Can I get a feels thread, /b/oys?
Fiancé left me last night, and I'm a fucking wreck. Been listening to sad shit and randomly fucking crying all day. Anyone else feeling low?
Eat the spiciest food you have. Works for me.
Jeez, that's fucking harsh. You're in for a rough couple weeks. Saawy
Damn dude. I'm really sorry. I honestly can't imagine a worse pain than seeing that fucking message. It's gunna be okay.
>>697403061
Man don't get hung up on it, I'm sure you're a sweetheart and if that's how she's gonna be then you deserve someone better. Commitment isn't for everyone anon, but now you can know how it feels to fall in love again.
Post her nudes.
>>697403061
My fiancé left me 5 years ago.
Drink a lot, listen to Elliot smith, and then watch some fuckers get absolutely demolished.
Bestgore is decent now that all /b/ has is trap threads.
But you'll get through it and you'll be a better person for it because whoever she is clearly isn't good enough, so you'll know you deserve better.
Chin up op. You got a drinking buddy tonight.
> a few years ago
>be 15
>find this amazing girl and we start talking
>guys she was stunning, smart, funny fucking everything
>we talk and have so much fun
>she has strict pali parents and can never hangout unless in secret
>we start going to the library together as much as possible
>we start dating
>a day before we would've been dating for a year I get pissed off and snap. I regret it so much now.
>start yelling at her and she starts crying
>"anon, you might as well break up with me.."
>Fine,fuck you.
>leave her
>the next day her friend texts me
>she killed herself...
She fucking killed her and its all my fault. It would've been a year on the 29th and I miss her so much and she's never coming back..
Looks like you dodged a big bullet there anon. Short term pain long term gain. Chin up boss. Your gunna be fine
>>697403820
This. Also man the fuck up
>>697403061
yes
>>697404227
Clearly this dicktits has never been in love. One day you will, once your balls drop.
My qt internet pen pal and I discovered we both have feelings for each other. We're meeting up next March.
Feels good man
>>697404406
Love is just a chemical reaction, fucknut.
>>697403061
ive been turned down twice by the same girl in as many months. ive spent the last two days since the second no just walking around like a zombie. i have no motivation, no drive to do anything, and not even fapping helps. i only slept at all the last two night due to heavy drinking, but im sober tonight so i dont get too fucked up. i want to cry so bad, and i know that my face shows it, but i just cant. ive tried thinking about other things, about how it was probably not supposed to be, and how im better off without her or something, but all i feel right now is hollow. im a broken empty shell of who i used to be, and i was never all that much to begin with. my only hope is for this pain to either fade away over time or to get used to it, but right now its just about crippling. i dont love myself right now and that scares me.
Falling for someone is easy. Picking yourself up afterwards is impossible.
Get over it. Emotions are for the week
>>697403820
Also this.
>>697403061
Yeah...
>>697403061
>>697404020
I'll drink with both of you tonight.
I'm not particularly sad, but never happy with anything. I'm 31 years old now and the more I have learned along the way, the less happy I am.
Don't know what to do anymore, but cheers.
If she was your fiance and not over her ex you dodged a bullet. Man the fuck up and realize you deserve better than some garbage who can't be bothered to commit to anything. Also, post her nudes and fuck her friends.
>>69740453
Every emotion is a chemical reaction of some sort you fucking dumb son of a bitch.
Does your mother regret the day she decided against that abortion? Or is it just the rest of society?
>>697404058
Almost had a sweetheart at high school, but she moved to another city anon
>>697404803
>>697403061
It says "wifey" as your contact for her but I believe it should say "my last lover" just sayin.
>>697404552
You got turned down, how about hitting a gym or maybe seeing a therapist instead of being such a bitch.
>>697404020
>>697404672
fuck, you guys are making me>>697404552
wanna drink tonight. i guess i will.
>>697403820
agreed always dump the nudes to feel in control
>>697404552
Exactly how I'm feeling right now, too.
Got fucking hammered at a party last night to try to help it, fucking chicks skinny dipping in the pool. Literally took all my energy to try not thinking about it, and I still ended up crying in front of my friends and like 10+ people I didn't know.
Just feels like there's a big empty spot in my stomach that nothing can fill.
>>697404058
Nah man that ain't on you.
Where's what helps.
An hero.
>>697404672
The thing I've learned, is that despite everything that goes on, happiness is our own to make.
Im 24 and just had my shoulder reconstructed due to a degenerative disease.
And yet I've never been happier. Sure my life may have taken a detour, but after? I'm gonna go down the career path of my choice. I've already had to give up on one, and that's not a big deal. Life is as hard as we let it be. So let's drink to enjoy ourselves, not to forget.
Throw on some Netflix, I suggest Bo Burnhams new skit "make happy" it's fuckin amazing and has actually helped me deal with some shit. But do something selfish, and enjoy yourselves. No matter how bad life gets, atleast you're not in one of those mudslime countries.
>>697404889
ive been hitting a gym since the beginning of this summer. i dont need a therapist, i need time and the confidence that i can get over this myself. thank you for your concern, please dont let the door rape you in the ass on the way out.
>>697404552
Wah wah wah, stop being a little bitch. bet you reek of doritos and wear a fedora. Probs call friendzone on chicks you met in mcD's once.
>>697404058
Mind explaining why you were pissed off?
>>697405191
Oh wow like 2 whole weeks and you don't need a therapist when you let social rejection ruin your entire life....righhhhtttt lol
>>697404539
So is an acid trip, but if it goes wrong it will fuck your mind into little pieces. How is middle school treating you?
>>697403061
pretty low op. im an alcoholic. was sober for 8mo and in that time, met a girl I really enjoyed. as time went on, I tried drinking again, mostly because she drinks and i wanted to share it with her. bad decision was bad and i spent the last 3 months falling right back into the hole I had put so much dirt over. she broke up with me a month ago, but we've been stringing it along. through the ups and downs, I really thought it was going to work out. 2 nights ago she told shes not in love with me anymore.
i'm 5 days sober now.
>>697405279
We had been talking about were we were going because it would be hard with her shitty parents. She always tried to make it work and I knew it wouldnt. I was more just sad and didn't think about it really and just snapped for no reason
>>697405488
Any mental chemical reaction can have the same effect of the persons psyche is damaged enough already. Clearly you're just a dumb motherfucker.
dumped my girl cause she was chubby but I fucking miss her a lot. Did I make the wrong choice? Man she really loved me I feel dumb...
>>697404539
>>697405868
You stupid cunt.
>>697405488
So dont do acid if you cant handle it, jewboy.
>>697404552
>>697405044
on the same boat here. its true, you get a bit of hope with some girl, but when the truth hits, it hits hard. i aint getting up for a while.
thats why i try to avoid getting my hopes with most girls ive know, theyll just crush you.
>>697405868
Yes, love is love /b/ro
>>697405868
Jeez she wasn't obese or anything, so you really fucked up there
>>697405818
You're so right kid. Your mum must be really proud to have squeezed such a genius out of her cunt. My mind pales in comparison to yours.
Fucking virgin.
>>697406000
I thought so....i'm going to try and get her back. Man I realized she actually loved me. Whenever I felt down she kissed my forehead and stroked my hair. She was always encouraging me. I feel so dumb. Here are some more it;s kinda turning me on to dump them here
>>697405189
I've tired dealing with that idea a few times, but how can you make happiness if nothing really makes you happy.
I've been there man, trained as a mechanic, got certified as a master mechanic, went off on peacekeeping missions with the army, had a kid when I was way to young, broke up badly after deployment, reinvented myself in another country. Have a nice girl, house and 3 cars, have a little money and things to do, but just spend my time drinking and doing useless shit.
I recently lost my job due to just not caring anymore, getting another one won't be all that difficult, but I just don't have it in me to go do anything anymore.
>>697403061
Bruh, the best way to fuck with her is act like you don't give a fuck then she'll be on her knees begging for you.
>>697406305
You do realize that you originally started this arbitrary shitfest by just being a retarded nigger, right?
I mean holy shit I've met some fucktards in my life but you stand out.
You will feel like shit for weeks/ months. You will learn to live with it but not get over it. Time heals good luck.
>>697405868
shes not that fat, shouldve told her to go out running or to the gym with u or some shit
>be me 17 yr old
>beta until very recently
>body filled out, 6 feet tall and thicc
>best friend is girl, we'll call her L
>absolute 10/10 brown hair, c-cups, perfect hips, nice ass, 5,1 125 pounds
>usually all for objectifying women but i loved talking to her, L's personality was so befitting to mine
>loved her more than any other human being I've ever met
>dated L in the past (freshmen & Sophomore year) but she decided it was best to separate
>really depressed for a while but beginning to get over it
>has ginger boyfriend, fucking faggot, 5,3 skinny, wanna-be alpha scum
>deal with him
>L texts me at 3:30 at night
>"ginger cheated on me"
>ragemode.jpg
>punch hole in wall
>text L furiously
>claims she will deal with it
>cool off for an hour or two
>hanging out with group of friends at my house
>L & ginger sit together on couch in my loft
>still together apparently?
>decide to go alpha mode and confront ginger
>room gets awkward and tense as fuck
>L decides to defend him
>"it was a mistake we're moving on"
>ginger whispers something to L
>both stand up from couch
>"areyoufuckingkiddingmeyoulittleprick"
>take my hand and put it on his chest to stop him
>gets all pissy at me and calls me a "dumbass who needs to mind his own damn business"
>ragemodereactivate.jpg
>take a good swing at his head
>lands pretty well
>he hits the ground pretty hard, tenses up pretty hard
>look cool and masculine
>feelsgoodman
>"OP WHAT THE FUCK?"
>feelsbadman
>they rush out of the house slam door behind
>everybody else leaves because of awkward atmosphere
>L stops talking to me
>been 5 years
>single
>shitty job at staples
>live alone with dog in small appatment
>gone through about 6 different girlfriends all lasting no more than 5-6 dates
>depressed as fuck
>greentext is shit but I wanted to share
>>697406529
this
>>697406440
Shit son. I'd suggest seeing a doc for that shit. That just fuckin sucks.
Atleast booze will never leave us.
Sounds like some fuckin intense depression tho m8
>>697406738
she was actually in the process of losing weight
>>697403061
Sounds like a whore. Commitment phobia is code for "I just want miles of cock."
>>697406011
completely missing the point you retard
>>697406369
damn /b/ro lost a good one.
>>697405868
You're a dumb shit, that body would be perfect if she lost about 10-20 pounds, which isn't even hard
>>697407030
Not really, same shit can be applied to "love".
Dont do it if you cant handle it, stupid nigger.
>>697403061
My girlfriend of three years randomly left me last month. Its gonna be a rough couple of months but you can get through it.
>>697406914
You dun goofed
>>697406890
been there man, done the whole "try this, this will help" gig.
Nothing ever changed anything, the drugs never worked, and talking just made me angry. I drink to just numb myself from all that is around me.
have a beautiful girl playing a complicated bass track for your reply:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X52hIPmyX_s
>>697407386
>>697407030
just quit arguing with the loveless summerfag
>>697407736
you really think? I mean fuck I miss her a lot personality wise for sure but was her body really that nice?
>>697405939
Brother is engaged to a woman that isn't right for him.
They're clearly both unhappy but cling on to their failing relationship because they believe "the one" meme.
I've told him I have his back no matter what decision he makes, but secretly I wish he had the balls to just end it.
It's ridiculous. They basically hate each other.
>>697403061
I met Bailey months and months ago. My previous ex nearly got me killed so she was the person who got me out of a bad depression from all the abuse she caused. She was amazing, we made memories everywhere. I got her out of her shell. We talked under the stars. Got in trouble more than once. But we held hands despite the cuffs. I comforted her through it all. She was broken herself, you see. She was a heavy smoker, heavily reliant on drugs. Her ex of two years ruined her, left her crying on the floor of her room. Until I found her. Months later, she was talking about staying together for the rest of our lives. And I nearly believed her. She used to cry because I made her so happy. All her literal scars healed, and we were happy. I was always patient. Got me into the habit of smoking, it was our ritual.
Until, about a month ago. She picked me up, acting distant. Then she took me out for a cigarette, and said, "It's not right." Despite me shaking and asking for her to explain, she just ignored me. And right before I could shed a tear, I felt myself building up a rage, I accused her of just missing her ex, she said it wasn't entirely false, I went inside and ripped down all of our notes, collected all of my things, and left. She tried to get her brother to attack me but he just stood by. She tried to follow me out the door, but I think he grabbed her.
Today I've been told that he's around again. And that she's telling everyone I cheated on her and tried to murder her and her family. I still smoke, and stay away from relationships. I'm tired. Bailey, not the worst girl I've been with, but the one that managed to break my spirit.
>>697403061
Why are White women such whores?
>>697408226
Yeah it actually is, not that it even matters if she really loved you and treated you right
>>697408226
Yeah. She looks good. Did her body really bother you? She's not fat or anything.
>>697408456
*all women
ftfy :^)
>>697408293
same kinda situation here expect its my sister. She's not bad looking a 7/10 but when she was younger she was overweight and had self-esteem issues. She met this guy while she was losing weight and loves him but I think it's just because he gave her attention when she was still chubby. I wish she would realize she can do better he's just so dumb. I really don't like him. I think she think's no one else will like her. It's silly to me becuase she has lost weight now but whatever I can't control her
>>697404631
>Emotions are for the week
or 10 days, tops.
>>697406764
Sounds pretty cool and reasonable , you can't hold a gf because of what you did years ago tho no need to tell yourself down for that. We're here for you anon
>>697408650
Every race of women has whores, but it seems to be a plague in the White community. I guess White dicks aren't getting the job done.
You weren't hitting it as good as her ex, let's face it. You cuck.
>>697408605
I guess it's good I didn't take her virginity then.
>>697408606
I know she's not fat but kind of big/chubby. Honestly only her tummy bothered me. She has a pooch. It didn't bother me that much but sometimes it did
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hn4EIv1-uz0
>>697407824
Well fuck. Atleast booze helps something.
I got me a green card, pot is seriously the best thing I've found. Gone off all my other meds(painkillers, antidepressants anti anxiety) and shit, now I just have a half gram a day and I'm golden.
But, it doesn't work for everyone.
A long read but worth
>>697408605
^^100% right this guy is a huge fag I hope he doesn't get her back
>>697409085
I wonder who's behind this post
>>697408415
Me ex of 5 and a half years spread a bunch of nonsense around that I was stalking her and hanging around her apartment complex all the time for the whole six months of our break up. Complete and total bullshit. I went over there once, on Valentine's Day, in some misguided attempt to try and win her back. It took six months to even realize what I'd lost because I was high out of my skull on that spice k2 shit.
She ended up telling a bunch of my friends and God knows who else that I was obsessive and stalking her and shit. Even tho she worked with Vera House and if she thought I was she could have reported me whenever she wanted to. She even called me after Valentine's Day saying all kinds of shit, saying if anything ever happened to her the cops would come for me first, etc. Etc. Just a bunch of total nonsense.
Any way that totally broke me. Have had zero interest in dating or even fucking ever since and it's been almost four years now. Still go out and socialize and shit but just have zero interest in the fucked up dating scene of today.
>>697409171
IT'S NOT THAT BAD.
the things I would do to that bod
>>697409171
Everyone takes the wrong choice sometimes. Move on.
>>697409499
What the fuck. Well, that's an amusing graphical fuck up. God damn Jews.
>>697409499
a stupid weeb probably
>>697409298
Same
Got deep into drinking and pain killers in high school.
Weed was always the safe and more enjoyable option though.
Cali is good for that at least.
>>697409781
BC here, get it shipped to my house. It's fuckin great
Alright lads, lets go back in time.
>Be me
>Live with my mom, dad and my older sister.
>12 year old
>Beta male, 3/10
>Ever since I was a kid, even before I started school I just wanted to fit in, with everyone else, you know, hang out, play hide n seek, tag and similar and shit.
>I would usually call everyone and get them together only to have them ditch me later
>If I didn't call them they'd never call me, nobody did that
>If they didn't ditch me it'd usually be so that I'd be the seeker in hide and seek, the one chasing everyone, the kid who always ran to get the ball, or if they weren't doing anything, they'd usually just mock me, I'd be the laughing stock.
>I was a pretty good student in school, had the best grades a student could, paid attention in class and all that kinda stuff.
This is a short description of me.
Here is where it goes downhill
>July 28th, a summer day thats hot as hell
>My family was always arguing and there was never a "calm day" but this time it was different.
>My dad gets back home pissed saying he lost his job, and of course my mom also gets pissed off, dad was the only income we had
>"What do, Anons Dad"
>Yells with a really angry voice "I do not fucking know!"
>We had fights all the time but this time it was different, Ive never seen my mom lose her temper nor did she ever get pissed off like that
>Dad goes for the alchohol whilst my mom is crying and asking her self "What do now, Anon mom"
>Of course, dad gets fucking drunk, mom is still sobbing and im just there in the corner not knowing what to do.
>Dad gets pissed off at her sobbing and tells her to shut the fuck up
>My mom just looks at him with anger and despair, she has never done that before, I have never seen those blue eyes turn so dark before.
>My sister was out in town with her friends
>She's just there staring at him for 10 seconds then turns her head away
>He then proceeds to bitch slap her and ask her "Why did you look at me like that? Why did you turn away?!"
Cont?
Every so often I get this longing that I can't really explain. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, and the best way to describe it is wanting to go home. I've felt this way off and on for as far back as I can remember. It's stupid, weird, and awful.
It's particularly bad right now. What is this? What do I do? Where the fuck is home?
>>697409649
I know and that;s what I told myself for a few weeks but then I started thinking about her and now I miss her. She always encouraged me in my pursuits. She always kissed and hugged me... passionately man. One time she stroked my cheeks with her hand and said she loved me and kissed me. I miss that.
>>697410059
You're not comfortable in your own skin.
Either that or you just really miss your parents.
>>697403061
Fuck. That's rough. Don't take the positive shit and don't listen to the new age hippy monk crap. Be angry, be negative, cry, break shit and get it all out. At one point you'll have exhausted the negative storage unit of crappy feels and things go uphill from there. It'll be hard but you'll have allowed yourself to mourn the loss of your relationship. And that's key. Allowing yourself to feel sad. Give yourself time.
>>697410049
Yes, don't stop.
>>697403061
Dunno if this belongs here, but the older i get, the more cynical and numb I become.
I'm 25, I have no belief systems, because the god thing is transparent, and serious problems with authority, so zero trust for my government. I even served a few years due to naivety, and feel contempt for military members now.
I find it impossible to relate to my baptist family who are voting for this corrupt faggot over the other. And feel like a hamster on a wheel at work. Just wasting my life working meaningless jobs for a wasteful free market thats only destroying our world. It keeps me busy enough not to be able to change a thing.
Well at least im not in some third world country thats been completely destabilized and placed in crippling debt due to my government. Stupid sandniggers.
>>697408226
>>697408292
she was a virgin?!?!?!? hnnnnnnngggg you missed out bro
>>697408226
man looks are only so important, all of us are gonna be looking fucked up in 40 years anyway, think about how small and insignificant we are as humans in the universe, finding someone who cares about you and loves you in the grand scheme of things is pretty fucking crazy if stop and think about it, always make sure to appreciate the love you get, thats my two cents anyway
>>697410096
You miss the affection, not her
>>697410049
Is this pre-typed?
>>697409298
Been smoking since I was a nipper man.
It's about the only thing that lets me sleep. I drink to a point where I know that if I have a smoke I will be passed out these days.
I wish it was all different, but at the end of the day, it's just me.
Thanks for listening though man, I hope that you are successful in everything you do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWYxnvNCwo8
>>697410550
Not him but fuck, I had a similar feel, never thought of it like that.
Thanks for a new perspective on life.
>>697410059
I know that feeling. Which is weird because i never went to college. Never lived on my own. I just always feel out of place. Like I don't belong here and I just want to go home and I just keep constantly letting my family down.
>>697410096
My gf body is just like your ex. Sometimes I get bothered with her weight too. But I love her too much to left her for something like this. Just takes this as lesson for future relationships anon, this passion is something that you can't find on this chicks with perfect bodies out there.
>>697403061
dude my brother married a girl just like that, only she tied the knot before him finding out she was banging a (male) stripper from her bachelorette party. i'm really sorry to hear this happened to you but as least she was honest enough to tell you first. it's gonna be hard but you'll get through this
>>697410550
Oh I think you might be right. So I should just wait it out and if I feel the same way after a few months then it means I miss her? Did I make the right choice? what do you think? what would you have done?
I fall in love with girls who always end up friendzoning me only one girl didn't and shes a complete whore fuck man i have no friends i go days and no one will message me why couldn't i just be normal...
>>697410775
I've been through it
1/2
>>697411416
2/2
>>697411027
Meet more girls. See if this feeling you have for her is still there
I met the woman I planned on marrying 3 years ago. We were both so happy, moved in and it all was running great. Had the discussion about kids, she required medical science to intervene for that to be a possibility, due to an earlier illness, could not carry on her own.
Last year she started taking the fertility meds to harvest eggs and give us a family.
Beginning on the last cycle of drugs, they found something wrong with her ovary. Scheduled exploratory surgery, removed a mass from her ovary, sent her home.
Biopsy showed as cancerous. Chemo started, she lost all her hair, got super distant and dark.
3 months ago, the cancer metastasized, removed a fuck load of her internal organs. More chemo. Didn't work.
On dialysis, has at most, 2 months left. Kicked me out of the house 2 days ago, never wants to see, hear from me again.
I lost a piece of my soul /b/ros, and I will never recover.
>>697411027
Get a new girl and try to forget
I completely shattered my ex and that haunts me nearly 2 years later but i know that its not that I'm in love with her now
>>697404633
Isn't that nigger Future's EVOL album cover?
>>697410963
I think you are right. Hopefully I can find someone again who will love me passionately
>>697403061
>>697411131
Damn I remember seeing these comics in 07/08
>>697408737
It would be so easy to break them up... but I'm a good person yadda yadda...
Fucking morality.
>>697410049
Cont
>My mom falls off the kitchen chair onto the floor and starts crying again, gets back up and swings at him
>Dad went through military, back in the days everyone had to/was forced to go through military so he grabbed her arm and got her into a position where she couldnt move, shes screaming telling him to let go and he does but soon after he pushes her down to the floor and tells her to stay down
>My mom who didn't like being ordered around she got back up took the empty bottle of alcohol (dont remember what he drank, I was in shock and was just standing there in a corner) and hits him in the back of the head
>Dad gets knocked back, he yells "You're dead bitch" and proceeds to grab her hair and literally smash her head into the kitchen table maybe 5-6 times
>I run towards him and tell him to stop with tears in my eyes and fully shaking, he just turns around and hits me in the nose with his knuckle
>I start crying even louder, don't know who was crying louder, my mom or me
>Mom gets up and starts walking towards the exit of the kitchen, she was walking like those zombies in movies, really slowly and like her legs were broken, like she barely had any stamina left in her
>A knock on the door was heard, its our neighbors who heard the noise and decided to check if everythings alright
>My mom yells "Call the cops" but then my dad hits her with the kitchen chair in the back and proceeds to run out the apartment
>We didnt live in a big apartment but wasnt a small one either, 1 kitchen, 1 toilet, 2 bedrooms and a living room, also a hall
>Im still there crying and bleeding from my nose, still confused about what happened
>3 hours go by, my mom was checked by some doctors, they said she'll be okay and that she needs to rest and they give her some pills that will calm her down
>The police are looking for my dad for "family abuse" and he is nowhere to be found.
>My sister gets back home and can immediately hear my mom sobbing and me wheeping
Cont?
>>697409085
>>697404533
March is a long ways away anon.
Life's stuck in neutral. Some of it's my fault (trying to get out more/cook better/etc.) and others are circumstance (no one else can work Sunday mornings.) There's something I'm "supposed" to be doing but I have neither the knowledge of what it is nor how to do it.
>>697411027
waist to hip ratio is nice she's really not bad
>>697411027
Not >>697410550
but, from my experience it can take a long, long time before you except this truth.
If you didn't truly love her for one reason or another it was real, true love if more than physical attraction, and much more than just affection. It's unconditional. It'll be hard to accept she was just another girl along the way, trust me I know. But eventually the acceptance of the fact will let you become a much better person.
>>697403061
Ashleigh and Joseph?
>>697403061
i broke up with gf yesterday. we were supposed to spend the weekend at the beach.
feelsbadman.png
>>697403061
Bro what is your name? I think I know you. First only I mean.
>>697411493
Possible link to fertility meds? You win btw.
>>697411561
Oh wtf? I don't even listen to that kind of music. Must have saved it while browsing /mu/
>>697411882
100% the fertility meds.
>>697404533
dude, have some self respect
>>697411493
You gotta let her know how you feel before anything happens man. Its important. You cant keep that shit inside you.
>>697411857
why
>>697403061
im not in the situation you are in but I am for sure feeling as low as you are bud. We will get through it somehow. I have lost everything thanks to a random unprovoked attack that has left me unable to work for the time being with no way to earn. I have my jaw wired shut while the bones heal but I have to communicate with people somehow so I have been using a neighbors ipad when I can and simply writing when I cant. I really prefer to be alone most of the time and I have always hated talking to people about how I am feeling but finding someone who will listen to me (and i use the word listen lightly here) without making me feel judged and will actually offer advice when possible has helped me. I dont know your situation but I am just offering what little advice I have. If you are able to talk to someone who will listen and not make you feel like they are just doing it because they feel obligated or whatever...it can take a lot of weight off your shoulders. Time does eventually heal all wounds and as cliche as it may be there are plenty of other women out there. Hang in there with me buddy. Have a drink and maybe try to get in to a video game or a good book. Reading books that I have had forever but never read has also helped me quite a bit. There are so few things I can do right now that I just happened to pick up a book out of boredom one day and it has been a great way to keep my mind off of things. Anyway OP I wish you the best and I hope things get better for you soon. GL
>>697411728
Wait idgi sorry explain
>>697411638
fuck yes continue why the shit would you not
>be me
>22
>move back to my old state due to family circumstances
>start working regular retail job, not looking for anything just surviving
>couple weeks in I see a woman I've never seen working
>10/10, perfectly thick, taller (im 6'3 so it was cool)
>see her here and there, casual work smiles. didnt have the courage to really say anything
>come home from work one day and see I have a friend request on Facebook
>it was her
cont.?
>>697412009
what's wrong?
When your boy gets dumped by his gf but they say it was a mutual decision.
>>697412311
Yes please.
i fucking hate this woe is me i lost the girl bullshit. i just want to live with purpose. i want to impart some good onto this world.
>>697404058
Not your fault.
>>697411549
Oh I see yeah i'll wait it out and see
>>697404058
No stories or real consolation here, but basically, I'm just getting through life almost strictly due to the meds I'm on, and my weed. No idea why I'm now a bitter, depressed, motivationless asshole, but, that's the way it is.
Just hoping shit eventually gets better, but, not too optimistic about it. Hang in there; it's the best all of us can do.
>>697410059
This is going to sound bat shit insane to you, but someday it might make sense.
Your soul is just a tiny fragment of a much larger soul that we all come from.
Part of you remembers what it felt like to be whole and you miss it. It's why we're obsessed with connections like friendship and love.
We are constantly seeking to return to the source.
Try to take solace in the purpose you have been sent here to accomplish. Someday, after our mission is over, we'll get to go home...
Stay strong, soldier.
>>697405868
yup you done fucked up b/ruh
>>697412176
Trying to get her to talk to me, so I could get to to deal with what is happening, is what precipitated me losing my soul mate, and my home. She will never speak with me again. All I have left, are memories, and whiskey.
Are there any green text stories from the female's perspective?
>>697411815
OP here, how'd you know?
>>697404533
>>697411027
Oh my.
>>697406764
So whatever happened with L and the ginger?
>>697412908
bruuuuuuuuuuuh
>>697411964
The medical field is a god damn tragedy man. Incompetence and agendas for pushing meds onto patients with limit studies. You cant blame anything but the company distributing these medications. Shes going to need you there man, if its truly her last months. Shes likely going through a variety of stages including anger, at least thats what they say. Or perhaps shes trying to protect you. Either way you have my respect for coping.
>>697405044
Take it from personal experience, that empty feeling does go away in time. Take the time to grieve and when you're ready, go fuck everything that you can cram your cock into.
>>697412635
"Want" sometimes isn't good enough. I've been wanting to do the same thing for years. Hell, I just want to make a difference in someone else's life. That doesn't mean I actually am, regardless of how hard I try.
>>697412968
is that good or bad?
>>697411493
Did she give you a reason why she doesn't want to see you?
![a.baa-Monkey-loves-watermelon[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Ojmm4vs.jpg "a.baa-Monkey-loves-watermelon[1].jpg")
>>697412908
Oh shit, its the EX
>>697413028
Didn't know I knew anyone that browses /b/
>>697413080
Shes trying to protect me from having to watch her die. The thought of her facing oblivion alone tho, is not comforting, at all. Nothing I can do about it now. I witnessed the death of hope, a sight more terrible, than I had ever imagined possible. I fervently hope it never comes to you /b/ros.
>>697413264
Good. I'd berry my dick.
>>697404533
>next march
dude...
>>697409085
White men as a whole have bought the lie that women are inherently worthy of respect. Feminist indoctrination has bred a generation of men who are weak and spineless. Its no wonder white women are all whores, they're searching for masculinity that so few men seem to have anymore.
>>697403061
Women are whores OP, learn from your mistake and move on.
>>697412767
That's deep man
>>697412311
>>697412578
>my face filled with joy
>she read some of my statuses about playing basketball
>she messaged me asking if I wanted to play sometime
>end up talking until 3 in the morning about each other and life itself
>casually begin texting each other, turned into good/morning good night type deal
>meet up and play basketball
>just so beautiful even in plain shorts and a T I couldn't keep it in
>texted me after she left saying she feels lucky if I still think she's pretty after that
>told her I thought everything about her was beautiful
>days upon days of flirting through text
>hugs on contact at work
>thisisit.jpg
>she was goofy, she asked ME on a date to go see the sunset
>typical night, smoked some weed, went and sat out watching the sunset
>got back to my place just sitting in the car
>make my move
>we kiss, i wanted it to be kind of seductive so I didn't say anything just went to get out of the car, go back in and grabbed her chin for another
>went to sleep that night feeling like a king, I had inadvertently pulled a really cool girl without trying
>wake up the next morning to the dreaded text
>she explained how her last relationship had been so toxic it's hard for her these days
>said she was up all night with anxiety thinking of how to explain this feeling to me
>all in all she wanted to remain friends
>I pleaded my case heavily. Here I was not looking for a girl and then the best I had ever met was in my lap, just to run off.
>she wanted to remain friends
>I'm not comfortable in the friendzone; we slowly drifted apart. no texts.
>see each other at work and just casually walk past each other
>i hated my life for a good week
There's more.
cont?
>>697411690
You need to get in touch with your inner child.
What did 10 year old you dream of doing?
No matter how stupid it might seem to you, you will never be happy until you chase after it.
Maybe you wanted to be a superhero... well, you can't do that in the traditional sense.
But you can become a police officer, or a personal trainer that works with disabled people or rescue animals or a billion other courageous things.
Maybe you wanted to fly across the stars.
Become an engineer, or a scientist, become an astronaut or hell... go work at a planetarium/observatory.
Go get a job at Tesla or some shit, idk. There are many ways to contribute to that dream. Maybe you won't see the stars, but you can help lay the foundation for your kids to see them!
Becoming an adult means figuring out how to achieve your dreams, not giving up on them.
Dig deep and be honest with yourself.
And don't you dare let your inner child down.
>>697413458
damn.. well i've got more want me to dump? it's kinda turning me on exposing her body like this to strangers
>>697412280
You were asking if you should feel bad for letting her go because you didn't like her body.
I'm saying that it's okay to feel bad, but it was the right decision to let her go, if you weren't fully invested in her don't waste your time.
>>697411638
Please
>>697405868
She looks on her way to beached whale mode. You did good another
I fell in love with her. Then she got engaged and moved to another state.
Pic related
>>697404533
>QT
>Internet pen pal
>>697403061
Kek. She pulled her ex out of her deck of cards just to ditch your ass. Fuuuuuccckkkk man I bet that burn will last.
>>697413424
Whatever you choose to do, you will carry it with you for the rest of your life. Although I have zero perspective in the matter, there is a glimpse of pride you could take out of this misery by being there, to see her out.
>>697404682
This
>>697405868
She's fucking fat
>>697413108
Whats your story, bruh? If you dont mine me asking.
>>697413813
She dies or an heros, doesnt she? Please continue.
>>697414189
how's she doing now, do you know?
>>697414189
Fuck her.
She doesn't see the potential inside of you, so why should she get to be there when you fully realize it?
If they aren't with you on the ground floor, fuck em.
You'll find somebody else that appreciates you.
Every minute you waste pining over her is a minute you could be spending with somebody that loves you back.
>>697412280
Don't think of her as the "the one." Ask yourself: Why do I love her?
>>697412803
Classic.
she broke my heart. she left for 4 days for a fucking music festival and she comes back and tells me shes changed and she needs to be fucking single. fucking bullshit and now im a fucking wreck cause of it and she told me she still wants to be best friends but how can i be best friends with the girl i loved so much?
>>697413813
Yes man.
This is one of the reasons I became so misogynist
>>697404058
Not entirely your fault, but she passed believing you did not love her and you can't change thos
Sounds like a shitty situation for me, be brave 'bro
>>697413764
Still bait, but regardless, it's more a Western ideal than a white ideal. Also, niggers were the first ones to consider themselves equal, since as slaves, they were all trash.
>>697403061
>Fiancé left me last night
So... you are a FREE MAN??? And you feel sad?! DUDE YOU ARE A FREE MAN!!!!!
>>697413872
No. Being an adult is realizing your limitations. You can dream of being an artist but I've known so many who're just working another shitty shift at the fast food joint down the street to keep food on the table. Meanwhile, they have no time to continue to paint. The dream falls by the wayside and the inner ten year old is quietly euthanized.
Changing the world is something only the young believe in. Age shows the corruption runs too deep, the power too sweet. In the end, all that is left is an old statement:
Faggotry, faggotry, all is faggotry.
>>697414687
Friends don't treat friends like that. Learn from this, recognize damaged women for what they are and avoid them in the future. They become easier to spot with age and experience, that's why dating later on in life becomes a mans game. Experience shifts the balance of power.
>>697414517
Idk we don't talk much, I was a wreck when she left so I figured it was best to just try and forget her.
>>697414542
But she does man, she totally gets me you have no idea, she was just trapped in the situation and couldn't get out of it.
>>697403061
Let yourself be sad, friend. Sometimes you need it.
Start working out, find a hobby and a group of people with the same hobbies..
It's a slow, painful process but it's doable. Hang in there Kitty.
>>697408415
damn bruh
>>697413764
This. I mean there are exceptions in ever race, but it seems White men always treat their women as if they were gods and they themselves are slaves. It's okay to treat your girl like a god, and long as you act like the supreme being. Anyways, I'm Hispanic and my uncle is super beta when it comes to his women. The entire family lets him have it all the time. We make fun of him, even the women in the family.
>>697413813
>inb4 dinosaur
>>697415096
>Age shows the corruption runs too deep, the power too sweet.
This. Though, not necessarily, Some people never connect the fucking dots, no matter what age.
Ignorance is bliss, which seems like something to envy now.
>>697403061
Anon, wife of 15 years just left me. You sir dodged a bullet.
I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but fist yourself off, go out and smash some vag into next week to celebrate.
>>697414478
Nah typical stuff it's just all I got
>weeks turn into months of no speaking
>see her at work standing right next to me
>make a corny joke, she makes one back and smiles
>she messaged me later that night casually like none of this had happened
>doesnt take long for everything to come out
>told me everything she said was the truth and hoped I could understand
>she said she thought I hated her this whole time for doing that to me (i explained its nothing im allowed to be mad about, I thought SHE didnt like me)
>tells me to start hanging out with her again because she's ready to begin a relationship
>I kept it casual, invited her over to just smoke and hang out, ended up driving around the city smoking instead
>just a hug that night I didn't want to scare her off
>things felt off for some reason
>she was still being distant and sharing stupid stuff on social media about wanting a relationship
>it made me question what her intentions with me were
>I caved in and asked how serious she was about building something together with me
>her exact words "I'm very serious, I just need to hang out with you more to see how I feel, so if you can be patient with me I won't string you on for nothing"
>I trusted those words
>A couple days later after the same kind of flirty texting I told her we should see the sunset again (she knew what I meant)
>we went to a different spot and had a literal repeat of the last time we did this
>held her hand all night
>got home
>went to make a move
>she smiled and said "i dont think im ready"
>while a normal person would just say okay, smile, and go on with their night, i had to pry her mind open
>all in all after a heart to heart talk she told me it just wasnt there for her. she said how something in her conscious was telling her im just not the guy for her.
>I was crushed.
>she had literally done what she promised she wouldnt do
I can't blame a women for not being into me but god damn that hurt. That's my story thanks and goodnight
>>697415900
That's kinda where I'm at right now. I wish I had never "woken up."
>>697414841
pretty dumb
believing in karma, such fools
>>697414167
she was actually in the process of losing weight. She had dropped 5 pounds when she took these
>>697414102
yeah you're right. especially since she did really love me. Well I hope I find someone with that kind of passion again and I hope she finds someone she loves again. I hope I didn't shatter her anything like that
>>697415554
There's plenty of us who are white, and do no such thing. Everyone I know gives women endless amounts of shit just as we'd do with each other. We shit on the ones we don't like, we're there for the ones who are our friends, but all of us treat them like we'd treat guys. I'm especially in this camp, since sex is just something I've found myself unable to give a shit about, and tend to just be a bitter asshole to virtually everyone.
>>697416004
>>697416004
Holy shit
>>697416004
Can't relate personally, but shit dude, sorry to hear that shit.
>>697414244
Nothing would make me happier at this point, than being there and being able to see her out. She is not going to let me. I have no choice in it.
>>697416184
>>697416549
>>697416238
She promised she wouldn't do that to me again. That's all that hurts. I made promises to her that I'd still keep; just the kind of person I am.
But hey bro's its cool I'm swiping on tinder as we speak! And my bro's cousin is single now oo lala texting her as we speak! Thanks for listening to my lame story nigs
>>697416004
fuck women.
>>697416087
It was a fun path at first, just the deeper you dig the darker it gets. admittedly I feel a sense of pride being able to see past the ideologies and lies.
>>697414558
I think I loved her sweet nature. She was very kind and caring. A doting type of girl it was cute
>>697404552
Im usually supportive in feels threads, but my god if this isn't the cringiest shit I've ever seen. You didn't even uave a relationship together, she turned you down, big fucking deal. Grow the fuck up and get over it. Getting turned down means nothing. Find someone else. Even if you think she's "the one", there's no way you could fucking know that since you were never in a real relationship.
>>697415096
It's never too late, anon.
I don't care if you're 99 and dying of stage 4 cancer.
It's never too fucking late.
And so what if you fail?
You keep trying until you're dead.
And if you die before your dream is realized, then so be it!
Don't fucking talk to me about corruption.
Don't give me excuses.
It's not easy to chase a dream. The whole world is going to try to beat you down.
But they can't make you stop. Only you can decide to stop. So don't tell me the world made you stop.
Don't give me that weak bullshit.
YOU decide every morning what you are going to do that day. YOU decide whether something is impossible or not.
No time to paint?
Paint on your fucking break.
Paint instead of sleeping.
Paint while you fucking drive, I don't give a fuck.
YOU decide to stop painting. You got 24 hours every day and YOU decide what to do with them.
Nobody forces you to do shit.
Paint while you're on the goddamn toilet.
EXCUSES.
Van Gogh was poor as fuck. He had severe depression and was probably schizo affective to boot. But guess what he did every day?
Even though the world was falling down around him?
HE PAINTED.
In the end, he lost his battle to depression.
But who knows? Maybe with today's medicine and therapy he could have beaten it.
I do know that you have a fuck ton more than he did. You have access to more than he could ever dream of.
So don't give me excuses.
If some poor guy, battling the most brutal of mental illnesses, could still make time to do what he loved.... the fuck your excuses.
YOU euthanized that little boy inside you.
Not the world.
>>697404533
>internet pen pal
>meeting up next March
Oh God, I thought this was a feels thread, not a cringe thread
>>697413458
what do you think still?
>>697416896
Im pretty sure you are a Vagina behind that key board, who just woke up.
>>697417193
pass
>>697416822
would cum on that pudgy tummy
>>697403061
at least she did this before you got married. Now you don't have to give her half your shit, and live out of cardboard box and eat ramen for the rest of your life.
>>697417215
No I'm just not some crybaby bitch who thinks I could be in love with someone I've never spent intimate time with
>>697411867
Joe/Joseph
>>697417367
You are really bitter. Story? Or context behind it.
Were all gonna make it OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmEMa8qeNjg
Just keep moving forward, eventually the pain fades until you are capable of just going through the motions of life. Then you can appeae to function, meanwhile still dead inside
>>697409192
i regret listening to this...good song though
>>697417687
preach
>>697417271
so I did good then
Fuck that bitch and reinvigorate your soul with some Tool. Start with this album.
>>697417886
no you still dun goofed.
Realized that, after posting that I didn't know why I turned into the asshole that I am, I figured out exactly why it happened.
>Be me
>6 years old, almost finished first grade
>Get home one day
>Anon, we've decided we're moving
>Leave that summer, never see friends again
>End up in New Hampshire
>Second grade starts
>Literally, society's biggest reject
>Spend next 4 years with no friends, nobody to relate to, getting bullied constantly
>Finally sick of this shit, I change schools
>Actually have a couple of friends this time around, but alienate most people
>Literally, the last 4 years had made me so socially awkward that I couldn't actually stand to be around people
>Discover, in sixth grade, the wonderful world of substance abuse, become massive pothead
>High school comes around
>Friends drift away, start getting into relationships
>Still a massive pothead, unable to care about human contact anymore
>At this point, social awkwardness has deteriorated into an underlying hatred for pretty much everyone
>Only two good friends by junior year
>Finish high school, move out
>Still a bitter asshole, never really got over the fact that society blacklisted me into oblivion
>4 years as an unperson made me an even worse person, unable to really have relationships, or give a shit about them
>Depressed as fuck, since I left these feelings bottled in, and now they'll just haunt me in the form of an underlying hatred for the rest of my life.
>>697418044
>fuck that bitch
Best advice I've ever gotten was, "If somebody doesn't believe in you, FUCK THEM."
We all have to get in the habit of saying "Fuck you!" more often.
Crywank just released their new album just listen to that
>>697416912
Excuses. It's all I've got left to justify my own existence. I've given up, but I'm too stubborn to die.
From a pure social standpoint, it might be better if I an heroed. Not going to, though. There is no reason to. I'm going to live as long as I'm alive. No sense in ending the ride prematurely; I've already paid for the whole trip.
>>697417886
C-section...
>>697412463
You could tell he was so much more fucked up than her with this >mutual
Feel so bad for Tucker
>>697418073
you're self aware enough to know all this shit
if you were truly hopeless, you wouldn't be able to see it.
I'll be honest, I'm not sure how to start fixing your shit... but it's clear that it can be fixed.
You just have to figure out how.
I don't give a fuck how much of a douche you are, I'd still buy you a beer and listen to your story.
If I would do that, there's at least one person you could learn not to hate.
That's hope, man. There's a tiny speck of hope and that's all you need.
>>697418231
Best comment in here. It's how I actually got through life. Almost killed myself a couple of times, but stuck around, if for no other reason than as a fuck you to those who tried to beat me down.
>>697417886
Fucking hell man. Why are you asking us?
>>697408737
Alexa?
>>697418526
no she never had a kid
>>697416004
Been on the exact same train, feels shitty.
Can I just say "ramble on" to all you motherfuckers without a meaning or direction.
You are actually what keeps the planet going, you don't even see it, but without negative influences, you can never move forward.
Keep on being the cunt's you are, but be a cunt that that has actually thought about it.
Close your eyes and listen:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lx8SADj9C4
>>697403061
Sorry to hear about that man. Mine cheated on me 4 times.... Fucking rough... Hang in there bro
>>697404533
nigga there better be a legitimate reason why March is the soonest you can meet, fuck waiting for that
>>697418842
because I dumped her because I thought she was chubby. But now I really fucking miss her. Idk maybe I miss the affection but I realized she showered me with love and I think I fucked up. But then when I look at her body I don't wanna be with her
>>697403061
Sorry OP but she's busy sucking off Jamal's or Chad's dick now. Typical female shenanigans.
Man the fuck up. You can do it.
When I'm alone, I want to be with people. When I'm with people I want to be alone. What do.
>>697418652
Thanks, man. Know I'm just a guy on /b/, who you don't, and probably never will know, but I really do appreciate that.
>>697409192
fuck dude
>>697418842
>>697419179
guess i'm looking for validation... also it's kind of turning me on critiquing her body
>>697419229
find someone who doesn't socially fatigue you. I used to be like that but ever since i met my best m8 I've found it easier to socialize.
>>697419022
Yeah in the moment it's probably the hardest shit to deal with. Like I said I can't really be mad for a women not being into me in the long run; but in my situation she kinda led me on TWICE! Sometimes makes me laugh seeing women say stuff like "guys dont know what they want" or "just trying to fuck". I'm over here trying to find a soulmate lol
GF broke up with me, fuck her I'm over it.
But I miss the affection and there's this girl that's hard up for me telling me that she loves me and has since before I started dating my ex. I know it will never work though. It's the reason why I didn't get with her before.
I'm just trying to get my own shit together, but it's a fucking shitty test. "Here you go, someone who wants to be with you that you have absolutely no interest in besides being friends."
>fiancee
Better get that ring back. This bitch aint the marriage type and never will be.
>>697416562
Alright man, I couldnt possibly relate to your situation, or hers, but I hope you get some type of closure. Shes one hell of a woman for trying to protect you. Whether she is protecting you or doing you a disservice I honestly dont know. Stay strong man. I hope she copes the best she can as well.
>>697403061
That's good man. At least she told you nowb and not after you guys are married and have kids. She wouldve cheated on you.
>>697418459
>too stubborn to die
How many millions of people made the choice not to die that led to you being born?
You say that like it doesn't fucking matter!
"...I'm too stubborn to die..."
Fucking goddamn hallelujah!
Imagine how many more paintings Van Gogh could have made if he made that same choice!
Imagine how much more beauty he could have brought into the world.
"I'm too stubborn to die..."
I'll fucking take it, man.
That is the foundation on which dreams are built.
And you can laugh and be bitter and come back at me with whatever but I've been where you are.
And maybe you shut off your computer and you say "man, fuck that preachy asshole".. and that's fine, I'll take that too.
Because I know this shit is like a virus and it's in your head now. And you'll think about it later.
You can't bullshit me and say you won't, because I've been you.
I know you will.
And you've got that fire in you to survive.
I believe in you. And I don't give a fuck whether you like it or not.
>>697419750
That's rough bro. I met a girl on tinder recently and before we even met she was talking dating etc I was like what the fuck? But I had that similar feeling of "here i am lets date" and im like "uh......"
>>697419492
Agreed. I have a couple good friends, and can't stand pretty much anyone else. But, the times with those friends are great, so at least I got over the part of me that instinctively just told people to fuck off before they ever could talk to me.
>>697419402
Ok, here we go.
>be me
>19 y.o.
>met 18 y.o. girl two years ago
>she have blonde hair and blue eyes
>looks like fucking Galadriel
>fell in love with her
>everything was fine
>suddenly she moved to another city
>i tried to keep in touch with her for a next year
>finally moves to the city where she lives now
>moves to the house next door to her
>ask her on a date
>she said yes
>spent all night together, drinking wine and smoking weed in the park
>we started making out
>after all she said that I was the first person with whom she was so happy
>it was the happiest day of my entire life
>yesterday she told me that she have no feelings for me
>she walked out of my life forever
>all what i can do now is thinking about what once was and how I should have done it better
>>697419179
>>697420048
she's not that bad m8 but i'm chubby too so idc
>>697420048
post a face pic
We all need a beer.
>>697420449
and a gf
>>697403061
I left the mother of my child a couple of weeks ago and it kills me. Life will get better man. Just gotta think positively
Some guys girlfriend left him last night and now she's been sucking my dick feels awesome
>>697419935
Not him, but it's a fair point. Admittedly, my stubbornness in living is more just to say fuck you to everyone who ever tried to get me to give up, but it's still living for something, I suppose. Now, I just need to figure out how I can best be of use to society, while still giving everyone the finger.
>>697419935
I do believe you're talking firmly out your ass. I'm not going to try to play the "you're not me" card, but I really want to. Until you've sat up days and nights for 13 years knowing you're in need of a change, wanting to make those changes, but wind up never making those changes. My life is my own fucking fault. Always and forever.
It's my fault.
It's my fault.
And I hate myself for being such a bitch.
I lost one of my best buds to cancer on July 4th. Still pretty down about it. We all have our trials anon... keep your chin up. Time is the only thing that really helps.
>>697403061
Was she your fiance or wss2 she your finance-e
>>697420425
she never sent me nudes with her face in it. I guess in case I ever posted them anywhere or sent them to someone. She had a baby face though
>>697420048
Would make this little piggy my sex slave
>>697419179
lol. Hey man at least you'll admit it. Just have a side chick and be with her. fuck people projecting their fucked up morals onto you. Penguins are monogamous, but the again they all look the fucking same and I'd expect die quick enough not to get bored either.
>>697419938
She's alright in small doses, and I try to be there for her as a friend, but she's got so many issues and problems, a lot before we even met that I know it would never work. I want the affection but I know it's not worth all the baggage and I know it'd just end up with me leaving her and me just becoming another issue for her to deal with.
>>697420620
you want a better life but arent willing to put the work in to gain it, instead you just complain to yourself about yourself as a way of venting, you're like a dog chasing its tail on a sinking ship
the sooner you wake up to the reality of your life and where its headed the sooner you will sober up and do what needs to be done and take the small incremental steps to improve your life bit by bit.
>>697420620
Dude, not him, but I can relate. I keep saying this, but I almost killed myself several times, but kept living, as a fuck you to everyone who tried to get me to do it. I'm still a bitter asshole, and part of me still hates my family for causing the move that made me this way. But all in all, it's my fucking fault that I never once opened up or pushed back, and so a bitter asshole I'll probably remain for the rest of my life. But, be that as it may, I'm trying to change, and trust me, no matter how shitty your hand is, it's worth trying to at least take that step towards change, and pushing yourself until you finally do.
>>697421027
Fuck man that's exactly how that went with her too. She was like a 6-7/10 but had already opened up to me about some serious family issues and her growing up etc. I had to get out before she started to depend on me about that stuff. Like I said we haven't even met yet. I wanted the attention but it was unfair of me so I was like YEET!
>>697420788
post a non-nude face pic then, really curious as to just how much you fucked up
>>697421129
You guys keep saying "change." Just say lose 200 pounds and keep this thread honest.
>>697420932
Penguins also don't have societal regulations that ruin would ruin their lives if they were polygamous, so there's that going for them too. Maybe we all should have just been penguins.
>>697420932
She actually loves me/loved me so I feel bad when getting a side chick. But hey you're right I might just do it. Keep the side chick for just the physical because I actually did love the way Thea (my ex) loved me. She was kind and sweet and very caring. Very affectionate as well it's just her body doesn't do it for me. But she is going to the gym so I can just push her to lose weight. Idk am I an ass for thinking like that?
