H-hello Anonymous!
Do you n-need anything tonight?
A shoulder to cry on? A hug?
S-someone to tell you its okay?
Help with your medication?
I'm here for you Anonymous. Don't s-suffer in silence!
bump
Don't think your new teaser Image will have the same traction, Avatarfag. However, to finish that "discussion": Yes, when I look at all the other threads, I like what I see. Content is exactly like its supposed to be. You may not approve of it, but that sounds more like a "You-Problem".
But I will go to bed now, and get some sleep. My preferred method for you killing yourself will be methanol poisoning. Go, drink your self blind and dead, please.
bumpity bump!
Does the average person overcome Social Anxiety with CBT? How long should it take roughly before I see improvements? I really feel like it's my last hope at ever being able to function as a member of society.
>>697536689
I'm tired as fuck. Nothing to talk about: just exhausted. But I've been looking for Reimu for a week and haven't seen her since Wednesday so I'm going to chill here for a bit. I understand some of her regulars pop in here.
>>697537371
D-don't worry, I have plenty of others <4
Sleep tight.
>>697537451
Yes, pretty much everyone will respond to CBT; it's hard not to, as it is teaching you how to deal with the anxiety through a basic function of your brain.
It takes time; there's no schedule or time line I can give you. It depends on you.
You can do it Anonymous; I believe in you.
Here's a bump. And i feel worthless for many reasons alice, i'm sure you've heard it all before.
>>697537459
I really hope they don't. If you need Reimu, she's currently playing Stardew Valley.
>>697537631
Tell me then. I'm here for you, always.
Good evening
>>697537371
isnt your problem with alice a "you-problem" too?
>>697537603
Thanks. I'm not really sure what the process of CBT is but I have an appointment on Thursday.
Also, does the average person become more introverted during puberty? When I was like 8 I loved performing in front of people, speaking publicly, singing loudly etc. Now at 18 I couldn't do any of those things.
>>697537869
H-hello <4 How can I h-help you?
bumpity boo!
>>697537477
Great to read that we see eye to eye on that whole me-hating-you-for-good-reason-thing.
And don't forget to chug that methanol, Avatarfag!
>>697536689
I lost a very friend to suicide yesterday morning, why do I feel almost nothing now, when earlier I was so torn up I could barely breath? I do not want to seem like I dont care. I do care, I feel like I care too much sometimes but, but now, I feel numb, unfeeling, if you will.
>>697536689
why am i a failure?
>>697538011
Because you posted that picture
>>697537900
People change for a variety of reasons. That's well within normal bounds, but I wouldn't call any experience during puberty "average".
>>697537986
Sorry, all I have is ethanol on hand, the antidote for your poison <4
And no, your hate still isn't honest. It's a shield you hide behind. Just don't know what you are really angry about yet, doll <4
>>697538011
Who said you were a failure?
>>697537990
Shock. It's part of the grieving process; deal with grief in your own way, at your own pace. There is no wrong way to grieve.
>>697538151
>Sorry, all I have is ethanol on hand, the antidote for your poison <4
does this mean I can drink methanol when i'm drunk to un-drunk myself
>>697537732
Constantly feeling anxious, switching between manic /shizo episodes and extreme lows, constantly relying on substances to change my view of a bleak and shitty life. Not having the feel of control and the ability to change for the best. Missing people who will never be back. Lotsa things
>>697538011
>>697538151
>why am i a failure?
Yeah, why do you think that?
>>697538281
No. That will just kill your kidneys.
>>697538255
Thank you. I can't tell you how many times I've posted a question in your threads and how much you have honestly helped me. You have helped me so much in these past few weeks, I know I say thank you, but I don't think I can actually thank you enough.
>>697538393
is there anything I can drink to un-drunk myself?
>>697536689
I got too close to someone far away and now they won't answer me it's been a week and I'm shaking and I'm nauseous I'm having trouble eating I was in a hospital a year ago because of anxiety and I don't want to live anymore I need this person but they aren't there, and I don't want anything else they promised they'd find me and help me but they won't it was a fantasy and I want to die it's the only way out
>>697538281
No. Ethanol is injected intravenously in hospitals for patients with methanol poisoning, because it causes the liver to process the methanol much more slowly as it will be busy processing ethanol.
>>697538255
cocaine seems like the wrong way to grieve though
>>697538355
If by substances, you mean medication, they are correcting an issue; would you feel worthless if you had to wear a cast because an arm was broken?
Control is an illusion; no one has any control. You and I should know that more than most. It's chaos and luck, and anyone who thinks differently is a fool.
But to mis people who aren't here...yeah. I feel the same. You keep moving for the people you still have, you still care about, who are still here. That's all any of us can do.
I know that's not comforting. But it's the truth.
>>697536689
>Help with your medication?
How can you do that? You only have a bachelor's degree in psychology.
>>697538531
Try water.
My girlfriend is a literally a 10/10 yet has horrible social anxiety and doesn't believe me when I tell her she is beautiful, how do I help her get over it?
>>697538151
why someone should say that the sky is blue when everyone knows that....
>>697538531
No.
>>697538520
It's what I do. No need to thank me.
>>697538561
I'm shaking and my chest hurts and I'm having trouble lifting my arms I feel weak and everything aches I try going for walks and I don't want to talk to anyone just this person they promised me they'd find me
>>697538641
fuck her in a mcdonald's
>>697538725
she's into that so
Hugs to all in the thread!
You're beautiful people and you can do all the things <3
Just broke up, im autistic and have trouble in dating. Dont really think ill ever find love again, but the show must go on! You have some love for me?
>>697538597
Better than suicide.
>>697538561
You definitely need to call a suicide hotline or talk to a doctor, now.
>>697538785
there you go, solves it
>>697538641
Tell her over and over again. Get other people's opinions on her, and tell her. Maybe try and get her into modelling or something. I have the same sort of thing from social anxiety, and that's what I wish people would do for me.
>>697538723
I spent so much time I told them everything they promised they would find me but they won't no one would no one would ever love me I'm worthless
>>697536689
g-go fuck yourself y-y-you pedantic w-weeaboo faggot
Hello Alice. Which one are you tho ?
>>697536689
I have severe RSD, situational depression and nothing has worked thinking of ending it have wife and 2 kids... what do I do...............
>>697538641
You need to get her into therapy.
>>697538687
The sky isn't blue. Ever seen a sunset?
Tell me how you feel, Anonymous. Let's work through this together, okay?
>>697538872
Pfffft Bwahahaha.
I am suffering an existencial crisis, can you help me out?
>>697538831
Just thought I would drop by and see how you've been doing! It's been a while~
You are making a good job trying to help people in a forum full of racist people,love you xD
>>697538870
I do t want a suicide hotline I just want to say goodbye I can't function if I tell anyone how I feel ill lose my home I can't I'm stuck I can't get better I don't WANT TO I don't want anything I just hate living I don't want to die but I want nothing and death is nothing :(
>>697538944
Alright then.
My boyfriend was diagnosed schizophrenic and then hospitalized. He got out today, but I feel like I failed him.
Where is some good, preferably free, information on schizophrenia? I want to be able to help him get it under control so I can see his smile again and be with him.
I never want to be powerless again when he is suffering
>>697538723
That is a panic attack; you need to seek medical attention immediately.
>>697538824
*hugs tightly* You'll find someone better, Anonymous <4 Believe in yourself.
>>697538852
Modelling tends to increase anxiety, not decrease it.
>>697538884
Alice2. Only Alice currently active.
>>697538899
What have you tried?
>>697539081
>xD
Please, just fucking end it all.
>>697539018
Absolutely. Tell me everything.
>>697539059
Oh hello Sakuya <4
>>697539081
Anonymous is an internet love machine <4
>>697539082
That's not how it works; call the suicide hotline.
>>697539154
I guessed so, but was looking for someone to confirm it.
>>697539018
Explain. Maybe Alice can help you better that way and answer you.
>>697539266
Check'd! How are you this evening?~
>>697538687
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Im8myoZV0x
>>697539128
*laughs softly* You can't help him get it under control. Schizophrenia is a life long illness controlled mostly by high doses of powerful medication; there is very little you can do but get him to a medical professional if he goes off the rails and make sure he takes his medication at the precise time he needs to.
I'm sorry Anonymous. I know that isn't what you want to hear. If I had a tool you could use, if any resource we had would help, I'd give it to you.
I feel just as powerless as you do, every time I encounter someone with these powerful and horrific conditions. But that is how it is.
Sorry Alice, these people are beyond your help,
>>697539266
Tell me, whats the meaning of life?
Fuck it, I'm drunk as shit and probably need to let some shit out. Long story short I'm a depressed mess whom has been raped(though I dig jokes about rape) I haven't made the sex in probably 3 years or so even though I'm in a relationship. Fucking kill me.
pic not really relevant.
>>697539526
The least people can do is to try.
>>697536689
You aren't alice probably.
>>697539154
Everything but the spinal implant... pt is keeping my foot (site of injury), from locking up so I can walk with cane, just had a nasty flare up. Making me not want to do this shirt any more. Figure if I do off my self family will be set for money...
Why do I hate everything and everyone? Why can't I be happy?
So just an off the wall question, why are you all playing along and calling this mouthbreathing, male basement dweller Alice?
>>697539438
Tired. *laughs softly* Tired and weary.
>>697539287
I'm sorry.
>>697539526
No one is beyond help. We simply haven't found the tools to help them yet.
That doesn't mean we stop trying.
>>697539536
There is none, in the global sense. In the local sense, to reproduce.
>>697539586
Have you talked to anyone about this yet? Group therapy and support groups are very helpful. As a rape survivor myself, I found them to be very useful during the rough patches.
>>697538911
I feel that I have been failing all my life long. The last idiot bullshit that i have done is break a good frienship with a girl which i was in love since years. The worst thing is that i knew i would do bullshit because how can someone love a small piece of shit like me? Iwas basically her only good friend since one year ago, however she now has forget me
>>697536689
whats wrong with you? you constantly post this thread at all hours of the day (if you're one person) with stuttering in your text, it's autistic are you a real psychologist even?
also why did you pic such a shitty science (if it can be called that) as psychology
do you have a mental illness
are you one of those shrinks that constantly blame your patients for their illnesses and your inability to properly treat said illnesses
are you one of those shrinks that constantly says that finding god/ asking god for forgiveness/accepting jebus/repenting is the only way to get better?
>>697538607
Alice, answer please? Btw, how are you tonight?
>>697539536
http://vocaroo.com/i/s079xkjpoj36
>>697539536
Life has no meaning, the only thing we are alive for is to question ourselves why do we do, what we do, until we can't hold ourselves anymore and our bones go back to earth when they become dust.
>>697536689
My balls hurt.
>>697539898
Meditate and the pain will go away
>>697539778
stop trying to be so nice, it makes you look like a cunt.
>>697539827
No.
Who knows.
Yes.
Yes.
Maybe.
>>697539827
Are you mad bro
>>697538531
the blood of your enemys
>>697539702
Have you tried ketamine? I recently was given ketamine treatment for, well, I won't say it is related per se but for an issue caused by similar underlying causes.
It was very effective; it's something to ask your doctor about, but it is a bit experimental.
>>697539817
How did you break it?
>>697539827
I post this thread twice a day, on most days I am not sick. Not at all hours. I rarely post in the middle of the day, and I generally post before and after work.
Psychology is a STEM science, so no, it isn't shitty.
I'm not a "shrink", I'm a psychologist.
>>697539839
I'm tired.
>>697540026
I'm not nice, though I am usually kind.
>>697540116
Please don't answer for me. Especially don't answer incorrectly.
also your advice is shitty
Alice what do u think about extremist people?
Why the psychologist never reccomend meditation to their patients? Meditation is so good for the mental health too, not only pills,is like they want people to take pills because they will gain money and with meditation not.
>>697539778
What are you sorry for ?
If there is no mening to life itself, why do we exist? And dont give me some PhD ``Physicoology´´ answer. I want a Philosophy, not some made up shit taken from a self-help book.
>>697539817
forgot the shitposting image
>>697538531
Water followed by a long meditation session
>>697539778
I must say that I have not been sleeping well either, perhaps I could make some tea that would help me sleep, but that hasn't really done much for me at all these last few weeks, haha.
What tea do you think would be best tonight?
Hey Alice. I think I might have had Grandiose and Paranoid delusions in the past. I'm worried that if I tell my psychiatrist, they'll declare me insane or some shit. What should I do?
>>697539898
Is it an aching pain, throbbing pain, or shooting pain? I'm not an M.D., but generally testicular pain is caused by a translateral impulse beyond the ability for the testes to cushion.
I recommend ice and an NSAID, and if it still hurts in the morning, contacting a doctor.
>>697539827
She stutters because the Alice who inspired her stuttered. It's kind of a homage.
>>697540358
I think you have to find that meaning for yourself,some people didnt find it yet, they dont live just exist, they are like robots
>>697538601
I don't want to forget them. I'm starting to get anxious about making meaningful relationships because losing people hurts .. Then i think i'm just being stupid, life is all about relationships with people. I just really miss those who arent here anymore, i don't wanna forget them, i guess i just have to accept they won't be back.
>>697540358
There is no meaning, our mere existence is pointless and we try as hard as we can to make man fit somehow into the infinity of the universe, time and life itself. We aren't relevant.
~Neptune
>>697539898
http://vocaroo.com/i/s14Km4ubExwa
>>697536689
Will someone ever love me? I'm so lonely...
>>697540608
Bark! Bark bark woof!
~Pluto
Whenever I'm around another person, I kinda lose the ability to speak fluidly and fluently and start stuttering a lot. What could this be?
>>697540358
We exist because the universe had sufficiently hospitable conditions for life to evolve.
>>697540263
They are generally bad.
>>697540291
Meditation has not been established as a first line treatment and has not been proven in double blind studies to be effective for nearly any condition.
>>697540390
Oolong
>>697540395
You should tell your psychiatrist. There's no such thing as "declaring insane". It's 2016, not 1880.
>>697540576
Yes. That's all you can do.
>>697540608
The universe is not infinite.
>>697540699
I love you, Anonymous <4
>>697540214
>I'm tired.
It is the season for vacationing. Will you take one soon to help with that?
>>697540772
Social anxiety. Talk to your doctor.
Why do I keep getting this overwhelming feeling at random times that something is coming to kill me
>>697540772
Stress
>>697540830
S-sadly, not enough money.
>>697540872
Sounds like paranoia; do you do any drugs?
>>697539766
You missed my question.
>>697540638
Balls/10 Best post so far.
>>697540797
Infinity is a theory itself, we don't know if it keeps expanding, but no matter what, there is no meaning.
~Neptune
>>697540985
Ove never done drugs but this had effected me since I was about 5 so I dont think they play a role
>>697540608
Well, according to the Fermi paradox we might just even be the only alien life form present in the universe, now, aren't we important if that was the case?
>>697540797
>Meditation has not been established as a first line treatment and has not been proven in double blind studies to be effective for nearly any condition.
Even though more intensive procedures are needed according to the situation, do you think there's no benefit to doing that at all?
>>697539775
I've d-done cosplay threads you know.
>>697539766
Happiness is fleeting; you shouldn't be happy most of the time. It sounds like you need to change your perspective about others.
>>697540797
But sciences has shown in studies that the meditation works, i can tell you that when i meditate i feel happy, then i stop and back to the sadness xD
>>697540985
>S-sadly, not enough money.
Sorry to hear that. Any "staycation" plans?
>>697540797
Yeah thanks i appreciate Nihilistic insight, but i always said it was for edgy kids. If existence for mankind was pure luck, then whats the meaning or reason to live we as a species of self-consciousness must develop? Because we must develop one, right? If not, then there is nothing stoping us from doing an hero and skipping all the bullshit of existence.
It was a nice day today!
>>697541145
Pointless if there is no other civilization to witness us, don't you think? And it's not like humanity is the shit, we destroy, we research, but in the end, again, it's pointless.
~Neptune
I got diagnosed with depression recently (any physical conditions were ruled out) but I have it over a year now. Taking Zoloft now. Also I´m a virgin who has no problems talking with girls... as long as I don´t intend to ask them out. I just can´t do it, I know it´s retarded but I just can´t. Also this is probably the result of several years of heavy bullying making me extremely introverted. I was already introverted before but fuck me this is ridiculous amounts of introvert. Wat do?
>>697541356
>Nihilistic
Nice one.
>>697541037
Infinity is not a theory; you are about a hundred years out of date. Read up on Cantor. It's a mathematical concept.
>>697541137
Have you told a doctor about it?
>>697541154
I think there is no evidence it has any benefit compared to placebo, with minor exceptions.
>>697541238
No, all large scale studies have not established a difference from placebo, except for minor conditions.
Even then, they have not shown to be more effective than squared breathing, which has no meditative component.
>>697541356
Why does a meaning need to exist?
We have huge amounts of biologically evolved defenses to keep us from committing suicide; it takes a lot to break them down.
Your argument doesn't make a lot of sense; I'm not edgy, I believe in local meaning and purpose, but globally, there clearly isn't any.
>>697541409
Good to hear <4
>>697540797
I'll have to make you a cup as well! It would be only fair! I'm going to leave you now, I'm becoming a bit delirious from the lack of sleep. Have a wonderful night, Alice <4 Sleep well when you do!
>>697541238
If you got right back to sadness afterwards, can it really be said to be working? Also, how would that be distinguished from just "doing something you like", like going for a walk in the park or something. Maybe you just enjoy meditation?
>>697541505
Are you in therapy?
>>697540214
its a long and very sad story
basically i saw her 19 y/o in the mouth of a 33 y/o chad thundercock and the next day i was very angry. I show my jealousy. She understand." I'm fucked". I'm fucked.
i loved her for a fucking lot but i couldn't give a try becauze i am a shy, scaried, passive and lazy beta; this guy come here and fuck her in one night.
>>697541685
Even if it was causing a mild serotonin boost, that in it of itself is not treatment. So I agree with you, Anonymous.
>>697541611
Hi Alice-chan
>>697541611
What causes the placebo effect itself? Do we know much about that?
>>697541743
The notion of "alpha" and "beta" as approximations of how humans interact is not backed by any evidence; that's simply not how humans work.
You need to change your perspective before you do anything else.
>>697541611
Now where's the tea party webm, Alice?
>>697541611
>>697141137
I have tried to get help but i'm really having second thoughts about it
>>697541914
Looks like it has something to do with mirror neurons and the parts of our brains related to running simulations. It's not well understood, but we're getting there.
>>697541968
I'm still working on my WebM cooking thread.
>>697541899
Hello?
>>697542011
Why?
>>697541611
A meaning needs to exist because we need one to motivate us as an intelligent species to keep on going. Other shit like birds and dogs dont need one because they really dont think far from their animal reasoning.
It would be really depressing if there was no meaning to life at all, man-made or pre-existing. It would be just being born, growing, fucking, and dyng.
>>697541611
I thought we were talking about the infinity of the universe and it's constant expansion, both theories, not if the definition of infinity is a theory or not, Alice.
~Neptune
Do you think psychologists should be closest to their patients? I mean, not look at your patients just like people with mental problems, more like a "friends"
I have no interest in doing anything, nothing is fun. There are things I should be doing, skills I should be improving, but I just don't feel like it. I want to do things, I want to be active, but I can't seem to no matter how hard I try.
>>697541463
I'd already call it a victory if we manage to achieve a technological level at which we're able to escape Earth before the Sun will kill us all by turning itself off.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0U8rv4wjpK2
>>697542125
I do not need such a meaning to motivate me. Why do you believe everyone does?
As well, you know little about how consciousness in animals works. You might wish to educate yourself before making such sweeping statements.
>>697542119
Hi, don't worry I'm not here to troll you in any way
Do you think I'm more like Koishi instead of Hata?
I need to know if CBT can help with chronic headaches. I have been to a LOT of doctors and I still have a headache every waking moment of my life for 8 months
>>697541693
No, I got it recommended but I didn´t do it yet. Couldn´t get myself to do it, rather. Does it really help?
I´m not even sad or anything. Can I be depressed without beeing sad? I´m pretty comfortable with myself, I have a nice job and friends and all. Just no girlfriend. Why is my brain fucking itself so hard? One day I woke up and felt like shit, and it never stopped. My brain feels all foggy the whole day. That´s pretty much the only thing that really bothers me right now.
>>697536689
What age does Schizophrenia usually set it?
>>697542119
>I'm still working on my WebM cooking thread.
You will re-post it then? Is that the intro for a cooking thread?
>>697536689
Thank you Alice for not claiming to be a psychologist tonight. I like your banner. Rock on.
>>697542303
Yeah well enlight me how can my kitty cat feel conscious about itself. I cant sleep tonight and it sounds more interesting than our shitty argument.
>>697542119
>>697542011
Idk honstly, I feel as if people will see me as weak and that they will use it against me
>>697542215
That would be in a very long time tho, we won't contribute to it at all, so, what do you think the meaning of life is? Are we relevant?
~Neptune
>>697542210
I think that depends on the psychologist and the patient.
>>697542212
You have anhedonia; you might want to talk to a doctor about it.
>>697542344
You? Koishi? Hah. No.
>>697542379
Have they done any tests related to cluster headaches?
>>697542390
Yes. It helps. If it didn't, why would we do it?
>>697542437
It's the prequel to the cooking thread. Why do you want it so bad?
>>697542414
It depends on the person. Why do you ask?
>>697542517
The banner is not claiming I am a psychologist?
I do not claim, either; I am one.
>>697541949
i said "beta" because is the best international word to describe that sense of depression, passivity, lack of ambition, weakness, lack of courage....
I will fail in everything from the start, i won't ever reach one of the most simple objectives that normal people achieve. If my life will be like this for ever i don't know how much i'll stand without go crazy and live like a mad cat lady half hobo
>>697540263
Is it possible to change one mind?
>>697540214
>>697542517
Walp nm. Still! You didn't ADVERTISE as such and you were doing that in response. So regardless, bravo. : )
What kind of music do you like Alice?
What's the use of going to therapy? I don't get it. Talking to another person won't change facts.
>>697542880
Killer Memestar.
~Neptune
>>697542710
"Alice (picture) Psychology" does not in fact claim to be a psychologist. It may IMPLY it, but really it implies that you use Alice Brand (TM) Psychology. Still, go ahead and defend your honor or w/e
>>697542570
That is ridiculous. If you had a broken arm, would you consider it weak to get a cast?
>>697542547
A recent study showed that the sensation of self and awareness of surroundings is actually caused by the midbrain, not the neocortex as you seem to imply. I'll look for it and post it to you in a later thread.
>>697542723
No, we have a word for that. "Depression". Seek help!
>>697542860
I'll be sure to do it next thread then.
>>697542880
Jazz and blues
>>697542910
It does change feels, however.
>>697543042
I'd say it is more of an implicature than anything else, but fair enough.
OP please help, I got expelled from my dream school before it even started over nothing. Im so sad and I just feel like shit, what should I do to feel better.
>>697543186
What do you mean, over nothing?
>>697542710
I feel like I might have it. I've been experiencing emotional flattening which I thought was just me not giving a shit.
But now I'm getting auditory hallucinations. (People calling my name, laughing when I'm alone at home. etc.)
And lately I've been having trouble knowing what's real.
Any advice?
>>697542710
>It's the prequel to the cooking thread. Why do you want it so bad?
You mean like a trailer for an upcoming movie? You have a series of good recipes lined up? I thought it was cute and a rare look at the "human" Alice.
>>697542710
ehh... why not? i don't think i'm like hate either
If "meaning" or "purpose" just means your goals and preferences, everyone has those, and you probably already know what you care about, and can start working toward achieving it right away!
If by "meaning" you mean that you want the universe itself to tell you what to do with your life, you're not going to get an answer.
All you'll find is other people telling you what to do with your life. You don't need to listen to them if you don't want to. What do you care about, what do you want to change in the world, what is valuable to you? There's your meaning.
>>697543186
Not Op, first of all, calm down, anon, why did you got expelled? Elaborate please.
~Neptune
>>697536689
A loaded handgun to end my life.
>>697543112
>>697542570
I know its stupid but I just cant help it the feeling is completly overwelming
hello, Alice.
I have an almost perfect relationship with my new bf, but I've been through a lot and I'm really scared that he stops loving me overnight, or that everything will go wrong again. What to do?
Also, if he is leaves driving, and he arrives late or something like that, I think he had a terrible accident, or that something might have happened to him.
What to do, Alice? I'm afraid I will ruin everything with my anxiety.
>>697543112
I tried three therapists and it didn't change shit. After I was done explaining my past it just became describing my week time after time. It never had a point.
>>697543277
>>697542710
Sorry, this is the Schizophrenia question. Forgot to say.
>>697543265
I had a flashdrive with a pythonfile called bruteforce.py They kicked me out even though the file was empty
>>697540190
underrated
>>697542632
I am not wise enough to give you that definition or even try do to so, however, i think everyone has it's own place in the world, much like a little cog in a gigantic machine, now of course you could see things that way or just think of you like yourself and not a member of something bigger, i'd say that our lives would be a little happier if we had more freedom, so i'm up for the individual thinking.
A girlfriend
>>697543265
Over a small bag of weed.
>>697543112
why seek help? I will still remain a miserable useless dude who hasn't reach any achievements...
>>697543277
My advice is go to a psychologist and get an evaluation; treated early, almost any mental illness is better managed than treated late.
>>697543327
*smiles softly* I do intend to do cooking threads every week if possible...it's just...hard to get started.
>>697543395
Why do you wish to end your life?
>>697543426
Have you tried CBT or other forms of therapy besides talk therapy?
>>697543396
Sure you can. You just have to...try.
>>697543389
see
>>697543514
I was a security risk or some bull
>>697543402
What treatment are you currently getting for your anxiety?
>>697542710
>Yes. It helps. If it didn't, why would we do it?
Because people only do shit on this planet if there´s money, pussy or food on the line? I dunno, I might aswell do it, nothing to lose except some bucks.
I still don´t see how I´d get a girlfriend though... unless one comes up to me and asks if I wanna fuck. Thanks though Alice, better days will come... or not. Maybe I get hit by a car tomorrow, nobody knows. Btw. what´s the thing with suicide, I think a lot about it, but I have no intention of doing it at all. I always think I´m gonna die early enough, no need to speed things up.
Why are you making these threads?
>>697543112
Interesting, but that doesnt mean animals follow our same concept of self awareness because they lack the same level of logic insight, isnt it? A cat may percive he is a cat, but not really understand it.
Ill appreciate the sauce about that whenever you can deliver.
>>697543385
hata***
>>697543514
Then I would seek legal options. There is nothing illegal about having a file name being something stupid.
>anhedonia
One more, I have what I can describe as visual snow, but I don't know if it is. Know anything?
>>697543613
That's not nothing. That's illegal in most of the world, due to international treaties.
>>697536689
Hi Alice! Nice to see you!
>>697543627
And so you will remain, if you do not seek help.
>>697543649
I've started seeing a psychiatrist and getting meds, but she tells me she won't continue unless I see a psychologist. That's why I asked my original question. I fail to understand why people regard so highly something that is so pointless. I don't feel "relief that I finally got things out of my chest" or whatever.
>>697536689
How much did you donate to Bernie?
>>697543426
I wen't through 7 psychologist before i could start a therapy, anon. And they aren't the ones that change things, they give you the tools to fix yourself, sorta.
>>697543585
We ARE free, anon, it's just that society puts limitations, honestly, old times when men had to hunt to bring food to the table, those were times, back then everyone had their role, nowadays, if you die it isn't much of a difference, is it?
>>697543667
What did you wanted to study, anon?
~Neptune
>>697543810
They're calling it out that it was strictly against the rules to ingage in anykind of hacking. EVENTHOUGH I WAS IN THE DAMN COMPUTER SCIENCE THING
>>697543649
>*smiles softly* I do intend to do cooking threads every week if possible...it's just...hard to get started.
Have people said that your cooking is good?
>>697543713
I am currently doing something that has nothing to do with food, pussy, or money.
Unless you think I'm a lesbian, or can somehow get tail off /b/.
I do these threads because if I don't, then no one will.
>>697544040
see
>>697544077
fucking network sec / com sci
>>697544121
Is it true you're a hermaphrodite?
>>697543649
Because my life is complete shit.
>quit my shitty job that got me almost nothing
>no money
>no future with 19
>mum won't let me get a therapy
Let me just fucking end it.
>>697543937
how could things change anon?
>>697543718
That's only because you believe yourself somehow fundamentally different from other life; your neocortex is indeed capable of intense logical insight, but it rarely actually intercedes in most of your senses of self.
To say it another way, consciousness seems to be fundamental, even though logical insight is not.
But I'll find it if I can during work tomorrow.
>>697543817
HPPD
>>697543911
Nice to see you too, old friend <4
Alice?
>>697544121
I like that these threads exist, so thank you. <3 If you put your heart into your cooking as much as you do your threads, your food will be delicious!
>>697544193
What was so different about this uni that others don't have?
~Neptune
>>697543942
You should look into a psychologist that does CBT; it is much more helpful for someone in your case.
>>697544077
Again, seek legal council; you did nothing wrong.
>>697544087
A few <4
>>697544234
No.
>>697544245
Why do you have no future? And how in the world does your mother stop you from getting therapy? You are an adult! Take responsibility for your own mental health!
>>697544261
You could get over your anxiety and fear, learn a skill, and turn your life around.
I'm not delusional but I've been feeling like I don't exist lately and being around people only makes it worse. I've felt it before and right now I'm wondering if I've ever really felt like I'm really here or if I'm just on autopilot
>>697536689
Recently I was blindsided by the memory of my husband placing casual sex ads on Craigslist.
I never said anything to him, but it left me feeling like I was worthless, and that I wasn't good enough, that I'd done something wrong.
Three years later this memory popped up and I'm left with the same emotions.
How am I such a failure that he needs to turn somewhere else for sexual gratification?
>>697543696
I was going to my therapist (cognitive school), but she let me go because she said I was doing better, and I was. Later I had the most terrible relationship which I overcame alone, but apparently it left sequels in me.
Right now I made a list of things I have to remember to calm down, and also my boyfriend have read about GAD to help me out whenever I have an episode.
But I'm not under any professional treatment lets say.
>>697544455
*laughs softly* Just as long as my limbs don't shake too much due to my nerve damage.
>>697544356
Is mindfulness effective? Not sure if you were including it when you talked about meditation.
>>697544478
Idk i just did so much damn work to get in and now its all ripped away from me
How do I become the person I once was?
I'm a retard. Met with a guy after work because we didn't see each other in a long time and now I work at his previos job. Taught we're gonna have a nice talk and dreenk some beers. So the guy actually wants to fuck. I hate it when man see me just as a pics of easy pussy........and worst is that I'm such a hore that I'm actualy contemplating right now if I should fuck him or not.
Hi i just need a hug
>>697544356
Does HPPD require having taken a hallucinogen prior? I've had it forever,
>>697544543
>You should look into a psychologist that does CBT; it is much more helpful for someone in your case
You don't even know what my case is or why I'm seeking therapy.
Are there really no arguments defending talk therapy? Why do normies push it so much?
>>697544543
but this need years of works... i just want to wake me up one day and be finally happy
>>697544404
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0T8ZvOgIHxM
>>697544631
Why are you ignoring me? I told me you loved me
>>697544669
You didn't have any second option?
~Neptune
>>697544631
to start off, i think my marriage is falling apart and im not sure i want to stop it. and advice?
>>697544698
*hugs tightly* <3
>>697544695
low quality b8 faggot
How do I become the person I oncee was?
>>697544695
do it and when hes alseep chop off his d
>>697544759
I like this anon. <3
~Neptune
My girlfriend of 2 years left for a job overseas for the next two years. She was my only form of social interaction since we started dating.
The past week since she left ive been having a really rough time. Its so lonely here without her.
How do i make it better?
>>697544759
That sounds like a lot of spaghetti you're eating
>>697544602
Why are you blaming yourself for something shitty your husband did?
>>697544622
You should probably seek professional treatment.
>>697544650
Mindfulness is not the same thing, but it is a very effective tool when used with a CBT programme.
>>697544684
I don't know. If you figure it out, tell me.
>>697544695
You shouldn't. Come on Anonymiss, you are worth more than that.
>>697544698
*hugs tightly*
>>697544735
Nah, it can happen for other reasons, such as head injury!
>>697544740
I don't have to know your case to know you are seeking a psychiatrist; you told me that.
Talk therapy is generally....well. There's not a lot of evidence around it, let's say that.
>>697544752
Too bad. That's not how it works.
>>697544806
You probably shouldn't have told yourself lies then.
>>697544859
What were you back then and how are things now?
>>697544121
Exceptions confirm the rule. But you're right. You're never going into detail though as you only answer one question. It's alright, there's always too many people who need help and too few who do help.
I'm gonna lurk for a bit and then go to sleep. Thanks and Gn8
>>697544822
pre-confirmed or someshit meaning i didn't apply to anywhere else.
>>697544847
Thanks
>>697545030
Why are you ignoring me though?
Anyway I really don't think I'm like Hata... can you please choose someone else for me?
>>697545028
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1rfRx4lhqu0
*cracks her back* Okay everyone, it's time for me to go to sleep.
I'll be back on at 8AM EST, and then again at 8PM EST same as always.
Feel free to contact me at [email protected] if you need help, or visit me at http://anekiho.me/chat during the day.
With all the love in this infinite heart of mine,
Alice2
>>697545030
interesting. What if it affects my daily life? Sometimes it's hard to focus on people talking to me because of the nonsense I'm seeing. Makes learning hard sometimes.
>>697544988
drink more?
>>697545186
Lol what? You have a Russian accent
>>697545244
Wait Alice ;~; come on
>>697545030
Because I love him, and I don't love me. I feel like I did something wrong, like I'm lacking and couldn't provide what he needed.
>>697545030
I unluckely know.... thank you anon, you make my night less painful. You deserve my rarest saved pepe
>>697545244
http://vocaroo.com/i/s02Wb95AGaFR
>>697545062
>>697544684
>I don't know. If you figure it out, tell me.
Explain, anon.
>>697545292
>hppd
>>697545096
Mmh, any other option you can think of? Can't you apply for other one? If not, then why not getting a job and getting a ton of cash during the rest of the year?
~Neptune
>>697545186
What the... Now i do love this anon.
~Neptune
>>697545400
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0gbQV80hsK0
What is this from? I will suck the nips of the person who gives me the answer
>>697545583
you forgot whatever it is you're looking for, try posting an image next time
>>697545664
... Im confused. Im not sucking your nips
>>697545958
WHAT IS WHAT FROM, GUY.
WHAT. IS WHAT FROM.
>>697545583
>>697545958
What are you looking for? A commenter on this thread?
>>697546135
What is op quoting?!?! WHAT IS THIS FROM?!?!? THE ORIGINAL IMAGE?!?! I CAN'T PASTE IT, IT WON'T LET ME!!!
>>697546651
>>697546142
>>697546135
What the fuck is going on D:
~Neptune
>>697546651
Not the pic I included. What is op talking about?
>>697546651
Why didn't you quote the OP?
It's not from anything, one of her friends made it for her, for these threads.
Then what's with the stutter?
Hi Alice,
I have a deep anti-social behavior where I can't easily get along with (everybody) I think some people around me are immature and idiots where in case, I would be the idiot one for having bits of autism (or not)
I want to find a easy way to end up all this boredom and social suffer. I'm lonely, I'm up to smoke weed, or drinking much to feel happiness at least for once.
>>697545186
>>697545552
>>697545583
Is it this? One of "The Godfather" movies?
>>697536689
You're not fucking helping anyone anyways, only gay ass rp.
