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Feels thread
>>697669051
Damn you, motherfucker!
>>697668917
cringe
my gf just dumped me and im crying like a new born baby, anyone got any images like this one?
>>697670239
>>697670328
>>697669406
Kek
I had this except my girlfriend cried after I got done fucking her but yeah that shits overrated lifes about accomplishments and belittling others in comparison with what you have done in life
>>697670403
>>697668917
>>697669051
>>697669252
>>697669393
>>697669406
>>697669479
>>697669948
>>697670239
All these feels threads are becoming cringe threads, what the fuck? Crying over not being man enough to to ask some fat bitch out and fuck her? We all start knee deep in shit and we escalate, you are not going to meet a perfect, wallpaper beautiful woman who loves you and stuff without you going through hell first. Get off your cheeto-crumbed, semen-incrusted bed, and fuck two or three girls. Come back when you are sick of fucking and dealing with womens bullshit and you are really depressed, faggot.
>>697670651
what's your story grumpy anon?
>>697670651
thing is I already found that woman but she fucking left me because I cared too much.
>>697670628
>>697670920
She left because you were an emotional faggot and she didn't want to waste her time with some pussy asshole who couldn't control his own emotions
If you're older than 16 this shit is unacceptable
>>697670858
Not much, just a regular dude, had my fair ammount of pussy, and I can't get through a relationship with a female post-coitum. All of my interest just fades away the moment I ejaculate, and I get bored pretty easily. I don't care about feelings,and that shit hurts plenty of girls, I'd rather not meet, but I have to ease my biological needs. Also, check out some shots of awe videos, they explain my struggle with love better than me, a grumpy anon can.
>>697671187
Anon's right. I was an emotional faggot at age 17, I got "heartbroken" and I learnt my shit, just experience life faggot, it is not that hard, and it is not that beautiful.
I am living in Russia. Life here is bad.
- poor.
- squalid.
- infrasctructure is shit, more than half of country looks like stalker or fallout, and no one cares.
- internet is heavily censored and blocked.
- because of sanctions no more food from Europe, USA etc. selled (for a few exceptions).
- the same problems with so called "migrants" and also Russia has islamic non-white republics as a part of state.
and yesterday I could tell "I will learn language and will move to good old Germany". but Germany no more good and old. you know whats going on. and not only in Germany. but life is Germany of course is better than in Russia.
I dont want to watch new movies etc. because everyhwere I see propaganda and cant enjoy it. only majority of anime and manga still propaganda free. and I can feel national culture of mono-ethnic nation from it. not some dirty jew vibe like from hollywood movies and even worse from russia movies.
it is summer and I like to go to nature. to seim in a lake. and when I going back home I am contstantly bored. my pc is shit so it will not run dark souls or any other good game with modern graphics. and any entertainment even good has minimal effect on me, because it is not real. it is not real. just fiction. I barely can enjoy some good entertainment when having a shitty life.
I like to drink alcohol the only drug I can get because of no connections and problems to get good and quality drugs in Russia.
and when sitting in my apartment, naked, fat, with my headphones on, I am drinking and watching and listening music on youtube. I really like anime and manga like a form of escapism, I like anime and manga about romantic stories with true innocent love of schoolboys and schoolgirls. I watch katawa shoujo endings on youtube and cry. when I am drank I can feel alive and then I remember I am still human. and it is painful to realize our modern reality is nothing like anime and manga.
>>697668917
me too my brother
>>697671601
neither do I*
Learn to spell faggot.
>>697671187
she loved me man I could feel it, I knew her for over a year and she was my dream girl from the moment I saw her, I finally win her the last 4 months I have never felt my heart and stomach race so much the day I met her, you cant say shit like that man
>>697671422
I have a girlfriend after spending about 4 years alone and I just came in her ass a few weeks ago and she loves the fuck outta me but I really don't like her that much just because she sucked off my best friend while we were all partying one night to spite her (now ex) boyfriend after my best friend convinced me to take two more shots and I puked and passed out. We weren't a thing yet but she was flirting with me for the past two months before that and tried getting at me the morning after which I had been entertaining up until that point and then probably like a week after cause I really needed to get laid. I think I'm gonna cheat on her or something and end it sometime soon but in the meantime I'm gonna fuck that pussy up cause I was blessed with like an 8' dick but also cursed with awkwardness around girls and people in general. What does /b/ think?
>>697671422
normally id give you a hard time for the weeaboo shit, but damn. Survive dude
>>697671920
No he's right you're being an emotional faggot. How I lost someone I "loved" and probably why the girl I'm with now cant get enough of me. My friend is probably a lot similar to you and it's no surprise he can't keep a girl for shit. Stop being so damn emotional and see how much shit changes for you.
>>697669051
Bella. Because I fucked it all up.
>>697671422
>>697671422
You seem like a decent guy, and I feel sorry for you. I don't know how Russia is like, but it sounds like a pretty shitty, otaku-inducing piece of shit. Just, try to get your shit together, I don't know, you can't blame yourself because of your doxa, but you can blame yourself for not trying harder.
>>697671422
German here.
I thougth about moving to russia.
>Germany no more good and old. you know whats going on.
I am not against refugees, neither support them, but I don't want to have to deal with this bullshit anymore.
I know it is too late for Germany, to be Germany again, like in the old days. I thought Russia is strong enough to keep the old values.
>be 16
>"in love"
>get back from vacation shes acting weird around me
>look her in the eyes ask whats up
>"nothing anon"
>she starts hanging out with her frinds instead of me
>insist one night to go with her to her friends party
>4 single 18 yr olds hugging her and ask me how we broke up
>dont mention anything for a while
>bigish festival coming up
>were sharing a tent
>either we make up or brake up
>she avoids me the first day and comes back to tent in morning
>ask her what happened
>said she stayed in Rachel tent
>i say ok
>talk to her friends later
>"i never saw her last night"
>tell her we need to talk
>i ask her whats going on and im nearly crying
>tell her if shes going to hide stuff then we shoulder be together
>without batting an eyelid she says "bye then" and walks off
>go to toilet cry for a while
>compose myself go see "friends"
>say they were told to keep it from me
>never speak to any of them again
>apparently i got rlly drunk and asked best friend whos a girls friend if they minded me tryna get wiith her
>she never spoke to me again
and now im just scared and alone
>>697668917
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lu2Eojto2_c
>>697672725
how long ago tho
>>697668917
I got raped when i was 8 years old, and now i can't live a normal life. No gf, no friends, no studies.
Sometimes i want to kill my self but i don't do it because i don't want to makes my mother feels bad.
>>697672182
That you're an underage faggot . " She lets me buttfuck her guies. I obviously must be with this whore for life " Fuck the dumb tramp until you find something better . Preferably before you get rid of her , it's easier to land new pussy when you're already in a relationship
>>697672512
Im a fucking nothing, no friends, im not fat but I dont really have anything going for me, and now the only thing that gives me happiness have left me for a stupid reason, she said we should wait a month and see if we still want to be together after and I dont know what o do
>>697671422
You're part of the best example of the white race on this earth. Russia is a strong country and be proud of the Slavic blood coursing through your veins. I'm not denying your hardships and woes, but you'll make it, I'm sure. Find a Russian beauty to call your wife.
>>697673010
3 years
>>697672725
>ask me how we broke up
why didn't you talk to her at this point?
>>697671422
>the same problems with so called "migrants" and also Russia has islamic non-white republics as a part of state.
You do realise they didnt migrate there...
>>697672106
Feels dude
>>697673199
was too scared and was hoping she would talk to me about it
>>697673112
About the image, that is selfish, and retarded, without mentioning lazy. There are plenty of girls, that's a fact, just find them.
Then, about your statement, come on dude, go to therapy or try psychedelics, or just IDK, stop being a tremendous faggot.
>>697673190
Welp same age, at least you had some one to care about in your life, i'm still with the 'oh an actual human with a vagina is talking to me, she must be in love'
>>697672725
now i just need more weed alcohol and cocaine so i dont kill myself
>>697673442
I really think that you have never met anyone that means so much to you, I would say the same thing 5 months ago but life has fucked me over right now
>>697673053
and no one cares about me even on /b/ :^)
>>697671422
This right here are feels . Anon you just have to believe things will get better . /Hugs
>>697673053
try seeking help from a professional
go and run at a late night hour, hope it helps :/
>>697673554
i changed school when i was 15 cuz i was getting bullied pretty badly and started going out with her there and it was great until we finnished our exams and left cuz she lost all her friends her age cuz she was lying to them and the only people who still liked her just wanted to fuck her
>>697673731
Believe me, I had.
>>697673845
i would care about you if i met you
Every thread needs this bear.
>>697674232
you are just trying to suppress those feelings because it hurt too much
>>697669051
Jessica, because she doesn't, never did and never will love me, or even like me in that way.
>>697672651
Same thing here, in Sweden. Sweden is not Sweden anymore. I just lie to myself when I'm posting pictures like this.
>>697673080
Never did I say I wanted to be with her for life, I just really hate her for it and fuck you man I'm 18 and I never came in or fucked some girls ass before that shit was nuts dude.
>>697671828
then it's neither have i retard
About OP pic>>697668917
How old are you anon and when did you give up?
>19
>atleast a year
>>697669051
Irma, because she never really likes me in that way
>>697673080
Yo actually nigger, do you even read the whole thing? That's exactly what I said I was gonna do. Fuck that bitch she sucked off my friend while I was sleeping, and he told me the next morning like I was gonna hi five him or some shit.
>>697669051
Ana, because I'm 19 and she's 34
>>697669051
Elise, because she's dead.
>>697674478
Even this wouldn't be the Germany I want.
I am not even 20yo, but I feel like I am not belonging into this generation and this time.
I mean, look at the people today, the culture, politics, music, art...
Where are the times when people had decency and values?
>>697669051
margaux, because beta
>>697671422
Привет
>>697674478
It's like the myth of "Making America great again." Even if it never was what you remember, we want that ideal glory for our identity.
>>697675451
germany is fubar m8, as is the rest of the west
>>697671422
you can still come to germany, you will get good treatment if you move into a western part of it.
do you never wonder why germany is getting floded with kebabs? There is a comon saying:
>hier nix Arbeit trotzdem viel Geld
it may not be the "good old germany" but its still better than russia from what ive read
I always forget Russia has it's own massive fucked problems. The /pol/ in me wants to believe it's this bastion of conservative, traditionalism and so on and so on
>>697675998
>if you move into a western part of it
The east is the same with less sandniggers and more russian speaking people.
(Except Berlin)
my first and last attempt to get closer to a girl was 8 years ago when i was in middle school. I probably never forgot that failure. born to be betafag
>>697675451
Not now. It feels as though I'm barely into my second digits, and yet, like you, I feel as though I do not belong to this generation.
We look at the news and see that there has been a bombing and we only shrug our shoulders. What would our ancestors say about this? What would they have done?
>>697675645
Just like how we want /b/ to be what it once was.
>>697669051
I should call my girlfriend, see how she's doing?
>>697676544
So, basically, Germany never truly reunified...interesting.
>>697669051
Rebecca, college
>>697677006
If you won't, I will.
>>697676544
western germany is more stable economicalwise than the east
>>697675451
>"waah i was born in the le wrong generation! :("
keep complaining you degenerate faggot, you're part of the problem
its my birthday today
No one showed up.
>>697669051
Magda, cuz she lives in another city
>>697677006
Chad's probably being blown by her right now, so I doubt she'll pick up the phone.
>>697676850
I would do something, I would rise against these whole things happening, but the whole Germany society isn't accepting/tolerating opinions against the media main stream.
All small deviations get "screamed down" as nazis and shit.
The fact is: you can't truly speak free and your opinion on some topics.
There is no other most crushing lonely feeling than thinking i might never experience love again. I burned my hands on the one i thought should be my soul mate. I think i burned what little heart i had left.. god damn i hope i will feel again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwpMEbgC7DA
>>697677214
What would you do? How would you change the society ?
If you have a solution or some good ideas, I would be glad to follow them.
>>697677083
No, not 100%.
>>697674478
half dane, half swedefag here.
Shit man i am always trying not to be racist really the only problem ATM is the fucking immigrants... Wish our governments weren't so open. Like what, half a million sand niggers come to sweden and they let ALL of them in? wtf
>>697677178
The weak Bundesländer (like states in the US) get money from the strong through the "Finanzausgleich" (financial compensation) and the east gets subsidies.
>>697669406
>mfw I had / did all of that
& I was feeling down today. thanks for making me feel better anon :)
>>697677083
sadly yes
the eastern part sucks ass and """gets bullied""" by the west for being poor and degenerate
>>697669948
that's a bunch of bad fucking mantras man.
>>697671187
you sound like you have issues
Why do girls have to string us along? Why do they have to squeeze every ounce of emotion you have for them only to shit on you when you're at your peak?
What the fuck?
>>697677975
does it work?
>>697678140
>>697678086
>the eastern part sucks ass
Fuck you and much fun in your Bundesrepublik of Turkistan.
How sad is it that most of the people in this thread are pretty much the same yet will never meet.
>>697678215
At least a bit. I mean eastern Germany isn't a third world country, or like a fucked up ex-soviet-republic.
Only the mindset of the people and the people are different.
And some villages may be a bit more poor and stuff, but it's mostly fine.
>>697678086
I'm getting sick of this sense of entitlement that has become the norm in society. Yeah, I've been guilty of it, too (and most likely still am in some areas) but that doesn't change anything. Every time I've used some sort of assistance, I've used it to better my life. All around me, I see people getting disability checks here in the US. Some for legitimate reasons but many have just said "Fuck it" and use their problems as a crutch to keep themselves afloat.
I've got severe anxiety. I refuse to medicate. I've had to struggle hard to get where I am. It's not pretty. It's not glamorous. But I fucking worked for it.
>>697671223
With other words
>i'm a roleplaying autist
>>697671920
I don't think "too emotional" are the right words for it. More like too emotionally dependent.
ITT whining subhumans.
>>697678647
>midset of the people
Any idea why exactly westerngermany/germans do feel superior over the east of germany?
>>697669406
>>697669051
that was pretty much me and all my girlfriends when i was in my teens. but the most memorable one is the first one that lost my virginity to. did all of that, once i fucked her i wanted to get rid of her, but i said i love you to get in her pants. she was a bit mental( self harm) so had to get rid of her carefully, make her leave me. did that. then 10 years later when i was 25 she messaged me one day on our highschool "aniversary" day said she remembered our time together. She had been dating some guy for a couple years then. I said i was in town lets meet up. she agreed. wanted to know if she still had feelings for me so went for a kiss in the car. ended up making out, going in her pants, fucking her in the back seat. felt good. never replied/talked to her again. found out she got into an accident a couple years later and died. I'll never forget her. and i stopped fucking with people after that. looking for a serious relationship now, but my job attracts gold diggers.(not a millionaire or anything but i make 250k a year and spend lavishly on flashy cars motorcyles and clothes.)
>>697675207
sad story bro
It'll all be OK anon.
You'll see.
>>697677160
You can call regardless. The more the merrier, I always say.
>>697678286
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=430qrbCelOs
>>697675504
give us the green text
>>697672651
What you mean by Germany in the old days? Like the RDA?
>>697679567
Well played, sir.
>>697679760
Pre WW1?
>im not >>697672651
>>697679412
see >>697678086
If you are interested in this stuff you could ask here >>697676603, there you will get opinions from western and eastern people.
>>697677408
Well that can't be true, because I'm already blowing him.
>>697680010
Well this is akward, anyways thanks /b/ruder
>>697679760
I don't know what you mean with RDA, but >>697679990 is right.
End of WW1 was the beginning of the end for Germany.
WW2 was an additional hit. Those two combined are also reasons why the German society and he German nation has become what it is now.
>>697679470
Should have kept in touch. You could have got some necro action.
>>697680390
Kek.
>>697680419
That's OK, you guys get to sit back and watch America rust away and laugh. I feel you, though.
>>697679470
What are you trying to accomplish? Are you letting us know you have a lot of money? Cause 250k a year is nothing. Are you trying to show us you're alpha? No one gives a shit. Learn to green text if you're gonna tell a story.
>>697671422
Why don't Europe and Russia just fucking bury the hatchet already. We ought to join forces and cleanse this continent. OUR continent. Russians are Europeans too.
>>697681096
Have you ever talked with an average European citizen?
>>697674408
nah man, I got through them.
>>697681096
Would have to remove all Amerilard military from Europe.
>>697681265
I am a European citizen, yes. Their feelings are transient... They hated Poland, now nobody gives a shit and they're just another member state.
>>697675207
>tfw you've been on this website for so long that you've become an elitist with standards so high that nothing makes you happy anymore.
>tfw you're still trying to find a reason to live even though you clearly don't enjoy anything.
>tfw your retarded standards will keep you from having fulfilling relationships with other people.
>tfw your ex will always be happier than you
>tfw your peers will always be more successful.
>tfw you will never find happiness because you think everything is stupid or not worth your time.
>tfw you're a loser who doesn't know how to be a winner
>mfw i think you're a winner who doesn't know how to win yet.
>mfw i know you're not gonna do shit to change your circumstances because you've grown comfortable with being shat on by life.
>>697681428
Why does America even still fight Russia though? This coldwar shit is dumb. And even if we had them pull out (Trumpyboy is all for it I think), Russia and Europe would be more than powerful enough to stand on their own in a military sense.
>>697681096
>hits up putin
>"yo merkel hier, we cool?"
>"sure blin"
>"Du want some Refugees? We running out of space, too viel wörk"
>*click*
>three days later
>WW3
Any other scenarios you could think of?
>>697681520
You will not get the majority of European people to kick out a single sandnigger until it is too late.
Also Poland-hating is like 80 years ago.
>>697681845
kek.
10/10
>>697680992
word.
>>697680992
i just answered anon's question. and idont know i've never told anyone that. but that changed me completely and it's been 10 years since the accident and i haven't been able to date anyone and havent been able to forget her. haven't told anyone about it either. i feel bad for leaving her when we were teens, i feel bad for taking advantage of her when i was 25 and i feel absolutely shit for ignoring her after she really loved me and i don't feel that from anyone else. i didnt see it then but i do now. and i dont know why i mentioned my pay, i think because money isn't making me happy and id trade this job for her anyday. i knwo 250k isn't a lot but it is for me my first job was 4dollars an hour and i come from a low-middle class family with total household income of 20k (in the 90s).
>>697681833
They should have left nearly 30 years ago.
>>697668917
if pic related GO TO A FUCKING STRIP CLUB OR BUY A HOOKER!
fuck...
>>697681845
>EU and Russia unite
>Eastern European countries including Russia get Germany etc. to kick out muslims
>Europe is great and European again
>>697681845
>>697681878
Merkel won't be in power forever, she's not allowed to be because laws. We've kicked out sandniggers before. Reconquista man, reconquista.
>>697681845
I feel like we're overdue for a big war, myself. Not sure why.
>>697682256
>We've kicked out sandniggers before.
When?
>>697682110
You know what they say, won't know it's worth till you loose it. She might have been the one. You dun goofed. Now anhero or live the rest of your life thinking about her.
>>697682256
My hope is a war, or a civil war in Germany/Europe.
I would get a fucking weapon and remove kebab as much as possible.
>>697682246
Only in the 20'th century did relations sour, the russian empire was just another nation with it's own king before the communists went and rekt everything. We can get along just fine, we are culturally far more similar to Russia than we are to the millions of sandnignogs we let in now.
>>697682639
I know.
I love Russia.
>>697682343
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reconquista
Also I think the Bosnian war in the late 90's counts. Plus the Germans have shown themselves remarkably talented at removing unwanted population groups in the past. if you know what I mean.
>>697681831
we miss you harambe please come back
I'm 25 and I never had a crush on any one.
I'm currently on the process of getting a GF but not because I like her. Only because of sex.
Is anyone out there like me?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEmPaTc589M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TEGPelS3Ac
Europe unite and rise again
Remember who is the perpetrator of your feels; your real enemy. Europeans, unite.
>>697683338
Fuck your gay shit insignificant cuntry. I don't give a dick about your nationalistic autism.
>>697683112
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reconquista
This is like 1300 years ago.
>Also I think the Bosnian war in the late 90's counts.
But not as a "full point".
>the Germans
The old Germans.
see >>697680419
>>697675451
>>697674478
>>697672651
>>697671422
>>697683599
THIS.
DUBS CONFIRM.
>>697677702
>>697683338
"Europe unite and rise again." is the new "The South shall rise again."
>>697683633
Where are you from?
>>697683919
from your mum's pussy nigger
>>697683633
>Fuck your gay shit insignificant cuntry. I don't give a dick about your nationalistic autism.
>>697683633
>against nationalism
an hero pls
>>697669051
Ana, because I'm way too afraid of getting miserably rejected
>>697668917
I just watched this and EoE straight after.
I need a hug or something. What am I who am I what is everything.
>trying to talk about politics
>get answer like >>697684003 and >>697683633
>>697684198
>>697684210
You are late, this threads topic has changed.
See >>697683338
>>697683599
>>697683786
Reconquista period ended 500 years ago. As for old Germans, they rose twice in a century, don't let the propaganda fool you. Deep down the Germans don't like this refuge crap any more than we do.
Also pic related to continue my grand Euro fantasy.
>>697684314
i feel you
>feels thread
>shameless kek
>>697684465
>no ukraine, norway or switzerland
Why don't you just go all out retard?
>>697669051
Katy. She moved to start med school and hasnt talked to me since. I miss her so much.
>>697683919 (You)
From the only country that matters.
>>697684989
>>697684778
It's a map of the EU and Russia joined from wikipedo. I'm not retarded m8, the countries you mentioned are just not in the union and I was too lazy to colour them in kek.
>>697684989
are you a nigger?
>>697684465
fixed
>>697685348
I agree 100%, hate that stupid flag with the dumb stars.
>>697685348
thanks based anon. Have some big titties :)
i fucking hate my life
>>697685638
I LOVE BIG TITS, NIGGER.
>>697684989
Hillary or Trump? And why?
>>697685679
Wrong thread friendo.
>>697685815
europe sucks friendo
>>697685801
Trump because I hate fucking mexicans and their shitty food. Even black people are bro-tier compared to ugly smelling beaners. FUCK YOU
BUILD THE WALL
>>697685679
She's a bitch. I'd go in there and shove my cock down her throat for being such a bitch and then slap her.
>>697685791
big nigger tits you say?
>>697685979
Europe built your whole country.
>>697669051
Kelly.
Her parents wouldn't approve.
>>697673053
When you got raped... did you cum?
>>697686264
it also destroyed it, so I don't care
>>697686185
that's disgusting. Also learn to read there is a comma there, you fucking degenerate.
>>697686054
you can have your wall as long as it also prevents you from reaching out to other countries
>>697684198
Listen, if you really want to get Ana, you should play as Junkrat. That trap of his is really effective.
>>697686264
You sent all your trash over here then wonder why we don't give a fuck.
>>697685638
god those are good.
>>697685801
Trump, coming from europe.
>>697685979
Why do we fight?
>>697686391
>mexican detected
What's wrong Jose, afraid that youre whole family is getting deported?
>>697668917
I never saw one until I saw one. Y'all need to chill. You only need one girl. Be thankful you haven't fucked up yet. Don't seek the pussy, seek the girl.
>>697686518
>You sent all your trash over here
You brought in the niggers yourself.
Trust me its worth reading it, is hard feels shit spend 40 mins reading it
>>697686693
Holy shit was just thinking about this, because of a video I saw by metal Jesus.
>>697686578
kek
>>697686675
I freely admit that. You got the ball rolling. We ran with it.
>>697668917
>Be 17
>Kissles
>Virgin
>Ugly
>Parents are muslims
>Meet alcohol
>Getting best friends.
>Always hang out at weekends
>Alcohol introduces me to new friends
>Get first kiss
>Almost fucked
>Parents find out that i hang out with alcohol
>Parents say he is haram
>Parents ask me if i'm still muslims
>Parents say that i didn't visit mosque in months.
>Say that i'm atheist now
>mfw i get kicked out for not being muslim.
Thanks Muahmmed
Glad I passed my summer courses. I'm going to have a burger tomorrow.
>>697687252
congrats anon.
>>697687126
>>697669051
Erika. Because we've been best friends for 5 years and now she has a boyfriend.
>>697671422
Hope you get better bro.
Start by working on your weight. Workout day by day. I mean work today rest tomorrow and so on.
East healthy. Go for walks. Read some books.
You'll get better eventually.
>>697687363
Thanks. It was a rough summer too, both in and outside the classroom.
>>697687007
We never took that much niggers to Europe. They had to stay in their countries while working for the European countries.
>>697686693
IM NOT READING THIS SHIT AGAIN, TOO MUCH FOR ME
>>697687514
Ok, now you just pissed me off, stop posting that ugly gook from that retarded autistic show, you fucking retarded faggot.
Have some self-respect
talked to a girl for 5 months, was saving money to go see her she was going uni quite close to me, gets a boyfriend, get over her start talking to new girl for 2 months just says she doesnt like me and doesnt see us dating out of nowhere, this has started in january, can say this is the worst year of my life
>>697687766
>>697668917
i feel you bro:
https://youtu.be/1-PkHu8KeoM?list=PLmldNcKCtUm41hNAMvWWkWtT-wJsn_cgR
>>697687881
Bad enough I have to get it from the captain, but now you, too?
>>697669051
Flora, because I was too scared, anything like that will never happen again, i'll never be able to see her again
>>697669051
It's still Sarena
>>697686822
damn..
>>697687955
You tried m8 even if you failed. Succes with most things is just the end-product of a long assembly of failure. Plenty guys here go years without having the nuts to try what you did.
>>697685679
>>697685679
holy fuck....
I come home after working my shit job cleaning up after rich(read: middle class) people in a beach town on the washington coast.
My whole life I've been poor. (Working poor, not welfare poor)
Recovering heroin addict. My arms are covered in scars.
My dog and two kittens greet me. I feel angry that I can't have 2 minutes to myself.
My lady gets home. Were arguing. She says she loves me but this apartments got to change.
That I've got to change.
I feel nothing but disgust with myself for allowing this woman to tell me I'm not good enough and not having the confidence to tell her yes I am.
I haven't shaved or trimmed my beard in two months. Wirey.
Quit washing my face. Broke out.
Got stabbed by an insulin syringe at work today. Already have hep c. More annoyed that I got sent home for it.
Put the kettle on, it whistles, pulling me back from my fantasy into my life.
Haven't cleaned in a week. No energy.
My turtles look and act just as trapped as I feel in their plexiglass cell.
Try to play vidya. Not the same anymore. No longer an escape. Blaze up. Weed makes me anxious. Drink. Booze make me miss heroin. Most days I want death. Some are fine. I feel like a failure. I want silverware that's back and bitter and a wound that won't heal but I'm to committed to this fake, plastic life to stop pretending.
Every morning I tell myself today is going to be a good day. Work won't suck. My lady won't get mad. My body won't ache. My heart will pick itself up off the ground.
Everyday I'm wrong.
>>697688150
We could've had a nice feels chat, but you fucked it up by being an autist, and posting ugly non-whites.
>>697668917
just got broken up with.
didnt even have romantic feelings for her but she blew me and massaged my back everyday. she was the one who asked to be in a relationship, never been so confused. she said we're too different.
more upset right now than I would have thought
>>697688562
Well, I'm a non-white, so....
>though I am not Asian
>>697669051
Kiler queen because she's not real
>>697683322
You are the fucking luckiest guy ever, getting a crush is stressing af
>>697688683
And that's okay, but posting shit is not. Fuck off, autist sperglord.
>>697675451
Hi Mann, mir geht's genauso. Können ja mal über ts quatschen wenn du bock hast.
>>697688508
You actually subjugated fucking heroin addiction? You know how rare it is for someone that have that kind of perseverance?
>>697683322
I used to love my ex gf, now I cant fall in love anymore.
you're better off honestly. sex and all that stuff is rpretty much just as goood but the pain you'll suffer is only a fraction
>>697688982
Fine. What do you want to talk about? We could talk about
>my sex-life, or lack thereof
>how I've been single since 2005
>how I can't connect to/relate to other blacks
Yeah, I'm black
>how I can't even talk to my own parents about my problems
>how my own family has turned its back on me
>how my 'friends' rarely talk to me now
>how I frequently dream of being non-black, and not a man
>etc
Me pretty much everyday the past 2 months
>>697689608
what is "it"?
>>697689293
What happened between you and your family? How about your friends. Let's talk about it bro. I'm all ears.
Sorry for my outburst earlier, didn't know you had it so bad.
>>697670239
Grow up faggot
>m-muh loneliness
>tfw when no gf :((((
>I just want gf ;((( lets start a feels thread
Kill yourself
When I was young, middle teens, I had my first crush. Now, being rational and logical like my idol, Spock, I realized that crushes and love was merely obsessions.
Only now, fifteen years later I realized that lying to yourself is bad.
>>697686822
I don't understand when he said he woke up to the picture of them being married
>>697689822
who are you in love with?
>>697689734
I don't know what happened; that's the thing. I mean, as far as my family goes, they just sort of stopped talking to me altogether after I finished high school (and had to live with my aunt and then cousin for a couple of months soon afterwards), and really didn't even notice I was still alive until years later, when I was living in a foreign country. We're added on FB, but outside of a "happy birthday" once a year, they generally don't say anything else to me...at all. They talk to my mom more than they talk to me.
As far as the friends go, they just gradually stopped talking as well. The ones I went to middle and high schools with are now having kids, getting married, and working their careers. The ones I made in Uni are either freshly graduated, or have just stopped talking for whatever other reason. The only real friends I can keep in regular contact with are the ones I made over online games like RuneScape, and they live in different countries.
>>697689955
Nobody. I merely realized that just yesterday. My whole life I've been a scholar. Maybe I should dabble in being a social butterfly?
>>697689717
For me: ''it'' is my thoughts. I think about how big of a failure I am compared to my siblings. How the love of my life ended up hating me to the point where she ignored me, how my friends don't stay in touch unless I contact them first.
>>697690333
Trips command it.
>>697690115
Why haven't you been able to find a gf then? Sucks about your family, but some people are just like that. Most of my family is dead, and I live by myself as well.
Haven't gotten laid in a few months and I'm getting too old for all this shit as well.
>>697690597
Women don't want anything to do with me. Even when I think I'm starting a relationship with one, it becomes very apparent that they really don't want to be with me, as evidenced by how often they just straight up stop talking to me or even responding when I try to greet them. In fact, I was stood up by a woman at an anime convention 3 months ago after days of texting with her. Turns out, 'weeb/nerd/otaku girls' are just as self-centered as normies.
what does it mean when she says "we're too different" after dating 3 weeks?
>>697690802
Serious question, and answer honestly how would you rate yourself? Not just in looks and fitness, but personality and charisma?
What do you think is holding you back?
>>697690995
She's trying to be nice about the fact that she's not into you.
Put yourself in her shoes; wouldn't you want to come up with an excuse better than just saying "I don't like you"?
>>697669051
Jessica, she died
>>697690995
"I was never into you in the first place. I was just humoring you."
>>697691105
>>697691135
>She's trying to be nice about the fact that she's not into you.
thats what my instict told me, I 'm just really confused as to why she would initiate a relationship if shes not into me in the first place.
maybe she just dated me causse she wanted to be in a relationship.
it's just weird that she still actually paid for some dates, drove to my place and genuinely seemed to put effort in it
>>697691004
3/10. I have a myriad of social problems that are significantly effecting my life, not to mention being practically math-illiterate since I never got the help I needed in math and science growing up; my mom thought it would be a better use of my time to be around my biological dad's side of the family almost every summer instead of actually getting the extra help in my academics. His side of the family was pretty fucked too, since they're all religious zealots who did nothing but judge me for 'not being like the other neighborhood kids.' My step-dad's side of the family is better, but even they talk shit....I'm sure of it.
>>697669051
Margarita, she studies in another country and I hate social media so no long distance shit is possible
>>697691130
Feel you man.
>>697691373
that sucks man.
My biological dad left my mother before I was born. My stepdad was abusive and we grew up poor (my biological dad is rich).
I can give you 3 points of advice that have helped me get laid (I need to go soon so I will have to leave you after this post).
>get /fit/ (pic related)
>work to overcome your social insecurities. Being fit will help you, but also out of your way to talk to people in school. The more practice you get the better you will be. You can learn to overcome your autism or anxiety.
Finally the most important advice I can give you is:
>Forgive/forget your parents and anybody who has wronged you in the past. That is what I have done with my family as well. Obsessing about how bad you had it will not help you grow as a person. It did not help me and it will not help you.
I want to kill myself.
It started as a thinking : "What will could everyone feel if I kill myself?"
Then started to wonder a lot about it and now I just can't take it out of my head. Even now that I have a job and can afford most of things I want (for example; I recently buy a new smartphone - 1 week ago) everything I want is end my own life.
No one knows about it.
>>697691961
sorry meant to post this pic. my bad.
>>697691703
Thank you ma man, i still love her, and i think that she still love me where she is now, beyond the stars, heaven, any place that she deservers
She is the woman of my life and i miss her so mush but if this world is just pain i feel kinda glad that cancer took her away from here.
Sorry for any english errors
>>697669051
hally, why'd you go to spain
>>697691310
Women will do that, because sometimes they are indecisive. But it's possible that as she was getting to know you better you did/ said something that she didn't like, or she found out something about you that she did not like.
It could be a million things, but don't fret over it. there is no use in wondering why.
>>697691961
Sex has never been a problem for me; I couldn't get it as a teen, but when I moved to the foreign country, I just fucked prostitutes all the time. I banged over 2 dozen, and a few here as well, but now I'm no longer interested in sex; I've become disillusioned by it.
I'm in good shape (actually, the best I've ever been) as I workout daily and eat right, but I'm still by myself all the time. People don't want to talk to me, and the feeling's kind of mutual. I just hate it when I'm put into social situations where I *have to* talk to others, like in a store with no self-checkout lanes, or a professor assigns groups.
As for my parents/family, I plan to just leave them and move back overseas, never to return. Even if I have to live in a Cambodian jungle eating silkworms and picking botflies out of my eyes for the rest of my life, I just want to be left alone from them.
>>697692340
I'm sorry man. I hope things get better and you overcome this depression. Peace anon.
>>697686822
Obsession is bad mkay?
>>697692039
Talk to a professional. You have the money.
>>697692449
To you as well.
>>697687126
I hate super religious people and Muslims in particular, just because your sandnigger ancestors couldn't eat pork or drink alcohol in the desert doesn't mean you can't, also why would you disown your child for marrying someone from another religion or just having sex. Disgusting fanatics.
>>697688989
Ich habe leider kein wirklich funktionierendes Mikrofon.
>>697692340
Maybe because you fucked a bunch of women who never wanted to fuck you. Maybe if you had any sort of social skills or a personality or the will to engage in conversation you might meet someone that could change that. But instead your a faggot who spent all his money on girls who never gave a shit about anything but what was in your wallet.
>>697686822
dates dont match and this sounds fake as fuck anyway
>>697677702
german here. why do you think noone has values? are you retarded? theres more than enough good people here. and btw, if you think everyones a fag, chances are you are the fag.
>>697692851
Hm ok. Ansonsten könnte ich dir Steam anbieten zum schreiben halt. Keine Ahnung.. Kenne kaum jemanden der diese Gedanken auch hat. Nennen die meisten gerne "rechts"
>>697683866
>>697684163
>>697684059
>>697683599
Oh shut up you retard, there are almost 2 billion Muslims on this planet and like 15 million jews.
If somehow by any miracle 15 million jews make 2 billion muslim look bad, they're probably more bad because they're fucking stupid , not because they're terrorists.
Also, I've never seen a terrorist screaming "Baruch ata adonay" (some crap in hebrew)
But for some reason, they always go "Alloha snackbar" .
Plus, maybe not ALL muslims are terrorists, but without a doubt - all terrorists are muslims.
So stfu with your kike hate. not saying they're "The chosen people" but they're not the ones to blame with this human cancer plague called "Islam" that's gonna fuck this world up.
>>697675451
>Where are the times when people had decency and values?
They didn't exist. The perception that they did is the result only of artistic depictions and baseless fantasy.
>>697669051
You, her name is "You" no joke. Very sexy asian, super shy and into video games and me. Unfortunately I'm already married
>>697693138
In my experience going to Uni stateside(and since I've take the Red Pill), I've learned that women in general don't care about men, and are only in relationships for themselves. Sure, they'll get the man to pay for this and that just to keep them around, but what do the men themselves actually *get* out of the relationships? I mean, apart from sex? That's right, nothing, and it's pretty much the same with marriage except for the addition of a SHIT-TON of additional things the man has to pay for. Sure, the woman has a job and can take care of herself, but it comes down to
>why spend mine, when I could spend his?
But that's okay; I've learned this since I'm no longer controlled/mentally-dominated by sex, and thus, have no problem being alone.
Only problem really, is that while I've had plenty of sex, I've never truly been held.
>>697680992
>250k a year is nothing
top kek
>>697693363
The Klan's a terrorist organization, and I'm pretty sure they're not Muslim. Same goes for the Aryan Brotherhood/Nation.
>>697669051
Madison, she's in another city
