Feels thread anyone? Feeling kinda lonely
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Feels thread anyone?
Feeling kinda lonely
>>696725099
Selfbump
sure why not
>>696726074
The lyrics are from a avril lavigne song right?
>>696726477
yeah i think so
>>696726832
This is so sad but true.
>no one will ever look up to you
>>696725099
Checked, teddybearfriend
Thread is about to die I think, sorry guys
>>696727910
Bumperooni
>>696728285
bamp
>>696728285
Buump
>>696725495
>Selfbump
Are you retarded?
>>696728632
No actually not
>>696728285
Bump
bump
been awhile since there was a good feels thread
>>696730278
that was way too close to home...
>>696730122
This one hits me pretty hard
Hey faggots, it's me again
Stop being such bitches and get the fuck outside!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7woW7DmnR0E
This is how I feel on a daily base now
>>696730846
And yet you are here too
>>696730846
Lol, you are just like the rest of us Anon. Just in denial
>>696730941
i know right!
fuck me i know
>>696731574
Life sometimes doesnt feel worth, its strange
>>696731872
it's good though, you need sweet n sour to appreciate the sweet.
If it was good every day, then you wouldn't notice, it just be another day then.
>>696732644
But the problem is that it often feels less worth to be here than to just die or smthing
Don't 404
>>696734318
Im there for you
>>696732817
nah mate, you just gotta find your kinks.
Try every little fucking thing you encounter then you bound to find things worth living for.
Or give up n die, like a pussy
>>696726832
>boyfriend
>new boyfriend
WHORE DETECTED. ROBOTS SHOULD STOP WORSHIPPING ROASTIE WHORES.
Bump
>>696734728
The only kink I have right now is smoking weed, I know its sounds like a 12 year old trying to be edgy, but I live in the netherlands so its legal
>You're never going to be even moderately successful.
>No one will ever look at you and wish they could have you.
>No one would consider themselves lucky to be with you.
>No one would ever think of you in a sexual manner that isn't for comedic purposes.
>You're too ugly.
>Too fat.
>Your personality has no redeeming qualities.
>No one is ever going to want you.
>You live purposelessly.
>You're just going to sit around until you die one day.
>You're not as smart as you'd like to think you are.
>No one will ever see you as a role model.
>You'll always be just 'you.' No amount of time spent listening to music or playing video games will ever change that.
I hate coming to realizations.
>>696734869
this a lot of this
>>696734869
>>696735404
Yea, I feel like some of us are mistreated about the way we feel about the world
>>696735072
ik woon hier ook
Als je je niet goed voelt, of je ei kwijt moet;
kik: Giddy_stella
>>696735228
>You're too ugly.
>Too fat.
I'm not ugly or fat, but my mind is I guess.
I've had girls come onto me but my brain just can't handle it and I turn into an alien with autism
>>696730013
"That's not true anon! There's someone for everybody!"
>She says knowing that someone is probably on the other side of the world and you'll never meet them, meanwhile she is getting fucked by Chads every night and can settle down anytime she feels like
>>696735596
We were forced to become this way no matter how hard we try to do otherwise
>>696735228
Wtf
You can change all that
>>696735942
Exactly
Posted a "story" in a dying feels thread yesterday but I don't think anyone read it
Can post if anyone wants
>>696725099
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>>696736144
Sure man, hit us up
>>696736144
Go ahead, we're here to vent
>>696736144
Sure thing, I'm lurking
>be me
>spend day with this girl
>really like her get the feel she likes me too
>message her later on
>facetime to ex bf :(
>asks if shes still into him
>she says i think so
>my hopedead.jpg
>i tell her my feelings
>she gets upset and dosent know about the whole situation
>>696736280
>>696736294
>>696736297
ok gimme a sec to write it, don't get your hopes up, it's just one of those autism love stories you read in every feels thread
>>696736491
Dont worry, we wont judge you
>tfw you only view girls as sexual objects, to be used and discarded.
>tfw you treat girls like shit because you couldn't care less about them and they want you all the more for it.
>tfw once in a blue moon you actually like a girl and want to start a relationship with her you basically get rejected. Every time.
>tfw have no family apart from a mother who lives with her BF.
>tfw alone most nights thinking about the girl you like.
>tfw she rejects you every time you call her on a date.
>tfw
>>696734662
Steven Wilson likes this,and the whole thread.
>>696736491
Hey I got plenty of them already.
At least you've had love.
>>696736144
ok
So I met this girl back in 9th grade.
short, petite, thick brown hair, spider bite piercing, kind of a emo loner. (Pic related, she looked like that just younger and not so "cute")
We became pretty good friends and we kinda experienced the whole "teenage" thing together, drinking and partying like crazy.
I loved her, as a friend, she was the nicest and most caring person I've ever met in my entire life to this day. She did have her own problems though, used to cut herself and shit. I remember when she told me about her abusive stepdad, how he beat her and her mother. I remember I started walking to her house in a drunk rage to fight her step dad, but she ran after me and stopped me. I would probably have gotten my ass handed to me if she didn't.
Countless times did I let her cry on my shoulder, however I always had that voice in back of my head telling me that she was just using me but I kept ignoring it and kept being there for her, she was really struggling but she was so nice and beautiful I couldn't let her go.
Just thinking about this stuff makes me wanna cry, I can sit her all night long and write about all the things we did together and how much I miss it.
What I remember the most is all the nights we walked home together on the country roads in the middle of the night, drunk, cold and tired, just so we can part ways at the crossroads near the forest and go home to our own beds.
I always texted her "Did you die" or "Did you get kidnapped" or some shit like that when I got home to make sure she was ok and she always used to send me hearts and smileys back and thanked me for watching out for her, I guess she was happy that I cared about her.
Then we would text eachother in the morning again, talking about last night and stuff.
>>696736963
Must be hard to love a girl thats not interested in you anon, I hope you will get over her
>>696730941
Is it bad I did this as a kid? I stopped in 7th grade. Wished I was dead everyday, prayed Id die in my sleep.
Have you ever sent a rose on valentine's day and that person completely ignored it
>>696730187
wow
>>696730472
her name is Karen, and I have plowed her many times. She likes to swallow cock vomit.
>>696737287
cont
After a while we kinda stopped seeing each other day by day, she started hanging with other girls and started changing her style and before I knew it she was dating one of my best friends (which cheated on her twice), I don't think she cared about me anyway.
She used me as a shoulder to cry on and she just transfered her sorrow over to me, and left me feeling unloved. I also have a blood fetish which I think is because of her. And I also have a thing for girls with daddy problems.
Now almost 8 years later she is not the girl i remember, that girl is forever gone. I still know her for who she is now, we haven't talked in almost 2 years.
I miss her, not the way she is not but the old her.
But I know I will never get her back, but I'm not even sure if she remembers me or even herself.
People change and I guess I just have to accept it and move on with my life...
I never got her
But I cared about her, I really did.
Found another pic, that looks almost exactly like her only wrong hair and eye color.
>>696737551
Nope
I can be incredibly joyful while the suns out. But as soon as I slip under the bed covers at night I'm all of a sudden an emotional trainwreck. I don't know whats wrong with me, none of my friends are like this. I'm such a faggot.
>>696730278
god, that hurt so fucking much to read... it was so fucking right... god dammit man.. god dammit
>>696737327
It sucks. A lot. Thanks bro.
>>696737939
>>696737551
I do have this most of the time, only time i dont have it is when Im with friends
>>696730846
fags in makeup= anon has a man crush
Well i feel like shit,my ex gf abandoned me,in the worst way possible. It sucks because i really put effort on making here happy,but even after all it seemed as i didn't deserve anything. We still talk,she's nice as a friend but i want her back and she just rejects me every time i try to do something nice for her. Up until a few months we still hung out in her house and kissed,did all those cute things like laying in bed hugging each other,me carrying her,etc,etc. And lately it's like she's nice when she feels like it,she treats me in a way that makes me feel loved again, Then the next day she's completely different.even though sometimes she can talk to me like if i was still her dude,she always makes it clear that we're not coming back and treats me like shit. Women are vile.
>>696737850
>>696737287
Jeez, that not one of your common feel stories.. I can feel your pain, I hope you and the girl stay alright
>>696738131
Too close to home.
Too fucking close to home.
I am a complete failure, all I do is disappoint the few that I care about
ITT
>>696736462
Learn to hold feels
You know now why
>>696738873
At least don't kill yourself or you'll make them feel bad
>>696730278
Whenever I get asked out I always ask whats the best memory you had in high school. if they answer something thats sounds amazing I just say sorry your not my type because I know they will get bored of me quickly.
GUYS
somewhere out there is a girl doing this
thinking the same thing we are thinking..
and when we find her.. our whole world is going to change..
pic related.. its her.
>be guy who doesn't want anything to do with girls
>only stays alone doing work and would often work out
>had friends but would usually just say hi and bye
>I dressed ugly to not attract attention to myself
>out of chance a girl actually likes me
>my friends rush to tell me that a girl has a crush on me
>I ignore them and tell them I have work
>go along my daily routine until she starts asking me for help
>starts making moves
>I don't respond back to any of them
>she's relentless and everyday for 5 months would greet me at the door
>each time looking different
>one time she actually did look really cute, first time she wore a skirt and did her hair.
>I was nervous because I did want to hurt her feelings
>I was told by one of her friends to meet up with her after school
>My gut twisted and I didn't know what to do
Cont.
>>696739080
Thats the only reason I'm trying to hold on, they know I'm close to that point, theyre the only reason I'm here
>>696739238
Except some of us found her. But still, she left, just like the rest.
>>696735614
Metal, or mettle?
Good play on words, IMO
>>696725099
Please anon, tell me your fears
>>696739454
well fucking finish
>>696739238
this, hope, something to grasp to.
thx, anon.
>be me 13 years old
>I was a late bloomer, not academically but socially
>cringey, bad taste and generally a boring nobody, depressed and sad.
>second year of school in the city
>send text to a hot Asian girl in another class, hoping to strike up a conversation
>holy shit she's actually talking to me
>"hey anon have you done the physics homework?"
>Wait we don't take physics together
>oh shit this is a girl in my class with the same name as the Asian girl
>even less likely to have been talking to me, she was fucking beautiful
>spend the next few years becoming closer friends than I thought was possible
>we were both depressed, though mine was more severe
>talk for hours about decisions, morals, love, self hatred and loneliness
>6 months after we first spoke
>I'm falling for this girl
>Her friends won't even speak to me, I've got no possible shot here
>fuckit.mov
>tell her I like her, with a paragraph of text with references to past conversations, common favorite songs, internal jokes.
>"I know I have no chance in hell here, but you wanna go out sometime?"
>she replied with the single most painful word in the English (swedish) language. No.
We shared months and months of friendship, laughs and fights after that moment. We grew, stopped talking after a huge fight and ran into each other about 2 years later, when I transferred to her school at the age of 17. It was a "last resort" type of deal.
If I had been able to vent and speak to her during those 2 years this moment might have been different. But the way things were...
She wouldn't look at me.
>>696739525
then it wasnt her..
>>696738575
I think she's alright, last time I checked she lives with her boyfriend that she's been with for 2 years now.
>>696739626
your welcome anon.
even a microscopic piece of hope is better than being hopeless my friend, because youre NOT hopeless.
The only thing that keeps me alive right know is the fact that my mother paid a ton of money so i can educate. The school itself didn't cost anything, i needed about 2hrs to get to school and thats why it was so expensive. I'm 18 and finished school. Got like 0 friends and the last time i actually had contact with a girl was like 3 years ago. I don't know what to do with my life thats why im joining the german army. Hopefully i earn enough money to pay it all back..and after this? Maybe im leaving all of you
>>696739599
I cant put that in one message, I have so many, but I think paranoia is the biggest
>>696739461
They shouldn't know you're close, you should be rude to them before you go off so they won't miss
First half of Jan: confess to a girl (A) I like her a lot, get rejected. Painful, but not her fault.
Second half of Jan through Feb: get into another relationship. This girl can die in a fire for all I care, but I got hurt.
Second half of Mar through May: get into yet another relationship with C. Immature girl, she ends breaking up on shitty excuse ("it lacked poetry" - no, I'm not making this shit up).
Beginning of Jun: C and me try again. The relationship ends in one week and we break up again. I don't hate her for sure, I would be fine being just friends, but... DAMN. That hurt a lot.
I'm not used to rush through relationships and feelings that way. And now I feel lonely as usual, PLUS hurt.
>>696739704
Sucks to hear man, maybe one day you will find your own girl, dont bring up this one it wont do you any good.
And be gratefull with her, but dont be a slave
music to feel to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ri5F633xSsY
>>696728502
and after few hours he back to home with depression because more sick kids with fiking rich parents made him think he is fiking funny because his dog doesn't have a leg as him
>>696737287
>spider bite piercing, kind of a emo loner. (Pic related)
RED FLAG ALERT! THIS IS NOT A GOOD GIRL TO INTERACT WITH!
>used to cut herself
RED FLAG NUMBER 2! NOT NICE GRILL
>I let her cry on my shoulder
Obviously she's just using you as an emotional sponge. You should've taken this as an opportunity to not be beta and bail.
>I always had that voice in back of my head telling me that she was just using me but I kept ignoring it
>ignoring it
WRONG.
>she always used to send me hearts and smileys back and thanked me for watching out for her
Likely short replies just to not be rude by not acknowledging you. You probably took this as more than it was.
>she was dating one of my best friends (which cheated on her twice)
See? NOT nice grill.
>I don't think she cared about me anyway.
This is correct. You were only a tool in her eyes. She wasnt special, 99% of women are like this.
>that girl is forever gone
WRONG. That girl has ALWAYS been the same girl. You just liked having her around, and now that she isnt, you're sad. However, she has NEVER truly liked you.
>I'm not even sure if she remembers me
She likely doesnt, or doesnt care. You were one of likely many beta orbiters she had at her disposal to throw her emotions at.
Let's get real for a second, anon.
You had a girl near you, and you really liked that. I can 100% understand you.
HOWEVER, it would he good for your health if you just accepted that she was ALWAYS the same horrible person she always was, and move on with your life.
She never really liked you. She was simply using you.
Which means, you have no reason to be so attached to her.
I hope this helps you find closure anon.
>>696739964
I dont have it in me
>>696739924
why are you paranoid? theres something wrong on your life?
>>696735614
It's mettle you mongoloid
>>696740180
meh
>>696740333
No, I just have fears. I dont know where they came from but I have a lot of demons in my head
>>696739630
which city sweden??
>>696740532
Eskilstuna
>>696740611
stockholmfag here
>>696739454
cont ?
>>696740180
that is 97% me
the 3% is when i do go to the gym, and i hold a full time job and go to school.
and ill hit play and ride the feel train with you for a bit mang
>>696740500
but why?
>>696740028
I'll try to help you, anon.
>confess to a girl
Confessing is something that never works IRL, only in movies and animus.
If you like a girl, and you show affection towards her, she absolutely knows you like her. What you have to do is make it clear that you want her to be yours, and you gotta claim that title FAST right as she starts to feel anything.
>second half of jan
You're getting attached to girls too quickly. You're likely going for shitty girls instead of taking the time to pick a better one
>pick
>shitty excuse
It means that she had another guy who was better in one\some\many\all ways than you, and she shat on you to go for him, but decided to not be socially rude, despite actually being rude.
Not a nice grill. You wouldnt want to be with her anyway.
I hope you learn something anon.
>>696730278
Kek
>>696740738
chemical imbalances, built up testosterone mainly, when you arent active it builds up and causes depression and extream anxiety.
i got locked up for a year, worked out every day, i felt AMAZING.
its all about getting motivated.
>>696740738
I have no idea
>>696740883
no thats no kek, thats some deep shit
feels? here i go
>broke up with gf a while ago, actually she wanted to, but had no courage, so i did it
>said we can be friends, but to cut the contact for some time
>didnt text/call her since then
>got a message from a friend today
>he met her on a festival
>with
>her
>ex
actually i thought it wouldnt bother me, but im between pissed and depressive for the whole day already
yall sitting here thinkin yo life is bad when-
>>696739454
>I like her but not that way
>after school I manned up and went to meet her
>her friend asks me if I liked her at all
>I say no
>she gets angry at me and tells me that she changed her whole appearance because of me
Before highschool I was a pretty ugly kid and I accept it as who I was. Never went on a first date, when I did ask they would say no with a disgusted look. Never went to dances or anything.
>she says to atleast give her a try
>I just tell her that I can't
>she gets possed off and yells at me
>"I've seen you around, all you do is stay alone. You don't do anything but stat alone, you need her."
>I just stay silemt and go to meet her
>she's all dressed up and nervous
>I walk up to her and she grabs my hand
>my heart races and beats up my neck feeling like I'm about to throw up
>before she says anything I look down and I tell her that I was sorry but that I only see her as a friend
>she lets go of my hand and just says "oh"
>her friend looks at me angrily
>she grabs her by the arm and tells her togo with her
>as they were leaving I heard them say "I don't know what you saw in such a loser like him, he obviously wasn't worth the trouble." she responded with "but I just wanted to try"
Ever since that day I felt like I let something important slip away. It's been 3 years since I graduated from highschool. It bothers me alot as I find myself growing older.
>>696738493
Seek no answers
Only the truth will conquer.
>>696740611
Another Swedish anon here, had the same thing happen to me last year, entered a huge depression, was abandoned by everyone around me, even my parents wouldnt talk to me. Had written a suicide note but just didnt go through with it. And somehow, everything just turned out good, locking back at these threads is like looking back at my own depression. Thank you for sharing your story anon.
>>696740273
Thanks
In my defence I was just a teenager at the time and really didn't know any better.
I don't care much about her now it's just that I feel so stupid and betrayed, and just all that time I wasted on her.
I could have been with other girls or focused on something important...
>>696741043
And this will bother you for quite some time, even if she gets a new bf. Its the feeling of betrayal
>>696740823
That a guy gets maybe 5 chances in his lifetime to get close enough to a compatible girl to have a shot at a relationship. But a girl has hundreds of suitors each year and vastly greater chance of finding something good enough
>>696740180
holy shit... everytime
>>696740823
>but he killed more men!
>>696741301
fuck didnt realize we were so many swedes
>>696741301
Glad you were able to break through anon. I'm entering my 6th year of depression.
>>696741259
was she good looking or ugly?
>>696740943
wht you not jack off ? what you are doing of your life right now? why are you not searching for a girl to fuck and to fall in love?
>>696741020
you have to, you need to know your self
>>696741020
do you know who you are?
>>696741749
im not the same anon you were talking to, i just responded to that one comment ma dude
>>696741844
>>696741886
Thats what I hear a lot, but I just cant
>>696741338
>I don't care much about her now
Good. You should learn from the past, not have it affect your present.
>I could have been with other girls
>or focused on something important
Lel, you're on r9k, friend. I doubt that that would happen.
I was autistic too when I was a teenager. I had a qt chubby grill I could pursue, but I was too autistic to tell.
She's dating a Chad guy now. Oh well.
>meet girl 4 years ago
>shes 14 im 15
>shes with a landwhale thats 2 years older than her
>he keeps her on a tight leash
>we sneak as much time as possible just to hang out and get high and do stupid shit
>she admits her boyfriend abuses her sometimes
>i ask her why shes still with him
>she doesnt answer
>think shes just using me
>i used to live in an abusive household til my dad turned to religion
>know how it feels to get hurt repeatedly by someone who claims to love you
>idc if shes using me as an escape
>i do my best to be there for her
>we decide to head to local park and get high because her boyfriend was in vacation with family
>or so we thought
>we catch the fucker tonguedeep in another landwhales mouth
>my friends devastated
>outright wailing
>she runs out of the park
>follow her
>she breaks down a few blocks from her house and starts spilling her heart out
>landwhale had taken her virginity by force
>her dad was forcing her to stay with him until they could get married
>long story short my family helped her get out of her house and away from her family and ex boyfriend
>she lives with us (separate room of course)
>fast forward to now
>were both 18 (im gonna turn 19 later this year)
>i work at dads workplace earning $16.70 per hour/48 hours a week (lifting heavy shit for food packaging)
>just finished moving our stuff out of parents house yesterday to our new apartment
>i havent been in love before and i dont think ill ever be again if i lose her
>we get into fights sometimes but at the end of the day we never go to sleep without saying we love each other
>landwhale has tried to get her back several times even forcibly entering my parents house when my girlfriend was the only one home
>beat his ass within an inch of his life
>last time we heard of him he had been arrested for beating his girlfriend
Life is shit, yeah. But it's every small moment with her, every smile and kiss she throws my way... those are the things that have kept me going.
>>696741043
>>696741844
>>696741886
Sometimes I'm scared of darkness, even when I had a gf and I was laying next to her. I'd tell her I was scared and she'd calm me down but I dont know where it came from or why I am scared of so much
>>696741711
She was pretty, but was ghetto. Which freaked me out because she went from jeans and messy hair to dressed up and looking good. The guys I knew at the time told me she was very immature which was why they didn't want to go out with her.
>>696741690
I sink in and out of depression but this one was the most severe yet. Kind of just tried to outlast it while pumping myself full of sedatives to get rid of my panic attacks.
>>696741383
ive been cheated on already some years ago, i thought it wouldnt offend me at all. but i was clearly wrong.
this hurts. i dont even know if theres something going on between them, but my brain keeps imagining all this shit right now. i mean i knew they were still friends, and i guess they didnt go just by themselves, but the mere thought of these two on a festival rips my heart apart
>>696741390
It's true. That's why we have women hate threads with logic, and tumblr has man hate threads about sitting with legs apart.
>>696742125
why you not try to meditate? you must have so much shit in your head , you need to focus in something good , that takes all your atention, and you need to stop doing drugs, maybe you have drugpsicose
>>696742000
checked
and i want just 1% of that... and id be happy..
I'm sorry, Kat. I was a huge shit head. I was a brat. I would give anything to talk to you again.
>>696742249
Ah, I see. Yeah I started using opiates after year 5 to cope.
>>696742125
are you hiding something of someone?
>>696742383
And maybe you will never find out of they are together, but sometimes thats better
>>696742213
then get over it, everything happens for a reason, and maybe she would have fucked your shit up. move on, its fine dude.
>>696742059
hes actually a nice guy and i had zero problems with him.
but yeah, this option also came to my mind
>>696742487
I have this longer than I am using drugs(only drugs is weed tho) so that shouldnt be the problem, most times thats when I feel 'normal'
>>696742630
been there man.. not the road you want to stay on my friend.
>>696740823
About the first girl: the thing is, she already got a boyfriend. I'm fine with that, I just moved on.
Worth mentioning I was in a very bad situation due to my personal life.
Second girl: yeah, I was getting attached too quickly to forget the first one. sadly, the second girl is a jerk.
Third girl: nope, she hadn't another guy [or girl, she's bi]. She was being crazy with the "it lacked poetry" thing... not insincere. It's what she really thought. But she's still 18, and even her similarly-aged friends say she's immature as fuck.
I learned through the whole process...
>>696742642
Maybe from myself, I just get the feeling that everyone is against me. it freaks me out
>>696742524
Just don't give up. Takes a lot of hard work. I sometimes go for nearly a week with only one hour of sleep total. I'm in community college working towards a Biology major, and she's still trying to finish high school because her last high school fucked up her transcripts. Don't stress over the big picture, you don't have much control over it. Just try to tidy up the details, and you'll be much more satisfied. I believe in you, anon.
>>696742675
i actually would like to know
i dont want to live in an illusion where i think she did love me, because its clearly a lie if shes with him
holy fuck, just typing this makes me agressive af
>>696742998
How old are you?
>>696740823
The main thing I've learned:
I've been alone most of my life, except when I was engaged. [I ended the relationship with my fiancée still loving her, though.]. Rushing through relationships won't change my feeling of loneliness, because it's something internal.
>>696730520
>stopped initiating contact with my "friends" to see how long it would take before they contact me
>this was feb 2016
>still no contact
why
>>696743060
Dont be, its a waste of energy. Maybe she loved you before and the love just went downhill till the point of no return was reached
>>696743115
22, i dont smoke on a daily base, more like a weekly one
>>696742998
what is your sign? im just trying to understand your personality to help u
>>696742869
I'm pretty intelligent, so I've used my drug use as a way to study medicine. I've managed using most drugs without addiction, but I know it's just a question of time when it comes to opiates.
>>696739906
Life is full of surprises mane, if you haven't explored the world yet and haven't exprienced it to the fullest, i really suggest you do before actually offing yourself.
>>696742000
>>idc if shes using me as an escape
Uh oh. I havent even read past this line but this seems like a huge red flag.
>>696725099
thats not a real panda
>>696743387
like zodiac sign? Cause if so a Sagittarius
>>696726832
Bullshit. You can do anything. Be happy whenever you wish. Just tell life to fuck off and get an attitude. Don't let anyone say shit to you. Be the one you despised the most.
>>696743347
you have interest in something? what is the dream of your life? where you expect to be in 15 years?
>>696743238
Because you dont have true friends, and sometimes its good to find out
>>696743667
I just wanna be happy
>Be me
>Quiet asshole and good actor
>Sign up for this highschool pre college class
>why not its a free college credit
>First month is boring
>notice this dark asian girl staring at me
>get a little pissed since its distracting
>After a class ended everyone waited for the bus to come to take us back to our highschools.
>She sticks a bundled up piece up paper in my coat pocket.
>this better not be used gum in paper.jpg
>says text me @(insert numbers here)
>I text first and after an hour of non stop convo we planned to go see a movie.
>We watched a movie and without warning she sat on me and said "All the seats are not as comfortable as this one."
>WTF.png
>We start to date for a year and a half.
>Lots of unusual things and annoyances from her but holy hell she was always in heat.
>Start to get really annoyed after a year and a half from her many annoyances.
>Only reason she liked me was because I resembled and sounded like a fucking anime character she likes.
>She had a fetish for feet and made me exchange foot worships for blow jobs
>tasted like oat meal
>found out she likes to soak her feet in oatmeal.
>She dumps me because I wasnt committed and she wanted to marry.
>The nightmare has ended.
>now dating comfortable freckled red head that just says what she wants and has a dry personality.
You dudes just need to figure out how a woman works.
>>696740028
remember that bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks.
>>696742677
I have, I'm just missing something else. I don't know what. It's the only thing close to liking a girl I could get. I never liked anyone never dated I think theres something wrong with me.
>>696741183
>9gag
>>696743777
but how you imagine beeing happy?
>>696740943
Pretty much what this dudes says.
I swear most faggots here are depressed because they don't go out and aren't active enough to get motivation.
>>696743238
I know this feel.
>tfw left girl i like on "seen" since the 4th of july
>tfw 24 days and no message from her
>tfw she posted 38 new pictures in one day, possibly to get my attention
>tfw blocked on FB anyway so I couldnt even talk to her
Just spent the night drinking and smoking with a girl ive know since childhood. We never talked due to language barriers but we can now. Shes adorable, loves the things i loves, shares my dreams, and kissed me on the cheek before she ran off to go to bed since shes quite shy. I could legit hear her excitement as she left. Shes a bit younger so its understandble.
I leave tomorrow morning fr America. I have never felt so empty /b/. Ive never felt this way twords girls i normally talk to, usually when im romantically persued after awhile im tired of them but shes just diffent. I want to die now.
>>696737599
Did your school ever had that event on valentines day where you could anonymously buy roses for someone and got a huge amount of them as a joke?
>>696744002
I have no idea, my sense of happiness is gone for a long time. I just want to be with a girl that loves me for who I am not even sure if I want kids, cause Im afraid I cant handle the pressure and fuck them up
>>696743839
Nah. Girls aren't just whores and tricksters. I once got engaged to a really nice girl. A shame it didn't work well for us, otherwise I would be married now.
Everyone we need to ban this hoe it's JoJO siwa
>>696744060
>live 10 miles from anything but more houses
>no sidewalks
>live in the south so it's 100 out and humid, always potentially raining
>have medical condition and can't handle much heat
>straight edge so no bars, weed, etc
>>696743809
>girl staring at me
>She sticks a bundled up piece up paper in my coat pocket
>says text me
Fake. Women dont show interest.
>She had a fetish for feet
Definitely a fake story. 100%
>>696743276
well i cant help it. i was always bad in controlling my emotions.
yeah maybe she did - but maybe she didnt, and if she didnt id want to know.
because im pretty sure she'll try to contact me someday
and why the hell would i be a friend of her if she lied about her feelings towards me?
also thanks for being constructive here, anon
>>696744287
you need to find what you love, and then you find that girl ...
>what you do all day?
> do your red? do you like horror? do you see south park? do you like cars? what tha fuck you do? im trying to help you bro
Broken souls,
Are drawn to me.
Broken's all,
we'll ever be.
Spend our lives,
Among the whole.
Why must they,
Hate broken souls?
Maybe soon,
My soul will grow.
When broken,
It never shows.
Far too gone
I'm just a hole.
All that's left;
A broken soul.
Not alone,
But still denied.
A kinship,
To feel inside.
Life must take,
It's solemn toll.
Life delights,
In broken souls.
>>696744449
the fact that she didnt have the courage to break up doesnt mean she doesnt love you, but 99% of the time means shes just commited to the cause and deep in her heart doesnt want it to end, maybe the ex is a safe haven.
No problem anon, thats why we are here too
>>696744676
I had a girl that I loved, but she broke up with me.
I spend most of the day on the internet since I'm still in school and dont have a job.
I dont read, dont like horror anymore cause it gives me nightmares. I do love south park tho, its an amazing clever show
Most of the time to spend my time I search for specific wallpapers to make me feel better about myself
>>696744188
One time someone in my class (the class' dick) bought a rose for a certain girl and she suddenly began to have feelings for that guy. A few days later she discovered it was a joke and almost everyone knew she loved him 'back'.
![received_440288069436464[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/VbkUQXQ.jpg "received_440288069436464[1].jpg")
>>696744423
This was no ordinary woman. She was a beta and extremely depressed.
She was a type of girl that wanted something and wanted it fast. She watched feel good cutesy animes all of time.
I even have the last pic she sent to me.
this isn't really a feels thread type of post, but i don't really know where else to post it. my best friend usually comes online after sleeping at like 2pm and it's almost 7pm now and i dont know what to do. like, 5 hours is not enough time to start getting worried, right? but she's never been away for this long, and we kind of stopped talking yesterday on not the best terms. she's borderline suicidal too and so i'm always irrationally afraid of her suddenly disappearing. what should i do, nothing? try and call her? she's all i got anymore
>>696744975
why she broke up with you'?
what you study?
what you think about the world?
>>696745039
Typical. Just another case to prove that women will go for Chad at the slightest chance they get.
>began to have feelings
Only because the dude was the alpha :^)
>>696745226
Call her, tell her that you are worried, she will understand
>>696745298
we had a fight so she wanted space
I study pathology, not as a pathologist but more like a lab-analyst
Honestly I dont care about the world, it gave me nothing
>>696740823
Holy shit! That could be the most beta autistic bullshit rambling I've ever read.
That had to be a joke right?
>>696745226
>>696745422
>tell her that you are worried
Dont do this, anon. This is the #1 fastest way to getting cuckzoned. You should wait for her to log back in whenever she does, and then ask how she's doing.
Resist the beta urges, and become a stronger person.
>>696745618
what you fighting for?
you miss her?
>>696745652
Prove me wrong, faggot.
I'm 50% sure you're baiting, I'm kicking myself for replying, but I'll give you the benefit of the doubt this time, hoping you actually have a counter point to anything I said.
>>696744696
actually she was the one who wanted it to end, i never did
i said i dont want to be on bad terms, and because we were already arguing a lot i decided to break up
but i cant be on good terms or a friend if shes with her ex
maybe i was the safe haven or kind of a break in her old relationship
>>696745730
>cuckzoned
what does that even mean?
>>696745730
>fatass landwhale wants a fit muscular man
talk about hypocracy
You guys are the most fucking retarded board on this site. Everything you post has less brain cells behind it than a farting jellyfish.
But somehow, no one else gets it as much as you guys.
>>696745837
I miss her a lot, we still have a chance to be together but I just want it to be sure. And we fought cause I wasnt trusting her, I've cheated on her about a year ago and she cant forgive me about that(what I can understand)
>>696745919
that you can be a cuck maybe
>>696745730
but if you are worried, why not speak up and tell her that she needs let you know if shes ok
>>696745989
It's cause we are all the same, we are all hurt in some way
>>696746036
why you cheat her?
how long your relation ?
>>696745919
It means that the girl is using anon as a beta emotional sponge, and anon thinks she's approaching "gf" status with him.
And that what will end up happening is one day she'll show up to meet anon with her Chad bf, and anon will feel like shit.
>>696746271
leave.
>>696746281
I couldnt resist the temptation, I still hate myself everyday for what I did.
It was a 4.5 year relationship but we were together in some pretty tough times
>>696746315
anon in question here. she's just my friend, i'm not expecting or desiring her to become my girlfriend.
>>696746147
Because it reveals your beta power level.
A guy who would get the girl would be a faggot going "h- hey g- grill! a- are you o- okay?"
No, he would, in reality, wait for HER to come to him.
Trust me on this one, anon. If you put yourself forward too much with girls, they'll lose respect for you, and will be even likelier to shit on you later on. ESPECIALLY if you're her emotional sponge.
>>696746315
So you meant to say friend zoned?
>tfw the girl I like might have committed suicide
We haven't spoken for a week, and she's tried to do it before
>>696746322
But it's the only place I can be pseudo-social.
>>696746588
>>696746612
but he doesnt want her to be a gf, then its just like calling your male friend if hes alright
>>696746674
>>696746322
I'd rather be here than imgur or leddit, where you can be shadowbanned or outright stalked for any reason
>>696746467
what you do when you are together? you live with her?
>>696746805
No we both lived at our parents, we were looking for a place together tho, if we are together we mostly watch movies, go out and stuff like that
why 90% of feels threads are posts about women? so many problems out there and you cry about fucking women
>>696746588
Fair enough, but my advice still holds true:
If you want a girl to actually WANT to be with you, be it to be a gf or just a friend, you MUST assert yourself. You MUST make HER want to be with YOU. You CANNOT be a faggot and give her attention just because she's a bit late.
She will give up on you if you overload her with attention, anon. Please learn from my mistakes.
>>696746992
because a lot of anons have trouble with women, the rest of the world isnt interesting if you dont have anyone to share your pain with
>>696746917
what is her sign?
if you still have chances to be with her , wht are you not now?
how long you broke up?
>>696746639
No, I meant cuck zoned, which is even worse.
But sure, I guess you could use both interchangeably.
>>696746992
a racional bean
>>696747141
Pisces, and she needed space to think before we could consider getting back together.
We broke up for a couple weeks now
Don't know if I'm lonely or not. I have nothing to compare it to, guess I'm one of the lucky ones. You can't miss what you never experienced. It's been me, my TV and video games for as long as I can remember.
>>696747088
Lol, wrong
>>696747141
>what is her sign?
>>696746752
I made that picture a long time ago...
I never though I'd see someone else post it
>>696747314
you think she is tired of you? are you tired of her?
>>696746748
>its just like calling your male friend if hes alright
I assure you it's not. Women dont think the way men do. They already receive a shitton of attention from other people, even depressive suicidal girls. If you're not just another one of those generic people who shower her with affection and attention, and actually make her work to be with you, she'll appreciate you a lot more.
>tfw met qt chubby nerd grill a bit over a year ago
>treated her like a good grill
>hanged out with her quite a bit
>showed my affection towards her
>treated her literally the same as i would treat a male friend, plus affection
(hah, > male friend, >friend. good joke anon)
>she starts not wanting to hang out with me
>start hanging out just once every 2-3 months
>start talking through FB just once every 1-2 weeks
>havent interacted with her since the 4th of this month
>24 days
Dont be like me, anon. Please. For everyone's sake.
>>696747314
what kind of movies you seen together (exemples) ?
>>696747415
no shes not tired, she is just still upset because she loved me with all her heart and I fucked up. I dont want anything more in the world than her
>>696747398
i use that one all the time, thanks annin
>>696730573
i feel sory for dis guy asdasfasf
>>696746992
because most of the times women are reason for feels bruh
i guess there are 100x more songs about love and related feels then about not paying your rent of having a broken leg
>>696747393
belive it or not, im trying to help that kid. i realize that im much happier helping the others instead of trol
>>696747609
it's a fake text idiot
>>696747582
you use to tell her that? how often?
>>696745887
I don't even have the line for a hook.
If you agree with any of what you originally posted you could be one of the pathetic people on the planet.
Elliot has become even more emotionally damaged than the women he detests proven by the extra emotional rant.
>women are better at manipulating me than I am at manipulating them so they are evil.
I can agree women are fucked up, but they are SO easily manipulated only the weakest of the male species can't figure it out.
A person with the inability to analyze people and understand how they work to be able to manipulate them suffers from the most acute form of autism.
>>696747889
I did tell her that sometimes, maybe once a month, but i can understand its hard to believe for her
>>696747899
Who is Elliot?
>>696748098
you need to do more kid... much more, im a girl i know that kind of shits, you need to prove that you love her and do something that you never did to prove that , she needs a surprise
Slave to money, then you die.
>>696738289
>this
I feel exactly the same way
>>696748411
I try sometimes, but Im not that spontanious so coming up with fun stuff is kinda hard.
>>696748329
Elliot Roger, the guy from the school shooting. The "Supreme Gentleman".
See >>696740823's pic related.
>>696729942
I feel like that, regardless of who I am with, or where I am. I feel like an alien on a different planet. WTF? That is the gayest thing that I have ever said.
>>696748606
dont need to be fun stuff... what she likes to do? how is her personality?
>>696748606
>I'm a girl
That anon is farming you for attention, dude. It would be wise to not reply any more and stop giving him attention.
>>696748329
>>696740823
This autistic faggot apparently.
>>696748678
In usa almost every week a kid shoot someone in the school idk how y'all can have guns...
>>696748560
It sucks
>>696748606
piscies is a sign that holds many resentments that can never fade...
>>696748827
I dont mind if he or she is saying that, it doesnt change anything to the subject doesnt it?
>>696748843
>y'all
>implying I'm a burger
t b h I feel like if they actually HAD guns, people wouldnt shoot up as much, but that's just me.
i still like my ex, and she still likes me which is cool and all, but shes always unavailable which makes me think she doesnt like me and feels like she's leading me on and its confusing the fuck out of me so im just smoking away my pitiful existance
>>696748606
if you truly love her you can do this, if you dont your just persisting in that relation
>what you most love about her?
>>696748795
she likes to go out, have fun with friends and me. shes spontanious not afraid, shes the opposite of me
>>696740180
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaDMYqUbOPU
>>696748973
well that sucks, but I will have to try and get her back
i kinda shared this story a few days ago already but im gonna post it here once again.
>Be father
>Born in Australia
>Sold by his mother to Danish folks
>"she couldnt afford him". Even though it was his father that told her to sell him
>He didnt want anything to with my father
>He moved to Denmark
>no friends, all in Australia
>Danish parents got divorced
>Now his adoptive father lives in Australia again
>he stays in Denmark
>he couldnt finish college because he never really followed up in school due to not being interested and Danish teachers telling him he isnt speaking english, he was speaking "Australian" therefor he got bad grades
>No job, no school
>kicked out of the house, and had to join military
>One day he goes driving with his friend, they crash in the harbor and his friend dies
>whenever i ask him about that episode i never get any response
>years later he meets my mom
>they both travel to Australia, with me and it was a great time
>we meet his father and everything is good
>his father leaves 1 hour after just having met my father, he didnt want to be with him, and he still doesnt. They havent spoke ever since
>Fast forward, back in Denmark
>Mother gets sick
>cancer
>she gets "cured"
>years later cancer again
>she dies
>first time i saw my father cry, ive never seen him so devastated before
>he cried for 30 minutes straight, stood up and wiped his tears away
>never seen him cry ever since that
>Now hes living with me and my brother
>my younger brother who is an ignorant fuckhead doesnt spent any freetime with him
>im trying my best to make him happy and proud all the time
>cant help but get depressed when i see him alone in the livingroom
>Hes had gf's before but he left them all because "they werent like my mom"
I dont know how he does it, but he still manages to come home with a smile on his face everyday. I feel so sorry for him all the time, but i cant help but think to myself that i must always prove to him that he is not alone. Love your parents /b
>>696749191
you need to be more specific , im trying to help u
>>696749175
I love how her smile makes me happy, if she cries it makes me sad. how strange that may sound but I found someone I can share emotions with
>>696749104
Nah, you don't need guns bro, without guns none kid would shoot in the school
>>>>>>>>>/s4s/
>>696740358
it's a pun you retard
>>696749416
you cry for her? you cry in her arms , all that fears you have? she knows about all of them?
>>696749358
She likes all sorts of stuff, I cant really come up with a specific thing
>>696749631
Not all, but she knows when I'm afraid of the dark or when Im paranoid. I can tell her that I can cry with her and she will calm me down
>>696749416
you tell that to her?
>>696749773
no, its really stupid that I didnt.
>>696749758
So cute xD
No homo
