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I just miss her.
>>697458243
Fuck. Been through this.
>>697459224
that hits me right in the god damn feels
>>697460073
I keep this quote as the background of my home screen on my phone
>>697458154
Me right now
>>697461805
Me always
>>697462335
have you tried finding REAL friends you pussy fart?
>>697462403
damn no I was only searching for fake shitty friends
thank you!
>>697462403
That's where it starts, then they slowly stop inviting you places in favor of oher friends, and then you're back to where you were, trying your best to stay included
>>697458199
Help my feels are dying
>>697463063
Wrong.
Fuck you depressfags.
Live.
>>697463269
Well.
1. We are already to many on the planet.
2. I don't see a problem if people want to end it.
3. Live? Well i think it depent on how shitty your life is.
:)
i've been thinking about her for 4 days, /b/.
she said she's been over me now, but i can't get over her so easy. i love her more than anything on this planet, whenever i see her or think about her my eyes get filled with tears.
what should i do?...
>>697463510
Listen I don't know where you've been, I thought about suicide at points but I always concluded that it wouldn't be worth it and I would regret it if I could. Because that's the only rule I live by, I will not kill myself, because no matter how much like a piece of shit you feel, you still have a character and personality and most importatnly potential to live a happy live, even if things look bad.
Because the world isn't exactly shitty or great, it's just the world. Whether you're happy or not depends on how you see it. There are far more stupid and asshole people on this planet who feel completely fine about themselves and you plan on getting kill is just plain retarded.
Life hack: Don't fucking suicide just because life is not on your side, it would be unfair for others if it was.
tl;dr fuck you
>>697463664
I can't tell you what to do. I have not been so lucky to have or been love. Any that most..
Though i can suggest try play games. Not the best choise, but it might help over time.
>>697463664
break up contact to her
in addition, people tend to lie about how easy a breakup was for them, she might be suffering just as much as you are, but you have to stay strong and forget people you lost, or you'll break like that depressfag anon who is trying to defend suicide
>>697463664
You gotta get her back.
I don't know your story, and it may be better to give her time before you win her over but I lost mine. And I can't have her back. And I can't go on without her anymore.
>>697464044
well i play league of legends with some friends but not even it can get me through it, i also play some other games but most of the time i'm spending listening to music.
can you suggest me a game where i can put some hundred of hours into, besides mobas?
>>697463510
been through the deepest, strangest shit the world has gotten me into, still appreciate every little thing in life and i'm happy
>>697458199
this get me every time
>>697464006
I see your point ^^
But would it not be selfish, if we only though on our lives ( and our happiess) instent of doing what is best for the human race( or society)?
If you down because you suck at school. Would it not be okay to Huff it off to the afterlife? Well if you not good for anything you would only be a burden for the society :o
>>697458199
poor rover
>>697464201
she's from where i live but she stays in the uk, we've been in some sort of ldr i can say since april but the stupid me gave up on her during june, but only after she came home i started missing her and didn't have the guts to talk to her, only when i've been drunk. last week we got drunk and made out then she told me she loved me and i felt like i was high, the next day she told me not to make any high hopes because there's not going to be anything between us, her friend told me she cried after me when i cheated, so to say, on her.
she told me a few times she doesn't want to talk to me on this subject anymore (the love between us) and i don't wanna look desperate, even tho i love her from the bottom of my heart..
>>697464147
i see her almost everyday, because we hang out with the same group of people and it's really hard, no matter how much i try
>>697459255
did he really say this?
if so source?
>>697464298
Star wars online.
Star wars games.
Fallout 1-2-3-4
Mass effect & Dragon age ( feelings there ^^)
Shadowrun.
Warhammer games ( any is good)
Plauge inc: ( hell why not kill us all while on it? hiih)
Metro 2033 & metro 2033 Last light.
Elder scroll games.
I have many... Well now you know why i play games ^^
Me every morning
>>697464595
fuck man to much to fucking much
>>697458199
>>697460666
>>697460398
I DON'T CARE WHAT IT TAKES.
PLEASE HEAR ME.
there is more.
this is worth it.
a man once said to me. 'Son, killing yourself, that's the easy way out. All it takes is a finger, a cut, a pill.
But look at the man who keeps going. the man who keeps trudging through his life. That son, is true bravery. do you know why?
Because the man who keeps going does not know if it's going to get better.
The man who stops only knows it's going to end.
>>697464595
Ruh Roh
>>697465134
also
you guys made me cry,. . . because there is so much anger and sadness in the world. but no . . . help. ? i want to help with ya'lls feels. . but how? words? those aren't comforting, those don't last, you won't remember some faggot on /b telling you it's all 'gonna be ok'
i just hope some of you make it man. . . my name is punk. and i'm out. i love you guys.
>be me 25
>drink almost every day
>gf says im an alcoholic
>i don't feel like i need it
>it just makes me feel better
>whats so wrong with wanting to feel better?
>she keeps nagging about it even if its a couple days between drinks
>i'm starting to believe her
>and i don't really care
>>697464538
Whether you do good or bad to the human race is irrelevant at this point.
Even if I was literally hitler realizing what I have done I would not kill myself, but instead strive to make it better.
Who knows maybe you influenced a lot of people's lives.
Maybe some bully from elementary has been planted with true regret from what he did to you and will make a foundation that helps cure aids in the future
Maybe some kid you motivated on the street becomes the new david bowie
Maybe the conversation we're having will help me convince further suicidefags to not kill themselves
And besides, killing yourself makes literally no difference, sitting on my computer in my way too humid room right here I can't think of a single person that is really important to this world or anything really.
So don't, live on, even if it makes 0 sense.
>>697464625
I think your group will understand that they can't have both of you at the same time, just explain the situation to your browsies.
>>697465732
>>697465428
Damn... I most say that was not bad That was very nice ( i bow humble)
Well my problem is my learning ability. Like a turtle XD
I fear that then i get to university i will not be good enough
My dream is to be a engineer, and you can't have bad engineers ^^
>>697465919
Go to university. Do your best. If you fuck up badly try again or try something else. If you don't fuck up, congrats! Your dream came true.
I think if you really want to be an engineer, you can learn how to be a great one.
>>697459255
google is hard
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugJfjmxOR2I
>>697465848
Okay... Ow...
>>697466131
RIP Bob
let's all have a moment of silence for the ross man
>>697465623
too bad most of them are better friends with her, fucking faggots
Stumbled upon this video randomly and now am sad as fukk.. Why would a good looking guy like him with wealthy parents/gf end it all at 22
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypflzYpeGEw
>>697466285
maybe find new friends?
>>697459212
I'm sorry but this is tumblr-tier
>>697465984
what is this?
Why do the only people who really love me live halfway across the planet, /b/?
>>697466107
What are about you? I doubt you would just come here just to help others.
What do you fear?
>>697466197
this was fucking me. they had me on those focus pills worst part is you just feel like someone else. as if your a zombie. glad my when my dad got custody of me he got me of the pills i feel like a person now.
>>697466438
they are ok but the fact that she's a female makes them all wet, that's why they like her more.
>>697466669
Nooice numbers there anon
Nah I'm here to have my heart broken by poor anons and their shit-tier lives, but I like to cheer people up.
I recently had to accept not getting with a girl, but what I am the most worried about currently is that I have no fucking idea how to become a teacher in my school system, but I'll figure that out when the time comes.
>>697466862
That was great. Lol
>>697467009
fucking forest gump always gets me
>>697466822
I don't want to sound rude but that sounds like they would understand you even more.
>>697466862
what a bitch
>>697467096
do what you like, the mystake was always try to do what others wanted you to do so, if you already know that no matter what you're going to die alone, then fucking live for yourself.
>>697467022
Teacher isa very noble goal. Don't let people tell you other way.
I do hope you find a way through and become what you seek.
As for girls, aye i too gave up. I do understand them. fat asses do not get girls ^^
>>697464881
Berserk! So gud. He got hit in the feels pretty damn hard
>>697467009
best show
>>697465392
A super-villain is born
>>697463063
God damn I love Doug Stanhope
>I was never a social person, and - as dumb as this sounds - I don't like things
>I actually don't enjoy things or people
>I'm not depressed, (or at least I wasn't), but I've always had only a very few select things I like in life
>I don't get excited about movies, celebrities, news, books, social stuff, drama, relationships, anything
>I have very few things I do enjoy, and I try to involve those things in my life the best I can
>I liked this way of life I had
>not wasting my happiness on every little thing, but savoring it for things that I actually care about
>I had Her in my life
>Her
>pretty much everyone knows what their friends like
>people are good at that
>knowing what other people like, I mean
>they very quickly - granted, often subconsciously - learn what subjects people like to talk about
>what people like to do, what they like to eat, who they like, what they don't like
>the thing is, people rarely do what other people like, without getting something first
>they expect something in return
>they want for it to be "fair"
>they want you to do something nice for them, before they do something nice to you
>She knew what I liked literally from the first contact I had with her
>She was pretty good at that; reading people
>but unlike everyone else, She actually used her skills to make me happy
>happy in every way
>She was one of the TRULY few people I actually liked
>I was honestly happy with Her
>every day She was in my life, I was happy
>I was almost never happy before
>literally every night I went to sleep smiling, the smell of her perfume on my pillow
>every morning I literally woke up with a smile, because I knew the day would be like the previous
>before her, my life was pretty dull
>I was content with what I had
>I worked every day to be surrounded by things I liked
>but mostly it was all grey, not sad, but not happy
>neutral
>She made me happy
>I was happy with her for about a half a year
>>697467153
also, i don't think it was her mistake for everything going to shit. i've done something i regret but now it is too late. and most of them know what i've done, and one of my best friends actually was on her side, i felt so fucking betrayed.
>granted, her motives were morally wrong
>She made me feel good, but for the "wrong" and "bad" or "evil" reasons
>I didn't care
>I still don't
>regardless of her motives, she made me happy
>every day, until She was taken from me
>She was ruined to my eyes
>I could no longer enjoy her, in any way
>not only was she taken from me
>with her, another HUGE part of my life was taken from me
>not only did I have to deal with the loss of two indescribably important things to me
>but every single waking moment, I felt the contrast of my happiness
>I remembered (and still do) the dullness of my life
>I remember the happiness (that was - and is - unheard-of) in my life
>and now the soulcrushing emptiness and hatred
>every single day I think about what I had before her, with her, and what I'm now left with
>they ruined me, on a truly fundamental level
>I've developed so many problems as a result
>i was content with what i had before. now I'm ruined.
>i try to manage.
>I've never loved her
>I don't like her anymore
>I like, miss, love, and crave for the happiness I had with her
>but not her
>she is no longer anything to me, but another face in the crowd
>the crowd that consists of people I don't like
>but the change in my life that she gave me, the positive and the negative
>that's what makes me think about this, still
>3 years later
>I'm still ruined.
>>697467443
Meh, maybe I'll find someone one day, but now I'll have to concentrate on the teacher stuff, thanks btw, appreciated!
>>697467906
i know that feel . . . . . . .
>>697468019
You and me both, anon. I wish he hadn't ran out of shit.
>>697468040
Yeah man, cheating usually makes you the asshole, but you're not, you regret it.
It'll be hard to convince your friends or her that you do regret it, so the easiest way would be to find new friends really, start fresh.
But I have no experience in that area, so I just give you my best of wishes, godspeed.
>>697467009
where is this from?
>>697468053
wow
I'm speechless.
>>697468169
my mom said something like this to me a few years ago. "Oh Anon, I wish you were as funny sober as you are drinking". Been sober ever since. Now I'm a social recluse who hates interacting with others, especially if they've been drinking.
>>697468919
Better than alcohol addiction, you did good.
>>697468919
It's always the worst when someone says something devastating but don't think much of it or treat it as a big deal. I have a bad time remembering lists and I fucked up an order from some fast food place that I was bringing my sister. I remember it clear as day when she said it as I drove her somewhere. "Ben, how do you manage to screw up everything?" I was crippled, caught between just taking it and driving silently or stopping the car and making her walk.
>>697469148
>It's always the worst when someone says something devastating but don't think much of it or treat it as a big deal.
True. One of the most painful memories is me asking a friend of mine whether she wanted to take a swing class and she said: "well yeah, but not with you."
>>697469003
why do i keep seing this image everywhere?
>>697464741
it was when his wife died. you can google reverse search it and probably find it
>>697468760
The only reason I'm able to think about this, or (only recently) talk to anyone involved in this, is that I'm drugged up.
Otherwise I always end up in a cycle of hatred that makes me afraid of myself/my own thoughts.
I truly try to forgive. Not her, but others.
In general.
I literally had to learn what forgiveness means.
I had no idea.
I still don't know exactly. But I do try.
It hurts so much to do so. I have to swallow all my pride. I submit to others. I tell them I try to forgive. Even though I don't quite understand why. Why forgive people who you cared about (and who say they care about you) when they've quite literally ruined you?
Only because I've spent too much time trying it in a way that I understood. Hatred.
After so much time spent in hatred, I could only see one way out. Try to forgive.
I TRULY don't know if I can. But I tell myself that I try. Because I couldn't overcome this with hatred. It - as cliche as this sounds - consumed me.
So far, the path of forgiving has not made me feel any better.
I no longer hate (I guess?) but I'm angry. And sad. And hurt.
I guess I'm growing up.
Not in a natural way, but as a result of getting metaphorically fucked in the ass.
>>697467810
I was gonna say that looks like Guts. What's Guts going after loli for....I mean besides the obvious
>>697459224
I think about sending this to her, or rather, something like it. But it won't accomplish anything. It'll just show her I'm a sad lonely bastard who's still hung up on his first love. I'm almost positive that once she reads it, she'll ignore it. She's got her own life and somebody better.She doesn't care about me at all anymore. Fuck, it hurts more when I think about how she used to tell me she loved me. It made me feel so goddamn special.
>>697469421
I remember when we had some big family barbecue and I had to cut the cooked ribs. I was having trouble because I didn't know any kind of technique to do so and I dropped the knife and exclaimed "Fuck this." My sister loudly said "Ben is being incapable again." I walked up and slapped my sister hard enough to make Sean Connery Bond proud and just holed myself up in my room. Who says that about someone they care about? It haunts me to this day.
>>697468602
the thing is we weren't even together. she wanted us to be friends with benefits. i lost interest in her in june, then there was a party at a friend's house, we got drunk and i made out with 3 other girls. i didn't want to tell it to her but i've sent her some photos and one of then was me holding another girl in my arms, and she told me something like this "if anything happened, let me know. i understand you". she seem'd ok at first but then i found out she was not actually. she came home on the 22nd of july and ever since i've been thinking only at her, but she probably got over me. i can't even tell her what i feel because i'm afraid i'm going to destory what is left between us. i love her too much, and i'd rather suffer than make her suffer too.
>>697458126
Picture looks like yours.
It's not really that feels or anything. But when I was at the lowest of my low. This post brighten me up.
>>697469595
Dude if it's been 3 years of whatever the fuck I'm reading and you're still alive then I wouldn't be surprised if you could kill and assrape satan with both hands on your back.
>>697458126
I m really happy :)
>>697469971
Your post made me cry.
Thank you.
I try.
>>697469805
To me it sounds like she is in the same situation as you, trying to peacefully break contact while slowly sobbing at home thinking that you don't want her or some shit like that.
Getting some distance from all that might still be a great idea, try it.
>>697469671
tbh your sister sounds a bit like a cunt.
>>697469971
>>697458243
One day it will happen with my dog... but not yet.. we got plenty more years left. When it happens though I will be in complete shambles. We have so little time with our furry friends. Cherish every moment.
>>697470105
i guess i'll try that, even tho it will be hard taking in fact how much i love her...
>>697467096
what i think to keep these kind of facts get to me is that. we came from the void, we have a glimpse of what life is, but in the end we will return to the void
>>697470135
She's a bit air-headed and inconsiderate but I still love her. Those two events were both years apart.
>>697469927
Fuck. That's me.
>>697460156
underrated
>>697470407
I know, I was in a similar situation once, it will get better.
>>697470542
>>697470577
>>697470577
>>697470618
>>697470676
>>697470653
give it a chance fag
>>697470728
>>697470757
>>697470798
>>697470830
my niece keeps asking why i never leave my room or go outside or talk to anyone and its just really getting to me
shes only 7
>>697470856
>>697470890
>>697470933
>>697470745
That is a terrible motivation. I only hold on because I don't want to devastate my family.
Even in depression my moral tendencies hold me back.
>>697470889
then do
go for a walk
>>697470964
>>697458126
this thread is pure cringe
>>697471004
>>697471047
>>697471026
and you a dick
>>697471106
>>697471139
>>697471169
>>697471212
the end
Tell me guys, what's keeping you alive?
>>697469595
no no no. dont try to forgive her. screw her, try to forget her. thats the advise i would give you and followed. although now i feel nothing for nothing. and lay off the drugs
>>697471247
that was a little emotional
you did well
>>697458243
Legit teared up when i finished this
>>697468032
and then?
>>697471337
its prolly the best one i got coz there is always someone who likes it.
i like posting it sometimes
>>697471318
I don't try to forgive her.
I truly don't care about her anymore. At all. Literally.
I try to forgive the one who ruined her for me.
>>697469662
Don't do it. I know the feel. I talk to her everyday in my head. Everyday since she left me I want to text her about a question about us, a good memory, a feeling I'd like to share with her but she'd probably answer "who's this?"
I just write it in a word file and someday I'll send it to her.
>>697471298
I don't think my family would handle it too well if I took the way out.
>>697471298
fear.
>>697471298
the fact that my death would devastate my family and friends.
I'm alive, but I don't feel like I'm living.
>>697458243
I am fucking crying
>>697471298
I always tell myself to never suicide, no matter what comes.
So that.
>>697471247
thank you
>>697471298
video games and masturbation.
>>697471298
Fapping to pictures of her and thinking about her BLACKED in 1080p.
God, now I have to go visit my grandma for the day while depressed. It's always the hardest to put on the fake enthusiasm when I'm down, but I love my grandma. She is a good woman.
>be me 4 years ago
>live in this small countryside town with about 200 people
>have a shitty family with nobody in it caring for me
>been in love with this girl for almost as long as i can remember
>get told i have to move to my dad
>things gett better and worse
>feel likeshit every day for not beeing with the girl i love
>stop having contact with her to not have to feel the pain too much
>this summer back at my mothers place on vacation for a couple months
>meet her while drunk at festival
>she helps me while i throw up
>get this feeling that i havent felt since i moved
>after getting home i feel like shit for beeing too drunk the first time i meet her in 4 years
>a week later goes to small party with her and some friends
>last time i see her before she leaves for school
>never got to tell her how i feel about her and not gonna see her in a long time
>my heart has been hurting for days
>feelsbadman.jpg
>>697471614
>don't text she hat(es you)
holy shit
>>697471298
curiosity. im well aware of the fact that we came from the void, we spent a glimpse of time alive, but then we will definitely return to it. plus as someone else said i dont want to devastate my close-to-me people
>>697471298
The fact if I off myself, there's pretty much nobody that could teach my little brother how to be atleast somewhat of a good person. My mom's getting old too, she'll need someone to take care of her, basicly I'm living just so my family doesn't go into shock and such..
>Turning 29 in five days
>Not throwing a party or celebrating
>I'll probably just visit my mum and little brother and spend the day with them
>I live in a 1 man flat and help my mom with her bills and barely eat anymore.
>>697471298
I believe and delude myself that someday it will be all over. Sadly, that day seems to be still far away...
>>697465848
You know what they say, you're never old enough to learn. That saying was invented for people like you. Don't let all those people get you down who have all got their dream life together in their thirties and now say that if you don't got it together by then you are a loser. Go your own way. Choose your own friends.
>>697469662
don't do it bitches are cold as ice and seem to fall out of love at the drop of a hat.
whilst you're thinking about the good times you had together that's in the past and irrelevant to her and she's no longer in lover with the person you are now and being a sad sack of shit is just a bigger turn off (guilty of doing this myself).
the only chance of ever winning her back is to go no contact and if you ever bump into her again (randomly, don't engineer a "romantic" encounter) you need to be a much better man than you are now but hopefully that growth makes you realise she was never worth the sadness in the first place.
>>697471298
i wish to live long enough to see the world end
>>697471247
those were pretty fuggen good fam
dont tell me this thread died as well
>>697472338
I agree lot
do it your way
Each day seems to take longer than the last. I got hurt a few years back and my insurance got pulled after my first $1000 bill. Now im dealing with nonstop pain. I cant hold a job, i cant work a labor job. I was happy for about 4 months after i got hurt, i met a girl who just liked me for me. But i hated myself too much and pushed her away. That was 2014, and now she is happy and successful without me, just like i said she would be when i ended things. I just moved back in with my dad because he is the only person to ever stick with me after shit has gone bad. My friends are either dead, or moving away. Today im calling the salvation army to see if they can help pay off my bills from my old apartment. If they dont i just have to deal with an eviction. I keep getting told it gets worse before it gets better, but its ben getting worse every single day with no end in sight. I keep trying to live but i cant even remember why i keep trying.
>>697462403
We don't do this here.. we don't. Your words might be the last in someone's head and honestly they're not worthy of that honour.
>>697472255
Forgot to mention: I work in three jobs so my mom doesn't have to work, since she can barely move nowadays. I can't even imagine what will happen when my little brother moves out. She'll probably need someone to take care of her and I can't move out, jobs and such.
Anyone got any tips on how could I spend less so I could give my mom more?
Spend a good 30 Euro's per month on all the food I need.
>>697472714
Just like your dreams and heart, man.
>>697464488
Dubs and its 88. Heil Hitler.. mind fuck.
I love you guys.
Don't give up, things will get better.
Evetually.
>>697472714
I hope not.
>>697471298
I think people have potential. The world might be shit now, but it can be better. It will be better. Someday...
>>697469466
No his brother died then.
>>697470745
Everything i ever held on for is gone.
what's the point?
I have a good life, I have lots of friends i get hammered every week and get chicks. But why do i feel so fucking empty /b/. Whenever I'm by myself it just all feels not worth it..
>>697472732
never give up faggot
life does get better
it's just an asshole sometimes
>>697471298
Funny thing is that last day I was having the shittiest time. I was so down that somewhere along my weeping that I just started laughing.
Laughing at my own life.
Laughing at my own self.
Laughing at the fact I am coward who can't ever pull a finger.
Heck, I would probably be laughing dry.
I just don't know anymore.
So I just laugh since it's ain't gonna stop
Just a remember that Anon lost his gf in a car crash last week and that some sad edgelord was hoping for her death.
I just had to rehome my cat before moving. I raised her, and fed/watered her by hand when some asshole broke her ribs. I spent most of my money that month on my cat. Now the only consistent friend i had is gone and i feel like i abandoned her. She has a good home now, but i probably wont ever see her again.
>>697473187
info or sth to check?
>>697473243
well, there is one point.
You can expiriance gain again.
Now that yoive lost everything, you can gain everything.
>>697473243
There will be things that make you want to hold on once again.
I'm not saying this because I "want to save you", but because I truly believe so.
The darkness and light comes and goes in waves. It might be (for many of us) at times so dark that we forget the light. But it'll come.
I think I see a bit of a flicker already.
>>697473415
confirmed for next joker
my greatest feat today was getting dubs almost 3 hours ago. and people are still replying to it in amazement
>>697473509
You didn't abandon her. You gave her everything you had.
And now you've made the ultimate sacrifice. You've let her go, despite how much it hurts.
Some people might think that animals aren't capable of the higher-levels of thought/feelings. But I truly believe she knows what you gave to her.
>>697468723
Bottom, it's a British comedy from the 90's
>>697473509
My good sir.
You wouldn't exactly know how this animal thinks of you.
Maybe it hates you for getting it hurt, Maybe it loves you more and misses you for taking her in.
Personally, I would think its the latter.
>>697473595
I probably just lost all hope that I left on myself.
Funny thing is that I feel a bit free after doing that.
>>697473782
But now there is no one, not even a cat to be happy to see me when i get home. Mostly now i feel like someone elses burden to bear. >>697472732 is me as well.
>>697473868
that is good
I hope you'll live, you seem like a cool dude
>>697473877
I do
faggot
>>697473538
>>697473548
God I wish it were that simple, maybe I'll greentext, but atm, I'm just fucking done with thinking
>>697474271
have a rest, but come back to tell us before you decide something radical, we are listening
>>697462403
exactly
>>697462487
>>697462681
cheer up for fucks sake find some new friends. get a hobby and get friends through that hobby I don't care. I found some new friends and moved on, because they are genuine people
>things that should be inspiring
>>697473948
I don't want to belittle your situation, so please don't understand me wrong after this reply.
I understand how difficult life can be. I'm going through a really rough patch, too.
I'm probably not going through anything as rough as you, granted.
But even now, what I'd say is the worst time of my life, I believe it'll be followed by something good. Even though I don't have a good reason to.
I try to cling on to any good things I might find.
Be it a stranger's smile, or a pain-free day.
If I don't find anything positive, I try to make something.
Literally anything. A single thought, a panic-free moment, a beautiful image, whatever.
As cliche as this sounds, I suggest concentrating on the positive.
(I realize, this suggestion sounds really annoying, I've heard it so many times myself, but hope is something valuable)
I don't know how to express myself better, but the point is that as long as you have hope, you're alive. Even if it's a fool's hope.
You could start by forcing positive things in your life, bit by bit.
For a few moments everyday, relax. Even if there's pain, and bills, and other problems, take as much time as you feel comfortable with, and forget it all.
I'm not saying "think happy thoughts and it'll be okay", but rather, make something positive come to your life. Even a miniscule amount. Bit by bit, it'll start brightening your view.
Might not help your problems, but it'll help your mind. And with a clearer mind, you'll be able to better deal with problems.
You could get another cat, even? :)
>>697473948
And everyone is sometimes another person's burden. There's no shame in that. (Sorry for sounding so pretentious and cliche, but I'm unable to find better words)
If you're with your dad, and he's helping you, and you feel like his burden, that's okay. You both know that you're not doing it to leech off of him, you're doing it to get your shit together. Medically, financially, psychologically.
You should make use of the times you get to be someone's burden, because that's when you have a chance to better your life.
>>697474990
Im trying to be as positive as i can. Started playing games with a friend online so it helps.
I cant get another cat. Between 0 money to take care of it and not wanting a replacement because im a huge pussy, my family has issues with animal dander. They all have asthma and or emphasema(?)so they cant even go pet a dog, let alone live with one. So thats more for them than me, since i live with them now.
>>697474783
he deserves to be happy
>>697474990
this guy has all the advice you fuckers need
he is right
>>697473415
Try MDMA
>>697474990
P R E A C H
>>697474990
HANG THIS MAN
ON A WALL
IN A FRAME
>>697475527
Temporary solution, try acid/shrooms/dmt
im playing as mercy in overwatch because i like watching people enjoy the game without worrying as much as they didnt have the healer. its not really fun for me but at least the others are having great fun by me. i know its a bad one but i dont want to tell much about me just not to worry you guys about my condition
>>697474783
guy decides to stay, not leave. not sure if i would do that...
>>697475817
easy with that empathy bro
>>697475817
you are either a troll or really really really shy about whatever happened to you
blarg it out
also stop playing mercy if it's not fun for you
you're being too nice
>whenever i get drunk, i text her
So i stopped paying for shit on my phone so i cant text or call
>then it was facebook 0 which was free on my mobile
So i deleted my facebook account
>after that it was skype and wifi
So i stopped drinking at my place and started going somewhere else
>>697475817
What's your battle.net? I'll heal you if you wanna play something else bud :) happy to help out
>>697475388
>>697475607
>>697475756
Thanks, guys.
I got help from this thread, and I felt like helping people back.
I was afraid I would sound pretentious, but I just said it like I see it. Even if I don't succeed following those instructions every day, I try again the next day. Hope is truly an amazing thing. It helps you survive.
Need some advice. I'm dating this girl but i think she is more in to my bestfriend. What to do? Its killing me and maybe its me just being paranoid. How the fuck do i keep my mind clear of paranoid thoughts?
>>697476055
This thread is far too beautiful for /b/
>>697476436
get it out in the open
>>697476436
Did you talk to your bestfriend about this?
>>697476736
No i did not. Should i?
>>697465392
Wait a few years till hes strong enough to handle the recoil.
>>697476660
I dobt want to look insecure. Not dating this girl that long to already throw thus on the table.
>>697475336
You just have to do as much to help yourself as you're happy with. If you're unable to do something for yourself, do something for others. If you can't do anything, you don't need to worry; it's out of your hands.
The drugs are starting to wear off now. Guess I'll stop writing and thinking.
>>697476872
that one is crazy
>>697476943
yes, they are your bestfriend, also you'll feel a lot reliefed when you know that they are not interested
also you should talk to her about it possibly, even if it gets a little awkward
>>697476476
Forever alone, together.
>>697477075
Can it maybe be a girl thing because she told he looked kinda cute and asked if the girl he was with was his girlfriend. Maybe i'm just over reacting.
>>697458243
And now I'm teared up. The feels overwhelmed my soul.
>>697477233
what that bitch doing
that does not sound normal
don't panic but just talk to one of them about it, ask your bestfriend for advice or tell her that you're worried
it doesn't seem to critical as you said it but if you're onto something it would be best to manage that soon
>>697477049
Im about to smoke, the anxiety is killing me. Waking up without my cat brought me to tears today. I want to cook something for my family or something, any menial task that keeps me from thinking. Thanks anon... i do feel a bit better
trying to out live parents basically
>>697478111
if you say smoke in terms of cigarettes don't, they suck
>>697478309
No, not cancer sticks
>incoming maximum faggotry
It's a shame we need a feels thread to be humane to each other. The world should be like this by default.
>>697476872
Alright anon, I think this is enough feels for my year
>>697478657
Yeah, but it isn't. The best we can do is help other faggots handle their lives by giving them friendly advice.
>>697478919
Choices choices, but yeah I see what you're saying and I agree.
>>697464006
>Judging someone when you don't know what they've been through or how miserable they are.
Get your fucking head out of your ass.
>>697471298
I have nothing.
So because of that I am working in an orphanage to give them something.
I want them to be happy when I am not.
Might be because I am just being old but right now other than browse the net on night. I just want the kids in the orphanage I work for to be happy.
I don't know why am I doing this anymore and why it's keeping me alive.
>>697479598
no
get your head out of my ass
>>697479658
you are doing the right thing anon, you're fighting for good. Bless you.
>>697471298
Habits of self-control and the fact that killing myself would fuck things up for those few near me. I just don't want to be a problem, and living quietly seems to be the best way to achieve that.
>>697479658
I can just imagine another tiny anon sitting in the orphanage, he has had worse times than all of us, a smiling man comes in and gives him a plate full of apples.
"anon"
"yes?"
"when will my parents come back"
The man sits down and talks to them, comforts tiny anon and gives him hope to lead the great life he never could, he is giving tiny anon the gift of hope that he found when he needed it the most. And with that, the old man has found a new point to his live, a new fuel for his actions.
Wow that sounded gay when it was done, whatever. I look up to anon he's making great decisions in life.
>>697469944
Heh
>>697458126
ITT: 30+ obese kissless virgin (OP) finding comfort in 14 year old emo teens.
>What does that make you OP?
>>697471298
i get up in the morning and go through my day, i may not be happy but if i can make someone else happy it´s enough for me too keep going
>>697480668
a faggot
>>697480668
>baiting in a feels thread
kys
>>697481440
I work in an office and I spend most of my time on the phone and computer. Because I work with confidential information there isn't the opportunity to surf the Web when I'm bored.
One day
I'm sitting there and I remember the number to the girl I was absolutely in love with and still think about.
We were so close when we were together, like best friends close. But she moved away and found someone else.
I always imagined when I moved to the same city we'd run into each other again, maybe I could get some closure.
So I called her from my desk, I don't know why, it's not like she wanted to talk to me. And for the first time in years I heard her voice... and I froze...
I had wanted to say all these things and tell her how I felt but I guess it didn't really matter.
I told her I easy looking for someone else, she didn't recognize my voice anyways, told her I had the wrong number and to have a good day in my usual office customer service tone.
I hung up and cried in the bathroom.
>>697464595
holy fuck i was not prepared for this
