Confession Thread.
I think it is the most distdistracting shit when a chick has her feet in a car window
I hate 90% of the population.
>>696096889
As in hanging out the window or up against the windshield?
This has been one of the hardest years in awhile.
I've felt things I thought I'd never have to feel again, things that I thought were long behind me.
I'm going through so much pain and no one cares.
I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to go without offing myself
/b/ has made me think about my sister when I beat off
>>696097161
Against the windshield it's the worst. But also out the window just a little
i come to 4chan and make up elaborate lies because im ugly and lonely.
probably will kill myself at some point.
I admit i am Darth Tenodris.
>>696096630
I've received anal from a German Shepherd.
I want to kidnap a woman and force her into sex in the missionary position while holding hands under the bedsheets for the sole purpose of procreation with lights turned off, only the light of the blue full moon illuminates the room and then have pillow talk after its all over.
I fucked the shit out of my cousin. She was good.
I hate watch porn, trying to get rid of it, i have wierd fetishes [Momcest, mom cuck and blablabla] because i was "Abused".
>>696096630
I miss Connie, We broke up 5 years agao and she's engaged to a better man but I still want her back.
im high
I got molested
>>696096630
I'm not even really that lonely. I just want someone to hold me and hum to me. I don't know why. It just seems comfortable.
>>696097395
Don't be vague mothrrfucker
I payed $220 to an escort to take my virginity and didn't cum
>>696097867
thats like 50% of 4chan.
not really a confession faggot.
I think overwatch isn't fun anymore thanks to the new update.
I can't learn english
I sucked a log of shit out of Andy Sixxs ass hole at one of his concerts
>>696096630
I think you're a faggot.
>>696097997
Loosen your grip and hold off for a few days.
I got nudes of a friend of her phone and FB. Jacked off on them, no regret
>>696096630
Trump isnt ready to be President. He'd be a pretty cool mayor of new York.
California had Arnold Swartanigger and he was only a partal disaster.
My gf just stopped talking to me. Tryed to get her back but told me she was 'too stressed for a relationship' yet she goes to do fuck all everyday dosemt even study or read like she claims. I don't know what the fuck I did to deserve this. I guess I'm just too boring :/ I just feel numb I can't feel love anymore
niggers are fucking useless, we need a good nigger ethnic cleansing
Trump 2016
I'm getting fat and am trying to get it off but those Krispy Kreme donuts in the fridge are taunting me
>>696098239
Got a folder of nudes that I skimmed from a friend's recycle bin while I was doing IT for her. I save them for special occasions.
>>696096630
We need a Muslim holocaust.
>>696097997
Oh shit, I remember you, you posted the back page link. She had a weird chest tattoo right?
It doesn't mean your gay btw. Maybe, idk.
If Shitlord Shitlery gets POTUS I'm going to set the building on fire.
Ive got chronic masturbation syndrome
I don't remember that last time I cried. I miss it.
my boyfriend was abusive as fuck but i'm still with him cuz i'm pathetic
>>696098743
Soon. Everything going according to plan and the Saudis will have her installed.
>>696099047
Blow your fucking brains out
>>696098789
No, it was either because I was anxious, or I wasn't feeling it, or because I dry hump pillows to get off and I read that doing that can damage your penis so that it's hard to cum during sex
>>696096630
Trumps a big fat homo.
>>696096630
I bitched out fucking a dick thirsty slut last night:/
I think its because I cant mac on bitches unless im fucked up a bit.
>>696099150
Leave asap. Don't look back. You'll regret any more time and wish you left sooner.
I'm dating someone new, but I can't stop thinking about my ex. Not because I miss her, but because I hate her so much.
This is turning into a problem as my hate isn't going away.
>>696098651
Don't buy them. Go on lchf (look it up) and exercise. Alpha is where life is.
I wish I was the warrior I was born to be. I find nothing but joy in my rages. I am disgusted in my complacency with living without purpose. I'm incapable of loving another person because my goal is to sabotage and destroy everything. The only reason I'm here is to destroy and I actually like that.
I am 14...atrracted to my own ass because it is nice. I am gay but nobody knows it. I masturbate 3 times a day and have had oral and anal sex more then 5 times
>>696097810
Join a gym, read, move on
>>696096630
I think /b/ is better at being other boards than those boards themselves are, while actually sucking at being /b/.
>>696099814
topkek
>>696099814
Leave your job, move to the north (doesn't matter what country) and get a man job; something that is outdoors and uses physical labor.
Stop the 9-5 drudge and live like a man. It's what I did and I love it.
>>696097469
Is she in the bottom bunk or next to you?
>>696099814
Tom?
I pretended like I was sleep walking years ago when I lived at home and my shared a room with my brother. I pretend sleep walked to his bed and got him to suck my dick while I pretended to be asleep.
>>696099814
As long as you self-identify as a warrior, it's all good anon. Be sure to warn others when they trigger you with remarks that belittle your prowess.
>>696099740
Dre?
>>696096630
I hate blacks. Don't get me wrong I give them a chance like any other human being but its only a matter of time before they chimp out.
On the plus side most aren't very smart.
>>696097742
fucking disgusting. you disgust even me
emma watson's a man
>>696096630
I want to kill myself... isn't doing this supposed to make me feel better? I don't feel any different
>>696097395
If you off youself you won't know how things turn out. Its all about setting yourself up to take advantage when opportunity presents itself. Get the wheels in motion. Even if it takes 20 years. You were dead for an eternity before and will be dead for an eternity after so why not give it your best.
>>696100430
top kek. thanks man
I am DB Cooper
rape fetish.... and im a girl... so that's pretty... not okay..?
>>696100661
that's literally female nature. it's primal. you're completely normal.
i catfished a bunch of chicks pretending I was an emo guy to get nudes lmao
Youtube drama is shit. its like a secret soap Oprah love of mine
>>696100878
>assuming she fantasizes about being the one getting raped
I'm just saying, let's be forward thinking here.
I have a bad habit of fapping to hard candy. Leaves me depressed for months after I finish.
Older women (50-80) on the bus, in the street turn me on and younger women don't. I'm 22.
I sometimes fantasize about waking up a beautiful woman.
Not because I feel like a woman, just so I can do fucked up depraved shit to myself and record it do I can watch it and get off on it.
Also so less is expected of me and I can lead a simple life and not be viewed as a faliure.
>>696101157
oh you're right. my feeble tumblr mind thought that only men can be raped. my mistake. if you're okay with it, I'd like to take things out of proportion and strawman until enough people reblog my post comforting me.
mmmmREEEEEEEEEEEE.
>>696100661
You'd be surprised. I've been with a lot of girls who share your fetish, my current girl included. She's always in charge in every other aspect of her life, so she gets off hard on me denying her that control.
>>696101533
>I sometimes fantasize about waking up a beautiful woman.
It sounded so romantic before I read the rest.
>>696100598
Kek
I'll green text coz
>I'm an asshole
So
>met a guy off here. He's awesome. humours me when I come out with weird things at two in the morning.. Awesome!
>We only live a few hours away, I wanna see him
>But the universe tends to fuck with me when I get close to somebody. And I mean seriously, the last 3 relationships I've been involved with, I've had to speak to the police.. or the wifi on whole street breaks down while my phone's dead.. or someone's slept with a prostitute..
>It bothers me that it's the only thing I think about when I have so much other shit going on
>Struck by how ridiculous and pointless this current preoccupation of mine will be in the grand scheme of my life
>At the same time, I really hope this will turn into something though I only have a few months coz I won't be in the same country for most of this year.
>It seems an exercise of woolgathering
>Everything that will be important in 10 years, I'm not devoting nearly as much attention to
>Glad I used green text coz this is rly depressing
I have a really fuckinf weird minstate and when i get really angry or twitchy or start freaking out one of the things i do is either taste my own blood (by pricking my finger or something im no emo cutfag) or sit and fatasize about murdering animals and people. Also one of my greatest curiositys is what it would be like to die an the other is what would it be like to take a life?(i think id die peacefully if i ever fufill this experience)
I honestly couldn't care less about how your day was or if you were able to find what you needed. Just buy your items and leave get out of my face.
>>696102057
Fucking weird mindset**
>>696096630
I rejected a girl because she was living in a really dangerous neighborhood but now she lost a few pounds and I really want to pound da pink but she lost interest in me, fuck, I pretend to be chill but inside I'm like, fuck this shit.
I hate myself so much. No matter how much I try to change, I can't. I'm anorexic, lazy and fucking miserable.
>>696100661
I'd b down
I stayed over at my girlfriend's house when I was 14 years old. I heard her Mum get up in the middle of the night to take a leak. Toilet was right next to my girlfriend's 10 year old little brother's room that I was in - he was staying with his friends. I listened to her forcefully and noisily empty her bladder for about 30 secs to a minute - she even let out a small fart towards the end. I was so close I could hear a slightly wet, lip smacking sound as she wiped her pussy and heard her pull her panties back up over her ass. I fapped furiously throughout and came all over my girlfriend's little brother's bed sheets before falling asleep... Good times...
I have horrible anxiety and most people i know know that but I keep to myself the fact that I caused it by doing waaaay too much drugs in one night five years ago.
I think I had a seizure that set it all off or something
I want to lace her boyfriends meth with ricin.
>>696098973
>fire
Hope you die in it.
>>696096630
I'm bi-curious. I'd only ever do a guy secretly and only for sex (no kissing), but I vastly prefer women. Nevertheless, I kinda want to fuck and suck a skinny dude with a skinny dick,
I'm Hopeless Romantic
I had sex for the first time today. I met with this girl ive been talking to online for some time and she is fucking amazing and yeah
>>696099864
Ubderageb& and your a fagget
>>696103000
good work dude
now dont fuck it up
>>696096630
I slapped a woman's booty today and we ended up getting married today DX
I'm I'll love with my brothers girlfriend
i am absolutely inept while being around people I dont already know and i dont know what to do
>>696102966
I feel you, man, I'm the same way
I am obsessed with Naruto.
I hate my grandmother because she's a mean old bitch who curses and swears at me for no reason when she's in a mood, and I don't feel bad when she tells me to call her more when she never calls me.
I am terrified to move out on my own; I don't even know how to balance a check book.
I hate blacks but am very liberal in most other regards.
I am terrified of deep ocean water. If I can't see the bottom, I panic and I have no idea why.
I killed a possum 6 years ago after I thought it attacked my dog, but was really only looking for food.
>>696103000
Trips don't lie...
I was in an abusive relationship and my gf controlled my life and punched me in the face on occasion. I still love her and I still obsess over her. I hate myself.
>>696096630
im absolutely in love with this girl i know kimberly and i cant wait for summer to end so i can see her
>>696096630
If i ever had a one-time chance to destroy the whole planet, i'd do it with no second thoughts.
>>696103893
Why? Just curious...
I've cheated on my girlfriend with almost 20 different girls over the past 4 years. She's had suspicions but I've been careful so she has no definite proof. A few months ago, she finally got sick of worrying I was cheating on her, so she broke up with me.
I lied and lied and lied and convinced her I had never cheated on her, I just like to distance myself from her because I'm afraid of coming off as too clingy and obsessive. She believed me, we started dating again at the beginning of July, and I'm still actively trying to get in other girls pants.
I love my girlfriend, but I REALLY love fucking other girls.
>>696104113
youre a piece of shit. I hope she finds out and rips your heart out
I hope I get back with my ex on Tuesday because my life is that little bit shitter without her. Love is great
I live in constant fear that someone on the street will recognize me from the nudes I posted on /b/
>>696096630
Tomorrow I leave my country to return to France for another year of studies. I love my life there and everything, but leave this place again makes me feel sad. It hurts to say goodbye for another year. Maybe I shouldn't come again, because I don't want to return to this country in the first place... and fuck... being here makes me happy and sad and the same time...
I'm gonna miss this, specially my dogs...
>>696104476
...you walk around naked?
Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! And you too!
i saw my sister masturbate and i touched myself while she was doing it
>>696104030
To gain the trust of our alien overlords.
But, seriously, there isn't really a reason. I wouldn't even do it for any personal reasons. I believe i would do everyone a favour.
I've been bicurious since going through puberty. A few years ago in college, I finally worked up the courage to meet up with a guy from craigslist for NSA sex. We sucked each other off and he fingered my ass, but we were both obviously nervous, and he left pretty quickly. I wanna try it again, but my work makes it pretty impossible.
>>696097469
> stop being a faggot and post some win
Nah, you can't give the fine gentlemen of /b/ all the blame here. At most /b/ has broken down the barriers of common decency you built up for yourself that kept you from giving in to your existing desire to fuck your little sister.
Now stop being a faggot and go find something to blackmail her into a little threesome with you and one of her female friends.
>>696104113
This world is evil
Kill me I want to die
>>696096630
i almost fucked my cousin when we both got blacked out drunk at a new years party with our family! but thank god i had enough sense to stop
>>696104113
She didn't deserve you, when you'll find the right woman you'll get sick to your stomach at the thought of sticking your dick in another woman.
>>696102026
Just go for it! I think the guy likes you too.
>>696104476
I work on chaturbate and worry the same thing
Pic related: Last broadcasts earnings
>>696096630
I fuck ur mom im sorry
>>696096630
>be me
>be a minority
>be red-pilled
>white nationalist and I started talking online
>it became everyday
>usual how's your day
>started liking each other
>we both know that it can't happen because of the situation
>I don't want to sabotage his life
>stopped replying
>it hurts but it's for the best
OKAY OKAY!!
SHES BURIED UNDER THE VIRGINIA BRIDGE
I fucked my step cousin on a family trip
>>696105680
Just about the most beta thing I've ever read
>>696096630
I'm a compulsive liar, and I'm probably a psychopath too.
yeap
>>696105964
Nice
>>696106156
I don't regret it. We were both drunk and she was good looking. Hell of a way to lose my v card
>>696105789
You get paid in tokens? So you get naked for tokens, and then you can only spend your income tokens on paying other people to get naked on chaturbate too?
I have impossible standards for myself and it's ruining me. I passed 4 out of 5 tests today at my EMT class final and it was very difficult. I couldn't be happy with 4 out of 5 and I freaked out and I thought the world was ending.
How do I not take everything so seriously and personal?
she doesn't love me anymore
>>696106323
You can redeem them for actual money
ya dingus
>>696096630
I'm starting to believe that i'm some sort of demi-god of fortune. Whenever someone does something good for me, by either bringing me food or drinks or whatever, they get lucky at whatever they're doing.
Maybe i'm not the only one who's starting to believe that.
>>696106398
Were you always like that?
>>696105680
>>696104113
No, she doesn't deserve his fucking bullshit. Stop telling what he wants to hear and tell him what is true.
Anon, how would you feel if your girl lied to you for months on end and was actually fucking other guys behind your back? She clearly fucking loves you, seeing as she was able to suspend her disbelief and believe you.
Cunt. Come clean and tell her how you truly fucking feel about it, then never do it again.
my girlfriend of 5 years just broke up with me and im devastated
>>696106562
I've always been like that and I don't know how to change it. I always look at the negative and never consider the positive
It's amazing I'm not dead already
>>696106398
EMT-B class is a fucking joke, you should absolutely feel ashamed of failing 20% of the tests. All you even have to know is how to rapidly assess a patient, consider delivering 8-ish drugs, and then how to get them in the ambulance and take them to people that aren't complete retards like you. Your patients are fucked, BLS is just common sense and you don't even have that down.
I take candid pictures and lick the feet of girls I know when they'd passed out
>>696106323
>>696106470
It would actually be awesome if it worked that way.
...actually, I'm pretty sure that someone stupid enough to believe it is the start of a lovely porn plot.
i love little girl butts
>>696106698
Perfectionist. Maybe mild autism? Are you depressed?
>>696103563
Is that some of that Japanese shit? Shake those island cartoons.
You're young, you have the power to do better things with your life than spend time on her, if she keeps acting like a bitch all she'll do is alienate the people around her. Her loss.
You total what you make each month, then you subtract all the fixed costs (rent, etc.), you substract 10-20% for your pension (DO IT), you divide the amount left through the number of days in the month and you've got yourself a daily budget. Life like this and you can get yourself through tough times. No doubt your grandmother could have told you this if you spent more time with her.
Go life somewhere where there are no or only few blacks, that way it's easier to stick to your liberal fantasies.
You are right to be terrified, there are things living there that have never seen the light of day.
I hope you at least made a scarf out of it's pelt and wear it yearly on "I did stupid shit when I was a kid" day.
>>696106759
You. I like you...
I wish I were dead. I hate my life and I wish I were dead.
I swear to God, if my back doesn't heal in the next few weeks, I'm just going to say fuck it and start lifting heavy again. I will be the best powerlifter in Florida...I fucking swear it.
Cristina, can you just give me a straight fucking answer? You said you loved me, and I believes you. You asked for time - at least a month - and it was given. It is maddening to keep going on like this, just stuck in a perpetual state of false hope and longing to be with you. Yet you stay silent, and it makes me wonder if you even care about me anymore.
>>696106565
If I found out my gf was out fucking other guys, I'd get STD tested right quick, and then get my ass out there and start laying pipe in as many fresh snatches as I can find, until I randomly meet someone else I would want to date.
Love isn't real, it's subjective just like happiness, and they're both based on your perception of reality. I'll continue to fuck girls as much as I can, and do my best to hide it from her so we can both be happy.
I hate poor black people so fucking much.
I can't stop thinking about a girl i have no chance with.
my cousin grabbed my dick on accident and that cuddled and she gave me a blow job,,, that was 6 years ago and we never talked about it since
and everytime i think about it i cry a little bit
>>696107420
>poor black people
>people
kek
>>696105789
I went out on a few dates with someone who did cam work on there. You wouldn't happen to live in Michigan, would you?
>>696107420
And I'm a dangerously angry compulsive liar.
>>696106902
Perfectionist yes. Autistic no. Depressed severely. I have been depressed since I was about 8 years old, I'm 23 now and I hate everything about myself. I just want to live and not be afraid and angry anymore
Confession: Katy Perry California Girlz - Just imagine if the lyrics were actually "MILK your Popsicle" ?........yeah
Im pretty sure im gay but im also not that attractive
I mean at least with straight couples one of them could pass it off as being "quirky with a big heart"
>>696107670
Afraid not
Still on your mind, is she?
>>696099770
Does lchf really work?
>>696102998
What does this mean anon... a chick I'm after is also one
>>696107414
Dude why are you still with her? Plz ignore the christian who told you to come clean and make up. Just do her a favour and dump her. Because you know what? You're right, your love isn't real, you're being in this for some other reason than love. Cause someone who loves someone else would never act and talk the way you do and mean it.
>>696107829
Since 8? Were you on ADHD drugs or any kind of psychotropic drugs when you were a child?
>>696096630
I had the opportunity to bang a 16 year old girl, but I literally just dumped her out of guilt
>>696099991
This
Worked as a nursing assistant in a nursing home for about 4 years for old people, retards and cripples.
Boring job so I did things to entertain myself:
>Punched a retard in the face for his constant annoying grunts. When he got a black eye I blamed my Nigerian colleague who got fired.
>After that, when I would discipline them I would make sure I didn't leave a mark. Punching them in the back of the head etc..
>One Lady with alzheimer's thought I was her Dad.She pissed me off one day so I put her over my knee and spanked her. Almost got caught.
>Fucked a couple of residence who where hot but old and non verbal.
>One retard was super greedy and kept demanding food. I put his soup in the mircowave and heated it until it was boiling hot and then gave it to him.
>Spit, pissed, farted in drinks & food of residence that I didn't like. Particularly the overly demanding ones
>Exchanged phone numbers with one lady who I cared for after she left. Regularly met up for years for sex.
>Stole money
Basically, don't ever put your parents in a care home because scum like me exists.
I carry so much guilt and regret around with me that I could probably spend a few days in a priest's confession booth. This website has made me sexually- and spiritually confused. But my deepest confessions that I can think of off-hand? I've come really close to murder a few times. I do have a strong disdain for the law, and have had minor tussles with police officers, and have debated causing serious harm to cops. I'm paranoid as fuck and borderline-suicidal. I have no true friends remaining, and I now scare women. I used to believe that I was responsible for a lot of the world's ills. I dunno what else to say.
>>696096630
i want to be a qt3.14 trap, but my ribcage is huge...
I'm depressed.
>>696108087
Teach me about love OP.
And because she's my best friend, the sex is great, and having a hot gf is a big ego boost.
>>696105705
I will! And thank you. But that's not the point really. Aha also how would u kno? Psychic?
>>696096630
may be a furry.
Everyone in my life jumps to conclusions and it pisses me off. If I say oh my laptop is being slow it's just "Oh you want a new laptop now?" Or if I say it's cold "so you just want everyone else to sweat their asses off?" Like no I don't want anything and I don't even bitch about anything to often, maybe once every other day I'll be like "this currently suck" but no, that's just to much for everyone of my friends and family members to fucking handle
>>696096630
I'm filled with jealousy & fear. Still dont feel better haha...
>>696107908
Nah, I was just curious as to whether or not you were her, seeing as how you were afraid of someone recognizing you and all.
>>696108421
I never gave anal. >:((((((((
>>696108426
Depressed or just lonely?
>>696108157
When I was 21, I met a 15 year old girl, started dating her about a month before she turned 16. Waited till she was 16 to fuck her. The sex was ok, inexperienced virgins aren't the greatest, but nothing beats knowing that your dick and cum is in a 16 year old.
>>696107829
There's just one person in the world who can make that happen. Guess who that is? No not that fake bearded fucker upstairs. It's you. You have to learn to believe you can actually live a life where you're not afraid and angry if you choose to. But it will take time.
You say you have been depressed since 8 years old? How has that worked out for you so far? Maybe it's time for a change to more enabling thoughts.
Im in love with my best friends wife.
>>696099295
Actually, he's an ephebophile who has raped trafficed teen girls at parties.
>>696108749
I did something similar, except I was 26 and I waited until she was 17.
I seriously viciously hate dumb people, but i like tutoring its weird
>>696102057
I used to be like this - Mine was due to PTSD though. Got better with age and therapy. Still fantasize from time to time though and still rage
I'm a virgin
>>696097157
99.99999999999999999999999999999999% of the population doesn't even know you exist
>>696109093
dude thats like all of us here
>>696108705
Depressed. Hate my job, hate my friends, hate my living situation, hate my girl, hate my life. I'm stuck.
>>696107414
Your gf may not know it but if you killed yourself right now you would be doing her a favor
>>696096630
%99.9999 of you would fuck each other, regardless of gender if you were all naked and hopped up on E.
>>696096630
>be me 11
>start secretly staying up late
>because of being awake, I need the bathroom every once in a while
>don't want to wake parents up
>piss under my bed most of the time
>when confronted about the smell blame cats
>get away with it
The best part of it all is that one of the cats actually DID piss somewhere in my room, giving me a perfect alibi
Pic unrelated to the story, but very much related to everything else I do
>>696107829
Start doing stuff and crash and burn. You'll soon understand that worrying and being afraid is a luxury of those without real problems on their hands and generally a waste of time.
>>696108123
Have been on lots of drugs. ADHD meds didn't do anything. I've been trying new medications for the past year to try and see if they help
>>696108786
Hasn't helped me at all, I just wallow and and sit in my room. I don't really know how to have good, enabling thoughts. It's something I've never tried to do because I've always felt like I'm a useless piece of shit
All my friends think I'm straight, but I am secretly a submissive cock loving slut.
>>696109115
that's too many 9s, it should be more like 99.999999%-99.9999% (50-500 people)
>>696109298
Are you taking any meds?
American liberals are fucking Beta Pandering bitches who need to read the fuckin constitution and grow a pair of fucking balls. It makes me sick when a fucking elitest fembot whoremongering beta as bitch is even allowed to run for president. All Liberals can eat a dick. Now off to fuck my bitch in the ass because I'm pissed and she's bleeding. Smoke something you beta ass bitches.
>>696109523
Oh, but adhd meds are awesome ee. Concerta <3
>>696105819
Black power for black people, white power for white people, red power for red people....
>>696109523
How old were you when you started taking meds? A depressed 8 year old? That's not normal, man.
>>696109626
Yeah, with that many 9's you barely know you exist.
>>696109842
That's exactly the reason why I stopped replying.
I had an abortion in April. I should be 4 months pregnant right now.
>>696109631
Not anymore. I was on meds for a couple years, doc tried a couple different kinds but none of them seemed to make a difference.
I keep thinking about this girl that said she liked me more than a friend some time ago, but doesn't talk to me right now.
>>696109947
Well if you're asleep half the day... Yeah
>>696110302
So, you weren't on any drugs when you were 7 or younger?
When I was really young (about 6 or 7?) I had two cousins a little bit older than me who visited from out of state and both sexually touched me in some way. One pulled on my penis at my grandma's house and another took a bath with me, got curious, and put my dick in his mouth.
I'm not traumatized or anything though. I kinda find it funny that we saw each other last year for the first time in forever and everything went normal. I wonder if they remember it.
>>696109863
Around 9-10 I think can't exactly remember
It may not be normal but if you are subjected to severe bullying by your peers, authority and you're own family everyday growing up with no emotional outlet besides video games. You get pretty depressed and look at yourself in the most awful ways
>>696109115
Which person owns the 100 atoms in his body that do know he exists?
>>696096630
My coworker is a college-educated woman that has a genius-level IQ.
...this cunt doesn't believe in carbon dating.
>>696098435
I feel you
I'm in the same kind of thing right now best thing to do is move on
>>696109416
What else do you do?
I don't enjoy the same things I used to. Hobbies, movies, music, etc. Most of the time don't feel entertained by anything. Just kind of going along with things.
Shitty feeling
Going to kill myself on Wednesday.
>>696110484
You get sad, sure. We're you thinking of offing yourself by the age of 8?
I fucking hate Confession Threads
>>696110634
All kinds of stupid and gay shit, I thought I explained that pretty well
>>696107414
You sound like a lazy psychopath, as you can't even be bothered to conceptually think empathetically of the damage you are doing to your gf.
If you had HIV and lied to her you could both be happy.
>>696108426
I'm in the same boat man. It's alright
>>696110772
As the kind of person who is into that kind of stuff, would you happen to know what the total estimated amount of people were that killed themselves in the past 100 years?
>>696110423
Not that I remember. I had a LOT of sleep issues as a kid, and some depression issues when I was young that my folks tried putting me in therapy for, but I wouldn't talk, so the doc discontinued treatment
I'm so tired of getting dubs. Check en bitches
>>696111357
Checked
>>696111335
Sounds like you were molested or something.
>>696110772
lol so many /b/ bois thinking they are so edgy for saying they are gonna suicide. I know it is actually because they are very depressed. Well that sucks these people keep saying they will suicide I think they should hold on to life longer there is still things to experience and learn. You never know how much improvwmwnt the human race will have over the years especially health wise, and even happiness wise.
>>696098435
You know she's prolly taking a dick bigger than yours right now
>>696111204
Just say, man
>>696096630
Alright, you have to forget her man, she will never look at you, actually no girl will ever do. You're a disgusting piece of human, so stop thinking about love because that will never gonna happen to you. You have chosen your path so go down the road, there is no turning back.
>>696111617
Same
>>696109523
Yeah so why don't you stop sitting in your room and go out and take on a project? It will no doubt be a challenge for you, but you will probably be surprised by life in a positive way if you let it. But you gotta get out of your room
>>696111534
Interesting. Why do you think that
>>696099740
Write a rap song about it nigga
I love these threads cause everyone drops their guard and allow themselves to be vulnerable.
Maybe an unpopular opinion, but all this depressing shit is the realest shit on 4chan
>I attach pictures because I think more people will look at my post that way
>>696096630
I have a growing romantic and sexual attraction to my younger sister. to the point where i worry about my mental health. And she's not making it easy. we've become closer in the last year, and our conversations often center around sex, with her instigating it as often as I do. but what really drives me crazy is how she dresses. the shortest shorts imaginable, and a snug tank top without a bra. a great ass and an even greater pair of tits. I know I should never ever act on it but sometimes when i'm with her I have to restrain myself from just straight up feeling her up or leaning over for a kiss. the disturbing part is I've been messing with some of her stuff, like smelling her panties and shorts while beating it,wearing her shorts while I fap (it turns me on when I see her wearing them later in the day) and worst of all, cumming on her toothbrush. knowing that I'm the first guy who's cum she's had in her mouth makes me happy.
>pic related:her body
>>696111865
Freud
I'm in love in with a girl, and continually progressing in our relationship towards marriage, although she wont marry me unless i get my life right with GOD.
which i can never, and wont ever believe in.
>>696103747
I hope that gets easier with time, or when you find a way to heal whatever issues got you into the abuse in the first place.
>>696108553
Jajaja your "friends" and family dont like you
>>696111622
No I was just curious whether you knew, I don't feel like googling it myself. So what's the plan for wednesday? Stream and popcorn for /b/ and an hero?
>>696108648
Post pic of your anal
>>696097395
Do it faggot!
>>696112120
Well I don't remember it if I was.
>>696111865
8-year-olds aren't supposed to be depressed. The fucked up ones are usually either being sexually or emotionally and mentally abused by parent/s or guardian.
>>696110803
I'd say around 11-12 was when I was very close to committing suicide. I still wake up every day wishing I was dead.
When I was like 13 two of my mom's seemingly straight female friends stood over our house for a day when visiting my state for vacation since theyou couldn't find a solid hotel. My mom set up air mattresses for them in the living room and we all went to sleep. I wake up an hour later to get a glass of water. My living room and kitchen and right across each other so when I'm walking to it I see both my mom's friends straight up fucking in the living room. I hid behind a wall, peeked, and fucking fapped to it and even came. They didn't spot me. I'm almost 20 and I never told my mom about it.
I have sex with my dog rather frequently and I'm putting him up for adoption because I want it to stop.
>>696096630
My bf and I have a great relationship. We don't argue and we get along like best friends but he is so unaffectionate and hates touching. My sex drive is a lot higher than his so its super frustrating. I almost feel like I'm living with a friend and not a bf. I'm considering leaving him. I probably won't cause I feel like I'm piece of shit that can never get anything better.
>>696110170
Doesn't mean you two can't be together. It's called cognitive dissonance, our ability to hold two opposing ideas.
>>696098183
Same
>>696097598
Please, do the world a favor, probably will get you off the government payroll
>>696112496
Do you think it would've been better if you moved in a different place rather than taking meds at that age? Your brain was still developing.
>>696098435
I don't know why a woman can't care about you and how you "can't feel love anymore" and be that cold. I have run into a few girls like this. Are they retarded? Do they like a emotional core like normal people have? I don't know it seems selfish of them. This relationship does not seem deep or long though so that is why the cold reaction she feels you both aren't close enough for he to even bother talking to you. The few girls I knew I only knew for a few days before they abruptly telling me to fuck off in their own neglectful way. And yeah I think she just wants that big D and a good lookin skinny man.
>>696112592
>theyou
*they
I never proof read my shit, fuck
>>696112677
It's not that easy. I don't want his friends and family to hate him because of that. They come first.
>>696112622
are you male or female?
>>696103191
Really i despise mine she's living in my house somehow rent free but yet she's real cunt to me i really hope to catch cheating on him one then I'm throwing everything she owns on the fucking street
>>696113033
LOL. You saw that video with that girl talking about the benefits of fucking your dog?
>>696113033
Male. I take the passive role, though.
>>696098651
What kind of faggot keeps donuts in the fridge?
>>696113033
A male why?
I fucked up my shot at college. I was in a new state, fell into drugs, failed each class, and ended up cheating on my girlfriend with a crazy ex and finger blasting some girl at a concert
Chloe, I love you
>>696112494
Yeah or they saw their parents getting shot and were forced to eat their little sister in some theatre of war, growing up to crave that taste of human flesh to distance themselves from that weak 8year old that was powerless to stop all that from happening.
>>696096630
The only friends I had go away and Im too of a beta faggot to go and get others.
>>696098743
I'm in!
>>696101089
Dump them here faggot
>>696112472
Try some hypnosis maybe
U could just be fucked up tho
>>696112494
I don't think I was ever sexually abused, and I don't think I was abused by my folks either. I had night terrors until I was 12, and sleep walking. The thing that landed me in therapy (when I was younger than 12) was a guy who works at my local McD's has a handicapped arm, like a Trex arm, and I had a meltdown one night that it wasn't fair for him. I was saying some fucked up shit too, I don't remember exactly, but the jist was that I hated life.
Fast forward 14 years and I had an accident that left one of my arms massively scarred.
>>696113222
Trips confims
>>696097810
It never goes Away.
I want to die, most of the time. But some things are really nice. But I always wind up back here. I'll kill myself someday. My little bro is the only reason I can't. He doesn't deserve that
>>696113229
Hey, don't pretend to be me, thanks.
>>696113286
>mentally abused
There's your answer
>>696112624
Talk to him. Communicate. It can only make things better
>>696112785
Possibly. I mean I was a weird kid growing up but I meant well and never wanted to hurt anyone. Kids just saw me as an easy target so I was made fun of for pretty much existing.
I still had to go home to an older brother who was 8 years older than me who was just as much as a bully and a father figure who was barely home when I was growing up. How I was told to deal with things was that life sucks, you deal with it.
>>696103449
It's nice to know I'm not the only one. I don't generally dig dudes, or even remotely consider myself gay, but I do have a thing for skinny dicks. But goddamn if anyone I ever care about will find out about it, because I love pussy way more, but I'm not sure my fam would ever understand.
And thank the heavens for liquor, because I'd never confess this otherwise.
>>696113440
A female then?
>>696113338
Were you adopted? Maybe something happened when you were a baby or toddler that you can't remember but it's there in your subconscious.
>>696098651
Go have that last donut fatty, this one will be the last one right? Just have that last juicy Krispy Kreme piece of fat so you can forget about your inner pain for a bit. Mr. Donut doesn't judge, he accepts you for just the little piece of human misery you are.
> Alternatively, throw away those donuts and start exercising TOMORROW
>>696112677
Do you know them? I'd say fuck them, even stay stealth mode it but we all walk our own paths. Could be quite a nice unrequited love fantasy to fall asleep to for you
I'm an accomplished athlete and scientist that has a perfect relationship with a woman that I love. However, for one reason or another, I can't seem to get over the amount of self-hate and severe depression that I've steadily developed over the years and, if I didn't have an obligation to my significant other, I'm very sure I would have ended my life by now.
>>696096630
im a paranoid schizo pagan who has committed a crime to obtain a corpse for blood sacrifice. i am from the Kola Peninsula of Russia.
I turned my cousin gay...
>>696102057
I'm also curious how it would make me feel to kill someone...
>>696112624
Your a peice of shit because how could you do this to him? You cold bitch.
I just posted: >>696112857
This may be a reflection of my own desperation, I never had a gf. Others would get over relationships faster.