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>are you ok anon?
>>696752190
The plight of the weeeb
>>696752416
>The plight of the weeeb
Fuck you cunt
>>696752190
Just the usual end-of-the-semester feels. Though this time, it's a bit stronger.
>>696752683
what are u study?
>deal with that , all the first world people have to deal with that, or you born rich
not having a job makes me feel less like i'm worthless and invisible and nonexistent and a burden to society and yeah.
>>696753011
Poli Sci and Asian Studies. I know, I know, but I had little choice in the matter.
>>696753055
why you dont have a job? its your fault?
>>696752683
just graduated here. bruh it sucks. hold on to your friends as tightly as you can, and make huge efforts to keep them close.
>tfw they don't do the same
>>696753143
>Poli Sci and Asian Studies
what you want to do with that course? in future?
>>696753260
maybe. i dunno, i mean, i just graduated and it's only been 2 weeks of trying to find one but...so far no one called back. maybe it's me being paranoid or incompetent...but it's getting to me.
y'know, i thought graduating with an engineering degree would make me happy. like life would be ideal and i would get a job as soon as i came out so i could forget that i have no friends and no life outside of my room.
>>696753391
>friends
Most of them barely even talk to me anymore. My friends in foreign countries keep better contact with me than my American ones, even more so than my family members.
>>696753431
Leave this country for good and live/work overseas. Whether it's a corporate slave working 90+ hours a week in Japan, or some wood-laborer living in a shack in a Cambodian jungle, I don't care. I must leave.
>>696753644
you will find a job, be patient ... 2 weeks are to soon
>>696753660
people are selfish , people who are not are cuuks , but if you have a heart you are a little cuuk
>>696754302
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>>696754519
>>696753660
wtf ? but you will be happy?
>>696754928
Yes. I know I will, because of how shit my life is here in the U.S. I'll be away from everyone, won't have to deal with family or political bs, etc. I'll just have to pay my bills and live life elsewhere. I've done so before, but this time, I intend to do it permanently.
I seriously considered North Korea for a bit.
>>696753660
i'm sorry to hear that anon. what end-of-the-semester feels are you talking about then? maybe i can help...
>>696753906
would you happen to know how to not let the existential dread eat you alive while you're trying to find something to define your life? i mean, how to feel okay with being unemployed while you're looking for a job?
>>696755304
I just feel like I'm starting to 'level up,' and actually have something worth looking back on since having come to this school. I just did a summer semester that was pretty rough (the roughest yet) for a number of reasons, and now that it's over, I'm curious about what the other people will be doing with their lives as they go about their separate ways. Some made friendships, but of course, none were made with me.
>>696755197
living in America must be so shity ... americans are kind of stupid , i see americans like robots "live for work , live for buying stuff"
>>696755197
not to doubt you anon - just out of curiosity - how long have you lived outside the US? also i'm assuming you're born here, so please correct me if i'm wrong.
>>696755685
It really is, and it's getting worse. It's not even just about the politics or 'candidates;' it's about how clueless, selfish, and downright rude the average person is, even family members.
>>696755731
Three years. Really 3.5 years. My early 20s were spent in Korea.
>>696755731
no im not, im european, but i read 1984 george orwell and i imagine AMerica
TFW all i want is someone to love me
>>696756117
is the best thing in the world anon, but first you need to love your self
>>696755610
ahhh i know exactly how you feel! it's a really humbling experience...like you just climbed a mountain only to see a large, scary (or exciting, however you see it) new world.
if you wanna say "level up" you should think of life from this point on as asking what your "endgame" or "win condition" is.
>>696756212
i hate myself, some days even start good until i see myself in the mirror
>>696756412
the gif?
>>696756412
I've already got it planned out. If I'm not out of this country and living/working abroad, even if not permanently, within 5 years after graduation, I'm killing myself on New Year's Day of the 5th Year. No one will even suspect it.
>>696752190
I have come to realize that I don't know who I am. I should start going to university but I can't decide what to do for nearly 2 years now. I have no dreams, no real talents, nothing I want to achieve. I can have interest in almost everything while it might lose my attention quickly any second. I feel lost, struggling to find an identity of which I thought time would fix that for me, but after almost two years it still hasn't happened. I don't believe in any kind of "fate" and I realize that you simply just pick something you think you're interested in and just stick with it but how am I supposed to know what fits me when I don't seem to know who I am?
>>696756670
tbh i forgot fam. i got it off...4chan...somewhere...i think it's the brain scan of that one episode of the walking dead in season 1 where that one scientist had to put down his wife and he shot her through the brain which explains that one burst. i could be wrong tho.
>>696756734
5 years? well at least i won't have to put you on suicide watch ahaha don't worry you'll make it in 5 years. i'm pretty sure you're already good on the language, so all you need is a bit of practice :)
then why dont you go back, seems better on the other side, atleast relatively
>>696757209
if you keep fucking up my fruit you'll be getting more than a tip
>>696757473
I'm conversational in Japanese, at least. That's one thing I can say I'm good at, and it shows when I talk/chat with my Japanese friends.
>>696752190
>>696752190
Just passing through honestly. I don't like things I liked just as much. I like gaming but not as much as I did. I don't feel like going out too. But I feel like nothing's wrong with me. I can't focus at shit and can't study too. Probably will KMS when shit hits the fan.
>>696752190
why do I always come back to those threads
>>696752190
I'm not interested in others and I don't have loneliness, it's great to be me.
>>696758146
youre a fag
so I have this friend of mine, a couple of days ago, he literally fuck with a girl friend of he (he dont have any gf for years) and the next day, he just feel empty :( its a little weird cuz he is so cold in that point, and Im a little worried about it, any advice? Im only cand think he need a gf or just love.
>>696752190
.
>>696757969
Also, hear me out. I might seem like a god damn edgelord for saying that but I'm in a circle. I sometimes think emotions are pointless, but without emotions there is also no reason to live. Has anyone ever broken this cycle?
>>696752190
..
>>696758101
please, put your fears out
>>696756653
and i feel like that's why you shouldn't be in a relationship (ie. be loved). because you're only going to end up clingy and needy. i mean, you're supposed to complement each other, not her being your existential validation because you can't validate yourself. at least, that's what i think. i hate myself too and i forced myself into a relationship and...well, that's what happened. my hatred for myself was too much for her, and she couldn't with all her heart love for the both of us. but i mean, if she hates herself as much as you do maybe it's different. don't be afraid to dream, anon!
>>696757209
i didn't even know you can tip baggers...i dunno it's not normal where i'm from but i'll try. umm, exercise! if you have to be in your room you can do situps and stuff. it helps build a little confidence and maybe that could start something...
>>696757249
bullshit you have no real talents! talent is just another word for hobby or perk. hell, being good at overwatch is a fucking talent (one that i don't have, apparently).
and you don't know what fits you. if you have to switch majors in college do it. the point of life is to find out who you are, and on your deathbed is when you can actually say to your maker "this is who i am, and it took me X years to find it! i am (insert who you are here)". and if you don't know who you are, then you're on the right track bud :)
>>696758643
>>696758358
Damn, that sums it up.
>>696758146
congrats anon! maybe you can help the rest of us then? if not that's fine. i'm sure someone like you has something great to attend to...with great power comes great responsibility, right?
>>696759040
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>>696757719
then you're good! 5 years is no big deal! if it was one year maybe i'd be slightly worried but no, you've got prospect. good luck then anon! and don't worry, you'll always have friends here :)
PS: who's that on the picture? she's pretty :p
>>696759243
>>696760225
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>>696760378
>>696760624
life is a fuckin shithole
>>696752190
>>696760624
please go fuck your self
>>696760378
I know what I must do now. This picture has given me hope. Although I can only try my hardest and may end up failing or being hurt. I haven't tried hard enough in my past. I'm only 15. Goodbye /b/, for now, maybe even forever.
>>696761091
see ya tomorrow
>>696760969
longe one but really moving
I really like this boy, we re not even this close. I feel like I really connected, I like him, a lot, I care for him. I want him to be happy, I want to make him happy. I just cant see him for the moment because of personal problems, and because im an idiot and Im afraid of not being enough for him (im not that cute, and im not such a nice person) Even though he says i am.
My heart aches, and i feel stupid, I dont want him to be sad because of me. I wish I wasnt this autistic. Also im sorry for my shit tier english..
>>696758269
>so I have this friend of mine, a couple of days ago, he literally fuck with a girl friend of he (he dont have any gf for years) and the next day, he just feel empty :( its a little weird cuz he is so cold in that point, and Im a little worried about it, any advice? Im only cand think he need a gf or just love.
you are confused, i cant help you with this dialoge
>>696759214
Hey fuck you I'm great and I'm the only person I love because of how great I am.
>>696760378
God fugking damn this
>>696760983
im seeing cowboy bebop right now...
life is cruel , and we are just trash , dead is nothing, everyone's gonna die, but conserve the spirit , is what matters
I can go days without anyone talking to me i just want someone to tell me it's gonna be ok
>>696757719
How did you get good at Japanese, if I may ask?
>>696762115
oh fuck .. another boring ant
>>696760378
It's so agonisingly true...
Does anyone have the pic of the guy talking to his younger self? Probably the saddest thing I have read
Just got here. bumping.
>>696762335
talk anon, everything is gonna be ok...
>>696762515
At least I'm not some desesperate pleb trying to become an anime main character with my UNIQUE and QUIRKY personality.
>>696762728
newfag alert?
>>696762586
it's only the first page, look up the comic, it's making me cry everytime
>>696755197
fuck man pigeon man :(
>>696763129
oh forgot to mention that I know the story you mean but I didnt safe it I think
Honestly stories like this >>696760624 kill me.
Cos my story is similar but less heart wrenching. I had a dog cute little chocolate Staffy and she got very sick this year. And she was basically eating nothing and only drinking and shitting brown water. I had her since she was a puppy so it hurt to see her like this. And one morning my parents said they were going to take her to the vet to see what was wrong. My mum got sick and had to go to hospital so someone else took her. Because I'm a lazy fucking shithead I stayed in bed till like 2 PM and when I went to see her she wasn't there. The person was recommended to have her put down and I didn't say get to say goodbye. She died in the arms of a stranger with a needle and nobody she knew around her and it fucking kills me every time I think about it. At least her suffering was ended. I just wish I was there.
>>696762637
I been a shut in my whole life i go to a school where my race (hispanic) is non existant im thinking of switching schools i cant take it anymore no friends no nothing i get home i lay in bed and watch and eat shit and work sometimes but im so lonely i just stay in my room i orderd 36 bars of xanax cause i heard that shit helps im even scared to go to my grandmas house she just returned from mexico and then i was reading how using xanax and then stopping will give u seizures and dizzyness of the withdrawls my life is spiriling out of control anon i just want to be fucking happy sorry for the no period and commas my head hurts so bad omg i just dont wanna be lonely anymore it hurts so much
>>696752190
She left me and I feel empty and lost and scared.
People hit on her all the time. Now that we're apart i'm afraid she will reciprocate and find someone else. That i'll see her date someone else. It scares me and hurts me.
>>696762335
it's gonna be ok
You guys are my only friends
anyone else see these long green text feels stories, but still read the last 5 lines to make sure we're not walking the dinosaur at the end, or spaghetti flooring?
i posted this in another feels thread but i'll post it again. i still like my ex and she still likes me which is cool and all, but she's never available to hang out and stuff and it makes me wonder if she even does like me and kinda feels like she is leading me on, so i just smoke away my pitiful existance...
>>696763639
but what are your problems with your school mates? how old are u?
>>696763741
if she will find someone else, she dont love u anon its simple
>>696763364
I'm so sorry anon, we all make mistakes, I bet she had a wonderful time with you.
>>696763129
google the rest of the comic, it's always gets me and it's similar to the other story
>>696764119
she dont love u, if she does she hang out with u
>>696752190
Doing fine enough.
i just want friends. i just graduated high school a friendless antisocial nobody. never had a girlfriend never had a kiss never went to any dances ive never been to the movies with somebody ive failed
>>696764596
i suppose... it just hurts me alot
>>696764532
The thing that hurts even more was she was my favourite thing to come home to. I have 2 others but she would always greet me with a big smile on her face. She was mental but she was always my favourite. I will be there for them.
>>696764626
but I bet you're super smart right ?
>>696764152
Im 18 entering my last year of highschool
>>696764814
you did something wrong to her?
>>696765007
be sucessful in life, and one day you gonna piss in the head of that kids
>>696764626
It's overrated.
I used to be "popular" during my school years and went to parties and all that shit, but I started drifting away from all those people and activities and started being by myself. Don't regret that decision for a second.
The only reason you feel like you have to have friends and go to the movies and shit and feeling like you've failed is because that's what the "norm" is. It's not fulfilling when you realize it's not the only way to live your life. You can even find a girlfriend by meeting people on the internet.
>>696764958
i had a 3.8 gpa weighted which is okay i guess. only going to community college
>>696765052
no she broke off the relationship because she thought she wasn't right for me and it felt too "perfect" but now says she regrets it i just dont know what to do
>>696765284
why she think that?
>>696765207
what was/is college like for u? have u heard of high school loners redeeming themselves and being social in college
>be me
>be in school
>there is this girl that i completly like
>she seems to like me too
>I always loved when I could kiss and hug her
>summer comes
>can't see her
>first day of classes
>I'm excited to see and talk to her again
>but now she looked changed, now she seems to try to avoid me
>am I now trying to get back to those days I felt that life was worth
>it's difficult, I feel she even tries to sit somewhere else that is not on my side
>I feel very sad
>I feel that my heart is broken
What can I do?
>>696765496
school already started for u?
>>696765433
everything was basically perfect, her parents loved me mine loved her our family got along really well and we would always be with eachother but i think she was afraid that things were moving too fast and i think the thought of commitment scared her away
A pic for your feels, cause I am going to die alone.
>>696765672
yes, it's my second week since vacation
>>696765974
damn that fucking blows
>>696765446
>what was/is college like for u?
I used to hang out with people, but only during school. Outside of school I was mostly by myself, simply because that's what I prefer. I hate it when people keep asking me, or rather pressuring me to go out and do shit I don't want to do. It's easier to just leave myself out of that situation completely than deal with those people daily when I don't want to be "on the go" as much as those people.
I guess "redeeming" yourself comes down to what kind of a person are you. Why aren't you making contacts with other people/Why are you a loner? It's always possible, but it depends on you and your personality.
>>696765762
pass way, maybe she has other guy
>>696762115
alrighty then. have fun out there :p
>>696757885
Fuck m8.. I remember when I was a kid, I had 2 stuffed animals. I didn't just imagine if they were alive, I believed it whole heartedly and would lay in bed, staying up late and talking to them. I promised them, many times, that I would never abandon them, I envisioned myself as an adult, going to college and shit with them by my side. Reality is a bitch man
>>696765762
some girls like drama or obstacles to overcome. either way just cut her out of your life, keeping her there just gives you false hope and you deserve better than that
>>696766222
if she does then all i can do is wish her the best...
>>696762002
i know how that feels. if she only knows what goes on in my head...but anyways, right now i'm trying to better myself and hopefully she'll still like me and single then. let's try together, anon!
>>696766466
i've tried multiple times but no matter what she always finds a way to pop up into my mind
>>696766136
yeah I know...
>life hurts
>>696752190
I have to join the navy for my fathers affection
>>696766141
ive just been socially inept since i can remember. id love for people to ask me to do things or to even say hi to me but it was like i didnt exist for four years. i wish i could network or some shit but im too afraid. even as a senior i spent lunch alone staring at the floor. people just walked by me like i was a homeless person or something. i just dont want to be that alone in college. if i had at least one friend in college then id be redeemed
>>696763741
the fact that you're empty and lost and scared is normal, but you shouldn't put your worth on having her...or anyone, really. maybe god, but no one human. come on, anon. if she liked you at one point, it means you have good qualities, and i'm sure someone else will come your way to love those qualities too. you just have to move on from here.
>>696764626
join clubs in college! that's how i actually made friends this whole pathetic life :D
My girlfriend keeps thinking I'm cheating on her because of her partners' history. Makes me feel so bad
>>696760624
stop it
>>696766802
ive got a whole month left but i dont really have anything to do. just staring at the ceiling in my bed
>>696756117
>sad peepee
>>696766730
she always will anon, every now and then she'll pop into your head when you're thinking of something unrelated and it'll be 10 minutes before you realize. Or you'll think of your future and she'll be by your side in it as your wife and soul mate.
But the real world isnt so pleasant and the longer she stays, the more you'll idolize her, until eventually no woman can match up to your perception of her. you just have to be strong and not let these thoughts of her stop you from living the life you could.
just let her go anon.
>>696767102
Do you have social anxiety? There's medication that will help, if that's the case. It may make things easier for you.
If that's not something you want to do or don't need, you could try joining some clubs or such, something that interests you, and you can talk about with others.
Basically what it comes down to, is that you're overthinking it. All those people you're too scared to talk to are only people just like you. Perhaps even a lot dumber and more shallow than you are. Why should you be afraid to talk to them? Why should you give a fuck about what they think of you? They're a few in a world of 7 billion. Just do what you want to and don't feel ashamed. They're not special.
>>696768079
this is the best piece of advice i have ever gotten about this subject... you're right, i'll try my best. i won't forget this advice. thank you so much /b/rother
I'm doing all the things I should be doing. Going to uni, 3.7GPA. Joining clubs. Making friends. Buddying up with my dad while he's still around and paying for my college. Going in for a job interview tomorrow.
Why do I still dread living my life? I have to force myself to smile or laugh along with my friends, and when I'm alone all I want to do is sleep. What's the problem? Is it something I'm doing wrong?
>>696766913
dam dude good luck
>>696768527
You're not doing the things you want to do, you're doing the things that are expected of you.
>>696768350
no problem man, have a good one
>>696768527
I think you need the picture more then anyone I have ever seen.
I'm stuck on my ex. Make it stop.
>>696768527
what do you want most out of life anon?
>>696763799
I needed this. Because I am so close to breaking.
>>696768527
because all that is well and good, but what you don't mention is a long term relationship with the right person
>...you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable. Known someone that could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel, to have that love for her, be there forever, through anything...
>>696769041
you'll meet someone better then her, anon. for now, just stay strong
>>696768654
That's true in regards to uni, but my father illegally saved the social security from my mother's death for it. I feel obligated.
But even with my friends I feel like I'm faking for some reason.
>>696763799
thx m8
>>696769403
do you feel like nothing you do is your choice?
>>696752190
Not gonna lie.. I do like reading feels threads. But after a few I get depressed VERY quickly so I gotta dig up my motivational pic collection. Here's a random one from it, may it bring some good thoughts to anyone on this thread.
>>696769270
I've dated around for awhile after them and it didn't work. I passed up a fuck partner because I couldn't get my mind off him. It's been about 4 years since he admitted he never loved me and he was just dating me out of pity. I really just want to forget or let go in the meantime while I look for someone better.
>>696769403
>But even with my friends I feel like I'm faking for some reason.
I know what you mean, I used to be just like that, until I decided to move on from those friends. If you can't be yourself among those "friends", they're not very good friends to begin with. Life is too short to spend time doing things you don't want to, and acting like you do.
Grandma died a few days ago, the same day I found out the dog my parents and I rescued when I was a kid is terminally ill. manchild brother-in-law and autistic sister-in-law that live together are making my cumdumpster's life hell. Trying to correct past mistakes and get a STEM degree, but I'm starting to struggle and not enjoying my work atm.
Trying to enter "fuck it, just do it" mode but it's just not happening yet.
Haven't posted here since fucking Boxxy, that's how beaten I'm feeling, /b/rothers.
>>696769618
thank you, i'm crying
>>696769618
Best I can do, but keep posting if u would.
>>696768185
i dont think so. my mind just doesnt work the way it should when it comes to being social. im hoping college wont be as bad but i cant help feeling like shit over wasting my past four years. when people talk about high school they say its the best time of their lives and they talk of all their cool experiences. i never got to have sex or hang out with friends or make any interesting memories at all and i just cant get past that
>>696768918
Yeah, lately I've been asking myself, "Why the fuck do I care about what they think of me?" and it's freeing. Thanks. But I can't help but want to make people happy, and when I can't, it kills me.
>>696769060
To make people happy, and to be happy. But I've more or less given up on those things. Now I just smoke like a chimney and try to scrape by through life.
>>696769239
I have a girlfriend but I'm left frustrated and unfulfilled. She lives 30 minutes away, and while she's fucking hot and cute, we never text. We have no chemistry. I don't think she's attracted to me either.
I'm drunk two hours after getting home from work.
that's late for me.
I sleep with a pistol next to my pillow, just in case I get the actual impulse to do it.
I keep my suicide taped to the back of my studio's door, and a separate note apologizing to those who find me eventually.
Tonight, I'll probably talk to loose ends on the internet that are kind, and haven't stopped talking to me yet.
And I'll probably cut (attention fag), and try to patch it up, because it gives me something to care for.
and just lay in bed, throw up at 4am, get ready for work and repeat.
>>696769979
>>696770060
thanks guys. The Stephen Fry one is good too....IDC if I sound like a faggot, all can judge me if you want. I'm crying too. It was my birthday the other day and although I'm not old I'm not getting any younger. No one in my family or one my best friends wished me a hbd as I don't talk to them anymore. Life fucking sucks getting to a point of not being a kid again and having to fucking survive, get dumped, work your ass off to live comfortably...don't know what to do anymore sometimes.
>>696769609
Pretty much, yeah. Pa had this great plan for our college years so we wouldn't have to work too hard, and now that it's unfurling I'm fucking miserable.
>>696769791
How do you "be yourself?"
>>696758407
You need an outside force. A variable. Channel your inner Tyler Durden :)
>>696770463
Why are you so sad?
>22
>wish I were never born.
>don't want to kill myself, or even die, because my family and friends would be devastated, religion, etc.
>have back problems that seem to flare up ever few months
>constant aching even when it doesn't flare up
>addicted to the pain pills i take for it
>if I stop taking them, I'm in pain, and when it flares up I start taking them again anyhow
>if I take them, I never go out and do anything because they make me tired
>can't hold a sleeping schedule to save my life, tried every sleeping pill imaginable
>either make me sleep too long or don't work
>makes it hard to socialize, or make any plans with friends
>afraid to apply for a job, because I think my back pain will make me miss too much work, causing me to get fired
>afraid to make my work record look like shit and make it hard to get a job down the line
>never had a gf
>never gotten laid
I'm going back to physical therapy for my back, and hopefully it'll get me on the right track.
Mums terminally ill with cancer maybe 1-2 years left to live. me and this girl both love each other but we just cant make it work due to issues and things to do with the past. Also redoing college because i fucked up the first 2 years. Lifes been better /b/ros
>>696769712
i know anon, ive felt the same.you'll probably never truly get him out of your head and your ideal of him will inform all of your future partners.
But you have to make sure that doesnt stop you doing what you want with your life and being who you want to be with.
it will be hard, i know, but it will be better than doting on someone who doesnt care about you.
>>696770221
I hope things turn around for you, not much more I can, then share more of the Lizard Kings wisdom, but I hope you find what makes you happy.
>>696770154
>i never got to have sex
Neither did most of the others. Kids always exaggerate and try to show off.
If you're feeling you're not as good as them or something along those lines, you can just fake it, just like a lot of them do, too. They don't know what you've experienced in your life, and if you want to be social faking it is better than doing nothing.
>>696771096
Not to be an asshole but it should be
Fe eling
Ba d
Because Fe is iron
>>696770598
>How do you "be yourself?"
By doing whatever you want, whenever you want.
>>696771415
nah you made me smile actually thanks dude
>>696770502
Happy late birthday! Fuck those you've left behind, they are memories in the dust, the only thing that matters is the future. Lock your eyes on it and fuck everything and anything that would stop you from reaching it.
>>696771594
Sweet.
Also sorry about your mom
>>696770717
Umm. Because I'm a trans snowflake piece of shit.
>>696770221
you'll never be fufilled unless you do what you desire most in your life.
Harsh as it may be, it might be best to dump your gf if she means that little to you, its not fair on either of you.( not being a white or some pussy shit, you just be to be realistic.)
After that, write sown what you want most out of life and keep it close by, so you dont forget it. at the end of the day the only person who can get you out of your predicament is you, so stay strong nigga
GF broke up with me about 3 months ago and I'm pretty well over her but it made all my problems readily apparent. I've been working on all of that trying not to let myself get overwhelmed.
My biggest problem at the moment is that I basically have to try and get my shit together and keep both of my brothers going as well. One is a worthless junkie and the other is a full blown NEET who hasn't done basically anything for the last 6 years.
I'm fine without my ex but fuck me is it lonely without her. I wish I just had someone, just a good friend to form a connection with.
>>696771999
Trips have spoken
>>696772173
sorry for bad grammar, am very drunk
>>696771648
thanks so much anon....needed to hear that
>>696752190
>are you ok anon?
idk
>>696772220
SO true...life is too short anon, be happy or be miserable
Got friendzoned -
> Let's be friends like before anon
> kk
I did everything ok but I think I'm pussy
Sitting at a pizza parlor alone. Lotta people looking at me. I guess I'm ok.
>>696753660
You'll be back, just like you'll be on 4chan tomorrow.
in all seriousness where the fuck does one meet girls these days?? so sick of Tinder and POF...work is mostly dude...bar scenes suck...met a few at Connecticon but didn't take off...am I just retarded?
>>696772738
eh, you just weren't right for each other man, plenty more fish in the sea.
you'll find someone more suited to you, just be strong :) (i know emoticons are a fag move but fuck you, i do what i want!)
>>696762335
Things work out in the end anon. It will be ok. Statistically, it has to be :)
>>696773011
Look for them where your interests take you anyway so you know you have something in common.
You like to read? Bookstores, libraries, etc.
>>696765007
Things are different in college anon. I just finished my first year and it was very different. People are more friendly and they just look at you different. Make an effort. Talk to people. Force yourself to change and things will fall into place around you. It doesn't have to be a drastic change. Start with small steps. Work your way up!
Going through college looking for a girl to just smoke and chill with me the whole time. Girls don't look at me twice. have had sex 3 times none of the girls have wanted to see me again.
>>696752683
You're doing life wrong
>>696770764
bump for insight
>>696772525
fuck, that just rung deep
>ex gf
>both of us addicted to heroin
>got each other's backs
>it's her and me vs. The world
>time goes on
>we fight all the time
>can't stand each other
>have nothing else
>decide we need to get sober
>trainspotting.mkv
>decide we want to do it one more time before going to rehab
>"be careful, it's a little strong
>come to, 20 minutes later
>look at her face
>deathblue.jpg
>hit her with narcan
>it's not very effective...
>my phone is dead, hers is lost
>screaming
>start CPR
>not sure if doing it right
>pray to God, to devil, to anything not to take her away from me
>firemen show up
>tell me to stop
>she's breathing
>they take her to ER
>cops question me
>next day
>texts me
>we still have more left
>one last time?
>mfw I'm done
>I go to rehab
>she doesn't
>I have 8 months clean
>I don't know where she is
And I still miss her.
>>696752190
No.
But thank you for asking.
>talking with female best friend
>she tells me that with her fetishes, she would not want to fuck me, not that we were going to anyway
>possible BF role shut off, although i didn't want to get with her that way anyway
feels weird, it wasn't something i really cared about anyway but now that it's like "literally never"... idk yo. feels alright but slightly bad in a strange way man.
>>696763526
I was just in that thread haha
>>696766639
Lets keep up the good work, and hope to be happy with them if they take us.. Love for you anon, I dont feel so alone now
>>696773164
We are BBF's still, she knows what I feel. I'm not ugly or fat and I was one of the most inteligent person in my school.
Sometimes when we sit and talk she hug me for a long while but say "Anon wait 2 years plz"
>>696761091
>>696761286
Lmao I'm almost 20 been on here since I was 15.
>>696774071
Nobody likes rejection.
>>696774071
way to get cuckzoned you beta bitch
https://discord.gg/fRhRB
>>696755936
I'm dead serious every 7 years there must be a mass suicide so this doesn't happen.
>>696770764
apply for all jobs your qualified for. it will scary, hell, downright terrifying, but its the only way to get out of this rut youre in.
once you have that, focus on on keeping that job, getting in on time, doing it well, etc. then focus on the pill problem,which will seem so much smaller when not surrounded by all these other problems. just get get on a course and stick to it anon, i believe in you.
>>696763741
I broke up with my girlfriend of 2+ years a couple of weeks ago. We were long distance for most of this time. I know what you're going through anon. We planned on getting married and all of that good stuff. If you really do love her, be happy that she will be happier.
Also, other anon is right. If SHE is the only thing that held YOU together, you shouldn't have been in the relationship in the first place. It's hard to hear but it's true. Take some time by yourself and find something to occupy the amount of time you usually spend aching for her. Work out, learn the constellations, make home movies, learn the guitar. Improve yourself! And if you do that, you WILL find someone right for you. It's a guarantee :)
>Really like this girl
>Today was her birthday
>Planned on getting her something and telling her how I feel
>Didn't do it because I felt too nervous
>All I did was DM her on Instagram
>She never even replied
I've been doing this shit since December. I always tell myself "tomorrow" or "this weekend" but it never happens and I have only myself to blame.
Is it true that women eventually get bored with male friends? I've been friends with this girl for a few months, never tried to hit on her, and she seemed to really like me for a while, but for the last week or so, she's been taking a long time to respond to my texts and doesn't hang out with me in person as much, even though I know she doesn't have a boyfriend. Is she just going to get rid of me eventually? I don't want to stop talking to her and hanging out with her though. What do?
>>696775004
Ok it's gonna be hard and a little scary but you have to tell her how you feel. Now. If you keep putting it off you'll never do it. I lost the only girl I ever loved because I couldn't tell her.please anon.
I fucked up badly with a girl I've known for years and I'm trying to fix it. We were in love but now.... I'm the only one who kept those feelings
>>696775066
friends of the opposite gender tend to fade faster than those of the same gender for some reason. if you like her more than a friend, then make your move. otherwise, it may be better to let her go and find some new friends
>>696765007
>highschool
toppest of kek kid, it only gets worse from here. best of luck making it through your early 20s, first corporate job, collegic monetization, folding for job security... if you're throwing in the towel this early... well good fucking luck
>>696756117
and all i want is someone to love.
>>696774951
I'm not afraid of getting/having a job in general. I'm afraid that if I get one I won't be able to do it because of my back pain, and I'll get fired.
My back pain just flared up a few weeks ago to the point where I was in the hospital twice for morphine and muscle relaxants, and couldn't move for 3 days
In my current state I can only stand for about 20-30 minutes at a time, and can barely put my shoes on.
Doing manual labor too many days in a row fucks me right up, but if I were at my normal pain level, I could probably do it 3 days a week, for about 4 hours a day. 8 hours would really be stretching it, though.
While addicted, I don't seem to have a huge problem kicking the pills.
I just start them again when pain flares up, because it's fucking unbearable.
Having a job probably would help my sleeping pattern, though.
I'm feeling really sad, anon. I don't know where my friends have gone, we used to chat on Skype, these are all online people that live overseas.
Nobody has said a word, in ages. Everyone got pregnant, or got a new job, or is in the process of moving.
I haven't talked to anyone in so long, even though I make the effort and say hello on facebook etc.
I'm so lonely. I'm so sad, every day I just feel like if only I can get some interaction, today can be a good day. I just need something to be social, and then I can do my work, or whatever else needs doing.
But I don't. I don't have anyone. I just need a conversation, is all.
>>696776318
I'll talk to you if you'd like
Posted yesterday but.
Felt my ex was falling in love with someone else when we were together. They stopped giving me attention and started giving them more. Finally I was tired of it so I told them I couldn't do it anymore. That was a month ago. Yesterday I found out the two are together now.
>tfw you were never good enough
>tfw you never will be good enough
>tfw you squandered away your one chance at love
>>696775788
you may be able to make up with her but in the end, the damage may be too much. if youre happy being just friends then go for it, what have you got to lose? but for more,is entirely on her. i wouldnt rest my hopes on it /b/ro
>>696773915
Glad you escaped it anon. It's a steep shore to dry land, and that river is deep.
>>696776318
I'm here for you if you want anon.
>>696776318
>I just need something to be social, and then I can do my work, or whatever else needs doing.
Do you have a job? Get one. Interact with your co-workers. You have to put yourself out there.
>>696776541
Thanks, anon. What do you wanna talk about?
>>696769873
I'm sorry you're back here anon. I came back after breaking up with a longtime girlfriend.
My best advice is finish your degree and take a break if you can. Find yourself or re-center yourself. Sort your shit out. YOUR shit. Not your family's shit or your friend's shit, YOURS. Try to remember what made you so passionate about your work in the beginning. Rekindle that flame. If you can't seem to find joy in your work, maybe you should search elsewhere
>>696776643
I don't know if I can just go back to being friends. I've had no one for years and she came along and made me happy.
>>696763639
Xanax will turn you into a mindless zombie. Don't buy into that mental health shit. You can fix any mental problems you have by saying "fuck you, I'm not giving in"
Everyone gets sad anon. I could easily get prescribed antidepressants and a host of other drugs (trust me, I've done it before). You know what it does to you? It turns you into someone you aren't, so what's the fucking point? The best thing you can do is find a friend that will fuck your shit up when you get into depression fits. Don't give in to drugs, you'll be ten times worse if you do.
>>696775066
She may be going through something. I'd advise straight up asking her if something is up.
>>696776795
Anything. I don't mind
>>696776624
just wait five months and see if she wants to cheat on him with you instead
>>696772407
>>696772173
It's okay, I'm drunk too.
Breaking up is inevitable. I wanted to wait and see if there was potential, and there still is potential. Not doing anything about it though. Sooner is probably better than later.
Will do. Thanks for the encouragement.
>>696771432
I did that for a long time, but stopped when life put a lot of pressure on. I've been having urges to live that way -- carefree, not constantly thinking about possible consequences -- but not doing that made huge home and school problems when I was young.
Yet, I've been allowing myself little bursts of "what I want, when I want, no hesitating beforehand." Only small throw-away comments, nothing big yet. But it's freeing.
>>696774071
But she's thought of it. Maybe she's covering up feels
>>696776957
I'm not the only drunk guy in this thread? Bitchin.
>>696776318
hell, if thats all you want, there are plenty of place to get that. but in the end its all up to you to reach out to people.
as for the job, any reasonable employer for a lower end job would be fine with that. I work night shifts, with a ton of people with back problems and the management work around it just fine
>>696770502
Happy belated birthday /b/ro :)
You've always got (anonymous) friends here y'know
>>696773011
I have no idea. I keep meeting people online but they always live far away and I feel like those relationships aren't as legitimate as real ones. I also feel I let people down by having them. Like I don't have anyone to bring home and it makes my family secretly sad
>>696777231
thnx so much anon
>>696776699
Thanks man. I'm better for it, just feel lost sometimes.
>>696777056
now i REALLY don't know how to feel
>>696777121
its a feels thread anon, pretty sure 50% (including me) are smashed out of their tits
>>696776937
I already took them back after a breakup and things felt really bad and weird after it. I doubt getting together again would be a good thing. Id also never trust them with friends of the opposite gender again
>>696777509
Sorry, didn't mean to confuse you. Just continue on like normal with her. If you like her, maybe subtly hint and flirt. If you don't, then just be friends
>>696776769
I don't have a job, I'm in therapy for social anxiety disorder and major depression, I'm hoping that can work so I can function like a normal person.
I have panic attacks every time I try to leave the house, and there's a possibility of interacting with strangers (face to face).
But that doesn't mean that I don't crave people anyway.
>>696776709
Thank you.
>>696776913
So I was part of this community, and one of the people there seemed to have a massive stick up the ass about me. I guess they felt threatened by my writing (it was a writing position I was doing). Anyway, they tried to kick me off after I told the boss that I'm going to lay low a while as my Dr is trying me on new antidepressants.
Boss kicked me, I said wtf, that's not fair. Put me back in, basically dick person made it shit for me, then they got promoted, and kicked me off a week after.
All my connections come from there, I felt so ashamed and alone, I felt like I haven't been able to talk to anyone because I was deemed not good enough to be part of the team (cos of stick-up-the-ass). Eventually I did reach out to a few friends, they say they still like me and why wouldn't they, but they've also not said anything to me in over 2 months and I'm really struggling.
>>696777133
I think you'd meant to reply to >>696776217
My ex gf just told me that she had feelings for the same guy (her current bf) for 4 years, even when we were together. When she said that, it unvalidated everything I beleived we had. I haven't felt this much in a long time.
>>696752190
No... Im not sure if i should find a job or buy a gun at this point.
Me and my family moved away from our city to go and live with my grandfather after my grandmother left him. I lost all my friends and ended up in a neighborhood where i was completely incapable of making new ones on account of the fact i cant speak negro. I ended up playing vidya 24/7 making tons of online friends to replace the live ones i had before. 6 years passed and now im not even able to hold conversations with them anymore, let alone want to. I hate everything i used to love and my personality went from self-deprecating comedic relief character to self loathing cynical antagonist. is this what depression is?
>>696777942
So basically you got fucked out of your job? That's shit ty as fuck man
>>696773970
What's bothering you?
>>696778017
I'm >>696776624 so I know your feels. I'm here for you anon.
I've just got no friends or anyone to talk to anymore. I have to pull into myself and I just feel like death would be good for me every fucking day
>>696778256
Thank you Anon
>>696777942
aye, probably meant to reply to him, too drunk to be doing this shit.
but all the same, hope things get better for you nigga, stay golden.
>>696778311
I'm here if you need someone now.
>>696778119
Yeah, dude. But the way they did it was so fucked that I can't even complain. Just really shitty underhanded manipulation.
I just wanted someone to say what you've just said. Is that really so hard for people to get?
>>696778396
Thank you /b/rother.
>>696778422
Well I've never talked about how I feel to people before
Even when i'm posting on /b/ nobody is answering me while everyone else receives answers, ah. Feels weird
>>696777626
Well said
>>696778385
It feels like shit. For me it just makes me feel like I was never good enough. You just gotta remember not to get caught up in the negative feelings because those aren't you. And you just weren't the right people for each other. Take life one step at a time and try to move away from it
>>696752190
What chinese cartoon is this
I haven't been in a feels thread in a long time but I'm too nervous to type so I'll just share some images.
Love you guys.
>>696778426
Kind of. You just know shitty people is all.
>>696778571
>>696753055
Go around your neighborhood and ask if people need jobs done. Older people especially might ask you to come back. People are typically nice enough to shrug off any kind of awkwardness you may have.
Long time has passed since I've read a whole feels thread. This is one of the best I've read in this shithole.
Remember /b/rothers, we all have a soul. This sad times you are going through, are moslty built upon finite and material things. But your soul is trascendent. Even if you die, you'll live. We will all meet again. This feelings you have are important, hold them, embrace them, and let them fire up your FUCK EVERYTHING engines. We will all meet again and feel again, just like today. I love you guys, even after I die, I'll love you again. But I won't die today, and neither will you.
Thanks for existing anons, thanks for holding your souls on your vessels.
>>696778639
Yeah. I completely agree.
>>696778889
Deep and true.
>>696778889
how high are you?
P.S.: ily2
I'm just really depressed,
even self-harmed but i made myself stop doing it I still miss it tho,
because life just isn't good like
I've been having these up and down swings always faking my feelings to people on the outside
and i always hit these rock bottoms which are tough to get back up from since you are just alone 24/7
Can't even get a gf or someone that could comfort me or anything.
I don't know how long i can continue with this when even gaming can't make me happy again
>>696778889
>so close to quints
how you doin tonight anon? drinkin the feel good juice?
>>696779212
I'm sorry to hear about it anon, are you gaming with a community or alone ? What type of games do you play ?
>>696779405
Preach. :(
>>696779111
Just drunk, but still I mean every word.
Best friend hung himself not sure how to feel so /b it is love you faggots
>>696760378
Help me...
>>696752190
Sure. I am totally fine, other than the fact that I'm actually not and have no fucking clue why I feel like this 90% of the time.
It's really weird, I'm super lonely, confused about life and emotions, and super anxious about the future. I'm also trying to quit smoking and the only thing that stops me is when I build models that distract me from the addicting pull. I'm so neutral about life, I'm not sad but I'm not happy.
It's my 21st birthday next week
nobody gives a shit and I'm planning on getting drunk by myself in my one bedroom apartment
woohoo...
>>696779670
love you too, anon. keep on rollin'
>>696779440
I mostly play CS:GO but like yea i can get round with people just fine but sometime's just even the joy of winning the match or (and if lossing im just done that even csgo i cant do right) anything is just away and im just sitting there nto hitting my shots while angry russians yell at me to kill myself
>>696778625
Now is as good a time as any to start :)
>>696773616
How do you do life right?
>>696778626
What'd you post anon? I'm all ears
>>696774071
cuck fag
>>696777509
She overtly PRE-rejected you. Do not pursue you dumbfuck.
>>696779842
Next year, youll be drunk in a roomful of people who care about you. make that your aim
>>696778714
No need to be nervous /b/ro. We're all that friend here haha. What's on your mind?
>>696779981
Ok well.... everyday I feel like everything an everyone is against me in some way. Ni have no friends, my family won't talk to me. I've got no hobbies. No job. I'm not interested in anything. I don't know about anything anymore
girlfriend lied to me over 2 months and broke up with me because she's still in love with her ex. what did I do to deserve getting lied to : (
>>696780389
why
>>696778889
This guy knows what's up
>>696779944
Did you try playing another game ? I guess you stayed for a while on CS GO, it's maybe why it's not bringing any excitements anymore. And yeah i know how it is like, just... try not to take what they say seriously, you know how this community is.
Take a listen guys <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOlClVdFna0
Hey /b/. I'm 18, kl virgin, starting uni. I've always been awkward (that's why i'm a virgin in the first place), i don't have many friends and i barely talk to any woman besides my mom ever in my life. Anyway, i started uni this monday and met this girl who's awseome. She's beautiful, smart and cool. We've been talking a lot since.. well just since yesterday and we're like from different worlds. We're totally differente, but she's really awesome even tho since i have no idea how does this work i don't know what to do to know if she likes me or to seduce her or w/e. On the other side, there's this girl who's also really cool, she's beautiful and she likes a lot of stuff i like, also she likes me (i'm not very good at this, but even i can clearly notice that). And, well, i would like to be with one of those girls. they're both great but the first girl it's just sooooo perfect. She's got a bf btw, but she works out, she speaks french, she reads, she knows her shit you know, she's like at least a 9/10. Should i give it a shot with the great girl or give a chance to the other girl (and a chance to myself to be with someone that actually.. or apparently likes me and i like also)? The first girl it's just perfect, tho.
I love my best friend so much it hurts to be around him sometimes.
He knows but doesn't want to be in a relationship right now because he was sexually assaulted in his last one and the whole topic kind of squicks him out.
It still hurts when I think about it sometimes but I just want him to be alright. I don't care about having sex with him, I just want to go to bed with him in my arms.
I've never felt like this about someone else before, but I'm glad it's him.
![88a[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/fDiFQOj.jpg "88a[1].jpg")
I hate it when this threads start to turn into mopping idiots begging for girlfriends what is having a girlfriend is going to fix? What is so great about having one you just end up arguing about stupid shit all the time I swear I don't fucking understand people.
>>696780392
hey man, you're allright
>>696755936
reminds me of fahrenheit 451 a bit as well
Here goes,
I've gotten drunk every night for the past six months. What you would call a "functioning alcoholic". To put it simply I'm stagnant. Afraid to get back out there. I'm also a former heroin addict who is on methadone (DON'T EVER GET ON METHADONE). In order to avoid getting fat, I only eat once a day. On top of that I cut my portions back. I work eight hours a day on my feet. I have terrible conversation skills, I can't keep anyone potential partner interested, partially because every female I meet has been conditioned to expect to be swept off their feet from the first moment they meet someone. So I'm expected to be a fucking prince charming right from the start. It's not allowed to be awkward or to have someone get to know you. You better be fucking perfect from the start or that person's attention span will run out. Please tell me that someone else can see the world this way.
Also, we're all here because we don't get attention from the opposite sex, right?
>>696780202
Ah... Thanks, finally senpai notice me. And i don't know, it happens everytime i post something, even when it's relevant stuff. But yeah i kinda have the same impression IRL, i'm transparent
>>696780717
Cute!
And you're here why?
>>696779670
Yoooo! My dad killed himself a few years ago, anything you wanna talk about? Feelings you can't really process?
>>696779729
We're here for ya anon. Anything you wanna talk about? I'm listening
>>696780642
Go for the girl that likes you, what are you retarded? Stop putting girls on a pedestal, you have a good thing going, nobody is "soooo perfect".
>>696780642
You obviously go for the second. Love is better than sex. Sex will come with love and thst just makes sex better
>>696780642
You need to build up your confidence first bro, don't worry it's gonna be fine
>>696780605
I know bro, still aiming for global elite but yea sometimes when you can't even do shit right in the only thing you can do it just hits you like i am fucking useless and the its just repeat
I swore to myself tho that i won't kill myself until i hit global tho sadly russians makes it quite hard and i feel like quiting too soon
>>696779774
You don't have to say you're fine here anon. Spill it, let it out :)
