when I came over
>she always insisted it was just a friend, at the time, i'm sure it was
>summer after sophomore year she asks if I'd be ok with her going on a date with some guy
>says it doesn't change anything between us
>IGuessSo.jpg
>obviously, it gets more serious, she eventually becomes his girlfriend
cont
>>697955594
yep. i wish i had love in my life.
oooohhh how terribly selfish of me, arnt i just the worst...
>>697955594
Just like life
>>697955723
i said fuck off
Hello niggers. I have a stroy 4 u
Ok
>be spongbob
>wake up in pineapple house on a weekend
>be walking down street
>"i guess im going to fuck the pink dude" thought spongebob
>*unzips*
>As sponge bob walk towards patricks house, he lit up a doobie.
>Bend down for morning prayer
>Trump becomes president
>beat head against Pat's rock until concussion
>the gap between the rich and the poor deepens until there is only the rich elite and millions of slaves
>patrick doesnt answer
>eats a passing Plankton infront of his mechaifu
>>she doesn't even react
>skullfuck mr krabs
>sandy appears
>begin screaming until Squidward awakens
>sonichu appears
>spongebob beheads sandy
>Squidward comes out with his clarinet
>spongebob realizes mr krabs is a money pinching jew
>spongebob takes clarinet out of squidward's hand and shoves it right into mr krab's ass
>Mrs. Puff shits on the sidewalk.
>Squidward proceeds to call the police
>Mr krab's dies from internal bleeding
patrick then starts to eat his still warm corpse
>Sponge proceeds to play "Beethoven's 9th Symphony, 4th Movement into Mr. Krabs' ass.
>mr krabs plays a cheerful tune with the clarinet in his butt while dead, and being eaten by patrick
>the police arrive, guns drawn
>police proceeds to shoot semen from the guns at spongebob
>"I..i dindu nuffin officer"
>>697955729
>>697955594
He's back!
>>697955781
Kys
>>697944177
Kill yourself you fucking piece of human garbage
>>697955826
eat a bag of dix
>>697955862
I HATE YOU NIGGER
I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOURE A NIGGER.
fuck off nigger
>>697955840
kek
>>697955840
19 keks
>>697955840
NIGGER
>>697955840
god fucking dammit
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697955723
I agree, i dont want these feelings.I got a good life and I dont wanna feel bad. Why am I here and what am I doing
>>697955723
please continue good anon
>>697955840
damn thats sad
>>697950732
Boom Headshot!
>>697947373
bro having contact and relationships with people is good, if you feel you cant handle it just say so, and do your own thing for awhile. you met twice dont stress, also start new hobbies that you can do while you out off commission and start physical therapy asap (even at home just look up video for your specific injury)
>>697955840
topkek
I'm so stupid, can't learned english 10 years. My best friend is dying of cancer, yesterday she said she gonna kill herself, I can't help her, dust delete all my accounts. I'm jobless crimean schizophrenik. Once I tried to kill myself, but now I'm afraid to do it again, idk why.
>>697955723
Still there, anon?
>>697954590 fucking exactly
>>697956755
Nice dubs
>>697956755
Just*
dumping
>>697955
Continue pls
lolis are the best medicine for sadness
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697954317
next time she wants to visit just ignore her so she can get a taste of her own medicine
Oh I have somethin alright, trust me this shit will get better as I go just lemme set it up
>be me
>junior year of high school
>start hanging with new people in school
>start gettin eyes a little bit for my friends sister
>she was two grades younger, would hang with us all sometimes
>start talking to her in the mornings a little bit when we all congregated before school
>started to really like her alot
>fast forward to october
>her brother is having halloween slumber party
>we talk alot
>really thinking of telling her how I feel
>she explains in passing that she has a bf, one of my friends a grade above me
>ohshitwhhatthefuck.jpg
>spend that night watching them lay on the pda real fuckin thick
>try to ignore and have a good time anyway
cont
>>697952773
it is indeed fine sir
>>697956993
dumping pepes
>>697955723
Contine pls
>>697955723
anon you there?
>>697957254
Cont
>>697955840
Dont read this one, its one of 'those' posts
>>697957175
For a while dude, an then even the biggest loli couldn't fill the hole in your soul sometimes
>>697955723
keep going anon
>>697950732
>Boom Headshot!
>>697957223
>sucked, but I decided I had to live with it
>fast forward december
>he's always been kind of a shit to her, but it's showing
>he's finally showing concern about the age difference (14/18)
>he decides to break up because statutory rape
>she displays hatred and avoidance of him
>only start really learning of this later
>we talk more again
>still got those buried feelings
>best friend was scared to ask his crush to prom even though he wanted to go
>decide to man up
>I decide we're both asking our crushes to prom
>next day I find grill after school and ask to prom
>she say "sure"
>>697947951
Legit tears coming down my face,
>>697944177
Nig, if a bitch did this to me I would straight up kick her in the nutsack
>>697955723
Pls continue
>>697955723
pls anon, break our hearts already
But now I'm try suicide one more time. I think all will be fine now.
That which is falling deserves to be pushed.
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697955723
Come on anon, finish me off fam
>>697955723
dude please
>>697957303
>>697955723
CONTINUE
>>697957971
same here anon
>Be me
>Last Gf in 6th grade
>Last intimate interaction with female over 2.5 years ago
>Have one single friend
>On summer break and friend is in Asia
>spend everyday alone in my room occasionally talking with friend on facebook
>I feel so alone and bored
>Can't talk to people because im really akward and dont know what to say
>The only people who like me is my family
>Giving up on talking to people or finding a GF
>I never tell anyone that im sad or lonely
>I always smile and look happy and say "I'm fine thanks" if someone asks
>Know I'm dumb to feel sad or deppressed considering that some people are so much worse off than me
I don't know what to do anymore, I have no direction in life
>>697949810
That's so sad, track her down and kick het in the nutsack
>>697958278
>Be me
>22 looking for job
>failing miserably
>spend the rest of my time playing dark souls and sleeping
>met a girl on tinder, we start dating
>girl tells me we should wait a bit before having sex, wants to have emotion behind it
>fine by me, whats another few weeks to this dry spell
>start to get feelings for her, we text constantly
>get happier and more determined, applying for jobs like madman
>got interview at this marketing job, fuck yes
>go to interview, kill it
>go on date with girl
>get a call from the company saying I got the job
>this is the happiest I've been since graduating uni
>later on date girl tells me she's been seeing someone else on the side. I get upset, she walks out on dinner.
>Never see her or hear from her again
>do research on job this morning, realize it's a total pyramid scheme.
>back in bed playing dark souls
In two days my world went from perfect to shit again.
>>697958381
>>697955840
>>
Fuck you.
>>697958478
>>697955840
heh
>>697958331
do you go to school or have a job?
>>697955433
Expand on the last bit, what kind of help, how did things get better?
>>697957930
>I was very excited
>she went to ex-bf afterward
>they were friends again and made up
>she didn't know if she actually wanted to go with me
>he convinces her to
>she seems very cool about it afterward
>she doesn't show excitement particularly for going with me
>doesn't really hang out outside of school much
>only really calls when she needs me to drive
>still optimistic and hope she might like me
>why else would she still be going?
>ready to see her in the school play soon
cont
>>697944177
Did the guy with the wife greentext last night ever report in after talking to her? (the guy in pic related)
>>697958734
>>697958331
Im in the same exact position
Only thing i enjoy is going for hikes, doesnt really cost anything, can be done alone and is enjoyable
>>697958281
This fucking broke me. Goodbye
>>697958734
I hate this, story?
holy shit this makes me mad af. Having 2 little siblings this was hard to see. I feel like killing those mfs.
>>697955723
dude, I don't even care if this is BS anymore, just finish the fuckin story
>>697958831
>>697958738
I attend school, 3rd year of gymnasium. I had small jobb during some of my summer break but it didnt pay well and made me feel like shit
>>697955723
dear anon we need to know. PLS keep going
Happened 2 days ago but whole story first:
>be me eurofag in highschool year ago
>loner, although i know many peope there
>one day notice girl who returned from a year abroad
>fucking 11/10 perfect, also kinda loner type, always wears black
>instantcrush.exe
>one day we suddenly get to talk while smoking, character also 11/10
>she invites me to join some youth organisation
>actually it was really cool, wasn't joining that cuz of her only
>skip half a year, talked to her on many occassions and laughed together, texted her but when we texted she always was weird
>slowly drift apart, i was also abroad for a long time
>I'm back home scrolling through tinder
>lolwhut.jpg that girl is actually on tinder
>like her
>go to bed
>next morning: new match
>its her
>allthefeelscomingback.mp4
>text her
>comes online 3 times and doesnt reply
Now I'm here
>>697944177
I have hobbies and I masturbate, I don't blubber and I dont act like a bitch. Try the same u fuckin goobers.
>>697945169
frik u babby, bring it on
>im sorry babby i didnt mean it
Thanks big babby!
>>697958734
wow. as someone who has been on 4chan for several years, this has been the only thing to ever come close to upsetting me.
>>697955723
Come on dude i want to fucking cry already
>>697958393
I feel you man. Fuck this shit.
>>697955840
fucking shit
>>697958281
I always had difficulties coming to terms with dead pets. The dogs we had were never really my dogs because our living situation was difficult and I moved to my mother when I was a teen. But they both hit me hard about a year after they had died respectively.
This still hurts.
>>697949068
Cats are assholes let's focus on dogs
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697959266
Come on bro. We dont need salt
>>697959066
good luck with her
>>697950576
it's paid
>>697958281
It really is too emotional, no one will ever love you unconditionally like a dog will
>>697959024
im not exactly an advice giver. i'd say try to make friends at school, but i couldnt ever do that so i know not everyone is capable. online friends ftw?
>>697958753
>parents plan trip to orlando
>still have time to see her play but can't see her the week after
>go to talk after play
>she hugs ex before me
>sucked, but hey universal
>talked to her whenever I had the chance
>stayed up til she wanted to go to sleep
>bought her a very expensive themed present
>hoped it would make her pay attention to me a bit more
>I come back
>she's gotten more friendly with her ex still
>worried, but didn't think too much of it
>little did I know she was sucking his dick in secret
>she also made out with a guy I knew
>had no idea of either of these things
>getting closer to date of prom now
cont
>>697959371
I think she is always swiping right, and liked me accidentaly cuz now its awkward
>>697958838
Might try doing that. I Usually don't hike but i go for long walks at night sometimes. It's nice to get out of the room and enjoy the scenery sometimes
>>697958981
Lost.
>>697950732
Boom headshot
>>697959077
>several years.
try days faggot. this has been reposted so much it has already reached the depths of oblivion.
>>697958981
>>697958895
The story is that there is a kid who's vulnerable and was taken advantage of and lured or even kidnapped to a secluded area so people could beat him up for no good reason. We can speculate what the reason was but it doesn't really matter, we can speculate how the kid ended up in that position but it doesn't really matter. The story is the webm. The story is that the world is so fucked up beyond repair & the kid has no one to love him, the kid was surrounded by hate and if he wasn't killed he will most likely breed hate just like what his environment bred.
>>697955840
Kek'd but fuck you fucking degenerate
>>697951687
>turns out his family
>his
>>697959266
I'm not going to argue with you cause it's obvious you're a dog person, but friendships can be built with all sorts of animals, including both cats and dogs.
I have an immunity that breaks all immunities so u cant hurt me
>>697959689
Well said.
>>697955840
>>697959689
>>697952752
So you didn't even kill a dude pussy
>>697958583
Please tell me the story behind this ;(
>>697959436
That it is. I'm a fuckhead who can't spell.
>>697959863
>>697959689
1st world v 3rd world, eye shape and mustard stink skin. Go figure.
>>697960162
Frick u troller.
>>697959252
i know that feel
>be 8 or 9
>get a new chocolate lab puppy for christmas. duke
>love him so much
>as he grows my dad makes him spend more time outside, due to his allergies
>live near phoenix AZ, so hot af outside
>feel bad leaving him out there
>feel bad for not being able to play with him often, due to my sensitivity to heat
>duke develops his own allergies, to almost everything
>take him to vet often
>he starts taking steroids, getting allergy shots, special baths, etc
>nothing helps
>steroids make him fat
>take him off steroids
>duke starts losing his hair and getting saggy skin due to weight loss
>every night he howls in pain
>me and the rest of my family want to bring him inside more often, to sleep
>dad doesnt want him inside too much, because of the same allergies, and now duke stinks really bad because his skin oozes lots of puss
>nothing helps dukes really bad allergies
>get another dog
>duke is now 8 years old and doesnt want anything to do with her
cont
>>697959598
Its more of anachievement, feels good
Farewell, lets hope we find our way
>>697955840
Nig
>>697953693
Anon. I know what kind of thread this is. And I know how this story is ultimately going to end up. I'm dreading it already, /b/rother...
>>697958734
If that was my kid I would punch those kids in the face until my knuckles bled
>>697955723
anon don`t be a jackass
>>697948500
are you turkish abi? or tunisian or... some other muslim country that is known for having a secular population
>>697959995
>>697960053
There was a longer webm somewhere, the Lion cub was injured, and it's parent still looked after it (bringing it to a water source) even though it won't grow to be strong and will probably die prematurely.
If you look at the Lion at the end as it's looking in the distance, you can see it crying.
>>697959518
>she avoids me often/blows me off
>still talks to me mostly just when she needs a favor
>I ask her about makeout guy casually
>still didn't know they made out, but was worried she liked him
>was too scared to even ask about her ex
>she replies absolutely not
>fucking kek
>she says she can't hang out one saturday
>says she has family stuff
>driving around with friends for sports fundraiser that saturday
>see her from car walking around with ex
>a week later we hang
>discuss my feelings a bit, how strong they are
>she's a bit apprehensive when I talk about my hope for a relationship
>mind you, two weeks til prom
>tfw when she texts me she's back with her ex
cont
>>697945169
>>697955433
Trevor only dislikes mentally disabled and Irish people? Seems so specific.
>>697958393
Ah, such is life
>>697950732
BOOM HEADSHOT
GET ME LEGEND IN HEARTHSTONE FFS
>>697954317
havent seen my mum in about 11 years.. She doesn't even know I graduated, got a job, got a steady relationship and moved countries... But whatever, I don't care about her anymore, if she doesn't take the initiative neither should I.
>moral of the story don't give a fuck about her if she doesn't give a fuck about you
>>697958583
NO LITTLE MEOW MEOW D_:
WHY IS LIFE LIKE THIS?!
WHY?!
>>697960347
>new dog doesnt affect dads allergies
>gets to stay inside
>we all get really attached to her
>still feel really bad for duke and his unfortunate life
>its starting to get too expensive to keep up any of his allergy regimens
>play with him during the evenings when its not so hot
>he likes to roll around in the grass and scratch his itchy skin issues
>getting close to summertime
>dad thinks its time
>he doesnt want duke to have to go through another summer in the heat
>i cry like a baby when we put him down
>its been about 5 or 6 years since then
>still feel bad about not doing more for him
>i could have played with him more, given him oatmeal baths more often
>i loved him, but didnt show it enough
>i miss him
i dont blame my dad for making him stay outside. my dad has really bad allergies and didnt expect to have such a bad reaction to duke. im not sure what caused duke to have the worst allergies ive ever seen. maybe purebred dogs arent always best, idk. he was a good boy
>>697958393
damn.
>>697959515
I might sound pesemistic but i've defenetly tried making friends at school but its difficult. My only friend is in my class so we alswyas hang out because i have no one else to hang with. Everone else in my class already have their groups of friends and its hard to fit in when you have nothing in common. I can talk to most guys in my class but outside school I do not exist in their eyes. Im just too akward in conversation to make any meaningfull bonds with anyone. I rairly know what to say or talk about
>>697960594
Cont?
>>697955840
Got me good
>>697950106
Such a beautiful friend
>>697955723
Anon cliffhangers such. Can you please cont? I am going through a similiar situation and an ending to the story could seriously help me out
>>697960366
Farewell anon, good luck
>>697960546
>>697960227
The same shit happens in the 1st world too, the orphanages in america are fucking terrible. I remember when I was in this mental health center/Juvie for a couple weeks when I was 17 I made this friend who had a scar down his face, he told me he spent his childhood in an orphanage and the staff used to lock him and other kids in a cage/playpen and let dogs maul them for entertainment/punishment for small things.
Also, anyone can have children and treat them however they like, as long as they keep it behind closed doors they can even film it and post the child abuse anonymously behind 7 proxies online.
Why can't I trust women anymore?
I just can't look at them without thinking how can they wrap me around their fingers, and throw me away like a rug.
What IS wrong with me?
>>697945169
Thanks big babby
>>697961447
ting tong but a pack of people will find it hard to do my chinese friend
>>697961585
>>697956653
Thanks for your advice anon, I want a relationship but I just can't handle this starting period of not knowing where it's going to go. It was only a cycling spill that caused cut/leg injury. I should be back at it soon, but I'll look at stuff I can do here and maybe some exercises to quicken the recovery.
>>697960594
>pretty devastated at this point
>also really fucking angry she would do this 2 weeks before prom
>I already bought my ticket, and HER ticket
>bought my tux
>wasn't sure what to do
>she didn't even seem to care, hadn't even picked a dress yet or colors
>we had planned to go one day to get it
>she asks if ex and his prom date can go with us
>I say sure I guess, his prom date was a friend of ours and needed a dress too
>day of shopping trip in question
>she tells me to me them at 10:30
>at 10:00 they are already gone
>she tells me sorry and that I can drive up there if I want
>I fucking do
>I know, I know, christ anon why didn't you just end this shit
>informed by ex's prom date that she was trying to keep us apart because it's awkward for her
>her and ex spend the whole day with extreme pda as if I wasn't there to see all of it
>ex's date decides to ride with me because they are annoying
>explain to grill that I'm not familiar with area, must follow her home, not to leave yet
>get text 5 min later: "lmao we left"
>spend next two hours trying to find our way back home with no gps
>ex's date and I decide to go to prom instead, since grill and ex clearly don't wanna go with us
>ex and grill both think the whole thing is totally fine, work out logistics/money with me
>was only excited for prom because of her
>now it's here
cont
I wish I wasn't such a useless piece of shit.
>>697961068
i gave up on trying to find things in common with ppl at school in stuff. throughout junior high and high school i just started making online friends, getting my confidence up and learning how to keep conversations going and stuff. had a few online relationships, and in college moved in with my boyfriend i met online. we're still together 4 years later. sometimes with some ppl its just not going to happen in person. maybe you should try wat i tried. find some steam groups to join, or discord/teamspeak groups for games you like
>>697944177
>find out ex has new bf
>pretend its all good
>go to friends house to hang
>his wife is with my ex at movies
>the are best friends
>they are gonna come back to his house to hang and drink
>we all drink and play voting card game
>question comes up
>who would you want to spend a year stuck on an island with
>her best friend is sitting right next to her
>ex picks me
i want her back so bad. i cant stand thinking of her with another guy.
i hate this feel. ive gotten over girls before but with her its just different.
half colombian and half japanese makes for a 10/10 with a great fucking ass btw.
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
Have any of you ever felt the feeling that they are tired, incredibly tired, and do not want to go on?
Then you stopped. Stopped, and got this overwhelming feeling that you DO NOT want to be where you are right now, anywhere but there.
Then you started to go on, getting into the same cycle again?
>>697961715
>>697961633
For what it's worth I was born in the US & have no Chinese relatives/blood. Anyways, if you own a property, it really isn't hard. As long as you aren't a drug dealer or give the government reason for a warrant, you are 100% safe.
>>697961914
>>697962053
Tell her how you feel anon, waiting for it to be over is never the right play. Tell her and you atleast have a chance
>>697955723
how did you find this out?
what did you say to her?
what did she say to you?
WE NEED TO KNOW
>>697962279
>>697961914
What's your daily routine Anon?
>>697961867
You are producing great stuff anon keep it up
>>697950732
WHO THE FUCK WANTS NOOB ENEMIES!? WHERE'S THE FUCKING FUN!
>>697950732
BOOM HEADSHOT!
>>697945169
Thanks big babby! Maah maan
>>697962457
>>697961867
>at prom we are at different tables
>we don't talk at all, not even once
>she doesn't look at me
>seems like she's having fun without me
>try to have fun without her too for my sake and my new date
>sucked
>stop talking to her altogether
>she stops talking to me as well
>that summer she has fun adventures with everyone
>I do nothing
>sit in my house all day thinking about her
>reading about all the shit she's doing
>it's like she totally forgot about me, which pisses me off
>she laments on her tumblr vagueposts about how she's hurt people
>even angrier now because that's not an apology and she hadn't even reached out to me anyway at all
>still have the feelings but decide it's good to just ignore and move on
>senior year comes
cont
>>697962757
>>697950732
BOOM HEADSHOT!
>>697947066
One of my favorite movies!
Poor Joel
>>697962008
Yeah, i might try something like that. Thanks for the advice anon
>>697962457
Wake up, always feel tired, talk to sister, browse /b/, maybe cook dinner if I don't feel too tired, go to bed and repeat.
I'm trying to get help. I'm apparently really adhd, and want to get treatment for it but my psych wants me to do a bunch of tests beforehand.
Some days I almost believe it's my mental problems holding me back, like maybe it isn't my fault. Most days though, I just feel like a waste of space that should be able to deal with my life like a normal person, but don't cause I'm useless.
>>697955723
HOLY SHIT, i really want a happy ending, but this is a fucking feels thread...
>>697945169
thanks big babby!
>>697962347
Thanks anon. I know it's not much, but it's nice to not be ignored.
>>697963232
good luck. keep your head high and try not to fall into despair
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>>697962835
>her bf is now in college and she is still high school underclassman
>she never gets to see him
>bitches online about her sexual frustration
>starts trying to be friendly with me again
>go off about how she's treated me, but accept
>we become friends again even though I'm still hurt
>start talking about limits with her:
>she starts making jokes about who I should go to prom with
>shows up at my house uninvited with people to hang with me
>silence shit like this pretty fast
>still ok though
>she starts getting closer with me
>doing all the little pokes and playful shit
>annoying as hell cause she's still all about her boyfriend
>she starts coming to me with problems sometimes
>primary problem is she feels like her boyfriend might be cheating in college
>he's always hanging with girls doing questionable shit
>I'm not surprised, I always knew he was a shit
>she continues doing the weird flirty shit and it's confusing
>begin putting 2 and 2 together
>she gets mad at bf for being flirty and then begins being very flirty
>starting to see through this shit
>asking her about it
>she says she likes me
>godmotherfuckingdammit.gif
cont
Here we go
>be me, 14
>bi
>have a crush on my best friend
>been friends since nursery (britfag kindergarten)
>one day I say to him that I love him, but said it in such a way that it was jokingly
>he laughs it off
>come into school next day
>he is acting differently
>this continues for two days
>eventually he pulls me away to talk privately
>"anon, I don't think we can be friends anymore"
>I hate myself
>why did I need to do that
>get home and cry
>depressed for a week
>he ends up telling everyone
>now i'm always depressed and have social anxiety
>bullied everyday
>no friends
>>697962899
>>697963265
Start incorporating mundane things which you don't already do into your daily routine. Go for a walk for as long as you want, at any time of day that you want, after you start doing that, start reading books, start with small ones or even comic books, then start doing some home work out, pushups, situps, turn your walking into running. start going to the gym, and before you know it, you won't be feeling so tired. Get into the habit of doing things that ultimately wake you up and keep you awake and most importantly motivated.
It seems like you get enough sleep as you sleep alot, but the 3 most important things for health and mental health are : -Sleep, -Diet, -Hygiene. The rest of the factors which effect your health/mental health are environmental, e.g. social life and who/what's around you and how you interact with your environemnt.
Good luck anon, you don't start by being useful to others, you start by being useful to yourself and you go from there.
Bumping
>>697963999
checked
>>697964087
>>697964131
>>697963940
How many unitl the end? I feel like the thread is about to 404 and I NEED to finish this story
>>697964190
>>697963950
I feel for you, I really do. But thats what you get for being a faggot
>>697963950
fag man u are the least of a bitch in this thread. I respect u even if i disapprove of your homosex. U are atleast not bitch who listens to the problems of sluts they want to bang, but cannot. U r just challenged love man and that is ok
>>697955840
not Bad you fucker. not bad
>>697945169
Thanks big babby!
>>697963999
Thanks anon. I'm going to do a sleep study soon, because my psych thinks I may have sleep apnoea. I did have a period of a couple months where I worked out regularly, but unfortunately it didn't affect my energy levels. Hopefully I can get this sorted out. Being tired all the time is one of the reasons I don't get anything done. That, and I have no discipline.
>>697964338
>>697963940
>continue hoping for more while also hoping for nothing
>very confusing
>hence also extremely frustrating and depressing
>we start hanging out more
>doing weird shit that most would consider borderline cheating (weird tickle fights, etc.)
>nothing actually intimate, just borderline
>would always be angry afterward that I did that shit
>she talks to me alot about how she feels
>she's like way too open about it
>talks about how she's masturbated to me, how she thinks about me and about dating me and shit
>still won't break up with her fucking bf
>still always talking about how fucking great he is online
btw to people saying to hurry if the thread 404's i will start a new one with this pic
>>697946015
It's Chloe Camille. The video is one of the first hits on PH when you search her name
>>697963314
Dont worry, its not gonna continue
>>697964727
>>697964648
in the same situation here bro.
your gonna hit so many more ups and downs, and each time you fall down its gonna hurt even more than the last time, but the best we can do is get up and keep trying, at the very least we cannot give up.
Good luck.
>>697947951
IM NOT GONNA CRY
IM NOF GONNA CRY
FUCK YOU MAN I DONT NEED THIS SHIT
>>697965012
>>697955723
$50 says he an heroed.
>>697964338
Fuck
Boy, do I miss her
>be me
>be 15
>get together with ex-classmate
>she draws stuff(now this'll be important later)
>feel like in a good relationship
>feel loved and happy after years of depression
>one day off the first month, she breaks up
>says it's bad for her art, as she draws from negative feelings
>also says her mindset requires more freedom
>wtf fam, I don't want to be w/out you
>too bad gotta go with the stream
>back to being depressed, want nothing more than to be with her
I miss you, ya dummie
bump almost cried
>>697965083
Thanks. Good luck too you too, anon.
Did you cry you pussy?
>>697965083
i could keep dumping but i dont wana, see ya guys
ever bitch a bitch.
The story of you getting beaten up and falling in love with her because she showed you affection, really got to me, i thought you wpuld be togheter forever
>>697960034
this tbh fam.
I try to do something with people but they don't want to even hang out with me it seems. Like i was not worth their time.
Nobody ever asked me "hey do you want to do something together?".
Only my dad does that, he asks me what do i do the next day or if I want to do something.
Thanks dad
>>697964743
>so she eventually begins talking to me about how she might like me more than her bf
>also talks about how it changes nothing anyway
>still talking to me about this weird shit
>she wanted to talk about my kinks one time
>so angry all the time
>she tells me on two occasions that definitely nothing will ever happen between us
>so I tell her to fuckin stop being weird to me then
>we stay friends but talk less
>she starts being a little more careful what she talks to me about
>her bf still acting like shitsack
>all her friends telling her to just end it already
>I begin telling her this as well
>we talk alot more
>she's scared to leave him for multiple dumb reasons
>we come to a mutual unspoken understanding we'd be together when she did do it
>talking to her about it one night
>she finally decides to do it then and there, over text
>we begin dating
>we're happy now, even though I haven't forgotten all these things
>still not sure how i feel about it, but my feelings never went away
>follow your dreams anons
lol nigga i dont miss that bitch
>>697966417
I wouldn't trust her after all that.
I think shes not right for you. Ik how it feels to love someone so much that they hurt you with everything they have but u still have feelings and u go through all of it just so they keep talking to u. Then u date again but it still hurts. Let her go
>>697966904
this
>>697955723
>they go to prom
>I go to prom alone
>she laughs at me and says that im retard and i have always been
>she says she was with me because i have been buying her many prestents
>her bf and his friends beat me up
>I go back home
>I write this story on 4chan
>i want to kill myself
>>697966417
jesus this bitch sounds fucked up in the head. Sorry when she upgrades dude good luck
>>697966417
Anon, this really appealed to me. The girl of my dreams currently lives in another country so trying isn't an option. I've accepted at this point; but it still hurts so much when I think of her orsee pictures of her. In fact, I am trebling as I type this. I think I am ready to move on, even though I had previously convinced myself I wasn't. Today I am trying for the next best girl, and getting dam close to her too. However it still doesn't fill the void that that perfect dream girl left in my heart, and I'm certain I'll never love someone more in my life
>>697966776
This guy is okay(besides saying nigga like a black would say)
Girlfriend wants a 1-2 weeks relationship break to think about the relationship and see if it makes any sense because apparently she hasnt gotten the same feelings for me anymore she once had, pretty much saying she doesent really love me anymore.
Im feeling like shit and this is just fucking my brain. I love her and dont want to lose her. Do you guys have any experience with relationship breaks?
>>697967166
Kill your classmates instead and end up on news
>>697967166
>mfw a 4chan robot beta edgelord thinks he can act like op
It doesn't work because you need to have actually interacted with people to write a believeable story
No dont kill yourself :( this means she wasnt for you just reading bout her makes me hate her like what happened to her?!?! Dont worry youll meet a girl that will make you forget and feel so happy
>>697967783
This guy knows what's up
Im crying this just brought me back to when i had my pupper named her stella had her my whole life moved out to california she was english mastiff big dog loved her she had problems adjusting her legs seemed to not function right take her to vet "anon,we have to put her down" i understand want to be with her in her final moment pet her she starts to look tired i cry so much she trys to comfort me she lays in my lap i cry more i kissed her head petting her for the last time and ran out the room... i was 13 she was like a sister
> be me when 14
> go with father on month-long sailing trips each year
> end up on an island
> not much to do there, get to know cute girl my age who has a summer job at the harbor selling sunglasses and souvenirs
> visit her at work every day, we talk for hours because she has almost no customers
> hang out with her for several days, she even kissed me one night, my first kiss
> go to sleep that day in our yacht
> thinking about girl, decide to ask for her e-mail address or phone in the morning
> fall asleep with a warm feeling
> wake up to the sound of my father reeling the ropes in
> "we're leaving boy"
> heart breaks as I the dock slowly distancing from us
> look for the girl in her work cabin
> we're now 500 meters away from her
> see her standing there, waving at me
> I wave back with a tear in my eye
> be a bit depressed for a little over a week, then I convince myself I didn't like her
> deep down, I know I do
;_;
>>697967794
KEK
>>697967626
100% of the time result in a break up.
People who love each other don't take breaks from loving each other. She wants to break up with you, but is too cowardly to do it. She's probably been looking for a reason, and figures this is the easiest way to let you down in stages - but most importantly to keep herself from feeling bad. Because she's a bitch.
Sorry to be the one to tell you.
